#forming a space open to but devoid of dark and light both...
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krispdreemurr · 8 months ago
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in my head like, dark is the raw stuff of narrative and imagination, the loose clusters of ideas and thoughts - dreams, etc - while light is the rules and the structure that holds it all together into something coherent with goals and a narrative arc (hopes etc). dark fountains basically draw out raw dreams and anchor them to the solidity of light. this also means that as we go deeper/whenever there's fountains in fountains things will get progressively more surreal
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prythiansprincess · 3 months ago
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CHAPTER THREE | TSOFAS.
pairing: azriel x reader.
word count: 4,518.
author's note: one of the things I love about writing this story is that a lot of the characters are morally grey and exploring that is so interesting to me as an author. things are rarely black or white, so delving into the intricacies of that ambiguity has been so much fun. hope you all enjoy reading it as much as I enjoy writing it x
♫ black out days - phantogram. nav. series. moodboard.
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The night before journeying to the Autumn Court, Rhys asked you to meet him at the House of Wind. You were halfway through packing when a knock at the door interrupted your progress. It wasn’t much of a process since your definition of the act consisted of haphazardly throwing the bare essentials into a small rucksack. 
Turning your attention to the door, you lifted the wards and beckoned the familiar figure inside. Azriel’s dark hair obscured the setting sun as he stood in the doorway. Since you weren’t keen on making the trek up the ten thousand steps at the House, the High Lord sent the shadowsinger to fetch you. Neither one of you were happy about the arrangement, but you figured that you might as well get used to it since you’d be spending the next month together.
“Are you just going to stand there?” you asked while shoving a heavy cloak into your bag in preparation for the chilly nights at the Autumn Court. 
The shadowsinger said nothing as he crossed over the threshold to take in the contents of your flat. It was strange to see him inside of your home. In all the years you’ve known him, Azriel had never set foot in your flat. Since you usually met up with the others at either the House of Wind or the River House, there had never been any reason for the shadowsinger to visit your dwelling. Now that he was standing in the middle of your living room, you could see how empty and unwelcoming the space may seem from his perspective. 
The place was hardly furnished and it lacked the warmth of a personal touch. You were away on assignment more often than not so you hadn’t really bothered to decorate. Since your days of exile, the habit of only keeping the absolute necessities remained as a holdover from experiencing life on the run. All you really needed was a working bath, a semi-decent bed, and a kitchen to cook in when the mood struck. 
���Is that all you’re bringing?” Azriel asked through the open door of your bedroom. 
Just like the rest of your flat, the room was bare and empty. There was a bed and a dresser, but if it weren’t for the growing stack of books piled high on your nightstand, no one would suspect that anyone even lived here. 
“I like to pack light,” you replied defensively. “There’s no need to bring anything unnecessary.”
“That much is clear,” Azriel muttered under his breath. He inspected the velvet couch in your living room, which was still in pristine condition. “It looks like you just moved in. Haven't you owned this place for years?”
You rolled your eyes in response. For some reason, the comment brushed you the wrong way. Though you supposed that was nothing new when it came to Azriel. 
“My apologies, shadowsinger. Are my interior design capabilities not up to your standards?”
The sarcasm flew over Azriel’s head as he scanned the walls, frowning when he found it devoid of decorations. “It just seems a little barren.”
“It’s a flat, not a palace.” You replied rather sharply. “As long as I have a place to sleep, that’s good enough for me.” 
Azriel tutted in disapproval before he weaved his way into the kitchen. You tracked him underneath the archway, his wings tucked tightly behind his back as he picked up the one sentimental item in your possession. 
In his hands, the shadowsinger held an enchanted painting of you, Rhys, and Serena. Your friend was smiling with her wings spread proudly while both her and Rhys sandwiched you in between them. In the center, you tipped your head back in laughter. You thought you saw the ghost of a smile forming on Azriel’s lips before you snatched the keepsake out of his hands. 
“Don’t touch that,” you reprimanded. “Do me a favor and stop snooping. I’m almost done packing.”
As carefully as you could manage, you set the painting back to its rightful place and ignored the gaze burning into your side. You could practically hear the onslaught of questions that the shadowsinger was dying to ask as you surveyed Serena’s smile. It was that same smile that had saved you all those years ago.
After you left the Autumn Court, you were forced to roam through Prythian alone. At first, you were able to scrape by working odd jobs as a barmaid or innkeeper, but with the war waging through the courts, the opportunities dwindled down to nothing. 
Driven by desperation, you found yourself foraging for food near the Night Court’s war camps. You came across their supplies and rationalized that they wouldn’t miss an apple or two. You’ve always been quick and stealthy, but Serena had the advantage of her wings. She spotted you almost immediately, but instead of turning you over to her father, Serena took you to her mother and brother. With Rhysand’s help, they offered you a place in the camps. A refuge from your exiled existence. 
With Rhys and Serena, you weren’t a Thorne. You weren’t a young acolyte fleeing from her future as the Autumn Court’s next High Priestess. You weren’t the weapon that Beron honed you into. 
You were just you. 
You found family in Rhys and Serena. You confided in both of them. You trusted them with the secrets of your past. For a time, the three of you had been inseparable. Then Serena died and the loss of your friend hardened you in a way that couldn’t be undone. Her death solidified what you’ve known all along — everything you touched turned to smoke and ash.
You looked at that smile again, wondering what your friend would say if she knew you were returning to the Forest House. She probably would have insisted on coming along. 
Serena was the only one who knew the full extent of the horrors you escaped. The cruelty of the Autumn Court. The familial ties that hounded you. The blood of the fox that took and took until you had nothing left. 
You dreaded going back to that wretched place. And yet, the darkness within you, the rage and fury coursing through your veins whispered home, home, home.
When you looked up, you met the shadowsinger’s gaze. There was something brewing within him, though his expression appeared as cold and stoic as it always was. But there — a sharpness in his eyes that strangely resembled recognition. Perturbed by its implication, you broke eye contact. 
Azriel regarded you warily as he moved towards the couch. If he noticed that you had momentarily lost yourself in thought, he made no mention of it. The shadowsinger plopped down on the cushions and stretched his long legs atop your coffee table. Shadows peered over his shoulders as though they too were passing judgment on the utter lack of decoration in your flat. 
You cleared your throat and marched back into your room to resume packing. If anything, you were just glad to have a door between you and Azriel. 
“We should leave before the sun rises. I can winnow us to the edge of the Winter Court, but we’ll have to fly the rest of the way.”
You rifled through your wardrobe, throwing in a few dresses for good measure before slipping out of the smock you were wearing in exchange for something thicker. You needed to layer if you hoped to survive the flight through Kallias and Viviane’s borders.
“Did Rhys tell you where Beron intends to house us?”
A beat of silence passed. You glanced over your shoulder and realized that the bedroom door was cracked open just enough to give Azriel a glimpse of your bare back. You could feel him staring at the giant wings etched upon your skin — a tribute for the ones that Serena lost.
You slammed the door shut, causing Azriel to flinch. After pulling on a sweater, you emerged from the room just as the shadowsinger cleared his throat and picked up the conversation as though you hadn't just caught him staring at you. 
“At one of his properties near the Forest House. He’s welcoming us into his borders, but keeping us well away from his home until the Blood Moon.”
You frowned. "That's strange," you murmured under your breath. The Beron you knew was a strong believer in keeping his friends close, but his enemies closer. If he was choosing to house you away from the Forest House, then he truly must be hiding something. "I would've thought that Beron would prefer to keep us under constant watch. My uncle is as paranoid as they come.”
“With good reason,” Azriel added with a slight smirk, “Look who he’s letting into his territory.”
That brightened your mood a notch. You couldn’t wait to rob the bloody bastard blind. 
“Fair point,“ you admitted. “Well if you’re done being a busybody, we should head out. Rhys is expecting me.”
As always, Azriel flew in complete silence. You looped your arms around his neck and shut your eyes. Flying was something you had always dreaded and it didn’t help that the shadowsinger dipped and flipped without warning. Those lethal wings of his beat against his back and plummeted you into the air while the wind whipped your scarlet hair into your eyes. 
Despite your tight grip, Azriel carried you in his arms with ease while simultaneously maintaining a considerable amount of distance between you. Gods forbid if Azriel held anyone closer than arms-length. It seemed fitting, given the nature of your relationship. 
Despite being in the same circle of friends, you and Azriel had never really gotten along. On a good day, you might be persuaded to tolerate each other for a limited amount of time and that was only if one of you managed to keep the hostility to the bare minimum. Rhys liked to say that mutual stubbornness was the cause of the clash, but in reality, something about Azriel has always unnerved you. 
What he lacked in words, he more than made up for with astute observation. Even without the help of his shadows, Azriel was extremely perceptive. He picked up on things most people wouldn’t notice. For someone who spent her entire life not wanting to be seen or known, the shadowsinger’s attentiveness was perturbing. 
You could feel his scrutinizing gaze on you even now as he examined the expression on your face with calculated caution. You tilted your chin up and stared right back into those hazel eyes of his. 
“What?” you challenged. “Do I have something on my face?” 
Azriel ignored the question and jumped straight to the point. There was no beating around the bush with the shadowsinger. “The tattoo on your back. They’re Serena’s wings, aren’t they?” 
Everything within you stilled. You stiffened in Azriel’s arms and looked away from him, which was a mistake in itself since there was nothing but the terrifying open sky to be seen from this height. You couldn’t tell whether it was your fear of flying or the subject of your friend that suddenly caused your chest to tighten. 
You never really talked about Serena with anyone other than Rhys. A part of you knew you should, at least to keep her memory alive, but it still hurt to speak of your late friend even to this day. It would never stop hurting. 
“So you were watching me undress,” you accused, shifting the topic of conversation. “Can’t say I’m surprised that you’re into voyeurism.”
Azriel rolled his eyes. “It’s pretty hard to miss,” the shadowsinger said with a shrug. He paused as his gaze slid over to you once more. Softly, he added, “I’d almost forgotten how beautiful they were. How beautiful she was.”
Your heart twisted in your chest. Sometimes you forgot that Serena had been his friend just as much as she was yours. The shadowsinger had served Rhysand’s father for years and lived under the same roof as her. She always considered Azriel and Cassian as her brothers and she used to tease you endlessly about your rivalry with Azriel. 
The line between love and hate is thinner than you think, your friend would state with a knowing smile. No matter how much you tried to convince her otherwise. Once Serena set her mind on something, there was no talking her out of it. 
While Serena was right most of the time, she couldn’t have been more wrong about you and Azriel. There was nothing between you but hostility and disdain. The only thing you had in common was your friendship with her. It seemed rather odd to you that the two of you could love the same person, but hate one another. 
With a forlorn expression, Azriel set you down on the balcony of the House of Wind. “It looks good on you,” he declared softly. 
You stared at each other for a moment before you cleared your throat and broke off the intense eye contact. 
“I should go. Rhys is waiting for me,” you said. Azriel nodded in confirmation. “I’ll see you at dawn, then.”
“I have to reconvene with my contacts in Rask to make sure things are in order during my absence, but I’ll be back before we’re due to depart.”
You involuntarily flinched at the mention of one of the most powerful kingdoms in the Continent. A kingdom who allied with Hybern. 
Azriel noted the reaction. “Try not to miss me too much, princess. I’ll be back before you know it.”
The shadowsinger grinned as you rolled your eyes at the comment. Not bothering to respond, you spun on your heel and threw Azriel a vulgar gesture over your shoulder. 
As you ascended the stairs, his dark laughter followed after you like a shadow.
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The bloodstone hanging between your shoulder blades gleamed as you tugged on the chain absentmindedly, your focus shifting in and out as Rhysand’s voice floated through the room. His tone took on the form of a question and snapped you back to the present. 
Am I boring you? Rhys asked as he prodded through your mental shields. You frowned in response and clamped down the ruby gates within your mind.
The High Lord winced as you flashed him a feral smile. “You were saying?”
For the past hour, Rhys had drilled you on the plan until you were certain that you could recite the entire thing in your sleep. First, you were to winnow to the Winter Court. After that, Azriel would fly the rest of the way to the borders of the Autumn Court where you would both meet Beron’s welcoming party at the designated spot. From there, you’d be taken to the Forest House and formally presented to the High Lord. 
“How are you faring with all of this?” 
“Fine,” was your customary response. Rhysand raised a knowing brow. This wasn’t just an ordinary mission and you both knew it. “I can handle it.”
“I know you can,” your friend said with a tinge of worry. “But asking you to go back to that place is not something I take lightly. I wouldn’t have brought this to you if I hadn’t already exhausted all our other options.”
Violet eyes met yours and your demeanor softened. Rhysand rarely asked anything of you. Most of the time, you were the one volunteering to go on dangerous missions, much to his apprehension. 
“I know and I appreciate it.” You offered your friend a reassuring smile. “But you don’t have to worry about me, Rhys.” 
“I do so regardless.” He gazed through the glass window panes with a wistful expression. “You know, she would kick my ass if she knew what I was asking you to do.”
Rhysand didn’t have to say her name. You both knew he was speaking of Serena. 
You chuckled. “Knowing her, she would probably have insisted on coming with me.” A smile bloomed on your lips at the thought. “It would’ve been a sight, wouldn’t it? I’d pay to see her lay into Beron.”
You exchanged a forlorn glance. Both of you would have paid all the damn gold in the Night Court’s coffers to see Serena do anything again. 
“For her sake and mine, please be careful.” Your friend said in a serious tone. “I know you’re not thrilled to have Azriel accompanying you, but you will need each other.”
“I highly doubt that,” you muttered under your breath. 
Rhysand gave you a look of disapproval and you responded with a dramatic eye roll, throwing your hands up in surrender. “Fine, I suppose I can tolerate the overgrown bat for a few days. At the very least, the shadowsinger can tether me if things get out of hand.”
At the mention of tethering, Rhys blanched. You knew that you probably shouldn’t joke about such things. Unleashing your true form was dangerous enough, but setting your power loose in the Forest House meant that someone would have to snap the thread in case your flames gained control over you rather than the other way around. 
You had only ever come close to being tethered once, after Serena’s death. You lost control that day, drowning the bog of Oorid in smoke and ash while you raged to taste the blood of the Spring Court lord and his sons. It took Rhysand nearly half his strength to break into your mind and render you unconscious, which effectively broke the connection and stopped you from laying waste to the desolate swamp.
If Rhys had been unsuccessful, the only alternative was to shatter the thread which would have killed you in the process.
“I’m joking, Rhys. It won’t come to that.” He ran a hand over his face, clearly exhausted from his duties. It probably wasn’t wise to add onto his extensive list of worries. “I’ll be careful.” 
He sighed in relief. “Are you and Azriel set to depart tomorrow?” 
You nodded in confirmation. “Yes, he said he’d be returning from Rask before dawn.” Your gaze shifted to your friend. “Trouble in the Continent?” 
“Quite the contrary. It seems congratulations are in order. The King of Rask plans on crowning his heir.” 
“May the gods be with the young prince.” The declaration filled you with dread and tasted like ash in your mouth. “With Xilas as a father, Cauldron knows the boy will need it.”
“The King is a nasty piece of work.” Rhys said in agreement. You didn’t miss the sidelong glance he cast your way. “He hasn’t tried to reach out to you, has he?” 
You scoffed. “His Royal Highness has no interest in his illegitimate offspring. Xilas made that very clear the day he left my mother.” 
“I’m sorry to even bring it up. I just wondered. The coronation may be in the works, but rumor has it that the young prince did not inherit his father’s powers.” 
The pointed look Rhys sent your way was deflected by a nonchalant shrug. “Regardless, he is the heir to the throne. The only heir,” you added with a tone of finality. 
The High Lord nodded slowly, but kept his gaze leveled on you. “Do the others know? About the King?” 
Rhys shook his head. “It’s not my story to tell. If and when you are ready to tell them, I will support you.” 
The day would likely never come. You were content on being known for who you are now, not for some meaningless title passed down from a father who couldn’t even be bothered to care about your existence. 
“Thank you, Rhys.” You nodded towards the darkening horizon outside. “If that’s all, I’m going to turn in early.  Give Feyre and Nyx my regards. I heard the little Illyrian is teething, so you should probably relieve my High Lady soon.” 
Rhys chuckled. “You have no idea. She’s calling in reinforcements as we speak.” 
You grinned. “Don’t let me hold you up, then.” 
You and Rhysand exchanged goodbyes with the High Lord ruffling your hair and making you promise to be careful just like he did back when you and Serena used to sneak out and get into all sorts of mischief in the city.
You paused in the doorway. “Do you ever talk about her? With Feyre or any of the others? With Nyx?” 
Rhys looked at you for a long time, stars winking in his eyes. “No, but I should.” 
He turned to meet your gaze. “We both should.” 
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The High Lord of the Night Court found himself in the heart of the Western Isles. 
Despite his desire to return home to his High Lady and their teething toddler, Rhysand had urgent business to attend to first. 
He watched as the waves of the pewter sea crashed violently against the brutal cliffs of the rocky mountain island. Above the misty peak, the Prison stood menacingly against the dreary backdrop. 
“I’m aware that you have a reputation to uphold, but this is a bit overkill, don’t you think?” 
A flash of scarlet glimmered in the High Lord’s periphery. Rhysand remained silent and stoic as stone while Eris Vanserra slid into place beside him. 
“Always a pleasure, Eris.” 
The Autumn Court male snorted. “I may not be a daemati, but being a Vanserra has made me an expert in spotting insincerity and you’d rival my father in your capacity for drivel.” Rhys almost smiled at that. “Why are we here, Rhysand?” 
“Is everything according to plan?” 
“Would I be here if it wasn’t?” The High Lord leveled a hard stare at the redhead and Eris sighed in response. “Beron has ensured safe entry for my dear cousin and the shadowsinger. After all, Autumn Court law requires him to honor the rite. My father would not dare trample the traditions of our land.” 
