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avas-headcanons · 2 years
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Some snippets of the latest update of my Flaming Arrow, Hades and Persephone AU called “Our Secret Garden” 
Ava is Persephone/Kore and Odin is Hades! dm for links <3
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hikaririnku-blog · 3 months
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Welcome to my manic state where I just wake up, do a different drawing, then go with a headcanon of how each of the five Daemos would go in comforting Ava if she has a super duper bad time with a nightmare.
Of course Ava would be very avoidant of the situation, but knowing how each of the Daemos (secretly) care for her, this is how my thought process went. Rhys - Will offer her the chance to talk if she needs and be as understanding as possible with her throughout her breakdown. Asch - Somewhat avoidant but will allow her to stay near him for however long she needs. If she falls back asleep on him, he won't move an inch so she may get the rest she needs. Leif - Immediately wants to tear apart the nightmare. He absolutely hates seeing Ava upset, and even more so when she cries. Ava will find this amusing enough to be somewhat cheered up. Noi - Mrs. Oates's cookies always make him perk up with satisfaction, and may be a comfort food for him, and would figure it will at least help Ava some in a similar light. Pierce - Top priority is to make Ava content again. Headpats and breathing exercises are provided so she has a chance to breathe and calm down. Afterwards, he is open to listening to her if she wants to talk.
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dulcans-actual-wife · 4 months
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HC 2#
I know that Michelle has stated that Tuls sounds like Alan Rickman, but would you please consider for a moment... That he could sound like Trace Adkins in Among Wolves.
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fartzapril · 4 months
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shows you my ava n Lorelai redesigns/headcanons and leaves
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vasito-de-leche · 2 years
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Welcome to my self-indulgent writing blog where I post whatever I want <3 I'm Mod Six, here are my other blogs!
@jabberwockprinceart (ARTBLOG ARCHIVE)
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Art Commissions Info (CURRENTLY OPEN)
For rules, fandoms I write for and etc, etc read below--they will be updated from time to time as I see fit!
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I won’t write : Matchups, anything regarding rape or explicit self-harm (ie: X reacting to the reader cutting). Explicit NSFW (ie: sex scenes, gore is fine)
I will write : Yandere, AUs, fluff, platonic and romantic interactions. Continuations of previous works, short scenarios, headcanons. In-depth analysis of characters. Basically free real estate, don’t hesitate to ask if you’re unsure about your prompt!
For Reader based requests, I’ll always use gender neutral pronouns and keep things as vague as possible. The only exception to this are LGTB+ prompts (ie : X comforting a dysphoric S/O. Y reacting to the reader coming out. Etc). Requests asking for general fem!Reader/male!Reader will be ignored.
Please, refrain from using characters from other media as reference when requesting a specific type of reader insert (ie: a reader who acts like Strategos Six from Ava’s Demon). I’m not in every fandom nor I know every character ever or what exact traits you’re hoping to see, so simply describe what you’re looking for! Don’t be afraid to send two asks if it gets too long. That helps me a lot when writing!
The max of characters per ask is 5 for now. When sending a prompt, please make sure not to mix fandoms, just so it’s easier for me to organize things. Thank you!
I don’t answer asks in a specific order, I just go for whatever catches my eye at the moment. This blog is entirely for fun, after all! Which means I also hold the right to delete and ignore any request for whatever reason
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Here’s a list of fandoms I’m into that I write for! This is not an extensive list, so feel free to try your luck with other stuff, especially if you want AUs! I don’t write for Genshin Impact characters but I always like inserting different characters in the universe lmfao
These also serve as a directory to each fandom's masterlist!
Keep in mind, I tend to hyperfocus only on one fandom at a time until I lose interest.
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ANIME/MANGA
Katekyo Hitman Reborn!
