The Second Step - Chapter Ten
Part of The World Is Light, Embodied.
Pairing: Din Djarin x F!Reader
Rating: Explicit
Word Count: 5500 (a little much, I know, but it was either that or cut it off on a cliffhanger and I decided I’m torturing you guys enough with this ridiculously slow burn)
Warnings etc: anxiety, violence, descriptions of combat, mentions of slavery, two morons fumbling their way through a relationship, I’m playing fast and loose with Mando’a but it’s a fictional language spoken by a fictional culture in a fictional galaxy, how about we just roll with it
Notes: I’m posting this in a Covid fog so please let me know if I missed any warnings/tags and I’ll add them ASAP.
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Nevarro is beautiful, in a barren sort of way.
Volcanic rocks are scattered across a wasteland that stretches as far as you can see, the ground a dark grey stone streaked with smooth waves of old magma trails. The sky is a tired, faded blue, horizon a sharp line broken by distant mountains. With the lack of greenery it should feel desolate, but you catch tiny movements out on the plains, creatures who have found a way to thrive in a world that barely provides for them.
The kid chirps happily from his pod, floating beside you. He’s been excited ever since Nevarro came into view through the transparisteel, ears perked and eyes bright. Obviously he’s been here before, maybe even knows the contacts Mando mentioned.
Mando.
Your stomach roils.
The last few hours had been full of nothing but blunt directions and strained silence. He had stopped at Dennogra, an uninhabited dwarf planet just off the hyperlane on the way from Junkfort Station to Nevarro. The two of you had worked together and tossed the bodies, then there was the jump back into hyperspace and the thorough cleaning of the hold to rid it of any evidence of the fight.
You had thrown yourself into each task, grateful for the distraction, the excuse that relieved the pressure to talk to him.
Because you have no idea what to say.
There’s too much in your head. It’s all a tangle of emotion, knotted thick and ever-turning, tendrils constantly slipping away before you can examine them.
How do you talk to him? Where do you even start?
Sorry for wreaking havoc on your ship and drawing attention you probably don’t want.
Oh hey, so about that time I had a complete mental breakdown and you had to talk me out of it like a child throwing a tantrum. Sorry about that.
Kinda weird that I tried to blame you for my own choice to follow you, huh? I don’t know what came over me.
Yeah. None of those options - even all of those - are quite enough.
Now there’s no more time to figure it out as he leads you down the ramp, toward the two people waiting on the ground.
One is an older human male with a kind smile but shrewd gaze. Interesting combination. He’s dressed like some sort of official or noble, a robe of heavy fabric with fine embroidery sweeping the rock beneath his boots.
The other is a woman, dark hair and fierce features, muscular build. Her gaze takes you in with practiced calculation, assessing. A soldier, must be.
The man steps forward. “Mando, good to see you again.” A quick, perfunctory shake then he’s moving around Mando to the pod, lifting the kid into his arms. “There’s my little guy, how are you? Has your dad been taking good care of you?” The kid babbles cheerfully, tips of his ears flicking, obviously excited to see the man. He glances at you, gaze curious. “I didn’t realize you had another addition to your crew.”
Mando introduces you, using your Bakuran name. He gestures to the man. “This is Greef Karga, Magistrate of Nevarro. And Cara Dune, Marshal.”
Karga offers you a quick smile, clearly more focused on the kid, a fact which both seem content with.
You accept Dune’s outstretched hand, glimpsing the small tattoo on her cheek - the Rebel Alliance symbol, just under the left eye.
An Alderaan tear.
A soldier and an Alderaanian - a deadly combination.
Take someone with combat training and blow up their entire planet until there’s nothing left of it but dust and rubble floating through empty space? You get a person like the woman currently strangling your hand in a ridiculously strong grip while pinning you in place with a gaze that says she’s faced worse than anything you could throw at her. And won.
Dune releases your hand, mouth curling up at the corner. “Anyone who can stand to travel with this buckethead is someone I’d like to get to know.”
