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universalitgirlsblog2 · 5 months

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🎀📖STUDYING TIPS FROM STRAIGHT-A STUDENT📖🎀

(1) Passionate about Learning

If we look at Hermione or Rory , they had a burning passion for learning. They were full of curiosity. They didn't just study for good grades , they studied because they were passionate to learn. They read alot of books. Ngl Reading is therapeutic . Hermione always went into detail , she read alot of books about the topics she was studying. There is a reason behind her being a " know it all " .

(2) Rely on Understanding , not rote learning

I was one of those who would study at last moment and rely on rote learning, I would still get good grades . But gradually I realized , studying at last moment is wrong and it makes education unworthy. After the exam , I would forget everything. Sometimes rote learning won't help too. Rely on understanding the concepts. Ofc there will be some topics that are just meant for memorization. When you come back from school , you should revise everything. It will makes things much easier for you.

(3) Be Disciplined and Dedicated

The best form of self love is discipline. Don't procrastinate. Procrastination is the cost of life you could have lived. Be mindful and prioritize your tasks. Start taking responsibility. You owe yourself to be disciplined and dedicated.

(4) Prioritize Education

Education is the most powerful weapon. Being educated and Intelligent is HOT ! HARD WORK WILL NEVER BETRAY YOU. Books are your best friends. When I had my exams or when I was in 10th grade, we had board exams . I studied really hard. It was lockdown but exams were still offline ( lol ). I cut off toxic people or anything which drained me or made me feel bad. I prioritized myself and my education. I used social media for 30 minutes only and I would watch content which made me feel motivated or good about myself. I unfollowed everything which made me feel bad. Did I regret it ? NO ! I GOT 98%. I strongly believe in manifestation too ( that's why this account exists ) so I affirmed for good grades too.

(5)Less Social Media or N🚫 Social media at all.

Alot of my classmates who are also exceptional at studying . Some of them joined Social media very late and some of them still don't use Social media. I joined Social media in Grade 9 but these days I try to use it as less as possible. This can be different for everyone. Maybe you use Social media in a healthy way and get good grades. For me , Social media can be draining sometimes so I use it less whenever I need to focus on myself. I was thinking to deactivate my account or take a break 😅. Most of the posts you see are scheduled btw, including this one .

(6)Find your WHY

Why are you studying ? What is your reason ? Is it because you want to make your parents proud ? Is it because you love learning ? Is it because you want to prove others wrong ? It is very important to have a reason for studying. Maybe connect your goals to studying. Let's say you want to become a dentist , now you can't become a dentist without studying ,right ?

(7) Find a Role Model

If you can't find your WHY yet , it's okay. Try to find a role model. It can be any real life person or a fictional character. It can be ANYONE ! My role models are Hermione and Elle Woods. You can put your role model Keychain on your pouch , stick their posters etc so whenever you look at it , you gain motivation to give your best. Again , it's okay if you can't find a role model . Become your own role model If you can't find any role model 😉

(8) Don't let Past intervene

It's okay if you weren't a good student from start . According to manifestation, you can revise being one too ! You can still change yourself and become a good student . You can prove all those people wrong by becoming a good student. Once a wise man said , don't let your past blackmail your present to ruin a beautiful future.

(9) Believe in Yourself & Be confident

Harry potter once said " Working hard is important but there's something which matters even more ; Believing in yourself " . Even if you aren't a potterhead , you should listen to Harry Potter. Another example can be Elle Woods , she believed in herself when no one did. She showed us the power of self belief. Be confident in yourself.

(10) Be attentive and Regular

You must be attentive in class. Participate in class and don't hesitate . I can understand if you can't participate in class because you feel shy ( I used to be like that ) but the more you push yourself to participate, the less you will hesitate. Gradually , you will feel confident too. Like Thewizardliz said , sometimes you need to get uncomfortable to get comfortable. Be a good listener.Also , be regular in your classes. If you aren't able to be regular, study at home. Some of my friends weren't able to be regular in school because of personal reasons but they studied at home . They didn't waste their time in unproductive stuff. Sometimes I was also not able to be regular at school but I studied at home and took breaks in between.

(11) Study From Youtube

I don't know if it's just me but youtube teachers can make the most complicated topics so simple. They explain everything in detail. Youtube teachers can be more helpful than school teachers tbh 😀. Self Study is important.

(12) Take care of Your Mental health.

It can be very hard to study with bad mental health. I tend to take care of my mental health. Stress can be the biggest distraction sometimes. So take care of your physical and mental health. Journal. Meditate. Take a break from social media if you need to. Use affirmations.Dance. Exercise. Read.Paint . Sleep. Whatever makes you feel better. Poor mental health can also interfere with your attention span so please take care of your mental health. Don't take it for granted 😃.

Short and simple tips

- Value your time. Time is money

- Self study is very beneficial

- Be organized

- Avoid Drama

- I WANT TO LET YOU ALL KNOW HOW IMPORTANT YOUR TODAY IS , YOUR NOW IS .STUDY HARD . WORK HARD.PLAY HARDER. DON'T BE BOUND BY RULES. DON'T HURT ANYBODY AND NEVER EVER LIVE SOMEONE ELSE'S DREAM. REMEMBER HOW MANY TIMES YOU GO WRONG, NO MATTER HOW MANY TIMES YOU FAIL , DESPAIR, FEEL LIKE THIS WORLD IS AGAINST YOU . IN THE WORDS OF BOB MARLEY , AT THE END EVERYTHING IS GONNA BE ALRIGHT . - SHAH RUKH KHAN aka SRK👑

🎀📖These are some tips which helped me and I live by these tips. I hope these tips help you too. I apologize if the post wasn't helpful🎀📖

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fandangotales · 2 years

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500 Followers Event, figured I would do it right out the gate so I didn't forget lol. Also, be aware this is lengthy and I am so sorry for it.

How do you think the characters (Jean, Ningguang, and Sara) would react to a reader who listens to crime and history stories while playing, in particular crime cases such as Jack the Ripper, history stories such as the South Sea bubble and the Depression, and war stories such as the American Civil war or stories from the world wars?

How would Jean react to hearing about the devil of Whitechapel who paralyzed London and was never caught? What would she think of a world where monsters like Jack roam while her god is defenseless.

How would Ningguang react to the first financial crash in history...and the fact that so many people actually fell for it?

How would she feel knowing about just how often our world has financial crashes and just how many troublers it has with currency, and more importantly how would she feel knowing that such times could engulf the world while her God calls it home?

How would Sara react to the bloody and horrible nature of our conflicts, because while Inazuma's civil war may have been bad, I feel that it utterly pales in comparison to the sheer devastation and madness that was America staining itself red.

How would the ever loyal general feel knowing just how devastating and horrific the wars of our world can be, and just how plentiful they are? How would she feel knowing that her creator could be caught in one such conflict with none of them there to protect them?

I intend to do something like this where the Acolytes get tormented with gruesome facts and stories by a child reader who is a history buff and decides to tell them some of the tales about our world...and promptly gives all of them nightmares in the process lol.

I hope to get on the idea...sometime this or next year because I have a few other projects I am working on and I know just how badly I tend to procrastinate.

Anyways, I hope you enjoy this ask, if you don't want to do it that is okay. Here is hoping I did everything right in regards to the rules in regards to this ask, but regardless have a great day and stay safe.

If you do end up writing that, I’d love to be tagged so that I can read it. Also, please don’t worry about your ask being troublesome, I’m honored to be getting an ask from one of my favorite SAGAU writers! Keep up the good work on your writing, I always love reading your posts! <3

Honestly, considering the way Teyvat works in regards to safety, and wars… I think it’s fair to say that many, if not all of the people there would be shocked by what life is like on Earth.

For example, if you decided to go out on an adventure by yourself, the worst you’d have to worry about would be hilichurls, considering that you aren’t going anywhere particularly dangerous.

On Earth, that simply wouldn’t work because there are a lot of bad people, and bad things that could happen to you if you were simply out on a walk at night. Especially if you weren’t in the company of another person.

If Jean heard about people who’ve done horrible things like murdering multiple people for… “The fun of it?”.

I can imagine her being repulsed, and incredibly concerned for your safety.

You may be the literal God of Teyvat, but would that stop anyone from randomly deciding to murder you, “for the fun of it?”

You might hear this idle voice line more often than the others:

“I do hope the Knights of Favonius are all working hard…”

She wants to tell you to take precautions against those with hostile intentions, to make sure you aren’t out to late… if only the code didn’t restrict her from voicing her thoughts.

For now she’d have to settle with reminding you of how safe Mondstadt was. With the Knights of Favonius, you would be safe.

With her, you’d always be safe.

Just… please be careful, alright?

The first time Ningguang heard about how terribly this world deals with money, she’d probably laugh.

“Oh, how amusing.” She’d chuckle, before realizing that it was your reality, instead of just a poorly made joke.

