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bootyful-seventeen · 2 months
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Okay maybe it’s my frontal lobe developing on speed run rn but a lot of English speaking subbed anime fans are saying some ableist ass shit when talking about how much they hate dubbed anime
#cuz every time I see a dub clip on insta many of the first comments I see are about how it sucks and Japanese is better#and this usually gets followed by ‘you need to go back to kindergarten to learn how to read’ like excuse me????#many of us can read just fine but watching subbed anime can be difficult#so just fuck the blind weebs huh? fuck the blind weebs? fuck the weebs with bad vision. fuck the dyslexic weebs#and just fuck the weebs who can’t even fucking see the subtitles because so much anime that’s popular had a lot of white/bright colours#and half the time these subs don’t have a thick enough boarder to stop the words from getting blurred#and that’s just the people with vision issues and dyslexia. some people just like to watch things in a language they understand#some people got attention issues and will watch anime while doing something else at the same time#sometimes I’ll even see some drop the r slur like damn bro#like fuck off and let my blind ass enjoy anime in peace cuz dub fans never act like this#we used to be a proper society that used yellow subtitles and now we have these fuck ass white ones#like how do you expect me to watch my happy marriage or mha subbed when I can’t even see the subs that pop up in h the dub????#cuz after an episode or two of subs my eyes and head start to hurt but this only happens with the white subs#give me yellow coloured subs and I can see so easily and have a swell time watching sub#cuz rn I’m in the middle of watching demon prince enma on tubi and I’m having a swell time having such visible subtitles#and honestly they should bring yellow subs back or add that sexy semi transparent grey box to put the subs in#cuz I don’t only have a hard time seeing subs for anime. I have a hard time with kdramas too#so I barely watch the popular ones that people recommend which are mostly in a current timeline#I can only see subs in these dramas when it’s for a historic drama and that’s cuz they’re very colourful compared to ones set in workplace
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llicorice · 3 months
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POST WHERE I JUST TALK AB ME AND RED VELVET MEMORIES FOR @sharky-the-idiot under the cut bc idk how long this will b
sorry if im super duper awful at recalling this(ive gotten hit in the head 20 too many times and my memory isnt great) where do i even begin with this, i guess ill start with what got me to leave, unfortunately we did all leave seperately(sorta) it was a chain of events that caused each of us to leave based on the previous person
so what got me to leave, there was this huge fight that broke out between the cookies of darkness (+the cake army) and a combo of the now well off vanilla kingdom and a bunch of other cookies, and to make a complicated battle story short i over exerted my magic and hurt myself in the process, leaving me "just passed out" according to pure vanillas retelling, pomegranate presumed me dead and left with the rest of the cookies of darkness once it was all over. pure vanilla, being the kindhearted cookie he is, decided he didnt really just want to leave an injured cookie there, and when i woke up a few days later still in the vanilla kingdom i had to come to terms with the fact that the cookies of darkness didnt seem to care about me that much (which. youd think i wouldve figured that out sooner considering the amount of abuse all its members endures was horrific).
im able to settle into this new life with a lot of time and effort, but the cookies of darkness learn im still alive and arent happy about it, blah blah attempted murder and kidnapping and all that yummy stuff ill go into detail if asked about happens and red velvet just realizes and is able to go "this is really really horrible" and goes back with me to the vanilla kingdom
it takes a lot of effort for the cookies already living there to accept that ex cult members keep showing up, but they eventually come to terms with it and stop pestering me. me and red velvet make a rescue mission to go find poison mushroom, it works (and i get beaten to a pulp upon discovery "that i dare to return". how dramatic) and we're all good now!
