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Has anyone or is anyone taking Calc 2 or Calc B/C? Because.. I am struggling. Please, aro/ace (or not, just targeting my followers) mathematicians 🙏🙏🙏🙏 help a guy out.
#aroace#ace#aro#asexual#aromantic#acespec#arospec#lgbtq#aroflux#aromantism#mathematics#math#calc#calculus#ratio test#PLEASE THE SERIES TESTS DONT MAKE SENSE#everything is confusing#I missed one class and now I feel dumb as a rock
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I hate being in a large group of people where we are praying together at like a funeral or wherever (especially if there are call and response type things) because no matter if I participate or not I still feel bad. If I do it, then I know I’m not being genuine and it brings back memories of growing up in a religion that doesn’t see my existence (ie, being queer and trans) as valid and good. If I don’t participate, i feel like everyone knows I’m a sinner that doesn’t believe.
Idk man, I hate having religious trauma.
#religious trauma#ex fundie#ex fundamentalist#benji here#actually did#life is hard#everything is confusing#ughhhh
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I want only you.
That's all I've ever wanted.
I thought I had you.
The joy I felt to finally be chosen was unlike anything else.
You held me.
You said every sweet word.
We celebrated our victories together.
And our failures didn't hurt because at the end of the day we would go to bed and share our heat beneath the covers.
I don't know when it started.
You stopped holding me.
It was like pulling teeth to get a kind word.
You never were unkind.
But you stopped being mine.
And I was okay with playing pretend.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
That was never pretend.
I can handle it.
I can ache inside every day.
I can cry because I miss you.
I was okay because you still chose me.
I was okay because you kissed me.
I was okay because at the end of the day you were there.
That's love, right?
And I promise I held on.
I held on tight.
But I knew I had to let you go.
It hurt more than anything I've known before.
It still hurts every day.
But suddenly I found you again.
The fire in your eye ignited.
The passion that I've missed for so long.
I thought it was love.
I thought you realized your mistake.
I thought maybe if you held me again you'd remember.
And everything would be okay.
The fire is gone.
It's my fault for being so stupid.
It's my fault for trusting my gut. It's my fault for letting myself get hurt again. It's my fault for tricking myself.
I can't fuck you into loving me.
I can't cry you into loving me.
I can't love you into loving me.
I just wish you did.
11.20.23
#2am poetry#abandonment#poetry#anxious attachment#heartbreak#i probably have bpd but we're not going to talk about that#i live with my ex#everything is confusing#I'm tired#I'm sad#I'm lonely
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It's all very confusing...
#i haven't been this confused in soo long#confused about what i feel what i want to do and stuff#everything is confusing#personal
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Do you also read some statistics or some online shop prices or a protocol for something, and immediately mix everything up and learn everything wrong? You're convinced that the a thing's price was 123, but it turns out that's not even close! Or that doing xyz was harmful to the new electronic device you bought, but when someone challenges your conviction, you check the manual again, and oops, that wasn't true?! Where have I gotten that fact from then?
I don't believe in magic, but if I lived in a fictional story world, I'd be sure some dark forces are messing with my reading materials! Is it really me making $hit up?
#everything is confusing#why do I keep doing this?#by this I mean making up facts I'm convinced I've read#without knowing#brainrot#real
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Voids not at front anymore and now we don't know who we are 🤷🏾
#plurla things?#questioning system#we did learn some ways they seem to be different than whomever we normally are?#oi#wdk#everything is confusing#anyway hiiiii#garden#mgs#moonlit garden system#gardenposting
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Me who thinks herself as bi, but mostly lesbian probably as I fall more in love with fictional guys, but also only dated guys in the past and would like to try a romance with a woman but without the sexual intimacy, if it doesn't work out, guess I'll be ace, because I am tired of guys, but well I don't also mind staring good looking people so it's extremely confusing and all that. At least I know I'll always have a cat around.
Also me: A bit apprehensive to go out there and try to find someone too, because right now I just like staying at home on my computer and video game consoles and with my cat next to me.
The bisexual to aroace pipeline is pretty much having the right idea and coming to the wrong conclusion. Yeah buddy you're not straight and you're also not gay. No not like that though, the other way around
#story of my life#never sure which side i will go to#everything is confusing#which way do i swing#not sure if I'll ever know#but i don't wanna go outside and meet people#i am a bit of an hermit#but i would also like to meet the love of my life#if i have one#right now they're all fictional XD
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my favorite genre of fictional character is like "i am terrifying to almost everyone, i'm very good at killing, i can endure anything, i've become exceptionally good at playing into my reputation, and if you try to give me positive social interaction i will react with confusion and cower in a corner like an abused animal. and i may try to shoot you. but there is also a chance i may imprint on you like a feral dog receiving its first loving touch! good luck."