The idea of multiple currencies seems especially stranger to her, since Teyvat only uses Mora. (Disregarding the use primogems, which is only for you.)

One day, however, as you were talking while playing Genshin, she heard you bring up something called “inflation”.

You then proceeded to complain about how food prices where getting ridiculously expensive, and how your “fridge” had literally no food in it.

Ningguang seemed to freeze, being brought back to her early days as a child.

She had been through similar struggles, but knowing that her God is going through financial issues?

That her God is suffering because of the undeserving world in which they reside?

Preposterous.

“There were over 60 million casualties from World War 2…”

The voice droned on, as another daily commission was completed.

Sara’s face blanched, taking in the numbers.

60 million.

That was well over the number of citizens living in the entirety of Inazuma.

“The war was notable for the Nazi-sponsored genocide of the Jewish people…”

Genocide of people?

Why?

Her hands shook around her bow, as you guided her to shoot a hilichurl, directly in the head.

Sara heard you sigh, as the monotone voice was silenced.

Your divine voice spoke over the background music of the game.

“Third war I’ve had to research this week, interesting, huh?”

This was… considered an everyday occurrence for you?

Another shot, the hilichurl faded to dust.

You lived in a world where wars like that frequently happened-

She steeled herself, finding resolve as she struggled to keep shooting the hilichurls.

Sara would find a way to bring you to Teyvat, where you wouldn’t be in any danger, ever again.

#cultau #sagau #genshin impact #genshin impact sagau #fandangoevent #genshin cult au #genshin sagau #sara genshin impact #ningguang #jean genshin impact

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cantsaythetword · 11 months

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Christmas in July - Christmas Cheer

~A/N - EDIT: WELCOME TO CHRISTMAS IN JULY! (aka Crow was late finishing these last year and procrastinated writing them cause of writers block so he made a whole event thingy to make it seem planned and purposeful and ok hehe)

This was another fic from my Christmas Prompts list 2022. This list is now closed [EDIT: it's not lmao], but I might open it up again in November if people were interested (or I might even do another list, though it was hard to come up with the entire list last time lmao).

The prompt was 'First Christmas' with the Heartstopper boys Nick and Charlie, requested by @leahmariexox2 !

I hope you like it, again sorry all these are late I'm getting through them lol.

- Enoy! ~

Tag List: @mysterious-marvel

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For the last few years of Charlie's life, Christmas hadn't felt particularly different to any other day of the year. Sure when he was a kid it felt like the greatest day of the year - gifts, songs, family, food, everything a growing boy loves. But the older he got, especially once the magic of Santa had worn off, Christmas lost more and more of that festive sparkle it was associated with.

That was until Nick came into the picture.

Suddenly, the magic of Christmas was back in full swing. Charlie was humming songs, wrapping presents, decorating every inch of space he could find. Crafting the perfect celebratory holiday for their first season together.

He had put the most consideration possible into the gifts. Of course, with his high school budget he had limited options, but had managed to scrape together his savings to make a gift exchange Nick would never forget.

As the boys sat down in front of the tree, Charile's heart began to pound. Would Nick like the presents? Did he get too few? Too many?

His head only continued to throw thoughts around like a sack of potatoes as Nick started unwrapping one of the smaller presents in front of him. Did he spend enough? What if he spent too much and Nick felt bad?

As a bag of Jelly Babies tumbled out of the paper, Nick smiled and looked up at Charlie.

"You remembered my favourite sweets?"

Charlie laughed. "Of course I did."

Nick reached into his jumper pocket. "On that thought-" He pulled out a perfectly folded cube of christmas paper.

"Holy..." Charlie gaped, too caught up in surprise at Nick's wrapping skills to finish his sentence. He began scratching at the tape, taking care not to rip the pristine packaging. Nick laughed at Charlie's efforts, but said nothing more. There would be plenty more Christmases for Nick to make fun of him for his opening methods.

Charlie cheesily held up the Terry's Chocolate Orange that lay inside, beaming at his boyfriend.

The two tucked into their respective snacks, sharing a bite here or there in true festive spirit. After a few moments of eating and enjoying each other's company, Charlie handed Nick a slim box with no label.

Nick turned it over a few times before opening the lid. He pulled out a sleek black fountain pen with a gold heart engraved on the side.

"Charlie..." Nick gasped breathlessly. "It's... It's beautiful."

Relieved that his boyfriend seemed to love the gift, Charlie gave a small smile and tucked the torn wrapping paper into the plastic rubbish bag.

"Wow..." Nick continued, turning it in his palm a few times, before placing it carefully on the side of the coffee table next to them. "Thank you, Charlie."

Charlie nodded softly back.

"Ok Ok Here!" Nick continued with the gift exchange. "I'm excited for this one!"

As Charlie took the box from Nick's hand and slid it open, he gave his boyfriend a puzzled look. A simple black bracelet with a silver bar sat atop the cushioning inside, black vertical lines engraved into the bar at seemingly random lengths and intervals.

Nick smiled, bringing out his phone and pointing the camera at the tag. The screen loaded for a moment, before a picture of Charlie and his closest friends under the Eifel tower popped up.

Charlie gave a happy, breathy laugh. "That's... Nick this is amazing!"

"Now any time you feel alone, you'll always have us with you." Nick pecked Charlie on the cheek, giving his hand a gentle squeeze.

"Thank you. Really."

And with that, another year of presents had come to pass. The floor was already empty (thanks to Charlie being more than on the ball with wrap collecting) and Nick started to stand before Charlie stopped him.

"I still have one more present to give you." Charlie grinned.

Nick, a mixture of surprise and worry washing over him, shuffled closer.

"It's very important..." Charlie continued, wrapping his arms around his boyfriend.

Nick leant into the touch, assuming this was the gift (or perhaps a kiss). How cute.

"And I feel that for Christmas, because it's our first one together..."

NIck paused his relaxation. Something in Charlie's voice sent a chill down his back.

"... I have to give you some Christmas Cheer!"

Nick barely had time to finish listening to the sentence before two mischievous hands clawed at his sides. He shrieked and twisted in Charlie's arms, breaking into giggles of betrayal.

"Merry Christmas Nick!" Charlie shouted over the sounds of his boyfriend's demise, wriggling his fingers up into Nick's armpits.

"CHAHAHAR!" Nick tried to screech out, but the syllables were barely recognizable between his fits of laughter.

The boys had fallen backwards, Charlie holding Nick in a sideways bear hug and maintaining his ticklish grasp on the poor man's upper ribs.

It didn't seem like Charlie planned to stop anytime soon.

#crow's christmas in july 2023 #fic #mine #christmas fic #heartstopper fic #heartstopper tickle fic #nick and charlie tickle fic #also I have such a headcannon that charlie is super soft for sentimental items like photos and stuff #and nick's baking #ITS SLIGHTLY LATE #BUT ITS STILL MONDAY #IT IS FINALLY DONE LEAH IM SO SORRY IT TOOK AGES LMAO BUT HERE YOU GO I HOPE YOU LIKE IT!

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12romy · 7 months

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Thanks @sebchal for tagging me!

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

Oof. 57, damn that's a lot, what am I doing with my life?? 53 of them in F1 (I know it says 52 but one of them is on anon lmao)

2. What’s your total AO3 word count?

GUYS I JUST COUNTED AND APPARENTLY I'VE PUBLISHED AROUND 477K FOR THE F1 FANDOM??!!??! SEND HELP (there's another 100k in my wips rn)

3. What fandoms do you write for?

F1rpf, although I have a fic for The Sandman and one for Our Flag Means Death (let's forget about my works for spn lol)

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

So the first one is Odd ducks, the fic I wrote for The Sandman, which is pretty normal since the fandom is bigger. After that, only F1, with Let's try something else (sewis fake dating feat Seb and gay panic), A Change of Habits (my lonnnnnnng chewis fic following the 2022 season), Your Crush is Showing (Brocedes, the first long fic I completed. Lots of smut.) and finally, Remember to forget (me), brocedes lewis!amnesia fic. I am very proud of the last one, mostly because it's super angsty and I torture Nico so much in it lmao

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I do, actually, but usually I procrastinate on it, and I took ages. It's just, like, I feel it important to thank everyone for the comments, but it can feel a little repetitive and so I just tend to... Push it back to the next day, again and again. When it's on a multi-chapter fic, I reply before publishing the new chapter usually, but if it's a one-shot or the last chapter... Well. You'll get an answer but god knows when ahah

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Oof, that's between Losing it all, a really dark fic about Nico, and Too Late, a bad ending 3344 fic based on Monza 2021 :)

(be careful about the tags if you go and read them btw)

7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

Damn, that's a difficult question, I love writting sappy endings... But actually I think it's the ending of Welcome in the family!

