#Non Probability Sampling
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there's a type of tumblr funnyperson who's never posted explicit hate/exclusionism towards asexuals and other a-specs... and yet, they like to make up a guy. where the type of guy they always make up undermines any trust a-specs might've otherwise had for them. for example, a common post format is making up a hypothetical tumblr user's bio that's obviously just so cringe, according to the sensibilities of everyone reading â wherein the implied joke is how we've all seen someone in the wild who's cringe like this, right?
these posts always feel the need to slide some a-spec microlabel in there. a lot of the time, it's specifically an ace-spec microlabel plus "heteroromantic," especially if they think that the guy they're making up is trying to be a real special snowflake. to round out the "cringe," they usually pepper in at least one element from the set of: neopronouns, a namedropped mental illness, and a piece of media that's targeted at children/popular for tumblr to hate at the time.
then a zillion people reblog that post, all agreeing haha that's so cringe, and a million a-spec people (and nonbinary and autistic people) shudder â because are they the butt of the joke, to the people reblogging it? or are the people reblogging just laughing about a different element, like a comically long DNI or something, which has distracted them from noticing the fact that OP clearly associates a-spec identities with "cringe"?
if any a-spec people point this out about OP, or ask a reblogger if they support ace people, they are inevitably accused of overreacting â which is great for the aphobes, because they get a new "cringe" a-spec person to point and laugh at. it's just such a nasty cycle, and even people who wouldn't consider themselves aphobes aren't great at noticing and interrogating it.
#if you've reblogged these posts without thinking critically about them then i don't think you're evil or Problematic or anything btw#especially not if you took this post seriously enough to read to the bottom#but you probably owe it to the a-spec community to self-reflect on why you reblogged those posts#in the interest of not letting those things fly past your radar in the future#aphobia#and not exclusively aphobia by any means#but from my (very non-statistical) sample - aphobia is one of the clearest uniting threads#second only to the ableism towards autistic people that permeates all of cringe culture
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Everyone is pissing me off so bad rn. Nobody in the comments gave ANY pushback to the idea that "a whole skincare routine" costing $100 would be affordable. What the fuck are all of you ONN
#if you need to have your skincare clean girl aesthetic shit go to fucking walmart and get some facial cleanser and a moisturizer#i didnt watch the whole video so i cant even imagine what other products there could be#also even if it was like 'a whole skincare routine for $100 that will last you literally the rest of your entire life' it still wouldnt be#a good price#hello i will personally probably spend less than $25 on non-acne related skincare over the course of my entire life#currently i use a facewash i got on sale at walmart for a couple bucks because it was xmas themed#and a facewash that my friend got as a free sample and forgot at my house one time#and those two items will last me for the next 40 years
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iâve noticed a rise in people using âadhd peopleâ and âadhdersâ and was wondering how common this was and how much of an issue itâs seen as across the adhd community !! hope the options make sense lol
rb for a wider sample size pretty please
#personally i use with/has adhd#and like. iâm Fine with people using other language for it but i donât think itâs ableist to say with/has adhd#a lot of the time the issues around language and disability get talked about a lot more than the actual issues disabled people face#bc imo non disabled people would rather acknowledge that and say theyâre helping than acknowledge the systemic issues disabled people face#so like iâm fine with other terms#prefer adhd as a noun bc it just sounds less clunky#but i wonât take issue if someone uses something else for me#unless itâs obv like ableist or if theyâre saying itâs problematic to not use that other thing#adhd#poll#language#linguistics#<< vaguely but reach is good#reblog for sample size etc etc#neurodiversity#neurodivergent#important note the main reason i've heard it used a lot is i think bc my mum uses it#which is probably skewing it
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psychology grads in popular media: we despise Freud so much we have clubs about hating him
actual psychology grads (me): if roy lichenstein wasn't dead I'd kill him myself
#barely a hill to fight on i know#and i get that it's a quick ref point because everyone knows a bit about freud and his crazy theories#but as a psychologist#we barely cover Freud other than in a historical context and an example of non-falsifiable data#and small sample sizes#there are so many other psychologists we get mad at#and you can too!#harlow#zimbardo#guy who did the monster study#stapel#guy who did the fruit studies#and lichenstein but that is specific to me because i do work on comics and art but i can and will yell about him#i forget what the point of this post was#oh probably something about how i'm just showing off
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does anybody know if google docs' ai thing is actually going to be taking everyone's stuff to use for prompts without consent? i've heard a lot of rumours about it but i don't wanna go through the trouble of moving all my stuff and deleting it if it's not true
#(future gengar here! i started ranting in the tags but if anything i said was misinfo please correct me!!)#i gotta say this whole ai takeover is pissing me off#it's literally theft. ai art ai writing ai voices. thats theft?? it's taking samples of other peoples shit probably without their consent#i will admit i was a brief user of the character chat ai thing but that was before i knew it ripped its stuff from fanfic#it's just. there are so many artists and writers and stuff who love what they do and this whole thing is a massive drop kick in the shorts#another thing. (i'm ranting now)#(in regards to taking creative writing and smoothie-ing it into something else)#how dare they assume that a non-sentient bot can write a story as good as we can?#how dare they assume that non-sentient bot can take what we wrote and finish it and change it in any way that is meaningful#or how we would have wanted it?#ai was supposed to be a tool to help us not a tool to replace us#ANYWAYS i'm probably getting mad over nothing but yeah. i just wanna know in case i need to move my shit#rant#vent#<- just cuz i started ranting in the tags
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#sampling techniques#probability sampling#non-probability sampling#anthropology 2024 question paper#Anthropology optional subject question paper 2024#Anthropology optional 2024 question paper#Anthropology Optional Coaching UPSC#Vijetha IAS Academy Anthropology#Anthropology crash course UPSC#Anthropology daily answer writing UPSC#Kishore sir Anthropology
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I wanna draw a goober
#rb for sample size#gonna do one for just the face too#probably noone will see this but i wanna see#the most stolen idea#doodle#non rb#he might be a guy he might be a tbh he might be a rat youâll never know (until you do ig)
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The idea of Pleistocene rewilding, even though it annoys the hell out of me, is so interesting in what it implies about ecosystems.
If we accept that North America's ecosystems are "incomplete" or "impoverished" because of the extinction of Pleistocene megafauna, that implies there is a "complete" state of ecosystems. In the absolute sense, of course ecosystems don't ever have a "complete" state, but is it possible for an ecosystem to be relatively incomplete? What does that even mean?
Could an "incomplete" state of an ecosystem be recognizable without knowing what used to exist in that ecosystem, for comparison? Could a researcher tell that they were in an environment where an animal had gone extinct, without any direct evidence of that animal or knowledge of what it was? Who is to say how many taxa of a kind of creatures "should" be in the ecosystem?
Say we accept, then, that North America's ecosystems after the Pleistocene (but before European colonization, which involved intentional destruction) were "complete," in the sense that researchers couldn't detect any obvious "dysfunction," whatever that means.
But 10,000 years, compared with life's history on the earth, are nothing--- the blink of an eye. There hasn't been very much time for entirely new types of animals to evolve.
So it would imply that ecosystems have a LOT of plasticity and ability to re-arrange to absorb shock, and that animals can quickly expand their ranges and change their niches to adapt to the new state of existence.
...this, in turn, implies something strange about the introduction of new animal species to a continental mainland: that "native" and "non-native" animal species probably won't be distinguishably different in their impacts in the long term, because the ecosystem is chaotic and constantly changing to begin with.
Introducing new animals to islands is a disaster, because it's introducing an animal with a niche that didn't exist before at all, such as terrestrial predators or large herbivores. Introducing plants is a disaster in a small and unpredictable sample of cases.
But in the example of horses in North America, the impact could range from positive (horses used to be here, and their extinction "damaged the ecosystem," therefore horses being introduced "fixes" that damage) to neutral (the ecosystem adapted to not having horses very fast, therefore the ecosystem can likely adapt to having horses again very fast). Saying that horses are invasive seems to require us to believe contradictory things: that the ecosystem has changed so much since the Pleistocene that horses no longer belong, and that ecosystems can't adjust to change quickly.
Then, why indeed should we not introduce camels, or cheetahs, or lions?
Well, this is where "Pleistocene rewilding" gets on my nerves: it sees North America as fundamentally impoverished of animals, and at the same time, somehow treats different species of animal as weirdly interchangeable. We don't know if the American lion was closer to a lion or a tiger, and we don't know some important things like its hunting behavior. The "American cheetah" was not any more closely related to the African cheetah than to the cougar, and might not have been a specialized fast runner like the cheetah.
So this might apply to the horse just as well: the species of horse in Pleistocene times might have been so different from today's horse that they don't have the same role in the ecosystem. Well, is it better to be horseless or horsed?
I don't think that introduced species are inherently bad. This isn't a extreme position. Among plants, very few introduced species actually become invasive, and even some of those considered "invasive" are not actually harming the ecosystem in a way that can be demonstrated. I don't think I would recommend the introduction of a plant purposefully, though...or would I? With climate change occurring rapidly, I am in favor of moving species to areas where they can survive.
One philosophy of biodiversity is that the more biodiverse the ecosystem, the more ability the ecosystem has to absorb shock and adapt to change. Introduced species could have a range of potential to adapt different from native species, and could raise the shock absorption potential of an ecosystem. But they would also disrupt existing relationships and cause a shock to the native species that already exist.
Range expansions are an alternative to extinction for some species. We will probably HAVE to consider introducing species to new areas in the future. Well, imagine in the future we put Zebras in Arkansas, and the Zebras outcompeted the white-tailed deer in that area. Is that good or bad? Both species get to keep existing, but the deer's range is a bit smaller. Is the measure of biodiversity more important in a local area or in the world?
Makes my head hurt...
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She didn't make that up, you know. Pages were kids doing service for support (room, board, clothes, equipment) and education. They ran errands, waited tables, and basically were at everybody's beck and call. They had direct access to powerful people so if you wanted an informal meeting you approached the individual's pageboy. They were also the go-betweens in all the classic love stories. Child ballads are chock-full of faithful, unfaithful, cunning, helpful, interfering, secret-keeping, tattling pageboys. It was good networking, both for the individual pages and for their families.
I love that an intrinisic part of Page training in Tortall is waiting tables. Like, if you want to be a knight and truly understand the ways of Chivalry you must first experience... The Service Industry.
#tortall#real European social history#non sims#although I don't think I've seen anyone do this in a medieval game#probably my sample size is too small
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Former military service is the strongest factor in predicting who plans violent terrorist attacks in the US (when compared to all extremists), more so than mental health problems
Veterans make up 8% of the US population but 25% of those who plotted violent terrorist attacks from 1990-2022.
I can imagine the causality here going in both directions: serving in the military might make someone more prone to extremist violence, and being prone to extremist violence might make someone more likely to serve in the military. It could also be something else entirely: people in the military receive training that could theoretically be useful in planning a terrorist attack, so veterans probably perceive the barrier to entry for planning such an attack to be lower than non-veterans do.
Recruitment efforts within the military by extremist groups is another important factor. Of the 170 former military plotters in this sample, 41% were categorized as anti-government/militia extremists, 39% were categorized as white supremacist/nativist extremists, and 14% were categorized as Islamist extremists (individual plotters can be included in multiple groups). A variety of other motivations make up the remainder (anti-abortionists, black nationalists, conspiracists, incels, various etc., and in last place, anarchists/anti-capitalists). Overall, about 74% were linked to the far-right.
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conversing with the kook drug dealer wasnât exactly how youâd expected to spend your time at this party â but here you were, stood outside a locked bathroom door as the party ensues downstairs, waiting for your friend to finish throwing up all of her shots whilst none other than rafe cameron kept you company.
the older boy leans against the wall as you make small talk â his demeanour oddly chill. infact, more chill than youâd seen him before. you were guessing it was more of a weed night than it was coke.
you fix your hoop earring, tilting your head as you stare up at him in intrigue.
âso what do you do, rafe?â you converse sweetly and he inhales, reaching up to scratch behind his head like he was struggling with an answer.
âi told you. deal that yayo. someoneâs gotta get the good shit round hereââ
âno like what else do you do? for fun?â
rafe stops in his tracks for a moment, a smirk biting at the corner of his mouth at the innocent nature of your question. it wasnât often someone asked him something like that â so whilst he wasnât usually a fan of small talk, you were cute, and he couldnât help but want to entertain the conversation. rafe leans against the wall some more, blowing out air and shaking his head.
