#but there are NO OFFICIAL LYRICS crying and sobbing

[chelblue]

i am so absolutely insane about simon was by the blasting company to the point where i am so close to making ocs based on it and I NEVER make ocs. because it’s just like. WHAT is going on in the song. i want to explore whatever weird relationship the leads have.

like it starts so normal. simon has mommy issues so he runs away with the narrator to explore the world but then it just gets weird!!

why does the narrator clarify that “at least for us, life was changed”. why does the narrator leave simon. what does “this life perfect, but it isn’t real” MEAN. why is the main refrain of the song “but no one is gone”. like what!!!! what is going on with them!!!! i want to know more!!!!

[brambletakato]

Yknow what. Rank all the main themes from the Professor Layton series, I'll go first

[katsumox]

DC MEN AND THE FIRST DANCE.

aka my fav dc boys, their first dance songs at y’all’s wedding, and a lil blurb.

DICK GRAYSON has cried three separate times today, this dance officially making it four. Dean Martin’s “Everybody Loves Somebody” crackles through the speakers, causing your husband to smile again, before tearful kissing your forehead. The two of you sway in silence, letting the music speak for you. “I love you,” Dick breathes, “I love you infinitely.”

JASON TODD has been narrowly avoiding a literal breakdown all night, but this, he decides, is the icing on the cake. As “At Last,” by Etta James begins, Jason tries his damndest to maintain his veneer of suave confidence, finally cracking when you place a kiss to his hand. As a few tears leave his eyes, he kisses you. He tastes of icing, love, and salt. His siblings and father are more of a mess than he is, as they’ve been sobbing and snotting all through the ceremony and reception.

BRUCE WAYNE, as stoic as he is, can’t help but let a few tears escape his eyes as the two of you spin and sway to Nancy Wilson’s “Tonight May Have to Last Me All my Life”. He opens his mouth to speak, but a choked sound leaves his throat as he rubs your wedding ring. His mother’s ring. Years later, he says the day of your union was absolutely perfect, but you know a part of him wishes Thomas and Martha were there to see it.

HAL JORDAN hums as he stares into your eyes, unblinking. “Can’t believe I’m your husband,” he sighs, tracing your jawline. “Can’t believe I’m you’re wife,” you say. Unforgettable, by Nat King Cole rings through the speakers as Hal groans, “And I was doing so well,” he smiles, tears sparkling in his eyes. “‘S alright, love,” you choke, tears welling up in your eyes as well. “Me too.”

BARRY ALLEN had been smiling all night long, but he can’t help the way his smile becomes watery when he hears the honeyed notes of Ella Fitzgerald’s “I’ve Got a Crush on You”. The two of you mouth the lyrics as Barry hums, thinking of the countless nights the two of you spent together, dancing in the moon-bathed kitchen you share. He kisses you, smiling from ear to ear.

CLARK KENT blinks, almost incredulous at the beauty before him. “Kal,” you hum, “you’re staring.” He nods, speechless, not even noticing the tears that begin to leak from his eyes as “Again,” by Doris Day plays. Though there are eyes all over the both of you, you can’t help but feel as if you’re in your own little world. As the song comes to an end, he squeezes your hand, saying all he wishes to say at the moment.

oh i’m finna cry this is so cute….fuck

[hoodharlow]

We Created This

AN: in my head Miriam has the vocal range to sing like Billie so in the El Novio universe Miriam sang "What Was I Made For" for the Barbie soundtrack <3 (also fun fact I actually had the Palm Beach Teresa Barbie but I gave her bangs bc she had that big ass forehead lol) Luke pic from @kindahoping4forever. Enjoy <3 💗💖💕💓🐙🌺🌷🌸💌💞💓💗💟💕🧁🍨🎀🧸🛍🩰

Requested? No

Warnings: fans tryna be messy lol

Word Count: n/a

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@'mdm: tell me why I'm wearing the same outfit as one of my old Barbies that I used to play with at my grandparents' house

@'josephdominguez: you even have the same forehead

-> @'katdominguez: I was just gonna comment this LMAO

-> @'mdm: I hate y'all

@'jackharlow: 😩

@'barbiethemovie: it was what you were made for

@'miriamfan: y'all what if Miriam is the surprise singer for the Barbie soundtrack 👀 she was at the LA premiere and she's been posting a lot of Barbie stuff

-> @'mothermiriam: I see the vision. She has the vocal range for a ballad like her song for Placebo Junkies or the songs she sang for In the Heights.

@'barbie: this Barbie is a superstar

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@'mdm: cant believe I'm saying this but im part of the @'barbiethemovie soundtrack!!! My song is officially out now along with the music video 🥺🥺🥺 ty to @'lukehemmings and @'claybornharlow for working on this with me 🐙🌺🌷🌸💌💞💓💗💟💕🧁🍨🎀🧸🛍🩰

@'lizzo: welcome to the Barbie soundtrack family

@'giahunter: y'all (24÷12)+6

@'saintclauds: you will pay for your crimes 😭😭😭 had my ass crying in a random theater in Argentina

@'katdominguez: my baby sister did THAT

@'alinahunter: the most important song in the soundtrack, imho

@'hardcarebarbiegirlie: wtf is this shit? This is BARBIE why did you make a sad song

@'miriamstan: okay I heard the lyircs and 🤔🤔🤔 is she dissing Jack? Are they broken up because the lyrics hint at a breakup? He didn't even comment on it

-> @'miriamshipper: maybe watch the movie before you make your inaccurate conclusions? The movie gives you the context lol

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@'jackharlow: I don't know how to feel but someday I might

@'medegutierrez: 🦦

@'urbanwyatt: *bites lip*

@'claybornharlow: 🙄

-> @'miriamhater: Blame on Me hits different knowing you produced a diss track for his ex 🖕🏻

-> @'mdmxjh: the caption is a line from Miriam's song you fucking headass

@'jackfan: Ariana Grande leave SpongeBob and get at Jack

@'mdm: 👀

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@'mdm: the making of What Was I Made For with @'lukehemmings and @'claybornharlow 💗💖💕💓💗💖💕💓💗💖💕💓

@'lukehemmings: it was a privilege to work with you

@'claybornharlow: thank you for trusting me with this, sis

@'jackharlow: ❣

@'giahunter: lmao the aubrey video

@'calumhood: y'all had Claudia sobbing snot

-> @'saintclauds: why do you always to expose me 😭

@'mackaremyparents: see Jack was there so obviously he knew what the song was about

@'miriamhater: I want better for Jack. Miriam is using him to get at his brother. It starts off as help to produce a song next thing they know they're reproducing babies.

-> @'mackfan: babes, he commented "sis" please bffr

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@'jackharlowsource: Jack via Instagram Stories

@'jackstan: I just know he took Miriam to see Barbie

@'mackshipper: the antis are foaming in thr mouth 🤭

@'antimack: their trying to save face but y'all don't see it because your so far up they're asses

-> @'mackaremyparents: tbh I couldn't process anything with all your incorrect use of your/you're and there/their/they're lmao

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[lovecanyon]

i would love to read about ceo!harry, but whatever you post i know i’ll love.

INSTAGRAM BLURB

alternative ceo universe!

* y/n is columbia records CEO & harry is his normal musician self! *

MASTERLIST | PATREON

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2020

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pagesix Musician Harry Styles and CEO of Columbia records, Y/N L/N (now turned Styles) tied the knot in Italy recently. Sources tell us the wedding was quite small and had very few guests because the couple wanted as much privacy as they could get.

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harryfan3 OMG OMG OMG

harryfan5 y/n is literally living my dream life 😭

harryfan7 okay but imagine marrying harry styles…she won at everything

harryfan2 crying and throwing up

harryfan6 harry married the ceo of his record label, pretty iconic to me

harryfan9 him and y/n are the perfect couple everr

harryfan11 they are so protective of their relationship…its cute

harryfan13 she’s the one 🤗

harryfan15 y/n is winning at life right now

harryfan10 this has me on the floor sobbing

harryfan12 AHHH SHE’S OFFICIALLY MRS. STYLES

harryfan14 harry styles is now married to the world's richest woman…i love it

harryfan16 just fell onto my knees

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stylesnews Harry and his wife Y/N in Positano Italy yesterday on their honeymoon!

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harryfan21 why’d you do this to me

harryfan23 Y/N IS SO BEAUTIFUL 😌

harryfan25 they are the hottest couple yet omfg

harryfan20 harry really got married to her…i would do the same thing too honestly

harryfan22 i don’t know if i want him or her

harryfan24 jealousy jealousy

harryfan26 already the best couple ever

harryfan28 this will have me up late at night

harryfan30 Y/N AND HARRY GOT MATCHING TATTOOS?!?!

harryfan27 WHAT

harryfan29 they both got matching palm trees tattoos 😭

harryfan31 my parents

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ynstyles best day of my life! 👰‍♀️

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harryfan30 the caption…CRYING

harryfan33 she changed her username to y/n styles 😭

harrystyles I love you my baby.

ynstyles i love you more darling! 🤍

harryfan35 stop this madness

harryfan37 THEY ARE LITERALLY SO CUTE TOGETHER 😫

gemmastyles welcome to the family!

harryfan34 she won at life.

jefezoff one of the best things to ever witness

harryfan36 harry and y/n had a strawberry and vanilla cake…what am i supposed to do with this information

stevienicks congratulations you two ❤️

harryfan39 this has me rolling on the floor

pillowpersonpp YES YES YES

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harrystyles 1-6-20. Married the love of my life.