#big tough characters who are confused and disarmed by affection my beloved#who are hypercompetent and know exactly what to do in everything except Positive Human Interaction#who follow you around cautiously for scraps#and are continually waiting for the moment you turn around and kick them out again#who are prepared to sleep on the cold hard floor and dont know what to do with themselves when given a bed#totally mystified#boba fett#legacy of the force#din djarin#frank castle#maul#erik lehnsherr#arla fett#wolverine#logan howlett#mine#and now i can add the#murderbot#tag
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So confusing,,,,,
Can I just have one thing that isn't problematic? I just want to enjoy a unproblematic and drama free VN
Idk who's side I'm picking
#Everything is confusing#I don't know who's wrong and what not#Isn't it easier to just give them a break from the job#Like if you don't want to fire them atleast put them in postponed till they work to better themself
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How to read X-Men?
For the dear X-Men fans that came in through 97 (or the movies) and are confused as to where to start the comics! Don't let the internet fool you, there is only one way and it is by starting with Giant size X-Men #1 (1975). No I am not kidding, it truly is the only right way to get the full story😭 (unless you want to go ALL THE WAY to 1963, I don't necessarily think it's that vital)
This is me trying to keep ppl from making the same mistake I did, starting with wheadon's astonishing X-Men ☠️
Here is a very useful pic of what to read next 💞 good luck!
This is to get ALL the context and major story arcs still referenced today. So I believe it to be vital for the other eras. (I don't know how you can fully understand jean and Scott's relationship today without having read inferno or dark phoenix for example)
Now, If you just wanna read for one specific character, that's a different story! Character specific reading guides that concentrate on the important issues across time exist! Look for those they're very useful <3
Guide made by: https://www.reddit.com/r/xmen/s/z1xNhqPXtv
https://www.reddit.com/r/comicbooks/s/ChkpOJbXED
#NOBODY tells you how to get into comics when you're confused as fuck#but this#this is the only way with xmen i swear#or you will be confused by everything in the 2000 and up#xmen#marvel#x men comics#comics#reading guide#x-men#xmen 97#x men 97#nightcrawler#scott summers#wolverine#jean grey#ororo munroe#kitty pryde#deadpool#cyclops#rogue#gambit
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if i see a single one of you pissed that your faves canceled an event or a con appearance because they're striking for fair wages then imma come for you in your sleep 🔪🔪🔪

(direct that fury where it belongs: AMPTP and the execs)
#sag aftra#sagaftra#sag aftra strong#sag aftra strike#union strong#wga strike#PAY THE FUCKING ACTORS AND WRITERS#i hope the execs lose EVERYTHING#sag strike#sag-aftra#(BY THE WAY I'VE MADE A MINOR EDIT ON THE ORIGINAL POST)#in case you're confused: BE PISSED OFF. BUT DIRECT IT AT AMPTP AND THE EXECS.#if you don't get to see your fave at an event or a con? IT IS NOT THE UNION'S FAULT. IT IS THE FAULT OF THE EXECS#AMPTP AND THE EXECS ARE REFUSINGS TO NEGOTIATE IN GOOD FAITH AND ARE REFUSING TO PAY ACTORS AND WRITERS FAIRLY#SUPPORT THE WGA AND SAG STRIKE#if that means you can't see them at a con? then take the money you were gonna spend on that con and donate it#to the entertainment community fund#DIRECT YOUR ANGER WHERE IT BELONGS#WHICH IS AT AMPTP AND THE GREEDY PIECE OF SHIT EXECS#another edit: i forgot to add alt text which is my bad. I HAVE CORRECTED THAT.
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Post-Starcourt AU where Steve and Robin kinda just wander off in the all chaos.
They’re just walking around because Robin can’t go home like this and Steve doesn’t want to go to his house. Robin also doesn’t want to go to Steve’s house. There were monsters there once.
So, they’re just moseying along still feeling the high of Russian drugs and monster fighting when a minivan pulls up next to them. They roll down the window and it’s…Tommy’s mom? Telling them to get in the car right now, “Steven Christopher.”
Tommy’s mom, Maria, heard about the mall fire on the radio. She vaguely remembered Tommy mentioning that Steve worked there and gave his house a ring. Her mom brain went into overdrive when she got no answer.
The unknowing made her so sick with worry that she got into her car to drive out to the mall to check herself. That’s what she was doing when she found them and all that worry wore on her face.
So, they listen. They kinda have to listen so they got in the car. She asks questions. They answer some of them.
“We’re fine,” Steve tells her even though his lips is bleeding and he’s all bruised up. He smells like smoke and blood, turning to Robin in the backseat, “Robbie. This is like, my mom.”
