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Im a woman as long as I dont talk about womens issues
Im a woman as long as I dont think about dating a man
Im a woman as long as I dont talk about the systemic oppression of women
Im a woman as long as I dont mention not feeling safe when walking alone in the dark
Im a woman as long as I use the mens restroom
Im a woman as long as Im actually completely fine with ignoring my not fully functioning leg and continuing to walk as it feels like its on goddam fire
Im a woman as long as I dont acknowledge that lots of people have internalized transphobia and misogyny
Im a woman as long as I dont enjoy anything traditionally masculine
Im a woman as long as I dont speak up about anything relating to women
Im a woman as long as I dont want to go into medicine
im a woman as long as I keep all of my problems to myself and serve the big strong protector role
Im a woman as long as I try to lose weight despite being perfectly healthy
Im a woman as long as I dont shit on TERFs
Im a woman as long as I dont relate to any male characters
Im a woman as long as Im comfortable with the fact that im someones “little secret” and “dirty fetish”
Im a woman as long as I know everything about gay history and trans history and everything about every person who so much as thought about another of the same gender
Im a woman until Im vulnerable
Im a woman until I start to think about why you have all these fucking rules for me
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a choice
“and so choose, luke patterson,” the voice boomed around him. “a reset, back to 1995, leading you to a life of fame and fortune, or,” the voice paused for a second, then continued. “or the 21st century, always on the brink of success, but never within your grasp.”
“will i be able to keep making music?”
“yes, but never to the same scale as what could be in 1995.”
“will i be able to keep the ones i love?”
“yes, you will have your family no matter your decision.”
“but julie.. what about julie?”
“if you choose to go back, her memory of you will cease. she will only know you as a famous musician, born decades before her.”
“but she’s family!”
“choose, luke.”
“i-“
“fame or julie molina. you must make your decision.”
“i choose…”
//
the voice fades, and the pitch black room he was in disappears — suddenly there’s a flash of light, and luke is blinking furiously, eyes struggling to readjust.
it takes him a moment, but his vision starts clearing, little pieces of the space around him coming into focus.
his journal on the coffee table, alex’ kit pushed towards the back and reggie’s jacket draped over the couch — the studio just like they left it.
luke continues to scan the space, heartbeat starting to pick up when he sees no hints of julie anywhere — no piano, no coloured gel pens, no hair-clips nor plants.
did the voice make a mistake? was he back in 1995?
was he…never going to see julie again?
the panic rises while luke is rooted to the spot, unable to move.
what had he done? what was happening? why-
“luke?” he hears from the doorway- the voice of an angel.
he spins so fast he loses his footing, but barely has time to recuperate before a small mass of curly hair and blurry limbs come hurtling towards him, slamming into his body.
his arms reflexively come up, holding her in place and pulling her into him.
“julie,” he breathes out, his heart beating a mile a minute.
“you’re- you’re really here?” she chokes out, her slim arms tightening around his neck.
“i am,” he says, disbelief still evident in his voice. “i am.”
julie molina.
choosing julie meant choosing music — it was as obvious to luke as breathing.
she was music.
and luke knew that no matter what, he will always choose julie molina.
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does the nun versions of the characters work at a church cool with gay people?
I really can't see them working for a homophobic church
i like secret relationships so the church is homophobic because .. sometimes in life you need some of that homiphobic angst. sometimes you need that lesbian movie religious symnolism and homophobia and yet devotion of lovr to soemthing considered sinful, the shame of not only loving yhe same gender but loving something youve been against, something you cannot be with to really spice things up. the shame, the guilt, the devoting yourself to someone you cant be woth against the things youve been taigjt and worshipping them at the altar of someone who would forbid the relationship between you two, and yet continuing to love them because you cant stop, your love for them ks stronger than your faith and your faith now is abouy them. but mainly because i think fucking a room of thr church and forcing to be quiet to not be heard would be hot.
yes, the church is homiphobic because god do i love religious shit in lesbian romance !!!
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do you think the mess in oshiros hotel is meant to signify that hes been letting his problems pile up until its become too overwhelming to handle.
im thinking about the fact that he's definitely the one who's been making the mess but he doesn't even realize it. he ignores the clutter until it becomes too hard to ignore you know? like when it starts actively blocking the way to the presidential suite. he insists that he and his staff will handle it and that madeline shouldn't clean up his own mess, but he still doesn't do anything about it. does he know that the staff is gone? that it's just him there?
mr oshiro is so hell bent on impressing madeline so that she'll stay in his hotel. he's so in denial of everything. he doesn't even realize he's dead, he still thinks his hotel never got shut down. I think his insistence on her staying is bc he really wants to believe that the hotel is open, and a costumer would affirm that belief. it could also maybe be a mixture of loneliness too. (also, him treating her as a costumer even after she says no is absolutely him being in denial. that man is very unhealthily attached to this hotel,)
and even though it was nice of madeline to clean it up, there's still parts of the hotel she can't fix. the plumbing. the windows. the, hole in the ceiling (oops.) she's not qualified to help him, and that's why I think the chapter ends on a bit of a sour note. madeline is of course not a bad person for wanting to help, the point is that she can't. it is unfortunate but true
anyways mr oshiro is a very good character i like him a regular amount. im normal about that old man
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