Her easygoing tone soothes that raw ache in your muscles that you’ve been trying to ignore, calms the queasiness in your stomach. Yes, you can do this, you can pretend that the last few hours didn’t happen.
You make an effort to slip a gentle teasing lilt into your voice after hours of silence. “I’m looking forward to the break, honestly. Some days he talks so much I can barely get a word in.”
Dune chuckles, throwing a glance at the Mandalorian. “Quite the gossip, isn’t he?” She nods toward the city in the near distance. “Come on, we’ll head to Greef’s office and get caught up on Mando’s adventures.”
It’s a smallish city, the streets aren’t bustling with people even though it looks to be early in the planet’s day cycle by the position of the sun. There are a few groups and the odd straggler moving about, but there’s a general air of quiet hanging over the city, like sounds are being intentionally hushed. Some of the buildings seem to be under heavy repair - is that carbon scoring?
Oh. That explains things, a bit.
That thick silence, the lack of people in the streets - this is a city still dealing with the aftermath of a significant attack, it’s physical scars only a glimpse of the depth of damage done to its society.
Rumours of an attack on the Bounty Hunter’s Guild must be true.
You pass by an open door and catch the sound of children chattering, a few of them repeating number sequences as if by rote.
A school. Interesting.
Well, whatever happened, the people are returning to normal life, or at least trying to.
Karga leads you to an official-looking building, guiding you through the front door and into a room toward the back - an office, his own, most likely.
He hands the kid to Mando and takes a seat at the desk, motioning toward a nearby table and chairs. “Sit, sit, let’s catch up and then I have something to discuss with you, Mando, since you’re here.”
Dune takes one chair, leaving you and Mando the two right next to each other. Kriff. A strange, anxious energy is crawling through your body. You’re not sure if you want to be as close to him or as far away from him as possible.
No choice in the matter, not if you don’t want to seem rude to these people who are not-so-subtly watching you with curiosity.
Sliding into the empty seat, you sit back, appearing relaxed, even as your heartbeat ramps up when Mando sits next to you. The kid coos quietly, trying to squirm out of Mando’s arms, his tiny hands outstretched toward you. With a practiced coordination that comes from doing the same thing countless times, Mando passes the kid over to you.
A twinge of relief skitters along your thoughts, though it’s quickly swallowed up by that knot of frantic emotions. Some things haven’t changed between you, at least. He still trusts you with the kid.
“So how long have you two been together?”
Dune’s question literally startles you, the kid grunting as you squeeze him reflexively. Offering an apology pat on the back, you stumble over an answer. “Oh, we - we’re not - I’m -”
Mando’s soft, modulated words interrupt your embarrassing flounder. “The hyperdrive blew on the Crest. It’s patched, but it needs a full overhaul. The lock on the crew door has been tampered with and needs recoding. Can your mechanics handle it?”
Right, good idea, let’s just ignore the question altogether.
Karga shakes his head, smiling. “Always straight to business with you, Mando. Haven’t slowed down since you dropped bounty hunting, eh? Yes, I’m sure they can take it on. It will leave you grounded for a couple days, though.”
There’s a glint in his gaze - you don’t know him, but you’re pretty sure that look says he’s got plans for those couple days.
Mando obviously sees it too. “What have you got for me?”
“Well, since you’re here, I was hoping you could help us out with a little… pest problem.” Karga nods at Dune, who takes that as a cue, leaning her elbows on the table.
“Aqualish vagrants have set up in your old home in the sewers, using the tunnels as checkpoints to raid warehouses throughout the city. They’re amassing a decent stockpile of weapons and goods, my guess is they’re planning a coup to bring the city under their control. I’ve counted about thirty, though it’s been difficult to verify - they seem to have found entrances and passageways that aren’t on any map we have.”
You manage to keep your expression neutral. Mando lived here? Wait - Mando lived here in the sewers?
Mando’s finger taps thoughtfully on the table. “There are hidden rooms and corridors that were built by the covert.”
