#and it wasnt like an 'i dont love you anymore' breakup it was a 'the path ur on rn is endangering one of our kids so im protecting them'

[ars0nism]

something about writing a couple who loathe each other as much as they still love each other. something tore them apart years ago and they havent healed, how could they, they were apart the whole time, but then they reenter each other's lives and they want to fix it, they really do, but every attempt at fixing it just makes it worse, every "maybe this time we can get back together" ends in a fight and its over, really, but maybe its not. sometimes while fixing something you end up cutting yourself on the pieces or whatever

[campfam4lyfe]

So good to meet another Brookji/Kenlynn fan! What do you think that will happen between them in JWCT season 2 (or later seasons)?

YESSS ANOTHER BROOKENJI!!!!!

okay so, honestly, i have like. zero clue. of what i think will actually happen, because there could be so many different roads for them to take. i know what i want though, and that is a kenlynn endgame. i understand why they broke up, i do. but to see their faces as it happened. the devastation--neither of them wanted it. but kenji had to do it, and i dont blame him.

but guys! brooklynn loves the camp fam--she keeps their picture up on her mystery board. she kept it as her lockscreen. she loves them. i also have to say, that brooklynn loves kenji. as a boyfriend, as a lover--as her person. darius says she was real broken up about the breakup, and she clearly had regrets. she told darius about how and where it happened. she kept that video with the "brokwie bear" and "kenji wenji." she has that video because she couldn't help but film him bc she thought he was being cute. it was one of the first things they saw when they decided to look through her phone! she loves him!

and kenji loves her--his grief over her death, his anger at the people he suspected of being involved in her death--the constant "where were you's" to darius--he needed to know why he wasnt there. that bit where he says "be honest with me. if you loved brooklynn, and mean, really loved her, why werent you there?" broke me, absolutely, cause goddamn ouch. like. he loves her, so he couldnt imagine not showing up if she called him. to the extent where he needs to know why darius wasnt and its like. does he, somehow, blame himself a lot? is that a veiled, *i* could have been there, why didnt she want me there?? devastating stuff.

but. thats all s1 stuff. youre asking about season 2 and onwards! so. what i think will happen--okay, so, you remember how in the end of s1 cc they showed ben was alive? and then we got a ben&bumpy episode that spanned the near-month he was alone. im wondering if they'll do that with brooklynn at some point. truly, i dont know. its possible, but maybe there going to reveal it in pieces, like flashbacks.

i want to know how brooklynn survived. the extent of her realtionship with ronnie, and about all the stuff she'd uncovered abt the dino smugglers since she started till now.

but also, i want a reunion so so bad, and since CT was handling everything else so well, i think theyll do a reunion justice too. and that means i think they will give some of the characters space to be angry. obviously i think there will be relief--who wouldnt be, to find out your friend is alive? but then i think there might also be betrayal, or anger or both.

and maybe also a little horror. brooklynn lost her HAND. and those moments leading up to it must have been terrifying.

i want the fact that she has lost a hand to be addressed. for instance, she can't drive her motorcycle anymore, at least not without a proper prosthesis. and its clearly something she liked doing--her helmets! one for her and one for kenji. just. AHHHHHH you know???

i want kenji to be wooed, let brooklynn woo kenji CT writers, let them woo each other.

i realize i keep meandering and never properly answering your question. im so sorry! okay--i think things will be tense, probably, with relief mixed in, but also a lot of hurt, and some anger. i think brooklynn will have her reasons, its a matter of whether or not the camp fam can accept those reasons or not, after all, we cannot force anyone to accept our apologies. i think they will however, though it may be at different stages for different characters. i think kenlynn will be able to reconcile, and im hoping for a "i knew youd come around/dont ruin it" call back. (my biggest hope is for that ghost line callback tho) but i also think brooklynn will have to show kenji that she does value his time and being with him, and just, him. which, i think its clear she does, but she got a little too consumed with her mystery for a hot sec.

[boysareouttonight]

lately ive been seeing some ppl on sunny tumblr/twitter spreading the agenda of ryan reynolds dating mac n dee n also dennis banging him and it reminds me of this fic idea i had for a while but i dont think i'm ever gonna make it so i might as well just say it