Robin thinks, whoa.
Steve’s mom is like nothing she was imagining and she takes them home to a regular house? It’s cozy and clean, but like. Robin thinks her house might be nicer than this. Honestly, weirdest thing she experienced tonight.
She immediately revised that thought when Maria gives them both a once over and sends them to bed. She follows Steve upstairs and watches him flop into bed next to - “Tommy H?”
Steve’s cuddling up beside Tommy instead of providing any sort of explanation so Robin puts the pieces together and concludes, “Tommy H is your brother?!”
#Robin’s internal monologue be like: Is that what the H stands for? Do I know what the H stands for? did I ever?#I thought Tommy had a big gay crush on Steve but…oh gross. gross. yuck. don’t - ewww I have to wear Tommy H’s pajamas? gross#…that bed does look comfy though#meanwhile Tommy is about four hours from the most confusing morning of his life#and also Steve’s godawful morning breath#Robin does not get this miscommunication cleared up until after Steve randomly tells her that him and Tommy used to make out when they were#bored. she got all the psychic damage before everything was cleared up#but Steve was also disgusted so…#steve harrington#robin buckley#tommy hagan
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Hedghodg Snugglz
#KNOX ART (me)#Sonic the hedgehog#Shadow the hedgehog#Sonic the hedgehog 3#yes this is a scene in that 15k fic of mine what about it#Sonadow#BUT LISTEN WHEN I TAG AS SONADOW I DON’T MEAN ROMANTIC I MEAN CONFUSING AS HECK QPR BESTIES RIVALS FRIENDS—#listen if i can’t write another 15k of snuggles I’m gonna darn well draw it.#i’M NORMAL ABOUT THEM THANKS#go read my fic /j#PLATONIC BUT LIKE CLOSER THAN FRIENDS#NOT ROMANTIC BUT ‘YOU UNDERSTAND ME LIKE NO ONE ELSE’#how do articulate look they’re close that’s what matters labels and everything else heck em they’re fluffy#i love posting things late at night so i remain unknown mwahahahaha >:3 /gen
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Your call
#milgram#milgram spoilers#kind of?#mahiru shiina#haruka sakurai#shidou kirisaki#wow this took a while#fun fact: The Caduceus (two snakes instead of one)#the staff that appears with shidou in his cake birthday art#is more related to commerce; a silver tongue and gentle death than it is to medicine#though it often gets confused with the actual symbol of medicine; the Rod of Asclepius#there's even an exerpt on the wiki page of the Caduceus that talks about how it would be more fitting to see it on the side of a hearse tha#on the car of a physician#now this could easily be a mistake but it fits with Shidous everything so well that I choose to believe it's on purpose haha#but enough of that#chesh art#001#005#006
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Mike reminds Michael Afton of someone from FNAF 2,,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#michael afton#mike schmidt#jeremy fitzgerald#freddy fazbear#fnaf#fnaf 2#fnaf movie#sister location#fnaf fanart#five nights at freddy's#JEREMY MENTIONED 🔥#Michael is baffled by these guys#the way they survive each night without any prior knowledge or skill confuses him#meanwhile he basically trained to be good at fnaf nights#he knows everything there is to know#Jeremy and Mike just get a pass for being silly guys#literally passing the vibe check#BTW I’m glad yall liked my Jeremy design! the feedback was so positive#if people like this comic I’ll definitely draw Jeremy more in the future 🩵🩵
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does anyone realize how crazy it is to have the actor of a mostly headcanoned queer ship say the fans were never crazy and they were right all along after 10+ years of everyone just absolutely going nuts over the said queerbaited ship
#supernatural#dean winchester#spn#destiel#castiel#deancas#misha collins#im 20 i have been Experiencing supernatural and johnlock since i was 12 and merthur since wayy before that i have fought Wars#this is crazy#i love u hannibal i love u 911 (if u make eddie gay)#for the love of god by 'mostly headcanoned' i dont mean that it was never intentional#i am aware that they put the subtext in on purpose#they knew what they were doing#but my focus here is on the actor actually saying it because like#if its not mostly headcanoned then y was the entire cast denying it for years AND YEARS#like do yall not remember what jared and jenesn used to say#there have been many many many instances where the cast has made us feel crazy/stupid for saying anything abt destiel#im just saying TO ME its crazy that actors and creators talk so openly about these things now !!! again i was raised on merlin and sherlock#ok also im confused on the queerbaiting part#everyones saying its queer coding and not queer baiting but cant they be true at the same time ?#im not being dumb on purpose i swear im just confused#like yes dean is very much bi coded and their relationship is queer coded but if the creators deny everything#and we only get a last minute confession after 11 years#that doesnt count as queer baiting ?#someone smart explain this to me 🙏
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