Karga sits back in his chair, eyebrows raised in mild surprise. “Do you think you could modify our maps to show them?”
“Yes. But once we clear out the Aqualish, I want claim to any Mandalorian property that might still be there.”
“Of course, I wouldn’t have thought otherwise.” Karga chuckles at the skeptical tilt of Mando’s helmet. “I mean if there’s something of value, I would be more than happy to handle the auction on your behalf.”
“For a fee.”
“Well, yes, what kind of businessman do you take me for?”
Dune rolls her eyes. “Let’s talk about the plan of attack and leave negotiations until later. Once Mando makes the map modifications, we’ll have a better foundation for strategy. I’ve got a dozen new recruits who could probably guard the exits, but they’re too green to rely on in combat. Greef has to stay here to manage any blowback on the city, so it will probably just be you and me, Mando.”
She looks pointedly down at your blaster strapped to your thigh, one dark eyebrow quirked. “Unless you know how to use that blaster.”
You open your mouth to reply but Mando cuts you off.
“No.”
The sharp tone of the modulated voice drives right into that tangle of emotions you’re trying to ignore. Unspent energy makes your legs twitch under the table, and you take a deep breath, focus on trying to settle yourself before meeting the black visor’s gaze. “You’ll be significantly outnumbered. It doesn’t make sense for me to stay here when I can -”
“I said no.” His gloved hands curl into fists on the table as a dangerous stillness runs through his frame.
Anger unravels from the tangle in your thoughts and you don’t even bother to stop it. “You can ‘say’ whatever you want. This isn’t your mission. You don’t make the call on whether I’m in or not.”
Dune raises her hands, avoiding looking at either of you. Ok, no help from that angle. No problem. You can handle him on your own.
Mando shakes his head once. “We’ll talk about this later.”
You fire back. “I’ll insist on helping later, then.”
A thick chill settles over the room, pulls goosebumps down your arms. But you’re not giving in, you’re not letting him push you to the background, you are more than capable of doing this job and -
“Fine.” He stands abruptly, turning to Karga. “Show me the maps. I’ll make the modifications now and then we’ll move in.”
The space beside you is suddenly empty, Mando striding toward Karga’s desk where the magistrate is pulling up holos of what must be maps of the sewers.
Sighing, you look down at the kid, still nestled in your arms, big ears drooping just a bit at the tips. Yeah, I know kid. I didn’t like any of that either.
You got your way. So why does it feel like you lost a battle you didn’t even know you were fighting?
*****
The streets in this part of the city are empty, Dune’s recruits having cleared civilians just before you moved in. Two recruits are behind you, armed with blaster rifles and an obvious vague sense of duty to their people mixed with the need to prove themselves. Mando and Dune are in front, shoulders back and blasters at ready - as is yours, the grip warm in your hand.
That same hand the kid had held tight to when you had passed him over to Karga just an hour before, putting him under the magistrate’s watchful care for the time being.
The other recruits are scattered throughout the city, guarding sewer entrances and the hidden exits that Mando had marked on the maps. Blasters are all set to stun - no killing, if at all possible. The New Republic and Karga’s fair judgment intends to send the Aqualish to trial and likely imprisonment.
Dune crouches by the sewer entrance, pausing to listen for movement. After a minute she looks to you and Mando, and you both nod in acknowledgment.
Anticipation buzzes in your veins, pulling at some of that anxious energy. It feels good, doing something, focusing on something other than…
Mando steps past you without a glance, pulls the grate off the entrance and slips inside.
Frustration and hurt and a thousand other emotions flit through your mind, triggered by that one simple motion.
Your hand grips the blaster tight. Yeah. You need this.
Dune follows Mando and you move in close behind, ducking into a shadowy corridor. A faint voice coming from your left pricks at your ears, and you peer down the corridor in the direction it came from - there. A figure, walking away, it’s odd-shaped outline declaring it decidedly not human.
Dune sees it too, motioning for you to go left while she cocks her head to the right. During the strategy planning, you’d pitched splitting up, you and Dune together and Mando alone, sweeping through the sewers with a pincer movement to trap the Aqualish between you, ensuring none escaped.
