#existential crisis time

[peter-must-die]

it lowkey just registered in my brain that i am seeing dan and phil LIVE. like i will be seeing them in the flesh. that concept is sort of crazy to me !

[benthesoldiersjeanshorts]

[littlemisscollateraldamage]

[mytearsrricochet]

my roommate and I were talking about how I turn 25 next month and he said “you’ll be as close to 30 as you are to 20” and it is sending me into a spiral. That’s not an age I’m ever supposed to be. that’s for 30 year olds

[aftonslittlegirl]

NONONONONNONNONONONONONONONONONONONNNONONONONONNO

[thistransient]

I, it seems, have not made my annual birthday reflection post yet this year. It was certainly an eventful time: I had surgery, finished the highest level offered at my language school (of course, there are always more at NTU and NTNU but I felt a bit done with commuting to 大安 every day), made a close friend, traveled a bit, decided to be more social and actively trained myself to go to events alone, got into shibari, started bicycling regularly and eating vegetables instead of instant noodles, survived my dad visiting, disentangled myself from a draining relationship, actually attended a job interview. Now, however, at the beginning of 34 I find myself a bit adrift considering I never expected to get this far. It’s hard to discern if I’m a) strangely content with my current life b) depressed or c) it’s just summer in the subtropics and bloody hot, thus when one is neither employed nor in school there is simply not much else to do but lay on the floor in a state of undress until the sun goes down. (I do type this from the library though, where I am ensconced mainly because a friend was going and I decided aircon was critical today). I need to reestablish some sort of life goal to trundle onwards with because evidently “work on getting permanent residency” is too vague and long-term for my brain which is used to calculating the future solely in 3 month increments. (Hey, visa runs give me something to do.)

Perhaps last year’s undertakings created a sort of foundation, in that I feel more comfortable interacting with the world, and my Mandarin skills are finally good enough to attend events/classes aimed at native speakers, not foreign learners. However, hell if I know yet what I’m going to build on it. My usual response to this sort of malaise would be to start learning a new language, or move to a new place, but they say the definition of foolishness is to try the same thing repeatedly hoping for different results. I suppose the only solution is creativity, right?

[mxbutchtwink]

I'm gonna be 20 soon 😵‍💫

[ninja-grace]

our lives are a lie

shut dude you’re so right

[six-of-ravens]

okay multiple cities in different parts of the country being evacuated bc of wildfires might be too much for me

[winteroceangalaxies]

college is such a wild time because I will be having an existential crisis and experiencing Complex And Intense Emotions while simultaneously be reviewing notes for that test I got tomorrow because the deadlines don’t change just because my internal state is complicated

[ffbrxinrott]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia (Anime & Manga) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Bakugou Katsuki/Midoriya Izuku Characters: Bakugou Katsuki, Midoriya Izuku Additional Tags: Fluff, Getting Together, Idiots in Love, Dorks in Love, Bakugou Katsuki is Bad at Feelings, Bakugou Katsuki Swears A Lot, First Kiss, Happy Ending, Love Confessions, Midoriya Izuku is a Ray of Sunshine, Midoriya Izuku is a Little Shit, dumb gays, very gay, no beta we die like my will to live, Tooth-Rotting Fluff Summary:

The world had truly made it a goal to fuck Bakugou Katsuki over.

That was his first thought when he woke up. His second thought was that he was going to murder someone today. Fuck being a hero. Fuck all that righteous bullshit. At that moment, the only important thing was how fast he could kill the person at his door.

The incessant knocking continued. All he wanted was to explode that extra into another dimension.

“Kaachan! I know you're not asleep!”

~OR~

Two idiots who don't know how to communicate but are very much in love. the bakudeku fanfic I wrote cuz I was so obsessed- ur honor theyre in love and im in love with them 

jail me tbh 

[daemophagia]

Me when theres dread in my bones and ice in my heart or something

[obsessedwithstarwars]

Jazz takes care of a de-aged Danny, and they lay low in Gotham. But just because Danny’s body is younger doesn’t mean his powers have lessened. In fact, they’ve only grown harder to control. Having the energy of a child makes containing his powers harder (just like when he first got them) until they realize that Danny’s powers are much easier to control when he can get rid of some of his excess energy. Jazz hears about a free gym open to all that is also meta-proof (more durable) from a wonderful woman at the library. (Lookin at you Babs)

The gym has a gigantic kids play area, along with classes for all ages and a training area complete with an American Gladiator style obstacle course for adults. Jazz will use the obstacle course sometimes when her boss has fully ticked her off. Stephanie and Cass volunteer there whenever they can. Jason always sends the alley kids there too because it’s close by and a safe place. Dick leads a class there whenever he can.

Dick actually holds the record for the obstacle course. Until Jazz gives it a go after a particularly trying day. She doesn’t realize there’s a record. She never would have used the course if she’d known. Training with Pandora and Fright Knight gave her plenty of advantages with how she can use her liminality and she definitely doesn’t need to stand out.

But again, she doesn’t know there’s a record. Or that someone saw her going repeatedly through the course (Stephanie) and decided to time her on her next go. (She doesn’t film without permission because she’s respectful of boundaries like that) She does post Jazz’s time in the Batfam group chat to take Dick down a couple notches though.

Or someone else (not Batfam, just a random citizen) takes a video of her doing the course and posts it on the internet and now they (Jazz and Danny) have to stay one step ahead of Vlad, the Batfam, their parents, and avoid the GIW. How hard can it be?

[phuvioqhile]

i have an entrance exam in 11 hours and i haven't studied shit.

[stefisdoingthings]

don't look (please do)

[artsy-aizu]

Today on Shtpost with Aizu

When I was little I just thought, "If God created everything he was here before everything, how long has he been here? If he created time does that mean he infinitely existed before time?" and then I threw up :)