âi uh, iâm boring baby i smoke, i deal i make money nâthatâs about it. not much to it iâm uh⌠iâm afraid.â
you get all clammy and adorable over the âbabyâ nickname, smiling and clasping your hands together like a little doll before heâd even finished talking. âoh okay!â you respond, seeming happy enough with his non-answer, and thereâs even a pause â you seeming completely unphased by the gap in conversation as you continue to gaze up at him with giddy smile before the moment is interrupted by the door flying open and your friend bolting outâ back towards the party.
your head whips round to watch her, probably about to ask her where on earth she was going â but your wonder is quickly remedied by her yelling out an incoherent confession regarding her heading back to grab more shots.
you let her go, deciding someone will get to her first â before you turn back and watch rafe swagger into the bathroom, quickly checking himself in the mirror before turning his body round to look back at you.
âyou wanna⌠you wanna see how i do it?â he licks his lips, not too sure where this was going â but he knew he wasnât ready for the interaction to end.
being the easy going person you are, you shrug with a happy smile â following him in and shutting the door. âsure!â
the two of you stand at the sink, and you watch the way the taller cameron boy fishes in his pocket, pulling out a baggie of white powder.
âi thought dealers werenât supposed to get high on their own supply?â you pout questioningly through the mirror and he lets out a quiet chuckle at the use of the cliche saying.
âyeah uh, theyâre not. but i gotta wake the hell up⌠nâplus iâve got my hands on some of the best shit this side of the island. would be a crime not to sample my own goods, right?â he drawls as he prepares the line on the white marble, the movements almost second nature to him like heâd done it a bazillion times. you watch in intrigue, tilting your head. âsmoked a shit tonne of weed before this so⌠not sure itâs gonna cancel out that mellow high. weâll see.â he glances up at you through the mirror, talking in a knowledgable manner, leaving with you but no choice but to nod along in interest. your curiosity always did lead you to odd situations.
you watch as he cuts the powder into a thin line with his credit card before leaning over the sink and snorting it up. in the most nonjudgmental way one could muster, you blink up at him as he draws back, sniffing and wiping his nose like it pained him.
âwoo, shit.â he coughs a little, shaking himself off before clearing up the residue and pocketing the baggie, moving around you to wash his hands and push his hair back in the mirror. âyour friends donât do coke?â he chats, seeming a little more amped than before, pupils dilated in his reflection.
âthey do. just not around me. i dunno why.â you shrug a shoulder and he chuckles a little harder than necessary at the comment.
âyeah⌠youâre the innocent one huh?â he turns back to you, and you eye his pocket in interest with a hum.
âmaybe i could change that. can i try some?â
surprisingly, rafe winces â wiping his hands on his pants, eyeing you.
âuh⌠nah, kid. you wouldnât like it. trust me, shits not good for you.â he walks to the door, opening it and holding it open for you to walk through. youâre quickly distracted by the gentlemanly act and smile, though he mainly did it to get a look at your ass as you walk through. âwhy donât you run along nâget another drink though, aâight? youâll know where to find me.â he briefly passes a hand over your lower back as he scooches past you in the slim hallway, looking over his shoulder as he heads off to find some clients to sell to.
you pout for a moment, feeling dismissed â but little did you know, rafe had listened to that quiet voice in his head that he usually ignores. the one that told him âleave that girl alone.â

#divider by me pls credit if u use âĄ#hey so i hate this!#dealer!rafe#rafe cameron prompt#tw drug use
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Word Count: 13,138 Content Warnings: A/B/O Dynamics, M/M sex, M/F/M sex, knotting, rough sex, copious amounts of body fluids, primal behavior, oral ( m & f receiving ), sex with strangers, no protection, breeding, creampie(s), A/N: I worked on this like non-stop for two days, probably should have slept more but I wanted to finish this so bad before I have to go back to work tomorrow. I don't really have time to write during work days, so I hope this sates everyone who reads it :3 Also thank you to @hyyih for being my beta and correcting my atrocious grammar. ao3 link
Beneath the sleek exterior of the website, Heat Haven was not a Dating Site. It was a lifeline for Omegas in desperate need, with suppressants hard to get due to political upheaval (they wanted more omegas to breed since the population of Alphas was dwindling). The platform bills itself as a "discreet, sophisticated service for Omega-Alphas seeking biological compatibility," but everyone knew what it was: the most reliable way to find someone to fuck an omega through one of the most delirious moments of her lifeâ her heat.
No coy euphemisms. No prose or fake wining and dining or promises of long walks in the park ruminating about shared dreams of the future. Heat Haven catered to primality. It was about survival, desire and need.
The homepage was clean soft gradients of blue and light Grey giving it a calming effect to soothe an omega's frazzled nerves. "find relief, find safety, find who you need." â floated over the serene image of an omega half curled into a bed with her nest surrounding her.
Once logged in, the interface told a different story. This wasn't a place for purity; it was raw, brutal and a little thrilling in its honesty. The Users profiles featured key details like "Rut Status", "Knot Size Preference" and a graphic "Pheromone Match Rating" system that calculated compatibility based on submitted scent samples. Uploading your heat cycle schedule was an optional feature, but highly recommended especially for those Omegas who preferred to line up potential partners before their bodies turned them into a mess of slick and reduced them to a needy fevered haze.
And the reviews? Oh, the reviews. Each Alpha profile came loaded with ratings and detailed feedback from past hookups.
"Knotted me so hard I couldn't walk for two days, 10/10." "Not rough enough, felt like he wasn't committed; Beta? 3/10" But the Omegas left reviews too, their profiles a haunting combination of raw vulnerability and primal sexuality. Alphas could make their own requests, "Experienced Omegas only, no first-timers." whereas Omegas could also leave demands. "Breed me, knot me, leave - no games."
It wasnât uncommon for pictures of their time to be uploaded; explicit heat photos, glossy-eyes and cock drunk expressions on their faces, a blatant challenge for Alphas who scroll the site hunting for that exact kind of submission.
She was desperate. Her heat was closing in fast just a couple of days now and the clinic had run out of suppressants. Fifteen fucking days until the end of the month, and they couldnât keep stock? It was her first heat in eight long months, and the thought of facing it unprepared made her stomach twist. If she thought she could tough it out alone, maybe sheâd lock herself in a padded room and try to sweat it out. But she wasnât naive. She knew what would happen if she tried. Going her whole heat without even one knot wasnât just miserableâit was dangerous.
The slick was the issue.
Without it, an Alpha could spiral. Too many ruts without an Omegaâs slick, and they risked going feralâa state that was as ugly as it sounded. And Omegas? They werenât any better off. Her body wouldnât just let her skip a heat out of convenience. No, her heat would stretch on, lasting days longer than usual, until her body got what it was biologically screaming for.
An Alphaâs scent.
An Alphaâs knot.
She shuddered at the thought, scrolling over her Heat Haven profile as she fought off memories of the last time. It hadnât been great. The Alpha had been too rough, angry even, and she left the encounter sore in ways that werenât satisfying or cathartic. It was enough to make her hesitant now, her finger hovering over the keyboard as she considered her options. Sure, she could try to find someone outside the site, but the odds of getting a decent Alpha without going through Heat Havenâs vetting process?
Not worth the gamble.
She sighed, resigned, and got to work tweaking her profile.
First, she added a few selfies. Nothing too risquĂŠ, but enough to grab attention. Heat Haven had a brutal marketplace vibe, and standing out was half the battle. If she didnât look good, she wouldnât get offers worth accepting.
Next, she updated her heat schedule to reflect the urgency. Imminent. That single word was often enough to draw in Alphas who got off on that raw, fevered desperation. And fine, maybe she was desperate, but that didnât mean she was throwing away all her standards. She added a note: Willing to host. That was non-negotiable. She didnât trust some Alpha to throw together a decent nest for her. It would be her nest, with her blankets, her scent, her comforts. At least then she wouldnât be starving on some bachelorâs floor because the idiot forgot to stock more than protein bars.
Lastly, she hesitated over the relationship status filter. Did it matter? Did she care if the Alpha was single, mated, or just some guy looking to scratch an itch? No. She deleted the filter entirely. If an Alpha could do his jobâget her through her heat safely and satisfyingly, she didnât give a shit if he had a partner at home or not.
She leaned back in her chair, staring at the profile for a long minute. It was all there. The pictures, the urgency, the note about her nest. It wasnât flashy, but it was honest. And with her heat bearing down on her, she didnât have time to overthink it. Her body was already starting to turn against her, the low, dull ache in her core an unwelcome reminder of what was coming.
Now, all she had to do was wait.
Unsurprisingly, it didnât take long for her profile to start attracting attention. It never did. She was careful to present herself wellâclear, direct, and unashamed of what she needed. But as the site gained traction in recent years, it had drawn in more users, including some real risks. A lot of Omegas still hesitated to trust it, worried about whether it could really protect them from predators or clueless Alphas with no sense of boundaries.
What those idiots failed to understand, though, was just how dangerous a scorned Omega could be. Ever heard the saying, "Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned?" Well, multiply that by a thousand, throw in heat pheromones, and give her the instincts of a pissed-off wolf. There were Alphas whoâd learned that lesson the hard wayâleaving her nest unsatisfied, trying to push boundaries, or outright being reckless. She wasnât the type to let herself get walked all over. Not ever again.
Her inbox lit up with notifications, the scent-matching algorithm already doing its work. Most of the messages were what she expected: blunt, one-line propositions from desperate Alphas or sleazy attempts at charm. But one message stood out.
A pair.
[AbyssalFlame Messaged You]
It wasnât uncommon for Alpha-Beta pairs to search for an Omega together. In fact, it had its appeal. A Beta could temper an Alphaâs rougher edges, bringing a kind of balance that made the entire experience smoother for everyone involved. They werenât just caretakers, though many played that role instinctively. Betas had their own unique place in the throes of biologically driven passionâthey werenât immune to the pheromonal intensity that heat and rut created, and sometimes, they heightened it.
Her eyes flicked to the profile. The Alpha was named Sylus and his presence practically leapt off the screen even through a few lines of text. His profile picture was classic Alpha energyâbroad shoulders, a sharp jawline, and a smirk that teetered somewhere between cocky and inviting. His description was just as straightforward: Alpha, mid-rut control certified. Looking for an Omega who values stamina and strength. Knot-friendly, non-aggressive but firm when needed. Paired with a Beta to ensure complete heat care.
Then there was Rafayel, the Beta, who looked like heâd walked out of a painting. His features were softer, more refined, and he had a kind of calm confidence that balanced out Sylusâs intensity. His profile hinted at a creative streakâhe was an artist, apparently, with an obsession for oceanic landscapes. Heâd added a personal note to the profile: Betas donât just pour water on the fire; sometimes we fan it. Iâll make sure your nest stays in one piece and youâre never left wanting.
She felt a flicker of intrigue, despite herself. An Alpha-Beta pair wasnât something she usually considered, but Sylus and Rafayel didnât come across as your average duo. Theyâd clearly put effort into their profile, making it known theyâd respect her boundaries but wouldnât shy away from giving her what she needed. And right now? That was sounding more appealing than sifting through a pile of overeager Alphas who barely understood how to handle a heat.
Her thumb hovered over the reply button, her thoughts racing as she reread the message. It wasnât particularly long or flowery, but it was direct and straight to the point. Sylus had written it, though it was signed with both their names. That little detail made her pause. Most Alpha-Beta pairs that messaged her on Heat Haven usually didnât bother with that level of coordinationâit was always one taking the lead and the other fading into the background. But here, Sylus and Rafayel were clearly presenting themselves as a unit. That alone gave them an edge over the sea of poorly thought-out messages clogging her inbox.
The message read:
"Saw your profileânoticed youâre looking to host and have your nest set up. Thatâs a good call. Iâm Sylus, and this is Rafayel, my Beta. Weâve got experience with Omega care, and we make a good team for heats. Youâll get my focus, strength, and stamina, and Rafayelâs here to keep things balanced and make sure everything stays smooth. If you want to talk specifics or see our heat-session reviews, we can share them. Your profile caught our eye, and weâd like to help. Heatâs a hard thing to face alone. Let us know."
It wasnât pushy. There were no assumptions, no condescending overconfidence. They didnât jump right into over-the-top promises of how great Sylusâs knot would feel or how Rafayel could pamper her in the aftermath. Just a straightforward offer, clear boundaries, and a hint of experience without coming off cocky.
She leaned back in her chair, staring at their profile pictures again. Sylusâs eyes practically burned through the screen, that quiet Alpha intensity impossible to miss. Meanwhile, Rafayelâs smile was disarmingly calm, his body language radiating an effortless kind of reassurance. They balanced each other out in ways that felt⌠solid. Reliable. Like they actually knew what they were doing and wouldnât treat her heat like some glorified hookup.
Still, she hesitated.
