#dysmorphophobia

[introject-confessions]

it's so hard to deal with dysmorphophobia as a fictive. i shouldn't look like that? it's a nice body it's just... shouldn't be mine? i feel deep disgust in how i look and i wish mirrors never existed. i just want this feeling to stop but it's just... i hate it. i know how to fix this problem but it was hard for our host to get out of E/D way of thinking back then and i'm afraid it'll return because of me.

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[3eyedchild]

The more I lose weight, the more I feel fat.

Please, I always thought that being under bmi 18 would make me proud, happy with my body. When I look in the mirror, I just see an overweight distorted thing.

[highriskofstroke]

I love seeing posts about eating disorders 'cause they're relatable but an the same time i hate seeing posts about eating disorders 'cause they're relatable

[justaholeinmysoul]

I don't want to be with people, I don't want to talk to people, I don't want to be around people BUT LIFE HAPPENS WHERE THE PEOPLE ARE. IN ORDER TO HAVE EXPERIENCES AND FUN AND LEARN YOU GOTTA BE WHERE THE PEOPLE ARE AND I HATE IT

[circus-frog]

While working for Mammon, Fizzarolli is ridiculously skinny. When he doesn't have a shirt on, his ribcage is visible. It's all part of Mammon's need for him to have the perfect figure.

When he's free from Mammon, he finally starts putting on weight and reaches a healthy spot.

[popcorn-kitten]

I've made the comments before. I'm just a hater ig

I took like 30 drawings from different artists and different aus and like...lmao I've seen the artists post about loving fat people and answering asks saying they'd be more inclusive in their body types

but with what's available now I can't say I've got much hope for feeling seen or represented in reader/y/n fan art ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

[princemick-archive]

listen I dont like my like poetry/emotional writing that I do for classes to inspire my work a lot but I did pop off a litle when I wrote

tw gender dysphoria, ED and body dysmorphia mentions

because when I look into the mirror I dont see myself, yeah yeah I know thats Kyle, I've seen her enough but Kyle, I dont see them, they've been forgotten, to scared, to far away, even if I cut my hair, bind my chest and buy male clothes directly from the rack.

I look into the mirror and there I see her again, even if I don't eat, even though I wear exactly what my brother does, in the mirror there is the different Kyle, that one, the one the others see, the thin one, the pretty one whos important, the extrovert the one thats fun.

but im not that, so, I dont look in mirrors anymore, thats easier. then I dont have to see her either, that way I can be them.

[reachedgoalls]

hate that I have to eat to live

[clownieboo]

Here in the Forest,

Dark and Deep

I fart so Hard,

It put me to Sleep.

[fadinggentlemenduck]

When you want to scratch your skin on the inside, but you don't even have time to cry, but you really really want to hide in your hidden room that you don't have and turn into a slime or biblically accurate angel

[chocnoire]

The only difference between you and the people you judge

The only difference between you and the people you judge is that they do it in the light…you do it in the darkness. This will trigger a lot of people who are living half truths and choosing a path of a lack of self awareness. Personal development will help you master yourselves. You can’t master yourself if you can’t acknowledge your weaknesses. Stop projecting your own fears onto others. We are…

[kryannoy]

can i request a andrew x reader thing where reader is his lover, his girlfriend, and they are like head over heels in love with eachother, and reader is a female, but for some "traumas" shes a bit nervous to lose her virginity to him. shes also kind of insecure, because of the fact she isnt very feminine, and bcuz of her looks.

(if youre not comfortable with writing this its completely fine!!)

genre: nsfw, smut

character: andrew graves x reader

warnings: praise kink, body dysmorphophobia (?), trauma, virginity loss, cum

a/n: thank you for requesting! i can relate to this as i always make my ocs like this. also, sorry it took long, i'm busy with life

It started with the two of you hanging out and enjoying each other's company. Then, a kiss. And that leads to a make out session.

For Andrew, it was hard for both his self-control and his dick. He couldn't help that you got him turned on and horny now. Of course he doesn't blame you, no. Andrew is mature. He knows himself that he is too in love with you. He loves you so dearly that he couldn't bear to think of you with any other guy. He loves so dearly that he gets hard every time you're close to him and he can smell your sweet perfume. And those times, he always excuses himself to go to the bathroom.