The tension lifted from Rhysand’s shoulders. As much as he detested placing his trust in Beron, he knew the male would not be foolish enough to break the customs of his ancestors. Violating the ancient rite was punishable by death. No one was exempt from the provision — not even a High Lord.
It was the only way Rhysand could protect Y/N. Though it didn’t fully alleviate his worries, it at least provided him some sort of assurance. 
“And Xilas?” 
It was the Autumn lordling’s turn to frown. “I have stalled his correspondences for the meantime, but it’s only a matter of time before he makes contact with my father.” Cunning eyes scanned the gloomy horizon and a flash of brooding marred the eldest Vanserra’s fox-like features. “Does she know about the coronation?”
Rhysand nodded. “She’s aware. I tried to broach the subject, but she has made it clear on multiple occasions that she’s not interested in the affairs of the kingdom.”
“Be that as it may, but the kingdom is interested in her.” 
“She’s been through enough.”
“And yet you’re sending her back into the Autumn Court blindly,” Eris said with a hint of bitterness. “This arrangement may protect her from Beron, but she cannot avoid the matter of her birthright forever. Perhaps it would be best to inform my dear cousin of the plan.”
“You lost the right to claim her as family the minute you allowed her to wander through Prythian starving and alone,” Rhys snapped. “I am doing what you failed to do centuries ago. I’m protecting her.”
Ire flashed behind that burning gaze. Eris seemed inclined to argue, but thought better of it and settled for a sneer instead. “Awfully convenient that I’m the one who will bear the brunt of her wrath once she finds out about your twisted little plan of protection. She will be furious with your deception. As will the shadowsinger.”
“Azriel will do what is necessary.”
In that, he had no doubt. As much as he hated keeping both of you in the dark, he knew it was the only option. Azriel would be angry, but his brother would understand. He just hoped that Y/N would too. 
“You may judge my methods, but all that I do, I do for the sake of my loved ones. That is what we do in the Night Court. We protect our families.”
“Grand and noble Rhysand,” Eris sneered. “Has it ever occurred to you that you’re not the only one with a family to protect?” Rhysand faltered at that. 
The High Lord examined the eldest Vanserra — the heir of the Autumn Court who possessed deadly wit and an even more lethal hand. Rhys could see the poised, pompous, and arrogant male who pranced about Prythian as though the realm owed him a great debt for merely existing, but underneath that carefully crafted exterior, he thought he was a glimpse of Eris. 
The male who had risked his life to ally with the Night Court, to rebel against his father, to protect his mother, to keep his brothers in line, to rally the troops of the Autumn Court during their fight with Hybern. Rhysand thought that maybe, maybe, they weren’t as different as he had always led himself to believe. 
But that glimpse had only been afforded to him momentarily. Once again, the cool mask of Eris Vanserra clicked into place as his amber eyes hardened on the horizon. 
“The next month will be eventful to say the least,” Eris conceded with a sigh. “But I suppose it isn’t a Vanserra family reunion without lies, schemes, and betrayal. At least my cousin’s arrival will rouse some drama and intrigue in the fox’s den. I dare say it’s gotten a bit dull with only the threat of death gods and war.”
Rhysand’s lips curled a little at that. The Autumn lordling sighed. “Are you sure keeping this from them is the best idea?” 
“It’s safer if they don’t know,” he replied. “Not yet, anyways.”
“She will be furious,” Eris whispered. He didn’t have to say the words that Rhys had spent pondering during the past few weeks. 
She will never forgive you.
The High Lord knew that Eris, of all people, understood what that felt like. 
“Better angry and safe than informed and dead.” The High Lord repeated the phrase almost mechanically, the words falling seamlessly from his lips as he recited them over and over again to himself, though it did nothing alleviate the worry and fear he felt. “She’ll understand. She always does.”
The words caught in his throat. You would be furious with him, Rhys knew that. But it was a risk he was willing to take if it meant keeping you safe. 
I will not lose another sister. 
Rhys had meant what he said. This plan had to work. It had to, because he didn’t know what he would do if it didn’t. 
Right now, standing on the rocky shores of the Western Isles, it wasn’t the High Lord who slipped his trembling hands into the pockets of his tailored trousers. 
It was a brother who prayed that his sister would forgive him for what he was about to do.
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lunavyn · 1 month ago
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BLACKTHORN DEAL | SYLUS, LOVE AND DEEPSPACE
.𖥔 ݁ ˖ » Synopsis— In the lawless depths of N109, Leila, the elusive Blackthorn Siren, fails a hit on Sylus, the ruthless leader of Onychinus, and soon after, whispers of a bounty on her head emerge. With no allies left, she’s forced into an uneasy alliance with the man she was meant to kill. Sylus, who sees through everyone’s desires, should have ended her—but instead, he offers a deal that keeps her alive and bound to his world. As tensions rise and unseen threats close in, their reluctant partnership becomes something far more dangerous. But in a city where betrayal is inevitable, survival isn’t just about strength—it’s about knowing who to trust before it’s too late. ⊹ ࣪ ˖ Pairing— Sylus x Original character (reader) ⊹ ࣪ ˖ Word Count— 36.1K (a legit novela, grab a drink lol) .⊹ ࣪ ˖ Disclaimer— mentions of violence, sex, blood, death, and SA
⊹ ࣪ ˖ A/N— Hey! This is my very first fic with Sylus, my first post here in general. so I really do hope that you will enjoy this one. This isn't fully grasping the true storyline of Sylus in tne game. I just got a few details about him and make an entirely new plot out of it since i find it fun that way and I hope you feel the same way too!
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The rain on the N109 Zone wasn’t a gentle drizzle. It was a deluge, a furious, hammering curtain of water that turned the slick, grimy streets into treacherous rivers. Neon signs, their vibrant hues fractured and distorted by the downpour, flickered erratically, casting long, wavering shadows that danced like phantoms in the puddles. The city, a labyrinth of steel and concrete, hummed with a low, malevolent energy, a symphony of urban decay punctuated by the staccato rhythm of the relentless rain.
A man, his tailored suit now a sodden, clinging shroud, sprinted through the narrow alleyways, his breath ragged and desperate. Each pounding footstep was a frantic drumbeat against the slick cobblestones, echoing the frantic rhythm of his own terrified heart. He was hunted, pursued by something unseen, something relentless. The air tasted of ozone and fear, a metallic tang that clung to the back of his throat. He glanced over his shoulder, his eyes wide and panicked, but the rain obscured everything, turning the world into a blur of grey and shimmering light.
He stumbled, his foot catching on a loose stone, and he nearly fell, his hands scraping against the rough brick wall. The alleyway opened into a wider space, a derelict warehouse, its corrugated iron roof sagging and rusted. He lurched inside, his lungs burning, his chest heaving. The warehouse was a cavern of cold, damp air, the silence broken only by the incessant drumming of the rain on the roof and the faint, almost imperceptible hum of a melody, a haunting, ethereal tune that seemed to drift from the shadows.
He leaned against a decaying crate, his body trembling, his eyes darting around the vast, empty space. He thought he was safe, at least for a moment. He thought he’d found sanctuary in the cold, silent darkness. But he was wrong.
“Hi.” The voice, a sultry, silken whisper, cut through the silence like a razor, sending a shiver down his spine. He turned, his eyes widening in disbelief.
Leila sat perched on a stack of crates, her silhouette a stark contrast against the dim light filtering through a broken window. She was dressed in a sleek, midnight-blue dress that shimmered like liquid night, its elegant lines accentuating her graceful form. Her dark hair cascaded down her shoulders, framing a face that was both beautiful and utterly devoid of warmth. She held herself with an air of regal composure, her gaze, sharp and predatory, fixed on him. She looked like a queen surveying her kingdom, not a killer in a slaughterhouse.
The man froze, his blood turning to ice. He realized his mistake, the horrifying truth sinking in like a lead weight. This wasn’t a sanctuary. It was a stage, and he was the final act, the star of a macabre performance.
Leila didn’t move, didn’t rush. She was a predator who savored the hunt, the anticipation of the kill. She slid gracefully from the crates, her footsteps silent on the concrete floor. She circled him, her movements fluid and graceful, like a dancer performing a deadly ballet. Her voice, soft and teasing, filled the empty space, each word a delicate, venomous barb.
“Did you really think you could run?” she purred, tilting her head, her eyes gleaming in the dim light. “It’s cute, really. The way rats scramble for their lives.”
She reached out, her fingers tracing the handle of a gleaming, obsidian-black knife that she held loosely in her hand. The man’s eyes followed the movement, his breath catching in his throat.
He pleaded, his voice a desperate, trembling whisper. He offered money, power, anything, everything, if she would just let him go. But Leila only laughed, a soft, chilling sound that echoed through the warehouse. She flicked the knife between her fingers, the blade catching the dim light and throwing off a faint, menacing gleam.
“You don’t understand,” she said, her voice devoid of emotion. “You’re already dead. You just haven’t stopped breathing yet.”
She began to hum, a soft, haunting melody that filled the empty space, a tune that seemed to weave itself into the very fabric of the warehouse. The man’s eyes widened, his face contorting in terror. He recognized the tune, a chilling, familiar melody. The Blackthorn Siren always sang before she killed.
He lunged, a desperate, futile attempt to escape his fate. He was a cornered animal, driven byprimal fear. But Leila was faster, untouchable, a phantom slipping through the shadows. She moved with a speed that defied human perception, her movements precise and deadly.
The final strike was elegant, swift, and merciless. The obsidian blade sliced through the air, a whisper of steel, and then a gurgling sound, a final, desperate gasp. A thin line of crimson bloomed across the man’s throat, a stark contrast against his pale skin. His eyes widened in shock, then glazed over, his body crumpling to the floor like a puppet with its strings cut.
Leila stood over the corpse, her expression unreadable, her face a mask of serene indifference. A small spatter of blood dotted her cheek, a slight inconvenience. She sighed, pulling a silk handkerchief from her pocket, its delicate fabric as white as fresh snow. With practiced ease, she wiped the crimson away, her movements precise and efficient.
With her free hand, she pulled out her phone, its surface smooth and cold. She dialed a number, her fingers moving with practiced precision.
The moment the line picked up, she didn’t waste time on pleasantries. “It’s done.”
A pause. Then, her tone sharpened, her voice laced with a cold, demanding edge. “Double the payment.”
The voice on the other end stammered, protested. “That wasn’t the deal…”
Leila smirked, flicking the blood from the tip of her blade. “He put up a fight. I got blood on my dress. I charge extra for that.”
A moment of silence, then a reluctant agreement. “Wire transfer confirmed.” She disconnected, pocketing the device with a satisfied click. The rain continued to fall, a relentless, drumming rhythm against the roof of the warehouse.
As she turned to leave, another notification pinged on her device, a soft, electronic chime. A new target.
Sylus, the leader of Onychinus. The smirk on her lips deepened, her eyes gleaming with anticipation. Her fingers twitched, eager for the next kill. The city of N109 belonged to criminals, to kings and queens of the underworld, but she had never feared them.
“Let’s see if the devil can bleed,” she whispered, her voice a soft, deadly promise. The rain continued to fall, washing the blood from the streets, cleansing the city for the next act of violence.
A sudden gust of wind sent the scent of blood and rain swirling through the air. Leila cast one last glance at the cooling corpse at her feet, then slid her dagger back into its sheath with a practiced flick of her wrist. Without urgency, she stepped over the body, her heels clicking against the wet pavement as she melted into the shadows. The city swallowed her whole, the neon haze reflecting off slick streets, painting her silhouette in fleeting streaks of red and gold.
By the time she reached her black Aston Martin, parked discreetly a few blocks away, the atmosphere settled into its usual rhythm.
She slipped behind the wheel, the leather interior cool against her skin, and exhaled slowly. The thrill of the hunt still lingered in her veins, sharp and intoxicating.
By the time she arrived at her penthouse sanctuary, the storm had worsened, sheets of rain hammering against the glass. She stepped inside, leaving behind the world of bloodstained alleys and whispered death, and traded it for silk, whiskey, and the quiet hum of wealth. Now, perched on her velvet chaise, she took a slow sip of whiskey, savoring the burn as it slid down her throat.
The penthouse was a stark contrast to the world below, a sanctuary built from obscene wealth. Every inch of it was curated, from the sleek marble floors to the towering glass display cases housing artifacts worth more than entire city blocks. She poured herself a glass of whiskey, the amber liquid swirling as she settled onto a velvet chaise. The city pulsed beyond the floor-to-ceiling windows, its heartbeat syncing with her own. But Leila’s focus was on the sleek tablet in her lap, its glow illuminating the name on the screen.
Sylus.
The weight of the bounty was enough to make any assassin pause. It was a number so high, so obscene, that it was less of a payout and more of a challenge. Leila tilted her head, scanning the details. Sylus wasn’t just another target. He is the god of N109, a myth wrapped in flesh and power. He moved without leaving a trace, controlled the city’s darkest corners with an iron grip. People feared him, whispered his name as if it summoned him from the shadows.
They said he had no weaknesses. That just meant no one had encountered him yet. She exhaled slowly, closing the file with a flick of her fingers. Outside, the storm raged on, streaks of lightning illuminating the skyline in violent bursts. The city was restless. Waiting. And so was she.
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Days turned to a week, Leila spent her days calculating her attack until she finds her chance. The underground gala was a decadent affair—exclusive, secretive, filled with the kind of people who could afford to kill for sport and still sleep soundly at night. It was a room full of wolves, draped in silk and false civility, their power sharper than the crystal chandeliers above. Leila moved through the crowd effortlessly, wearing wealth like a second skin, her disguise impeccable. Her mark was here.
And then—her gaze landed on him.
He was lounging at the bar, a glass of champagne in hand, his silver hair tousled in a way that made it look intentional. He exuded power, the kind that didn’t need to be announced. The kind that made others hesitate before approaching. Their eyes met. A smirk tugged at his lips. A silent acknowledgment. He knew. He had been waiting.
Leila’s pulse remained steady, but inside, her mind recalibrated. Adjusted. Adapted. She slid up beside him, her voice a soft, alluring purr. "Beautiful party."
Sylus tilted his head, red eyes glinting with something unreadable. "Took you long enough."
She stiffened, a crack forming in her carefully constructed facade. He knew exactly who she was. And worse—he was enjoying this. The air between them was charged, a silent standoff disguised as casual conversation. A predator toying with another. Sylus raised his glass, the smirk deepening. "If you’re going to kill me, Siren," he murmured, voice as smooth as silk and just as dangerous.
"At least make it interesting."
The challenge hung in the air, a gauntlet thrown down amidst the glittering facade of the gala. Leila’s eyes, dark and sharp, locked onto Sylus’s. The game had shifted, the rules rewritten by her prey. He wasn’t running, he wasn’t hiding. He was playing.
“Interesting,” she echoed, her voice a low, melodic counterpoint to his. “That can be arranged.” She took a sip of her champagne, the bubbles fizzing on her tongue, a stark contrast to the icy calm that settled over her. “But tell me, Sylus, what constitutes ‘interesting’ for a man who lives in the shadows?”
He chuckled, a low, resonant sound that vibrated through her senses. “A fair question, Siren. For me, ‘interesting’ is a dance. A tango of shadows and steel. A game where the stakes are life and death.” He swirled the champagne in his glass, the liquid reflecting the chandelier’s light like liquid rubies. “And where the partners are equally skilled.”
Leila’s lips curved into a predatory smile. “And you believe we are?”
“I wouldn’t have invited you to dance otherwise.” He gestured to the dance floor, where couples swayed to the slow, seductive music. “Care to join me?”
It was a blatant provocation, a taunt disguised as an invitation. He wanted to see her move, to gauge her skill. Leila accepted the challenge. “Lead the way.”
They moved onto the dance floor, a silent ballet of predator and prey. Sylus’s hand, gloved in black leather, rested lightly on her waist, guiding her through the steps. His touch was feather-light, yet it held an undercurrent of steel, a reminder of the power he wielded. As they danced, their conversation continued, a subtle exchange of veiled threats and calculated observations.
“You’re good,” Sylus murmured, his voice a low whisper in her ear. “I’ve studied your work. Efficient. Clean. A ghost.”
“And you,” Leila replied, her eyes never leaving his. “A ghost yourself. A phantom king.”
“We have much in common then,” he said, his red eyes gleaming. “Perhaps too much.”
The music swelled, the rhythm mirroring the tension between them. They moved together, a fluid, graceful dance, each step a calculated move in their deadly game. Leila’s senses were heightened, every muscle coiled, ready to strike. But Sylus was a master of misdirection, his movements unpredictable, his intentions hidden behind a mask of charm. Suddenly, he dipped her, his hand sliding down her back, his fingers brushing against the small of her spine.
Before she could react, he pulled her back up, his smile widening. “Such a shame,” he said, his voice laced with mock regret. “The music’s ending.”
The dance ended, but the game had just begun. Leila’s mind raced, analyzing every movement, every word. He had shown her a glimpse of his power, a taste of the danger she faced. He was playing with her, testing her limits, pushing her to reveal her hand.
“Thank you for the dance, Sylus,” she said, her voice smooth and even. “It was… enlightening.”
“The pleasure was all mine, Siren,” he replied, his red eyes gleaming with amusement. “I look forward to our next encounter.”
He turned and disappeared into the crowd, leaving Leila standing alone on the dance floor, the echoes of the music fading into the background. She felt a coldness settle over her, a premonition of danger. Sylus wasn’t just a target. He was a force of nature, a predator who relished the hunt. And he was playing for keeps.
She knew then, with a chilling certainty, that this would be no ordinary kill. This was a war. Leila hissed through her teeth. Her prey was in her hands in a dance. Now, he casually disappeared to the crowd. With pure determination, she decided to follow him.