theres a lot of in between stories that dont involve the cookies of darkness that would make for good angsty fanfictions- (like dark cacao kidnapped me once and i was held prisoner for 3 months. hands down the most horrible thing thats ever happened to me) but thats the gist, again sorry if thats poorly explained im pretty exhausted and also not the best storyteller
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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year
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#im just gonna complain abt it here bc i just have to accept that i can't irl bc no one else gets it#its hard to b a dyslexic grad student. u have to read so much. and its good. lots of reading is good. u just have to contend with a soul#crushing amout of discouragement at the fact u just kinda cant read while ur peers r like sure i can read this in class and have things to#say abt it. if u make me read in my head in class i literally cannot fucking tell u what i just read. not a god damn thing and if i try to#let my computer read to me i cant fucking pay attention for long enough so i just have to accept that from here on out ill have to#physically read papers aloud which i hate so much. its the only way i can fucking understand things and it still makes me feel dumb bc ill#somehow still space out while reading and have to reread like 4 times before i understand wtf is being said. it takes forever and it takes#energy and i dont like talking very much and it also restricts me to only being able to read at home which is frustrating#and im like i need to stop my brain from distracting myself with things that dont matter and my counselor is like: ur ocd is trying to make#work ur whole life and im like yeah thats how i got it. its the only way i can keep swimming with the non dyslexics#so its like wtf do i do? i kinda have to take the hit and make work my whole life rn. morn the loss of other things for a while#i dunno im still a bummer rn. like im probably coming off as more an asocial freak than normal bc its hard to talk ans maintain conversation#rn. but whatever. sometimes things just suck and theres nothing u can do abt it but accept it and move on. ill learn lots of things with all#the reading i have to do and that's never a bad thing ...no matter how much i dont give a fuck abt animals#like jesus. i could not even begin to give a fuck about like 95% of mammals. fish r cool tho. plants too#but microbes is where its at. i dont understand y ppl dont understand how cool they r. oh well ill just have to tell them#if i can find my fucking enthusiasm. ugh i have to make one of my classes read a paper and i have to work with someone abt find it. she#works with like rabbits. i refuse to assign a mammal paper. i fucking refuse. we will do plants or microbes or fucking paleontology#i will fight her on this. ugh. light filtering or orchid speciation would b perfect. annoying#at least i get to work with some culturs this week#unrelated
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cloakperson · 2 years
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Every DHMIS character ever. ranked (first post kind of)
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#dhmis#don't hug me i'm scared#oh god oh fuck#Once again#another L taken by the dyslexic community. You know#I've actually dedicated the past 7 years of my life to specifically bullying people with dyslexia over the internet. I have built up a bulk#storing each persons name#social medias#phone numbers#and occasionally even addresses so I can harass them at any point in time. I spend at least half of my day simply researching which people#and because of my persistent work towards my cause#I have catalogued a total of 61#637 people (and growing by the second). It has gotten to the point of where I have partially automated the process by having several differ#that person will be added to the database. I am actually the main owner of the critically acclaimed (17 followers) Twitter account#“Dyslexics Taking L's”#and have gained major traction on several tweets#with my most popular tweet reaching 50 likes and 1#285 quote retweets. And I've even put my Reddit community of r/DyslexicHate to good use#and have made my catalogue visible to all 88 members of the community so we can keep the online harassment at maximum efficiency. I have ev#I will eventually erase dyslexic people off the internet#and hopefully eventually the planet. Most of those internet NORMIES would take this as me being a crazy#insane#or unstable person#but at least I have a cause I'm putting myself towards#and I have the willpower to go all the way through with it.#Oh#and by the way#within the time of me typing this (which wasn't that long#as I am a keyboard wizard who can type at 133WPM and is number 1 ranked in TypeRacer)#my catalogue has now grown to 61
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katanathegaydemon · 2 years
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I have to have silence to read but I have to have noise to read but it can’t be like music with words noise even if the words are in a language I don’t know because I’ll end up distracted trying to sing/mouth along or pinpoint the words I recognize or figure out the story of it instead of reading the thing I was meant to be reading and I can’t use white noise because most white noise makes me feel kinda sleepy but if it’s like specific white noise in a specific mood sometimes it helps and sometimes just the sound of my ac is enough to keep me focused but sometimes it’s so distracting but oh sometimes I really want to be watching a video or movie or show while I’m reading because I desperately need the dopamine from all the things but I can’t read with the sound I focus too much on trying to understand everything said and all the different noises or music and sometimes I want to be watching something and listening to music and reading and playing games all at once and I need to be doing all of them or I’m understimulated but I can’t be doing all of them because that’s way too overstimulating and I can’t stand it and sometimes I need to be in a call with my friends to be able to do things but I can’t be in a call with my friends I get too distracted trying to process everything they’re saying and doing
#H e l p#I think this is ADHD#it'd make sense#apparently ADD runs in my family#And my one great-aunt thinks she has it(Doesn't have a diagnosis but she's pretty sure and she's managed for 50+ years so she doesn't-#really want one or think she needs it)#and then my grandma has an ADHD diagnosis#And my mother seems like she might have it but no one's really sure whether it's ADHD or bipolar#And then my aunt may have it but it's the same situation for her as with my mother#then my dad probably has it but he doesn't really care enough to find out he is diagnosed dyslexic tho#then my great-uncle also probably has it but I'm not around him enough to know he just seems to have that hyper drive that I know I have#then also my great grandmother may have it but I don't know at all because she's old and a lot of her habits are weird because of that#Autism is also something shared by a lot of my family(And dyslexia and stuff but yk)#my older brother has a diagnosis of it#my one younger sibling scored a 220 on the raads-r test#I scored a 180 on it and have been going on and off in thinking I'm autistic since the age of ~9#also my dad may be autistic I tried getting him to take the raads-r test just to see but he's dyslexic so reading isn't one of his favorites#oh and my baby brother acts very similarly to how I did when I was younger which could be both autism and adhd but he's very young who knows#and considering my siblings and I are all absolutely autistic I can't imagine it's the fault of our fathers as we have three different dads#unless somehow my mother is just an autism magnet of course#but it'd seem much more likely that she's autistic than just her boyfriends/husbands have been#Which to be fair I have met my older brother's dad and he is very evidently autistic#And I have a hypothesis that my baby brother's dad may be neurodiverse in some way due to how he experiences anger#Not sure about him though#He's kind of a mystery to me even though I lived with him for half a year#Oh there's also dyspraxia that both my father and I seem to have in common#Not diagnosed but it's the type of disability you can usually self-diagnose with given the way it works#There's generally a lot of neurodivergence in my family
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onlykindaweird · 25 days
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Did you know?
