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Brewing Up Love: 

A/N: Hey everybody! I decided I am going to start a Severus Snape x Reader fan-fic book! This will loosely follow the events of Harry Potter, as I also want to make sure I can focus on their relationship. This will be fully posted on my A03, Quotev, and parts here! Here is part of the prologue ;). Also thank you to who inspired me to do this, you know who you are!!

To note, not in anytime EVER was the reader EVER Snapes student. This is a professor x professor type fan fic, and the timeline will be revealed as the story goes. :)

Link for ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/66685978

(My a03 is shnoob, my quotev is shnoob)!

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Brewing Up Love:  

Year One:

Prologue: The Charming Start

Helpful, compassionate, and patient, those have always been your strongest traits. Being kind and intelligent, remind yourself how you were able to get here. Most importantly, determined, not letting your father's words drag you down as you stood before the Headmaster of Hogwarts. Those were the qualities you made clear to the silver-haired man that day as he gave you a soft smile, listening to the words fall out of your mouth as if you were trying to put a charm on him to convince him to give you this job. It almost feels fake, surrounded by the endless knowledge of books that no Muggle library could offer. Opportunities that the Muggle world couldn’t offer you, so the magical world reached out for you instead.

Standing on the stone staircase, you watched the motion of his hands swivel in alignment with his scarlet quill, not missing a single word you spoke. Your experience, education, and story, all on this parchment paper, he’d forever hold despite the result of this interview. 

It felt wrong shivering there before him as you anxiously watched word for word, until he paused to dip his quill in the ink, which made you pause too. Nervous breaths leaving your lungs in a space so quiet and calm, the room is too different to hold you in it. But it never kicked you out, at least, the Headmaster never did, so you fit in somehow. A room so symmetrical calls for you to be pleasing at all angles, but with your choppy resume from the muggle world, all you could do is stand back in fear and let all your disproportions shine through. With a final stroke, his twinkling blue eyes stared into yours, almost seeming as if he was trying to find something behind them. Something missing from your resume that doesn’t encapsulate a piece of you that could only be found within, a piece that you’d rather keep to yourself. It made you want to shut your eyes and believe this wasn’t right, that if you squeezed just hard enough you’d stop hearing the subtle breaths from the Headmaster and go back to your old job despite how much you hated it, you’d rather be there then be rejected by your former headmaster.

“A healer appointed underneath Poppy Pomfrey,” Dumbledore said stubbly, finishing a conversation you weren’t aware you were having. Possibly from the shrunch of your eyebrows giving away the confusion, a small chuckle left the older man as he reached over towards the parchment in front of him, just to put it aside and reach for another paper instead. 

[shnoob]

I've rarely seen a more validating sentence in my entire life.

[shnoob]

Severus Snape Romantic/Dating HC’s:  

A/N: I’m back for real this time! The end of school shut me down, but I am back! I will be busy for a bit after a few posts, but my timing will definitely be better than before. I wanted to try something new as I’ve been getting into Harry Potter again soooo. To note, I will NEVER do a Teacher x Student dynamic as that is NOT appropriate whatsoever! This is in the perspective of two ADULTS, (Like a Professor x Professor)

C/W: Romantic, maybe abit out of character? I haven't seen any HP content in a long time so I apologize if it is. 

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Absolutely infatuated with you, and I mean this in an obsessive way. Although he doesnt display it 100%, especially infront of other people, he will learn every single thing about you, even the slightest of details. (Find this cute or not is up to you but I’m not sure if this is a positive thing half of the time.)

Loved you from the very first interaction you had with him. Your smile, laugh, and even the way you shook his hand as a formal greeting had him hooked. He never felt like he could feel this way again, but you set up a spark inside of him that he couldn't put out. 

The thing he loves the most about you is your intelligence. The way you understand your craft, apply knowledge behind several situations, and never seem to skip a beat grows the urge inside of him to get to know you. Get to understand what you know, basically just enabling his obsessive nature of knowing everything about you lol. 