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harryfan32 SHUT UP

harryfan38 harry posting this has me sliding down the wall 😫

ynstyles i seriously love you h

harrystyles Well I love you more cherry.

harryfan40 they are so in love with each other

harryfan42 i am so jealous right now 🤗

harry_lambert cutest wedding ever!!!

harryfan45 hello?!?! their rings were made by gucci 😭

mitchrowland congrats on the marriage lovebirds!

harryfan41 harry styles officially has a wife now…crying myself to sleep

alessandro_michele ah young love ❤️

harryfan43 this photo is the sweetest thing ever

columbiarecords CUTEST COUPLE IN THE WORLD!!!

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hsfasharchive Harry wore his wife’s @marcjacobs x Magda Archer intarsia sweater ($695 - sold out) back in December 2019.

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harryfan48 somebody run me over

harryfan50 harry and y/n are seriously perfect for each other 😫

harryfan52 literal soulmates

harryfan54 “his wife’s sweater” 😭😭

harryfan56 y/n is officially my favorite styles

harryfan58 she really has him in a chokehold

harryfan51 i love them together

harryfan53 imagine sharing clothes with harry styles…truly a dream

harryfan55 “there's a piece of you in how i dress”

harryfan57 the realist lyric ever

harryfan59 i can’t do this anymore

harryfan60 why is this so cute…

harryfan63 AWE

JANUARY - FEBRUARY 2021

deuxmoi via instagram stories

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dailystyles A PREGNANT Y/N STYLES AT HER BABY SHOWER IN MALIBU LAST WEEK!

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harryfan62 I’M GOING THROUGH ALL STAGES OF GRIEF

harryfan65 omg omg omg

harryfan67 this is going to destroy me 😭

harryfan69 y/n’s baby bump is so cute

harryfan66 glenne and gemma are with her too 😌

harryfan68 i hate to say this…but deuxmoi was right the entire time

harryfan70 this is the best news ever

harryfan72 HARRY AND Y/N ARE BECOMING PARENTS

harryfan74 we are literally getting dilf harry…

harryfan71 I’M SCREAMING

harryfan73 i am never going to recover from this

harryfan75 CRYING

gemmastyles Can you please take this post down? The photos of Y/N were taken without her permission!

harryfan77 gemma?!?!

harryfan79 DELETE THIS

APRIL 2021

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yourfinsta andddd she’s here…meet anya anne styles!

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florencepugh OMG

arianagrande this is so cute 🤍

harrystyles I love you both so much. You guys are my happiness.

yourfinsta i love you more sue, i wouldn’t have been this happy if it weren’t for you!

brittany_broski tears are streaming down my face 😭

emmalouisecorrin i am so happy for you and harry

harry_lambert ANGEL BABY

jefezoff little anya already runs the world 👑

kidharpoon this sweetest thing ever

annetwist my granddaughter is so cute ❤️

alessandro_michele congratulations on your little family!

mollyjane_x so sweet

adele a bundle of joy ☺️

niallhoran one of the best things to ever happen

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harrystyles As our daughter grows up, me and my wife Y/N will try to do everything to protect her including speaking out on social media. If you see my family trying to live their private lives, leave them alone and let them be. That includes leaking my wife’s private account and the pictures on it.

They aren’t harming or bothering you. It disgusts me the way fans were spreading Y/N’s private photos everywhere, they were unseen for a reason.

Though I know all my fans are not like that, so I really appreciate the individuals supporting me and my family in this current moment.

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MAY 2021

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updatingstyles Y/N Styles wins the Chairman’s Award in music at The Brits tonight!

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harryfan82 A MAJOR GIRLBOSS

harryfan84 harry looked so proud of her 😭

harryfan81 if i see another “who is she” comment…i will literally commit arson

harryfan83 RIGHT!!!! without y/n harry wouldn’t have released any solo albums

harryfan85 this is so iconic

harryfan87 A MILF

harryfan89 everything she does is 🙏

harryfan88 she won an award for what? i don’t understand

harryfan90 y/n signed harry styles, rihanna, billie eilish, BEYONCÉ, megan thee stallion and stevie nicks to her label…

harryfan92 and that’s not even half of the musicians she signed to columbia records

harryfan94 she is so beautiful

harryfan91 on my knees 😌

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ynharryupdates Y/N REACTING TO HARRY WINNING AN AWARD AT THE BRITS!

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harryfan97 she is seriously the world’s most supportive wife

harryfan99 THIS IS THE CUTEST THING EVER 😭

harryfan102 i want what they have

harryfan98 if this isn’t the sweetest moment to ever witness

harryfan100 you can tell she loves harry so much

harryfan104 i need a y/n in my life

harryfan106 y/n and harry are so supportive of each other 😫

harryfan103 i will forever remember this

harryfan108 you gotta love her

harryfan101 y/n and harry’s reaction made me sob

harryfan105 the way they looked at each other and bursted into smiles

harryfan107 i am having a breakdown

harryfan109 dropped down onto the floor when i saw this

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harryflorals “I just want to say a big thank you to my wife and daughter. They make me a better person and I cannot imagine my life without them. I love my girls!” - Harry accepting his award at The Brits tonight!

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harryfan110 nobody talk to me

harryfan114 I AM SO JEALOUS OF Y/N 😭

harryfan116 i love harry’s wife more than i love harry….

harryfan112 “they make me a better person” crying

harryfan118 he really loves his family

harryfan120 harry’s speech was the cutest thing ever

harryfan117 SOMEBODY SEDATE ME

harryfan122 he’s a major dilf

harryfan124 i can't do this anymore 🙂

harryfan128 don’t know why harry’s with y/n…she’s destroying his reputation, he should divorce her

harryfan121 y/n literally has his baby and runs the label he's under…

harryfan125 harry’s never going to divorce y/n so keep on wishing

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ynstyles brits night!

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harryfan130 SHE POSTED

harryfan133 this was y/n’s night 😌

harrystyles I am so proud of you darling.

ynstyles i love you so much baby! 🤍🤍

harryfan135 my favorite relationship ever 😭

gemmastyles love you guys so much!!!

harryfan131 THE PICTURE OF ANYA AND Y/N!!!!

emmalouisecorrin congratulations on the awards you two

harryfan136 i want y/n’s life so bad

jefezoff parents ❤️

harryfan138 anya is so small 🥺

kidharpoon mrs. watermelon sugar

harryfan134 harry and y/n are the cutest couple to ever live

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harrystyles Brit Awards, May 2021.

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harryfan141 WHY’D HE POST HIS WIFE 😭

harryfan143 i want a husband like harry…y/n is really living the life

ynstyles thanks for letting me steal your award for photos 😘

harrystyles Gladly darling, what’s mine is yours.

harryfan140 THEY ARE SO GODDAMN ADORABLE

pillowpersonpp the most gorgeous woman ever

harryfan144 this is literally the cutest thing ever

stevienicks gotta love young love!

harryfan146 y/n took harry’s award for photos…she’s so me

annetwist so proud of you both ❤️

harryfan148 couples that win awards together stay together

paulithepsm congratulations!!!!

harryfan142 she is so perfect

NOVEMBER 2021

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pleasing Introducing Pleasing’s owner Y/N Styles. Mrs. Styles with the help of her husband decided to create a brand for all, no matter your gender you can use our products. Our goods consist of skincare to nail polish.

Preorder is available next week.

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harryfan152 WILL BE BUYING

harryfan154 harry and y/n creating a brand together is literal goals

harrystyles Pleasing for all!

ynstyles 🤗🤗🤗

harryfan157 y/n is so hot omg

brittany_broski this is the cause of my death

harryfan150 “with the help of her husband” YEAH YEAH YEAH

harry_lambert so excited!!!

harryfan153 y/n and harry created a brand together…take all my money already

mollyjane_x BEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN

harryfan151 i’m not okay 😭

alessandro_michele ❤️❤️❤️

harryfan155 CRYING AND SCREAMING

annetwist already proud!

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ynstyles pleasing, out soon!

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harryfan167 y/n really said run me my money

harryfan160 I HAVE 5 DOLLARS TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT

harrystyles I love you darling.

ynstyles i love you more bunny!

harryfan162 i’m going to be broke after the pleasing launch 😭

jefezoff ceo queen

harryfan164 harry and y/n styles’ brand 🫶

florencepugh ahhh can’t wait!

harryfan166 THEY HAVE HOODIES TOO?!?!

kaiagerber already love pleasing ❤️

harryfan169 robbing a bank as we speak

harris_reed you are such a girlboss

harryfan163 harry and y/n are the best thing to ever happen to the world

harryfan165 they came when we needed them the most

2022

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stylesdaily Y/N OUT IN NEW YORK YESTERDAY!