dee brags about having a date with this really hot guy who's at the bar n mac immediately feels smth between them the guy starts making eye contact and he just knows there's smth there so later he comes up to dennis n asks him for help to steal him from dee. he wants him to help sabotage their date thats happening tomorrow n dennis says yes bc he doesnt care if mac wants to bang ppl, dennis does it himself n he knows it doesnt mean anything plus pissing off dee is a bonus. so the next day he goes to dee's apartment pretending he wanted to hang out, puts some laxative in her drink n she obviously doesnt go to the date. ryan reynolds goes to the bar to meet dee n surprise whos there? mac. so they go out n dennis is "fine" with it. until he notices for weeks how mac is always with his phone n won't stop smiling n not coming home until the next morning so dennis asks him whats this all about n mac tells him "remember that guy dee had a date with but he was obviously more attracted to me? so we've been seeing each other all this time n i think we're going steady. i think i might actually like this guy" dennis is shaking n almost throwing up n then mac says "i wanted to thank you bc if u hadn't helped me sabotage their date we wouldn't be together so yeah thanks dude". then dennis has his kendall roy breakdown in the bathroom. then he does everything in his power to break them up he inserts himself in their dates he takes macs phone to delete their texts making them miscommunicate n mac is pretty oblivious about it but his bf isn't n dennis feels he kinda asked mac to distance himself a little from dennis and now hes going insane he has no resources anymore. so he does the only thing he can think of: hits on ryan reynolds who ends up being a cheater n they fuck. dennis tells mac like it was the most natural thing in the world saying he got suspicious about him being a cheater n just wanted to check, hoping mac will accept it, breakup w him, move on n everything would go back to normal. but he doesnt. he gets rlly upset n goes "what the fuck is wrong with u??? u're not even attracted to men n u banged him just to ruin my first long term relationship" he obviously wouldn't put 2+2 together that dennis wasn't straight n not even cross his mind that he might be jealous. dennis tells him he did him a favor that he was looking out for him and says "now that i clarified everything will u just breakup n we all move on from this? bc its starting to annoy me". but for dennis' surprise mac doesnt let it go n gets to the conclusion that dennis wanted to break them up just bc he wasnt a priority in macs life anymore n wasnt doing stuff for him like he used to n that he couldnt control mac anymore. he gets rlly hurt about this but deep down also bc dennis had gay sex and it wasn't with him. dennis wants to tell him the truth that he was just jealous bc he loved him n it was supposed to be him dating mac not ryan, that no one could understand mac better than he did n that everything was so clear to him now but he doesn't. he doesnt say anything n just lets mac think that bc he doesnt have the guts, bc its easier to let mac hate him. mac walks out the door and now the cliffhanger n angst is settled. dennis has to do the ultimate big romantic gesture to get him back

[honeytonedhottie]

okay so recently me and my bf broke up. it wasnt because of anything huge and we didnt end messy or anything. but he apologized for everything he ever did to me and promised he was going to change himself. we both agreed we’d always be best friends. i asked him if he would start dating anyone and he told me no because he wasnt ready for a new relationship. 2 days later i open discord and check his profile bc i was gonna go dm him smthn and i see an anniversary date that started yesterday and i immediately start fucking shaking and bawling and he tells me he didnt tell me about his mew partner because he “knew id react like this” am i in the wrong for panicking? am i being selfish because hes moving on so fast?? or is how im feeling valid? im really heartbroken over all of this because im like the loneliest fucking person ever and hes all i have. even after the break up we’ve been telling eachother how much we loved and cared for eachother. he replaced me so fast. how am i supposed to react?? this is cringe im sorry 😢

im so sorry for ur breakup anonie (づ๑•^•๑)づ♡

ok so u guys broke up, but still wanted to keep a friendship right? honestly hes wrong for moving on so fast bcuz oftentimes when ppl r attached they dont move on that quickly, but you know him better than i do. is he usually like this?

i think hes being rly insensitive to u, HOWEVER since u guys aren't together anymore, hes not ur problem. u dont have to deal with that anymore cuz y'all aren't a couple anymore. i recommend that u take some time alone to process ur emotions and in general just spend some well needed time alone. ur feelings are COMPLETELY valid and just surround urself with support rn. separate from what is perpetuating ur stress and take good care of urself anonie

much love 💗💗💗💗💗

[m1ckeyb3rry]

I mean if Niko is a resident gamer too, it make sense because he’s a weeb so the likelihood of him being a gamer is definitely possible too.

The fact that Karasu doesnt believe that anyone would genuinely like him, the fact he thinks that he’s being made fun of — can I highlight that he was *definitely* bullied a lot as a kid (just apart from that panel with those two kids throwing stones at him).

Ahhh Otoya (and Aiku) such a menace but I’m so drawn to this guy 🤣 he can change, let’s all be bob the builder, we can fix him.

Mira, that answer had me listening to breakup songs (yep, I’m sadist like that lol). So here’s the thing— and the ‘more to that’ 🥲 and this is where I opened up a portal of too many timelines—

And yes I do like that angst that they didnt end up together for whatever reason but now thinking of it in the present time, what are the chances of a rekindled spark. But as you said before, if they do reunion, if she reaches out somehow, it’s going to be like Isagi’s reunion with his friend. In this instance, Karasu has moved on. The first love trope, you’ll never ever forget your first love. I like you, you like me, great lets be together but for Karasu that wasnt the case. Even if he is to try being in a relationship again, it wont be with Marisa.

The comforting thought that Karasu would somehow have this thought the moment he starts dating someone, “Why are you with me? There’s nothing special about me.” And as what Hiori said, if you get too close to him he’ll stay away but if you go away, he’ll come close. I feel like in this instance it was mutually agreed between Karasu and Marisa that they’ll actuals go their separate ways. Not to mention they were kids before so they dont really understand that kind of concept yet. And tbf i am this close to taking matters into my own writing 🤏

So maybe. MAYBE. In another timeline. Yep, definitely TOTGA. Man. What a thought of a timeskip tho 😭🥹

This really hit me on a personal level because… AAAAAHHHHHH 🤣😭 (do I say it, do I say it?)

yeahhh i feel like him being a gamer def makes sense so it’s one of the popular headcanons that i do agree with!!

