#OSDD system

[moonlitmeadowsys]

shoutout to systems without innerworlds and systems whose innerworlds function differently than the “norm”.

you aren’t any less of a system because of your innerworld, or lack thereof.

[earthboundcollective]

Can someone just tell me in what way endos hurt others like.. respecting more systems doesn't disrespect the other ones??? Having a definition to not take away the definition of Traumagenic systems doesn't... Invade the Traumagenic space??? It's.. making a new space??? What is everyone on about..

[lorelei-system]

Nobody seems to talk about being a little in a system who has to pretend to be a grown-up a lot. I know this may not apply to all systems, but at least for us, our child alters are a lot more like permanently age regressed adults than actual children. We can mask as adults when necessary, but that can also make us feel bad.

Sometimes I wish I was a real kid without all these responsibilities. Something as small as being praised for something that most adults take for granted makes my day. I wish I could act, and be treated, like an actual child all the time, but part of us having to stay covert and function as an adult, with an adult life, is that I have to pretend to be an adult even though I’m not.

But when I see people on here say that littles shouldn’t be on the internet at all, it confuses me. Maybe there’s some sys kids out there who aren’t mature enough to protect themselves, and take care of themselves. But for us, our littles tend to be the toughest alters. We’re the ones that have been around the longest, that had to endure some of our worst trauma. Our innocence was already stolen, so treating us like innocent children doesn’t make much sense in my opinion.

But of course, every system is different. I just find it patronizing to see random people on the internet say that it’s not good to let littles on here. Sys kids are a lot more complex than you think. We’re different because of what we’ve been through, and how much we’ve already seen.

-Sophie (she/her, little)

[lefluoritesys]

Yet another thing I don't see talked about in the DID community: the host anxiety of letting go of front.

Obviously it doesn't happen to every system, as some systems don't even have a host; but can we talk about the fear and anxiety about potentially never coming back to front if you fully let go, as a host? I dealt with it for a year and a half until I was able to actually start letting go and sitting off front for long periods of time. But there were times when 5 minutes off front fully caused me panic attacks.

This fear especially comes when you are a baby (newly discovered) system. This feeling that you built a life for yourself, and suddenly, you feel like you'll lose it to other people. And it's not that you want it all for yourself, but losing it entirely is what's scary. And there is usually a whole inner world behind you... who knows what happens inside of it, what it can do, who lives there? As well as, it's scary to let go of control of events IRL. Who knows how others would handle it, even if you know them well already?

And that's just our reasons.

Moral of the story: y'all are not alone, and it gets better.

-host

[zero-templates]

I made lgbt and disabled pixels for my simply plural, all of these sets are out rn ! (though that's just the sets, I'll still be making more pixels)

( read my pinned before interacting )

[ghost-of-a-system]

1k ??!?

oh wow, we really don't know what to say! this is so surreal and we are so so honored to have so many people who enjoy the work we put out.

we cannot thank you all enough for the endless support and thoughts you have shared with us over these past... *checks calendar* ..six months! it brings us so much joy to be able to bring any sense of comfort, perspective, or even just entertainment to all of you with our comics and words.

this blog has allowed us a lot of healing, exploration, and increased understanding of ourselves and others. we feel a lot happier and more comfortable with ourselves through hearing all of your thoughts, as well as people we've met because of this account. we cannot express our appreciation enough.

so, from the bottom of our hearts, thank you, thank you one thousand times over, for letting us share our experiences with you. and we happily look forward to the future with each of you <3

[autopsycollective]

more stress leading to more alters leading to even more stress, is a cycle that literally just feels like hell.

[spydrrr]

He's a pretty pretty princess

This is a drawing of our Discord alter!! This is NOT fanart or a redesign!!

He uses any pronounes besides she/her!! ^^

[boxesforsys]

This system bites userboxes! This is for when your friends just... need a lil nom. A lil nibble. >:3 Click for quality!

[delphientropy]

what fucking sucks about your family not knowing about multuple of your disorders (namely autism and did) youll be on the bed, blurry, head hurt, very low spoons, nothing is real and your body is not yours and everything feels Wrong, i dont even know who the fuck i am, and your dad comes in like hey wake up do the cat litter

[moonlitmeadowsys]

remember that you don’t owe anyone any information about your system, especially fake claimers.

i understand the desire to try and prove your “realness” to fake claimers by listing a, b and c about your system, but that’s incredibly dangerous. you’re not going to change their minds no matter what you say, and you’re only giving them more information about you that they can use maliciously.

stay safe, y’all <3

[starspeckedsys]

These are so Asher coded it’s beautiful

[noodles-in-the-sink]

“The worst system struggles are this!!”

“No, the worst system struggles are that!!”

LOUD INCORRECT BUZZER

I think deep down we all know that the worst struggles are when your headmates get the stupidest fucking vocal stims and will NOT stop saying them. Currently going insane because the co-host repeats “I am absolutely PENISED!!” every third second

[nearsightedbat]

I see a lot of *meet the alters* type stuff on here and other social media platforms.

It concerns me a lot and I wonder if people especially the younger people with DID/OSDD or BPD with dissociative parts. Realize how dangerous that can be to put out all that information about your alters.

I can make a post explaining why that is dangerous if anyone is interested.

[pseudonym-creatures]

how the fuck, in my first day in existence (new interject) , did I manage to have three panic attacks, bake bread, and get frontstuck with the only person as ill equipped as as me to deal with being frontstuck, and go on a walk

[fairie-angel]

DAAARLING GUESS WHOS BACK FROM JAIL (headspace)