#ATM Pin History

[slanky-here]

its feels so different doing research and learning thats not for school..

[piquochino]

Savior

Bridget Hearts 🩷 x fem reader

it's so shit I'm so sorry, but i feel like every idea just flees out of my head atm 🥲

"I will destroy you!" Uliana roared, preparing herself to run after Bridget. Eating too many flamingo feathers had its side effects, and it was about time she found out that when someone says 'don't do it' you simply listen.

It enraged you. She was so stupid, yet everyone feared her. How so? You'd never understand why they didn't stand up to her. What would she do? Run after you? It was all she was capable of, after all.

You needed to put a stop to her dumb frantics, so you stepped up with your dagger, holding it close to her neck.

"Oooo, we dont wanna do that, do we?" You grinned, basically threatening her with death. It was exciting, thrilling. Being just a step away from getting rid of someone, having that power over them. Being in a possession of their life thread, having the scissors steady in your hand. It was amusing to you. The goosebump on your skin shows from the rush you felt deep inside.

The dagger you held so close it was pinning her skin, making a slight dent. Her breath on hold. "I suggest you step away from our princess of hearts or you'll make an excellent sushi tonight, darling." You mirrored her peers' shocked expressions. None of them daring to step up to you. You were feared amongst them, being slightly older than the rest of the students, and kind of crazy too. It had its advantages having your twisted history behind.

"Marinated octopus. How does it sound?" Or would you like something last season? Shrimp pasta?" You smiled ominously, pricking the sharp end deeper in her neck, almost making it bleed. You could sense the blade cutting her first skin, making her immediately stumble back.

"You- You're mad!" She managed to yell out, holding her fresh wound before she took her turn, walking away, or should you say, basically running away. Your graceful dagger flew after her pinning itself right beside her head, trimming her friends hair in the process.

"Might be, just a little bit" you giggled, making the blade return to you with a swift wave of your hand. Turning yourself to the other group, you fixed your button-up shirt. Red and Chloe standing in awe at how well mannered you seemed even though you almost committed murder right in front of their eyes. Red thanking you internally for saving her mother. "But aren't we all?" You grinned, your cheshire cat-like smile making everyone around you blush. You were charming, to say the least, although it was not thanks to your name. "Look at that," you pouted, pointing at the shattered plate in front of you. "She wasted such good cupcakes. What a shame"

"Don't worry, Y/n, i think I have enough for everyone!" Bridget smiled brightly. "Thank you for your savior service" She bowed jokingly, giving you one of her famous smiles in return.

"And look at you cupcake, How could anyone not like you?" You waved your hands in the air, making her broken belongings whole again. Holding it our for her. "This plate was too pretty to be broken. Dont let yourself be broken, beautiful, " you winked before dissappearing into thin air. Red and Chloe blinking a couple of times to check if they saw right.

"Woah, who was that? Hot, sexy and amusing?" Red spoke up, getting a glare in return from both Bridget and Chloe. "I'm just saing" the girl threw her arms in the air in a defensive manner.

"That was Y/n. We don't really know much about her" Bridget dreamily explained, holding her beautifully decorated plate close to her chest.

"Only that she's done some horrible stuff. And she's kinda insane" Ella blabbered, rolling the cupcake trolley.

"It was for good!. And she's right, we're all mad here" Bridget butt in, snapping herself out of her daydreams.

" If you can call cutting someone's lim-"

"Ella, they don't have to know that" bridget laughed nervously, taking another plate from her trolley "She's not that bad how they make her out to be-here you go-" The pink haired princess walked around giving out more of her delicious cupcakes. "She is actually so nice-"

"She commits crime at least 3 times a week, and her go-to 'entertaining' hobby is watching people stumble and fall over this tree root" Ella butt in pointing at the object.

"But, she paints me pink roses and brings me many different ingredients for my sweets. Isn't that nice?" Bridget hummed, making red and chloe look at themselves

"Do you think what i think?" Red whispered to her fellow 'friend', the other just nodding her head.

-

"You know, I think you should ask Bridget out for castlecoming" Red blurted out while walking after/stalking you around the school.

"Yeah? Why is that so?" You giggled, holding a book about baking. You were currently at the library, just trying to make your way to the comfy corner made specifically for residents of the library. Unfortunately, you couldn't use it if you weren't reading a book of some sort. Hence why you took ahold of whatever, with intentions of taking a nap in the place.

"Well, you seem to be liking her, aaaand she seems to be liking you too" You laughed, you loved being in these kinds of situations.

"Well loves, what made you think I like this princess?" You looked up from your book, you let's be real, were not paying attention to. The question made them rethink everything.

"You-She-em" Chloe tried, but nothing made sense

"I guess she's alright" You grinned at their troubled expressions.

Princess of hearts was more than alright. She was everything and nothing at the same time. She was the air you breathed and the hard ground you walked on. She is like the ocean breeze early in the morning, the sunbeams lightly musking your face and the cold water splashing your body. She lit up the whole room with her bright eyes and cute smile. Like a walk through a rainy forest, she made you content and calm. Her delicate and soft features fairly contrast to your strong ones. It made you only more drawn to her.

