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What I liked best about Jinx and Sevika's first post-Silco talk was how well it implies why their grief is so pronounced. Every complaint the two lodged at Silco was an admission at how dependent Silco had become on them, how much he LET himself be dependent. Silco didn't NEED to let Jinx give him his eye medicine, he was perfectly capable of doing so in season one's first act. The same could be said about Sevika, because while it wasn't nearly as extreme as with Jinx, he didn't need to give her so much responsibility. Frankly it's dangerous for a kingpin to give their righthand so much power (it's supposed to be spread around), and everyone noticed, even idiots like Finn.
That's why their loss is so pronounced, in all the years they dedicated to Silco, he gave up just as much of himself to them. Silco weakened himself and trusted Sevika and Jinx to make up for it. They filled eachother out, they needed eachother, and without him there's just a hole what they all used to give eachother.
#arcane#arcane meta#silco#sevika#jinx arcane#the way they complained would have been funny if silco wasn't dead but he is so it's more of a wet laugh#it's really an act of extreme faith that silco lets jinx fight his enemies seeing that at their first encounter she ended up killing#majority of her family and killing none of his allies#and i really want to say more about how sevika just throws herself into her fights (and probably the rest of her work)#like sometimes silco didn't even think it was necessary like fighting vi#but sevika just goes for it to her own detriment at times
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Jason travels to an alternate universe where Bruce only cares about being Batman. He took in each of his kids to serve the mission, not be his children.
Now, faced with alternate versions of his family, Jason has to grapple with the fact that his Bruce does care, that he is his father. Because the man in front of him now, trying to send him home, isn’t even close.
#batman#jason todd#bruce wayne#redhood#batfam#batfamily#this bruce went one of two ways 1) running his kids into the ground and they’re basically unrecognizable to jason or 2) worked them so hard#they couldn’t take it and left the business entirely and he’s completely alone except the JL which doesn’t like him but he is necessary#sure crime is down but bruce’s crusade is just that an actual crusade because he treats his sons like soldiers and everything comes second#to the mission. i don’t even know if damian exists in this universe because the idea of bruce having romantic relationships is laughable#although here he might be more closely aligned to talia because they’re both mission oriented and having a legal heir for their literal#legacy might appeal to him idk. just that jason shows up and it’s like his brothers have military ranks instead of names. none of them have#real jobs or even friends because they eat sleep work live at the manor and would never leave the batcave if it weren’t for public#appearances. it’s insane to see dick without his personality or tim who really does act like a robot and not a person. i don’t know if steph#cass and duke would stick around for this (or alfred for that matter i’m 50/50)#but when jason does get back everyone is shocked that he sticks around the cave and manor for a couple weeks checking in on everyone and#making the effort to do things unrelated to mask business. he has to write a report about the incident and he struggles to even put into#words how wrong it felt. his arguments with bruce also skew slightly because he can’t claim bruce doesn’t care in general just that he#doesn’t care about him or express it enough or in the right way. a far cry from the usual spiel and bruce is concerned so they talk it out
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if tumblr deletes or otherwise permanently screws up this blog, will you make another blog? if so, with a different clan, or with this one?
to be honest, I'd probably end Fallenclan, and possibly start up a new clan. not sure if i'd do it on tumblr or not though, since i don't see an end to these long-standing problems any time soon lol
#fallenasks#id love to say that id give a satisfying conclusion. but ive never been good at ending stories so id probably asteroid the fuckers#i did have some vague ideas for another story tho. but again idk if tumblr would be the place for it#comicfury maybe? but its less of a Community yknow. theres no ask system or anything like that its just like. a place to read books#which is fine but not really what im looking for#idk#hopefully the issue will be resolved and none of that will be necessary!
