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Posting about it like 18 hours late after waking up, but I also had such a strange dream tonight?
In it two of my enemies that worked together against me in reality actually became enemies to one another, and for what reason they did..... One of them crafted some very intricate plan to trick me into thinking I'd get full help for my countless mental troubles, including financial, if I only signed certain papers I got, and the other one disrupted her plan by simply telling me to "trust no one" over a balcony of their.... "house"? Dreams that turn the online into "reality" make little sense but I feel like most people here have them sometimes so you get it probably?
Ironically, I trusted them, and seeing how I clearly was welcomed all of a sudden, went to their place wanting elaboration. (Their house looked exactly like if their blog became a house and it was hysterical) Turned out the other one's plan was to actually not only take all money meant to support my sorry existence away from me forever, but also keep me unemployable since legally I was "helped" or mad shit like that (basically slow, hungry death). And this person turned against their long term "ally" in MY favor because, I quote, "genocide of disabled people is not a joke" gfhtjgugjj We even continued talking a lot about world and people and all other things the other one tried, all while avoiding to as much as address our own grudge.
I really don't know why I'd have a dream like this, it felt so random? It doesn't feel like wishful thinking either. 😕 But it better not be a sign that I've misdiagnosed which one of those two became more malicious in the end, or so help me
#personal#dreams#I didn't really intend to even share this dream at first but with my track record of prophetic dreams?#I might as well put down everything just in case#kind of like throwing a bottle with a message into the sea not knowing if it finds any reader#I did consider that despite everything they've done to me and my friends they-#-were less malicious and more genuinely caught in worse mental health situation than me#what I did NOT consider is that the other one might not stop at anything#it doesn't help that she is actually lucid minus some degree of college brainwashing#nobody can do more evil than people who absolutely understand what they're doing#there is a difference between genuine deluded conviction that I am a beast to be hunted for-#-the sake of everyone's safety and definitely knowing I am just a fuel for-#-harmful hateful propaganda that provides more influence#one lives in their own world and refused to look into reality and another is so-#-reliant on being on the 'winning' side that she straight up has no preferences or opinions#she will assume whatever opinion or position makes her a saint in the eyes of the public#again I should not really think of it#in reality the two were faaaaaar more similar than I speculate#though I don't know what became of them because I dread to look or wonder.#and it's been this way for over a year.#I hope that they've both fandom shifted but people who are in for community and not for-#-source material tend to never leave#guess we are here forever but I got used to it.
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#on a classical kick#want to learn more#*mozart’s should say symphony no. 41#**classical in the non-technical sense. what people think of generally when they say ‘classical music’#and several of these are too early or too late to be technically classical#music#polls#was excluding movie scores and#I’m thinking of longer pieces I guess. not 5 minute segments although I don’t really have a great argument for that either#also was not including opera — I could make a separate one for that#but again that exclusion is a bit arbitrary since I do have a coulle ballets here and choral stuff. idk.#couple*
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Danny’s clockwork emblem gets damaged and causes him to glitch and slip through time (think Loki tv show Time Slipping or Into the Spider-Verse glitching). Lucky for him it’s not too random, his sporadic time jumps and flickering in and out of reality is centered on this vaguely familiar superhero he remembered Clockwork mentioning and he doesn’t quite know why.
