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conkers-thecosy Ā· 5 months
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*whispers* oh my god oh my goddddd ohhhhhhhhh myyyyyyyy godddddddddd vicious_summer read my work and left a comment and now I feel like Iā€™m going to disintegrate and crumble into a pile of ash because my soul has left my body and I?????? *dies*
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thecomfywriter Ā· 25 days
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one day, someone is going to simp for my favourite oc harder than me, and i will no longer be a one-woman act in this fanclub
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flying-cat Ā· 6 days
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I just thought of Izuku immediately shooting up in the hero rankings like a week after he becomes an active pro-hero again because everyone is so happy that he's back and Katsuki wants to be annoyed that Izuku ranked higher than him so quickly like he would've been, once upon a time, but he really can't be because this is what he worked eight years to see, and now he can finally compete with him again. So he sits in his apartment, TV on, watching Izuku try not to stutter his way through his first returning interview with fondness and pride, and thinks it's finally time to put some actual effort into climbing higher on the hero rankings.
(Not that being #1 is his priority anymore. He's just happy that he gets to fight alongside Izuku again, that they can compete with one another as equals, and that they can complete one another like two sides of the same coin. For the rest of their lives.)
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coff33andb00ks Ā· 3 months
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LANDO + 36 AHHH šŸ¤
36: unconsciously searching out each otherā€™s hand while sleeping
driver + number = drabble/short fic <3
Lando is clingy. Not in a bad way, it's actually endearing how much he craves physical touch. It doesn't matter what's going on, he needs to feel you. He's a hugger, a hand holder, an arm around your shoulder, head in your lap on movie night, thighs touching in the back seat, and though it can sometimes be annoying you love it. It's like he knows that each touch - the hand squeezes, every hug, each time he leans against you, all the big and little touches throughout the day - he knows that it heals the scared girl you keep locked inside you.
You love it, truly. But...
Lando's also hot. In the attractive sense yes of course, but also temperature wise. He's a furnace and still chooses to dress in hoodies and sweaters and jackets like he's freezing. You can handle it during the day - mainly because he can't cling to you and always has to do some work - but at night it's torture. Or it was. Until you finally told him you couldn't fully sleep in his arms all night or you'd roast alive. Since you'd told him at three in the morning, sweating and standing in front of the fan, he hadn't acted hurt or asked if you even loved him. He'd apologized and asked if he could at least hold you until you were almost asleep.
Compromise? In this economy? You'd agreed, and in the weeks since you've been able to sleep without worrying you'd be smothered by his heat.
He holds you and doesn't fight you when you wiggle away for your space. Sometimes you wake up to his leg over yours or his hand on your chest or his face in your neck but it's not hard to wriggle into a more comfortable position. And you make sure he gets plenty of cuddles and hugs when you're awake.
He's obviously tired as you get ready for bed and you know he's worn out. He doesn't talk about his occasional insomnia much but you know it's there, lurking and waiting for a time he needs as much rest as he can get before it rears its ugly head again. As you get into bed he sighs and reaches for you.
"Are we getting boring?" He mumbles the words against the back of your neck, his nose pressed in your hair.
"How do you mean?" you ask, grunting as his arms tighten around you, his body curling closer.
"S'posed to be putting my kids in you."
You roll your eyes. It's been his goal since you became official and he realized that his occasional fuckboy tendencies weren't going to scare you off. "It's fine baby, you can do it in the morning."
"M'just tired," he mumbles. "Still wanna fuck you though."
"I know. Go to sleep, you can do it later."
"K." He kisses your neck and wriggles closer. Until you think he wasn't joking the time he said he wished he could crawl under your skin and stay.
You read for a while, until his breathing evens and you feel him relax fully, his arm heavy over you. The heat is overwhelming and you carefully slide free, switching off the lamp while he rolls away with a sleepy groan. And you know for sure that he's exhausted because in the time it takes you to fall asleep he doesn't wiggle close again.
You dream about the kids he keeps saying he wants to put in you. Beautiful little babies with his eyes and messy hair that wreak havoc in the best way just like their dad. And in your dream you think to yourself that having his kids wouldn't be so bad...
When you awake he's still on the other side of the bed. His face is pushed into the pillow and despite the gentle snoring and sheet marks on his cheek he's still adorable to you. His arm is stretched towards you and as you become aware of your body you see his hand.
Clutching yours.
Fingers intertwined, thumb hooked over yours, his knuckles white. He's clinging to your hand like it's a lifeline and oh, you feel guilty for telling him you didn't want him holding you all night. You can tell his hand searched for yours - his arm is twisted in the sheet and yours is too And you wonder if he was able to even sleep properly until he was holding onto you, or if it had been a blind search in the night by both of you, because you know deep down your body craves his touch as much as he craves yours.
With your free hand you untangle the sheets and he stirs. And while he reaches for you with his other arm and pulls you close he's still asleep, still clutching your hand. You never want him to let go.
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shadebloopnik Ā· 6 months
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Unrequited/One-sided Radioapple but it isn't treated like an angsty end of the world thing.
Imagine they slowly get closer after all the banters, and eventually becoming close friends. Lucifer ends up catching feelings for him, and after a long while, decides to confess and ask Alastor if he felt the same.
Alastor admittedly does not feel the same.
He's getting uncomfortable, struggling to keep his composure because he's DONE this before. He KNOWS how this ends. He remembers Vox and all his insistent declarations of affection and desperate pleas for Alastor to reciprocate; the possessive entitlement. He remembers how all those sickly sweet words morphed into something venomous when he didn't give the lowlife what he wanted. He remembers the anger, the ridiculous notion that it was Alastor's fault why he was so mad, that Alastor led him on and that he obviously deserved something in payment for it all-
So yes, Alastor knows how this ends.
It doesn't mean he isn't disappointed though, because he actually LIKES Lucifer, far more than he ever did Vox. Perhaps not in the way the king might have wanted, but he did. He treasured their little talks, their drinking sessions, their shared love for their instruments, Lucifers singing, their little duets, the banter, the playful jabs, the sparring.
He'd even slowly grown accustomed to the other's touches, not feeling the same surge of disgust and discomfort whenever the shorter man would grab at his arm in excitement, forgetting his usual thoughtfulness of Alastor's touch aversion for the short moment of whatever distracted him. Alastor even enjoyed it at times, relaxing at the feel of soft feathers beneath his claws, or the sensation of gentle scratches against his ears.
Difficult as it was to admit, Alastor had grown to care for the angel, the same way he had for Rosie orv Mimzy.
But no matter how fond Alastor was of Lucifer, it didn't change the fact that he didn't feel the same way romantically, or even sexually. No way in the 7 rings of Hell was he going to lie to Lucifer about either, not going to even entertain the idea of pretending he reciprocated for Lucifer's sake. He respected his friend too much for that.
So a clear, direct rejection it is. It was a shame, but nothing could be done. He said his piece concisely, and waited, shoulders set, back straight, smile and eyes a careful blank canvas as he prepared for the inevitable.
Lucifer nodded, a normal soft smile still in place, "Thank you for your answer, it means a lot."
Which......what? Alastor expected an outburst, or at the very least sharp words.
What he did NOT expect was....acceptance? And not just that but, a happy one? Contentment?????
"You're....alright with that?", he had to ask, he had to. Lucifer was clearly just very good at masking his upset.
But the damn angel just smiled?? And it didn't even look fake, just as bright and soft as his normal smiles, albeit a little confused?? Lucifer smiled at him, his brows furrowing in a bit of confused disbelief, as though Alastor is being the weird one here.
"Uhh, yeah??? Why wouldn't I be??? Yeah I may have some feelings for you but its not like you're obligated to feel the same. Above anything else, we're friends first and foremost and i'm alright with that..."
Then he seemed to have reached his own little conclusion as his words trailed off, because suddenly Lucifer's eyes widened in realization of something, and his words picking up with a sense of panicked urgency.
Alastor would really like to know what Lucifer's supposed realization was about himself because he had absolutely no clue.
"I mean, we ARE still friends right?? I don't- I- I hope this doesn't like- change your opinion of me. You're not- oh gosh I'm not making you uncomfortable am I? I- I won't mention it! You can even forget this whole confession ever happened! We can just go on as before! I don't feel any different or would act any different! Honest! I mean, I don't regret confessing because you deserve to know and I'm not ashamed of my feelings, but I don't want you to be uncomfortable! It doesn't change the way i'll treat you! Or change any aspect of our relationship! I don't even think I like you more as a lover than as a friend! I really, really do love our friendship, it matters more to me than any thoughts of being in a romantic relationship with you! So please just forget it all-"
Alastor let the word vomit wash over him, every word leaving him more confused by the minute.
Because yes, there's the desperation he expected, but...it was more about, convincing Alastor to remain friends?? Reassuring Alastor that nothing has to change?? That their friendship is the most important thing here??
(If anyone asks, no Alastor's heart didn't swell. Only lesser beings would have had the urge to cry, and Alastor is anything but.)
Lucifer is unknowingly reassuring Alastor of every single one of his insecurities about the situation. Because Alastor DID want to remain friends, he cared too much about the man to let it go so easily. It was rare to find people who treasure friendships above romantic relationships.
"I don't tend to forget easily, nor will I forget this one in particular.", he spoke, finally finding his voice. At Lucifer's defeated, pained expression( is their friendship really that important to him?), he continued. "But....yes. I'd like that.. To remain...friends."
He didn't often say the word out loud, being comfortable enough with each other that it need not be reassured with the label. But with Lucifer brightening up like his namesake, relief and happiness palpable, Alastor felt no qualms at declaring their friendship out loud.
So life went on as usual. True to his word, Lucifer remained basically the same. The following weeks were a bit stilted for Alastor, as he put some rather painful distance between him and the angel; limiting their interactions, their usual touches.
Anytime now, Lucifer would break and show his true colors, Alastor would think, waiting for the boot to drop. Lucifer would end up angry, and dissatisfied, and that was that.
But it never happened. Lucifer never expressed discomfort when Alastor avoided him, seeming to be understanding of the others need for space. He was just as affectionate as before, though initially a bit held back, as though gauging Alastor's comfort.
Months would pass, and the king never faltered. Their friendship remained strong, if not growing ever closer than before. Alastor found himself even growing more comfortable with the man. Affectionate touches were becoming common, hugs and head pats and cuddles being a welcome thing, with the reassurance that the shorter king would never disrespect his boundaries.
Lucifer seemed genuinely happy about it, despite being clearly told that none of Alastor's actions hinted at anything romantic. In fact, he seemed ecstatic that Alastor was getting more affectionate towards him as a friend. The embarrassment the radio demon felt at having Lucifer basically tear up (no really, he was crying so hard, full on drama sobbing) with joy in front of him was intertwined with the sheer incredulous fondness he felt for the man at that moment.
They were sitting at a couch one night, more than a year passing since that confession. Lucifer was leaning back, resting against the cushions, while Alastor had his head on the smaller one's shoulder, nuzzling at the crook of his neck, legs tucked close to his body. Both had a book in hand, two nearly empty cups of tea on the table in front of them. Every so often, Lucifer would flex his fingers that rested on Alastor's head, running a digit against the other's ear, often prompting the demon to lean into the touch. White wings enveloped the two, blanketing them against the chill of the night.
As Alastor turned the page of his own book, relaxing into the touch of his dearest friend, he wondered how he ever got so lucky in hell.
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AGH FASHION DESIGNER SUGURU AND MODEL SATORU W A NEW INTERN DESIGNER UNDER THEIR WING šŸ˜žšŸ˜žā˜¹ļø - šŸŒŗ
WAHHHH I LOVE THIS šŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ the pining and flirting and slowburn of it allā€¦ model!satoru and his favorite designer suguru geto, both of them undeniably skilled and born with an eye for fashionā€¦.. well-known and adoredā€¦ā€¦..
designer!suguru who gets tasked with showing you the ropes, whoā€™s always so patient and kind despite your inexperience. diligent with his teaching but also so laidback, so easy to talk toā€¦ he looks intimidating, but heā€™s so polite that you canā€™t help but swoon a little. and he admires your enthusiasm so muchā€¦ā€¦ grows fond of you soooo quickly bc youā€™re just such a breath of fresh air compared to the divas heā€™s forced to work with all the time. he thinks youā€™ve got real potential and he wants to nurture it.
and ofc you end up running into model!satoru eventuallyā€¦. bc heā€™s always hanging around suguru whenever he gets the chance. and heā€™s maybe a little jealous that youā€™re hogging so much of his personal designerā€™s attention, butā€¦ he also thinks youā€™re so cute . T_T like a little puppy following suguru aroundā€¦ so excited to be apart of what youā€™ve dreamed of for so many yearsā€¦ā€¦ā€¦ he looks into your eyes and sees the same sparkle he had before he made it big, and it makes his heart race.
yeah . iā€™m just thinking abt the peaceful coffee breaks with suguruā€¦.. how heā€™d insist on paying for your drink, ā€since heā€™s your seniorā€ (he wants to be your favorite </3)ā€¦ā€¦ and how heā€™d just be so protective over his little intern. donā€™t get me started on the close proximity with satoru when youā€™re taking his measurements, the glance and smile he sends your way during an impromptu shootā€¦ the way he always calls for you with a sweet coo of ā€howā€™s my favorite intern doing today?ā€
šŸ˜”šŸ˜”šŸ˜” yeahhhhhh. they make me feel ill.
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transvampireboyfriend Ā· 1 year
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i need more Steve being a nuisance in Eddie's life.
don't get me wrong, i love the reverse, but just picture: Eddie acting all tough and in your face and Steve turning the charm up to a thousand with him, always pressing and pressing until he breaks through, until he makes Eddie snarl or fume or god forbid blush.
Steve playing up their competition, Eddie refusing to take his ideas seriously just on principle and Steve getting all up in his space when they work, saying "I told you, Munson" or "see? I was right, and you were wrong" and Eddie bares his teeth to him all mean and scary, but it doesn't scare Steve, he's all bark and no bite. Unfortunately.