Again, will never be a PDA sort of guy in the castle. He likes to keep things professional, especially when theres his co-workers and the children around. He wouldn’t risk having rumors spread about your relationship, (which I bet there is already), but outside of the castle, probably max PDA would be holding your hand and being seen with you at all times. 

Now, not to say that if somebody came up to you trying to get your number he wouldn’t make that super clear you are taken. A hand sliding down to your waist, pulling you in and some words exchanged before practically dragging you out and talking about how stupid they were to attempt such acts towards you like the hand holding wasn’t a clear enough sign. 

Speaking of that, he is definitely the jealous type. Watching the moves of any person coming up towards you that seems to have a romantic inclination behind their actions, making detail of what they looked like and every motion they made towards you, to ask later who it was and what business that person had. Of course, he would trust you didn’t have anything to do with it, but rather doesn’t trust anybody else. 

When you two are alone, he is the sweetest guy. Although he still keeps the majority of his composure, he can't lie and say he doesn't have a soft spot for you. Asking you about your day while holding you and rubbing your back as you go into the types of antics all the students are up to, or making you tea as he forces you to rest in the bath that he drew for you. 

At some point, you have had a night where you talk about the drama with the students if you heard rumors about them. Mainly it would just to make sure that your relationship isn’t aware by all, but you can’t lie and say it isn't a bit fun talking about the potential relations between students in the classes you teach.  

His love language I believe would be quality time. Although you cannot spend every day together as you both teach classes, on the weekends he just wants you to himself since neither of you don’t have to see the world. He gets quite frustrated when your plans are ruined, so later in the evenings, he’ll sneak on by to your room to spend the evening, not particularly caring for wandering eyes. 

Remembers every single detail about you. What foods you like, interests, even how you like your hair to be worn. Not even just in general, but on certain days if you ask him to recall he could name what color your clothes were and how you were acting. This causes him to remember certain patterns about you which helps in the long run.  

Albus 100% has theories on you guys dating. He has pulled you both aside separately and asked about your relationship, which both claimed nothing outside of co-workers was occuring, deep down he has a growing feeling its more than that.

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This made me laugh

[shnoob]

What Lies Beneath Story!

To start, this is NOT my own work, this is written by tatertotz4u on A03! Its an amazing Sal Fisher x Y/N fan fic that I have mentioned on my page before, but I wanted to bring attention to it again!

The creator just updated the ENTIRE story, which is crazy and takes a lot of work! The new revamped version looks amazing, so I really recommend reading it! Its a story between Sal Fisher x Y/N, along with the rest of the gang living in NockFell following similarly to the original game with their own scenes! Its an amazing story and only me describing it doesn't do it justice, so I recommend reading it!

The A03 writers account: tatertotz4u

Link to the story: https://archiveofourown.org/works/52383754/chapters/132515635

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hihi!! sorry if you are not accepting requests, don't feel any pressure to do it!! but I was curious if you'd do a part 2 to your Sal Fisher HC's!!

thank you!!!

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Sal Fishers HC’s (Part 2!):  

A/N: Thank you so much for your request! My requests are open, so don’t feel bad, thank you for being considerate about it anyway! /gen. This also gives me flashbacks because this was the post that got my blog started and I just hit 1K likes a few days ago 😭. Also, I hope this isn’t to dark from what you wanted.

C/W: Mentions of his mother, not in detail but the absence of her, mentions of a bad relationship between Sal and his dad. (Both once at the beginning). Also insecure Sal, not anything crazy just small thoughts of insecurity. 

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  This is definitely a collective HC in the fandom, but he cuts his hair. Ever since he was younger, he started learning basic skills to fill in the void of his mother not being there, such as taking care of himself and eating, as his father was distant from him. He definitely was rough back then and still isn’t the best, but he has experience in freshening up his look.

