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I find these rooms incredibly unsettling
#they're so pretty tho#also a pain to get to#ended up being a bit too dark so you can only see the watcher's eyes#oh well#rain world#slugcat#rw the watcher#rw watcher#rw spoilers#rw the watcher spoiler#rw watcher spoilers
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“Normal” test results are not the relief people think they are. When you wake up in pain and continue to be in pain for hours every day and your tests come back normal you don’t stop being in pain.
#chronic pain#I guess#cripplepunk#crip punk#<— correct me if that’s overstepping#what do I tag this with#I obviously didn’t get a diagnosis#personal but I’m also really scared of needles#and having to go through the fear and pain and crying and screaming#for nothing#doesn’t feel good#people tell me it’s not “nothing#but I know exactly what I did before the tests#which is nothing!!#and I didn’t have to go through that pain for that!!!#also å few months ago I genuinely thought it was completely normal#later I realised that spending hours each morning warming up my hands to feel usable might be more pain and stiffness than other people#experienced#I genuinely didn’t expect all of my friends to say they didn’t feel ANY pain at all#and now I’m just hyper aware of how not normal this is#and I’m still in pain#and now I’m not gonna get any help other than a “try heat therapy from the doctor#which is what I was already doing#like no im not crying cause I’m not sick#it would be great if I wasn’t sick#but clearly something’s wrong
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You know how in TFP Optimus can’t really remember what happened during his time without the matrix. Yeah. The sad version of this what if Optimus met cogless Megatron.
Cont from this, and this
#transformers#macaddam#transformers one#megatron#optimus prime#tf one#d-16#tfo megop#version one is the matrix is slowly forming Op into the ideal leader it needs#getting rid of parts of Orion that aren’t leader like (his weakness to d-16 or his unruly personality)#version two is op willingly letting the matrix erase his old memories bc remembering who he used to be is too painful with d-16 gone#it culminates in thing like Elita saying remember that one time we…#and Op being no not really but can you remind me again haha#the autobots who knew him before are obv concerned but they accept it in the end as op’s sacrifice for the greater good#Megatron being the only one outraged on op’s behalf vowing to take the matrix back out#just another thing they looked up to being false#but also secretly being relieved bc that means all those thing prime did he didn’t mean it! and the pax he knew is just stuck in there#and he would def join him once he frees him#(both of these are false)
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The FNAF story of the one you shouldn’t have killed..
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#andrew fnaf#william afton#cassidy fnaf#spring bonnie#fnaf 4#I do think Andrew is kthe one you shouldn’t of killed’ kid#something about the vengeful spirit that never fully made sense#is the sentence ‘the one you shouldn’t of killed’#seeing Cassidy was always apart of the party#but Andrew probably wasn’t he wasn’t part of the plan#killed a lil after for being a witness to what happened#that would explain their anger#they WERENT supposed to ever get killed#Andrew also kills people himself as fetch and what not#so it makes more sense he’s keeping spirits in pain in UCN#that fact never made sense with Cassidy#seeing her main goal was to help the crying child pass on#I think Andrew is keeping Cassidy down with him in hell though#that’s why we get shots of golden Freddy still being active#Cassidy is stuck cause of Andrew
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There’s something off about Bruce.
Dick’s eye is trained for detail; He has to calculate every leap, every step, every breath, every count. He’s a showman. Everything is routine, and routine is everything.
Injury isn’t unusual, especially for his father .He out stubborns Tim in resisting medical examinations, after all.
For Bruce, secrets are protection. He lied about every injury he had when Dick was Robin, suffering in silent agony as the pain grew and grew, a tradition he carries on from Jason to Damian.
If Bruce screams, it’s bad.
“God fucking dammit, how the fuck does he do this? Who the fuck breaks their femur AND just carries on? Jesus FUCKING Christ.”
Bruce curses under his breath, profanity hushed. Dick’s veins freeze, blood turning to stone. He guesses his shock is obvious because Jason mirrors it to perfection.
One; Bruce doesn’t curse.
Two; He definitely doesn’t curse in a jersey accent.
The unease is pungent. Alfred practically tastes it, vitriolic as anything. His chest is taut, pulse slow, “Sir,” it’s cautious, “Shall I prepare the supplies?”
‘Bruce’ waves his hand, voice gruffer, lower, smokey, “Yeah, thanks, babe,”
Alfred blinks. And whoever pretends to be Bruce, blinks back, almost like a deer being cornered by an English hound, smile a bit boyish and unsure.
“…Thomas?”
“… Okay, you’re gonna laugh—“
Dick is reeling, because apparently:
His dead grandparents have been possessing his father throughout the years and they, wards to the best detective in the world, never caught on.
“Look, I get you’re pissed, BUT,” It’s so unbelievably weird watching Bruce be so expressive;
His hands move energetically, like they have their own voices, and his rain soft voice catches on fire when his father talks through him,
“This IS 50% MY body, technically.“
“Thomas, dear, that is not how that works. Come now, you’re scaring our grandchildren.”
And Jason’s voice is uncharacteristically soft when he speaks, more posh, more elegant . That is not his brother.
Alfred passes out, to no one’s surprise.