(spoilers for the musical if you want these to be a surprise)
In the outsiders musical, its stated that the day the curtis parents die is actually Darrys birthday. Ponyboy had forgotten to get the frosting after school, and when the curtis parents went to pick it up, they got stuck on the tracks.
yeah, dallas gets hit by a train in the musical! a theory i recently saw suggests the train is a metaphor for death following ponyboy. (he "swears that deaths following him" in Deaths At My Door)
In several of the songs, the church fire is foreshadowed! (instances being "I try to keep you from the fire, but its me whos getting burned" in Runs In The Family (reprise), "you wanna be James Dean? your gonna crash and burn." in Grease Got A Hold.)
Also in Grease Got A Hold, Sodapop spells "grease" as "grae". (okay, ive heard someone say the "not too selective" is S, but sodapop being dyslexic is way more funny) "G is for getting the girls every time cause youve got irresistible charm, R is for reeling them in and then keeping the prettiest one on your arm, E is for effortless swagger the kids that the ladies can never deny, A for affected b ut not too selective and E is for catching their eye."
In Justice For Tulsa, there is a pause towards the end of the song. (between "you better run for your life" and "next Saturday night") that pause is Two-bit getting burnt by Bev with a cigarette. (Bev is a soc, shes awesome. you can follow her actor Melody Rose on tiktok.)
at the start of Finale (Tulsa '67) "When i stepped out into the bright sunlight from the darkness of the movie house, i only had two things on my mind. Paul Newman, and a ride home." thats not Brody Grant (Ponyboy)! thats Brent Comer (Darry)! hes reading ponyboys essay! which is a reference to the fact darry always reads and checks ponyboys homework!
Bob, Dally, and Johnny all fight in the rumble! another metaphor for Ponyboys battle and race against death. "Ponyboy!" is shouted when ponyboy realizes he was about to punch Johnny.
Randy isnt in the musical, instead we have Paul! played by Dan Berry.
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the80srewinders · 3 months
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Making anti endo alternatives to endo coined or pro endo coined terms.
I'll start with the most common pro endo terms.
Fictoject- an anti endo alternative to fictive, if this word hasn't been coined yet. I've seen fictroject, but we have issues with letters getting mixed up easily when reading, that happened when we read that word, so to make it dyslexic friendly (and for other people with similar issues) I deleted the r.
Factoject- an anti endo alternative to factive.
Partialject- an anti endo alternative to fogtive and fuzztive- terms for alters who are partially introjects.
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hyperlexichypatia · 2 months
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In general I think "Who is allowed to reclaim what slurs" is among the most pointless, niche, irrelevant debates to take up oxygen in progressive spaces, especially when the "slur" is actually a community-preferred alternative to pathologizing language (I don't want to enforce "Only fat people can say 'fat'" or "Only mad people can say 'mad'"; I want thin neurotypicals to stop calling us "obese" and "suffering from mental disorders").
I used to care about this. I used to be strongly of the opinion that it's only okay to use "as reclamation" a slur if you, yourself, are actually the category of person being described, not just someone "mistaken for" or "called" that.
The main reason I felt that way was because of my deep revulsion of non-intellectually-disabled neurodivergent people using the R word, and shielding themselves with "But I'm dyslexic/autistic/whatever, and bullies called me that, so I'm allowed to use it!"
And I used to actually care about arguing "No, just because bullies called you that doesn't mean you actively live under the structural oppression of people labelled intellectually disabled," which is true, just as it's also true that a not-queer-at-all cishet guy who got bullied and called queerphobic slurs in high school because he wore a pink t-shirt one day isn't actually gay and doesn't actually experience any structural queerphobia once he leaves high school.
But that's not really the problem.
The problem is that the debate is being framed around "Who counts as what?" or "Who is allowed to say what?" rather than "What are they saying?"
The problem isn't whether any given person "can" "reclaim" a slur, it's that people use their identities and positionality as a shield to argue for the oppression of other people.
That non-intellectually-disabled neurodivergent person, are they saying "I was bullied for being different, so I support and empathize with anyone who is oppressed for how their mind works"? Or are they saying "I'm The Relevant Positionality too, so I'm ALLOWED to say that Those Other Ones shouldn't have rights"?