With his close friends, Sal will purposely pop out his fake eye randomly to scare them. Such as saying: “Man, my eye really hurts”, taking out the fake eye and from a first glance their first reaction is a panic before remembering. Sal doesn’t do this often as it is something he is a little insecure about, but over the years he’s become more comfortable joking as he knows they won’t run away.

Halloween time is a BLAST. Sal used not to be big on holidays, as that meant having to get ready, and awkwardly hang around the family while being dead silent and feeling judged. However, after moving to the apartments, the holiday spirit started to buy into him a bit and Halloween officially became his favorite holiday. Dressing up in a fun costume including his mask, getting candy with the gang, and importantly setting up small tricks. Not anything crazy, but don't be surprised to get a fake spider or a jumpscare around the corner with him. Honestly the time of year you see him the happiest.

Speaking of Halloween, one year when Sal was younger saw a “glowing eye prosthetic” and begged his dad for it. Even though he was against it, eventually when his birthday came around, Sal got the glow-in-the-dark eye prosthetic he wanted. Now, for Halloween, for his own enjoyment, he will wear it. (Perhaps to give a fright to people, but Sal still thinks this is the coolest eye prosthetic in the world.)

Absolutely hates swimming, the beach, all of it. Not that he wants to hate it, but everything with his mask to the texture of the sand, it's just not a good combination. Especially since I feel like with his bad eyesight, his other senses are more in tune so textures are a big thing for him. He’d rather go to Lake Wendigo (which in my opinion is cooler than who said that-)  

Taps his fingers in order when he’s thinking. Such as thumb, pointer, middle, etc, and repeats back to his thumb. It keeps a good rhythm so his thoughts stay clear instead of wandering off. You know when he’s on a good train of thought when it starts slowing down, as that's right before he shares his thoughts. Versus when it speeds up, face squinted and voice deeper when Sal is trying to find an answer. 

Having people touch him is a big deal, as it requires a type of trust that they won’t overstep his boundaries (such as taking off his mask or touching an area that sensitive to him), but once you reach that level of comfortability with Sal, he’d love it if you did his hair for him. His hair can be a hassle sometimes, even with good hygiene the factor of trying to put his hair out of the way for his mask and still look good can be frustrating on bad hair days. It's a small gesture to do for him that means the world.  

Getting to the point where you are touching his hair, you are pretty darn close, so he’d do the same to you (if you were comfortable obviously!). Sal would be nervous touching you at first, as in the back of his mind there are the thoughts of making you uncomfortable but his touch is SO comforting. Sal is so gentle, which comes from petting Gizmo, and running his hands through your hair when you are focusing or just need some comfort. Honestly, you could fall asleep to just him petting you like a cat.  

Has a small selection of foods that he likes, and has stuck with those for years. He claims to not be a picky eater, but yet you’ll see him order the same thing and politely decline any other types of foods offered to him. If you could see his face, you’d be able to see the squint in his face of disgust. 

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DANG this is actually crazy, thank you everybody!! I know this may not be a huge number to some, but I did not think my HC content would get a lot of attention, so thank you everybody!!

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Writers Schedule: 

Starting after May 16th, I am starting a new schedule to ensure that I always post! This will be every other week or so, so I won't get burnt out. This will also be good for the summer because I’ll have more time. When that time comes, I will probably be able to post more, so look out! 

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Monday: No posts 

Tuesday: Sally Face

Wednesday: No posts

Thursday: Arcane

Friday: HxH

Saturday: Filler day 

Sunday: No posts 

This may change overtime, but for now this is what I see going towards the future. 

Saturday is a filler day in case I miss any of the other days, so those posts should be released on Saturday. I'm also thinking it could be used to post on my A03 or Quotev, but I'm not sure yet.

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Sally Face HC’s (Valentine's Day Edition)

A/N: Back with more Sally Face HCs! I realized I never did anything for Valentine's Day, so I’m making content for everybody I write about for it! Sorry this is 2 months lateeee :D. JayVik coming soon ;)

C/W: None!

