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Bro some ppl be absolutely fucking nasty. Wdym thatyou move in to your dorm and then you don't change your bed sheets weekly or every 2 weeks, and don't clean your dorm properly 1x a week? And I'm talking abt dusting, changing bed sheets if needed, washing the floor, the bathroom (if you have one), wash dishes, yk the drill.

Like I get it if you have a busier schedule once in a while or suffer from like, bad depression. But if there's literally not much going on in your life, then there's literally no reason as to why you'd live filth and make no efforts to do something abt it.

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What are your best study methods and motivation? Reply and/or reblog :D thank you!!

Sincerely, a desperate uni student w exams a month away.

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Let's be friends!

Hi everyone! I'd love to make more online friends with who I can call, play video games and just chat with. Thus, I thought I could make a discord server for that :)

About me:

20 y/o

Uni student, Communication sciences

I love gaming (Minecraft, Phasmophobia, Deep Rock Galactic, Genshin, Overwatch, Hades, Hollow Knight, etc.)

I'm a writer! I love writing fanfics, fantasy and fiction :)

I'm literally addicted to memes. Will reference memes, vines, tiktoks, etc. on a regular basis.

If we have a click, I'll yap a hella load about the most random things. Some people described me as chaotic.

I live in Belgium, but I'm acc Romanian!

I'd say I'm rather easy-going and can get along with a lot of people from different lifestyles and such, as long as we have things in common and match vibes.

If you're interested, let me know and I'll start making the server :)

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Now, what in the world 😭 what happened bro

"I don't wanna bother you"

Have you considered that this is how your presence feels?

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I love adding vine references sometimes that are canon character appropriated :sob: I have this Yuri plisetski x female reader fic from and he went "I don't need friends, they dissapoint me"

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literally scared my friends gon find this lol

When he thinks u dont want him going through your phone bc ur cheating but you just dont want him to find your edblr

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So I had my suspicion that I was into women ever since I was like 16 but was never sure, yk? I only dated guys and never really got a chance w a woman. Because of that, I often doubted if I was really into a woman and if I was really bi, yk, so I decided to drop the labels cuz they made me feel insecure.

I kissed a girl for the first time almost a week ago and it made me realise like "damn, I'm so fucking gay.". I love women. I want a woman. I'd marry a woman. I can be specific as fawk w my type, but if I'd find a girl like that, I'm folding ASAP.

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I saw someone post something that helps them lose weight and that resonates w me so well. It's basically "don't eat when u don't need the energy. Eat to live, not live to eat." and that genuinely is such a valid point.

Because if you think abt it, humans do need food ofc, but it's main and only goal is to keep you alive. You can enjoy it, obviously, but at the end of the day, this shouldn't be your main goal in life. You need it to survive n that's all.

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I never understood people with an 3D until a few months ago. I didn't understand why you'd want to ⭐ve yourself in order to be thin, as I loved food and thought that you just needed to do better. I loved food and didn't see the point in wanting to hurt yourself for it, nor did I find the strength in myself to be able to do that.

That until I gained too much weight. It was gradual and I tried to ignore it, telling myself that it's "fine" and that it'll just go away eventually. I was on antidepressants because of my anxiety and often found comfort in food, especially sweets and such. I enjoyed them and that's that. I eventually became overweight and while I tried to accept myself as is and try to do better, I just couldn't stand the view in the mirror. If that wasn't enough, I started to hate the fact that I struggled finding pants and such that fit and looked good on me, and my mother also started fat shaming me. A lot. I delayed doing anything purely out of spite, to prove her a point. Eventually it did get to me.

Although I was often in denial about how I treated my body was giving 3D, I talked to a friend who used to struggle with it and she said it sounded like balls deep 3D. Although I still weighted a lot, I found a certain comfort in starving myself, punishing myself if I ate too much by working out harder and eating less the next day. It made sense, but I decided that if I was going to struggle with it and have that label, I might as well do it properly. Avoid food even harder, consume less sugars, smaller meals, count my calories and move a lot. While I still don't count the exact calories I eat in a day, I avoid eating foods above 100 kcals (but obviously the lower, the better) and keep drinking water and soda's that have no sugar to try and forget. The feeling of hunger feels so nice now and I feel like I'm finally doing it right when I feel it, along with feeling shaky and dizzy/lightheaded.

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I made something…

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So my best friend and I don't text/talk constantly or like, very often (we both need a few business days to reply sometimes, especially her), but we have such a strong bond in the sense that I just saw her for the first time in about 2 or 3 months the other day and we just talked like nothing happened. We didn't text for like 3 weeks, then talked on and off for a couple of days and saw each other after I was done w the gym and she was in the area after an appointment. I saw her and we immediately started chatting as if we just saw each other yesterday and do so on a regular basis.

Anyhow, we'll have a sleepover on monday at her house and I'm super excited to spend more time w her again. If this isn't true friendship, idk what is.

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Ok so POV. I have a bf who's autistic, and I have a suspicion that i might have it as well, but no diagnosis whatsoever. So recently I send him a meme about a road sign about autistic kids living on that street, and he basically goes like "lol we'll have to put that for our kids later on."

I jokingly say like "I love how you're so sure that they'll have it too.". Blud goes "well you know, autism + autism = autism.". HUMBLED.

I asked him why/how he's so sure I got that dawg in me cuz i have no papers abt it, and he just goes "it's a peer review. You're a lot like me. Autism." then made jokes abt it not being the first time I have no papers :skull: I'm a foreigner (legally btw, before y'all come for my throat), but don't have the nationality yet.

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I don't think I'll ever fully understand motherhood unless I become a mother myself, because why did my mom treat me the way that she did?

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How exams got me feeling lately