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harryfan170 SHE SLAYED

harryfan177 harry goes home to her…😫

harryfan173 she’s hotter than harry

harryfan177 I AGREE

harryfan175 queen is in new york

harryfan171 going feral for her

harryfan174 I WOULD WRITE ALBUMS ABOUT HER TOO

harryfan176 i love anya’s mother 😌

harryfan179 she’s so gorgeous

harryfan181 harry…count your days

harryfan184 y/n’s married to harry, has his child, is the ceo of a record label…her life is a dream

harryfan180 dropped onto my knees

harryfan182 YES YES YES

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mollyjane_x Just a wife watching her man rehearse.

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harryfan202 jealousy jealousy

harryfan204 SHE’S FLEXING ON US AT THIS POINT 😭

harrystyles I love it.

ynstyles you love the attention

harrystyles You know me so well.

harryfan200 THEY ARE SO CUTE I’M CRYING

pillowpersonpp my tour buddy!

harryfan206 her life is all i want 😫

brittany_broski SERIOUSLY SOBBING

harryfan209 y/n looks so focused…she’s literally me watching harry

kidharpoon harry’s number one supporter ❤️

harryfan207 SHE’S SO IN LOVE WITH HARRY

harry_lambert my favorite tour wife

harryfan201 this is so adorable

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harryflorals HARRY AND Y/N IN NEW YORK TODAY!

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harryfan210 my parents

harryfan217 WHAT THEY HAVE IS ALL I WANT 😭

harryfan213 having a breakdown

harryfan219 i love them so much 😫

harryfan216 harry and y/n are the definition of soulmates

harryfan212 the styles family supremacy

harryfan214 WELCOME HOME CHEATER

harryfan218 she’s getting that dick everyday. she’s getting that dick everyday. she’s getting that dick everyday.

harryfan220 couple goals

harryfan222 literal mom and dad 😌

harryfan224 they remind me of true love

harryfan221 Y/N AND HARRY ARE BESTIES

harryfan226 harry’s literally next to me 🤨

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lloyddddddddddddddddd Y/N hangs out under the stage instead of the crowd. That’s what I call a number one fan.

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harryfan231 she’s so cute

harryfan233 Y/N HANGS OUT UNDER THE STAGE???

harrystyles I love my number one fan.

ynstyles and she loves you! ❤️

harryfan235 sleeping on the highway tonight

florencepugh the most gorgeous!!!

harryfan237 y/n staying under the stage is really so iconic

harris_reed the best girl ever 🤍

harryfan230 NOW I WANT HER LIFE EVEN MORE BADLY 😭

_basselin i just love her

harryfan232 the way harry meets y/n under the stage during his break…

harryfan234 SCREAMING

jefezoff it’s the best spot in the whole venue

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harry_lambert Queen of MSG!

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harryfan302 harry isn’t special…i would write songs about her too

harryfan311 A LITERAL ICON

harrystyles Such a beauty.

ynstyles i love you baby

harryfan308 i am jealous 😭

emmalouisecorrin MY BEST FRIEND

harryfan305 imagine being in y/n’s shoes…i would literally die

alessandro_michele ❤️❤️❤️

harryfan304 i love her so much

florencepugh missing y/n hours!!!

harryfan303 everyone loves her…they really said y/n supremacy

pillowpersonpp love love love

harryfan310 harry’s muse

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harrystyles My girls.

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harryfan330 OMFG

harryfan335 this has me rolling on the floor sobbing 😭

ynstyles We love you daddy!

harrystyles Welllllll I love you both more.

harryfan332 he’s is such an amazing father and husband 😫

gemmastyles cutest family ever ❤️

harryfan339 harry being a major family person is so cute

mitchrowland anya is truly the best company

harryfan333 y/n really is the best mother ever

glenne_azoff the best duo to ever live!!!! 😊

harryfan331 anya = best nepo baby

kidharpoon family family family 🤍

harryfan340 “my girls” sliding down the wall, throwing up, shitting, sobbing

annetwist my darlings!!!

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[bitethehnd]

omg i’ve had the biggest brainrot over ur naomi & taylor!reader & rewatching the eras tour i have 🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️🙇🏻‍♀️ thoughts

i can imagine reader! having a chat w naomi when they’re ready to make it official and actually tell everyone they’re together (god knows everyone’s figured it out but shh let them have their moment) & reader! asks if they can make it official during the show but doesn’t tell Naomi how,, they’re just like trust me it’ll be good and naomi is like ok !! anything for u !! & during karma reader! sings “karma is my baby on the screen, coming straight home to me!” & they somehow get naomi’s live reaction on the big screen megatron thing of reader fully making it official to everyone mid show and they’re just in AWE

& in the same show when reader! sings “you’re in love” they do a lil speech about how this song was written for someone else completely and after everything that went down, they hated this songs because it brought back so many bad memories (or something) but now they have someone who makes them feel like this song is the reason for existence again and it just cuts to lil naomi sobbing aAAA i truly love that fic so much i still have so many thoughts about it thank u thank u thank u

⊹ ‧₊˚ ౨ৎ you are in love

pairing : naomi mcpherson x popstar!reader

a/n : ANON I LOVE YOUR BRAIN KISS KISS

at this point during your eras tour, the two of you are already together. you think you’re all sneaky but literally everyone knows… naomi looks at you like you gave them the moon so it’s quite obvious, but everyone lets you two have your fun!

the first people you told were obviously katie and jo. they both had fake surprised looks on their faces but said the two of you deserved to be happy. then ensue the countless jokes and comments from jo.

the boys were thrilled too! since phoebe had also opened for you, she had taken a guess that you two had a thing for each other and then her suspicions were confirmed. julien fist pumped naomi and lucy gave you a big hug!! you guys are adorable fr.

next came telling the world about the relationship. you two held off for a few months, wanting privacy, but it seemed twitter was already aware of it. everyone had their theories and some were so outrageous that you just wanted to tell everyone yourself.

you told naomi your feelings on the matter and they immediately agreed, no questions asked. they were ready to show you off and not have to hide. you suggested doing it during your next show, and like anon said, naomi is just like “whatever my princess wants, she gets!!! anything for her!!”

you quickly put your plan into motion. you decided your surprise song for the next show would be “you are in love” from 1989. it perfectly described how you felt about naomi. you came up with some ideas for the speech you would give before hand and it went something like this…

“the next song that i’m going to play is one that i haven’t performed in so long. i wrote it about someone who i thought was going to be my forever, but it just didn’t end up that way and it left me with some sad memories. i have never felt the need to play this song since then, but now everything has changed. even if i originally wrote this about someone else, my partner renewed it into something so pure and now has a reason to exist again. i love you.”

the camera doesn’t pan to naomi just yet, since you wanted to build suspense. for dramatic effect, of course. but jo and katie make sure to get their reaction on video. it’s just naomi basically happy crying and laughing with tears under their eyes. even when you guys are a whole stadium apart, the invisible string between you is there.

when it was finally time for the last era of songs, from midnights, you were planning to do a lyric swap in “karma.” the actual lyric was “karma is my girlfriend,” but obviously naomi was not a girl and the song originally wasn’t written about them, you planned to change it to something that made you happier. when the time came to sing “karma,” you looked right into the vip section where naomi was and sang “karma is my baby on the screen, coming straight home to me!” cut to the camera panning to naomi and they’re just giddy, laughing and crying all at the same time. when you told them you were going to make it official, this is definitely not how they imagined it, but they weren’t complaining.

you just wanted to show the world your love for them and honestly didn’t give a shit what anyone thought. the two of you just existed in your own little bubble, feeling like you were just singing to them.

after the show was over and naomi practically sprinted backstage, their beaming smile lit up the room as they saw you. they pulled you in for a fierce hug and pressed gentle kisses to your forehead.

“that was the sweetest thing in the entire world, baby. i love you so much.”

“so you liked it? it wasn’t too much?”

“never. that was, like, magical. can’t believe you did all that for me.”

“i’d do anything for you, nom.”

© bitethehnd

[alieinthemorning]

For Your Eyes Only | Leona Kingscholar

Content: Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Established Relationship

Pronouns: None

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On a mundane Monday, one the same as any other, 

Leona found a letter resting on his desk. 

At first glance, he thought nothing of it. More official affairs, he thought. 

But then he caught a faint scent.

A familiar scent. 

Your scent. 

Now he was awake. 

How the hell did you slip out here without him noticing—

Usually, even the slightest movement from you would rouse him. 

“Deep ass sleep…” He said through a yawn.  

Completely avoiding the fact that he had gotten so comfortable around you that he could truly fall into a deep sleep. 

Dragging a hand through his hair, he finally picked up the envelope. 

“For Your Eyes Only, huh…” 

Two feelings, on extreme opposite sides of the emotional spectrum, flooded him at once. 

And honestly?

Both terrified him. 

It took him a few minutes of staring and contemplating to open it. 

My King

I love you. 