Particularly in queer spaces, there is such an emphasis on positionality and a hierarchy of oppression and a stigma on comparing experiences or equating experiences, and it's all centered around who can use what terms, or "slurs," even though the problem is that all terminology used to describe queer people is a slur, because we live in a queerphobic society that uses queerness as an insult (begging people to learn about the euphemism treadmill).
The more important question than "Is this person the right kind of queer to be allowed to say this?" is "Are they speaking in favor of queer rights or against queer rights?"
Because some of y'all, I swear, if a bi lesbian said "As a lesbian, I think lesbians should be hunted for sport" would spend the next 6 months debating whether a bi lesbian counts, and if a straight man said "I'm a straight man, but I think hunting lesbians for sport is wrong," y'all would admonish him for speaking over lesbians.
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riordanness · 1 year
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rodrick heffley headcannons bc i’m incredibly obsessed with this man okay
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• he’s obsessed with music. duh. but like, i mean obsessed in a “my spotify screen time is like 10+ hours a day and i doodle music notes on all my jeans” kinda way
• he never has neat hair. ever. (and we love him for it 😩)
• been playing ‘drums’ since toddlerhood, banging out melodies on anything and everything that made that kind of noise
• speaking of which, he collected milo tins as a child and had a whole drum kit made out of them
• his favourite colour is purple but you wouldn’t catch him dead admitting it
• lowkey adores little kids
• like he has such a soft spot for manny
• he’ll do anything for that boy
• literally cannot flirt to save his life (don’t lie to yourself we all know it)
• dyslexic af (D-O-R-E??)
• won’t bring a jacket even if instructed to/refuses to wear a proper jacket no matter how cold it is
• when and if he has a gf, he treats her like she’s fragile glass (in a cute way)
• spent a whole week as a middle schooler determined to learn spanish
• then realised that takes a lot of work and gave up immediately
• he’s just so baby okay
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dukecollinsbf · 13 hours
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darlin's unempowered friend hcs :3 also masc darlin oc mentioned A LOT! (who's surprised)
his name is trevor o'connor. he's half korean (mom's side) and was born in northern ireland, belfast specifically, before moving to america around the same time that julius (darlin) came to Dahlia, so they quickly became friends because they were both new and had no clue what to do with themselves
he moved away because his mom abandoned him and his dad and his dad, tiernan, didn't really know what to do with himself and moved to america where his brother was. (tiernan is a triplet!) his dad eventually remarried to charlotte and is now extremely happy. trevor loves char!! he has younger siblings from her (that sounds weird? idk how else to word it) and she's overall just one of those mothers that radiate sunshine but does NOT play abt her kids
julius has a bunch of nicknames for him. It went from Trevor to Trev to T to TT (Tee-tee) then titty then Mr. Titty. It's like when you give your dog a nickname and then it escalates into something completely different 
neither of these dudes can walk straight. widawee. like they bump into each other or walk in front of each other and get mad like "WATCH WHERE YOU'RE FUCKING GOING, WHAT ARE YOU DOING??"
they were both losers... they were both pretty boys, but losers. like if they were extroverts and didn't have interests that were considered "weird" then they probably would've been more popular in school
before moving to america, trevor forgot to break up with the girl he was dating so it looked like he literally just disappeared. one time during lunch at school trevor did a big ol sigh like "SIGHH.... man i miss my gf.." and julius was like WHAT r u even talking about......
one time he buzzed and bleached his hair and julius called him eminem for a week and a half before trevor got mad and made julius dye it silver, and when it grew out he had those like tiny little spikes with dark roots and he thought he was the SHIT (he was.)
allergic to pineapple 
dyslexic
his favourite number is 8. julius' is 7. 
after being attacked by quinn, trevor never blamed julius
julius tried to cook for him when he got discharged from the hospital and trevor was like "what... even is this.." 
he didn't eat it. julius ordered him something and ate his creation himself cus he hates wasting food
monster lover, julius is a redbull lover
trevor is also a WHORE for a dr. pepper
one time when they were 14, they tried feeding a stray dog which lead to julius being bitten HARDDD like this dog held on for dear life. afterwards, they hopped on trevor's bike and went to marie's. halfway there trevor asked if julius was okay and julius was just like "are you serious."
they always argue over shit like soccer vs football, chips vs fries, scone vs biscuit, etc. all julius can say to defend himself is "im not from this country."
once he was caught in a lie and trevor replied with "i have an accent, you don't know what i said."
do not have a srs talk around these two. they'll make eye contact and lose their shit
julius wanted to start a band and trevor was like dude we have literally no friends what are you talking about
they used to cuddle platonically all the time, especially when all the quinn shit was going on
trevor has horrendous handwriting. julius makes fun of him when his own handwriting isnt any better, but he defends himself by saying you can read it and that's all that matters
julius : i made u a friendship bracelet :3
trev; thats gay
julius: ok fuck u damn give me it back
trev: NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO PLEAAAAAAAAAASE
trevor has a ginger little cat with one eye who's called pearce 
one time julius and trev's apartment building caught on fire cus of shitty wiring and julius had to sit outside in just baggy sweatpants and trevor was sitting out there on the curb in just underwear and a pair of slippers cus it was like 2am
julius: ur so annoyi-
trevor: UR APARTMENT BURNED DOWN!!!!!