It's a cute fic about Kimi/Tonio/Minttu, and the ending is definitely what I consider one of the happiest, mostly because of a little time-jump that allows to see the future ^^

8. Do you get hate on fics?

I did once, actually, on the 3344 fic I mentionned earlier. I think the person was just a max fan and didn't appreciate the way I make him suffer... I had put the write tags and all, so idk why they clicked on it. Anyway, it was scary and upsetting and I'm glad it only happened once ^^"

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

Hell yeah. Go have a look, honestly, there's no way I can summarise it. I write way too much of it, I think (and most of it hasn't been published yet I think)

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?

Nope, but I should, it could be fun! Actually, I'd like to write a Lewis/Lil Nas X one day, so who knows. That's not at the top of my list, though.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I... Don't know, actually? How do you even check that? I hope not ahah ^^"

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Yes! Someone offered to translate one of my fic in Chinese!

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

I DID, The Prince and the Knight, with my wonderful @feuerspirit !!!!!! And I don't want to spoil, but me and @metheevilgenius miiiiight publish a little os at some point ;)

14. What’s your all time favourite ship?

Oh, such a hard question... I'll go with brocedes, but it's really mean to make me chose only one. They're just.... *siiiigh*

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

Definitely this BDSM seb/charles/mick and lewis/pierre I have started. I didn't publish it and it's like 20k long but I'm completely stuck and haven't worked on it in a long time. Not totally happy with it either ^^"

16. What are your writing strengths?

Uh, good question? I don't know, I get compliments about the characterisation... But other than that, I like to think I have a pretty good sense of humour and I'm able to make people laugh (or like, I hope. I make myself laugh, which is a good begining)

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

The fucking dialogues.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

I like to use petnames in other languages cause petnames always feel more personnal when you use it in your own language. So with the F1 drivers, it's nice cause not all of them are english! I tend to put some German or some French sometimes in my fics for full sentences, but I try not to do it too much. If you don't understand the language, it can be very frustrating.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Time to dig up my old ff.net account lmao

Nah, actually, I remember very well of my first fic. I was 15, it was two pages long, I was feeling bad about writing a fic in the first place although it didn't involve any romance. I deleted it a few hours after posting it, ahah. It was for the fandom of a french youtube show called Aventures. It's like, people playing a dnd style game, it's pretty cool and I was really into it for a long time.

20. Favourite fic you’ve written?

The fic I love the most of is definitely Up or Down. It's one of my favourite fic I've wrote. It's one of my early work, so it's a little clumsy and far from perfect, but I have good memories of myself writing it. I was in vacation in Rome at the time, alone, and I spent my time wandering in the city and thinking about my fic, it was amazing. And well, the content of the fic is also nice I guess XDDD

noooo idea who did this thing, and who didn't, so ignore if you've already done it or don't want to! I tag @feuerspirit @n-ico-ando @sunshinesebby @sionisjaune

#ask game #it was fun!#my writing #my fics

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artiststarme · 1 year

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Steddie Headcanons and Ficlets

Here are my Steddie Headcanons and Ficlets! I'm always writing and coming up with more but this is the list that I will keep updated. I hope you like them and please leave your thoughts in the comments!

Wayne’s thoughts on Eddie’s tattoos

NYC Subway

Eddie's van keeps getting vandalized

Valentine's Day

Steve gets called "stupid" at work

Eddie can't cook Kraft Mac & Cheese

Robin has a nut allergy

Eddie has a breakdown and fights with Steve

Eddie sleeps with socks on

Steve's 'Confused Face' I always mention

Steve refuses to buy Erica ice cream for life

Let's Get Medical!

Steve was Mike's bisexual awakening and that's why he's so mad

Wayne deserves way more credit

The Real Reason Eddie Keeps Failing English

Eddie doesn't like Steve because of some road rage

Eddie dips his pickles in ranch

Eddie's voice cures Steve's migraines

Steve is always early, Eddie is always late

Eddie always forgets to pack a lunch

Eddie doesn't like how the kids treat Steve like he's stupid

Their sleeping positions

What if Hopper hated Eddie?

Their bar orders get them some weird looks

Steve is a great singer

Eddie Doesn't Like When Steve Goes On Vacation

Steve outs them over Wadworth in Clue

They fight because Steve doesn't like Ozzy

Steve and Eddie get a dog then a cat

Steve gets Eddie tickets to the Ozzy/Metallica concert in thanks

Steve's Social Battery drains quickly

Eddie is bad at flirting

Steve can't choose between Eddie and Robin (he always picks Robin)

Will gets Steve and Eddie together

Poor Self-Esteem Steve

Eddie doesn't tell Wayne he's dating Steve

Wayne always takes Steve's side during arguments

Eddie wants to disappear sometimes

Eddie tried to break up with Steve exactly once

Joyce doesn't like Steve

Eddie has a coffee related breakdown

Eddie picks a fight with the HOA when they buy their first house

Will thinks Steve has a crush on Jonathan

Steve was always alone... until Eddie came along

Steve tends to isolate himself when things get overwhelming

The world is full of hate and homophobes... and Mike Wheeler

Eddie doesn't do well with blood

Ignorance is Bliss

Will gets Steve and Eddie together through embarrassment

Steve doesn't see why the Party keeps him around

Wayne finds out about Steddie on his own

Wayne always takes Steve's side in arguments

Eddie looks forward to Spring Break as a reset

Eddie tries to break up with Steve on his birthday

Joyce doesn't like Steve

Eddie has a breakdown over spilled coffee

They get banned by the HOA over Eddie's chaos

Will thinks Steve likes Jonathan

They both self-isolate when things become too much

Eddie does not like blood

Steve and Eddie get S and E tattoos

Eddie writes the band a bunch of love songs

“I’m homo, I’m horny, and I need help!”

Happy Fourth of July!

Eddie helps Steve pet-sit Mews #2

They think everyone knows they're dating (they don't)

The kids think they're dating and Steve has a crisis

Eddie tries to hide a kitten and stresses Steve out

The day Steve falls for Eddie

Eddie is not a procrastinator

Steve can see the dead

Eddie hates every surprise except for Steve

Eddie finds his way back to Wayne

Eddie, Wayne, and Steve leave Hawkins together

Robin and Steve get fired over their grudges

Steve's parents kick him out

Eddie thinks he's a burden on Wayne

Steve misses the Upside Down

Eddie has had a hard life

They go to a ball game together

Eddie loves to read and Steve loves Eddie's reading

Steve loves the seasons

Eddie watches It and scares Steve

Steve sees Wayne as a father figure

Eddie visits Chrissy's grave

Eddie is a hard worker and he hates pity

They break up for a night so Steve can be single (LOL)

They fight and Officer Callahan picks a side (Steve's bro fic)

#stranger things #my works #steddie #headcanons

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courtofmatchups · 29 days

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Hi hi, this is @shxtodxroki here, I saw your ask about a match-up exchange and I'd love to exchange obey me match-ups with you so here's my info :> (I’m only on anon because that blog isn’t my main blog) Also no rush to complete mine or anything, feel free to take your time! I should be able to get yours posted within a week of sending this (so by next Sunday night)!

My name is Bee, I go by she/her pronouns and I identify as bisexual! I’m an INFJ, a Taurus and a Ravenclaw if any of those are important!

As for my appearance, I have dyed bright pink hair that goes a little past my shoulders, its naturally wavy but sometimes its straight depending on how it dries. I’m 5’7” and I have green eyes, I’m pretty pale and I have freckles but you can see them much better in the sun. I think I’d say I’m more pear-shaped overall, and a slightly more sharp face/jaw. I tend to prefer more cute, pastel and/or feminine styles, but I also like to mix things up sometimes and try different styles like a more grungy all black look or just a cozy, relaxed one lol. When I’m at home, though, I’m usually quick to change out of the nicer outfits and just relax in some sweatpants/shorts and an oversized t-shirt :> I intend to get tattoos somewhere in the near future hopefully, as well as a tongue piercing someday!

