#anerecsia

[skinnyslayslout]

Do you really want to keep being the fat friend?

The friend they give their leftover to whenever you all go out?

The friend they don't take on their walks because they'd have to slow down for you?

[fliimsyfiingers]

Shrimp - 3/4 cup - 80 cals (may vary depending on the size of the shrimp!)

Broccoli - 1 cup - 35 cals

Miracle noodles - whole pack - 45 cals (your brand may be more or less. Just check!)

Low sodium soy sauce - 2 tbsp - 20 cals

Salt + pepper to taste

Makes a bowl full, and its 180 cals! You just throw it all in a pan and fry it up a little. Feel free to change portions or add ingredients!

[skimnyxmini]

Missing my old body.

[hjfegvj]

[skinnycelery]

netflix doesnt let you show pictures but it's true. skinny is magic

show: insatible

[tootiredtosurvive]

I always been alone.

Like, when I was a child, I grew up independent at a little age since my parents try to figured out how to work as a marriage after my father cheated on my mom. My mom always saw me as a ‘very mature kid’ so not only I was a therapist for my mom and her broken marriage, I was allowed to do a lot of stuffs by my own since my mom tried to fix her life.

(Also, I could see a lot of their arguments, and I still remember how my mom told me ‘grow up, and don’t cry’ when I, of course, cry bc of the fear).

So I grew up and didn’t cry, actually, I don’t cry, don’t feel, try to hide my emotions the best that I can. I don’t show up if I’m sad or if I’m scared, if I’m depressed or if I had problem with my self image and food.

(Well, that’s a lie, I was really desperate that day a few months ago bc I passed one week vomiting after every single meal, and I was scared. So I told my mom and she told me “well, you have to grow up and be mature, do you believe that you are an0rex!c or bul!m!c? Not with that body”. And I stopped. Again. I grew up and didn’t cry.)

So… after all these years of don’t crying. I also grew up as an independent woman who don’t give a f about love. Don’t wanna to be cheated on and don’t want to suffer and try to fix my life just bc a man. Also, don’t want to have kids to traumatized.

But inside my heart, there are days that I yearn for physical touch, to someone that looked me in the eyes and told me ‘I know that you are not okay, but I’m here’ to someone to hug when things get too much, too someone that actually listen to me, not just pretend.

There are days that I want someone to love me the way I could give love.

But I just close my eyes and shake my head. I grow up and don’t cry about it.

And I keep pretending that everything is fine.

[emilyrayeofsunshine]

god i WANT to eat. i DO. i physically cannot. it’s like my brain is yelling into a void, telling my body to eat but the message isn’t making it to the nerves in my hands, in my mouth. i CANT. EAT.

[boyofbones]

what arm exercises do you guys like the best for losing arm fat ??

[untilimawisp]

Does anyone else watch America's next top model as "inspo"? please lemme know your fave cycles or people on the show! (mine is Allison Harvard she triggers me in the best way possible lol)

[lirazlost]

PLS REPOST THIS!

Hii this is @/lostinvainz, my account got terminated again :(( so pls repost This so I can find my moots !!

[anaboi-1]

Some of my fav thinspos

[anabea9816]

I haven’t relapsed since my boyfriend moved in with me. Because he makes me eat so I have up. He hasn’t noticed yet but I don’t know how long I can hide it

[fliimsyfiingers]

I have a general rule about not fasting at work but I think I'm going to try tomorrow anyway. If not I'm gonna just restrict to really low because I'm so frustrated with myself. I almost had a perfect week and I fucked it up.

[skin-and-p1ckl3s]

My account got t worded again.

Reblog to help you loose weight during the holidays and to reduce your binges!

[princesskkaee]

i almost sent this to my friend but i had to stop myself 😭😭

[wannabeebones]