Her last experience had left her waryâan overly aggressive Alpha with a nasty temper and no self-control, whoâd turned her carefully constructed nest into a disaster zone. She had promised herself after that she wouldnât rush into another arrangement, no matter how desperate her heat made her. And it was comingâoh, it was coming. Her body was already betraying her, the dull ache in her core growing worse with every hour. The pre-heat signs were undeniable: the way her skin prickled, the way her scent was shifting, growing sweeter and thicker in anticipation. She had maybe two days, tops, before sheâd be too far gone to make rational decisions.
Sylus and Rafayelâs offer felt safe, or as safe as anything could feel in a situation like this. They werenât asking her to give up control, and they seemed to respect her autonomy. That mattered. She wasnât about to let some Alpha waltz in and try to dominate her on his terms. This is my heat, she thought, her lips pressing into a firm line. I decide how it goes.
But there was a nagging curiosity in the back of her mind, too. What would it actually feel like to have both an Alpha and a Beta tending to her? Most Omegas swore by it, claiming the dual dynamic was unmatched for heat care. The Alpha for the primal needâhis knot, his pheromones, the raw power sheâd crave when the heat really hit. And the Beta for emotional steadiness, the touch that wasnât purely driven by instinct but by deliberate, soothing care. It wasnât just about survivalâit was about satisfaction. Fulfillment.
She inhaled sharply, the ache in her belly flaring at the thought. Fine. She wasnât going to overthink this anymore. Heat wasnât the time for overanalyzing.
Her fingers moved quickly over the keyboard.
"Thanks for the message. I appreciate how straightforward you both are. Hostingâs a non-negotiable for meâI need my nest and my space. If that works for you, Iâm open to discussing specifics. Iâll need to see both of your certifications and heat-session reviews before we finalize anything. My heatâs imminent, so weâll need to arrange this quickly. Let me know if youâre still interested."
She hit send before she could second-guess herself. The knot of tension in her chest eased slightly, though the low hum of anticipation in her body only seemed to grow stronger.
It didnât take long for them to reply. The little notification popped up less than ten minutes later.
[AbyssalFlame]: "Absolutely still interested. Hostingâs not an issue. Iâll send our documents and reviews nowâyouâll see everythingâs in order. Let us know what else you need. Timing-wise, weâre flexible. Rafayelâs great at helping prep nests if you want assistance before things kick in."
She clicked on the attachment they sent. Their certifications checked out: Sylus was mid-rut control certified, exactly as his profile said, and Rafayel had completed Omega care training. Their reviews? Impressive.
"Sylus is all raw strength, but never loses control. Knotted me exactly how I needed and left me feeling satisfied in ways I canât even describe. Rafayel was a dreamâhe kept me hydrated, helped me recover between sessions, and his scent was so grounding."
The perfect balance of Alpha and Beta energy. I was nervous about trying a pair for my heat, but they exceeded my expectations completely. I didnât even think about the time passingâI just felt cared for the entire time."
"Knots for days. Rafayelâs hands are magic. Enough said."
She found herself smiling faintly, despite the heat rising in her cheeks. Maybe...just maybe this wasnât a bad idea after all.
She sat back, chewing her lip as she scrolled through their reviews again, feeling her body responding against her will. The detailed accounts stirred something deep in her gut, fanning that slow-growing burn of her pre-heat. Her scent thickened in the room, sweet and heady, and she cursed under her breath. Get it together, she thought, shaking her head like she could somehow shake the heat away with it. But it wasnât going anywhere. It was crawling up her spine, tugging at her insides, leaving her restless and far too aware of her bodyâs needs.
Sylus and Rafayel had their shit together, though. That much was obvious. The certifications, the reviews, the way they handled her concerns without a single ounce of pushbackâit was all enough to calm her nerves, even if her instincts were screaming at her to move faster. The truth was, she didnât have time to be overly picky. Her heat wasnât going to wait for her to deliberate like this. And from the way her core throbbed every time her thoughts wandered to their message, her body had already made its decision.
Before she could overthink it, she fired off another reply.
"Everything looks good on your end. Letâs lock this in. My heatâs going to hit in about 48 hours, so Iâll need you both here tomorrow evening to prepare. Bring anything you might needâsupplies, clothes, whateverâbut understand this: my nest is sacred. Donât mess with it. You can add to it, but nothing gets taken out or moved. If thatâs clear, then weâre good to go."
She stared at the message for a moment, her thumb hovering over the send button. It wasnât exactly warm, but she didnât care. She wasnât here to make friends. This was about getting through her heat without losing her mind or her dignity.
She hit send.
The response came almost immediately.
[AbyssalFlame]: Understood. Weâll respect your space. Weâll bring supplies and anything else you might need. See you tomorrow eveningâlooking forward to meeting you."
Her stomach twisted, a mix of nerves and anticipation settling there as she set her phone down. It was done. She had a plan, and if everything went smoothly, this would be just what she needed to survive the week. Still, the idea of having two strangers in her space, her nest of all places, made her uneasy. An Alpha and a Beta. Sylus, with his smoldering, intense energy, and Rafayel, with his disarmingly calm demeanor.
She wasnât sure which one unnerved her more.
The next evening came faster than she expected. She spent most of the day distracted, her body increasingly betraying her as the hours ticked by. The ache low in her belly was no longer subtle, and her slick had started to come in spurts, her underwear damp enough to force her into constant wardrobe changes. She was grumpy and restless, her nerves shot, as she fussed over her nest for the hundredth time, rearranging blankets and pillows that didnât even need rearranging.
When the knock finally came, her heart jumped into her throat. She froze, her hands gripping a blanket as her instincts flared. Her scent spiked, sweet and thick and impossible to ignore. She hated how obvious it wasâhow theyâd smell her the moment the door opened and knew she was close to breaking.
She forced herself to move, smoothing her shirt as she made her way to the door. Taking a deep breath, she opened it.
Sylus stood in front, and she immediately understood why so many of his reviews had described him as "intense." He was tall, a lot taller than she expected â and broad, his presence radiating that distinct Alpha energy that practically demanded attention. His hair was whiteâsheâd seen it in the pictures but she supposed it still shocked her , like heâd run a hand through it on the way over, and his sharp jawline made her swallow hard. His crimson eyes locked onto her instantly, and the way his nostrils flared as he took in her scent sent a shiver straight through her.
Behind him, Rafayel was the perfect counterbalance. Softer, leaner, but no less confident. His ocean-blue eyes with a shimmer of red or purple hues held hers for just a second before flicking to Sylus, as if silently checking in with him. His calm smile, paired with his easy stance, was disarming in a way that made her chest tighten. He carried a bag slung over one shoulder, and she caught a glimpse of suppliesâwater bottles, snacks, extra blankets.
Heâd come prepared.
âHi,â Sylus said, his voice low and steady, though she didnât miss the slight rasp to it. His rut wasnât far off, she realized, it seemed they were on the same page on that front. Not bad enough to lose control, but close enough that the edge was there.
She could practically feel it.
âHi,â she said back, stepping aside to let them in.
Rafayel was the first to move, giving her a small nod as he walked past. âNice setup,â he said, glancing around her apartment before setting the bag down near the edge of her nest. âWeâll stick to this area unless you tell us otherwise.â
Sylus followed him inside, his gaze lingering on her for a moment longer before he turned to scan the room. âYour scent is already thick,â he murmured, his voice low enough that it was almost a growl. âYouâre close.â
She crossed her arms, both annoyed and embarrassed by how easily he could read her.
âI know,â she snapped, before softening just slightly. âThatâs why youâre here.â
Sylusâs lips twitched into the faintest smirk, and for a split second, she thought he might say something cocky. But Rafayel cut in before he could.
âLetâs get things set up,â Rafayel said smoothly, his tone so calm it was almost soothing. He crouched near her nest, carefully setting out a few items from the bagâwater, nutrient bars, extra towels. He didnât touch anything in her nest itself, just added to the edges, respecting her space exactly like sheâd demanded.
Sylus, meanwhile, stood back, watching her with that same sharp focus. âWeâll take care of you,â he said simply, his voice soft but firm.
The words sent a shiver through her, and she hated how much she wanted to believe him. But as the first real wave of her heat hit, her knees threatening to buckle, she realized she didnât have much of a choice.
Her legs felt weak as the first wave of her heat slammed into her, like an invisible hand gripping her from the inside, twisting low in her belly until her breath came in sharp, shallow pulls. The flames that licked under her skin caused a groan to escape her, she tightened her grip on the edge of the doorframe, cursing under her breath as her body betrayed her in front of them. The two men froze immediately, their gazes snapping to her as her scent spiked and pheromones flooded the hair like a heavy mist, heavy and cloying like sweet, overripe fruit. It was suffocating, but it was all she could do to stay upright.
Sylus was the first to react, his crimson eyes darkened as he took a single step forward, his entire posture shifting in that uniquely Alpha way, predatory, protective, and all instinct ready to act. He wasnât out of control, on the contrary his movements were entirely deliberate. When he reached out a hand toward her, he stopped short, waiting for her permission.
âYouâre already peaking,â he spoke, his voice rougher than before. The gravel in his tone sent a shiver down her spine, her body hyper aware of the Alpha before her.
âIâm fine,â she whispered, though her voice sounded anything but.
âYouâre not,â Rafayel said gently, his tone as smooth as silk. He stepped forward as well, his hands slightly raised like he was approaching a skittish animal. His eyes glistened in the light of her room, the ocean blue pierced through her with startling clarity. She noticed the faint stain of red in them now, just enough to give them an otherworldly depth, like a sunset bleeding into the horizon.
She hated how safe he looked, how disarming and steady he felt just standing there, it made her feel exposed.
âI just need to sit down,â she replied, forcing herself to take a step back towards the living room.
Rafayel followed her immediately, his movements fluid and careful as he kept his distance. âLet me help you,â he offered, his voice softer now. âWe wonât touch your nest until you say so, but if you fall, I am catching you.â
She hesitated, her pride bristling at the idea of needing help, but another sharp pull deep inside her left her gasping and his arms came around her keeping her from hitting the floor.
âIâve got you,â he whispered softly, moving her to sit in her nest, his hands on her waist guiding her as her legs were weak, his touch feather light like he was being careful not to set her off. Once she was nestled into the pile of blankets and pillows sheâd spent the entire day obsessing over, her body sagged into the softness and for a moment she just breathed.
Sylus stayed near the door, his crimson eyes locked on her as he adjusted his stance. His presence was electric, his scent â like hers, was filling up the room like a heavy blanket, but he didnât move closer. The amount of control this required should have impressed her but she simply had other concerns to deal with. His gaze flicked to Rafayel, there was a silent communication between them-one that she didnât miss.
âLet me know what you need me to do,â Sylus said, his voice low and steady. There was a tightness in his tone, and she knew his rut was coming on just as fast as her heat â neither of them quite knew why. His nostrils flared, her scent was pouring off her now, wrapping around him, tugging at every Alpha urge in his body.
âSheâs already close,â Rafayel murmured, crouching beside her nest but keeping enough distance to respect her space. His eyes softened as they landed on her, âYouâve been holding back havenât you?â
Her eyes downcast, then nodded her head a little. The small croon that escaped him prickled her skin with a chill, a smirk curving his lips.
âDonât worry, Cutie...weâre going to take real good care of you.â
Her body responded all too kindly and she felt her cheeks heat when she felt slick drip onto her underwear. If she were being honest, this was likely her least favorite part â the amount of lubrication her body made was obscene. She knew it was to help them adjust to the Alphaâs incredible size but it didnât make it any better. It was messy and sticky, like silicone lube that could actually be washed away.
Her body tensed as another wave hit, stronger this time. A broken whimper escaped her throat before she could stop it, burying her face in her hands as heat flushed through her skin. Their gazes too added to the flames that licked at her veins, that centered inside her with undeniable want for pleasure.
âLet me come closer,â Sylus spoke, his voice strained. He wasnât asking because he wanted to. He was asking because she needed him to and they all knew it. âI wonât touch your nest, and I wonât do anything until you say so but you need me near you.â
She raised her head from her hands, panting softly as her scent spiked again, flooding the room with the unmistakable sweetness that could only be from an Omega. Sylusâs crimson eyes flashed, her defenses faltering as she took in the sight of him standing there, chest rising and falling steadily, muscles taught with careful restraint. She realized then, as much as she loathed to admit it- she did need him. The heat clawing through her body wasnât going to ease on its own, and his presence, powerful and ground, was exactly what her body was screaming for.
âCome closer.â Her voice was soft and laced with desperation, her cheeks burned, the vulnerability of the moment hitting her. The walls she had carefully built to keep herself safe from overbearing alphas were slowly crumbling due to the very patient men before her.
âIâI need you here.â she motioned to the edge of her nest.
