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I feel so much more towards this single pokemon, who's whole thing is to hide itself from other's but craves connection so much. I love all the friendships I have.. But I just feel like some people lead me on then just leave me in the dirt for not being useful or not having any use anymore, like I'm so attached to you and want to check up on you. I try to check up on you but god you make me feel damn guilty for it!!
How much dose it have to take to show I don't wish to be bad person behind a mask, cloak or damn piece of cloth!?
#mimikyu#lonliness#feeling lonely#feeling defeated#i hate everything#I hate loneliness#I'm reaching out to someone anyone. But no one shows interest#Why should I try#there is absolutely nothing lonelier#i feel empty#i feel like shit#it is what it is#i just want a hug#i'm so fucked#i'm sorry#I'm sorry for being a bad friend#i'm sorry for everything#i'm so lonely
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I think I'm officially done trying to make friends, maybe this is a space of time in my life where I'm just not meant to have any friends, maybe I'm just supposed to be patient and do my own thing and not think about that part of my life at all, just would be really nice and I feel like I would make a really good friend!! but I don't have the opportunity to see if that's true, I just can't keep getting my hopes up 4 failed friendships that ended in ghosting last year and then this year started out with more of the same, she's really nice but I can't emotionally invest in someone who can't communicate! (Like I obviously want to always respect your boundaries but why are you trying to make friends if you don't have that much free time to talk with a new person?) so I guess I'm back to square one and I just have to be okay with not having friends right now it'll happen when it happens I guess?
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Asking for prayers to get through this crazy thing we call life. It seems like one thing after another and to be honest not sure how much more I can handle right now. #feelingdefeated
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You can’t understand
how much it hurts
to have all these sheet inked
black and white
by my aching soul,
and not be
acknowledged at all.
As if I never held a pen
between my fingers.
As if I never spilled my sorrow
in pages and pages
none will never read.
#fanfiction writer#writercommunity#writerscorner#character analysis#angst#found in drafts#writers block#writeblr#writerscommunity#writers on tumblr#writers and poets#the strugge is real#hurtful#sad thoughts#sad poem#the truth untold#feeling defeated#feeling dead inside#unrequited feelings#denial#left behind#uneasiness#f#disappointment#unheard
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wtf am i supposed to do with a 28 inch inseam like come on man…..
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Can I just curl up in bed and never leave it again? Would anyone notice? Would anyone care?
#feeling trapped#rough mental health day#feeling defeated#I don't wanna go to work#I just wanna curl up and cry
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I'm seriously heating this cold I have, fuck me ahhhh!!!
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Did you know it’s legal in the USA for mattress companies to put fiberglass in their mattresses? They don’t even have to label them! So if you wanna commission me so I can buy a new bed I won’t stop you
#deadass might never get top surgery at this rate#I feel so defeated#I just got done decorating my room and now I gotta gut it :(#I know my comics are goofy but like I’m genuinely really sad#like I just wanna give up WHY TF WOULD THEY PUT FIBERGLASS IN MATTRESES
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Feeling really fucking tired right about now.
#pixton 2#sigh#very tired#12 hour shifts#the spirit of poverty has ravaged my bank account#feeling faint#low on meds#low on funds#how about no funds#feeling defeated#my cousin thinks it's very sad that I haven't had Christmas tamales in years#but she also thinks it's good that i've accepted it for what it is#it is what it is#so there's that
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Im so good at being scammed, used and taken advantage of. It comes naturally
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Exposed,
inflamed.
towards you i feel
sadness in the
bare part of
my heart.
im knocked over
and held down by
your pride,
and I can’t get
back up because
your ego has
your hands tied.
I’m looking to you
to get off of me.
and you don’t.
you want your pain
straight from the
source.
I am
defeated, but
at what cost?
#ego#pride#feeling defeated#poetry#original poetry#writers and poets#my own story#poets on tumblr#writing#excerpt from a book i’m working on#i will finish it#spilled ink#prose#self expression#creative writing#short poem
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Long distance relationships are hard
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i have a headcanon that Yoichi trims AFO's hair because i can't help but compare AFO's nicely trimmed hair to Yoichi's and i thought someone had to have cut AFO's hair for him and it is only logical for me to assume it was Yoichi who did. I think AFO would only trust Yoichi to be so close to him with a sharp object like a pair of scissors lol
I think Yoichi would have also liked cutting his brother's hair at first, because it would make him feel helpful in a way? And I just think even when AFO put him in the vault, AFO would still go there to get his hair trimmed by Yoichi.
and once Yoichi joins the resistance, he offers to do this for Kudo as well.