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Sal Fisher:  

So nervous about Valentine's Day. Even if you guys have been dating for a while, we all know that deep down he is always going to worry, just the slightest. 

He is not a man of words, but instead through actions. You may not get a card with words upon words on how he cherishes you, but you’ll know through how he gets you your favorite food, or as a gift that plush that you’ve secretly been eyeing for the past few times you’ve been at the mall when you thought Sal wasnt looking. 

Although he is always gentle, especially today he is your knight in shining armor. Making you breakfast, letting you take your time on getting ready, anything and everything that he can do to make your day 10x better he is more than willing to do. 

Doing the little gestures that may feel small to some people feel so big to him, so he makes sure to double up on those as well.

 Even though he’s not good at words, he can muster up a song. (The real truth though is that he has been working on it for months to surprise you, but he’ll keep that part a secret.) 

A lot of his gifts for this day are homemade, so things like a camera album, and Mason Jar bouquets are his specialty. (And you eat it up every time 😋). 

Definitely conspired with Larry to make sure he got the best gifts possible for you. Being worried that you wouldnt like them, Larry comforted him into confidence. Sal also would ask your friends if you were looking at anything special, so whenever you would come around they would all smirk and Sal would awkwardly change the subject, hoping you wouldn’t catch on.  

 He would take you out to Wendigo Lake, as you guys aren't fans of crazy places like a restaurant, especially on the night of love. Setting up a whole picnic for you, you’d sit beside the water as you chat the night away eating, joking about how you’ll push each other in. 

Larry Johnson:  

Although Larry can be seen as the laid-back one, he definitely has his worries too! Sal and Larry would bond over being nervous of you guys not liking your gifts, but they comfort each other into believing you will like them. (At least, he hopes.) 

Much more of a words of affirmation and quality time, so you will get a long sappy message about how much you mean to him. Whether that be a letter or message, I can personally see him doing both. 

He’d get gifts surrounded more by things you can do together, which would be arts and crafts! Such as making bracelets, rings, or a jar with love affirmations so you two never forget :). 

In secret, Larry made a painting just for you that he’s been hiding ever since you noticed the canvas in the corner of his room covered in a drape. He’s honestly surprised he was able to keep you away from it for so long. (Spoilers, it's of you, his muse.) 

Planned out a date for you two together, but not out at a restaurant. Instead, he’d be more interested in spending it out and about, wherever you want to go is a place he wants to be. Whether that be cuddling on the couch, or watching a movie, that is perfect paradise. 

Honestly, he won’t say this out loud, but he is such a romantic.  

Ashley Campbell:

You know our girl has had this planned for ages. Honestly probably started scheming even before it was in the realm to worry about.  

Is SUCH a big gift giver, so she will go all out for you. Card full of loving messages, your favorite candies, plushies, and everything for a perfect Valentine's basket! 

She won’t let it stop there however, she wants you to feel loved and special, so a reservation out somewhere is just the thing. Especially out of the city so you two can have a romantic “riding on her motorcycle” moment. 

You’d leave the restaurant early, however, since you have the whole night together, why not explore all around the city? You hit the landmarks; stores, shows, parks, anywhere your heart takes you.  

Once you both are all tuckered out for the night, you’d go for one last drive around. Not anywhere, in particular, just looking around the beautiful scenery before heading back to Nockfell.  

Take a pit spot at the Wendigo Lake to sit and rest. Cuddle up by the moonlight, looking into the water while holding hands and embracing each other before having to split for the night. You remember that night forever :).

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Hey 💌 I’m Saja — a mother trying to hold onto hope through days that feel impossibly heavy.

I know you probably see a lot online, but if you could take just a moment… I’d be so grateful.

💫 A reblog of my pinned post could help our story reach someone who cares.

🌿 And if you’re in a place to give, even a small donation could bring comfort to my daughter and help us feel safe again.

@sajagz, thank you for listening.

Even gentle support creates strength.

