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#Don Eppes x You
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From Domestic Bickering: "I love you. I've just got a funny way of showing it, that's all."
For our beloved Special Agent Eppes
From the domestic bickering prompt list
Sorry this took so long! I went with someone other than our dear journalist, surprisingly.
Warnings: Angst, light fluff
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"This seat taken?"
Don didn't even wait for you to answer before he was pulling out the bar stool beside you. You didn't look at him—you didn't need to. Hell, he knew how pissed you were.
"What are you having?" He went on without waiting for you to answer, just reached out and picked your beer up. Knocking it out of his hand would be a bad waste of good beer and would probably get you kicked out of the bar, so you just kept your eyes on the set playing the Dodgers game.
"Megan call you?" He asked.
"Yeah."
"Good."
A sinker—swing and a miss. Count 0-1.
"Colby alright?" You asked.
"Yeah, he's fine."
"Good."
Curve way on the outside. Count 1-1.
"Concussion," Don added.
"Figures."
"He'll be on desk duty."
"Makes two of us."
Another curve ball—big swing, big miss. 1-2.
Don sighed, twisting in his seat as he tried, "Alright, look."
"I'm not talking about this."
"You disobeyed a direct order—"
"And I was right to—Disobeyed, what are you, my dad?"
"Right or not, you can't do that on the field. You could've been hurt."
"Could've been, but I wasn't."
Straight down the middle, swung on—and missed.
"This kid can't hit for shit," You muttered, snagging your beer back from Don for a sip.
"...It's just a slump."
"Sure."
"He made a mistake, you know. A couple of bad swings."
"Right."
"Getting benched doesn't mean a player can't get back in the game."
"Are we still talking about baseball?"
"Look at me for a minute."
"No thanks."
"I get that you're pissed—"
"You never would've benched Megan for a call like that."
"Megan's been with the team a helluva lot longer than you, alright? I trust her to make those calls."
"Oh, so the problem is that you don't trust me! No, good."
"That's not what I—"
"No, it's nice. That's what every girl wants to hear from her boyfriend."
"Guts will get you far, but they'll get you killed."
"Really? You're trying to come-to-Jesus me with a quote from Speed? You know Jeff Daniels died in that movie. I mean, not Jeff Daniels the actor, the guy he played who said that died—"
"You almost died." It wasn't even the reminder that made your heart drop into your stomach—it was the desperate, low, hissed way that he said it. "You think I could've handled seeing that? And for what? To prove that you're the biggest badass in the office?"
"I didn't do it because I thought it was badass. I did it because I felt like it was the right call," You insisted. "And it was."
"You were right this time, but you won't be right every time. Neither will I." Don sighed, leaning back a little. "I trust you as my girlfriend. I'm not used to trusting you as an agent. It's different. I'm adjusting—trying to."
"...Guess I'm adjusting a bit, too," You admitted softly.
"Are we okay?"
"We're fine."
"You're sure?"
"I'm sure," You nodded. "'m just...I'll get over it."
"So you're still mad."
"As an agent, yes. As your girlfriend, no."
Don huffed a soft laugh, nodding. "I think I can handle that...I know you hated being out of the action, but it was a shock to the system—for both of us. I love you. I've just got a funny way of showing it, that's all."
You bit the inside of your cheek, desperately trying to tamp down a lovesick smile.
"You sure do."
"You drive me nuts, you know?"
"I know." You toyed with the label on your beer, shaking your head. "Don?"
"Yeah."
"I love you, too."
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I made this and it’s so dumb but I love it lmao
I was going to put David as Phoebe but then I could imagine David as Joey being forced to keep it a secret from Don by Colby 😂
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A quick round up of updates on the blog including new characters added to the ASK LIST and a list of fics that went out last week:
New Fics:
Chicago Med:
TheStudy!Part Seven: Cutting - Dean's surprised when Jack Dayton turns up on his doorstep.
Wild Flower - A gift from Crockett gives you the strength to move forward after the death of your nephew.
The Professor (NSFW) - Jack and you share an intimate moment in your office.
Cobra Kai:
A Loaded Gun - Terry begins to struggle after John Kreese turns up on your doorstep.
Pont des Arts - You and Terry stroll along the Pont des Arts.
Criminal Minds:
Red Dress - Luke has some regrets when he sees you in that red dress.
FBI Most Wanted:
Leaving Las Vegas - Remy has a revelation whilst in Las Vegas.
Fire Country:
Home Sick - Manny makes a decision regarding your situation.
Haven:
Sunflowers (NSFW) - Dwight likes your underwear.
Sundown - Dwight finds you on the beach after a trying day.
Law & Order:
Missing You - Vince can't help but miss you.
Law & Order SVU:
Good Morning (NSFW) - Grace and Joe give you an early morning wake up call.
Surprise Party - You throw The Wolf a surprise party. (Joe Velasco x Reader)
Mayans:
Lady in Red - You've never been a traditionalist. (Angel Reyes x Reader)
NCIS:
Just A Mug - Alden realises the true extent of your ex-husband's abuse.
Intimate Meal (NSFW) - You and Nick don't make it to his birthday meal.
NCIS Hawaii:
Black Dress - Jesse makes a decision about your saftey when he discovers some pictures in your door step.
Ophelia!Series Part Two: Taken - Charlie recieves news that you've been taken.
NCIS LA:
First Date - You commit several no nos during your first date with AJ.
Sabatino - You've forgotten how capable Sabatino is.
NCIS: Sydney:
Peppermint (NSFW) - JD isn't ready to let you go just yet.
Numb3rs:
Little Black Dress - It all comes back to a little black dress in a hotel bar. (Don Eppes x Reader)
The Rookie:
The Deepest Cut - Rosalind forces John to make a confession.
Yellowstone:
 If You Want Me, You Can Have Me - They say that Rip Wheeler doesn't have a heart.
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Don Eppes x Reader
Words: 3864
Part One of Three
Summary: Charlie begins a specialty course, co-taught by a teacher in criminology. He invites Don as a guest speaker to show the kids first hand the importance of mathematics in crime solving. Don, however, finds more interest in Charlie’s co-worker. When he and the reader begin a relationship, they keep it hidden from the genius mathematician, but find that their growing feelings for each other are only the start of the equation. 
Notes: What started as a fluff idea turned into a three part drama. Welp. I know this isn’t the most popular show for imagines, but god I love writing for Don. Rob Morrow is just great. I hope there are some of you out there who enjoy! Let me know I’m not alone haha. 
More Crime Drama imagines: HERE
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Don felt like a kid called to the principal’s office. It was stupid. He’d been to Charlie’s place of work countless times, but in those instances, he was there to do a job. He didn’t have to stand up in front of a bunch of kids with higher IQs than him and try to explain how his genius kid brother helps him do his job. 
“I can’t believe I let you talk me into this,” he whined, fixing his tie in Charlie’s mirror. 
“And I really, really appreciate it, Don,” Charlie said. “I mean, explaining things with Dr. Y/L/N is one thing, but having you here to let them see the real-life connections I think will really help their understanding of the concepts.”
Don shook his head. “I better not just end up standing up there like an idiot while you and some other ancient law professor with a stick up his ass use me like some, I don’t know, ventriloquist dummy.” Leaning against the desk, Don had his back to the door. “Who is this Dr. Y/L/N, anyway?”
“Well not ancient and not a ‘he,’” a voice behind him chided. “As for the stick though, I’m afraid I have some students who might agree with you.” 
Don gave his brother- who could very clearly see the door opening- a deadly glare. 
Charlie’s brows raised and he laughed nervously. “Y/N. Good of you to stop by before the lesson.”
“I figured I should meet our special guest before he leads our class for the day.” You smiled at Charlie and held out your hand to his brother with a playful glint in your eye. “You must be Agent Eppes.” 
“You can call me Don,” he grimaced. He shook your hand, giving you an apologetic look. “Sorry about that. It’s been a long day and my brother kinda sprang this on me and when he talked about you he made you sound….”
“Like an ancient law professor with a stick up his ass?” You teased. 
“I did not!” Charlie protested. 
“It’s okay, Agent Eppes.” Your smile conveyed no hard feelings. In fact, it lit up the room. “I’m just giving you a hard time. Charlie’s told me so much about you.” 
Don glared at him again. Charlie held up his hands innocently.
“All good things,” you laughed. Starting back to the door, you turned around again to give the older Eppes a wink. “Mostly.”
Don bit the inside of his cheek, finding himself utterly speechless. His brother, however, was not.
“We should probably go,” Charlie said. “We don’t want to be late for our own class, hm?” 
“Yes, I can’t wait for Agent Eppes to lead our discussion.” You watched the FBI Agent’s face fall.
“Leading? Who said I was leading?” He looked to Charlie in an irritated panic. “I said I’d answer a few questions.”
Charlie patted him on the back. “You’ll do great.”  
The two of you ushered him into the rush of students before he had the chance to bail. 
The class went better than he expected, though it certainly helped to have you sitting with your students, looking up at Don with interested eyes and a stunning smile. By the time it was over, he was almost a little disappointed that he had to leave. 
“I’ve got to run,” Charlie said on your way out of the classroom. “I promised Larry I’d help him with a demonstration, but we’ll definitely get together to discuss the next assignment, yeah?” 
You nodded, giving him a bright smile. “Today was amazing. I can’t wait to see what the students are going to write for their research assignments.” 
“Yeah, me too.” He put a hand on Don’s shoulder. “And thanks a lot for coming today. I think it really made a difference.” 
“After all the cases you’ve helped with, it’s the least I can do, Charlie,” Don said. 
“See you guys later.” And he was off, diving in between students and hurrying down the hall so he wouldn’t be late. 
You motioned for Don to follow you outside so you could get out of the chaos. The sun just barely peeked out from fluffy white clouds, providing a break from L.A.’s usual heat.
“Really, Agent Eppes, I can’t even begin to thank you for today. I think it really helped them understand the point of the class, seeing you and Charlie interact and hearing about what you do,” you beamed. “It was amazing.”
“Thank you for having me, Dr. Y/L/N,” he said. “It was honestly a lot more fun than I thought it would be.” 
You smiled. “You can call me Y/N.” 
“Only if you stop calling me Agent.” 
You pretended to debate the idea and nodded. The two of you found a bench to sit on. His arm brushed against yours, giving you goosebumps despite the warm air.
Don inhaled sharply, running a hand through his dark hair. “Listen, I really am sorry about what I said before the lecture. I was freaking out about talking to all those kids and I was being an ass.”
“You really don’t have to worry.” Looking over the courtyard, you laughed with a sigh. “Believe it or not, I’ve been called worse.” 
“Can I at least make it up to you?” He asked. He leaned a little closer. “Buy you dinner?”
You turned to him with a smirk. “Are you asking me out, Don?” 
“Only if you’re saying yes, Y/N.” 
The clock on the quad struck three and you stood up, taking a piece of paper from your bag and writing your number. 
“I guess I can accept that form of apology,” you said, walking away with a new sway in your step. 
Don watched you go, the simple fun of flirty taking root as something much more complicated in his chest. He ignored it, for now, but found that it never really went away. Especially when he thought about that smile. 
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The first weekend, he had to cancel due to a series of bank robberies. 
That Wednesday, you rescheduled due to a case your friend needed an expert witness for. 
Almost two weeks passed before you found the slightest open window, and even then it was just a couple of hours during a time that would definitely be classified as ‘booty call’ appropriate. But, despite the connotations of the hour, you made the call. 
“Eppes.”
“Hey, Don. It’s Y/N.” You bit your lip, starting to regret the call already. “Sorry, it’s late.”
“Don’t worry about it,” he said. “I was up anyway. Is everything okay?” 
“Yeah, everything’s fine. I was just calling because… God this is stupid,” you sighed. “Do you want to come over?” 
There was silence and then-
“Uh… sure?” 
“Only if you aren’t busy. I was planning on ordering a pizza because I haven’t eaten all day and I thought, well, it isn’t exactly fancy, but it still kinda counts as a dinner date, so I called and-”
“A dinner date it is,” Don said before you could spiral too much. “Just tell me your address and I’ll head over, yeah?
You relayed the apartment address and hung up, any confidence you’d had when the two of you first met having totally dissipated. 
It took him only twenty minutes to find your place, which was far shorter than you’d anticipated. Your kitchen table was littered with research files and the living room was in an even worse state. 
“Oh God,” you sighed, running a hand down your face, and opened the door. 
Don stood with a pack of beer in hand and a cautiously optimistic smile. 
“Hey,” he greeted. 
“Hi. Come in. Sorry about the mess. I was cleaning, and then the pizza got here, and then you…” You winced as he looked around, but there was no judgment in his face. 
“If you think this is a mess, you should see mine,” he laughed. His eyes fell upon the already full table. “Where do you want to eat?” 
“Um.” Your eyes searched around in a panic. Finally, you shrugged. “Fire escape.”
“Ah, dinner under the stars,” he teased. “Very romantic.” 
You both climbed out of the window and onto the landing. Don’s hand found the small of your back to make sure you didn’t fall as you sat down on the first step. He sat beside you a step down. 
At first, you both just talked about each other’s days, how you’d been since the last time you saw each other- though, you’d spoken on the phone several times in between. He made a joke about having a lesson with Charlie but admitted they couldn't have solved the case without him. You talked about how well the course seemed to be going, and how the kids still mentioned how much they loved hearing from Don. 
“So how does a beautiful criminology professor end up working with my math wiz brother?” Don smiled, taking a sip from his beer. 