#CHECK THE TAGS#dpxdc#danny phantom#dp x dc#bones prompts#bones writes in the tags#it could be Booster Gold. The Flash (I really like this idea. the flash uses the cosmic treadmill to save Danny and he meets the character#randomly throughout their life and becomes both a friend and a haunting figure in their life.) a Batfam character (I really like Bruce#or Duke to be the ones.) the slipping looks horrifying and nightmarish but Danny tries to assure them it’s fine (it’s not) and never seems#to age at all (for Danny its like a year or something. for the dc character it’s been all their life.)#clockwork mentions them vaguely hinting that the two will have their fate intertwined some day in a more literal sense than you’d think but#but Danny only vaguely remembers.#also I’ve been getting into the Loki tv show again and the fact that time slipping isn’t used in fics nearly as much as it should be :(#the potentional of it for storytelling is awesome so I’m doing my best to deal with the fact that I can’t find many whump time slipping fics
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It's funny how opinions can change over time for instance I used to want Bruce to be a good parent but then I realised how fucking boring that is to read at the end of the day comics are soap operas and I'm here for the drama
#dc#dc comics#batman#bruce wayne#character development <- for me not for bruce#give that bitch some regression#but yeah i think there is a fine line with bruce and his parenting#like imo he should be trying his best but failing spectacularly at it#all his actions should come from his own fucked up sense of duty#anyway i think ive mentioned this before#but someone just liked one of my really old posts#talking about good parent bruce and how hes important yada yada yada#and reading it made me go#i dont agree with this bitch she does not speak for me >:(#so setting the record straight#.... until i change my mind again lmao
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trying to finish up some older stuff before the new year (and also subject everyone to more endless Meleanor forever)
have a good one, guys! ❄️
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#here's to another year of episode 7! 🥂#going back to kinda the same vein as the crewel i did a while back#every few weeks i would run across this again in my sketch file#and be like 'oh i should finish this'#six months later...#l-look i did finish her eventually okay#honestly i think when i get mad at my art i just end up doing shit like this#it's cathartic#literally the hardest part is not overdoing it#sometimes you just gotta be like nope it's done. it really doesn't need anything else.#'but maybe just another line here to...' NO. IT'S DONE.#'but surely it needs more than just...' IT'S. 👏 DONE. 👏#do not overbake the meleanor
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figure skating set right now please. thanks
#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#emu otori#proseka#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#GUYS I AM PUTTING OFF WORKING ON MY COSPLAY SOMETHING STUPID. im tireddddd i like sleeepingggff i want to play and drawwwww#after work I literally ate a giant bowl of mac n cheese and climbed into bed. lifestyle choices of a 9 year old#anyways i want figure skaitng set. bad. PJSK HAS A WEIRDLY LOW NUMBER OF ACTUALLY WINTERY SETS... like 3. kind of.#i have some thumbnail sketches but im kind of stumped on composition for them. my idea was a nene focus set#(IF HER NEXT FOCUS ISNT PHANTOM OF THE OPERA THEMED INWILL DIE. BADLY. THEYRE GOING TO AN OPER AHOUSE. PLEADBR)#originally my idea was for nene to be biting a medal i was very sold on it bc i love nenes competitive side#however her outfit is so nice i want it to also be part of the art .. its heavily inspired by that one iconic eunsoo lim dress#from her somewhere in time program iirc. im really undatisfied with emus dress tbh my origimal idea was to give it a phoenix look#but a lot of the firebird/phoenix skating programs have very sleek dresses and i want emus to be fluffy. the balance is hard ..#and since i want her program song to be once upon a dream from sleeping beauty i swerved to make it look a bit like auroras ? but again#it definitely feels like the weakest of everybodys ... maybe i just love her too much and want her to look the best. sorry wxs.#tsukasas outfit is supposed to look like a shooting star. easy. program music moonlight sonata 3rd movement like from dazzling light. easy.#actually i like takahashi daisukes moonlight sonata program its a medley of the 1st and 3rd movement.. i think the calm at the beginning#is best. maybe smth like that.. for his card inhad him doing a haircutter spin but again. the outfits good i want the outfit visible. damn.#ruis the one im very set on even now. girl why are you so phantom of the opera.#it has a lot of beautiful programs to reference but the outfit i didnt really have any solid reference i kind of just balled#my main idea was to make it look a bit like both christine and the phantom.... gender Fluid.#my yapfest... i should be SEWING!!!!!!!!#despite my yapping im not that well versed in figure skating i cant really distinguish jumps i just like it . and medalist#i only do normal skating. bc i played hockey for like 7 years LOLLLL inlove skating though Heart.
