#So. Im not optimistic
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The anime about how the aggressive exploration of workers is dehumanizing, isolating and alienates them from their labor and traps them in cycles of abuse where they can't afford to leave, nor have the time to look for another job.... where the main character had a job at a production company.....
Has been delayed permanently due to *checks notes* "production issues" the irony is palpable
#Zom 100#Anime#Anime industry#It could be a normal reason#But also the last time an anime was delayed this significantly#It was because Cloverworks put someone in the hospital due to overwork#So. Im not optimistic
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personal happiness or what the fuck ever
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#xmen#xmen comics#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#jeans here too but ssh#snap sketches#i havent posted anything in what feels like forever and i GUESS i have to remind people i do draw sometimes. whatever.#aka in my brain i have at LEAST a five-page doujin where this gets incredibly nsft but i dont have TIME for that these days do i#so for now we get just. these scribbles. ill be able to make something exemplary again someday i swear <- optimistic#i think im going to close my comms off for the rest of december once i get through the batch i have now#which ... doesnt sound hard since the amount i have will probably take me to the end of december anyway 💀#i just need everyone to believe me i have better visions for yaoifying issue 309 .... the opportunity is right there...#like wdym the dream sequence is gon end on a panel of erik's eyes as he reinforces the idea charles needs happiness like scott and jean's..#call up your ex. right now charles.#what got me peeved about this issue is i have no idea what color eriks outfit could be vjaeLVKEJARK its like.#is he wearing a lab coat over a suit .... i think thats the intention ... or maybe it is a trench coat....#idk shit for me to figure out if i ever get the time to explore this thing again#LIKE UGH IM SCREAMING i have Such Visions that i dont have time to execute and theyre killing me#maybe ill just write them down idfk <- trying to write fanfiction ends even worse for me than trying to draw#anyways. im gonna drive myself mad good night everyone#i have to go to a christmas party tomorrow night. later tonight. whatever.#BYE
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How did your meeting go with the surgeons?
it was memorable
#sci speaks#the sci files#im glad i've done all the research. i feel okay. i feel safe and confident. and the doctors have all been really kind and helpful.#lots of good vibes. and they're moving me through the system so quickly. i'm glad it'll be dealt with so soon.#feels so crazy that this has been going on. right under my skin. and it's all explained now and i feel so much more in control.#i know whats going on!! with my funky body!! no more unanswered questions!!#i feel really good these days. optimistic. i feel like i understand myself a lot more and it means i'm better to myself.#but you'll all have to be patient with me. please be patient with me like i've learnt to be patient with myself.
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In the interest of giving my hand a break, here's something a little less refined - I really just wanted to draw Erica in this top of mine but i couldn't not add her boys. the terrible trio of my heart.
First time drawing all 3 of them, looking forward to capturing them better in the future 🫰
#Teen wolf#Erica Reyes#Vernon Boyd#Isaac Lahey#my art#boyd is BEAUTIFUL im mad i didn't do him justice but it's a steep learning curve#drawing 3 new characters in one drawing was... optimistic of me#also in the interest of me FINISHING MY WIPS everytime i finish something I've scribbled down two new ideas in the meantime#i have 6(!!!) active wips rn#pls#i spent so long savoring every idea and rendering everything out bc i spent weeks between with no inspo and now it's everything all the tim#luxury problem
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NEW KIRBY FORGOTTEN LAND CONTENT I COULD CRYYYYYYY
OF COURSE ILL DRAW MY CRACK THEORIES LATER!!!!!
#kirby#kots#kirby of the stars#kirby forgotten lands#kirby star crossed#when i say i cried in the middle of class#grown ass man (me)#DID YOU SEE THE CRYSTALS???#CALL ME CRAZY BUT THIS IS CONNECTED TO THE NOVELS#LIKE??? THOSE CRYSTALS ARE CLEARLY THE ONES FROM THE KIRBY FIGHTER TWO NOVEL#THATS THE CRYSTAL THAT MADE DEDEDE AND META KNIGHT GAY AND EVIL#Also Bandana wearing a different hat is so kirby novels coded#it’s been so long since I’ve felt this happy i truly expected nothing from this direct#and hey happy kirby air ride to all who celebrate it#im also excited but less so because I’m afraid sakurai won’t include anything modern#cautiously optimistic#also you guys know im a great Galacta Knight fan#THEY ARE GOING TO APPEAR FINALLY IN CANON TRUST#THIS IS ALL SO GALACTA CODED THEYRE DEFINITELY COMING BACK#MY CRACK THEORY IS THAT PERHAPS WE’RE FREEING THEM#AND THAT FRIENDLY NEW THING THAT WE FREE ARE PARTS OF THEIR SOUL OR SOMETHING#LIKE WITH LEONGAR#im very normal about this
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werewolf wip wednesday 🐺
"Anakin--" the snarl is immediate and predictable, but Obi-Wan doesn't toss him out of his lap and onto the ground, which Anakin thinks must be a win. Which Anakin thinks is as good as a flag of surrender.