I wanted this to be the first thing you read when you woke up. 

Just a simple reminder, that you are loved and cherished.

Everyday I wake up, I am blessed knowing that I will see you, my love.  

And it is the same when I am safely within your arms. 

As I hang onto your every word during meetings, I am reassured that you are truly a king fit to rule. 

One who cherishes his kingdom and wants to see it flourish. 

One who holds his head high despite the weight of the crown. 

One who knows that he is not alone.

If the whole world plans to extinguish your light 

The find a need to make you break and cry 

Don’t you worry, love, I am right by your side

So, just smile for me; it will be alright 

“And as this letter comes to a close, let me remind you:

“I love you, Leona Kingscholar. Now and forever more.

Your Sovereign.”

He didn’t hear you come in.

He didn’t feel your presence as you wrapped your arms around his middle, reciting the final lines of the letter.

He didn’t know when he started crying, 

or when those cries became outright sobs. 

You simply guided him back to bed, and threaded your fingers through his tresses. 

Silently reassuring him, 

You were here,

You weren’t judging him, 

You loved him. 

You

Loved 

Him.

“...I l-love you too. 

So much.” 

Listen, I had an itch. I decided to scratch it.

Also peep the song lyrics.

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[whumpzone]

Could we have a Christmas Special featuring our babies Col and Linden 🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️🙇‍♀️

oh, well since you asked so nicely...

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Most of the year, Col hardly recognised any of the songs on the radio. How could he, when he had spent almost all of his known life in the basement? But when Christmas rolled around, Col felt like he was part of something. He knew them all, some way or another. He must have been born knowing.

Master knew them too, and every time Col tapped along to a tune, or even mumbled out a few lyrics, the joy on his face was undeniable.

Col had never been involved with Christmas at his old master’s. He couldn’t fully remember how many they had had together- Col had an early memory of crying for almost an entire day, alone in the dark, cold and frightened and so lonely that it was a physical pain. That had been his first, for sure. The others bled together, until the only thing that stood out was the bitter cold.

“That’s why Christmas jumpers are non-negotiable,” Master told him in the present, Christmas Eve to be exact, not that Col could negotiate about anything. He wriggled obediently into the biggest one Master could find. It was dark blue, with repeating patterns going across him like tyre marks. “It suits you, Col!”

“Thank you, Sir,” he said, meeting Master’s eye. Col liked it. It was thick and instantly warming.

“It’ll just be me and you for most of the day, and then Vik will pop his head in later? We could even play a game, if you felt up to it. A nice game. One you can play while sitting down, because we’ll probably be quite full.”

“Sir, are you s-sure? You really don’t need to waste��� all of this, on me.”

“I don’t see it as a waste. Besides, this time of year you can just say ‘well, it’s Christmas’ and that excuses just about everything.”

“It does, Sir?”

“Yes. If you do something and you feel like you should apologise for it, try saying that instead. Vik would love that, actually. He’d laugh his head off.”

Col nodded. It was strange advice, but perhaps he could have a go.

The radio had been softly playing a familiar tune, the singer’s rough voice warbling pleasantly, but as Master finished speaking it amped up into a vivacious, swinging melody. They both noticed it, and Master smiled at Col so widely that it was almost, almost infectious.

…they’ve got cars big as bars, they’ve got rivers of gold, but the wind goes right through you, it’s no place for the old…

Master extended a hand. “I love this one. Want to dance to it?”

Col’s thoughts were of himself, several years ago. Huddled up all Christmas, alone in the freezing depths of winter, sobbing for reasons Colton could no longer remember. It wasn’t abandoning him, was it, to let himself take his Master’s hand and dance? No, Col thought. It was honouring his memory. Some way or another, his suffering had ended, and now here he was, letting himself place his scarred hand into that of his owner’s. Master could do as he liked, and of course he could decide to take this bit of flesh and cause it pain, but he had never done it so far, and right now Master loved the song on the radio and he wanted to share that love with his pet.

Master’s fingers closed around Col’s, gently drawing his arm up, and Master gave him time to nod before he encircled him with his free arm. Holding him like any other dance partner while they swayed about the kitchen.

Col hoped the song would never end. He would freeze time right here if he could. In that moment, nothing else seemed to matter, from the pain in his knees to the promise of a feast tomorrow. He wanted to pause it all, and instead stay this warm, this content, this safe.

-

it is 1:30am, so officially Christmas Eve!

go and listen to Fairytale of New York if you want to know what Linden and Col danced to. you won't regret it, I promise

merry christmas my lovely readers <3

[stuck-in-2012]

Theres nothing wrong with you, its true, its true

“Hey, have you seen...” Peter trailed off as he looked around the room searching for the one missing face among his team.

“I thought they were with you?” Ava asked, watching Sam’s face slowly contort in worry, hand reaching out to his helmet, ready to zip away in a blur of blue light.

“Yeah… they were. I’m here for…” Peter pointed at Sam.

All eyes turned to Nova as he stood slowly, nerves getting the better of him. Something was wrong. Not ‘time to dive over the tricarrier and make a dash before they hit the ground below’ level wrong, but Webs’ brows were knit and he came looking for Sam specifically. That only happened when a special kind of TLC was needed. “Where?” Sam’s terse voice came out like a demand as he put his helmet on.

“The usual”. Peter hadn’t gotten three syllables before Sam was gone down the hall.

“So what happened?” Ava asked as Spidey sat down.

“Fell into the wrong corner of the internet.” At Danny’s confused look Peter went on. “ ‘Phobes, “that doesn’t exist”, just crummy people being crummy people.”

Iron First nodded and frowned at the hall sympathetically.

 Nova stopped outside the locked door. “Babe? It’s Sammy, can I…” He paused, not so much waiting for a response but listening for… The door panel light changed to green indicating it was open from the inside. As Nova opened the door, light flooded the room. …’sign 1: sitting in the dark’. “Oh, honey…”

He took his helmet off and sat nearly flush on the bed. Sam held his arms open slightly. Not a demand, just an offer. A welcome one at that, tangled hair got pressed into the side of his face as he was pulled close. Sam could admit he wasn’t the best at comforting and worse at offering affirmation but thankfully he was dating someone that gave really good preemptive instructions for how to help and what to do when/if they get like… this.

“Mm?” Sam prompted, nuzzling.

“Mm-mm.” Well, alright then… ‘sign 2: not having emotional energy to communicate verbally’.

“Do you…” before Sam could offer things he knew they liked they started to cry. “Yay, there you go I gotchu…”

“It… it sucks!” they clutched onto the gold straps of his suit as shaky breaths turned into earnest sobs. “Just, sucks.”

Gentle pets and tight hugs, helped the tension ease and the tears flow. Letting it out always was the best thing for them. Sam took a deep breath -one they mimicked trying to calm down. “No, no no, let it out, gumball, let it out”- hearing them sob like this was always contagious, making his eyes water. Sam reached for their phone, their ears must be ringing like sirens in the silence... ah, yup. A familiar icon; four houses: three blank, one with colorful stripes.

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As the emotional chords and lyrics filled the small space as did more tears and sobs. Sam held the shaking body close as the song looped again and again. When the first yawn broke through he knew they’d feel better soon. They tugged at the strap they still held getting Nova’s attention. When he looked down they pressed the tips of their fingers to their chin and pulled a flat hand away from their face.

“Don’t thank me, baby. You don’t have to thank me. I love you, I’ll always be here when the world sucks.” That got a little giggle, before the sobs came back and they latched on like a vice. A few tears slipped down his own face. He couldn’t help it, as much as he’d like to be a calm and collected comfort watching the dysphoria hit always broke his heart to see.

“Ooh! Hol’ on a sec.” They let go and scrubbed their face as their boyfriend searched through their regular day bag. “Ah ha!” he sat down just as they tossed away a soiled tissue. “Bam. Passport and driver’s license are next.” Sam set a small card in their hand. They looked at the piece of plastic and smiled before clutching it to their chest. Their S.H.I.E.L.D. I.D. was the only official document they had that had the correct name on it. It was useless everywhere else but still made them happy to have.

“I love you, Sammy.”

“I love you, too, handsome.”

A pause. “Promise?”

“Yeah. The real you.” His statement accentuated by running his fingers over the bump of each scar on their chest. “We can talk to Connors about bottom and T. tomorrow if you feel like it then?”

They nodded and presses kisses to his shoulder as they pulled him to sit in their lap, tangling themselves together snug. More tears flowed, again and again as they curled tight. After what felt like could be an hour a knock tapped at the door. They nodded into the boy clutched in their arms prompting Sam to hold them tighter and turn to the door, “It’s open.”

The team peered in with matching sorrowful expressions. Sam may be the one actively in a relationship but all five of the team had grown to need the young agent. Danny held out bottle. Sam looked down. “Do you think you could try and drink some water, love?”

They sniffled and sat up eagerly, nodding and pulling stray hairs off their wet face. Danny smiled at their immediate interest in hydration. Sam pressed a kiss to their temple after they swiftly downed 3/5 of the liquid. When they yawned for the n’th time Ava ushered the others to leave and let the couple be.