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intrepid heroes PLEASE watch the seven i am BEGGING YOU
#none of them seem to have watched it#and it would be so helpful#they would know so much more necessary lore about the universe#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#dimension 20#d20#intrepid heroes#the seven
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𝓉𝑒𝒶𝒿𝒶𝓍 : tea x ajax









ajax is no stranger to danger — it comes with the territory of being a fatui harbinger. though, these days, he finds himself carefully considering what used to be an instinct to jump into battle. after all, if he comes back bruised and battered, it would make his dearest tea worry.
for @teataglia ♡
#— teajax!#now why on earth did my phone autocorrect ur ship name to ‘tw ajax’#i’m sorry lmao i had to inform u#alas! no warning is necessary when this ginger is with his dearest tea!!!#waaahhhh u guys are such and autumn couple to me!! all the lingering warmth of summer with the equally warm hues of changing leaves :3#also the dynamic!! i am a sucker for the hardened warrior who is very much a softy for his lover ♡#particularly with childe. bc i feel like people are always questioning his motives#but there's none of that in ur relationship! he is nothing short of genuine when it comes to loving u -- no question about it!#and that much is just proof of how special u are to him :3 and how u have become a safe space for him! he can let his guard down around u#without a second thought! 🥺#if home was a person for childe it would be u~
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the thought of buying and putting together furniture is extremely daunting but essentially every pre-furnished place in edmonton is some sort of townhouse where the evil landlord has divided in into 4 illegal bedrooms
#i was just doing some Quick Maths if i wanted to make life easy and buy all large necessary pieces new (ikea etc) it would be ~1200 dollars#so if staying at a place for 2 years i would have to be saving at least 50$ a month in comparison to a furnished place#which is not that bad actually i would say furnished places are 200-300$ more about here#ofc it would be cheaper to do secondhand but the big issue is i have no car and none of my bros have a truck#I NEED A TRUCK FRIEND#the big issue is bed frame n mattress i feel like a lot of the other stuff i could buy versions that would fit in back of car
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optimism possum came through. talked to the lab techs. one test still (!!!) to go but it’s for sure to be ready this pm.
#altho first he said Another test had to be do e and that one would be ready by 2pm tomorrow#(my appointment is at…3pm so uhh)#But! if they had to redo it then it’d be by thursday (uhhhh)#But! i could go to the labs and get a partial results printing (because the full list wouldn’t be online if a test was missing)#and i could tell my dr which test was missing#but none of that is necessary they Promised by tonight it’d be up#i am going to commit so many acts if this fucking medical streak of fuckery continues#randomness#and to think i used to be anxious of making phone calls#it’s amazing what We Gotta Fix This Fuckery attitude will do for you
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in my heart i do want to leave the long post up, bc it represents my memories. it makes me happy to see them together.
at the same time i don't want the pics to be side-by-side to be compared with each other and i know i can't have it both ways... i know how to curate a presentation and i know how art directors, judges/mods etc will look at it. placing a group of pictures together can unify them, but also highlight the differences between them.
i don't think of the later pictures as being "better" and the earlier ones as being "worse", they're all expressions of my heart, in the form that it took. i am aware that the later ones are more complex in composition, setting, color, detail, etc. ...there are things i would do differently about the earlier ones if i were making them now. but they also aren't aiming to accomplish the same things as the later ones. i feel like they express the feeling that i meant to express.
ive always had a variety of styles, which i play fast and loose with bc expressing myself is what's most important to me. sometimes my heart expresses itself one way, sometimes another. the pictures aren't meant to be compared to each other; they're each meant to serve their own purpose within their context.
the overall effect of an image can really differ depending on what i put it next to. i can grab older pictures and put them next to newer ones to give a variety of impressions of the direction my art has gone:

2015 < > 2024


2015 < > 2018 (please don't make comments like "hot", "sexy" etc.--thank you!!)