Osomatsu-san
Houseki no Kuni
Witch Hat Atelier
Beastars
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GAMES
Pokemon (Sun/Moon. Sword/Shield)
Twisted Wonderland
Hades
OFF Mortis Ghost
The Arcana
No Straight Roads
FNAF / Security Breach
Reverse: 1999
TWEWY/NEO
Final Fantasy 15
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MISC
Ava’s Demon
Todd Allison & Petunia Violet
Miraculous Ladybug
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jabberwockprince · 11 months
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its been like three or two months, which means my interest in NSR is dying now cause I can't stand still in one fandom. and it doesn't help that artfight is fucked rn with their current situation and whatnot, so now I cANT even get the satisfaction of getting points while drawing OCs for the fandom </3
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chiquitafresa · 4 months
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~Vox headcanon~
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Artist here! These are my personal headcanons and headcanons that I stole from others! So enjoy :)
-Vox often like to go on days working in his office and can forget to take breaks -When this happens Val or a Velvette will come in and drag him out, They only do this when Vox try to talk his way out -Wait wait! I need to finish this! -Vox you have been in there for a week. You’re coming with me and it final. -Vox absolutely have a aquarium filled with all type of sharks, and he knows the name of each one by memory -Vox why you have 100 different sharks? They all look the same- -THEY DO NOT, see! Ava and Levi look totally different! -Vox there’s no difference at all, how the fuck you know which one is which? -Vox will fight you if you touch his food, doesn’t matter who you are he will fight -Valentino is a example of this(hint:look at his antennas) -Vox doesn’t need to eat like other demons but it helps keep his battery at 100% -Sleep also helps with this, and so is eating battery’s Don’t ask how he find out -Vox mistaken a battery pack as chocolate bar -Vox have a cable tail (am not explaining) -said tail can be use to plug into a outlet and let him charge -main reason why he can stay up for countless nights -But the tail can be hidden, so Vox only let it out when he’s low on energy or is comfortable. Bonus: it’s every sensitive when touched -Someone please do a fanfic on this- -Vox eyes are connected to every camera of his, so he constantly watch and see everything in hell But do to this he can get easily overloaded or overwhelmed, so he doesn’t do it often -Vox likes to play with Val fluff -Val really likes it when he does -Vox helped Velvette and Valentino to become overlords when he first find them -So both of them view him with respect and high admiration -but their assholes when showing it -they never go too far tho -Vox have a whole mansion for a closet like Barbie in the dream house -but it all the same suit with different colors -Vox have many jobs before, shown in “stay gone” -Vox lies when it comes to these jobs but they believe him because how good of a business man he is -he most definitely started a cult -The cult only got bigger in hell without him knowing -Vox actually have a huge fan base, they constantly fighting against Alastor fans and their winning since Alastor hasn’t been there in over 7 years -most of them actually come from Vox old cult and continue it In his name but in hell -I mean who else is going to buy a 9000$ cereal -Valentino got really close to making a p0rn movie of Vox, for himself of course (Vox didn’t know this) -but Vox back out in the last minute because of work, so there’s Val Dream -Val was mostly mad about this, often trying to get Vox to reconsider -Bro cry over that for a whole week in his room,and is still sad about it till this day -Alastor and Vox have a equal obsession with each other -I don’t care if you think it one sided, Al is obsessed in seeing this man break and how much attention his getting
-Alastor will watch Vox in the shadows if he been inactivate for a while -Vox some how got his brand in heaven, but he can’t go there though the technology. But he still gets the money from there so it doesn’t matter for him -The other Vee’s doesn’t know this, it was part of the deal he made with Lucifer -Vox does feel sorry for accidentally for damaging Val antennas, Val on the other hand doesn’t really care about it that much -Am…sorry Val -For the least time Vox, it fine! It might take a while to heal but it’s fine -Vox watch Val all the time though the cameras in hell, do to his bad vision and damage antenna -Val doesn’t mind being watched and even likes it at times -Vox and Velvette will have days where they replace their parts together, Vox helps removing her limbs while Velvette helps repair/replacing wires -When Vox first replaced his head with a whole new TV he needed to heal for a whole month before he can walk around -Velvette and Val make sure Vox was never alone and help him with everything -Vox is such a sugerdaddy for Val And Velvette, he buy them anything they want -Vox, Velvette, and Valtino have matching rings, they sometime wear it and sometimes not -Vox likes all type of radio, but he can’t show his love for them because of Alastor -Vox 100% record all of Alastors radio shows as soon as he got here, over 200 recordings -Vox was a fan of Alastor when he was alive, and he still like listening to him (before he left for 7 years) -During those 7 years, Vox slowly got more paranoid by the next day, making his reaction with Alastor coming back… weird -Vox take anxiety pills to help with this, he also have ADHD medication that he takes everyday ———————————- Sorry if this was short! I just wanted to put down all my ideas somewhere for others (and me) to see! (can someone explain what happened to the bold words? It appears like that and I can’t undo it)
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xerith-42 · 6 months
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My Inner Demons Stoner Headcanons
Part 3 in my Stoner Headcanons series!
