#aesthetics shit

[o-o-lover-o-o]

💜💙 MY LIFE 🩷 💛

My world isn't black and white. My world is full of colors and patterns that make me mesmerized by how beautiful every single detail is. But these details and colors overwhelm me.

The way the vivid colors reflect to my soul through my eyes, it hurts my eyes like a thousand colorful needles poking at my iris. The vibrant colors, inserted inside my eyeballs. The light penetrated from my pupils to my brain. My head aches, my eyes water at the sight of the vivid hues. I crave beauty but never I desire pain. For without it, my life would be devoid of light and color, a bleak and lifeless existence.

The way the patterns that surround me slowly start to stick and blend in my skin and it won't come off, even on how much I scrub on it. It's scary, but I know there's a purpose to it. To make me stronger and resilient, yet I continue to rub and scrub because of this foreign sensation in my skin. Self harm is not a good idea for self improvement, it's always a bad thing; I continue to scrub my skin 'till it peels with a burning sensation. In a desperate attempt to remove the print from within. My fingers ache, my skin, raw from the effort, but still, they scrape, and the marks do not relent. Like a stain that won't fade, they cling to my flesh. The imprint is a constant, haunting reminder. But I will not give in, I will not retreat. For the pain of my touch cannot overpower me. I will scrub 'till the print is gone, 'til my hands are raw. My skin peeled and is bleeding, from the intensity of my efforts. For I will not let his mark remain, a stain on my soul. But in the end, I was the one who's hurting myself instead of the print. It was all the consequences of my actions, to why I'm living life like this. And to why the patterns keep adding up. I keep adding up the patterns

💗💙💚💛💜🖤🩵🩶🩷❤️❣️♥️🤎🤍💔💓

[lovenostalgia]

[happyheidi]

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ. May will bring blessings.

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[dimenirvana]

Anime hottie ❤️‍🔥

Credit: @tinasnowslut on “X”

[themachomoron]

If reincarnation is real I wonder how many people stare at their own art in museums, listen to their own music they made in a different life and read books they don't remember writing

[vodkatales]

For old times sake is actually such a heartbreaking and beautiful sentiment. Like, let’s do it for the love that used to be here. It is reason enough.

[nyanett]

[molly-pocket]

[sickkheartt]

Ngl

[j0celynh0rr0r]

Trying to get away?

[engravedlives]

clown clowncore graphics stamps

[lovenostalgia]

[happyheidi]

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ. April will bring blessings.

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[a-little-less-than-okay]

[8pxl]

since AI has gotten prolific posting art on social media has been so fun 🤪

[teddys-draft]

A love language ✨