"Wouldn't you want to take her out?"

"You're very persistent. interesting" you hummed "And why would I do that, Red my love?" You flew up from your comfortable place, spinning around doing flips. Red grimacing at the nickname, Chloe glaring at you "Chill Charming" The snort you let out made chloe burst out one of her own "I will take your mommy to the dance Red. Don't want her turning out evil, do we?"

"How do you-?"

"Well, I might have or have not overheard you twoooo, talking maybee" You flew circling them both, extra dragging your words making them annoyed "Aboouut an evil Queen who likes to behead people, whom also happened to be your mom and she sentenced your mom to death" You grinned spitting it all out in one breath "Crazy little woman"

"So now you know"

"Yeah, that's what I said. Are you deaf darling?" She was ready to jump you but got stopped by Chloe, thankfully. "I'm going, my children. I have to make a proposal for your mom now, do i?"

"Only my mom not hers!"

"Of course!" You laughed, dissappearing in the frame.

-

"Hello Bridget" You whispered into her ear appearing behind her. Your lips musking her skin. she stopped breathing for a hot second, staring intensively at her notebook. A beautiful yours heart shaped necklace with lots of cards and sweets drawn on the page. Her slender manicured fingers held onto a pencil, touching up some lines. "That is amazingly jaw-dropping." You kept on whispering

"Thank you" She whispered out herself, turning her head to the side. Her lips almost touching yours in the process. Her big brown eyes dropping down to your lips, then back up to your own enchanting ones.

"You know if you want to kiss me, you just have to ask" You leaned closer, bumping your noses together, giving her your biggest grin possible.

"What if i do?" Her sudden confidence made you stumble a bit back, but her quick grip on your collar dragged you in closer "...want to kiss you" she breathed out into your lips. you felt every bone in your body snap.

"Then we might just have to do that" You looked down on her lips, almost closing the blank space between you two if it weren't for the sudden yank of your shirt from the back.

"Please don't do that here" Red grimaced, secretly smirking when she saw you on the ground.

"Party pooper!" You floated up placing yourself between two girls. "Ohh, such a sunshine!" You threw your arm around Ella, the girl too stiff to shrug it off.

"Whatever"

"Sooooo, Ella tell me how's it going with little prince Charming" You grinned against her cheek, she blushed hard at the mention of him

"Did he ask you to the castle coming yet?" Bridget asked excitedly, almost pushing you off the bench.

"He did, but I'm not going. i think i made my point clear-"

"Oh c'monnnn. At least he asked you" Bridget pouted "I wish someone would ask me" the girl dragged, looking down on her drawing, popping her head on her palm. Red looked at you, raising her eyebrows.

"Cupcake" with just a single word everyone was looking at you, not a bit of your confidence faltering away. With a wave of your hand a pink rose appeared, well developed with only a single thorn and two leafs. "Could I take you to castle coming?" you asked in all seriousness, presenting her the rose. Her eyes widened at your gesture.

"Well, there weren't any roses for me, surely," Ella grinned, wiggling her eyebrows at the other girls.

"So what do you say, princess?" She threw her arms around your neck, engulfing you in a tight hug.

"Hell yes! I'd love it, actually. " She smiled widely, giving you a kiss on the cheek. You felt the blood rushing in you. You loved the feeling of her lips on you, her touch. She was so soft, like a pillow. So delicate. It made you want more.

You never thought about the princess of hearts that way. Actuallyy you did, once or twice. But before that, she was always just there. Just someone you'd defend before Uliana and her crew. Someone who did cool card tricks and someone who was so easily prank-able. But you wouldn't dare. She was good-hearted, almost perfect. No one was that pure, and still, here she was, pure as the driven snow. A pretty girl there was no denying. You've never imagined what her touch would feel like if it lingered on you a bit more than a few seconds. Or if she's keeping any secrets, she had to, right?

-

"You know Bridget, you look absolutely gorgeous" You smiled, not sarcastically, a true genuine smile you haven't done for years. It made her blush for the millionth time this evening.

Your hands were resting on her small waist, hers on your shoulders, making her fingers intertwine on your neck. Slowly swaying your bodies together in the rythm of the music. Not your thing completely, but her presence changed it entirely. It was probably the last song of the night, leaving only a few couples in the ballroom. But you both had such great fun you wouldn't wish on heavens to go home right now. Just being here with her was the right place, and you felt it deep inside.

"Thank you" Was all she made out "Thank you for taking me here" She laid her head on your chest, placing you both even closer.

"No worries. I could do it a million times if it meant getting to spend time with you. My heart" you swayed both of you slowly, the song never ending.

"I loved tonight, I'm glad im here with you. I hope we'll be able to spend more time together" She looked up at you, her big brown eyes staring closely and longingly. Your heart is beating rapidly in your chest. You placed your hand in her hair, grabbing the back of her head.