karasu gives me the vibes where he was bullied when he was younger and it had lasting impacts on who he is as a person even though he had a glow up circa middle school that made him really cool and popular LMAOAO so he like believes he’s still unwanted even though it’s not the case anymore

otoya is such a funny dude i love him 😭 he’s honestly so chill like if he only he would uhhh stop cheating he’d be an enjoyable person to date i think!! unfortunately i’ve never found aiku attractive so i can’t say the same for him even though ik he’s popular 😓

i agree i think at the point he’s at he doesn’t even know marisa like at all and vice versa 😭 i mean he rejected her at the grand age of 11 so i feel like it’s more of a fond childhood “what could’ve been” memory thing than anything more serious…he was old enough to be like “yeah it won’t work out” and just reject her instead of getting more invested and then being forced to break up w her because of time commitments or soccer or wtvr but i rlly don’t think it was that serious otherwise 🤔 like me personally there’s plenty of people from when i was younger that liked me where i’m like huh i wonder what might’ve happened there if we had stayed in touch but we just didn’t and now i kinda keep up with them on social media but that’s abt it?? i think that’s what the karasu and marisa dynamic reminds me of the most (but ofc you could def make it deeper if you wanted HAHA many avenues considering what little info we have)

YESSS SAY IT HEHEHE (but only if you want to/are comfortable with it)

[fyerdy]

Hey, heres my love story

There was once this girl and she was very smart and beautiful, we're not classmates but we study at the same school, shes older but shes the same batchas me, shes just 1 year older, but im born in november so its like... 14 and 13 but because i was born late its 13 and 15 which i thought was fine, so one day just a few days before valentines, i would have never expected her to have a crush on me but i guess i was lucky, we talked a bit and i guess she just really liked my personality, she ended up giving me gifts on valentines day and she really felt like a childish person despite her being older.

I decided i didnt wanna break her heart and just reject her so i took her in... i opened my arms to her... and so few weeks go by its smooth sailing, then her friends pressured her to ask me to be her bf... its only been a few weeks of dating, mainly it was her rushing but i dont blame her, i could have atleast stopped her but i didnt so its my fault too, but yeah we were couples and we were actually really great and compatible couples, keep in mind this is our first relationship so we're still in the puppy love phase, we both understood that we had to argue innorder to have a stronger relationship, and me being a man, i got jealous easily, she was the touchy type and she hanged out with gay dudes, i despise gay dudes in school because a lot of them are only pretending to be gay just to get closer to women, but anyways she let them lay their head on her lap and sleep, and to the non gay dudes she would just caress their face... right infront of me... and it hurted which is why i argued with her and in the end we resolved the issue, the thing is she didnt really... stop touching men but i guess i moved on since i knew i also had to change... so this continued and stuff but its irrelevant to the story right now since it wasnt really a problem, so yeah we had our first kiss and stuff, and i achieved my goals, she always had all her goals achieved so there wasnt really much to her story in highschool, but me... i used to be top of the class until i got beat up in grade 3 which caused me to loose motivation, but she really kept my head up and motivated me which caused me to be better, oh by the way this happened in grade 8, anyways, people still continued to ship her and stuff, and i guess i was chill with that since i liked that.

But anyways lets fast forward to a few more months because we were basically a great couple and then school ended and we were at the recognition and stuff so like fast forward to a few days before school, she had just arrived from her vacation from the Philippines, and i got bad news just after she came back... it turns out she lost feelings for me... and it happened just beffore oyr geade 9 days are gonna start...

And it really hurt cause i was getting so excited to see her in person again, and i kept trying to salvage our relationship cause i wasn't ready to let go, and i continued doing so even after we broke up, i've been changing myself after our breakup, and im talking good changes, really wanting to become a better person, but she still didnt wanna be with me... and what hurts more is that she was really... like you could sense the difference in her behaviour... and i mean it makes sense cause shes older so she matured but like... atleast let me mature too...

The thing is my parents dont really care abt me, and im the middle child too, but she... she was proud of even my small achievements and progress and it really made me happy, she was the loving mother i never had, but its all gone now and i regret not cherishing her while i was still with her, i didnt recognize her enough for the good things shes done to me... and the reason she lost feelings for me was because she felt that i had no purpose in her life...

My school starts in a few days and i dont know if im ready... i dont know if i want her or not anymore... ive healed to start loving her again... but she doesnt feel the same way for me... wish me luck cause im persistent in what i do and i really believe i can achieve anything i put my mind to.

[theddude]

How is it for you...

You have an excellent memory, you remember everything we did and talked about..

Every drive we had with your hand on my lap, the long drives with your head against my shoulder, every time you played with me on the way home...

Every time we kissed, every time your hand was running through my hear, every time i kissed you on your body, every time we became very close on the couch, every time we had snapchat calls, everytime under the shower with snapchat, everytime you panicked and called, every time you got upset and called,..

Everything we had,..

You said not so long ago on Telegram you wanted to tell me longer but didnt found the uppertunity,... how long where you trying to gett rid of me? But you also said you didnt wanted to loose me out of your life,..

Why was I dumped? Why didnt I got the chance to be told how you really feel about it and me? Why didnt we had a grown up confersation about the situation? Why did i got dumped twice like garbage?... Wasnt I good enough for you? Did i treat you badly? Did i do you harm? What did I do to deserve to be treated like this?...

I've put my heart out for you since I knew you, gave my all to you, never considered dating because you was my love( like we talked about), I stayed in the local area for you, considered my next job with you in my mind,...and then this... it isnt fair...it isnt fair...

I've put all my love, sweat and tears into you and your wellbeeing...and than this... is this how you treat a best friend? A love of your life? Or was our relation changed in your opinion? ... nobody told me...

After the first breakup you wanted to explore ways of us beeing together you said, want to put effort into that...and that also was quited like a knive through the soul...

Im sorry for you that your previous best friend killed herself, I really do, and I did my best always to proof to you that I wasn't going to leave you...

But now it feels like...im beeing killed here...