“Mm!”

“What’s up?” Peter asked from the doorway.

They pointed to Sam, then to the team, then snuggled back into their boyfriend. Surly they weren’t asking for Sam to leave (they didn’t do it like that). At Peter’s confused face Sam spoke to his partner loud enough for the others to hear the message being translated to them, “they’ll grab me if Nova’s needed.”

“Nah, dude stay, we go-��� Sam cut Luke off with a shake of his head and continued quieter, “they’ll spiral if they think they’re keeping me from something.” The taller boy nodded as the four heroes bid the two goodnight and closed the door.

“Think you could sleep?”

The start of a nod before a shrug.

“Wanna try?”

Soft nodding.

“Okay,” Sam sighed as he spoke and laid down. He felt the familiar weight and warmth as they curled around him and pressed a few gentle kisses to the back of his neck.

[makeyouminemp3]

so take your time while you're mine and smoke slow

steve harrington x reader (no specific gender use of pronouns), and platonic!eddie munson x reader

requested: nope, not at all

warnings: spoilers for stranger things 4 (both volumes), smoking (does it even need a warning, smoke is literally in the goddamn title), st*ncy (it deserves its own warning), also if you can't tell already, I am apart of the nancy protection squad and i will defend her in anyway possible so if you hate her: please leave, a helluva lot of mutual pining that's confused for unrequited love, eddie playing matchmaker, a huge bowl of angst with an eventual and fluffy happy ending

a/n: after reading like a bajillion fics of steve, I wanted to make one for myself out of boredom, and I tend to make people cry. and in honor of joshua bassett's new song, "smoke slow" that's officially out, I decided to do a fic of said song because the snippet that has been out since may has been stuck in my head on a loop so I wanted to do something with it. but go check out the song please, I am begging you. it is so good. also, the pronouns in the original song are gonna be switched in the story, but the original lyrics are there. so in the story it's from she to he (he as in steve) and he to she (she as in nancy) as the fic goes on so you'll understand. I don't think I need to explain myself further anyways so...

*not my gif btw*

she asks for a light

as our secrets spill on the window sill

we're buyin' more time

while we kill ourselves as we both inhale

you didn't exactly hate steve harrington, you could tolerate him to a certain extent. the boy wasn't entirely unbearable and was sometimes entertainment at points. you were dragged into the whole upside down stuff since 1983. and you weren't usually around steve very often when the world goes to shit to care about him.

the only time you formed some type of connection with him was at tina's halloween party you saw him while walking home, sulking on the sidewalk. and as someone who wasn't entirely heartless, especially after seeing the look in his eye that just made him look like he's on the verge of sobbing. you didn't need that tonight, cause you just wanted to have fun and act normal for once. sitting down beside him as the two of you talked it out, about how nancy wheeler called him bullshit and that their entire relationship is bullshit and then he just left.

"so you just left her at the party... drunk?" you looked shocked, still trying to process it, "dude, what she said wasn't cool but come on!"

he didn't say anything else on the matter, just wanted to forget everything, "do you have a light?" you nodded and went into your pocket, bringing out cigarettes and a lighter. the two of you just sat there, getting high off your asses and watch as the night went on. both of you had opened up about your own personal lives and finding some kind of understanding.

after that, it was now four in the morning and you took him home. after what had happened at the party, he needed to rest before being hit in the face with reality before school. then heading home and heading to bed yourself, then just wondering maybe there is a good side to steve harrington that you just haven't seen yet, and even some part of you wished to see more of a vulnerable side to steve.

makin' believe there's a future

is it naive to think we could work?

the night el had closed the gate back in eighty four, you and steve didn't talk at all after that just between the both of you, after that for at least a year. the only somewhat time you saw one another was at the snowball when he dropped of dustin. he saw you, who was currently chaperoning the dance with nancy and jonathan, but you were currently smoking a cigarette. you had noticed him staring at you and all you did was wave before he drove off.

during the summer, you didn't exactly had a proper conversation with him. he was with robin, dustin and erica at the mall where there was a secret russian base underneath. meanwhile, you were with mike, el, will, max, lucas, jonathan and nancy, trying to find out how to stop billy and the mind flayer.

he hadn't noticed the tiny little glances you gave him once you saw him again. you honestly had no idea why you couldn't stop staring at him, there was just something that just made you infatuated that you were not self aware of your current actions. even in jonathan's car as he drove you, steve, robin, nancy, will and lucas away from the mind flayer and as they all had overheard dustin and his girlfriend, suzie singing "neverending story" over the walkie talkie, your eyes were on him, at least 90% of the time. there were times that you couldn't while the rest of you were in peril that very same night.

then after the events of starcourt, you were imagining these dreams of your future. like, wanting to be successful and rich, wanting to be loved, maybe have a couple of kids or two. but in those dreams about that potential future, steve was there. what part did he play in it, who knows honestly? being your boyfriend, or a friend, or something, he was there but for what purpose? you two weren't that close, yet again, not even aware of the fact of how much you stared at him.

but honestly, he couldn't even be the only there (with 'there' being the future, your future). you both are apart of the same friend group, even though said friend group consists of mainly middle schoolers. you obviously didn't mind hanging around them of course, more fun to be around then most people your age.

the second it's out, then i lose her

we're already here, so one more won't hurt

it won't hurt

it's now the spring of 1986, and this was the year where you and steve had to be in close proximity of one another. and ever since spring break started, you saw more of that same steve from that halloween night, vulnerable and kind and sweet and caring. that even something in the air had developed some type of non-platonic feeling. but with this itching feeling that steve is still in love with nancy, you refused to say anything. in order to cope and try to forget for a few minutes via smoking as your mind had went away, it wouldn't hurt, would it?

but obviously that didn't last, because you were forcibly pulled back to reality. you guys did anything to stop vecna and clear eddie's name. eddie has been your friend since the start of your senior year, he taught you how to play guitar. it felt nice to be around a guy without it being awkward. you and eddie were strictly platonic, like what steve and robin are. so, of course you would do anything to make sure he's able to walk in broad daylight without people calling him a murderer and with the cops on his trail. you and dustin were the ones that were the most passionate on clearing eddie's name.

then, in the last couple of days, max got cursed by vecna and almost died, but another victim was added which was lucas' basketball teammate was the next one. and then here you currently are, in the upside down with steve, nancy, robin and eddie, after a bunch of vines had dragged you down the lake and into the upside down because you refused steve to put himself in danger (again). where steve, by no hesitation had jumped in after you first before the others.

you could not handle the steve and nancy flirting going on, so you needed some type of excuse to be away from that. and that you'd rather have someone shoot you in the head with a nail gun, repeatedly than having to watch the two of them give each other heart eyes the entire time. and even eddie looked like he was over it and he's new to the group. the sight of steve looking at her made you wanna vomit, but the munson had noticed your reaction to the other two and knew what to do.

the five of you were walking over to the wheeler residence so nancy can grab the guns she has in her bedroom. eddie walked right next to you and immediately started the conversation with, "you know, i'm not particularly an expert when it comes to romance cause i have never been in a relationship. but, i've seen the way you act around harrington."

you risen your eyebrow at the munson in confusion, "i have no idea what you're talking about..."

"come on, y/n!" he pats your shoulder, "whenever he says one word, your eyes are immediately on him and solely focus on whatever he says."

"that's because he's talking..." you looked even more confused at what eddie is trying to tell you. the munson rolled his eyes, "you practically looked in awe of him. whenever i talk, you don't look at me like that." he then snaps his fingers and points our, "oh, and another thing, the look of disgust on your face whenever him and nancy flirted."

"and that's also because one: she has a boyfriend, and honestly she honestly did not look comfortable at his advances and I do not blame her. and two--" you held up two fingers as you proceeded, "we're practically in hell. so maybe flirting while we have a high possibility of dying isn't exactly the best time."

"fair points." eddie agreed, "then, let's talk about how harrington feels about you."

"and what about it?"

"personally, i would have never jumped in, not under any normal circumstances. outside of d&d, i am no hero. i see danger and i just turn heel and run. or at least that's what i've learned about myself this week. give yourself a break, y/n. see? the only reason i came in here was 'cause harrington and the two ladies over there chit chatting came in straight after you. now, i was too ashamed to be the one who stayed behind." he explained, "i just played follow the leader."

you had a fake smile on your face, "so what is your point? you're wondering why other people care about me?"

"if you let me get to the point--" eddie says, "but harrington right there, he didn't waste a second. not one second. he just dove right in. now, i don't know what you guys had before i came in, but if I were you, i'd confess my love while i still can. cause that was as unambiguous a sign of true love as these cynical eyes have ever seen."

"that is..." you had paused for a second, taking in a deep sigh, "the most cheeziest shit i have ever heard. and it's pretty damn stupid. steve is selfless and such, he would've dove in after anyone... like nancy."

"maybe..." the munson shrugs at you, "but it's just the worry and the concern on his face while you were dragged down the lake. honestly the look on his face didn't look like he'd have that reaction for anyone. not even nancy wheeler."