"Of course we will. I'm making sure of that" Her eyes lit up, brightening the whole room for you. You were absolutely in awe, speechless. She had never looked better. The dim lights only making her singular features pop more. No one will ever look better than her.. At least you won't be looking at them. You've got your only one star, your moon. She was not yours, but she will be. "Can I kiss you?" The sudden question did not startle her in fact she did not mutter a word. A single nod with a smile was all that it took.

You will be her savior forevermore

[sugurusladyknightt]

current wips & recent ideas in no particular order

- no word counts planned

- no completion/ release dates atm

- not fully sure i'll actually write all of these.

atonement au!suguru. gn!reader. war, violence, injury, historical au!, angst, major character death, longing, yearning, guilt, and grief. read it here!!

we hug now by sydney rose - suguru. gn!reader. angst, fluff, angst again, pinning & longing, multiple perspectives, canon compliant, character death.

soulmates au! sukuna. gn!reader. in multiple lifetimes. art lover/artist sukuna. fluff, angst ish, slow burn, trueform sukuna to modern sukuna.

immortal shoko au!. gn!reader. angst angst angst. featuring suguru and satoru (!!), character deaths, multiple lifetimes. my girl deserves so many kisses omg

knight!suguru x butchers daughter! reader. angst, war, violence, injury, mourning, fluff, comfort. slow burn. childhood friends to lovers. happy ending, suggestive (?)

knight!suguru x pirate!reader. gn!reader. flutes crack, angst(?). unexpected lovers trope

sun, moon, earth inspired love triangle. satoru x suguru x gn!reader, angsty(?), unrequited feelings, longing and pinning. respectfully, all of you are kinda stupid.

the last kiss we share - suguru. gn!reader. angst, but also warm and lovely and bittersweet.

satoru x gn!reader, exes au!, angst, reminiscing what was, and dreaming of what he can no longer hav back. desperately in love gojo. he's grieving you while you still live. you don't get back tgt

satoru x gn! reader. satoru comforting you after a long day. just pure fluff and softness. read it here!!

post-shibuya!au - nanami. wife!reader. angst, fluff (?).

nepobaby model! satoru x self made model. fluff, angst, pinning. rom-comy vibes. rich rich satoru. you work the same job in the same industry but lead very different lives.

husband sukuna x reader. you're mad at me pt. 2. fluff. made just for you precious little anon <3 read it here!!

historical au! - apprentice!suguru x anonymous writer!reader. f!reader. fluff, mystery (..?), misogyny (not suguru), potential angst, he lovess you.

roommates au! suguru x gn!reader. mentions of nightmares and trouble with sleep. fluff, comfort, he shares your bed but completely sfw.

historical au! gladiator!choso x royalty/nobility!reader. suggestive, fluff, manipulation/coercion, violence, choso being so so sweet an in luh.

historical au! noble! satoru x artist prodigy! reader. <- me remembering an art history project i did in hs

grim reaper! higuruma x f!reader. romantic, fluff, angst(?), death

young(er)! toji x 90s supermodel reader. fluff, suggestive (?), angst ( it doesn't last, it was for the best and both of you can agree on that. split on good terms) possible p.2 with a reunion wayyy later (single dad! toji)

[noodlesoup1819]

tag game time! GET TO KNOW YOUR MUTUALS, tagged by @dis-agreeable 💜💜💜 yay! I love tag games!

What's the origin of your username?: When I was like 12 I wanted to start a small business and I was gonna call it Noodle's Soup Shop (products not at all related to soup) and even tho that didn't end up happening, I thought it was cute and started using a variation as my username on stuff. And now I'm too autistic to change

OTP(s) + ship name: I am a "QPRs your ship" person through and through. i wouldn't say I'm all that invested in ships but I do have a soft spot for QPR shinbaku (shinsou hitoshi x bakugou katsuki from bnha)

Favorite color: purple!

Song stuck in your head: uhhhh nothing comes to me atm, but I've been listening to a lot of Wang Ok covers on youtube recently

Weirdest habit/trait: I can crack a (probably mildly concerning) large number of my joints. and they're very loud

Hobbies: uhh drawing, video games, I'd like to get back into sewing. Do my journals count as a hobby?

If you work, what's your profession?: not working rn! but I'm going to uni for speech language pathology

If you could have any job you wish, what would it be? SLP! happy to be working towards my dream ✨

Something you're good at: I can read really fast. I'm comfortably mediocre to average at most things (and I'm just fine with that)

Something you hate: I have a deep distain for bricked mailboxes. they take up like 90% of the sidewalk! and I have to decide whether to walk in the street or direct my dog awkwardly behind them! Why did all the boomers in the 70s in my neighborhood decide to put huge brick squares around their mailboxes! they can be perfectly functional without being incredibly obtrusive to anyone using the side walk!