But somehow he's always nonchalant about it and you find it attractive. Obviously, you know the reasons he went to the bathroom but you don't really understand why.

Why did he get turned on seeing your body? It wasn't curvy. You don't have big boobs or squishable ass.

His hands always run down your hip and up to your waist, playing with the fat there while kissing. Sometimes even fiddling the hem of your shirt, pulling and twirling, asking for your permission to go further.

You don't say anything nor give a sign. You were nervous. How do you do this stuff? How do you initiate? What do you have to do? So, you let him do his thing.

That's when he pulls away, leaving traces of saliva connecting from your lips. His green eyes looked at yours, pleading. You know what he wants but again, how do you initiate? Are you even able to go all the way with him?

He senses your unsure feeling and lifts himself up. The warmth radiating from his body is no longer there. "We don't have to do it, y'know. I'm not forcing—"

You grab his sleeves, even more worried about him than yourself. "It's fine. It's just . . ." You were embarrassed to say that you have no idea what to do yet you know he knows that you're a virgin, but he doesn't know that you were somewhat scared of losing it. It's just the thought of putting something foreign inside you is . . . weird and sounds uncomfortable.

"I'll guide you. I promise I'll be gentle," he says so softly it's soothing. His lips pull into a smile, an endearing one that doesn't show any mischievous hint. He pecks your forehead with thumb strokes on your temple. Despite the soft touches, his dick was undeniably rock hard you can feel it brushing on your thigh.

His hand slips inside your shirt and moves upward, riding up your shirt but stopping at the edges of your bra. If you weren't wearing any, he would've reached your nipples for not even feeling the mounds of breasts from how flat it becomes when you lie down. He stares down at you pleadingly before sliding behind you to unclip your underwear.

You were getting nervous once he sees them. What if he's disappointed? What if it turns him off—?

You hear a moan coming from Andrew once he touches one of your nipples. You also let out a sigh from the touch. He pulls off your shirt and bra together and gazes at your naked body.

"Fuck," he moans again under his breath. Oh shit, does he hate it?

He dives into your nipples and gives a hard suck, proving your point wrong. You whimper and that really seems to motivate him. He licks it, suckles on it, even bites it. Your idle nipple has already been paid attention with his fingers, pinching and pulling and flicking. All of it made your head swirl that you can only think of Andrew and the amazing sensations. You've been moaning for him your pussy is getting wet.

When you whimper, he would look up at you but his mouth is still occupied with your nipples. Sometimes you can even feel him smirk.

Once he's satisfied, he switches to the other one. You find the saliva connecting from his lips to your nipple hot. His empty hand starts to inch its way down to your pants. He slips inside and circles on your clothed clit. You gasp, your body reacting to the attention. Your legs automatically close around his hand it made him open it up again and pinned one of your legs down. You whine when he continues to rub on your clit. Your legs keep thrashing but his smile gets wider and his breathings are labour. Somehow, your reaction excites him.

He fully pulls off your pants, leaving your panties on just to purposely pull it aside. He rubs a few on your clit before diving a finger into your hole. When you feel it prodding at your entrance, your eyes widen and you quickly push his hand away without thinking before realizing what you did. You look at him apologetically, but he was fast to reassure too. He kisses your lips and all over your face to distract you. Andrew tries again, touching your hole and slowly pushing it in. Gladly, this time you didn't squirm away.

"Good girl, that's it. You're doing great," he talks you through it before moving his finger. You gasp again but he keeps whispering sweet nothings and praises in your ear.

"Everything's okay. Just relax, alright?" Another kiss on your forehead and you're melting into him.

He picks up his speed, still focusing on your expressions for any signs of discomfort. He adds another finger in and you moan. Your mouth is shaped into an 'O' and he just has the urge to bite your bottom lip so he just does it, even sticking his tongue into your opened mouth. It was an opportunity, he took it.

He feels you tighten around his finger and it makes him grind down on you, accidentally pushing himself deeper. You whine from it.

Andrew takes out his fingers to pull off his pants, flinging his dick out. Your eyebrows furrow upwards at the sight. It made you drool but the realization that that thing is going inside you snaps you.