From one heart to another — thank you 🤍

❤️

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JayVik HC's (Season 1):

A/N: In my hiatus, I watched Arcane, and now it has taken over my entire brain so I will be writing about it. I love JayVik so much 😭. 

C/W: This is season one exclusively, and I plan on writing about the entire show in the future! (Along with more characters!)

Leave any suggestions if you want to see something specific!  

 Jayce is definitely the type of person to write little notes for Viktor and plant them in with their work. Next to the note of: “Reminder to fix this problem”, it's a cute note with a heart and a drawing of Viktor from the night before. 

Jayce keeps blankets in the corner for the two of them to cuddle up when it becomes late at night, doing experiments in the lab, since those two never go home.

When they just had crushes on each other, they acted differently. Jayce, although trying to hide his feelings, made it so obvious that he did. Staring at him, subtle touches on Viktor, doing everything that a boyfriend did, just without the label (and even before the crush, this was their entire relationship. 

Versus Viktor, going from joking with him to silence as he didn’t want Jayce to know. Not wanting to risk his current relationship with Jayce, he would disappear more often and try to ignore all of the touches Jayce gave him that set his heart on fire. However, once he started to notice how much Jayce stared at him, it clicked together and started to open up to Jayce again, waiting for the moment he would finally ask. 

Despite how much Viktor plays off, he doesn’t want Jayce joking around with him in the lab and being “coupley”, subtle displays of affection between them make him so happy. 

Subtle PDA people. Not anything crazy, but Jayce gives him his chair and lets him lean onto Jayce, etc etc :D. 

Jayce is a physical affection and acts of service type of lover. You’ve seen him YEARN. He is not shy to give hugs, rest his hand on him, and give kisses anywhere. For acts of service, he will make sure that he’s well fed, take care of things Viktor struggles with, etc. (Also quality time, where Viktor goes, he goes.)

Viktor is a quality time and words of affirmation person. Despite him being formal, that only makes it more special when he does. He watches Jayce, every move and every single part about him, so it isn’t hard when those two are alone, Viktor's able to let every thought he has had about him run loose. Also, spending as much time as they do is what caused them to be so in love in the first place 😭. At first, Viktor loved his time alone, but now his “time alone” includes Jayce.  

Inside jokes between them go CRAZY. And I mean not only funny, but by outsiders, the couple is deemed crazy. Not only are they making hextech in a lab for hours that nobody truly understands, but they are up till 3 AM, so you know they are delirious. Half of the time, they don't even remember where the joke comes from, but still think they are funny asf.  

Since Jayce is scared of the cold, he is always making sure Viktor is warm, especially in the winter time. He makes him soup, keeps the blankets in the lab, and checks up on him every few minutes to make sure he doesn't get cold.  

Hextech is their baby, and they address it as such :). One night, while they were delirious, they were joking about naming it, when in reality they meant it :)

[shnoob]

Back from hiatus!

Hey guys, Im back! I've been gone for awhile due to my personal life, but Im back! My posting schedule will start off slow since my life is still a bit hectic, but once this month passes it should be back to normal!

To make up for it, guess who got into Arcaneeee....so those will be coming out soon... (you can see the hints in the tags :D)

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Sal Fisher Dating HC's:

A/N: Back with more Sally Face! <3

C/W: All fluff!! 

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SOOO attentive! He will listen to anything and everything you have to say, even the nonsense rambles. He loves LOVES hearing you talk, so keep it up!! (Yapper x Listener dynamic). 

Remembers every little detail of you like he lives in your mind (you definitely live rent free in his!!). Even something small like your favorite sweater he’ll remember, and make sure its clean so that way you can wear it.  

He also is attentive on things that you have, such as if you have a favorite scent. If you run out, he would notice and buy you another when the time is right.

He isnt the type of guy to “boast” about his relationship, since he feels like those little details of you guys are private. However that doesnt mean he is afraid to show you off or talk about it, when given the chance and seen appropriate he has no problem talking all about you. 

