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I'M SICK RIGHT NOW???? MALLEUS YOURE DOING A DOUBLE KILL THE CLOSER WE GET TO 2025 LORD YOU LOOK LIKE THE KING OF BRIAR VALLEY RN I CAN'T SCREAM BECAUSE I'M GONNA BUST OUT MY ESOPHAGUS BUT AHHHH FUCK MY VIL FUNDS 👹👹👹👹👹👹👹👹 WHAT IF I WRANGLE YOUR HORNS RIGHT NOW GONNA PULL A GASTON AND EAT 5 DOZEN EGGS JUST TO DRAG YOU BY YOUR OVERGROWN KERATIN
#twisted wonderland#twst#diasomnia#savanaclaw#malleus draconia#jack howl#merry christmas indeed twst building up a crisis as per usual#second diasomnia ssr for the new years???? lilia. CALM THE FUCK DOWN
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#mgbuilds#wip#ts4#the sims 4#ts4 builds#my build is finally coming together 😩#let's just hope i dont't have a mental breakdown#when i try to figure out the floor plans ;;#ssr was going crazy in the 2nd pic#cant tell if it's cool or atrocious#still playing around w it#it looks cool if u squint your eyes tho
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how is this my ONLY void card that isn't still lv1. ugh. fine. whatever get in there papa
#crab plays#hypmic#hpdr#nightmare blunt rotation 😔#for two of them at least#rei would probably love to third wheel lmao#eta: WAIT I DIDN'T REALIZE SSR RAMUDA (og not floral) WAS VOID#i need to build him.........
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am i reading this right??? discounted pulls and pity at 40??
#if its enough fragments to build that character kinda huge?#nu carnival#like theoretically u could get 4 ssrs for like 37k gems? which is normally like 60 pulls????#unless im missing something here
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if i told you how many times i did this level and for how long you would say i’m insane
you’d probably be right
#i figured out. after several hours. i don’t have the correct characters to do this with built#i need to build ssr ed#nu carnival
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i got it for the first time yesterday but didnt snag a screenshot till now!!!! FINALLY got up to an excellent for my elegant room, let’s GOOOO
#hush catríona#twst gameplay keeping me sane as i slowly build every ssr elegant item available to me <3#im so proud…sniffles. my life is so fucking busy lately but at least i have THIS to be proud of ^^
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"oh man! i'm so excited to clear chapter 6 for the first time in a day!", i exclaimed. little did i know, it was a feature, a creature feature. featuring, 20+ battle nodes that locked me into using cards i have never known existed
#twst#k.rambles#when i tell you i have never touch them i mean it#i got an sr key from somewhere that i gen cannot remember#and i have to trade it for cr rook because my entire account is like#heavily plant base with a side of fire#right now the battle r still like#barely manageable. im choosing to go through vil's section first because im so scared#any tension from the story is lost on me now bc im crying as i pray that the enemy wont blind me for TWO TURNS THAT ISNT EVEN FAIR PLAY????#i have 9+ ssr but none of them could help or that they're just the wrong element <3#spent everything into building dorm leona only for him to be on plant element fight is.#my other built leona is playful#that leona is water n void.#i cannot wait to get to chap 7 battle mode -> the regretful liar
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The reason The Fateshaper set that barrier on The Sea of Eternity and prevented outsiders like Taki from entering and helping Sen was actually to avoid this toxic af washing machine combo from putting him through the rinse cycle

#onmyoji#onmyoji rpg#taki#senhime#every time I see this team I just quit the match and move on with my life#maybe I should finally build sp sen and become part of the problem#update: who needs sp sen + taki when you have ssr sen + taki + sp susabi + miketsu + koto to tank through 😎#2nd update: that lineup was ruined by miku but now koto + iza + 157 spd are my best friends#my post
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im back again to ask something ajdkkc
anywho, i finally got vanessa thread of fate and im confused on who should i kick out of my team and whom to keep. here's my team just in case you're curious. (and the characters i have)




i reallyyyy need a healer on the team tho otherwise my team would be doomed 😭
Hi dude!! Hope you've been well.
Getting into it, both Vanessa and Zora operate the best on "Mono" teams. For Vanessa, that might look like her, party Mimosa, Mereoleona as a tank/DPS (or Patri), and Charlotte. For Zora, that's likely going to be him, ceremony Luck, Charmy/Kahono/Gauche if you can swing it, and William. The Mono meta is going to continue for a few seasons more, and then we're going to have Valkyrie Noelle introduced, which will disturb that meta by adding two new types to the game (purple (chaos) and yellow (harmony)).