And if i ever wronged you in any way im so sorry, but we could have talked about it...

Im still not sure if you wanted this to happen, I dont know why you would say you wanted to end up with me in the end and then this happens with the cutting off of me... maybe it all happend because you couldnt take it anymore the 2 partners, and I can understand,

But I hope im not deliberatly pushed out of your life,... if I am... have a little of respect for me left, and tell me...

Im used to getting silenced in my life, but never would have guessed that this would also be done by the love of my life...

Its hard for me now, because my feeling says you still want me in your life, and my mind says im controlled out... I guess you didnt want me to have closure otherwise we would have talked it trough... now it seems forced, but not backed up by the heart...

Im actually sorry for you and worried about you, because I knew the life you lived under that roof...

I hope you circle back to me, because I still believe we are ment for each other(and so does others btw) ... and if you dont want to, we will see... but I will be waiting as long im alive..

Love you very very much beauty,

Your bestie and love,

Patrick

[soupdeewoop]

🚨RANT🚨RANT🚨

this isnt like very triggering (i think, its just a talk about my emotions) so like if ur gonna read read ig

and hopefully no ones gonna come to me being like “well whyd you put ur personal thoughts on the internet” well let me tell you one thing to one knows me here and wuite frankly ppl on tumblr are very kind. that being said if you know me in real life dont read 😭🙏

but yeah i hope it isnt triggering if anyone does read tell me im tryna be cautious

i think the thing about me is that i will start crying in public if i have to. idrc at that point bc when emotion come to me they come to me, and they typically dont come that easily. i dont feel much of anything like its all a mediocre feeling like im sad but not SAD. like i have to breakdown crying its whats healthly for me but i cant do it. so if i need to cry i will cry at that moment. or else i cst. process it. like i watch these sad shows and read sad stuff and listen to sad songs and ya a lot of times i do read enjoyable stuff but other times i have to or else i wont cry or get angry or whatnot. like theres not much in real life for me to feel from. i dont rlly go outside cause my friends dont live near me and nobody really know how i would love to bike to my friends house to get there. and ironically my dad has been trying to force me to go outsiede and exercise and bike. anyways. so emotions like i cant feel them to the extent i feel them at that particular moment or it will go away. my ex girlfriend texted me saying we need to break up and the thing is we had been dating for seven months but my parents are homophobic so they dont even know that i long distance dated someone so like at that particular moment i was suing my computer on the couch and my parents were around the house cleaning so i cant break doen crying in that moment so i did go to the bsthroom. but my parents get mad if im in the bathroom for too long they think im doing something bad (?) so like i cry for teo minutes, come out, go in again but its not it. i need to sob. like its been months and i forgive her (wells there wasnt anything to forgive i understand completely why she did so it still hurts yk) but i dont rlly think ive had that like breakup breakdown moment and thats not good. if i had just been in the situation where i was aloowed to do so i feel like there wouldnt be much lingering in my heart anymore. and idc if anyone will say im so depressed or mentally unstable for crying in public or showing emotion cause for me thats all im going to get thats all ill ever see cause thats all i have. anyways. idk i was just thinking how many ppl say theyll be v embarrassed to cry in public (and this rant is not to say i wont be like i will but for my personal mental health ig i thinks its ok) and like it just lead me to think abt the times i have cried in public. i think public isnt a very good word so just like around other ppl basically.

anyways idk what else to rlly say i dont think anyone will read until here but if you have heres some love ❤️❤️❤️

[sign-anon]

“If he reacts poorly, it’s…at this point, it’s up to him and his supports to figure that out. And…well, if you were miserable, I’m glad you’re not anymore.”

its...

*sign sighs.*

its pretty complicated. i wasnt... i wasnt miserable. i was just sorta... i dont know. its not that i was unhappy, its just that i wasnt in love anymore. it took me that last time he talked to me before the breakup and several different anons to make me realize that. he asked for an open relationship, and i finally realized that i didnt care. i didnt care who he wanted to be with anymore, because i didnt love him the same way he loved me anymore.

*he frowns.*

as for him reacting poorly... i... dont really think it was bob himself. like, i dont think he fully chose to react the way he did. he started to leave, and seemed pretty depressed, so i wanted to make sure he wouldnt do anything... rash. he stopped and then had some coughing fit. he, uh, threw up, hard enough to throw up blood, and passed out.

*his voice trails off uncomfortably.*

[are-we-still-friends15]

12.06, 4:35 am

the night we first kissed, you were reading my letters i wrote for her

now im writing to you

its funny how we ended up like this

i really thought we would last, at least as friends after we broke up

we promised each other we would

but its been 2 months since we last talked

i got diagnosed with a severe panic disorder

thats what was happening to me during our last months together

i guess you were the trigger, but it wasnt your fault

i think i kind of knew we wouldnt last when you didnt say i love you back that night

and that fear of losing you was causing the panic attacks

but thats also how we grew distant, kind of ironic, self fulfilling prophecy or whatever

i miss you

i have days when you are barely in my thoughts, but when im by myself its basically free real estate for you

and you left a big hole

i wish i could talk to you directly, but i physically cant

everytime we would talk after we broke up i would have bad panic attacks

even now writing this, knowing you will never see it, i feel like im close to having one

i wanted to at least explain to you why i havent texted, but my psychologist said i shouldnt talk to you

at least not for now

its good for treatment apparently

but i guess this doesnt count so its ok

when you asked me how i was doing, i lied

i had a two week period where i didnt get out of bed

i couldnt eat, work or shower

the apartment was a mess

because in my mind you died

its a self defense mechanism i have since B, its how my mind deals with break ups

obviously i know youre not dead, and i dont want you to be

but my mind thinks theres no other way to deal with a breakup

so i was grieving you

for a solid two months

it hurts needing you back in my life but knowing that i cant

we wont work out as a couple anymore, and you know i cant be friends again if i still have feelings

and i have them now, and will do for a long time

but youre better off without me i think

im sorry

i miss you and i love you

im not sure if ill keep writing here

[anothercorner]

Nightmares

I usually don’t have nightmares. On the off-chance that I do, they’re just silly dreams, right? They’re nothing real. Monsters who live in alleyways and spiders the size of large dogs aren’t real. They can’t hurt you.