"That's not what you called me," Anakin says because he thinks maybe he should lay all of his sabacc cards out on the table. His knees slot naturally, perfectly around Obi-Wan's hips, and his master's hands fall to his waist. His grip on him is tight to the point of pain. Anakin relishes in it, the ache of it. He'll get bruises. Good. That's good. Obi-Wan had ordered--intimidated?--an entire tank's worth of bacta to heal Anakin of his other bruises and scrapes. It feels right that Obi-Wan should add his own now to the newly bare canvas of Anakin's skin.
"Padawan..."
Anakin rests his mech hand on Obi-Wan's chest and tangles his fingers in the short edges of his hair. "Closer," he murmurs, tipping forward until there's hardly breathing room between their bodies.
Obi-Wan's eyes fall shut as if he is in a great deal of pain. But--his mouth opens. Just slightly, almost as if he cannot help himself. Almost as if he is tasting the air for Anakin's scent. Maybe he is. After all, Anakin must not smell right. He must smell like chemicals, like bacta. He hadn't had the chance to wash off in a sonic between receiving the report from Rex and storming to Obi-Wan's quarters. If Obi-Wan had laid a claim to him by scenting him all those hours ago against that cliffside on Craul, it's most certainly been covered up and washed away.
But Anakin is a good mate. In fact, Anakin can be the best mate Obi-Wan could possibly want. He lets his head fall back further, highlighting the bump in his throat and its vulnerable tendons and what must be his racing pulse, and uses his hold on Obi-Wan's hair to push him closer until his nose bumps up against the edge of his jaw. He can't fight the shiver that rushes through him at the sensation, nor can he fight the way he can feel his body begin to respond to this position he's manipulated them into.
It's not his fault. Obi-Wan's beard feels indescribably good along his skin. It had all those hours ago too, but it's different now. It's different now that he knows beyond a shadow of a doubt that Obi-Wan does not view him as his pup who he must scent for his own protection. That any claim Obi-Wan leaves on his skin, he is not leaving out of some parental sense of duty or platonic weakness he cannot curb. Mate leaves no room for platonic. It leaves no room for parental.
"Why do you test me so?" his master murmurs, though it sounds more like a groan.
#kit's fics#obikin#if you cant tell obi-wan accidentally thought of anakin as mate once#during a moment of high stress and while he was technically a wolf#and anakin has zero zilch negative nothing plans to let that go or be normal about it#(this is just after anakin climbs into obi-wan's lap)#but before he pushes obi-wan into snapping and throwing him onto the ground#(and following after him)#(for sex)#aiming for tomorrow?#feels too optimistic to even say tbh#was aiming for last week </3#im typing it into the ao3 text box tho#so hopefully this gets my gears going faster#finally broke 7k tho!!
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hey actually i do feel like i should make this post because people are so often surprised when I mention that my instagram is monetized. any business account (you can tell that it's a business account because the bio has a subtitle labeling the type of business they are) that has over 10k followers on instagram is eligible for reels monetization and any account with over 15k is eligible for post monetization. There is no requirement to disclose whether or not any given post is monetized, and every post is monetized by default when you opt-in to monetization. be cognizant of what you see and what you like. the payout system is engagement-based and rewards ragebait and engagement farming. and if you are a small artist or content creator, DO NOT let large business accounts repost your work without compensation. they are making money off of you and hoping you won't notice.
