it's so hard to deal with dysmorphophobia as a fictive.
i shouldn't look like that? it's a nice body it's just... shouldn't be mine? i feel deep disgust in how i look and i wish mirrors never existed.
i just want this feeling to stop but it's just... i hate it.
i know how to fix this problem but it was hard for our host to get out of E/D way of thinking back then and i'm afraid it'll return because of me.
I love seeing posts about eating disorders 'cause they're relatable but an the same time i hate seeing posts about eating disorders 'cause they're relatable
CEASELESS WATCHERS: TURN YOUR GAZE UPON THESE TWISTED FEARS!
(CW for Claustrophobia, mysophobia, scopophobia, body horror, Scotophobia, thanatophobia, autophobia, dementophobia, dysmorphophobia, megalophobia)
IT'S FINALLY DONE AHA! The art project I've had a full Year in the making is DONE! Some of these are newer (and on a different program than I started with) so some look a LOT better (or worse) than others.
Breaking things down, we have:
Lilia: The Vast
Cater: The Lonely
Riddle: The Desolation
Vil: The Flesh
Idia: The Eye
Rook: The Hunt
Jade: The Spiral
Azul: The Buried
Leona: The Corruption
Malleus: The Dark
Yuu: The Stranger (Ft. @bunnwich's Yuuta, @vaporvipermedia's Kei, @simpingseafood's Sasha, @honeyuuyuu's Honey, and my own Eugenio)
Floyd: The Slaughter
Jamil: The Web
Ortho: The End
And because I will always be Will Wood Trash: I decided to put Will Wood Songs to each Fear based on personal associations.