#I’m kinda obsessed with the theory that ghosts can only possess relatives or people they’re extremely close to#so Martha possessing jason just further solidifies him as Bruce’s son#also I just really want dead waynes shenanigans!! I think Thomas possesses Bruce the most when he gets injured so he can take the pain#or help him heal. (also land his son dates MAYBE)#Martha possesses Bruce to help him with social interaction and communication.#bruce wayne#dc#dc comics#batman#text#jason todd#dick grayson#alfred pennyworth#thomas wayne#martha wayne#batfamily#text post
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Being an artist is awesome bc you can project your period cramps onto your fave
#the voids ink#witness my peak (suffering)#cassandra cain#cass cain#cassandra cain fanart#batgirl cassandra cain#batgirl ii#dc oracle#shes like only txt tho#also how do you guys think cass would handle her cramps#like i know she has high pain tolerance but .#due to her malnurishment at such a young age I would imagine she would get them later in life#shurgs#lotta tags/rambling for a shitpost#babs + cass
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thinking about older bf!simon that takes great pride in being your built in pain relief.
“you right?”
delicate as always, gruff voice cutting through the peaceful lull as he stands right in the way of the television you were only really listening to.
“just a headache”
“you taken anything for it?”
you slowly open one eye as far as you can manage, confirming that the look on his face is endearing and he’s not purposefully asking stupid fucking questions.
he’s only man after all.
“i’ll give y’one if y’like?”
before you even have a chance to ask him what “one” might be in this scenario, he’s already nudging you up the couch to sit beside you.
he doesn’t give you the chance to ask any questions, really- not when he’s tucking your back into his side and slipping a large hand down your front.
long fingers slide your shorts to the side and immediately get to work, other hand holding your thighs open (more for his line of sight than anything).
“simon- you don’t have-”
“none a’that, rest y’head and i’ll take care a’ya”
#is this inspired by the fact i get chronic headaches? and cannot take pain killers? maybe!#is it also inspired by the fact my bf always tells me to head up to bed and he’ll come ‘give me one’ or something? maybe!#anyway!#older bf!simon#simon riley smut#simon ghost riley smut#simon riley x reader#simon ghost riley x reader#simon riley drabble#simon ghost riley drabble#simon riley blurb#simon ghost riley blurb
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svsss body swap au where shen qingqiu and liu qingge swap bodies, and while shen qingqiu (either yuan or jiu could work!) is having the time of his life with the full power of the bai zhan war god, liu qingge is having a very rude awakening on how much chronic illnesses suck and how much pain and discomfort sqq is in every single day.
liu qingge finds out how awful without-a-cure is, it's blocking his cultivation and leaving him helpless, and it hurts, too, a constant ache that lingers in the back of his mind. it takes mu qingfang calling him out on his behavior to realize that he's been lashing out at others out of his own discomfort and frustration. the only relief he gets is the cleansing of his meridians, but to take all those brews every day and be dependant on his martial siblings for his base health is really frustrating, because he can't do so many things he used to be able to do without second thought.
meanwhile, shen qingqiu arm-wrestled every peak lord and won, cleaved a mountain in half, ran a marathon for fun, and approached every dangerous animal he could find to study them because his strength and reflexes get him out of tricky situations every time.
shen qingqiu: i just ran eighty miles and im not even sweating !!
liu qingge: i tried to circulate my qi and now i have a horrible migraine
eventually they switch back; liu qingge is very relieved, glad to be himself again. shen qingqiu is keeping up a brave face, but the constant discomfort feels a little worse now he knows what it's like to live without it.
#thinking of a scene where lqg takes sqqs body to the healers like hehe shixiong now you really cant avoid it!!#but the only thing that gets him is the depressing answer that theres nothing they can do for him#sqq just has to live like this. forever#(or until a heavenly demon ravages him but they dont know that)#and its like... oh#lqg will go back to his own body at the end of the day#but sqq will have to live with this forever#it isnt for no reason that the peak lords reacted with dismay when sqq got poisoned#it has no cure and is crippling and painful#on a lighter note: lqg clumsily ''offers his body to be used'' and it makes sqq laugh#also lqg becomes far more aware of flare ups and can help his shixiong accordingly#he knows what its like now#ALSO also: sqq was an absolute BEAST in lqgs body#and that really turned lqg on#sqq: *cleaves a whole mountain in half without a sweat*#lqg: 😳😳😳#svsss#liushen#shen qingqiu#liu qingge#svsss au#body swap au#shen yuan
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I was watching parts of the Konoha Crush arc the other night with some friends…
#gaara#naruto#sabaku no gaara#gaara of the sand#pandy draws#this part of his past always makes me so sad#watching him in so much pain and loneliness knowing the man he ultimately becomes#was heartbreaking#anyway#my friend who had never seen naruto#and was being subjected to it by her husband who is also my friend#didn’t know why Gaara was my favorite character bc he was so mean#she hadn’t seen much beyond Gaara vs Sasuke in the chuunin exams#so of course I was like OH HELL NAH I WILL TEACH YOU#and now she Gets it
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hello, sekai! 🌎💫☘️💿🎪🎼


it's a good movie sir