2015 < > 2023


2015 < > 2025
this fandom was freeing to me bc it felt like i could just make whatever i wanted. i felt like it didn't matter how it came out, i wasn't trying to win any awards, i could just draw and post anything i felt like. this was one of the main reasons i was able to produce so much work back then. it was pure self-expression. because i loved akoya and i couldn't hold it back. it came out, however it came out, and i had to share it.
and i found and felt love through those works. bc however it came out, people recognized and responded to the feelings in them. and im so grateful for that.
the moment i start to feel like people are looking to me to provide "good" content or to compare it and pick what's "better", if i start to feel like people expect me to make more and more finished and polished work or prefer it when i do, it starts to lose its purpose for me. because that was never my reason for making it. it was always a way for me to exist in the world, for my heart to be seen and heard.
i will never make every picture fully rendered, even if it could make me more popular, because some pictures aren't meant to look that way. sometimes they're just meant to exist, in whatever form they take. sometimes they're just meant to look very small like this and that is exactly how they're supposed to be
im grateful to everyone who has loved my akoyas all these years, in all the forms they take. \T/////T/ thank you so much!! \;;~~~;;/
#my text#long post#i ultimately do want to leave the long post up#but im also aware that presenting them together makes it harder for them to shine individually#it would break my heart to take it down but it also kind of breaks my heart to leave it up knowing that#but i think ultimately taking it down would feel worse. i planned it for years and its meant to honor akoya and all the time ive spent here#and i don't want to take that away. i would never be ashamed of akoya#besides if i don't put the pics together; they just won't be looked at at all#people could still go back and find flaws in them by themselves but being part of a group does give them interest as well#i posted how i felt in public bc i wanted to be talked out of deleting it. and im glad that i was ;;#i wrote this for myself to process how i felt about it and im not sure i need to put it up now#the post is already old now and none of this really matters anymore so i might just be bringing it up again if i post it#but i really spent a lot of time writing it so ... i will say it. i will express myself#it's not really necessary to reply though. i made my peace with it so it might be better to let the topic rest#oh also apparently it was a trick of tumblr that made me think i lost 80 followers after posting it bc the number went back#idk how that happened but im a bit relieved bc i did think it was weird LOL;;; ive made long posts before and not lost so many
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I always find it funny when I come across posts about Wammy's House disbanding "now that Near is L" bc logically speaking that wouldn't be the case 😭 after how many of the orphanage's best died to catch ONE criminal (Kira) including L himself, they know better than ever that Near could also drop dead at any point. Even Near himself is aware of this. And then what. Who'll become the next L? Who'll save the world if not for these geniuses? This orphanage's a generational prison I fear
#◜✧ . ❪ ooc. ❫#The thought of Wammy's no longer existing bc they found a successor to L is so asdjshdsasjhd. Nawh babe that's ONE L 💔#What if the new L dies too. Let's be real why would anyone gamble on the possibility of Near dying & there being no one to replace him#Near is ironically enough more humane than Watari was but he's Logical. I doubt he'd do smth that'd jeopardize what Watari & L worked for#Plus Roger's crusty ass still exists 🙄 no way he'd allow for Watari's project to flatline at least til HE dies too. And even then.#I feel like most if not every Wammy orphan was groomed in such a way that they'd internalize the importance of this orphanage in the world#which makes sense bc if they all believe it's necessary then there's no shot that they'll ever let it get destroyed/disbanded/etc#Some I think find it important BECAUSE of its ties to L/the succession process; others because they have it sm easier to save#the world with all the connections & resources Wammy's offers them at their fingertips; and others because there are Few orgs in the world#that can handle geniuses properly. Wammy's is one such place in which geniuses can thrive (while they're still alive...) & where they're#only/mostly surrounded by other geniuses. aka they get to be sponsored in their preferred areas while ALSO being able to chat with#other geniuses who could help them via breakthroughs or even just via understanding what they say. which is rare around Regular folk#Hell TOBIAS dislikes Wammy's in general but even HE wouldn't disband it. He dgaf abt the L part but he gaf abt the Other parts of it#Plus like it or hate it Wammy's represents the only home these genius orphans have in the world 😬 none of them would take that#away from others who are like them (<-aka the future gens of genius orphans w nowhere to go). This house will exist for Many Generations
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Honestly I think that if your Take on Israel involves it being any Special Kind Of Evil it's likely based on some kind of antisemitic theory. The Israeli government is doing blatant crimes against humanity in front of everyone, but it's unfortunately not special. There are multiple genocides ongoing perpetuated by different countries and governments right now because humanity has been doing this since the start of recorded history.