Why is this the case? Well, currently the structure of the game is such that each type has a special strategy.
Blue has counterattack.
Green has SP regeneration/skill spamming (Ceremony Charlotte, Party Mimosa, and Fate Vanessa ALL regenerate SP)
Red has burn stacking --> more damage/blasta + witch queen combo.
Now, these strategies are by no means ubiquitous. Mereo also has burn stacking --> damage, and she's green. Yami and Noelle [Swimsuit] have counterattack, and they're red. However, most SUPPORT units in their types have passives that only activate if everyone in that team is only one color. Those support units include: Party Mimosa, Zora, Vanessa [Fate], Charlotte [Academy], Sally to some extent, Charlotte [Ceremony], Witch Queen, and more.
Zora in a mono blue team gives himself a +15 SPD boost at the start of a round. That's INSANE, and it makes him the fastest character in the game, but only if he's in that type of team. Otherwise, he has a regular debuffer speed of around 112-114. You can play him however you want, but you will be working at a disadvantage to people who are using him in mono (at least, in the arena), because that's just kind of how the game works.
It looks like you've got a lot of well-built units. As it stands, however, there's no reason to have both Zora and Noelle on a team -- their skills are essentially the same, and Zora's benefit is that he basically turns any attacker INTO Noelle through DEF stacking, damage reflection, and damage reduction.
Langris is frankly a shit DPS, even though Fate Vanessa resolves his Skill Points problem to some extent (I'm sorry to langris fans but he's not lore-accurate. forget eating my brain out of my head, the most he's ever done is lightly blow on me. im talking like 1k damage) so if I had a recommendation, I would swap Noelle out for another DPS character and Mereo for Vanessa. You could also swap Charmy for Vanessa and Magna for Noelle and run a burn/stun/taunt team of sorts, but I would personally play around until you find what's fun for you and then go with that.
Thanks for asking! Please feel free to continue to do so :D I'll do my best to help!
#ask#guides#black clover#bcm#black clover mobile#u: party mimosa (ssr)#u: red thread vanessa (ssr)#u: zora ideale (ssr)#u: ceremony charlotte (ssr)#u: ceremony magna (ssr)#u: mereoleona vermillion (ssr)#u: swimsuit charmy (ssr)#team building
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:V this is how i imagine what Danny Phantom: Astral Projection game gonna be like. So like unlike normal Gacha game it very much like FGO. With a more refine version commander follower team control System of Astral Chronicle.
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You can chose what ever unit you like to be commander and manual control them in battle to lead the back team around. :V there will be no PVP. or Forced Co-Op ( to created a more chill game atmost sphere) The only time Player co-op will be During the World boss Week at the end at everymonth when everyone in Game team up to kill the world boss as many time as humanly possible to get more Concentrated Ectoplasm Cube at the end of the tally up. Or a Stories event like Human Vs Ghost. Where Player pick team and sweep the event stage to get point and resourse. (winner get 50 more skin ticket then losing team) :) cheese strat or just playing the team you want is highly recommended. But what if you bring Max Lv unit to dungeon wouldn't that be wasted. No. The team have what essentially an EXP share or mentor spots. For example my team Have Vlad who is Lv Max. And Dani who is Lv 1. Vlad over flow Exp when he go to dungeon will go to Dani. who is in the Exp Share tag along spots.
#But the Gacha Rate are abyssmal doe#Like whiles still being an SSR like all the other#Halfa like Vlad-Danny-Dani-Alt Sam-Alt Tuck-MOAT Jack have a stupidly low summon percentage at only 0.2%#which is even lower then the 8 Ancient which have 0.25% rate#like if you don't pick any of the halfa in the Chapter 5 Pick up free SSR#good luck trying to summon them when it not their rate up banner#one pro i like that the Lowere rarity unit can be upgrade into SSR with either Ecto ranium Weapon or Ghost Ancient Artifact#like if you like Dash you can 100% make him an over lvered SSR with the entire team build around to make him deal big PP dmg#Yeah there a Weapon Banner. You can craft their armor#but weapon#You gotta get them from the summon banner#Vlad work Really Great with the 3 star Tale of a Shadow book and Clairvoyance set
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A series of drawings of SSR in his chamber. designs and other details are outdated, but I think it's still a neat series of images. First is his activation, I think.