The alleyway, slick with rain and shadowed by the towering buildings, became a stage for a deadly spectacle. Sylus, his silver hair gleaming under the faint neon glow, moved with an unnerving grace, a predator reveling in the hunt. He wasn’t just defending; he was performing, showcasing his power, his Evol.
Leila, her blade a silver flash in the darkness, pressed her attack. She was a whirlwind of motion, her movements precise and lethal. But Sylus, with a casual flick of his wrist, deflected her strikes, his red eyes gleaming with amusement.
“Such passion, Siren.” he purred, his voice a low, melodic drawl. “I can almost taste your desire. Want some help? Yes? No? Maybe so?”
He wasn’t wrong. Every fiber of her being screamed for his death. He was a challenge, an insult to her skill, a target that needed to be eliminated. But as their fight intensified, Sylus’s evol began to manifest. The shadows in the alleyway deepened, writhing and coalescing around him. They weren’t just shadows; they were extensions of his will, tendrils of darkness that moved with an unnatural fluidity.
Leila’s blade sliced through them, but the darkness reformed just as quickly. He was toying with her. Studying her. She pivoted, seeking an opening, but the shadows moved with him, whispering taunts, flickering illusions at the edge of her vision. With calm steps, Sylus approached Leila who is now kneeling on the concrete ground, completely helpless as the shadows flowing out of Sylus's palm forbids her from moving an inch.
“You want to kill me so bad, don’t you?” he asked, kneeling to her level with Leila's chin between his thumb and index finger, his voice a low, seductive whisper. “I can hear it, Siren. The whispers in your mind. ‘Kill him, kill him…’”
Leila’s breath hitched. He wasn’t just reading her movements; he was reading her. A jolt of cold realization rippled through her, but she buried it. Focused. Adapted. She lunged—one decisive strike aimed at his heart—but he moved with impossible speed. Shadows swallowed the distance between them. A hand, gloved and strong, caught her wrist. The grip tightened.
“Such determination,” Sylus murmured, his tone laced with something far too close to admiration. “It’s… intoxicating.”
Leila gritted her teeth, refusing to react. Refusing to give him the satisfaction. He leaned closer, his breath warm against her ear.
“I enjoy this, Siren,” he whispered. “The thrill of the hunt. The dance of death. Seeing the desire to kill me burning in your eyes. It is exquisite.”
And then, just as suddenly, he released her. Shadows slithered away, retreating as though the fight had never happened. He stepped back, his smirk lazy, his amusement palpable.
“Consider this a lesson,” he said. “You are out of your depth.”
Then he was gone, vanishing into the night, leaving Leila alone in the alleyway. The silence continued to fall, washing away the evidence of their battle—except for the black feather at her feet. A parting gift from Mephisto. A silent taunt.
She exhaled, slow and measured. The devil doesn’t bleed. Not yet. But he will.
Leila returned to her penthouse, the sleek interior glittering skyline doing little to soothe the storm within her. Failure. A rare and bitter taste. The memory of Sylus, his red eyes gleaming with amusement as he toyed with her, burned like a brand. She moved through the meticulously designed space, each step sharp and agitated. The image of his mocking smile, the echo of his taunts, fueled her frustration. A guttural cry tore from her throat, an expression of the rage she refused to suppress. With a violent gesture, she swept a crystal vase from a nearby table, the shattering glass a discordant counterpoint to the city’s hum.
Yet, amidst the anger, a darker current stirred. Sylus’s perverse enjoyment, the thrill he found in their deadly dance, had ignited a dangerous fascination within her. The hunt, once a clinical exercise, had become a personal vendetta, a twisted game she was determined to win.
She sank into the leather chair behind her desk, the city lights reflecting in the polished surface. Her senses, honed by years of training, registered a subtle shift in the room’s atmosphere. She's not alone anymore. The intrusion shattered the carefully curated tranquility of Leila’s penthouse. The air itself seemed to vibrate with the intent to harm, a tangible pressure against her skin.
Her hand, as if guided by instinct, slid beneath the polished surface of her desk, closing around the hidden blade. She rose, a fluid motion, her movements deceptively graceful despite the precarious height of her stiletto heels. Her eyes, dark and sharp, scanned the shadows that clung to the corners of the room. Three figures materialized, their faces obscured by featureless masks, their weapons – a knife, a silenced pistol, and the power of clenched fists – glinting in the dim light.
Their movements, though practiced, were clumsy compared to her own. Their objective was clear: termination.
Without a second thought, Leila stepped out of her study. The door creating a loud thoud as it hit the wall, startling the intruders. The first attacker, a lean figure wielding a wickedly sharp knife, lunged with a speed that spoke of desperate intent. Leila sidestepped with a fluid grace that defied gravity, her own blade flashing in a swift, predatory arc, leaving a crimson line blooming on his forearm. He hissed, a sound of pain and frustrated rage.
The second, his movements precise and controlled, fired a silenced pistol. The shots, though muffled, still echoed through the room. Leila, her reflexes honed to a razor’s edge, moved like a phantom, her body weaving and dodging, her movements a testament to her years of training.
The third, a hulking figure with the brute strength of a brawler, charged, his fists like battering rams. Leila, her movements a study in controlled violence, used his momentum against him, flipping him over her shoulder. He crashed into a glass display case, the shattering glass a discordant symphony. The impact resonated through the room, a jarring counterpoint to the silent threat that still lingered.
The first attacker, his arm bleeding, lunged again, his rage a palpable force. But Leila, her focus unwavering, disarmed him with a swift, brutal motion, her blade finding its mark – a clean, decisive strike to the throat. She could feel the life draining from him, a chilling sensation, even through the delicate fabric of her heels grounding her.
The second attacker, his pistol now empty, realized the futility of his efforts and attempted to flee. But Leila, her agility was on him in an instant, a blur of deadly grace, her heels clicking sharply against the polished floor. She seized him by the neck, her grip like iron, and slammed him against the wall, the impact cracking the plaster, a stark reminder of the force she wielded.
The third, still disoriented from his fall, attempted to rise, his eyes wide with a dawning horror. But Leila, her reflexes predicting his every move, ended the fight with clinical efficiency, her blade a final, decisive stroke, her heels planted firmly, her balance unwavering.
She stood over the bodies, her breath ragged, her eyes cold and hard. The fight, messy and visceral, had served its purpose. It was a brutal reminder that even within her own sanctuary, she could be a target. Her heels, now slightly scuffed, were a reminder of her ability to be lethal, even in the most impractical footwear.
She dragged the second attacker, the one still clinging to the fragile thread of consciousness, to a chair. His eyes, wide and terrified, reflected the stark reality of his situation. “Who sent you?” she demanded, her voice a low, menacing growl, each word laced with a chilling undertone. He remained silent, his jaw clenched, fear and defiance battling in his eyes.
Leila’s lips thinned. She grabbed his injured arm, the one she had slammed against the wall, and twisted it sharply. A sharp, agonized cry ripped through the room. "Tell me," she said, her voice dangerously soft, "or I'll find other ways to make you talk."
He still refused. Leila then grabbed his other arm and repeated the previous action, this time a bone audibly snapped.
He screamed, a sound of pure agony. "Alright! Alright! I'll talk!" he gasped, his body trembling.
“Who sent you?” she repeated, her voice laced with icy patience.
He stammered, his words slurred and broken. “No one… I saw… the bounty…”
Leila’s eyes narrowed, her gaze piercing. “The bounty? What bounty?”
He swallowed, his throat bobbing nervously. “The one on you… they said… it was huge… everyone’s talking about it… in the underground… They just said, 'The Blackthorn Siren'… and the number… it was a lot."”
“Everyone?” Leila’s voice was a low, dangerous purr. “So, it’s not just you. It’s everyone.”
He nodded, a jerky, terrified movement. “Yes… everyone who heard… everyone who wants the money…”
"And who placed this bounty? Who wants me dead?" Leila asked, her voice dangerously calm.
His eyes darted around the room, fear etched into his features. "Corpus… Corpus Dainhart… they said he wants you gone… and Sylus too…"
A cold realization settled over Leila. Corpus Dainhart. The same individual who had contracted her to eliminate Sylus had also placed a massive bounty on her head, turning her into a target for every opportunistic killer in N109. He wanted her gone, he wanted Sylus gone, and he was willing to pay handsomely for it.
Leila stood amidst the carnage, the echoes of the intruder's screams still ringing in the air. The name "Corpus Dainhart" hung heavy, a dark promise of the conflict to come. The city, already a viper's nest of ambition and violence, had just become a hunting ground, with her as the prize. She released the broken man, his whimpers echoed within the walls. He slumped in the chair, a broken doll, his eyes wide with terror.
The game had changed. It was no longer a simple assassination. It was a war, a three-way dance of death, and she was caught in the center. Corpus Dainhart, a puppeteer pulling strings from the shadows, wanted her and Sylus eliminated, clearing the stage for his own ascent. The entire underworld, lured by the promise of a hefty bounty, was now a ravenous pack, eager to tear her apart. And Sylus… he was a wild card, a predator who relished the hunt, a force as unpredictable as the city itself.
She also needed to prepare. The bounty on her head meant she couldn't rely on her usual safe houses, her usual routines. She was a marked woman, hunted in every shadow. She needed to disappear, to become a ghost, even more elusive than she already was. She needed to move, and she needed to move fast. As she thought, a cold, calculating fury settled over her. Corpus Dainhart had made a grave mistake. He had underestimated her. He had turned her into a cornered predator, and cornered predators were the most dangerous of all.
She would find him. She would dismantle his network, piece by piece, until he was left with nothing. And then, she would make him pay. And Sylus… she wouldn't forget him. He was a challenge, a dangerous obsession, but he was also a key.
She turned back to the broken man, his eyes still wide with terror. "I'm feeling like being exceptionally nice tonight," she said, her voice a low, almost playful purr, a stark contrast to the violence that had just transpired. "So why don't you go to your underground friends, tell them about tonight's story with the Blackthorn Siren, okay? Tell them how I let you walk away. Tell them… I'm not to be trifled with."
He nodded frantically, scrambling to his feet, his movements jerky and panicked. Without another word, he scurried out of the penthouse, disappearing into the shadows of the city.
The city lights outside painted the room in a cold, artificial glow. She looked out at the sprawling cityscape, a labyrinth of shadows and secrets. However, the air in the penthouse, once a sanctuary, now felt thick with the scent of betrayal. Leila, stripped of her usual comforts, relied on her instincts, her senses honed to a razor's edge. She was a lone wolf, cornered and fighting for survival.
Panic, a rare emotion for Leila, began to gnaw at the edges of her composure. She was isolated, hunted, and facing an enemy far more powerful than she initially anticipated. Corpus Dainhart had unleashed a wave of chaos, turning the city into a hunting ground and she was the deer. Desperation, a cold, calculating emotion, began to take hold. She needed an ally, someone with the power to counter Corpus Dainhart's influence, someone who understood the game as well as she did.
And then, she thought of Sylus.
The memory of their encounter, the dance of death in the alleyway, the unsettling amusement in his eyes, flashed before her. He was a predator, a force of nature, a king in this city of shadows. He is also her enemy, a target, but perhaps, just perhaps, he could be an unlikely ally. The thought was audacious, bordering on insanity. But the alternative was bleak. She was facing annihilation, and she needed a powerful ally, someone who could navigate this treacherous landscape as expertly as she could.
Connecting with Sylus was a dangerous gamble, a calculated risk but the stakes were too high to hesitate.
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Leila's penthouse, a monument to her vanished existence, reeked of phantom violence. The shattered glass, reflecting the neon-drenched cityscape, served as a macabre mosaic of fractured memories. The bodies, like her old life, were gone, scrubbed from reality by the cold precision of her evol. Only the echoes remained, a silent testament to the brutal efficiency of her departure.
She inhaled, the air thick with the metallic ghost of blood, and exhaled, the tension leaving her in a slow, deliberate wave. Her evol had already worked its magic, smoothing over the carnage, blurring the lines of reality until nothing remained—no struggle, no trace. She was a void, a whisper in the wind.
And so, with hands still bearing the invisible stain of violence, she stepped into the neon-drenched streets of N109, unhidden, defiant. The city watched, a million eyes in the darkness. She sensed them before she saw them—the predators drawn by the scent of blood money, the bounty hunters and assassins lurking in the shadows. Their movements were cautious, their patience fraying, their greed a palpable hunger. She allowed them their anticipation, their desperate hope.
Then, she sang.
A low hum, a haunting melody, slipped from her lips, threading through the city's cacophony like a silken thread through coarse fabric. It was a warning, a siren's call, a lullaby for the damned.
Come if you dare.
And they did.
The first attacker, a shadow leaping from an alleyway, moved with practiced brutality. Leila, a predator in her own right, didn't break stride. A swift, almost casual twist of her wrist, the flash of a hidden blade, and his throat bloomed crimson.
The hum continued, a chilling counterpoint to the gurgling death throes.
A second assailant, a silent predator from behind, lunged with deadly intent. Leila pivoted, a fluid, almost graceful movement, her dagger slipping between his ribs with surgical precision. He gasped, his lifeblood spilling onto the rain-slicked pavement.
The song remained, a haunting testament to her lethal grace.
Then came the third. A woman.
Leila turned, her breath slow and measured, her eyes cold and unwavering. The attacker was young—too young. Hesitation clung to her like a shroud, her grip on the blade unsteady, fingers trembling in the neon glow. Wide eyes met hers. Not with the sharp resolve of a killer, but with a dawning horror. Leila saw it—the fear, the doubt, the chilling realization that she had stepped into a predator’s den. She was a lamb among wolves, and she knew it.
Leila’s humming faded, swallowed by the thick silence between them.
She lifted her dagger, its blood-warmed tip hovering inches from the woman’s throat. The would-be assassin froze, her body rigid, chest rising and falling in shallow, uneven breaths. Leila could end it. One movement. One precise strike. It would be easy. Expected.
But she didn’t. Instead, she leaned in, her voice a low, velvet whisper. “You don’t want to do this.” A beat. A choice. “Run.”
The woman staggered back, pulse hammering against her skin, before she turned and disappeared into the city’s labyrinthine alleys. Leila didn’t watch her go. She had already made her decision.
It wasn’t mercy. It was control. And that made her something far more dangerous.
Leila moved through the city’s underbelly like a phantom, her evol unraveling every trace of her presence before it could even exist. No footsteps echoed. No scent lingered. No breath stirred the air. She is able to erase her existence through the traces she could have left in a blink of an eye with her evol, which made her a ghost. The night swallowed her whole, leaving only the faintest whisper of a presence that never was. The Onychinus base loomed ahead—a fortress of power, crawling with guards, sensors, and security measures designed to catch even the most elusive intruders but Leila didn’t need to sneak. She didn’t need to dodge.
She simply walked.
The cameras turned, but saw nothing. The motion sensors blinked, yet detected no movement. The guards shifted uneasily, sensing something—an itch at the back of their minds, a shadow at the edge of their vision—but found only empty space. She was a ghost in the machine, a glitch in reality itself. Inside, the corridors pulsed with quiet danger, the air thick with the weight of unseen power. She slipped between the cracks of perception, her evol weaving silence into the spaces she passed through.
And when she reached the command center, she found them waiting, the infamous twins under Sylus's commands, Luke and Kieran. "Well, well," Luke drawled, tilting his head. "Look what the cat dragged in."
"The Blackthorn Siren," Kieran murmured, his voice filled with amusement. "Paying us a visit. How unexpected."
"Looking for Sylus, are we?" Luke’s voice held a note of dark amusement, his gaze flickering to the blood on her hands, the bruises forming beneath her skin.
"He said you’d come crawling," Kieran added, voice smooth as silk.
Leila’s pulse remained steady. She had no illusions about what she was walking into. This was a game of wolves and she was stepping right into their den. "Take me to him," she said, her voice cold. Unwavering. Luke exhaled a slow, low whistle. Kieran’s chuckle deepened.
"As you wish," Luke murmured. “But be warned, Siren. This is his game.”
"And he always wins." Kieran’s continued.
Leila scoffed, the sound sharp and dismissive, as she slid her well-worn dagger back into the holster strapped to her thigh. The movement was fluid, practiced, a testament to the countless times she'd performed the action. "I don't care," she stated, her voice flat, devoid of any pretense of fear or respect. "I'm not here for a game that he can win. I'm here for something else."
Her eyes, dark and unwavering, met the twins' amused gazes. She wasn't intimidated by their synchronized menace, their carefully crafted display of power. She was a predator in her own right, and she knew the difference between a threat and a performance.
"And what, pray tell," Luke drawled, his voice laced with mocking curiosity, "could be so important that it brings the Blackthorn Siren to our doorstep?"
"Information," Leila replied, her voice clipped and precise. "Information that Sylus possesses. Information regarding Corpus Dainhart. Given his connections, his eyes and ears everywhere, he knows quite a bit about the man, I presume."
Kieran's amusement faded, replaced by a flicker of suspicion. "Dainhart? What business could you possibly have with him?"
"Business that concerns Sylus as much as it concerns me," Leila stated, her eyes narrowing. "He's playing a dangerous game, and he's using both of us as pawns."
"And you think boss would just give you this information?" Luke asked, his tone incredulous. "Just like that?"
"I don't expect him to 'give' me anything," Leila said, her voice laced with a hint of steel. "I expect him to recognize a mutually beneficial arrangement when he sees one. Dainhart is a threat to his control, just as he is to my… autonomy. And I suspect Sylus values his position too much to let someone like Dainhart disrupt it."
Luke and Kieran exchanged a silent glance, a flicker of communication passing between them that Leila couldn't quite decipher. They were weighing her words, assessing the risk, calculating the potential gain. It was a dangerous dance, a negotiation between predators.
"And what guarantees do we have that you won't turn on us the moment you get what you want?" Kieran asked, his eyes narrowed.