You had played it off like Mando’s combat proficiency was worth both yours and Dune’s. It hurt less than waiting for him to suggest it.
As you follow Dune and feel the air move with a swirl of Mando’s cloak, indicating he’s striding away from you, your stomach turns at the memory of how he hadn’t even protested splitting up.
He doesn’t even want to be near me.
Pfassk, stop it.
Gritting your teeth, you focus on Dune’s form in front of you.
The two of you move quietly, muscles tensed to create as little noise as possible. The figure you’d seen disappears around a corner, but that doesn’t mean there aren’t more, and the further into the sewers you get before you’re discovered, the better.
A sound echoes down the corridor from just ahead.
You and Dune freeze, blasters raised.
An Aqualish steps into the corridor, bulbous gaze instantly landing on you at the same time you train your blaster’s sight on it.
You squeeze the trigger and its body drops with a thud.
A group of voices cries out in alarm, garbled sounds of the Aqualish language bouncing off the stone walls.
Dune throws you a crooked smile. “Good shot.”
Something about her casual good humour is catching, and you match her smile. “You can get the next one.”
There’s a flurry of movement and four Aqualish round the corner, blasters raised.
Dune’s smile grows, dark gaze glittering. “I think there’ll be plenty to go around.”
*****
The mission takes about half an hour, not as long as you thought it would, all things considered. The Aqualish were obviously unprepared, scrambled to get together some kind of defense effort and failed miserably. Thanks to Mando’s map revisions, you and Dune found the hidden rooms and corridors easily, rooting out every last Aqualish with no issues - except for one.
“It’s fine, honestly. Barely even hurts.” You tug your jacket tighter to your body, turning your back away from Dune. “That last one snuck up on me, good thing he only had a knife and not a blaster. I’m more pissed about the hole in my favourite jacket.”
She clicks her tongue, letting her hand fall back to her side. “Should still get it checked out, we’ve got a decent medic among our recruits.”
Your lungs are tight, so tight it hurts to breathe, your heart pounds against your ribcage like it’s trying to break free.
It’s ok, she’s not going to touch you.
Calm. Focus. Control.
Fixing a grateful smile on your face, you nod. “Thanks, but I’ll -”
“You’re hurt.”
The modulated voice cuts right through your attempt to stop the panic rising in the back of your throat. Mando is suddenly there, too close, a gloved hand reaching toward the wound on your back.
That tangle of emotion you’ve had since Junkfort Station unravels completely.
Adrenaline floods your system, ignites that unspent energy still vibrating through your body.
You snap.
“Don’t touch me.”
Your words fly out at him. In a split second you see his reaction, how his hand abruptly stops its journey across the space between you. How the tension that’s been visibly tight across his shoulders sharpens even more, as if your words had landed a physical blow across them.
Dank farrik. When will you stop hurting him?
No wonder he doesn’t want to be around me.
Guilt and shame bloom bitter on your tongue, burn in your throat, turn your stomach.
I can’t do this right now.
Spinning on your heel, you stride away without another word.
Get out of here. Off this planet. Away from -
The sound of bootsteps right behind you.
No. I can’t -
Your feet immediately pick up into a run.
Too late.
A gloved hand wraps around your arm and pulls, forcing you sideways, and you stumble into an empty room off the main corridor. Mando releases you as quickly as he grabbed you.
You whip around to face him, glaring anger and panic. “I said -”
“If you’re injured, you’re getting medical treatment.”
His voice is low with anger, a tone you’ve never heard before. It’s unsettling, shifting the chaotic swirl of emotion once again, and tears sting behind your eyes but you refuse to acknowledge them. “You can’t force me to see a medic.”
“Let me look at it.”
“Absolutely not.”
“Why are you being so stubborn about this?”
You roll your eyes, not caring that it’s a childish gesture. “Why are you?”
“Because I care about you.”
Oh.