Random Citizen helps him out, and he gets a promotion. again, I've since changed the details here haha. He becomes more important and prosperous.
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#the vault#feb 2024#outdated#mipdoodles#Sand-Smoothed Reckoning#beta ssr#extra mipchars#mip 1.0#luna's art#outdated character building#mip units#mip architects#immobile iterators#ssr's little buddy#brainstorming stuff
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So at first I kept telling myself to not show any interest in building up the R cards (and instead focus on my ssrs first and srs second). Or not to care too much about the current event (too busy with other things to read through all of it currently).
Disregarding all of that

I spend nearly all my resources on building this man. Jade I hope you're proud with yourself.
#i should be building up my ssrs instead#but#...#jade takes higher priority its fine#lord help me if i try pull for his eel form card#twisted wonderland
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no because i think it might've been my first real experience of profit ruining art,,, the game really did have such good characters and such a great premise and honestly really skilled writing and it was just. doomed to go on forever in a way it simply wasn't equipped to. i feel like it could've been so appreciated and so beloved if the developers/writers had been allowed to plot it out and make a game that was actually supposed to end at some point instead of one that just had to keep existing for as long as it was profitable with five thousand events no one would ever have time to play and fifty-million levels you'd have to grind for days just to pass with, like, a single star. what little glimmers of plot there were (belphie's initial arc + lucifer's amnesia week especially) were so good but it never amounted to anything. simeon my beloved i am thinking of you endlessly. if only you belonged to a game that didn't hate me.
you guys ever think about shall we date's obey me and like. just get a little sad.
#this is definitely incoherent#but idk man i just have big feelings about this#it was a shame too bc i really did enjoy the game#i think if it was formatted more like twisted wonderland with y'know#a set amount of chapters and events that focused on specific characters#(and a gacha system that didn't take five hundred pulls before it spit an ssr it would take you six real life months to build at you)#it could've been really great#alas#i will find my bible fanfiction elsewhere i suppose#obey me#personal
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honkai impact 3rd teaches you how to think for yourself because its guides are absolutely shit as in it just lists of reason on why you should pull for a character's weapon or stigma set, so you have to think which weapon and stigmas you're going to put together, all held together by mere duct tape
#i'm once again asking. why are hi3 guides LIKE THAT.#'f2p build' and its a build w a weapon for another ssr character#mona.txt
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SSR Malleus Draconia - Lord of the Abyss Voice Lines
Lord of the Abyss Malleus Draconia does not have a vignette.
My weakness, inexperience, and even my foolishness will build the very foundation that allows me to grow even more powerful.
Summon: My name is Malleus Draconia. All you small peons would do well to bow your heads and kneel before me.
Groovification: To all those filled with insatiable greed, I shall rain down a punishing bolt of lightning upon them.
Home: This look suits me well.
Swap Looks: I shall permit you an audience.
Home Transition 1: Weaklings may fear overblotting. However, once this power is mastered... It actually isn't so terrible after all.
Home Transition 2: These short-lived and weak beings band together in order to build a better future... Hm. I feel as though I can finally understand the meaning behind Lilia's words.
Home Transition 3: ...Your countenance seems changed slightly. You must have evolved through overcoming the many hardships encountered while traveling from dream to dream.
Home Transition - Login: Heheh... My magical power is overflowing down to my very fingertips. I feel as though I could destroy anything I touch.
Home Transition - Groovy: You wish to see my dream, as well? First, you call me Hornton, and now this... You truly have nerves of steel.
Home Tap 1: The various creatures of the night are beings that live under the divine protection of dusk and moonlight. To my fellow compatriots: Night's Blessings.
Home Tap 2: They may still only be learned apprentices, yet they gave their body and soul to bring me back to the correct path... Heh, it seems I am truly blessed with wonderful retainers.
Home Tap 3: It is a grave sin indeed to trample completely over the deeds of those who strived to see me hatched safely. Those senile senate wretches... What sort of punishment would be fitting for them?
Home Tap 4: Within the horns of a dragon lays an abundance of magical power. That is why we of the Briar Valley royal family adorn our horns, as it is a symbol of our great strength.
Home Tap 5: Don't touch me so carelessly. I may not be able to fully control my power while in this state.
