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jujutsubrainrot · 3 years

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Jujutsu Kaisen 0 The Movie

I’VE FINALLY WATCHED JUJUTSU KAISEN 0 THE MOVIE! MISSION ACCOMPLISHED :D Thank you very much to Golden Village Singapore and Purple Plan SG for the exclusive fans’ screening! Absolutely love our merch!

For the JJK fans who don’t know, Jujutsu Kaisen 0 is actually a prequel to the Jujutsu Kaisen main series, and the events took place one year prior. Thus, it’s CANON. Gege Akutami first wrote JJK 0 as a one-shot and published it as Tokyo Metropolitan Curse Technical School in the 2017 issue of Jump GIGA. It concluded after four chapters but because of its popularity, Gege Akutami managed to expand its premise and created the sequel series Jujutsu Kaisen, which debuted in Weekly Shonen Jump in 2018.

Please note that whatever I’m about to write here would be spoiler-free, but if you’d like to read my full experiences with all the spoilers, you can read under the cut “Keep Reading”.

1. Character Designs & Animation

I’d give it a 9/10. Stunning visuals and character designs, and MAPPA-mazing animation! I enjoyed the battle scenes, though I feel like it could have been better-animated. In my opinion, the fight scenes in the anime was slightly better. (There was also one particular cut where a character didn’t really move very fluidly, and I didn’t like that. There’s no way you’d miss it when it comes on-screen.) That aside, I absolutely love how MAPPA portrayed every character's facial expressions. You can really feel the emotions radiating through the screen, and I think that was exceptional.

2. Story/Pacing

Sadly, 7/10 for me. The movie runtime is 105 minutes long, and as I had expected, MAPPA chose to skip out one or two scenes which I hoped they would try to expand on. I really wish the movie could have lasted longer; Daewi and I even thought it would be at least 2 hours. Had it been a 120 minutes runtime, I believe they wouldn’t have had to rush the fight sequences, and they could have given more screentime to some of the side characters that didn’t even have a fight scene, and were forgotten. I’m really not a fan of the back and forth sequence that MAPPA did during one of the battles. Not going to major-spoil it, but in my opinion if you’d like to show an important fight between two characters, then you should show the fight from start to finish and not opt to settle them halfway off-screen. Don’t intercut between fights, that’s what I’m trying to say. When you intercut the fight and bring us to a different battle location, it takes away all our excitement from that major fight that was going on, and well, I personally didn’t enjoy it as a result. But that’s just me probably. Another thing I did not like was the insufficient flashback. I appreciate the flashbacks that they have shown, but they could have added a little bit more backstory just to make things clearer for the non manga-readers. I even overheard a fellow audience explain to her friend that Geto was originally a righteous guy but things happened so he turned bad. Had the flashback been given more depth, I don’t think the person would have had to explain. Maybe I’m just selfish, I just wanted them to give us more haha. Anyways, MAPPA did a decent job adding more scenes that were not originally present in the manga so thank you MAPPA for that. All in all, they made the movie more enjoyable and the audience were so hyped as soon as they saw the characters they never expected to appear suddenly show up and flaunt themselves.

3. Music / Soundtracks

Phenomenal! 10/10! You know I’m a hugeee fan of music scores and OSTs, and given that I have listened to the Jujutsu Kaisen 0 OST several times before the movie even arrived in my country, I found myself enjoying some of the scenes a lot more with the soundtracks playing in the background. Yuuta’s and Geto’s themes are really perfect for them. The OSTs that played during all the battle scenes were really spot on, matching the atmosphere and energy of the animation.

4. Voice Acting

10/10. The voice actors and actresses absolutely nailed their roles! I was very impressed with Kana Hanazawa’s performance, she did such a great job at voicing the innocent Rika-chan and then later on blowing us away with her role as the cursed spirit Rika in which she sounded beautifully terrifying. Megumi Ogata did a really good job at voicing Yuuta too, he really was a precious cinnamon roll. Me and the audience, in general, absolutely adored him in the movie. Massive shoutout to Takahiro Sakurai for his amazing voice performance for Suguru Geto! He really made the fangirls melt in the theatre, and while his constant “saru” dialogues might annoy some people, the fangirls found absolutely no issues with it lolol. And yup, the rest of the casts were amazing =D

5. Enjoyment

8/10. Sure I enjoyed every single second of the movie, but it’s hard to give a 10/10 because I have my own displeasure over some scenes. Not even the great animation or soundtracks could save it.

6. Overall Verdict

All in all, my rating is an 8.5 out of 10. It was enjoyable and great, yes, but as someone with high expectations, I feel that the pacing could have been executed better and some scenes could have been more polished.

If you don’t mind getting spoiled, or want to get spoiled, go ahead and read on the slightly more detailed review with spoilers under the cut!

My Comments (NOT spoiler-free)!

The introduction scene, where Yuuta was about to get bullied, was absolutely well-done. The setting was dark and grim, and coupled with the sinister soundtrack carrying the atmosphere, MAPPA didn’t miss at all. It was indeed an eerily wonderful introduction.

If you have listened to the movie OST album, then I’ll have you know that the songs were played almost one after the other with barely any intervals. Perhaps there were like three to five instances where there were no BGM playing at all, but the rest of the time you’ll definitely hear the soundtracks. This isn’t a bad point, in fact, it’s really good because it made the movie more entertaining.

This is a fangirling moment. Apparently, MAPPA chose to stay true to the source material and they buffed Maki up. She’s so smexy and gorgeous and heck yessssssss I love her thighs! Damn, the things I’d do to get squished in between those thighs- Ahem. Panda looked pantastic as always, though I think he’s more chubbier here. He’s the cutest, really. Inumaki-senpai rocked his new first-year design and in my opinion, MAPPA made him even prettier than in the main series. I think his fangirls would love him in this movie the most!

The scene where Yuuta was asked to come into the classroom to meet the senpai trio... SO GOOD. SO GOOD. SO GOOD!!! It was all colorful before he opened the door and right after he did so.. The moment he set foot inside the classroom, the whole atmosphere turned dark and reddish to highlight the menacing aura that Yuuta has! (I can already imagine this was how Yuuji, Choso and Naoya felt when they sensed Yuuta’s creepy/ominous presence!) And when the camera zoomed in on Rika, who’s latching onto Yuuta’s back, I thought the whole frame was perfection. What followed after that was, of course, way better. Maki pierced her spear through the chalkboard as she confronted Yuuta about being cursed. Never have I ever wanted to be a chalkboard so bad in my life.

Lots of hilarious and comical scenes! With Yuuta, Gojo, Panda, Panda and Maki, Inumaki and Yuuta, even principal Yaga! Look forward to their comical scenes! Aside from Panda interviewing Yuuta about his b00bs size preference, I don’t wish to spoil the rest of the funny moments hehehehe.

Suguru Geto has successfully made his own cult here in Singapore. I was genuinely surprised that he has more fans than Satoru Gojo. (Though I must say this comes only from my own experience in the theatre I was in.) As soon as we got a glimpse of his shadow on the floor (an add-on scene), I was shrieking happily but then I realized I wasn’t the only one and that honestly shocked me! When he came on-screen again, though this time MAPPA teased us with a .5-second smirk, even more fangirls screamed. I was one of them too and this time I screamed louder hahahahaha! A while later he made his full appearance, which of course, sent the theatre into exploding cries and cheers. He was really too beautiful. The way he moved as he fought his opponents, it’s almost graceful. Even after Yuuta punched him with Black Flash, the way he landed on the ground was pretty graceful too LMAO. Argh, I wished MAPPA had given us a more in-depth fight scenes with him, but then, that’s just me being selfish. Side-note, his Uzumaki wasn’t what I imagined it to be and I still have mixed feelings about it. I think it was pretty dope, nevertheless. And yes, you’ll see intestine-kun (or worm-kun) with him!

As soon as Nanamin showed up during the battle, the theatre boomed in unison. I was one of them screeching happily and soon, it turned out to be a battle of who cheered the loudest. Lolol. His first appearance wasn’t during the Night Parade scene, though. Iirc, he appeared two or three more times before the Night Parade so yeah, yall better not take your eyes off the screen and don’t leave the seat for a trip to the loo, or you’ll miss him. It’s crucial not to miss Nanami moments! And for real now, the track titled “We Are Stop the Attack” should really be renamed to “Nanami’s Theme”. This track was played during his battle scene against the curses! Pay attention to his Black Flash sequence!

The Kyoto students also made their appearances, along with Shoko, Nitta, Mei Mei, Kusakabe and Ino! Mei and Ino were amazing, please, I appreciate their short minutes of fight sequence! We also got a really good MechaMiwa moment! Heh heh.

Lastly, Satosugu! Now, every single scene with the both of them on-screen was painful to watch. Heartwrenching. Especially during their reunion at Jujutsu Tech grounds, when Suguru just stared, smiling, at Satoru... ARGH!!! How many times I cried- I couldn’t even count. There were multiple emotional moments with them and the ending scene with them would definitely make you ugly-cry like it did me. Also, stop thinking about it, we never heard Gojo’s last words to Geto! HAHAHAHA. I bet it was something like “no matter what, you’re the one and only best friend (or lover :p) I’ve ever had, Suguru.” The real words, unfortunately, remain a secret that Akutami would carry to the grave I guess :(( And oh oh oh, this is something for yall to think about: Gojo can smell Geto’s residuals cursed energy. Hohoho~

The movie also has post-credits scene, so please be sure to sit through the entirety of the rollout credits or you'll miss it!

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anotherrevue · 3 years

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The Top 25 Movies of 2021: An Inaugural List

Hi.

For years, I’ve been thinking about starting blog or newsletter or something because I watch a lot of movies and writing usually helps me figure out what I think. But do you remember the night before the first day of school, when you got butterflies about the new year and you were excited to meet everyone and maybe this year was gonna be your year, so then you ended up barely sleeping at all, going to school really tired and it turned out school sucks even more than before? Yeah basically, I overthought myself out of doing this. Until now.

I know it’s kinda weird to start this whole blog/website thing with a Best of 2021 but here I am. I watched 535 movies in 2021, out of which 105 were new releases. It’s not quite as much as Steven Soderbergh but I’m working on that. In 2021, “unprecedented times” became “precedented” but not in the way we all were hoping. It’s just, 2020 was such a colossal shitshow that 2021 seemed like it would be more manageable in comparison. On the bright side, hey, at least there’s a vaccine now. But 2021 is also the year I graduated college and the year that I mostly spent unemployed. It felt long and meandering and I kinda lost the will to do anything beyond lying in bed, putting on a movie and checking out as much as I possibly could. I even got sick of movies for a while there. That was a real shock, actually, because I’m usually driven by an totally satiable need to watch every movie ever made.

But it’s 2022 now and I feel re-energized, in part thanks to a spree of gorgeous movies that I caught up with before the year ended – and to some I watched over the last two weeks and so won’t be on this list on a technicality (I lie, there’s an honourable mentions section at the end where I will indeed talk about them). So without further ado, my Top 25 Films of 2021:

Okay a little further ado here: It was a real fun year cinematically because we got a ton of talented filmmakers giving us powerful movies to dig into (Jane Campion is back baby, let’s fucking gooo!). I didn’t catch up with all of them, either because I didn’t have time (Encanto, A Cop Movie), couldn’t make it out to the theatre (Spider-Man, West Side Story) or wasn’t ready (Bo Burnham’s Inside – absolutely could not hang with it emotionally).

Okay now the list:

25. Skull: The Mask

24. Riders of Justice

23. No Sudden Move

22. Titane

21. Candyman (2021)

20. The Rescue (2021)

19. C’mon C’mon

18. Summer of Soul

17. One Night in Miami

16. Quo Vadis, Aida?

15. Psych 3: This Is Gus[1]

14. Zola

13. The Power of the Dog

12. Cliff Walkers

11. Petite Maman

10. The Mitchells vs. The Machines

9. Benedetta

8. Last Night in Soho

7. The Card Counter

6. Sardar Udham

5. CODA

This year has seen a surprising (and promising) amount of deaf representation on screen, with both TV (Only Murders in the Building and Hawkeye) and movies (A Quiet Place Part II and Eternals) featuring prominent deaf characters played by deaf actors. And leading the pack is CODA, a high school coming-of-age movie about Ruby (played by Emilia Jones), a hearing Child Of Deaf Parents. Even though the main character is hearing, what sets CODA apart is how naturally funny the deaf characters are, especially Troy Kotsur as Ruby’s dad. It’s a little predictable, on account the genre, but I never felt like it was relying on tired tropes. No, the movie is too genuine for that. I understand that this type of movie is supposed to be mushy but goddamn if it doesn’t work, because I cried two separate times in the last half hour.

4. Judas and the Black Messiah

I love this genre. Thrillers about the rise and fall of a real-life icon? That alley could have my name on it. But Judas packs a heavier emotional punch than most movies in this genre, because most movies don’t have Daniel Kaluuya and Lakeith Stanfield. Kaluuya got a ton of press and won the Best Supporting Actor Oscar (weird that that’s already happened) but I think Stanfield’s performance is severely underrated. He looks like he’s almost doing nothing, spending most of this movie behind this wooden façade. But that’s the point. He’s so scared to trust anyone that it makes sense for him to be this cut-off, blank slate kind of a guy. Lakeith Stanfield quietly helps this movie sneak into the revolutionary Hall of Fame.

3. Tick, Tick… BOOM!

This is one of the movies I watched in that last week of 2021, and it’s the one that really brought me back in. I love movies about creative people but I’m a bit tired of “broke artist tryna make it in the big city” narratives. Because of that and because I was vaguely aware of Jonathan Larson’s story beforehand, I was putting off watching this movie for a month. So when I finally caught up with it, I was blown away by how much I loved Tick, Tick… BOOM! It’s unexpectedly full of energy and excitement and Andrew Garfield is such a whirlwind on screen that it doesn’t feel at all like those other struggling artist movies. Garfield had such an impressive year and that talent is on display here as he holds this movie together emotionally in a way that few leading men are capable of. OH and an absolute breakout performance by Robin de Jesús, I can’t wait to see him in more things. I also cried twice during this movie (and I swear I’m not an easy crier, but this is not the last movie on this list that set off some waterworks). It’s hard to walk away from this movie not feeling inspired. Actually, this movie is what got me to start writing again, so maybe it should be bumped up to number one.

2. Undine

It’s about a sort-of mermaid known as an undine, but it’s also about Berlin’s architecture and history? I love Chritian Petzold because he blends a bunch of different and oftentimes contradictory ideas into one movie and presents it as if it’s the most natural thing in the world (see: 2018’s Transit). This movie is about all those things I said before but it’s mainly about love, and the chemistry between Paula Beer and Franz Rogowski is so pure and almost tangible (they have maybe the most soulful hug that I’ve ever seen). I was so fully engrossed by this movie that it was only when it was over that I noticed the dried-up salt-tracks on my cheek. Do I remember when I cried? Not even a little.

NOTE: It helps to know the undine legend going in, because the movie doesn’t explain it at all, so maybe do a quick google before watching.

1. Night of the Kings

This is the best movie. I mean obviously, it’s my number 1, but the bizarre thing is, I honestly couldn’t tell you why. I can tell you that it’s about a young man who arrives at an isolated prison in the middle of the jungle in Cote d’Ivoire and, to stay alive, he has to tell a story that keeps the whole prison enraptured. How well this movie worked on me is beyond explanation. I forgot I was watching a movie; I was just listening to him tell the story, and every time the crowd yelled in the movie, a shock surged through me like I was right there in their midst. Much like Les Misérables (one of my favourites from 2019), the story has the feel of a Shakespearean tragedy, with the stakes for different characters perfectly intertwined to ensure a spectacular domino effect ending. This has everything I want from a movie but in a way that simply cannot be replicated.

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Some honourable mentions:

Pig, The Last Duel, Limbo, The French Dispatch, A Quiet Place Part II, The Green Knight, Eternals[2], The Night House, Old, Moxie, Small Engine Repair, Blood Red Sky, The Harder They Fall, Night Raiders, French Exit.

Special shoutout to my favourite random documentary of the year: Fantastic Fungi. It’s about mushrooms, it’s relaxing, it’s on Netflix. Check it out.

Some 2021 movies I watched in 2022, and so were not considered for this list: No Time to Die, The Matrix Resurrections and The Worst Person in the World. No Time to Die was a lovely finish for Daniel Craig’s Bond, even though I didn’t care about the villain and the action sequences got less exciting as the film went on (a truly strange progression). The Matrix 4 was one of the smartest sequels I’ve seen in a while, but I adore all the Matrix films so your mileage may vary. Definitely not for everyone, nor does it pander to the audience in the slightest. What everyone can hopefully agree on, however, is that Jonathan Groff is shockingly beautiful - and shockingly menacing - in this movie. Finally, The Worst Person in the World is incredibly relatable especially for vaguely lost people in their mid- to late-20s (me). But don’t take my word for it, it’s out there winning awards and making the top spot on a ton of critics’ Best Of 2021 lists.

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I’ve barely scratched the surface of the movies that I enjoyed watching in 2021 (again, great year for movies, not so much for everything else) so if you don’t like any of mine, don’t worry, there’s plenty more out there.

Meanwhile, I’ve been in a writer-y mood to start the year, so rest assured Another Revue will return... very soon.

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[1] Okay Psych is my favourite tv show, so fuck yes this was great

[2] This is the most interesting MCU movie in a long time, even though it might not be the most entertaining. It felt really risky and weird in a way that MCU hasn’t ever done and it was so beautiful to look at.

#movies #best of 2021

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fangirlovestuff · 4 years

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Queer Eye - Chris Evans x bi!female!reader

a/n- Hey lovely people! Sorry if this has any mistakes, I really wanted to post it today and I didn’t have time to properly proofread it. buckle up, it’s a pretty long one :) Enjoy! <3

Summary: Your life is pretty entangled with the Evans brothers’. You and Scott get bored in quarantine and decide Chris needs a makeover - Queer eye style. The result? see for yourself...

Word count: ~6k

Warnings: language, very brief mentions of homophobia if you squint

Freshman Year

The halls looked daunting as you wandered them in search of room 105 for your first class of the day, clutching your book in hand. You knew that a new school meant new opportunities, new people, and you tried to get excited about it, you really did. The people in your last school… let's just say they weren't extremely accepting, which is part of the reason you moved. So, you were looking forward to a new start in the seemingly friendly Boston suburb.

Simultaneously, it was absolutely terrifying. From the start you've made a pact with yourself – no one should know you're bi. Your sexuality is none of their business. You couldn't risk this move because you wanted a girlfriend. Boys gotta be enough for now. You contorted your face as you passed a group of boys in the hall, trying to act "cool". Well, you hoped there were some less pretentious boys around here.

You looked at the doors to your right and left in an attempt to find the room you were looking for. 108,107,106—

You collided with someone and dropped your book. Of course, why wouldn't this happen, you thought, an exasperated sigh threatening to fall from your lips. You bent down to pick up your book, and your hand brushed the other hand that reached out to grab the book. You looked up to see a pair of pretty green-blue eyes staring back at you. You couldn't believe this cliché was actually happening to you. Right now. In real life. But hey, he was pretty cute, so there was that.

"I'm so sorry," the guy said, smiling awkwardly as you picked up your book.

"It's alright," you sent a tight-lipped smile his way. You both stood there for a couple of seconds until he finally spoke.

"I'm Scott, by the way," he smiled, "Sorry, again, for bumping into you. I haven’t seen you around, are you new here?"

"Are you saying you know everyone who goes to this school?" you shot back incredulously. "But yeah, I'm new here," you introduced yourself quickly.

"Well, nice to meet you. And to answer your question, I'm pretty sure I know everyone by their faces at least," Scott replied and you chuckled in response.

"Ummm… I was just on my way to 105 actually, so I should probably go. It was nice meeting you Scott," you smiled and you parted ways.

In the second period, you had chemistry lab, and you were early. You sat down at a desk, zoning out for a while before everyone came in. Scott was actually pretty cute, you realized. Maybe you two can have something. Just as you were thinking that Scott came into the class. Speaking of the devil.

He waved at you and came your way, putting his bag down and sitting down next to you. "I assume this seat isn’t taken," he smiled.

"Yeah." You laughed. "So, we're gonna be lab partners now?"

"Well, I figured as a way to pay you back for running into you I could offer my chemistry expertise," he smiled. "Just kidding, I kinda suck at chemistry. But I'd still love to be your lab partner, if you're okay with it," he added bashfully.

"Yeah, cool," you smiled at him and then silenced because the lesson was starting.

By lunch, it was clear you were already Scott's friend. You sat down with him, laughing about the disaster that was chemistry class a few hours ago.

"Honestly Scott, if you suck at chem so bad, why did you even take it?"

"I don't really know. It's just pretty much the only class that worked with the theatre schedule. Except for physics," he scrunched up his nose. "If you think me in chemistry was bad, wait till you see me trying to grapple with physics."