"so you're basically just finding this--" you proceeded to had put in quotes, "'love story' between steve and i, your entertainment?"

"yeah..." eddie had let out a chuckle, "watching you silently pin over him with those sad lost puppy dog eyes was tugging the heartstrings."

"glad you find my pain entertaining." you sarcastically responded, "but even if i had these 'feelings' for steve. what makes you one hundred percent sure he feels the same?"

"it's in the eyes." he points out, "sometimes the voice, but mainly the eyes. look, if you don't want him, you can let wheeler have a second shot with him." and that made you gag a little and eddie couldn't help but laugh, "i knew it, you are jealous of her."

"no, i'm not."

"i'll let you be in denial."

"i just don't wanna ruin everything." you had blurted out, and then further explained, "i confess how i feel, then he doesn't feel the same and our friendship is ruined. i would rather have him as a friend than not have him at all."

but all that we are is all that we'll ever be

'cause he's the one waitin' at home

finding out the upside down has been stuck in the day will went missing for over two years, the five of you had went over to eddie's trailer. since dustin had explained that there must be a gate at every murder sight. him, lucas, max and erica had found a way to get you and the others back to your world safely. and then a pit of rage and jealousy had pondered when you made it through and looked up to see only steve and nancy left. and with nancy now being possessed by vecna which left everyone in a fit of panic.

but suddenly, she was out of the trance and you saw steve cradling her face. and that made you wanna grab eddie's guitar and shove it down your throat. both of them made it back through as they all snuck over to max's trailer as nancy explained to what vecna saw her see. after that, and a lot of convincing to go back into the upside down but with protection and weapons. as well as max using herself as bait to make vecna's physical body defenseless so he can be killed with breaking a sweat. and then they had stolen an rv from one of the trailer park residents with steve driving and nancy in the passenger seat.

you couldn't help but roll your eyes but also stare at them with your head lying down on the small table with robin and eddie on both of your sides. god, why would you be jealous of nancy? she has boyfriend for crying out loud and you know how much she loves jonathan. you honestly didn't know if they were still going strong, but that wasn't any of your business. after hearing steve talk about wanting six kids and seeing the two looking at each other that made you want to die. but also another part of you thinks, god, poor nancy, hasn't she had been through enough? for a split second, you could tell that she didn't look exactly comfortable, especially that you can tell by that fake smile on her face cause that smile did not seem anywhere near genuine. personally, who could be comfortable in that situation? if steve is really hinting at her being in that dream (especially the way he was looking at her), then you felt more bad for nancy constantly being flirted by her ex boyfriend while he knows she's in a relationship and saying all of this to her, specifically out of anyone.

your mind just wondered off, after that. still really having the urge to open the door to the rv and jumping out while you still can, and hopefully get run over by a nearby car, but that's definitely not gonna happen.

it's just all that you and steve is, is probably what you were ever gonna be. best friends and completely platonic. even though what you felt for him, was not platonic at all, and everyone else knew it but steve and sometimes even yourself.

she holds my guitar as i pluck out a melody

there's only so far we can go

and then after dropping off max, lucas and erica at the creel house, you and the others were in the upside down. you went with steve, nancy and robin to go to the upside down version of the creel house to take out vecna, while dustin and eddie were being the distraction against the demobats.

and the walk, felt like it had been forever, your feet were hurting, robin ran off with nancy chasing after her. and now it was just you and steve alone. and god, did that terrify the fuck out of you. for a split second the thought of you being alone with steve with all of these confused feelings going on scared you more than vecna himself. but, you try and stay calm and started talking about robin being a super clutz and how it took her longer to walk then most babies. that had made steve brought up how when he was a baby, he used to crawl backwards.

"what? how, exactly?" you had looked entirely confused, but couldn't help but laugh. he laughed along with you, as he explained, "come on, it makes sense. you push to move, right?"

"no, no, it doesn't make sense whatsoever."

"well, it did to my tiny little harrington brain. that is, until i reversed my baby butt down a flight of stairs and thumped my head really good."

"that explains a lot." you snorted.

"yeah." he chuckles, "i think it kinda does. i think, like, right out of the gate, like, i'm super confident. but i'm also, like, an idiot. which is just... i mean, it's a brutal combination. but, i mean, the good news is, i get a big enough thump on my head, i can change, you know? i can learn. i can crawl forward." he had finished explaining, "honestly, thanks to nancy for giving my head the biggest thump of it's life two years ago, it's changed my life. i really needed it, and now i'm crawling forward. slowly."

you then had brought up to remind him, "also jonathan too, since he did beat the ever living shit out of you. it was satisfying to watch."

"that too." he then went on further, "for so long i was dwindling in the past over a girl who couldn't love me back. which is not her fault, people just can't control how they feel. i thought these things i've been feeling this past week have been about old flames that should've never died out. but honestly, realizing these past twenty four hours, there's a new flame in my life that i just never realized til now."

you had looked a tad bit confused, both of you stopping while you looked directly at him, "what are you saying exactly?"

"you heard the talk i had with nancy, right?" you shrugged and nodded, "all of it is true. every last word. for so long, i saw nancy in that dream with me, but i just don't see it anymore."

"you don't?"

"no, actually and surprisingly, i don't." he replied, "there was just this one important part that i had left out." you noticed him giving you this look as he said those two words that had rocked your world and that it changed your guys' friendship so much from that point on, "you're there."

oh.

you didn't know what to say. how can you respond to something like that? like you felt this relief on your shoulders that he wasn't talking about wanting a family with nancy straight to your face. he saw you. it was still something difficult to process it all. this was as hard as trying to teach steve how to play the guitar a few weeks ago cause he noticed it in your room and asked for you to teach him for fun. but instead of him plucking the strings of your guitar, it is the strings of your heart. with said heart on the verge of beating out of your chest and exploding everywhere.

literally, what can you say to that? like having a life long commitment with someone who imagines and wants six kids with you? you'd die on the spot.

but, just in time before you had the chance to pass out or something, robin and nancy had found you both. interrupted this moment you and steve have, and it just felt like another relief lifted from your shoulders. you were put on a pedestal and expected to have a response of some kind, at least one word. but said words were just too hard to form.

i'm next to you but i'll never be close

so take your time while you're mine and smoke slow

two days after everything that happened. eddie is dead, max is in a coma and you were still processing everything that had happened. like holy fucking shit, what just happened? and now, it's been two days, you're helping nancy clear out some of her old things to donate it to people that are in need of stuff ever since vecna's gates had opened. then, you all suddenly heard honking from a small distance with a pizza van showing up out of no where. and conveniently said pizza can had mike, will, jonathan, el, and some other guy coming out of it. you immediately had embraced el and will with dustin, "i've missed you kiddos so much! how are you, are you okay?"

you also had noticed el's hair is gone, and you just couldn't say anything cause you were in shock. all you did was just give her a meaningful kiss on the forehead. you then had walked over to mike and gave him a quick hug, "god, you leave for one week and everything goes to hell."

"same thing happened on our end too."

"well i'm glad you're okay." and then you walked in between jonathan and nancy's little reunion, "so glad so see you two back together. a major relief for me, actually." and then you gave jonathan a big hug, "you've grown out your hair, byers. i'm so close to grabbing some scissors and getting your old hair back."

"i'll think about it." he says, he let's go and the other dude who you didn't know walked over as jonathan introduced him, "this is my friend, argyle. he was honestly a big help on our end."

"sup." argyle says. you just nodded and shook his hand, "pleasure to meet you."

after the reunions and such, you, steve, robin and dustin went to the school and volunteered to help out the people that are in need. you were helping steve fold clothes as the both of you had noticed robin talking and smiling with her crush, vickie. and then you had broken this two day silence with steve after what he said, "about that night--"

"no, no, it's fine." he cuts you off, "i shouldn't have dropped that on you while we were on the possibility of not making it. it's not fair to you, and i was crossing a million boundaries. and i--" you stopped steve from rambling further by kissing him to shut up. you pulled away with a smile on your face, "i understand, really. because, i had imagined my own future for you apart of it for a while. in like, any possible way, you were there. maybe not the six kids in an rv, traveling across the country type suburban dream. but just, a nice one where we don't have to worry about demogorgan's, and the mind flayer, and vecna, and just the upside down in general." you stopped yourself for a second to catch your breath before proceeding, "i just personally didn't wanna say anything because i didn't wanna ruin this friendship we had built if you didn't feel the same. but hey, you do, and that's great! but, maybe we just take our time slow. cause i'm definitely not ready for six kids."

"i can see that." he smiled, "we don't have to have six kids if you're not comfortable with it. that's totally fine."

you returned a smile at him and gave him a kiss on the cheek and went back to folding clothes, "thank you." then you had also adding, "i'm glad i was there whole you were sulking on halloween night two years ago."

"i'm glad too."

a/n: hope you guys enjoyed! honestly, I wouldn't mind getting some stranger things requests for steve and other characters like nancy, jonathan, robin, max, lucas (I may need to make a new post on who you guys can requests from which fandoms again and a new masterlist but not at the moment)

[musical-chick-13]

As promised, I present: My Official Propaganda™ for the @cringefaillosersummit finals, "Kobeni in a Hotel"--a parody of "Michael in the Bathroom."