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smth i honestly recommend everyone should do is like. keep a private folder of art u like on ur computer lol. and like. download art u like when u see it. ur gonna lose stuff Forever if u just like it, u know? and like, discord archives arent really enough lol. I have been downloading art since like 2016 & I have a LOT of art that was scrubbed from the internet otherwise, especially due to like. the antics of deviantart & twitter. And on things like twitter theres Barely a way to save art to begin with (bookmarks is Not good enough)
u do kinda lose Credit a lot of the time (unless u save it with it named? which i do sometimes but not always) and often like, it won't be the Perfect HQ or itll have a massive watermark on it. but like. since it's not really for Sharing as much as its for my own personal enjoyment, these things don't really bother me at all... Having a collection of art that i love that I can look at offline & like, On My Computer is so nice. And I back up a lot of it on hard drives when i back up my own art! Again, like, a lot of these pieces this is the Only way i can look at them anymore, and Maybe the only archive OF them.... I've had pieces from my friends Before they were my friends, that i just saved as a "fan", that THEY lost years later... I have pieces they hadn't Seen in years. And every year I Probably save at least a few more pieces that will become like, totally scrubbed from technology otherwise. idk. i think it's nice to have an archive of this art that is in my taste but also like, that i'd likely Lose otherwise.
i Hope people save my art. I don't honestly Think anyone does, but I Hope that like, if my shit ever blows up and all my accounts get scrubbed, Someone has at least one drawing I made saved to their computer 2 remember me. u know. Its like a scrapbook. I remember these ppls characters, i remember the communities at the time, i remember how i felt when i first saw the piece. Its really inspiring but also genuinely like, really Important to me and sentimental. I kinda think everyone should have their own collection but I think people are genuinely Scared to right click & save ppls art LOL. Genuinely where is the harm, though.
#idk i really think ppl are afraid of it and like#i think. some artists might at first think “ew no i dont want ppl doing that to my art”#y#like why#like actually.... whats the difference between them looking at ur art on a social media feed vs on their own pc#its beautiful and inspiring and doing a part to archive ur work#cuz like we've been shown time and time again that social media degrades#why wouldnt u want it except like. Just out of kneejerk Fear of people having too much access to ur work#they arent Stealing from u...#thats not what this is LOL#idk maybe this is a hot take but i dont think its a take anyone has any real opinion on cuz i think most ppl dont#like... think about it that hard#but i think ppl should do it#have ur own personal collection 2 refer to#i still have like... my favorite pieces from when i was in middle school#do u know how much that Means to me?#its better at holding my memory than like... anything else... cuz i take it with me#i have art from my Friends back then and my favorite artists#and i can see how clearly my spaces and my tastes have changed over time#i can always draw back the lines of inspiration and hold them close to my heart#idk. im rambling. hi . are u reading the tags. probably not . LOL#im talking to myself#whateva#text post#text
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dummy trio let’s go ‼️‼️
#GOOD EVENING NIGHT MORNING#dcmk#my art#how did I tag them again.#shinichi kudo#heiji hattori#masumi sera#shinran#sorta#heikazu#also sorta—#you think maybe carrying someone while they shrink is not the most pleasant experience#on account of the rapid cell death and such. probably feels bad to touch and not like what a body should feel like#anyways let sera in already I KNOW they would be the trio of all TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!#detective conan#also you wonder if masumi is a little jealous even though really. it’s not much#I think she loves her mama but she wants a little. More
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Man learning about the rest of the Monster Hunter world must give Nata anxiety. Like bro comes from a place where killing a Chatacabra is considered a feat of great strength and killing a Rathalos variant is akin to bringing down a demigod, and then the rest of the world is like "Sigh. Went out for a swim and a Lagiacrus electrocuted me. Gotta go hire a Hunter to kill it." A bunch of Doshaguma is considered a near-apocalyptic event to a Forbidden Lands village when Old World villages don't even consider an evacuation unless an Elder Dragon is almost on top of them. And don't even get started on Kamura, where there's so many monsters swarming the place sometimes everyone there has at least a provisionary hunter license. The dogs are trained to use ninjitsu. The average villager knows how to wall-run. Even the fucking dango vendor has a machine gun and two dozen confirmed large monster kills to her name.