The chaos of emotion shudders.
He’d never… there were moments sure but…
He’d never said it before.
You blink through tears of confusion and guilt. “Why would you say that?”
He stills, entire frame tense. “What?”
He’s going to make you say it. Ok, you can do this. Then you can leave. “It’s fine, you don’t have to keep pretending. You don’t want me around anymore, after what happened.”
There’s pause, heavy silence, thick.
Then a sound of frustration through the modulator shatters it.
“Don’t want you... you’re the one who wanted to split up and go with Dune.” He takes a step toward you now, hand cutting through the air sharply, back toward the corridor. “You need to process what happened, I understand that, I’ve been giving you space. But you’re the one who insisted on joining this mission when you should have taken time to clear your mind.”
That comment stokes your anger, edges your voice with heat. “What in the crikking hells are you talking about?”
He’s suddenly right in front of you, filling your gaze, radiating that power and danger you’ve seen before and your tongue sticks to the roof of your mouth, a quiver of uncertainty running down your spine, and something else sparking between your thighs.
Not the time.
His voice hisses through the modulator. “You were compromised on Junkfort Station, you lost your focus. You don’t push through something like that. You have to take time to let your mind understand it. If you don’t, you risk making decisions that could get you hurt.” He takes another step forward, intent, moving into your space. “Which you did, and don’t think I’ve forgotten about it. You need to let someone look at it -”
Panic jolts you into action and you try to step around him but he swiftly blocks the entrance - damn those broad shoulders. “Get out of my way.”
“Stop.”
That one word blasts through your already-brittle resolve.
Realization so poignant it hurts steals the rest of the air from your lungs, grinds everything to a halt.
It’s not anger, in his voice.
It’s frustration, helplessness…
Despair.
With that one word, he’s pleading with you. Begging for you to just. Stop.
Stop trying to run from him. Stop shutting him out.
You look at him, a blur of silver, voice barely above a whisper, straining. “I can’t.”
A pause. “Why not?”
Pfassk.
It would be so much easier to just go, squeeze past him and get away, run and find somewhere new and start over.
Go back to the life you had before you met him and the kid.
And what life was that, exactly?
A life without companionship, without moments of laughter and quiet conversation and shared silence.
A life without little gestures of affection, without tiny clawed hands squeezing your fingers and large gloved ones smoothing over your skin.
A life without warmth, only the cold dark of memories that haunt your every step.
I don’t want to run from them anymore.
“From who?”
The question throws you off for a moment, until you realize you’d spoken out loud.
Panic skitters down your spine.
Hush, it’s ok. It’s just him.
Calm. Focus. Control.
Deep breath, blink back tears.
And move forward.
Lifting your gaze slowly, you stop at the black visor. “My secrets.”
The words hover between you, stretched thin.
He nods, once, slowly, a flash of silver in the dim light. “Then don’t.”
Laughter bursts out of your chest, bitter-tasting and dissonant. “You make it sound so easy.”
“I know it’s not.”
His tone is firm but reassuring. He’s telling the truth, you know that.
He’ll understand. He’s got secrets of his own.
Not secrets like this.
That swarm of anxiety - fear - grips tight to your heart, stops up your words, but you push them out anyway. “But what if you… I’m… pfassk, the things I’ve said to you, I was… I was cruel. I shouldn’t have said what happened on Junkfort Station was your fault, I chose to stay with you. It’s not your fault I… I was too scared to tell you why I can’t be seen there.”
The helmet tilts. “You don’t have to be afraid to tell me anything.”
“Kriff. You say that but...” Your gaze drifts over anything but him. “This is really hard.”
There’s a soft shuffle of movement and then a hand appears in your line of vision - broad palm and long fingers and skin touched with the glow of sunlight despite it being so often encased in leather.
He doesn’t say anything, just waits. Hand outstretched in the space between you.
Before you can think about it, over-analyze and second-guess, you’re reaching up and sliding your fingers over his.
