#I just can’t win :

[codgod]

found some perfect cc for my qslime sim but the textures glitch when i try to layer clothes </3

[beakstwopointoh]

I’m supposed to drink a ton of water/electrolytes to help with my orthostatic intolerance. I do, and it does make me feel better. But damnit I have to pee every 30 freaking minutes, which means standing up, which means orthostatic intolerance. GAH!!

[palewolfshowl]

I personally am glad Fyodor is dead, ecstatic, really.

but as a fan of Nikolai, I’m also dying. Poor mass murdering clown.

[yellowraincoat]

Me after three interviews so far, begging school districts near my hometown to consider a first year teacher and then hearing only red flags about how their school is run and then not getting offered the job anyway: 😀

Me today after a school calls me because I didn’t respond to their email for 2 days and tells me all about their supports for first year teachers and how it would be totally chill if I only worked there for a few years and what they do to hype up their students and how they have small class sizes and built in interdepartmental planning time AND it’s in an absolutely gorgeous area where I’d love to live… but I’d have to move two and a half hours away: 🫠

[d3sir3lin3]

Who’s your favorite avam character and why?:3

a detailed explanation is encouraged /hj

HUGE FIRST ASK!!!

My favorite is TDL!!! It’s kind of stupid. When I first got into AvA/M I was just like “oh this guys a freak haha”, but I liked their motifs a lot and drew them so much I got attached 😭 + I’m a big fan of villain arcs and I think the concept of being created specifically as a foil to someone else is SO GOOD!!

I wish I had more to say about them, I want to study TDL under a microscope

[stat-e-ofgrace]

I’m having a Bad time, besties

[kinukos]

Good news: the canker sores on my tongue are healed up

Bad news: I have 3 more in various places of my month

[pixiedustandpetrichor]

turns out, liking posts complaining about porn bots gets me “based on your likes!!” posts from porn bots

[gentlytoastedsub]

I’m finally on antidepressants, which is great, but the main side effect of them is lowering my sex drive THROUGH THE FLOOR and when I do have any drive orgasm is obscenely difficult to achieve… which… is an experience

[babygorewhore]

I had a horrible night. Don’t know if I’ll be able to edit today.

[krissy25]

[mishaesque]

my issue is that just rewatching Supernatural isn’t enough. It takes too long. I want it all at once. I need a room covered in 327 monitors that feed me every single episode at the same time. I need the DVDs melted down and put into an IV drip. I want every single minute of the show tattooed on the inside of my eyelids. I need to live inside its flesh.

[housecow]

need belly kisses asap!!!

[myname-isnia]

It is currently +17 after a long -15 – -25 winter and I am not handling it well

[marzipanandminutiae]

Of course, the burkini ban is messed up on grounds of religious freedom and racial discrimination. But also

Under any other circumstances, people would be HORRIFIED at a government mandate that women have to show a certain amount of skin. Like. That’s fucking dystopian, and the absolute opposite of feminism. If a government tried to pass a law that all women had to wear tube tops and miniskirts to go outside, people would rightfully be up in arms demanding blood

But because it’s targeting a marginalized religious group, many folks are lauding the blatant forced sexualization of women. Appalling

(apparently the ban also outlaws things like sun – protecting bathing suits if they cover too much skin. Which like. Yes, let’s give everyone skin cancer just so we can spite a religion we’ve decided to hate. Sounds like a good plan </s>)

[stuckinapril]

how are you so in love with yourself...this is not me accusing you of narcissism or smth i genuinely am in awe of how much you seem to like yourself and be in love with yourself and I try so hard to be like you and do that too but i fail every single time...i really really want to know how I could be like this too because i know it is one of the biggest things stopping me from achieving happiness

Not sure if this is a ubiquitous experience, but for me personally affirmations can only go so far. There’s always been a direct correlation between me doing action-based things and my self-esteem increasing, so I try to keep my promises to myself (study at x time, work out at y time, just doing whatever I need to do even if I don’t have the motivation for it). Someone told me that self-esteem comes w doing esteemable things, and I’ve never forgotten that since. What someone thinks about me (including the gargoyle voice in my head lol) won’t faze me if I have tangible accomplishments under my belt I can refer back to on bad days