"My word," Leila replied, her voice flat, devoid of any hint of deception. "And the understanding that Dainhart's downfall benefits us all. I'm not interested in playing games. I'm interested in survival."
"Survival?" Luke scoffed. "You make it sound like you're the one in danger."
A tense silence descended upon the room, the only sound the low hum of the base's machinery. The twins were still hesitant, their distrust a palpable force in the air.
"Fine," Luke finally said, his voice laced with reluctant agreement. "We'll take you to Sylus. But don't think for a moment that we trust you."
Leila replied, her voice cold and steady. "Just get me to him."
Kieran nodded, his eyes still wary. "Follow us."
They led her through a labyrinth of corridors, deeper into the heart of Onychinus's base. The atmosphere shifted, the air growing thick with a sense of hidden power. They were entering Sylus's domain, a place where the rules were his and his alone. As they approached a heavy, reinforced door, Luke turned to her, his eyes glinting with a predatory amusement. "Be warned, Siren," he said. "Boss is unpredictable and he has a flair for the dramatic."
The doors slid open, revealing a dimly lit chamber, its walls lined with screens displaying a network of information. At the far end of the room, Sylus sat in a high-backed chair, his silver hair gleaming in the low light. He turned to face her, his red eyes glowing with an almost unsettling intensity.
"After you," Kieran said, stepping aside with a theatrical sweep of his hand.
Leila didn’t move immediately. She knew better than to trust any invitation from Onychinus but hesitation was weakness, and she’d already lost too much ground. So, with steady steps, she walked forward, crossing the threshold into Sylus’s domain. The room was bathed in shadows, the only light coming from a series of screens lining the walls—surveillance feeds, city maps, fluctuating data streams. At the far end, a figure stood by the window, overlooking N109.
His silhouette was sharp against the neon glow outside, the faintest reflection of his mechanical crow, Mephisto, glinting in the glass. He didn’t turn as she entered.
"I was beginning to wonder," Sylus murmured, his voice like silk over steel. "How long before you accepted the inevitable?"
Leila kept her stance firm, ignoring the way the room felt like it was closing in. "And what would that be?"
"That we were always meant to cross paths like this."
Finally, he turned. Crimson eyes met hers. Unreadable. Measuring. The corner of his mouth curved in a smirk, but there was something else beneath it—something more dangerous.
"You came to kill me, Siren. But now you’re here, wounded, hunted." His gaze flicked to the blood drying on her skin. "And instead of finishing the job, you’re standing in my abode, asking for something." His voice dipped lower, amused. "What shall I make of that?"
Leila clenched her jaw. She didn’t want to be here but survival demanded it. "Whoever hired me to kill you has now put a price on my head as well," she said, forcing the words out evenly. "Someone wants both of us gone."
Sylus tilted his head, considering. Then, he chuckled. A dark, knowing sound.
"Ah. Now this… this is interesting." He took a step closer, slow, deliberate. "Tell me, Siren," he murmured, eyes gleaming like a predator sizing up its prey. "How badly do you want to survive?"
Leila held her ground as Sylus closed the distance between them. His presence was suffocating—controlled, calculated, a predator who already knew he had the upper hand. But she wasn’t prey.
“I don’t need your help to survive,” she said, her voice sharp, unwavering. “I just need to know where Dainhart is.”
Sylus hummed, his red gaze unreadable as shadows flickered at his fingertips, curling and shifting like living ink. “You think I’d hand you that information for free?” Mephisto fluttered onto his shoulder, its feathers rubbing against the fabric of his coat. The crow's unblinking stare bore into her, an eerie mirror of its master’s amusement.
“I think,” Leila said, stepping forward—closing the space between them instead of retreating, “that you’re just as interested in this as I am.”
A beat of silence. Then—Sylus smiled. Slow. Indulgent. Dangerous. “And why is that?”
Leila exhaled, slow and measured. She couldn’t afford to play this game recklessly, but she also couldn’t afford to let him control the board. “Because someone wants you gone. Not just weakened, not just wounded. Erased. You and your empire.” Her voice dipped lower, testing him. “That doesn’t worry you?”
Sylus let the silence stretch, tension coiling in the air like a blade poised to strike. Then—shadows erupted from his fingertips.
Before Leila could react, the red and black tendrils lashed around her wrists, twisting like silk but with the grip of iron. A sudden pull—and she was lifted off the ground, drawn toward him, her boots hovering inches above the floor.
Leila’s breath hitched, but her expression remained cold. Unshaken. A lazy smirk curved Sylus’s lips as he tipped his head, his voice a velvet whisper.
“Oh, kitten,” he murmured, eyes gleaming with something wicked. “You assume too much.” The shadows shifted, forcing her closer—until the space between them was a mere breath. “Worry?” His voice was a whisper of steel and silk. “I am thrilled.”
Leila clenched her fists, her instincts screaming at her to fight—but before she could, the doors behind them slammed open.
The spell broke. The shadows unraveled, and she dropped lightly to the ground just as Luke and Kieran stepped in, their usual amusement gone.
“Boss,” Kieran said, voice clipped. “We have a problem.”
Sylus sighed, as if annoyed at the interruption. He turned, casting a glance at the flickering security feed behind him. Leila followed his gaze—and her pulse spiked. Figures in the darkness. Armed. Moving in. A breach. And at the head of it—a man she recognized. A high-ranking enforcer from the very organization that had put a bounty on both their heads. Sylus glanced back at her, his smirk returning—pleased, amused, utterly unbothered.
“Well,” he mused, cracking his knuckles as the air around him hummed with raw energy. “Shall we?”
Leila’s jaw tightened, tension coiling within her like a blade drawn taut. The intrusion was a declaration of war—a calculated strike meant to fracture, to destabilize. But she wouldn’t give them the satisfaction.
“We,” she corrected, voice cold and precise, “will deal with this. But I’m not playing by your rules, Sylus.”
She moved before he could respond, a whisper of death in the chaos. The first wave of attackers breached the perimeter, weapons spitting fire and steel. Leila cut through them like a phantom, her blade a blur, her strikes surgical. No wasted movement. No hesitation. She didn’t fight for spectacle. She fought to end. Bodies hit the ground before they could register their deaths. Their final gasps lost in the cacophony of battle.
Sylus watched, red eyes gleaming with something unreadable. Not concern. Not urgency. Amusement. He moved differently—languid, deliberate. A conductor orchestrating destruction with the flick of a hand. Luke and Kieran were a synchronized storm, tearing through the invaders with lethal efficiency. The Onychinus twins—flawless in execution, effortless in precision.
The battle was over in minutes. Leila exhaled, blade still gripped tight as silence settled over the room. The only thing left was the scent of blood and the bodies littering the floor. Sylus turned to her, a slow, knowing smile curving his lips. “Impressive.” His voice was indulgent. Amused. Satisfied.
Leila met his gaze, unflinching. “I’m not here for praise.”
“No.” His smile deepened. “You’re here for something far more interesting.”
She didn’t bother with preamble. “Corpus Dainhart. I need everything you know. His movements. His resources. His weaknesses.”
Sylus studied her, curiosity flickering in his gaze. Then, he hummed. “Information is a costly thing, kitten. It requires… investment." He gestured lazily to the room around them—the security feeds, the intricate network of Onychinus laid bare in glowing screens.
“Stay,” he said smoothly. “Work for me. Onychinus will be your sanctuary. You’ll have access to my intel, my resources… my protection.” He stepped closer, his voice dipping into something silkier. “We both want Dainhart gone. You and I together? That’s a war he won’t survive.”
Leila’s grip on her blade didn’t loosen. She knew exactly what this was. A test. A leash wrapped in the guise of an offer.
“I don’t work for anyone.” The words came out sharp, unyielding.
Sylus chuckled, the sound low and indulgent. “No. But you need me.”
Leila said nothing… because he was right. She could run but every bounty hunter, every assassin, every opportunist in the city was hunting her. There was nowhere left to go as her fortress has been infiltrated earlier tonight and Sylus—his fortress, his power, his influence—was untouchable.
Survival versus autonomy. A necessary trade. She exhaled slowly. “What are the terms?”
Sylus’s smile was razor-sharp. “You work within Onychinus until Dainhart is dead. You operate as you see fit, but you answer to me and you trust me.”
Leila scoffed. “Trust is a luxury I don’t afford.”
Sylus’s gaze burned into hers. “Then consider this an alliance of necessity. A means to an end. You want Dainhart gone?” His voice was velvet and steel. “I’ll give you the weapons to destroy him but you don’t get to fight this war alone.”
Leila held his gaze. The deal was a devil’s gamble but the devil she could see was better than the one in the shadows.
“…Fine.”
Sylus’s smile was slow, deliberate—the kind that meant he’d already known her answer before she spoke it.
“Smart choice, kitten.” His voice was smooth, edged with something almost amused. “Try not to make me regret it.”
Leila sheathed her blade, but the tension in her stance never eased. “That makes two of us.”
---
The water ran hot. Scalding. Just the way she needed it. Leila braced her hands against the cool marble of the shower wall, letting the steady stream drum against her skin, washing away the filth of the night. Blood swirled in delicate crimson ribbons at her feet, vanishing down the drain as if it had never been there at all. She exhaled, slow and controlled, rolling her shoulders beneath the punishing heat. Her muscles ached, not from exhaustion—she was used to pushing her body beyond its limits—but from the weight of the choice she had made.
A deal with Sylus.
Her fingers curled into fists. The devil’s hand had closed around her, and she had let it. The night’s carnage clung to her in more ways than one. Not just in the blood that streaked her skin, but in the way her mind replayed every strike, every kill, every calculated decision. Efficiency, precision, survival—she had never fought for sport, only to end. And tonight, she had ended many.
And yet, somehow, it wasn’t enough.
The thought unsettled her more than she cared to admit. She reached for the soap, running it over the faint scrapes lining her arms, the phantom burns left by too-close gunfire, the bruises that would darken by morning. It stung, but pain had always been a familiar thing. A grounding thing. She tilted her head back, letting the water cascade over her face, drowning out the thoughts she didn’t want to entertain.
There was no turning back now.
When she finally shut the water off, steam curled around her like a phantom’s embrace. Wrapping a towel around her, she stepped out into the dimly lit bedroom—the one Sylus had given her. Dark, sleek, and draped in shadow, it was more fortress than sanctuary. The silk sheets were neat, the candles along the bedside table flickering lazily, casting elongated shadows against the walls. A bookshelf loomed in the corner, filled with stories left unread. A room built for someone who knew how to disappear.
Fitting. She barely had a moment to process before she sensed another presence.
Sylus stood near the doorway, effortlessly at ease, his sharp red gaze taking her in like she was yet another puzzle piece he intended to fit into his grand design. In his hand, he held a neatly folded set of clothes—dark, understated, but expensive.
“Didn’t peg you as the modest type,” she drawled, keeping her grip on the towel firm.
Sylus smirked. “Consider it a gesture of hospitality.” He stepped forward, placing the clothes on the bed with the same careful deliberation he used for everything. “I’ll have a proper wardrobe arranged for you in the morning.”
Leila arched a brow, amusement flickering beneath the lingering exhaustion. “Generous. But unnecessary.” She moved past him, plucking the shirt from the pile and holding it up. The fabric was soft, expensive—worn just enough to lose its stiffness. It smelled faintly of smoke and something darker, something undeniably him.
She huffed a quiet laugh. “These are yours.”
Sylus’s smirk was lazy, deliberate. “You’d prefer I raid the twins’ closets instead?”
Leila scoffed, shaking her head as she tossed the shirt back onto the bed. “I’ll manage and don’t bother with the wardrobe. I can buy my own.”
Sylus hummed, tilting his head slightly as if assessing the statement. “Of course you can,” he said, tone smooth, indulgent. “But it’s not about what you can do, kitten. It’s about what’s efficient. And I prefer efficiency.”
Leila met his gaze, unwavering. “And I prefer autonomy.”
Something flickered in his eyes—interest, amusement, maybe both. Then, a slow nod. “Noted.”
Satisfied, she turned away, dismissing him with the gesture. But Sylus lingered a moment longer, watching. Calculating.
Then, just as smoothly as he had entered, he took his leave. Leila let out a slow breath, fingers brushing the soft fabric of the borrowed clothes. Leila ran the towel through her damp hair, sighing as the tension in her muscles slowly unwound. The hot shower had washed away the grime, sweat, and blood of the night, leaving behind only the dull ache of exhaustion. Dressed in his shirt—because practicality outweighed pride—she padded barefoot across the room, instinctively checking the locks before settling into her usual routine.
A flick of her knife, the familiar weight spinning between her fingers. A quick check of her weapons, reloading where needed. A final sweep of the space, mapping exits, ensuring everything was exactly where she left it.
Satisfied, she slipped beneath the sheets. The bed was softer than what she was used to—luxurious, even—but sleep came quickly, pulling her under before she could linger on the strange comfort of it.
---
A knock. Then the distant murmur of voices outside her door. Leila's eyes snapped open. Instinct took over—silent, swift. A blade was in her hand before she was fully awake. She moved without sound, pressing to the side of the doorway as she listened. No immediate threats. No gunfire, no forced entry. Just… something being set down.
A beat. Then footsteps retreating. She exhaled slowly, lowering the knife before cracking the door open.
And stopped.
Her bedroom floor was buried in shopping bags. Luxurious. High-end. Every brand that screamed wealth and excess. Shoes—boots, heels, combat-grade and couture. Dresses that shimmered even in the low morning light. Leather jackets, silk blouses, workout gear. Even loungewear, absurdly soft-looking and undoubtedly expensive. Leila dragged a hand down her face.
What. The. Hell.
She crouched, rifling through one of the bags, pulling out a sleek black dress that felt like sin between her fingers. Another held a pair of gloves—reinforced, combat-ready.
Of course.
She didn’t need to guess who was behind this. She stood, threw on a fresh set of clothes, and stormed out the door. She found Sylus exactly where she expected—lounging in his private study, nursing a drink, looking far too pleased with himself.
Leila crossed her arms. “I assume you have an explanation for the disaster currently occupying my room.”
Sylus glanced at her, amused. “A disaster? Interesting choice of words, kitten.” He set his glass down. “I’d call it thoughtful.”
She exhaled sharply. “I didn’t ask for any of it.”
“You didn’t have to.” He leaned back, gaze sweeping over her. “You need a wardrobe. Unless, of course, you plan to keep parading around in my clothes?” His smirk deepened. “Not that I’d mind. Or, you know—” his voice dropped, teasing, “you could always go without.”
Leila’s brow twitched. Sylus chuckled. “Ah, there it is.” He tilted his head. “Admit it, kitten. You’d rather be dressed well than suffer through wearing my shirts every night.”
She scoffed. “I can buy my own.”
Sylus lifted a brow. “I don't doubt that but you’d prefer what? Strolling through the outdoors while all of the black market wants your head?”
Leila rolled her eyes. “I’ve handled worse.”
“Of course you have.” He gestured lazily toward the door. “Keep what you want. Burn the rest.”
Leila narrowed her eyes, scanning his expression. This wasn’t just about convenience—it was a calculated move. Control, disguised as care. She hated it.
And yet… Her gaze flicked to the shopping bags still visible through the open door. Leila exhaled sharply. “Fine.” She turned on her heel. She didn’t miss the way Sylus’s smirk deepened. But later, as she shoved the bags into the corner of her room, she did keep the all of them.
Because damn it, they were nice. Sylus does have a sense of style.
Leila doesn’t waste the morning entertaining Sylus’s antics. After begrudgingly accepting the wardrobe situation, she gears up, determined to make use of Onychinus’s resources for what she actually needs—information on Corpus Dainhart. But Sylus? He has other plans. Before she can vanish into her own agenda, Sylus intercepts her at breakfast. He’s already waiting in the dining lounge, looking infuriatingly unbothered as he drinks his coffee. The Onychinus compound is a well-oiled machine, members moving in and out, all under his command.
Sylus gestures to the seat across from him, smirking. “Sit. Eat. We talk.”
Leila has spent years operating alone, not answering to anyone. The idea of reporting in, of being treated like one of Sylus’s subordinates, grated on her nerves like sandpaper. But she sat, her movements stiff and controlled, if only because she needed what he knew.
“Talk about what?” she asked, voice sharp, devoid of pleasantries. “I have information to gather.”
“Information gathering can wait,” Sylus replied, smooth and unhurried. “Breakfast cannot. You need sustenance, kitten and I need to ensure you don’t pass out before we get to the fun part.”
Leila exhaled through her nose, unimpressed, but picked up a fork regardless. The spread before her was elaborate—fresh fruit, warm bread, eggs, meats cooked to perfection. Sylus ate like a king, and it seemed he extended that luxury to her. She didn’t trust it. Didn’t trust him… yet.
Still, she ate. Efficiency over pride. Sylus took his time sipping his coffee, watching her with an amusement that made her want to throw the steaming cup at his face. “We have an engagement to attend to,” he said finally, setting his mug down with a soft clink. “An auction. Private. Exclusive.”
Leila spoke as she cut the food on her plate without looking up. “And?”
“And one of Corpus Dainhart’s men will be there.”
Now she did look at him. Sylus’s smirk deepened at the interest flickering in her gaze. He leaned back in his chair, stretching out like this was just another morning, just another conversation that didn’t involve calculated murder.
“One of his top enforcers—Davenport—is handling a transaction there. Expensive wares, more than just weapons. He’s attending in person.” Sylus tilted his head. “We could ambush him outside, but I thought you might prefer a little more… theatrics.”
Leila wiped her mouth with the linen napkin before setting it down. “Let me guess. I’m the bait.”
“You’re perfect bait.” His tone was too pleased. “Davenport is eager to rid the world of you. Bounties make men sloppy especially when it on a attractive lady. He’ll come to you like a moth to the flame.”