Fuck you I love this show and think it's the perfect setting for stupid shenanigans like this
Leif learns what weed is from TV (mainly cop shows) and knows Ava won't answer if he asks so he just asks Mrs Oats when Ava isn't around and she gives him some because she just has a medical card.
Leif fucking loves it. My man has such a hard time relaxing because he is always ready for a threat, always ready to kill, that he's honestly forgot what real relaxation feels like until this funny little plant turns his brain off.
He shows it to Asch first, who quite enjoys the ability to actually lower his guard. That and they don't have to use the lighter that still doesn't make sense. They can just have Asch light the blunt.
Rhys catches them smoking one time, but Leif is so chilled out he just passes the joint to Rhys and badly explains how to use it. Rhys does not have a good time initially, but he eventually settles into it. He decides he likes second hand smoke more than ingesting it directly
Noi is scared of smoking because his body is already considerably weaker due to his lack of magic. He's too scared to bring this up because he doesn't think there's an alternative, but Mrs. Oats leaves them a goody basket one day, saying she made too many sweets to eat on her own. There's a bag of "special" gummy bears for Noi.
Now I'm imaging Noi eating like 20 of them and not realizing they were edibles and going straight to god. Like he's just lying in his bed thinking about Ava, he blinks and then he just sees the portal of truth.
Pierce is the last to discover it, and he never voices an opinion on it. If he happens to walk into the room where it's being smoked, he'll join the rotation for a hit or two, but then he just leaves. He lies to lie on the floor of Ava's apartment with Johnny on his lap and just relax. Ava's caught him, but he's usually asleep, so she doesn't realize he's baked as fuck in his dreams.
The plot twist is that Ava has a medical card she just has to keep it hella on the down low for her dad's campaign. He wants to make it legal recreational, but until then, she has to be fuckin chill about it. One time Leif walks into her room without knocking to ask her something and despite everything seeming normal, he stops and then sniffs the air. And then he sees Ava's slightly bloodshot eyes.
I feel like Lorelei isn't an active stoner, she's the kind of person who only smokes around her friends who smoke. She never smoked it with Ava (because Ava's actually really good about hiding it), but one time she visits Ava's apartment and catches Leif about to duck into the portal to their place and he has a fresh joint in his hand. Instead of just smoking it on his own, Leif actually smokes it with her and hotboxes Ava's bathroom.
Oh god Ava getting sick at the festival because she took a hit off a vape before going on a roller coaster the fuckin dumb ass.
When they're forced to go back home Leif is pissed for a lot of reasons, but partially because he doesn't have his stash on him :(
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maelihi · 9 months
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ooh do u have any particular my inner demons character headcanons?
sorry if some of these are inaccurate! it’s been a while since i’ve watched this series!
leif has a silver tongue piercings, as certain demons tend to treasure precious stones and gems, and in his case gold and silver.
lorelei doesn’t know how to cook, and neither does ava really- so sometimes, even though it’s not often- they go out for dinner at a buffet or such, though it’s a fight who pays the bill
noi is considered, i feel like, a sweeter version of any other demon, but to me he just seems- smart in how he portrays himself, and i don’t think any demon is supposedly ’weak’ (not to say most of the demons are strongER than him.)
ava spends a lot of time with the older lady next door, mostly because she has a lot of risqué stories (i forgot the lady’s name!)
pierce is very stoic obviously, but he’s very sensitive to small animals dying- whether it be running over a squirrel or watching old yeller- since i’m also very sensitive.
ava smells like cherry nicotine and champagne toast body spray- idk if you can imagine that but i’m very specific in what i’m thinking
rhys watched a movie where the nerdy girl takes off her glasses and she has this scene where it’s slo-mo and yk her hair blows in the wind- so everytime he takes off his glasses he does the same thing.
demons get cold easily, so what they oftentimes do is kind of huddle into a corner like stacked army men.
lorelei smells like into the night and dr. teals
asch is musty, and he can’t tell- so ava will lie and tell him it makes him more attractive (which isn’t too far off- i kinda pulled this one outta my ass.)
i’m sorry this is so short and forgive me if it’s not very accurate! it’s been a while since i’ve rewatched it! <33 thank you sososososo much for the askkk!
