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blanketburritotoro · 11 months

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*leaving for work*

*can't find car keys*

*is now late for work*

*texts supervisor apologizing and explaining*

*keeps looking for keys*

*over two and a half hours go by*

*panic attack*

*calls off work*

My boss: "Yeah ok, as long as you have the leave to use. Seems like you need to have less anxiety."

Cheers Dave, I'll try that next.

#you dont say #dont be mean to dave tho we like dave #panic attack #anxiety #I KNOW my keys are in my house somewhere #looked everywhere they could ha e possibly gone with out being walked off with #turned the ground floor upside down looking but no luck #at this point im worried one of my cats walked off with them and ill find them months later behind a pile of boxes i still havent unpacked #we moved over a year and a half ago but theres still a couple of room with piles of boxes #depression will do that to ya #panic disorder #mental health #lost car keys #i had to call a locksmith #it was expensive #im too poor for this shit #like no really #if the bank hadnt been all you do good money but you poor here have more borrowing power even tho you didnt ask for it #i would not have had anyway to fix this problem #screaming

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tea-cat-arts · 4 months

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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will

#svsss #scum villian self saving system #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #the fact that people think scum villain #-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me #especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater #heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series #he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters #(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters #like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx #I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes #side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me #i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation #but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years #like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain #the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too #+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu #as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people #another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does #also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be #he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students #and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing #+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this #but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy

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missyandthemisfits · 11 months

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Less Than Romantic Texts 🙃 Jujutsu Kaisen - Part I

Hey y’all, back at it again with the gross couple stuff - JJK!!! Featuring Yuji Itadori, Nobara Kugisaki, Megumi Fushiguro, Maki Zenin, and Toge Inumaki ! No, I didn’t do Panda and no I’m not going to 😂

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syn4k · 10 months

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the only thing worse than creating art is not creating art

#ray's tag #keys' art #undescribed #YO WHATS UP its another low effort psuedo art piece comic about dealing with mental disabilities while creating things from ya boy #i have such low esteem in myself and the things i create it's crazy. like what am i doing. i work my ass off for like eight hours and get #a stupid low quality video from it. And for what. It's all just shit. i go between stubborn optimism and depression i jsut #.#yeah i feel like a sack of shit right now #im gonna go get a shower

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ra-vale · 7 months

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A WKX playlist? Why would I make one

I just wanted tyk playlists to vibe with while I'm doing my little silly stuff, and I couldn't find one. So had to make some by myself, for WKX, ZZS, and wenzhou looove (too soppy, better keep for myself probably). The songs are chosen because of the lyrics or the mood, a bit crazy, a bit dark. To me, Wen Kexing could be such a Placebo fan, although his soul sounds to me like I Monster. I wanted to make it into one video on youtube, but it'll be deleted quite soon probably because of the rights, so let it be just a list. All made for fun, just to spend some time.

Frank Iero And The Future Violents - Violence

Placebo - Meds

Mother Mother - Until It Doesn't Hurt

Hoizer - Eat Your Young

Florence + The Machine - Girl With One Eye

The Amazing Devil - Farewell Wanderlust

Nothing But Thieves - If I Were You

Placebo - Battle For The Sun

I Monster - Who Is She

#wen kexing #wkx #tian ya ke #tyk #shan he ling #shl #word of honor #woh #danmei #faraway wanderers #novel #do you think a depressed person could make this #fan playlist

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ace-and-ranty · 5 months

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There IS a very smug feeling to guessing what the HELL your monkey brain needs now. Like when ur feeling urself getting funny in the head and you go "HHMM. Haven't talked in too long. Gotta call my parents."

And you were right. It works. You successfully clocked low socialization stats. Go you.

#me: hhmmm I'm starting to feel funky and depressed #I haven't talked to a loved one all day.#'MOM HOW YA DOING'#instantly feel normal again #amazing.

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callmelittlesanshine · 1 year

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The eye, the hair, the nose, the tummy, the thighs, the hips.. Yup, that’s 100% babygirl right there!