even tho it was his apartment too and they literally lose half their shit to the fire
trevor's little sister made him mad one time and he told her the tooth fairy wasn't real
they worked together for a while and both got fired cus they both have anger issues and were also so unserious. like they'd end up on the floor with laughter mid shift.
he hated david for a long ass time. he'd refer to him as bitch boy. he loved asher tho and thought milo was a little too intimidated for a short guy (sassy man apocalypse.)
he has an eyebrow piercing and a few small tattoos, he's scared of needles but wanted to look cool
he didn't know about magic until he got attacked by quinn and was about to pass out from blood loss and he fully thought it was a hallucination. then julius came to him in the hospital like you'll never believe this...
EVER SINCE THEN, julius has no peace.
werewolf reaction pics. dog jokes. julius' birthday gift after trev found out was a squaky toy and on halloween he dressed up as the most cliche werewolf ever and said he was julius. (creds to aster). he used to call it transforming instead of shifting and julius would be like THATS NOT WHAT ITS CALLEDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
"man, im bored... wanna go play fetch?" "ur hairs getting long... i'll take u to the dog groomers." "do u want a pedigree??"
THIS IS KINDA WHAT TREV LOOKS LIKE!! (awooga booga *hearts pop out of my eyes and my tongue drops out of my mouth and rolls across the grounf like a red carpet)
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also this pic (ik it doesn't look like my darlin oc or Trev) is so them
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DAMN CAN I YAP!!!
tags - (i lurv u guys)
@achios @aurorialwolf @infinitelovewiithoutfulfilmentt @tgckceo @astrodude-87 @krashkitty @cozy-collins @professionallyyappinabtangst @porters-fangs @n0r
cus u guys eat up my hcs.
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brodieland · 5 months
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annabeth chase with a reader who cannot spell, like (college!au) reader will js send her a text consisting of just random letters and annabeth would be like 😨
.˚ 𓈒 ࣪.𝝑𝝔 Spell- no nevermind you can't..! ´ˎ˗
Annabeth Chase x Fem!Hephaestus!Reader Synopsis: your math smart, not English smart... Tag(s): BLURB, college AU, spanglish/slanglish Spanish type shit, readers Latina leaning I suppose Word count: 201
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'Annie' 'ayuda me porfa' 'CMEO VER' 'TE AMI BSBY HUURY'
After spamming your girlfriend's phone for 10 minutes, she finally locates you sitting alone at a lunch table working diligently on your laptop.
"Your illiterate ass texts me like you're dying, what is your issue," Annabeth says as she takes a seat next to you.
"Love you too," you say as you plant a kiss on her cheek. "Anyways I need help."
"With," she questions while sliding the laptop over to herself. "A lot.. Jesus." Thunder struck outside, "Sorry."
You chuckled as Annabeth continued to look over your computer. "So, what do you think?"
"You spelled this word so wrong, autocorrect isn't even saving you."
"It says 'satisfactory,'" you said smugly, knowing damn well your autocorrect was off.
"I know I'm dyslexic but I didn't know you spell satisfactory like s-a-t-e-z-f-a-k-t-o-r-i-e."
"We all know you're not with me for my English skills," you rolled your eyes.
"Clearly not, Ms. ESOL," she kissed you. "Now let's get back to this. What is e-n-t-h-o-o-c-e-a-s-t-e-k?"
"...Enthusiastic," you grumbled and Annabeth just couldn't hold her in laughs anymore. "Dejame en paz."
You just sat there seething as Annabeth went and turned your autocorrect back on.
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llicorice · 4 months
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we made this post on one of our other fictive blogs so im just gonna make another and link it in our intro post.