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navy-leader · 1 month
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Mildly losing my mind so im gonna talk about my AvA AU, Heaven's Underpass
Its essentially just a demon/angel au with some minor worldbuilding and slight altering of the already existing narrative (and lots of shipping...). It is by far Not comprehensive and merely done for fun so inconsistencies abound, sacrificed for self-indulgence
I made this AU before AvA6 came out and structured the initial timeline with what we had at the time so it branches off into different alternates ever since then
Anyways the story for the most part follows the actual AvA series with the added addition of them being some sort of divine or infernal entity. Chose started off as and angel but once Chosen was captured and enslaved by noogai he burnt off his wings and became a demon. Then AvA3 rolls around, another angel was created and tasked to take down Chosen, Dark. Though after Dark was defeated and accepted Chosen's hand in partnership her divinity slowly drained out of her as she becomes a fallen angel/demon, though she doesnt fully become one until AvA5.
Then comes The Second Coming, a deity that rivaled the power of the animator but was raised amongst mortals (The Color Gang) so they never found out of their divine nature until much later. Also Green was a guardian angel watching over RBY until he got his wings stolen by a demon and became mortal like them, aint all that bad though cause now they can actually get to know eachother! He still has that protective and caring nature from his time as a guardian and extends it towards Second when they came into the picture.
Purple intermission! Cause theyre the only other character outside of the AvA series that i put much thought into. Shes a demon who had stolen an angel's wings (wink) to reach some form of divinity. I havent really thought of her background all that much but i did entertain the idea that her parents are demons but them being a mix of angel and demon but leaning more into demon sounds more interesting and i feel adds a bit more to their character. I also had the thought that King was a mortal who had made a deal with the devil to achieve his goals, that demon being Purple. He has a lot of moral dilemmas just like canon Purple but made worse because of the everything 👍
Moving on, AvA5 happens and Second awakens their divine powers (though temporarily) and Dark gets blasted into the stratosphere and becomes a proper demon, but shes not dead! Somewhere down the line she met Purple in her weakened state and they bond over their moral dilemmas like good trauma bonding buddies should do, and Purple takes care of her as she recovers
Meanwhile something appears on the desktop as the color gang head home from the events of AvA5 and find,,, a demon hollowhead? They seem confused and absolutely terrified of the mouse cursor that belongs to the animator and attempts to attack it but was soon held down by the color gang and calmed down. After a brief introduction they find out this demon's name is victim. And then this essentially follows the AU i had for if victim came back, made before AvA6 came out. I discussed it in this post here.
Anyways Second and vic and Chosen get crazy gay with eachother in the end and Purple pulls up to the desktop with Dark in tow like "hi guys meet my girlfriend!" and Dark and Chosen look at eachother like "Shit. Thats my ex." but in the end they talk it out and agreed they should see other people and yayy happy times
And then AvA6 came out and uhh crushed everyone's headcanons and i couldnt be happier!!! And then i havent really figured out what to do with the AU timeline wise and im just having fun slapping wings and horns onto these sticks and bringing out the themes inside the story to be more visual and etc etc
Anyways goodnight
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avas-headcanons · 2 years
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Gil’s S/o, who loves leave on his lover body bite marks and bold PDA-person (kissing hands, hot make out, bear hugs, etc.)? And reaction of Gil, when his s/o kisses forehead of Ava, who is crying in sleep.
◇ Gil & S/O & Ava ○ - Envy
Gil is a good Christian boy.
He knows not of the world of physical displays of affection, you just know that any sexual behaviour would be discouraged in the Titan regime. He would be so terribly touch starved, the second his S/O’s lips make contact with any part of his body, he melts. He likes hugs and hand holding, but when things get hot and heavy this boy is hopeless. A part of Gil feels guilty or dirty when he gets aroused, but he soon forgets when his S/O starts kissing his neck.
To Gil – who has no real in-person connections to anyone – he would feel rather territorial. He feels special being the only one his S/O touches, so when his S/O kisses Ava’s forehead even if she’s crying in her sleep, Gil would feel extremely jealous. It would 100% turn into an argument, we all know Gil isn’t afraid to bite back when he feels attacked. Of course, he’d snap at Ava first, she ruined his life now she wants to take his man? Not going to happen. And if his S/O tried to defend her, the result would be catastrophic.