Memories can.

Our first kiss, except this time you leave as soon as our lips make contact.

Going shopping together, except I take a wrong turn in an isle and suddenly you’re gone.

Making a meal together, peeling carrots with you hugging me from behind, planting delicate kisses on my neck. Except you abruptly leave through the front door.

All those delicate memories, sharpened and twisted to perfection and aimed at my heart. It’s not your fault. I can’t be angry with you. If anything, I can be grateful that I have such good memories. I loved you truly and deeply, and you fell out of love. That’s all there is to it.

At the very heart of it, these nightmares show me how deeply I am capable of loving. I loved you so hard, so dearly that I saw past my worst fears to make these memories. I took leaps I never would’ve usually done.

You’ve helped me realise the kind of love I am capable of giving.

I can’t wait to show my future wife.

[littlemisschameleon]

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[namjooningelsewhere]

Chapter - #3A

-💭A/N - So this chapter is going to be a mix of written and text and it is going to unfold the past of jack and Y/N. A lot of people are probably expecting high octane drama in this update after that furious teaser but i have toned it down a lot in here and it may seem like a splash of cold water on raging fire but believe me the drama makes no sense when Y/N herself hasn't processed the breakup yet. She has just been running away from what she feels. but talk about being bitter! Let me know what you think and also let me know if you want to be added to the taglist.

Im not adding the teasers i put out into the chapters, but incase if you have no idea what they were they're right - here

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Y/N paced around the hotel room gathering around the clothes and her stuff, while her attention was wholy on the door. She couldnt figure out what exactly Jack wanted to talk about but she hoped it wasnt what she thought it was.

Jack came in a minute later and he looked at her nervously while she looked at him in confusion. "Umm hi?" He said awkwardly as seconds went by and no one said anything. "Hi." Y/n replied curtly and went on about stuffing her stuff in the suitcase. "What did you want to speak about Jack?" Jack immediately shifted uncomfortably in his position, unsure of what to say he pulled her hand and led her to the door.

"Dont ask anything just come with me please?" Jack said as they waited for the elevator and Y/N struggled in his hold but he just tightened making it clear he wouldnt leave it until he was done.

"Jack i literally have to leave in an hour, Where are we going?" Y/n tried to get his attention but no avail. Jack opened the car door for her and she sat in. "Just trust me okay, and i want you to understand why i did this?" He drove for ten minutes and parked infront of a huge showroom- House Of Jade.

Y/N froze in her track as she saw herself in the poster that was right outside the store. "Jack what is this?" The words were getting stuck in her throat, The photo was taken in Paris and more importantly the tagline- YEARS OF YOU caught her attention.

Jack moved infront of Y/N and took his hand in his and looked straight in her eye- "Y/N This collection for me is all the years I've spent with you and without you. Its all in here, the love that we shared, The pain that i felt and the memories I've cherished when you weren't here with me. I am sorry i was unfair years ago when my father passed away i had to move here with my mother take over the company, build it with the legacy my father left me and you lost your father later, You had to stay back in Korea for your mother between these issues i thought it was okay to leave when we had good memories and not when our relationship became something that we couldn't tolerate anymore.

"That day at the café I didn't just leave you Y/N i left a part of me, A part that stayed with you until i met you that day here in Paris. I was so passionate about designing but when you left all that was left in my brain was an empty canvas. I never stopped loving you Y/N. Everyday I've fought battles just fucking wishing you were by my side and when Danny told me all about your breakup and how you took this project all i wanted was to comfort you hold you tight and never let you go. But when i met you everything came back rushing to me. This collection that you see back there i designed it in a night. Could you believe that? I am not saying that i want you back and this is me begging for a second chance. But this me letting you know that I'm giving you nothing but the truth and if you feel okay i want you to know you can find your way back to me. Il be right here."

Tears started streaming down Y/n's face as Jack looked away to wipe his own tears. Why did life had to do this to her, She hadnt gotten over her breakup yet and here he was giving his heart out to her.

"Jack this is the best thing anybody has ever done for me. I dont know what to say. I would be lying if i said im not moved but it is unfair to you if i come in now with a baggage that i havent even fucking dealt with yet. I will need some time Jack." Y/n looked at him and Jack just smiled, He touched her cheek with his palm and smiled, "Take whatever time you need. Its okay if you dont come back to me, i want you to choose, not do something because you feel obligated." Y/n hugged jack tightly, her head resting on his chest. She could feel the way his heart was beating rapidly.

Y/n moved back and wiped her tears and Jack cleared his throat and he fished for his phone from his jeans, He showed Y/N the screen and her eyes were almost close to popping out. "Jack what the hell?" He rubbed the back of his head. "Action of Impulse, Excessive Jealousy. I acted out of impulse, i wanted to show them that I'm no less and i am here to win you back but Danny knocked some sense into me and now all i want to do is use their reach and make this collection a part of as many lives possible."