For my personality, I’m definitely an introvert. I love spending time with the people I care about, but I also need at least a little bit of alone time each day just to decompress and relax. I have pretty bad anxiety, so I tend to overthink and I’m frequently stressed even if I don’t show it, and even about small things that most people don’t even think about lol. I’m also super awkward and shy especially when I first meet people especially since I sometimes struggle to read social situations, I’m really not the type to initiate conversations much at first and I even struggle with initiating physical affection with someone I’m close to. I like making lame jokes when I’m comfortable with people, and once I feel safe and close with someone I tend to ramble quite a lot about my interests or just topics I’ve dived into recently. I love making it a conversation and going back and forth whether the topic is super important or super dumb just because it’s fun for me to get to share my perspective and hear others’ perspectives too, and I tend to think I’m a pretty good listener as well! :) I try my best to generally be a friendly, kind person and look out for others even when it makes me nervous to confront things, and I tend to avoid conflict unless someone I love is being hurt. My worst trait is probably my procrastination so that’s something I’d love to get better at, in all honesty. I’m currently in college and studying to hopefully become an English/Language Arts professor one day, though I’ve been considering switching to sociology and being a sociology professor instead! I really really do love learning about things I find interesting/important and getting to share what I learn with people :] I love starting big, exciting creative projects in all kinds of forms, though I only end up finishing them about 50% of the time lol, and I usually enjoy staying up somewhat late as I just like being up and being able to use my time how I like, without my time being dictated as much as it usually is when I’m awake

Some qualities I tend to like in a partner is confidence/willingness to initiate since it’s something I struggle with, someone who’s patient and willing to listen when I’m having a hard time (and I’m more than happy to do the same in return) and someone honest and loyal. Since I’m very anxious, I’d prefer someone who’s open with their affection with me! They don’t have to make it super obvious in public or anything, just someone who’s open and not ashamed of their partner :) And someone who’s willing to kill/get rid of bugs! I HATE bugs, especially spiders and any kind of worm :< I don’t think I’d do well with someone who struggles with showing affection at all, I feel like two anxious attachment styles may be difficult to work with in a relationship and if someone is more avoidant or doesn’t like to show much affection in any way, I’d most likely get overwhelmed and insecure and it probably wouldn’t work out well :/ My giving love languages are mostly physical touch and gifts (I love getting to see people’s reactions when I get them gifts I know they’ll love, and even if I don’t have a ton of money I’m willing to spend a lot of it just to make my loved ones happy), and my receiving love languages are probably physical touch, words of affirmation and acts of service.

Some date activities I think I’d enjoy would be like a picnic or a trip to a theme park or fair, as well as pretty much any cozy inside date :) I like the thought of watching a movie at home too, but not really at a movie theater as it’s hard to really spend much time with your date or interact with them that way and I like being able to discuss movies with my partner as we watch them (after pausing to make sure we don’t miss anything of course lol)

As for my interests and hobbies, I’m a big fan of horror or mystery movies/media in general. (My favorite movie, for example, is Knives Out) I really enjoy reading as well, even though it’s much harder for me to find time to read and motivation to pick up a book lately lol, and I really enjoy writing as well! I enjoy anime/manga (my favorite anime is Yuri on Ice, if you’ve heard of it) and even though video games aren’t generally my favorite, there are a few kinds I really enjoy like visual novels (especially spooky ones), games like Danganronpa or FNAF or “cozy games” like Minecraft or Stardew Valley! I also play the cello (though I haven’t practiced as much in this past year) and I work backstage as the stage manager in most of my school’s theater productions. I really enjoy all kinds of music, I listen to anything from k-pop to musicals to “emo” music to just regular pop lol. I do bullet journaling as well, and I really enjoy collecting things even when I lose interest! (As in, even after I stop fixating on an interest so much and switch over to a new one, I never get rid of the merch because it still brings me joy and reminds me of how important that thing was to me :> ) I like anything that makes me emotional, whether it’s soul-crushingly sad or inspiring and heartwarming, I just like when media can make me feel things, and I’m a big crier since I tend to get emotional pretty easily :]

Sorry this is so long, I tend to ramble on and have trouble condensing things lol but I hope this is enough, and thank you so much again for agreeing to this exchange! I’m excited to see what you think :)

@shxtodxroki this is for you

It seems to me you've captured the heart of...

Leviathan!

Damn, you sound like the kind of person Levi would REALLY get along with. I see the two of you talking 24/7 and it'd be a dream come true for him. And you of course. You and he could totally relate on a lot of things, and I don't see you getting bored of each other. And you're really cute, too.

Some things that stood out to me: The fact that you are a huge fan of horror and mystery movies. Levi likes to dip his toes into every genre. If the movie/manga/anime/book is well written, he'd eat up whatever you'd recommend. Speaking of manga and anime, I think you and he'd like to share each others' thoughts on each other favorite anime without judgement and he definitely wouldn't feel ashamed around you. You seem like a pretty chill and relaxed person, which I think he would appreciate as he does have a tendency to overthink sometimes.

Also, as you're such a good listener, be prepared for LOTS of infodumping. His love languages include telling you all about the things he likes.

There are gonna be some rough patches like your anxious attachment style. Levi would be more than happy to help you tame your own demons, but you really gotta communicate what's on your mind if you feel insecure for whatever reason. Tends to overthink, so you might need to help him sort out his thoughts. With enough work, you can overcome whatever hurdle you face.

Expect lots of room dates with Levi. And if there's gonna be a comic con or something of the sort, he's definitely taking you. Whenever the two of you have a movie date, one thing he really looks forward to would be you snuggling up to him as the movie goes on.

#court of matchups #otome #obey me matchups #obey me shall we date #matchups #obey me #obey me x reader

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chayscribbles · 1 year

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chayscribbles’ monthly writing update ☆ january 2023

☆ STATISTICS.

words written: 10 029

projects worked on: Andromeda Rogue; The Gemini Heist; and a Third, Secret Thing :)

proudest accomplishment: uhhh i can't really thing of anything... i made it to 10k words for the month at the very last minute does that count

books read: Six Wakes by Mur Lafferty; Station Eternity by Mur Lafferty

☆ GENERAL COMMENTS.

as you may or may not have noticed i haven't really been active on writeblr lately. between work, the fact that it's january, and having to shovel through, like, 4 snow storms, i haven't really had the time or energy.

started the writing year super strong. hit a wall about halfway and have since been in a terrible slump for most of the month.

however it turns out that you can trick your brain into thinking it's experiencing New WIP Euphoria by digging up and revamping an old wip (i.e. the Third, Secret Thing).

book comments: both books i read were about murder in space. both were pretty good. both get a solid 4/5 stars.

(between that, watching Glass Onion, rewatching Murder She Wrote, and starting to watch Columbo, i think i'm on a bit of a murder kick lately.)

more specific wip-related comments + featured excerpt below.

☆ COMMENTS: ANDROMEDA ROGUE (draft 2)

not much to say about this one tbh. while most of my words from this month came from this wip, i've,, mostly just been patching up little things like smoothing over inconsistent details and adding a little meat to description and exposition... but i've been procrastinating on fixing the Big Stuff 😭

i really like how the new version is turning out compared to the first version tho. it's so much cleaner & that's very satisfying.

if only i could just *clenches fist* get myself to actually fuckin work on it

☆ COMMENTS: THE GEMINI HEIST (outlining / draft 0.5 or something)

i finished part 1 of 7!... and now i have no idea what i'm doing.

i don't think i like fast drafting lol. i hate how shitty my quality of writing has been. and yeah whatever that's the point of a fast draft blablabla but like, when my draft is already a little bit readable i can go back and reread parts and be like "oh hey this isn't half bad". and i know people are always like "don't reread right away!!! just keep writing!!!!!!!" but for me rereading as i go is part of the process lmao. not only does it remind me of important things i would otherwise forget, it also encourages me to keep going when i see that what i've done isn't terrible.

and... with this fast draft everything just feels terrible.

not to mention i can't seem to untangle plot... heists are fuckin hard to plan. especially since there's multiple opposing parties with different plans that are all going to inevitably go to shit, and so i have to make more plans for when that happens. it feels so complicated uuuggghghhhgh

☆ COMMENTS: a Third, Secret Thing (???)

i'm not gonna talk about it too much publicly yet so i don't jinx whatever is going on here (and i want to make sure i'm a bit more committed to this thing before introducing anything) but all i'll say is it's an older wip that i've talked about on my old blog that i've dug out and changed the genre into a dark modern fantasy mystery with messy sapphics.

☆ FEATURED EXCERPT.

alright i know i said i didn't want to talk too much about the Third Secret Thing yet but i couldn't find any passages to share in either AR or GH... so have this, with very little context :') uhhh tw for mentions of death and murder.

That’s how she ended up peeking groggily out the door at the frigid winter morning, having hastily thrown a sweatshirt over her pyjamas and a towel over her hair, only to have two police officers inform her that Vanessa Villa-Cortez had been found dead in her apartment early that morning.

“D… dead?” Amina repeated, her mind in a haze. She had to still be asleep, right? Maybe the guilt over ignoring that text had seeped into her subconscious and was feeding her dreams. There was no way someone was at her door telling her that Vanessa, a girl she hadn’t heard from in nearly seven years, was… was—

“Killed in an apparent burglary gone wrong last night,” said one of the officers gravely. “A neighbour noticed the door had been clearly forced in, went inside to check, and found Miss Villa-Cortez’s body on the floor of her apartment.”