Steve being overly sweet and flirty just to get on Eddie's nerves, catching Eddie staring and saying "you like what you see, Eds?" and Eddie's almost convincing with his "There's blood on your side. You should patch that up, Harrington" spitting out his name like it's a dirty word. It almost works, if only Eddie wasn't blushing so hard.
Instead Steve only grabs his chin and says "no need to worry, baby, i got it", throwing in a wink for good measure. Eddie yanks his face away and storms out, cigarette pack already out.
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sanatomis Ā· 2 months
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letā€™s go read fluff !
smut ā€œaw, dang it!ā€
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fluff . . . with smut ā€œaw, dang it!ā€
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iwritenarrativesandstuff Ā· 5 months
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Killua and the Power of Wishes
Okay going to try and make this coherent because the amount of wish association all through Killua's character development makes me want to chew plaster.
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As a fair warning, this analysis ended up being long as hell, and I didn't even include everything I could've said. This is also just one lens to analyze Killua's story arc with, and I feel there are other valid interpretations of some of these moments. This is just one of mine, so keep that in mind please.
One last warning that this analysis does discuss emotional manipulation and abuse, as is par for Killua's background.
Let's set the stage with one important piece of info: Killua's birthday.
Killua's birthday is July 7th, the same day as Tanabata. Tanabata is a folklore-rich festival where according to legend, the two lovers, weaver Orihime and cowherd Hikoboshi, represented by the two stars, Vega and Altair, are allowed to reunite once a year after separation. A popular custom of Tanabata is to make wishes by writing them down on tanzaku, then hang it on a bamboo tree so that the wish might one day come true.
Tanabata is also known as the Star Festival. Please keep this in mind, because I'm going to come back to it.
To finish setting up the lens for this analysis, I'm going to need to dig into the game-changer scene for Killua's early characterization - his confrontation with Illumi at the end of the Hunter Exam, and specifically, the exact nature of Illumi's manipulation of him.
I say "game-changer" because it really is - up until this point, it's kind of fair to not fully know what to think about Killua. Certainly, he seems excited to hang out with Gon (he approached him first, after all) and he's friendly enough, but he's also arrogant and claims to be motivated mainly by boredom. For all intents and purposes, Killua seems set up to be Gon's dangerous yet charismatic rival... but then this scene happens and it completely turns it all on its head.
Because Killua may have mentioned his family was controlling before, but he seriously downplayed the severity of it - likely because he has no point of reference for how awful his situation actually is other than it makes him feel bad and trapped. Illumi's appearance immediately shifts our understanding of Killua from runaway murder kid with annoying murder family to straight-up victim of emotional abuse, and dissolves his cockiness instantly to terror.
What does all this have to do with wishes? Glad you asked. Let's look at some of Illumi's dialogue.
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[ID: A screenshot from HxH episode 20 of the 2011 anime. Killua looks up, sweating and conflicted, as Illumi tells him "You don't want anything or wish for anything." End ID.]
This is the crux of Illumi's (and the family's) control. Killua's desires do not align with the family trade. They must be excised from him.
When Killua insists that he does have something that he really wants, Illumi says "Tell me what it is you want", in a mockery of a certain other sibling who would have helped fulfill this wish - Illumi asks only so he can completely dismantle it. And Killua isn't even really surprised at Illumi's words, just heartbroken. You can tell this isn't the first time this sort of thing has happened.
Killua states his wish quite fervently; he really means it. But his words are not rebellious, nor cathartic. Instead, he answers Illumi quietly, as if fearful or ashamed, almost reminiscent of a sinner's confession.
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[ID: Two screenshots from HxH episode 20 of the 2011 anime. In the first Killua looks down with a troubled expression, saying "I want to become friends with Gon...". In the second, his face is hidden as he stands with hands clenched at his sides with a spotlight on him. He says "I'm sick of killing people..." End ID.]
It's such an innocent, simple want.
And Illumi proceeds to make him feel like even something so simple is harmful and selfish of him... not to the family, but to Gon.
In a matter of a few minutes, Illumi breaks down Killua's wish by:
Acknowledging this desire, but twisting it into something that will inevitably fade over time, thereby causing Killua to doubt his own conviction and feelings -> "Gon is a novelty, a radiant presence who has piqued your curiosity. No more than that."
Acknowledging that Gon is someone important to Killua, and undermining this by telling him that by his very nature, he will eventually bring harm to Gon, which makes him feel as though Killua cannot trust himself to be a good friend -> "If you try to be friends with him, you will one day want to kill him... because you are, by nature, a murderer." (As a... delightful... bonus, this is also apparently how Silva and Illumi justify their treatment of Killua to him - "This is the essence of your existence and we taught you accordingly." Like they adapted to Killua's nature, instead of them molding Killua into who they wanted him to be.)
Delivering an ultimatum - to fight Illumi and win, or else Gon will die - that Killua is doomed to fail due to his upbringing and the needle in his head. Since Killua doesn't know about the needle, he assumes this is his own personal failure, something Illumi feeds into -> "You're just not qualified to make friends."
And it's the last point that breaks him. The first two shoot down Killua's present wish, but the last proceeds to shatter any hope he might've had of wishing for anything similar in the future - he has told him that his desires are weak, temporary, inherently dangerous to those around him, and worst of all, aren't enough on their own for him to deserve friendship and love from others. And the clincher: Killua feels like all of this is his own fault, that there is something inherently dangerous and wrong with him!
So, it doesn't even matter to Killua anymore if he fails the Hunter Exam. To him, he just failed the only test that mattered.
10/10 manipulation, Illumi. Fuck you, seriously.
Killua's character arc is mainly his quest and struggle to refute Illumi's arguments and to shake off the manipulation and the ways in which his family have molded and controlled him. And by far, the most difficult part of his conditioning to shake off is this idea that he is undeserving of anything more than what he is already given.
It's almost like the family has drilled it into him that wishes are dangerous. How interesting.
Thankfully, however, there are two parties to Killua's wish here - Gon, too, is a part of it, and it is not simply his reciprocated desire to be Killua's friend that saves him, but also his recognition of Killua's situation for what it is (notably, when no one else correctly identified the true issue).
"You know it wasn't his choice. You manipulated him, kidnapping his spirit!"
The ensuing Zoldyck family arc emphasizes that Gon is 100% correct: the main hold Killua's family has on him isn't physical - it's all emotional.
Killua breaks one of his shackles when Milluki threatens to have his new friends killed, but he only breaks the rest when Zeno tells him he's free to go. So, if Killua could break loose at any point, was this still a rescue like Gon said?
Well, yes - just because he absolutely could've broken out physically at any time, that does not mean he could just leave. That's the nature of situations such as this - it's not as simple as "just leaving". Support is necessary, as is actually having something tangible outside the situation to go to - otherwise there is little point to leaving at all. Gon (and Kurapika and Leorio) showing up to free Killua showed him that his wish was reciprocated and allowed him to break one cuff - this is the start of his journey, but he still has a long ways to go. Notably, he again hesitates and closes off when Silva asks what he wants.
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[ID: Three panels from HxH chapter 42. In the first, Silva asks Killua "...would you like to see [Gon]?" Killua's expression is complicated in the next panel - he's closed off and uncertain. Silva continues "Be honest, Kil... what do you want?" End ID.]
Killua will backtalk and casually break his shackles and death glare his family... but he's too fearful to voice his wants aloud.
And once again, asked by his father what he wants, he is subtly set up to fail. His wish is granted, but made conditional - "Do not betray your friends", something Killua is regrettably set up to do by virtue of the needle in his head that he, again, doesn't know about. Silva fully expects him to fail and come back home, disillusioned, believing it's his own fault due to his "nature", and trusting in Silva still as a "reasonable" figure in his life.
This condition placed on his friendship is what drives much of Killua's fear and insecurity with regards to Gon for much of the series - the idea that Killua has to earn his right to friendship, and that if he doesn't, he will lose it, one way or another.
It really makes me wish that Killua had actually gotten to hear Gon's views on friendship from the beginning of the Zoldyck Family arc, because it entirely refutes this entire philosophy. He even outright refuses to go through the Testing Gates at first, purely because he thinks the sentiment of needing to prove yourself just to be friends is completely outrageous - he only relents because there is no other way.
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[ID: Two screenshots from episodes 21 and 22 of the 2011 HxH anime adaptation. Gon looks up at Illumi and firmly states "[Killua] doesn't need to earn the right to be my friend!" In the second, Gon's face is seen in profile and close up as he asks "Why would you test your friends?" End ID.]
I doubt it would've truly prevented Killua's insecurity from manifesting even if he had heard this, to be honest - his issues with usefulness are very deep-rooted in his upbringing - but still, it would've been nice for him to hear, I think.
However, that's not to say that this exact sentiment doesn't come through in their interactions.
Gon, as Killua's friend, cares about what Killua actually wants and wants to make sure Killua knows that - and that's part of what makes the Whale Island conversation between them really important.
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[ID: Two images, both of the same scene from HxH chapter 64, and episode 37 of the 2011 anime. In the manga panel, Gon has turned his head to look at Killua directly, who looks shocked and taken aback, to say "I like hanging out with you." In the anime screenshot, Gon has turned his whole body to face Killua, and says "I think it's fun to be with you." End ID.]
I see a lot of people chalk this up to just Gon being Gon, but it reads to me as much more deliberate than even his usual honesty. He's turned so he's looking directly at Killua, which is a sure way to make his words come across clearly. The lead up to this is Killua, again, not knowing or being able to vocalize what he wants. He doesn't have a goal to work towards like Gon, he only knows what he doesn't want - he's a mix of envious and admiring towards Gon, who knows what he wants and simply goes for it.
But this conversation makes it clear that they have a shared wish - they both want to be friends, and they'd both like to stay together. It's not about earning, to Gon, it's only about if they both want the same thing - mutual, not conditional. There's a nice almost call-and-response type dialogue here, where Gon asserts that he likes spending time with Killua (very directly lol), then shares that Killua is the first friend his age he's had. This prompts Killua to say that Gon is his first friend ever, and that he does have fun with him. And just like that, Gon replies "Then let's stay together!" and pointedly includes Killua's desire to find a goal in their, now shared, upcoming journey.
Overhead, a shooting star appears in the sky. A mutual wish is granted.
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[ID: A panel from HxH chapter 64. The night sky is full of stars. In the centre is a shooting star. End ID.]
Hm. Stars. Remember how I told you to keep that in mind, all the way back at the beginning? Their association with Tanabata, making a wish on a shooting star, etc. etc.?
Well, buckle up because this star is going to make you experience so much sadness now.
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[ID: Panels from HxH chapter 286. The first is a conversation between Killua and Meleoron where Killua asserts he intends to "go down in flames with [Gon]". When Meleoron looks concerned, Killua brushes off the declaration as a joke. In the second image, Killua is turned away, his outline pale, as Meleoron thinks "Why... did you looks so sad... back there?" The last image is a cloudy night sky filled with stars. At the centre of the panel is a shooting star. End ID.]
Yeah, it makes its reappearance directly after Killua has "jokingly" resolved to die with Gon if it comes down to it, after "since it means nothing to you".
I am assured, in Japanese, the word choice here is åæƒäø­ (shinjuu), the word for double suicide, where the intent is to die at the same time in the same manner in order to be reunited in the afterlife. The implication here is that Killua, having increasingly grown insecure in his place by Gon's side but unable to voice this, knowing that Gon is hurtling down the path of no return, thinks back to their conversation under the stars where they both mutually wished to stay together and, because he believes that it is no longer possible for him to help Gon, has resolved to stay by his side in death, and after it.
...holy shit, kid.
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[ID: Two screenshots from the 4th ending of the 2011 anime. In the first, Gon and Killua stand back to back as meteors fall around them. In the second, they stand facing away from the audience towards a body of water under a night sky filled with stars - Gon throws a stone, which flashes in the air like a shooting star. End ID.]
And of course, here's the shooting star again in the 2011 anime's Nagareboshi Kirari ending, as well as it being the subject of the song itself and rather explicitly referencing that wish to go on a journey together, to stay together, because... Madhouse hates us. I guess. :'(
What started off as a simple wish for a friend deepened into a wish to always stay by Gon's side. This is largely good at first! Killua is able to explore and experience genuine friendship, to get a taste for freedom, and use the power of his fervent wish to protect his dear friend in order to rid himself of Illumi's needle. However, the more Killua wants, the more he traps these wishes in monologues within his own head and does not voice them aloud. Part of it is that he already feels he's been given much more than he deserves - seeing himself as a creature of darkness and Gon as light - but a greater part of the issue here is not that Killua is afraid to wish for things, but that he is afraid wishing without "compensation" will inevitably lead to horrible repercussions - namely, losing who he loves.
In order to feel worthy of staying with Gon, of earning his friendship, Killua works hard to help Gon achieve his goals, taking on the role of wish grantor, growing to do practically anything needed to support him for seemingly nothing in return - but that's not 100% true. Killua wants at least some appreciation, whether he admits it or not - it's a security thing, and it also clearly makes him happy, even if he's not great at accepting it. He insists in Chimera Ant arc that friends don't need to thank friends, but this declaration always read as very sudden to me or like a rationalization, and it's relevant to remember that this is at the peak of Gon isolating himself and self-destructing before his eyes, and Killua's own insecurity regarding his importance to him.
Killua might not mind doing things without thanks, but that doesn't mean he doesn't like to hear that Gon appreciates him. He clearly does appreciate verbal confirmation of their bond! We know this.
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[ID: Two screenshots from the 2011 anime. The first is from episode 61. Killua smiles down at the ground with his hands in his pockets, the colours having gone soft and bright. The second is from episode 70 during the dodgeball match. Gon smiles determinedly in the foreground as Killua looks shocked next to him. End ID.]
Keeping all this in mind, Killua's story, or at least this part of it, couldn't have concluded in a better way than his rescue of Alluka, the wish grantor.