TLDR: Gil’s love is possessive.
Feel free to send an s/o x [character] or OTP request.
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malka-lisitsa · 4 months
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❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Send me ❤ on anon and I’ll compliment someone at random!
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@hargrove is THE BILLY HARGROVE. Excellent headcanons, amazing flawless portrayal. The dynamic with Max is amazing and so fun to read. Love the relationship between him and Katherine.
@ofcrossrcads Probably one of my fave Oc's hands down. The Demon is such an interesting character on their own, plus the Mun is adorable <333
@touchedbydestiny My fave Nadia, hands down, but on top of that, she plays a lot of other fun characters that don't get as much attention. If you're looking for Amara the bitch has been hiding in this blog the whole time. Genuine article- Qetzia come get'er. (And give me my damn immortality)
@langdhon !! THE MICHAEL LANGDON YALL. But not only is Ava a flawless Langdon, she's recently brought her perfection to Crowley and Cain over on @hellroyalty and Im so excited to see all the interactions.
@floripire is a very well fleshed out and interesting legacies OC and honestly I love Flori.
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cutiesforsale · 9 months
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Hello, cuties. 🍊 <3
Stuff I forgot to mention before,
- I will write gender neutral readers as my default writing style unless specified or asked. I don't have experience with male readers, but how will I have any if I don't try?
- Did I mention that I'm obsessed with yandere writings? Yeah, that will go well. Specifically thinking of Mom! Hera/Aphrodite/Hestia/Themis/Leto. Have fun with that. Also quite enjoy fluff, so some of that too. Maybe smut if I'm up to it/comfortable.
- These ideas will be scenarios/imagines, headcanons, semi-thought out oneshots or maybe even series? Who knows.
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Naruto:
• Demon! Isekaid Reader (KNY's version of demons!)
• Foreigner! Reader who gets separated from their best friend in an unfamiliar country and language. They get taken in by the leaf Village, in return, they become a ninja/kunoichi while learning Japanese.
(Naruto, Sakura, Sasuke, Rock Lee, Shikamaru, Gaara)
JJK:
• Demon! Isekaid Reader
• Cursed! Reader?
(Yuuji, Megumi, Nobara, Gojo, Nanami, Sukuna, Geto)
MID (My Inner Demons):
• Dour Reader who actually helps the boys with Earth stuff and smiles sometimes
• Rejected! Reader, in which the boys socially/emotionally reject Reader and they isolate themselves from the boys, but then the boys start to like them/gain a crush
• Some Ava screen time in a fanfic?
(Asch, Rhys, Pierce, Leif, Noi, Ava, Lorelei)
KNY/Demon Slayer:
• Foreigner! Reader who has to learn Japanese
• Heavenly God/Goddess/Deity! Reader who helps the slayers
• Yan! Tanjiro?
(Tanjiro, Zenitsu, Inosuke, Genya, Kanao, Nezuko, Hashira)
Genshin (I really like sagau ok?):
• Eldritch! Creator
• Oracle! Reader
• Astro! Archon idea (Curious? Ask me about it!)
• Demon! Isekaid Reader
• Dad! Morax + child (probably daughter, that's how I imagined it but there will be two versions, dw.) made from his divinity/blood/scales/etc. and has a forest-state full of nymphs and spirit creatures in Liyue (Because father Geo Archon said so <3)
• Befriend Xiao as a demon
• Unaware special being from another universe?
• Newly made puppet of Ei, rejected, almost killed but sent down to Scaramoochie/Wanderer to tell him the truth (forget the Irminsul incident)
(Dad! Morax, Zhongli, Xiao, EI, Wanderer)
Greek Mythology:
• Isekaid into Ancient Greece and renamed into Aphmau (it's pretty ok? Mock me. Either way I plan to make it gender neutral)
• Demon! Isekaid Reader
---> Adopted! Brother Heracles
• Adopted child of Dad! Hephaestus + Cyclopes brothers
---> Reincarnation idea with Heph. + Cyclopes
• Mom! Hera/Aphrodite/Hestia/Themis/Leto
---> Deffo some yan moms eventually
• Nature Nymph idea
• Maybe a Yan! Apollo?
• Becoming a messenger/advisor/whatever for Apollo and becoming friends as well?
• Joining Artemis' hunting group after Isekai-ing?