#make no mistake yoichi didn't reply out of fear#i personally think that he was never afraid of his brother. he just reacted out of… sympathy?#bc he doesn't want his brother to feel like he's abandoned him? betrayed him in a way? smthn like that#and AFO is partly aware of this and uses this to manipulate yoichi to make him do what he wants#in this case: to look at him lol#yoichi doesn't meet his eyes kind of like a silent treatment?#but even this seemingly insignificant protest was easily parried by AFO's underhandedness and it just makes yoichi feel defeated#kind of makes me realize why yoichi has a 'strong sense of justice' or is firmly committed to his set of morals and principles#because frankly i think that's all he feels he has control of#bnha#mha#boku no hero academia#AFO#yoichi shigaraki#all for one#ofa users#kudoichi#kudoichi feels slipped in but i need it for my tagging lmao#my art#fanart#i am pressing a kiss on this post in hopes that it reaches its target audience lol#i've also seen a few replies to my previous work i see you and i love you and i Will get back to you
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continue
#submas#subway boss ingo#subway boss emmet#twinteractions#pokemon#pokemon fanart#doodle#started thinking about this dialogue because despite emmet liking winning more than anything else he still feels unsatisified if you don't#defeat him and ingo#different yet the same
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i think marinette is worse at resting when she's sick but adrien is worse at sitting things out if he's injured. i have no explanation, these are just the vibes
#ml#marinette dupain cheng#adrien agreste#okay i lied i do have justifications#adrien probably just. would love being taken care of if he's sick#it's maybe something his mom used to do but not ENOUGH#and marinette would absolutely spoil him#but marinette is all I AM FINE IT IS JUST A COLD I AM FINE meanwhile she nearly falls off a rooftop in a dizzy spell#but adrien hate being kept away from ppl he loves. hates not being able to protect them. and an injury is more long-term and isolating#meanwhile...idk marinette feels to me like an injurt would leave her more defeated. she'd feel like she failed somehow#like she is SUPPOSED to be ladybug she is SUPPOSED to keep herself together to keep the city safe#so i think that would take a lot of her energy she'd be frustrated about it yes but also sort of...admit defeat#adrien would find ways to cheer her up though 🥺
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there's meta to be had about just how much of viktor's arc is about loneliness and the blatant visuals they use in his evolution about metamorphosis, butterflies, cocoons, in utero, etc, as he molts from a soft, vulnerable larva who keeps getting hurt in his bids for love and acceptance, into a hardened final form complete with an exoskeleton acting as both physical and emotional armor. a shield keeping his emotions in and the pain of loneliness and rejection out, until it's cracked and his humanity is forcefully exposed. like. sorry if it's just the entomologist in me but this was blatantly obvious the very first time i watched the show and I've been continually surprised that no one's really pointed this out. as a certified lonely person it struck such a deep cord with me, when he accepted his fate, his path ahead, to be one he'd have to walk alone, finally putting up that last seemingly impenetrable wall around his soft parts (but keeping the blanket, this signal that he never asked for this, and that he's not unreachable). So much of his s2 arc centered around not just his desire to right his wrongs and help the world, but to connect with others and not feel alone, both of which got twisted by the hexcore. His attempt to create a hivemind where no one would ever suffer loneliness or rejection or loss, and he would feel their souls with him as well (even though that was an illusion in the end, he truly believed it). The whole 'I now speak with all their voices' but he's just floating in an empty space. And for the consequence of the glorious evolution to be eternal solitude, it just drives home how that's the worst possible fate imaginable for Viktor.
#arcane#viktor arcane#jayvik#arcane meta#look i barely post analyses but i've been on a roll lately and i just wanna say i'm theorizing CONSTANTLY. i havent stopped for three month#i just havent posted it.#anyway i felt the need to say this one even in rough form because it's. such powerful imagery they use and yet barely anyone talks about it#given esp the canonical butterfly motifs used over and over and over#viktor's so fucking alone in the last year of his life. he shrinks in on himself. he's deeply hurt. getting rejected in the council room wa#like IT for him. the defeat when he finally gives up and gives in.#i just. bro. this is a big part of why i identify so strongly with viktor as a character because it's so much about his loneliness#i may clean this up and post an actual meta about it if i feel like it. this is really one of the most important parts of his arc imo#mage viktor leaving jayce down in that ravine. watching him but not intervening. in a way forcing jayce to experience his loneliness#idk how you watch that scene with The Line and Viktor standing alone after hex-Sky disappears and not get a knife through the heart#at feeling his utter soul-crushing loneliness#he's now alone in the astral plane. no one could understand him before because of what made him different#now he's alone again. no one can perceive him how he actually is. again and again no one sees him for who he is
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