Now, I could probably write an entire other analysis on Alluka and Nanika alone, but for the sake of not making this any longer than I already have, I'm going to go through only a few points. Alluka is incomprehensible to her family because they make no attempt to understand her, with the exception of Killua. The only thing they do seem to understand, when explained to them, is the demands made after Nanika grants a wish - this, of course, fits neatly into their own predetermined views on "earning" and "punishment". However, beyond this, they make no attempt to understand her, and since her power is deemed dangerous and uncontrollable, she is locked away.
They are worried, first and foremost, that Alluka will bring harm to the family, and there's two ways in which this could be true:
As a function of failing to fulfill her requests, of course
Because she, just by existing, threatens the family's status quo
I stated at the beginning that Killua's desires do not align with those of the family business, and he's always apparently been more open to understanding others - he asks Alluka and Nanika questions to understand them, and treats them with respect, while his family are more so focused on subjugating anything that might be a threat. This is what Illumi tried to drill into Killua after all; never fight a superior opponent - everything is about assessments of relative strength, which leaves no room for open-mindedness or getting to know people.
Faced with a daughter who is clearly incomprehensibly powerful, and a son, the would-be inheritor of the family trade, who is showing a disturbing amount of willingness to befriend instead of retreat from her, the family made the decision to excise Alluka not just from where she could "harm" the family power-wise, but also likely to secure their control over Killua, who they then set about practically programming to not have any more wishes for himself, or at least to not be able to vocalize them without fear of loss or retribution.
The family's nickname for Killua is "Kil" or "Killu", which is deeply fascinating to me as a reader - nicknames are expressions of endearment, typically, and I actually don't doubt that here. Killua's family does love him, but their love comes with conditions. He must be molded into the perfect son, and every part of him that doesn't fit must be excised.
So: Killua's memories of Alluka are suppressed with the needle, and she is further cut from his life by dropping the "a" from his name (the Zoldyck children are named like a game of shiratori - Illumi -> Milluki -> Killua -> Alluka -> Kalluto). The nickname is also like a command or order "to kill", which is of course what they want him to do.
Saving Gon through saving Alluka and Nanika forces Killua to have to face down the last and hardest of Illumi's manipulations to shake, and that's the notion that a wish, that kindness and friendship and love, cannot be unconditional without severe repercussions - where the people he cares about get hurt because of him, something he cannot envision being forgiven for.
It's a little sad to me that after spending most of the series struggling against his family's teachings that they didn't lead to Killua betraying Gon at all, as he'd feared... but to him betraying Nanika, by sending her away.
Here is this little girl with a bloodstained past, incredibly powerful and dangerous and capable of amazing feats, treated as some evil thing by those who fear her. But she is kind at heart. Her true strength lies in healing, not killing. And she only takes commands from Killua.
Illumi thinks this is because Killua is the only one with control over her. Killua believes this is because she wants praise. They're both partially correct, but this is not the full reason Nanika does what Killua asks of her.
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[ID: Two screenshots from episode 146 of the 2011 anime. In the first, Nanika smiles and says "I love Killua." In the second, Killua looks at her, stricken. End ID.]
Nanika loves him. Everyone has been trying to figure out all these complicated rules and conditions on her wish granting and why Killua is the one exception, but the answer is exceedingly simple. She loves him, and wants to do nice things for him so he can have his wishes granted. It's the only way she knows to get the love that she wants in turn.
Just like her brother, Nanika makes herself useful to earn love and appreciation from someone who accepted her when no one else did.
Even though he knows Nanika just wants to help, he still sees her presence as a danger to the person he sees as pure and innocent who must be protected. He sends her away because her "nature" is to be a threat to Alluka's safety, even if she doesn't intend to be. Killua's fear of Illumi and repercussions causes him to make a horrible mistake.
And Alluka tears into him for it.
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[ID: A set of panels from HxH chapter 336. A furious Alluka glares and asks Killua if he made Nanika cry. When Killua stutters, she demands he apologize to her. End ID.]
You tell him, girl.
Oh hey, this looks a little familiar, huh?
"Apologize to Killua!" says Gon to Illumi after Illumi sends Killua away.
Nanika should not be the one punished for the actions of those trying to control her. She certainly shouldn't be forced to leave those she loves, or have to earn love from them.
And neither should Killua.
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[ID: Three panels from HxH chapter 336. Alluka yells, tears in her eyes, "If you're going to protect me... you have to protect Nanika too!!" Killua looks shocked, then his eyes widen. End ID.]
It's interesting to me that this is the line that snaps Killua out of his fear enough for him to properly speak with Nanika and apologize. One party cannot receive all the protection, nor can the other only give and give limitlessly.
Killua makes it clear to Nanika when speaking with her that he will protect her, and that she doesn't need to earn affection from people by granting their wishes. He promises they will both be there for each other - Killua will praise her whenever she wants, and not just when she does something for him, but he also doesn't refuse Nanika's desire to grant his wishes. It's mutual, not conditional.
And on the heels of this "betrayal", Killua asks for what he never thought he could receive - forgiveness. And even though Nanika is clearly still very upset...
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[ID: Two screenshots from episode 146. In the first, Nanika and Killua face each other, both of them teary. Nanika says "Kay." In the second, he has pulled her into a hug. Nanika is teary, her fingers gripping Killua's back tightly. End ID.]
...she doesn't even have to think about it.
I do think Killua still has a ways to go, but he is in a position right now to learn from his relationship with his sisters about balance - that love is not just selfless devotion, but also allowing those who love you to help you and make you happy too. I think that's what unconditional love is, in a way - supporting and working together with the people you love to make each other's wishes come true.
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A compilation of art for my Dadbastian fanfic Coattails that I commissioned from the incredibly talented @tomoyoo! They went above and beyond with the details... Each picture feels as cozy and warm as a storybook, right? I'm so delighted with how they turned out!! Thank you for making each one so beautiful! šŸ„¹šŸ„¹šŸ„¹
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tacticalanklenuzzler3000 Ā· 2 months
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Ellis Twilight x Reader x Jude Jazza
MDNI 18+ ONLY
hehehaahaha ahahahehehehehmhmhmhmhmtngmngfmfn
happy birthday Ellis my beloved. pretend like I posted this on the 4th.
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I fooled all of u into following my side blog so you can watch me write smut about anime guys instead of big military men rhahagahahahgaa
cw: mfm threesome, reader has a vagaina and breasts but no size description, reader is gender neutral, my boyfriends are kissing each other! we are bisexual! HAPPY PRIIIIIDEEEEEE, lewd? fingering, overstimulation, kissing, uhhh slight pet play?? words like cunt are used, praise kink go crazy go stupid, degradation kink go silly, self indulgent look away from me
do they hate each other? a little bit yes, but they can turn that part of their brain off to bond over the love of your body. you are the bridge for their emotional gap and what an honor this is for you.
thankfully they don't bicker back and forth much, considering Ellis is so passive. he will accommodate the both of you, even if Jude is snapping at him.
tho all of his mean snaps and sharp words die on the soft curves of your body (sort of.) it at least gets him to shut up long enough to kiss your skin.
even so, you were a bit hazy on how you ended up with the 2 of them in your bed. your back to Jude's abdomen and Ellis on his knees between your splayed legs. their fingers were cold against your skin, goosebumps following right behind their fingertips.
"you aren't kissing me right.." Ellis whines in that whispery tone. he moves to pepper kisses along your cheeks. "want it like this.." his voice almost as soft as a whisper.
you whine at the loss of his lips, watching him sit back up on his knees. in one easy motion, Ellis moved his lips from your cheeks to Jude's lips.
even caught deep in a kiss, Jude looked irritable. you figured that was just his permanent expression.
2 pairs of hands pet and groped at your pliant body. when you closed your eyes, savoring their touch, you could tell who was who if you thought hard enough. however, thinking was last on your list of things to do right now.
Ellis used his fingertips mostly, drawing shapes on your thighs or trailing them from your throat down your sternum. he'd call you a sweet pup, so soft and easy [/praiseā™”]
Jude would knead your skin like dough and push his manicured nails into it. every soft swell would be subject to his groping and pinching. he'd squish your soft hips and splay his hands on your plush tummy, all while calling you a needy dog, a mutt in heat. you're so easy [/degradingā™”]
a tight coil started building in your abdomen. was it jealousy, wanting all the attention to be on you? jude did complain about how needy you were.. or was it your slowly winding orgasm from Ellis's long fingers circling your clit? you chalked it up to the latter, lips parting to a soft pant.
the 2 finally pulled away from each other, their lips kissed red and glossy.
"..hah..." Ellis's cheeks were dusted a satisfied pink. his deep jewel toned eyes were hazy with a happy lust when he looked down to you again.
"can you do that for me?" he asked, eager, hunching over you again.
"quit hoggin' 'em," Jude complained, tugging you closer to his body.
" 'm not," Ellis countered, kissing up to your lips again. Jude was quick to suck his teeth at the sight. he was never the best at sharing
he found your mouth again. Ellis was nothing if not earnest. with the way he pressed himself against you, it felt like he could never get close enough. you never met someone who kissed with their whole body before.
absorbed in the attention Ellis gave you, you hardly registered Jude's cold hands moving down your legs. tucking his fingers behind your knees, he brought them up to your chest.
you were tucked into a ball between them the new position was essentially presenting your tight heat like a meal on a platter. and that glint in Ellis's eyes told you he was awful hungry
his curly hair tickled your chest and stomach when he kissed down your soft body. the softness of his touch was quite the contrast to Jude's pinching and groping.
Ellis leaned his head against your thigh and sighed, dreamy and warm. goosebumps quickly bloomed against your skin. he and Jude watched with blown pupils as Ellis's ring and middle finger sank effortlessly into you. you squirmed some, from his fingers, the position you were folded into, or the 2 pairs of eyes on your naked body, you weren't sure.
slender fingers prodded and scissored between your walls, searching for any spot that would make you squeal. palm up, ellis circled and pushed until the tips of his fingers were just on your sweet spot. you curled your toes in anticipation, breath hitching for just a moment
"there it is," Jude's keen eye didn't miss your subtle reactions.
Jude slipped a hand free from one of your legs. Ellis was quick to take it in his own, setting your ankle on his shoulder. working together for so long has given them almost a 6th sense. it's like they communicate telepathicly.
your theory of mind reading is essentially confirmed when Ellis pushed his fingers knuckle deep into you. Jude's free hand found your needy clit immediately after and you felt like you could already see stars.
you stuttered out a moan, head falling back in pleasure. if Ellis's fingers were any deeper, you were sure you could feel them in your throat. and if Jude's constant circling of your clit was any faster it would boarder on overstimulation.
" 's good ain't it?" Jude teased, moving his hand away from your clit to grab your chin.
you whimpered, cheeks dented from his fingers pushing into them. you could hear the devilish grin in his voice when he forced you to watch Ellis between your legs.l
Ellis moaned from deep in his chest, latching his mouth to your cunt. he practically had hearts in his eyes looking up at you, moan vibrating your already sensitive clit.
"yes- fuuck.." you whined, nodding eagerly. you hoped with enough enthusiasm, and they wouldn't edge you.
their needy hands, sultry voices, and mixed scent were driving you to your climax even faster. it was making your already mushy brain turn to pure goo.
"so pretty.." Ellis mumbled, lips barely leaving your skin.
you flushed red, not sure if he talking to you or your pussy at this point. he was drunk off your body, moaning and whining as his tongue pushed into you. your hips desperately bucked and squirmed, to get closer the source of pleasure or run away from it, you weren't sure.
Jude mumbled something about being 'like a dog,' but you chose to ignore it not knowing if it was meant for you or Ellis. however, he was proven right when Ellis was all but nuzzling into your palm. you tried not to pull his hair like reigns, but with the way he way he was kissing and sucking at your clit you couldn't help it.
at this point, Jude had released your other leg, letting it fall open to accommodate Ellis's wide shoulders. with both hands free, your poor body was subject to his relentlessness.
his teeth quickly found your shoulder, and fingertips quickly found your nipples. already kissed and sucked hypersensitive by Ellis, Jude's pinching and palming of your chest was boarding on too much of a good thing.
all of it was too much. you could hardly get a full lungs worth of air, most of it being pushed out with your moans.
"aa, th're almost there.." Ellis mumbled against your fluttering cunt. his soft voice was so laced with lust that you could almost feel the words hot against your body.
"y-yes! almo-oh-st.. fuck-!" you nodded, hips struggling to buck with the tight grip Ellis had šŸ’”
"maybe when we're done, we'll teach ya t' watch that mouth, huh?" Jude nipped at your ear, giving youa few more firm circles of your clit.
finally
that was all you needed. your nails dug into Jude's forearm and your legs clamped tight around Ellis's head. you figured he'll be alright without air for a minute while you rode out your long deserved orgasm.
Jude gently pats your tummy with a quick kiss to the side of your sweaty temple. it's his version of saying "good dog" when you finally come down.
Ellis doesn't know when to stop. he will keep kissing and trying with your pussy if you let him. don't let him unless you've cleared your schedule.
thanks for reading! tell me what you liked and support ur local writers with a RB! :3
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Hey, I started reading Robin son of Batman because of your recommendation (I literally have a print of your post on my phone to not forget lol). Honestly? One of the best things I ever read!!!
Thank you for opening my eyes! Damian has been one of my favorite characters for over a year, but I didn't read/watch much of him because of school, life (and probably an executive dysfunction in the mix).
Maya is incredible. I loved her.
I haven't finished all the issues yet, but do you have any other recommendations?
WAH this makes me so happy, i'm glad you still gave it a shot even with how busy life is!! ;v;
iā€™d love to give reccs, and iā€™ll try to go a beginner friendly route! tbh you can pick up whatever here, but since you've read R:SOB iā€™d immediately follow up with Batman and Robin (2011) #1-8! this first arc is whatā€™s referred to in Mayaā€™s introduction, and it's just. so good.
Main Books
Batman and Robin (2009)
Dick as Batman with Damian as his Robin!