(With modern day), his phone screen is definitely a picture of you holding Gizmo. 

100% talks about you with Larry. Him and I are extremely close to the point Larry knew Sal had a crush on you before he did. Larry is asking him every so often how you guys are doing, and thats where Sal gets to dump out his romantic feelings for you without having it feel weird. 

His love languages would be gift giving, quality time and acts of service. He struggles to find the words to show how he cares and I feel like he would be very awkward with physical touch (atleast at first) because hes worried on messing up, so gift giving is his way showing he is VERY intrested in you. He also LOVES taking care of other people, so being able to show the person he loves that he cares AND gets to take care of you? Win win. The icing on the cake; being able to spend hours with you whenever it be out and about or just in silence it means so so much to him.

If you struggled to sleep one night, he would be on his way to be beside you and sing to you to sleep. Especially if you had nightmares he would be so delicate with you. Clean blankets, water, anything you’d need he’d be right there for you. 

Would make little songs for you on his guitar and play them for you as a gift.  

As said before, he wouldnt be physical affecienate right away in fears of you leaving or making you uncomfortable. Once he knows that you are comfortable, he is the most clingy person on planet Earth. Hugs from behind, kiss on the hand, you name it. 

LOVESSS when you kiss his mask. He definitely feels bad that his face is scarred so its not the “normal way to kiss”, but by treating it like that makes him feel so much better. 

Writes you so many love letters. Although he struggles to vocalize his words, putting it down on paper perfectly describes how he feels. You have to keep an entire keepsake with how many letters and other gifts he gives you.  

ALWAYS texts good morning and goodnight. No matter what is going on he will always do his very best to keep up with you. 

Loves you so dearly <3. Always the first thing he thinks of when he wakes up and before he sleeps.

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A03

guess who finally figured out A03, THIS GUY!!

Check out "Blood Shot" on A03 now!! (Yes its on my profile, but if you don't want the cut off into 2 parts I recommend this!)

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BloodShot Part 2 (Kurapika Kurta x GN! Reader)

C/W: VERYY angsty at the start, mentions of crying, implied fight, swearing, mentions of death, mentions of Leorio, Melody, and Killua, NOT a Leorio x Y/N (though I will make one!), make up at the end :D

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The black hair man and you stay quiet for a few minutes, silently agreeing with your emotions as you get together. Sliding away from the door you were once boarding off, picking up the picture you put in its rightful place. “..Thanks for picking up Le-oreo.” Hearing his shuffled behavior from the nickname makes you chuckle, as he goes into how it's not pronounced “Le-oreo” and Killua’s influence on you. “I don’t even know where he came up with that!! Along with the DOCTOR before it, people seem to forget that!”. Now cracking up into your phone, your hand guides itself onto the door handle, pushing the door only to be stopped by something on the other side. Your laughter comes to a shortstop, pausing your movement before hearing the shuffling of feet away from the door. Peaking through the small gap left, all you see is blonde. “Uh.hey Leorio? Call you back.” Shushing into the mobile phone before hearing your concerned friend's response, you creak the door more to see what has fallen into the boy's hands. Flowers, chocolates..and a card? His back is facing towards you, placing these items onto the kitchen table before entering your shared bathroom. Not wanting to disturb him, you slowly walk out of the bedroom approaching the kitchen table. “For Y/N”. An “I’m Sorry” card, with your favorite flowers beside your favorite brand of chocolates all laid out for you. Opening the card, you are met with a genuine apology. An explanation even.  