"I can confirm that's not a pleasant sight," said Scott's friend, who just sat down at the table. One by one, Scott's friends filled the table and he introduced all of you.

"So wait, you do theatre?" you asked Scott, intrigued.

"Yeah," Scott replied. "My big brother does it too, so honestly that's what got me into it, but it’s actually fun," he smiled. "Would you wanna join?"

"No thanks, not really the theatre person," you smiled back. "But maybe I'd come to a show sometimes."

Over lunch, you got to know Scott's friends, who became yours, and all in all - you were very glad you moved.

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Sophomore Year

You and Scott's chemistry together paid off at the end. You entered your boyfriend's room and turned around to face him.

"What do you wanna watch?" Scott asked, going past you and plopping down on his bed, patting the spot next to him. You sat down next to him and cuddled into his side.

"Pick whatever you want babe," you smiled at him affectionately.

You were halfway into the movie when a pretty boring part came on. You looked at Scott to find him already staring at you. You and Scott were taking it slow, and you hadn't even kissed yet. You licked your lips. Scott reached his head and captured your lips in his. It was tentative and slow, and you parted from each other smiling. You looked into Scott's eyes. He seemed uncertain. Maybe it was just his first kiss altogether. You sent him a reassuring smile and reached to cup the side of his face. He smiled back at you; the movie long forgotten.

And at that moment exactly, his annoying older brother decided to barge into the room. Well, annoying may be a bit of a harsh judgment because even after a year of knowing Scott you didn't really know Chris. But right now, you were definitely annoyed. You removed your hand from Scott's face, who was blushing.

"Scott, did you remember it's your turn to—" Chris started and then noticed the embarrassed state you were both in. "Nevermind," he said awkwardly and left the room, closing the door after him.

"He doesn't know how to knock, does he?" you asked sarcastically.

"Guess not," Scott chuckled. You cuddled back into his side. You weren't gonna let that abrupt interruption ruin your date.

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The End of Sophomore Year

Scott and you were hanging out on his couch, playing a board game when Chris came down the stairs in a hurry, his girlfriend right on his heels. "Ma, have you seen my jacket?"

He was going to his senior prom tonight. Honestly, you were kind of jealous – finally finishing high school seemed so far away from you, and here he was not really having to step foot in a school ever again. But it's not like you were having a terrible time at school; with Scott as your boyfriend and the many friends you had made, you were happy.

They finally left and the house was quiet once more after the bustle of sending Chris off to enjoy his prom. You and Scott continued with your date night, wondering what's it like at senior prom. Even though you were both only two years younger than Chris, he still seemed miles ahead of you.

Later that night you went into the kitchen to get yourself some water. When you entered you saw Chris sitting there alone, glooming. When he heard you come in, he hurriedly stood up and leaned his back against the near countertop.

"Hey," you said as you filled yourself a glass of water. "What are you doing here? Weren't you supposed to go with-- "

"She dumped me." He cut you off before you could finish your sentence. Your eyebrows furrowed and you came to lean on the counter next to him.

"That sucks," you said softly. You didn't know what else to say, so you just stood there silently for a moment until he spoke up.

"It does. One moment we were talking about what we're gonna do after school and how I'm gonna be going to NYC to intern and the next she's telling me it won't work between us," Chris took a deep breath.

"I'm sorry," you replied hesitantly. "But hey, think about it this way," you started talking dramatically, "when you'll be a famous actor and she'll come up to you asking for an autograph you could just ignore her. Or if she says she knows you you'll just say you've never met this woman in your life. The ultimate payback," you smiled at him.

"Yeah, I guess," he smiled back sadly.

"Also," you nudged his shoulder with yours, "I would never dump Scott on our prom night. That's a promise," you smiled.

"That's great," He chuckled. You quietly moved away from him, setting your glass back on the counter. "Thanks," he added suddenly.

"Sure," you sent him one last smile and left the kitchen.

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Senior prom

Lisa was taking pictures of you and Scott as you both posed with bright smiles on your faces.

"Alright, we gotta leave ma," Scott said and kissed her cheek.

"Have fun kids!" she told you as you hurriedly left in order to not be late.

You were having a great time at prom. You danced with your friends, with Scott. After a couple of hours, you were getting a little tired, so you pulled Scott aside.

"Come on, let's go get some air," you said as you pulled him outside.

Once you were outside you and Scott walked to the back of the building, where no one else was in sight. You both leaned against the wall and looked at the night sky above. You looked to find Scott already looking at you, and automatically leaned in to kiss him. You wrapped your arms around his neck and he put his around your waist as you deepened the kiss. It was getting more and more heated until—

"I can't do this," Scott said breathily and suddenly pulled away from you. Your eyebrows furrowed in confusion as he started pacing back and forth in front of you.

"Scott, what's going on?" you asked concerned.

He continued pacing. "I know what prom night could mean for some couples and—"

"I don't care about that," you cut him off, grabbing his arm so he'd stop walking. "Scott, it's okay. You know I would never wanna do anything we're not both ready for. It really—"

"But that's the thing!" he said, surprisingly loud. "That's the thing," he said once more, quieter this time. "I don't think I'm ever going to be ready for this. I-" he took a deep breath, "I'm gay."

A heavy silence settled between you for a few moments, and then he said, "I'm so sorry, I-"

"Don't ever apologize for being who you are," you put your hands on his shoulders and looked into his eyes. You took a deep breath. "I guess I should tell you this as well- I'm bisexual." You smiled and he smiled back.

"I'm glad you told me," he said.

"So the entire time…" you trailed off, your smile fading from your face.

"I'm sorry," Scott said again. "At first I really thought I was feeling the way I should about you. But I realized that's not the case. I love you, so much. But not in the way I led you to believe I do. I had an entire speech but honestly, I forgot it." he smiled hesitantly.

"I love you too Scott," you smiled once more. "But I just need some time to figure it out."

"Of course. Whatever you want."

"Actually, let's get outta here. I could go for ice cream," you smiled.

"Yeah, sure," Scott smiled.

On the way there you remembered something important. "Oh, Scott, does this count as you breaking up with me or me with you?"

"Me with you, I guess. Why?" he looked over at you with a puzzled look.

"I promised Chris I won't dump you on prom night," you smiled and he laughed.

You needed time to figure out how you felt about Scott, but it was going to be okay.

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Spring Break - Sophomore Year of College

"Scott!" you yelled as you marched up the stairs, two at a time. "We're gonna be late because of you!"

It was a bright Saturday morning and you'd just arrived at the Evan's residence a couple on minutes ago, saying a quick hello to everyone and then jumping up the stairs to get Scott. They were having a huge family barbeque for the birth of… well, you were pretty sure it was Scott's cousin's daughter, but you couldn't fully remember. Since you were on your spring break from college, they invited you to come with them, an invitation you gladly accepted.

At this point, you and Scott were best friends. It took a while to get over the whole "I dated you for like 2 years even though I don't like girls" thing, but you were out of high school and those events seemed far behind you. You didn't want to lose Scott – you loved him, just obviously not in a romantic way. Also, he had wonderful taste in guys, and if they were straight, he knew where to direct them, which was a definite bonus every time you went out together. All jokes aside, Scott was an amazing person and your best friend in the whole entire world, so you were basically a family member in the already big Evans family.

And that leads us back to today, with you knocking on Scott's door furiously. "Scott, seriously man, we gotta go!"

"I'm coming! Jeez, calm down," he said as he opened the door and gave you a quick hug.

"Hi," you smiled and hugged him back.

"Hey," he smiled back. "Come on, let's go."

Who has a barbeque on such a hot day? That was the first thought that came to mind when you all sat down on the grass of the large yard. The sun was shining high and bright, seeing as it was noon, and you haven't even been outside for two minutes but you've already started sweating.

However, you didn't regret coming at all. The food was great and the company was even better. You were in the middle of talking to Scott and some of his cousins when you heard a yelp from across the yard.

"We got you uncle Chris!" screamed two toddlers with water guns in their hands. You recognized them as the older brother and sister of the newborn you were here to celebrate.

Chris blinked the water away from his eyes for a few seconds. "You did," he smiled and said once the surprise had worn off. His white shirt was nearly transparent as a result of the "attack", and it clung to his torso nicely while he got up and put the plate he was holding aside.

Wait, backtrack for a sec – clung to him nicely? since when did you think about Chris' torso as nice? As a matter of fact, since when did you pay attention to Chris' torso at all?

Your eyes wandered over to Chris once more, skimming over his surprisingly toned muscles, and holy crap when did he start working out?

This was… an interesting change indeed. But hey, it's not like it's going to affect anything – he was your ex-boyfriend-who-turned-out-to-be-gay-and-is-now-your-best-friend's brother, so nothing was going to happen. You were quite sure this won't be a problem. Like 97% sure. If he started working out that's good for him.

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Present day

Your eyes were filled with tears as you reached for the bowl of popcorn that was resting on Scott's lap. The blinds were closed "for cinematic effect" and the light of the TV reflected on Scott's face. When you looked at him you saw he was in the same emotional state you were in, which is typical for a Queer Eye binge like the one that was in full swing right now. You and Scott were avid Queer Eye fans, and you thought quarantine was a good chance to re-watch it, together with the new season.

"Still doing that?" Chris barged into the living room after he took Dodger out for his afternoon walk. Chris watched it once, but couldn't understand why you and Scott enjoyed watching it again so much.

"Got anything better for us to do?" you quipped back as Dodger jumped on the sofa and curled down beside you. You stroked his head as Chris walked out, yelling, "Help me make dinner!"

After a moment Scott spoke. "We should probably go help him," he said, pausing the episode.

"Fine," you huffed.

"So, what are we making today?" you asked as Scott and you stepped into the kitchen. "Please be Lisa's pasta, please be Lisa's pasta…" you staged whispered.

"We literally had it two days ago," Scott pointed out. "Besides, none of us can make it as good as she does."

"I guess," you sighed. "So what are we doing?"

Chris, Scott, and you had agreed you would use the time on your hands in quarantine to learn to cook better. Honestly, between the three of you, you were probably the best cook, but you definitely needed some help as well.

"I found this pizza recipe online that I wanted to try," Chris explained as he started to pull the ingredients out of the cupboards.

"Well, pizza it is!" you announced as you put on an apron, and quickly the three of you started working.

You were all sitting around the dinner table, eating your pizzas, and making conversation with each other. That is until you got stuck with a silence that was… a bit uncomfortable. Being around each other all day every day certainly takes its toll on the range of your conversation topics.

"So," Scott spoke up after a few moments, "How was… your day?"

You all cringed at his question. You groaned. "Come on Scott, we're all adults. We can admit it – quarantine's boring as fuck."

"Yup," Chris agreed.

"Well what do you want me to do about it? It's not my fault we've been in lockdown for like, a year," Scott said defensively.

"It's literally been two months," you deadpanned, "but we should find something to do," you mused out loud. "Like, pick up a hobby or something."

"Oh, you mean other than sitting on the couch all day watching Queer Eye?" Chris quipped.

"I wish the fab 5 could come to our house right now," you sighed, "it would definitely make things more interesting around here."

"First of all, that's my house, I'm just letting you two crash cause I'm nice like that," Chris replied. "And second of all, the fab 5 help people who actually need it."

"You're letting us crash because it'd be boring without us," you stated matter-of-factly. "And I guess the straight guys of the world are indeed in a gloomier state than ours, aren’t they Scott?"

"They probably are," he agreed. "But aren't we forgetting the straight guy in the room?" he looks at Chris amusedly.

"Well, I guess he could use some help. You know Scott, we were just looking for a quarantine project, and we have a straight guy and two fabulous queers, which is better than none…" you trailed off and smirked.

"Huh," Scott smiled, "I like where you're going with this."

"I, for one, really don't like where this is going," Chris stated as he took his empty plate to the sink.

"So it's settled then," you smiled at Scott, "Chris is getting a makeover, Queer Eye style."

"No," Chris groans.

"Oh come on Chris," Scott said, "Don't pretend you're not also super bored. We get occupation and you get an awesome makeover, no one's bored anymore. Everyone wins!"

Chris's tongue darts out to wet his lips as he pretends to contemplate the suggestion. In actuality, he knows he's outnumbered.

"Fine," he rolls his eyes, "whatever makes you kids happy."

"We're two years younger than you, for Christ's sake!" you exclaimed. You turn to Scott. "So, I think we should start planning the Bobby section. I'd love to get some—"

"Nope, nope nopety nope," Chris pops the p's. "You are absolutely not touching my house."

"As much as I hate to admit it, we should probably leave his house alone," Scott said. "Besides, we're only two people anyway."

"Fine," you rolled your eyes and pouted a little for good measure. "We won't touch your house, Chris."

"Great," he smiles at your antics. "See ya in the morning."

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The next day you barge into Chris' room unannounced. "Chris, you have to see this video of—"

Your words get stuck in your throat as you process the sight of a half-naked Chris in front of you, looking into his closet, presumably in search of a shirt. From where you're standing you can only see his back, and you can't help but appreciate the toned muscles.

Chris finally pulls out a blue t-shirt and puts it on. Unfortunately. "Video of what?" he asks.

You shake from your thoughts and turn to your phone in your hand. "These two dogs are…"

You explain and show Chris the video and he laughs while your thoughts are somewhere else completely. For the last nearly two decades, you've had a bit of a thing for Chris. It didn't really bother you most of the time. You've dated other people, and you didn't even see Chris that much. You were friends, even good ones, case in point – you felt very comfortable barging into his room whenever you felt like it. But your little celebrity crush was pretty much always in the back of your mind.

Now that you were living with Chris, ignoring your feelings proves a little more difficult.

"What are you two laughing about?" Scott entered the room.

"This video," you said and showed him.

"Alright," he smiled after he finished watching it. "We are officially starting…" he paused for dramatic effect, "Antoni day!"

You cheered while Chris looked puzzled. "He's the one who cooks, right?"

"Indeed he is, Chris," you said, "ten points to… whatever house you're on. Did you even read Harry Potter?"

"If I did, I surely don't remember it."

"That's just further proof you need our help," you said and he shrugged.

"So, I think we should pick three courses for Chris to make and he'll need to make them throughout the day," you suggested.

"Sounds good to me," Chris said and Scott agreed, "but what will you two be doing while I cook?" he asked.

"Planning the rest of the days of course," Scott said. "Also, taking Dodger on his walk, so you have nothing to worry about it," he smiled at Chris and raised his eyebrows.

"Dammit," Chris cursed under his breath, "You're really not letting me leave the kitchen until I finish cooking, are you?"

"Yep," you nodded and beamed.

You and Scott picked your 3 dishes: lasagna, fried chicken breast, and some cake.

"The point is that you learn things to actually embrace in real life, so we didn't over-complicate it," Scott explained to Chris.

You and Scott spent the day devising a plan for what else you wanted to do while Chris worked in the kitchen. So far nothing seemed to be on fire, so that was great.

For lunch you had the chicken, that was actually not that bad and for dinner, you had the lasagna and cake, which were actually pretty great.

"I think we can crown this day as a success," you said and Scott agreed.

"Now that we know you can cook, maybe you should do that more often," you smirked.

"Let's not get ahead of ourselves," Chris retorted.

"Just wait, till the end of the week, you'll have some more confidence, a whole new look and like… what else do they help people find?" you mused. "A girlfriend! We should sign you up for Zoom speed-dating," you grinned and reached for your phone.

"Oh god, that sounds terrible," Chris chuckled. "Thankfully, I don't think that's a thing."

You lifted your eyes from your phone. "Pretty sure you're right, which is a shame. You got out of it for now," you smiled.

Little did you know, by the end of the week only one out of the three things you predicted was going to come true.

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The next day you were sitting at the kitchen table with a hot cup of tea when Chris came down and into the kitchen.

"Good morning!" you cheerfully greeted and he hummed back in response, clearly still groggy. You ignored his attitude and continued talking. "Today is gonna be Jonathan day, so get ready soon because Scott and I are starting to go through your bathroom in about… ten minutes," you smirked.

"Wonderful," he sighed.

About half an hour later you and Scott were finally going through Chris's stuff in the bathroom that adjoins to his bedroom. Officially it was to see his grooming routine but unofficially you were both nosy.

"Oh my god Chris, do you ever tidy? I'm pretty sure there are expired plasters in here," you yelled to Chris who was sitting on his bed.

"Plasters don't have an expiration date," he replied.

"Yes, they do!" you yelled incredulously.

Evert few minutes you or Scott would show Chris something you thought he should throw away.

"Oh yeah I got that as a present and never threw it away"

"God, I have no idea when's the last time I used that"

"Someone recommended it"

"Oh, what's that?"

In short, Chris had plenty of excuses, but he had a ton of junk in his cabinets. It took the entire morning just to clear them up, and you were left with very few, mostly necessary things. You and Scott plopped down on Chris's bed next to Chris who was on his phone.

"This was supposed to be Queer Eye, not the Marie Kondo show," you nearly whined.

"Hey, you were the ones who wanted something to do," Chris shrugged.

Scott was the one to get up first. "Well, the day's not over yet. Let's go Chris, this is the part where I do whatever I want with your hair," he raised his brow.

"Whatever you want?" Chris asked, slightly alarmed yet amused.

"Whatever I want," Scott confirmed. "But don't worry, I won't do anything too extreme. Gotta keep you looking good for the Zoom speed dating," he chuckled and went into the bathroom.

"We already said that wasn't a thing!" Chris yelled after Scott and followed him into the bathroom with you in tow.

"What about me?" you said once you reached the bathroom. "Shouldn't I advise? As a member of the female species, a species that undoubtedly spends much more time looking at Chris than he does, I think I deserve to voice an opinion."

"Valid argument," Scott agreed. "I was planning to give him a buzzcut and maybe a shave. Opinions?"

"No! his hair looks way better long! And I don't think he really wants to shave but that's just me looking out for Chris," you patted Chris' head as you said the last part and he laughed.

After you and Scott argued for a bit you reached a compromise – the beard stays, the hair goes.

"Don't worry, it'll grow back," Chris comforted you sarcastically and patted your head. You rolled your eyes at him and left him and Scott to do the actual work.

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You were enjoying the bright morning sun streaming through the window and humming along to the music from your earbuds as you checked your phone. You started dancing around, you singing getting stronger and stronger. "She's a killer, queeeeee—"

Chris came into your room and you stopped abruptly. "Morning Chris," you greeted, faking calm.

"Good morning to you too," he said with a shit-eating grin on his face that told you he saw you dancing around.

You swatted his arm. "And why are you barging into my room this lovely morning?"

"First of all, what goes around comes around," he chuckled. "Second of all, Scott wanted to tell you he wanted to do Karamo day on his own so you can do whatever you want."

"Okay," you frowned slightly. Initially, you and Scott had agreed to dedicate this day to search positive-but-not-too-positive comments about Chris to raise his morale, but plans change apparently. "Have fun then," you added.

"Thanks," Chris gave you a small smile and left the room.

Since you had the day to yourself you made the best of it. You spent the morning attending some work stuff, with some play intervals with Dodger of course. You decided you were gonna make lunch for all of you, so you went to Chris' room, where you assumed the boys were, to ask them what do they want.

"Come on Scott, stop being ridiculous," you heard Chris's voice from outside the closed door. "You know she doesn't feel that way about me, drop it."

You knocked on the door as if you weren't just standing there and eavesdropping. "Boys, I'm making lunch!" you called through the door, "anything you want?"

"Not really," they both replied.

"Well, I'm making grilled cheese, be down in ten!"

So, Chris had a crush. Good for him. But if Scott wanted this day to be about talking to Chris about his crush, you still didn't understand why that couldn't include you. Usually, you and Scott talked about boys together, and you often talked to him about girls. So as the one of you who actually likes girls, wouldn't it be more beneficial to have you there?

Well, whatever. Maybe it's an embarrassing crush or something, you thought and went on to prepare lunch.

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"Good morning!" Scott barged into your room this time.

"God, do you people not get personal boundaries?" you groaned from your bed.

"This is the first time I've barged into your room probably in a month. And it's a special day," you could hear Scott's smirk in his words and you smiled as well.

"It's Tan day!" you both exclaimed and laughed.

"I've been waiting for this one," you laughed.

You got up and brushed your teeth quickly while Scott went to wake Chris up. You made your way to Chris' room to catch up to them.

You could hear them talking from the hallway. "Ready to face the music?" you heard Scott ask and came in.

"Don't scare him Scott," you said, amused, "it's just us watching the fashion show," you chuckled.

"Yeah, that," Chris said.

You all went to get some breakfast, where you explained to Chris what you were going to do today.

"So, since we can't exactly take you shopping, you're going to shop in Scott's closet," you said while you chewed on your cereal. "You guys are pretty much the same size, so that should work."

Alas, as it turned out, it did not work.

"Scott, if I move in this shirt my shoulders will definitely tear it," Chris complained as he stood uncomfortably in front of the mirror in Scott's room.