hello everyone, my name is licorice cookie and im an introject from cookie run kingdom
(this is not an in depth explaination, its just a basic gist) a system is someone with OSDD or DID or one of the other varients, a major part of that disorder is having alters, we like to describe it as "multiple people in the same body" since it makes the most sense
an introject is a system term that refers to an alter that comes from a specific source, so i just am licorice cookie, i remember being him and have memories of everything ive(hes???) experienced, i look like and sound like myself in our headspace
i hope that explains it a little better if you have any questions feel free to ask, you can ask me questions about my memories if you want(just dont be surprised if i end up telling you about my trauma) also note im not a part of the cookies of darkness anymore, and im much happier now :)
ok i believe thats all, hope you all are doing well
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opens-up-4-nobody · 11 months
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#well. today was a nice day of not doing anything but drawing really. theres an au where i went to art school and am a happier person lol#except not really bc im sure my head would ruin that too. anyway. its a shame i have to return to the pain tomorrow. i have so much to grade#plus a paper to write plus data to work with. a protocol to figure out. and an exam to study for and a final project thatll kill me#god. i also have to get ready for lab Monday. christ. and what shall i say to my therapist Tuesday? well we could try to tackle the deep set#looming issue that prevents me from getting better in our tiny 50min session or i could be like listen. just fucking listen. let me give u#the case 4 and against me having adhd so i can stop feeling fucking nuts. just like give me feedback. ya kno?#it would b inattentive bc im not hyper unless im losing my mind and bordering on hyp0mania. but my focus is something i cant control#executive functioning has always been a problem but now im so worn down im in danger of actual consequences. and its not just things i dont#wanna do. im not just anxiously avoiding. i cant start tasks and stick with them. i flip back and forth and get nothing done. i spiral#sometimes for hours. im not doing anything fun im just not doing anything. frozen in anguish. i dont even wanna think abt how much money ive#lost by not filling out reimbursement sheets which arent hard to do. theyre easy i just never do them. why??? i dont fucking kno. but im not#forgetful. im thinking constantly abt these things. i just cant make them happen. theyre stuck buffering. i do have memory issues tho#my short term working memory is like that of a literal child. so i cant follow complex instructions. i constantly need new info. constantly#need sound. spoken words plus music at the same time. but the main reason i need an answer to this is the reading issue. which is that im#dyslexic but also my thoughts r like an interfering frequency. without realizing ill b thinking and not reading. its a problem no matter#what im reading. its severely disruptive. i will physically read out loud to try to hold my attention in place and still get distracted by#my own head. do u kno how frustrating it is to read something aloud 3 times and not know wtf u just read bc u arent thinking abt anything#interesting u would rsther b reading but u can't fucking pay attention long enough. genuinely if its not adhd and i cant get medication to#fix my focus issues i dont kno wtf im gonna do. im so bad at reading and its extremely frustrating. but is it just dyslexia? idk what i#described doesn't fucking seem normal or like a reading problem. sounds like a focus issue. so riddle me that#idk ive got adhd on both sides of my family plus my focus fluctuates with ny hormones plus homones possibly induce hyp0mania. like i mean#ive got other issues which make a diagnosis difficult to parse but like i feel like that's decent evidence for possibly adhd? my friend said#she was always worried she had a brain tumor before she was diagnosed. to me ive always felt like my brain is full of holes. im missing the#parts that would let it operate correctly. the frontal lobe is just fucked. ugh. i wonder how much accommodation i could get from the#disability office if i actually went to them. i wont bc im fucked up and i dont think they could actually do anything for me at this stage#but alas im curious. ugh. y do i do this to myself? i kno y but not enough time for that in 50min. bad attitude mostly. half my brain#just craves death. the other half is just trying to tread water but its hard with someone trying to drown u. so its all fucked#unrelated
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mulletmitsuya · 1 year
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Tokyo revengers groupchat (almost everyone, good timeline)
Warnings: swearing, suggestive, shenanigans
Desc: Takemitchy does his weekly check up (on his friends)
Takemitchy: hi everyone❗
Izana: shut up
Takemitchy: ahaha😆😅
Takemitchy: still as hostile as always Izana-kun😂😂😂
Takemitchy: how's everyone doing?
Izana: good if you would shut up
Mikey: leave babygirl alone and let him type his silly sentences Izana 😋
Izana: ...?
Draken: he's married
Mikey: Hina literally said i could call him that🙄
Hina: uhm, not really but it's fine i don't mind Ken-kun😅
Emma: Mikey😐
Emma: get out of Takemitchy and Hina's business
Mikey: stop trying to gatekeep them😒
Mikey: this is discrimination against single people
Rindou: and homosexuals
Rindou: Mitsuya, Hakkai, Ran, you etc
Rindou: praying for y'all
Ran: why is my name always in your mouth
Ran: and you're single 😒
Rindou: by choice🙌
Hakkai: no it's cause of the way you act
Rindou: how do i act?? cool, that's how, tf
Angry: dude, you act like someone who never received love from their parents
Angry: sorry
Smiley: don't apologize after insulting someone lil bro
Smiley: own that shit ❗💯😁
Inupi: can i leave
Mikey: you're very welcome to, actually
Inupi: i think i will stay, actually
Takemitchy: no one leaves guys😂
Baji: damn, can y'all shut the fuck up, i'm studying
Rindou: mute the chat, bozo
Angry: who calls people bozo man :/
Rindou: do you have an issue with me?