#you think gemma and alma are like '...should we tell him about what an elder dragon is?' 'not yet its gonna stress him out too much'#I really want to see Nata meet like the kamura cast#this kid finds out what the rampage is he's never knowing peace again#monster hunter wilds
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this song has been stuck in my mind for several months tbh. everyone check out MAL DU PAYS (Monophobia) by @starvingnarcissistmusic (sorry for the tag) . its awesome. does a cool pose.
edit: as someone, who had thsi song stuck in my head for month i still somehow managed to get the lyrics wrong. electric chair for op (me). it's supposed to be '"if nowhere is home". oh well XD
#yes the song is about mdp. and yes its siffrin on the art. dont worry about it.#isat spoilers#isat#in stars and time#isat fanart#digital art#isat siffrin#starlooping drawing tag#i didnt die btw its a bold faced lie told by uh. the. haters. to make me pay taxes. or something 👍#yeah nope its just our hyperfix has shifted a bit so we're currently neck deep in the undertale. yk. the usual.#uh if youre really curious ig you could ask for the url of a blog we currently occupy but be prepared if we say no#ANYWAY#hm. i should also add the eyestrain tag#eyestrain#yeagh i think thatse it. ciao im gonna dunk muself in the skeleton soip again. goodbye you will not see me for the next ten years /j
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This is what happened after 3.1 isn't it?
#hsr#phaidei#phaidei nation I humbly offer thee a low quality meme to cope with the doomed yaoi that was going on#phainon#honkai star rail#fellas is it gay for your red coded rival to your blue coded rival to clasp his hands over your own after you stabbed him#due to thinking he was the objective of your revenge quest#pull your sword deeper in and by consequence add to your proximity while smiling and fondly say “Found you.”?#Was it casual when you had an insanely charged and homoerotic scene in the hot baths that had you face down on the ground at his feet?#no but seriously these two have me in a chokehold#what do you MEAN you told him your precise weak spot just in case you became you turned against his cause#and his presumed future EMIYA Archer coded shadow self immediately went precisely for it?#and you KNOW you'll die with a wound in that weak spot in your back and you told him about it anyway#and you tell people to keep an eye on him after you go to meet your fate and then ask him to watch over your people#and he says he'll work hard to learn your language#AND FINALLY#“If there's a chance in the next life you should come visit my library.” WHAT IF I PERISHED ON THE SPOT?!#that's their “See you in the next world.”; their “Do stay alive. I wish you the best of luck.”;#their “I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you.”; “You were a wonderful experience. You were everything.” etc etc#they make me ill (positive)#also I find it so funny that as a KevinSu shipper in HI3rd I went into Star Rail expecting for the dynamic to be more coded with Anaxa#only for Phaidei to hit literally all of my points and favorite tropes in a ship and by consequence my head with a steel chair lol#really hope we see Mydei again soon because literally the first thing Phainon does after he's gone is talk about him all the time#he is a professional yearner and I respect him for it (especially since I too miss Mydei as if he's Odysseus going off to war and sea#for 20 years and I'm Penelope waiting at the shores of Ithaca)#also sorry for the low quality screenshot I was literally too invested in the quest to try and take better ones#gotta love how Hoyoverse is always giving the Kaslanas some of the best romances in their games and ESPECIALLY so if they're queer#myphai
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omg I finally finished it. I was torn in wondering if this was out of character for Lizzy but my final concusion is that she's a kid and your parents being romantic is gross no matter what you like. lil headcanon ♡