Something you collect: I love little keychains and figures and pins and stuff. if It's a little guy I can stick on my desk or a shelf or my bag I'm in love

Something you forget: to wear my glasses. my vision's just good enough for me to get by without them... until I'm somewhere in public and need to look at something across the room without squinting and getting uncomfortably close...

What's your love language?: idk maybe quality time (that is one of the ones right?)

Favorite movie/show: changes pretty frequently. I just bough Justice League the animated series on dvd and I've been loving it. I'll never say no to Haikyuu tho 🏐

Favorite food: Fettuccini Alfredo

Favorite animal: Bats! (me and dizzy are twinning here! 💜)

What were you like as a child?: generally pretty happy. more than a little sheltered and naive. I miss the days when I was a little autistic kid without worrying about social skills or school work. I was a lot less anxious.

Favorite subject at school: I'm a science girly (gender neutral) and always have been

Least favorite subject: History. it makes me anxiety spiral about humanity

What's your best character trait?: I can talk to almost anyone

What's your worst character trait?: I tend to be pretty negative. trying to change that! but my first thoughts tend to be towards the worst

If you could travel in time, who would you like to meet?: I think I'd go back and spend some more time with my great grandmother. She was around until I was about 13 and I have some great memories of her, but I'd like to really absorb some of the lessons I know she was giving me.

tagging @crowatyourwindow @hannigramislife @eery-kirstenelisabeth @hk255 @bellscansada and literally anyone else who wants to do this! 🫶

[queer-mental-health]

reasons to live? sorry im having a really bad time atm i just need something

Hey love <3 There's no reason to apologize for needing help, you're awesome for reaching out! I'll get a list started, and I hope even more people add their own favorite reasons in replies and reblogs. 1. When you're queer, your existence encourages other queer people to keep going and keep being themselves. Just working my normal job while wearing pronoun pins, I have encountered multiple people who told me they felt relieved just to see me existing there. Even if you're closeted, getting to be an old queer is a privilege that has been denied so many people in the past, remember you can enjoy that privilege! 2. They're making a documentary about Abraham Lincoln having romantic relationships with men. Even if you're not big into history, *gay Abraham Lincoln in theaters*?? Gotta stick around to check that out, I bet the discourse will be hilarious. Even better, IMDB has a calendar full of upcoming movies, see if there's at least one worth waiting to see: https://www.imdb.com/calendar/ 3. It's almost the end of summer, and soon it's going to be fall. Seasons change, and so do you. Just like the leaves are slowly going to change colors until the tree is suddenly completely different, your life will change in little ways until you look back and realize it's completely different than it was. You can find a way to wait to give yourself the chance to grow, to see how things will change. 4. My cat fell asleep in my laundry basket this morning. I'd never seen him do that before, it was the cutest thing I'd ever seen ;; The world is full of cute little guys to pet and coo at, and if you have a pet, even better! They need you! 5. Within the last ten years alone, there have been dozens of new food inventions. The Doritos Locos taco. Cauliflower crust pizza. The Impossible Burger. Ruby chocolate. Cronuts. White Claw. There's going to be even more new foods to try out, and you never know: your favorite food might not have been invented yet. Even if you don't feel it right now, you are loved <3 You will find the strength and the help you need to keep going; the fact that you asked for help now when you needed it tells me you'll keep trying to find support wherever you can. Keep it up <3 - Paradox (he/they/xe)

[imthepunchlord]

Very interesting, thank you for answering! On a similar note, how does Arrdor see himself as a Miraculous-turned-Calamitous fairy? How does he view Weeve and Endurr individually and together as the two true Calamitous fairies as well as the seven remaining still-true Miraculous fairies individually and as a group?

So, forewarning, Arrdor I haven't thought as much about, so much of his dynamic with other fairies, both during his time being Pink and Gray, is currently not so defined.

So Arrdor... I want to say is in that stage of self-hatred he's stuck in, but is also in denial about it, and just mad. He doesn't even quite know what he's unhappy about, but what he does know is that he's alone, and he's compelled to last out.

Miraculous wise, he disliked Weeve and Endurr by default, atm I don't have anything specific on him vs them in his Miraculous days; though post Calamitous, he begrudgingly did try to join them, as the enemy of my enemy is my friend. It didn't go well.

So now he exists constantly watching his back as he has the black and white fairy desiring to take him out, and he has the rainbow fairies desiring to take him out.

He really just got himself into the worst situation he can be in.

Just entirely alone.

For the Miraculous fairies, in his pink days, I currently want to say he was closest with Tikki. Both tied to romantic love, they're the fairies that often find themselves together with romantic couples. And this did involve some of the most tragic romances known in history. They'd mourn together, and Tikki would always lift herself up and move on (but not forget), Arrdor though, it wasn't so easy.

When he grayed out... let's just say him and Tikki have the worst relationship currently.

Lucee, Clovrr, and Pollen I haven't really thought of their dynamic with Arrdor yet, between his days as Pink and Gray, so we'll just put a pin in that. At most, Pollen for sure I know feels betrayed and is upset about it.

