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diabolimeservavit666 · 2 years

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Issues with watching GH

If you want to watch the episodes of someone who hasn't been in there in Seasons, all you have to rely on are videos on YouTube. And I have seen every video they have on there for the Rivera twins (it's a bit limited and I know they left out a lot). Searched up Griffin Munro because I need a photo for something and this popped up.

Okay, I've seen a photo of Carlos on a Hospital bed before but it was horrible quality and it was from a distance so I just hoped that my eyes were messing with me. I DEMAND TO KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING HERE. WHO HURT HIM? WHAT DID THEY DO? I don't care about spoilers at this point. Tell me what they did to my husband. Don't tell me to calm down. You know damn well if that was your OTP on that bed, you would be losing your shit too.

But, most importantly, who's hands are those? They better be Griffin's. Only Griffin is allowed to touch him. And, of course, Joseph. But, as far as I know, Joseph didn't return until after Julian-

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plagalkey · 3 days

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ENERGETIC ⚡️

you make me feel so high

#atsuoikage #haikyuu #oikawa tooru #kageyama tobio #miya atsumu #oikage #atsuoi #haikyuu!!#they are not any specific member i just chose based on shot composition and vibes #so pls dont come at me saying u think so and so should be X member instead of Y member #I just want the vibes of them being on a competition show like p101 and then debuting together bc i think them being the JP members tgt #would be very sweet and help bridge some animosity or rival tension that exists like they are competing but also #they feel solace in eos presence being from same culture same language etc #tobio looooooves oikawa HAHA hes sooo starry eyed over him... tobio calling oikawa hyung im gonna kill myself #atsumu and oikawa get close maybe after iwaizumi gets eliminated maybe earlier/midway in the show? bc tsumu understands what it feels like #to suddenly pursue ur dream alone.. samu maybe trained with tsumu at same company but quit before they even enrolled on the show #atsumu being the mediator whenever oikage bicker LOL #oikawa being stressed af and snapping at tobio and tobio is so sad tsumu is like there there... ill go talk to oikawa hell come around itok #ats comforting oikw like telling him to ignore the netizen / bad edit etc and calming him down slowly and getting oikw to apologize to tobio #also tobio crawling into oikawas bed in the dorms to sleep with him at night and oikawa wants to complain but likes cuddling... deep downLOL

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deoidesign · 3 months

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sometimes you gotta draw your characters as dogs. not even talking dogs just normal dogs. like what dogs would they be.

#steve long haired jack russel terrier #adam doberman #yeah #thats them #also fun to use the same brown on them both idk #yeah babey thats freaking color theory. or something #not much to say here just wanted to draw something cute and nice #to cALM DOWN!!!!!!!!#and my friend was like what dogs would they be #like oh boy let me tell you #or even better #SHOW YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!1 #ummm #drawing #sketch #I dont wanna tag things nevermind I'm so tired #that wiped me the fuck OUT #I'm ready for bed honestly

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oifaaa · 3 months

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i know why im following. i got tricked by silly batman and star wars aus and now im stuck.

Tricked being the primary word there considering your not even getting silly little star wars or batman aus rn

#ask #anon #its all a con #honestly tho ive just been busy #i might try drawing something today to post but i wouldn't hold my breath #also i think the bots have finally calmed down #1000 of those little fuckers followed me in the last month #if your ever curious why i never tell you guys my actual follower number #its bc i dont know it myself #its just a bunch of bots and one of two of you guys

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starrynightsxo · 6 months

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person: explain the jurdan "miscommunication" trope.

me: *through sobs* HE EXILED HER *weep* AS A JOKE *wail* AND SHE TOOK IT SERIOUSLY *wallow* BUT HE WAS JUST TRYNA IMPRESS HER *sniff* BUT SHE DIDNT REALISE *cry shouting* COS SHE LET HER FEELINGS GET IN THE WAY *momentary pause* HER *blubbering* FEELINGS *sob*

*cue angsty screaming*

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perilegs · 1 month

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i know astrology is fake but i'm not too keen on how a lot of people on this website seem to be clowning on it as a hobby a bit too hard. i swear the woman who thinks it's neat how she and her friends with the same sun sign are all similar isn't trying to say that you are who you are born as and there is nothing you can do to change it. it's a hobby. an interest. what happened to finding meaning and joy in the small things. does it affect you if someone enjoys tarot reading or crystals. does it make you upset someone has interests that they enjoy.