Amina’s head began to swim. She clutched the doorposts to keep her buckling knees from giving way completely beneath her. No. No. Vanessa couldn’t be dead. Amina still had to answer her text.

if you know you know ;)

☆ TAGLISTS. let me know if you want to be added/removed to any of them.

genera taglist:

@nicola-writes @dgwriteblr @the-orangeauthor @retrogayyde @quilloftheclouds @ashen-crest @writeblrfantasy @celestepens @stardustspiral @pepperdee @extra-magichours @avi-why @lefttigerobservation @chazzawrites @bardolatrycore @innocentlymacabre

andromeda trilogy taglist:

@bebewrites @nicola-writes @dgwriteblr @the-orangeauthor @retrogayyde @akindofmagictoo @quilloftheclouds @nora-theteawriter @ashen-crest @corpsepng @writeblrfantasy @chaylattes @toboldlywrite @celestepens @stardustspiral @pepperdee @cheerfulmelancholies @extra-magichours @writeouswriter @cilly-the-writer @lefttigerobservation @rose-bookblood @drowsy-quill @chazzawrites @cynic-and-chief @enchanted-lightning-aes @aesa

gemini heist taglist:

@florraisons @akindofmagictoo @cream-and-tea @nicola-writes @memento-morri-writes @antique-symbolism @rose-bookblood @afoolandathief @pepperdee @avi-why @zonnemaagd @chazzawrites @analogued @enchanted-lightning-aes @innocentlymacabre @kahvilahuhut @celestepens @cilly-the-writer @extra-magichours @retrogayyde

#chayscribbles writing update #wip andromeda trilogy #wip andromeda rogue #wip gemini heist #and a third secret thing #if you recognize what it is you get a chayscribbles veterans discount

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guess-ill-dye · 7 months

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Hello! How are you? I miss sending you an anon ask lol. Tell us about your day <3

I'm fine ty!

I really love getting anon asks too!!! Ty<33!!

My day was relatively OK ig ( but now it's better <3).

I woke up feeling so bad because I barely slept ( again lol ) because I was on Tumblr until so so late and only stopped because my eyes could not physically look into a screen without my vision getting suuuuuper blurred.

I went to school ( normal normal ) and I had some great classes, and then I was meant to have a debate about abortion on a class whose name I can't translate and I was on the side against it ( not my real side tho, it was assigned ) and it was cancelled :D so it's amazinggg :), I have another week to prepare ( or atleast a couple of days ).

Then I had a physics test and OMG IT WAS SO HARD it made NO sense AT ALL, I there goes my other 75 at that subject;(

Then I had lunch but I literally only ate fruit and bread because the food was so icky and wet and it was really bad in general, but I had a tangerine on my pocket so it's nice!!! I was with a friend of mine and her friends playing a game where you open a book and then you mimic a random word from the page. I am an excellent guesser so I won a ton of round lol :).

I had a like little science teste that counts on a Nacional level (!!!) ( it was only a attempt to see if it was working, it didn't count yet ) and it was great, I missed like 3 minutes of class but hey, any time lost is time lost ( especially since it was maths :P )

Then I had maths and Portuguese and then I left school. While I was waiting for my mom a friend of mine sent me a photo of a magazine titled " Great women ", but in Portuguese the word for great ( in that context ) and big are the same, and since I am short it was to make fun of me ( it was not offensive tho, it was actually funny lol ) and I didn't get it until like 5 mins later anddd I also say the word " What?" whith a really high-pitched tone ( my voice is actually pretty low most of the time, so it sounds unnatural ) and in portuguese there is like an answer to it, buuut it's a swear word, and since I don't swear they made it they're life mission to annoy me into swearing ( it WON'T work hehehe ) . It Portuguese "What?" translates to "O quê? " and they usually say it like "O quêêêêêêêêê?" About ~40 times a day, and they sent a f-ing ( no this is not swearing ) audio. Of them saying it. Wow.

So yeah, now I am home and am trying to invite my friend to my sister's bday party ( she asked me to invite someone ) that is TOMORROW ( #procrastination lol ) and that is my dayy!

Tysm anon for this, it really helps me appreciate the little good things in life! I really missed you sending these anon asks too, and I hope you have a wonderfull day <3

#guess-ill-dye #aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah #:d #asks #anon <3 #anon ask #ilysm anon <3 #muah <3 #<333 #ask #tysm anon!#tysm for the ask!#aaaaaa #:) <3

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gyoobies · 1 year

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By Your Side

Pairing: Doyoung x Fem Reader

Genre: Angst lite, fluff, Smut (very brief)

Warnings: 🛑Minors DNI, unprotected sex (Bag before you shag)

Summary: You’re tired of investing your time into dating people that aren't looking for what you’re looking for, and your assistant is tired of you not seeing what's right in front of you.

JSYK... Kinda proofed, Kinda not, you already know what it is 😅 I’m just glad I was able to finally get something posted lol! I’ve been so busy 😓

Part of the reason you had hired Doyoung as your assistant was because he seemed so pleasant and easy-going; you felt having someone with a cheerful, driven and mellow energy like that around would surely keep you on your toes. In the 5 months that Doyoung worked for you he never once complained, procrastinated, or refused any task you presented to him. So it seemed odd that your typical ball of sunshine assistant had suddenly become so dreary. You had noticed the small changes in his demeanor a couple weeks back but figured the gray skies of winter was probably the cause of his melancholy but as time went on you realized it had to be something more.

Today you had decided to come into your studio a bit early, so you stopped and grabbed coffee and breakfast for the two of you, hoping that the small gesture would perk him up if he was a bit down today. You were relieved when your plan had worked, but were taken back when Doyoung said that he was shocked you'd thought about him that morning.

"Wow! Am I really that horrible of a boss?"

"No! I just, this is normally my task as your assistant so I was just surprised you did it."

The rest of the day Doyoung was back to being his normal ray of sunshine self, well, at least until he noticed your back and forth interaction as you texted on your phone. Suddenly the playful banter between you stopped, his smile faded, and although you were curious as to what caused the sudden change, you didn't have time to pry, not when you had your own problem to deal with currently.

Doyoung watched as your face turned sour at the current message and let out an annoyed sigh before getting up to retrieve his water bottle from his messenger bag. You quickly typed a reply, put down the phone and went back to work on your project. Only moments later did your phone chime again signaling a new message and when you opened it you audibly scoffed in annoyance. You had only been casually dating this guy for about a month and as of late he'd been showing you another side to him, another side that was a lot less flattering. You knew it wouldn't get any better so you sent a reply, and decided you needed some fresh air.

Doyoung eyed you as you angrily put your phone down and exited your studio. Although he was annoyed knowing you were giving so much of your energy to yet another asshole that he knew didn't deserve it, he felt bad for not trying to lighten the mood when it was so obvious to him that you needed it.

Your phone chimed again, and he rushed to view the message as the preview popped up on the screen.

"Fine! I wasn't really that into you anyway, I just needed something to do."

Doyoung stared at the message, feeling the temperature of his body rise in anger with each passing moment. Who the fuck did this guy think he was talking to you like that? He was two seconds away from picking up your phone to tell the guy to go fuck himself until he caught the sound of your footsteps coming back. He quickly sat down and tried to ignore his frustration as he continued to work. He did his best to stay focused on his computer screen but it was hard, especially when he noticed you picking up your phone out of the corner of his eyes, and when he took a quick glance at you and noticed you were visibly trying to hold back tears he couldn't ignore it anymore.

You couldn't believe what you were reading. What a fucking joke. You were so tired of this seemingly endless cycle of men who wanted nothing more than a hookup.

"Hey, you wanna talk about it?"

You were doing your best to hold it together but when you heard Doyoung's soft voice and looked up to see his eyes filled with concern you couldn't hold back the flood of emotions anymore. He quickly rushed to you, pulling you to your feet and into his chest, encouraging you to let it all out. Once you had calmed down you tried to reassure your assistant that you were fine and he didn't need to worry. Doyoung was not going to let you off that easy.

"Are you being serious right now? You literally just had a breakdown over some jackass that played with your feelings and only used you for sex! How do you expect me to believe that suddenly you're over it?"

You were shocked by his outburst but immediately realized you needed to clarify some things about the situation.

"Fine! You're right Doyoung, I'm not over it, I'm not ok, but I'm not upset because I ended things with him and I’m absolutely not upset that I got used for sex because I never fucked him. I'm upset that I once again wasted time on someone who was only looking for a hookup and when they didn't get it, became cold and even had the audacity to say I wasted their time. I'm upset with myself for lowering my standards for the sake of having a plus one that's not my assistant for once. I'm upset that I thought dating apps would be a good way to meet someone but nobody is really looking for a relationship on those platforms and I don't have time to go out and try to meet anyone." You said as you began to pack up your things.

"What are you doing?"

"Let's cut the day short. I'll still pay you for the full day but I just want to go home now."

Doyoung began to pack up his things, trying to keep pace with how quickly you were moving. "I'll take you home."

"You don't have to."

"But I want to." He said as he grabbed your bag.