Longg I actually have a thought of Arrdor approaching him before he turned Gray, revealing he's felt something... dark, colorless with him, and Longg himself sometimes has toed that line of going dark. Longg feel guilty about not having been able to help his friend. Though, Longg will still get furious when Arrdor does something destructive with humans, and like Tikki, will not hold back when facing Arrdor.

As a gray fairy, Arrdor holds a grudge against Taaraa. When he was pink, even as a comrade, Taaraa kept him at arm's length, treated him with neutral kindness, but not the same sort of fellowship she extended to the other rainbow fairies. And now that he's gray, he wonders if she knew. And if she knew, why didn't she say anything? Why didn't she do anything? It doesn't help that Taaraa treats him like he's not worth her time, which just infuriates him all the more.

With Nooroo, he and Arrdor were always amiable, and maybe it's due to them both having powers about being closely connected with others. When Arrdor went gray, Nooroo was more focused on what was hurting his friend to cause him to gray out instead of his betrayal. He may be the only fairy that holds faith that Arrdor could be colorful again, that he could heal. But at this time, Arrdor is not interested, and Nooroo's probably the fairy that's the most at risk around Arrdor given he's very empathetic and compassionate.

[coal15]

My current theories re: Buddie vs Tevan after 7x10 and which ship is "obviously winning" . . . while I would like something definitive and rock solid, I think, because tv shows LOVE to do this, it will depend on which set of shipper goggles you're wearing.

Ex: Buck spends the bulk of the episode supporting Eddie through his crisis, but ends the episode still all cozy with Tommy:

Buddie fans reaction: He could have cared less about Tommy for most of the episode, it was all about his relationship with Eddie and Christopher. He will always ditch Tommy for Eddie because they're in love and s8 will be about them realizing and admitting their feelings! Buddie obvious endgame!

Tevan fans reaction: What kind of person wouldn't drop everything to help their family of 6 years thru a massive crisis?! And Buck was still all heart-eyes at Tommy, even if their scenes were brief. Nothing hinted at a break up. They're fine and will be further developed/deepened in s8 when we have a full 18 episodes to work with. Tevan obvious endgame!

Ahem. I guess we'll see where my opinion falls after the end credits roll (and also reading interviews over the next few days)

Meanwhile, some stray theories I've seen floating around:

Tommy getting all butthurt or pissed about Eddie's stuff taking up most of Buck's attention, which I guess is possible but I highly doubt it. He's an adult and probably realizes Eddie simply needs more of Bucks attention atm. And as a boyfriend(?) of a few months(?) he has no right to expect first priority status in that situation. I'll be surprised if this is what happens.

There's also the "Tommy flat out tells Buck he has romantic feelings for Eddie" theory. Then there's "either Buck, Eddie, or both realize their romantic feelings, this made clear though flim/acting/soundtrack choices. But nothing is said out loud so Buck does still end the season dating Tommy. Doomed but still together. Which would annoy me like crazy, but hey. TV. Sometimes it's a hellscape out here.

As far as Eddie feeling isolated I've seen "Buck tells Eddie I'm sorry but this is something I can't fix for you, only you can figure yourself out," I've seen "Eddie realizes he's in love with Buck but can't say anything because he thinks Buck is happy with Tommy and doesn't want to ruin that, so he withdraws instead" and I've seen "given the religious motif in Eddie's storyline in s7 and the fact that his worst decisions almost always revolve around trying to find the right woman cuz that's what he's 'supposed to do,' he wonders if maybe that's not the life he's meant for. He turns to God in his isolation and wonders if perhaps he's meant for the clergy." (I gotta admit it would be interesting to see Eddie become a Firehouse Chaplain)

When asked about Eddie's s8 storyline Ryan said something about him 'adjusting to a whole new lifestyle' (or something to that effect) which could easily be a gay realization and coming out arc (which would most likely but not necessarily mean buddie endgame). Or, if he has decided to join the clergy, wildly transforming his relationship with God and perception of his role in society. Both options are pretty drastic, interesting changes. The 'gay realization' thing wouldn't be such a huge change if Eddie came from a different history/background. Coming out would be harder and more traumatic for him than it was for Buck, who pretty much just had to incorporate an awareness of liking guys into his perception of self, then life went on.

I can see this season ending a lot of different ways for Eddie, Buck, and Tommy, both as individuals and parts of a ship. (also, totally unrelated to buddie or tevan I can't wait to find out what this season's big cliffhanger is going to be. Is it about Henren? Madney? Bathena? Any of the individual characters? A new huge disaster?) **pins and needles**

[ivorydragoncat]

Welcome to my little hovel, pull up a chair and listen, why don't you?

Hi! I'm Ivory, this is my main blog and I hope you enjoy your stay! Below is some info about what you may find here

About me:

I'm 24, Swedish, Trans Non-Binary. Pronouns are they/she.

I'm a furry and a therian; Ivory (pictured below) is my fursona as well as my 'true form' so to speak.