You and Scott were doubling over in laughter at how close the shirt looked to bursting and how uncomfortable Chris looked in it. But honestly, it was kinda hot. Broad shoulders and all. But also, very funny.

"Okay, new plan," you said once you finished laughing and Chris changed back into his own shirt. "You're gonna shop your own closet for new outfits."

You all went to Chris' room, where you and Scott immediately started to go through his clothes and putting together a few outfits. Chris tried each of them on. Some were ridiculous and the colors clashed, but some of them were offered seriously and were, as Chris said, "actually kinda nice."

After a few hours of this, you all got tired of it and plopped down on the bed.

"I have a challenge for you now," Chris said. "Each of you needs to put together an outfit from my closet."

"Easy peasy," Scott replied. You took a little more time to contemplate it, but then a red belt caught your eye and reminded you of a pair of red heels you owned. "Got it!" you exclaimed. You picked out the belt and a black dress shirt and went to your room to change.

You put on the shirt, which as you predicted was long enough to cover your butt, and buttoned it, leaving the few top buttons unbuttoned. You added the red belt to cinch in your waist, the red heels, and a gold bracelet, fixing your hair a bit to complete the outfit. Once you were satisfied with the result you went to show Chris and Scott the final product.

"So, did I do well?" you beamed and spun around to show off your success.

"Damn! You did great!" Scott said, always your hype man.

You winked at him in response and sent a questioning look to Chris, who stayed silent the entire time. He shook from his frozen state, "It's fine, I guess," he smiled wryly. You flashed a toothy grin back at him and went to get back into your normal clothes.

Sitting at the dinner table with Chris and Scott, you all talked about what you should do next when the thought hit you. "Wait, in Queer Eye they have, like, a big emotional moment at the end of the week where they showcase their development and everything they've learned and we didn't have one!" you said, cutting into something Chris was saying.

"Well, I think we should leave that up to Chris," Scott said and sent Chris a look. "I'm sure he can find an idea."

"Yeah, sure, whatever," Chris shrugged and rolled his eyes at Scott.

Later that night you were all laying on the couch, your back against Scott's chest, watching Hamilton when Scott suddenly spoke up. "I'm really tired so I'm gonna go hit the sack," he pushed you away from his chest and got up from the couch. You looked at the clock and frowned; it was only 10 pm.

"Goodnight Scott," you said. He smiled and went upstairs.

You leaned back in your sit but since Scott wasn't there anymore your back was at a very awkward angle. Chris saw you and chuckled. You took your tongue out at him and straightened your back against the sofa. For the next couple of minutes, you twisted and turned trying to find a way for the couch to be as comfortable as Scott, but it just wasn't happening.

"You alright there?" Chris asked, clearly amused.

You huffed. "Scott was way more comfortable than this couch."

He laughed softly. "Well I'm not Scott but we could give it a try," he extended his open arms to you.

You didn't really think twice about it before you snuggled up against his back. He wrapped his arms around you and you were engulfed by his warmth, and suddenly you remembered that cuddling with someone you're trying to hide your crush from isn't the greatest idea.

"I know what Scott expected me to do for the end of the week, I'm just not sure how well it'll go," Chris said out of the blue.

"What is it?" you asked, intrigued.

"I could just do it right now and show you," Chris said and you nodded for him to continue, facing him in his arms.

He smiled hesitantly before closing the distance between you and capturing your lips with his own and cupping your cheek in his hand. You froze for a second until your instincts kicked back in and you kissed him back passionately, your hands wrapping around his neck while you, albeit awkwardly, turned to straddle his lap. When you two broke apart Chris spoke. "Scott thought I should ask the girl I like out," he said breathily. "So what do you say? Dinner when restaurants open again?" he smiled shyly.

"Yes, that sounds great. But I feel like this," you gestured at the TV, which was still playing, "has some date potential."

"I'll go get some ice cream," Chris said.

For the rest of the night, you had your living room date, having deep conversations about life and giggling and then shushing each other so Scott won't wake up.

And for the rest of your lives? That's a story for another time.

hope you enjoyed! i might repost this soon if i find enough mistakes in this lol

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pale-cheezit · 3 years

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Can you answer every 5th question from your 216-question ask post? Thanks!

Girl you're killin me lol. I'm bored though so thanks for giving me something to do!! I know I'm really late posting this but oh well. Thanks for the ask :)

5) Book/series I reread?

My favorite author is Tana French and I've reread her books a few times. I've reread the book "The Shack" by William P. Young a few times as well. I'm sure there's more that I'm forgetting right now.

10) The word that I use all the time to describe something great?

Probably fuck. As in, "that's fucking great" or "this is fucking awesome" or something like that lol

15) Last song I listened to?

Some new Five Finger Death Punch song that was on the radio

20) Favorite video games?

Probably New Super Mario Bros

25) Actor/actress you trust enough to watch whatever they’re in?

Ooof... I can't think of any off the top of my head. I have some actors that I like that make me go "oh theyre in this movie, it might be good" but I don't think I ever really watch anything just because of a certain actor.

30) Eye color?

Blueish/greenish. Changes colors sometimes depending on what I'm wearing.

35) Am I excited about anything?

Not really.

40) What do I think about most?

I swing wildly between thinking about insignificant nonsense and everything I'm worried/anxious about (my very uncertain future and what to do with myself and mental health shit I'm going through) and I think about my loved ones a lot too!

45) Last film I watched?

The Hunchback of Notre Dame lol

50) How do I destress?

I'm pretty good at pushing things out of my mind when I want to or need to (a blessing and a curse) Also smoke weed. Idk, feels like I'm always stressed about something in the back of my mind.

55) Play any sports?

I don't anymore but I played volleyball for almost 10 years of my life. Good times. I miss those days.

60) Pet peeve?

People that put masks on their kids.

65) What fictional universe would I like to be a part of?

Friskies world from the cat food commercial of course

70) Can I sing?

I think I can sing ok. I'm not amazing but also not horrible.

75) Where do I want to live?

Away from people and traffic!!! I hate how close together the houses are in the suburbs. But I don't want to be so far in the middle of nowhere that I have to drive hours to get groceries. Idk, maybe I wouldn't mind that after awhile, I'd probably get used to it. I just want my own land and to be able to walk out the back door and have my own personal shooting range on my property.

80) Can I drive?

Yeah. Can't drive stick though. I should learn.

85) Favorite genre of music?

Rock

90) Favorite sporty activity?

Uhhh like walking or hiking I guess. Baseball definitely.

95) How tall am I?

5'7"

100) Do I have more girl friends or boy friends?

I have NO friends lol

105) Last person I texted?

My mom

110) Do I like selfies?

Eh sort of. If I'm feeling good about myself, I might take a few but that's rare for me these days. I like to take pictures of much more interesting things instead! Selfies are boring!

115) Favorite number?

8 I guess

120) Am I much of a daredevil?

Depends on the situation and the mood I'm in. I can be. We all got a little daredevil in us if we drink enough lol

125) The Beatles or Elvis?

Elvis

130) Favorite piece of advice?

Hmm....Anything Jordan Peterson says is usually great advice lol. But I guess simple things like be yourself, enjoy the small things in life, never miss a good chance to shut up, others can inspire and support you- but only you can save yourself, assume you know nothing, listen to your elders cause they know a thing or two about life (SOMETIMES)

135) Do I like gossip?

Eh not really. It depends. I know I'm guilty of it because that's all women be doin but you can definitely cross a line with that stuff and some people have issues with that and that shit can be annoying. it's definitely something I try not to do too much because I wouldn't want others to gossip about me behind my back

140) Do I believe people are capable of change?

I'd like to think so. I mean, I think its not ALWAYS the case. There's definitely people that wont or cant change but there's also plenty of people that are willing to put in the work and have changed themselves and their lives.

145) In a film about my life, who would I cast as myself, friends and family?

Bitch nobody could play me or my family better than me or my family

150) What is the best decision I have made in life so far?

I honestly don't know. I thought of a few different things and realized none of them were really decisions I 100% made for myself /: I've had a life so far that's been filled with other people making decisions for me. Kind of one of my problems I gotta work on. I guess I would say choosing to finally leave the shitty relationship I was in but he kind of left me in the end so it wasn't completely my decision. There's probably a bunch of small decisions I've made in the past that turned out great for me that I'm just forgetting right now.

155) Who is the most intelligent person I know?

I used to think my brother was because he was a genius child but then I grew up and realized there's a lot of different ways to be intelligent. I was gonna say Jordan Peterson but I dont actually know him lol. It's a hard question for me because I truly believe people are intelligent in so many different ways and Ive met many people that are smart in some ways but dumb in others. I guess my Dad would make the list if I had to pick someone.

160) What color mostly dominates my wardrobe?

BLUE

165) Do I believe in fate?

I think so. I think we can change our fate though too.

170) One of my favorite quotes?

"those who would give up essential liberty, to purchase a little temporary safety, deserve neither liberty nor safety."- Ben Franklin

"unable are the loved to die, for love is immortality"- Emily Dickinson

I have a TON of favorite quotes, I could take up pages lol. Those are just the ones I thought of off the top of my head.

175) Do I dream?

Yes, every single time I sleep. Even when I take a nap. I'm always dreaming.

180) Do I like shopping?

It depends on my mood and what I'm shopping for. Sometimes I'm in the mood to shop and I have fun with it but other times I'm not feeling it at all. I don't like spending money, it makes me feel guilty.

185) If I could master one skill, what would I choose?

Probably being an excellent shot. As skilled as Annie Oakley- if that's even possible haha

190) If I could time travel, where and when would I want to go?

60s or 70s. Maybe the 20s.

195) Would I ever want to encounter aliens?

Fuck no. Definitely wouldnt be like some sci-fi movie. It'd be fucking terrifying.

200) Dragons or wizards?

Neither. Never been into either of those things. I also never got what the big deal about dragons is

205) Do I like my handwriting?

Yeah I suppose. Its very inconsistent. It goes from messy to neat to somewhere in between all in one page. Just like me lol

210) What is on my bucket list?

Travel. See the world. I dont have anything super specific but I definitely wish I could see all this world has to offer.

215) What is the weirdest talent I have?

I have no idea. I have no talent that I can think of. I'm sure there's gotta be something but I have no clue right now.

#me #asks #questions #about me

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shoyodon · 4 years

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𝟓𝟎𝟎 𝐅𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐫 𝐂𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧!

Hi! oh my gosh It feels like my blog grew really fast? I’m really grateful to every one of you and I’m so glad that I get to do what I love while also making you guys happy! My 500 follower celebration may not be the most exciting or original but I wanted to do something different for the occasion! Im putting my WIPS on pause and opening up prompt requests!

Send an ask with a number w/ 2 characters max and I’ll write a short fic or HC (depending on prompt) about it! Both HAIKYUU! and BNHA characters are available!

*depending on amount of requests, I will cap the amount of requests I take on, sorry 🥺

Requests closed!!

The prompt requests will be open until tomorrow at 6pm CST so send them in! below is the prompt list, all credit for this list goes to @marauder-exe !

Angst

“I love you ! Is that what you wanted to hear ?”

“I love him/her, and I know that I shouldn’t.”

“Can you just shut your mouth ?”

“wHY DO YOU KEEP LYING TO ME ?”

“We both know that I should walk away, but I can’t.”

“Wait, he/she has a girlfriend/boyfriend ?"

“I lo—-” “No, please… Don’t say that. You love her/him, not me.”

"Could you just take this pain away ? It hurts, so much… Help me.”

“You’re safe here, I got you.”

“Don’t ask her out again, please… You’re killing me, every single time you ask that.”

“Look, he/she wants you, just make him/her happy.”

“If you go, I’ll know that you never loved me.”

“We never were just friends, and you know it.” “I know it, but you deserve someone better than me.”

“SHE WAS CRYING BECAUSE OF YOU!!!”

“You love me like I’m the person who actually deserves your love.” “But you are the only one who deserves it.”

“I know for a fact that you’re not “fine”.”

“You’re looking at me like.. you’re disgusted. What did I do? Just tell me what I did, please!”

“What happened between us?”

“Nothing has changed!” “Yes it has, and you know it.”

“Love isn’t supposed to hurt this badly.”

“You said you needed space. You were 5,000 miles away for a year, and you’re still unsure. I’m starting to think that an entire universe apart wouldn’t be enough space for you.”

“I remember when he/she/they used to look at me that way”

“I want you to list every lie you ever told me. Then I’ll forgive you.”

“I don’t hate you. I hate that after all of this, you’re still trying to lie to me”

“I can’t keep this secret for you anymore.”

“I’m sorry I’m not what you signed up for.”

“Why she/her/them? It could have been anybody, and you chose to betray me with her/him/them.”

“This will be the last time you lie to me.”

“You never loved me, did you?”

“You made me miserable and I still loved you.”

“Everytime something goes well, I momentarily forget how much I despise you.”

“We’re never going to have a happy ending, just remember that.”

“Don’t pretend like you’re not happy to see me like this.”

“Your mind must be a horrible place.”

“Hand me the gun and I’ll kill him myself.”

“And I thought you loved me."

" And I thought I loved you."

" Aren't you even going to cry?"

“I didn’t expect you to wait forever. I just hoped…”

“Did you always know that you were going to leave?”

“If you cry, I’ll stay, and if I stay that will just give you another reason to hate me.”

“I’m addicted and at this point I don’t think anything could make me stop.”

”If you wanna know, then ask.”

“You never asked because you knew I wouldn’t tell you what you wanted to hear.”

“We grew apart, and at this point I’m glad.”

“Find somebody else to kiss your ass.”

“When are you going to stop clawing for something that’s never going to happen?”

“What you’re doing is going to kill you one day.”

“It was easier to believe that the you I knew was dead than deal with the fact that I still have to see you every day.”

“What you’re doing is going to kill you one day.”

Fluff

51. “You’re hair is really soft after you wash it.”

52. “Ssh. Stop fussing. I’m just braiding your hair.”

53. “You smell really nice.”

54. “Would it be all right if I borrowed your sweater? It smells like you.”

55. “I might have slept with your robe when you were gone.”

56. “If you steal the blankets, I am going to put my cold feet on you.”

57. “Here, let’s share the blanket.”

58. “You’re comfy.”

59.“You are very endearing when you are half-asleep.”

60.“But I want to hear you sing.”

61.“Don’t get up - I’ll do it.”

62.“Care to give me a back scratch?”

63.“I think I love you.”

64.“Your bed head is really cute.”

65.“How about a kiss?”

66.“You made this for me?”

67.Aw, you’re blushing.”

68. Uh oh, I know that look. What do you want?”

69. “Let me help you with that.”

70. “I don’t want to forget this moment.”

71.“Are you really flirting with me right now?”

72.“I like the way your hand fits in mine.”

73.“You have something in your hair, umm… Do you want me to get it out?”

74.“It’s nice that your voice was the first thing I heard today.”

75.“This movie is really scary, but you’re into it so I’m trying not to cover my face the whole time, but- WHAT IS THAT?”

76.“Wait, don’t pull away… Not yet.”

77.“Half the time I get too embarrassed to say anything”

78.“No, it’s fine. I can wait until you’re done talking to them.”

79.“No, like…. It’s just, I can’t believe you’re actually wearing my clothes.”

80.“You’re a big piece of inspiration for this, honestly.”

81.“I’ve been trying to get ready for like an hour and a half, because I know you’re going to look so good and I need to try and match up.”

82.“I wanted to say “I love you” for the first time without stuttering, but that failed.”

83.“My friends get so annoyed by how much I talk about how sometimes.”

84.“No, mom, don’t tell him/her I said that about him/her!”

85.“I can’t get over how a few months ago I wanted to learn your name and now you’re having breakfast with me in my sweater.”

86.“ You are so beautiful — So fucking beautiful. “

87.“And just WHERE do you think you’re putting your hands?”

88.“Wow, you look even better in the daylight.”

89.“I don’t remember ever having this many hickeys. But I don’t mind.”

90.“We could order pizza and just stay like this all day.”

91.“It was always you.”

92.I love you in every possible way.”

93.“I didn’t mean to love you so much.”

94.“Don’t you hurt a single hair on his/her/their head.”

95.“Duck, you idiot!”

96.“Hey. Pal. I’ve got a wand and I’m not afraid to use it.”

97.“Shh, you’re safe. I won’t let you go.”

98.“It’s not a double date. We’re just third and fourth wheeling.”

99.“Look, I know we don’t know each other that well, but I’m still worried about you. No one deserves to be alone.”

100.“I remember practicing how to ask you out in the mirror..”

Sarcasm

101.“Define normal.”

102.“Do I get bonus points if I act like I care?”

103.“Just remember if we get caught, you’re deaf and I don’t speak English.”

104.“Don’t look for any redeeming qualities. I don’t have any.”

105.“It’s amazing how fast the world can go from bad to total shit storm.”

106.“I love you. You enormously stubborn pain in the ass.”

107.“And you wonder why you’re still single.”

108.“Remind me to kill you. Please.”

109.“That’s a little melodramatic, don’t you think?”

110.“She’s crazy. And just when you think you’ve reached the bottom of her craziness, there’s a crazy underground garage.”

111.“She may seem like lollipops and rainbows but I bet behind close doors she’s latex and whips.”

112.“If my day gets any worse, I’m asking hell if they’re having an exchange program.”

113.“Sorry. I don’t speak skank.”

114.“My middle finger salutes you.”

115.“I don’t have enough middle fingers to let you know how I feel.”

116.Somebody’s cranky.” “Somebody needs to shut up.”

117.“Oh darling. Go buy a brain.”

118.“Frankly my dear, I don’t give a damn.”

119.“All due respect, but that’s a bunch of crap.”

120.“I am one of the few people in the world who can murder you and leave no forensic evidence behind.”

121.“Excuse me. I have to go make a scene.”

122.“What did I tell you about calling her/him the devil?” “That it’s offensive to the devil?”

123.“I heard that!” “You were supposed to!”

124.“I need therapy after this.”

125.“You didn’t get in trouble for lying. You got in trouble for lying badly.”

126.“I turned out liking you a lot more that I originally planned.”

127.“I think you’re weird.” “I think you’re boring.”

128.“I’m afraid I’ve been thinking…” “A dangerous pastime.”

129.“Wow, there’s a big surprise. I think I’m going to have a heart attack and die from surprise.”

130.“I’m gonna hit you so hard, it’ll make you ancestors dizzy.”

131.“Sarcasm is the body’s natural reaction to stupidity.”

132.“Well, excuse me, psychic wonder!”

133.“Don’t look in her eyes, she might steal your soul.”

134.“She’s hot, but she’s evil.”

135.“Do I regret it? Yes. Would I do it again? Probably.”

136.“I already know that I’m going to hell. At this point it’s really go big or go home.”

137.“I’m not a damsel in distress. I’m a damsel doing damage.”

138.“So stick that in your juice box and suck it.”

139.“Never take life seriously. No one ever comes out alive anyway.”

140.“Sometimes I question my sanity. Occasionally it replies.”

141.“Why should we date?” “Because we are attracted to each other.” “I am attracted to pie, but I do not feel the need to date pie.”

142.“Neither one us is drunk enough for this conversation.”

143.“You’re questioning my methods.” “I’m not questioning it, I’m saying it’s stupid.”

144.“Wow, somebody needs a Happy Meal.”

145.“I didn’t do it!” “Then why are you laughing?” “Because whoever did it is a freaking genius.”

146.“Idiots. I’m surrounded by idiots.”

147.“You couldn’t handle me even if I came with instructions.

148.“Obviously you have mistaken me for somebody who gives a shit.”

149.“Rule number one: don’t bother sucking up. I already hate you, that’s not going to change.”

150.“You make no sense to me.” “Welcome to my life.”

Drama

151.“Can you stop thinking about yourself for once?”

152.“Can you stop thinking about yourself for once?”

153.“Don’t think I forgot about what you did last time.”

154.“I know you lied to me.”

155.“I’m not even sorry.”

156.“You backstabber!” 157.“I never want to see you again.” 158.“You never mattered to me.”

159.“I knew this was a bad idea.”

160.“Rot in hell.”

161.“It was supposed to be a secret!”

162.“No one loves me.” 163.“He/she/they is/are so petty…” 164.“You made me cry.” 165.“I don’t know who you are anymore.” 166.“How DARE you?!” 167.“I know you’re not talking to me…” 168.“I SAW you with him/her/them!”

169.“Just leave me alone.”

170.“What did you do?!” 171.“I told everyone that I didn’t want to talk but I’m actually dying for attention.”

172. “Just admit that was extra…”

173.“I forgive, but I don’t forget.” 174.“Did you see what he/she/they was/were wearing?” 175.“So what if I had sex with your ex?” 176.“There’s something I have to tell you…” 177.“I can’t do this anymore.” 178.“You weren’t there for me when I needed you the most.” 179.“I never loved you.” 180.“It’s too late.”