#not that it took so long it's just been hard to work on stuff#i still got like 2 more midford thoughts but i took the slightest detour to think about the kids a bit more and I'm happy#every monthly post to me is a success. i hope its not been more than a month#but speaking of that i really should right now thank everyone who still like remembers me and offers me such a warm welcome whenever i pop#up#it means a lot and i sure hope i can go back to actually interacting with y'all again cause y'all are suuuppper cool#so thanks for all the greetings and HELLOOOO to you too✌️ things are going very well in total#kuroshitsuji#black butler#kuroshitsuji fanart#fanart#elizabeth midford#lizzy midford#ciel phantomhive#soma asman kadar#soma black butler#ociel#sieglinde sullivan#sieglinde black butler#sebastian michaelis#agni black butler#wolfram black butler#francis midford#alexis midford
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Gen obsessed with how.. *dead* your Jason's color pallete is. Like, that's corpse pale right there. Not a spec of blood left flowing in there (also father Todd's skin being full of color in comparison is a nice touch)
THANK YOU I love making him look a bit ghoulish. Guy who's not supposed to be alive but yes he is. no he isn't <3
#DC#DC Comics#Jason Todd#Red Hood#Jaybin#Robin ii#Art by me#Asks#I know vitamin D doesn't affect your skin colour BUT the easiest way to get it is sunlight which does ik nobody is bothered by this but me#But I have OCD. so you're getting clarification anyways 👍#Jason's way of saying if you spend too much time underground it's going to start wanting to keep you there 😁#I do think he bleeds normally and has a heartbeat and all that because he's not Dead. Alive? Well no also. He's likeboth at once and neithe#I think his physical state should be full of inconsistencies. you can't see his breath in cold weather but you can if he smokes etc.#There's also appeal to him coming back looking completely normal I do love mundane horror but#His death was important both in and out of universe and it altered things irreversibly so I think he can be a little Off as a treat#Also it adds to the misery that he's the same person like he died and came back the same person internally he's himself but#to others he looks and acts and is offputting he's Jason but Wrongg. Except not really#Because yeah he changed but that's just getting older and being affected by your experiences like everyone else ever#unfortunately for him he popped back to life Like That so everyone is just going eughh what thebfcuk#But that's a little off topic ANYWAYS one thing I really liked about Countdown was Jason being described as a siren in the dark#Like yea he's unsettling even if there's no clear reason as to why yet. He wasn't even doing anything his vibes are just rancid#My ideal Jason is one who looks like he wouldn't be out of place eating someone. He wouldn't. but you know. looming threat#I think he'd have fun indulging in the undead aspect in his more dramatic moments#Also the environment matters like during the day at the store he just seems a bit strange but at night in an alleyway it's uncanny valley#I have more to say on this topic but I'm writing a novel in the tags so I'll wrap it up#To summarize it's basically YOU CAN'T GO BACK YOU CAN NEVER GO BACK TO THE WAY THINGS WERE AND EVERYONE WHO LOOKS AT YOU CAN SEE IT#Thank you again for this ask I love when people bring up details they like to me because I like putting them in and talking about them#And just talking in general clearly lmao post-crisis really had so much going for it. lots of interesting characters
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is there an au about both rebel Anakin and Padme
there is and i call that my Runaways AU! The title is very self explanatory, tbh, but I made a post a long ago that summarizes most of it.
Is honestly a very cruel AU despite not having Anakin falling to the dark side lol
these are ryoo and pooja, btw, and is probably for the reason you're thinking. I just have a blast with all the angsty and family drama that this has. More about that in the tags and under the cut
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i'm evil.