She considered that. Luring a mark was something she’d done a hundred times over, though the idea of working in tandem with him still sat uneasily in her chest.
Sylus must have noticed the flicker of hesitation because he added, “Don’t worry. I’ll be there, too. Just not by your side.”
Leila arched a brow. “So you get to sit back while I handle everything?”
He chuckled. “Oh, I wouldn’t dream of missing the fun. I’ll just be waiting for the right moment to cut in.”
She leaned back in her chair, her fingers tapping idly against the rim of her coffee cup. “You mentioned theatrics,” she said, eyeing him. “I don’t walk into places blind. I need details.”
Sylus didn’t respond right away. Instead, he reached into the inner pocket of his suit jacket and withdrew something sleek and unassuming—a black envelope, its surface matte, its edges crisp. With a deliberate slowness, he placed it on the table between them, his fingers lingering for just a second too long before sliding away.
Leila glanced at it, then back at him. Sylus leaned back on his chair, watching her with a glint of amusement. “Consider this your official invitation.”
She plucked it off the table, turning it between her fingers. No markings, no insignias. But the weight of it—the unspoken promise it carried—was enough. A place like that didn’t need to flaunt its exclusivity. Leila ran her nail along the edge, breaking the seal. Inside, a single card, deep onyx with lettering embossed in silver: Vermillion Hall. Private Auction. Entry Non-Transferable. No date, no time. Which meant that those who were invited already knew.
She exhaled, pressing the card between her fingers. “Onychinus has had access to this little event for years.”
Sylus smirked. “Would you expect anything less?”
No, she wouldn’t. She flicked the card back onto the table. “What’s the security like?”
“Tight,” he admitted, but there was no concern in his voice. “Armed guards. Restricted access beyond the main hall. No weapons allowed past the second floor, but I imagine that won’t be a problem for someone with the ability to erase all her tracks, physical, mental, or digital.”
Leila hummed. No, it wouldn’t be. “And Davenport?”
“He won’t be selling,” Sylus said, drumming his fingers against the table. “He’s there for a different kind of business. And when he sees you, that business will change very quickly.”
She leaned forward slightly, her smirk edged with something sharper. “Good. I like it when men make mistakes.”
Sylus’s lips curled, amusement flickering in his silver eyes. “I knew you’d say that.” He leaned back, exuding effortless confidence. “You have three weeks.” He paused, then added, “I’ll let you handle this your way. You have the money—you decide what you wear. I’ll bring in a high-end tailor, someone exceptional, to the base. But beyond that?” He shrugged, the gesture lazy yet deliberate. “It’s all yours.”
Leila’s lips parted slightly, a hint of teasing in her eyes. “And what happens if I fail to impress?” she asked, her voice laced with a dangerous undertone. Sylus’s smile turned sharp. “Then you’ll have wasted three weeks and a perfectly good tailor.” He paused, his gaze hardening. “Don’t waste my time, Leila.”
---
Sylus's Mercedes glided to a halt outside the auction venue. Its sleek lines and understated elegance spoke of wealth and power.
Sylus emerged first, his movements fluid and precise, a predator surveying his domain. He rounded the car, his gaze lingering on Leila as she prepared to exit. He extended a hand, an offer she took. She stepped out of the passenger seat, the slit of her dress revealing the elegant length of her legs as she adjusted the fabric, her movements a study in controlled grace. She felt his gaze, a silent appraisal that raked over her, but he offered no comment. The air between them crackled with unspoken tension, a silent battle of wills.
The building before them was a monument to opulence. Tall, with blackened glass windows that reflected the lights outside, it emitted a subtle golden glow, a beacon in the night. This was no ordinary auction; it was a private event, a gathering of the city's most influential criminals, their wealth and power concealed beneath a veneer of civility. The perfect stage to lure their target.
As they entered, the interior unfolded into a long, opulent hallway, a gallery of illicit treasures. Protocores, each encased in reinforced glass and displayed like priceless artifacts, lined the walls. The bidding was silent, electronic, each guest logging their offers on sleek black tablets positioned beside each core. Leila barely spared them a glance, her focus already shifting to the task at hand. The weight of the night's mission settled on her shoulders, a heavy cloak of anticipation and danger.
Then, with a casual grace that belied his predatory nature, Sylus reached up and slipped an earpiece into her ear, his fingers brushing against her skin, sending a shiver down her spine. His voice, a low whisper that curled around the words like a ghost, echoed in her ear.
"I assume you already know how to act as good bait."
Leila didn’t flinch, but her jaw tightened slightly. He was testing her, always pushing her limits, probing for weaknesses. She turned her head just enough to meet his gaze, their proximity almost intimate, the air between them charged with a dangerous energy.
"Stay frosty," she replied, her voice low and steady, "it's showtime."
A slow, predatory smirk tugged at the corner of Sylus’ lips, a silent acknowledgment of the game they were about to play. Sylus and Leila moved through the crowd like shadows, silent and deliberate. The auction hall was dimly lit, the gleam of the protocores casting an eerie glow over the sea of well-dressed criminals, warlords, and high-ranking syndicate members.
Leila felt Sylus’s presence beside her, unwavering, commanding, even in the hush of their approach. Then, as they reached the midpoint of the hall, he halted.
“This is where we part,” he murmured, his voice brushing against her ear like silk over steel. Before she could step away, his fingers ghosted over her jawline, a brief, deliberate touch as he adjusted the earpiece he had slipped on her earlier.
“Don’t forget,” he whispered, his lips barely moving. “You’re the bait. Keep him close. Keep him distracted. And don’t get yourself killed.”
Leila arched a brow. “You'd miss me if I die.”
A smirk tugged at the corner of his lips. Before she could retort, he was gone, disappearing into the throng like smoke dissolving into the air. Leila exhaled, composing herself, before scanning the room. She didn’t have to look for long. Davenport was already watching her. His eyes gleamed with recognition. The bounty had done its work—her face was well known, and the price on her head was enough to make any man greedy.
She met his gaze, tilting her head slightly, letting her lips curve into the faintest ghost of a smirk before she turned and walked away. She didn’t need to check if he was following. He was. Leila kept her pace measured, her posture poised but effortless. The key was in the invitation—not too eager, not too obvious. Just enough to make him think he was the one in control.
She weaved through the crowd, pausing here and there to feign interest in the displayed protocores, her fingers skimming the bid interfaces without placing a single offer. She could feel Davenport behind her, closing the distance in slow, deliberate steps.
A lesser assassin might have tensed under the weight of his attention. But Leila? She welcomed it.
When she finally slipped past the auction floor and into a dimly lit side corridor, she cast a fleeting glance over her shoulder. Davenport was right where she wanted him. He followed, his approach silent but confident. "Didn't think I'd see the infamous Blackthorn Siren waltzing around so openly," he murmured. His voice was smooth, laced with amusement—and something darker.
Leila let out a soft chuckle, turning to face him fully. "Maybe I got tired of running."
His smile was all teeth. "That so?"
She gave him a slow, unreadable look, every inch of her body language designed to lure him in just a little closer. The plan was simple: keep him occupied, keep him talking, and let Sylus do the rest but Davenport had other ideas. Before she could react, a sharp, electric crackle filled the air. Pain surged through her body as a stun device pressed against her ribs, sending violent currents through her nerves. Leila barely bit back a gasp as her limbs gave out, her vision blurring at the edges. She hit the cold metal wall behind her, her body unresponsive, her Evol useless under the effects of the shock.
Davenport leaned in, his breath warm against her ear as he chuckled. "Got you." His fingers trailed down her arm, slow, deliberate.
Leila's mind burned with fury, but her body refused to move. Her breathing was shallow, her muscles locked in the aftermath of the stun. Davenport clicked his tongue. "Shame about that bounty. Would’ve been easy to turn you in." He traced the edge of her collarbone. "But I have a few ideas before we get to that part."
Leila’s body screamed at her to move, and she obeyed. Even with the residual sting of the first shock, her instincts took over the moment Davenport loosened his grip. She twisted sharply, one leg snapping up to smash her knee into his ribs. His breath hitched, and she used that split-second opening to wrench herself free.
Davenport stumbled back with a low grunt, amusement flickering in his sharp gaze. “Oh, you’ve got fight in you,” he mused, rolling his shoulders as if testing for damage.
Leila didn’t waste time on a response. She lunged, swift and lethal. Her fist struck out—aiming for his throat—but he caught her wrist at the last moment, twisting it painfully. She spun with the momentum, using her other hand to drive her knuckles into his jaw. He staggered, but she wasn’t done. A sharp heel to his knee—then a precise elbow strike to his temple.
He cursed under his breath, momentarily thrown off balance. She could end this now. All she had to do was—
The second shock hit before she could react.
A brutal crackle of electricity surged through her spine, her body seizing up as she gasped involuntarily. Davenport had anticipated her counterattack. Pain spiderwebbed through her limbs as her knees buckled. She collapsed against the wall, breath shuddering, her muscles refusing to cooperate.
Davenport clicked his tongue, crouching before her. “Twice in one night. Maybe you’re not as untouchable as they say.”
Leila’s vision blurred at the edges, but her mind stayed sharp. She had to get up. Had to move before—
Another jolt.
This time, the world tilted. White-hot agony licked up her spine, forcing a strangled sound from her throat. Her body betrayed her completely. She slumped, muscles locked, limbs useless.
Davenport’s fingers curled under her chin, tilting her head up. He studied her, his grin widening. "That’s better."
Leila's breath came in sharp, uneven gasps when Davenport slammed her body on the wall. Her body refused to obey her commands, every nerve still quivered from the electrical shock. Davenport’s grip on her chin was firm but unhurried, his thumb grazing along her jaw in a mockery of something tender. "You’re quite the elusive little ghost, aren’t you?" he murmured, tilting her face toward the dim light. "Never thought I'd get the chance to see you up close before someone else cashed in."
A slow chill crawled down her spine, different from the aftershock of the stun. She had seen this look before. It wasn’t just the bounty he was interested in.
No.
A flicker of something violent surged through her chest. She forced her fingers to curl, nails biting into her palm. Move. She commanded her body, but it refused, still locked in the stun’s aftermath. Davenport leaned in, his breath fanning against her skin as he whispered, “What a shame, really. Someone as pretty as you, wasted on a life of running and killing.” His fingers drifted, brushing the exposed skin of her collarbone, his touch lingering—
Her pulse thundered in her ears.
Move, damn it.
Her mind screamed, but her limbs remained frozen. Davenport’s smirk deepened at her silence. "Ah… that's better. Not so untouchable now, are you?" His fingers trailed lower until…
Davenport’s breaths turned ragged as he felt himself unraveling. The shadowy force coiled around his body, threading through his veins like liquid fire. He tried to fight it, to push back against the unnatural pull, but his limbs refused to obey. His knees buckled, his fingers spasmed—his very existence trembled at the edges.
Sylus took a slow step forward, unbothered, unhurried. The glow in his iris intensified, threading through the dimly lit corridor like ghostly blood-tinted veins. "Dainhart." His voice was smooth, deliberate. "Where is he?"
Davenport let out a sharp, ragged laugh, though there was no humor in it. “Go to hell. You think you can just turn your back on Dainhart?”
Sylus tilted his head slightly, and the pressure intensified. Davenport’s back arched as a fresh wave of pain ripped through him. It wasn’t a sharp, sudden agony—it was slow, invasive, like something was unraveling him thread by thread. His breath hitched, his legs buckled, but still, he clenched his jaw, forcing himself to hold out. Sylus remained patient.
He took a measured step closer, eyes gleaming with that eerie, crimson glow. “You’re making this difficult.”
Davenport’s body convulsed. His fingers clawed uselessly at the wall behind him, searching for some kind of grip, some kind of anchor to reality. He could feel himself slipping. His heartbeat stuttered—too fast, too erratic—his vision blurred at the edges. And still, Sylus waited.
A cruel smirk tugged at his lips. “Last chance.”
Davenport let out a choked sound, somewhere between a growl and a sob. His resistance was fading, his body fraying apart at the seams. The pain wasn’t just physical anymore. It was deeper, invasive, a force so unnatural he could barely comprehend it. He wasn’t going to survive this.
His breath shuddered out. His pride fought against it, but in the end, self-preservation won. “Nocturne District.” The words spilled out, unwilling but undeniable. "Warehouse thirty-two. Underground. Secured."
Sylus didn’t react. Davenport’s body seized, another violent tremor racking through him as if something inside him had been forcefully pried open. He gasped, barely able to hold himself up.
"How many men?"
Davenport’s jaw clenched. He didn’t want to say. Sylus didn’t give him a choice. His vision swam, pain wrapping around his skull like a vice, and the answer was ripped from his throat before he could stop it.
"200. Maybe more. Tech-armed. Drones. Shock fields. Automated defenses." His breath came in ragged pants.
Sylus exhaled slowly, as if filing the information away. Then, finally, Davenport saw it in his eyes. His uselessness.
Panic flared. “Wait—”
Sylus’s gaze didn’t waver. Davenport’s scream barely had time to leave his throat before his body fractured apart, breaking down into nothing but shimmering red dust.
Leila pushed off the wall, her legs trembling beneath her, but she refused to crumble. Not now. Not in front of Sylus. The moment she straightened, her body swayed—too much. The lingering effects of the shocks still burned in her nerves, leaving her muscles sluggish, uncooperative. Her breath hitched as frustration built, hot and suffocating.
Then Sylus was there. He caught her wrist, steadying her, his grip firm but careful—like he expected her to pull away. She didn’t. Leila kept her gaze down, her breathing uneven. She was fine. She had to be fine but then her vision blurred.
Damn it.
She clenched her jaw, willing the sting in her eyes to fade but her body had other plans. The tremor in her hands betrayed her, her shoulders locked so tight they ached. Everything ached. Not from the pain. From the violation. From the helplessness. From the reminder those nights she had to endure years ago. She hated it. She hated that she was standing here, shaking like a leaf, hated that she couldn't stop it.
She tried to pull away, but Sylus didn’t let her. His grip on her wrist tightened—just slightly. Not restraining. Anchoring. Then, without a word, he moved. Warmth surrounded her, slow and deliberate, as his arms wrapped around her. Not forceful, not demanding—just there. A quiet offering. A shield. Leila stiffened on instinct. A touch like this—voluntary, unthreatening—was unfamiliar and foreign.
For more than a decade, she had never let a man get this close without consequences, without knives drawn, without bones breaking and without blood spilled. But Sylus didn’t expect anything from her. He didn’t speak. He didn’t pry. He just held her.
And for the first time in over 10 years, Leila didn’t push away.
Her fists were still clenched against his chest, ready to push away, but she didn’t. Not yet. The world felt too unsteady beneath her feet, the echoes of her past clawing at the edges of her mind, threatening to drag her under. But Sylus wouldn’t let her fall.
His arms tightened—not enough to trap, just enough to remind her she wasn’t alone. His chin barely brushed the top of her head, the faint scent of smoke and metal grounding her. She had spent so long convincing herself she didn’t need this. That she could only ever rely on herself. Then, in the quiet, his voice came—low, unwavering.
“This was the last time. You won’t be the bait again.” His crimson gaze locked onto hers, dark and unwavering. “Not while I’m around.”
---
Leila returned to her room, the opulent surroundings a stark contrast to the churning turmoil within her. Weariness, a bone-deep exhaustion, settled upon her, but it was a restless kind, a tension that refused to dissipate.
She stood beneath the scalding spray of the shower, the water a relentless assault against her skin. Her hands, clenched into fists, braced against the cold, slick tile. She scrubbed herself raw, her nails dragging over every inch of skin Davenport had touched, a futile attempt to erase the violation. But it wasn’t enough. It was never enough.
The water, hot enough to scald, became a phantom touch, a twisted echo of his unwanted presence. The relentless pressure of the droplets morphed into the sensation of hands that didn’t belong, a chilling reminder of past horrors. Her breath hitched, her throat constricted, and she pressed her forehead against the cold tile, a desperate attempt to anchor herself in the present. Breathe. Feel the difference. But the memories, dark and insidious, clung to her like a second skin, refusing to release their hold.
She emerged from the shower, her skin red and aching, a testament to her desperate attempt to cleanse herself. The mirror, fogged and distorted, reflected a blurred image, a fragmented representation of herself. Perhaps that was for the best. She didn’t want to see the vulnerability, the raw, exposed nerves that lay beneath her carefully constructed facade.
She pulled on a robe, the soft fabric a small comfort, and sank onto the couch, the exhaustion hitting her like a physical blow. But sleep, she knew, would be a distant, unattainable luxury. Not tonight. Perhaps not for many nights to come.
A single tear, hot and defiant, slipped down her cheek, a betrayal of the carefully constructed walls around her heart. It wasn’t a tear of weakness, but of rage, a burning, incandescent fury at the memory of powerlessness.
A knock, soft yet insistent, echoed through the room, pulling her from the depths of her torment. She knew who it was, even before she answered.
Sylus stepped inside, his crimson eyes scanning the room, taking in the scene with a predatory intensity. He held a glass of water and a small bottle of melatonin, a silent offering. “I figured you won’t be able to sleep,” he stated, his voice softer than usual, devoid of his usual playful mockery. He placed the water and pills on the nearby table, his movements precise and deliberate. “This will help.”
Leila stared at the offering, then at him, her eyes guarded. He wasn’t hovering, but he wasn’t leaving either, his presence a silent, unwavering force. A humorless scoff escaped her lips. “Since when do you play caretaker?”
Sylus tilted his head slightly, his gaze unwavering. “Since you came back shaking.” His voice was quiet, almost a whisper, but it carried a sharp edge, an undercurrent of something that wasn’t gentle.