#20-22 Tree of Blood: Dark Knight vs White Knight arc is done by Tomasi and Gleason, the team for the next Batman and Robin series
*Batman and Robin (2011)
Bruce and Damian figuring out their relationship as both Batman & Robin and father & son
imo you can enjoy the ride and read straight through this but iā€™ll add context to avoid as much confusion as possible since thereā€™s the occasional tie-in or offscreen events, like Damianā€™s death nbd
Batman Incorporated (2012) #1-10
events leading to Damian's death - affects Batman and Robin (2011) from issue #18
kind of a tough read especially with how Talia's written, but a lot of iconic bits like Batcow, Damian's vegetarian declaration, Alfred the cat, "We Were the Best, Richard."
Robin (2021)
another self-discovery adventure, particularly after Alfredā€™s death and a fallout with Bruce (and questionable writing choices from his last Teen Titans run)
Batman and Robin (2023)
currently ongoing! after a number of events, Bruce and Damian are back as a duo
Damian Dynamics!
Batman: Streets of Gotham (2009) #7, 10-12
arc where Damian meets one of his first Gotham friends, Colin Wilkes
Batgirl (2009) #5-7, #17
Steph and Damian dynamic! "the bad cop, worse cop" dysfunctional duo
Red Robin (2009) #13-14
early Tim and Damian dynamic that of course includes fighting haha. funny enough, accidentally my first intro to Damian LOL
Teen Titans (2003) #89-92
Dick!Batman has Damian join the Teen Titans. Start of Damian and Rose Wilson dynamic thatā€™s extended in Robin (2021)
Batman: Gates of Gotham (2011)
Damian meets Cass and has a brief team up
Gotham Academy (2015) #7
Damian meets Maps Mizoguchi! they have a few other meetings, but outside of that the series itself is a great read!
Robin War Event (2015)
Robin War (2015) #1, Grayson (2014) #15, Detective Comics (2011) #47, We Are Robin (2015) #7, Robin: Son of Batman (2015) #7, Robin War (2015) #2
Duke and Damian dynamic! not exactly beginner friendly but these are the main issues in order for the event! you can also read the TPB version for everything including Tie-Ins
Nightwing (2016) #16-20, #42, #43
#16-20 Nightwing and Robin arc!
#42 Dick on a mission to save Damian! the one appearance of "Wiggles" the dragon
#43 Dick, Roy, and Damian team-up
New Talent Showcase 2018 "Catwoman: Pedigree"
Selina, Damian, and Alfred the cat
Batman: Prelude to the Wedding - Robin vs. Ra's Al Ghul (2018)
Selina, Damian, and Cheese Viking - Damian's fav game shown in Nightwing: Rebirth (2016)
Monkey Prince (2022) #1-4
Marcus Sun Shugel-Shen's main comic, but Damian features as a fun dynamic here before they're in more serious circumstances in Batman VS Robin (2022)/Lazarus Planet event
Superman (2016) #10 - 11
the beginning of the Super Sons! featuring Maya!
Super Sons (2017)
solitary arcs but thereā€™s a few event tie-in issues later
Adventures of the Super Sons (2018)
literally more Super Sons adventures lol galactic shenanigans yeehaw
Challenge of the Super Sons (2020)Ā 
Super Sons time shenanigans feat. the Justice League
Robin 80th Anniversary (2020)
"Boy Wonders" - brief Damian feature as Tim considers his next step in life
"My Best Friend" - Jon's thoughts on Damian and their dynamic
"Bat and Mouse" - refers to Damian's unfortunate Teen Titans (2016) run at the time of release which follows up with Teen Titans Annual #2 where Damian briefly gives up Robin
Extra Comics!
Superman/Batman (2003) #77
Kara and Damian in a Halloween team-up! also the appearance of "Li'l Matches" lol
DCU Halloween Special '09 "Cavity Search"
Damian out on a solo mission for Halloween night. Immediately after is Tim's Red Robin story "Then and Now: Our Father's Sins" which is more somber in contrast but also a good read!
DCU Halloween Special 2010 "Robin the Vampire Slayer"
a Dick!Batman and Robin story featuring the vampire Andrew Bennett
Cursed Comics Cavalcade (2018) "The Devil You Know"
Halloween themed comic with a sweet short story of Damian alongside Solomon Grundy
DC's Terrors Through Time (2022)
"Trick or Treat" a Super Sons Halloween story
"The Haunting of Wayne Manor" Damian and Deadman story - in the end, Boston kinda refers to Nezha's possession of Damian in Batman VS Robin (2022) which was happening at the time of this release
Batman: Li'l Gotham (2013)
lighthearted series that instantly makes me smile with the silliness and Dustin Nguyenā€™s art i love this dearly
Secret Origins (2014) #4 "A Boy's Life"
a retelling of Damian's origin story
Detective Comics (2016) #1001-1005
Batman and Robin vs the Arkham Knight (unrelated to the game)
Truth & Justice (2021) #6/#16 - 18 Digital First version
cute story of Damianā€™s birthday! Juni Baā€™s art is so fun!!
DC Festival of Heroes: The Asian Superhero Celebration (2021) ā€œSpecial Deliveryā€
short story about Damian! and poisoned pizzas. completely forgot the artist Sami Basri drew Rebirth Damian here before catboy Damian lol Cassā€™s story ā€œSoundsā€ is also cute! Marcus makes his first appearance in "The Monkey Prince Hates Superheroes"
DC VS Vampires (2021)
Damian makes appearances throughout this elseworlds book, but the one-shot DC VS Vampires: Hunters (2022) is vampire Damian-centric!
Batman: Black and White (2021) #5
ā€œFather & Son Outingā€ short story written and drawn by Jorge Jimenez!
Batman: Urban Legends (2021) #20-23
#20 ā€œMy Sonā€ Talia and Bruce focus
#20 - 23 ā€œThe Murder Clubā€ 4 Parts
Tiny Titans (2008) #33, #39, #45, #47
a few appearances but SO CUTE, LOOK AT HIM
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*Batman and Robin (2011) reading guide
i'm mostly trying to avoid the "what did i just walk in on?" kinda feeling when i first started reading comics LOL i'll list the comics where events take place, but you don't necessarily have to read them to go through this book since things are usually explained as quickly as possible in the first page or so
#0 Someday Never Comes
Talia and baby Damian before he grows up to meet Bruce
#1-8 Born to Kill
just an incredibly solid arc for Bruce and Damian!
#9 Court of Owls Tie-In Issue
Damian VS a Court of Owls Talon. While Bruce is occupied with a home invasion of Talons, Alfred makes a call for allies to protect targeted Gotham public figures from Talons. During Batman (2011) #1-11
#10-12 Terminus
Damian challenges the previous Robins sans Steph
Batman Incorporated (2012) is occurring at this time where Talia has placed a bounty on Damian and there's small mentions of that
#13-14 Eclipsed/Devoured
mostly solitary arc! end of it leads into the Death of the Family event
#15-16 Death of the Family Tie-In Issues
Damian and Joker face-off... Alfred's been kidnapped by the Joker, and Damian goes looking for him. During Batman (2011) #13-17
#17 Life is but a Dream - Death of the Family Epilogue
a sort of subconscious check-in through the dreams of Damian, Alfred, and Bruce. Nightwing (2011) #17 features Damian encouraging Dick after Death of the Family events
#18 Undone "Requiem"
Bruce dealing with Damian's death from Batman Incorporated #8
other reactions to Damian's death: Dick in Nightwing (2011) #18, Tim in Teen Titans (2011) #18
#19-23 Denial, Rage, The Bargain, Despair, Acceptance
Bruce through the stages of grief with some batfam appearances in each. also introduces Carrie Kelley into continuity as Damian's acting tutor.
Batman (2011) #19-20 also addresses Bruce's loss
#23.1-23.4
these could be skipped - villain stories, also related to Forever Evil event.
#24-28 The Big Burn
optional Batman and Two-Face/Harvey Dent arc, #23.1 is part of this story!
Damian's resurrection and return
#29-32 The Hunt for Robin
Ras took Talia and Damian's bodies from their graves, and Bruce goes after him.
-> Robin Rises: Omega
continues events from #32. if you don't want to jump to this, basically, Glorious Godfrey and a bunch of parademons from Apokolips are here for a chaos shard which Ra's put in Damian's sarcophagus. at some point, Bruce gets a hold of the shard where he sees a vision that leads him to believe Damian can be resurrected. Godfrey ends up taking the shard, along with Damian's body since it was emitting the same energy.
#33-37 Robin Rises
Bruce hellbent on retrieving Damian from Apokolips and reviving him
-> Robin Rises: Alpha
necessary to read and continues events from #37! Damian's back with a bang lol
#38-40 Superpower
Damian adjusting to having superpowers and being alive again
Annual #1 2013 Batman Impossible
sweet (and funny) one-shot of Damian sending Bruce on a meaningful scavenger hunt around the world while Damian gets to be the cutest Batman for a bit
Annual #2 2014 Batman and Robin: Week One
one-shot takes place during Damian's absence. after Bruce and Alfred find a mystery gift left for Dick, Dick recounts a story he had told Damian from his Robin days.
Annual #3 2015 Moonshot
one-shot Batman and Robin adventure on the moon!
...and of course after Batman and Robin (2011), Damian's story continues in his first solo Robin: Son of Batman (2015)!
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If I may request a Rise fic!! Iā€™m a huge sucker for comfort/cheer up tickles, so could you possibly write a disaster twins fic with Lee Leo and Ler Donnie where Leoā€™s been having a pretty bad day (because of what is your choice!) and ends up feeling self conscious about himself and stuff, so Donnie decides to cheer up his twin!! Please donā€™t feel rushed and make sure youā€™re taking care of yourself ^_^
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ā€œI canā€™tĀ believeĀ youā€™reĀ doingĀ this to me again.ā€ Leo grumbled under his breath as he rested his mouth on his palm, glancing away from his brother as he sighed loudly.Ā 
ā€œWellĀ maybeĀ if you werenā€™t soĀ fuckingĀ recklessĀ I wouldnā€™t need to.ā€ Donnie growled lowly, glaring down at his twin.
ā€œIā€™m not aĀ baby,Ā Don. I donā€™t need to be supervised like Iā€™m some bombĀ triggered toĀ explode.ā€ The younger said in exasperation, lying down on his bed whilst grabbing a comic book to read off of his desk.
If Leo was going to be told off and scolded by his dear beloved brow-loving brother, he should atĀ least have something to occupy himself with in the meanwhile.Ā 
The softshell groaned eternally at his little brotherā€™s action, quickly snatching the piece of literature out of the otherā€™s hands and throwing it effortlessly to the ground.Ā 
Uninterested lime green eyes locked with a determined yet fierce light golden, both of them refusing to look away or blink to show their dominance.
But after a while, the red eared slider grew more impatient, looking away again as he picked a hangnail on his thumb, ā€œIf youā€™re going to yell at me,Ā can you just get it over with?Ā I saw a reddit post predicting whatā€™s going to happen in The Umbrella Academy season four and IĀ needĀ to read it.ā€Ā 
ā€œYou can read thatĀ later,Ā Nardo. I promise you, that reddit post isnā€™t going toĀ fly away.ā€ The elder said as he pinched the bridge of his snout, ā€œWhat IĀ needĀ you to do right now is acknowledge what you did today wasĀ stupid,Ā alright?ā€Ā 
Leo looked away from his older brother, scoffing lightly, ā€œI do stupid things all the time.Ā What stupid action of mine are you wanting to scream at me forĀ thisĀ time?ā€Ā 
The softshell turtle took a couple deep breaths at that comment, drumming his fingers on his left arm in a soothing motion because he wasĀ NOTĀ going to give into the urge of strangling his twin brotherā€¦
ā€¦No matter how much he deserved it.
ā€œIā€™m not planning on screaming at youā€” that wonā€™t helpĀ anyoneĀ orĀ anything.ā€ The purple banded turtle explained calmlyā€¦but you could see andĀ tellĀ he was starting to lose his paitence.Ā 
ā€œBut you want to.ā€ The red eared slider pressed on.Ā 
ā€œLeoā€¦please.Ā IĀ donā€™tĀ want to argue right now.ā€Ā 
ā€œWeā€™re not arguing.Ā Weā€™re justĀ kindlyĀ discussing myĀ oh-soĀ stupidĀ descisionĀ that unfolded earlier today, right?ā€ The younger twin smirked smugly, his eyes locking once again with his brother.Ā 
When it came to arguments, the leader in blueĀ alwaysĀ had thisĀ wonderfulĀ tactic to avoiding things:Ā attempting to annoy the other personĀ so muchĀ that they drop the subject they wanted to discuss with himĀ completely.
It always worked withĀ Raphā€¦which the red eared slider didnā€™t know whether that was aĀ goodĀ thingĀ or aĀ badĀ thing.
But the only downside ofĀ doingĀ this tactic was his dumb twin sawĀ rightĀ through itā€¦
ā€¦And LeonardoĀ despisedĀ it.Ā 
ā€œNardoā€¦youĀ knowĀ what Iā€™m referring to.Ā And stop picking,Ā please.Ā Your going to hurt yourself.ā€ The older attempted to say in a tranquil voice, but it personally just sounded like he wasĀ one secondĀ away fromĀ losing. his.Ā shell.
ā€œI sadlyĀ do not knowĀ what your referring to.ā€ The blue cladded teen said coyly, picking on his hangnail more desperately now, ā€œCare to enlighten me, Tello?ā€Ā 
Donnieā€™s expression hardened ever so slightly at his younger brotherā€™s absoluteĀ persistenceĀ on annoying him out of hisĀ right mindĀ so he could eventually drop the subjectā€¦but the softshell turtle wasĀ notĀ budging.
His twin would have to tryĀ way harderĀ thanĀ that.
ā€œIā€™dĀ loveĀ to.ā€ The light golden eyed mutant said in a fake sweet tone as he walked over to lean his shell on Leoā€™s closed door, crossing his arms in disaproval. The elder grabbed his brotherā€™s sword, planting it right next to his foot so the blue banded turtle couldnā€™t reach for it.Ā 
The red eared sliderā€™s cocky grin turned to a small grimaceĀ (shake)Ā as he soon came to terms with what his older brother was doingā€¦
ā€¦He physically could not leave from this conversationā€¦literally.