181.“Quit ignoring me.”

182. “Don’t you get it? It’s because I love you!”

183.“I love you. I’m sorry.”

184.“I don’t want to be friends.”

185.“Can we please pretend I never said that?”

186.“Friendzoned again.”

187.“You should’ve loved me when you had the chance.”

188.“Fuck you for toying with my emotions like that.”

189.“I was there for you when no one else was!”

190.“Alright – I can tell a ‘no’ when I hear it.”

191.“I’m sorry I acted so creepy.”

192.“Fuck. It’s like what they say – nice guys finish last…”

193.“I’m tired of keeping this secret. Even if you don’t love me back.”

194. “I knew that’d be your answer. That’s why I never told you before.”

195.“When I said I loved you, I meant it.”

196.“Is there any part of you, deep down, that might love me back?”

197.“You were the one that left all those notes for me?”

198.“You’re in a relationship with another person – you know this can’t end well.”

199.“We agreed this was just physical!”

200.“I love you. I know you don’t love me, so don’t say it back.”

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georgepavlidis · 3 years

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COM 105 Introductory Blog Post

Hey COM 105 Media and Society peeps! My name is George Pavlidis, I am a liberal arts major, although not really, I am more of a liberal arts major with certain specifics. The reason I am a liberal arts major is because once I transfer I plan to double major, so I figured I would take a bunch of gen-eds at OCCC and then move on. But this is my last semester at OCCC, I will be able to graduate a semester early due to my college level courses and credits I received at Goshen High School. Obviously I am very interested in New Media and I would go as far as to say it is a passion of mine and I hope it spawns into a career someday. Not only do I love the ideas and creative freedoms associated with New Media, but I also find the technical aspect of everything FASCINATING. I would like to say that I am proficient in adobe programs, but I say that and I am always learning and growing so I’m not trying to rush the process. I am just trying to build a foundation and take in as much as I can about film and the production process. This class worked out perfect for me because it fulfills my humanities credit and it enables me to study what I'm passionate about. Hobbies I enjoy outside of media include soccer, or football as I like to call it. I am a huge football fan and I try to watch as much as possible and I am really invested into it. I used to play quite a lot too but ever since covid that has been hard. Although I always find that it always saves my tail a lot of the time. A lot of the depressed feelings I get sometimes go away after I watch a football match, even if it is a boring game, just seeing the fans cheering and the atmosphere going and the players is enough to get my blood flowing and get me excited. My favorite league is the premier league because in my humble opinion it is the best league in the world, not just in football but in sport. If you look at the revenue streams that come from across the world, it's hard to argue against, actually, it's impossible to argue against. My favorite team is Manchester City, and we're just coming off a season where we did the double (which means we won 2 trophies). My last TV show or movie watched was technically “Old” directed by M. Night Shyamalan. But honestly the less said about that the better, so the last TV show I watched was Steven Universe, which I binged, and honestly it was really awesome! I’m not really into anime or anything like that, and Steven Universe was kind of a punt, because I don’t watch too many cartoons, but I enjoyed it a lot! I don’t really play too many video games to be honest, and most of the books I read are film related or school related, so I guess I would just say Fifa because it's the only video game I really play. But if you have ever played Fifa before, you know the game doesn’t really end, it just sort of goes on, whether you play career mode or ultimate team. I am more a fan of career mode though. The last thing I created was actually a very big deal for me and requires a bit of a backstory. In my sophomore year of High School, I wasn’t really feeling that great about myself, I knew I wanted to do film with my life, but my confidence was at an all time low and I had no idea how to really start. That all changed when I joined the theater program at Goshen High School. I know it sounds kinda crazy that something not really related to film in any way could be so impactful, but it’s true. Joining the cast my junior year having done crew my sophomore year was the best decision I could’ve made and it changed my life forever. The confidence I gained from that spawned me onto my next adventure and gave me the confidence to convince my parents to let me attend BOCES, where I participated in the film program and met the people that would become some of my best friends. In my senior year, I came up with an idea to combine my two passions, theater and film, to culminate in a documentary of Goshen High School’s theater program entitled Upstage. The film drew together the past directors and how GHS musicals got started, but also how the musicals are produced and the student’s experience in the program. It was a fantastic project to undertake and honestly, my passion for it was so great that when I was finally able to present it in front of an audience over the summer, the feeling was just so surreal, and I got so much positive feedback that it was overwhelming to say the least. Especially after all the difficulty in finishing it with COVID, it is definitely something that has changed my life. Furthermore, it is something that I think I will look back on as sort of a bookmark. It is the moment where a phase of my life ended, and now I am in uncharted territory in terms of what I want to learn and do next. To be honest, I really just want to learn as much as I can and create things for others to enjoy. I am going to look to work on parts of my skill set that may be lacking to be sure that I can be the best creator I can be, and as of right now, I would say the two most pressing things I would like to improve on are writing and editing. I honestly think I am a really good editor and many people who attended the premiere of my movie over the summer told me as much, but for me that only motivates me to learn even more about the editing process and to become even more efficient. When it comes to writing however, I have never actually formally written a script before. I’ve done bits and parts, but I would really like to write a creative story that I am satisfied with. That may take a while, but I am in nor rush. Last meal on Earth, well, if you had asked me this a year ago I probably would’ve said a solid, medium rare bacon cheeseburger with french fries. but my taste has grown since then. Maybe working at a diner has helped, I don’t know the Jurys still out on that, but I love myself a Chicken parmigiana wrap with mozzarella cheese and marinara sauce. The taste is like nothing I’ve ever had before, and thanks to my job at the Walden Diner I get to eat it on a pretty consistent basis, so I would probably say that. Nice to meet you all!! Excited for the course!

The following pictures are from my premiere over the summer. One of, if not the most fulfilling day of my life, and a day I will never forget.

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mountphoenixrp · 4 years

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We have a new citizen in Mount Phoenix:

Cao Yiyang, who is known by no other name, a 23 year old daughter of Cao-Guojiu. She is a maid at Sakura Host/Maid Club.

FC NAME/GROUP: Xu Yiyang (Soloist, was part of Legal High) CHARACTER NAME: Cao Yiyang AGE/DATE OF BIRTH: September 12, 1997 PLACE OF BIRTH: Nanchong, Sichuan, China OCCUPATION: Maid at Sakura Host and Maid Club HEIGHT: 170 / 5’7 WEIGHT: 48 / 105 DEFINING FEATURES: Slightly round face with a high nose bridge and big round eyes, tall with long limbs, mole on her right cheek (like actress Sun Qian), light and old scar on her left foot from when she was portraying a chef and accidentally dropped a knife

PERSONALITY: Who is Cao Yiyang? It’s a complicated question with an even more complicated answer shrouded in mystery. She was born so lively and energetic, always enthusiastic about everything but now if you happen to catch her out of her characters she is nothing but a blank canvas waiting to portray the next picture. She has always loved people and stories and her personalities embody those. The characters she loves are who she becomes. But what truly lies under it all? Is there any motivation to it or is it just compulsion? Frankly she doesn’t particularly care for these questions. The answer though is both. She wasn’t like this but the many personas has made Yiyang diabolical at times and even though she understands the many perspectives she doesn’t necessarily feel anything for the real people going through things around her. She’ll stand by and do what she believes necessary for those she cares about to keep around. Is it love or because you amuse her? She doesn’t think it matters. But really, deep down, there is still that ever happy girl who has but one simple wish. To see smiles and for everyone to be whoever they want to be.

HISTORY: Cao Yiyang is the daughter of the patron of theatre and actors, Cao-Guojiu, and born to him and her mother, a theatre lover and regular office worker, in Nanchong, Sichuan, China. As a kid she was a little ball of sunshine, smiling at everything around her and always making little and eventually also big excited noises. However as years passed her heritage started to change her. The happy sunshine kid was reduced to half her enthusiasm by the age of 8, though an avid fan of books and movies. She would bury herself in one after the other and whenever her mother was at work or busy she knew she could count on the stories to watch over her little girl and keep her out of trouble. Yiyang in turn didn’t mind her mother’s late nights and never bore any resentment to her father who couldn’t be there as her mother said. However, the shift in her character continued and by the age of 12 hardly any of that sunshine was left and instead buried. The ball of sunshine had almost become like a zombie, a blank canvas… Until she met someone new outside her direct network or when she was engrossed into a character in one of her books, shows or games. Suddenly, it was like she was them. She adopted the personalities of the fictional people like a sponge and made them her own, and by this time it had buried her original character, herself. It had started in periodical bursts but quickly ramped up the more personalities she took on. She took jobs to fulfill her characters to their true potential, dressing as them with the clothes and make up she bought from her salary. School? She did remember that was a part of life but it was hard to contain her in the institution. Teachers and authority figures did not understand the girl one bit and had no way to help for everytime they thought they had a grasp of how to deal with her she was totally different. Schoolmates grew distant as she quickly was outcast as the weird kid and after fruitless attempts of bullying by some even became somewhat feared. Yiyang didn’t dislike her school though, but when her character didn’t fit school she didn’t stay. She’d simply leave during a break or said she needed to go to the bathroom and went to be whoever she was in that moment. It became uncontrollable not only for the school but also her mother who worried for her daughter and received calls of her disappearing or the advice to send her to a psychologist for diagnosis of a personality disorder or even schizophrenia. She briefly also thought her child had fallen into a mental illness but one evening as she asked Yiyang about it she learned it was not the case, for Yiyang just looked at her and for just that moment smiled like she did when she was 4 years old. Happiness and light in a single beam. “I’m okay. And I’m happy, so you don’t need to worry about me. I like living as whoever I feel like whenever I feel like.” Perhaps to some these words would not be as comforting, but just seeing her smile one more time her mother felt it was her daughters truth. Knowing however that the situation wasn’t containable and how it was impossible for her to finish school she made the heavy decision of what she knew would be best for her daughter. She sent her to Mount Phoenix to a dear old friend, Sun Wukong, who had occasionally checked in on Cao-Guojiu’s behalf and adored her girl. The god had even treated her anytime the girl had gotten injured when she was too engrossed in a character. This way, she wouldn’t have to worry about their little secret coming out or humans claiming she was crazy and mentally unstable, attempting to institutionalize her which was her greatest fear for Yiyang. While she didn’t think she fully understood her daughter, she accepted her as whoever she was. She told her the secret of her father before she said her goodbyes and waved her off one last time for the forseeable future. Arriving at Mount Phoenix at age 16 with Sun Wukong was weird but an adventure altogether, and Yiyang loved adventure and new paths for it was the best to widen her collection of personas. The first weeks were rough for she was in one place and then the next as someone else and picking up god and demigods their characters alike. Wukong however proved to be capable of handling her tricks and shifts and managed to get her through the last bits of schooling. He suggested for her to take up acting and try out for it at the university on the island but Yiyang saw little purpose in this and instead started taking all kinds of jobs, changing from one to the next over time. One day after watching a hospital drama she showed up in front of the god to tell him she was going to be a nurse at his hospital, but thankfully even the monkey king saw that was a rather terrible idea and a few days later she was again off on something else. Keeping jobs wasn’t easy, either because she couldn’t fit the job any longer when another character didn’t fit it or more often because she got bored of it. That was until Wukong introduced her to Jennie Kim, owner of Sakura. Being a maid sounded wonderful! Especially when it was so perfectly described to her as the place where she could employ her characters to entertain the host and maid clubs customers.

PANTHEON: Chinese CHILD OF: Cao-Guojiu POWERS: Born to Cao-Guijiu, Cao Yiyang is a natural when it comes to both deceiving and manipulating those around her, said positively she is highly insightful of other characters. She uses this by employing the different characters she discovers as if she is them, having the ability to change her whole character in the snap of your fingers. (non-magical, it is her talent at acting and deception that allows her to) STRENGTHS: Changes her whole persona in the blink of an eye, adaptable, extremly high insight into others, doesn’t get emotionally or mentally hurt easily, incredibly hard to truly know WEAKNESSES: Lack of care for others despite empathic abilities, lack of sincere individuality because of hidden true character, fickle in relationships with others and herself, few constant hobbies and gets lost in her head and the outside world easily

#cpop rp #crp #xu yiyang #mp; welcome

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dammitadolfnomorecake · 4 years

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Once Bitten, Twice Stupid prt 105 prt2

Keith could lie. He could lie and comfort Lance by pretending to be strong... yet he couldn’t do that. He had to be honest with the man he loved

“I don’t know what I am... other than confused and scared”

“What do we do?”

“We wait. We see what the ultrasound says... and we figure it out”

“And what... if they’re...”

“Either way, we’ll work it out”

Lance clutched up at him, Keith relieved his lover’s strength had started to return

“I don’t think I can do this. I don’t think... I want to lose them”

Keith swallowed down the emotions choking his throat. He didn’t know if Lance meant it or not, and Lance wasn’t in the right frame of mind to question him

“Okay... okay... I’m here. I’m staying. We’ll figure this out”

“I love you... so much... I wanted this in the future... I feel so guilty for it happening now”

“You’re getting worked up again. Coran wants to you stay as calm as you can. We can’t do anything for now”

“I’m still really tired”

“You nap. I’ll be here holding you”

“You really are the best boyfriend ever...”

Half an hour later, Coran knocked on the door before letting himself in. Waking Shiro up, his brother stretched as he yawned, Coran kind enough, and smart enough, to bring coffee with him. With Lance cuddled against him, Coran first handed a cup to Shiro, then brought one over to him. He didn’t get what Coran was trying to do by repeatedly jerking his head towards Shiro. His poor brother standing behind the man looking anxious. Coran finally having to take it on himself to gently send Shiro off for a shower so they could do testing, and Keith then getting what Coran meant. Social cues were not his friend.

Waiting for Shiro to leave, Coran then smiled at him softly

“How are you feeling?”

“Still pretty shocked and confused”

And really clingy. Despite how he felt before, he didn’t want to let Lance go, nor did he want to let anyone near him

“I’m sure you will for the next few days at least. How was Lance?”

“He woke up for a bit, said he was still really sleepy”

“Ah, to be expected. I did introduce a mild sedative into the IV. Nothing major, just a little something to help him rest. Now, I’m sure you’re both anxious. Why don’t you wake him up and I’ll get things organised. I’m afraid you’ll have to stand, I need space to examine him”

Fuck. He didn’t want to move. Lance would get too upset if he did, but for Lance’s sake he had to

“Can you take the cup for a moment?”

“Of course. I’ll put on the table for now”

While Coran got organised, Keith nuzzled into Lance’s hair, kissing the soft locks between words

“Babe. It’s time to wake up”

Groaning at him, Lance made it clear what he thought of that idea

“I know, but Coran’s here...”

“Coran?”

That got his attention. The cogs in Lance’s brain starting to work

“Yeah, he’s here to do the scan”

Lance groaned again, trying to wiggle in the bed before giving up. So damn cute...

“Fuck... okay... ugh... something smells bad”

“He brought coffee”

Lance tried to sit up straighter again, groaning when he didn’t move. Sleepy Lance was adorable. Adorable and cute. He’d fight anyone who said otherwise.

“Here, I’ll help you”

Modesty went out the window as Coran pulled the sheets down, and slid the gown Lance was wearing up. His boyfriend blushing, though he really didn’t need to. They were all men. They’d all seen a dick before. Squeezing whatever was in the bottle across Lance’s stomach, Keith wondered how the hell this all worked. In the movies it was all about full bladders and having to pee. It was like Coran read his mind

“Now, this is going to be cold. You’re probably not going to enjoy it being cold, but you’re in good hands here. If we can’t get an image this way, we might have to... go up the ol’ pooper”

Lance whined at the thought, Keith sympathetic, as Coran chuckled

“You’ve had plenty of fluids over night. Alright, are we all ready?”

Nope... Keith looked to Lance, who had his bottom lip trapped and bleeding

“Babe, it’s going to be okay”

Guilt flashed over Lance’s face. His boyfriend releasing his lip to take a deep breath

“Okay... do it...”

“Rightio!”

Coran was too enthused... and Keith was lost. Setting everything up was confusing enough to watch, now looking at what looked like grey fish in black, he hadn’t a clue what to look for. He truly was hopeless. Coran kept them hanging, humming and “ahhing” every so often as he’d stop. The wait was killing Keith’s soul. He was surprised it hadn’t flown out his mouth already and left him a lifeless heap on the floor. Enlarging the image on a black dot that looked the size of a coin, Coran smiled happily

“And there is you baby”

Keith blinked, blurting out

“It’s a dot”

Coran chuckled at him

“Lance isn’t far along. 4 weeks if I do say so myself. For a man in a motorcycle accident, you must have been very active”

“Wiggling” his eyebrows, Coran had no shame with what he was implying. Drugs were good. And they’d both been desperate to feel each other... maybe they’d been too enthused... though he was sure they’d used a condom. In his defence, he was medicated and Lance was addictive

“It’s... still there?”

“Yes, my boy. Now, it’s too soon to know if there’s a heart beat. I’m having you stay here where I can monitor you. No stress or strenuous activity until your next scan. We’ll also need to get you on a new diet that’s got all the good things this little one will need. It’ll be a learning curve for all of us, and we’re all a little clueless how this will be for you. I’ve never looked after a male breeder, let alone one pregnant, but I promise to do my best. Now, I need to make some adjustments. I’ll be back to hang a new bag of blood, and bring a little breakfast if you think you can manage it”

“I don’t feel hungry”

“Even if you don’t, your little one needs the nutrients. Is there anything in particular you feel like?”

“Sleeping?”

Coran threw his head back as he laughed. Keith thinking how he’d brought that one on himself. Lance could be bossy when he was sleepy

“You can sleep my dear boy after you and Keith eat. You both need your strength of this little one is anywhere nearly as rambunctious as the pair of you. Still. I suppose I shouldn’t be getting too far ahead. I’m afraid I let the excitement get to me. Whether you choose to keep the baby or terminate the pregnancy is a serious conversation you can’t have on empty stomachs either. I suspect Keith also needs more coffee if he’s going to make an informed decision. Right. Let me clean you up, then I’ll fetch you something for those stomachs of yours”

Left alone by the whirlwind that was Coran, Keith was back on the bed again, Lance having both his hands resting on his stomach over the blankets. Taking his boyfriend’s right hand, he interlaced their fingers

“What are you thinking?”

“That we made a baby”

Keith let out a long breath. He still couldn’t see how that black splodge would turn into a baby. Okay. So he knew babies happened and sometimes they happened despite protection... but now he couldn’t remember if they’d always been careful. Had he come in Lance? Not pulling out in time? He wouldn’t let Lance blame himself. With such bold thoughts, he failed at expressing them

“Yeah... we did”

Someone shoot him. He wasn’t doing this right. Lance rubbed his belly the best he could with his left hand

“Do you think they’ll be okay? I fell down the stairs and I poisoned them without even knowing”

That was a lot of guilt to carry. None of them had thought that a precautionary test was necessary

“I think if they’re as stubborn as you, they’ll be fine. But babe, you’ve got to be honest with me, how do you really feel about it?”

Lance took a shaky breath, squeezing his hand as he released it, needing a few moments to compose himself

“I’m... in shock. I look at you, and you’re like the future... but I can’t see past what’s happening at the moment... and that... I don’t know. They’re in there. A bunch of cells without a face or heart beat... but they’re still there... I love us. I love us so much... yet... I can’t see how... how you’re not mad. I don’t know why you’re not yelling. Why you’re not... why you haven’t run for the hills?”

“Idiot. It takes two to make a baby”

“But it’s inside me. I’m a guy. I like being a guy. I like being your kind of guy. Am I still your kind of guy, if I’m pregnant? And... there’s you. You’re scared. This... this is big. And it’s only going to get bigger. That’s a whole person forming from your stuff and mine... and that’s fucking terrifying. I wasn’t supposed to fall in love, or be happy... and now... how do I explain this? How do I... tell them... without... without them being grossed out?”

“Idiot. You felt the same way about telling them you were a vampire. Things might have awkward, but Pidge couldn’t find it cooler”

“Yeah... Matt had to be so scared. I... I think I need to think about this. You... you should talk to Shiro”

That sounded a lot like Lance was shutting him out. Had he made up his mind? He said he thought he wanted to keep it... and now he wasn’t sure? Did he want him gone so he could get rid of it without him?

“You want me to go?”

“No. I can hear what you’re thinking. You’re thinking the worst of me. You’re wondering if I did it on purpose. I told you I didn’t! I didn’t suspect! I should have, but I didn’t and now I’m thinking I need to fucking think and have a nap, and you’re there writing me off when I was thinking that you should tell Shiro so you had someone to talk to that wasn’t Coran! I can’t fucking believe you! This... we did this together. You said we’d work it out together!”

“How am I supposed to know what to think!? You were covered in blood. All down your legs and your feet. Matt was covered in blood. You don’t want me to go, then you’re saying you need to think and I have to talk to Shiro!”