You were too exasperated to keep protesting and honestly, you appreciated his kindness and the way he always looked out for you, so you just shut up and followed your adorable assistant to his car.

"I need to stop at the grocery store if you don't mind." You said as he opened the door for you, giving you a sweet smile as you took a seat in his car.

"Of course, I have to grab some things as well."

"Good, now I don't feel like too much of a bother."

The ride to the grocery store was fairly quiet besides the music on the radio and Doyoung's pleasant humming to whatever was currently playing.

Inside the grocery store you opted to go your own way, figuring it'd be faster than following each other around the store. Doyoung was disappointed to say the least, he wanted to stand beside you picking over the produce just so you could see how it felt to do something like that with him by your side. He had come to realize, if he ever wanted a shot with you he'd have to make you see him as more than just your assistant, and doing domestic couple-like things was how he was going to try to do it. As he moved about the store grabbing whatever he needed, he looked for you, only to have his heart nearly stop at the sight of you laughing and chatting it up with some random guy in the freezer section. This was the happiest you'd sounded all day, and as much as he wanted you to cheer up, he wanted to be the one to do it. Even though your back was turned to him he knew you were smiling, he could hear it in your voice. He usually loved that he could when you were smiling just from your voice alone, but knowing you were smiling at someone else was killing him.

You stood there chatting happily with your friend's boyfriend, listening to him gush about the trip they'd gone on over the last weekend. You’d hoped he wouldn't remind you of the double date you were supposed to go on tomorrow evening so you could make up some lie, not wanting to tell your friends that once again you picked up trash. Your conversation seemed to be going well and you'd even said your goodbyes. But just as you were about to breathe a sigh of relief he turned to you.

"OH! I almost forgot, our reservation slot was over booked so we were pushed back by 30 minutes."

"That's fine. I'll see you there." You waved him off with a forced smile.

Doyoung was somewhere between disappointed and pissed. Here he was trying his best to show you he was interested but all you'd ever done was write it off as him being a great assistant. Just what was he going to have to do for you to realize that you only needed to look directly in front of you for someone that would cherish you and make sure you never wanted for anything. He had to swallow his agitation, yes you were just making date plans with another someone that wasn't him, but he couldn't stop thinking about how sad you looked earlier, in fact it was exactly how you were looking now.

"Hey! Are you ok?" He asked softly as he touched your shoulder.

You gave him a weak smile and headed to the checkout before his worried eyes could break you.

The ride to your place was dead silent, no music, no humming and you knew based on how tightly he was gripping the steering wheel, that he had something on his mind. The moment your home came into view you knew that whatever was bothering him would most likely come out now. So the moment he pulled up to your front door you quickly thanked him, hopped out to retrieve your bags, and headed for your door. That was the plan anyway, but what actually happened was the minute you hopped out of the car to get your bags, Doyoung got out too, saying he'll carry them in for you. This wouldn't be the first time he's done this but today you knew there was a motive behind it, and you really didn't want to further elaborate on how pathetic your love life was to your assistant.

"It's ok Doyoung, I can handle it."

"I'm well aware, but you don't need to handle it if I'm around."

It was something about the way he said that made you think of how lucky his girlfriend must be, until you remembered he didn't have one and it was probably your fault for always allowing him to escort you to different industry and personal events. How could you expect him to find anyone if he was always with you. As you entered your place you took notice of the way he moved about your kitchen as if it were his. As he neatly put away all your groceries, you let your mind wander, thinking about how natural it seemed for him to be there, how nice it felt to have him in your corner and how he always looked so good in anything he wore. Doyoung folded the bags from the groceries he had put away and placed them under the sink. The look in his eyes when he finally turned to you, let you know the interrogation was coming.

"So, I hope I'm not overstepping, but the guy at the grocery store, you have a date tomorrow?"

You let out a small giggle when you realized how that conversation probably looked to him, you had just ended things with someone and now you were planning a date with someone else.

"Yes, but not with him technically. He's my friend's partner. We're supposed to have a double date tomorrow, but now I'll have to cancel and tell them yet another sob story."

"I'll go with you!" Doyoung said excitedly.

"No!"

"Why?"

"Seriously I just ranted to you about how I'm tired of taking my assistant to things as my stand in date and now you're offering to act as my date tomorrow? At this point you may as well be a rental boyfriend. You should be out at a bar somewhere trying to get laid, not being held hostage by your boss."

You turned your back to him as you grabbed the last bag that needed to be put away from the counter.

"I can put away the rest, thank you for all you've done. Please don't misunderstand, I'm so grateful but I can't keep using you. You should have your own relationships too."

"I quit."

You turned to him as the egg carton you were holding slipped from your hands and plummeted to the floor.

"What?! You're joking."

"No. I'm serious. It's the only way."

"THE ONLY WAY TO WHAT?! Make my day worse than it already is?"

Doyoung approached you, stopping once you were practically standing toe to toe.

"The only way for you to see me as something more than just your devoted assistant. I guess I only have myself to blame. I should have just been bold enough to tell you, instead I tried to show you how I felt through acts of service. Not the best way to go about it when you consider my entire job is for me to be of service to you. The point I'm trying to make is, I have been actively pursuing a relationship and trying to get laid. Maybe now that you know my heart, I'll have better luck because I don't want to be the place holder for someone that doesn't deserve you anymore.

"Did you just confess to liking me at the same time as confessing to wanting to have sex with me?" You laughed.

"No. I confessed to wanting to fuck you senseless at the same time as confessing that I love you." He said, a smirk curling at the corners of his mouth.

You were a little caught off guard with how bold he was being suddenly, but you definitely liked it. You'd found him attractive from the day you interviewed him, and you certainly were guilty of checking him out when he wasn't looking, you even caught him doing the same a couple times. That didn't stop you from writing off everything as him being a very thorough and thoughtful assistant, never thinking it was him showing interest. Now knowing how he felt, you closed your eyes and began to think about all the times he'd gone out of his way, gone above and beyond for you, and suddenly his attitude change made sense. You were constantly trying to find someone to be by your side, never realizing there was already someone there. The only thought running through your mind right now was to let him, let him love you and fuck you senseless of course.

Doyoung waited patiently for a response, studying your face to see if he could figure out what your answer would be. Excitement began to take over as he watched a smile curl your lips. He was patient but his waiting was over, and the minute you opened your eyes, letting a soft "yes" fall from your lips, answering his unspoken question, he swept you up into his arms.

Everything felt right; the warmth of his body against yours, his soft delicate lips, his firm hands pulling you into him.

"I've waited too long to have you."

"Well stop waiting then."

It didn't take long for you to be naked, bent over the back of your couch with Doyoung fucking you hard and deep as you moaned out for him. You weren't expecting to cum so quickly but you definitely weren't surprised. It had been a while since you'd had dick and even longer since you'd had good dick and probably never had dick as good as Doyoung's.

"So fast? Do I feel that good or has it been a while?"

"Both." You whimpered as you felt him pull out of you, only to be quickly pulled up and turned to face him. Without hesitation you pressed your lips to his and he reciprocated instantly. kissing Doyoung was addictive and you were almost embarrassed to admit how much you loved it, luckily he wasn't.

"I love that you kiss me like you need me."

"I do."

"Mhmm, about time you realized. Let’s take this to the bedroom so I can finish showing you how I need you too.

I do hope you enjoyed this short story because Doyoung, Kun, and Jungwoo been heavy on my mind.😵

#doyoung fanfic #doyoung smut #doyoung x reader #nct fic #nct smut #nct fanfic #kpop fic #kpop smut #kpop imagines

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cosettepontmercys · 11 months

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Oh ya it looks so good and I like Greta Gerwigs other movies so I'm sure I'll like this one too! I remember seeing the metaphor of it being about growing up and no longer living in a dream Barbie world anymore and I find that so interesting. I'm also such an all pink everything kind of girl too and maybe I'll try to see it sometime this week. It definitely seems like my kind of movie!

I was so bummed about Les Mis. Thank you for keeping fingers crossed for me and we will just have to see! I'll have to keep in mind what you said about this cast. That's so cool you were named after it! Yes I had been reblogging some of your old posts and edits of this show cuz I was excited but I will post the rest eventually hopefully if I see it!

Unfortunately the Paramore show got canceled tonight..and I was just about to get tickets from someone..or possibly pay at the box office and leave to go drive there lol. They postponed it though so we will see if the other day works out..and if I can get tickets..which is like next week.