(Apollo, Artemis, Dad! Hephaestus + Cyclopes, Mom! Hera/Aphrodite/Hestia/Themis/Leto, Heracles, Dionysus, Nike, Athena, Eros, Persephone/Kore, etc.)
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Note: Characters may be written either romantically or platonically. Some ideas or characters have been added since the first post. Feel free to suggest any other characters, fandoms, or ideas. I would love to hear them. <3
Goodbye, cuties. 🍊🍊 <3
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fartzapril · 5 months
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MID headcanon #1
Ava listens to Vocaloid
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doodlesdreaming · 11 months
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Random Darksiders thoughts/headcanons for possible doodles and/or drabbles:
With the Well of Souls being corrupted and quite frankly out of service, upon granting his final request, Death toke Hunter's soul with him. With the intention of delivering him safely to the well himself. Hunter remains dormant for a short time before 'waking up' with a million questions for the Reaper. Against his better judgment, Death took a sit down and played 20 questions with Hunter. To ease the tension, The Horseman first question was about Boy Scouts...
Together again with her brothers, Fury is dead set on becoming a better sibling, despite her lingering doubts that it could even be possible. Still, she tries. Especially with War. Eventually, her lingering fears of the past has her slowly reverting back to some of her old ways. Leading to War pulling Fury aside for a much needed talk...
Out of all his siblings, Strife hates working with Death alone. Everything about his older brother ticks him off, and he KNOWS that Death hates him. Well, maybe at most tolerates him, but most of the time, it's hate. But when an ambush attack nearly leads to tragedy, Strife soon learns just how wrong he is....
The Land of the Dead is no better off than it was before, or even before that. And Draven knows it. The BladeMaster is not the same man as he was when he was flesh and bone. But he still has ambitions. And they have grown over the eons of servitude. Yet this time, it'll be for a far greater reason than just simple conquest. The souls of his kind are wailing for vengeance, and he will answer the call...
Darksiders OC Stuff:
Ava has an unlucky encounter with the Demon Queen herself. Snatched from the protective horsemen, Lilith attempts to sway the human to her means. Yet the Mad Queen reminds Ava of someone of her past. And to Lilith's surprise, Ava rejects her advances with anger kept hidden for nearly a lifetime...
An Archangel with dangerous intent, feeds into Ava's mind memories of Eden, the human banishment from the garden, and the nephilim invasion soon after. Yet it was the memories of the horsemen killing their brethren that stuck out the most. And it was Death's chilling cry of anguish, that broke her completely...
(...OK I think I need to start thinking more happy stuff ^_^;)
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90s-html-lesbians · 1 year
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yes autistic bea and lilith *shakes your hand*
do you have any headcanons about that?
oh you’ve come to the right place anon!
tw for some discussion of ableism from beatrice & lilith’s parents
- until she learns more about it as an adult, ilith has no idea she’s autistic, she may have heard the word autism pertaining to her a few times as a kid, but it was often along the lines of “you don’t want to be like the warrington’s autistic kid, do you?”
- beatrice on the other hand, very & inescapably aware of it, as she is with her lesbianism. got a whole formal diagnosis and everything and for the longest time, it was one of the things in the world that she loathed the most.
- regardless, both of them were taught and required to mask their autistic traits
- they start to break out of that sometime during canon
- for lilith after she dies and comes back, everything is hard to repress, she can’t manage to keep anything together, and it’s no surprise given she is having her world shaken up and literally came back from the dead. and well, when you’re literally becoming a demon and betraying the people you worked with for years, the people who are were family to you, repressing harmless shit like “not emoting enough”, being too blunt all the time, a tendency to drag or tap your nails on stuff to stim is absolutely the least of your worries
- for beatrice well, ava’s excessive movement is kind of a bit contagious and well, being too controlled makes a person more noticeable and seen as out of place when they’re supposed to be laying low in the alps, and it makes ava a bit uncomfortable at times, so why not try to kill two birds with one stone?