It’s instant, the flush of relief and reassurance. It seeps into those frayed edges and soothes the ache in your chest, releases the pull of emotion so you can breathe again.
His hand holds yours gently. Steady. Patient.
Your words come easier now. “I… trust you,”
Fingers squeeze lightly. “Thank you, tionas.”
Your heart flutters at the word, said with such genuine affection it morphs into an endearment.
No one spoke to you like that, before him.
And that’s why this is ok.
That’s why you’ll be ok.
Slipping your hand from his, you shrug your jacket off your shoulders, letting it gather at your elbows. The movement shifts the fabric of your shirt, and your skin stings in a stripe across your shoulderblade - it did cut you, not very deep from what you can tell.
But he can see for himself.
He wants to.
Because he cares about you.
Your breath is surprisingly steady as you start to unbutton your shirt, turning your back to him. A pause, a moment that last less than a heartbeat that you hold onto, not out of fear but out of recognition of its significance.
Then you pull the edges of your open shirt back over your shoulders, letting it pool loosely with your jacket.
The air swirls against your bare skin, cool, unfamiliar.
A movement behind you, his presence drawing into you.
Fingertips gently press the skin around the cut, checking how clean the cut is, how deep. The touch is no-nonsense, efficient.
They pause, linger, and you close your eyes, letting yourself feel it, those small points of warmth. Something you’ve so rarely felt in your lifetime, a tender touch, there.
Then they glide slowly down the curve of your shoulderblade, tracing one of the dozens of faint silvery lines crisscrossing your back haphazardly.
The slavers never laid their whips in any particular pattern.
Punishments were quick, bacta slapped on if they cut too deep - not from any sort of care for your well-being, just to keep their investment alive and free of infection.
You were never obedient enough to be a pleasure slave, so your physical appearance wasn’t a priority. They didn’t care if they marked you up.
They only cared of you got your work done.
If you were useful.
You startle as the fingers suddenly splay, curving over your shoulder, palm pressing against your skin. It’s warm and heavy and it feels so good tears flood your vision again and you squeeze your eyes shut against them -
Then he’s there, right behind you, framing your body, his free arm wrapping around your waist and holding you so tight his fingers dig into the softness just under your ribs, and the helmet dips down to rest on your other shoulder, cool and smooth, a sharp contrast to the warmth of his hand.
You should be anxious, worried about what he’s thinking, what he’s going to say.
You should be afraid of what comes next.
But you’re not. There’s no room for any of that, in the space between your bodies.
It’s gone. That tangle of anger and fear and uncertainty, the unsettled energy coursing through your limbs. Squeezed out of you by the gentle pressure of his hand, resting over your deepest secret.
“It’s ok.” You say it so softly, letting your voice fall only around the two of you. “It’s ok, now. I don’t want to hide this from you anymore, and that’s ok.”
A tremor runs through him and you shush it away, lifting a hand to twine your fingers through the ones on your shoulder. They clutch at you, almost desperate.
He needs to hear this as much as you need to tell him.
So you do.
“I’ve hid it from everyone. I had to, I’m not legally freed. I escaped. That’s why I couldn’t be seen on Junkfort Station, it’s too close to the major slave markets and frequented by people who might recognize my face.” You huff a little humourless laugh. “I’ve been lucky, really, being able to avoid them as I have for so many years. Even my escape was pure luck - an equipment malfunction caused an explosion in the mine, sent everyone within a ten metre radius flying and I landed on a rock. Cracked my skull, right over where the tracking implant was. I hid during the chaos of the aftermath, dug the implant out and tossed it down a mine shaft. Then I disappeared.”
He’s so still behind you, unmoving, silent. You keep talking.
“I stowed away on a transport, got off-world, then another, then another. Eventually landed on some planet and figured out how to survive. Laid low until I fell in with Bril’s crew - you know that part already. Learned it was best to avoid making friends, too easy to track a single identity, so I just became different people, whatever suited where I was living. It wasn’t hard, I don’t know my birth name - if I even had one - and usually got a new name when I changed owners so I was used to it, anyway.”