Ahh I hope you are having such a great time at the show right now and get really good surprise songs that you want! I'm eager to hear how the show is! I'm going on Friday!

hi friend!! so sorry for the late reply 🤍 i was at eras (!!!!!!) have you seen barbie yet? i can't wait to hear your thoughts! i think my greta gerwig ranking is little women, barbie then lady bird — i might need to rewatch lady bird; i procrastinated on watching it, and everyone was like "oh you're going to relate so much to [x/y/z]" and i think my expectations were just a little too high! it was really, really special walking around downtown this weekend because everyone was either in eras outfits/taylor merch or in pink. i haven't been this extroverted in a while (i am a lot more extroverted online than i am in person; a lot of that is probably a result of the pandemic) and it was just so so fun!

i really hope you get to see les mis soon 🤍 i saw that paramore's concerts got cancelled / rescheduled for the next few stops — i hope you're able to make the new date (and i hope everyone who is ill recovers quickly). one of my friends flew to seattle for eras and also paramore and i felt so bad when i had to break the news to her that paramore cancelled :(

i had the best time at eras, but i am so, so so so tired (part of that is i was sleeping on a friend's couch and i am pretty allergic* to her cats — less so now that i'm in the process of doing allergy shots, i think, part of it is just that i got maybe eight hours of sleep across three days). and i got such good surprise songs — my friends and i did our own version of swiftball, and we were manifesting so hard for a rep song (one of my friends is a BIG rep girlie) and a debut song for me and @placeinthisworld (i was personally manifesting hard for ttwas or the outside) as well as the green dress and we got all of that!! and singing long live with your best friends is so special. i also got to hear marjorie in the stadium that was like, a ten minute walk from where my grandmother used to live, and that was something that was very special for me (a different kind of special). the surprise songs were everything to me; i'm just so so so happy. everything about this weekend was perfect. if you have any questions about eras or anything let me know 🤍 i'm SO excited for your show!! i can't wait to see what songs you get — are there any specific ones you're hoping for?

#post: answered #🩷 anon

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pocket-size-cthulhu · 2 years

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Sometimes even i have a hard time remembering that my ADHD is more than just a silly goofy little thing about me and is an actual disability

So here's a thread of cute little jokes/excuses i make about ADHD and their dark side 🙃

(disclaimer: i am In Therapy!! And if you relate to this and you're not, i definitely recommend therapy!)

Lol sorry i'm acting sooooo crazy I'm just bouncing off the walls ✌️🤪

i am aware i am interrupting you. I am aware i am annoying you. I am aware I'm acting like a child. I wish i could stop and I'm worried about our relationship but i can't stop, and I'm excruciatingly embarrassed about it

Hang on can you repeat that? I am having the hardest time focusing. Bees in my brain haha 🐝

I am trying as hard as i possibly can to listen to you but no information can stick to my brain right now. The wheels are spinning but there's no traction. I want to pay attention but I'm not getting any of this and I'm embarrassed about it

Omg I'm so sorry i totally forgot to text you back!

I didn't forget. I thought about it multiple times every day that i didn't do it. I was overwhelmed by the prospect of making decisions. It's just a text and i feel so silly for fearing and procrastinating it. It's just easier to tell you i forgot than to explain how much i wanted to be a good friend and respond in a timely way, but couldn't. It's embarrassing.

Oh man that book sounds so interesting! Wish i was capable of reading books lol, too bad I'm an illiterate ADHD adult 😂

I don't have the attention span to do literally anything, even things i actually want to do. It's beyond frustrating and embarrassing. I used to read like crazy and now i can't even get through a long article online. Feels like my brain is atrophying and i hate it with a burning passion.

Oh gosh i totally forgot that thing was coming up

This time i did forget. I forget a lot of things. You wouldn't believe the late fees, the cancellation fees, the buying fresh produce over and over that never gets eaten, the rushing and running late and the stress of constantly forgetting things. As an adult you have to manage your own schedule and I'm next to incapable of doing that. I feel like a child and it's insanely embarrassing

Sorry I'm late!

Flip a coin. I'm either late because i forgot it was happening until the last second, or because i couldn't stop thinking about it for two hours and couldn't do anything else in that time so i started getting ready super early and figured "i have a ton of time, no need to rush" and didn't realize that time was passing until i realized i was late. Time blindness is ridiculous.

Why is it so unreasonably hard to keep a house clean? Seriously it's like it's got itself dirty the minute i finish cleaning 😒 you'd think it would have some manners amirite?

My understanding of cause and effect, and my ability to do repetitive tasks without the payoff of having "finished" them, are both extremely limited. I know when my house is messy, when i run out of clean laundry, when the garbage starts to stink, when i run out of clean dishes. It's not good for my mental state. But "staying on top of the house chores" is basically a pipe dream for me. Every time i open the cupboard to find it empty with no dishes in it, it fills me with shame and stress and paralysis.

ADHD is the most embarrassing thing you can possibly have. I get on Google like "help I'm scared of emails" and Google is like "oh you have 'brain of a literal six year old' disease. Have you tried using a planner" lmaooo

Like, all of this, but actually embarrassing. Thoroughly, endlessly embarrassing and shame-inducing.

Why am I so tired? Lol i literally don't even do anything.

Seriously why am I so tired? Why does my exhaustion keep me from doing things i like? Or from trying something new, even something as simple as a new movie or hanging out with a new friend? Why is life so much more exhausting and difficult for me to deal with than it seems to be for other people? How do people live like this? I'm barely staying afloat.

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I'm so glad for my diagnosis so that i know that these things are products of my disability and not just moral failings.

I'm so glad I'm in therapy to help me reframe some of this and not be so shame-filled all the time.

I love joking about ADHD (how else are we supposed to cope?) but i think it's also important to highlight how it is actually a disability, even though it's embarrassing. As far as i know there aren't many standard accommodations for people with ADHD out there; you kinda have to self-advocate. But if it were more widely talked about and understood, maybe there would be standard accommodations so things could be easier for us. Medication is an amazing accommodation but it's by far not the only thing we need.

Anyway i hope this was validating to some of you. If every day is just swimming in a swamp of shame and burnout for you, you're not alone. Let's all get therapy, learn about our needs and get accommodations babes 💛

#long post #adhd #adhd problems #living with adhd #adhd as a disability #ADHD is more than a quirky little personality trait #this is embarrassing and vulnerable to say on main. please be nice to me

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I’m procrastinating again cuz I’m completely stupid and lazy-

What do you think enhypen would do when you hate yourself? (I know it’s dark but idk how to stop hating myself lol🙃and it makes me worried that I’ll never have a good relationship bcuz ppl be saying you gotta love yourself first, but like how do you do that when you’ve been hating yourself for years? Like I would automatically think horrible things about myself constantly.. I’ve tried to do better lately, but then I see my body or someone else’s and I just feel bad again. And I know it’s not good to compare, but it’s so easy for me. Plus I’m a perfectionist so it sucks knowing my body will never be up to my standards & I worry that guys won’t like me bcuz of it, but idk if they actually care that much cuz the media portrays them wrongly and everything-)

Omg that was super long I’m sorry for the rant. -🥥

a/n: naur :(( I SWEAR I WILL SMACK SOME STICKER ON YOUR FOREHEAD TO TELL YOU I LOVE YOU ANON :(( please know you’re worth it 🥺💗 and you’ll definitely find the one soon enough. I’ve never been in a relationship too and I’m already 20. I myself have thought about it too, I always think that maybe I’m not pretty enough to get a boyfriend but deep down I know that I just have to be confident in myself. like my dad said because my family is sort of religious, only god knows your fate and who you date/marry. your life has been written before you were born.

ehem but anyways…let’s continue with the request! sorry it took long, I was stuck in school for 5 hours doing the same lesson😞

what enha would do if you hate yourself

heeseung: if i’m being honest, heeseung himself has struggled with hate for his looks (especially ever since he I think took out something from his nose. idk if it’s true or what. it was after blessed-cursed era when they had to perform it on some ski resort). he knows how it feels to look in the mirror and scan through your whole body. as your boyfriend, heeseung can’t help but feel sad that you ever thought of hating yourself. he wishes that he could show you, how you looked in his eyes. he tries showing you that you are worth everything. if you ever thought of possibly starving yourself/going on a diet, he can’t help but hold you close and mutter sweet nothings into your ear. something like “you don’t need to, you’re already perfect enough.”

jay: oh lord, everytime I think about jay…i just wanna cry. jay himself has always expressed his thoughts out loud. he even recently mentioned (in a jaywon live) how he is worried about getting thinner due to stress. he tries to build up more. so to think you could ever dislike yourself, jay can’t help but feel mad. well not on you just a little on your negative mentality. idk how to describe it, hopefully you get what I mean. to him, he understands it’s hard to learn to love yourself. hence every chance he gets, he will always get you something and cheer you on. “that dress looks amazing on you.” “only wear it for me. it’s only for my eyes.” before he leaves a peck on your forehead. (yes, even if you wear just a normal t-shirt, this mf will insist it’s only for his eyes)

jake: YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I WOULD LITERALLY PAY TO HAVE JAKE COMFORT ME💔 jake is sooooo smooth with his words and actions. considering, how jake himself has always been friendly and sweet. it’s easy for him to comfort you with his best words. he takes it a step further by always making sure you don’t feel uncomfortable. he knows you struggle with your body image so whenever there is an event that requires you to look fancy, he will make sure to give you compliments every now and then. actually scratch that, he does that everyday even if you don’t go to some fancy event. “you look amazing sweetheart.” “that’s my girl. she’s looking so fine.”