#i made this as stickers to give out at the movie! saw it yesterday :)#i'll be giving them out at anime north as well ^_^#came to canada this month. it was soUEUEUEUEUEUE its good Okay ok#i cosplayed tsukasa since it was his borthday yesterday. wore the birthday girl pin. of course#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#proseka#hatsune miku#ichika hoshino#minori hanasato#kohane azusawa#tsukasa tenma#kanade yoisaki#colorful stage#kowareta sekai to utaenai miku#Going in cosplay was really funny. also hit up the japanese arcade first to play taiko. shoutout to the people there who compliment me#and then i turned around and they were wearing tsukasas casual outfit and had a pjsk itabag. and then said they were going to the movie too#Small city(INCORRECT BUZZER)#THE MOVIE WAS SO NICE:) no spoilers but i liked that lots of vocaloid producers were involved it warmed my heart. i love you miku#i was kind of worried abt people being disruptive there was only like 1 or two screams. However at the preshow ads when peppa pig showed up#everyone fucking SCREAMED and clapped i was cryung. Peak#lots of cosplayers n awesome people :) and my bestest friend dressed as ichika playing movie thestre arcade basketball.#Peace and love#WILDCATS X DHOWTIME GOTTA GET MY HEAD IN THE GAME#i havent rlly been playing the actual game much kinda busy but also my wrist was in a lot of pain it made me sad#i cant really tier or play the charts i like to anymore but i love my clowns. Dont talkabout world link 2 O K#sorry for posting this on data on the bus i'll forget if i dont
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The gang's all here!
#tf2#team fortress two#team fortress fanart#lil pootis#quazies#tf2 scout#tf2 medic#tf2 heavy#tf2 soldier#tf2 demoman#tf2 sniper#tf2 spy#tf2 engineer#tf2 pyro#tf2 pootis#medimedes#spycrab#tiny desk engineer#blootis#my art#digital art#yes i did spend a month making this thank you for asking#yes i also procrastinated thanks for noticing#wanted to get this posted before the summer ended#you can tell i did this over the span of several weeks LOL#also water is a pain to draw
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"if i were still alive, do you think we could have been friends?"
speedpaint under the cut!
#scenes that haunt me forever!!!!!!!!!!!#jshk#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#jibaku shounen hanako kun#mitsuba sousuke#kou minamoto#mitsukou#and extremely rare mar process!!!!!!#id love to post more...... because i love looking at speedpaints too and talking abt process and stuff#but recording is a bit of a pain hsdfklmhslkdfjhs#ill get used to it#also yeah i usually just raw eyeball the colors. 0 layer effects#art tag#PLEASE DONTPOST TWICE PLEASE
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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.
but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.
well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?
his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.
still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.
so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.
and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.
what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.
it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?
it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.
maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.
#spilled ink#warm up#oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT#hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is “what the fuck i accidentally supported a rapist” not#“but my showww”. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books#and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say#they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.
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This isn’t miraculous related but I don’t have any where else to post this and my sister is forcing me to cause she loves npmd and grace Chasity (I’m more of a tgwdlm fan myself)
Anyways I loved the choreography from this song so I really wanted to animate it, and cause I like Jon Matteson and they way he delivers that first line I included a bit of Richie too
#nerdy prudes must die#hatchetfield#grace chasity#richie lipschitz#bury the bully#jon matteson#angela giarratana#2d animation#the glowing eyes at the end were a special request from as apparently they wanted to do it in the show but decided not to last minute#(don’t quote me on that that’s just what my sister said#slight npmd spoilers but I don’t think it’s that bad#once again cause tumblr is special they get the real aspect ratio and not the phone version#also can I just add Richie’s shirt is the most pain in the ass thing to animate#like I had no idea how to preserve its look while making it way less detailed
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A sad story in two parts:
Miku gave Godzilla a goodbye gift on his last day in Fortnite... Minus did NOT like that
RIP Miku-chan
#godzilla#godzilla x kong: the new empire#hatsune miku#fortnite#godzilla minus one#rip miku figure#that's sad...#like really sad#i feel the pain#also that's gore#gore of my comfort character#first the Minus One plush and now Miku figure#MV Godzilla not getting any breaks#Minus only wants Goji's attention#he a baby ig#do not repost#my art
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a new star
#i been thinkin about the asteroid again#i think about the asteroid a lot more than i think is normal#like just the complete randomness of it and how everything changed in literally the blink of an eye#like the dinoss rules the fucking earth and probably still would if space had just been a little bit different#how long did it take the asteroid to reach us#at what point was the impact inevitable#like these sound like scientific answers but i need you to know these are questions that my soul wants answered in poetry#yes the math is cool but can i talk about what tragedy looks like melted into the earth#how power and pain and mourning but also change and new life and a future were embedded in a layer of iridum that spread around the planet#can we talk about how looking at the layers of the earth is the most physical type of time travel there is#can i please talk about that layer of pain#can i mourn when i see it#or am i just a weird kid crying when i look at rocks#ALSO. was parasaurolophus alive when the asteroid hit? i dont think so#but it's too late#yall get to suffer with me#dinosaurs
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