You shifted on the step of the fire escape, shoulder bumping his. 
“I, actually, approached Charlie.” 
He raised a brow. “Really?”
“Uhuh.” You took a bite of your pizza, leaning forward so the grease wouldn’t drip onto your chin. “I heard what he'd been working on for the FBI and I just found it totally fascinating.” Setting the food aside, you leaned against the rail. “He’s taught me a lot.”
“Whether you ask him to or not, right?” Don chuckled. 
“He’s definitely…” You thought for a moment. “Enthusiastic.” The thought of Charlie’s over-caffeinated ramblings made you smirk. “But, I don’t know. I had to take College Algebra twice, so I might not be the easiest student to teach.” 
“I’m sure you’re a dream compared to me and my team.”
You swallowed a drink, shaking your head. “Not from what he says. I mean, you should hear the way he talks about working with you. He just lights up, Don.”
Don hummed but said nothing, and brought the bottle back to his lips. 
The two of you sat in the quiet of the evening, leaning closer ever so slightly, like magnets put next to each other. There was a side of you that blared warning sirens, reminding you of all the reasons this was your first date in two years. That, and he was a federal agent who, on more than one occasion, Charlie had joked about his utter lack of a love life. But you ignored all of it when you closed the space between you.
There was no hesitation, no worry of what this meant. His lips moved against yours, his hand cupping your cheek before moving to the nape of your neck, deepening the kiss.
Suddenly, all of the stress and pressure from his week melted away. Don smiled against your sigh, setting the pizza box on the landing so he could pull you closer. 
You were both so lost in the moment, you didn’t notice the rain until it started to pour. 
When you finally broke apart, your shirt clung to your skin. His white T-shirt might as well have vanished altogether with how the water turned it completely transparent. 
But the rain was warm and welcoming. It ushered in suggestions. It encouraged. 
Needless to say, the two of you spent the rest of the evening inside. 
-
When Don woke up, his arms were empty, his shirt was drying on the back of a chair, and blinds were drawn back, allowing the sun to blind his tired eyes before he remembered where he was. 
He checked the clock on the nightstand. 7:30. 
“Great," he muttered. 
Swinging his legs over the side of the bed, he ran a hand down his face to try and wake himself up. With his vision adjusting, he noticed the paper lying over the top of his drying shirt.
Had to prepare for an 8:00 lecture. Didn’t want to wake you. Maybe meet for lunch?
P.S. There's coffee in the kitchen. I made sure to leave it on so it’ll be hot for you. 
Don laughed to himself. Usually, he was the one who had to sneak out because of work. It had to be the first time he’d woken up alone because of homework. 
He put on his clothes and made his way to the kitchen where, sure enough, the coffee pot was left on. He switched it off and poured himself a cup, glancing around at the chaos that was your living room and table in the daylight. It reminded him of the garage when Charlie was on a roll with some equation or another. But he didn’t mind it. He could see how dedicated you were to your job, like he was. So, even though he had to lean against the counter rather than sit at the table, everything already felt so familiar, more welcoming than his own cold and empty apartment. 
He got a call not long after he finished his coffee and sighed. Another day, another case. Still, he thought about your note as he drove. Maybe he could still stop by CalSci. He’d probably have to talk to Charlie anyway and besides, he still owed you a meal. 
-
It was cutting it close, but Don managed to have time to get to CalSci just before noon with some sandwiches from a deli on the way. As he made his way to your office, he followed the sound of a very cheesy 80s power ballad that rang over the gaggle of students. The closer he got to the door, the more he could pick your voice out from Foreigner. 
“Can’t stop now, I’ve traveled so far. To change this lonely life.”
Don opened the door just a crack and found you jumping around, using a gavel as a microphone. 
“I wanna know what love is. I want you to show me!”
He bit his lip to keep from smiling too widely. Don let you finish the verse before he finally spoke up.
“So this is what you ditched me for, huh?” He said loud enough so you’d hear him over the music. 
Your body went stiff and you slammed your hand on the radio’s off switch. You whipped around, cheeks red as a beat, and ran your fingers through your hair which had become a bit of a mess from head-banging for the past half hour. 
“Don,” you gasped, “hi.” 
“Hey,” he grinned. “Don’t stop on my account, I just figured I’d drop by with that lunch you mentioned.” He set the bag of food on your desk. “I didn’t know what kind you’d like, so I got turkey or roast beef.”
“How romantic,” you teased, leaning on the desk with your hand on his arm. 
“It’s better than soggy pizza, I can tell you that.” 
You groaned, running a hand down your face. “I still can’t believe I called you last night. I swear, I don’t usually do that kind of thing. I just figured it might be our only chance to-”
“I had a good time.” He assured you, tucking a wild hair behind your ear. “A great time, actually.” He placed his hand behind your head. “I’m glad you called.” 
Your lips just barely brushed his when you pushed back with a reluctant sigh. 
“I can’t do this.” 
Don let his hand fall back to his side and tried not to let his face fall as well. He cleared his throat and took a step away from you. 
“Right,” he said stoically. “Okay.”
“Oh my God, no that came out wrong,” you exclaimed. “I mean I can’t do this right now.”
His brows furrowed in confusion. “Okay?”
“Don, I really, really enjoyed last night.” You took his hands in yours. “I had more fun than I’ve had in a long time and, I know our schedules are crazy, but I would really like to see you again. Preferably not on my fire escape, though I’m definitely not upset about what that led to.” The memory of his lips against yours, his hands grasping yours, his body against yours popped into your mind. You shook your head, forcing yourself to focus. “I just can’t do it right now because-”
With the knock at the door, you let your hands drop his and you both stepped further away from each other. 
“Are you ready to go over-” Charlie started. His words and his feet halted, however, when he saw you weren’t alone. “Don, hey. What are you doing here?” 
You and the agent exchanged a look and an unsaid understanding passed between you, though neither of you knew the reason.
“I, uh, I was coming to see you and thought I’d say hi to Dr. Y/L/N,” Don said. 
“Yeah, I had a couple of questions about some of your… procedures that I wanted to clear up for the next lesson,” you coughed to cover your lie. “Don was nice enough to stop by since he’s here to see  you.” 
“Right.” Don nodded. 
Charlie blinked. “Ooooookay.” He waved the files in his hand. “So, are you ready to go over the equations to narrow down possible killers from larger lists?” 
“Actually, Charlie, I do need to talk to you,” Don said. “It’s about that serial killer we think may have started up again.” 
“Right.” Charlie tapped his chin with the folder. “Um, Y/N can I take a rain check? We can talk it over after your last class?”
“Sounds good.” You gave him a tight smile. “Good luck catching bad guys. Both of you.” Both Eppes nodded, Don mouthing an apology so Charlie wouldn't see.
 You returned it with finger guns. 
Once they were gone, you hit your palm to your forehead. “Finger guns?” You chided yourself. “Really?”
With a sigh, you switched on the radio and rummaged through the bag Don brought you for the turkey sandwich. 
“Hey, Charlie. Yeah, let’s talk about class,” you said in mock conversation. “Oh, and by the way? I had sex with your brother. That’s not going to be weird right?” 
You let your forehead fall to your desk, narrowly missing your sandwich.
This was going to be more complicated than you thought. 
-
“I’m serious!” You giggled. “I am deathly afraid of, you heard it, swans.” 
“Swans?” Don shook his head. “Like white fluffy birds they put on valentines cards, those swans?”
“Don’t let the cards fool you. Swans are demonic little creatures.” You sipped your wine, still sniggering. “I got chased by one as a kid. The thing almost bit me. Scarred me for life.” 
“Well, if we ever come across any rogue swans, I’ll protect you,” he smiled. 
“Oh, right, my knight in shining Kevlar going up against waterfowl. That’s something I’d pay to see.” 
You both laughed a little too loudly, the other patrons at the restaurant casting looks in your direction. Despite that, the wine and candlelight definitely set a different scene than beer on your fire escape. Though, you might still prefer the latter.
It’d been two months since that night. And somehow, in the face of all the obstacles your jobs posed- including keeping everything a secret from his brother- you’d managed to build something resembling a real relationship. Which excited and terrified you. 
“How were classes today?” He asked, pouring you more wine. 
“Your brother scares me with how smart he is sometimes,” you exclaimed.  “I mean, the things he’s able to figure out using symbols that mean absolutely nothing to me…” 
“Welcome to my world, sweetheart.” 
Don placed his hand on top of yours, gently drawing circles on the back of your wrist, seeming lost in thought. 
“Speaking of Charlie,” he started, glancing up at you with a question you’d both had on your mind. 
“Right,” you sighed. 
“Should we…” Don cleared his throat. “We should tell him, right? It’s weird that we haven’t told him.”
“I thought that too.” You swirled your wine in the glass. “But now isn’t it more weird that we haven’t told him? I mean, what do we say? That we’ve been seeing each other for a couple months now and just forgot to mention it?” 
“Yeah, but we can’t go on sneaking around like high school kids, right?” 
“I know, I know. But it still just feels… weird.”
Don raised a brow. “Dating me feels weird?” 
“No,” you rolled your eyes, poking his arm. “But dating my co-worker’s brother behind his back is a little odd.”
“Charlie’s a big boy, I’m sure he’ll be fine. Besides, it's not like you two were a thing.” Don took a drink.
You lowered your eyes. 
“Wait,” he swallowed. “You and Charlie…” He shook his head in disbelief “And you didn’t think to mention it?” 
“It wasn’t even really a thing,” you defended. “It was… a fraction of a thing. A teeny tiny percentage of a thing.” He still stared at you wide-eyed, so you continued. “We were at an end-of-the-year function for faculty, had a couple drinks, and went for a walk.”
“That’s it?”
You bit your lip. “And we kissed. But that was it!”
“You kissed my brother?” He exclaimed.
People around you started to whisper. 
You lowered your voice. 
“Now who’s acting like a high schooler?” You scoffed, leaning back in your chair. 
“You’re right. I’m sorry. It’s just-” Don held up his hands, holding back laughter. “Difficult to imagine. That’s all.” 
“Obviously, we decided to just be friends and that's part of how our joint class came to be,” you said. 
He nodded, but couldn’t contain his smirk. “But you didn’t want to say anything about us just in case he carried a torch for you, huh?”
“No, it isn’t that.” You knew as well as anybody that Charlie had eyes for one person and you were over the moon that he and Amita were finally working things out. But you also couldn’t bear the thought of upsetting him over something like this, especially after not telling him for so long. “I just didn’t want to make things awkward.” 
“Well, like I said, Charlie’s a grown man,” Don shrugged. “Even if he did have a problem, he’d get over it.” 
The waitress brought the check and Don snagged it before you could. You finished your wine and he ate the last piece of bread by the time she got back. 
“I will say though,” you mused as the two of you stood to leave, laying a hand on his chest. “All of the secrecy is more than a little bit sexy, hm?”
He cocked a brow. “Yeah?” 
You nodded. “Makes you seem like James Bond.” 
He chuckled, his hand finding the small of your back to lead you back to the car. 
“Alright, then maybe you should get me to a secure location, Dr. Y/L/N,” he teased. “We wouldn’t want to blow my cover.”
“I’m sure I’ll think of something.” You winked and got in the car. 
While it certainly wasn’t a path you expected to be on, for the first time in a long while, you were enjoying the ride. 
Maybe, this time, things would be different. 
For both of you.
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Charlie Eppes x Fem!Reader - Chapter 1 - Can’t Face Her
A/n: I absolutely had to write this. I am invested in Numb3rs and I am dedicating this to it’s small fandom because there’s truly not enough Charlie x Reader fics out there. I love Charlie and this is my favorite role that I’ve seen David Krumholtz in. Anyways I went with the two comments on my opinions needed post and with the reader staying near Charlie rather than moving away. We’ll be starting off with before season 1 starts. The reader convinces Charlie to visit his mother before she passes. Enjoy the angst! 
P.S. I stated this when posting my Bernard fic, but I know it’s not likely a lot of the same people that read that will read this and vise versa; I am 100% willing to edit and repost this for NB and Masc readers!! (Not that I even use pronouns or gendered terms that much because 2nd person is helpful in that way, but for the times I do I’d like to make my fics more gender inclusive by making more copies of them with different sets of pronouns!)
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     Not long after the Eppes found out that Margaret had been diagnosed with stage four cancer, after they told all family, you and your parents were the first friends to know. You had noticed something was going on with Margaret when you’d gone to visit their house the past few times, and now you finally knew what. While Alan and Don stayed at her side, you went to get them groceries so they didn’t have to step away for even a second. You put away the groceries and peeked into Alan and Margaret’s bedroom where she lay, and your heart shattered at the sight. The state of her had gotten much worse since the last time you visited. 
     Margaret was like a second mother to you, she’d watched you many times as a child when your parents couldn’t. Seeing her like this wasn’t easy. You knew she’d refused chemotherapy, in spite of Alan’s wishes. She didn’t want to suffer the pain of treatment on top of the pain she was already fighting. Deep down, she knew she wasn’t going to survive this. She seemed strangely at peace with this, though no one else was. You kneeled at her bedside and gave her a soft smile as tears pricked your eyes. She returned the smile. “Hey, Margaret... how are you feeling?”
     “The best anyone can when they’re dying.” She gave a shrug and chuckled dryly. “Darling, I’m with my family, minus one member, I’ll be alright.” She assured, grabbing your hand. Her “Minus one.” Comment made you realize Charlie wasn’t there, and you hadn’t seen him when you walked in. You knew what that meant. You sighed and kissed Margaret’s hand before getting up to find your best friend. 