Netanyahu is not a special kind of evil, Israel is not a special kind of evil, its actually an extremely typical kind of evil. Which doesn't mean it can be ignored, absolutely speak out against it and put your voice behind the Palestinian people. They'll need it now that the ceasefire has ended again. But trying to conspiracy theory out how actually the Zionists are running everything or trying to make the Israeli people out as being somehow more evil or more likely to lie than any other group of people? That's just antisemitism and its been rampant ever since people felt like they had an excuse to let loose.
#eri talks#i have not forgotten the absolute disgusting garbage people have spit out about Israeli civilians#that never would have been said about any other civilian population no matter how awful their government is#the 'rape and torture didn't happen but if they did it was a good thing and totally justified' has been off the charts#even though none of it is necessary to support Palestinians because you should be able to support human rights regardless#anyway. check yourself and what you're spreading even if you're Totally Sure that its not antisemitism#because it's an ancient prejudice ingrained in several cultures and people have been following those dogwhistles for months now
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Ok so literally no pressure, but I do have a kofi and if anyone feels like showing appreciation for my writing or art or I guess my cat via its medium, now would be a good time because there's a thing I really want to buy and I don't have enough birthday money left over for it lmao
(the thing is an art oriented android tablet. So that I can still draw shit when post work exhaustion compels me to collapse in bed against my desire to,,, you know, draw things.)
Link to my Kofi 👌
#life of sponty#cannot emphasise enough that this is not a necessary expenses thing#this is an if you feel like tipping a very tired artist thing#like man i literally just have to collapse in the afternoon#probably at least partially post viral fatigue#never quite recovered from covid#i still get exhausted walking a 20min round trip to the pharmacy most days. wack#rehab do be slow#anyway i have enough birthday money for like two thirds of the thing#any amount of the last third that yall feel like contributing would be lovely#but if none of you are feeling it i will simply have to engage my patience gland and fucking wait a while#which i am theoretically capable of#the last third is about £100 btw#tablets are money. unfortunately
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So, a lot of the research being put into this fic doesn't actually end up in the final product- it's just background stuff that's good for me to know, like the history of westward expansion and the cultures that modern cowboy pastiche is profiting off of. I like knowing the sociohistorical context of what I'm riffing off of. But in some of the more practical parts of my research, I have found a need to specify 'western riding' or 'horse' or 'cowboy' at the end of my searches. The reason being, if you look up enough things like chaps and whips and crops and rope *without* specifying, the google algorithm starts to get a really specific idea about who you are and what it is that you're using these things for 😭
#my targeted ads are about to get so fascinating.#the crop and whip ones are more out of curiosity than anything. Nobody's going to be using them on horses in the fic#(i mean. or on any other multipurpose uses given the rating)#but I was just wondering if they're actually as cruel to use on a horse as it seems like it would be.#there's varying schools of thought and it seems to boil down to a more intense version of spur discourse-#which is 'there's limited times in which it may be necessary but modern riding culture is moving away from it on the whole'.#but it's also important to take into consideration how things are used in real ranch work and cattle roping#versus dressage and show horsemanship and racing.#and ultimately none of this holds much relevance to the fic itself since I'm not keen to explore the ethical situational intricacies of-#-whips but it is fascinating to read about.#even though i do kind of have s&m by rihanna stuck in my head now.
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okay so I'm playing Stardew 1.6 and the only mod I've been using so far is UI Info Suite but I want to start gradually adding mods. I'm currently in Winter Year 1 and on track to finish the community center as soon as Spring rolls around, and I want to figure out my schedule for adding mods to this playthrough. so, a poll
#none isn't an option bc i miss mods v much#i'm thinking expanded is at the top of the list#chests anywhere would be good but not necessary#out of these automate is on the bottom of my list#my farm isnt complicated enough to really need it yet so i'm okay with that getting pushed to later in year 2 or beginning of year 3#Stardew#stardew valley#stardew valley 1.6
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the thing abt hesperos is he didnt need to do literally any of that bullshit and he did anyways, as a little treat for me. all he had to do was go off the rails and do a little murder but he went "hear me out i want to write a play and your role is Tank, Now", custom built his own magical girl transformation sequence and went "ok i am directing the play. and if you dont get to your places, i will kill you with explosion" when really all his job was was "stab these guys for me". when he pulls out his cape he has to reassure you hes wearing it for a reason actually and not just because he thinks its cool because hes pre-emptively defensive about wearing a huge stupid cape. he didnt need to do all that. that was just what happens when you give a homosexual dracula powers.