I am also a practicing witch and currently attempting to learn reality shifting

Autism, Mild ADHD, Depression, GAD, Burnt Out. I am supposed to be studying to become an English and History teacher.

Pics of me:

(Art credit in order: 1 - Friend, don't have her tumblr, 2 - @aluekuro 3 - jax_hope on instagram)

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Blog Navigation Tags:

- #ivory creations:

My writing, project updates, maybe sometimes the odd art?

- #ives comments:

Thoughts, opinions, comments on other people's stuff, so on

- #venting ivory

You know what venting is I presume

- #ives rant

I ramble on about all sorts of stuff all the time

Current interests that may appear here (in order of intensity) include:

Main Interest: Lackadaisy - (Rocky Worshipper, Hellerby Fanatic)

Rain World - (Multi-ship selection)

Murder Drones - (Basic Nuzi Fan)

Pokemon - (In my Paldea era)

MtG and DnD - (Commander Nutcase and Forever DM)

(Minor interests that may pop up: Fragpunk, Helluva Boss, Final Space and Helldivers)

Other:

I am a hobby writer with a book project far beyond realistic ambitions, for the moment at least. Might pop up in discussion and whatnot here, and there might be previews if I create anything. Otherwise, fanfics and analysis and theories are the main pieces of writing you'll find here.

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My OCs that appear in my work (a very limited list atm):

Lackadaisy OC: Cecyl Clearwater

Genderqueer mechanic, white short-hair

Art credit: @ole4nders

Slugcat OCs (Rain World)

The Seer and The Harvester

List of OCs to be added here (when art/info is compiled):

Unnamed trainer (Pokémon)

Kara (Modular; Modern/Cyberpunk worlds)

Ember (Modular; Post-Apocalypse/Sci-Fi worlds)

Potential HB, MD, and FS OCs

Book-Characters? (Would those count as OCs??)

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Current Projects (With Links when applicable):

- Long-form fanfic series about my Lackadaisy OC: Link

- DnD(ish) one-page-one-shot with a Lackadaisy theme/plot.

- Lackacord Summer Server Event

- Rain World Fanfic

- A big ass world for a big ass queer urban fantasy book (series).

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That's all for now! Sorry for the long pin, you're sort of meant to be able to access my entire blog from here, it's more of a hub than just a pinned post. Hope you enjoyed reading regardless, and I hope to see you around here :D

[sammydreamer]

Y’all. I gotta tell y’all something. It’s been eating me up this week, and I feel like Tumblr is absolutely, 1000% the place to discuss this. So here we go.

I’m currently going through a gender crisis ATM, and I’m not quite sure what to do.

Here’s a little history with me. For the first 19 years of my life, I lived as a cishet guy. Not quite fully masculine (a little feminine actually), but a cishet nonetheless. Then, I realized that I was bisexual, still with a preference for women. Two years later, I expressed doubts about me being fully male, and thus I came out as a paraboy and adopted he/they pronouns.

But for a few months, I even doubted that I was masculine enough for that. Maybe I was a demiboy instead? But lately, things have taken a turn.

My fictional romantic interests were often cool tomboys, often with leather spiked jackets, denim shorts, half-shaved haircuts and spiked collars. I just thought they were extremely cool, and I still do. I wanted to be with them.

But this has now evolved from wanting to be with them to wanting to be them. I now look at a picture of a tomboy or a punk rock girl and I think, “That’s it. That’s who I want to be. I want to be that.”

I don’t really think that’s a traditional trans girl thing to think, as far as I know. I don’t really care about wearing dresses or thigh highs or makeup or anything like that. I’m just tired of who I am right now, and I hate the body that I’m currently in. I hate my own voice, too. I want to be a tomboy so bad.

The question is, I don’t know where to start. I was thinking about being a transfem nonbinary for now and going from there. Currently, am I bisexual enough to be considered bisexual? If not, could a transfem nonbinary be considered a lesbian? I’m not too familiar with LGBT stuff, so I just have a ton of questions right now.

Lastly, I know this may be a really bad time to transition, especially in my country, but this gender dysphoria has been eating me up. I don’t feel completely masculine, yet I don’t feel completely feminine either. I think it would be really cool to be a tomboy. I could be tough-looking on the outside, but still an absolute sweetheart.

Again, I think Tumblr is the place to talk about this. Any advice y’all may have is much appreciated. 💖

Please read my full DNI in pinned before interacting.