Sylus doesnât hesitate even a second, the words left her lips and he was already moving across the room in smooth strides. He knelt at the edge of her nest, his size and presence seemed to fill the space instantly. Crimson eyes locked on hers, but he didnât crowd her. He remained just where sheâd told him to, waiting to be invited in further.
âBetter?â he whispered, his voice low and even, unintimidating â just what she needed. The unmistakable rasp of arousal was tinging his tone now, His instincts were clearly pulling at him, but he had unadulterated control of himself, a feat not many Alphas could claim to.
âBetter,â she admitted, the tension in her chest slowly ebbing away slightly just from having him closer. Her body still ached, her heat pushing at her limits of sanity, but the sigh of him; his broad shoulders, his sharp jawline and messy hairâwas strangely calming.
Behind him, Rafayel shifted into view, his eyes flicking between the two of them with quiet understanding. He crouched beside Sylus and stroked his neck gently with soft contemplation, a delicate smile tugging at the corners of his lips as he felt Sylus leaning into his touch ever so slightly igniting a rumble in his chest..
âDo you need anything else before things get worse?â Rafayel asked, his eyes turning to her. âWater, food...anything you didnât think to grab earlier?â
âI stocked everything earlier, I just.. I need you both to stay close.â She whispered hating how needy her voice sounded but by the look on her Alphaâs Sylusâs face he didnât seem to mind it one bit.
âWeâre not going anywhere,â Rafayel reassured her, a faint smile pulling at the corner of his lips â a tinge of pink flaming across his cheeks. Her scent was strong, unwavering and, normally, Betas werenât supposed to feel this affected, However, there was something different here that none of them could place. âThis is what weâre here for.â
Sylus leaned in slightly, his crimson eyes glowing faintly as his Alpha instincts flared. The scent of her heat was overpowering this close, and she saw the way his jaw tightened as he fought to keep himself steady. âDo you want me to touch you?â he asked, his voice quieter now, but no less intense.
Her breath hitched, her body reacting immediately to the prospect. Every part of her was screaming yes, yet the words stuck in her throat, she hesitated, her fingers curling into the soft fleece blanket beneath her. She was on the edge of losing herself to this heat that was curling around her and dragging her into primal insanity â the pull of her instincts too strong to ignore any longer.
âYes,â she finally breathed, her voice trembling. âPlease.â a beg.
Sylusâs tension eased slightly, his eyes softening as he reached out and curling his hand against her jaw, his touch firm but careful. The moment his skin met hers, it was like a jolt of electricity shot through her, the tension in her body breaking as a small, involuntary whimper escaped her lips.
âYouâre okay.â His voice deep and soothing, a rumble sounding through his chestâa purr.
Rafayel shifted closer as well, his presence a calming contrast to Sylusâs intensity. âYouâre in good hands,â he said softly, his gaze settling on hers. âJust focus on what you need, and weâll take care of the rest.â
Her body relaxed slightly under their careful attention, the weight of the heat pressing down on her feeling a little more bearable now that they were here. Sylusâs hand moved slowly brushing her jaw and neck gently, his thumb stroking her cheek softly. âDonât fight it, kitten,â he whispered a small smile curving his lips, âIâve got you.â
He was right, and she knew it. There was no point in holding back nowânot when her heat was already dragging her under and not when this capable pair was oh so willing to do whatever she needed.
âI trust you,â she whispered, the words slipping out before she could stop them.
Sylusâs eyes closed and he took a calming breath, âGood,â he said, voice low and steady.
âThen let's begin.â
With that, he leaned in, edging into her nest waiting for her to protest but she didnât. Her hand moved and pressed to his chest as he was closer to her, his shoes were long gone and he could feel Rafayel behind him rubbing his back in gentle circles. He felt his Betaâs mouth on his neck and he lifted her jaw, âIâm going to kiss you,â he murmured before claiming her mouth with his own.
The moment Sylusâs lips met hers, her mind went blissfully blank. His kiss was firm yet, unhurried, like he had all the time in the world to savor her. His lips moved against hers with an intoxicating mix of control and heat, and when his tongue brushed against her bottom lip she eagerly opened for him. A soft, helpless moan escaped her, muffled against his mouth, and she felt the rumble of his purr vibrate through his chest against her palm.
Her hand curled tighter into the fabric of his shirt, pulling him closer, and Sylus didnât resist. His presence, overwhelming and grounding all at once, was exactly what her body craved. The raw pull of her heat sharpened, her instincts screaming louder now that he was finally giving her what she needed. She could feel the controlled strength in the way he cupped her jaw, his thumb brushing the edge of her cheek as if reminding her she wasnât alone.
Behind him, Rafayelâs touches were steady and reassuring, the Betaâs fingers tracing slow soothing patterns along his back. The contrast between them was startling, but not unwelcome. Where Sylus was fireâintense and consumingâRafayel was water, calming the burn and easing her into the storm.
âThatâs it,â Rafayel breathed, leaning forward as his breath brushed against Sylusâs ear, âtake care of our Omega,â he murmured before gently kissing his jaw, his eyes peering eagerly at where their mouths connected in a heated display.
The sound of his voice sent another shiver through her, and she turned her head just enough to meet his gaze. Her lips parted from Sylus's, who was heavy lidded with desire and thinly veiled control, feeling his pants tighten considerably as his rut edged closer the longer her scent was the oxygen he breathed.
âI canât---I canât think,â she admitted softly, her voice trembling as her heat clawed at her insides, leaving her slick dripping down her thighs.
âYou donât need to think,â Rafayel whispered, his tone firm yet reassuring. He reached out, brushing his fingers against her temple before tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. âThat's why weâre hereâweâre going to take such good care of you, cutie.â
Rafayel stroked her cheek moving closer to her, her eyes fluttering close at his touch, the tenderness in his movements almost startling.
âYouâre doing good, kitten,â he murmured against her skin, his mouth pressing to her neck as he gripped her waist and pulled her body flush against his own. âLet it happen, weâll catch you.â
The knot of tension in her chest loosened at his words, and she exhaled shakily, her body instinctively leaning into him. Her heat was pulling her under, dragging her deeper with every second, but with Sylusâs strength and Rafayelâs calm presence surrounding her, she didnât feel like she was drowning anymore.
Sylus shifted, edging further into her nest as she leaned back into the blankets, his hands moved carefully, one resting on her hip while the other continued to cup her jaw, keeping her grounded as his eyes searched hers. âDo you want me to keep going?â
âYes,â she breathed, the word slipping out without hesitation. Her fingers curled into his shirt again, pulling him closer as her heat roared through her, leaving no room for pride or second guessing. âPlease.â
Sylusâs eyes darkened and he nodded once before lowering his head to kiss her again, this time less restrained and more heated. She melted into the blankets of her nest. Her body arching into his hand that tightened on her hip, his purr deepened, vibrating through her as he kissed her like he just couldnât get enough.
Rafayel helped him take his shirt off, exposed the muscular expanse of his chest, he could tell his Alpha was warm and the last thing they needed was for him to overheat. Watching him with her had his own pants tightening and he tried to ignore it but the intensity was unlike anything heâd ever felt before. Never had he ever felt this way when they were with other Omegas.
Rafayel tilted her mouth from Sylusâs and claimed her lips with his own, his kiss was so different from Sylusâsâsofter, more deliberate, like he was savoring every second. His hand cupped the side of her face and, his tongue meeting hers as she gasped against his mouth while Sylus pressed wet kisses to her neck, leaving small marks against her skin.
Her heart raced, her body trembling as her instincts took over completely. âThat's it, kitten,â Sylus whispered against her skin as he removed the button up shirt exposing her to their gaze. He groaned and moved his lips down her chest rutting against her hip.
Sylusâs growl was deep and guttural as his eyes raked over her now exposed skin, drinking her in like a predator who had finally cornered his prey. His hands slid over her waist and up her ribs, his touch firm yet reverent as he explored every inch of her bare skin. She shivered under him, the mix of his overwhelming presence and Rafayelâs more measured touch creating a whirlwind of sensation that left her gasping.
âLook at you,â Sylus murmured, his voice thick with arousal as his lips brushed over the swell of her breast. He licked a slow teasing stripe over her skin, making her arch into him with a soft needy cry. His mouth trailed lower, his breath hot against her nipple before his tongue darted out to swirl around it. He groaned as she reacted, her fingers threading through his messy hair tugging gently.
âBeautiful,â Rafayel murmured, his voice soft but laced with hunger. He leaned over, his hair falling into his face as he pressed a kiss to her jaw, then down the line of her throat. His hands moved with delicate precision, sliding over her thighs and spreading them to give her relief from the heat pooling between them. âYouâre incredible, cutie. And you smell so good.â
Her body trembled as Rafayelâs fingers found the slick dripping down her inner thighs, his touch so gentle it almost felt teasing. Her scent spiked, and Sylus groaned into her skin, the sound vibrating against her chest. His hips rutted instinctively against her leg, the hard bulge in his pants pressing against her as he tried to hold himself back.
The sounds of Rafayelâs fingers in her soaked heat caused him to groan, âRaf, donât tease herâŚâ his crimson gaze meeting his Betaâs oceanic one, darkened now with his own desire.
Rafayel smirked slightly, his fingers brushing higher, just barely skimming where she needed him most. âIâm not teasing,â he said, his tone playful, âIâm just making sure sheâs ready.â
âIâm ready,â she moaned when she shifted her hips towards his hand and his fingers slipped past her soaked folds.
âYouâre so ready,â he murmured his voice in awe of just how slick she was. He pressed a kiss down her chest nipping at her breast, tongue teasing her nipple and sucking it gently, grunting softly. He licked her skin down to her stomach and groaned as he rubbed against the scent gland on her hip before kissing her thighs. Her head fell back into the nest of blankets as the sensations began to overwhelm her, Sylusâs hot mouth on her lips and chest, Rafayelâs skilled fingers working into her heat with precision that had her hips bucking against his hand. The combination of their touches was too much and not enough all at once, driving her higher and higher as her heat burned hotter.
Sylus growled as his rut clawed at him as he watched her come undone around Rafayelâs fingers. He couldnât hold back any longer, his thick fingers replacing his in her liquid heat and groaning. âFuck,â hissed, âso fucking perfect.â
Rafayel leaned up, capturing her lips in another searing kiss as his hand stroked along Sylusâs arm, grounding his Alpha even as he added to the intensity. Their movements were perfectly coordinated, their touches seamless as they pushed her close and closer to another edge.
âYouâre doing so good, cutie..â Rafayel whispered against her skin, âlet go for us.â
Sylusâs pace quickened, his fingers thrusting into her as the other hand gripped her hip, steadying her. He groaned as her walls clenched around him, his control slipping further with every sound she made.
âCum for me, Kitten,â Sylus growled, his voice rough and commanding as his fingers curled into her and his thumb stroking the bud at the top of her sex.
Her body tightened like a rubber band and snapped a strangled cry escaped, and Rafayel soothed her with praise as she spiraled. Her body trembled and twitched as he thrust his fingers through her release, lips claiming hers, swallowing her moans greedily. Sylus pulled his fingers from her heat and brought them to his mouth, his eyes blown wide with lust.
âReady?â Rafayel asked him.
âIâve been ready,â he murmured as he leaned down to kiss her after quickly discarding his clothes, wanting nothing more than to be bare against her soft skin.
His skin was feverishly hot against hers as he pressed her back into the blankets, his now bare skin flush with hers. His muscles were taught beneath her fingers, every inch of him humming with primal need. Her hands slid up his chest, nails dragging lightly over the hard planes of muscle, and Sylus shuddered at the touch. His breath was uneven as he buried his face in the crook over her neck, his lips pressing to her scent gland. âFuck, KittenâŚâ he groaned, inhaling deeply, his tongue darting out to taste her scent directly from the source.
âYou wonât break her, Sylus,â Rafayel soothed him, kissing along his spine, his fingers kneading the muscles there, âBreed her,â he whispered, âcanât you see how bad she wants it.â
The encouragement wasnât needed but Sylus let out a rough exhale, his hands gripping her thighs spreading them further apart. He could feel the heat radiating from her slick drenched core. He felt as if heâd lost his mind; perhaps he had.
âKitten.â He rasped, "I need toââ
âYes,â she interrupted, her fingers tangling into his hand pulling him to her. âSylus, please...AlphaâŚâ she breathed.
That was all it took for his rut to truly snap into place. Sylus shifted, lining himself up, his thick cock pressing against her dripping heat. He hesitated for a second, feeling just how wet she was then pushed in slowly. She felt the burn as he stretched her in the most delicious way while the omega purred for the first time that night.