Rindou: let's settle this with our bodies
Smiley: 🤨
Angry: no thank you, i don't want to have sex with you
Rindou: you're pissing me off cause you know i meant a fight 😐
Mikey: you didn't word it that way at all
Rindou: no one was talking to you
Rindou: you will never find love and are doomed to watch the ones you love move on and be happy without you
Rindou: how bout them apples
Mikey: bro???
Draken: oddly specific
Rindou: yk what's oddly specific is that big ass forehead you have on you
Rindou: maximum cranium capacity
Rindou: bro thinks he's megamind
Rindou: idk why someone who walks around with one third of their hair is speaking to me rn
Emma: don't be mean😕
Emma: i think his head is proportionate :((
Kazutora: you made it worse
Draken: i didn't even say anything, this was complete unprovoked and now i'm pissed off
Mochi: Rindou stfu
Ran: Rindou chill out
Rindou: maybe chill with your alcohol addiction
Ran: no
Izana: Rindou shut up
Rindou: ...😒
Takemitchy: ok change of topic😂 what r u studying Baji-kun?
Baji: Sawcon
Draken: what's Sawcon?
Baji: Sawcon deez nuts lmao
Draken: yeah i'm done
Kazutora: he's studying Vet
Mitsuya: what's Vet?
Kazutora: being a Vet, duh 🙄
Mitsuya: can you tell me genuinely how the fuck i was supposed to assume that
Baji: Mitsuya just admit you're stupid bro
Mitsuya: k
Mitsuya: i hope you fail the year
Baji: jokes on you, i did
Mitsuya: oh
Mitsuya: my bad
Mikey: 💀
Chifuyu: better luck next year Baji-san
Ran: haven't you said that for the past 6 years
Baji: i have dementia, it's really hard to understand things ok😐
Kazutora: *diabetes
Chifuyu: ...guys
Ran: i chuckled
Smiley: are y'all trolling
Smiley: no way you guys r this fucking stupid
Angry: what are you even trying to say?
Draken: i think he means he's dyslexic
Baji: dyslexic on deez nuts lmao
Draken: i'll fucking kill you
Angry: we should be nice to each other sometimes
Angry: just a thought
Rindou: now that i'm thinking about it
Rindou: you give me autistic vibes
Angry: i'm not that good at painting or drawing but thanks Rindou😠❤👍
Angry: wait ☹️
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butterednuttered · 9 months
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🌈SYSTEM EDUCATION DISCORD SERVER!⭐
🌀HELLO! DO YOU WANT TO LEARN MORE ABOUT COMPLEX DISSOCIATIVE DISORDERS SUCH AS DID, OSDD, OR PARTIAL DID? WE HAVE A WONDERFUL SERVER FOR YOU! 🌌WHAT TO EXPECT FROM THIS SERVER
a diverse group of people with different experiences
research papers, case studies, dsm-5 pages, books, etc on dissociation
a silly funny community
an application system for gaining access to channels that discuss personal experiences, questions, and general chat
a screenreader and dyslexic friendly environment!
a syskid safe environment
we accept tons of people into our server!
🪐SOME BASIC RULES
endos and their supportters are heavily encouraged not to join, as we don't support endos in this server, however, people who are neutral on the topic are fine
if you are found to have been actively fakeclaiming people, especially on r/SystemsCringe, you are still welcome to stay, but you will be perma-banned from social and discussions channels! (we have had to do this before.)
13+ server!! meaning NO NSFW. INVITE: https://discord.com/invite/E2raRCk6QR
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rab1darachn1d · 5 months
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INTRO💥💥💥
Name: Ozzie/Sunday + anyname from my url
Pronouns: he/they pref but idrc
Agender, bi, aroace spectrum
TVhead robotkin and spiderkin💥💥💥
Special interests are spiders(specifically tarantulas) and psychology
Dyslexic!!! Sorry for spelling mistakes/reading stuff wrong and please don't use super small or hard to read fonts when talking directly to me!!! Typing quirks are fine but if you can control them or add translations thats greatly appreciated
MINOR!!! idc if ur over 18 and interact or if we are mutuals but dont be weird please I will just block you
WE STAND WITH PALESTINE🇵🇸🍉
(@remindertoclick <- DO YOUR DAILY CLICKS OR I'LL THROW ROCKS AT YOU)
@mechcanicalmadness MY BESTESTFRIEND AND COOLEST DAD EVER ALSO GUY WHO MADE THE FIRST 2 ARTS BELOW 💥💥💥
@absolutelymadoka IS MY MAGICAL GIRL DAUGHTER !!!! THEY ARE THE SILLIEST AND NICEST EVER BE NICE TO THEM
I help with the @bungostraycreatures gimick blog acc go look at it its run by my bestest friend :3
@sundazeing is my icons/npt/moodboard blog!!! Requests are always open, read the rules and dni if u you have anything you want me to make B)
@queenofthecafe is my Lucy bsd rp blog >::)