[strawbairicake]

get to know me/fun facts about me! (last updated: 5-26-25)!

my name is Airlia but you can call me Airi or Lia if you’d prefer! or any version of the name (one mutual calls me Riri, but whatever works!) pet names are ok too as long as you’re a mutual of mine! anyway, my online name is obviously not my real name, haha! Airlia is the name of my first ever oc (who has undergone numerous name changes lol) who i made FOREVER ago! the name Airlia is Greek for “ethereal” or so i’m told (she and her siblings would be Greek in a modern setting, hence the Greek name! but like 95% sure only she and her sister have Greek names, oops!)! Airi and Lia are just names i picked for my oc since i thought it would be cute! <3

i’m 19! but i feel much older and supposedly act very mature for my age.

currently a gap student and if my writing stops, that’ll be because i’m pursuing an education. however, if i need to leave this blog, i’ll make a new pinned post that explains what’s happening (within reason and to not give away my privacy)- i’ll do my best to not randomly deactivate my blog, like i’ve done in the past. 

i’m a dr. ratio (he’s my fave male character in hsr followed by moze) and castorice main in hsr. my favorite characters are castorice and lingsha! sometimes i jokingly say that i'm a lingsha main! trailblazer level 70!

I’m a jinhsi + zhezhi and jiyan + brant main (<- those are just some silly teams i mainly play!) in wuthering waves! i need to pull for characters so i can clear the tower and hopefully get some help with exploring (<- awful at hoarding items and exploring)! currently union level 80, wahoo!

i’m an infj last i checked, but also have been told i could be an intj!

i love playing games like pokémon, hsr, wuwa, and fire emblem! feel free to chat with me about any of them!

i am very knowledgeable in english (and history, i love telling people random history facts) and random trivia!

if you’d like me to give tips on writing or be a proofreader, i’d be down for that! just ask; my inbox and dms are (probably) open!

i am unfortunately VERY indecisive- if my themes and pfps change a lot, that’s why. they always come from Pinterest, though!

i am in all sorts of fandoms but write specifically for hsr and wuwa. i’m in fandoms like: haikyuu, fire emblem, pokémon, hsr, wuwa, fairy tail, and others that i can’t think of atm!

lmk if you’d like anymore info (without being too personal ofc) about me!

[the-bearer-of-bad-ideas]

should i do the history assignment thats dragging my grade down 13% or pierce my ear with a safety pin

safety pin is winning atm

[castlebyersafterdark]

Chuckling at how we already know the answers to plenty of these questions hehe

So.... 8, 19, and 20 please :)

8. any reacquiring dreams? I have a recurring dream where I feel like I've missed all my classes for a course some semester and freak out, run across campus, and hope the prof doesn't fail me. Then I realize I graduated already. I've heard this is a really common one. I also have recurring dreams about some medical appointment where they try to remove my limbs and I... do not know what it means but I wake up really upset because I feel kind of immobile and I think it's part of a sleep paralysis thing because I tell myself to just MOVE and I don't and it freaks me out more. ANYWAY!

9. tell a story about your childhood One time I drove the car to a friend's house in the neighborhood next to ours. I was only 13. I was mad because it was really cold out and no one wanted to drive me and my petulant little ass didn't feel like walking so I snuck out and took the car. Got grounded for three weeks when they found out. I still think it's funny though.

20. favourite things about the night? Oh, I love looking at stars. So romantic to see the rest of the universe. I also like how quiet it can get outside, and how in the summer I can lay out in the hammock and listen to the bugs that only come out once the sun's down.

2. show us a picture of your handwriting?

17. name 3 things that make you happy Sunshine - warm weather and the sun on my face. Any time spent with the love of my life 💙 of course. And being near the ocean.

12. what’s some good advice you want to share? I say it a lot but it's helped me out with so much - be kind to yourself. So many of my issues have always been made worse by treating myself so badly and mentally telling myself so many awful things about me. And not taking the time to rest and process and do things that bring joy. Hard, hard, hard, when mental health and life are in the way - but if you find are able to try it, the kinder you are you you, the more often that has potential to be commonplace. I remind myself every single day.

28. do you collect anything? I've mentioned a few things I collect before but I also collect those enamel pins and I'm stoked these seem to have popped off in popularity lately. I don't overload my stuff with them, but I like to swap out from my collection and wear one or two above my jacket pocket.

38. fave song at the moment? Still enamored by Abracadabra atm and feel it's going to be my spotify #1 this year, but I've also been into (AND THIS IS A SHOCK IF YOU'VE BEEN HERE AWHILE) everything i wanted - Billie Eilish. I don't usually listen to her stuff but I wasn't feeling so great for a while and for some reason that song was on a mix I was listening to and I ended up listening to it so many times and it just let me mentally escape somewhere for a while and so, I'm coming around to digging her a bit more now. It's a really beautiful song having allowed myself to feel the music deeply, through depression and uplifting from it.

1. what are 3 things you'd say shaped you into who you are My sister - the coolest nerd I will ever have met and she introduced me to EVERYTHING (we used to actually be in the same fandom together for a little while which some may find odd but it was a ton of fun). My love of research and history - always had a thirst for knowledge and random facts and reading up on everything, made me a more informed citizen and continues to allow me a curious mind. And honestly, television - I was kind of raised by the TV in a way but it didn't rot my brain, it expanded it. Allowed pictures to fill it and characters and stories and from a really young age I've always been inspired to create on my own and expand on what I'm seeing, through movies or TV. It's been my catalyst for creation.