Home Tap - Groovy: You still call out to me in spite of everything that happened... I wonder how many humans could say they are not terrified of even simply seeing me in this form.
Duo: [MALLEUS]: Allow me to be your opponent. [IDIA]: Heehee, time to unleash the secret weapon.
Requested by Anonymous.
#twisted wonderland#twst#malleus draconia#idia shroud#twst malleus#twst idia#twst translation#mention: lilia#mention: sebek#mention: silver
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Meant To Be (2)
Summary: Bucky Barnes x fe!Reader -> The day you disappeared from the world.
Disclaimer: This is part two/prequel to Meant To Be. Angst, Fluff, Bucky and Reader having feelings for each other, platonic!Howard Stark, mentions of death, swearing, mourning. Not Proof Read.
You pounded your fist on the front door only to be greeted by Mr Jarvis.
“Ms Y/l/n.”
“Sorry, Mr Jarvis. I didn’t think you’d be awake yet. Is he here?”
“Still in bed, Ms.”
Jarvis just opened the door wider for you to step inside. “I was just about to take him his morning breakfast.”
“I’m afraid it will have to be on the go this morning, Mr Jarvis.”
“Yes, Ms.”
As you had done for as long as you could remember since meeting Howard Stark, you headed towards his bedroom in order to pull him from his bed.
“Alright, Stark. Get up.”
Howard just groaned from under the covers. It sounded like he said “Five more minutes,”.
“Nope. Not this morning. The Colonel has been on my ass all week about you and I’ll be damned,” you pulled the heavy covers from his body. “If I let my ass get reprimanded because of your ass. So, get up.”
Howard groaned again.
“Mr Jarvis!” You called out behind you. “You wouldn’t happen to have an ice cold pitcher of water by any chance.”
“Why, yes. In fact, I’m just readying Mr Stark one now.”
That got Howard up out of bed. He practically sprang to the other side. “No. You’re not doing that again.”
“Get up when I tell you and I’ll never do it again.”
“I’m up. Are you happy now, sweet cheeks?”
You deadpanned him before throwing the clean washcloth that lay on his bedside table. Howard was known for washing his face first thing before he got out of bed. According to him, it kept him looking “young and attractive,”.
“Get cleaned up. I’ll be outside.”
Giving Howard a ride into work, you were both greeted with almost all the SSR members hustling around the place.
“Is something going on today that I’m not aware of?”
“It’s testing day,” Howard told you as he lay his briefcase over the chair in front of him.
Meanwhile, you were hanging your coat up on the coat rack, taking the space in around you as Howard walked away. But you couldn’t stand comprehending the super soldier in the corner, blushing as Peggy accidentally touched his hand, or the boys everyone knew had lied on their enlistment form but still allowed it anyway, or the ego-centric scientist washing a hand over one of the girl’s asses, for too long.
Within minutes of you entering the building, Bucky had found you.
“How long do you think it’ll take today?”
You jumped a little, holding onto your coat on the rack a little tighter. “Jesus- Do you always have to sneak up on me?”
“It’s not my fault you don’t hear me.”
“That’s because you walk as if you’ve got a secret to hide.” Letting go of your coat, you picked your files up from the main desk, Bucky hot on your heels.
“Not true. Well, maybe a little. But you still haven’t answered my question.”
“Well, looking at it now…” You and Bucky paused side by side.
You found that, often when standing together, there was barely an inch of room between you and Bucky. Which, although you were managing to handle, was doing no good for the crush you realised you had slowly developed over the last couple of months.
He’d just sat there across the desk, looking tired and all kinds of handsome. You’d seen him sitting like that a hundred times or more, but for some reason that night was when your stomach decided to erupt with butterflies.
But, you were handling it.
You thought you already had it handled until three days ago when Peggy cornered you in the ladies bathroom. Josie, one of the secretaries, had sauntered her way over looking all perfect and pretty. She’d touched his arm, leaning in close to him. He’s smiled at her and, despite seeing him smile at plenty of girls like that, even recently. For the first time, you’d been jealous.
It was an ugly emotion and you didn’t like yourself very much for feeling it. Bucky- James. He was your friend. One of your best friends. Someone you could talk to about anything. There wasn’t a single part of you willing to risk that.
“I’d say we’re a few months away from something actually happening.”
Bucky scoffed. “He’ll ask her out. He just needs a little coaching, that's all.”
“Coaching?” You laughed. “From who? You?”