     “Charlie!” You shouted as you approached the shed where the young man always hid when he couldn’t handle his grief. He channeled it into an impossible math equation that had never been solved. He knew it would lead to no end, and that was the point. A permanent distraction. Unfortunately, it was never permanent, and made his overall grieving process more painful as a result. You slid the wooden door open and stepped inside to see exactly what you’d expected to. Blackboards were put up at every angle available within the shed, and Charlie was scribbling equations onto them with a concentration fueled by emotions you knew were related to his mom’s illness. 
     “Charlie...” You spoke his name again, quieter now, and with a hint of despair. “You can’t hide in here forever. I know it’s hard but you have to come out of here.” He just ignored you and kept scribbling. The squeaking of the chalk on the blackboards was beginning to bother you more with each second. You knew words weren’t going to do anything, so you grabbed his arm and made him turn around. He gave you a frustrated look, or at least tried to, but sadness shone in his eyes. 
     “Not now Y/n, I’m in the middle of an important calculation.” You furrowed your eyebrows and snatched the chalk out from his hand. 
     “Screw your calculations!” You exclaimed with frustration, but then you quickly calmed your tone. “Charlie... I know this is hard for you.. But I also know you’ll regret not spending this time with your mother.” You tugged on his arm to get him to look away from his work, and when he looked at you, he looked angry. 
     “I need to focus! And- and you’re distracting me!” He yelled, pulling his arm away from you. You were surprised, because he hardly raised his voice, and especially not at you. “I need you to go, I have work to do.”
     “Oh, come on Charlie you know this equation is pointless-”
     “I said go!” He yelled louder. He hardly let you get a word in. You knew you weren’t going to get anywhere with this argument, so you huffed and left. 
     Over the next couple months, you visited frequently, bringing food and comfort into the Eppes home. Your parents came too when they could. Every time you’d visit, you popped in to check on Charlie, who was working on the same equation. You always tried to say something to encourage him too see his mother, but he just brushed you off and kicked you out. It hurt, to say the least, but you knew his dismissive nature had nothing to do with you. He was in pain, and he refused to acknowledge it. 
     Eventually, it came down to Margaret’s final days. You knew it was now or never, so you went into the shed and took off the headphones he had been wearing, took the chalk out of his hand, and turned Charlie to make him face you. Deep down, he was glad you did. He hated how he’d pushed you and his family away, but he hadn’t been ready to feel the full effects of his grief. “Charlie. I know you hate this as much as the rest of us, but please. I’m begging you. Leave this shed, leave your work behind, and come see your mom. A future version of you will be glad you did.” He looked at you with an unreadable expression, first seeming frustrated, then confused, then his face dropped completely, and you could see tears forming in his eyes that quickly began to fall. You quickly wrapped your arms around him and let him sob into your shoulder until he was ready to speak. 
     “I can’t... I can’t face her. I’m scared. I don’t want to believe she’s dying. I know she is, I just.. Oh god, Y/n. My mom is dying. I c-” Then he burst into more sobs, and your heart continued to shatter, like every piece in your chest was just determined to continue breaking off into smaller pieces until your heart was just a pile of sand. “She has always been so strong, lifted me up when I was weak, I don’t think I can be the strong one.”
     You shook your head and gently ran your fingers through his curly hair to calm him. “You don’t have to be. If anyone needs to be strong, I’ll do it. Your family is like my second family, I will be here with you all, my parents will come visit. We’ll be the strong ones, we’ll help you all through this. Your mom wants you by her side. I know it’s easier to be here, surrounded by something familiar and comfortable, but you’ve got to escape what’s comfortable and be with your family. They need you.” 
     “No, they don’t need me. They’ll be okay if I stay here.” He spoke, trying to convince himself there was truth in his words.
     “They do need you. I promise you they do. This impossible equation is not what's important now. Come see her, just for a little bit. As long as you can handle.” Charlie didn’t respond for a long moment. He was regulating his breath and trying not to cry again, and you continued holding him, not letting go until he did. 
     He took another deep breath before speaking, “Okay. I’ll try.. I love my mom, I do, I just-”
     “I know. You don’t have to explain yourself to me. Let’s go.” You led him out of the shed and the two of you walked back into the house, and on the way there, he grabbed your hand and held it tight. 
     You stepped into the master bedroom and Margaret’s eyes lit up. “Oh, Y/n. Thank you for bringing him.” She smiled, and Charlie knelt at her side, grabbed her hand, and then he couldn't help it, he just cried. Don noticed and knelt beside him, giving him a side hug as they both looked at their mother. Alan was knelt beside her on the other side of the bed. You stood in the doorway, and with all her boys at her side, she beamed at you and mouthed another ‘Thank you.’ She looked tired, yet content. You nodded, blew her a little kiss and left. They needed this. Just the four of them. 
     The next morning, your parents shook you awake to inform you that Margaret had passed away peacefully in the night. Your heart dropped, but you knew that Margaret at least got to see her husband and both sons one last time, and once she had that, she was ready to go. You got ready and ran over to see the Eppes, your parents following behind you. Margaret’s body had already been taken away, and all three men still stood around her deathbed. Don was holding onto his brother, with Alan wrapping himself around both of them. Then they let go as you and your parents walked in. Your father gave Alan a hug, your mother gave Don a hug, and you gave Charlie a hug. You all cried. Once all immediate tears had been shed, you sat around in the living room and talked about the wonderful woman you’d all had the pleasure of knowing while she was alive. Alan told the most stories. You held onto Charlie’s hand the whole time, making sure he knew you were supporting him.
     After a while of talking, you and your parents cooked lasagna, Margaret’s favorite. You had to make sure the family was still eating. You knew grief made people lose their appetite, it had happened to you before. You sat around and talked some more, but not long after dinner begun Charlie got up from the table and went up to his room. You followed soon after. You opened the door to find him exploding into uncontrollable sobs. You ran over to sit beside him and wrap him up in your arms. “You’re right. I should’ve spent more time with her. I’m such an idiot, and now she’s gone-” You quickly shushed him to shut down his spiraling. 
     “Shhhh, Charlie, it’s good that you saw her when you did. She was holding on for you, when you showed up, she finally felt ready to pass on because she had all the most important people in her life at her side. Don’t regret the time you spent away from her, be kind to yourself for spending what time you did with her. Charlie she loved you, she understood why you needed to be away. Don’t be so hard on yourself.” You assured him softly, and he couldn’t find the words to respond, but your words consoled him, and he calmed down again. “Let’s go back downstairs and finish eating dinner, alright?” He considered just hiding away in his room for the night, but knowing you would be sitting beside him made him feel more prepared to go back to the table. 
     The rest of the night felt calm, but the heavy air in the room still weighed on you all. Your parents went home, but you decided to stay, because you wanted to look after the grieving family. Your parents came back later to bring you an overnight bag, and you dressed in your pajamas and got ready for bed before lying down in the guest bed. You laid awake for a while, thinking about Margaret being gone, and the state in which you’d seen the Eppes that you knew would last. As you thought quietly about all the sweet moments you’d had with the woman over the years, you heard a knock on the door. “Come in!” You hollered. Charlie creaked the door open and saw that you were laying in bed, and assumed he’d interrupted you trying to sleep.
     “Oh I’m sorry! I didn’t realize I- I’ll let you sleep.” He quickly began to close the door.
     “Charlie, I know none of us are sleeping at a normal hour tonight. Come in.” You insisted. He paused for a moment, then nodded and quietly slipped into the room and sat down beside you. 
     “There’s nothing I really want to talk about right now, I just didn’t want to be alone.” You nodded and scooted over to make more space for him to lay beside you, and he did. You both laid side by side on your backs, staring at the ceiling in silence. It reminded you of all the nights you’d spent at each other’s houses, staying up and talking about anything you could think to discuss. Though this time, no words could convey what you both felt. After a while, you heard him begin to snore, and soon you drifted off as well. 
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darkshrimpemotions · 3 years
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whomst. are your favorite characters. a list pls. for reasons <3
Dean Winchester (Supernatural)
Juliette Silverton (Grimm)
Lois Lane (Lois & Clark)
Laurel Lance (Arrow)
Barbara Kean (Gotham)
Iris West-Allen (The Flash)
Fox Mulder (The X-Files)
Mick Rory (Legends of Tomorrow)
Sara Lance (Legends of Tomorrow, Arrow)
Cordelia Chase (Angel, Buffy the Vampire Slayer)
Hank Griffin (Grimm)
Luke Skywalker (Star Wars)
Eobard Thawne (The Flash)
Odafin Tutuola (Law and Order: SVU)
Don Eppes (Numb3rs)
Quentin Coldwater (The Magicians)
Ezekiel Jones (The Librarians)
Stan Pines (Gravity Falls)
I feel like there are definitely some trends here but I couldn't for the life of me tell you what the fuck they are.
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fandomsandwritings · 4 years
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Masterlist
Some of these links are from my main blog but they are my writings! Thank you! 
And I do take requests so just send me a message! 
Criminal Minds
Aaron Hotchner x Reader
Unholy (FemaleReader)
Part 1
Part 2 
Distant (GenderNeutral) 
I Won’t Say I’m in Love (Coming Soon!)
Numb3rs
Don Eppes x Reader
Still Rocking Your Hoodie (FemaleReader)
Hawaii Five-0
Steve McGarrett x Reader
You’ve Lost That Lovin’ Feelin’ (GenderNeutral)
Gender Reveal (FemaleReader)
The Rookie
Lucy Chen x Tim Bradford 
Kind of Friends
Updated July 3, 2021
also I have a side blog for One Chicago so here’s the link for that masterlist! 
One Chicago Masterlist 
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womenofcolor15 · 5 years
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Quavo & Saweetie Pack On The PDA At GQ Men of the Year Bash + Jesse Williams & Taylour Paige, Offset, Lil Nas X & More Bring The Fashion & Fun
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Quavo and Saweetie pack on the PDA at GQ's Men of the Year party in LA. See their coupledom flicks, plus shots of Jesse Williams and his girlfriend Taylour Paige, Offset, Lil Nas X and more inside...
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A couple that slays together!
Hip Hop couple Quavo and Saweetie are madly in love and they aren’t afraid to show it. The super cute couple had the fashion game on lock when they rolled up on the carpet at the 2019 GQ Men Of The Year Party held at The West Hollywood EDITION Hotel in LA.
Their energy was infectious and they really seemed to be enjoying one another’s company on the carpet, getting kissy and giving each other the “eyes.” Even if they started off as a couple for PR purposes - allegedly - they seem to have made it into something real.
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And it works. 
Recently, the ICY raptress took to Twitter to air out her frustrations with being profiled in luxury stores. She didn't call out the names of any stores, but chick shared how annoyed she is over the stupid ish (read from the bottom up) :
  We're sick of it too, sis. 
Back at the party...
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Quavo's cousin/Migos bandmate Offset was all smiles in a tailored suit at the party, sans his wife Cardi B.
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The Migos snapped it up with the homies during the shindig.
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Another couple was all in the loved up in the mix too. "Grey's Anatomy" star Jesse Williams and his girlfriend/ZOLA actress Taylour Paige kept it cute during the festivities.
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                  Wanna hear a story!!??? ZOLA SUNDANCE 2020 @zolarmoon @janicza
A post shared by Taylour Paige (@taylour) on Dec 4, 2019 at 3:00pm PST
  ZOLA - the first movie based on a viral Twitter thread - will premiere at the Sundance Film Festival next month.
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After dominating the music charts in 2019, Lil Nas X was in the mix for some fun. We wonder what he has in store for 2020.
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EJ Johnson - Magic Johnson's son - never disappoints for a red carpet situation. He donned his usual all black everything.
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We see you, EJ!
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Comedian/actor Mike Epps snapped it up with Nigerian stylist Mobolaji Dawodu.
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The comedian has been busy on tour taking his "The Fabulously Funny Comedy Festival" across the nation.
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"STAR" actor Quincy Brown was all smiles on the carpet, looking like the male version of his late mother, Kim Porter.
The mother-of-four died a little over a year ago.
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All white! Diggy Simmons - Rev. Run's son - kept it clean on the carpet. He released his second studio album, Lighten Up, last year.
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We're not exactly sure what's going on with NBA player Nick Young's 'fit...
Y'all feelin' this?
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Rapper Jxmmi - 1/2 of Hip Hop duo Rae Sremmurd - got jazzy for the event.
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And comedian Keegan-Michael Key kept it simple in a black suit for the bash. 
Fab times.
Photos: MEGA/Getty/Startraks/Instar
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unsocialized-nerd · 7 years
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Still Rocking Your Hoodie
Pairing: Don Eppes x Reader
A/N: I’m rewatching Numb3rs and I’m obsessed with Don bc damn that man is fine but anyways this was inspired by the song Hoodie by: Hey Violet
“Charlie are you sure about this?” Don asked suddenly very concerned “Yes Don the math doesn’t lie.” Charlie stated getting sick of people always asking if it was right “Why Don? What’s Wrong?” David asked noting the change in his demeanor “I know that address.” Don knew the way to her house by heart and soon enough they were pulling into her driveway. Don and David walked up to her front door and went to knock when they noticed the front door was already open. Drawing their guns they went into the house. “Y/N. It’s Don. Are you here?” Don asked as they made entry already having a feeling they weren’t going to get an answer. “Okay we’re clear.” David said as they put their guns away and started surveying the house. Don walked into her bedroom and looked around, noticing the old sweatshirt sitting on her bed. Picking it up he noticed you never replaced the broken zipper or the patched up the holes where the material had worn too thin. “Don you need to look at this!” David yelled from the kitchen Don walked in still holding the ratty hoodie in his hands. David wanted to ask what was going on but decided to get away. “Back door was open and there’s blood on the floor but it doesn’t look like anything fatal. The kettle was still on the stove boiling with water in it so-” “We just missed them.” Don said interrupting him. “Yeah,” was all David managed to get out, “There’s more going on here isn’t there?” David finally asked “She’s my ex.” Don said not giving too much away. Not wanting to say that she was the only girl he was ever sure he loved completely. That she was the one that got away. And how it was killing him that she was now missing.