“Because I want you to really think about this! I want you to have your brother there! God, I’m not sending you off to have him convince you I need abortion, that you think I’m too cowardly to say! I want you to talk to him because he’s your brother and you love him! He’s your brother. Your family... I don’t want you running around having to deal with guilt of lying to him”

He’d fucked this up. He needed to back peddle

“You’re my priority!”

“That’s why I was going to suggest it later when I finally get to take a nap! Honestly, I don’t want you to go anywhere I can’t see, but I want you to be to talk properly with your brother. Lies hurt, Keith. This is... you need to talk with him... this is bigger than us”

Okay. He’d definitely been told

“I’m sorry. I’m still freaking out. You’re not supposed to be stressing. We definitely shouldn’t be yelling. Fuck... I don’t want to leave you here alone”

Lance huffed at him, before hissing slightly as he shifted his weight. Stress was bad. He was stressing Lance out by making him cranky

“I know that. I’m not planning on doing anything without talking to you. I’m just so fucking tired and kind of tender from falling down the stairs at home. I think I must have messed my wrist up and this cast thing is really damn itchy... and I literally don’t have the energy to keep fighting. You don’t have to go talk to Shiro, but I think you should. God. We’re lucky everything is sound proof around here. We’d be in so much shit if Coran heard us”

Thank fuck his mother couldn’t hear them... He had a feeling her liking of Lance would drop the moment she found out. As for talking to Shiro... he knew he had to... his brother was really worried about Lance, but how did he tell him that he’d knocked Lance up?

“If I say I’ll think about it, will I get hit?”

Lance sighed at him, he’d paled a lot with all the yelling he’d done. Normally blood perked him right up. He must be feeling awful not to be letting his ego flare at all

“No. I’m not going to force it on you. I’m not going to force any of this on you. Now, I’m going to try and get as many cuddles in and as much dozing as I can do before Coran comes back”

“Good thing I’m here”

“The best thing is that you’re here. Never forget that Keith. The world is better for having you... never forget that”

With his coffee out of reach, Keith decided he needed to keep his mouth shut. No more upsetting Lance. They had enough to figure out now. A baby. How did... how was Lance even expected to give birth? And where would he live? Their apartment wasn’t baby friendly, but Lance’s house had stairs. Maybe Lance was right and beyond the whole issue of keeping the child, there were a lot more things to work out.

#once bitten twice stupid #oncebittentwicestupid #ashratherose

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soft-trait · 4 years

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I just realised I’ve never actually introduced myself so I found this get to know me tag and thought I’d do it hehe

Rules: post a pic of your simself with your traits and answer the questions!

My traits: gloomy, creative, lazy

Questions under the cut (there’s lots)

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Tessa (idk if I want to put my full full name lmao)

2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? Tess

3. BIRTHDAY? July 25th 2000

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? I don’t really uhhhh, read

5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? Aliens have to exist, like have to, ghosts I dunno about though

6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? Stephen King

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? Do people still listen to the radio?

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? Cherry

9. WHAT WORD OR PHRASE WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? Swaggy

10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W by My Chemical Romance

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? shit

12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? If You’re Too Shy (Let Me Know) by The 1975

13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? Shameless

14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? Eternal Sunshine of The Spotless Mind

15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? Besides The Sims not really

16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? I’m scared of way too many things but I think my biggest fear is being abandoned, not being financially stable, not being able to live comfortably etc

17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? I think I’m pretty funny sometimes

18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? Too many, I’m selfish, clingy, needy, lazy, incapable of acting like an adult, I overthink everything, the list goes on

19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? Dogs, no offence but fuck cats

20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? Winter hands down

21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? Sure am, for just over a year and a half

22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? Not being scared of everything, never being anxious, being mentally and physically healthy

23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? My boyfriend, I have no other friends, none

24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? Blue

25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? Ginger

26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? My bf

27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? My bf

28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? My bf (sorry he’s the only person I care about)

29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? I’m excited to get McDonald’s again after lockdown is over

30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? Sleeping

31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? iCarly, Victorious, that shit

32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? bf

33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? I don’t think so

34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? I have emetophobia (fear of vomit)

35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? Behind, I wanted to make movies, be a director etc for awhile but I change my mind lots

36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? Sleeping

37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? Reasons To Stay Alive by Matt Haig

38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? The Miseducation of Cameron Post

39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? Nope

40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? Monkies but only the cute ones

41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? @bellessims @lunchsims @evoxyr @ridgeport @meatballteeth and so many more I love everyone on here

42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? Teleportation

43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? In bed

44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? Not much

45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? Nope

46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? Coke

47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? Probably in primary school when we were forced to

48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? I’m afraid of falling from said heights

49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? Ignorance and rudeness for no reason

50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? Yes sir

51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? Nope I luv chimkin

52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? A model (hahaha), a SFX artist, a makeup artist, a director, a coroner/forensic pathologist, funeral director, now I want to be a tattoo artist

53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? Sex Education, I just wanna be Otis’ friend

54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? everything, I’m pretty much constantly worried about something or everything

55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? Not if I know where I am, I’m scared of the unknown, not knowing where I am or what I’m touching in the dark

56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? I like it but I’m horrible

57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? I pretty much missed the last few weeks of my last year of school and didn’t go to my bio class for the last few months of it, whoops

58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? My bed

59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? Canada

60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? 2 cats, they’re annoying as fuck

61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? Night owl, I never wake up before 11am

62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? Sunsets

63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? Nope and I don’t want to

64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? Earbuds

65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? Nope

66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? Alternative, Metal, Hardcore

67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? ur mum

68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? Nope

69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? When people eat my food or when people get my order wrong

70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? Real but also neither

71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? It was art

72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? Brother and sister, both older

73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? Makeup

74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5′6, 169cm (nice)

75. CAN YOU COOK? I physically could if I had to but nope

76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? My boyfriend, movies, tattoos

77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? People, most food, when shit doesn’t work

78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? I have no friends

79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? Straight

80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? At home

81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? My boyfriend

82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? Yesterday

83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? I have lots, Pewdiepie, Sidney Lavin, Clare Siobhan, Poofesure, heaps more

84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? Sometimes but I always look ugly in them

85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? Instagram

86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? Not bad

87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? German

88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? Canada, Italy, Greece, Europe in general, Japan

89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 7

90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? Nope

91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? Nope

92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OR THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? Neither, both scare the absolute shit out of me

93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? Hell no

94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? Not that I’m aware of

95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? Yep

96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? Nope

97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? When I’m wrong

98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? Forest, fuck beaches

99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? yolo

100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? Sometimes

101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? Slytherin

102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? Sometimes

103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? Introvert

104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? Nope

105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? Depends on what they did

106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? I mean I could always use more money...

107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? Yes

108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? Hell yes

109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? Yup

110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? Yup, both ears, septum and nostril

111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? Tate Langdon

112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? Yup, 5 so far

113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? Downloading Tinder lmaooo

114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? I’m not sure

115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? Nope

116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? Absolutely not

117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? Me

118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? My whole life is an embarrassment

119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? More often than not

120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOUR CLOTHES? Black and red

121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? Depends on what it is, I don’t really like going outside

122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? Yup I was in an ad for Caprisun, I got paid to scream

123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 19

124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? I honestly can’t think of a single one right now

125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? savoury

#get to know me #tag #nonsims

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toast-connoisseur · 4 years

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ALL of the Ask Me Stuff questions

* 1: Full name: For safety purposes I’ll shorten it: Maria Barbara Gonzalez (yes, that’s the shortened version. I’m Mexican lol)

* 2: Age: 25

* 3: 3 Fears: Being buried alive, anything bad happening to a loved one, SPIDERS

* 4: 3 things I love: My family, my friends, movies

* 5: 4 turn ons: soft touches, kissing, making me food, a confident personality

* 6: 4 turn offs: Overly cocky people, racists, chewing with your mouth open

* 7: My best friend: I’m lucky to have several and I love them all with the individual pieces of my heart they each own

* 8: Sexual orientation: Queer/Gay

* 9: My best first date: I don’t think I’ve ever really gone on one tbh lol

* 10: How tall am I: 5’1 (barely make it to the 1)

* 11: What do I miss: Bars/clubs and Disneyland. Hugging people. Not losing so many people on a daily basis...

* 12: What time was I born: 3:38AM

* 13: Favourite color: Blood red (NOT maroon)

* 14: Do I have a crush: I always crush on random girls

* 15: Favourite quote: “Seduce my mind and you can have my body. Find my soul and I’m yours forever.”

* 16: Favourite place: It was once Disneyland now, I don’t really have a place lol

* 17: Favourite food: All of it. Of course Mexican food takes the top of the list though

* 18: Do I use sarcasm: Noooo, you think?!

* 19: What am I listening to right now: I’m watching Buffy

* 20: First thing I notice in new person: What vibes you’re giving off

* 21: Shoe size: 7 for the most part but sometimes I can fit into size 4 kid shoes

* 22: Eye color: Dark brown

* 23: Hair color: naturally: dark brown, right now: black

* 24: Favourite style of clothing: comfortable but more on the lines of retro/rockabilly

* 25: Ever done a prank call? Yes!

* 27: Meaning behind my URL: I love toast

* 28: Favourite movie: I have so many but one is Saved!

* 29: Favourite song: Lots, but Guilty Pleasure by Cobra Starship

* 30: Favourite band: Avenged Sevenfold

* 31: How I feel right now: Mellow

* 32: Someone I love: my nephew

* 33: My current relationship status: single

* 34: My relationship with my parents: could be better, but it’s there

* 35: Favourite holiday: Halloween

* 36: Tattoos and piercing i have: I have two piercings on each ear, my bellybutton pierced, and 6 tattoos (R foot, R ankle, L thigh, L wrist, L bicep, R bicep)

* 37: Tattoos and piercing i want: I want most of my body covered in tattoos so I have a long way to go. As for piercings, I want at least two more per ear.

* 38: The reason I joined Tumblr: my friends said it would be a good time

* 39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? I wouldn’t say hate, but we’re not friends anymore

* 40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? Yes!

* 41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? No

* 42: When did I last hold hands? It’s been too long :(

* 43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? I work from home now so 0 minutes

* 44: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? Yes

* 45: Where am I right now? In my bed

* 46: If I were drunk and can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? My best friends

* 47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? Reasonable usually. I have very sensitive hearing.

* 48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? They actually live with me, but it’s temporary.

* 49: Am I excited for anything? My upcoming move

* 50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? Yes, two actually

* 51: How often do I wear a fake smile? -I work Monday-Friday

* 52: When was the last time I hugged someone? -OOF

* 53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? Hot

* 54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? -Everyone has different trust levels tbh. My best friends hold top tier.

* 55: What is something I disliked about today? I had to work

* 56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? Beyoncé!

* 57: What do I think about most? The future I want

* 58: What’s my strangest talent? I honestly don’t think I have one? I guess being able to mimic certain voices/accents sometimes but I wouldn’t say I’m pro

* 59: Do I have any strange phobias? I don’t think they’re strange, I just hate feet

* 60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind

* 61: What was the last lie I told? “I’ll work on that”

* 62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? It depends who I’m talking to, but phone tbh

* 63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? Both are very real

* 64: Do I believe in magic? Yes

* 65: Do I believe in luck? To an extent

* 66: What’s the weather like right now? Nice and cold

* 67: What was the last book I’ve read? I strictly read fanfiction lately

* 68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? Don’t love it, don’t hate it

* 69: Do I have any nicknames? Barbie, Barbs, whore, homo... you know, cute stuff

* 70: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? I split my eyebrow open and had to get stitches

* 71: Do I spend money or save it? Por que no los dos?!

* 72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? No, but my best friend can and it’s so cool!

* 73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? My sweats are pink

* 74: Favourite animal? I love animals but wolves are pretty top tier

* 75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? Sleeping

* 76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? Sexy. Mr. Sexy.

* 77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? -I Wanna Get Better by the Bleachers

* 78: How can you win my heart? Be nice to me and have good conversations to me and occasionally buy me chocolate

* 79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? The entire lyrics to Act Up by City Girls

* 80: What is my favorite word? Motherfucker

* 81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr: I honestly bounce to and from so many. There’s no way I can only pick 5. All the ones I reblog from are so great!

* 82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? STOP GOING TO PARTIES

* 83: Do I have any relatives in jail? Not that I’m aware of

* 84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? I can turn invisible

* 85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? None really tbh

* 86: What is my current desktop picture? I made it into a winter wonderland for the holidays

* 87: Had sex? “It’s been 84 years...”

* 88: Bought condoms? I’m gay

* 89: Gotten pregnant? See above

* 90: Failed a class? I think in middle school maybe?

* 91: Kissed a boy? Yes

* 92: Kissed a girl? Yes

* 93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? Sadly, no

* 94: Had a job? Sadly (but also thankfully since I need money)

* 95: Left the house without my wallet? No

* 96: Bullied someone on the internet? No

* 97: Had sex in public? Yes

* 98: Played on a sports team? Yes

* 99: Smoked weed? Yes

* 100: Did drugs? Yes

* 101: Smoked cigarettes? Yes

* 102: Drank alcohol? Yes

* 103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? No

* 104: Been overweight? No

* 105: Been underweight? Yes

* 106: Been to a wedding? Yes

* 107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? Yes

* 108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? Yes

* 109: Been outside my home country? Yes

* 110: Gotten my heart broken? Sorta but I bounced back pretty quick so idk if that counts

* 111: Been to a professional sports game? Long ago

* 112: Broken a bone? No

* 113: Cut myself? I’m very accident prone

* 114: Been to prom? Yes

* 115: Been in airplane? Yes

* 116: Fly by helicopter? No

* 117: What concerts have I been to? So so so many. I miss them.

* 118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? I’m gaaaaaaaay

* 119: Learned another language? I’ve been bilingual since I was a child

* 120: Wore make up? Yes

* 121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? No

* 122: Had oral sex? Yes

* 123: Dyed my hair? Yes

* 124: Voted in a presidential election? Yes

* 125: Rode in an ambulance? I worked for an ambulance company so just for fun

* 126: Had a surgery? Besides oral?

* 127: Met someone famous? I live in LA, so yes lol

* 128: Stalked someone on a social network? No

* 129: Peed outside? Yes

* 130: Been fishing? No, I’d like to!

* 131: Helped with charity? Yes

* 132: Been rejected by a crush? Fifth grade was a tough year for my love life...

* 133: Broken a mirror? No

* 134: What do I want for birthday? To be able to see all my friends in a safe environment

* 135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? I’d like as many as I can comfortably afford. I’d have to discuss with the (future) wife about names

* 136: Was I named after anyone? The Virgin Mary (la Virgen Maria) and some Spanish actress named Barbara something...

* 137: Do I like my handwriting? No

* 138: What was my favourite toy as a child? I loved dolls

* 139: Favourite Tv Show? Bewitched

* 140: Where do I want to live when older? California forever unless properly convinced otherwise

* 141: Play any musical instrument? Used to play trumpet and alto sax. Can’t play anymore lol

* 142: One of my scars, how did I get it? See Q70

* 143: Favourite pizza toping? Pepperoni. I love all sorts of toppings but that’s my fav

* 144: Am I afraid of the dark? No

* 145: Am I afraid of heights? Yes

* 146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? Yes

* 147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? Daily

* 148: What I’m really bad at: Focusing. In my defense, I have ADHD

* 149: What my greatest achievments are: graduating college, getting promoted at work, buying my own car, purchasing a home

* 150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me: I once got told “good luck on the short bus” by a guy that was upset I make more money than he does

* 151: What I’d do if I won in a lottery: take care of all my bills, invest, and then try to help as many of my loved ones as I could with theirs

* 152: What do I like about myself: my resilience

* 153: My closest Tumblr friend: @itssofragile

* 154: Something I fantasise about: My future

* 155: Any question you’d like? Nah, I think we’re good!

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Sarauniya “ Sara ” Davies, 24, pansexual, cisfemale, ISFP Enneagram 9w1; Pisces sun, Sagittarius moon, Pisces rising 1st year Advanced Encryption Major; did not go to a spy prep hs

Imma keep it real with you, chief, I have absolutely no idea what’s going on. I mean, obviously, I know what espionage is ; I’ve read books and articles, and I’ve seen Spy Kids and all the Charlies Angels and James Bond movies, but I genuinely think I need a minute to wrap my head around everything. Make that two weeks, because what’s this I hear about two murders ? I literally just got sent here to be safe, I — I’m sorry, I’m freaking out. Give me five seconds, and we can start again, because I promise I can totally pretend this is all normal. @gallagherintro

full name: sarauniya “ sara ” davies

dormitory room: 105

birthday: 20 march 1995

soundtrack: “ go gina ” by sza

favorite dish: efo riro

aesthetic: when i see them walking around in the halls, i usually see a flash of light reflecting from her earrings, eyeglasses perched on top of her head, and a caviar iphone always in her hands

Bio Points

her mom’s a nigerian baddie billionaire & her dad’s a soft academic brit

she grew up between london and abuja where their family’s business is based. it’s a trading enterprise, the largest industrial conglomerate in sub-saharan africa

she’s the eldest of three siblings, was raised to be prim & proper and groomed to run their family’s business. her family’s not pushy though and they’re really cool. very healthy dynamic so she doesn’t mind ; she loves her fam and would do it w a smile !

Coding is her Passion though. total dork. stayed up all the time just sleuthing and being an internet geek since she was a youngin’

loves education and is the type who would willingly stay in school to learn. has a degree in economics from harvard and was almost done with her mba when her littlest sister got abducted ! was it about business ? money ? who knows ! the sister’s fine now but her family sure is Scared especially since sara’s alone in the big bad united states

her mom made some calls and went “ gimbiya, look, u aint safe n we sorry. we’ll work something out to make sure u get ur mba degree somehow but shit is wild so we gotta get u somewhere near that’s safe asap. u like studying & ur a geek with computers right ? cool beans, go back to school & welcome to gallagher, babe ”

she enters gallagher in the middle of the spring semester very overwhelmed & inwardly ignoring how unhappy she is about having to be here bc she is not & does not want to be a spy. she just tryna distract herself by looking at this entire thing as a weird vacation where she can do stuff she wasn’t able to before because it’s literally detached from the world. she is mostly probably in way over her head, but let’s see !