#making money from content creation isnt inherently bad obv thats what i do but jesus ever since being monetized#i see those huge fucking meme pages with 'public figure' business affiliation posting twitter screenshots twice a day and im just like#ok so you're a leech. youre stealing other peoples jokes for profit#sigh. whatever#anyways psa instagram monetization is easy. many people you follow are probably monetized. do with this info what you will#personal#also alternative more optimistic takeaway: PLEASE LIKE PEOPLES WORK ON INSTAGRAM IF YOU ENJOY IT. LIKES ARE WHAT PAYS FOR IMAGE POSTS
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alba is doing british f4 alongside f1 academy. she's part of chris dittmann racing, and the first british f4 (dont mistake it for gb4!) race is already this month, 26th-27th of april at donnington park. you'll be able to watch it on youtube here
#alba hurup larsen#f1 academy#women in motorsport#I have thoughts!!!!!! so many#so happy for her#dont know if Im too optimistic for the future?#but as someone whose been following her career for a while now#(admittedly her career is a recent one so not that long. but you get the point)#I am so !!!!!!!!#about the news#need to sleep now but maybe I'll make another post tomorrow
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missed the boys' birthdays but wanted to draw something regardless 💙💛
#they definitely had joint birthdays as kids idc#i put 86 because im brave and stupidly optimistic 👍#byler#byler fanart#will byers#mike wheeler#will byers fanart#mike wheeler fanart#stranger things#stranger things fanart#my art#yippee#hes back yall#miwi#wiseheart#the dio shirt im insane#what else do i tag its been so long
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the closer we get to arcanes finale the more worried i am bc so often .. if not always .. things i like end in a way that i dislike so much it ruins everything else for me
and im so worried they pull a 'this is a multiverse' thing bc then they can say every skin is somehow canon bc its all different universes you seeeeee and jayce went mad bc he lived through all of them or something, or force it to end in a way that makes the champions end up like they are in game- Vi is a shitty cop, Jinx is just heehoo craycray bc xyz etc
#ganondoodles talks#personal#arcane#sorry i cant help but be rather pessimistic#and i know with the skin universes its kinda a multiverse already but like#a multiverse and different AUs are a different thing for me#i cant imagine how they can make this all end in a satifying way with just three more episodes with so many questions still#like the thing with isha and vander only happens so jinx loses every bit of sanity she had left and Vi goes welp#time to be a shitty enforcer#and then singed takes warwick again and makes him full wolf like in game and theres no connection left anymore bc his memory is fully cooke#or some shit#i REALLY dont want to be pessimistic but uh .... it usually happens with whatever i like and it has scarred me a little#i dont even know whats up with mel either??? they did the whole black rose stuff but#thats pulling in so much lore from noxus ... HOW can they make sense of it in 3 episodes?????#unless they make it a shitty teaser for more to come or soemthing i guess??#.. in any case- whenever i tried to be optimistic and then got disappointed anyway it hit me way harder#so im just gonna go with expecting the worst i can imagine so theres hope left to be surprised in a good way#after all they did go with warwick in a way i really liked for act 2 that is ... though the end im meh about#not a fan of the weird hexcore bullcrap in general tbh#though i like victor ... he was so nice to warwick .. even though i wish he wasnt a cult leader now lmao
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IT'S WYLDFYRE. THEY DIDN'T CENSOR HER NAME IN THE CAPTIONS, WYLDFYRE IS GETTING A BOYFRIEND. THIS ISN'T A FUCKING DRILL TOT
#WHO SAID SHE COULD BE STRAIGHT ???#/j#im cautiously optimistic about this TOT#knowing DR they are better at writing familial relationships and romantic ones based on cole and geo#so maybe we're in for a GOOD het ninjago ship?#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#raine's rambles#ninjago spoilers#wyldfyre ninjago#ninjago wyldfyre
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i dont remember why i drew this
#this post is also for people with cptsd / bpd / any other kinds of parts too btw. i love you and we are all gonna heal#kostik draws#actually did#actually dissociative#actually cptsd#possibly the stupidest thing ive ever drawn but it made me weirdly happy#i am not this optimistic irl but i had to force it. theres only so far you can go being miserable yanno. lets have some positive energy#oh now i remember. i was thinking about how there are no did comics about recovery#its only about ohh symptom ohh infographic#and thats well and good but we need more recovery representation#anyway#i should ... eat dinner ...#the stupid i ❤️ being one person shirt doodle makes me laugh. i need it irl actually#also this may not look vulnerable but this is Very Vulnerable to me please be nice#im putting a piece of my soul onto the great big internet please show it kindness#ok ty#DID tag#self portraits
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dude what if our tech deck riders held hands 😳
#sk8 the infinity#renga#sk8 the infinity fanart#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#reki kyan#langa hasegawa#dahls art#experimented with how I applied colors on this#Idk how apparent that is tho lol#I hate rendering with a passion so I’m trying to find ways to add some life to pieces without having to go All In#and I kinda tried that here#not entirely happy with what I did BUT I do like how this looks overall if that makes sense#this is also the first time after experimenting where I’ve felt optimistic#im actually excited about coloring again soon ??? bc I feel like im on the brink of something#even tho I didn’t really do anything special here to begin with#but yeah ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#ANYWAY I love reki and i love langa and i love renga#they are so dear to me :’)#pls click tumblr torpedoed the quality wah#also I think it’s extremely funny how langa’s looking at reki as if he can see through his hair ajfhjs
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Some character busts I sketched out for the most recent chapter of Heroes in the Dark!
