#feeling defeated

[littlewildcat10]

I feel so much more towards this single pokemon, who's whole thing is to hide itself from other's but craves connection so much. I love all the friendships I have.. But I just feel like some people lead me on then just leave me in the dirt for not being useful or not having any use anymore, like I'm so attached to you and want to check up on you. I try to check up on you but god you make me feel damn guilty for it!!

How much dose it have to take to show I don't wish to be bad person behind a mask, cloak or damn piece of cloth!?

[audreyrose7]

I think I'm officially done trying to make friends, maybe this is a space of time in my life where I'm just not meant to have any friends, maybe I'm just supposed to be patient and do my own thing and not think about that part of my life at all, just would be really nice and I feel like I would make a really good friend!! but I don't have the opportunity to see if that's true, I just can't keep getting my hopes up 4 failed friendships that ended in ghosting last year and then this year started out with more of the same, she's really nice but I can't emotionally invest in someone who can't communicate! (Like I obviously want to always respect your boundaries but why are you trying to make friends if you don't have that much free time to talk with a new person?) so I guess I'm back to square one and I just have to be okay with not having friends right now it'll happen when it happens I guess?

[pose4photoml]

Asking for prayers to get through this crazy thing we call life. It seems like one thing after another and to be honest not sure how much more I can handle right now. #feelingdefeated

[rk-tmblr]

You can’t understand

how much it hurts

to have all these sheet inked

black and white

by my aching soul,

and not be

acknowledged at all.

As if I never held a pen

between my fingers.

As if I never spilled my sorrow

in pages and pages

none will never read.

[b4rfbrain]

wtf am i supposed to do with a 28 inch inseam like come on man…..

[alex-guerin]

Can I just curl up in bed and never leave it again? Would anyone notice? Would anyone care?

[littlewildcat10]

I'm seriously heating this cold I have, fuck me ahhhh!!!

[scramratz]

Did you know it’s legal in the USA for mattress companies to put fiberglass in their mattresses? They don’t even have to label them! So if you wanna commission me so I can buy a new bed I won’t stop you

[crunchywho-comix]

Feeling really fucking tired right about now.

[whatwouldyourmomthink]

Im so good at being scammed, used and taken advantage of. It comes naturally

[lethantigo]

Exposed,

inflamed.

towards you i feel

sadness in the

bare part of

my heart.

im knocked over

and held down by

your pride,

and I can’t get

back up because

your ego has

your hands tied.

I’m looking to you

to get off of me.

and you don’t.

you want your pain

straight from the

source.

I am

defeated, but

at what cost?

[stellar-starseed]

Long distance relationships are hard

[inkedberries]

i have a headcanon that Yoichi trims AFO's hair because i can't help but compare AFO's nicely trimmed hair to Yoichi's and i thought someone had to have cut AFO's hair for him and it is only logical for me to assume it was Yoichi who did. I think AFO would only trust Yoichi to be so close to him with a sharp object like a pair of scissors lol

I think Yoichi would have also liked cutting his brother's hair at first, because it would make him feel helpful in a way? And I just think even when AFO put him in the vault, AFO would still go there to get his hair trimmed by Yoichi.

and once Yoichi joins the resistance, he offers to do this for Kudo as well.

[d0thtml]

continue

[potassiumprincess]

i think marinette is worse at resting when she's sick but adrien is worse at sitting things out if he's injured. i have no explanation, these are just the vibes

[asgardian--angels]

there's meta to be had about just how much of viktor's arc is about loneliness and the blatant visuals they use in his evolution about metamorphosis, butterflies, cocoons, in utero, etc, as he molts from a soft, vulnerable larva who keeps getting hurt in his bids for love and acceptance, into a hardened final form complete with an exoskeleton acting as both physical and emotional armor. a shield keeping his emotions in and the pain of loneliness and rejection out, until it's cracked and his humanity is forcefully exposed. like. sorry if it's just the entomologist in me but this was blatantly obvious the very first time i watched the show and I've been continually surprised that no one's really pointed this out. as a certified lonely person it struck such a deep cord with me, when he accepted his fate, his path ahead, to be one he'd have to walk alone, finally putting up that last seemingly impenetrable wall around his soft parts (but keeping the blanket, this signal that he never asked for this, and that he's not unreachable). So much of his s2 arc centered around not just his desire to right his wrongs and help the world, but to connect with others and not feel alone, both of which got twisted by the hexcore. His attempt to create a hivemind where no one would ever suffer loneliness or rejection or loss, and he would feel their souls with him as well (even though that was an illusion in the end, he truly believed it). The whole 'I now speak with all their voices' but he's just floating in an empty space. And for the consequence of the glorious evolution to be eternal solitude, it just drives home how that's the worst possible fate imaginable for Viktor.