#currently not posting much cause.. ya girl is depressed af and I cannot bring myself to do anything most of the time #but I do try to read all the replies and tags on my posts and you guys always make me smile #ily 🖤#I’ll try and reply to some asks tags and messages once I feel a bit more social #ok that’s enough personal shit let’s get onto the tags #the band ghost #shitghosting #ghost the band #ghost #ghost bc #ghost band #ghumblr #band ghost #copia #popia #cardi c #cardinal copia #littlesanshine

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harlowes-home · 6 months

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Thinking about Clint and how I think it's kind of unfair that most sdv fans label him a creep to some extent.

Like yeah it's annoying how he automatically associates romantic implications with what are most likely platonic acts from women in the game (going to the carnival with Emily and movies with female player) but to me it comes across as less "nice guy who thinks he's owed a romantic relationship for being nice" and more "socially inept dude is just very awkward around women."

Like yeah it's annoying and something he should really work on but as someone who's known dudes people deem Clint to be I just. Don't see it as to that extent.

If anything I interpret Clint to be just a lonely, socially anxious and depressed dude who hates his job and has trouble making friends because of that depression and social anxiety, and also maybe because he thinks a romantic relationship would be more important and fulfilling than platonic ones which leads him to pining for Emily when really he needs just a generally community and support system.

#stardew valley #sdv #sdv clint #also *points* THE FUCKASS ELLIOT BOAT SCENE IS LITERALLY SO WORSE THAN ANYTHING CLINT SAYS OR DOES #I also see people critique him for “being such a bummer all the time” and....yeah. Being depressed can do that to ya.#To them I say “Skill issue I'd go out drinking with him and we would BOTH be huge bummers the whole night. Deal.”

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dragonsfictavern · 8 months

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It’s decided. I need Halsin on top of me like a damn weighted stuffed animal, Shadowheart on my left side petting my head and murmuring soft praises, and I need Astarion on my right side caressing my cheek and resting his face in my neck as he tries to restrain himself from biting me.

That will cure all my ailments.

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ambrosiagourmet · 6 months

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i'm plagued by like a terrible crystal clear idea for an AU that I'll never write and would need way more context to be Anything but is still evocative enough to make me go oughhhhh I Want it.

#the au is like semi-modern Fantastical but not Fantasy #with fisherman Laios living in a seaside town with Falin and daydreaming about the mysteries of the deep #and. selkie Kabru. who hides his seal skin and sneaks onto land to study people.#and Laios is not miserable but he's a little sad and a little melancholy and old enough that he knows he should be accepting that this is i #this is his life. its not so bad. he and Falin are getting by. they were able to leave home. they have jobs and a place to live #and food on the table #but you know he still has dreams of finding something magical to sweep him off his feet. feels a little guilty of how much he longs for it.#and then there's Kabru who is infinitely curious about the Surface World like he's full Ariel Mode running away from home #doing Dangerous Things because he wants to know more #and he's clever and funny and interested in Laios for some reason??? and he's BEAUTIFUL #and then there are layers of secrets and Laios has ya know his Fisherman Depression #but like they are pulled into each other's worlds #man like I DONT EVEN GO *THAT* HARD FOR LAIOS/KABRU BUT THIS JUST. ITS LODGED IN MY HEAD CURRENTLY

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iridescent-solstice · 1 month

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I'm trying my best to keep in mind that water has no effect on fake flowers. . . I wonder sometimes if the river I drink from is safe, what if the fountain it cascades down from is poisoned?

It's scary to try to take control from someone like you . . . But I don't think I can survive under your dictatorship any longer. Because yes I am versatile, I can be many things all at once. But a doll is not one of them. Being just another foundation for a glass house is not my middle name either.

I say but I'm still scared to put myself out there and take the plunge into something I know can and will change my life . . . I wonder which one of us is the bigger fool. You for not adapting? or me for staying still?

#irides talks #📝🫧🍂#vent post #i'm trying to keep going but it do be hard 😔🤌#sorry guys ya girlie is depressed af

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tackypies · 1 year

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anyway rodya and gregor are absolutely fucking but in the "i need serotonin to distract myself from the traumas i don't wanna talk about, also almost no one else on this bus can hold a Normal Person Conversation, also i got my goddamned guts rearranged again but it wasnt sexy just painful and agonizing" way

#gregor sensing an ounce of human kindness and affection: please do not abandon me .#rodya who needs to focus on superficial shit in order not to fall into a deep depression: hahaha oops gotta go! see ya babe!#limbus company #rodion lcb #gregor lcb

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happyvoltz · 1 year

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