"Jack this- I don't know what to say." Y/n was about to combust but Jack was grinning. "I said I'm sorry, it was pure out of impulse okay. I'm really sorry. I couldn't take the Collab down because my team was already in talks. I'm sorry Y/N." He nudged her and she let out a sigh. What was she supposed to do now!

"I'm sorry." Jack nudged Y/N again and she just rolled her eyes. "Yeah whatever. Now drop me to the hotel or il miss my flight." Y/N smacked his arm and he laughed.

Jack felt lighter, He had given her nothing but truth. It was her choice now.

Y/N felt confused. She wasn't ready to deal with the pain yet, and hell she wasn't ready to deal with love again. She just had too much to think off, too much to process, but she would deal with it another day.

[ghostlysenses]

Angst Prompts

Im taking requests! heres a few quotes for inspo

just like that? you’re giving up?!

im the bad guy! i dont save the day

sorry that im such a disappointment

you cant be back?! WHY ARE YOU BACK?!

You never cared.. did you?

Go! and never come back

you were an investment

How dare you come back into my life after leaving me!

you weren’t there for me, so its my turn to no be there for you

Id take back our relationship in a heartbeat!

you win..

can’t you listen for one second

pick a god and pray to it

kill me and live with the memory, then tell the stars you won

its better this way

it was bound to end either way

its not a breakup, just a break

I dont want to die, not like this

you’re trembling...

this is all your fault!

you meant nothing to me

maybe you should stop trying to socialize everyone hate you anyways

I cant trust you anymore

I cant live like this anymore!

I dont know what to do

its all to much

My anxiety keeps me silent when i try to speak

I wish i was floating

waking up to an empty bed is hard sometimes

who do you think you are?!

look at what you caused!

do you care?! why dont you care?

I gave you all me!

i was there when they werent yet you still chose them over me?!

you have some nerve trying to tear me down

why would you try and play me for a fool?

why werent you who you swore that you would be

i shouldve never trusted you

I dont know why i love you!

you broke me...

you hit me...you hit me!

you changed, and its not for the better

Not like you ever tried to stay!

i tried, i failed, i tried again, i failed again. it keeps repeating and im tired of it!

im tired! im tired of all of it

how? how are you so good at pretending to be okay

I wish I never met you!

Go ahead! leave me!

your just like the rest of them

what is it about them?

why do you love them so much?!

you’ll never be like them

your image is more important than us?

your right it wasnt your fault but mine

was it fun? using me?

YOU HAVE NO POWER OVER ME!

YOU HAVE NO AUTHORITY OVE ME!

you only want power

they..they dont/doesnt love me anymore..

I dont love them anymore

I had a nightmare...i killed you...

i thought we were friends!

when? when did you stop loving me?

i hope your satisfied with yourself

why are you pushing people away?

your using me....your using me

so you didnt really love me?

was there something i couldve done or said to make you love me more?

Im so numb now..

I dont want to die!

fuck you! and fuck everything!

there is no us! there never was!

you thought this was real?!

do you love them?

do they make you happier than when you were with me?

are you ashamed of me?

if you cant live without me then die

why didnt you fight for us?

i said id die for you, i didnt mean it literally

who could ever love you?

is this a game to you?

Im not a toy you can play with!

why should I leave? you’re the one who ended the conversation/fight

I thought you were different

you got in my way

if you walk out of that door we are through

they left... and never came back

LOOK AT ME!

Am i not good enough for you?

i didnt realize i was such an inconvenience

Your my (daughter, child, son) no matter how big you grow youll always be my (duaghter, child,son)

i hope you’re happy now

i hope im not put in the same part of hell as you

its okay! im here!

you act like a child!

i cant love you.

i dont care

there more people in the world than just you!

i cried out for you and you didnt even come to save me

I heard you, i just didnt care.

We’re kids! we should be living our lives instead of trying to cheat death!

everyone leaves

do you wish that you never met me?

I wish you would understand

Could you please be there for me?

You can’t keep ignoring me

We used to be friends! what happened?

this will be the last time you lie to me

I hope you’re happy

I dont like you! nobody here does!

every time something goes well I momentarily forget how much I despise you

Did anyone ever tell you how pathetic you are? It’s incredible how low my standards are for you

Hand me the gun and I’ll kill ___ myself

We should probably stop talking forever

You broke her heart and came back for more, you bastard

I’m not coming home, don’t look for me

No one will keep your name alive. Once you’re gone, everything you once stood for disappears too

Don’t pretend you haven’t thought about your life without me

You think im an idiot, but I saw through you. You’re the idiot

What would I need you for when I have something better?

I hope you know I wouldve done ANYTHING for you

It was all i ever asked of you!

they arent my kid, theyre a failed clone (Parent hates, failed clone kid, failed clone kid was raised by them but neglected and def not loved, anything can happen, the kid can die in their arms and their last words be something angsty like “i loved you even if you didnt love me” or they get into an argument or something idk)

[skzfairies]

[ PROMPT ] — requested by @stellastials

warnings: crying, homophobia, being forced to break up, yuri feels isolated, kissing.

yuri didnt know what to do, yuqi was crying in her arms in the middle of the dance practice room, she wasn’t just crying, but she was sobbing. yuqi had impulsively called yuri in the middle of the night, her voice wavering as she asked yuri to come over, her words breaking off into sobs.