Other Information

Nicknames: Sara (to everyone), gimbiya (to family, means princess in Hausa)

Languages: English (native), Hausa (native), Arabic (C1), French (B2)

Strengths: is money a strength ? also coding. and being the sweetest. and a general smartypants but that’s in a university setting & gallagher probably doesnt give a fuck

Relationship History: only has one (1) experience. ( well,,, 2 if a three-second drunken kiss w kass counts ) his name’s royce and they’ve known each other since their bougie secondary school back in britain. started dating at sixteen and went to harvard together. they’re long term as fuck. he’s like her best friend and their families adore the couple & each other. got engaged last september and sara broke it off before leaving for gallagher, oof. she deadass milked the opportunity but lbr she wasnt rlly Feeling It so she’s kinda glad for the ‘valid reason’ to appear bc it rlly wasn’t Love for sara so boy bye

Physical appearance: 1.76m, 55kg, long black hair, slim and toned build

Classes: GEN 105, GEN 206, AE 101, AT 101, PE 101

Personality

the sweetest. v charming & sensitive to others & curious about things. enthusiastic too ! loves adventures & is very passionate. queen of empathy.

she’s not stuck up even tho she loaded. she doesnt rlly talk abt her family having 12B or the fact that she’s an ivy league girl, bc she’s just generally very uwu

easily stressed and flustered and overwhelmed ! man, gallagher’s gonna shook this goddamn academic dork to her core for the love of god someone pls get the aed ready

rlly fun !!! can be a lil unpredictable bc it b lyk dat for rich girls. loves her independence which she hasn’t maximized bc of her ex fiancé & responsibilities but it’s chill so chill totally chill, no ounce of further longing exists in the crevices of this girl’s heart

she is so not good with confrontation and is so allergic to conflict ok. she will sweep discomfort under a rug and lie on it ‘til it’s flat which makes her a queen of repression & conforming

is she easily overwhelmed & stressed ? yes, but she’ll try not to show it so much. it’s all mostly an internal monologue so don’t underestimate her pls. she’s v smart and competent. can be so competitive ( albeit mostly inwardly ) and a boss ass business bitch like her business momma bc that’s what she’s been training for altho she is still generally a soft bab so ... yeah, if u would be so kind as to Estimate her, that’d be grand

she needs to always be on top of her game. maybe not the best in the class, but definitely pushes herself to be her best, so a lot of late nights studying & won’t settle for bad grades ever. gonna be rough in gallagher bc she is not spy material ok, she’s just a pretty rich geek behind a computer

just imagine her as the nice girl in ur ap classes who’s a lil awkward & just so happens to be super hot & stinking rich

Fun Facts

has a six-month old rescue pup named sooty ! who kinda looks like a sheparnese

has a tendency to ramble if she’s comfy w u enough or mayhaps if it’s too much man

is v diligent w keeping a journal & does it everyday

likes to dance ! not super good but she likes it. hits da clubs for dat shit

is a lil instagram famous bc she’s a gorgeous rich harvard girl & all that jazz. queen of selfies & of looking hot but doesn’t actually get to play around rip ffff

doesn’t drink much bc she is an extreme lightweight and 2 is her tap out limit

if she’s had more than 2 drinks, she is Very Honest but still very ramble-y

she is physically active but mostly just runs and does yoga. knows very basic self-defense. is not sporty, definitely not a fighter, may god have mercy on her soul

isnt a virgin but is not sexually experienced lmao lbr she kinda Itching to get out there

don’t ask me what her accent is because i have no clue it’s all over the place

Established Connections — just bc i think y’all would like to know

kassandra sutton — internet friends ! loves kass to bits. have known each other since sara was 14. when kass was 18, sara took her on a grad trip to montreal and became a lil lowkey into her. doesn’t help that kass drunk kissed her & doesn’t remember lmfao. poor sara told her then-bf & they had a lil fight but they made up bc sara didn’t talk to kass for months. eventually they became friends again & now sara’s in gallagher w no idea that kass is a mf sutton & honestly, my girl is just very shook w everything

Possible Connections

crushes — she does not know how to flirt. she is ,,,, p pathetic tbh but a real heckin cutie. will be super nice to ur bab ok

flirtationships — sara and i r gonna continue to keep it real w u chieves, her ex fiancé royce was vanilla and bland as fuck. can u believe she has not been single in a decade ? ? someone give her love & attention & fluster this soft innocent child. get her Experienced but also dont hurt her

enemies/angst !!! — or maybe do ! maybe hurt her. maybe obliterate her. maybe smash her poor heart to pieces, because tbh i would love that. so someone pls for the love all things holy and divine, someone hurt her !!!!

fwb — probably just one (1) bc she’s still a romantic ? and she’s probably gonna want something exclusive even if it’s no strings attached and will surely want to ,.,. get to know them a little bit more first ,,, at least ideally , idk , maybe impulse & thirst gets the better of her one of these days who knows lets find out !

friends !!! — sara will love u ok. she may be a lil easily flustered but she’s doesn’t rlly give up on ppl quickly. as i’ve said, queen of empathy. probs feels v sorry for majority of the gallagher & georgetown kids bc, .,.,., this environment just screams highkey Trauma to her and she’s valid bc she’s right

mentors !!! — she hates feeling dumb ok she Always has to be on top of her game, so u can bet ur ass after her first meetings in her classes she goes to ppl going “ hey could u help me out w working out ? boxing ? firing a gun ? literally everything & anything ? ”

anything & everything — meaning just come @ me & let’s talk about it uwu

( did i just create georgina’s antithesis ? fuck yes, and i am sooo excited to have a child that’s not always plotting & scheming & being mean like y’all have no idea ;_; nywy, that was long bc shutting up and brevity are things i do not possess. whats up it’s ur og flower garden girl rose here aka bugleweed aka fiancée of many and lover of all, and i am open to anything and everything ! just drop an IM or hit dat like & ill slide in ur dmz w love, plots & sanitized hands x )

#gallagher:intro

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Falcon and The Winter Soldier Fan-Script - Episode One - My life is a garbage dumpster that is also on fire, Poetry by James Barnes.

Author: Crystalline / @butcanijustnot

Fandom: Marvel x reader

Tagging: @idontgiveaflyinggrayson69, @sci-fi-guy2442

Summary: I wrote a whole damn episode for FATWS because I’m damn excited.

Word Count: 6000 roughly

~SCENE ONE~ EXT. OUTSIDE APARTMENT - DAY

Episode opens as the camera pans along the wall and window of a normal looking modern apartment. Grunts can be heard, along with the sound of rustling fabric and zips/Velcro straps.

BUCKY BARNES:

(Voice-over)

You know when someone goes out of town and asks you to look after their pets while they’re gone?

INT. INSIDE APARTMENT - DAY

The camera is focused on BUCKY BARNES as he sits in an old-fashioned armchair, looking bored as he stares off at something the audience can’t see behind the camera.

BUCKY BARNES:

(Voice-over Cont.)

That’s basically what I’m doing now. Except my friend is a little further than ‘out of town’ and ‘their pet’ is less of a cat or a dog and more of a-

Scene shifts, now showing BUCKY’s perspective. He’s staring at a hallway full of doors.

One of the doors fly open to reveal SAM WILSON, dressed in his falcon suit which has been resewn and repainted to match the Red-White-Blue Captain America colour palate. He jogs up in front of BUCKY BARNES and the scene freeze-frames on him

BUCKY BARNES:

(Voice-over cont.)

A jerk.

Scene resumes.

SAM WILSON:

(Sighs and gestures to his suit)

Okay, how do I look?

BUCKY:

Like the American flag threw up all over you.

SAM:

Perfect.

BUCKY:

(Gesturing to the wings)

You look like a parakeet, or a parrot. (Smirks) Samuel want a cracker?

SAM:

(cutting him off with a groan)

Just tell me I look nice, idiot!

BUCKY:

(sighs, glares at SAM and then deadpans)

You look nice, Sam.

SAM:

Thank you.

Sam turns and walks back down the hallway, disappearing into the same room he appeared from.

BUCKY:

(shouting after him)

BUT DO SOME SQUATS IF YOU WANT AMERICAS ASS

SAM:

(offscreen, insulted)

HEY!

Camera shot widens to show OLD STEVE ROGERS in an armchair next to BUCKY.

OLD STEVE ROGERS:

He’s right.

SAM:

(offscreen)

Oh, Shut it, you!

---RUN TITLE CARD---

~SCENE TWO~ INT. DOORWAY - NIGHT

BUCKY BARNES and OLD STEVE ROGERS are standing at the open front door, the two characters facing one another as they speak.

STEVE:

Are you sure you don’t want me to stay, Buck?

BUCKY:

Steve, you’re 105. Go do old people things. I’ll be fine here.

STEVE:

Because I can stay if you want.

BUCKY:

No, Steve, you’re okay.

STEVE:

I just want to make sure you’re going to be alright here.

SAM:

(Offscreen)

He’ll be fine!

BUCKY:

See? Sam’s here. I’ll be fine.

STEVE:

Okay, well call me if you have any problems or if you need anything.

BUCKY:

Steve?

STEVE:

Yes?

BUCKY:

Leave.

STEVE:

Fine, alright. (Yells) Bye Sam!

SAM:

Goodnight, Geiser!

OLD STEVE ROGERS leaves, and BUCKY BARNES shuts the door behind him. He pauses, staring at the closed door for a second with an almost-sad expression on his face. He shakes his head, turning on his heel and walking back down the hallway towards the kitchen, where SAM WILSON is eating dry cereal straight out of the cardboard box and staring of at the wall. BUCKY BARNES looks at him, confused.

BUCKY:

Hey, man, are you okay?

This snaps SAM WILSON from his thoughts and he looks over at BUCKY BARNES

SAM:

Yeah, I’m fine. (Eats cereal)

BUCKY:

Are you sure about that? Because you look like you’re having an identity crisis, and you promised me you would give me warning next time that happens.

SAM:

I’m not having an identity crisis!

(Sighs)

I’m just worried, man. I’m Captain America now, and I have no clue what to do.

He pauses, shaking his head.

SAM: (Cont.)

How did Steve do it?

BUCKY:

(Jokingly)

What, be a safety risk to himself and others? I think he was just an idiot.

SAM:

(Laughs)

No, no. How was he so… Good? All the time? It seems impossible but he made it look effortless, like he was just always like that.

BUCKY:

He was. It was exhausting.

SAM:

THERE! Like, how am I supposed to live up to that! I’m not a super-soldier or a genius or someone with any sort of superpowers. I’m just Sam Wilson, idiot with a bird backpack.

He starts pacing.

I never expected to be a superhero, but I dealt with it. Then I never expected to be a well-known superhero, but I dealt with that too, but this… I’m CAPTAIN AMERICA now, and I don’t know if I can deal with that…

Pause

BUCKY:

You’re having an identity crisis.

SAM:

I’m having an identity crisis!

BUCKY grasps SAM’s shoulders and looks him dead in the eye).

BUCKY:

I’m willing to do anything to support you, but if you play Taylor Swift again, I’m jumping out that window. (gestures)

SCENE CUTS and SAM WILSON is lying on the floor, curled up in a ball with his back pressed against the foot of the couch. The floor is strewn with candy wrappers and ice-cream containers. BUCKY BARNES is lying on the couch, absentmindedly eating gummi bears. ’I knew you were trouble when you walked in.’ plays softly in the background in addition to the soft drone of the TV.

SAM:

I’m just saying there is no way I’m not going to screw this up. There is literally no way.

BUCKY:

(Snorts)

Of course.

SAM:

(Looks up at him, insulted)

You’re stunningly unhelpful!

BUCKY:

Okay, sorry, I promise I am trying to be reassuring. I’m just saying, of course you’re going to screw it up at least once. Steve screwed up a bunch of times.

SAM:

(Annoyed)

When?

BUCKY:

Sam, he was an ice block in the ocean for almost a century. Do you know how badly you have to screw up for that to happen?

Sam’s expression is unreadable for a moment, then he laughs

SAM:

Yeah, I suppose. I just can’t stop doubting myself. Every time I try to think about anything, my brain just starts running into over drive thinking about everything I could do wrong. What if I can’t save someone? What if I’m the reason someone dies?

BUCKY:

Alright, I can help you.

Hops off the couch and moves to sit at SAM’s side

BUCKY: (Cont.)

I know that you’re stressed because you have no idea what you’re going to do, and you’re terrified that you’re going to screw it up. The reason that I know this is because Steve acted exactly the same way when he was first picked up the Shield.

(Pause)

But Steve knew what he was doing. Not as Captain America, he was as much of an idiot then as you are now, but when he needs to make a decision this important, he knows what to do. He gave you that shield for a reason, and that’s because he knew you could do this.

SAM:

(slowly nods)

Yeah, I suppose that makes sense, thanks. Hey, why didn’t you take up the shield? I know Steve would have picked you as his first choice.

BUCKY:

He asked, but I declined. I didn’t think I could do it. And not in the way you’re thinking. I literally could not spend time in that suit doing those things and not be reminded of some of the worst times in my life. I still have too much stuff going on in my head.

(Sighs)

The world needs a Captain America, but that Captain needs to be a reasonably stable human being that people can rely on. You might maybe screw it up, but I think I’d melt down. Much as I hate to admit it, you’d be a better Captain America in your sleep than I would be making my best effort.

SAM nods. There is another pause.

SAM:

So, how did Steve start being Captain America?

BUCKY:

He started punching Nazi’s but I don’t think that’s a real option for you.

SAM:

Actually-

BUCKY:

(Interrupting)

Let’s consider something else first. (Pause) I mean, apart from that I think he just put on the suit and started running around. Was in TV, a couple of old movies. (Suddenly clasps Sam on the shoulder excitedly) You should be in-

SAM:

(interrupting)

No! I’m not doing that! Come on, there has to be more than that!

BUCKY:

(Annoyed)

Sam, unless you feel like doing experimental steroids, I don’t know what to tell you!

SAM:

Hell no!

SAM sighs, then reaches over and grabs a laptop off the table, bringing it into his lap and opening it.

SAM: (Cont.)

Okay, I’m just going to google him. Do some research, learn everything I can. I’m sure I can figure something out.

BUCKY stands and stretches, shaking his head.

BUCKY:

Alright, and while your driving yourself insane, I’m going to get some sleep. Goodnight, cuckoo bird.

SAM mumbles a goodnight and BUCKY EXITS. Sam goes back to staring at his laptop. Everything appears to be rather calm. The scene freeze-frames.

BUCKY:

(Voice-over)

Had I known what was going to happen that night, I would have handled that whole situation every differently.

A series of images flash up on the screen, too fast to be properly seen. These are scenes from later in the episode, showing the trials from last night. SAM on the street, SAM fighting, SAM losing.

BUCKY:

(Voice-over cont.)

But I didn’t.

And I completely blame myself for everything that happened next.

~SCENE THREE~ INT. APARTMENT - MORNING

It’s morning. BUCKY BARNES emerges from his room, still hazy with sleep. He heads for the kitchen, mumbling to himself. He opens the fridge and starts poking around.

SAM

(Offscreen, sounding unsure of himself):

Hey man, you’re up early…

BUCKY:

(Not looking at him, still staring into the fridge):

Yeah, how’s are you? Better question, how did stalking Steve go?

SAM:

Uh, I mean, my night was interesting…

BUCKY:

What do you-

BUCKY finally looks offscreen at SAM, and his expression turns to shock. The camera shifts to SAM. He is dressed in his Captain Falcon gear, which is torn and shredded, riddled with gunshots and covered in his own blood. SAM opens his mouth to speak, but before he can the scene freeze-frames.

BUCKY:

(Voice-over)

This is the moment I realised Steve was not paying me enough for this.

Not by a long shot.

Scene resumes

BUCKY:

(Out loud)

What the fuck!

SAM:

(Quickly)

I can explain!

BUCKY:

How, Sam?!? How can you possibly explain this?!?

SAM:

I… I just… I can, I promise! But I need a minute first-

Sam pauses, swallowing and swaying slightly on the spot

SAM: (Cont.)

Because I think I’m going to pass out.

BUCKY rushes forwards towards SAM, stabilising him.

SCENE CUTS and Sam is lying on the couch, BUCKY sitting next to him and nursing one of his many wounds. He pressed too hard and SAM hisses in response.

SAM:

(Whining)

Careful! That hurts!

BUCKY:

(Annoyed, glaring at SAM)

I’m glad! This was astronomically stupid of you, and you still haven’t explained any of what happened! Frankly, you look like you got dragged through a thorn bush backwards!

Sam is silent, embarrassed.

BUCKY:

Oh my god, I swear if you wrecked Ms. Andersons roses, I’m going to kill you.

SAM:

No, nothing like that! I just- Just let me- Okay, I’ll explain.

SCENE CUTS to last night, after BUCKY went to bed. Sam is scrolling the web, reading various articles. He finds a series of videos labels ‘Captain America PSA’s’, and shrugs, clicking on it. These are the videos from ‘Spiderman: Homecoming’, and as SAM continues to watch them, he starts laughing like a maniac.

BUCKY:

(off-screen, banging on the wall and yelling from the other room)

I DON’T CARE IF YOU LOSE YOUR MIND BUT CAN YOU DO IT QUIETER?!?

SAM:

(Voice-over)

You were kind of an ass about it.

BUCKY:

(Voice-over)

I have the vaguest memory of this.

(Pause)

Why are you telling me all this? None of it explains why you look like hell.

SAM:

(Voice-over)

I’m getting there.

SAM closes his laptop, sighing and rubbing his face with his hands. He stands, leaving the living room and heading to his bedroom. The Captain Falcon costume is on a mannequin in the corner of the room. SAM crosses the room to stand in front of the suit, looking it over.

SAM:

He just put on the suit and started running around…

He swallows, reaching out to touch the fabric.

I can do that.

SCENE CUTS back to the present, with SAM and BUCKY on the sofa. BUCKY looks both disappointed and pissed off. BUCKY reaches over with his flesh hand and hits him on the forehead, not hard enough to hurt but hard enough to send the ‘you’re an idiot’ message clearly.

SAM:

(Insulted)

OW!

~SCENE FOUR~ EXT. SHADY DARK STREET – NIGHT

SAM WILSON is walking down a street, now dressed in the Captain Falcon suit, mumbling under his breath as he walks.

SAM:

(Whispering)

I can do this; I can do this.

He coughs and deepens his voice, trying to imitate Steve Rogers.

SAM: (Cont.)

Hey, stop that! Stop right there!

He places his hands on his hips.

SAM: (Cont.)

I’m Captain America. I’m Captain America. I’m Captain America.

He drops his façade and sighs.

SAM: (Cont.)

What am I doing?

The turns a corner and finds a group of juvenile teenagers loitering in front of a house, sitting on the front steps or leaning against the fence. They’re smoking and drinking, being obnoxiously loud and taking up the entire pavement. SAM looks up at the block of apartments they’re in front of, and sees people peeking out from behind the curtains at the juveniles, looking very uneasy. SAM takes a deep breath.

SAM:

(Whispering to himself)

Here we go.

SAM walks up to the Juveniles, gesturing for their attention. They sneer at him, and one of them, THE LEADER, walks to the front of the pack and glares at him.

SAM:

What’s going on here?

LEADER:

Why do you care? You’re not a cop. (He looks at SAM’s suit and sneers) Nice costume. Where’s the party?

SAM:

Right here, apparently, that’s the problem. You’re loitering, you’re littering (he kicks a beer can away from his foot and back towards LEADER) and you all need to leave.

The LEADER’s expression darkens, and he looks as if he is about to speak. Before he can, the scene freeze-frames on him.

BUCKY:

(Voice-over)

Oh my god, you got beat up by children?

SAM:

(Voice-over)

No! Shut up!

The scene resumes.

LEADER:

(Annoyed)

What’s your problem, man?

SAM:

(Ignoring him, changing the subject by pointing at the drink in his hand)

How old are you all?

LEADER:

(Aggravated)

Listen, man, I don’t know who you think you are but you need to leave right now before things get ugly.

One of the GIRL’s sitting on the steps pipes up, interrupting and trying to get the leader’s attention.

GIRL:

Uh, guys?

LEADER:

(Brushing her off)

Just a second, Amy.

The girl, AMY, presses him further, rising from her spot on the steps and walking down to stand next to him.

AMY:

No, really, this is important.

LEADER:

(Aggravated)

Amy, not now!

AMY:

(Yelling)

THAT’S THE FALCON!

The JUVELINES goes silent, the group’s gaze moving between LEADER and SAM, then erupts in a series of whispers. THE LEADER looks at SAM and then AMY, then SAM and then AMY again. SAM gestures to the suit and takes a deep breath, trying to be confident, but as he speaks, he gives away how unsure of himself he is.

SAM:

Actually, I’m Captain America now.

AMY:

(Confused, stepping back)

What?

LEADER:

No, man, no. I’m an idiot, but I know what Captain America looks like. He’s like…

LEADER gestures above SAM’s head.

LEADER (Cont.)

taller and…

He gestures to SAM’s arms.

LEADER (Cont.)

bigger and…

He takes a step back and gestures to all of SAM.

LEADER (Cont.)

…he just doesn’t look like that.

AMY:

Dude, shut up!

SAM sighs and rubs his face with his hand.

SAM:

Okay, let’s try this a totally different way.

SAM presses a button on his glove and his wings extend with a thunk, red and blue. It’s almost intimidating.

SAM:

Leave.

The juveniles mumble to each other, before looking at LEADER. His face is unreadable for a second, glaring at SAM but eventually he sighs, shrugs and gestures for everyone to move somewhere else.

LEADER:

Not worth it, guys.

They leave, taking turns glaring at SAM as they go. SAM presses another button and his wings fold back into his suit.

SAM:

(Quietly, to himself)

No, I’m sorry, but I’m going to count that.

BUCKY:

(Voice-over, in disbelief)

Wait, that actually worked?!?

SAM:

(Voice-over)

Yeah. I mean, I don’t know why, but yeah.

BUCKY:

(Voice-over)

So, if the kids didn’t do this then who did?

SAM:

(Voice-over)

I’m getting there.

SAM shakes his head and continues walking, mumbling under his breath. After a moment, his attention is drawn to a telephone pole covered in a number of “Missing” posters. He frowns, stopping in front of it.

SAM:

(Quietly, to himself)

I thought they took all those down…

SAM leans closer to the poll, squinting as he trys to read the print on the poster.

SAM (Cont.):

Wait a second…

SAM rips down one of the posters and reads it over, looking at the image, the numbers, and all the other information with a frown.

SAM:

April 17… That’s yesterday…

SAM looks back up at the telephone pole, reading all the posters, tearing them off the pole as he reads them. He looks around, realising they are on every pole. He grasps the posters and looks over them again paying attention to the dates.

SAM:

April 10th, April 11th, April 11th April 12th, April 13th April 15th, these are… these are recent.

He pauses, looking at the photos.

Fourteen kidnappings in a month, eight in the last week… That doesn’t just happen, what’s going on?

SCENE CUTS back to the present, with SAM injured on the couch and BUCKY attending to his wounds. SAM gestures with one arm as he speaks.

BUCKY:

Excuse me for interrupting, I hate to keep bringing this up, but how the hell did any of this lead to…

Bucky makes a machine gun motion with his hands towards SAM. SAM gives him a dirty look in response.

SAM:

There wasn’t a machine gun! And I’m getting there! Just chill out!

BUCKY:

Sorry. So, you’re investigating missing poster people.

SAM:

I’m going to be honest with you, my first thought was aliens.