Vote Kobeni here for clear skin, watered crops, and serotonin!

(Lyrics under the cut.)

I am stuck in this hotel room, with a devil roaming out in the hall. I know it feeds on fear, but I'll just stay right here, And not even try to chill out at all.

I got knocked out by my teammate, 'cause I panic-drank from a toilet bowl And I'd rather just scream than act constructively Toward accomplishing our actual goal.

Don't ask if I'm fine. I never once have been okay. And now my anxious mind is wrecking everybody's day.

And I'm just Kobeni in a hotel, Kobeni in a hotel on a mission. ...I think my friend's a spy. Kobeni in a hotel, Kobeni in a hotel on a mission. We're prob'ly gonna die.

But an offer gets made for a rare reprieve: Give the devil Denji, and he'll let us leave. It's just Denji, who we don't know. But my team shuts that down, so I'll cry on this hotel floor by myself. All by myself

I'm just minding my own business, when the blood fiend tries to kill me for fun. Tell me what I did to deserve this kid Ending my life before it's even begun.

Once I'm safe, my mentor splits off from the group to go explore. (She tells us "play nice.") And my feelings sink, 'cause it makes me think If she leaves, there's no one left to keep me safe anymore.

I'll just be...Kobeni in a hotel on a mission. God, I hate this job. Kobeni in a hotel, Kobeni in a hotel on a mission. I can't choke back my sobs.

I'll wait as long as I need 'til my face is dry, But all I've ever known how to do is cry. I'm just Kobeni who you don't know, Kobeni singing solo, Kobeni in a hotel by herself.

Sweat, sweat, sweat, sweat; I can't calm down, I don't know how. Sob, sob, sob, sob; I'm fully breaking down right now. Shriek, shriek, shriek; remember what that devil said: Screech, screech, screech; We'll get set free if Denji's dead. Charge, charge, charge; I'm gonna knife him in the face. Stab, stab, stab; I'd kill to get out of this place.

NO, WAIT, STOP! Someone steps in to tank my knife Because he values Denji's life. That guy now bleeds out on the floor. No one can think straight anymore.

(spoken)……What, no, t-this isn’t my fault!

And I can't help but yearn for a different life. I use my knife as a mirror, and the present is clear 'Cause there's no denying I'm just... Kobeni failing...on a mission. Is there a sight more bleak? Kobeni in a hotel on a mission. This is a heinous week.

I wish my parents weren't the worst Wish my team weren't bizarre. I wish I hadn't lost a poll to my fucking car!! I'm just Kobeni the coward, Life spiraling downward. A paranoid accuser, She's such a cringefail loser! Just a girl you don't know, Trying to sing a solo, Stuck in this hotel room by herself. All by herself. All by herself.

All you know about me is this song. Next time, please don't make me come along.

[drivemysoul]

it's new years eve, and i am not okay (i promise)

this year has been extremely difficult for me. that's putting it lightly. this year has also gotten me closer than ever to lifelong dreams. that's downplaying it.

this year has been absolutely tumultuous, with some of the highest highs and lowest lows of my life. i broke up, broke free, broke through, and broke down this year. i lost people, i lost myself, i made new connections, and came into my own in a way that i could only have anticipated in my most far-fetched, wildest daydreams.

this year has been my most rocky, insurmountable experience since march 2021 (iykyk) - i'm very grateful i'm here.

i'd like a moment to please rewind to the moments that defined my year, to put you there with me in a way that i wish you could have been. these private moments, lived offline, that i found comfort in without outside validation.

i'm standing in a crowd at a my chemical romance concert, screaming until i thought my throat would bleed with a crowd of strangers, "i am not afraid to keep on living." and i'd made it. i turn to my friend, the girl who raped me the month before, the one that would lead me to a suicide attempt later in the year, and i earnestly tell her "i'm so glad i survived." this is a moment i've never even allowed myself to dream of, thinking it was impossible, but there i was, and there they were, and i wasn't afraid to keep on living. i had no idea what would happen next, but for that small moment, everything and nothing made sense in the most comforting, exhilarating way.

i'm laying in the bathtub at one in the morning, crying while my mother sits next to the bath with her back to me. i'm dizzy, nauseous, violently sobbing, and begging for her to kill me. i'm having another bad moment of some mystery illness that i've still not got an official diagnosis for, and i'm having a ptsd attack on top of that. my mother asks me if i had sex with the friend i went to the concert with. i swallow my pride, silently apologise to her, and tell her that she had sex with me while i was asleep. i'm still too ashamed to call it rape. that night, i sleep in my mother's bed, because she's been in mine and it feels suffocating, and she buys me a pregnancy test the next day.

i'm lying face-down, my fading denim shorts pulled just under my ass cheek, sweat dripping down my forehead, trying to distract myself from the intense ache in my arm and anxiously anticipating the next round of pain as a heavily-tattooed man lies that it's not going to hurt, and then a needle is stabbing me in the ass cheek hundreds of times per second, and i'm regretting skipping numbing cream. i just got a tattoo of those same lyrics i've loved for so long, i am not afraid to keep on living", and now i'm getting a tattoo of a ghost cow that was drawn by two strangers-quickly-turned-friends that i met the day of that very concert. it's the most spontaneous, stupid decision of my entire life, and something in me comes alive as soon as i feel the needle first hit my skin. i'm a grown adult, and i can control my body and life. i don't have to plan everything a decade in advance, worrying about making the "wrong" decision. the cow on my ass changed my life.

i'm lying on a bed in a doctor's office, my bleach-damaged red hair staining the white paper pulled over the pillow, and another man, this time not tattooed at all, is approaching me with another needle - this one doesn't contain ink, it's testosterone. it's my first and last shot, because i turn out to be allergic to it, and that destroys me, but it's the most defining moment of my transition so far, and the pure joy and hope and life i feel afterwards makes up for the fact my ass and thigh hurt so badly i cannot sit for four days.

i'm sitting in a hairdresser's chair, watching as the hairdresser i've trusted for three years takes clippers to my beloved emo hair. i pretend i'm not about to cry. my mother's making me shave my hair, she doesn't like the dye and - silently - she doesn't like that it's something i have control of. i watch m hair fall in clumps of the floor, it's damaged beyond salvation and shaving it was really the best solution anyway, but it's been eight months now and i still feel a deep sense of shame and hatred when i see myself without a wig.

i'm kneeling on the floor in a hastily pulled-together cosplay of saeki from bible black, my hands trembling, heart pounding, phone positioned precariously in the holder of my ring light that threatens to fall over at any moment. i'm about to do something i've entertained the idea of for around a year but talked myself out of - i wasn't attractive enough, i was too nerdy, i was too shy, it would ruin my life, my family would kill me. i'm about to film my first porn video. i don't know it then, but that video would change and save my life in the most beautiful, wild way, and i will be so thankful that i didn't give in to the voice in my head telling me i'm never good enough.

i'm giggling texting my friends a screenshot of something nice someone said about me - something so simple and so inherently poetic that it sets off some kind of realisation in my head that i'm still walking through the hazy cloud of. "that's the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me," i say, listening to everything has changed on repeat and imagining that he might have heard these lyrics and thought of me too. "you're crushing on him," my friend replies, then a few minutes later it's followed by a simple "tell him. right now." i spend a week debating with my friends if he could like me, then i decide i'm inherently unlovable and stupidly optimistic. "i care about him way too much to ever risk jeopardising a friendship over my unrequited feelings," i say, with taylor swift's red album playing non-stop for a week, as if her heartbreak and hope is meant to suddenly stop my fear of rejection. it's a nice and terrifying feeling, falling in love, as if i've stepped from an airplane and am desperately waiting for someone else to pull my parachute cord before i shatter against the ground when i land. i've contented myself to admire this feeling from afar, but the thought that i'd remind anyone of such a poetic new beginning - spring - thawed something in the ice-frozen heart i'd tried to protect, and i'm content to send messages in bottles while i daydream of the kind of bright, burning, red love that inspired the album i've found myself turning to lately.

and then, i'm waking up in a hospital bed. my throat feels like i've swallowed glass, my limbs all feel like concrete, my headache feels like i've slammed it against a wall for an hour straight, and black dots are dancing around my vision as i struggle to not throw up. i'm struck by a deep shame and guilt, then humiliation. i've survived. fuck. i didn't want this to happen. i look around at my mom and younger brother crying, at my mother standing in the corner of the room looking exhausted, at my friend curled up in a chair beside my bed clutching the side of the bed while she sobs that she shouldn't have left me alone for the night, and all i feel is self-loathing. then i stay in a ward, stripped of my phone - my only connection to people - and my dignity, and i cry. and i think. i make plans. i get out of the ward and, slowly, cautiously, check tumblr. i see a post from one of my friends, then i see tags and comments and asks from people all mourning me. i see people saying they wished we'd been friends, they wished they'd reached out, that they loved me, that they wished i was happier where i'd ended up. and i cry. then i search for one URL, one name, one person who i desperately hoped to hear from, almost more than anyone else combined. and the name never appears. and i cry. i tell myself i'm stupid, worthless and would've been better off dead. and i cry. and i don't stop crying. but i do prioritise those people who showed up. the people who sent me their love and well-wishes. the people who reached out. the people who noticed. the people who asked if i was okay, who did everything they could to check in somehow. and i vow those people are the ones that i will listen to, the voices I'll try to hear clearly over the own voice in my head screaming my little self-worth and fear of inadequacy and rejection will overpower any love or hope i find.