“can you please — can i see you? please? i’m at cube...i need you.” yuqi cried out, harshly gasping for air as she talked, sighing in relief when yuri had immediately agreed.

“i’ll be right there, i promise.” yuri reassured, gentlly shushing the girl through the phone as she made her way to her car, placing her on speaker phone as she drove. eventually, yuqi had calmed down enough to where she could breath much more easily, but her cries didn’t subside.

and now here they were, when yuri had saw yuri enter the dance practice room, she immediately fell into the girls arms. she couldn’t hold it back anymore, the feeling of her ex-girlfriend’s arms had made her even more upset. she had missed yuri, so fucking much. her heart was aching everyday from the pain. she didn’t go one day without thinking about yuri, she didn’t go one day without wondering how yuri was, what she was going, or how she was doing. she missed her so much. she wasnt ready to let go of her, but she had to.

she didn’t have any other choice.

“yuqi....please tell me what’s wrong.” yuri pleaded, pulling the distressed girl out from her chest so she could look at her, cupping her wet cheeks in her hands. she never seen yuqi cry so hard, not since their breakup. “if you let me back in...we can make it better.”

yuri watched as yuqi feverishly nodded, clearing her throat and turning around so she was sitting against yuri’s chest. if she looked at yuri, she knew she would break out into sobs again.

“i don’t know what to do....the company told me that i had to break up with you....but i don’t want to do that.” yuqi whispered out, more sobs threading to be let out as she talked, but she held them down. nothing would get fixed if she continued to cry.

“then dont. dont let what we have go to waste,” yuri stated, leaning down so she was resting her chin against yuqi’s shoulder, giving yuqi a soft kiss on her cheek before looking into yuqi’s eyes, frowning when yuqi had repeatedly shook her head, her lips quivering as more tears filled her eyes.

“it’s not that easy, yuri i just...i cant be with you anymore. they said they were going to kick me out...i cant do that.” yuqi breathed out, her chest rising faster and faster as she thought back to the meeting were she felt like her life had came crashing down. she wished she could go back in time and prevent that day from even happening, but instead she had to relive that memory over and over again until she was crying, unable to form a coherent thought.

“they wouldnt kick you out...idle is their star group. do you really think they would allow one of their members to leave the group?” yuri thought out loud...but it seemed more like a question. companies were unpredictable...and evil. and with cube’s past...it seemed that they were more than capable to kick someone out.

“we can always lie.” yuri offered, heaving out a sigh as she leaned back, pulling yuqi further back against her as they leaned againt the wall, yuri wrapping her arms around yuqi’s waist. this was the first time they had seen each other in a long time; and it felt like nothing had changed. minus the fact that they weren’t together anymore...and a crazy CEO was after them.

they still loved each other, they still felt safe and comfortable in each other’s arms. despite their current situation, just simply being in the same room as each other had brought a wave of comfort over the girls. they would figure things out, one way or another.

“we already tried that...and look where we are now.” yuqi frowned out throwing her head back against yuri’s shoulder, her eyes filled with despair. she didn’t know what to do, she was lost. they only thing she wanted was to be with yuri, but love always came with consequences.

“we can always try again...you know, be more careful. just...just think about it. i’m not going to pressure you, but come back to me when you are ready, if you want to try again, we will. but if not then...” yuri blurted out, avoiding yuqi’s gaze. she didn’t want to admit the reality that this may be the end of them...it would be the end of us.

yuri had to bite the inside of her cheeks to keep herself from crying on the spot when yuqi had turned around to pull down yuri’s jaw gently to look at her, a determined look on her face, one that had made yuri’s legs feel like jelly, a faint blush daring to creep up her neck.

“i do want to try again, i really do. i love you too much to let you go.” yuqi stated firmly, bringing yuri’s face closer and now holding her face between her palms as she leaned in slowly, giving yuri a change to back away. when yuri only leaned in closer, yuqi had pressed her lips against yuri’s own passionately, sliding in her lap with ease. they had done this so many times, it felt so right, it felt like coming home.

yuqi frowned when yuri pulled away, but quickly stopped herself from leaning in again when yuri’s expression had turned soft. her lips were puffy and her cheeks were red, but her eyes had looked at yuqi with a such a soft love, it had made yuqi feel dizzy as she continued to look at yuri.

“tell me when you are ready, and we’ll try again. take as much time you need, okay? call me in the middle of the night...because i always got your back, angel. no matter if we are dating or not.” yuri told the girl in front of her, slowly intertwining their fingers together. yuri and yuqi both shared a soft smile, one that expressed all of their love without having to put it in words, and pressed their lips against each other again, wanting to treasure this moment for as long as possible. they didn’t know when they would see each other again; it wasn’t even certain if they would even be able to talk again after this.

yuqi and yuri had continued to kiss for a long time, but it seemed their time had to come to an end eventually. yuqi’s phone had buzzed, alerting her that she got a text from one of her members, and that she had to go. yuri watched sadly as she watched her ex leave the room, pondering over when they would see each other again.

that night, yuri fell asleep all alone in a cold bed, the sheets cold from yuqi’s absence. her room had felt empty, there was no sleeping roommates on the bed below her or next to her, there was no faint cheers coming from yunho and san’s room, nor the soft sound coming from the living room from the other members watching television.

she was alone...