Bucky seemed a little offended. “I’ve had plenty of successful dates.”
You tried to not let that sting as much as it did.
“He just needs some confidence.”
You chuckled. “Okay, Romeo. But I know I’m right. And here.”
You pushed a file into his chest.
“What’s this?”
You tried to ignore the feeling that erupted inside of you when his hand brushed yours.
“Your paperwork. I saw you sneak it into my pile last night.”
You continued on walking, Bucky walking a little further behind you.
“You know, if I knew the army contained this much paperwork, I would have had second thoughts.”
You just threw a smile over your shoulder to him, watching as he sat at his desk.
Steve’s desk was joined onto his, meanwhile, directly diagonal to Bucky was your desk. In front of you was Peggy’s desk. So, although Peggy and Steve would have to turn a little to look at each other, you and Bucky had a direct eyeline to one another.
Something else that didn’t help the crush you were harbouring on him.
There was just something…handsome about the way he looked when he was concentrating. In his own little world, flipping and writing between pages. And for a moment, you’d wonder if that is what it would have been like if you’d gone to school together.
You’d been with him to plenty of museums and tech conventions. You’d seen the true side of Bucky. One that was rarely seen. His nerdy wonder and enjoyment.
It was barely two hours before Bucky stood and walked over to your desk. He had tried thirty minutes ago but the Colonel had walked by his desk, stopping in front of him since he’d caught him staring at you across the room.
The Colonel had just hummed, however, before muttering something to himself.
“Just as bad as the others.”
Bucky had wondered what the Colonel meant, until he followed his next eyeline over to the map desk where Steve was standing with Peggy.
Then he moved on.
Bucky knocked on your desk twice to get your attention. “Hey.”
“Hey.”
“I was wondering if you’d want to come with me on Saturday.”
“Aren’t we working on Saturday?”
Bucky shook his head. “No. We’re both off. There’s a new exhibit being put on at the museum and I was wondering if you wanted to go with me.”
Bucky had attended plenty of museum and tech conventions alone. But his favourite ones were the ones where you’d attend with him. He got to be closer to you. He’d hear you talk about whatever thing you’d been waiting to talk to him about. He got to hear your laugh and by the end of the night, he got to hold your hand.
You smiled. “You need me to run the ladies off again?”
Bucky chuckled. “Maybe. Just so long as you stay.”
You looked up at him. This man.
“Okay.”
Bucky smiled. “Pick you up at four?”
You nodded. “Okay.”
That was when a small alarm sounded and Bucky responded to it.
“I better go,” he said before running off. But then he came back. “Make sure Peggy doesn’t touch my desk.”
You nodded. “I promise.”
Bucky smiled. “See you soon, doll.”
You smiled, watching him jog down the hall and towards the control room. Meanwhile, Howard appeared around the corner.
“Y/n?”
You knew that look on his face. He needed your help.
“What have you done?”
Standing up, you left your things at your desk and followed him through the building and towards the basement.
“I haven’t done anything. Well, not yet.”
You sighed. “Show me.”
Entering the room, it was just yourself, Howard and two of his researchers. “The chemical equation is wrong.”
“Don’t you know how to fix it?”
“It doesn’t need to be fixed.”
You looked at him as you examined his machinery. “I understand you’re incredibly smart, Howard. But you’re not making any sense.”
Howard sighed. “The last time I used it, it worked. My math is never wrong.”
“Then change it.”
“I can’t. Any higher and it won’t just melt the machinery, it’ll melt human skin.”
You grimaced at the thought. “You know, if you boys let women do more of the talking, there is a higher chance that war wouldn’t be taking place.”
“Well, right now there’s a war going on in here. Can you…can you help?”
You took a look at his blackboard.
“It’s not your math.”
“I know that.”
You shrugged. “Have you tested a model of this size before?”
“That’s what today is for.”
“Uh, Mr Stark?” One of the researchers popped their heads up. “I think I might have found our problem.”
You watched as Howard walked over towards the control panel that had been recently forced open.
“Well- what is that? Oh, jesus. Is that a bolt? What’s it doing-”
As Howard pulled it out, everyone heard a big clunk!
“Is the building still standing?” You asked after a few minutes of silence.
Howard looked around at the walls and along the floor. Nothing had cracked the concrete. As far as he was aware; the building was still standing.
“Yep. Must be one of the inner mechanisms. Hand me that crowbar?”