this year has been difficult. it's also had good things. i swore off love this year, romantic and platonic. and i'm ending this year with a helpless crush that turns me into a giggling puddle of foolish hope, a group of people i am desperately hoping i'll get to know next year, and hell of a lot of love for myself. i love my gym, i love my job, i love my friends, i love my cat, i love my family. i love myself, and i'm learning to say that without being embarrassed or self-deprecating.

i started this year stuck in a relationship where i felt emotionally worthless. i'm ending this year prioritising people who think i'm worth something to them. i started this year hating every inch of my body because i felt physically undesirable. i'm ending this year as a porn star. i started this year worrying about not living up to my ten-year plan. i'm ending this year feeling more lost and free than ever before.

i'm on the precipice of everything i've dreamed of and worked for. i'm trying to cherish each and every second.

happy new year. i hope the next one is gentler.

love, taylor

[bye-bye-miss-american-pie]

Random facts about Leslie Cheung in the Hong Kong entertainment industry

Leslie had a surprisingly good reputation in the entertainment industry, considering how invasive the entertainment press was (and still is) in Hong Kong. Almost all of his “scandals” involved his sexuality, both regarding his gender non-conforming performances and relationship with long-term partner Daffy Tong.

Leslie’s and singer Alan Tam’s fanbases engaged in heated rivalry in the 80s, after Leslie’s sudden rise in popularity in 1985. He would get harassed and crowded by Tam’s fans, which played a role in his eventual hiatus in 1989. Leslie and Alan, however, remained civil with each other.

Leslie and Happy Together co-star Tony Leung were good friends. They had a sweet friendship despite their opposing personalities, and Tony’s wife Carina Lau (also an actor and friend of Leslie’s) said that Tony initially did not cry after Leslie’s death, but broke down sobbing a few days later.

Leslie respected actors Chow Yun-Fat and Ti Lung (co-stars in A Better Tomorrow), and paid tribute to them at his ‘89 concert.

He sang with classic Cantopop singer Sam Hui (dubbed 歌神, or ‘God of Songs’) at Hui’s retirement party.

Leslie and late singer-actress Anita Mui are widely regarded as a duo by Hong Kong audiences, with both of them paving the way for queer and gender non-conforming performance in Hong Kong, and achieving legendary status in Chinese pop music.

Leslie dated actress Teresa Mo in 1977, and became tight friends with her after reuniting on the All’s Well, Ends Well set in 1991. She’s also regarded as the only official girlfriend Leslie ever had.

He cited himself as bisexual. His other love interests included an anonymous ‘first love’ with long black hair, actress Annie Ngai See Pui, and rumoured affair with his assistant ‘Kenneth’.

Leslie and gay singer Anthony Wong released the album Cross Over in 2002, combining the musicians’ wildly different styles. (It’s a banger, listen to it!!)

Many of Leslie’s later (and most well-known) songs featured lyrics by Albert Leung, one of the most famous lyricists in Cantopop. He is also openly gay!

Leslie thought Japanese singer Akina Nakamori was extremely beautiful. (Just wanted to add this here because same, Leslie, same.)

[arickaandherfictionalothers]

Chocolate kisses and sweet confessions

(Aricka x Willy)

Aricka could scarcely believe her eyes. Moments earlier she was on the verge of tears, in fear that the boy she had come to love was dead. Now; that same boy and the little girl she’d come to view as her own was running down the steps of the church. A gasped sob burst from her lips as she runs to meet them.

“Willy-!” She cried, and the chocolatier looks up at the sound of his name. The tired look that had washed over his boyish features seemed to melt away as a smile overtook, and the pair ran to each other, Noodle on Willy’s heels. Aricka threw her arms around Willy, who returned the gesture, Noodle’s arms going around both of them; the picture of a perfect family.

“Oh; Noodle darling-!” Aricka exclaimed, fussing over the little girl as well. She stands back up at looks at Willy, who was smiling at her softly.

“You’re okay,” they say at the same time. Aricka laughs and reaches out to wipe some chocolate from Willy’s cheek. The boy blushed deep red, and she shakes her head.

Noodle saw Abacus at that moment and ran off to hug the older man, and once again Aricka and Willy were alone. Willy clears his throat. “I- um- when we were in the vault- I couldn’t stop thinking-,”

“Oh shush and just kiss me already Wonka-!” Aricka interrupted, and he shakes his head, a chuckle escaping him as he obliged.

His lips had chocolate smeared on them, and she was getting chocolate all over her clothing, but neither of them could bring themselves to care as they had waited for this moment for a long time. “When I was in that vault- Noodle was there: and she was so scared, and I couldn’t help but wish you were there, or that we weren’t in the vault, but most of all I wished I had told you-,” he tries to explain what he was feeling.

“Yes Willy?” Aricka holds his face in her hands, like he was the most precious thing she ever had.

He shakes his head, his feelings too much for the moment. “I love you,” he whispers. “I almost didn’t get to tell you. I wanna make a world of our own with you. A world where you have a whole room filled with books and writing materials. A world where my factory is a reality and I can make all the candies I want and you can write the commercials for them so everyone can see them. I want to make a world where Noodle is safe and loved and happy, and I want you in that world with me.”

Aricka was crying softly by the end of his monologue, and he tried to comfort her but she was pressing forward to kiss him again. “Willard Wilbur Wonka…” she begins, and he was never so happy he’d told someone else his real, full name. “I love you, too. I want all of that- what you just said. I want it. With you. And dear little Noodle. Everyone at the laundry shoppe was my family but you two- you two are my family. I can see myself marrying you, and adopting Noodle- I already love her as if she’s my own.”

“Then let’s do it,” he says, still holding her around the waist. “You and me. I’ll make the sweets, you write the lyrics. Noodle can tell the stories. It’ll be a family business.”

“Wonka’s chocolate factory…” Aricka says, a dreamy smile on her face. Willy sees Noodle with Abacus, and he calls to her.

“Hey Apple Strudel-!” She turns at her nickname. “How would you feel if Aricka and I adopted you?”

Her little face lit up, and she ran to them, Aricka and Willy holding her tightly. “You’d be my dad?” She asks, and Willy nods. She turns to Aricka. “You’d be my mom? And I could go to school? And read all I want?”

Aricka nods, “Noodle, I’ve always seen you as my own little girl. This would just make it official.” Noodle cheered and wrapped her arms back around them.

“I love you, mom and dad,” she whispered, emotions making it hard to speak.

“And we love you, Noodle, dear,” Aricka replied.

And so, the day that started out Terrible and Dreadful ended Happy and Sweet.

As all tales regarding Aricka Fickelgruber and Willy Wonka will.

~~~~~~~~~~~~

@astralshipper @rosieshipper @hyperionshipping @yeehawselfshipping @letsgofoletsgo @callsign-revenge @tsundere-selfship

[draculagerard]

Hi😊!

Cause u rbed that ask post.

How did u feel when foundations of decay first came out? What were your thoughts/first impression? If u remember. Just wondering cause youre one of my mcr moots and youre young like me (meaning u also probably became a fan after the breakup so that was your first dropped song? Yk what i mean)

(In my case: I freaked out and ascended to another realm and when i heard it live i swear it was a spiritual experience but my very first listening was really confusing bc of audio processing issues, eng being my 3rd language and lack of lyrics lol, still vibed to it tho)

Anyway, have a lovely day/night🥰

HI AL!!

Okay okay so. AUGH okay. I was in the shower when it dropped. When I opened tumblr (15 mins after it dropped) the first post was this screenshot of the YouTube video of Foundations. And literally when I tell you my heart STOPPED. I dropped EVERYTHING and ran to the YouTube to fact check, refusing to give myself hope. Anyways yeah it was real and god when I tell you I fucking SOBBED. i was crying and blogging and I hit post limit and then still kept blogging it was a day and I felt emotions I didn’t know I could feel.

(Also yeah!! It WAS the first mcr song I listened to when it was dropped. Something I didn’t know was possible. Also another fun fact they announced they were getting back together on my BIRTHDAY!! Best gift ever fr)

Also yeah no for real the lyrics were so hard to get. Remember how we got the lyrics wildly wrong until the official lyrics were released 😭😭

[donniemines]

Nooo because in the original soft boy clip theres the part where hes just playing the guitar like “YES THERE WILL BE LYRICS HERE I JUST HAVENT WRITTEN THEM YET” and now we have soft boy OFFICIALLY RELEASED. sobbing crying