Charlie was explaining whatever math he was going to use to find her but Don wasn’t listening. He was thinking about everything he did wrong in the relationship. They had a really good thing. He was hopelessly in love with her and vice versa. From her point of view, he ended the relationship suddenly. Said he didn’t love her anymore and moved on. But that wasn’t the whole story. The whole story being that her life was threatened multiple times because of his job and one time was too close and he just couldn’t handle her getting hurt because of him. He thought it was best to end things and she’d eventually move on to a new man who wasn’t putting her life at risk every time he went to work. It had been almost a year and he hadn’t dated anyone since. And judging by his old hoodie still on her bed, she hadn’t either. Maybe if he hadn’t ended things he would’ve been able to prevent this. She wouldn’t be living by herself. She wouldn’t have gotten hurt. But her couldn’t think like that, not right now. Right now, he had to focus on finding her. Don started to focus back on the team strategizing but the room was completely silent. “What?” He said because they were all staring at him “We know where she is Don.” Colby said “Well than why are you guys just standing around, let’s go.” He said standing up and grabbing his jacket from the back of the chair.
They pulled up outside the abandoned warehouse with S.W.A.T. and other agents. Don explained the plan to everyone and they made their way around the building before going inside. There was minimal struggle as they barged into the warehouse. One of them took off running but Don decided someone else could chase after him. “Y/N!” Don yelled out hoping you were there and you were still live. “Don is that you?” a weak voice yelled from a corner. Don ran over to the small room she was being held in and broke open the door. And immediately she started crying. “Hey, it’s going to be alright. I’m right here.” Don said while squatting down to untie her hands and feet. As soon as she was untied, she grabbed on to Don and held on for dear life. “Hey you’re fine. It’s fine.” He said while holding her head to his chest and helping her to stand up. As they walked out of the building, Don put his jacket around her and led her to the ambulance.
It was almost a week later when Don heard a knock at his door. When he opened the door Y/N was standing there. “Hey I wasn’t expecting to see you.” Was all Don managed to say “Oh well I wanted to return this.” She said while holding out his FBI jacket he’d given her at the scene. “Well thanks,” there was a pause “Hey come in for a second, I have something of yours.” She walked into his living room while he went into his bedroom, returning a few seconds later with the hoodie he found at her house. “It seems you have a thing for my jackets” He said with a chuckle “Well it was all I had of you when you left. It was always my favorite of yours even with the stupid broken zipper.” She said while staring at her feet, their break-up being an awkward topic. “Why do think I left it?” Don said and she just looked up at him confused. “I never gave you the real reason as to why I left.” Don then went into the concerns he had about her safety and all the close calls she never knew about, “But I was so worried about you getting hurt through my job that it didn’t occur to me that I could be better at keeping you safe because of what I do not until today anyway. If I never left maybe I could’ve prevented everything that happened to you.” “Don, you can’t blame yourself. If it hadn’t been for you, things much worse than them just tying me up could’ve happened. You’re great at your job but you carry too much on yourself, always have.” There was silence. “But Don I am perfectly capable of taking care of myself and if the only reason we broke up is because you were worried about my safety then that’s stupid. I understand you Don, you haven’t always been the best at talking but with what we have, I just don’t get why you wouldn’t have told me.” “Have? Present tense?” was all Don said “What?” she said confused “You said “with what we have” you’re talking about us in the present tense.” “Yes Don, just because we’re not together anymore doesn’t mean there isn’t anything still here. I was completely and helplessly in love with you. It absolutely destroyed me when you left. And no matter how hard I tried I couldn’t hate you. I think subconsciously I knew there was more to it but I was in too much pain to try and figure that out.” “I’m sorry” Don was never a man of many words “I’ve been seeing a therapist.” He said after a pause “Ok and?” “And I’m better at talking. At trusting. Y/N I want to try again with you. You are the love of my life and it took everything in me to not come running back to you. Back then I wasn’t good at relationships. I was good at leaving. So when I realized that I was putting your life at stake I didn’t know how to deal with it. Leaving was easier than dealing with my feelings. I know that doesn’t make up for what I did but do you think there is even a chance you’ll have me back?” There was silence She stood up on her tip-toes and kissed him “We’ll see” she said with a smirk as she turned and walked out Don’s apartment. Leaving him with a smirk on his face and maybe a little twinge of hope in his heart.
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thewhumpproject · 8 years
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Crime Shows Whump Catalogue (WIP)
Crime/Cop/Detective/Investigative dramas/whodunnits/Murder mysteries/whatever you want to call them. Incomplete and will be updated as I write it all up.
NCIS - DiNozzo:
Found this halfway through making this list. Goes as far as 8x15. Has every little thing [x]
1x20 – Drugged, kidnapped
2x22 – Plague
2x23 – Still lowkey weak from Plague, gets almost blown up and ‘collapses’, continues to need rest
3x08 – Tied to a chair (w/ Ziva) and punched
3x12 – ‘Shot’ (scratched) in arm
3x16 – Injures ankle
3x23 – Bloody nose
4x04 – Knocked out
6x24 – Fight, breaks arm
6x25 – Still has broken arm, gets tackled by Ziva
9x01 – Shot in head, amnesia
10x21/22 – Car crash, unconscious, cut nose (Ziva hurt more these eps)
NCIS: LA – G. Callen:
[NCIS 6x23] – Shot multiple times
1x08 - Hit over head/‘concussion’
4x01 – Captured, beaten
4x20 - Poisoned
5x04 – Thrown/knocked out by explosion
6x12 – Exposed to ‘deadly’ virus
7x01- Tased (tasered? Shot with a Taser? ...Mildly electrocuted)
8x24 - Shot in vest
NCIS: NOLA – Christopher Lasalle
1x15 – Gassed/high
1x22 – Shocky (emotionally)
2x02 – Shot in Kevlar
JAG – Harmon Rabb:
1x20 – Captured, tied up, drugged, interrogated
2x03 – Head injury, blinded
2x13 – Hit by car, nasty gash, ligament damage, slight concussion
2x14 – Knocked out, hits head again
3x01 – Deteriorating concussion
4x01 – [After ejecting from plane, wakes up in a tree] Knocked out
7x01 – Head injury, severely hypothermic, amnesia
9x01 – Knocked out in plane crash, head injury
Criminal Minds – Spencer Reid:
An in-depth breakdown [x]
1x06 – Hostage, kicked
2x15 – Kidnap, torture, drugged (begins drug addiction arc)
4x24 – Anthrax
5x01 – Shot in leg (covers actor’s own injury) on crutches in further episodes
6x12 – Headaches (storyarc that sort of fizzles out)
9x23 – Shot in neck
Derek Morgan:
4x18 – Tackled through window, knocked out
5x23 – Knocked out, tied up
9x23 – Shot in arm
11x16 – [11x15, drugged and kidnapped] drugged, tortured, chemical burns
Chicago PD – Antonio Dawson:
[Chicago Fire 1x13 – shot. 1x14 – Shooting aftermath]
1x13 – Shot
1x14 – Shooting aftermath, hospital
Jay Halstead:
3x01 - Torture
CSI:NY – Don Flack
2x24 – Explosion
6x08 - Beaten up
Mac Taylor:
4x10 - Knocked out, drugged, kidnapped
8x18 - Shot
Danny Messer: 
6x01 - Shot
CSI (Las Vegas) – Nick Stokes:
2x19 – Pushed out window
5x25 – Buried alive
Greg Sanders:
3x22 - Caught in explosion, hospital
7x04 – Beaten up
Numb3rs - Don Eppes
1x02 - Shot
2x24 - Drugged
5x20 - Stabbed
Hawaii 5-0 – Steve McGarrett:
1x01 - Fight
1x20 – Falls off cliff, head injury, broken arm
2x01 – Stabbed, collapses off-screen
2x10 – Captured, tortured
2x16 – Hit by car
4x08 – Shot in arm
4x19 – Trapped in building collapse
4x21 – Captured, beaten, tortured
5x01 – Shot in leg
5x07 – Gassed, drugged, tortured
5x13 – Car crash
6x06 – Fight
6x17 - Gassed
6x25 – Shot on a plane
7x01 – Continuing issues from liver transplant
7x04 – Stabbed (but apaaaarently he’s too tough for being stabbed in the back with a kitchen knife to do more than be momentarily inconvenienced)
7x25 - Peaky, turns out he has radiation poisoning
Danny Williams:
1x01 – Bullet grazed arm
1x23 – Sarin poisoning
3x10 - Shot
4x19 – Trapped in building collapse, impaled
5x16 - Stabbed
6x17 - Gassed
6x25 – Donates some liver
Lethal Weapon – Martin Riggs:
[Emotional whump like every episode especially the first half of the season]
1x01 – Shot twice, shoulder + foot
1x02 – Bar fight, black eye, crashes through window from building across street,
1x03 – Cattle prod-ed
1x04 – Fight
1x07 – Hit by car door, tortured,
1x10 - Drugged
1x12 – Almost drowns
1x13 - Shot with nail gun
1x16 – Angsty, smashes head into mirror
Quantico – Ryan Booth:
1x01? - Shot
1x07 – Shot
1x08 – Continued from shooting
1x09 – Tortured
Bones – Seeley Booth:
1x15 – Explosion
2x18 – Knocked out, tied to chair, beaten
3x05 – Shot in leg
3x08 – Car crash/explosion (Bones in car too)
3x14 – Shot and ‘dies’
4x13 – Breaks his hand punching someone, knocked out, concussion
4x14 – Kidnapped, trapped in box then on ship, hallucinating, explosion
4x25 – Hallucinations
4x26 – Brain surgery, coma
5x10 – Explosion
9x24 – Shot
11x01 – Shot
Graceland – Mike:
1x09 – Stabbed
1x10 – Continued stab wound, attacked
2x01 – Tortured
2x13 – Shot, suffocated
3x01 – Continued shooting injuries (drug addiction arc begins)
3x07 – Drug withdrawal, sweats, vomiting, delirious, ice bath
Rush – Michael:
1x09 – Car crash, knocked out
1x10 – Head injury
2x10 – Captured
3x07 – MMA fight, nasty fight later (attempted eye-gouging involved)
3x15 – Tumbles down hillside
3x22 – Speared
4x06 – Knocked out (beginning of story arc to 4x08)
4x07 – Kidnapped, head injury, shot
4x08 – Coma hospital scenes
Josh:
1x04 – Hit on head, collapses
1x06 – Smoke inhalation
2x08 – Shot in leg
2x11 – Kneed by suspect
3x09 – Fight, stabbed, injures arm/shoulder, hospitalised
3x14 – Falls through ceiling, dazed for a second, shot (in vest)
4x06 – Fight
4x11 – Comes to on a boat, shot, falls overboard
Lawson:
2x01 – Caught near explosion, minor head injury
3x17 – Hit by a car
4x12 – Hit on head
Christian:
3x19 – Knocked out
Dom:
1x10 – Caught in explosion, hospitalised for head trauma
2x18 – Glass in face
Grace:
1x04 – Hit in face
1x10 – Caught in explosion, collapses, hospitalised
Stella:
1x03 – Shot in vest 
New Blood: Stefan –
1x02 (Case 1, Part 2) – Drugged
1x03 – Caught in explosion
1x04 (Case 2, Part 1) – Dog bite, drunk, punched
1x05 - Knocked out, strung up
1x06 (Case 3, Part 1) – Car crash (tbc)
1x07 – Fight, car crash, thrown by explosion
Arrash:
1x03 – Caught in explosion
1x04 – Kicked in the nads, drunk
1x05 - Knocked out, strung up, punched
1x06 – Car crash (tbc), hit, thrown to ground
1x07 – Fight, car crash, thrown by explosion
The Glades – Jim Longworth:
1x01 – Alligator bite
2x01 – Dog bite
2x08 – Snake bite
2x11 – Fight – sand in eyes, knocked out, attempted drowning
4x13 – Shot (cliffhanger, last episode)
The Finder – Walter Sherman:
1z12 – Shot (fine, later complications: subdural hematoma)
Brooklyn Nine-Nine – Jake Peralta:
1x06 – Concussion from falling from ceiling
2x13 - Exercises, flops to the ground
2x19 - Kidnapped
2x20 – Falls through car sunroof, various broken and bruised bones, later hit by car, hospitalised
3x10 - Knocked out
3x16 - Knocked out
4x01 - Run over by go-kart
4x02 - Fight
4x03 - Hostage, shot in leg
4x04 - cont. shooting recovery (cane)
4x17 – Hungover, mentions that he might have injured his ribs
Psych – Shawn Spencer:
3x11 – Knocked out
4x09 – Shot
5x04 – Barely poisoned
6x13 – Appendix burst
7x08 – Head injury, concussion
Endeavour – Morse:
0x01 – Faints
1x02 – Stabbed
1x04 – Shot
2x01 – Knocked out, tied up, beaten up
2x02 – Falls through floor
4x02 – Drugged
4x04 – Head/ear injury from grenade
Lewis – James Hathaway:
2x03 – Drugged, trapped in fire, caught in explosion
4x01 - Shot
5x04 – Mild arsenic poisoning
7x01 – Whiplash
Midsomer Murders – Ben Jones:
15x02 – Knocked out, tied up, concussion
19x03 – Knocked out, tied up
Grimm – Nick Burkhardt:
1x01 - Injected with a toxin, collapses
1x08 – Brutal fight
2x13 – Drinks a potion, stomach pains, collapse
2x15 - Blinded
3x01 – Zombified, enraged and gets into fights
3x02 – Continued ‘zombification’, fights as his pals try to capture him, injected with painful cure
4x02 – Sudden headache
4x06 – Sudden headache develops into general weakness gets worse over time
5x21/22 – Fight, torture, hallucination, shot
6x04 – Lightheaded for a moment
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Multitudes
Men I Always Meant to Write For Masterlist
Pairing: Don Eppes x Reader
Rating: M
Notes: Another part one of a shamefully indulgent (and unofficial) Men I Always Meant to Write For series. Not beta-read.