It was anger, a cold, controlled fury. Not directed at her, but at the man who had dared to violate her. Leila exhaled, a slow, measured breath. She could feel the unspoken questions in his gaze, the way he was trying to piece together the incongruity of the situation: Leila, the Blackthorn Siren, the embodiment of lethal grace, reduced to trembling vulnerability by a single, unwanted touch.
She looked away, her gaze fixed on the floor. “You’re wondering why.”
Sylus remained silent, his gaze unwavering. He didn’t need to speak.
Leila swallowed, her fingers curling into tight fists. “It’s not the first time.”
The words hung in the air as it felt heavy on her tongue. Sylus went still. She stared at the floor, coming up to the words of a painful confession. “I grew up in an orphanage,” she began, her voice hollow, devoid of emotion. “Most of the kids were just trying to survive. Some of us learned to fight young. Some didn’t.”
Her throat tightened, a lump of unspoken pain but she forced the words out, each syllable a painful shard of memory. “There was a man, one of the caretakers.” Her nails dug into the fabric of her robe. “He made sure we all knew how powerless we were.”
The memory clawed its way to the surface, unrelenting. It wasn’t just an echo of the past—it was a storm, sweeping through her with merciless force. She could still feel it. The smallness of her child-self, the way her limbs had thrashed in vain, the crushing weight of powerlessness pressing her into the cold, unyielding floor. The taste of blood in her mouth. The way the air had felt too thin, like she was drowning on dry land.
Her fingers curled into fists, nails biting into her palms. “It wasn’t just once.” Her voice was eerily steady, stripped of any tremor, a testament to years of forcing rage into silence. “I fought every time. Kicked. Screamed. Clawed at him until my nails tore.” Her breath hitched, but she refused to let the weakness win. “And every time, it didn’t matter. He always came back. Again and again.”
Her throat tightened. The memory of it, the inevitability of it, had been worse than the pain itself. Knowing that no matter how hard she fought, no matter how much she begged, no one was coming. No one would save her.
“Until one day—” Her voice faltered, the words catching on something sharp inside her. She exhaled sharply, the sound too close to a choked sob. Her nails dug deeper into her palms. “I snapped.”
The memory of that night, the night she finally broke, was etched into her soul. The shard of broken glass, the crimson spray, the sickening thud as she buried it in his throat, again and again, until he was nothing more than a lifeless husk.
“I ran after that.” Her voice dropped to a whisper, a dark confession. “But someone found me first. An old woman.” She exhaled, a flicker of something unreadable flashing across her face. “She didn’t ask questions. She didn’t need to. She just looked at me and knew.” Her hands slowly relaxed, the tension draining away, replaced by a cold, hard resolve.
“She trained me. Taught me how to be strong, how to be something men like him feared.” Her jaw tightened, her expression hardening. “By the time she passed, I had already decided—men who take, who violate, who destroy… they don’t get to live.”
Silence stretched between them, heavy with unspoken understanding. She expected him to pry, to demand details, to dissect her vulnerability. But he didn’t. He simply stood there, his crimson eyes unwavering, his presence a silent acknowledgment of her pain.
Then, he spoke, his voice low and resonant, echoing her own words. "That's why you don't go after women."
The echo of her own statement, spoken back to her, hung in the air, a subtle shift in perspective. He wasn't simply understanding; he was acknowledging a shared understanding, a dark mirror reflecting her own internal code. As she looked up, her eyes meeting his, as a single tear cascaded down her cheek. Before she could react, Sylus's hand moved, his touch surprisingly gentle. His thumb brushed against her skin, wiping away the tear with a feather-light touch.
The gesture, so unexpected, so contrary to his usual predatory demeanor, sent a shiver down her spine. It wasn't a caress, nor a display of sympathy. It was a silent acknowledgment, a shared moment of vulnerability between two predators who understood the darkness that lurked beneath the surface. His crimson eyes, usually gleaming with amusement or predatory intent, held a flicker of something she couldn't quite decipher. It wasn't pity, nor was it desire. It was something akin to… understanding. A silent recognition of the shared scars they both carried.
He paused, his eyes narrowing slightly. "Even the strongest have their breaking points, and sometimes," he continued, his voice barely a whisper, "even the strongest need someone to acknowledge their pain."
The air in the room thrummed with unspoken tension. Sylus's eyes, usually sharp and calculating, held something different—something genuine. A flicker of vulnerability, dark and unguarded, surfaced beneath the predator’s gaze. It was fleeting, almost imperceptible, but Leila caught it.
Her breath hitched. The man before her, the one who wielded control like a weapon, stood unmasked for just a fraction of a second. There was something dangerously alluring about it. A recognition, an unspoken understanding between two creatures forged in blood and betrayal.
The space between them shrank.
Leila barely noticed when his hand lifted, fingers grazing the side of her face before settling on her jaw. Not forceful. Not demanding. But deliberate. His thumb traced along her skin, slow and measured, as he tilted her chin up. His touch burned—not from heat, but from something far more potent. Something dangerous.
She should have pulled away, should have laughed, deflected, retreated but she didn’t. Sylus’s breath, warm and predatory, ghosted across her lips. Their noses nearly brushed, the charged air between them crackling with anticipation. The world beyond this moment ceased to exist, drowned beneath the weight of their collision.
Then— A sharp, insistent knock fractured the moment like a blade slicing through silk.
"Boss," Kieran’s voice, flat and urgent, cut through the heavy silence. "Arsenal delivery just arrived. Needs your immediate attention."
Sylus didn’t move right away. His fingers remained against her skin, his grip tightening just slightly, as if deciding whether to let reality intrude or dismiss it altogether. A slow exhale left him, sharp and edged with irritation. His eyes flickered toward the door, his expression turning cold once more—a mask slipping back into place. The moment, the almost-kiss, was severed by reality's cruel interruption.
"Let them in," he commanded, voice regaining its usual sharpness. "Tell them I’ll be there shortly."
His gaze returned to Leila. His thumb brushed against her skin one last time before he pulled away, a slow, almost amused smile curving his lips.
"It seems our… conversation must be postponed." His voice was low, edged with something knowing. Something promising.
And with that, he was gone.
---
A week had passed, but the air between them remained thick with unspoken words and lingering touches that never quite landed. Ever since that night, something had shifted. It was there in the way Sylus’s gaze lingered a second too long. In the way Leila caught herself watching him, studying the sharp angles of his face when he wasn’t looking.
But neither of them made a move.
Instead, they buried themselves in planning. Calculating every possible outcome. Dissecting every entry point, every weakness in Dainhart’s fortress. The weight of the mission pressed down on them like a loaded gun, yet beneath the layers of strategy and precision, something far more dangerous brewed between them.
Tension.
It was in the way Sylus would stand too close, his voice dropping to something lower when they spoke in private. In the way Leila’s breath would catch, her muscles coiled tight whenever his fingers brushed hers while reviewing blueprints. Neither acknowledged it. Neither dared.
Leila found distractions where she could. She spent her nights slipping into the underbelly of N109, gathering intel, moving like a shadow through the streets. Sometimes she went alone. Other nights, Luke and Kieran accompanied her, their presence a welcomed buffer from the thoughts that clawed at the back of her mind. They handled informants and threats alike, keeping themselves sharp in the absence of high-stakes missions.
Currently, Leila was focused, her gaze scanning every alley, every figure that lingered too long in the dark. Intel gathering wasn’t her favorite thing, but it was necessary. Unfortunately, her companions were less interested in the mission and more in enjoying their temporary freedom. The streets of N109 pulsed with life, the neon signs flickering over the damp pavement as Leila, Luke, and Kieran moved through the shadows. The trio blended effortlessly into the chaos, their presence felt but unnoticed—a lethal trio on a seemingly casual stroll.
Luke stretched his arms with a satisfied sigh. "Finally, some fresh air. I was about to start talking to the damn walls back at the base."
Kieran huffed in agreement. "For real. If I had to listen to Mephisto squawking one more time, I was gonna lose it."
Leila smirked. "Didn’t know you two were so fragile."
"Not fragile. Just bored," Luke corrected, his crow-like mask tilting toward her. "That place is dead without a proper mission. You, at least, make things interesting."
Kieran nodded. "Yeah, and you actually let us stab people when needed. Unlike boss, who just glares at them until they cry."
Leila chuckled, shaking her head. "I don't let you stab people. You just do it anyway."
Luke waved a hand dismissively. "Either way, better than sitting around." His tone shifted, a bit too casual. "Though, I gotta say, there has been some entertainment lately. Something about our boss acting… different."
Leila didn’t react. Not outwardly.
"Yeah," Kieran added, his tone amused. "Less bossy. More… I don’t know. Distracted."
Luke snapped his fingers. "Right! And it just so happens to have started after a certain Blackthorn Siren showed up."
Leila exhaled slowly. "You two are awfully chatty tonight."
Luke shrugged. "You haven't denied it."
"Because there’s nothing to deny," she said smoothly.
Silence. Then Kieran let out a low chuckle. "You really expect us to believe that?"
Leila shot him a warning look. "I expect you to focus."
Luke and Kieran exchanged a glance—at least, that’s what she assumed behind their crow-like masks—before Luke sighed dramatically.
"Fine, fine. But when you and Sylus finally combust from all that tension, just know—we called it first."
Leila rolled her eyes and walked ahead, pretending not to hear their quiet laughter as they followed.
Soon after, they went back to the base. The trio moved through the corridors of the Onychinus base, their footsteps echoing against the sleek marble floors. The air was thick with the lingering scent of gunpowder and expensive cologne, a constant reminder of the world they lived in. The night had been productive—efficient, methodical. They reached the heavy double doors of Sylus’s office, the ominous black wood polished to a perfect shine. Luke exchanged a glance with Kieran before pushing them open without hesitation.
Upon entering Sylus’s office, they found him already waiting—perched behind his sleek mahogany desk, crimson eyes flicking up from the papers before him. Mephisto shifted on its perch, clicking softly. Luke and Kieran dropped into the chairs across from the desk, while Leila remained standing, arms crossed. The debriefing began.
“Dainhart’s main compound is reinforced with twenty-four-hour surveillance,” Leila started, her tone all business. “Cameras cover every entry point except the west perimeter, which has a two-minute blind spot during shift changes.”
Kieran leaned forward, resting his forearms on his knees. “The guards aren’t just hired muscle. They’re well-trained, well-armed.”
Luke nodded. “Patrols rotate every fifteen minutes. We spotted at least twenty men outside—double that inside, maybe more.”
Sylus listened, his expression unreadable, fingers steepled in front of him. His gaze remained sharp, calculative, absorbing every detail. “There’s an underground storage wing,” Leila continued, “heavily secured. We’re guessing that’s where he keeps his more valuable assets.”
Luke shifted slightly. “If we hit from the west and time it right, we can slip in before the next—”
“Not we.” Sylus’s voice cut through the room, smooth but absolute. Luke immediately clamped his mouth shut. “Leila stays. You two, out.”
A tense pause. Leila stiffened but still maintained composure. Luke and Kieran both exchanged a glance, masked faces unreadable, but she knew them well enough to sense their amusement.
“Well,” Kieran drawled, standing up. “That’s our cue.”
Luke smirked, rising to his feet. “Yeah, we’ll leave you two to… debrief.” Leila shot them both a warning glare, but they were already making their way to the door.
“Try not to have too much fun, boss,” Luke added over his shoulder.
“And don’t keep her up all night,” Kieran deadpanned, shutting the door behind them.
Silence.
Leila’s pulse kicked up a notch as she turned back to Sylus. His gaze was locked onto her now—piercing, unreadable. He leaned back in his chair for a moment, watching her, before slowly rising to his feet. Her breath hitched slightly as he rounded the desk, closing the space between them with slow, deliberate steps. Towering over her, his presence was a shadow stretching long over the room.
His voice was quiet, yet it sent a shiver down her spine. “Now,” he murmured, “tell me everything.”
Leila held her ground as Sylus came closer, his movements slow, measured—predatory. His eyes gleamed under the dim lighting of the office, dissecting her with an intensity that made her stomach twist. She wasn’t afraid of him. No, that was the problem. The way he looked at her, the way he lingered too close without ever touching—there was something far more dangerous about that.
Still, she forced herself to focus. "We already told you. Dainhart's security isn't impenetrable, but it's a fortress compared to most." Her voice came out steadier than she expected. "His men are trained and armed. They’ll respond fast. Any wrong move, and we’ll be buried under bullets before we reach Dainhart in the underground."
Sylus hummed lowly, tilting his head. “And yet, you’re still willing to go in.”
Leila narrowed her eyes. "I’m not afraid of a challenge."
He took another step forward, invading her space, close enough that she could catch the faint scent of his cologne—dark spices and something sharper, something unmistakably him. "No," he murmured, "you're not."
The air between them thickened. Leila willed herself to look unaffected, but Sylus had an infuriating way of seeing through things. His gaze swept over her, calculating, searching for something unspoken.
“You should get some rest before we finalize the plan.” His voice was lower now, smooth like silk, but she caught the edge beneath it—something deeper. Something unreadable.
She scoffed. “I don’t need you to coddle me.”
“I don’t coddle.” His lips curved into something just shy of a smirk. “But I do make sure my people aren’t reckless.”
“Your people?” she echoed, her voice dipping with challenge.
Sylus didn’t waver. “Yes. Mine.”
The words sent something sharp through her—something she refused to name. Before she could form a response, Sylus took a step back, breaking the moment like it never existed.
“Go,” he said smoothly, turning away as if he hadn’t just dropped a grenade between them. “We’ll go over the final details in the morning.”
Leila forced her feet to move, heading for the door without another word. But as she gripped the handle, she hesitated. She didn’t look back. But she could feel his eyes on her, burning into her skin long after she left the room.
---
The silence of the night was suffocating. Leila sat on her couch, her body restless, fingers drumming against her knee. She had tried everything—pacing, showering, even pouring herself a drink—but nothing could shake the sensation crawling under her skin. Something in her churned, a restless, aching pull that refused to be ignored. It wasn’t like her. She never let herself want, never let herself crave. Wanting led to weakness. Craving led to mistakes.
But this was different. This was stronger than any force she had ever encountered. And she knew exactly what—who—she wanted. Sylus. The way he looked at her tonight, the way his voice curled around her name like a promise—like a challenge—had rooted itself deep, sinking into the cracks she swore didn’t exist.
Leila clenched her jaw, her nails digging into her palms. This was reckless. This was dangerous.
“Fuck it.” The words left her lips in a breathless curse before she could stop herself.
Then she was up, shoving past reason and restraint as she stormed out of her room, her bare feet silent against the cold floors. She didn’t stop. Didn’t hesitate, not until she reached Sylus’s door. The door creaked open, and there he was. His crimson eyes flickered with something unreadable, his hair tousled, his shirt unbuttoned at the top, revealing a sliver of skin she had no business noticing. He didn’t look surprised to see her. Of course he didn’t.
"Took you long enough," he murmured, his voice a low, husky drawl. The words weren't accusatory, but rather, a statement of fact, a confirmation of an unspoken desire. He had been waiting, anticipating her arrival.
The animalistic need that pulsed through her demanded immediate gratification. "Shut up," she growled, her voice rough with desire, the word a command, not a request.
She marched towards him, her movements predatory, her eyes fixed on his. Before he could respond, she closed the distance as she stood on her tiptoes, her lips crashing against his in a hungry, demanding kiss. It was a kiss that spoke of true need, of a desperate attempt to erase the lingering shadows of unwanted touch with the burning heat of their shared desire.
Her hands moved over him, possessive and demanding, her fingers digging into his shoulders, pulling him closer. She wanted him, needed him, with a ferocity that bordered on violence. The kiss deepened, becoming more frantic, more desperate, a silent battle for dominance.
Sylus, for his part, met her aggression with a silent compliance, his body yielding to her touch, his lips parting beneath hers. He was a predator, a master of control, but in this moment, he allowed her lead, his submission a dangerous game. His hands, however, didn’t stay still, they mapped the curves of her body, pulling her closer, a promise of the power he held in reserve.
Leila's hands moved with a restless urgency, tugging at his shirt, her fingers fumbling with the remaining buttons. She wanted skin against skin, the undeniable heat of their bodies melding together. The kiss grew more desperate, more demanding, a silent conversation spoken in the language of touch. Sylus's hands, though seemingly passive, moved with a subtle, predatory grace. He traced the line of her jaw, his fingers ghosting across her skin, sending shivers down her spine. He was mapping her, learning her, anticipating her every move.
With a low growl, Leila pushed him back against the wall, her body pressing against his, the hard planes of his chest a welcome pressure. She wanted to feel him, to possess him, to erase the lingering memory of unwanted touch with their shared desire. She nipped at his lower lip, her teeth grazing his skin, eliciting a low groan from him. The sound fueled her desire, emboldening her. She wanted to push him, to test his limits, to see how far he would let her go.
Her hands moved lower, her fingers tracing the line of his belt buckle, her touch impatient and demanding. Before she could unfasten his belt, Sylus's hands moved, his grip tightening on her wrists. He pulled her hands away, his eyes, dark and intense, locking onto hers. The shift in dominance was subtle, almost imperceptible, but it was there, a silent declaration of control.
He tilted his head, his lips curving into a predatory smirk. "Impatient, kitten?" he murmured, his voice a low, husky drawl.
The question, laced with amusement and a hint of challenge, ignited a spark of defiance within her. She wasn't used to being denied, to having her desires thwarted. "I get what I want," she growled, her voice rough with desire.
Sylus chuckled, a low, resonant sound that vibrated through her. "And what, exactly, do you want, kitten?"
His question hung in the air, charged with unspoken promises and dangerous possibilities. The air crackled with a tension that wasn't entirely hostile, a silent battle for dominance that both thrilled and terrified her. Leila's eyes narrowed, her gaze locking onto his. The question, though seemingly simple, was a loaded weapon, a challenge wrapped in a silken thread of desire. She wasn't about to give him the satisfaction of a direct answer.