âFuck..â he snarled, his fingers bruising against her hips as he forced himself to go slow, to savor that feel of her wrapped around him. âSo fucking tightâŚâ
Rafayel watched with heavy lidded desire, his lips parted as his hands slid over his back, âThere you go, my love,â he whispered against his shoulder as Sylus bottomed out inside her his entire cock sheathed. âShe can take you.â it was almost a sentence of awe, how no other Omega had ever been able to take him fully seated without some maneuvering.
She whimpered beneath him, her back arching as the thick length filled her to the brim, their combined fluids seeping out of her aching heat. The fullness inside her sent a shock wave through her already overheated body. Her nails bit into his shoulders and he groaned at the sensation.
âMore,â she begged, her voice broken.
Sylus didnât need to be told twice.
He pulled out halfway before snapping his hips forward again, a filthy, wet sound filling the air as he buried himself to the hilt. She cried out, her hands clawing at him but he didnât let upâhis thrusts quickly building into a steady, punishing rhythm that had her gasping with every roll of his hips.
Rafayelâs fingers slid between them, too eager to include himself in the fun. He found her swollen clit, circling with expert precision. âThat's it, cutie,â he whispered, pressing a kiss to her open mouth as she panted, âYouâre taking him so well, such a good omega,â he whispered into her mouth, swallowing her moans. They were his for the taking and he was ravenous.
Sylus growled against her throat, his teeth scraping against her scent gland. Marking in Alpha and Omega relationships was common, however, marking a scent gland was only done in very specific situations as it tied the alphas scent to the omegas. Bonding them. The fact that he was tempted at all was all too telling; they were a pheromone match and it had made them both delirious. Rafayelâs presence kept him grounded, kept him from completely losing himself in the mindless haze of his rut.
Rafayel chuckled, feeling the way Sylus was fighting himself, âYou wanna bite her so badâŚâ he teased then nipped his ear lobe, kissed his shoulder and nipped it gently.
âGo ahead, she smells like she wants you to.â
Sylus groaned, his hips stuttering for a moment before he did biteânot hard enough to claim but enough to leave a deep possessive mark against her skin. She screamed as her entire body locked up as pleasure tore through her, her orgasm hitting like a freight train. Sylus cursed, feeling her tighten around himâ he nearly lost it right then and there.
He slammed into her rough now, chasing his own release as her cries filled the room.
Rafayel kissed her through it, his fingers working her clit mercilessly, drawing out every last wave of pleasure until she was shuddering beneath them, boneless and wrecked.
Sylusâs growl deepened, his thrusts turning frantic as his knot started to swell, attempting to lock him inside her, his body desperate to fill her completely. âFuck, kitten, Iââ
âDo it,â she gasped, wrapping her legs tighter around him, her eyes wild and glazed with heat. âKnot me.â
That was all he needed.
With a final, devastating thrust, Sylus buried himself as deep as he could go, his knot catching and locking them together as he came with a broken snarl, his entire body shaking as he emptied himself inside her.
Rafayel groaned at the sight, pressing kisses down Sylusâs back as he rode out his release, his Betaâs hands stroking over his skin soothingly.
âThatâs it,â Rafayel murmured, kissing the back of Sylusâs neck before leaning down to kiss her lips softly. âYouâre perfect, both of you.â
She moaned weakly into his kiss, her body still trembling, completely overwhelmed by the intensity of everything. Sylus panted against her neck, his grip on her thighs loosening as he started to come down, his mind hazy but content.
âFuck,â Sylus finally breathed, his voice hoarse. âYouâre incredible, kitten.â
Rafayel chuckled, pressing a final kiss to Sylusâs shoulder before reaching for the water bottle nearby. âShe is,â he agreed, bringing the bottle to her lips, helping her drink. âBut donât think weâre done just yet.â
Her eyes fluttered open, her breath still shaky as she swallowed the water Rafayel offered her.
Sylus smirked, tilting her chin up with his fingers, his crimson eyes still dark with hunger.
âWeâre just getting started.â
Rafayel smirked as he set the water bottle aside, his eyes flicking between them. Sylus was still pressed close to her, his knot keeping them locked together as he pulsed cum straight into her. He craved that feeling. Heâd taken Sylusâs knot more than a few times and while his physiology wasnât necessarily made for it; it felt good. He leaned over her and kissed her softly, âYouâre so soft,â he whispered, leaving a path of warmth in the wake over his hands that stroked her skin.
âI canât believe how good you smell,â he murmured.
She whined softly as Sylus shifted slightly, his breath warm against her throat as he let out a deep, contented growl. He was still stuck inside her, his knot keeping them connected as his cock pulsed inside her pushing more and more cum into her. Rafayel could tell by the way Sylusâs fingers twitched next to her hips that he was watching, waiting, hungry to see what would happen next.
Her expression was dazed, her lips still swollen from the desperate kisses between gasps and moans. He brushed his fingers along her jaw, tilting her face up before kissing her again, this time more slowly, more indulgently.
Unlike Sylus, Rafayel wasnât in rut; biologically he couldnât ever be. But something was still pulling him in, something deeper. He had never felt this way before, never had an Omegaâs scent affect him quite like this. She was burrowing under his skin, her heat more intoxicating than anything heâd ever encountered.
It wasnât just biologicalâit was profound.
And it was making her feel it too.
She moaned into his mouth, her body arching toward him instinctively. Sylus groaned at the movement, but he didnât complain. If anything, he seemed amused. âYouâre already reaching for him, kitten?â he murmured, pressing lazy kisses along her shoulder, still dazed from his ongoing climax. âThat desperate already?â
âYes,â she gasped into Rafayelâs mouth where his tongue met hers in a frenzied but passionate kiss. Her fingers curling into his hair tugging him close.
Rafayel chuckled against her lips, but the sound was strained, his own control fraying. He wasnât usually the type to rush thingsâSylus was the one driven by instinct, by sheer forceâbut right now, he wanted her just as badly. He cupped her cheek and moaned into her mouth guiding her hand gently to the band of his sweats, she didnât need to be told twice. Her hand moved down his abdomen and into his pants, finally finding what she was looking for, her hand wrapping around a hot and thick cock that was sticky in her palm. She stroked him slowly and he groaned into her mouth, his hips rutting up into her hand.
They stayed like this for sometime, waiting for the swell of their Alphaâs knot to go down.
Sylusâs purring rumbled through her as he lazily nuzzled into the crook of her neck, his nose brushing that scent gland that he desperately wanted to mark. His satisfaction radiated from every breathy exhale, the slow aftershocks of his climax still making him twitch inside her. Yet, even through the lingering haze of his rut, he was watchingâhis crimson gaze flicking between her and Rafayel with curiosity and hunger.
Rafayel groaned into her mouth, his hips jerking slightly into her hand as she stroked him, her fingers slick with his arousal. His body was burning for her, craving the warmth and wetness he could feel against his fingertips as they trailed over her stomach.
âYouâre trouble, cutie,â he murmured against her lips, his voice thick with amusement and lust. âCanât even wait for your Alphaâs knot to go down before you start making a mess of me too.â
She whimpered softly, giving him another slow, teasing stroke. âDonât act like you donât want it,â she whispered, licking into his mouth, her heat still burning hot inside her, still pushing her toward more, more, more.
Sylus chuckled against her throat, his fingers tracing lazy circles over her thigh. âRafâs the patient one, Kitten,â he mused, his voice a slow, sultry drawl. âBut you keep touching him like that? Heâs going to lose all that careful control.â
And he was losing it. Rafayelâs breath hitched as she twisted her wrist just right, making his cock jerk in her palm. His eyes darkened, his usual playful, easy going demeanor starting to unravel. It was then that she felt the knot slowly shrink and Sylus popped free from her a mess of slick and cum dripping out of her making her whimper.
âTurn over,â Rafayel murmured, voice husky as he pulled back slightly, watching her reaction.
She shivered at the command and whined at the loss of Sylus inside her, the underlying authority in his tone sending a jolt of arousal straight through her. The moment she could bring herself to, she did as Rafayel asked, rolling onto her stomachâher cheek pressed into the blankets of her nest.
âGood girl,â Rafayel praised, his large hands sliding down her back, his fingers kneading into the muscles there. He took his time, trailing his lips along her shoulder blades, soothing her with soft kisses, gentle licks.
Sylus shifted beside them, propping himself up to watch his eyes still hazed over for the time beingâthey all knew it wouldnât last. âYou going to give her what she wants, baby?â he asked him, his voice dripping with lazy satisfaction but his eyes burned with interest.
Rafayel smirked as he kissed down her spine, stopping at the curve of her ass. His fingers spread her open slightly, his breath hot against her dripping cunt. âShe smells like you,â he whispered, voice full of reverence. âStill so needy.â
She gasped as he licked a slow, broad stripe over her slick folds, his tongue teasing her clit before delving deeper.
âOh fuck,â she whimpered, her body trembling as his tongue worked her open, lapping at the mixture of her and Sylus like he was starving for it.
Sylus groaned, gripping her hair and turning her head just enough to kiss her. It was deep and filthy, his tongue dominating her mouth as Rafayel devoured her from behind.
âLook at you,â he murmured between kisses, his fingers lightly tugging at her scalp. âSo perfect like thisâtaking everything we give you.â
Rafayel hummed against her core, the vibrations sending shocks of pleasure through her limbs. His hands kneaded at her thighs, holding her open for him as he worked her with practiced precision.
âRaf...please,â she begged, her body tensing as the pleasure built higher and higher, âI needââ
Placing one last lick on her clit before pulling back, âI know what you need, cutie,â his voice was raspy and low. He pulled his sweats off and kicked them away as he positioned himself behind her, his cock pressing against her entrance.
Sylus grabbed her chin, making her look at him. âYou ready for him, kitten?â he asked as his eyes searched hers.
âYes,â she moaned, pushing her hips back, desperate for more.
He groaned as he pushed inside, his breath hitching at the tight, slight heat that immediately wrapped around him. âOh fuck,â he growled, his hands gripping her hips tightly as he buried himself to the hilt.
She cried out at the stretch, the fullness, her body overwhelmed but craving every second of it.
âThatâs it,â Rafayel groaned, pulling out just enough before slamming back in, his rhythm immediately rougher than before, fueled by need. âYou feel..so fucking good.â
Sylus smirked, kissing her deeply, his fingers playing with her nipples as he watched Rafayel claim herâhe admired the look of desperation on the man's face, his eyes trailing down the expanse of his chest. He felt his own cock twitching but he had more self control than that. At least for now.
Rafayelâs pace was fast, his body moving like he was made for thisâlike he was made for her. Every thrust sent shock waves through her already overstimulated body, and she could feel her release creeping closer, creeping up her spine.
âCloseâŚâ she gasped, gripping the blankets in her fists as her pleasure overwhelmed her senses.
âCum for me, cutie,â Rafayel growled, one hand slipping beneath her to rub tight, teasing circles over her clit. âWanna feel you come all over my cock.â
Unlike anything she ever experienced before, her body obeyed instantly. Pleasure crashing over her like a tidal wave, her vision going white as she sobbed through her release. Rafayel groaned as she clenched around him, his pace stuttering as he chased his own climax. âFuck...fuckââ
He thrust deep one final time before spilling inside her, his body trembling as he came with a low, shuddering groan. His hands held her tightly, his lips pressing kisses onto her shoulder, his body still moving in slow, lazy rolls, riding out every last wave of pleasure.
Sylus hummed in approval, stroking her hair as he kissed her temple. âTold you, kitten,â he murmured softly and lifted a bottle of water to her mouth.
âDrink,â it wasnât him asking, it was a command. For several minutes he made her drink a little water every time she let out a small sigh, she was contented but he could tell she was falling into a slumber she likely wouldnât wake from till morning.
He sighed as her breathing evened out, her body finally surrendering to the exhaustion of her heat and the sheer intensity of what they had done to her. He brushed his fingers gently over her damp hair, his touch softer now, reverent. She was still working, slick between her thighs but her body was too spent to ask for moreâfor now.
âSheâs out,â Rafayel murmured softly, his voice quiet in the dim light of the room. His hands stroked down her back absentmindedly, his fingers pressing slow, grounding circles into her skin. âShe fought it, but I knew she wouldnât last much longer.â
Sylus hummed in agreement, he studied her peaceful expression, the way her body remained pliant between them, trusting. He had never felt this settled before. His rut was satisfied for nowâbut his instincts werenât screaming at him to get up, to pace, to search another fight or fuck. His Omega was here, their Omega, and something about that made his entire body relax in a way he hadnât realized he needed.
âSheâs not just some random match,â Sylus muttered, almost to himself. His fingers trailed over the possessive marks heâd left along her throat, and shoulders, lingering at the deep imprint of his teeth he had left over her scent gland. Not enough to bond her, but...fuck, he had wanted to.