Leonardo crossed his arms, trying to mimick the otherā€™s serious demeanor but was only met with an icy glare in return.Ā 
ā€œWhat you did during todayā€™s mission was completleyĀ recklessĀ andĀ idiotic,Ā Leonardoā€¦and you know it.ā€ The second oldest said, ā€œI had that thugĀ exactlyĀ where I wanted him butĀ noooooo.Ā Because you saw meĀ tripĀ you thought it would be aĀ spectacularĀ ideaĀ to throw yourselfĀ on topĀ of me as that hooligan tried to hit me with hisĀ bat!!ā€ Donatello seethed.Ā 
ā€œWeā€™ve been over thisĀ multipleĀ times,Ā Leo! There wasĀ noĀ reasonĀ for you to do that!ā€ The light golden eyed teen yelled, his glare only hardening more as he saw the younger stuttering over his words to try to defend himself.
ā€œIā€™m not done.ā€ The taller teen growled, all of his calmness and collectiveness thrown completley out of the window.
The slider slightly flinched (which went un-noticed by the other) at his brotherā€™s genuine angry tone, his left leg fidgeting and bouncing up and down like crazy.Ā 
His tactic wasĀ reallyĀ starting to not work in his favour at allā€¦
ā€œJustā€¦stop putting yourself in the middle of danger like youā€™re just expecting the rest of us to justĀ watch.Ā Weā€™re your familyā€¦and mostĀ importantly,Ā we can defend ourselves justĀ fine.ā€Ā 
ā€œWell ihisnā€™tĀ thatĀ hypocritic!ā€ Leonardo scoffed before creasing his eye ridges together in genuine confusion, mumbling to himself, ā€œHypā€¦uhā€¦hypocrotic?Ā Hypā€¦Hypocraticā€¦?ā€Ā 
ā€œHypocritical?ā€ The older deadpanned.
ā€œYES!Ā THATĀ WORD!ā€ Leo said, ā€œWhen we were fighting Kraang Prime on the ship and he went to take a blow at Mikeyā€¦what did you do?ā€
Donatello scowled, his eyes not leaving his twin, ā€œā€¦I went in front of him and shielded him with my mystic tech.ā€
ā€œExactly.ā€ The lime green eyed mutant scoffed, ā€œAnd how is that any different from whatĀ IĀ did, hm?ā€
ā€œBECAUSEĀ IĀ HAD A PLAN!!!ā€ Donatello shouted, ā€œIĀ plannedĀ to accordingly go in front of Mikey so my sheild could protect bothĀ him andĀ me.Ā Did it end up turning out perfect?Ā Fuck no.Ā Kraang Prime slashedĀ right through itĀ and me and Mikey wentĀ tumblingĀ towards the groundā€¦ā€ The glasses wielding teen said through clenched teeth.Ā 
The light golden eyed teen rubbed his face tiredly, his hands clenching and unclenching in frustration, ā€œBut I had aĀ plan.Ā YouĀ on the other hand, just zoomedĀ recklesslyĀ on top of me and hoped for the best.ā€
ā€œā€¦IĀ saved you,Ā didnā€™t Iā€¦?ā€ The younger twin mumbled out meekly, causing Donatelloā€™s blood to absolutleyĀ boil.Ā 
ā€œThatā€™sĀ notĀ theĀ point!!!ā€ The elder said as he clenched his hands at his sides again.
ā€œThen whatĀ is?!ā€ Leo said desperately, ā€œBecause from the looks of it, it just seems like you want toĀ yell at meĀ for just doing myĀ job.ā€Ā 
Leonardo pulled on his mask tails anxiously, trying to calm himself down but ultimately just making himself feel worse by doing the action, ā€œIā€™ve beenĀ tryingĀ to be a better leaderā€”ā€œ
ā€œLeoā€”ā€œ
ā€œā€”ForĀ youĀ andĀ MikeyĀ andĀ AprilĀ andĀ RaphĀ andĀ CaseyĀ andĀ C.J.Ā a-andĀ Dad!Ā But it seems like no matterĀ what the hell IĀ doĀ thereā€™s alwaysĀ somethingĀ Iā€™m doingĀ WRONG!!!ā€ The younger twin shouted, blinking back tears as he glared at the ground as if it took his Jupiter Jim comic.
Whichā€¦itĀ did.Ā The blue banded mutant wanted it back now, actuallyā€¦
ā€œI saved you! I-I didnā€™t even getĀ hurtĀ by doing it butĀ somehowĀ thereā€™s an issueā€¦ā€ The lime green eyed teen murmured, both of his legs bouncing up and down as he tugged on his mask tails harder, ā€œThere alwaysĀ isā€¦ā€
ā€œLeonardo can youĀ pleaseĀ justĀ listenĀ to me?ā€ The older twin said in irritation.Ā 
ā€œBut Don Iā€™mā€”ā€œ
ā€œNo, Leo!Ā JustĀ listen!Ā Thatā€™sĀ allĀ you need to do!ā€ Donnie snapped as he cut his brother off, ā€œI donā€™t want you leapingĀ head firstĀ into harms way!Ā At all!Ā EspeciallyĀ if you donā€™t have a plan!ā€ The softshell turtle exclaimed as he flapped his hands against the side of his thighs, but his eye contanct remaining on his little brother.
ā€œOho soĀ nowĀ you donā€™t trust me well enough to know that I can handle myself in combat?ā€ Leo said in a last desperate attempt to make his brother drop the conversation.
ā€œIā€¦ā€ The young scientistā€™s eye twitched, his eyebrows creasing together as he had to physically restrain himself to not beat the ever livingĀ crapĀ out of the other teen, ā€œTHIS ISĀ NOTĀ ABOUTĀ TRUST, NARDO!ā€ The light golden eyed mutant screamed desperately, his hands flapping faster as the red eared slider shrunk at his usage of tone, ā€œThis is aboutĀ youĀ not evenĀ thinkingĀ about what would happen to yourself when you doĀ reckless nonsenseĀ like this.ā€
Leo glanced to the side, his eyes watering as he bit the inside of his cheek.
He just wanted toĀ helpĀ and be the leader his brotherā€™sĀ deservedā€¦
But he always found a way toĀ fuck it upĀ without even noticing, huh?
"You don'tĀ thinkĀ about what could happen to you andĀ IĀ hateĀ it!ā€ The elder cried, ā€œWhat wouldā€™ve happened if Raph didnā€™t come behind the guy and knocked him out cold at the last second, huh?! Would you have just stayed right on me as he continued to beat you with his bat?!ā€
Leonardo bit the inside of his cheek harder, his legs bouncing up and down more as his fingernails dug unforgivingly into his arms, ā€œI-Iā€™m sorry, Donnieā€”ā€
ā€œOr would you have tried toĀ fight himĀ instead?! Mind you, you dropped your sword before coming to me so youā€™d haveĀ no weaponĀ to defend yourself.ā€Ā 
ā€œYou don't thinkĀ about how much itĀ scaresĀ me when you do dumb shit like that! IĀ hateĀ seeing you get hurtā€¦I freakingĀ loatheĀ it.ā€ Donnie rested the back of his head on Leoā€™s door, taking a couple deep breaths and hugging himself in an attempt to calm himself down.
Jeezā€¦when the hell had he startedĀ yelling?Ā His throat stung like aĀ bitchĀ nowā€¦
AndĀ whenĀ had he started shaking like a bobby head?!
The older twinā€™s expression softened, pinching the bridge of his snout once more, ā€œI care about youā€¦soĀ fuckingĀ much,Ā okayā€¦?ā€ The purple banded turtle said gently as he gradually started to simmer down and become more calm, ā€œYour myĀ twinā€¦myĀ little brother.Ā And IĀ hateĀ to be repetitive but I-I justĀ despiseĀ seeing you hurtā€¦physically or emotionallyā€¦soĀ pleaseĀ justā€¦ā€
The young scientistā€™s eyes widened, peering down at his brother who did not seem to be followingā€¦at all.Ā 
Leoā€™s eyes were wide as saucers as he hit his arm with his fist repeatedly whilst obviously trying to suck in whatever tearsĀ daredĀ to try and escape.Ā 
The taller turtle basically ran to his distressed twin, trying to stop him from harming himself any further but was only met with a low grunt.
Shit.
Shit. Shit.Ā Fucking shit.Ā 
Wonderful job, Donatello! You yelled at your brother so much he shut down!
Even though you knew he canā€™tĀ fucking standĀ being yelled at and theĀ whole pointĀ of you evenĀ being hereĀ was to explain what he did wrongĀ collectively and calmlyĀ because that was the exactĀ oppositeof what Raph does when heā€™s worriedā€¦
But no!Ā You yelled at him anyway.
Wonderful job, Donatelloā€¦wonderful. job.Ā 
The older twin sighed sadly, gently grabbing his brotherā€™s wrists so he would stop hitting himself. The two brotherā€™s shared eye contact once again, an unsure lime green meeting an understanding yet uncertain light golden.
ā€œNardoā€¦ā€ The softshell started, squeezing the otherā€™s hands gently, ā€œā€¦Are you with me, budā€¦?ā€
Leo just nodded quietly, squeezing back.Ā 
ā€œGodā€¦Nardo Iā€™mĀ soĀ sorryā€¦ā€ The older muttered, ā€œI donā€™tā€¦I donā€™t knowĀ why theĀ hellĀ I lost my cool like that. I-Iā€™m sorry I yelled. IĀ shouldnā€™tĀ of yelledā€¦I-I justā€¦ā€ Donatello sighed, squeezing his brotherā€™s hands once again. ā€œIā€™m not angry with you. Iā€¦I was just frustrated.ā€
ā€œWell, noā€¦let me rephrase:Ā I amĀ angry with youā€”Ā livid even.Ā You know damn well enough that when you do those kinds of things my heart literallyĀ jumpsĀ out of my shell. I need you to put into consideration that I would like to live to atĀ leastĀ seventy-sevenā€¦ā€
The younger twin giggled wetly, fidgeting with his brotherā€™s fingers as he spoke, ā€œā€¦Why seventy-seven?ā€
ā€œAlbert Einstein died when he was seventy-sixā€¦I can andĀ willĀ outlive him.ā€ The light golden eyed teen said matter-of-factly, ā€œBut back to what I was initially sayingā€¦I know you meant well.Ā You saw that I was in troubleā€¦and you dropped literallyĀ everythingĀ in order to help me get out of said trouble. You donā€™t think of what happens to youā€¦you just do it because youā€™ll know if you do weā€™ll be alrightā€¦ā€
ā€œI-I justā€¦I just wanted to protect youā€¦I-I just wanted to helpā€¦ā€ Leo tried to explain.
ā€œI know. I know, Leeā€¦ā€ Donatello sighed, rubbing the sliderā€™s knuckles gently with his thumb, ā€œBut you need to understand that with you trying to protect us that way, your putting us in the same situation your trying to keep usĀ awayĀ from.ā€ The elder explained lightly, smiling softly as him and his twinā€™s foreheadā€™s touched.Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re getting hurtā€” or at the very leastĀ almostĀ getting hurt. Weā€™re feeling the same anguish and guilt you would feel if any of us did that. I get that you want to be a good leader and shitā€¦but you can lead wellĀ withoutĀ doing thatā€¦okay?ā€Ā 
Leo fiddled with the otherā€™s fingers a bit more, his bouncing leg starting to calm a bit, ā€œIā€™llā€¦try to be more careful when it comes to me protecting you guys like that. When I see you all in troubleā€¦I justā€¦react.Ā I donā€™t really care about what happens to me as long as you guys end up okay. Butā€¦Iā€™ll try to be more careful. And if I ever end up, like, being a bitĀ tooĀ recklessā€¦you can just tell meā€¦deal?ā€
ā€œDeal.ā€ Donnie nodded, squeezing Leoā€™s hands one last time before letting go, wiping his twinā€™s eyes with his hoodie sleeve, ā€œNowĀ pleaseĀ stop crying or youā€™re going to makeĀ meĀ start crying.ā€Ā 
Leo snorted, examining the otherā€™s now tearing up expression, ā€œI think itā€™s a bit too late for thatā€¦ā€Ā 
ā€œGAH!Ā FUHUCK!ā€ Donnie cursed, wiping his own eyes as the slider laughed loudly at his exclamation.
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ā€œLeoā€¦donā€™t you think youā€™re getting a bit tooĀ bigĀ for thisā€¦?ā€ Donatello grumbled as Leonardo was on his lap, getting all nice and comfy as he rested his chin on the olderā€™s shoulder. ā€œNoooope.ā€ Leo drawed out, making a dramatic popping noise at the end of the 'p', ā€œ'Sides, this is what you get for making me emo earlier.ā€
ā€œā€¦IĀ saidĀ I wasĀ sorryā€¦I didnā€™t mean to shout at you like that. I was just concernedā€¦ā€Ā 
ā€œIĀ knowĀ that, you worrywart. I was just kidding.ā€ The lime green eyed teen said lovingly, squishing his brother into a tighter embrace. The older let out a short shriek at the hug but of course didnā€™t mind the other being so clingy.Ā 
If the young scientist really and trulyĀ didĀ mind? Leo wouldā€™ve been pushed to the floor by now.Ā 
The two twins shared a comfortable silenceā€¦wellā€¦aĀ semi-comfortableĀ silence.
The purple banded teen feltā€¦off.Ā His younger brother had thisā€¦lookĀ in his eyes; like he wanted to say something but was afraid of what Donnie would say or how Donnie would react.
Which was so damn dumb Donatello didnā€™t even know how to explain it.
ā€œā€¦Thereā€™s something else on your mind.ā€ The taller turtle hummed, his suspicions only rising as the other glanced to the side. ā€œUhmā€¦no there isnā€™t.Ā See?Ā This isĀ whyĀ I call you a worrywart.ā€ Leonardo said, tapping his fingers on his thigh nervously.Ā 
Very convincing Leoā€¦veryĀ convincing.