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“To my dear Y/N, 

I’m sorry. I’ve never been good at apologies, so I apologize if this isn’t what you are hoping it to be; I’m sorry for everything. Ever since I met you, I had this feeling for you. That was anger. I couldn’t stand you, every little thing you did drove me crazy. From the way you would smile or effortlessly make me look twice at you put me off. It got so bad that where I would start hearing your voice everywhere I would go, despite you not being near at all. Even if I was down on my knees, covered in blood after a fight the image of you reaching out to me is all I would see. That, all of that made me annoyed. At least what I thought anyway. Remember the night I went out to dinner with Melody after work as a “work treat?”. You know how I feel about my peers, so I decided to stay outside for most of it. Melody joined me out there and we were discussing our plans for that weekend, which quickly led to you being brought into it. I still remember how my heart was beating at your name leaving her mouth. Although I enjoy her company dearly, it didn’t matter to me what words were falling out, but rather questioning why were you seeing her that weekend? And why didn’t I know? Why did I care so much? I would have pressed her if she hadn't cut me off with a chuckle, already knowing exactly what I was thinking. The feeling I have always had for you was never hatred, but love. That's the day I knew I loved you since you always ask me.  

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Your eyes flip to the next page.  

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That night I had a hard time accepting the fact I loved you. I tried reasoning with her that you are just nice and show good effort. Practical, intelligent, strong, characteristics that anybody with eyes would see that you are remarkable. If it didn't buy her, then my heart didn't buy it either. Ever since that day, I have always been worried about losing you. Even after asking you to be my partner, my mind cannot stop running at the thought of you being gone. I think that's why I push away from you. You know my goals, my life to achieve the eyes and I cannot find any other way to show you my gratitude into understanding. I'm scared for you to be entangled with the life I live, the path that I walk down is not a peaceful one. You have been the only calm thing to enter it, and without meaning it, my mind views it as a threat. I only come to realize that thanks to Melody. I’m sorry for always being gone, and I'm sorry for being upset with you being worried about me. I’ve been so worried about you getting closer to me, my life, that I push you away. I don't want to do that anymore, and if you would let me, I would like to live life with you. Live a somewhat peaceful life with you, despite the rage you know I face.”

From, Kurapika.

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Snapping back into reality, you can't see anything. Not even the purple card now falling out of your hand, or the blonde man in front of you. Wiping your eyes, you make eye contact with the red-eyed man. Staring into each others orbs you say nothing, only pointing at the items on the table. You can't find the words, not after that heartfelt letter. “What? Was it..bad?”. He starts, fiddling with his hands trying his best to keep his composure in front of you. “Melody said it would be best to write it down since I wasn't sure how to say it and to give you sp-”. You cut him off with a kiss, pulling his face in by his cheeks. Feeling his lips guide across yours, the two of you stay that way only for a short gasp of air in between. “..So that means?” “I liked it Kurapika.” Pushing his hair away from his face, you are once again met again eye to eye. “Uhm” he starts, slightly pushing you away before continuing: “There was one thing I did want to say that I didn’t mention..although I can't always be here, I will try more to be beside you. I can't drop it all but, I’ll try.”. He squints his eyes at you for any sign of hesitance, anger, or any emotion in that beautiful mind.  

Smiling at him, you answer: “Thats all I need.”.

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Bloodshot Part 1: Kurapika Kurta x GN! Reader:

A/N: I had to separate this into 2 posts because of a character limit, so check my page for part 2 shortly after this one!!

C/W: VERYY angsty at the start, mentions of crying, implied fight, swearing, mentions of death, mentions of Leorio, Melody, and Killua, NOT a Leorio x Y/N (though I will make one!), make up at the end :D

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-------------------------------------------------------Although he’s used to the pain that red bleeds in, god it hurt him to see you wearing it. It didn’t help it was your eyes that were bloodshot after crying for hours, days even to fill for Kurapikas absence. To be so alone that even your tears remind you in your reflection that it's just you. He understood that. He’s been there. 

So then why didn’t he know what to do? Or the better question, why was he angry? Since day one, he made it aware that he would be gone half of the time, and that there were no promises of his return. He knew that he put it bluntly to save your feelings at least a smidge, but he didn't expect he’d have to be so forceful with you.  