#im not saying astrology/tarot/crystals/etc. get clowned on so much bc theyre hobbies mostly enjoyed by women But....#i saw a post about some astrology study and made the mistake of opening the notes on that bad boy #not fun. and that reminded me of that old post that was basically like ''liking astrology is transphobic''#anyways idk maybe its just that my bestie is very much a ''crystal girl'' but like. stuff like that are such neat hobbies #she makes some cute little jars with pretty rocks and they make her feel better bc if you believe in something you can make it happen #when it comes to small things #like yeah if you pick up a stone that's like ''this can help you be more open with your emotions'' and you are like ''oh hell yea!''#ofc that will be on your mind and the item will be a constant reminder and actually help you with your goals #and its like. ok what really stuck with me was when i was talking with my bff and i was like ''i think all this stuff is interesting but i #feel bad bc i am superstitious and believe in some signs like lucky numbers but i know that logically its just. if i pick a lucky number of #i pay extra attention to it but i want to believe its lucky but i know how human brains work in that aspect''#and she was just like. ''so? those things dont have to exclude each other'' and it clicked #if i have a little tigers eye with me it does not make me feel more grounded magically #but if i decide (or believe) it's grounding then it will b bc it's a reminder for me to calm down #and stuff #like. ah idk how to put my thoughts into words #but i just think its unfair that a few rotten apples have ruined the perception of fun hobbies for a lot #not every astrology enjoyer is trying to sell you mlm essential oils or genuinely believe peoples entire lives are dictated upon the stars #or something #idk i just feel like these things are v misunderstood even tho im not personally like super into them myself #but ppl super mean about that stuff arent invited to look at my medieval themed fortune telling cards #idkk im sleepy and cant articulate my points someone else say this but better #leevi talks #im just saying. i dont think its bioessentialism to decide to believe you personally have a season for growth when the stars are in a #certain position or whatever

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m0e-ru · 1 year

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underpaid

#persona 4 spoilers #persona 4 #p4 #gsa sl au #moel gas station attendant #izanami persona #⛽️🌫#tohru adachi #nanako dojima #souji seta #// needed to draw this freak being a freak like genuinely #// people need to get my vision of making the most out of this loser #// car hood fell on them and they bit their lip i dont know #// adachi being touchy is like . essential to the definition of their relationship like #// maybe you think 'oh i gotta stop this idiot from hurting himself' no brother you just want 2 hold a man tell me why youre at inaba pd huh #// also love how nanako was scared of the attendant thats like my favorite thing and nobody understands #// you think god is a gamer WRONG that qte wasnt even rapid press maam you can calm down look shes not even holding the controller right #// girls who hook up a human facade to ps2 mapping yeah like i care at this point #// SORRY ABOUT THE TV SET? ive never seen the backside of my own tv until those things were thrown out sorry.

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xb1lly-loom1sx · 1 month

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You need some joy and whimsy in your life. You are wayyyy too angry..

have you ever considered i have reason to be angry? I SAY ONE WORD AND WVEYONES CALING ME HOMO AND QUEER AND COCKSUCKER AND PANSY AND MAMAS BOY AND BOYKISSER AND JUST STRAIT UP THE. F SLUR FUCK GOD DAMN IT

#scream #scream 1996 #scream roleplay #scream rp #billy loomis #sigh #I HATE 6ou dONT TELL ME TO CALM DOWN

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tojisun · 3 months

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just when i thought me and my Coworker (whom i share a booth w) are finally getting along, i come to work with genuine garbage on my desk (those coffee pods that need to be mailed out or smthn). he said he put it there so he doesnt forget about them. dude, there are more ways to remind yourself to mail those out, and one of them does not include putting those LEAKING, WET PODS on my desk

#sun rambles #im actually so upset i almost punched him #and the audacity to tell me to ‘‘calm down’’ and BLAME OTHERS (bc he said this isnt his job etc)#like? idc actually. go sort it out w others but dont you fucking mess up my side of the office oh my god like thats literally common decency #what is wrong w you?????#im so angry

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onlyfangz · 5 months

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ive definitely talked abt this before, but i literally cannot relate to the posts that are like "ohhh you guys ship them romantically when theyre soo much more interesting as friends". i contain multitudes. i think they are best friends. i think they are lovers. i think they are soulmates in a way that cant be categorised. these statements dont conflict.