ā€œDonā€™t evenĀ tryĀ lying to me, Leon. My older brotherĀ andĀ twin senses are tingling. You canā€™t argue against that kind of logic.ā€ The scientist said matter-of-factly.Ā 
ā€œWhat are you,Ā Spiderman?ā€ The younger snorted.Ā 
ā€œWe shall never know.ā€ The older shrugged, a small smile spreading to his face as he saw the other snort softly at his statement, ā€œNow stop deflecting.Ā Spill.ā€Ā 
ā€œā€¦Can youā€¦adjust my elbow bracesā€¦?ā€ The red eared slider muttered.
ā€œā€¦Why canā€™tĀ youĀ do it?ā€ The other questioned. Not in a malicious way; he was just genuinely curious.Ā 
ā€œI like it when you do it. You make it more firm, y'know?ā€ The blue banded turtle whined dramatically, ā€œPleeeeeease?ā€
ā€œUgh, Jesusā€”Ā fine.Ā But drop the poutā€¦you look ridiculous.ā€ The taller mutant sighed, lightly grabbing his brotherā€™s arm as he readjusted the braces.Ā 
The purple banded turtle meticulously took off the otherā€™s left arm brace, tracing his twinā€™s elbow to make sure it was healing correctlyā€” which the slider couldnā€™t help but wriggle slightly to.
As the older twin put the brace back on, he looked at the other turtle in complete worry, ā€œā€¦Why are you squirming around so much?ā€ Donatello asked in confusion.Ā 
ā€œā€¦No reason.ā€ Leonardo stated, but let out a tiny squeak as Donnie lightly pinched his forearm.Ā 
ā€œYohou okayā€¦?ā€ The glasses wielding mutant giggled.Ā  Ā 
ā€œI-Iā€™m fihine!ā€ The smaller turtle insisted, covering his mouth as he let out a loud shriek in result to his brother now lightly scribbling his forearm. ā€œEEEEE!Ā P-Plehease moohoove yohour hahahand!!ā€ The younger sputtered out, hiding his face in the crook of the scientistā€™s neck which the older turtle couldnā€™t help but let his heart melt to.
ā€œOh.ā€ Donatello hummed, biting back an amused laugh, ā€œSorry. Sometimes I forget how ticklish you areā€¦ā€
ā€œSnrtĀ I-Ihihiā€™mĀ nahatĀ ticklish. I juhust donā€™t wahant your hand thehereā€¦ā€Ā 
And isnā€™t thatĀ quaint.Ā 
If Donnie had a penny for every time Leo said heĀ 'wasnā€™t ticklish',Ā the softshell would be richer thanĀ Elon Musk.
ā€œā€¦Right.Ā Soā€¦you wouldnā€™t mind me doingĀ thisĀ then?ā€ The young genius mused as he scribbled one hand over his twinā€™s ribs. ā€œEEEEHEH!Ā Duhuhude noHOH!!Ā F-Fuhuck yohou!ā€ The younger twin managed through his small giggles, pushing on his brotherā€™s plastron to try and escape while he still could.
The elder laughed fondly at his little brotherā€™s futile actions, hugging him closer as he lightly tickled him, ā€œNahardo! My brohohother in Christ gehetĀ back hereĀ or youā€™re gohoing to fahall off of the bed!
ā€œN-NOHO!! LEHET ME GO!ā€ The lime green eyed teen screeched loudly, kicking his legs and pushing even harder on the otherā€™s plastron, his eyeā€™s widening in panic as his older brother casually lifted him up and pinned his arms above his head, his plastron now facing up on the bed.
Eugh boyā€¦
Donnie grinned, sitting on the otherā€™s thighs as he wiggled his unoccupied fingers in the air near the sliderā€™s side, ā€œThatā€™s better~!ā€
ā€œWAHAIT WAHAHAITĀ snrtĀ PLEHEASE DEEHEE!!ā€ The red eared slider cried, kicking his legs from underneath the scientist.
If he was going to go downā€¦he would atĀ leastĀ go down fighting.Ā 
ā€œI havenā€™t evenĀ touchedĀ you yet, you goofā€¦ā€ The older twin chuckled.Ā 
ā€œB-BUHUT YOHOUR GOHOHONNA!ā€Ā 
ā€œ'Gonna'Ā what,Ā exactly?ā€
ā€œTihiHICKLE ME!!ā€Ā 
ā€œTickle you?Ā Well, why didnā€™t you justĀ sayĀ soĀ in the first place?ā€ Donatello snickered, using his free hand to skitter his fingers along the crookā€™s of the youngerā€™s neck.Ā 
The blue banded turtle squealed, shaking his head back in forth whilst scrunching his shoulders, ā€œGAHahaā€”Ā snrtĀ EEEEHEEHEHĀ oho cohomeĀ snrtĀ OHAHAN!!ā€Ā 
ā€œWhatā€™s wrong, Leo? I thought you said youĀ werenā€™t ticklish~?ā€ The older teased.
ā€œSnrtĀ STHDHAHAH! ShuhutĀ UP!Ā IHIā€™M naHAT!ā€ The younger shouted, tugging and pulling his arms to try and get his handā€™s free from the otherā€™s grasp. Donnie just laughed softly at the action, wiggling his fingers above his little brotherā€™s stomach.Ā 
The lime green eyed teenā€™s eyes widened in panic, thrashing in the hold to try and loosen his brotherā€™s grip but the purple banded turtle did not budge even aĀ smidge.Ā 
Leoā€™s laughs became more giddy and loud as he continued to squirm, small squeals and snorts escaping his beak as his twin brotherā€™s hand wentĀ sloooooowlyĀ to his stomach.Ā 
ā€œN-NOHO NONONONO DAHAā€”Ā snrtĀ DOHON!!ā€ The smaller turtle snorted, hiding his face in the side of his arm which Donnie couldnā€™t help but giggle to.Ā 
The light golden eyed mutant rested his hand on the sliderā€™s plastron, making the younger turtleā€™s laugh raise almost a thousand octaves.Ā 
ā€œDOHONā€™TĀ snrtĀ DOHONā€™T DOHOHONā€™TĀ snrtĀ YOU DARE!! YOHOUR SOHOĀ MEEHEEHEEAN!!ā€ Leonardo whined, hiding deeper into his arm and becoming a giggly flustered mess.
The older twin shook his head fondly at his little brotherā€™s embarrassed state, taking the opportunity to tickle the youngerā€™s stomach while he wasnā€™t looking.Ā 
Leo let out a loud scream, descending into high-pitched cackles as evenĀ louderĀ snorts followed, ā€œHAHAHAHELP!! IHIā€™MĀ SNRTĀ BEEHEEING SLAHAHAUTERED!!ā€Ā 
ā€œIā€™m quite literally only usingĀ one hand,Ā Nardo. Stop being dramatic.ā€ The light golden eyed teen mused whilst watching his brother snort and squirm, ā€œAnd here I thoughtĀ IĀ was the dancer of the family. Look at you! Youā€™re making up a wholeĀ dance routineĀ right now!ā€ He said as he let go of Leo, crossing his arms in amusement.Ā 
ā€œS-ShuhuhutĀ snrtĀ upā€¦ā€ The younger twin wheezed out, hugging his middles as he playfully glared at his purple loving brother.Ā 
Then, a lightbulb went on in the scientistā€™s brain, a smug smile spreading to his face, ā€œHmā€¦you know, Leeā€”ā€
ā€œDohont callĀ snrtĀ me thahat!ā€ Leo giggly interupted.Ā 
ā€œUh-huh.Ā Well, Leeā€¦did you know that the underarms are one of theĀ warmestĀ places on the human body?ā€ The scientist said.Ā 
The lime green eyed mutant cocked his head to the side in confusion, ā€œSoho?ā€Ā 
ā€œSooooĀ my hands are cold.Ā VeryĀ cold, in fact. Iā€™d be forever in your debt if you couldā€”ā€
ā€œNO! NONOHO WAHAY INĀ HEHELL!Ā G-GOHOĀ AWAHAHAY!ā€ Leo squealed, reaching for his brotherā€™s wrists as the elder tried to tickle his neck once again.
Sighā€¦Leonardo made this too damnĀ easyĀ sometimes.
The glasses wielding teen wasnā€™t just going to miss thisĀ oh-so-definetly-not-plannedĀ opportunity! The softshell scribbled his fingers along the sliderā€™s underarms, making the younger let out a loud squawk as he shot his arms down.Ā 
ā€œNAHAH AHAHAHAā€”Ā snrtĀ GEHET THEHE HEHELL OHAHAā€”Ā snrtĀ OHOHOUT!!ā€ Leonardo cried while banging his heels on the bed.Ā 
ā€œWhat~?ā€ Donnie hummed inocently.Ā 
ā€œGEHEHET AHAā€”Ā snrtĀ GEHET. OHOUT. OHOF THEHEHERE!ā€
ā€œAweā€¦why~?ā€
ā€œBEEHEECAUSE IHITā€™S SOHO BAHAHAD!!!ā€Ā 
ā€œAnd?ā€ Donnie chuckled, ā€œThat sounds like aĀ youĀ problem, little brother.ā€Ā 
ā€œAHHHAHAā€”Ā snrtĀ GAHAHADĀ FUHUCK YOHOU!!!ā€
ā€œPardonā€¦what was that?ā€ Donnie questioned as he pinched where Leoā€™s hip met his thigh. ā€œN-NONOā€”Ā snrt NAHAHAH!!Ā I CANā€™Tā€”Ā snrtĀ PLEHEHEASE Iā€™MĀ snrtĀ SORRY!! I-IHI TAHAHAKE IHIT BAHAHCK!!ā€Ā 
ā€œNahā€¦I think Iā€™ll just stayĀ riiiiightĀ here for a bitā€¦ā€ The taller turtle smiled, using both of his hands now to tickle Leo into a laughing and snorting blob.
The younger weakly hit his big brotherā€™s arms, throwing his head back as he squeezed his eyes completely shut.Ā 
ā€œā€¦And you know what, Lee~?ā€Ā 
ā€œWHAHAHATĀ NOW?!ā€Ā 
ā€œIā€™m feelingā€¦kind ofĀ famished.ā€ The elder mused, his smile almost looking like the signature Jokerā€™s as he saw his younger brotherā€™s face pale.Ā 
Leonardo scrambled to sit up, fighting with his brotherā€™s arms as he giggly protested, ā€œPLAHAā€”Ā snrt PLAHAHEASE!Ā PLEHEASEĀ snrtĀ D-DOHONā€™T!!ā€Ā 
Donnie pinched his brotherā€™s thighs unforgivingly, ā€œYou should have thought about that before yapping suchĀ illĀ nonsenseĀ about yourself.ā€
ā€œWHAHAā€”Ā snrtĀ WHAHAHAā€”Ā snrtĀ WHAHAT DIHIDĀ snrtĀ IHIHIĀ snrtĀ EVEN SAHAHAY?!ā€ The lime green eyed turtle cackled, flapping his hands on the mattress.Ā 
It took literallyĀ everythingĀ in the older twin not to coo his baby brotherā€™s adorable actions; instead, he lightly moved Leoā€™s hands away, smiling evily as he lowered his head to the otherā€™s plastron, ā€œYou donā€™t even know. Guess youĀ reallyĀ want this, huh~?ā€Ā 
The blue banded teen kicked his knees into his brotherā€™s shoulders and shell, throwing his head back in complete hysterics whilst waiting for him complete and utter demise.Ā 
The softshell wasted no time blowingĀ raspberriesĀ afterĀ raspberriesĀ in the middle of his youngerā€™s stomach, making sure to move the otherā€™s hands away any time he tried to push at the young geniusā€™ head.Ā 
Donnie didnā€™t feel like getting brain damage after all.
Plus, he had his signature glasses į“…į“É“į“€į“›į“‡ŹŸŹŸį“ į“›į“ on! And those wereĀ trademarkedā€¦as you canĀ wonderfullyĀ see.Ā 
ā€œGodā€¦can youĀ getĀ more ticklish?ā€ Donatello giggled, squeezing and squishing the red eared sliderā€™s knees with one hand and scribbling his sides with the other whilst contuinung to raspberry Leoā€™s stomach.Ā 
ā€œDEEHEE DEEHEEHEEĀ SNRTĀ PLEHEHEASE!!!Ā IHIĀ SNRTĀ DAHAHAHā€”Ā SNRTĀ DAHAā€”Ā SNRTĀ DAHUNNO!!ā€ The smaller turtle screamed, happy stimming with his arms on the taller twinā€™s shoulder.
Donnie couldnā€™t help but chuckle, deciding to show his twin aĀ tad bitĀ of mercy as he nibbled his stomach lightly.Ā 
The slider let out bloody murder from his beak, happy tears threatening to fall from his eyes as his bubbly cackles and snorts bounced off the walls of his room.
ā€œJeezā€¦I think Peppa Pig has some competition, huh~?ā€ The light golden eyed mutant snickered.
ā€œPLEHEHEASE!!Ā TEHEHELLOĀ SNRTĀ IHIā€™M GOHā€”Ā SNRTĀ GOHOHAā€” AHAHAĀ SNRTĀ MYHYHYĀ SNRTGAHAHAHAD!!!ā€ The smaller teen pleaded.
ā€œDo you promise to stop putting yourself in between danger and your family?ā€ The older hummed.Ā 
ā€œYEHEHES!!ā€ The younger cried loudly.
ā€œDo you promise to go easier on yourself?ā€Ā 
ā€œYAHAā€”Ā SNRTĀ YAHAā€”Ā SNRTĀ YEHEHES!!!ā€
ā€œDo you promise to accept your doing an amazing job as leader and we all love youā€”ā€
ā€œMYĀ SNRTĀ FUHUHUCKINGĀ SNRTĀ GAHAHAD!!!Ā IHIHIĀ SNRTĀ GEHET IT!!ā€ Leonardo shouted, his blush now completley blending into the red stripes on his face.Ā 
The softshell turtle got off of the other, sitting next to his little brother as his little brother in question hugged his middles and giggled tiredly.Ā 
ā€œY-Yohou could ohof juhuhust sahaid ahall of thahatĀ wihihithoutĀ tickling meeheeeā€¦ā€ The younger grumbled despite the evident smile on his face.