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(user box made by @/absolutelymadoka)
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WARNINGS /BFYI / FOR MOOTS*****
-I type in caps a lot
-Im not very good a tw tagging things tho I try my best !!! If you get triggered by anything I post/rb lmk and I'll tag it
-I swear a lot !!! Like way too much !!! I do not give a damn abt slurs AS LONG AS YOU CAN CLAIM THEM !!! IF I FIND OUT YOU USE SLURS YOU CANNOT CLAIM I'LL CALL YOU A BIGOT AND BLOCK YOU
-Anything suggestive is a joke and do NOT make jokes like that to me if we are not friends I will call you a freak
-I like to give people nicknames/ shorten people's names(mainly if ppl have a long ass name/url and it fucks me up tryna type it) but if that bothers you lmk
-Not good with tone so I use tone tags, you aren't forced to use them but if you'd like it'd make communication easier
-I have a bad habit of randomly disappearing for a few days for whatever reason, so if I accidentally ignore you sorry, please don't take it personal
-If you are a shithead to my mutuals I will be a shithead towards you <3 also blocked <3
-DMS ARE OPEN !!! FEEL FREE TO TALKS/RANT/VENT ABT WHATEVER !!! however I'm not very good at socializing and if I seem rude, standoffish or awkward I'm so sorry💀💀💀
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SYSTEM THINGS*****
-i am the host and this is my acc though they post shit on here too
-their posts will be tagged with ***postinghours(sakepostinghours for an example)
-I love answering questions!!! However I am not a medical professional and I cannot diagnose you or speak for other systems!!!
-^ Don't ask abt triggers, alter roles or trauma I will ignore you or call you a dumbass nosey weirdo
-fictive heavy(dont be weird about them or theyll block you and idk probably call you a freak)
-^ don't bring up source trauma unless they make jokes about it first OR if they are friends with you
-^ First to treat any of them like a fictional character gets their limbs ripped off<33
-if ur another fictive theyd like to say hi but dont be weird and understand they might see you differently then how you remember them
-if you say "Can *** stop fronting/can you switch with ***" I will throw rocks at you and you will get blocked
-^ if u wanna talk to someone or have a message for someone we are happy to tell them
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DNI*****
-basic dni(homo+transphobe, racists)
-"radqueers" and "transids"
-Proshippers and zoophiles(YALL R FUCKING NASTY GO AWAY)
-"radfems" and "terfs" (fuck you go away)
-Pro Israel mfs
-Endos/Tulpas/Willows/Mixed Origin, we will not participate in any syscourse but yall make me uncomfy
-^supporters of those
-"*** personality disorders are absuive" go away die go shoo get OUT(ily people with personality disorders)
-people who are against others with "scary" disorders fuck off you aren't helpful
-pro ed/"thinspo" mfs... wth are yall doing
-NSFW ONLY blogs (nothing against yall but im a minor)
-people who are shitty towards therians, otherkins, xenogenders, etc
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FANDOMS + FAVORITE CHARACTERS*****
Bungo Stray Dogs(Dazai, Verlaine, Fyodor and Lucy) is my main fandom and hyperfixation BUT here are some other fandoms of mine I still like
☆ = I still actively look at/take part in
♡ = not as active but I will scream abt if given the opportunity
♤ = I like it but I'm not updated with the fandom
favorite characters r not in order
-Jujusitu Kaisen(Gojo , Megumi , Itadori and Sukuna)☆
-Deadplate(Vincent) ♡
-Genshin Impact(Baizhu, Xiao, Diluc, Childe and Dottore) ☆♡
-Honkai: StarRail(Boothill, Sunday, Clara, Sparkle, Natasha and Aventurine) ☆
-Hollow Knight(Grimm and Quirrel) ♡
-Pokemon(EMMET AND INGO💥💥💥)(Also Galvantula, Reshiram, Gallipede and Eternatus) ♡
-Madness Combat(Deimos and 2BDAMNED) ♤
-Guilty Gear(Robo-Ky, Zato, Chipp, Ky and Happy Chaos) ♤
-Wuthering Waves(Scar and Lingyang) ♤
-Cookie Run(Espresso Cookie, Red Velvet Cookie and Rougefort Cookie) ♡
-RWBY(Qrow, Phyrra, Blake and Emmerald) ♡
-Project Sekai(Rui and Shizuku)♤
-Castle Crashers(Blacksmith)♤
-No Straight Roads(Neon J)♤
-The Property of Hate(RGB)♡♤
-Stardew Valley(Sebastian, Sam and Hailey)♤
-Omori(Captain Space Boyfriend, Hero and Kel)♡♤
-Howl's Moving Castle(Howl, Calcifer and Markl)♡
-Ponyo(Fujimoto)♡♤
-Punishment Gray Raven(Wanshi)♤
-Danganrompa(Kokichi , Keebo , Gonta , Nagito , Miu and Celestia)♤
theres others but those r irrelevant we dont talk abt the dark ages
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