#tell me youve never seen veth brenatto and caleb widogast interact ever without telling me that.#and by i think theyre friends i think theyre lovers #sure i mean at the same time but i also mean separately #like #you dont have to believe one thing abt a pair of characters #you can change the context of their relationship as many times as you want #and the holier than thou I Am So Much Better Than You Shippers discourse is honestly so grating.#'but it waters down their characters!!' translation: i dont like when people play with my toys wrong >:(((#we go on and on about people mischaracterising our favourite blorbos in the same way we talk about like. domestic terrorism.#calm down. unfollow people. curate your dash. dumbass.#charlie.txt

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fleshdyk3 · 23 days

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god i fucking hate my dad

#he came home today from a bike trip he went on and he's been arguing with me about honeybee the whole fucking day #he keeps saying just let her out let her run around! every time i put her in her pen to nap #and he refuses to stop her from biting him #and he got mad at her for playing with his socks when she'd just been playing with mine and he threw them on the floor of the living room #which first of all stop being such a fucking slob #and second of all what the fuck did you expect to happen? it's a soft new toy on the floor where she spends most of her time. where all her #toys are. very similar to the two soft items she's allowed to play with (my socks)#she's fucking 3 months old she doesn't understand the difference between my socks and his socks #and i keep telling him i know what im doing i was doing all the research while he went to buttfuck nowhere on his midlife crisis motorcycle #but he just wont fucking listen to me #and hes like oh youre at that age where you think youre right about everything and are so stubborn like fuck you actually #first of all im stubborn about this because its a living breathing puppy and his actions will affect her behaviour as an adult #and bc i know what im fucking doing. ive been an animal person my entire life. i did all the research. i did this exact same thing with #parrots for five years.#and hes like you cant just put her in her pen every time shes being a dog like no i fucking dont. i only put her in her pen when it's time #for a nap and she's getting overtired. you can't just let her run around until she collapses bc for one she never fucking will #second that's only going to make her energy threshold higher and then she'll be absolutely impossible to handle #and i told him that and that i read that on like every professional dog training source i read #and he said that might be true or might not be #like it fucking is bitch omfg #and then he tried to one up me like um i actually raised you guys for a long time i know what im doing #like a child is not a fucking dog. also my mom raised us lets be fucking serious. and look how well adjusted i turned out #and he told me to relax and calm down like i wasnt even arguing with him but i sure as hell will now #like dont tell me to fucking relax. when has telling anyone to relax ever made anything better. especially a teenager. especially a (for #simplicity's sake) woman.#and i told him dont tell me to relax and he got all pissy and stormed off #like literally fuck you #im my fathers daughter. im just as stubborn as he is.#rambles

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yuyuisabookworm · 11 months

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I have way too many feelings after that last update please Im begging for this series to have mercy on me it has me in a literal chokehold at this point sadjhsakh

#ascendance of a bookworm #honzuki no gekokujou #Yuyu rambles #P5V8P3 #//I have SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THEIR INTERACTIONS MAN #//I have to go and physically decompress and calm down because Ferdinands little tells this whole update has me so shaken #//I will expand upon these thoughts later but the fact that he 100% was bashful AND upon hearing Rozemynes situation-#//went full 'alright /fuck/ it were fixing this shit right now'#//like.....what the fuck man #//I dont think I can feasibly function today after that

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squirmydonnie · 2 months

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I was pretty freaked out when I first got to swim

But by the middle and end I was fine

I was scared of diving, but I ended up okay

Its getting hard to distinguish being tired to anxiety

Especially since my heart beat is getting louder when I freak out

Not litterally though

Just hard enough to where I can feel it. And it feels like sound

And while I was eating I felt like my heart skipped a beat or something

So my mom tried to help me breathe a certain way

Because maybe I'm not breathing.

When your other water you breathe out your nose. So when you get up for air you only focus on inhaling. And you can continue swimming as normal

In the beginning I could not do that

I felt tired

It's become difficult to distinguish a tired feeling while swimming to the anxiety

Even though I was tried from starting out again. It was also that I couldn't get myself to breathe. Which is very distracting. Especially in water.

I've put too much pressure on myself again.

I over prepared for swim practice

I I shouldn't have woken up that early. Or maybe woken up early at all.

I was too worried about everything

#i want to be able to everything but i can't. and i couldn't calm down.#i can tell myself again that its not worth it. because it isn't. but i still dont feel that way. im still scared #im finally getting along with my grandparents more and better. it makes me really wish my parents would have brought up what i did to them-#earlier. they didn't understand why i was so scared. but knowing that they aren't going to hurt me like that helps more then they could know #don't expect me to figure it out. i try to figure it out all the time. and it goes so wrong. please tell me. spiralling is painful.