He’s never known what the “right” thing to do is though. Or the realistic way to put it; He thinks he is doing the correct thing, the path that he is destined to be put down and handle. Everything revolves around that set way, no matter who else comes around in his life he won't change his ways. He will just never understand that it doesn't have to be his life, it never was supposed to be. So seeing you walk off in a scurry, slamming the door behind you, and supporting the door shut by your body weight as you slide down was the last reaction he wanted. It’s what happens when love gets in the way though, at least what he has wanted to believe since the moment you got together. If love tries to get in the way, then might as well let it. 

  Hearing the front door of your shared apartment with the blonde shut, you instantly reach over for your phone to be met with the reminder of your neediness. Desire for that same man who walked out to come rushing back in and hold you in his arms like he once did. Alas, for the effort you put in you never received back. With no notifications, your finger slides through your contact list, stumbling upon “Dr.Leorio”. Ever since the Hunter exam, you have been inseparable. Known as: “Dumb and Dumber”, “Genius and Madness”, all the duo names under the sun have been given to you two. Hell, even you two have cried together missing Kurapika and being worried over his health. Bonding over the memories you’ve shared with him, how much you care, and the overwhelming fear that he won't be returning home. So if anybody were to understand your fear, frustration, and anger, it would always be him. Feeling your finger lightly press the “call” button, you shakily bring your hand up to your ear as the vibrations fill the empty apartment. “Y/N! How’s it going?”. Despite the tiredness in the doctor's voice, he will always pick up the phone for you. Swallowing the tears begging to get out, you only sigh into the microphone before muttering out: “Not great. He left.”. On the other side of the phone, you hear a crash of books falling off his desk, to then a slam in which you couldnt determine what from other than his angry reaction. “WHAT do you mean left?” “I..he just left. We talked and now he’s gone.” Leorio starts talking, but quickly takes it back before any sound comes out. Now wasn’t the time to call out Kurapika's emotional problems, especially when you were holding back tears in front of him. “Do you know where he was running off to?” You only shake your head as you respond: “No..all I heard was the door shut. No mentions that he was even planning on leaving.”. That's when you broke down, sobbing hysterically into the phone. “All I worry about is his safety! I mean, can't he see that? I understand his “fate” or whatever the fuck. I’ve respected it, never pried, and what does he do? Just fucking leaves!”. Lying next to you was a picture of you and the blonde together that must have fallen from your slam of the door. Taking a closer examination, it was from your first date together. He promised to take you out before leaving on his big trip since you just established your relationship together, so he took you to the restaurant down the street from at the time your apartment. From your cheesy smile to his soft chuckle, it was perfect. Kicking it to the wall with your foot, you tune back into your concerned friend's call. “Y/N? Are you still there? What was that slam??”. “Nothing, just something I don't want to look at right now.” Leorio takes a big breath, before releasing it and starting to tread his words lightly to you. “Look, I get how you feel. I mean, all of us feel the exact way you do. He is putting himself in more danger I think he even comprehends. He isn’t stupid, he knows..but it just doesn’t..matter I guess?”. He waits for your response, but nothing. Knowing you are listening, he continues. “It doesn't make it okay, but we can't get in the way of his ways. Despite how dangerous Kurapika's actions are, he does have a reason for doing it. That, we have to respect.” Quickly regretting what he said, he starts muttering: “Although it doesn’t make it ok at all! You are entitled to your anger!”. You cut him off quickly: “No, it's ok. You are right, it just..is upsetting how he doesn't look at life any other way other than the end.”

[shnoob]

Quotev and A03 :D

Hey everybody! So I finally got around to making a Quotev AND a A03 to start placing my works on!! I will still be posting here but if you want to see my works there AND some of my more personal works that isn't fandom related, check me out!

My quotev is: https://www.quotev.com/shnoob

My A03 is: shnoob (Just the username! Lmk if this doesn't work.)

My A03 will have more fan-fic related writing with my current posts, while I think my quotev will have everything with fanfics PLUS my personal works.

(Side note, why do you have to wait 6 MONTHS TO CHANGE YOUR USERNAME ON QUOTEV??)