Rafayel watched him carefully, his eyes dark with thought. âNo,â he agreed after a long moment, pressing a kiss to her temple. âSheâs not.â
Sylus let out a slow breath. âThis heat felt different.â
Shifting closer, his bare chest pressing against Sylusâs side, his lips trailed over his shoulder in lazy, absent minded kisses. âYeah⌠Itâs her, sheâs different. Itâs not just the heat making us feel this way.â
Turning his head Sylus catches Rafayelâs mouth in a kiss, slow and unhurried. It was messy, deep, their tongues sliding together as Sylus tangled his fingers in the soft waves of Rafayelâs plum hair. The beta groaned softly, pressing closer, letting Sylus pull him deeper into the warmth of the nest.
A soft chuckle escaped the Beta, âYouâre still wired.â
Chuckling, Sylus shifting slightly, his cock already half hard again, pressing against Rafayelâs thigh. âCan you blame me?â
Rafayel rolled his eyes fondly, sliding a hand down his chest, over the taught muscles of his stomach, before gripping him loosely, stroking him just enough to make his breath hitch. âPoor alpha,â he teased, âStill needy, even after all that.â
Sylus growled, his patience snapping as he rolled Rafayel onto his back, pinning to the nest beneath him. His eyes gleamed as he pressed his weight against him, grinding against his stomach, their cocks flush.
âYou knew what you were doing, teasing me like that,â Sylus muttered, dragging his teeth over Rafayelâs jaw before kissing him hard. âYou love getting me worked up.â
Rafayel moaned, arching into him, his own cock twitching. âMaybe,â
Grabbing his wrists, Sylus pinned them above his head as he used the slick coming off his own cock to prepare him as he lined himself up. His breath raggedâhe didnât waste timeâhe couldnât. Rafayelâs teasing, his scent, her scent, the way his lips were already swollen from their earlier kisses. It was too much.
He pushed inside slowly with a deep shuddering groan, feeling Rafayel stretch around him
Gasping, Rafayelâs eyes rolled back slightly. âF-fuckââ
Sylus didnât start slow. He didnât want to be slow. His body was still humming with need to take, to own and Rafayel knew thatâwanted that. Sylus fucked into him with sloppy, desperate thrusts, his grip bruising on his hips as he chased the heat pooling in his gut.
Rafayel loved this, loved the way Sylus lost himself in him, fucked him like he was the only thing keeping him from going feral. His moans were breathy, punched out of him with every snap of his lover's hips, his body pliant, open.
Sylus growled against his throat, licking over his scent gland, tasting the sweat and heat on his skin. He wasnât an Omega, but Sylus still wanted to mark him, to claim him in a way words couldnât define. His rut was far from over, tamed for now by her slickness, but his instincts still roared for this, for them, for her sleeping beside them.
âSay youâre mine,â Sylus snarled against his jaw, his thrusts becoming erratic, rougher, sloppier.
He moaned, wrapping his legs around Sylusâs waist, his fingers digging into his back. âIâm yours,â he gasped, his nails scraping down his spine. âYours, Sylus.â
A strangled groan escaped Sylus, his teeth clamping down onto Rafayelâs shoulder, enough to claim. Rafayel cried out, his entire body tensing, his cock jerking between them as he came, his release smearing between their stomachs.
Sylus wasnât far behind. With a final, broken growl, he slammed deep into Rafayel one last time, burying himself to the hilt as his knot swelled, locking him inside. His body shook with the force of it, his cum spilling deep inside his Beta as he collapsed over him, panting against his throat, laving at the bite mark heâd placed there.
They stayed like that for a long moment, their bodies tangled, sweat cooling on their skin.
Then, Sylus shifted, his knot popping from Rafayelâs tender hole, grimacing softly. He rolled onto his side and pulled him against him, kissing him softly. âYou okay?â
Rafayel chuckled breathlessly, âI think you broke me.â
Sylus snorted fondly, nuzzling into his hair, pressing a lazy kiss against his forehead. âYou love it.â
âYeah,â Rafayel admitted, sighing contentedly as he melted into Sylusâs warmth. âI do.â
They both turned their heads toward the Omega sleeping soundly beside them.
âSheâs out,â Sylus murmured, his voice quieter now, more certain.
He nodded, brushing a strand of hair from her face. âYeah,â he whispered, âshe is.â
And this time, there was no doubt.
The next time she stirred, it was to the feeling of gentle fingers running through her hair and the distant sound of running water. The room was still warm, the heavy scent of heat and sex lingering in the air, but the haze in her mind had softened, the worst of her exhausting ebbing away.
âYou awake, cutie?â Rafayelâs voice was soft, soothing, his fingers still stroking over her scalp. She let out a soft hum in response, nuzzling into the blankets, her body sore but pleasantly so.
Rafayel chuckled, shifting closer to press a kiss to her temple. âCome on,â he murmured, his voice dipped in fond amusement. âLet's get you cleaned up before you pass out again.â
She made a noise of protest, but before she could burrow deeper into the nest that smelt of them, strong arms slipped under her, lifting her with ease.
âYouâre so dramatic,â she mumbled against his chest, too tired to put any real bite behind it.
âI know,â he replied with a grin, carrying her toward the bathroom, his ocean eyes gleaming happily. âBut you love it.â
She would have rolled her eyes if she wasnât so damn tired. Instead, she let herself relax into his warmth, her limbs heavy and pliant as he brought her into the steamy bathroom. The shower was already running, warm mist curling around them, filling the air with the scent of clean soap. Rafayel eased her down carefully, helping her step under the spray, his hands never leaving her skin.
âYou okay?â he asked, his voice softer now, more serious.
She nodded, blinking up at him. âYeah,â she murmured, feeling the water wash over her, easing away the sweat and stickiness of the night before. âJustâŚ.tired.â
âFigured,â he smirked, stepping into the shower behind her, running his hands over her shoulders, working the tension from her muscles. âYou were a little busy, after all.â
Heat flooded her cheeks, but before she could retort, Rafayelâs fingers worked over her scalp lathering in the shampoo with slow careful strokes. The sensation sent a shiver of pleasure down her spine, and she let out an involuntary sigh, her body sinking further into him.
He chuckled, âthat good?â
She hummed in response, tilting her head into his touch, the intimacy of it making her chest ache in a way that had nothing to do with her heat. Rafayel had been so careful with her, so steady. His hands worked over her like she was something precious, something to be careful of.
She wasnât used to that.
âLet me take care of you, cutie, âhe murmured, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. âJust relax.â
So she did.
By the time they emerged from the shower, she felt lighter, more grounded, the sharpest edge of her heat dulledâat least for now. The scent of food hit her first, something warm and savory drifting through the apartment.
âYou cooked?â she asked, her voice still a little rough from sleep as she leaned against the doorway.
Sylus, who was standing by the stove, shot her a smirk over his shoulder. He was wearing nothing but a pair of loose sweats, his messy white hair still damp from a shower of his own. âRaf cooked, âhe corrected, âI just taste tested.â
She snorted, moving to sit at the counter, her body still feeling a little too loose and content to argue. Rafayel slid a plate in front of herâan omelet with onions, peppers, salmon and cheese. On the side, he had cut up some fruit and put it in a bowl with some granola. Simple, but it made her stomach growl on sight.
âEat,â Rafayel said, nudging a fork toward her. âYou need it.â
She obeyed, shoving a bite into her mouth. It was goodâperfectly seasoned and warm, filling.
Sylus leaned against the counter, arms crossed as he watched her eat with an amused expression. âGuess she was hungry,â he mused.
âTold you,â the other replied.
Despite the teasing, something warm settled in her chest as she ate. Thisâwhatever this wasâfelt natural. Comfortable.
And the way they were both looking at her, it made her heat start to rise all over again.
She didnât mean to end up on her knees in her nest, but somehow, itâs exactly where she was. Rafayel was beside her, his eyes gleaming with playful competition as they both pressed closer to Sylus, who was now leaning back against the blankets, half-hard already from the way she and Rafayel had been teasing him.
âThink we can make him lose that famous control of his?â Rafayel mused, his lips brushing against her ear as his fingers traced over her thigh.
She smirked, eyes locked on Sylusâs already darkening gaze. âI think we can.â
Sylus scoffed, but there was a tightness to his jaw, his hands clenching at his sides like he was waiting for them to move. âYou two are ridiculous.â
Rafayel grinned, reaching to wrap his hand around his cock, stroking him slowly, teasingly. âYou love it.â
Sylus growled lowly, his hips jerking slightly into his hand, his eyes narrowing. âShut up and use that pretty mouth of yours.â
Rafayel laughed, but he obeyed, leaning down to press a slow, wet kiss to the top of Sylusâs cock before licking a long and teasing stripe up the length of him.
She followed his lead, mirroring his movements on the other side, their tongues brushing against each other as they worked Sylus in tandem. The groan that tore from his throat was filthy, his head tilting back against the blankets, his muscles tensing beneath them.
âFuck,â Sylus hissed, his fingers threading into Rafayelâs hair, then into hers, tugging just enough to make her whimper.
Rafayel shot her a smirk. âWatch closely, cutie,â he murmured before taking Sylus into his mouth, his lips stretching around his length, his throat relaxing effortlessly. She swallowed, heat pooling low in her stomach at the sight.
âUse your tongue,â he instructed, pulling back slightly, his hand still stroking the base of Sylusâs cock. "Like this.â
She followed his lead, dragging her tongue slowly around the tip, teasing just like Rafayel had. Sylus groaned, his grip on her hair tightening.
âGood girl,â Rafayel praised, shooting her a wicked grin before going down again, his mouth hollowing around Sylus as he sucked.
She followed, their movements synchronized, teasing, drawing ragged curses and groans from Sylus as his restraint started to crack. Their mouths and tongues each covering one side of his cock up and down his length soft whimpers from them both at his heady scent as their tongues touched in a partial kiss around his cock.
When he finally broke, he grabbed their heads and fucked up between their mouths with a desperate growl.
Sylus snapped. His grip in their hair was firm, controlling, as he fucked up between their mouths his cock slick with their spit, their tongues working together to drive him over the edge. His growls filled the air, ragged and demanding. His control shattered completely as his thick length twitched.
âFuckingâfuck,â Sylus panted, his head tilting back against the pillows, his muscles tensing as he used them, barely able to decide which one he wanted more.
She moaned as she felt Rafayelâs tongue meet hers as they lapped at his cock eagerly. Rafayel let out a breathy chuckle around his cock. It was filthy, and hot as they shared the taste of him.
Sylusâs breath hitched, his grip tightening and then with a sharp groan he came his cock twitching as ropes of thick cum landed on their mouths and face. They worked together to swallow down what he gave them, licking at him, cleaning him up with soft, slow drags of their tongues until his body sagged into the nest.
He looked wrecked.
But not done.
His crimson eyes flickered open, hazy, dark with the need still lingering in his gut. His rut was still there, but her heat-- the scent of it, the feel of it clinging in the air, still risingâwas pulling him back under.
His growl was low, warning, as he grabbed her wrist, tugging her up onto his lap. His lips crashed against hers. His tongue sweeping into her mouth, tasting himself on her, his hands slid over her skin, nails biting into her hips.
âYou want me again, kitten?â he murmured against her lips, his voice teasing, âcan smell it on your-fuck-your heats kicking back up isnât it?â
She whimpered, nodding, rocking her hips against him, already desperate for him again. Rafayel hummed, licking his lips as he sat back on his heels, watching. âGuess she canât help it,â he mused, fingers trailing over her spine. âSheâs an Omega. She needs you, Sylus.â
A groan pulled from him, his cock already hardening under her, âFuck, youâre right.â
And then he was flipping her, pressing her down onto the nest, his body covering hers, his hands gripping her thighs as he spread her open beneath him. She gasped, her body arching, and then he was inside her, hot and deep, stretching her all over again.
He didnât start slow this time. He couldnât.
Sylus slammed into her, his growl vibrating against her throat as he fucked her rough and deep, chasing the heat, the primal, instinctive need to fill her, to breed her.
âFuck, kitten,â he panted, his hands gripped her waist, holding her still as he ruined her. âFeel so fucking goodâcanât get enough of youââ
She sobbed his name, her body burning, her nerves on fire, her slick dripping onto the blankets. She could feel her orgasm creeping closer, every hard thrust pushing her further into it, making her whimper, making her beg. Sylus groaned, his pace stuttering as his knot began to swell again, one thrust, two thrusts, three and he groaned as it caught the fourth time.
âI got you, kitten,â he growled, âgonna fill you.â
âYes,â she sobbed, her nails dragging down his back, âPlease, Sylusââ
His cock stayed in her, stuck as he filled her with rope after rope of cum. Grinding deep as he spilled, her body opening up for him. She came with a broken cry, her walls clenching down and milking him, making him snarl into her throat. Tempted once again to mark her and make her officially theirs.