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rewrite-canon · 10 months

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me when sad media piece about romantic relationship: light work no reaction

me when sad media piece about sibling dynamic: oh. okay. its got a little kick.

me when sad media piece about child-parental figure dynamic: LET ME GET UP LET ME GET UP LET ME GET UP ELT MEGET UP ELT ME GET UP ELTMR FJETY UP LEGBR LE FEOT UP

#me when #i just watched aftersun and when i tell you the symptoms that movie gave me were PLAGUE-LIKE #its bcuz i cried so much throughout that my eyes are still swollen (its the morning after)#1. got a headache from how hard i cried and had to sit down #2. passed out right after the film (it was early)#3. i had work earlier and fucked my knee during my shift. it hurt so bad but after the movie my body was so numb i couldnt even feel it #4. dehydration from crying so much #5. tummy ache from crying so much. also felt like throwing up #6. became delirious and started thinking about my DAD DYING 😭 had to be with him for two hours to calm down lmfao #all in all: DONT WATCH AFTERSUN. the worst movie ever i genuinely wanted to die #still five stars tho #but im seeing a pattern in all my fav media. hm #aftersun #everything everywhere all at once #eeaao #tlou #the last of us #lady bird #beautiful boy #fancy dance #circe #michiko and hatchin #the astonishing colour of after #wolf children #the cruel prince #<- im only tagging tcp bcuz jude and madoc’s relationship was honestly the best part abt the series #rewriting

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tenrose · 4 months

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I hate living in this world.

#misc #negativity tw #first off i had an argument with a colleague at work #we had to move places for the millionth time in this stupid open space #which already annoyed me #but this guy came at bargained like he always do while i said nothing because it's not like we chooae #and he always does that for actual work because and idk at first i made a snarky comment about now that he got what he wanted he better be #ready to work instead of hiding when somebody ask him to do his job #and he told me he didn't understand the remark #and my hot temper that makes me snap every five years took over #i bet he has by now complaining aboutme like he does about everything #anyway i take hours to calm down (not calm after 4 hours)#I'm also pissed at me cause i can't get emotional without shaking stupidly which makes me look like an hysterical person (i mean sadly i am)#also if there has to have an explanation once my anger is gone tomorrow i will be back on social anxiety mode which is gonna make it worse #all of this reminded me that i need to find a new job for ten thousand reasons #but unfortunately all employers are shit and actually i don't even know what i want to do #and as usual i have no energy for anything because i am still a major piece of shit #then i wanted to relax #made the mistake to open Instagram because I'm also stupid #and i know i don't often talk about politics and stuff #but it's really draining me #i barely or read news just enough to be aware #and honestly its exhausting but I dont want to complain cause Im in a privileged position where i have the chance to be able to 'shut off'#and yes my country and especially this government is sickening me #and like its people too #and also insta is full of pride posts #and i am stupid to read the homophobic and transphobic comments #and genuinely these people alongside racist and islamophobic people really scare the hell out of me #hopefully i don't engage but i shouldn't read anything at all tbh #speaking of pride im spiralling because even tho i kinda identify as aro i feel like a freak and i have nobody to tell me im not

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townslore · 4 months

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discovery of the day

#im sorry i do Not see what everyone sees in this movie. although from the years of browsing the internet ive began to realize #that i actually dont know if people actually like the movie or not #why is everything so rushed #their romance felt like nothing to me because i dont KNOW what they see in eachother #listen you dont have to tell me straight up into the camera why they love eachother #but the aggressive kissing and cut sex scenes arent telling me much #i get that it came out in 2005 but cutting mostly every gay sex scene? even the kissing for the most part?#but oh we NEED to see this happy husband and wife doing it. yes im bitter #a german movie by the name of summer storm came out the year before this one and actually shows something that feels like actual passion #i sound like i need to see people doing it in these movies all the time I promise thats not it #but even the kissing? the thing i Actually like the most? the thing that makes me feel things? felt like nothing at all #and oh i forgot that this is a tragic gay movie where one of them dies. Oh yeah. forgot.#mentioning summer storm again: it actually has a relatively happy ending. feels good that i dont need to be reminded of how gay people are #doomed 24/7.#the romance started good. with jack telling the guy whos name i already forgot to get his ass in the tent already.#the Pulling his arm over my body thing. it was going great #THEN IT WENT SO FAST! WHY WAS HE SUDDENLY SO INTO IT! WHY WERE THEY BOTH SUDDENLY DOING IT #im sorry i expected a slighter slow burn than this!!! calm down cowboys i have no idea why you two like eachother all of the sudden!#i seriously thought they would show these little moments of tension #and it just growing bigger and bigger #until they couldnt take it anymore #that would explain the aggressiveness of it! why they were so desperate! but it literally just HAPPENED!!!!!!!!!#im sorry i. I expected more of this movie that i hear so much about.#the most it made me feel was at that moment that turned into a meme where i thought “Hop on fortnite”#chuckled. that was it. did i cry? did my heart race at any moment? was i worried about what was gonna happen? not Once #im so. Disappointed.#after this i wanted to watch summer storm but netflix removed it. Its a german only movie no one knows from 2004. where the hell am i gonna #🏴‍☠️ that #AAAGHHHH!!!!!!!#not being able to watch summer storm made me cry more than this movie did What the hell

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