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[mlm-mod-taka]

Hi mod taka! 🌹 anon again qwq. Can I please request Hajime and Shuichi breaking up with they're s/o hcs? (gn reader, seperate)

No pressure though^^ Sorry for bothering you TvT.

BREAKING UP HCS • hajime, shuichi x gn reader

hi, 🌹 anon! i dont think ive ever done angst breaking up hcs, so please excuse me if this isnt that good. and dont worry! none of you bother me at all, i love talking to all my anons. i hope you enjoy these hcs!

tws/cws: breaking up, falling out of love & angst.

|| -> mod taka <3

he'd never think that he would want to break up with you so willingly, but lately things have been really weird between you two.

the main reason he wants to break up is because he most likely fell out of love. its a thing that happens to most people in an early relationship, and its understandable. youre both so young, after all.

hajime just... feels so guilty. hes the one that fell for you first, so why was he feeling like this? why didnt he have all those butterflies in his stomach when he first liked you?

thinks long and hard about this, his first approach was that he was just gonna wait it out. maybe hes just been feeling ill recently, his feelings should come back eventually.

they didnt, to say the least. in fact, his feelings are more lost than ever after waiting for them to come back. its been a month of faking his love and affection for you, and he didnt know what to do anymore.

he vents about this to chiaki, and she says that its a normal thing that happens to most young relationships. later that night, hajime googles if its okay to feel like this, and searches what other people did in this scenario.

after researching the two sides of leaving the relationship and staying, he decides that its probably best for you two to breakup. it hurts his heart to picture someone he loved to be lonely, but he'd rather end it early before the feeling got worse.

apparently, most of the results with people who stayed were that they started to resent their partners. either that or they started to distance themselves from their lovers, to the point where they would be away from them for days at a time.

these results all resulted in painful and harsh breakups, and all the people that went through this agreed that they should have just ended it earlier before it got so out of hand.

he sighed into his hand. he really was going to have to break up with you. but, he'd rather have this end early with less pain, than end it later with more.

the next day, he asks you to meet him at the side of the school after class. when you meet up with him, he looks exhausted and upset. you immediately started asking if he was okay, since he looked horrible and you havent seen him physically all day.

he says hes fine, and after a few seconds of a very tense silence, he mutters the words "i want to... break up." you didnt know if you heard it right at first. so you asked him to repeat.

he repeats, and you were right. he said it. you could feel a lump start to form in your throat as you asked why, and he quickly explains everything whats been happening with him.

you were fully sobbing, and he tried to help you, but he realized that he probably lost that priviledge since he wasnt your boyfriend anymore.

you cant say that you dont understand, because you do. youve heard of this happening in other relationships, so you put on a smile and say youre thankful that he told you before it got serious.

he nods, and watches you say goodbye to him, walking away from him, now out of his life. this sight should've hurt him, but it didnt. and thats the part that hurt him. why did it have to end like this?

i feel like he would break up with you because of the future. shuichi doesnt really see a future with you two together, and at first he thought that was normal for everyone.

he quickly learned that it wasnt, everyone else in a relationship planned to marry each other, have kids, work in the same fields together, live together and the list goes on.

but, he really didn't see that. in fact, he actually saw a really vivid future without you, and that worried him for a bit. why couldnt he see you and him together in the future?

he just brushed it off as something that wasnt that big of a deal, and continued to be in a relationship with you. everything was going well, until you brought up the proposal of living together to him.

it made him anxious, and it was obvious. he liked his privacy and alone time, so maybe that was why he was so nervous about it. yup. that had to be it. nothing more, nothing less.

he still felt an intense love for you, unlike hajime, but something about the way he loved you was... different. when kaito asked him to describe what he felt for you, he thinks that he felt this sort of, temporary love with you. he never said that to kaito, though.

your relationship felt like this great and happy thing that will eventually lose its passion and he could easily move on from it, he never sees you two as a long term couple.

shuichi got worried again. it was clear to him that this probably wasnt something that everyone else felt. it wasnt exactly fear of commitment either, no. it was something much more different, but he didnt know how to describe it.

is up for nights at a time, trying to think of a way to describe how he feels. its clear that he hasnt been doing too well, he often goes to school and is much more quiet than normal. you also got this weird feeling that hes been avoiding you, but you ignored it, that couldnt be true, right?

eventually, it hits him. he doesnt really see value in your relationship. thats not to say that its completely pointless, it has made him very happy time and time again, but he doesnt get anything other than love and affection from the relationship.

doesnt think that you guys being together will last forever, and hes always subconsciously known that. he doesnt see anything he can gain while being in a relationship with you.

sure, he gains love, but nothing else like the other couples in the school. they have learned lessons, morals, different point of views, developed new habits, but thats never happened with him and you.

shuichi almost wishes that he didnt realize this, because now that he has, he feels the need to break things off before you started to get hurt from his thoughts and ideologies.

asks you two to meet in the fountain of the school in the middle of the night, and he explains that he still loves you, but doesnt want to hurt you, which is why hes doing what hes doing.

you dont understand why hes saying this at first, so you ask what he means by that, and he responds with "what im saying is, i think its better that we break up right now."

now it makes sense. the avoiding, how silent he was, and the explaination he said at the beginning. normally, you'd tell him that the feeling would pass, and that you didnt have to break up over something like this, but its very clear that hes made up his mind, and you cant do much other than to accept it.

you were crying, but it was soft and understanding. you nodded and said that you had a great time with him, wishing him the best in life, before walking back to your dorm. this hurt him, but he knows its for the best, he just wishes that it couldve been different. maybe in another world.