Warnings: Fluff; mentions of canon-specific violence; flip-phones because it’s 2007
Tag list: @informally-liz (here to infuence you on another obscure blorbo :P) ; @20th-centu-fairy-girl (it’s our baby) ; @nominalnebula @amneris21 @elen-aranel @missredherring​ @blueeyesatnight​ @brandyllyn​ (idk he’s tortured and I thought you might like him ¯\_(ツ)_/¯; feel free to ignore!) 
Summary: You’d be damned if you said you’d never been interested in Don Eppes. In your brief acquaintance, you’d felt a certain pull to him. There was nothing to be done then—between his work trying to solve the case and your work trying to cover it for the paper you work for, the two of you had butt heads. But once Eppes had realized that you were more interested in helping the case that sensationalizing it, his irritation had cooled. You’d almost been chummy by the end of the case—almost. 
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“Hey, choke up on that bat a bit more.”
You do so without thanking him for the advice, without making a single comment. But when your bat connects with the ball with a sharp, resounding clink!, you feel yourself grinning.
“I was doing alright, you know,” You tell him. But you keep your hands as he directed, taking a swing at the next ball shot out of the machine. Your bat makes contact in as advantageous a place as before.
“I know.”
“Oh? You been watching me, Agent?”
“Caught my eye as I was passing.”
You grin, reaching back and whacking at the button to stop the machine before you turn to face him fully. You realize instantly that it’s a mistake.
Don is leaning against the fence behind you, two fingers hooked into the fence of the cage. He’s chewing a wad of gum like his life depends on it—like he’s trying to imitate his old heroes chomping tobacco and shooting the juice through their front teeth.
"You been here long?" You ask.
"Just finished up. You?"
"Got about, uh—" You shake your sleeve back, eyeing your watch, "Ten minutes left."
"Want a beer?"
The offer makes your brows raise in surprise. Of all the things you thought may come out of Don Eppes' mouth over the course of this conversation, this didn't break the top ten.
"I could go for a drink," You admit. Don's grin widens and he shifts from foot to foot, nodding to the machine.
"Get back to it, then. Sooner you finish up, sooner we can go."
"Are you just gonna stand there and watch me?"
"You intimidated?"
"Maybe."
Don chuckles, flashing you his pearly whites as he straightens fully.
"Alright. I'll wait for you down there."
"Okay," You laugh, nodding. You can't help but watch him go, and you damn the way he turns back to meet your eye in turn.
--
You’d be damned if you said you’d never been interested in Don Eppes. In your brief acquaintance, you’d felt a certain pull to him. There was nothing to be done then—between his work trying to solve the case and your work trying to cover it for the paper you work for, the two of you had butt heads. But once Eppes had realized that you were more interested in helping the case that sensationalizing it, his irritation had cooled. You’d almost been chummy by the end of the case—almost.
--
“What’s got you out here tonight, anyway?” Don asks. You shrug a shoulder, trailing your finger along the label on the beer.
“Just had the urge to hit something. Better for myself and everyone else that I work it out at the cages, right?”
“I hear that,” Don mutters. You smile a little.
“That why you’re here?”
Don raises a hand, tipping it back and forth. You smile, leaning back in your seat a touch. 
“Tough case?” You ask.
“Am I on the record?”
“Oh, fuck off,” You grumble, fighting back a grin at Don’s laugh. “You know as well as I that California is a two party consent state. Anything I’d record without your permission would be inadmissible and punishable by law.”
“Nice to know you care about those rules and regs.”
“I’d be an idiot not to.” You tip your head to the side, eyes sweeping Don’s face. “You haven’t been sleeping.”
“Oh no?”
“Mm-mm. You look like you haven’t gotten a good night’s sleep in a few days.”
“You know what that looks like?”
“I know exactly what that looks like. I saw you during the case, I saw you at the hearing. Those were two very different looks.”
Don pushes out an irritated huff between tightly pursed lips. 
“You keep an eye out, huh.”
“Both of our jobs require reading people.”
“Is it my turn to say what I see?”
“If you like.” It’s only fair, but it’s intimidating. Don considers you for a long moment, eyes narrowing just a touch. It makes you want to squirm in your seat, but you’ve been given looks like this by people that would just as soon shoot you as look at you. Don’s not like that.
“You don’t like whatever it is you’re covering.”
“Oh no?” You arch your brows. “What makes you say that?” 
“When we worked together—”
“—Oh, you mean when you subpoenaed my research and brought me in for questioning?”
“—You held yourself differently. Stronger eye contact, better posture. You were engaged. Whatever you’re working on right now is takin’ it outta you.” 
Your brows shoot up at the accusations, and you find yourself pushing out a shaky laugh as you turn your face from him, raising your beer to your lips. It’s a little freaky that he can see into you like that.
“Am I wrong?” Don presses. You swallow thickly, the beer like a lump in your throat as you push it into your stomach.
“God, I wish you were.”
“What is it?”
“What I’m working on?”
“Uh-huh.” 
You bite your lip, fiddling almost nervously with your beer. “How about a rule for tonight?”
“What kinda rule?”
“No work talk.” 
Don leans back in his seat a little bit, tipping his head to the side. You can feel him trying to read you; you’re certain he’s trying to dig right into your soul. And then he gives a short nods, lips pursing.
“Alright,” He concedes. “No work. Then what the hell do we talk about?”
The two of you talk about family, and about school. He digs into your time at Quantico, and why you dropped out of training for the FBI.
“It was one of the biggest things that popped for you,” He tells you, “When I looked through your file.”
“Yeah, I bet.” You pillow your chin on your hand. 
“You ever regret it?”
“Dropping out?” You ask.
“Mhm.”
Your hand slides from your chin to scrub at the back of your neck as you consider it.
“I...I won’t pretend that having my hands tied with the ways I can investigate sometimes doesn’t drive me nuts—knowing that I’d have access to way more if I’d stuck to that track, but...” You life your head again to look at Don. “But what you do, day in and day out? I couldn’t do that. I realized it a little too late.”
“You go right into reporting?”
“No, no. I did a few other things in between—marketing, analytics...Things that let me dig into how people think, why they do what they do. Then I hit on journalism.”
“Why the switch?”
“I felt like the things I was saying at work just weren’t being said loud enough.” 
Don nods silently, then offers, “It’s too bad. You were good at it.”
Your eyes and smile widen, stunned. “You looked at my assessments?”
“Yeah,” Don admits with a soft laugh, “But it’s more than that, it’s—When we worked the case. The way you talked to the witness, you know, how you—twisted the emotional knife. We spent five days trying to get to that woman, it did nothing.”
“Well, sometimes you just need a different angle.”
“Hey, I’m all about the different angle. I’ve been working with Charlie for...Two, three years now, different angle is his middle name.”
“Charles ‘Different Angle’ Eppes? Gee, thanks mom and dad.” You smile widely as Don smiles, his arms folding on the table. “You two work well together,” You add. It’s Don’s turn to shift with nerves, hiding his face for just a moment as he scrubs his hand across it.
“We do now, yeah.”
“Not always a happy partnership?”
“Not even that, just, you know...We didn’t get along when we were kids. Sometimes the fact that we get along now seems like a...An anomaly.”
“A statistical improbability?”
“Exactly,” Don laughs. “Thank you—You know what, I’m gonna tell him that...I don’t know, though, you know.” His mirth sobers as he lowers his eyes to the bar. “It’s nice to get along with him now. It’s like I’ve opened the door to something I didn’t even know existed.”
“You happy you did?”
“Yeah,” Don’s brow furrows, nodding. “Yeah, he’s—He’s a smart guy, good kid. He likes to help—and I appreciate it, you know, any lead or any clue that he can point us to, it can make or break a case sometimes.”
“It’s nice that that can bring you closer, even if it isn’t always under the happiest of circumstances.”
“Never is if a crime is involved...” Don trails off, lips pressed thin. And then you see him push a smile onto his face, pointing an accusing finger at you. “You said no work.”
“I’m not sure family chat counts as work, Eppes.”
“Oh no?”
“Overlaps, maybe.”
“Definitely.”
You raise your hands in concession. “Fine, no family-slash-work chat.”
“Good.”
“So I definitely shouldn’t ask about the couple of times your dad consulted informally?”
“Who told you that?”
“...Your dad.”
--
it’s a bad idea to let Don buy you another beer. It’s a worse idea to let him drive you home. The worst idea you have is inviting him inside—but he follows you to your front door, up the steps, into your apartment.
He takes his damn time peering around your shelves, at your framed photographs and your books. You take your damn time opening your beers, eyes set primarily on Don—on the slope of his shoulders, and the slight narrowing of his eyes and purse of his lips as he takes in the contents of your bookshelf—until your bottle opener slips and you skim your knuckles. You hiss, muttering, “Son of a bitch.”
“You okay back there?”
“Uh-huh,” You answer hurriedly, looking down at the beer and cracking it open before you glance over your knuckles. The skin is irritated, raised just a touch. It’s not major, nothing some cold water can’t fix.
“What, the beers fightin’ back?”
You glance up, an irritated pout affixed on your face. It melts when you see Don holding a heavy, engraved crystal plaque.
“Find something you’re interested in?” You ask.
“Excellence in broadcasting,” He reads, then looks at you as he holds up the plaque. “You were in tv?”
“Produced from a studio for a year, then jumped ship for print.”
“Some would say that written journalism is giving way to broadcast.”
“If you’re gonna say that, you’re not getting this beer.”
Don raises a penitent hand, chuckling, “I said some, not me.” He sets the award down before he strides toward you. You hold one of the beers out, and he takes it—only to set it aside in favor of taking hold of your hand and looking at your knuckles.
“What’d you do?” He mumbles, crowding closer.
“Nothing.”
“Oh?”
“Wasn’t paying attention. It slipped.” 
“Oh yeah? What were you payin’ attention to?”
It’s a trap of a question. You can’t tell him you were paying attention to him, but if you weren’t paying attention to your hands, then what the hell else could you have been looking at? You shrug a little bit, mumbling out a lame, half-hearted excuse. 
“I don’t think I caught that,” Don chuckles. 
“Nothing to catch.”
“No?”
“Nothing of consequence.”
“Not sure I believe that.”
Don raises your hand to his lips, brushing a tender kiss along your knuckles. It makes your stomach twist with shock. You almost feel as if you’ve stepped out of yourself—like you’re peering at Don from another vantage point. His warm breath brushes the back of your hand as he lifts his head to peer at you from under his sweeping lashes. 
You watch one another for a few long moments before Don straightens up. But where you thought he’d let go of your hand, he tugs you closer. You wobble a touch, raising your other hand to catch on his shoulder. He dips his head, nudging his nose against yours. But he waits. Don doesn’t dive right in; his eyes search yours, and at such close proximity, his dark eyes seem to contain multitudes.
This feels like an awful idea. You don’t want this to hang over your interactions in the future; you don’t want to risk what has become a genial relationship with him, and his team. But more than that, you want to feel Don pressed far closer than he is now.
You lean in just a little, your nose brushing lightly against Don’s. You track one another’s gaze, hardly blinking as you grow closer. For a moment, you think that one or both of you will back off, laugh awkwardly, dismiss it. But before you can second-guess yourself, Don dives in for a kiss. Your eyes slip closed at the contact. Your free hand raises to curl around the back of his neck, keeping him close. Don slides his hand away from yours, resting them on your hips. Your skin prickles with heat as he backs you up against the counter. He groans softly, smoothing his hand up the back of your shirt. You tip your head, teasing your tongue between his lips and whimpering softly. You’re set to push yourself up onto the counter, but—
You groan again, tipping your head back as his phone rings in his pocket. He spits a curse, reaching for his phone and opening it.
“Eppes.”
You lean up, brushing your lips against his neck, grinning as his fingers press against your skin, sweeping against your bra strap.
“...Alright...Alright, I’ll be there in twenty.”
Dang.
You lean back, smiling a little as he closes his phone and tucks it away again. He sighs, and before he can apologize, you offer, “It’s alright. Could’ve just as easily happened to me.”
“Yeah.” Don agrees, but he doesn’t look convinced. 
“You alright to drive?”