"You," she breathed, her voice a low, husky growl. "I want you."
The words hung in the air, a declaration of intent. She wasn't playing games; she was stating a fact. A fact that, she suspected, he already knew. Sylus's smirk widened, a flash of predatory amusement in his crimson eyes. "And what makes you think you can have me?" he purred, his voice laced with a dangerous undercurrent.
"Because," Leila replied, her voice dropping to a whisper, her hands sliding up his chest, her fingers tracing the hard lines of his muscles, "you want me too."
She pushed him back against the wall, her movements predatory, her body pressing against his, the hard planes of his chest a welcome pressure. She was taking control, dictating the terms of their dangerous dance. Her hands moved with a possessive urgency, tugging at his shirt, her fingers fumbling with the buttons. She wanted skin against skin. The kiss deepened, becoming more frantic, more desperate, a silent conversation spoken in the language of touch.
Sylus's hands, though seemingly passive, moved with a subtle grace. He traced the line of her jaw, his fingers ghosting across her skin, sending shivers down her spine. He was mapping her, learning her, anticipating her every move. With a guttural growl, he shifted, his hands moving to her hips, pulling her closer, their bodies grinding together. The movement was a subtle shift in power, a silent reminder that he was never truly passive, that he was always playing his own game.
He tilted his head, his lips finding the sensitive skin of her neck, his teeth grazing her skin, eliciting a sharp intake of breath from her. The sound, raw and primal, fueled his desire, emboldening him. He wanted to push her, to test her limits, to see how far she would let him go. The air in the room crackled with an almost feral energy. Leila stood before Sylus, her gaze locked on his, the unspoken tension between them a tangible force. The dangerous dance of power and desire had reached a fever pitch, a silent battleground of wills. She moved with a deliberate, almost predatory grace, her hands sliding down his chest, tracing the hard lines of his torso. Her touch was possessive, a silent declaration of ownership, a claim on the territory of his body.
Sylus watched her, his crimson eyes gleaming with a dark intensity, a mixture of desire and predatory anticipation. He stood still, a silent observer, allowing her to dictate the terms of their encounter. Leila’s hands reached his belt, her fingers deftly undoing the buckle. The sound, sharp and metallic in the charged silence, echoed the unspoken desires that thrummed between them. She lowered his trousers, her gaze never leaving his, a silent challenge in her eyes.
Then, with a slow, deliberate movement, she knelt before him. The gesture, a stark contrast to her usual dominance, was a calculated act of submission, a delicate balance of power and vulnerability. Sylus’s breath hitched, a low growl rumbling in his chest. He watched her, his eyes dark and hungry, as she reached for him. Her touch was reverent, almost worshipful, yet possessive, demanding.
She took him into her mouth with her movements slow and deliberate, exploring him with an uninhibited hunger. The act was both an offering and a command. The room was filled with the sounds of their ragged breaths, the air thick with unspoken promises. Sylus’s hand clenched at her hair, his body rigid with anticipation. He was a master of control, yet in this moment, he allowed her this dominance, this intimate act of possession. The silence was charged, electric, a silent testament to the energy that pulsed between them.
The silence stretched, thick with unspoken desires. Leila's touch was a delicate balance of power and vulnerability, a display of both submission and dominance. Sylus, his body rigid with anticipation, allowed her this intimate act of possession, his gaze intense and unwavering. The sensations were building, a firestorm of need consuming them both. Sylus's hands clenched at his sides, his control slipping, the predatory mask momentarily faltering.
He finally broke the silence, his voice a low growl, thick with a mixture of pleasure and a desperate need for control. "Leila," he breathed, his voice rough, "look at me." His hand, with a sudden, possessive movement, clenched in her hair, pulling her head back slightly. The unexpected force, though not painful, was a clear assertion of dominance, a sharp reminder of the power he held in reserve.
She lifted her gaze, her eyes dark and dilated, reflecting the desire that mirrored his own, even with him still within her mouth. A slight gag reflex rippled through her, an involuntary response to the depth and pressure. The power dynamic shifted, a subtle dance of dominance and submission played out in the charged silence. He reached for her, his other hand framing her face, his touch both possessive and reverent.
His thumbs traced her cheekbones, his gaze intense, searching. "You know what you're doing to me," he murmured, his voice a husky whisper. It was a statement, not a question, a low growl of satisfaction. Leila's breath hitched, her chest tight. The intensity of his gaze, the hunger in his eyes, sent a shiver down her spine. The air crackled with a palpable energy, a dangerous mix of desire and control.
Sylus, with a slow, deliberate movement, pushed Leila gently off of him. The shift in power was subtle, yet undeniable, a calculated move in their dangerous dance. He reached for her, his hands strong and sure, lifting her with an effortless grace that belied his strength. He carried her towards the bed, his gaze never leaving hers, the unspoken promise of possession hanging heavy in the air. He laid her down gently, his eyes tracing the curves of her body, igniting a fire within her. His hands moved to her clothes, his touch possessive, stripping her of the last vestiges of control. He peeled away the fabric, revealing her skin, now flushed and heated with desire.
His gaze lingered, a slow, deliberate appraisal, before he lowered himself to her. His lips now tracing a fiery path across her skin, his touch both demanding and reverent. He explored her body, his hands and mouth claiming every inch, igniting a symphony of sensation. Leila, under his touch, went feral. The carefully constructed walls around her desire crumbled, her inhibitions melting away in the face of his intense, possessive touch. She arched beneath him, her breath hitching, her body responding with primal hunger. His touch was relentless, pushing her to the edge, driving her wild with need. He was a master, a conductor of their shared symphony of desire, and she, a willing participant in his dangerous game.
Then, he moved lower, his touch becoming more intimate, more demanding until his tongue danced against her most sensitive area, his movements precise and deliberate, a sensation that threatened to consume her. His touch, intimate and demanding, sent waves of sensation crashing through her. He lingered, his tongue a delicate torment, pushing her to the very edge of control. The air sparked with unspoken desires, the room thick with the scent of arousal. Just as she teetered on the precipice, a gasp escaping her lips, he pulled back.
The abrupt stop sent a jolt of frustration through her. She arched beneath him, her hands reaching for him, a silent plea for the release he had so cruelly withheld. He climbed atop her, his movements predatory and possessive. "Not yet, kitten." His eyes, dark and gleaming, locked onto hers, a silent acknowledgment of the power he now held. He paused, his gaze lingering on her flushed face, the vulnerability laid bare in her eyes.
Then, with a slow, deliberate thrust, he pushed himself into her. The sensation was sharp, almost painful, a stark contrast to the delicate torment that had preceded it. It was a claiming, an assertion of dominance. Leila gasped, her body arching beneath him, the sudden intrusion sent a shock to her senses. The pleasure, sharp and intense, quickly followed, a wildfire of sensation that threatened to consume her. He moved within her, his rhythm slow and deliberate, each thrust a calculated act of possession, each thrust a deliberate, possessive claim. The initial sharpness of his entry gave way to a slow, building rhythm, a controlled burn that ignited a fire within them both. Their bodies moved together, a primal dance of dominance and surrender.
Beneath the surface of lust, something else stirred. A connection, a fragile, unspoken understanding that transcended the physical. Their bodies melted together, the friction and heat blurring the lines between pleasure and something deeper, something akin to… vulnerability.
The room filled with the sounds of their ragged breaths, their bodies slick with sweat. Moans escaped their lips, a symphony of shared pleasure. The names they uttered, whispered and shouted, were punctuated by a string of profanities. It was a release, a surrender, a moment of shared vulnerability in the heart of their dangerous game. A silent acknowledgment of something they were both too afraid to name. A dangerous, exhilarating possibility that hung heavy in the air.
The rhythm shifted, the power dynamic subtly altering. With a sudden, fluid movement, Leila flipped their positions, her body now poised above his. She looked down at him, a predatory gleam in their depths.
She began to move, her hips rocking against his, setting a new, faster pace. The sensation was intoxicating, a visceral connection that sent waves of pleasure crashing through them both. Sylus's eyes rolled back, his control momentarily slipping, lost in the intensity of the moment. He groaned, his hands gripping her hips, guiding her movements, a silent acknowledgment of her dominance. The room filled with the sounds of their ragged breaths and rhythmic slap of skin against skin.
As the intensity built, Sylus sat up, his movements driven by a primal need for connection. He embraced her, his arms wrapping around her bare torso as his hand rested on the back of her head, pulling her closer. His grip was tight, almost possessive, a subtle, unspoken plea. "You drive me insane." He whispered on Leila's ear.
It wasn’t just the physical pleasure that drove him. It was something deeper, something genuine and vulnerable. A desperate need to hold on, to keep her close, to prevent her from slipping away. His hug was a silent declaration, a desperate attempt to bridge the chasm between their carefully constructed walls. He wanted her close, as close as possible. He wanted her to stay.
Leila continued her rhythmic movements. The friction, the heat, the sheer animalistic energy of their coupling filled the room. A guttural groan escaped her lips, her control teetering on the edge. "Fuck, kitten" Sylus whispered against her shoulder, his voice a low, husky growl. The endearment was a stark contrast to his usual dominant pronouncements, a moment of vulnerability in the midst of their shared intensity.
Leila's grip on his hair tightened, her knuckles white, her body arching with each powerful thrust. The sensation was intoxicating, a visceral connection that pushed them both to the edge. She rocked against him, her movements driven by a primal need for release, her breath coming in ragged gasps. The room pulsed with the smell of sex. Their bodies, slick with sweat, moved in a desperate, synchronized rhythm, each thrust pushing them closer to the edge. The air crackled with the unspoken desires that hung heavy between them.
Leila's breath hitched, her body tensing, a wave of pleasure building within her. A guttural scream ripped through her throat, a primal release of the tension that had coiled within her. Simultaneously, Sylus groaned, a string of curses escaping his lips as the overwhelming sensation that consumed him. His body shuddered, his grip on her tightening, a desperate attempt to hold on to the fleeting moment of shared ecstasy.
The intensity subsided, leaving them breathless and trembling. Their bodies, still locked together, slowly stilled. A heavy silence descended, broken only by the sound of their ragged breaths. Their eyes met, a silent acknowledgment connection they had just shared. The predatory masks had fallen away, leaving behind a flicker of vulnerability, a shared moment of humanity.
Sylus, his arms still wrapped tightly around her, leaned in, his lips finding hers. The kiss was delicate, almost reverent, a stark contrast to the raw intensity of their coupling. It was a silent apology, a tender acknowledgment of the fragile connection that had formed between them. He still held her close, a subtle, almost desperate, plea for her to stay, to linger in the aftermath of their shared release.
Sylus, his arms still wrapped around Leila, searched her eyes, his crimson gaze intense and searching. He saw a flicker of something new, something that went beyond the desire and predatory instincts that usually defined their interactions. He saw a softness, a vulnerability that she rarely allowed to surface. It was a subtle shift, a delicate blooming of something fragile and unspoken.
Her eyes, usually guarded and sharp, held a warmth that made his breath catch in his throat. He saw the honesty of her desire, a yearning that went beyond the physical. It was a hint, a subtle whisper of the hidden emotions she kept locked away, a silent confession of the love she dared not speak.
A low growl rumbled in his chest—a mix of possession and something deeper, something dangerously close to desperation. The unspoken emotion in her gaze was a spark, igniting a fire within him, a hunger that burned beyond mere desire. He wanted her—not as an asset, not as a weapon in his arsenal, but as something more. Something his. His partner. His equal. And damn anyone who tried to take her from him.
A flicker of something—amusement, tinged with submissiveness—danced in Leila's eyes. The intensity of the moment, the honesty of their shared release, had loosened the walls she kept so carefully constructed.
She tilted her head, a smirk curving her lips, teasing but laced with something real. "You're starting to love me," she murmured, her voice a low, husky whisper.
Sylus stilled. The word settled between them like a loaded gun, heavy, dangerous. Love. Foreign on his tongue but something in the way she looked at him demanded a response—some acknowledgment of the undeniable shift between them. His gaze locked onto hers, unflinching. "Perhaps," he said, the word slow, deliberate. His thumb traced the curve of her cheek, the touch deceptively gentle for a man who had never known softness. "Perhaps, I find myself… drawn… to your particular brand of chaos."
A beat of silence stretched between them, charged, suffocating. Then, softer, almost a confession—"And perhaps," his voice barely above a whisper, "I find myself unwilling to let you go."
His fingers brushed her jaw, tilting her face up, his gaze searching hers. "Perhaps even… incapable."
Leila smiled, a soft, genuine curve of her lips that transformed her usually sharp features. The subtle confession, the barely veiled vulnerability in his voice, was… endearing. It was a stark contrast to the predatory persona he usually projected, and it touched a chord within her, a flicker of warmth in the cold, guarded corners of her heart.
"Cute," she murmured, her voice laced with a playful affection that surprised even herself.
Sylus's eyes narrowed slightly, a hint of his usual predatory edge returning. He cleared his throat, the moment of vulnerability quickly receding. He said, his voice regaining its usual commanding tone, "Your room will be repurposed. An arsenal, perhaps. Or a secondary control center. You won't be needing it."
He paused, his gaze sweeping over her, a possessive glint in his crimson eyes. "You'll be sleeping here," he stated, his voice leaving no room for argument. "In my room."
The possessiveness, though veiled beneath a layer of practicality, was unmistakable. He wasn't asking; he was claiming. It was a subtle assertion of dominance, a way of keeping her close, of ensuring she remained within his sphere of influence. And, she suspected, a way of indulging the burgeoning, unspoken emotions that simmered between them.
---
The strategy room carried the usual crisp efficiency of Onychinus, its dim lighting casting long shadows against the sleek black table. The air smelled of strong coffee—a scent Leila had long associated with early debriefings and calculated warfare. She sat on the couch with her coffee in hand, posture relaxed, face unreadable. But beneath the surface, her body still hummed with the remnants of last night. The heat of Sylus’s hands, the weight of his gaze, the way he had unraveled something deep, something she wasn’t ready to name.
Across from her, Luke and Kieran sat in perfect, eerie silence. Too silent. "Tsk, tsk," Luke broke the quiet, voice dripping with exaggerated sympathy. "Rough night, Leila? You look like you barely got any sleep."
Her grip on the coffee mug tightened slightly as Kieran hummed in agreement. "Yeah. Funny thing—so did we. So much noise in the air vents. Must’ve been the wind." Leila shot them a sharp glance, her expression flat.
Luke leaned back lazily in his chair, tilting his head. "Crazy how sound carries in this place, huh?" Kieran nodded sagely. "Especially from—oh, what was it—the west wing?"
Leila inhaled slowly, a picture of forced patience. "You're both insufferable," she muttered.
"And yet, you keep us around," Luke shot back, tapping a gloved finger against the table. "Must be my charm," he added.
"Or," Kieran mused, "she just needed a break from—oh, wait. Never mind. She already got one last night."
The teasing would have gone further—if not for the slow, deliberate clink of porcelain against the table. All three of them turned their attention to Sylus. He sat at the head of the table, crimson eyes glinting with quiet authority as he adjusted his glasses back on his nose bridge. His coffee sat untouched before him, a clear sign of his growing irritation. When he finally spoke, his voice was calm—too calm.
"If you two are done playing court jesters," he mused, "perhaps we can begin the debriefing."
A tense pause. Luke and Kieran straightened slightly, but Kieran—ever shameless—muttered under his breath, "Touchy."
Sylus’s gaze flicked to him. "Repeat that?" Kieran didn’t. Luke, for once, had the sense to stay quiet.
Satisfied, Sylus exhaled slowly, picking up his coffee at last. "Good. Now," he said, "let’s get to work."
Leila took a long sip of her coffee, fighting the urge to smirk. The air in the briefing room was thick with tension, but this time, it had nothing to do with lingering touches or stolen glances. It was the kind of tension that came before bloodshed—the quiet, calculated preparation for an execution.
Leila, Luke, and Kieran stood before the large table where a detailed map of Dainhart’s compound was spread out. Surveillance images, guard rotations, and security layouts were meticulously marked. The weight of what they were planning wasn’t lost on anyone. This wasn’t just another infiltration. It was a kill order.
Sylus leaned back in his chair, eyes scanning the room with cool precision. The ruthless businessman, the king of Onychinus, was in full control.
"This isn’t just about getting into his compound," Leila said, arms crossed. "It’s about making sure he doesn’t walk out."
Luke, always the first to cut through the tension, tapped the map. "The bastard’s got more layers of security than a paranoid emperor. Underground vault, biometric locks, armed guards in shifts—this isn’t going to be clean."
"It doesn’t have to be clean," Sylus cut in, his voice calm, deadly. "It has to be final."
A heavy silence settled.
Leila leaned forward, tapping a specific location on the map. "Dainhart's private quarters are here. He doesn’t leave this section of the compound unless he has to. Security tightens after midnight, but there’s a gap between shift rotations at 1:45 AM when the supply truck arrives."
Sylus considered this, his crimson gaze unwavering. "And the target?"
Leila’s lips curled into something that wasn’t quite a smile. "I’ll handle him personally."
Luke let out a low whistle, shaking his head. "Remind me never to piss you off."
Sylus, however, wasn’t amused. His gaze sharpened on Leila, the room seeming to darken.
"This isn’t personal," he stated.
Leila’s expression remained unreadable. "He made it personal the moment he put a bounty on my head."
Sylus held her gaze, something unreadable flashing in his eyes. He didn’t argue.
"Fine," he said smoothly. "But you won’t do it alone. I’ll be there to ensure there are no loose ends."
Leila raised a brow. "Afraid I’ll make a mess?"
Sylus looked at her with a hard gaze, slamming his palms on the table. "Afraid you’ll get yourself killed."
Another beat of silence. Then Luke clapped his hands together. "Alright, now that we’ve established who’s protecting who, can we talk about our exit plan? Or are we just winging it?" Still, silence engulfed them.