You spun around until you saw the workstation and picked up the rusting metal crowbar.
“Military issue. Not the prettiest thing in the world, but she gets the job done.” Howard explained as he began to yank one of the side panels off.
“We figure, if we can make this thing industrial size, we’ll be able to fit it on top of a tank. That way, if it fits on one, it can melt one.” Howard continued to talk as he lay on the floor and practically got inside of the machine itself.
You crouched down on the floor, peering inside. There had to be at least thirty main electrical wires, feeding some kind of blue and green substance into tubes.
“You become more peculiar the longer I know you, Howard.”
From his space on the floor, he looked at you and smiled. “Thanks. Pass me that thing, will you, toots?”
Rolling your eyes, you moved behind you and reached for the socket wrench that had been laying on the floor. You handed it to him before standing up and looking around the rest of the machine.
“Do I even wanna know when you came up with this idea?”
“Uhh.”
Howard was stalling. Usually when he stalled it was because he had been in another tryst with a woman who was most definitely off limits.
“Alright,” you chuckled.
Howard sighed. “You know what, you’re always on at me about my…friends.”
“That’s what you’re calling them now? Not production assistants?”
“What about you and Bucky, huh? I see the way you two look at each other. You’re really gonna tell me nothing is going on there.”
“We’re just friends, Howard.”
“Friends, my ass.” Howard lifted himself from the ground to peek out of his hiding place to look at you. You were standing with one heel across the other, a hand on your hip, staring down at him like you were his mother scolding him for doing something wrong in school…again.
“You and I are friends. No matter how many times I try to make it something else.” He muttered that last part to himself but you heard it anyway and chuckled.
Howard was a flirt. A shameless flirt. It just so happened that, before Peggy, you were one of the first to let the flirting comments fall.
Howard disappeared back under the machine for a moment.
“You and Bucky, however, are not.”
“Howard-”
“What are you doing this weekend?”
“Going to a museum.”
“With?” Howard pressed.
“Bucky.”
Finally, Howard stood from the ground and looked at you across the console desk.
“It’s not what you think.”
Howard just smiled. “You and Barnes are going on, yet another, date. You like him. I know, because every time you look at him, you get the same goofy look in your eyes that Mr Jarvis does when he looks at his wife.”
You tried to hide your embarrassment, but it only seemed to come out as annoyance against Howard.
“I do not.”
“Yes, you do. And, I also know,” Howard was moving around the console towards you. “That Bucky has deep feelings for you.”
Howard was standing in front of you. He didn’t have to raise his voice anymore.
“He likes you, Y/n. And we’re at war. I don’t like thinking like that, but there’s no escaping the truth. We’re at war and a lot more people are gonna be losing their loved ones. Maybe it’s about time you took a chance with yours.”
You just stared at Howard. He had a point.
“He’d be lucky to have you.”
You took a breath before turning away. “I thought we were down here to start testing, not discuss my…that.”
Howard smiled. “You know I’m right,” he practically sang as he walked away, wielding his wrench like a conductor.
Ten minutes later, everything was seemingly ready.
As one of the other researchers left to go and get the Colonel, Howard started the controls up so everything would be ready by the time people arrived.
Only, as Howard started flicking buttons, you stood up.
“Howard.”
Something was beginning to shake in the room.
“Is it meant to be doing that?”
“No…”
Howard moved around the panels to take a look at the dials. Everything seemed normal.
Then it started to shake even more.
It was almost like your washing machine had been set onto a fast spin, but this time you were inside of the rattling machine.
“Howard!”
“I’m on it.”
“What can I do?”
Howard didn’t answer you, but it didn’t matter. Because within seconds, the arm of the machine started going haywire and as Howard yelled at everyone to get down, you felt the wind get knocked out of you.
As Howard finally shut down the machine from the inside, tearing at one of the wires, the building stopped shaking and the Colonel, along with Peggy, ran inside.
“Stark! What the hell is going on?!” The Colonel yelled.
“I wish I could tell you.” Howard stood, his legs still shaking from the movement in the floor. “Something must have come loose.”
“What the hell is that?”
Peggy pointed and everyone looked at what it was. A smattering of blue dust and what could only be described as a bullet exit wound, cracking into the concrete wall.
More people joined, running inside asking questions but fell silent when they saw the damage.
Cracks along the walls, machinery and different liquids on the floor, and a large crack in place of where you had been standing.