“Oh, yeah,” He nods. “You barely got that beer open, anyway.”
“Fuck you,” You laugh, shoving his shoulder. Don doesn’t get far, just leans back in and gives you a warm, slow kiss.
“Rain check?” He murmurs.
“Sure.” 
You disentangle yourselves, and you straighten your shirt as you trail him to the door.
“Be careful out there, Eppes.”
“I will be,” He shoots you a wink. “You gonna be up long?”
“I can be.”
His smile widens into something dopey and warm, and he nods, promising, “I’ll call.”
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Kailah & Jessy's Twin Oaks House & Garden Estate Wedding
Kailah & Jessy's Twin Oaks House & Garden Estate Wedding
Of all five-ish female San Diego wedding DJs in the 619, Kailah and Jessy chose me to DJ, MC, and provide a photo booth for their Twin Oaks House & Garden Estate wedding on Saturday, September 23, 2017, in San Marcos, CA. Kailah & Jessy are from Las Vegas, so this was a destination wedding for them.
  (c) San Diego DJ Staci
THE LOVE STORY
Jessy accidentally said “I love you” for the first time when she was saying goodbye to Kailah from the window of her car in the driveway…Jessy, a police officer, got really red and embarrassed and drove away before Kailah could say anything back.
  (c) San Diego DJ Staci
  On July 23, 2016, Jessy surprised…I mean REALLY SURPISED, Kailah with a cabana on Mission Bay. There were pictures of the two of them, champagne, and flowers everywhere. When Kailah looked up, Jessy was down on one knee with a very important question for Kailah, who was crying like a baby!
  (c) San Diego DJ Staci
THE SAME-SEX WEDDING CEREMONY
After some “welcome” jams by the Vitamin String Quartet, Jessy, the wedding party, and the officiant walked down the aisle to “All You Need Is Love” by the Stringspace Quartet. Kailah made her big entrance with her mom to “A River Flows In You” by Yiruma. After being pronounced wife & wife, the newlyweds exited to “All I Want Is You” by Barry Louis Polisar from the Juno soundtrack. This Twin Oaks House & Garden Estate wedding was truly gorgeous as well with the sound of a small waterfall trickling during the ceremony.
  (c) San Diego DJ Staci
THE TWIN OAKS HOUSE & GARDEN ESTATE WEDDING RECEPTION
Kailah & Jessy made their big debut to “Tik Tok” by Kesha. After their First Dance to “Crazy Girl” by the Eli Young Band and the salad course, there were toasts from Jessy’s Bridesmaid Alex, Kailah’s Maid of Honor Anna Epps, Kailah’s mother Alisa Allard, Jessy’s Father John, and a few words from Jessy herself.
  (c) San Diego DJ Staci
  Unfortunately, we were unable to locate a copy of the original song Kailah & her mom requested for their special dance: “Whirl & Swirl & Twirl” by Valdy. We ended up using Martina McBride’s “In My Daughter’s Eyes,” which they described as the song that personified their mother/daughter journey. Going for the complete opposite vibe, Jessy & her dad danced to “Kiss The Girl” from The Little Mermaid. Why? Because Jessy used to watch The Little Mermaid on repeat throughout her entire childhood. Her dad always said that one day he would dance with her at her wedding to that song. Twenty-eight years later…he did!
Other than a hoppin’ dance floor from open to close, the photo booth was popular all night as well as the hot dog cart, donut station (Jessy had a lot of cop friends in the crowd), and candy buffet.
  (c) San Diego DJ Staci
THE PLAYLIST
For the cocktail hour/dinner playlist at this Twin Oaks House & Garden Estate wedding, the brides requested songs from my Soft Country/Classic & Guitar Rock playlist, Luke Bryan, Chris Young, and the Beatles. Jessy’s all-time fave is Adele…so for dinner music, we did Adele + my Feel Good, Soft Variety playlist.
  (c) San Diego DJ Staci
  For dancing, the brides said “thumbs up” to R & X-rated music, and they had these songs on their must-play list: “Despacito – NOT JUSTIN BEIBER VERSION” Luis Fonsi, “Danza Kuduro” Don Omar, “7/11” Beyonce, “Turn Down For What” Lil Jon, “We Found Love” Rihanna, “Push It” Salt N Pepa, “Love Shack” B52s, “Wobble” VIC, “Cha Cha Slide” by DJ Casper, “Twist & Shout” Beatles, “Bad Boys” Inner Circle, “Wild Thoughts” Rihanna, and “Hey Ya” Outkast. The do-not-play play consisted of: Oldies, Big Band/Rat Pack, New Country, Slow Dances, Macarena, Limbo, Harlem Shake, Chicken Dance, Electric Slide.
Again, I was honored to be the one and only female San Diego wedding DJ Kailah and Jessy trusted with their big day. Thank you! See more at #AllDatAsh.
SAN DIEGO WEDDING VENDOR LIST
Here is the amazing team of San Diego wedding vendors (well, and one Las Vegas vendor the girls brought with them from Sin City) I had the pleasure of working with at this same-sex wedding:
Venue/Catering ➔  Twin Oaks House & Garden Estate
DJ/MC/Photo Booth  ➔  Staci Nichols
Photographer  ➔ Ryne Belanger
Videographer ➔ Yours Truly Media
Officiant ➔ Judge Chris Whitten
Cake Bakery ➔ Cute Cakes
Florist ➔ Four Seasons Floral
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Don Eppes x Reader
Words: 3844
Part Two of Three
Summary: As your feelings for each other push boundaries you’d both set for yourselves a long time ago, Don distances himself during a tough case and you have to decide if your relationship is worth the risk.
Notes: I know it’s been a minute, but I haven’t forgotten about my Don fans out there (we are few, but we are powerful haha) I love this show and the brother dynamic and Don’s emotional complexity is just so fun to write. I will hopefully have the last part up at some point soon. 
More Don: HERE 
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You took the stairs two at a time, heart beating out of your chest, and mind reeling. You didn’t hear the nurses asking you if you needed help over the panic in your head. All the news said was that there was a shootout between a suspect and FBI agents. Many casualties, including one agent in critical condition. 
So when Megan called you that he’d be here, you’d almost gotten sick waiting in traffic. How she’d known to call you, you hadn’t given much thought to. 
By the time you reached the right floor, you couldn’t breathe, your eyes were blurring with tears, and your legs wanted to give out. But you kept going. 
Doctors rushed by with a gurney and all you saw was the blood. 
You started to follow them. 
He found you first. 
Don put one hand on your shoulder to stop you from rushing after the gurney and one hand on your cheek to bring your eyes to his. 
“Don,” you sobbed, shaking your head and blinking away tears, worried he’d be gone when you looked again. “I thought- I hadn’t heard anything and I-”
“I’m okay, baby. See?” He motioned to the bandaged cut on his forehead. “I’m fine. Just take a deep breath for me, sweetheart.” 
“Oh my God,” you threw your arms around his neck. “Thank God. I saw the news and I just knew you were there. I had this awful feeling and then Megan…” You trailed off, burying your face in his neck. 
Don nodded. “Megan told me she called you, but your connection got cut off.” He pulled back to kiss your forehead. “I’m sorry for worrying you, but I’m okay. I promise.” 
“No, I’m sorry,” you sniffed, wiping your face with the back of your hand. “I should have waited. Instead, I barged in here like, well, like the FBI.” 
He led you over to some chairs where you could both sit, not letting go of your hand. From around the corner, Megan came with a pair of coffees from the cafeteria, stopping when she saw the two of you. She ducked back behind the corner before either of you saw. 
“You’re really okay?” You asked, fingers grazing the wound on his head. 
“Yeah,” he shrugged. “I got pushed out of the way by…” His eyes followed the trail of doctors hurrying with the person you’d seen before. “Her name’s Anderson. Took a bullet to the neck.” 
“Jesus.” 
“Worst part is, the guy got away.” His grip on your hand tightened. “This sicko that’s been shooting people in broad daylight and we almost had him and he still got away.” 
He swallowed hard and kept his eyes on the hall. 
A silence fell between you as you calmed down and his shoulders tensed. Finally taking a deep breath, you sighed. 
“Don, I’m so sorry.” 
He let go of your hand. “It’s not like you pulled the trigger.” Don ran his fingers through his hair and sighed. “You know, you really aren’t supposed to be here and I think I’ve freaked you out enough for the night, huh? Why don’t you go back to your place and I’ll meet you there?”
You were taken aback, but not totally surprised. When it came to stuff like this, your boyfriend wasn’t the most open. But, then again, neither were you. It was something you had in common- bottle it up and hope it doesn’t burst. 
“Yeah, okay.” You stood, kissing the top of his head. “I can make something up for you, if you want? I think I’ve still got some of that pasta you liked. I can throw it in the microwave.”
“That’d be great, actually.” He tilted his chin up, pulling your lips to his for one more kiss. “I’ll call if anything else happens, okay? And I promise, if the connection goes bad, I won’t leave you hanging.” 
“I’ll hold you to that, Agent Eppes.” You kept looking back at him as you left as if waiting for him to call you back. But he didn’t. So you left.
Now with the seat open, Megan crossed the room to sit beside her team leader.
“So that’s the mystery woman,” she said, handing him the coffee. 
“Mystery woman?” He scoffed. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Come on, for the past four months you show up to work with this big grin on your face and then this happens-”
“Speaking of which,” he interrupted. “What the hell were you thinking calling her? You know, it really freaked her out. She didn’t know what happened and she comes sprinting in here like, I don’t know, I’m dying. I hate doing that to her.”
“Don.” Megan shook her head. “You’re the one who told me to call her.” 
His brows furrowed. “What?”
“I mean, sure, you were kinda out of it from hitting your head, but you just kept saying, ‘Y/N. Call Y/N. I want to see her.’ So you gave me your phone and I called her,” she explained. 
Don leaned back in the chair, piecing together bits of fuzzy memory. He took a drink of coffee. 
“Huh.” 
Megan nodded, drinking from her own cup. “So you guys seem pretty serious.” 
“Megan…” He groaned. 
“I’m just saying, if she’s the one you’re asking for in your hour of need, it can’t just be a fling, right?”
“Isn’t it a crime to harass the guy with a head injury?” 
She opened her mouth to rebuttal, but both agent’s focus switched to the doctor approaching them. And from the looks of his expression, it wasn’t good. 
-
You heard more details on the news than you did from Don. In the days following the shooting, authorities were in an intense manhunt for a man named Pete Nicholsen, the lead suspect in a series of killings involving a hooded shooter in public places. 
Agent Anderson was paralyzed from the neck down. 
That, you heard from Megan. 
In fact, you hadn’t heard anything from Don in two days. 
It was Charlie who invited you over for dinner. He said things had been tense and that having some company might be nice, especially since you and his brother seemed to get along at the lecture. 
He told you he might be in the garage, so he left the door unlocked. But when you opened the door, it was the older Eppes brother you saw first. 
Don sat in the living room. While there wasn’t any light, you could tell it was him by the way he sat, leaned forward with a beer in his hand. Like he had the weight of the world on his shoulders. 
“Hey stranger,” you greeted softly. 
Don’s back straightened up and his head whirled around. 
“Hey.” A small smile graced his lips and he stood to meet you. “What are you doing here?” 
“Charlie invited me. He thought a guest would make dinner less… tense.”
“I see,” Don grunted, running a hand down his face. “So he still doesn’t know?” 
You shrugged. “I didn’t tell him. He just thinks we ‘get along.’”
“I wonder what gave him that idea,” he smirked, putting a hand on your cheek and pulling you in for a kiss. 
You sighed against his lips, melting into his touch. You hadn’t stopped thinking about it for two days. Thinking about how he was at the hospital. That same tension was there now, even as he kissed you. 
“Don,” you said, pulling away. “Are you okay? I know that there’s been a lot going on, but you kinda vanished on me and I’m not going to lie, I’ve been pretty worried. I mean, I have to learn everything from the TV and sure, I get that maybe you don’t want to talk about it but-”
“Honey, slow down,” Don sighed. He leaned against the back of the chair, nodding. “You’re right, I had to step back for a couple of days. With what happened to Anderson and then you showing up at the hospital thinking it was me, when it should have been me, I don’t know, there was just a lot going through my head I had to deal with, okay?” He took your hand, running his thumb over your knuckles, slowly going back and forth to calm you down. Or to calm him down. He couldn’t really tell. “But I’m back now, alright? You don’t have to worry.” 
Despite his reassuring words, the tone of his voice only increased your already growing concern. You remembered the gut-churning panic you’d felt when you thought he was the one in that hospital bed. You thought about every surge of electricity you felt spark in you whenever he smiled. Even now, the way he was looking at you, guarded and all, you still just wanted him to look at you for forever. 
This is what you were afraid of and yet you didn’t want it to stop. 
“Don, I-” You started but were cut off by the sound of footsteps. 
“Hey, Y/N, you’re here.” Charlie beamed. “Dinner’s almost ready.” 
With his brother’s eyes on you, you stepped away from Don to join Charlie in the dining room, letting those three terrifying words die on your lips. 
-
It was your turn to play the ‘dealing alone’ game. Not out of pettiness, but out of protection. While your heart was so full and your chest ached when he wasn’t around, your brain reminded you of all the reasons you hadn’t wanted to let things get this far to begin with. You told yourself a long time ago that nothing was worth the risk of getting hurt again. 
And all of it was because of a stupid four-letter word. 
The repetitive rattle of your fingers against the table helped tune out the rest of the cafe. Unfortunately, that included your lunch date.