#anakin skywalker#padmé amidala#anidala#luke skywalker#leia organa#ryoo naberrie#pooja naberrie#thanks for the ask!#finally a good excuse to draw something from this au#for further context padme is very conflicted and worried over wether they should let pooja and ryoo under someone's else care#anakin has Issues(tm) and points out that they will probably feel like they're being abandoned#but also that it is padmé's ultimate choice so he will support whatever she says but yeah#which doesnt really help padme to decide and she wonders if it should be their choice to which anakin once again has issues about#bc that's too big of a chose and it would haunt them for years probably dont you think#huehueheu is so much fun#also they're stressed as hell anakin is like 2 seconds away from calling obi-wan just to start crying. no words. just incoherent crying#and padme is through hell but she has no one to call so she just crashes randomly to like the Rebels current secretary or Bail#also lets pretend anakin isnt wearing his jedi robes i just dont have an idea of what anakin would wear if he wasnt a jedi T0T#runaways AU
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Merri, Marchie, and Maysie
(Maysilee chopped her own bangs. Not so matchy-matchy anymore.)
commissions open!
#i should really start an art tag#the hunger games#sunrise on the reaping#maysilee donner#merrilee donner#asterid march#thg#sotr#thg art#i saw the perfect reference image on pinterest and i just knew#i dont think the twins look anything alike but ive never been good at facial consistency#im also trying to ease back into a less rendered style#to make art more fun again
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Another DPxDC idea cause I am still brain rotting in this fandom.
AND ONCE AGAIN, its a deaged Dani/Dan idea. And dad!Danny.
.........
Bruce stared for a long moment. Trying to make sure he wasn't going insane or was just very sleep deprived from three days of near no sleep because of a difficult case.
......
Nope he was still seeing them.
Two children, a toddler and a baby in a baby walker were in the Batcave.... One eating Alfred made cookies while the other was finishing up its bottle. The two seemed at home in the cave and were being watched over by Alfred who looked over at him with a raised eyebrow of 'More children sir?'
Bruce could hear nearly all of his children (one was not with them just yet still upstairs, they needed to take a private phone call it seems) who had come down to the cave for their annual weekly reports and updates all asking him when did he get more kids to bring into the family.
The toddler of the two, a little girl with messy black pigtails and blue eyes noticed him and smiled widely at him, eyes sparkling with toddler mischief as she finished her cookie off and then loudly said "Grandpa B!"
Then with the speed only a sugar upped toddler could do she ran over and crashed into his legs, her little arms wrapping around him as best as she could. The baby had finished his milk, and noticed him as well, making grunting sounds and coo's as he did his best to move his baby walker towards him as well.
Bruce blinked, his mind blanking at what he had been called, as he stared down at the toddler that looked up at him with smile.
Bruce could hear his children all freaking out and he questioned which one of them made him a grandfather and never told him about it!
Bruce got his answer when the one still upstairs in the manor came running down yelling out what had to be the children's names
"Ellie! Dan!"
"Hi Daddy!" came the response from the toddler and a tiny grunt from the baby.
#danny phantom#dp x dc#blue rambles#danny fenton#crossover#danny phantom dc#writing ideas#random idea#dpxdc#de aged ellie#de aged dan#I really love making deaged au's tbh#they're fun#Anyways leaving who Danny is with open ended#could be any of the batboys#Danny had to drop the kids off in the cave with Alfred cause some things were going down in either Amity or the Infinite Realms#Danny's need to protect the kids from the danger was bad enough he had no choice but to leave them with their other dad#Danny knows his partner doesn't want anyone to know. Cause they are protective and paranoid. But its BAD in Amity/Infinite Realms rn#Thats why they were upstairs when the others went down#Danny called to let them know he dropped the kids off with Alfred who was in the cave at the time#and Danny said a code only trusted/batfamily should only know to him#Bruce once over his shock is gonna spoil the hell out of his grandkids#Ellie is just excited to be there even if she misses her Papa. She finally gets to meets her Grandpa B! and Grampy Alfie!#Dan is along for the ride doing baby things#Personally I like to think its Dick who kept it a secret but again its open for ANYONE of the batboys
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