“Y/n? Where’s Y/n?”
“Stark! Where is my Agent?!”
“I…I don’t…” Howard was in shock.
Peggy sprang into action. Maybe you hadn’t been hit. Maybe you’d taken cover or not been in the room at all. People started following her orders to find you.
“Stark, where is my agent?” The Colonel asked as he approached him. “Now, she better not be dead or else I’ll have your neck for this.”
Howard shook his head. “You need a body to be dead.”
They both knew that to be true, but considering the fight they were having with Red Skull and a Super Soldier, it was quite plausible to have a death without a body.
Meanwhile, down one of the hallways, Peggy ran into both Bucky and Steve.
“Hey, what the hell was that shaking-”
“Have you seen Y/n?”
“I thought she was with Howard.”
Peggy shook her head. “Something went wrong.”
“What went wrong?”
“We, uh, we don’t know yet. But I just…”
As Steve took Peggy by the shoulder, Bucky made a run for it down to Howard’s lab. He saw the Colonel sat with Howard, but his commander quickly stood up and walked over to him.
“Barnes-”
“Where is she? What happened to her?”
“We’re still trying to figure that one out.”
In the days that followed, Bucky didn’t know his head from his feet. He’d just spoken to you that morning. You were meant to be meeting him for dinner that evening. He was meant to be taking you out that Saturday.
Nobody could bring themselves to clear away your desk. It was just how you’d left it. Open files, half finished paperwork, scrap pieces of paper with ideas and things written down.
But when the Colonel got word someone was coming in to replace you, he went to one person.
“Son?”
It was after hours and Bucky was yet to leave his desk. Mostly, his eyes had been focused on your desk, where you should have been sitting, scolding him for staying too late because it meant you had to stay late. Then he’d tell you, you didn’t have to stay, to which you tell him you wouldn’t let him work alone.
Bucky looked up and saw the empty box in his arms.
“Someone needs to clean out her desk and I think it should be you. They’ve got a replacement coming tomorrow.”
Bucky swallowed down his fear; accepting you were gone for good. And he took the box.
“I’m so sorry for your loss, son.” The Colonel held his shoulder as he stood up. “I know she meant a lot to you. You meant a lot to her, too.”
The Colonel had seen the red, tearful eyes of Bucky for the last few days. The dejected look each time he looked up and found your desk empty, the bow of his head as he’d hide his face every time someone said your name.
It had taken both the Colonel and Steve to pull him from Howard’s throat.
And now he was left to clear out your desk.
And for a while, he managed to keep his emotions in check. Sweeping away your files, adding them to his pile to finish for you. Clipping all your notes together, cleaning away the ink stains of your fingerprints by the edge of your desk.
Then taking the pictures from your desk, seeing your smiling face, placing them inside the box.
Then he found a key.
Bucky had pulled out your chair and sat down before opening up the locked drawer of your desk. That’s when all control over his emotions left him.
Inside, along with some more of your personal belongings, was a notepad. Each date had been crossed off, as had the things listed under it. Except for the one that you had started at the beginning of the week.
It was all the things you wanted to talk to him about; at dinner, walking home, and on Saturday. You made a list so you wouldn’t forget or accidently leave anything out.
And for a second, he smiled.
Then he cried.
You’d never get to talk to him about these things. He’d never hear your voice again. He’d never see you smile or roll your eyes or scoff or hear you yell at him. He’d never hear you laugh again.
It was hours before he left your desk and went home, keeping your box of things under his bed in case you came back. Howard was adamant that you would. The blast wasn’t strong enough to kill, but it was strong enough to melt. But, he hadn’t made it to melt human skin.
So you shouldn’t have died.
You couldn’t be dead.
You had to be alive…somehow.
And that was the thought, for as much as he wanted to kill Howard, Bucky kept with him.
That you were still out there, somewhere, and that you’d come home.
But the longer time went on, the harder that idea was to accept.
People started to mourn in their own ways. Mr Jarvis and his wife set out your favourite flowers on their dinner table on your birthday. The same flowers Howard started growing in his garden a week after you had disappeared. The Colonel had sent Peggy to make sure the gravestone issued for you was just right. Nothing too fancy; after all, there was still hope you’d come back. Steve, along with the other Howling Commandos, raised a toast in your honour.
But when the day came that Bucky fell from the train…
Only one thing made him smile. And that was that he’d get to see you again.
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