#and im crying and scared and alone

[justaz]

"you're not a sorcerer. i would know" oh fuck oh fuick of uvkkk he fully believed he and merlin were equals, they were friends, they had no secrets, they knew each other completely and utterly, the good and the bad. arthur finding out his best friend has been lying and hiding for years and nothing he knew was true. god fuck ogoofu fukckkk

[moeblob]

Amazing, take some of the side character demons from Evil Bound.

Vincie is a menace to Chuck and Chuck alone so in Hell, Chuck hexes his hand behind his back so that he isn't grabbed as much (and it's harder to pet him). Chuck is like the most irresponsible older sibling ever to demons though so Kelvin recruits him (as an older sibling vibe) to go help him get his ACTUAL older sibling from Earth. Chuck agrees. And then drags Vincie from Hell with them because no one else wants to babysit him and he refuses to unbind the hex just to re-hex when he returns to Hell.

In Hell, Kelvin actually doesn't appear much different than his human form! Like Kronos, the lines under his eyes are red in Hell but black on earth. Chuck however? In Hell he has wolf-ish ears and has a fur lining his neck (note the neck scars in human form). In addition to that he has four eyes in Hell (note the scars under his eyes in human form). Vincie just has horns in Hell. And! In Hell the hex doesn't have a silly looking "tied up" look, it's invisible unless Vincie strains it with movement and then its red text. But it shifts on earth to be visible.

Vincie's biggest agony for the entirety on earth is "dude it's colder here than in Hell I want a jacket to slip my arms into BUT I CANT BECAUSE IM BOUND".

[skunkes]

if life is categorized by Before Loss and After Loss then I exist in the before but with a countdown to the after. and the countdown is always always present and debilitating. the loss will be debilitating too but i cant help myself. i will always suffer twice.

[robotpussy]

i wish ppl would just shut up when ppl say they're afraid of something i don't care if you think it's stupid or unnecessary or the thing they're afraid of is already widely disliked by many people you don't understand where ppls trauma is coming from and even if there isn't any trauma causing the fear just shut up and move on

[marimo-o]

how do i givr the folks on the amtrak train i got on by accident 50$ apiece for not being mean and letting me off at the next station instead of in wisconsin

[sunflawyer]

just woke up from a bad dream where i found people on twt mocking my selfship and calling it 'cheating' and 'bland'.

wow, this just brings back my trauma.

awful.

[thermodynamic-comedian]

listen. i do not ever want anything bad to happen to lena kelley. however i do want her to, at some point, be in so much distress that someone has to comfort her. do you understand.

[introspectivememories]

when we were young..... the most shuggy song ever

[artifex-nb-2000]

I want to know

if I really have anxiety and depression

or if I am just lying to myself

and making excuses...

for my faults

if I just overshare because I can't help myself

or if I am just looking for attention

do I just want the praise?

or am I just bored?

why do I cry so much

to the point where I sound hysterical ,

hyperventilating

am I just telling myself

to be like that?

is anything I'm feeling a real issue

or am I just using it for an excuse

I honestly don't know anymore

I don't know if I actually feel anything

or everything..

is anything real?

the feelings ?

the thoughts?

the memories ?

am I real?

I really want to know .

N.B

🌻

[jazuthevulcanprincess]

sometimes harry says the most fucked up depressing sad shit that makes me cry immediately, the stuff where he sounds like a scared kid

like when u are reporting ur badge missing and ask for money, and one option after they refuse is "i dont want to be here anymore, i want to go home please come and get me" i am just. sobbing. he just has no one at all

and then if u get shot and feel like ur dying you can say "no one likes me no one wants to party with me" and i just pity him so bad

[tpup]

want to feel someone I love sleeping beside me but im sick and lonely and don't have a bed or anyone to cuddle.

[halfdeadwallfly]

Rehearsal and then after rehearsal and also in between of rehearsal and I think they're starting to regret having me. And perhaps justifiably but I have a bug with me and my bug is almost gone but I'm holding him so he doesn't die in the basement bathroom of the university catholic music room. So I am overcompensating by keeping quiet but that's wrong too and now we're done And I'm loud again and this time I'm eating dinner alone and I was ravenous and breathing so much but now I can't breathe and I'm only thirsty so so thirsty and now (not yet) I'm at home and I'm waiting and I. Am quieter than before and too loud again. And still imagining it.

[all-dead-inside21]

I've never...

• had a health relationship (relationship in general)

• held hands with someone

• kissed someone I like

• felt safe

• had sex because I wanted it

• a good relationship with my body

• felt good enough

• woke up next to some I liked

• fell in love

• saw the worth in myself

• trusted someone to 💯%

• cuddled with someone

• ...

What a sad fucking Life...

[transmogrified-in-the-void]

Very happy I'm going back to therapy next week

[parasitic-saint]

something you need to know abt me is that im extremely scared of artificial voices (think siri, alexa, any voice on gps thingies while driving) and no one believed me when the alexa changed voices one night, even tho i froze in place and all the hairs in my body stand up...

anyway, i'm also terrified of blonde and not really human faces... like that mix specifically (think "i feel fantastic" lady android, max headroom and the first mask of "possibly in michigan")

just felt like sharing <3

[luyo-mi]

WHAT LEONA DONT SAY THAT OMG THIS IS MAKING ME SO SAD