ā€œAnd whereā€™s the fun in that?ā€ Donnie smiled back, his expression softening as Leo got up and leaned against him softly. The older wraped an arm around the youngerā€™s shoulder, pulling him closer into a warm, protective gesture.Ā 
ā€œAhand would yohohou look ahat that! Ihi got yohour emo bahad boy ahahass toĀ smileĀ todahay. Your eheeven hugging me~!ā€ The blue banded leader spoke softly, his voice filled with affection as he poked his twinā€™s forehead cheekily.Ā 
ā€œYou tellĀ anyoneĀ that and I willĀ not hesitateĀ to deny that extremely untrue statement.ā€ The scientist huffed, rolling his eyes fondly as his smile spread.
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#Rottmnt tickle#Rottmnt tickle fic#Lee!Leo#Ler!Donnie#WHOOOOOO BOYYYYYYā€¦#Iā€™m sorry but Iā€™m not sorry šŸ«¶šŸ¾#Angst is like my second child šŸ‘¶šŸ¾šŸ’˜šŸ’žšŸ’šŸ’–šŸ’—#But I feel like I need to explain some stuff bc this fandom is probably holding me at gunpoint rn šŸ˜…šŸ”«#The reason why I feel like Leo and Raph had so many disagreements when Leon became leader is bc Leo canā€™t handle yelling#LIKE AT ALLā€” he just sees it as whomever is yelling means their mad#So if Raphie boy was like: ā€œI CARE ABOUT YOU AND LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH YOU DUMB ASS BITCH WHY CANā€™T YOU JUST BE CAREFULā‰ļøā€#Leo would hear it as: ā€œI HATE YOU SO MUCH RN WHY CANā€™T YOU DO ANYTHING RIGHTā‰ļøā€#This fandom has been sleeping on AuDHD Leo for Y E A R S and I shall not be silent anymore its SOOOOOOO OBVIOUS šŸ˜­ā€¼ļø#I could not remember the word ā€œhypocriticalā€ for the LIFE of meā€¦when I searched it up I probs wrote ā€œhippopotamusā€#Leon is trying PLEAAAASE catch him a break šŸ™šŸ¾šŸ™šŸ¾šŸ™šŸ¾#Older twin Donnie is canon idgaf I was in the writers room TRUST šŸ‘šŸ¾šŸ’—šŸ’žšŸ’šŸ’•#Big bro senses šŸ¤šŸ¾ Twin senses#Donnie is fucking UNSTOPPABLE šŸ¤ŒšŸ¾ā€¦bud does need to learn how to control is volume when upset tho eheheheh#He genuinely doesnā€™t know when heā€™s gradually getting louder or more upsetā€¦thatā€™s why he was so panicked when Leo had his lil meltdown LOL#Raphie just expresses his worry with yellingā€¦ex: ā€œAND NOT EAT POSIONā€¼ļøā€¼ļøā€¼ļøā€#Oh yeah this takes place a couple months after the Invasionā€¦so everyone is like healed and everything but yk theyā€™re still traumatized obvs#šŸ˜ŒšŸ‘šŸ¾#Leoā€™s lil tactic on dropping convoā€™s is a HC I have so donā€™t quote me on it šŸ™ŒšŸ¾#GDGDGSHSN I ALSO NEED PPL TO DRAW DON WEARING HIS GLASSES MORE OFTEN HEā€™S SUCH A CUTIE PATOOTIE šŸ’šŸ’˜šŸ’•šŸ’—šŸ’–šŸ’žšŸ’“šŸ©·#But tysm Nonnie!!! This was a TON of fun to write!#Make sure your taking care of yourself and drinking waterā€” or at least get a snack šŸ„°#But after the mission Raph was SEETHINGā€¦and usually Don tries to talk to Leon instead cuz like he doesnā€™t want either party being upset#Nor does he want either of them to feel overwhelmed. So when Leo was like ā€œUr doing this to me again?!ā€ Hes referring to all the times Don#<- has done that#Leo doesnā€™t like feeling pitied but itā€™s not Donā€™s intention to make him feel that way he just loves him family
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oceans-beloved Ā· 2 months
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Meme dump yayyyšŸ„³āœØļø
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(off to make more now muhahaha >:3)
#SIGH WHERE HAD LILI DISAPPEARED TO THIS TIME? TSK TSK SMH šŸ˜”#Now now my dearest darling loyal subjects fret not~!!#your beloved princess shall answer all your worries away ~ā˜…#mwah mwah~<3#heh~šŸ¤­šŸ©·#Soooo updated time!!! >_<#I'm on a road trip halfway across the country rn (was a fun bad idea..my cousins and I nearly had a heat stroke TWICE but it's soo worth it#...I'll hopefully be back by tonight because it's my grandfather's birthday tomorrow and we're planning a surprise party for him#Muhahaha >:3#* happy dances*#Anyways I had time to kill between crying while playing mystic messenger together with my cousin#(I'm making her do Saeran's route sjbqbjjbqjbqbj9ioqjqhiqohwu9wh9uwub I LOVE HIM I ADORE HIM HE WAS THE FIRST CHARACTER I EVER WANTED TO#MARRY HE IS SO DREAM HUSBAND CODED SIJSB8YWBUW MY POOR POOR SWEET ANGEL BABY YOU DESERVE SO MUCH BETTER#THE WORLD DOES NOT DESERVE YOU AAHHHIHSIHAIJIAJ AND OMG HIS ENDING SONG IT ALWAYS MAKES ME CRY SJOBSOJHJSH0SSUS0SSHU0IS0HISH0IS0JHSHJS0HIS0#EVEN IF YOU WERE AN EXPIRED LOLIPOP I'D STILL EAT YOU!! I'D ALWAYS EAT YOU AND ONLY YOU NO MATTER WHAT#I-I MEAN PICK YOU!!! I'D ALWAYS PICK YOU NO MATTER WHAT!! NOT TO SAY THAT I WOULDN'T CANNIBALISE YOU!!#GIVE ME THE CHANCE AND I'D LICK YOU UP I WON'T LEAVE A SINGLE DROP BEHIND O-OF THE LOLIPOP OF OFC NOT TO SAY I WOULDN'T DO THE SAME IF IT#WAS HIS C- I'LL STOP MUST CONTROL I CAN'T WRITE ESSAYS HERE OF HOW MUCH I LOVE AND WANT SAERAN AHHHH MY HEARTšŸ„ŗšŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ˜­šŸ˜­)#*cough cough*sooo anywho I'm normal now dw!!šŸ˜‡āœØļø (/lie)#and us reading ORV (I'm on chapter 340 something rn and kdj is kdj and i just want to soksjnss9hsj9sbu that stupid squid (/affectionate)#and if I start ranting rn it would never end...#so expect like a 80000 words essay when I'm done with the full novelšŸ« )#I cleared out my phone gallery yayyy hehšŸ„³šŸ¤­ and found so many RH memes that I never posted lmao#Oh!!! And I've noticed something even though I'm a Vin girly through and through#(as evidenced by the fact that my blog is quite literally a shrine to him)#I always end up making Crux memes more...That stupid green onion clown you're so easy to lovešŸ˜”šŸ©·#Anyways Lili out now mwah mwah mwah šŸ©·šŸ©·šŸ«‚āœØļø#ā™”{reanimated heart}ā™”#reanimated heart#reanimatedheart
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fujii-draws Ā· 4 months
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VERY long Ribbons/Grovyle tangent cause I do not talk about them nearly enough.
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[Instead of the usual, ā€œHero finding a young Treecko in the future.ā€ Itā€™s switched around to ā€œWhat if Grovyle found Hero when they were young.ā€]
~The Past~
ā€”ā€”ā€”ā€”ā€”
-Grovyle was going on one of his usual dungeon crawls to stock up on itemsā€” until he heard nearby sniffling. Itā€™s there in that moment where he finds Ribbons; hiding under the stump of a hollow tree curled up in a ball. The sight of a small, terrified girl burned in the back of the wood geckoā€™s mind.
He lowered himself to the ground, his snout and head poking out as he got a good look at the humanā€” Something that made her reel back and startled her; before Grovyle offered her a smile. Something the stoic grass-type rarely ever did. Coaxing her to come out.
And although very hesitantly, she did. Slowly coming out before he extended a hand towards her. Helping her outside the stump.
Grovyle didnā€™t know whyā€¦ but seeing her so disheveled and terrifiedā€¦ it reminded the grass-type of himself when he was a Treecko. He decides to then to take Ribbonā€™s under his wing. Holding her hand as he walked her back to his main hideoutā€¦ with the company of two other PokĆ©mon.
-He introduced the small human to the pink fairy and ghost-type. Celebi was overwhelmingly cheerful. So much so that her mischievous energy rubbed off on Ribbons in the future. Much to Grovyle and Dusclops(and eventually Dusknoirā€™s) dismayā€¦
But it was also probably why Ribbons made it her mission to use this newfound ability from the fairy-type to do the impossibleā€” to get Grovyle to smile. A rarity in which even the time-traveling pixie and cyclopean ghost never managed to accomplish. Ribbons remembered how the grass-type done so just to comfort her during their first meetingā€¦ and she wanted to see it again.
-She tried many times with her antics, only to end in failure. Barely making a dent in the grass-typeā€™s stoic demeanor. The first time she managed to get a chuckle made the other two stare wide-eyed towards the snickering grass-typeā€” and back at the human, somehow being the only one to ever make him emote so much. She didnā€™t know why he tried to hide his smile. She loved it. (And Grovyle did not overhear this detail and began to open up only specifically around her because of it. Nope.) (and itā€™s not a power she holds over him for many years to come.)
(That isnā€™t to say Ribbonā€™s didnā€™t slightly rub off on him too, with her naivety and innocent, trusting behavior. Grovyle being much, much more reserved and cautiousā€¦ before she came along.)
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-Dusclopsā€¦ was interested. A human? In the future no less? It was unheard of.
ā€¦But he also thought that Ribbons would be a detriment to their group with howā€¦ little and runt sized sheā€™d been, barely surviving as is. Acting rather closed off towards the human at first, not trying to get attached. That is until she begins seeking Dusclops out. Trying to befriend the slightly large mummy-looking PokĆ©mon. Although slowlyā€” she ends up winning him over. The Beckon PokĆ©mon now having unintentionally formed a bond with the weakest link in their quartet due to howā€¦ oddly endearing she was. A mistake heā€™d repeat yet again in the present.
Even with her dimensional scream ability making Ribbons a somewhat useful assest to the teamā€” the three take on the roll of her guardians in a weird way. Dusclops being the one to fret the most over her despite his dismissive behavior towards her in the beginning (hm.)
And then thereā€™s Grovyle.
The one who probably spent the most time with her. He saw just how terrified and scared she was of the world around her. Grovyle tried his best to teach her how to surviveā€” training her physically. (as Dusclops taught her mentally/intellectually)
Something Grovyle started to notice was how her demeanor changed when the grass-type was close. Acting almostā€¦ braver? Confident? It was like she was drawing her strength from himā€¦ something that made the grass-type a little emotional as her confidence grew more with each day. (She told him as much. Hoping some day she could be a role model to someone the same way Grovyle was to her.)
ā€¦He also noticed that the humans were also really susceptible to the cold, much like his cold-blooded lizard selfā€”the brunette-haired girl having no real source of warmth around her neckā€¦ Grovyle dug through his matted Treasure bag, asking for her to come over. Before tying on a brown, Patsy ribbon around her neck. An item that sheā€™d grow to love and cherish for many, many years.
The human girl absolutely adored the gift, thanking Grovyle before hugging him suddenly. Running off to show the other two her newfound item.
-Sheā€™d fidget and re-tie it whenever it slightly loosened around her neckā€¦ it was then the grass-type PokĆ©mon finally decided on a name for her. Up until that point, she didnā€™t have a nameā€” the other three opting to call her things like ā€œhuman girlā€ ā€œsweetieā€ or ā€œkid/kiddoā€ (Dusclops, Celebi, and Grovyle in that order.)
So when Grovyle decided that her new name would be ā€œRibbonsā€ā€¦ she kept it.
(this also explained why when inside of Wigglytuffā€™s roomā€¦ Ribbons stared at the Green Aura Bow, before rejecting the item harshly. Her claws gripping onto the brown scarf around her neck.) (ā€¦although the color of the bow comforted her)
-The two end up forming an unspoken familial bond. Ribbons seeing Grovyle as her older brotherā€¦ and the grass-type did her baby sister. This was further solidified by the way Ribbons followed him everywhere and copied his mannerisms. All the way down to his scrunched up, embarrassed face. (Something that greatly entertained the other two PokĆ©mon.) Even if Grovyle wasnā€™t the best at showing how much she meant to him with his sternness for her to stay hidden and close whenever they traveled, or for her to stop goofing off so much, or his relatively stoicalnessā€¦ Ribbons knew he did so because of how much he cared. He cared too much. Not wanting anything bad happening to her to the point that heā€™d more often than not sacrifice things to his detriment, but for her benefit. (Offering her all of the apples he found, taking the brunt of the damage from vicious PokĆ©monā€¦ ) It was one of the main things the two argued over.
-Thisā€¦ was also something Ribbons picked up on and inherited besides his courage. Something that Grovyle never forgave himself for. He never wanted her to adopt his self-destructive, reckless behavior.
-Another thing was his inability to tell her the full truth. He never wanted to scare her with the information of their disappearances. So the grass-type never told Ribbons (and made sure the other two promised him to never do so aswell.) (Until Dusknoir promptly breaks said promise out of desperation to tell Ribbons the gravity of their situation after the Stoneship fight. Grovyle glaring daggers towards the Ghost-type before hearing Ribbonā€™s quiet, yet terrified ā€œW-What..?ā€ Falling back on her old fears when she was once humanā€”Grovyle taking his attention fully off of Dusknoir to try and comfort her.)
But even after any heated argument. Grovyle will find the human girl coming back to sleep right next to him on his hay bed, still very much frustrated with the lizardā€¦ but not pushing her away when she snuggled up to him. Grovyle reciprocated the hug right backā€” putting his head over hers.