2.ANSWERED ABOVE

22. say 3 things about someone you love I always talk about Z so talking about my bestie for this one. He is the ultimate ride or die - we've been there for each other through some tough, dark shit and I know he has my back and I have his. I love that he's truly the least judgemental guy I know and how he proved early on that masculinity does not need to be toxic or threatened and can be so soft and kind as well. And he's just fucking FUN to hang out with and talk to - there are three people who I could literally sit in a blank, white room for days with and I would be able to have a non-stop conversation: Z, my sister, or my best friend.

24. what’s one thing you’re proud of yourself for? Making it this far. No, really, corny answer, but young me never believed I'd get to a point where I have a stable career, am engaged to be married, and am able to pull myself up out of my dark moments and thrive anyway. I'm really proud I made it. Still young, still a long way to go...

37. share a secret I used to go for long walks around the neighborhood or just hang outside in the backyard as a pretty young kid in the middle of the night. Always had trouble sleeping and really didn't want to. My parents to this day have no idea how often I slipped out. If they know, never said anything to me...

❤️❤️❤️

[armoricaroyalty]

hi!

it's been a while since i've done an intro post.

im gabe, 29, white usamerican he/him bi dude

i haven't posted my story since december but i have the next chapter in progress and will resume posting....soon-ish? in theory.

very busy IRL at the moment so WE'LL SEE

when i am not on tumblr i hike, knit, bake, and read. mostly nonfiction rn (mostly local history atm since I volunteer with a local historical group)

i got story info in my pinned post etc.

[theicarusconstellation]

What are your wips?

AHHHH FJSJAKDKF MY WIPS

tl;dr you can look at my pinned post if you want, but i like to ramble about them😭🙏

okay so my big big big passion project that will probably go on for years is into the dark. it’s a canon-divergent (aka jegulus lives and gets their happy ending) au spanning from regulus’ fourth year to the end of the second war. it’s split into four acts, and act one was about 300K, so i expect to be working on this guy for a while😭

and then DHSHAKSKFJG and though i burn, how could i fall? it’s my jegulus icarus x apollo au that focuses heavily on grief, music, and how those two intertwine, as well as deep-rooted devotion literally nothing can ever break. dedicated to none other than @ninety-two-bees the light of my life, as well as a friend of mine not on tumblr named aurora

gun in my lips is my the secret history au. it’s jegulily in the sense that jegulus are in a romantic relationship, lily and regulus are in a bdsm relationship (don’t get me wrong bdsm relationships can be within romantic relationships!! jegulus in this fic has one!! regulily themselves are only in a bdsm relationship though), and james and lily are queerplatonic. regulus is very henry winter in this

i also have a paul/irulan dune fic where the hunger games take place in the dune universe called always an angel (never a god). v angsty, atreides siblings-centric

then there’s my ongoing collection of my microfics, little universes

i have a lot more that aren’t published atm because i like to get a solid amount prewritten before i post, but yeah that’s the gist of it🤭please if anyone has any questions ever about any of my works i would carve out my heart to answer them i love talking about them

[mae-occasionally-reads]

★ ma pinned post ★

hiiiii i’m maeve : )

this is kinda a reallyyyyy long post, sorry not sorry

I’m a minor <3

i live in my own magical fantasy world

ravenclaw and cabin 4

i use this blog basically as a space to empty my thoughts about anything and everything, expect a bunch of nonsense about my life and whatever my current obsession is (atm it’s marauders)

i’ve been diagnosed with adhd and gad (generalised anxiety disorder) and i complain about that occasionally

i use they/she pronouns and i’m non-binary

also i’m bisexual (textbook bisexual disaster) (and demisexual) (so ig technically i’m biromantic)

here’s a list of characters i strongly relate to cause i don’t really know what to say here : james potter, meg march, lara jean covey, annie edison , wanda maximoff, annabeth chase, barty crouch jr

here are some ships that i love and will talk about for hours: percabeth, valgrace, solangelo, silena x clarisse (do they have a name?), lumity, huntlow, catradora, wolfstar, starchaser, prongsfoot, pandalily, rosekiller, scarian, nature wives, grumbo

swiftie, harrie and louie

also 70’s music has my heart (esp fleetwood mac)

sucker for teen romance books (for when i occasionally read)

i can be very unhinged

in theory i play clarinet (im not very good)

and i like baking

and drama, i like drama a lot (i’m such a theatre kid it’s embarrassing)

born to do english lit & history forced to do stem

also (probably no one wants this but whatever) my old account

anywaysss that’s my intro to myself

i’m very bad at starting conversations w mutuals but i do try sometimes

okay love you <3

[neotomiccccc]

Omg I have a shane keychain and pin and a mithrun pin from your etsy but I only just realised that it's from you 😭 I've been following you for a while but I only made the connection now 😭😭 your art is amazing btw!!!

YOOOO TYSM ,HDGJKDFH

my art is my primary income atm so it means a lot that ppl support my etsy store and stuff :3

My store for those who might not know :p vvv