“You okay there?” Megan asked with an amused smile. “You look like you just joined Larry in space for a second.”
“Sorry,” you sighed, shaking your head. “I’ve just been thinking about a lot.” Sliding your empty plate aside, you eyed her curiously. “Like why you asked me to have lunch. I mean, don’t get me wrong, I’d love to have a badass FBI best friend, but this just felt a little out of the blue.” 
“Alright, you’ve got me there,” she admitted. “Though I wouldn’t mind having a brilliant criminology professor in my back pocket whenever I want to remind the boys that this job isn’t all about running around with a gun.” 
You both laughed and you felt some of the weight on your chest lighten. 
She took a drink of her coffee. “There is something I wanted to ask you about, if it isn’t overstepping our budding friendship…” 
“You’re wondering about how I know your team leader.”
“No, I know about the class you teach with Charlie, and Don complained about his little guest appearance the whole week leading up to it,” she said. A smirk teased her lips. “I was more wondering why you two are keeping your relationship a secret.” 
Your mouth fell open and she laughed. 
“I read people for a living, remember?” She pointed out. “I had some suspicions, but when he kept asking me to call you when he had that head injury and you came running into the hospital like John Wayne, it pretty much confirmed what I thought.” 
“He asked you to call me?”
Megan nodded. “Oh yeah. You were all he could talk about when he was all loopy. It was pretty cute, actually.” 
You covered your growing smile with your hand, imagining Don doped up on pain meds and rambling about you to his co-worker. But then you remembered the circumstances and remembered who was really hurt that day. 
“So you figured it out,” you shrugged. 
She pointed a finger at you playfully. “And you haven’t answered my question.” 
“It’s,” you took a deep breath, “complicated.”
“With Don? Shocker,” she teased. 
You both finished your meals and paid. On the way out, she put a hand on your arm, giving you a smile that was somewhere between friendly and concerned.
“This job can be a lot to handle, especially when you're involved romantically with someone in the field,” she said. “And I know Don isn’t much of a touchy-feely kinda guy, but I think that you’ve been really good for him. I mean, I’ve really never seen him so happy. But, like I said, I know it can be a lot so if you ever want to talk, I’m around, okay?” 
You laughed. “Thanks, but I pretty much wrote the book on ‘emotional detachment.’ I think I can handle Agent Eppes.”
She lifted her hands in mock surrender. “Maybe that’s even more reason to talk to someone about it.” 
With a look that conveyed the phrase ‘just think about it,’ she went back to her car and you walked back to yours, trying your best to shrug off her ability to not only read you, but also the issues that you were starting to notice in a relationship she shouldn’t even know about. 
-
Charlie was in the middle of explaining to the class the ways equations can be used to track the spread of a bioterrorism attack when you saw him. You looked up from the notes you were taking and there he was. Standing outside the window. Waving at you. He looked like a normal guy. Nice haircut, clean clothes, new-looking backpack. But something about him seemed familiar. While you couldn’t place from where, something in your gut was telling you to not look him in the eye. 
No one else seemed to notice him and he was gone by the end of the lecture. Still, you couldn’t shake the unease from your nerves. 
“Earth to Professor Y/L/N,” Charlie teased, waving a piece of chalk in front of your face. “If you really thought it was that boring, you could have just said so.” He smirked and took a seat across from you. 
You looked around. The students had all left and you hadn’t even noticed. 
“It was really interesting, Charlie. I’m sorry,” you sighed. “I guess my head is just somewhere else.” 
“Yeah, you uh,” he nodded, “you’ve kinda seemed that way for a while. Is everything okay? If the class has too much to your plate, I can take over some more of the grading-”
“Don’t be ridiculous. You already do too much as it is.” You stood, packing your class notes into your briefcase and hugging it to your chest. “Besides, I’m fine. I just haven’t been sleeping well.” His concern only deepened so you came up with something more reasonable than dreaming about his brother choking on his own blood with a hole in his throat. “New neighbors. Probably just some partying college kids.” 
“Uhuh,” he hummed, narrowing his eyes. Whether or not he believed you, he didn’t press the issue. Charlie wasn’t exactly great when it came to emotions and, while it was deeply bothering him to see someone he liked to think of as a friend in a bad place, if it wasn’t solvable through math, there wasn’t much he could do. 
“Do you want to go grab some coffee?” You asked, hoping to change the subject. The last thing you needed right now was a line of questions that you weren’t ready to answer. 
“Coffee sounds perfect.” 
You were both halfway to the campus cafe when you heard the shots. At first, you thought someone had set off fireworks or something, but you remembered the man outside of the window. You’d seen him on the news. 
Pete Nicholsen.
-
He took the stairs two at a time, sprinting into the courtyard where campus security, police, and other FBI had already gathered, along with a whole audience of students and staff. Don didn’t give himself time to think. He just ran.
Don spotted Sinclair first, standing over the body of a woman with Y/H/C hair. She wore a blazer and had a briefcase busted open just a few inches away from her hand. He tried to calm his breathing as his mind went into a frenzy. 
The call was shots fired at Cal Sci. One casualty. Female. He only had one thought. 
What had he brought you into?
“Who is it?” He asked his fellow agent. 
“We’re looking for her I.D. in her things now,” David explained. 
“I need it now, damnit!” Don ran around to the other side, hoping to be able to see the woman’s face, and tried to prepare himself to see yours.  
“Agent Eppes!” A voice called from the crowd. 
He spun on his heel, frantically scanning the group of students. 
“Don!” 
He turned again and saw you. 
All of the breath in his lungs exhaled in a sigh of relief. He motioned to Colby that he’d be right back and rushed across the courtyard. It took every ounce of control he could muster not to pass the police line and pull you into his arms just to make sure you were really there. 
“Are you okay? Were you out here when it happened?” He asked, making sure to keep a step away to maintain his composure. “Where’s Charlie?”
“I’m fine. And he’s working with Larry to get a jumpstart into figuring out where this guy could have gone after he-” You caught a glimpse of the body through the crowd of law enforcement. “Oh my god.” 
“Hey, just look at me, okay?” He whispered. “Keep your eyes on me, sweetheart.” 
“Don.” You blinked, took a deep breath, and focused back on him. “Don, I saw him.” 
He froze, that same sinking weight in his chest coming back. “What?” 
“He was outside-” You ran your fingers through your hair, trying not to panic. “Nicholsen was outside of the classroom. With me and Charlie. He waved at me like he knew who I was.” 
Cal Sci. One Casualty. Female. 
“Okay,” he cleared his throat and nodded. “Okay, then I’m going to need you to come with me. And we should go get Charlie.” Don motioned to Colby and the others again, pointing in the direction of Charlie’s office. They continued investigating the crime scene. “This just got a lot more complicated.” 
He helped you push through the crowd, his eyes scanning every face expecting to see Nicholsen’s confident smirk looking back at him. Once out of the way of the scene, Don found a deserted hallway and let his barrier break. He locked you in his embrace, cradling the back of your head with his shaking hand. 
“I don’t have to tell you what I thought when I got that call,” he said against your shoulder. 
You rubbed your hand back and forth across his tense shoulders. “I guess we’ve traded places this week.”
Don pulled back. “That’s not funny.”
“I’m not trying to be,” You looked at him and those dark eyes and nodded determinedly. “I want to catch this guy, Don.” 
“No.” He started walking toward his brother’s office. “You aren’t touching this case anymore. Neither is Charlie. This guy knows who you both are. I’m not giving him a chance to take another shot at you.” 
“You can’t be serious-”
“What do you think that is?” He shouted, spinning around and pointing back toward the courtyard. “It’s a message, Y/N. That is a warning shot. The next time, he isn’t going to miss and I can’t let that happen. I-” 
Three words lingered on his lips, brought out by the terrifying thought of losing you. 
Don swallowed hard and continued down the hall. “We have to go.” 
The truth was, he had two thoughts when he got that call.
Please not her. 
I love her. 
And it scared him to death. 
-
His apartment was dark. When you unlocked the door with the key he’d given you, it didn’t even look like he was home. But once you got into the living room, he was there like he’d been at Charlie’s place. Alone. In the dark. With a bottle of beer in his hand and a blank stare in his eyes. 
“Don?” 
He jumped, blinking up at you like you’d pulled him out of a trance.
“Hey. I didn’t even hear you come in,” he said. He sounded exhausted, but there was something else too. Something that worried you. 
“I looked over some data with Charlie. He thinks he might be able to figure out how to finally catch this son of a bitch.” You sat on the arm of the chair, rubbing his shoulders. 
He shrugged you away. “I thought I told you that you were both off the case.” 
You stood again, crossing your arms. “And you thought that was going to work?” You scoffed. “Have you met your brother?” 
Don set the bottle down on the side table so hard you thought it might break. 
“Damnit, Y/N, you saw the guy outside of your classroom,” he snapped. “He shot a woman on your campus that matches your description.” He stood too, looking you in the eye. “He’s still out there and you think this is a joke?” 
“Charlie isn’t going to hide, Don,” you fired back. “And neither am I. The quicker we find this guy, the quicker all of this is over, right?”
“It isn’t that simple.” 
“Don,” you sighed, reaching out for him again. This time, he didn’t pull away, but when your hand found his cheek, you recognized the look in his eye. 
Conclusion. 
“Donnie, what is this about?” 
He took a deep breath and gently took your hand away. “I don’t think I can do this anymore.” 
You opened your mouth but found your throat had gone dry and the air had left your lungs. 
Don clenched his jaw to keep himself in control. Already, a voice in his head was screaming at him to stop, repeating those same two thoughts from before. 
Please.
I love her.
But that was exactly why he had to. He’d realized today how much he had to lose. And he couldn’t bear the weight pushing down on his chest. Maybe it was time to let it go. 
As the tear slipped down your cheek, he hated himself for the weakness that got him there. He couldn’t protect you. He wasn’t strong enough to face those emotions of panic and loss like he got a glimpse of today. You deserved someone who could hold you without thinking about everything going wrong. 
You didn’t say anything. You just went into his bedroom, grabbed a few of your things, and walked to the door, stopping to look back at the man you’d fallen so totally in love with and loved him all the same even though your heart was breaking. 
“I thought we were worth the risk, you know.” Was all you said before closing the door behind you. The apartment fell into a silence that seeped into his head. 
Don sat back down and stared into the dark. 
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Charlie Eppes x Fem!Reader - Chapter 3 - Clueless
A/N: I’m too proud of this idea tbh. Maybe I should’ve waited to write this chapter and I’m jumping the gun a bit here, but I like to place an initial reason for tension so I can build on it. I will be adding in a couple of OCs but they won’t be the main focus of the plot. If, when you get to that part in this chapter you think to yourself, “Isn’t this based off that one episode?” Yes, yes it is.
Side note, the ex I’m writing for the reader is based on my ex, so I’m keeping stuff vague cause bro was demented, but if y’all wanna make up stuff about dumb shit the ex in this story we can collectively make him the worst person ever and make her experience somewhat more detailed either as subtext or to address later in the plot. (Okay maybe not the worst, but like, fairly shitty.) As for the friends, they’ll basically be your run of the mill backstabbers.
I put my whole left lung into this chapter.
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     Unbeknownst to the two of you, you and Charlie had been spotted by the cherry blossom tree by two young students, Bowie and Daisy. They each took your Creative Writing and Charlie’s Applied Mathematics class, and they agreed the two of you had chemistry. There was a whole debate on campus over it. Some argued you were just colleagues who got along well, some said you must just be really good friends, and then there were those who genuinely believed you belonged together. Of course, most people knew to stay out of their professor’s personal lives, but not Bowie. They were the experimental type. Daisy, however, always tried to be the voice of reason.
    They hid nearby and whispered to each other.
    “They talk like old friends.” Bowie observed aloud.
    “Don’t you think we should be doing something more productive with our time?”
     “This is productive!” 
     “This is interference.”
     Bowie shrugged, “We’re giving them the push they need.”
     “What if we’re wrong?” Daisy crossed her arms, feeling unsure.
     “Then our interference will ultimately mean nothing. They’ll laugh it off and move on. You don’t have to do this with me, but I’m still going to pull a Clueless on them.” 
     “Hmmm..... Well, it would be interesting to see the results of the experiment...” Daisy was leaning towards joining in on Bowie’s mischief.
     “Yeah, yeah, I know you want in.” Bowie teased.
     Early the next morning, you visited Charlie in his classroom. He had papers spread out everywhere and his blackboard was actively being covered in equations. He was listening to his music again, and was very focused. You walked up to the blackboard and inspected his writing, still it made very little sense to you. “What’s this?” You asked, and he jumped as you came into his line of sight, though he quickly regained his composure.
     “What is with you and Larry always sneaking up on me?” He shook his head and took a deep breath.
     You snickered, “You’re very easy to sneak up on.” You side-eyed him and flashed a cheeky grin. “So, what are you working on?” You questioned again, looking towards the board. 
     He looked at the board as you did, “Actually, Don has asked me to help him on a case. When I went home last night, he was there and I found a map of different crime scenes, all committed by the same person in different places around the area. I started calculating where he might strike next, and I guess Don realized I could be good help in solving this case.” 
     “Oh wow, so you’re a consultant for the FBI now?” 
     He nodded, “I am.” He spoke like he was proud, but also had something else he wanted to say but couldn’t.
     “What’s wrong?” You asked.
     He sighed, “I don’t think I can tell you, but just.. be careful, alright?” Charlie requested gently.