BUCKY:

Understandable. But it wasn’t?

SAM:

Oh no. It was worse. It was so much worse.

~SCENE FIVE~ INT. 24 STORE - NIGHT

SAM speed walks into a store, grabbing a city map from a wall and a notebook and slamming them both on the checkout counter. The checkout clerk, a tired old man, raises his eyebrows as he rings it up.

CLERK:

Nice outfit.

SAM:

Thanks, I’m Captain America.

CLERK:

(Hums) Interesting interpretation but okay.

SAM:

No, you don’t understand, I’m actually… (cuts himself off with a sigh) Never mind.

SAM hands over the money and takes the items.

SCENE CUTS and SAM is sitting on a bench illuminated by street lights. She’s looking at the ‘missing’ posters and then marking off points on a map in a red pen. These are the points where the people went missing. SAM leans back, looking over everything on the map and all of the posters. He groans, unable to find a connection.

SAM:

(Mumbling to himself)

Same time and all of them within the same mile radius…

SCENE CUTS and Sam is walking along a street, alternating between staring at his map, a poster and looking around at the streets. Apart from the fact that it’s pitch black, the streets look normal.

SAM:

Come on, what happened to you, Spencer?

He crosses the street towards a park, where he can hear voices. He enters the park and immediately regrets it, as the voices turn out to be the Juveniles from earlier. He sighs, walking past. The LEADER notices SAM and rises from his spot, walking after him.

LEADER:

(Calling out)

Are you following us?

SAM ignores him, staring down at his map.

LEADER:

Hey! Are you following us!?! I’ll call the cops; I don’t care who you are!

SAM looks up from his map, annoyed.

SAM:

I’m not following you.

LEADER:

Really? It certainly looks that way. You told us to move, we moved, now leave us alone.

SAM:

Like I said, I’m not following you. I’m just trying to figure out what happened to these people. You’re all fine where you are.

The LEADER is quiet for a second, looking at the posters in Sam’s hand, then nods understandingly.

LEADER:

(nodding at the posters)

You’re looking for those people?

SAM:

Yeah, do you know about them?

LEADER:

I know most people have given up hope of finding them.

LEADER pauses, before nodding gesturing over at the JUVENILES.

LEADER (Cont.):

Yeah, most of us knew at least one of them. It’s kind of a close community around here. Same high schools, church groups, family friends, that sort of stuff.

There is a pause filled with silence between the two of them.

SAM:

I know this is a weird request, but do you think you could help me? If you knew these people, you might be a smarter than the cops.

LEADER scoffs, rolling his eyes and crossing his arms.

LEADER:

I’ve been telling people that for years. Nice to hear someone else say it for once.

LEADER looks over his shoulder at the group of JUVENILES. They look back at him, mouthing words and making vague gestures. He responds with his own gestures, equally vague. He turns back to Sam.

LEADER:

I’ll see what I can do. Stay here.

SAM nods and LEADER walks back over to the group. They talk for a moment. LEADER gestures to SAM and the other teenagers look at him. AMY grabs LEADER’s arm and he nods. Eventually he walks back over to SAM.

SAM:

What’s the verdict?

LEADER:

(Sighs)

Can we touch them?

SAM:

(Confused)

…What?

LEADER:

Your wings. Amy wants to touch the wings.

SAM:

Oh, uh-

SAM pressed the glove button and extends his wings.

SAM:

I guess that would be alright. And then they’ll help me?

LEADER:

As much as we can.

LEADER gestures for SAM to follow him back to the group. While they’re walking, LEADER speaks.

LEADER:

I’ve got to warn you, some of us are pretty drunk.

SAM:

I’m going to pretend I didn’t hear you say that.

LEADER:

(Smirks)

As you wish.

SAM:

Hey, Man, do you have a name?

LEADER looks at SAM, hesitant for a moment. Finally, he answers.

LEADER:

My name’s Jacob.

SAM:

Hey Jacob, I’m Sam.

JACOB:

Good to know.

SCENE CUTS and SAM is sitting with the group of teenagers. They’re taking turns running their wings over the metal of his wings. His map and posters are all over the floor, and the other kids are discussing and sorting them. SAM points to one directly in front of him.

SAM:

And this one is… Lucy?

Jacob quickly picks up the paper and passes it over.

JACOB:

Yes.

Sam looks at another teenager, a GIRL.

SAM:

And you knew her?

GIRL: (Looks at JACOB and then nods)

Yeah, Lucy Ashforth. A bunch of us knew her actually.

SAM:

Where’d you know her from?

GIRL:

She was part of my church circle. Used to be one of the best members. I swear my grandmother liked her more than she likes me.

The group laughs. It wasn’t that funny, but hey, they’re drunk. SAM gestures to the group, but mainly JACOB and the GIRL.

SAM:

Tell me everything you know.

GIRL is quiet for a moment, taking a swig from her drink. JACOB pipes up in her place.

JACOB:

Family used to have a lot of money, but a hefty divorce and her, her brother and her mother were practically homeless. They were able to get back on there feet enough to afford a house here, but they were always living pay check to pay check. She was a good student, down to earth and sweet.

GIRL:

She was cool, but too devoted to hang out with us or anything. I really only knew her from Church. Then one day, she just… stopped coming in.

SAM:

That’s when she disappeared?

GIRL:

(Shaking her head)

No, this was way before that. She came in one day and said she’s found somewhere else she felt could cater to her differently, better.

SAM:

Huh?

GIRL:

Yeah, that was basically my reaction. She said, she was going to this recovery centre for people who died in the snap.

JACOB:

Yeah, she went on about the place, and it actually seemed like it was really helping her, at least for a while. Place always gave me the creeps, and the guy that runs it always gave me that gut feeling of… ‘wrong’, but she loved it. She was actually coming home from one of her meetings when she was taken.

SAM:

That’s not ominous at all… (He gestures to the posters) Did anyone else here go to these meetings?

There were murmurs of ‘yeah, actually’ from the other children

SAM:

Yeah, that’s very ominous. Anyone thought about going to the police?

JACOB:

Some of us have tried, myself included, but they won’t listen to us. They think we’re idiot kids. Frankly I’m shocked you’re listening.

SAM:

Well, you do seem quite knowledgeable about these people. Especially Lucy.

The group goes quiet and looks around cautiously.

JACOB:

Yeah. She’s my sister.

SAM’s eyes widen. After a moment, he finally speaks.

SAM:

I’m going to find who did this.

JACOB face is unreadable for a moment, then he half-smiles and clasps SAM on the shoulder.

JACOB:

Of course you are, man, you’re Captain America.

SAM:

You said this is a support group? Do you know where this place is?

JACOB:

(Nods)

It’s actually on my way home. I’ll show you. (Calling out) Amy!

AMY jogs over, collapsing next to him.

AMY:

What up?

JACOB:

I’m taking Sam to the snap centre. Can you make sure everyone else get home alright?

AMY shrugs but nods slowly.

AMY:

Sure.

JACOB:

Great, thanks.

JACOB stands and SAM follows. JACOB turns to his group and gestures for their attention.

JACOB:

(Sternly)

It’s 2am, everyone go home.

The group mumbles but slowly dispels. JACOB taps SAM arm and starts walking.

JACOB:

Come on, lets go.

SAM follows after.

SCENE CUTS and JACOB and SAM are pacing down a dark street. They come to a corner and JACOB stops suddenly, flattening himself to the wall. He quickly peeks around the corner and then moves back immediately.

JACOB:

It’s your lucky day, they’re there.

SAM:

Yay me.

(pause)

Can I see?

JACOB steps back and SAM moves past him to take a look around the corner.

There are two men standing out of the front of a lit-up building with a bright sign that reads ‘Snap Support Centre’, acting as guards. Each of them is armed with huge guns. Neither look friendly. SAM ducks back to JACOB.

SAM:

Those are some big guns for a therapy circle.

JACOB:

(nodding)

Yeah. Huge. There’s even more inside. And there’s a mounted machine gun on the roof.

JACOB points to the roof, where true to his words a machine gun is resting dormant.

SAM:

(In disbelief)

Holy crap, they mounted a machine gun on the roof.

The scene freeze-frames.

BUCKY:

(Voice-over, appalled)

You said there was no machine gun!

SAM:

(Voice-over)

I should have specified. They never SHOT me with the machine gun.

BUCKY:

(Voice-over)

That’s not better!

The scene resumes.

JACOB:

Perfect for skewering birds.

SAM glares at him over his shoulder.

SAM:

(Sarcastically)

You’re hysterical.

JACOB chuckles at his own joke, then returns to being serious. There is a pause as the camera pans in on SAM thinking, looking at the armed men at the door. Then, the scene freeze-frames.

BUCKY:

(Voice-over)

Go home Sam.

SAM:

(Voice-over)

Okay but-

BUCKY:

(Voice-over, sterner)

Go. Home. Sam.

SAM:

(Voice-over)

And in retrospect I totally should have but instead-

The scene resumes. SAM looks back at JACOB, determined.

SAM:

I’m going to confront them.

He starts to stand but Jacob grabs his arm and pulls him back, wide-eyed.

JACOB:

Are you crazy?!? I mean, of course you are but do you have a death wish?!? Seriously, those guys are terrifying and they are not hesitant to threaten you at a moment’s notice. Granted, I’ve never seen them shoot anyone, but I would NOT put it past them. Those guns are scary.

BUCKY:

(Voice-over)

Finally, someone with some common sense. I like this kid.

SAM:

I have guns too; you’re weren’t scared of me.

JACOB looks startled, looking SAM up and down.

JACOB:

Well I would have been if I knew you had guns!

A man rounds the opposite corner, heading towards the men with guns. He’s wearing a trench coat, likely concealing weapons. They salute him and he salutes back. They have a conversation SAM and JACOB can’t hear. JACOB sees him and flattens himself further into the wall.

SAM:

Calm down, It’s okay.

He gestures to the new man.

SAM: (Cont.)

Who’s the trench coat man?

JACOB:

That’s their leader. His name’s Father Adam but everyone calls him Father Ash. He’s weird, right? I get total weird vibes off of him, but all the adults think I’m crazy. To busy drooling over him or whatever.

SAM:

(Looking at FATHER ASH)

No, I’m definitely getting some weird vibes here.

JACOB:

(relieved)

Thank you!

SAM clasps JACOB on the shoulder reassuringly.

SAM:

I’m going in there-

He sees JACOB about to argue and quickly cuts him off.

SAM: (Cont.)

You can’t convince me otherwise, I’m a stubborn son-of-a-bitch. Thank you, Jacob, you’ve been very helpful. Now, go home and stay safe.

JACOB stays still for a second, before standing and nodding.

JACOB:

You’re crazy, man, please don’t die.

SAM:

(Jokingly)

If you insist.

JACOB half-smiles and nods before turning and walking away from SAM. Looking back over his shoulder as he leaves, crossing the street and finally disappearing down a side alley. SAM turns back around and stands, taking a deep breath before rounding the corner towards the Snap Centre. The three men notice him as soon as he rounds the corner, and the two guards reach for there weapons. FATHER ASH dismisses them and they relax slightly, still glaring at SAM warningly. FATHER ASH steps towards SAM, extending his arm, overly friendly.

FATHER ASH:

It is late, my friend! You must me something of a night owl!

SAM:

Yeah, something like that.

FATHER ASH:

Is there something that we can help you with? You shouldn’t be walking the streets alone, what with people disappearing left right and centre.

SAM:

That’s actually what I’m here about. I’m investigating what happened to them. Do you have any idea what’s going on? Or why it hasn’t been in the news?

FATHER ASH:

(Ignoring his question and mocking him)

And do you always dress up as Captain America when you investigate serious crimes?

SAM:

Actually I… (gives up) You know what, yes, yes I do. It makes me feel powerful. Nobody messes with Captain America. There, I’ve told you something about me, now you tell what you know.

FATHER ASH:

(sighs melodramatically)

Someone is targeting my flock. They’re good men and women just looking for some help after the Snap, they don’t deserve this.

SAM:

(waves his hands to stop him)

You aren’t answering my question. Do you know what happened to these people or not?

FATHER ASH:

Of course not. I’m always here at my centre.

SAM:

Except for today.

FATHER ASH:

Except for today.

SAM:

That’s convenient.

FATHER ASH glares at SAM, taking threatening steps forward until he’s nose-to-nose with SAM.

FATHER ASH:

Are you trying to insinuate I am somehow responsible for their disappearances?

SAM:

I’m not saying anything; I’m just looking around and this place drew a lot of attention from my sources.

The scene freeze-frames.

BUCKY:

(Voice-over)

Your sources are children, Sam.

SAM:

(Voice-over)

He didn’t know that! Shhh. Things are about to get interesting.

The scene resumes. For a moment, there is no movement, FATHER ASH and SAM silently facing off. Suddenly, FATHER ASH punches SAM square in the gut. SAM staggers backwards, gasping. The two men raise their guns and begin shooting, but SAM extends his wings and tears up into the sky, curving around and kicking one of the gunmen. The other gunman tackles him away and SAM stands in time to see FATHER ASH pull a pistol out of his coat. He shoots at SAM, most bullets missing. The first gunman grabs SAM from behind, pulling him into a headlock and suffocating him slowly. SAM futilely claws at his arm. The other gunman starts punching, first the face, then the stomach. As SAM begins to black out, FATHER ASH speaks.

FATHER ASH:

Stop! We’ll be seen! Leave him!

GUNMAN:

But sir, what if he dies on the pavement?

FATHER ASH:

Then he dies on the pavement. Not our damn problem.

The gunman holding SAM drops him and he falls onto the pavement, gasping. The two gunmen recede into the Snap centre, but FATHER ASH kneels down next to SAM.

FATHER ASH:

The missing are gone, blessed by my hand. You cannot stop this; it is the will of god.

FATHER ASH stands and moves inside the Snap Centre, disappearing from view. SAM groans, vision blurry.

SAM:

Dick.

SCENE CUTS back to the present. SAM gestures to himself.

SAM:

And that’s how I got here, like this.

BUCKY:

…How did you get home?

SAM:

I stayed there for a while, and then I dragged myself home. It was only like six block, it’s fine.

BUCKY looks at SAM, silent and motionless, and unreadable expression on his face.

SAM:

Um… James? You okay? Still with me, man?

BUCKY:

That was without question the stupidest, most crazy thing you have ever done and I’m going to go as far as I physically can out of my way to make sure that never ever happens again.

SAM sits up, looking BUCKY in the eye.

SAM:

(Unsure)

Are you saying you’re not letting me go out there anymore?

BUCKY:

No.

Bucky reaches under the couch and pulls out an AK-47. He turns it over and loads it, before cocking the weapon.

BUCKY (Cont.)

I’m saying I’m coming with you.

#marvel #MCU #Falcon #Winter soldier #Bucky #Bucky Barnes #marvel fanfiction #Marvel TV #Falcon and the winter soldier

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Get to Know Me (Taken from @yougoghkiddo-blog)

1) What is your full Name?

September Blue Rose (Not pitting my last name, sorry)

2) What is your Nickname?

B, Blueberry, Blue’s Clues, Blooragarde, Blur

3) What is your Zodiac sign?

I’m a fucking Libra! (Party)

4) What is your favorite book series?

I don’t read a lot of traditional books but my favorite comic series is Fables by Bill Willingham!

5) Do you believe in aliens or ghosts?

Both! Ghosts is just a personal belief and as for Aliens, it just seems statistically improbable that we’re alone!

6) Who is your favorite author?

I don’t have a definitive favorite but Roald Dahl is up there!

7) What is your favorite radio station?

Lofi/hip hop beats to Relax/Study to

8) What is your favorite flavor of anything?

Idk 😅

9) What word would you use often to describe something as great or wonderful?

“Rad” typically

10) What’s your current favorite song?

I’ve been really digging “HateF**k” by The Bravery and “Kids” by PUP

11) What’s your favorite word?

“Boy” is pretty good

12) What’s the last song you listened to?

Currently listening to “Wait a minute!” By WILLOW

13) What TV show would you recommend everyone to watch?

Bojack Horseman

14) What’s your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down?

Mulan, Heathers, or Scott Pilgrim. Pretty different I know 😅

15) Do you play video games?

I’m a true gamer 😎

16) What’s your biggest fear?

To be forgotten

17) What is your best quality, in your opinion?

I’ve got a pretty good taste in music

18) What is your worst quality, in your opinion?

I can be selfish and possessive, which I hate

19) Do you like cats or dogs better?

Both 🥺

20) What is your favorite season?

Late summer early fall

21) Are you in a relationship?

Not really?

22) What is something you miss from your childhood?

My innocence and sense of hope

23) Who is your best friend?

@crybabycrush and @/avocadoclo who doesn’t have a tumblr 😅

24) What is your eye color?

Blue!

25) What is your hair color?

Currently Blue and pink

26) Who is someone you love?

My sisters, my best friends, a few others

27) Who is someone you trust

Nobody a whole lot (yaaayyyyyy trauma!)

28) Who is someone you think about often?

@crybabycrush and Dan Avidan 🥰

29) Are your currently excited about/for something?

MTAC 2020 and cosplaying Shadow the Hedgehog!!!

30) What is your biggest obsession?

I was gonna make a joke but for real it’s Game Grumps/Ninja Sex Party

31) What was your favorite TV show as a child?

Bear in The Big Blue House, says so my mom.

32) Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone?

I’m non binary so uhhhhh

33) Are you superstitious?

34) Do you have any unusual phobias?

Ants, Tall Buildings/Statues, more that I’m forgetting at the moment

35) Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it?

In front. I’m an attention whore 😅

36) What is your favorite hobby?

Drawing!

37) What was the last book you read?

I fully don’t remember. I almost never read

38) What was the last movie you watched?

Garfield Gets Real LMAO

39) What musical instruments do you play, if any?

Sadly, none 😞

40) What is your favorite animal?

Birds, frogs, foxes

41) What are your top 5 favorite tumblr blogs you follow?

In no particular order, @shittycryptids @shittythrifting @one-time-i-dreamt @simpscreens and @i-am-a-fish

42) What superpower do you wish you had?

Shapeshifting!!!

43) When and where do you feel most at peace?

Anytime I’m with @crybabycrush 🥰

44) What makes you smile?

Good music and nice art

45) What sports do you play, if any?

Lol nah

46) What is your favorite drink?

Any fruit juice!!!!

47) When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody?

I don’t think I ever have?

48) Are you afraid of heights?

Yep

49) What is your biggest pet peeve?

Whenever someone talks over somebody

50) Have you ever been to a concert?

Two!! First Ninja Sex Party and second P!nk!!

51) Are you a vegan/vegetarian?

I’m slowly working my way up to vegetarian

52) When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up?

Either an astronaut or a chef

53) What fictional world would you want to live in?

Monster Prom!!!!

54) What is something you worry about?

What I’m going to do with my life

55) Are you scared of the dark?

56) Do you like to sing?

I LOVE to sing

57) Have you ever skipped school?

I was homeschooled my entire life so uhhhh

58) What is your favorite place on the planet?

Yet to find it

59) Where do you want to live?

New York or LA, maybe space.

60) Do you have any pets?

7 cats, 1 dog, and 1 chinchilla

61) Are you more of a early bird or a night owl?

Night owl for sure

62) Do you like sunrises or sunsets better?

Sunsets

63) Do you know how to drive?

I’m a virgin who can’t drive

64) Do you prefer earbuds or headphones?

Earbuds

65) Have you ever had braces?

Nope!

66) What is your favorite genre of music?

God I have no idea

67) Who is your hero?

Dan Avidan and Arin Hanson

68) Do you read comic books?

Yeah!! Mainly Fables, Harley Quinn, and Gwenpool!!

69) (nice) What makes you the most angry?

People who think their better than everyone

70) Do you prefer to read on a electronic device or a real book?

Real comics, digital fan fic

71) What is your favorite subject in school?

Idk art history?

72) Do you have any siblings?

An older sister and a younger sister!

73) What was the last thing you bought?

Fishnets LMAO

74) How y’all are you?

5’1

75) Can you cook?

I can bake! Cook?? Eh kinda 😅

76) What are three things you love?

Music, Video Games, and conventions

77) What are three things you hate?

Cringe culture, my dad, and conventions

78) Do you have more female friends or more male friends?

I actually probably have more non binary friends

79) What is your sexual orientation?

Bisexual!

80) Where do you currently live?

A constant state of anxiety

81) Who was the last person you texted?

My brother in law

82) When was the last time you cried?

Yesterday?

83) Who is your favorite youtuber?

Forever Game Grumps, but currently Sorrow TV and SnapCube

84) Do you like to take selfies?

Occasionally

85) What is your favorite app?

Mario Kart Tour

86) What is your relationship with your parents like?

Mom, pretty good. Dad, not so much.

87) What is your favorite foreign accent?

A less posh British accent? (Sorry I don’t know all the areas😅) and French

88) What is a place you’ve never been to, but want to visit?