- in many ways being a nun is lowkey a massive relief because in a lot of ways, there’s not nearly as much pressure for them to mask as much, as a lot of weirdness can and are chalked off by outsiders as “just some religious thing”, and as for the other sisters well, like beatrice said, they all have their own stories, and they’re nuns who go out and liberate religious artifacts and kill demons and sometimes people for a living, who cares if sister so and so has a *habit* (🥁) of missing obvious jokes or is too expressive or too unexpeessive with their face and is really firm about routine
- especially since many of the ocs are probably nd themselves and might’ve joined the coven for reasons related to that
- it’s not all perfect however, after all, engrained societal ableism is something that effects us all, this is a covent of the catholic church, and we know that even the ocs are canonically a bit judgmental to things that go against catholicism, see lilith & mother superion’s heavy dislike of ava being a non believer, mother superion calling ava’s supposed suicide a sin and calling ava a coward for it, the other ocs nuns avoiding ava, and well, “nuns don’t fidget”
- both beatrice & lilith probably already learned to channel the need to stim into working out and training, but even more so with the ocs, especially with how quiet and mundane nun life often is, even if you’re a secret ass kicking nun can be super understimulating, while missions can often be overstimulating
- you bet your right ass that lack of social skills thanks to the autism + trauma made beatrice & lilith’s isolation worse, esp lilith’s
- even if shannon hadn’t died and kicked off the sequence of events that came with, she would’ve imploded, or exploded ala s1 & s2 sooner or later
- she has had 0 friends her entire life aside from camila, shannon, mary & beatrice, because of not knowing how to interact with people and trust issues (people always seem to always want to use her for something and she always seeks to catch onto that too late) and she was already withdrawing from camila, shannon, mary & beatrice by the time of s1 because of the pressure and disappointment her mom was putting on her the longer time went on and lilith was just so irrationally angry and jealous of her friends because of it, and she knew it, so she started withdrawing from them to not risk taking anything out on them except that made stuff worse because then she’d be paranoid that maybe they were using her and didn’t actually care for her, so she withdrew more feeding the cycle and making everything worse
- lilith regularly gets mistaken as being pissed off 24/7 regardless of whether she is or isn’t both because her voice unintentionally always sounds angry and her face is unintentionally the definition of resting bitch face
- one or both of beatrice’s parents is actually autistic and she shares a lot of the same interests & love of infodumping over them as her parent, which invokes a lot of complicated feelings for her
- one of beatrice’s biggest interests/special interests is religious theology & history, and for a good while she can’t even think about it without digging up all sorts of very strong negative feelings and memories around it, and it makes her so upset because for the longest time her interest was what kept beatrice going even at her lowest points, but now when she’s arguably at one of the highest points of her life, she can’t even have someone mention it or anything related to it within ear shot
- between the two of them, beatrice & lilith, lilith is actually the one worse at getting jokes, especially because she’s always on the look out for mean spirited jabs
- beatrice 🤝 lilith: autistic same foods
- lilith is apathetic about eye contact and only ever makes non stop, non blinking eye contact
- beatrice can’t handle eye contact but masks it by looking at a point on a person’s face
- there are quite a few times when this backfires esp when she was a kid or post canon when she’s more relaxed because beatrice is so focused at pretending to make eye contact that she zones out of the conversation
- there are numerous moments in the alps where ava catch beatrice having completely zoned out of whatever she was doing at the time and just staring at a spot in space, completely lost in thought
- lilith has a special interest in sea animals and sea creatures and she absolutely loves telling people only the most cursed facts about them
- beatrice loves pressure, but for lilith, she’s always trying to get less pressure
- it’s why beatrice loves the weight of her armor and combat habit, whereas lilith, well, her transformation may or may not have been somewhat influenced by her subconcious to a small degree and it reflected lilith’s need to feel free without all the pressure
- one of beatrice’s favorite stims is running or rubbing her hand or fingers over fabric
- lilith’s wings are absolutely a stim for lilith, both physical and auditory because of the sound they make
- when she’s deep in thought it’s not uncommon to see lilith, feet fully planted on the ground, but with her wings flapping every few seconds
- lilith loves criticizing stuff, and often tries to bond with people through getting them to mutually criticize something with her, which doesn’t help people thinking she’s pissed off 24/7 even when she isn’t
- beatrice hates cheese, it’s way too salty for her so she doesn’t touch anything with it if she feels she has a choice
- beatrice thrives on routine and schedules, whereas lilith doesn’t care for it, but absolutely loathes whenever someone deviates from their usual behavior
- lilith was a late speaker
- both lilith & beatrice haye doing the dishes, it’s sensory hell for them
- lilith hates the feeling of water on her in general
- lilith is lowkey more than a bit face blind
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