He notices your worried expression and kisses your nose. "Don't worry. We don't have to go all the way if you're not ready."

You look down at his cock again, hard and red. Very red on the tip. "What about you?"

"I'll do this—" his cock glides on your wet pussy. "Ngh, if you don't mind?"

Your moan and a nod testifies to your consent and his hips got to work. The rubbing of his dick on your pussy and clit was a whole new level of pleasure for you. You thought that that was enough to make you crazy, he pushes in more of his cock into you with his thumb to get more friction and that makes your eyes roll behind and your back arching for more. Your small tits were displayed for him he had to grab onto it and squeeze. Adding a few pinches to your nipple before letting go.

The cute noises coming from your mouth motivates him to go faster and a teensy bit rougher. "Fuck, fuck! I'm gonna cum, I'm gonna cum! Andrew!"

"Yeah? You're gonna cum? Go ahead, doll. Let go for me. Mmh, fuck! You feel so good."

Your pussy is soaking wet it makes his grinding much easier. And the sight, oh he loves seeing it sloppy. He can't wait to cum on your pussy. The thought makes him close to his climax. "Babe, I can't! I can't— I'm gonna cum!" He whimpers but he didn't know that you've already cummed a few seconds ago.

"I'm cumming! Haa!" He gasps and white shoots out, painting your stomach and your pussy, just like he wanted. He groans as he slowly grinds on you to ride out his orgasm. It took you a moment to notice his cheeks are red and his ears too.

His cum spreads all over pussy and inner thighs now from his slow grinds. Once he pulls away, he can't help but to stare at your messy pussy. Some of the white cum still running down you and it got into your hole. His intrusive thoughts win and he gathers some more cum and pushes them into your hole.

"Andrew!" You gasped from the sudden intrusion.

He chuckles, "Sorry." But his green eyes are still glued to your pussy. "I wanna lick it so bad but I don't want to taste my own cum, haha. Maybe next time."

[rapidhighway]

eggman literally programmed body dysmorphophobia into my metal sonic

[the-trinket-witch]

CEASELESS WATCHERS: TURN YOUR GAZE UPON THESE TWISTED FEARS!

(CW for Claustrophobia, mysophobia, scopophobia, body horror, Scotophobia, thanatophobia, autophobia, dementophobia, dysmorphophobia, megalophobia)

IT'S FINALLY DONE AHA! The art project I've had a full Year in the making is DONE! Some of these are newer (and on a different program than I started with) so some look a LOT better (or worse) than others.

Breaking things down, we have:

Lilia: The Vast Cater: The Lonely

Riddle: The Desolation Vil: The Flesh

Idia: The Eye Rook: The Hunt

Jade: The Spiral Azul: The Buried

Leona: The Corruption Malleus: The Dark

Yuu: The Stranger (Ft. @bunnwich's Yuuta, @vaporvipermedia's Kei, @simpingseafood's Sasha, @honeyuuyuu's Honey, and my own Eugenio) Floyd: The Slaughter

Jamil: The Web Ortho: The End

And because I will always be Will Wood Trash: I decided to put Will Wood Songs to each Fear based on personal associations.

[zmeitsssa]

some study art. I tried to convey how I feel (dysmorphophobia, derealization)

[esamastation]

Do you do gender bender aus? I was turning over the thought of a fem!Desmond au ala Impermanence or that one where Ezio and Leonardo watch Desmond with the Apple and bring him to their time but something about it wasn't doing it for me until I realized I was casting Desmond as like a Katniss girl when really the correct answer was Brien of Tarth Desmond AKA Mommy Desmond. Just an absolute unit of a woman swinging reinsurance men over her shoulder like a handbag. And still looking like Ezio and Altair just MOMMY. I want Ezio to see her and awaken to the desire to get thrown around during sex lol.

Now that's a mental image.

I don't do gender bender because it gets messy in my head, no, but I might've entertained the thought once or twice. Mainly because I think Desmond might very well be the only guy I could write turning female all of sudden without it ending up in body dysmorphophobia.

And yeah he would absolutely be a Unit of a Woman, wouldn't he?