For a long moment, they just breathed, tangled in each other, the aftermath still humming in the air. When he slipped from her the sound of his cock slipping out of her soaked pussy made him groan.
Then, Sylus turned his head, eyes landing on Rafayel, his rut in full force now.
A slow, knowing smirk curved his lips.
âYou look like youâre waiting for something,â Sylus drawled, his voice rough but teasing.
Rafayel huffed out a laugh, stretching out beside them, his own cock hard and aching between his legs. âYou are good at reading me.â
Sylus grinned, âget between her legs.â
Rafayelâs breath hitched, his eyes darkening, but he obeyed. âFuck, sheâs soaked,â he whispered, his tongue darting out to taste her, his voice reverent.
Sylus chuckled as he moved behind Rafayel and lifted his hips up so he was on his knees, bent over with his mouth on her cunt. âLick her clean,â Sylus commanded, his voice edged with something dark and possessive.
Rafayel didnât hesitate.
His mouth latched on to her, licking deep, drinking from her, his tongue slipping inside, tasting both her slick and Sylusâs cum as he moaned against her.
The action had him feeling drunk, surrounded by their scent, his own cock twitching in anticipation. She cried out, her entire body shaking, the over stimulation nearly too much.
And then, Sylus was behind him. Strong hands gripping his hips, dragging him back. Rafayel groaned, his tongue still buried in her as Sylus used his cum soaked fingers to ready him for his cock. One finger, then two, then he pressed the head of his length to the opening before pushing inside in a single thrust.
âFuck,â Rafayel sobbed against her, his whole body shuddering.
Sylus growled, his grip bruising as he fucked into him, his pace immediately unforgiving. Her moans, their moans all echoing off the walls of her room. Her fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him tighter against her.
âGood boy,â Sylus purred, his breath hot against his spine as he fucked into him with deep short thrusts. âJust like that,â he whispered, and they all came together.
It was too much. It was perfect.
And none of them wanted it to stop.
The aftermath was a slow, breathless tangle of limbs, bodies collapsing into the nest, still warm and slick with sweat and release. Their bodies were exhausted but satedâfor now. The room was thick with the scent of sex⌠of them. A scent that had become something familiar, something that felt like home.
Rafayel was the first to move, rolling onto his back, his chest still rising and falling in uneven breaths. A lazy, satisfied smile tugged at his lips as he turned to look at them.
âWell,â he murmured, his voice rough, âthat was...something.â
She huffed out a breathless laugh, curling instinctively into Sylusâs side, pressing her face against his chest. âThat's one way to put it.â
Sylus chuckled, his arm tightening around her, pulling Rafayel closer with the other, sandwiching them between his warmth. His fingers idly stroked over her back, then up into Rafayelâs damp, tangled hair, smoothing it out as he kissed his temple.
âDonât think youâre getting rid of me now,â Sylus murmured, his tone teasing but laced with something deeper, something real.
Rafayel sighed contentedly, nuzzling into his Alphaâs touch. âWouldnât dream of it.â
She swallowed, tilting her head up to look at them both. There was an understanding between them, something unsaid but deeply felt.
This wasnât just a heat arrangement.
This wasnât just Sylus scratching the itch of his rut.
This was more.
And it terrified herâbut it also settled something deep inside her, something she hadnât even realized had been so restless before.
The desire for a family.
Sylus must have sensed the hesitation in her, because he cupped her cheek, tilting her face toward him, focused. âKitten,â he murmured, his thumb stroking her skin. âTell me what's going on in that pretty head of yours.â
She hesitated, then let out a small, shaky laugh. âI guess, I just...didnât expect this.â
Rafayel shifted, propping himself up on one elbow, watching her closely. âExpected what?â
âThis,â she admitted, her voice barely above a whisper, âto want this, to want you, both of you.â
Sylusâs grip tightened slightly, like he was afraid she might slip away. âYou do want this,â he said, and it wasnât a question. It was a statement.
She exhaled slowly, her body still aching, still sensitiveâbut there was no denying the truth of it. She nodded. âYeah, I do.â
His entire body relaxed as he pulled her in again, pressing a soft, lingering kiss to her forehead. âGood.â he murmured against her skin. âBecause Iâm not fucking letting you go.â
Rafayel chuckled, rolling onto his stomach so he could drape himself over both of them. âPossessive.â he teased, âtypical alpha behavior.â
Sylus shot him a flat look. âShut up, you love it.â
Rafayel smirked, but there was nothing but fondness in his gaze. âI do.â
She felt warmth spreading through her chest as she relaxed into them, letting their scents surround her, wrap around her like something safe.
âWe donât have to define anything right now,â Rafayel murmured after a moment, his fingers tracing slow, lazy circles over her hip. âWe donât have to rush it, but we do have to acknowledge it.â
Sylus made a small disgruntled noise. âI already know what I want.â His voice was firm, unwavering. âI want you, both of you. And I will make you mine.â
There was no room for argument in his tone.
And neither of them wanted to argue anyway.
Rafayel smirked, leaning in to kiss him softly, âYeah?â he murmured against his lips. âThat's a promise, Alpha?â
Sylus growled, nipping at his bottom lip before kissing him again, slow and deep. âDamn right it is.â
She watched them, her heart swelling in her chest. This felt right. It felt good. It felt real.
For the first time in a long time she wasnât afraid of it. She smiled, pressing a kiss to Sylusâs shoulder then to Rafayelâs cheek before settling between them. Their warmth cocooned her completely. âWeâll figure It out,â she murmured.
Sylus grunted, already half-asleep, his grip on them protective. âDamn right, we will.â
And as they drifted off, tangled in each other there were no doubts in any of their minds.
This was theirs.
And none of them were letting go.
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Actually? You know what would be darkly hilarious?
If, when the GIW can't get ghosts declared both malicious AND non-sapient/sentient? They push for "dumb animals" instead.
Which is accepted. Ghosts are animals. Checks out, says scientists everywhere.
HOW "dumb"?
What? Says the GIW, mid-victory high fives. They did not expect a follow up question. They SHOULD have, as this is the SCIENTIFIC community and that is literally their job, but here we are.
How. "Dumb"? The scientists repeate slower. What methodology did you use? What is your sample size? Are their different sub-species? Is this dimension like ours? Is Ghost the equivalent to Mammal? It says here their are humanoid ones.
What IQ are we talking about here and HOW DID YOU TEST??
A goldfish, parrot, and dolphin are all animals. WILDLY different levels of intelligence. You can't treat them the same. Technically speaking, WE are animals.
The GIW does not like where this conversation is going. Tries to shut it down.
.......well NOW the scientists are both offended AND invested. How DARE you try to push faulty science and hide the Truth from them! They're gonna do their OWN studies! *picks up the phone and dials that one embarrassing spiritualist friend they had in college* Hey! You still think you can summon ghosts? I'll pay you to try it for Science!
And like? As a Ghost? It's degrading as hell. But ALSO these fuckos just Whoopsie'd you into having both protections under the law, since animal abuse IS illegal, AND just put the ENTIRE planets scientific community on their asses.... by accident.
So you take a deeeeeeep breath you don't even need. Remember you're doing this for the little ghost babies and fluffy ghost animals. And show up at a research facility like "yes, hello, I am Ghost. Here for you to poke and prod at. Please ask me to name the object on the flash card or whatever IQ tests do these days."
Should you HAVE to prove your own fucking sentience? No. But? You do it. You're even polite about it. Ask for a copy of the study they plan to publish so you can BEAT some mother fuckers with it. The scientists nod in understanding and use the BIG font for your copy so it'll hurt more.
They've been there.
And just? Shitty people getting what they wanted only to have it blow up in their faces?? I see all these angst "but what if they were declared ANIMALS" prompts and I just?? Are we talking PARROT or goldfish!? One has the average intelligence of about a human 4yr old and the other is a FISH! People get RIGHTFULLY furious when you treat INTELLIGENT animals badly.
And would, in fact, adapt pretty easy to discovering one of said animal has become HUMAN lvl intelligent. It's easy to grasp the idea of human intelligence lvl dolphin or monkeys. Maybe there was some mutated strain, maybe in uetro tampering. Who knows. But if I tried to sell you a human intelligent housefly? Gold fish? Lizard?
You wouldn't believe me. There is some kind of trick at play.
So if GHOSTS are seen as animals? Everyone nods and then later? Someone comes in TV and very excitedly informs you "we found INTELLIGENT LIFE amongst the ghosts!" You'd believe it. Probably be really excited by your conversation starter for the day. Get a taco and move on with your life.
But? Having to willing sit for a barrage of testing? Is going to suuuuuuck so bad. Poor Danny. SATs all over again. For HOURS. At multiple facilities, just to be CERTAIN it's not a one off. All because he not certain he can insure good behavior from other ghosts and This Is IMPORTANT. He ALSO can't be certain it's even SAFE.
Might be a trap.
But if he has to do it again and again and again? Mexico to Bavaria to China to the Maldives? If this is what it takes for the scientific community to bitchslap the GIW into ORBIT before the UN? Hand him that pencil.
He has no where more important to be.
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I feel like dating tsukishima would be like dating the class clown. so funny yet so annoying.
heâd be so quiet yet snarky outside, but with you? heâd be everything BUT quiet. like you mean to tell me you wouldnât get annoyed every second of the day because of him? i swear, with you heâs just like how he is with his friends but worse.
âyour hair is a mess. do you even brush it? do you even have a brush?â he puts on that stupid smug on his face and you canât help but turn into red-faced ear-smoking monster, telling him off.
though it doesnât really end well since heâd be containing his laughsâbut heâd make it very obvious, while you broke your vocal cords shouting at him.
if you werenât dating him youâd probably just choose to waste your expensively, perfectly manicured nails just scratching his mouth so he wouldnât be able to talk anymore.
but despite everything, youâre still his girlfriend, so of course heâll put a hand on your head and pull you onto his chest while you were raging. of course heâd randomly pull you into a hug when he knew you were sulking. of course heâd hold your hand despite disliking physical touch. of course heâd still add some comments while he complemented you, like âyou look pretty, got the dress from the thrift shop i see.â or, âmakeupâs nice. steal it from the free samples?â.
yes, tsukishima would annoy you, tease you, and pester you, but itâs because tsukishima kei loves you. he loves you more than anything in this world. even more than the strawberry shortcakes he buys atleast three times a week, from your shop. :).
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Wanderer x Cheerful! Reader Headcanons
Where you are traveling companions, and he is gentle with you while you are hyperactive and cheerful.
A series of headcanons based on the relationship you would have with Wanderer if you were a bit clumsy, but very happy and hyperactive. It contains a NSFW section and each headcanon section has sample dialogue.
While you talk non-stop about seemingly trivial things, the Wanderer stays silent, listening to you with a mix of exasperation and fascination. Although he pretends not to pay attention, he can remember every detail of your stories.
"And then the cat jumped off the roof and landed right in my arms! Isn't that amazing?"
"More amazing would be if you stopped risking your life for stray animals."
"I wasn't risking my life! I just wanted to help him."
"Of course, because you're the heroine of all the cats in trouble."
He acts like heâs annoyed by it, always having sarcastic comments ready to respond to your quips, but he actually loves seeing you cheer up. Your laughter is a sound heâs learned to value.
"Look! I bought this ribbon for my hair. Don't you think it looks pretty?"
"I don't know what's worse, the ribbon or the amount of time you spent picking it out."
"You're so insensitive! I'm not asking you anything again."
"It suits you, by the way."
Your energy often brings him out of his state of alienation. Although he finds it hard to admit it, being with you makes him feel more connected to the world.
At first, the Wanderer finds it difficult to fully trust you. His fear of being betrayed makes him keep an emotional distance, but your warmth and patience manage to break down his barriers little by little.
"Why do you always act like you're waiting for me to betray you?"
"Because betrayal is the only constant thing I've ever known."
"I'm not like everyone else ."
"That's what everyone says."
When he feels overwhelmed by his past or his internal struggles, it is with you that he finally allows himself to be vulnerable.
"Do you want to talk about it?"
"No. Just⌠stay here."
"I'm always here."
"I don't know why you trust me so much, but⌠thank you."
Sometimes you stay silent, resting your head on his shoulder as he closes his eyes and strokes your hair gently.
He loves to make you blush, Wanderer enjoys seeing you embarrassed too much. It can be as simple as getting too close to you or murmuring something in your ear with his low, soft voice.
"Did you know that you look cute when you're focused?"
"What are you saying?! Don't just say things like that all of a sudden!."
"What's wrong? Can't you handle a simple compliment?"
Your reactions are his weakness, even though he constantly annoys you, if someone else tries to make you uncomfortable, his protective side comes out. No one can bother you except him.