     “I get the feeling that whoever you’re trying to catch is a pretty frightening person..”
Charlie nodded. “I really wanna help them get this guy before he hurts anyone else.” 
     “I’m sure you will. You have a brilliant mind.”
     He gave a small smile, still unsure. “Thank you.” He thought quietly for a moment, debating on asking a question that hung in the air. “Why don't you come stay with us? Just until we catch him.. which should be soon.” He tapped his chalk on the board and examined his work. “Not that anything is incredibly likely to happen to you, but maybe just to be safe?” 
     You thought about his question. It wouldn’t be too much of a hassle to stay at the Eppes’ for a little while, you’d done it before. Besides, you lived and commuted alone, which theoretically could make you an easy target for any criminal. You looked at Charlie and nodded.
     “Okay, good..” He sounded very relieved. 
     The two of you went to breakfast and since he couldn’t talk about the case itself, he instead talked about the mathematical formulas he was using to find the guy they were looking for. You listened quietly as you ate, not having much to add yourself.
     As you walked to your classroom to prepare for class, you were met with a young student you recognized as Daisy Lewis. She took your Creative Writing course which wasn’t until later that day. “Morning Professor L/n! I was at the store recently, and I saw this perfume and it made me think of you.” She spoke as she handed you a small bottle. You were a bit taken aback by the gesture, since there seemed to be no occasion for it.
     “Oh..! Thank you! That’s very sweet of you, Daisy.” You exclaimed with a polite smile. Daisy smiled back, and then stood there like she was waiting for something, and then you realized she expected you to spray it on yourself. Your eyes widened at the realization and you quickly spritzed yourself. “It smells wonderful, really, thank you.” You smiled awkwardly. Daisy stood there, trying to think of a way to stall you further to ensure that Bowie could sneak into your class and secure any unimportant piece of paper on or in your desk to use to forge your handwriting. “Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’ve got to prepare for a class.” You moved past Daisy and opened the door to your room just as Bowie had barely managed to slip away.
     Bowie circled back and found their friend, and the two of them went to the library to come up with a good letter to leave for Professor Eppes to find. Once they were sure they had it, Daisy drew him out of his office to “Ask about an assignment.” While Bowie planted the note in his room, having previously sprayed the inside of the envelope with the perfume Daisy gave you.
     Bowie subtly walked past Daisy to signal that the letter had been delivered. Daisy wrapped up her conversation with Professor Eppes and split. Charlie wandered back to his classroom and spotted the note. He took it and sat down. He recognized it as being what seemed to be in your handwriting, not analyzing it enough to realize it had been forged. He covered his mouth as he read, both surprised and confused. It was strange.. it didn’t seem like you. He thought about how you’d subtly distanced yourself from him over the years, could this be why? Had you begun to see him as more than a friend, and perhaps found him more intimidating because of that? He wasn’t sure what to make of it. Unfortunately, he couldn’t think about it too much because he had a case to work on. 
     When each of your classes were over, and Charlie had made some headway in helping Don with his case, you arrived at his classroom door. This time you knocked, and he had a chance to hide the letter he’d received in the top drawer of his desk. You didn’t wait for any signal to enter though, you just walked in after a couple of seconds. You didn’t want to startle him again by simply appearing. “How’s the case going?” You asked, looking at the equations written on the board. 
     He stood next to you, just about to answer when he smelled the scent of perfume. The same perfume on the letter. He looked at you and let out a small sigh. How was he supposed to approach talking about the note? You clearly weren’t going to bring it up. “It’s going good, I’m making a lot of progress. Hopefully once I give Don what I’ve got he has a better chance of finding the criminal.” His words were somewhat hopeful, but his face had ‘distracted’ written all over it. “Can I ask you a question?” You gave him a curious look and nodded silently. He looked at you with a concerned expression and took a deep breath before speaking again, “Do you feel like you can tell me anything?” 
     The words caught you by surprise, “What makes you ask that? I tell you lots of things, don’t I?” 
     He hummed, “Mmm, sometimes I feel like you hide things from me, not that you have to tell me everything, but I guess I just wanted to remind you that you can if you want to. You know, in person. I’m not that unapproachable, am I?” 
     You furrowed your eyebrows, very confused at this sudden topic of conversation. “Unapproachable? Why would I think-” You shook your head. Had he found out something you hadn’t told him about while he was away or about some dumb shit you’d done in college? If so, who told him? “Where is this coming from?” You asked. 
     “Are you pretending not to know or do you really not know?”
     “Know what?”
     He sighed again, “I got a letter this morning.”
     Your heart dropped, because apparently whatever you’d done was so bad someone had to deliver it to your best friend in writing? You’d never done anything illegal. (Okay, not anything extremely illegal). So what the hell was in that letter?
     “What letter?” You sounded a little more panicked. He felt relieved when it was obvious you really had no idea what letter he was talking about. The relief showed on his face and he couldn’t help but laugh. “I knew it didn’t sound like you.” He went to his desk and grabbed the letter, and then an actual letter you’d written him years ago that he’d kept with him. You followed and watched him, looking over his shoulder trying to read the letter. He laughed again, pointedly, as he noticed the slight differences in handwriting. “Ha!.. I’m sorry, Y/n. This is a forgery.” You grabbed the letter from him.
     “What? A forgery of my handwriting? Why? Who? What does this say?” You read it, and as you did, you noticed it smelled strongly of the perfume Daisy gave you. Then you laughed too. Not just a light laugh, you broke into uncontrollable laughter as the panic left you. “Wow, someone tried to pull a Clueless on us.” You said as your laughter finally began to fade. 
     “They did what?” 
     “Do you grade your students harshly, Charlie?” You questioned.
     “I don’t think so, I think I grade fairly. Why?”
     “We need to watch Clueless, as soon as you have the time, of course.” You insisted. “Let’s go.”
     You both picked up your things and walked to your car again. “We have to stop by my apartment so I can grab what I need for the next few days.” You explained as you got in the driver’s seat.
     “I don’t think I’ve gotten the chance to see your apartment yet.” He observed, a little excited at the idea.
     “Well, you’re welcome to visit anytime.” You offered, “But let’s see if you like it first.” You chuckled briefly and then drove out of the parking lot.
     The two of you quietly listened to music as Charlie thought about the case he was working on, and you thought about how he’d said it felt like you hid things from him. You knew from the way he worded it that he wasn’t just talking about the forged letter. You had been hiding things from him, of course, but you thought he was oblivious to that. Of course he also added the consolation that you didn’t have to tell him everything, but you thought perhaps it would be better if you did.
     You arrived at your apartment and took the elevator. Charlie held his hands behind his back and looked up at the numbers changing as you went through each floor. Soon, you arrived at your level and you walked to your front door. You walked in and grabbed a back to fill with clothes, a toothbrush, a hairbrush, and all the things you needed for work for the next few days that you kept with you at home.
     Charlie insisted he carry the bag for you after feeling how heavy it was, even if you said it was alright and that you could carry it.
     “Let me do something nice for you.” Was his final argument, and you knew you’d do something nice later in return.
     He put your bag in the back seat, and then the two of you drove to the Eppes’ home. “Evening, Alan.” You said as you walked in.
     “Good evening Y/n. You staying with us for a few days?”
     “That’s the plan.” You smiled.
     Charlie dropped your bag off in the guest room. “I have to continue working on this case, but I’ll see you at dinner. You do whatever you need to do in the meantime, alright?” 
      You nodded and smiled, and then Charlie left. You got out your work and some headphones, and you listened to some Fiona Apple as you graded your student’s work. As you quietly graded, you thought about the day. You continued to contemplate on opening up to Charlie about what you’d experienced in high school, mainly because he seemed to blame himself for your emotional and physical distance from him. You knew that at the very least you would assure him that those behaviors had nothing to do with him.
     A few hours later, Charlie knocked on the door. You didn’t hear him at first because of the loud music playing in your headphones, so he knocked again. After knocking twice and hearing no response, he slowly opened the door. Still, you didn’t notice. He could faintly hear the music blaring in your ears and he couldn't help but chuckle. He gently took the headphones off, which startled you. “Ah! Oh- Jesus you scared me.” You exclaimed, putting a hand to your chest and catching your breath. 
     He grinned knowing he’d gotten you back for all the times you’d startled him in a very similar way. “You’re gonna go deaf by fifty listening to music that loud.” 
     “What did you say?” You yelled. 
     He shook his head, “Very funny.” He rolled his eyes, and you grinned.
     “I think headphones wouldn’t have the option to turn them up so loud if you weren’t supposed to.” You determined with a shrug.
     “I don’t think that’s a very safe assumption.”
     “Maybe not, but if I’m already gearing towards going deaf early on I might as well continue to blast my music anyway.”
     “Sounds like flawed logic but hey, they're your ears. I guess it’s time for me to start learning sign language.”
     “I’m surprised you don’t already know it, since you already know just about everything.” 
     “That’s not even close to true, I just know most things when it comes to math. I don’t know english as well as you, and I’m not good at reading people, or understanding why they do things, I just focus on calculations.” 
     “I’d say your calculations help you read people and understand why they do things quite well.” You argued. 
     His expression changed to one similar to how he’d looked after he read your forged love letter. “I don’t know... they haven’t been helping me understand you more. I’ve noticed how distant you've been with me ever since I came back from Princeton. I just can’t figure out why. Maybe it’s just because we’d grown up. I guess that’s what typically happens to friends as they get older, they drift apart. I just hate that it happened to us.”
     Your expression softened, and your eyes filled with remorse. “I mean, I never intended for that to happen. Yes, there were years we had to spend apart, but I tried to help make up for that. We never stopped being friends, so we can’t have drifted that much.” 
     He clicked his tongue and looked down at the ground for a moment, “Sure, we never stopped being friends, but you changed, which is of course normal when you get older, but you seemed noticeably less comfortable around me. I don’t know why that always bothered me so much, I guess I’ve just always wondered if I did or said something to make you feel more guarded around me that maybe I wasn’t aware of?” He looked up and made eye contact with you, having finally asked the question that he hadn’t been able to ask until that moment.
     You sat quietly for a moment, trying to accept the approaching conversation. You opened your mouth to speak, closed it, and then got up from your chair. You wrapped your arms around him and held him close for the first time in a year. He froze for a second, and then tenderly wrapped his arms around you in return. “Charlie, no. I promise you did nothing wrong.” You assured him softly. Tears welled in your eyes as you thought of the real reasons you’d become a more guarded person. You let go of him and sat on the guest bed and pat the spot beside you. He sat down and waited silently for you to speak. “I know I probably shouldn’t let these experiences stick with me for as long as it has, since I was only, what, like fourteen, fifteen?” You laughed, feeling a little pathetic. 
     “But after you left, I did my best to make friends. There was one guy that seemed really interested in everything I had to say. He was really kind at first and found ways to earn my trust quickly. I was young, and naïve, so I didn’t question his attention. I liked having him as a friend, and then.. he wanted to be more than friends. I’d never had anyone like me as more than a friend before, and figured that a first relationship might be fun. At first, it seemed like we were having a good time. He got me gifts, always complimented me, showed me affection, and ultimately made me feel special. A tactic of his that I didn’t notice until later, was that he was rushing to learn everything about me. I mean everything. He got me to be vulnerable with him, and then used details about my personal life against me. He’d poke at my insecurities, when I’d tell him my fears he’d use that to scare me, and overall he was just a terrible person who enjoyed making me feel horrible. So, finally, I left him. Then I was alone again.
     “I tried making friends again, and I got in with this group of girls. I thought I found a good group, but I was wrong. They only wanted me to be their friend so they could do better in english. When I wasn’t around, they made fun of me just for having interests that didn’t align with their’s. They humiliated me, time and again. They’d waste my time on purpose by doing things like inviting me out somewhere, only to never show up. So, essentially, all that taught me was to be more guarded with people in general. I shouldn’t have let that apply to our friendship, but I guess when you came back I had a fear that maybe time had changed you and that you might hurt me. Hell, I don’t know why I thought that, you gave me no reason to. It was just my own fears.” You stopped talking and looked at him. His eyes were wide, like he was taking it all in. “I’m so sorry, that was a lot. I shouldn’t have said so much, I-” Then before you knew it, he was hugging you tightly again.
     “Thank you for telling me.” He whispered. Then after a moment, he pulled away. “I just want you to know, I would never do anything to intentionally hurt you. If I do something that hurts you and I don’t realize it, please tell me and I’ll do everything to make it right. But I would never, ever, go out of my way to do something to harm you. You have been my best friend for the majority of my life. I’d have to be absolutely insane to ever do anything to jeopardize that.” 
     Then you smiled, and your whole body relaxed after feeling so tense while you told him everything. You sighed in relief, “Okay, enough with the heavy shit. Let’s watch Clueless.”
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living next door to a suspect in one of Don Eppes' cases
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Being questioned—about whereabouts, if you heard or saw anything strange the night in question.
Volunteering to snoop because you're nosy™, grinning when he chuckles because you've been flirting and you're pretty sure he's flirting, back
He stops in your doorway and tells you to keep out of trouble, that if you do, he's not bailing you out—"And c'mon, how long do you think you'd last in handcuffs?"
You shrug. "Last time was about two and a half hours."
He frowns, brow furrowing. "Last time? I thought you didn't have a record."
You blink and smile innocently. "I don't."
You see his brows raise, his mouth working wordlessly as he takes that in. You just grin, offer, "Take care, Agent," And close the door in his face.
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