Out of her relationships with the three, her bond with Grovyle was the most unbreakable.
ā€¦So when Darkrai threw the attack that disoriented the two, Grovyle gripping Ribbonsā€™s arm as tightly as possible. His claws beginning to even tear into her skin. (A scar on her paw that never went away. She uses it as a reminder to show the woodland gecko how hard he tried to save her whenever he felt guilty.) Trying so desperately to not lose herā€” even if it meant being thrown out of the passage of Time aswellā€”
ā€¦Itā€™s Ribbons who lets go, smiling up so brokenly at her older brother, before disappearing out the passage. And the grass-type can only watch in horror, as the self-sacrificial behavior Ribbons inherited from him came back to bite Grovyle in the worst way imaginable.
By the time Grovyle lands in the presentā€” his claws are trembling wildly. Not even realizing his own tears began to mix in with the rain from the thunderstorm.
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~The Present~
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When heā€™s collecting the Time Gears aloneā€” the desperation of it all comes back full force. If he lost her, the least he can do is finish this mission. For the future. For her.
-When Grovyle sees Ribbons for the first time in the Northern Desert, he doesnā€™t recognize her as an Eevee. But the item around her neck and voice both sound so eerily similar. As if this random PokĆ©mon was haunting him for his past failures. If anything, the similarities make Grovyle even more angry towards the quadraped PokĆ©mon.
-Crystal lakeā€¦ really sucked. Before, Ribbons didnā€™t know what to feel about Grovyle. On one hand, he was a wanted criminal. Threatening the lives of every single PokĆ©mon. But on the other handā€¦ she felt soā€¦ sad? And guilty? Why would she feel guilty? And why was it that he was apologizing every single time for every little thing heā€™d done? Like heā€™d lost his confidence in his abilities? Why does it matter. Heā€™s a horrible, rottenā€” no good PokĆ©monā€¦
-It was when Ribbons had to helplessly watch as he nearly killed Aimilios that her resolve did a complete 180Ā°. The Eevee being prepared to do whatever to took to get him caught. Joining the cloaked ghost in the library whenever she could, (even if she wasnā€™t as smart as the Great Dusknoir or her Riolu partner. She wanted to at least give them company and be there for moral support.)
And when heā€™s finallyā€¦ finally caught. Tied up as the Sableye walked him through the town as they cheeredā€¦ Ribbons isnā€™t celebrating. She should be. She should be happy. So why does she feel a horrible gut feeling when their eyes meet in the crowd? And he looks seconds away from breaking downā€¦?
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-The whole future arc is a rollercoaster of emotions for the Eevee. Although sheā€™s immediately with Grovyle on the plan to help him escapeā€” she does not trust him so quick.
-No. That time was over. The second Dusknoir tried to kill them, both her (and soon Aimiliosā€™s) tendencies to trust Pokemon blindly were thrown out the window. Theyā€™re both are glaring daggers at him when he suggests that they trust him. That ā€˜If he was so untrustworthy, how would they explain what Dusknoir had done back there?ā€™ Ribbons protectively gets in-front of her partnerā€” hissing back that ā€˜They arenā€™t going to trade one lunatic trying to kill them for another. Or did Grovyle already forget about the little incident at Azelfā€™s lake?ā€™
ā€¦And even though her and Aimilios do feel safer around him. (Gut feeling/aura sensing) it just feels so terrifying to trust someone again after what the giant wraith did to them. Not only that, but he was offering to take them back to their worldā€¦ so they cautiously agreed.
Itā€™s... strange. The way heā€™d called out for her and Aimilios to get away when Spiritomb had him in their grasp. When they traversed dungeons as he took as many hits as possible for themā€¦the familiarity is almost nauseating.
And when Dusknoir reveals everything, the two only stare at the cloaked ghost-type cackling. The same one they both once thought was their friend.
She and Grovyle only stare at eachother as a painful amount of time passes by. He..
He tried to kill her.
She was still alive and he almostā€”
The realization is what makes him give up. To concede. Begging Dusknoir to just do away with him and let the other go. Let her go.
ā€”
-When theyā€™re in the Sharpedo Bluff during the nighttimeā€” Grovyle explains the situation to the twoā€¦ staring at Ribbons with hopeful eyes, sharing recollections of how they once were. Of how close theyā€™d been. Hoping that itā€™d re-jog her memory now that he was there to explain the situation.
ā€¦Ribbons only stares. Guilt eating away the more Grovyle retold their supposed history. How the hope slowly died in his eyes little by little when he looked at the Eeveeā€” seeing that same, clueless expression on her face.
One of Ribbons biggest fears when it came to her amnesia was forgetting someone important to her. Always having the dreaded feeling of losing three important PokĆ©mon to her. And now one of them was trying to kill them. Aimilios reassured her many nights that it wasnā€™t the case. So for that fear to become a realityā€” her ears slump, the Eeveeā€™s messy, leaf-and-twigged tail curling around her in anxiety. She wants to apologizeā€” but she only breaks away eye contact.
She forgot. She wants to remember. But she canā€™t she canā€™t she canā€™t-
Ribbons sees Grovyle trying to reach out for herā€” only for the small quadruped to back away. Still too touch-adverse from everything that went down with Dusknoir. All the Eevee can do is watch Grovyleā€™s expression turned into a pained one. Trying to hide the hurt in his eye with a wry smile as he slowly retracted his arm, ā€Ahā€¦ right. Too soon. Forgive me.ā€
ā€¦Itā€™s a very rough night on the two of them. Both PokĆ©mon completely unaware that theyā€™d been trying to fight back the tears threatening to spill in their eyes. Eventually overwhelming and awakening the aura pup.
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When they rode Lapras, presumably for many hours by now by how night fell, white stars scattering across the sky as it reflected in the dark blue sea. The Riolu had slept soundlyā€” something that couldnā€™t be said for the other two.
Ribbonā€™s curled around her partner as he slept, grooming his fur with her tongueā€¦ before looking over towards the grass-type; something very much on his mind.
Grovyle looked pensively down towards Laprasā€™s shellā€” recalling Wigglytuffā€™s comment about how Chatot had been his ā€˜invaluable partner.ā€™ The woodland gecko gripping the strap of his treasure bag. Unaware of the Eevee slowly approaching him. He staresā€” unsure of what to do. The last time theyā€™d talked was at the Bluff, when she backed away from him in fear.
ā€¦Ribbons plopped right next to the grass-type, waiting for the uncomfortable silence to pass. When she realized he wasnā€™t going to cut the tension, she opted to ask the lizard what she was thinking about since their talk at the bluff.
ā€œWhat was it likeā€¦?ā€
ā€œWhatā€¦?ā€
ā€œY-yknowā€¦W-When we were togetherā€¦ What was it like?ā€
The small Eevee repeated. Wanting to hear stories of their times togetherā€¦ Memory or no memoryā€” she hated seeing Grovyle upset. Something that was practically built into her. Like itā€™d been second nature.
Grovyle hesitates, afraid of a repeat of last time. He looks at Ribbons who was staring up coylyā€¦ before going on to explain and further elaborate on their history. He studied her expressions, trying to get a read on when he should stopā€¦ only to be greeted with an cheerful look on her face. The same, goofy one plastered on her human-self.
Grovyle calms at the sight, continuing to looks back on memoriesā€” preferably the more lighthearted ones the woodland gecko fondly looked back on. Although within those silly memories were times when Ribbons didā€¦ admittedly some of the dumbest things heā€™d witnessed during their time in the future.
What makes him smile even more is how she began to look more offended. Until sheā€™d gotten fed up with the grass-type. Claiming that she would never do anything so blatantly stupidā€” and that she had a scale of stupidity she was abiding byā€” Chatotā€™s words, not hers.
This gets a chuckle from the grass-typeā€¦ something that almost immediately warms the Eeveeā€™s heart. She hesitates a littles before scooting closer, fully laying her body beside Grovyle as he continued to recollect stories of their past togetherā€¦ listening to the older PokĆ©monā€™s droningā€¦ until she fell asleep.
ā€¦
Now Grovyle is faced with another problem. And it was in the form of his little sister sleeping soundly right next to him.
ā€¦
He knows whatā€™ll happen to them when he puts in the Time Gears.
He knows heā€™ll never get another chance like this again.
ā€¦
He lays his body near Ribbonā€™s, curling around her tiny body protectively. Before getting what was probably the most sleep he did since he arrived in the Presentā€¦
ā€¦What he fails to notice in his comatose-like sleepā€¦ is how Ribbons scooted closer into him, cleaning his face/leaf with her toungeā€¦ before curling into Grovyleā€” putting her head under the grass-typeā€™s. Purring contently.
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ā€¦When theyā€™re traversing through the Hidden land, the same arguments when they did in the future about Grovyleā€™s recklessness. Although this time aroundā€” Ribbons had been calling the kettle black in this regard. The Grass and Normal type PokĆ©mon going back and forthā€¦ before falling silent.
And when the ghost-type returned a second time to ambush the three PokĆ©mon, Ribbons and Aimilios opted to fight the Sableye. Meanwhile, Grovyle took on Dusknoirā€”Which proved to be nearly impossible. It was only when the Sableye were dealt with and the two joined Grovyle on his assault on the wraith, that Dusknoirā€™s attacks begun to.. slow?
They fought and fought, Ribbons having managed to get in a really nasty Bite that made the cloaked revenant roar out in pain; unintentionally slamming her against a pillar. Hard. Grovyle yells her name, trying to run to Ribbonsā€” before being intercepted by a large fist being mercilessly being swung his way. Not offering the same hesitation he did with the young Eevee and Riolu. If there was anyone Dusknoir was willing to killā€” it was him.
It was when Dusknoir gripped the Riolu to the point of him whining out in painā€” that the Grass-typeā€™s adrenaline and anger made his body move harshly to knock down the ghost-type with the slice of a Leaf Blade. Getting protectively infront of his sister ā€¦and the Riolu Grovyle had begun to start considering as his little brother. His eyes turning into cat-like slits, glaring at the revenant.
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Dusknoir hit the Eevee a second time when the two were distractedā€” Ribbonā€™s having cried out in pain, wincing from the hit she received from the large ghost-typeā€” closing her eyes as she anticipated for him to finished her offā€”
Before Grovyle shielded herā€” and began shoving him into the Dimensional hole.
Grovyle could only smile to himself despite how much he was struggling to keep the giant wraith at bayā€” Dusknoir nearly breaking out of the wood geckoā€™s hold.
So many times. He failed to protect Ribbons. So many times. And nowā€¦
ā€œThough the parting hurtsā€¦ the rest is in your hands!ā€
He could finally make it up to her.
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~The Future~
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It wouldnā€™t be an exaggeration to say that Ribbons nearly broke Grovyleā€™s ribcage when he returned to the present, berating and screaming at him so angrily for leaving her the way he didā€¦ while hugging him in tears as she bawled her eyes outā€” Grovyle reciprocating the hug with as much strength as the Eevee.
ā€¦So when she saw Dusknoir and ran, he was the one to chase after her. Celebi having stayed back with Aimilios to explain the situation to the equally confused and afraid Riolu.
-The Eeveeā€™d hidden under another hollowed tree stump, her entire body frizzing up at the sound of the woodland gecko calling out to her. Ribbonā€™s brows furrowed in anger despite her fear, yelling at him for bringing the ghost-type back. Grovyle tries to fit himself inside the tiny hollowed areaā€¦ before curling around Ribbonsā€” gently explaining the situation with the cloaked ghost. He apologizes for bringing Dusknoir without warning. Knowing that he shouldā€™ve better prepared those two.
-Itā€™s because of Ribbons refusal to be anywhere near/talk to Dusknoir, that the Eevee has the opportune time to reconnect with Grovyle. Spending the first three years to catch up, talk, do jobs, drink at Spindaā€™s. Becoming even comfortable enough to start bantering with eachother, and squabbling like siblings. (and yes they partake in Cain Instinct ā„¢ļø through harmless paw baps/ā€œoh no gravityā€™s increasing on meā€ ā€œYOURE CRUSHING ME YOU ROTTEN BROTHER.ā€) Those two being practically attached to the hip as they constantly stayed side by side. Even having slept in the same hay-bed together the first year. (Separation anxiety is doing wonders.)
Grovyle is also Ribbonā€™s go-to hiding spot from Dusknoir whenever heā€™s nearā€” not-so-discreetly hiding behind the woodland gecko anytime heā€™d gotten close. Something that he was more than willing to do, being a barrier being the giant specter and minuscule Eevee.
Grovyle is also the one constantly reminding Ribbons that if she feels uncomfortable/unsafe around Dusknoir, that she can come to him at any moment. And heā€™d talk to him. (Or smack him upside the head with a leaf blade, earning the gecko a laugh from his little sister.)
Butā€¦ He knows sheā€™s lying through her fangs when she says sheā€™s fine with him being around. (Chalk that up to Older brother instincts) Which is why Grovyle goes to Dusknoir anyways to tell him to minimize his presence around her as much had possible in the beginningā€” something the wraith was already ahead/aware of.
-The Eevee also tries to repay the favor by reminding Grovyle that he actually isnā€™t the POS, horrible brother he thinks himself to be with the amount of times he failed to save her. Redirecting his attention to her paw scar and nuzzling the self-deprecating grass-type. Grovyle doesnā€™t believe himself to be the right guardian for herā€¦ but she trusts him anyways.
-And you KNOW by the time she evolvesā€” heā€™s fighting back a copious amount of tears. (Dusknoir might be getting choked up over Ribbons and Aimiliosā€™s evolutionsā€” but Grovyle looks like heā€™s seconds away from actually tearing up. Just so happy to be alive to witness his baby sister having the chance to actually grow up.)
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Anyways!! thatā€™s what I have for now!!!! Just mainly putting this here to give more insight to their dynamic :) (as well as have a little library of drawing ideas for Grovyle/Ribbons when the mood strikes.)
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sugu/reader timeloop au . is this anything
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