"What's someone like you doing traveling with him? You're probably more of a bother than a help."
"Say it again and make sure you have somewhere to hide afterward."
"Wanderer! It's not that big of a dealâŚ"
"I don't care what they think of me, but no one has the right to talk to you like that"
Although he is not the type to openly express affection, his subtle gestures speak for themselves. He places his large hat on your head when the sun is shining hard. He makes sure you always have enough water or food during your travels.
If you're hurt or tired, he stops immediately, even if he pretends it's for practical reasons.
"It's so hot here! The sun is burning my head!"
"I'll give you my hat. Stop complaining and keep walking."
"Thanks⌠but you could say it nicer, you know?"
"That would be unrealistic."
His touches are slow and deliberate, as if he's afraid of breaking something fragile. He prefers quiet moments where he can hold your hand or play with a lock of your hair while you talk.
"Why do you always look at me like that when I'm talking?"
"Because you make those weird hand gestures. It's⌠entertaining."
"I don't make them weird!"
"Of course not"
Your joy brightens his darkness, your optimism helps him see the world from a more positive perspective. Although he doesn't say it out loud, he realizes that you're a constant light in his life.
"Isn't the sunset beautiful? It's like the sky was hand-painted."
"It's just light refracted off water particles."
"You're so boring! Just admit it, you like it too."
"Maybe a little"
His calmness balances your energy, when you're too excited or anxious, his soft voice and serene presence help to reassure you. Sometimes it's enough for him to take your hand and say, âBreathe. I'm here.â
"Let's go explore that forest! What could go wrong?"
"A lot of things. Starting with your tendency to run without thinking."
"But you would protect me, wouldn't you?"
"That doesn't mean you should purposely put yourself in danger."
Although you're opposites in many ways, you both find something unique in each other that makes you feel complete. To you, he's a safe haven; to him, you're the spark that keeps his soul moving.
Sometimes you argue over silly things, like who's right about a road or how to cook something. It always ends with him winning with his logic and you throwing a pillow or an indignant look at him.
"I told you this was the right path."
"And I told you maps don't lie."
âThen the map is wrong!â
âOr your sense of direction sucks.â
He likes to give you nicknames that annoy you but that you find strangely cute.
âThat silly smile again? I should call you âLittle Sunshine.ââ
âThat's not a nickname! And I don't have a silly smile.â
Even though it's rare, there are times when your clumsiness or your witticisms make him genuinely laugh. When you listen to him, you can't help but stay silent, admiring how beautiful his laugh is.
âIâm fine, donât worry!â
âYouâre a walking disaster.â
âAre you laughing at me?! Itâs so weird to see you laugh!â
âDonât get used to it.â
NSFW.
You notice that something strange is happening when you're talking about anything stupid nonstop and his gaze has a different kind of shine, one that's not curiosity. When you notice that predatory shine and something dark in his eyes, while his pupils descend towards your lips wet from talking so much, you know what he's thinking about instead of paying attention to you.
And so, at the moment when you continue talking, distracted by seeing his eyes like that, you get stuck while speaking and a small smirk covers his lips as he asks you, please, to keep talking.
So, while you are both distracted and trying to continue talking about anything, you notice how his hand absentmindedly travels to your thigh to give it a squeeze.
You're cooked. When Wanderer wants something, he gets it, greetings.
He teases you, whispering in your ear that you dare not continue talking as he begins to lower his lips to your neck.
Likewise, as he fucks you, he murmurs that he would love to see your hyperactive smile that you hide while you bite your lips desperately trying not to moan his name so as not to give him more reasons to tease you.
In truth, he is much softer with you, so those moments are something special. Protect him, he loves you very much, do not hurt him.
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part 9 | supersoldiers!141 x f!reader
cw: +18 sexual content - ageless blogs and minors DNI
the first day of your period goes quite well despite the boysâ clear discomfort from your cramps and their inexperience in balancing it out between them. so does the second day â that being completely free of drama. by the third day of your period, you start to feel the slow rise of your libido. itâs subtle and non-problematic â just the normal amount of horniness you feel after a week without any type of stimulation â, the boys donât even notice it and you try your max to keep it at that, the last thing you need now is to deal with them wanting your first time together to be during your period. the fourth day goes by just as smoothly as the others, with the lot of you driving towards a nearby concrete forest â what you call the now empty places that used to be cities. itâs calm as you do the standard procedure of checking some buildings and collecting samples of the weeds and other plants that had grown in the place, gathering enough information to compose a report to send to your baseâs lab.
your peace and quiet donât last long, the fifth day comes and with it comes someone elseâs insatiable lust. you wake up because of it, someone was jerking off really fucking early in the morning and you didnât even had to make wild guesses about who was awake at that ungodly hour â you and simon were always the ready first for a reason. itâs mean of you, but youâre a bit delighted by the idea that he hasnât finished â youâd know if he did â because he most likely woke everyone up with that. itâs a bit past dawn when you dare to leave your place, meeting kyle and johnny halfway through the path to the clearing.
âhi, guys,â you greet, giving each one of them a peck on the lips before falling into step beside gaz. âwhereâs captain price?â itâs clear by your voice that youâre in a happy mood â probably because todayâs the last day of your period, they think â and that makes the boys happy too â literally.
kyle is giggling with johnny, who answers, âhe woke up early today, left before dawn with simon.â they exchange a knowing look before kyle changes the subject, âdonât let him hear you calling him that, by the way. at least not today.â
ââcaptain priceâ? why? he doesnât like it?â you laugh, distracted, failing to discern the double meaning of his words. they both laugh saying that it was something like that, the three of you falling in a light atmosphere â much different from whatâs surrounding john and simon when you reach the clearing. not again, you think, before realizing that they are not in a sour mood, per se. it was more of a tensioned type of mood, like they are on edge â like they did something wrong and were afraid of getting caught. you narrow your eyes but say nothing, opting to stretch and follow your instructions quietly.
it isnât until youâre gathering your things to get back to your houses that you hear john talking with simon. âgood job behaving today, baby. âm sure kyle will love to give you what you want.â
âyouâre really mean for doing that, yâknow?â comes simonâs voice, gruff and pouty. he keeps complaining as he follows john past you.
âyou werenât exactly good either, were you?â john answers, his teasing tone doing this to your insides. you stop in your tracks as john turns around to look at you, caught eavesdropping their conversation. he laughs, shaking his head. âi swear, youâre all the same.â
youâve gathered the dots by now, summing their conversation with your short convo with the others earlier and you canât help your sharp tone as you talk back, âgonna edge me too, captain?â you tone nonchalant as you walk until youâre side by side, motioning with your hand for them to walk with you. but john holds your forearm, preventing you from walking.
âcertainly looks like thatâs what youâre looking for, sweetheart,â heâs serious, but not in that scary captain way, more like when he calls kyle and johnny out for making out instead of doing the dishes. âare you?â
âno, sir,â you reply, a wave of lust that is not coming from you settling in and you turn to glare at simon for putting you all in this situation. it doesnât help that youâre naturally more willing to fall into that type of spiral during your period, and you can already feel the urge to rub your thighs together â which doesnât help your case, since youâre still bleeding. john chuckles before saying âgood,â letting you go and walking a few steps ahead of you and simon, joining johnny as kyle slows his steps to grab simonâs hand â the two of them are definitely up to something.
you pass by your house to gather a change of clothes before heading towards their cabin, not seeing anyone on the first floor as you enter the place. you hear running water as you walk past johnâs door, knowing heâs showering with an open door â like always, an odd habit to you when you first noticed it, but now completely normal. you catch sight of kyleâs half opened door and reach a hand to rest in the wood, about to push it fully open so you can walk in to shower in his bathroom as usual. but then you hear a familiar sound â an all too known gasp, that you recognize being simonâs. you peek inside the room, taking in the scene in front of you: kyle laying down flat on his back, both his arms resting behind his head as simon bounces on his lap, broad frame moving up and down on the sergeantâs cock as he lets out small cries and pleas. you have to cover your mouth to contain a sound of surprise, biting your lip as you watch the scene like a movie, not daring to step inside. they must have been at it since they got home, because you can feel a knot beginning to form in your lower belly, your core pulsating at the image of kyle sitting up on the bed, his chest brushing against simonâs as his hands find the blond hips, helping his movements. theyâre so big and they look so good together you have to take deep breaths to keep yourself in check, which clearly didnât work. kyle is snapping his eyes to the door, catching your hidden frame and moaning loud enough for you to hear. simon â who is more in tune with kyle than you, because of their activity â feels a rush of intense pleasure, turning his head to the door as well. you couldnât feel more embarrassed at being caught, but that doesnât make you stop looking. you step inside the room just in time to watch simon cumming with a soft whine of gazâs name, who gropes his thighs cumming as well â you feel it very intensely deep in your core, having to fight back the urge to roll your eyes in pleasure.
you stand silent, back pressed to ajar door as you wait for them to catch their breaths. you hear some giggling, raising your eyes to watch them move in the bed. thereâs so much love between them that it makes your heart skip beats in your chest. they share a hug before kyle kisses simon on the lips â passionate, devoted â, leaving small, chaste pecks on his cheek and neck. simon gets up first, legs wobbly and frame clearly still buzzing with the effect of their shared orgasm, but instead of going to the bathroom like you thought he would, he walks over to you. you stare at him doe-eyed, trying really fucking hard not to stare at his naked frame as he stops in front of you with a soft smirk â not shit eating, just amused.
heâs about to say something, but kyle cuts him. âhey, doll?â itâs soft spoken and it has something weirdly twisting in your stomach â is it guilt? couldnât possibly be. kyle is already too close for you to pretend you didnât hear him, hugging simon from behind. âjoin me and si in the shower, câmon,â he motions with his head for you to follow them. itâs not really a request, but youâre about to protest anyways. he doesnât let you, âalready let you shower alone last time, not happening today.â
kyleâs shower is big enough to fit all of you comfortably, but you have to be touching at all times because the space doesn't really allow it otherwise. youâre self-conscious, you quickly realize. not only because youâve never indulged in such an intimate moment with them, you expected youâd have at least said âi love youâ to them by this point. itâs silly, of course, youâre sure they can tell you feel that â but it bothers you that you donât voice it out, it makes it less real.
firstly, none of them have seen you naked yet, all the heavy petting and the times johnny and kyle fingered you â one time each â it was with you fully clothed. so, to be sandwiched between their naked bodies was a big jump for you. they try to seem like they don't mind it too much, but they do â and if they notice your plaguing thoughts, they donât comment on it. but you know they can tell by the way theyâre touching you. itâs not even sexual â once again, youâd know if it was â, you can feel their affection deep in your bones, the way they touch you like they wanted to live in your skin. you give them worship, itâs only right for them to do the same but thatâs different for you, they know it since they felt your insecurity before even meeting you.
you enjoy the silence, definitely enjoying the touch of their skin on yours, the warm water making it so much more cozy. you giggle as you wash kyleâs back and simonâs head, they fight to wash your own hair, settling in simon putting on shampoo and kyle adding conditioner after your hair was rinsed. itâs light and it distracts you from your irrational fear of rejection.Â
they can see that youâre at ease and take the moment to do their usual teasing. kyle is turning the water off as you grab your towel, trying to leave so you can get dried but simon stops you. âyou have to pay a toll if you want tâleave, luvie,â the blond mumbles softly, in a playful tone. he pats his lips with his index twice for you to kiss him, and you do. no protest, no whining, you leave a long peck on his lips. then he points at kyle, whoâs mimicking simoâs movements, jutting his lips out for you to kiss him and you giggle, lips not entirely kissing him as you laugh. you brush your lips together before leaving a final peck on his lips, saying âam i free now?âÂ
they both pretend to be thinking before you push simon jokingly, wrapping yourself in your towel to walk out of the small space. once youâre out, they exchange a glance and make a mental note to talk to john and johnny about your clear resistance in talking about your feelings. it was weird to feel your fear of rejection â like you werenât one of them already â but they knew you couldnât help it. they were together for so long before you even showed up, you thought maybe theyâd never love you like they loved one another. when they step inside the room youâre already dressed and with your hair partially dried.
you help kyle apply cream on his body and lotion on his hair just to have an excuse to touch him some more before drying simonâs dripping hair with a smaller towel â and you did it with so much care that they questioned what they did to deserve you. as the three of you make your way downstairs, itâs not hard to hear the laughs coming from the living room. john is laying on the couch with johnny laying on top of him, theyâre looking at each other like theyâre seeing a celestial phenomena that takes their breaths away. you donât question whatâs on their mind and as they turn to look at your freshly showered frames with the same glint in their eyes, you know you donât have to.
hopefully, youâll find the courage to tell them you feel the same soon enough.
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