oops im talking about him again goddamnit
#buzzings#i love him hes everything to me#there is indeed a tragedy in the halls of asphodelos#NONE of anything he did was necessary except the evisceration and even then he had to be like#no no. its elegant.#im eviscerating you with class dont get it twisted#'this chalmys is no mere affectation' but like you admit its at least part affectation then right#like how cool you would feel in a big stupid cape came first and then the concept of channeling aether into it was second#you cant fool me you big gay nerd
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Contemplating the concept of "potential" when it comes to intelligence and realizing how heartbreaking Logan's "Dreams come true, that's news to me" line in the Crofters Musical.
#screaming into the void#definitely not okay today lads#i'm finding myself grieving my intelligence and contemplating if it was ever there to begin with#when i was younger i excelled in science so everyone assumed that i was a gifted kid despite my very obvious struggles in math and spelling#i was told over and over if i could just apply myself to other subjects the way i did with science#then i would do better in those subjects and reach my full potential#my identity was hung on my intelligence for me by the adults in my life none of them even considering a learning disability#now as an adult it all feels meaningless#especially having been forced into going to college where it was made very quickly and abundantly clear that I wasn't actually gifted#i was just average#that was absolutely devastating to me and it's a thing i struggle with and i want to be angry about it but i dont know how to be#i was told over and over in childhood that i could be anything when i grew up that i could do anything if i just put my mind to it#then recieved little to no actual educational support for any of it especially when i discovered writing#and i dont know if i was never as smart as i was told i was or never even had the potential i was told i had#or if i just didnt have enough support#i dont believe in myself anymore and i dont think i was ever actually believed in by the adults in my life either#i think they would have supported me better if they had#or maybe they just didnt know how to#my dad has wondered and questioned me about where my drive ans passion went and i dont have the heart to tell him that#it evaporated when he told me i wouldn't be successful as a writer when he told me that i would only be successful by going to college#when he constantly questioned everything i did and made me doubt myself over and over again#i dont know how to combat this feeling of worthlessness that comes from feeling lied to about my intelligence as a kid#i dont know how to comfort myself in the face of realizing i probably didnt have all then potential i was promised i had#and even if i did at one point have it i lacked the support necessary to nuture and grow it#how does one grieve being promised the world only to find out that was never truly an option?#how does one become comfortable with learning and growing again when it's been made to feel unsafe#and a threat to their frail sense of identity?#how does one find peace and contentment in an ordinary life when they were promised so much more?#not just promised so much more but expected to be so much more and now feel the weight of expectation on them?#i feel like i was promised the world and told that it would be easy to conquer and when it wasnt it was due to my own fault and failings
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heyooo, you don't have to answer this but i really like the way you write but when i try to write that way i feel it so cringe and purple prose. do you have any tips?
hii, first thank you. second, i wish lol i'm an amateur too and i find my writing really cringe and purple prosey as well sometimes.
i think my only tip is to kill your darlings if it's not flowing right or feels too convoluted. you can use that second pretty imagery or metaphor some other time, just stick to one. i have fics that could be 30k shorter if i knew how not to waffle in prose fr.
oh and also! focus it on one or two things. i find that you have a more vivid image when you describe and pretty up one or two elements instead of everything your character can see/feel/touch. like how the light falls in a scene and the way the air feels on their skin instead of the light and the air and the bird above and the scent of the flowers and their heartbeating on and on, yknow.
#i hear restraint and editing down are the essential skills#i dont have either lol but i try#i would say having as many simple and direct sentences in between all your waxings is important to making it feel not to much too#im trying to get rid of dialogue tags almost entirely and kinda stress/cut my sentences with action prose instead BUT only when necessary#none of these apply to what i wrote last bc that was full on self-indulgent waxing#anyway#mimi talks
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