#I’m breaking

[idk-maybe-i-did-it]

This is for the survivors

TW: PTSD, sexual assault and trauma

nobody talks about the rougher side of PTSD.

like how your trauma could be ‘not as bad as someone elses’ even though everyone’s trauma is different and nobody needs to compare because it’s unhealthy even though a lot of survivors do anyways (me) and that’s not the rougher side im talking about

im talking about how maybe it wasn’t as bad and maybe ‘nothing actually happened’ because its ’not as bad’, im talking about how that’s what we tell ourselves and that’s why we pretend we don’t feel any symptoms and that’s why we mask

im talking about how, yeah no penetration actually happened, but the physical memories still exist all over my body. im talking about how even though ‘nothing actually happened’ and i dont get nightmares about the actual event, i get the physical memories.

I am talking about how nobody talks about the fact that when assholes are invalidating us, they fail to notice that even though ‘nothing actually happened’ we can still feel EVERYTHING, we can still remember EVERYTHING THROUGH OUR BODIES, we might forget in our brains but the PHYSICAL PAIN AND THE PHYSICAL TOUCH IS STILL LIKE A WHISPER ON MY SKIN

I am talking about the rougher side of PTSD where it’s the most invisible side ever that you can’t explain, where even though ‘nothing actually happened’ it doesn’t stop my mind from imagining everything actually happening with random ass people in my life.

nobody talks about the terror, the absolute Terror that grips your heart when you can feel the memories on your skin. Nobody talks about the terror when you think about some random person on the street taking advantage, nobody talks about the unhinged thoughts of Something happening again with Anyone you See.

nobody talks about the pain.

this post is for the people who invalidate themselves and say ‘nothing actually happened’, ‘I don’t get nightmares’, and ‘it’s not that important’ because I want you to know that I fucking see you. I can see through all the lies and all the faking it.

You are hurting.

It is okay.

Please do not downplay your symptoms, maybe not everyone can understand but there will always be someone who wants to help.

please just tell that little person inside you that it is okay to acknowledge how you are feeling. please tell them it is okay.

[sasstrash]

Genuinely can’t stop thinking since the beginning that Loquacious will die, and with his dying words gives Laerryn bardic inspiration by telling her that he loves her. My mind says angst but my heart says —

No never mind my heart also says angst. That’s the point of this mini series.

[eeveening-snow]

This is gonna be a depressing personal post, so if that’s not your thing sorry, I just have to vent.

I don’t think I’ve ever felt so depressed in my life. I feel like I have genuinely no one to talk to, no one who really cares anyway. I’m miserable every day, I feel like I have no future, and I’m just a disappointment to everyone around me. I don’t even know how to try and get out of this hole I’ve sunk into and it just keeps getting deeper everyday. I might as well just disappear at this point, no one would care. To just completely cease to exist and rest forever feels like it truly would be a gift at this point. I just need to scream these feelings out somewhere because I am collapsing under them right now.

[mangozic]

my dead goth son and his friendly neighborhood personified concept of insanity

[tariah23]

The manga industry, especially JUMP, needs to hurry up and do away with weekly scheduling for mangaka. There needs to better regulations put into place for their health and safety because this is pitiful. Two weeks - monthly updates should’ve already been the standard for the manga industry at this point. These money grabbers will only continue to put the lives of these artists at stake for the sake of capitalism unless some serious changes are implemented.

[trickortreatmeout]

I’m so so so so tired. Please. Idk how long I can be under pressure and not break. I want to fall apart. I want to not be

[holy-minseok]

We need mean!reader, angry!reader, misunderstood!reader, creepy!reader, gross!reader, toxic!reader, nonforgiving!reader, selfish!reader, narcissistic!reader, dark!reader, FEDUP!reader. That bitch is way too nice, passive, and sensible. ✋🏾😂

[marley-life]

What did I do to deserve this 😖😭

[ao3-crack]

(x)

[crow-cap]

Putting him in a blender

[grvvves]

Concept: They actually love you and not just the idea of you.

[fanfic-gremlin-ft-trauma]

i saw this on a post but I can’t find it sooo

[rantingcroissant]

My depression is coming back.

I know I’m going to be shutting down.

I don’t want to, I don’t want to mentally and emotionally leave my partner again.

I don’t want to have panic attacks daily.

I don’t want this.

I want to be fucking normal.

I want to be happy.

[perfectlyzombiedmuffins]

I want the mcelroys to do an episode of dropouts breaking news so bad it would be so funny justin wouldn’t be able to get a word out he’d be wheezing the whole time

[drenched-in-sunlight]

Ladies in love, and their respective silly brothers 🥰

[gummybearstastelikesadness]

When Danny enters the Fenton portal for the very first time, he still trips and shocks himself but at the same time damages the inside of the portal enough that it can’t sustain itself past the point of changing Danny’s molecules.

The electricity and damage done to both Danny and the portal isn’t something Danny, Sam, and Tucker can cover up and his parents find out immediately. They’re more concerned about their son then the portal (they have the blueprints for the portal and can rebuild it later but can’t replace their son if something happened to him) and go through a lot of things emotions regarding the existence of ghost human hybrids.

Danny’s new biology could easily be passed as meta human traits. Unfortunately President Lex Luther had just recently passed laws against meta humans. Meaning they can’t risk people find out about Danny’s new powers, at all. The Fentons decide that Danny should live with one of Maddie or Jacks relatives off grid until he can control his new abilities better.

luckily Jacks sister, Martha, and her husband have experience with a super powered child and after their son moved to the city could probably use a hand on their farm. All Jack needed to do was call.