#bnha#boku no hero academia#mha#my hero academia#fumikage tokoyami#bnha mirko#rumi usagiyama#tokoyami fumikage#geten#mr compress#heroes in the dark#hitd#fanart#my art#bnha fanfic#fanfiction#yeah nobody's really having a good time#mirko stays optimistic tho#im not used to drawing compress's face#still cant believe hes so pretty
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my bf, in the process of making art: well…. i’m hopeful about it at least
me: yay! my optimism is rubbing off on you!
bf: you’re ruining my life.
#cuore tag#NNSSJSKSKSKSJJSSK#he meant that me making him an optimist is ruining his life but w/o context that sounds so fucking mean JSKSKSKSJ#he was immediately like ‘WAIT NO I MEANT THE OPTIMISM IS RUINING MY LIFE NOT YOU IM NOT A MISOGYNIST’
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*sigh* thoughts on Nintendo's botw/totk timeline shenanigans and tomfoolery?
tbh. my maybe-unpopular opinion is that the timeline is only important when a game's place on the timeline seriously informs the way their narrative progresses. the problem is that before botw we almost NEVER got games where it didn't matter. it matters for skyward sword because it's the beginning, and it matters for tp/ww/alttp (and their respective sequels) because the choices the hero of time makes explicitly inform the narrative of those games in one way or another. it matters which timeline we're in for those games because these cycles we're seeing are close enough to oot's cycle that they're still feeling the effects of his choices. botw, however, takes place at minimum 10 thousand years after oot, so its place on the timeline actually functionally means nothing. botw is completely divorced from the hero of time & his story, so what he does is a nonissue in the context of botw link and zelda's story. thus, which timeline botw happens in is a nonissue. honestly I kind of liked the idea that it happened in all of them. i think there's a cool idea of inevitability that can be played with there. but the point is that the timeline exists to enhance and fill in the lore of games that need it, and botw/totk don't really need it because the devs finally realized they could make a game without the hero of time in it.
#i really do have a love-hate relationship with this timeline#because it's FASCINATING lore. genuinely. and i think it carries over the themes of certain games REALLY well#but i also think it's indicative of a trend in loz's writing that has REALLY annoyed me for a long time#which is this intense need to cling to oot#and on a certain level i get it. that was your most successful game probably ever. and it was an AMAZING game.#and i think there's definitely some corporate profit maximization tied up in this too--oot was an insane commercial success therefore you'r#not allowed to make new games we need you to just remake oot forever and ever#and that really annoys me because it makes certain games feel disjointed at best and barely-coherent at worst.#i think the best zelda games on the market are the ones where the devs were allowed to really push what they were working with#oot. majora. botw. hell i'd even put minish cap in there#these are games that don't quite follow what was the standard zelda gameplay at their time of release. they were experimental in some way#whether that be with graphics or puzzle mechanics or open-world or the gameplay premise in its entirety. there's something NEW there#and because the devs of those games were given that level of freedom the gameplay really enforces the narrative. everything feels complete#and designed to work together. as opposed to gameplay that feels disjointed or fights against story beats. you know??#so I think that the willingness to allow botw and totk to exist independently from the timeline is good at the very least from a developmen#standpoint because it implies a willingness to. stop making shitty oot remakes and let developers do something interesting.#and yes i do very much fear that the next 20 years of zelda will be shitty BOTW remakes now#in which botw link appears and undergoes the most insane character assassination youve ever seen in your life#but im trying to be optimistic here. if botw/totk can exist outside the timeline then we may no longer be stuck in the remake death loop#and i'm taking eow as a good sign (so far) that we're out of the death loop!! because that game looks NOTHING like botw or oot.#fingers crossed!!#anyway sorry for the game dev rant but tldr timeline good except when it's bad#asks#zelda analysis
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