New York, France, And Japan

89) What is you favorite number?

69 ;)))))) I have no idea

90) Can you juggle?

Not very well

91) Are you religious?

Not very

92) Do you find outer space or the deep ocean more interesting?

Outer space. I’m terrified of the ocean.

93) Do you consider your self to be a daredevil?

I consider myself to be a dumbass

94) Are you allergic to anything?

Pumpkin and long haired cats

95) Can you curl your tongue?

Yep

96) Can you you wiggle your ears?

Nope

97) How often do you admit that you were wrong about something?

Not very

98) Do prefer the forest or the beach?

Neither?

99) What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you?

I honestly can’t think of anything

100) Are you a good liar?

LMAO NO

101) What is your hogwarts house?

Hufflepuff

102) Do you talk to yourself?

Uhhhhhh yeah

103) Are you an introvert or an Extrovert?

Introvert 100%

104) Do you keep a journal/diary?

Occasionally

105) Do you believe in second chances?

Sometimes too much

106) If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do?

Turn it into the police I guess?

107) Do you believe that people can change?

100%

108) Are you ticklish?

Yeah but I’m not gonna tell you where

109) Have you ever been on a plane?

Nope

110) Do you have any piercings?

Just my ears but I want more soon

111) What fictional character do you wish was real?

Damien Lavey or Julian Devorak 😩😩😩😩

112) Do you have any tattoos?

No but I want some REAL BAD

113) What is the best decision you’ve made in your life so far?

Probably to start cosplaying. Even though I don’t enjoy it as much as I used to I wouldn’t know almost any of my friends if I never cosplayed

114) Do you believe in karma?

hell yeah

115) Do you wear glasses or contacts?

Not anymore! Thanks laser surgery!

116) Do you want to have children?

Really really bad

117) Who’s the smartest person you know?

Probably my mom

118) What is your most embarrassing memory?

I really don’t like thinking about that

119) Have you ever pulled an all-nighter?

Multiple times

120) What color are most of your clothes?

Black 😅

121) Do you like adventures?

YES

122) Have you ever been on TV?

I’m like the only person in my family who hasn’t LMAO

123) How old are you?

18!

124) What is you favorite quote?

“Love Everyone, Forgive Everyone, Especially yourself.”

125) Do you prefer Sweet or Savory foods? (I ran out of room) Sweet!

#get to know me #me #text posts #long post

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Shance Fic Recs (Part three)

More Shance! With Kuro and Sven too.

82- Mysteries Become Reality by FullmetalDude1 [M/M/M/M, Sven and Kuro]

The world is full of mythical creatures that are slowly but surely being integrated and accepted into society, but a couple of hate crimes and BS still happens.

Lance is a human in this world, doing his best to help Mythics out even if he's got a bad history.

Then he meets 4 super hot Mythics in collage and he is gone, but he'll never admit that.

At least, not until he's been held for ransom by a gang of haters.

83- i don't have too much but i know enough by quiddative

Lance shot a panicked look at Keith but the asshole just laid there uselessly. “Don’t look at me like that,” he snorted. “They’re your kids, after all.”

What?

“What?” Lance and Allura yelled.

Allura turned to Kolivan with narrowed eyes. “Explain,” she demanded.

Kolivan looked very much like he wanted a drink. “The two of them appear to be the Red and Black Paladins’ children from the future.”

(Or: Lance and Shiro's children appear from the future and emotions ensue.)

85- Remember Me by boredomsMuse

Back before Kerberos, Lance and Shiro had been close. Boyfriends, type close. Boyfriends who'd meet each other's parents, all of them, type close.

Except, none of the Paladins know that. Not even Shiro.

86- Starlight Starshine by stirlingphoenix

'He’s beautiful', was the only thought Shiro’s mind could process as he watched Lance in person for the very first time. Those two little words repeated themselves on a loop over and over, making sure he’d never forget this moment. He’d always thought Lance to be exceedingly attractive, but seeing him in real life, as opposed to the TV screen or a movie poster nearly blew his mind.

Shiro had every intention of getting out of there before he ended up doing something embarrassing. Nevermind the fact that Lance wouldn’t know who he was, he still wasn’t too keen on potentially making a fool of himself. But just before he could make a beeline for the exit, the sound of his proper last name echoed throughout the air, forcing him to stop dead in his tracks.

“Excuse me, Mr. Shirogane?” The nervousness that plagued his caller’s voice hit Shiro’s ears wrong, yet it was still oddly familiar to him, as if he’d heard that same tone over a hundred times before.

As it turned out, he had, just never like this. Turning around, he came face-to-face with the lead of the production, the one and only Lance McClain himself, standing before him with a curious, perhaps even anxious expression covering his face.

87- Hi by Nevermoree

"in a world where you have your soulmates’ first words tattooed in your skin, he, obviously, has… well, that."

88- Te prefiero a ti by Nevermoree [Explicit and only spanish]

Lance has been in love with Shiro since he can remember, so when he have the opportunity to spend the night with Shiro, he have decided not to waste it. It's supposed to be a one-night deal, but things do not always work out the way you plan.

89- How to get a hot, shape-shifting dragon-man to fall in love with you by charlotteXOyates [Explicit]

Discovering a new species is a dream every reptile expert can relate to, so Lance's excitement upon meeting Shiro, a man with scales and a dragon tail, is understandably through the roof. What's less understandable, however, is Lance's sudden desire to help the dragon-man with his rut…

90- Daycare, Toddlers, and a bit of Love by starryrosez

Lance falls in love with the father of a boy he looks after in daycare.

91- Claws by AshesTheTerrible [Explicit and omegaverse] Lance had clawed his way through the Galra military ranks. This was the most important day of his entire existence. He was being assigned to a commander. One of the most ruthless commanders in the Empire. He had to make a good impression.

It would be just his luck that he'd be stricken with the beginnings of a ruthless heat. He knew the suppressants made him sick, but he took them anyway. Anything was better than a fucking stupid heat. He couldn't very well look strong with his heat boring down on his shoulders.

But puking at the feet of your new commander doesn't exactly make you look like a model Galra either… hindsight Lance supposes. 92- Lance's Guide on How to Embarrass Yourself in Front of Your Insurance Adjuster by Eilera

“This is for my mama, Hunk. She was so worried about this whole thing. They just finished renovating. I’m not gonna let her down. If my name isn’t Lance fucking Hernandez Martine-holy fuck he’s gorgeous.”

“Oh no. No. Lance do-“

Lance didn’t even hear him because there was a fucking gorgeous god walking up the path to the front door.

(In which Lance is helping his mama with an insurance claim and he was not prepared for the smoking hot insurance adjuster.)

93- designated drivers anonymous by kalakauuas

"It’s halfway through his sixth attempt at a puppy-filter pic that the bathroom door whooshes open wider than Lance’s mouth trying to prompt the puppy tongue onto the screen. Right when Lance screeches in surprised terror, he takes the picture.

“I’m so sorry! I didn’t know it was occupied,” says the person who threw the door open, his hands rushing to cover his eyes quicker than Lance would run from his mom’s chancla.

The good thing is, aside from vaguely humiliating selfie poses, there’s nothing to see here."

Lance and Shiro meet through a shared hobby, if you consider hiding in bathrooms during house parties a hobby.

94- Tris for Guys by quiddative

“Um, my name is Lance McClain-Reyes and I have a personal training session,” Lance said, though it came out as more of a question than a statement.

The girl hummed and typed something on the computer. “Ah, right on time,” she said. “Looks like you’ve been paired up with Shiro. If you’ll just take a seat, he should be out in a few minutes.”

Shiro?, Lance thought as all the gears in his brain suddenly screeched to a halt. I must have heard wrong. There’s no way—

“That’s okay, Pidge, I’m already here,” said a deep and familiar voice just behind Lance.

(Or: What do you do when the guy you've been crushing on turns out to be your personal trainer for the day?)

95- easier to lose by quiddative [Explicit]

Shiro is at the peak of his NHL career. Unfortunately, being famous has its downsides, particularly when it comes to dating. And that’s on top of the fact that he’s still in the closet. However, a chance meeting with college student Lance, who seems to be the only person in the entire city who doesn’t know who he is, gives him hope that maybe he won’t die alone after all. Just as long as he can keep his identity a secret.

96- A Halloween Tail by Cathwren

Lance just wanted to have a fun Halloween night, but when homophobic idiots give him trouble he makes a new friend in the dashing young knight that swoops in to save the day. Secrets are shared and Lance can easily say he got a night to remember...and maybe even a boyfriend.

97- 13 stories for Halloween by liddie [Explicit]

A collection of 13 Shance stories for the month of October featuring (but not limited to): vampires, kitsune, werewolves, demons, cursed scarecrows, ghosts, merpeople, oni and whatever else comes to mind!

98- Head Start by SuccubustyKisses [Explicit]

Werewolves. If there was one scent Lance knew above all else, it was Werewolves. Being born from a werewolf father and a human mother Lance knew werewolves. So when he got to the Galaxy Garrison and smelled werewolf in his class his first thought was to make peace with the other wolf.

Sure, Lance was only a half blood, and the closest to transformation he'd ever gotten was sharpened canines and claws during a full moon, but he was still wolf. As such, wolves should stick together. He left his family pack behind to come to the Garrison, maybe he'd be able to form a new pack here.

99- Forgotten Gods and Scales Like Jewels by keir [Explicit and Dubious Consent]

Lance has spent his entire career searching for the elusive and forgotten god of war and lust, a god made of part man, part snake. The pieces are there, and once Lance puts them together, he and his team discover the long forgotten temple dedicated to the naga god, but more lies in store for Lance than he could have ever dreamed of discovering.

100- Of God's and Fae's by MommaVanillaBear

A fae of the ocean, casted aside and alone made the dangerous trek to the festival of lights, and though the way back should have been easy, his steps become lost and the ocean he searches for is replaced by thick foliage and towering trees. Caught by a creature that claims to be an Earth fae, the one of the ocean must spend a month living in the forest or else the God who watches the forest will become aware of him. And there was no way the ocean fae could fight or hope to escape the wrath of a god.

101- Pornstar Lance by Ryuani [Explicit]

Lance used to work as a pornstar but space kinda stopped that.

102- Take a Chance by nuuuge [Fem!Shance]

Lance really just wants the hot Basketball prodigy to notice her.

103- Yearning Touch by CirqueBordello (CircusTalia) [Explicit and Sven]

Sven volunteers to be part of an experiment. But when that experiment makes a change in his body, Lance is there to support him but also realizes he likes the new Sven.

104- The Shirogane Triplets by MermaidLance [Explicit, Trans Lance and the title]

Three Boys

One Lance

He's in for an adventure.

105- Next Time, Pack Them Separately by Quiddity

“So, uh, you in Detroit on business?” Lance asks. The guy glances at him and for a second Lance thinks that he’s terribly misread his mood and he’s about to be snubbed in the worst way. Then he notices the dark circles under his eyes. The man’s totally exhausted. “No,” the man says, shuffling together his papers and securing them together with a wicked looking alligator clip. “I’m headed to New York.” Lance perks up. “Oh! Me too! I’m headed there to meet up with- uh…” Lance is cut off when his neighbor unbuckles himself, stands, and pushes into the line of passengers with a muttered apology. Lance sits there, dumbfounded as the man opens the overhead compartment and pulls down his- Nope. That’s Lance’s bag he’s strapping over his shoulder. That’s his palm tree name tag, that’s his laptop, that’s his senior film project he’s been working on for the past six months and his external hard drive with only back up of three hundred hours of work just shambling down the aisle and off the plane. Oh no.

106- The Knotty Omega by keir [Explicit, omegaverse and little All/Lance]

Lance never saw himself doing porn, but the opportunity fell in his lap with a wicked smile and the smooth talk of Lotor, a producer. The omega finds himself at the center of attention for many horny alphas as he does the most taboo and engages in heat sex for the camera.

107- Double Trouble by liddie [Explicit, Kuro and Shiro]

When Lance agreed to help out at his grandma's flower shop during summer break, he didn't know that it meant managing the shop singlehandedly for months while she went adventuring off to Europe.

Sure, he needs to practice his magic with living things...and yes, plants are a good way to do that without bodies stacking up if something went wrong. But Lance can't even keep a dandelion alive to save his life, so how the hell is he going to keep the entire stock of his grandma's enchanted flower shop alive and healthy for four months?

The answer is simple. He's going to summon himself some help using the dusty old spell book he found in the attic.

It's too bad Lance's handwriting looks like chicken scratch on a good day…

108- To Drown In You by Val_Creative [Explicit and Trans Lance]

Humans are a fearful race, unable to conjure anything other than simpler, volatile emotions, or so Shiro’s mer-clan has taught him. Lance’s compassion and his openhearted empathy deepens Shiro’s need for more. And he’s only know Lance for the turn of a moon.

109- How Deep is the Love We Think We Know by mizufallsfromkumo [omegaverse]

It had been a considerable while since Shiro nested.

So long in fact he didn’t even realize he was doing it.

Until he yanked one of the Castle’s lounge couch cushions out from behind Pidge. No regard for the fact that she was using it. He just knew he needed that one because it was the softest of all the other cushions. Pidge’s surprised squeak as she toppled to the side didn’t even register with him for a moment.

Or at least not till Keith called him out.

110- Repayment by SuccubustyKisses [Explicit and omegaverse]

“I need you to do me a favor Coran.”

“Anything for you, son.”

Lance stepped forward, digging his wallet out of his pocket and slamming it down on the desk in front of him. “There is a man here, an alpha named Shiro. He lost his arm in a car accident.”

“Yes, Takashi Shirogane. It’s a shame what happened to him.” Coran looked away sadly.

“I want you to take this credit card and give him everything he needs. The best, top of the line products.” Coran looked down at the credit card pressed between Lance’s hand and his desk then back up at Lance. “Please?”

111- Dream a Little Dream by thinkpink [Explicit]

Shiro is an adult- he knows how feelings work. He definitely knows his own feelings. Right?

112- Telltale Blush by thinkpink [Explicit and Dubious Consent]

“So why don’t we just skip the part where you throw lines at me and I pretend not to be interested, and you can suck my dick instead.”

113- Dress to Impress by thinkpink

How did Shiro even get sweatpants in space? And why are they so god damn thin!

114- A Dragon by liddie [Explicit]

On the day of his wedding, Prince Lance is carried away by a fearsome creature of old. The remote island is a prison and the dragon his keeper, although Lance is not completely alone. A mysterious man named Shiro is also a prisoner of the dragon, but as Lance learns just who he is, he comes to realize there is more to Shiro than he first thought.

115- In Flagrante Delicto by gwendy1

in flagrante delicto (adverb)

Definition of in flagrante delicto: 1 : in the very act of committing a misdeed : red-handed 2 : in the midst of sexual activity

116- Black's Deal by SuccubustyKisses [Explicit and little Klance]

I’ll give you what you need to get what you want, but you only get two quintent. Do you agree?

“Yes.”

Or the story of Shiro taking over Keith's body in the time of his disappearance between seasons 2 and 3.

117- The Beast Of Pirate's Bay by SuccubustyKisses [Explicit and Major character death, but don't scary you. Happy ending]

A loud shriek filled the air, causing him to fall back onto the damp metal of the ship floor. “I’m sorry.” He whimpered, covering his ears as the sound continued to ring out.

As instant as the sound came it quickly disappeared, leaving Lance to tentatively uncover his ears. “Please,” he begged, tears escaping his eyes as he looked over the side of the boat again. “I won’t even enter your territory if you just bring me a juniberry flower!”.

118- The Lion, The Witch, and the Cursed Ghost by SuccubustyKisses [Explicit]

When lance goes to Kogane forest in search of the cat he saw plastered all over the news he ends up with a lot more than he bargained for. But he's not complaining.

The ghost floated up, arms crossed as he looked over the trees. “I’ll make you a deal.” Lance’s eyes brightened, he knew his excitement was obvious. But, he didn’t care. “If you can find me in this forest before the sun sets, I’ll take you to see Shiro. If not, you will leave this forest without a fight.” He turned and lowered down to Lance’s level again, holding out his transparent hand. “Do we have a deal?”

Shiro must be the cat.

Lance reached out, taking the hand, surprised when he actually felt contact. “Deal.” Before he could even shake the hand properly it was gone, along with its owner, only the flutter of leaves in the air showing he had even been there. Snatching up one of the leaves, Lance grinned. This ghost vastly underestimated him.

119- That's not a phone by CrypticGabriel [Explicit and Trans Lance]

Lance had a part-time job at the movie theater. During his job, he liked ogling at a frequent flyer named Shiro. But he never expected to catch him doing the unthinkable while watching a movie. And no. It didn't involve a phone.

120- Let's Play A Game by liddie [Explicit]

About to leave for a little vacation time at his grandfather's seaside cottage, Shiro gets a text from Allura asking if he can drop her friend Lance off at the beach on his way. He agrees, but is entirely unprepared for everything that Lance is.

121- How Do I "Casual"? by The_Busy_Beee

Sometimes Lance loves living in the same building as his best friends.

Sometimes he hates it with a passion.

Usually only when Keith's involved, however.

Or:

Lance brings home a guy and isn't sure how to handle the "morning after" situation. Keith is exhausted and thinks Lance has murdered somebody.

122- Spilling Secrets by The_Busy_Beee

Everyone knows the past never stays in the past.

Or:

Shiro finally meets the Blue Lane crew, Lotor is a shit, and Lance really just wants today to go well.

123- Good Girl by strawberrylovely [Explicit and Fem!Lance]

Shiro hears Lance masturbating in the team bathroom. He’s not sure whether to help or run away, so Lance makes the decision for him.

124- Beautiful Breed by Blue_Queen662 [Fem!Lance]

Kept in captivity for years, Lance had not had any contact with others like herself in a long while.

Shiro had been gone from the sea for years. From being separated from his pod for a long time, he had forgotten how it feels to be loved by a mate.

Shiro has been chosen to be Lance’s mate. For his strangth, speed and intellect; it was decided amongst guests at a dinner party that the Champion will mate with Zarkon’s prize pet.

125- my boyfriend's back (and you're gonna be in trouble) by heavenlyrare

The Galra and the Alteans haven't been at each other's throats, thanks to Prince Lance's and Commander Shiro's relationship.

Unfortunately, the rest of the universe doesn't seem to know that.

126- Missing Pieces by AshesTheTerrible [Explicit]

Shiro comes back from two tours overseas a changed man. He has one less arm and a lot more nightmares. His best friend Keith convinces him Yoga is the perfect form of meditation to help with his PTSD and he's skeptical at best....that is until he sees the instructor and is instantly in love.

127- Full Moons and the Mornings After by Impetus

Lance really needs to stop letting stray wolves into his apartment.

128- My Best Friend's Brother? How Cliche by orphan_account

Lance has been pining after Shiro since he was 14, and the last time he saw him before Shiro left to go to veterinary school had been embarrassing as hell. But, things were different now. 3 years had passed, Shiro was back, and Lance was a new and improved version of himself. This time, Lance wasn't afraid to do what he wanted to.

OR that one where Lance hasn't seen Shiro in years but when he goes to drop some food off at Keith's house he walks in on Shiro working out.

129- How To Use a Long Rest by avoidingavoidance [Explicit]

In which the team's game of Monsters and Mana isn't actually a game, and Lance takes good care of Shiro. Several times.

130- Just Take That Breath in Your Lungs by mizufallsfromkumo [Omegaverse]

When Shiro was younger, and freshly presented as an Alpha, he use to think about how things would be when he claimed his mate for himself.

Ideally it would be their wedding night, but it wasn’t a necessity. Shiro was fine with whenever moment arose and felt right. And when his intended mate would find it, Shiro would turn on soft music. They’d maybe dance a little, or speak soft words of love. Then the night would progress in a slow, gentle, and loving path towards claiming.

Because yeah, Shiro was a hopeless romantic at times.

Sue him.

But that was the furthest thing that was happening, Shiro thought as he and Lance flopped into the nest both of them had constructed over two weeks ago.

131- Can You Find the Path that Leads Back to My Heart by mizufallsfromkumo

Lance was just left to sulk in the cockpit. And wonder just where his relationship stood with his mate, who had his soul transferred and fused into a clone's body. A clone Lance had just continued on courting like nothing ever happened, because he didn’t know his mate had even died in the first place.

Lance never thought going to space would be filled with so much drama.

Much less, drama that made his life sound like really bad telenovela plot line.

132- Some Good Shooting by AshesTheTerrible [Explicit and Trans Lance]

Lance and Shiro had been nothing but a hurricane of spats and frustration since the switching of lions. And then quite suddenly...they weren't anymore. Hunk couldn't figure out what had changed between the blue and black paladins but the rest of the team just seemed happy the two were working together. Maybe a little too well in fact.

Unbeknownst to the others, really all it took to change the two paladin's attitudes toward each other was one hard kiss in the hangar doors.

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