#code for love and heartbreak

[ginaluvr]

although i know that thomas being close to chuck, newt, alby, and minho before the maze was technically a retcon, the fever code (especially when read right before tmr) still adds so much to the reading experience.

like, thomas arrives in the maze and looks at the crowd around him and the people he notices and describes first are those four. his entire life was gone, he was a blank slate, but his subconscious mind still sought out those he knew and loved before, the ones he considered family?????!!!!?? somehow, beyond the swipe and the fresh start, he saw them surrounded by 50 other boys and picked them out. it breaks my heart

[zoebelladona]

aroace kris / platonic kriselle also goes extremely hard btw. especially viewed through the normal route where noelle overcompensates when talking to susie and says she was "forced" to be friends with kris. that is a horror story if you're aroace. hearing your friend undermine your friendship for the sake of a romantic relationship. putting the romantic relationship she wants to pursue in a priority spot at the expense of your friendship. absolutely vile. i would have walked out of the closet and set dess' room on fire in kris' place

[stick0oo]

_ "what kind of love do you want?"

- "The one that doesn't make me feel pathetic."

[all-too-unwell-13]

james "never be so kind, you forget to be clever" potter

and

regulus "never be so clever, you forget to be kind" black

[vib-ri]

digital mascot design by Reiko Chiba

[dk-thrive]

If it doesn't break our hearts, we don't want it.

— Canisia Lubrin, Code Noir: Fictions (Soft Skull, February 4, 2025)

[luvether]

I wish I can play hsr’s 3.1 patch again.

[littleseasalt]

insaneduo breathe if you agree

[cringelordofchaos]

every song can be about tmf drew if you try hard enough

[m3naxi]

#000000

This absence of color is never ending

But I keep bending to its laws

To the phantom of the baseline in my mattress

To the idea of its trust

Nothing in something

Everything reflects the pointless

Shameless regret, shameful remembrance

This empty space created a dense imagining

– Mena

[stick0oo]

HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY HI TO HIM AND WATCH HIM TALK AND LAUGH AND DO HIS SILLY LOVELY SHIT WITH HIS STUPIDLY GORGEOUS EXISTENCE WITHOUT "You became immortal the moment my eyes landed on you, as my soul decided that you'd be the muse to all the painting my hands could manage to make, the muse to every note I would ever play, and the muse to whatever words my exhausted mind could muster to thread, to then try and put them on paper without crying over the ink at the deep rooted knowledge that you won't ever see me in anyway close to how I see you. Your bloodied finger tips aren't meant for me, and you'll never understand how my pain has a name, and it's no other than yours. And this hurt cuts deep, because I can't blame you for it. Because the fault is only mine, and you've just been you. Imperfectly human, none the less charming in your insecurities and sadness, a pessimist but an even bigger dreamer, breathtaking when in your element. All that I could ever ask for." -ING AT HIM SO LOUD AND RAW WITH EMOTION THAT I'LL SCARE HIM OFF FOREVER!!!?!?!?!??!?!!?!!?!?!??!?!?!?!!??!??!?!!!?!??!??

HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CONTAIN THESE BIG FEELINGS? NOT EVEN CAPITAL LETTERS AND DISGUSTING AMOUNTS OF "!?" CAN EXPRESS MY DISTRESS ANYMORE GGGRRRRAAAAAAAANSKDKFKFKDKDKSLKDIDIDIDIDOSKDKKXKXKDKELDKXKXISOLDKXKXODOWKZKDNSNSNKKllKKOlKskdodoekwnxlzooKSKZOXOSKSNksksoslalkslsozmskkskxoskxn,,j,+#(#(#((#92)#(#)19#)(3($($(#+*+,(+{%{×€}€{€{`§`§{`=%=<{k3)$99292($+*(,(kekfieljsixodkdkwkwJFIFOWKQJFJJFIFJENEKXLXODLWJDJOXWKBWBXIDIWKSBKZIXODK,K7646+6467345+8,6+_($92(#!*(9*)1(#+*8291(;#+#8#92$ BDKSIWODKJDOWKJDJDIWOWKWJDIDOSMEWJDUDISLNWJS+**@#"+"(@)?#)*)"(382893+91+$;"+"(@?#;";+"(#)'('(#)(18#

[shih-coulda-had-it]

i know i've turned into a sucker for a ship when i go to the source material and start doing my own private novelization

[code01746]

any other muses out there with bad parents in need of a cringefail but well-meaning dad who will literally die for you if the need arises, you are more than welcome to join him at his little cottage in the woods *fingerguns*

[burn3d111]

I hope this will find the right audience but there is nothing quite the same as being loved by a man who loves like a dog. I think I'll spend years chasing that feeling.

[cigarettesafterclowning]

thisthisthis

"came back wrong" what about Came Back Afraid. You used to be brave. Too brave maybe, defying the odds at every turn, a fighter, cocky, playing with fire, first to throw yourself at the enemy. Until one day it all caught up to you. You came back, somehow, but now you know all too intimately how it feels to lose, to die, to be destroyed. Now you flinch and freeze and cower at the slightest provocation. Who even are you now if you can't be brave? The grave may have let you go, but the mortal fear still grips you tighter than ever.

[stick0oo]