A soft smile curves your lips. “But now I get to choose my name. Choose who I am. And I’m not a slave, born without freedom. I’m not some angry, self-destructive teenager sent to the Kessel mines because her owner couldn’t handle her anymore. I’m not a foolish, lost young woman trying to figure out what to do with a life she never thought she’d get. I’m me. Myself. Whoever that might be, I get to decide. No one else.”
It’s so quiet in the room. There’s no sounds even in the corridor - maybe Dune instructed the recruits to stay away from here while they retrieved the unconscious Aqualish. Should thank her regardless, she’s kept her distance, obviously knowing you and Mando have something to work out.
And how is that going, exactly?
He hasn’t spoken, hasn’t moved since you started talking. His hand still holds yours tightly on your shoulder, though its grip isn’t as desperate.
But there’s no anger or frustration - or disgust, something you were afraid of - in the way he holds you. If anything, he’s clinging to you like he needs it, like he’ll crumble if he lets you go.
Slowly, you tilt your head toward his helmet and press your cheek to the cool metal, words whispering over its curve. “I’ve never told anyone, ever. Just you. Because I trust you. And… I care about you, too.”
He moves then, shoulders hitching with a strangled breath. A single word rasps through the modulator.
“Ne’kotir.”
It’s an unfamiliar word - must be from the Mandalorian language. “What does it mean?”
His thumb strokes over the skin of your shoulder. “Undefeated.”
Your eyelids drift open - you forgot you had closed them in the first place - and you stare at the opposite wall.
Undefeated.
There were moments in your life where you certainly didn’t feel that way.
Even less than a day cycle ago, you’d looked at the proof of what you thought was your failure on the floor of the Razor Crest.
But it wasn’t.
It was evidence of your ability to survive.
Proof of your strength. That your past is not stronger than you.
Your little hum of surprise dusts across the surface of his helmet. “Yes. Ne’kotir.”
His arm on your waist squeezes tight, a deep breath shuddering through his frame. Then he’s stepping back, hands moving to pull your shirt and jacket up over your shoulders.
You catch the sound of footsteps coming toward you - oh, that’s why he started helping you dress again.
Dune appears in the doorway just as you finish straightening your jacket and Mando pulls on his gloves. Her gaze runs over you both but her expression remains neutral. “We’ve cleared out most of the bodies. And one of the recruits found a cache in a hidden room - it has some Mandalorian items.”
Mando shifts closer to you. “I’ll look at them later.”
Your heart flutters at his obvious desire to stay with you, and you’re tempted - the knowledge of what you just did is quickly catching up to you and there’s a tender spot in the centre of your chest, like you’d felt too much at once. But you know how much those items mean to him, and after the moment you just shared, the compassion he showed, you want to do the same for him.
Show him you care about him, too.
Smiling reassuringly, you gesture toward Dune. “Go. I’m fine, I’ll head back to the kid.” The black visor turns to you, and even though you can’t see his face you can sense the argument building. “Honestly. I could use some… time to process things.”
The helmet tilts in a way that says he knows exactly what you’re doing but he can’t argue with his own advice. Your smile turns playful despite yourself and he sighs.
“Fine. Get a room for the night. Rest.” He digs into one of his belt pouches and pulls out a comlink. Stepping close, he takes one of your hands and presses it into your palm. “I’ll come to you immediately.”
Nodding, you slip the comlink into your jacket pocket and open your mouth to say goodbye when he suddenly cups the back of your neck with a gloved hand and leans in, lightly tapping his forehead against yours.
He gently squeezes your neck, thumb curling along your nape. “Rest.”
You meet that hidden gaze behind the black visor. “I will, I promise. I’ll see you later.”
Another moment of black and silver filling your world and then he’s turning away, following Dune back into the corridor.
Taking a deep breath, you let it out slowly. That tender spot in your chest is growing, your muscles starting to ache with physical and emotional strain.
Rest, he said. Well, that actually sounds like a kriffing great idea.
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