sunghoon: i feel like for sunghoon…he wouldn’t exactly know how to act. it’s a little awkward for him to comfort someone. just like me. I find it hard comfort someone even when I wanna comfort someone. but sunghoon tries his best to comfort you. just like jay, he will attempt to gift things rather than showing to you that you are worth everything. he will also try his best to talk about it but he finds it hard to find form words so he doesn’t accidentally hurt you. give him time, he needs it. “you look extremely beautiful.” “I just don’t understand how you could hate yourself?” “I mean i’m handsome so like if you can catch my attention, what will other boys think about you?” his own way to comfort you but hey at least he makes you laugh and smile from it.

sunoo: okay so for sunoo, we all know the situation that happened with him. he understands you too. the both of you needed time to heal yourselves from this. with the help of the boys, sunoo manages to realise that he didn’t need to care about how people thought about him. he could do whatever he wants and people couldn’t control what he intends to do with his body. while sunoo healed, your mental health just became worse. every time you stared into the mirror, negative thoughts would surround you. sunoo knows, he takes every step to pull you away from the mirror. he would always pull you into a hug and tell you how amazing you are for being so strong to face the challenges everyday. gradually, he will make a time for you look at yourself in the mirror. he will always be by your side to point out all the things he loved about you. “this? mine to kiss.” he points to your cheeks. “this one, is a 10/10 place to lay on.” wraps his arms around your tummy.

jungwon: i believe jungwon’s love language is words of affirmation. much like jake. he constantly reminds you that you are amazing and loved. however, it didn’t exactly help you so he then the physical actions comes in. he always reminds himself that he needed to show you some love every once in a while. it could be pecks, cheek kisses, forehead kisses and small hand rubs. he knows you struggle with insecurities so he will always settle you down to let you talk it out and if you need to, cry it out. he always wipes your tears. “thank you for letting me listen to your worries (name).” “but just know…I will never leave you. even if you are a terrifying monster. I love you too much.”

ni-ki: people will say “oh he is young, surely he will tease you for it and then make fun of you.” pause☝️ i’m sorry but as much as he is young. you have to realise he is also forced to grow up since he is an idol now. he left japan alone without his parents to pursue his dreams. moreover, you can’t judge anything based off what we see on camera. I genuinely think ni-ki would be a comforting person. if you’ve seen that video of where he went all the way from the stage to the little girl💔 yeah i’m in pain. he is so sweet🥺 I think ni-ki won’t say much, he would rather show it to you. by giving you comforting hugs but maybe once in a while he’ll mutter an ‘i love you’ because yes I’m imagining that🥲 kisses you too and usually happens if he wants you to stop crying. “you’re too precious for this world.” “I know I don’t say much but I love you. you are an amazing girl.” “I don’t think I can ever find someone as perfect as you.”

overall, I definitely think enha would comfort and treat you like the queen you deserve to be.

#anon: 🥥#markxdino: asks #enhypen imagines #I placed a read more bc it’s long #and bc I feel like this will trigger some people

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bellassims · 2 years

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Anon again, EA did confirm early access is still okay. I sent that message during the first round when they did get rid of it, but they brought it back a bit later. Sorry for the confusion! (Also people who responded to that ask can not be jerks, I was just trying to look out for you :c you’re one of my faves so I was really worried! Do they not know that asks may not get answered right away??)

I saw some of the responses and did feel bad, I saw the update shortly after posting it which I think was a few hours after it was released or something, idk, timezones and I haven't been online much the past week, wasn't all great timing lol. I understand you were just looking out for me and I really appreciated it! I'm sure it goes both ways too - those responding also looking out for me because, at the time of posting, I was clueless lol.

For anyone wondering - not much if anything at all is going to change for me going forwards, and if you want to hear my ramblings under the cut:

I was initially quite worried when the statement was released originally, but at the same time I had plans for how to go forward. I've had a lot going on this week so It didn't feel right to post anything straight away and I would let the dust settle and have time to sit down and write something out.

Motivation and drive and energy has been something hard for me to get lately - dealing with burnout, lack of structure in my life, capitalism things, mental health things, etc etc. So just recently like 2 or 3 weeks ago I finally put together a kind of schedule/routine that has actually been working for me - they usually don't so I don't even bother anymore! But it is working, I'm motivated again, I'm going to be releasing more structured content on more of a schedule nowadays.

It's still not a solid release schedule, because I still need that flexibility in my life, but there will be releases twice a month - on the 5th (ish) and mid month, leaving room for either smaller content on the off weeks or some free time for me to just... enjoy things, or work on personal projects, that kind of thing.

In saying that, tonight's (5th) release is going to be delayed until tomorrow (6th), I had such a big day driving and moving furniture and I simply do not want to finish it up tonight haha

In terms of patreon - Content is released early to those who choose to support me financially, beta testing content before releasing to a wider audience, providing feedback, etc etc. And then as always 14 days that content is released to the public. No one is ever required to support me, I super duper appreciate it and you get some cool perks for it, but if you're just here for pretty content, that's cool too.

Like I said, this was going to be ramblings, this is just things that have been floating around in my mind the past few days, I've also forgotten a lot of what I was thinking about writing because I procrastinated it so much, but yeah! Questions are fine, but for now that's all I've got <3

#qanda

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I hadnt sent this before because GIRL THAT CHAPTER HAD ME GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET FOR THE ENTIRE WEEK

honestlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I AM SOOOOOBFHRWFEHSU HAPPY (also kinda sad bc of dewey, randy, karla and the kids) but jjfdjujdsjufdsjiuuof billy FINALLY realised!!!!!!!!!!

the SCENE WHERE HE WAS HELPING YN DRESS HER WOUNDS LIKE HAHHAHADJAIUHFUDSUUFSAI im kinda sad with stu but at the same time i get that thats the way he shows he cares, the way the killing would go shows he cares

anyWAYYYYSSS im soooo exiteddd hehehehe esp to see yn and gale or dewey meeting again maybe, like THE DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just wanted you to know that i fucking love your fic and i swear i check AT LEASTTT once a week if you have posted a new chapter or even just a little wip or something because girlllllll it has me on a choke hold for a LONG TIME i think im reading it since 2022 LMAOOOO I JUST LOVE IT SO MUCH I LOVE LOVE LOVE UUUUU

OMG HI!!! Hi, hi hi, sorry this is late my weekend and the last day or two is ugh hectic 🥲😤

BUT FR!? I'm so flattered you've been here since 2022 my God I feel bad procrastinating writing this last year I'm so sorry! 😭 I APRECIATE THE LOVE AND SUPPORT SM AND ILY FOR THIS ASK 💘🥺

I'm TRYING to get back to at least every two weeks instead of once a month every other month bs (Sadly idk if I mentally can do weekly updates bc back then they were like 2k-5k words in 2021-22. Now, I aim more for 7k to 10k with these newer chapter being more climactic and other writing projects as well.)

There's going to be a decade time skip from 2011(Fours a Franchise) to 2021 (5 whatever I'll call it lol) so there actually might be a lot of one shots! Because that's a big chuck of time!!! I mean, a decade ago I was barely in HighSchool and it's like wow that much time went by!? so that's a lot of time to go by between YN and these two assholes no matter how it may turn out 😪🤔

AND NO I FEEL YOU!! Ik I probably shocked and irked a few folks but there is no way YN x Billy and Stu could EVER happen with Randy and Dewey in the mix. It's almost impossible because I cannot see either one being okay with us not killing them or at least sending them to prison (Especially Dewey which understandable) and YN was half ass living a lie with them anyways. The poor woman is under sm depression and stress that Randy's death and Dewey's rejection who else does she have but these two. And Randy was always meant to die the second I spared him in 2 I knew 3 or 4 he had to go and get this!

BEFORE 5 EVEN CAME OUT I MADE HIM HAVE TWINS WITH A WOMAN!! So I was clutching my face elated and eager to use Mindy and Chad as his kids instead of neice and nephew bc why not? It was perfect! And Randy's death is very important to YN's story so even if I adored writing him my mans had to go 🥲😞

NGL the best ending for our girl would've been Mark living, getting the boys arrested, YN lives how Sid did in these future Scream installments the end. But we're just unlucky af like that

And tbf Billy x YN x Stu is such a toxic love polycule like they hate but love they are almost codependent on each other because of circumstances yet resent each other. It's gonna be REALLY interested to write all this out (And hard to make believable 😭)

Anyways thank you and ily and i love reviews like this I'm so so glad you sent this to me I really do need and adore this to keep my motivation up!!! 💘💘💘

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