Kieran snickered. "Considering how long you two have been staring at each other, I’d say improvisation is our best bet."
Sylus’s gaze flickered to them, a sharp warning. "Try to act professional for once."
Luke held up his hands in mock surrender. "Just saying, boss. Barely got any sleep last night with all the… tension in the air."
Leila shot him a glare, but Kieran only grinned beneath his mask. "Yeah, Luke’s got a point. Hard to sleep when the walls feel like they’re carrying secrets."
Sylus exhaled slowly, rubbing his temple like a father dealing with insufferable children. "Both of you—out. Now."
Luke and Kieran exchanged knowing glances but obeyed, heading toward the door. Just before stepping out, Luke threw one last glance at Leila. "Try not to keep the boss too distracted tonight, yeah?"
---
The sky bled into the city like ink, stretching shadows long and swallowing the neon glow of N109’s underbelly. The air was thick with the scent of rain and gasoline, the hum of distant engines a constant undercurrent. Leila adjusted the comm in her ear, gaze locked on the towering estate in the distance. Dainhart’s compound sat like a fortress, draped in cold steel and armed guards, the very picture of paranoia. They had spent days studying its weak points, memorizing security rotations, planning for contingencies.
Now, it was time.
“Luke, Kieran,” Sylus’s voice came smooth and unshaken through the comms. “Move into position.”
From their vantage point, Leila spotted the twins slipping through the perimeter, their movements synchronized, almost inhumanly precise. They were good—she’d give them that. “Moving into position now,” Kieran’s voice crackled in.
“Copy that. Start the diversion on my mark,” Sylus responded. Leila felt the tension coil inside her, muscles taut, instincts sharp. She had done this a thousand times—silent infiltration, surgical kills—but this felt different. The weight of what they were about to do pressed heavy against her ribs.
Beside her, Sylus adjusted his gloves, his eyes scanning the compound with the same cold calculation he always carried “You ready?” he asked.
Leila exhaled, rolling her shoulders. “Don’t ask stupid questions.”
A slow smirk tugged at his lips before he turned, pressing a gloved hand to his earpiece. “Luke. Now.”
The explosion rocked the south wing of the compound, a burst of fire and shattering glass tearing through the night. Alarms shrieked. Guards scrambled. Chaos erupted. Leila and Sylus moved.
They slipped through the chaos like phantoms. A guard rounded a corner, his weapon raised, but Leila was faster. She moved like a whisper, her blade a silver flash in the dim light. The guard crumpled to the ground, a silent testament to her speed and precision.
They pressed forward, encountering a squad of guards converging on their position. Sylus moved first, his energy crackling at his fingertips. He unleashed a wave of force, sending the guards flying, their bodies slamming against the walls. Leila followed, her blade a blur of motion, weaving through the chaos. She disarmed one guard, using his own weapon against him. Another lunged, but she sidestepped, her elbow connecting with his throat, silencing him instantly.
They reached the main hall in record time. “East corridor is clear,” Kieran’s voice filtered in.
“You’ve got two guards stationed outside the secured office,” Luke added. “Handle it and you’re in.”
Leila pressed her back against the cold stone wall, listening to the shifting weight of footsteps ahead. She glanced at Sylus. He lifted a brow, wordlessly asking—you or me?
She rolled her eyes before slipping forward, vanishing into the dark. A soft thud—then another. By the time Sylus turned the corner, both men were down, their throats slit in eerie unison. “Show-off,” he muttered.
Leila wiped the blood from her blade. “You’re just mad you didn’t get to do it.” He huffed a quiet laugh before reaching for the secured office’s reinforced door. The next phase of the plan was simple: locate Dainhart, eliminate him, leave nothing behind but bodies. But then, the doors down the hall opened.
Celeste Marrow, Dainhart’s right hand, a strategist, a woman who didn’t make mistakes, stepped into their path. Yet here she stood, unarmed, hands raised in surrender. Leila stilled, instincts screaming. Something wasn’t right.
"You’re too late," Celeste said, her voice smooth. "Dainhart has fled. He knew you were coming."
"Where did he go?" Sylus demanded, his voice low, edged with quiet authority.
"This isn’t your fight, Onychinus," Celeste said smoothly, but her eyes flickered toward Leila. "It’s hers." Leila’s pulse spiked. Celeste wasn’t looking at Sylus. She was looking at her.
A beat of silence hung in the air, then Celeste continued, her eyes now solely on Leila. "You don’t know, do you?" Celeste’s lips curved, but there was no warmth in it. "Who placed the initial bounty on your head? Who set the price so high that every hunter, every syndicate in the city wanted your head on a plate? Yes, Dainhart amplified it, but he wasn’t alone.”
A pause. A breath. A single moment before the knife twisted. "Onychinus was involved."
Silence. Cold. Electric.
The words slammed into Leila like a bullet, hollowing her out. No. Her breath came short, sharp. A beat of disbelief. A cold, creeping fury. She snapped her gaze to Sylus, searching for a flinch, a crack a fucking denial. He said nothing.
Celeste laughed. "And you, little siren, have been running in circles for nothing." She tilted her head. "Did you really think you were sent after Sylus because Dainhart wanted him dead?" A cruel amusement danced in her eyes. "Sylus can't be killed. Dainhart knows that. Everyone in this city knows that."
Leila’s fingers curled into fists, her pulse a war drum in her ears. Celeste leaned in slightly, voice dropping to a taunting whisper. "You were sent on a goose chase for the hell of it. You were never meant to succeed. You were just entertai—"
A gunshot.
The sound ripped through the space like a violent exhale. Celeste crumpled, a clean shot to the skull. Instant. Brutal. Final. Leila didn’t move. She couldn’t. Her breath came jagged, her heart slamming against her ribs. Not from fear—but from the horrifying, gut-wrenching realization. Sylus had pulled the trigger, not because Celeste was a danger but because she was about to say something he didn’t want her to.
Her voice came out low, trembling with something dangerous. “What the fuck did you just do?”
Sylus exhaled, lowering his gun, his expression unreadable. Controlled. Too controlled. “I eliminated a threat.” Her stomach twisted.
"Is it true?" Leila whispered, her voice barely audible. "Did you… Were you involved?"
Sylus's red eyes, usually so sharp and predatory, flickered with something she couldn't quite decipher. A muscle ticked in his jaw. "Yes," he admitted, his voice low and devoid of emotion. "It's true."
The confession, so blunt and devoid of remorse, shattered something within her. It wasn't just the betrayal, the knowledge that he had lied, that he had manipulated her. It was the fact that she had allowed him to. She had allowed him to chip away at the walls she had spent years building, to see the vulnerability she kept hidden from the world.
"Then I'm done," she said, her voice flat, devoid of emotion. She turned, her back to him, the man she had trusted, the man who had broken her. "Don't bother trying to explain."
She turned to leave, but Sylus's hand shot out, reaching for her. This time, however, his touch faltered. His fingers brushed against her arm, but the grip lacked its usual confidence. He felt a wrenching guilt, a twisting pain in his chest. His usually cold, calculating demeanor crumbled.
"Leila…" he called out, his voice a desperate plea, a stark contrast to the controlled tone he usually employed. There was a frantic urgency in his tone, a desperate attempt to rectify the situation but Leila didn't stop.
She tore her arm away, the action sharp and decisive. She broke into a run, her footsteps echoing in the silence he had created. Tears blurred her vision, hot and unwelcome, a testament to a vulnerability she had long denied. She wiped them away with a furious hand, refusing to succumb to the weakness they represented. She was Leila, the Blackthorn Siren, a force to be reckoned with, not a heartbroken fool. Yet, beneath the hardened exterior, a raw ache pulsed, a wound inflicted by the very man she had allowed to see past the mask.
She burst through the compound's main entrance, the rain a cold, stinging curtain against her skin. Luke and Kieran, who had been monitoring the perimeter, turned, their faces etched with confusion.
"Leila? What's going on?" Luke asked, his voice laced with concern.
"Boss told us to wait for you two and the others," Kieran added, his brow furrowed. "What happened in there?"
Leila didn't answer. She shoved past them, her movements sharp and desperate, a whirlwind of emotion.
"Leila, wait!" Luke called out, reaching for her arm.
She wrenched herself free, her eyes blazing with a pain that made them both flinch. "Leave me alone," she snarled, her voice thick with unshed tears.
Before they could react, she was gone, swallowed by the rain-soaked darkness of the city. They exchanged a bewildered glance, the unspoken question hanging heavy in the air.
Inside the compound, Sylus remained frozen, his outstretched hand trembling slightly. The weight of his actions pressed down on him, a crushing burden of guilt and regret. He had silenced Celeste, not to protect himself, but to protect Leila, to shield her from the truth he knew would shatter her. He had thought he was able to bury that piece of truth, but now, watching the emptiness where she had stood, he realized the devastating cost of his choices.
His eyes, usually so cold and calculating, reflected a turmoil he rarely allowed himself to feel. He had broken her trust, and in doing so, he had broken something within himself. He had pushed her away, the one person who had dared to see past his carefully constructed facade. The silence of the compound was a deafening reminder of his failure, the echo of her retreating footsteps a haunting melody of loss.
---
The rain-slicked alleyways became Leila's sanctuary, a chaotic labyrinth where she could disappear. Usually a place of calculated movements and precise strikes, now echoed with the energy of her evol. Each step, each touch, left no trace. Security cameras flickered and died, their recordings a blank slate. Digital trails vanished, leaving behind only static and confusion. Moving through the city's veins, she left nothing but an unsettling emptiness in her wake.
The bounty on her head remained. Hunters, desperate for the reward, swarmed the city's shadows. They found her, eventually. They always did. A group of them, hardened mercenaries with cybernetic enhancements and heavy weaponry, cornered her in a derelict warehouse, their faces grim, their eyes hungry.
"Siren," the leader growled, his voice distorted by a vocal modulator. "We're here to collect."
Leila stood, her posture loose, almost careless. The betrayal, the gaping wound Sylus had inflicted, had stripped her of her usual precision. She fought, yes, but with a reckless abandon that bordered on self-destruction.
Blades flashed, bullets whizzed, energy crackled. She moved like a whirlwind, a blur of lethal grace, but there was a wildness to her movements, a disregard for her own safety. She took hits she would normally avoid, ignored wounds that would usually send her into a calculated retreat.
A blade sliced across her arm, drawing a hiss of pain. She barely flinched, her eyes burning with a cold, distant fury. She retaliated with a brutal efficiency, her blade finding its mark, silencing her attacker with a sickening thud.
The fight was a brutal dance of death, a macabre ballet performed in the shadows. Leila fought with a ferocity born of despair, a reckless abandon that made her even more dangerous. She didn't care if she lived or died. The betrayal had hollowed her out, leaving only a burning rage that fueled her every move.
When the last mercenary fell, she stood amidst the carnage, her breath ragged, her body battered and bruised. The rain seeped through the warehouse's broken roof, washing away the blood, leaving her standing in the cold, empty silence. She looked down at her bloody hands, and the wounds that littered her body, and felt nothing. No pain, no fear, no remorse. Just a hollow, empty ache. She was a walking void, not caring what happened next.
---
The silence in the command center was a suffocating shroud, each tick of the clock a hammer blow against his composure. Leila was gone, a phantom, erased from every screen, every sensor. His most sophisticated systems, usually his instruments of absolute control, were now useless, mocking him with their blank, empty displays. She was a ghost, a whisper of smoke in a city he thought he owned.
He clenched his fist, the knuckles bone-white, trembling slightly. Frustration tore at him, a desperate, unfamiliar fear. He had lost her, not just physically, but emotionally, to the very shadows he once commanded.
"Any sign?" he rasped, his voice a broken growl, barely audible. He ran a hand through his usually meticulously styled hair, leaving it disheveled and wild. Dark circles bruised the skin beneath his crimson eyes, a stark contrast to their usual sharp intensity. He hadn't slept in days, the image of Leila's betrayed eyes burning into his mind, keeping him awake, torturing him.
Luke and Kieran exchanged worried glances, their faces etched with a concern he usually inspired in others. "Nothing, boss," Kieran replied, his voice subdued, strained. "It's like she vanished. Clean."
"Her evol," Luke added, his voice trailing off, laced with a hesitant fear. "It makes her untraceable. Completely."
Untraceable. The word echoed in his mind, a mocking reminder of his own supposed invulnerability. He had underestimated her, dismissed the depth of her pain, the power of her abilities. He had pushed her away, and now, he was drowning in the consequences.
He paced the room, his movements erratic, a caged predator in a space that suddenly felt too small. The silence amplified the frantic pounding of his heart, a desperate drumbeat against his ribs, a constant, agonizing reminder of his failure. He had to find her. He had to. It wasn't just about control anymore; it was about… something he couldn't quite name, something raw and desperate, something that felt terrifyingly close to love. A concept that was foreign, and terrifying to him.
But as he stared at the blank screens, the chilling reality began to sink in. Finding her was only the beginning. He had shattered her trust, ripped apart the fragile bond they had built. Could he ever mend the damage? Could he ever face her again, knowing the pain he had inflicted?
Doubt, a foreign, corrosive emotion, gnawed at him. He felt a sickening lurch in his gut, a raw, almost physical pain. He had lost control, not just of the situation, but of himself. He was adrift, lost in a sea of his own making, and he didn't know how to navigate the storm. He was a man unraveling.
He turned, his eyes blazing, his breath coming in ragged gasps. "I'm going out," he growled, his voice hoarse. "I'm finding her myself."
Luke and Kieran exchanged a worried glance. "Boss, you can't just—"
"I'm not asking," Sylus interrupted, his voice low and dangerous. "I'm telling you. I'm going out there."
Luke and Kieran hesitated, their faces etched with concern. They knew better than to argue with Sylus when he was like this, but they also knew he was operating on pure emotion, that he was a danger to himself.
"We're coming with you," Luke said firmly. "We can help."
Kieran nodded in agreement. "We're a team, boss. We'll find her together."
Sylus glared at them, his eyes narrowed. He turned away, his shoulders slumped, the weight of his emotions heavy upon him.
The hunt for Leila was about to begin, and it would be a desperate, dangerous, and profoundly personal affair.
---
Leila slumped against the cold brick wall, her body a battlefield of agony. A fortnight. Fourteen relentless days of running, fighting, bleeding. Days without sleep, without respite. She had held on with sheer will alone, but now—now, she was at her limit. Her breath came in shallow, ragged gasps, each one a struggle, each one a reminder that she was still alive—for now. The world blurred at the edges, her vision swimming, twisting. She could feel it—the weight of death creeping closer.
Pain was a living thing, coiling around her like a serpent, fangs buried deep. The gunshot wound in her shoulder throbbed in a slow, merciless rhythm, the bullet still lodged inside, sending fire through her veins. Blood seeped from two stab wounds—one in her side, dangerously deep, the other just below her ribs. Every breath pulled at the open flesh, making her feel as though she were being torn apart from the inside.
She pressed a trembling hand to her side, but it was useless. There was too much blood. Warm, sticky, pooling beneath her as it soaked into the cold stone. She had won the fight. She always won but it didn't feel like it will be worth it. Eight mercenaries, enhanced, ruthless, in a span of an had come for her, and they had left this world as nothing more than bloodstains on the pavement. But this time, her movements had been different. Slower. Less precise. It wasn’t exhaustion—it was something deeper. She hadn’t cared if she lived.
Every strike she had thrown was automatic, every dodge half a second too late. Her instincts, once honed to perfection, had dulled under the crushing weight of indifference. She should have moved faster. Should have fought harder. Should have cared but she didn’t and now, her body was paying the price.
Her head lolled against the brick wall as her strength bled out alongside her life. She coughed, a wet, broken sound, more blood spilling from her lips. A deep, numbing cold was settling into her limbs, spreading inch by inch. She knew what this meant. The body always shut down like this, conserving what little it had left before giving in entirely. She should be afraid. The old her would have fought harder, clung to life with bared teeth and iron will. But now? She was just so, so tired.
Her eyelids grew heavy. Maybe she’d just close them for a moment.
And then—footsteps. Slow. Steady. Purposeful. A shadow loomed at the mouth of the alley, dark against the dim glow of flickering streetlights. She tried to lift her head, to focus, but her vision was failing her. Her fingers twitched toward the dagger still clutched in her palm, but she couldn't even lift it. Too late. Too weak. Too far gone. Whoever it was, they were coming closer. And Leila… She was too broken to run.
The alleyway echoed with the slow, deliberate rhythm of footsteps, each heavy thud slicing through the suffocating silence like a blade. Sylus moved with a predatory grace, his senses heightened, his gaze scanning the shadows. But this wasn't his usual calculated hunt. This was driven by something raw, something desperate, a primal need to find her.
The moment he saw her, his breath stilled, his heart seizing in his chest.
She was a broken doll, slumped against the cold brick wall, her body a canvas of crimson and grime. Blood pooled beneath her, a dark, creeping stain that seemed to spread with every agonizing second. The sight ripped through him, a brutal, physical blow that stole the air from his lungs.
"No," he breathed, a guttural sound escaping his lips. He broke into a sprint, his movements frantic, desperate.
She was barely holding on, her fingers twitching weakly, her lips parted as if she wanted to speak. But her eyes were glazed, unfocused, and before she could even register his presence, before she could see that it was him—she surrendered. Her body went limp, her head lolling to the side.
'Leila!' He caught her before she could collapse entirely, his arms wrapping around her fragile frame. He could feel the sickening warmth of her blood soaking into his clothes, clinging to his skin like a macabre embrace. It was everywhere, staining his hands, his sleeves, his very soul. His pulse roared in his ears, a frantic drumbeat against the silence. He pressed a trembling hand to her cheek, his touch feather-light, almost afraid to break her. Her skin was deathly pale, cold, her breaths shallow, barely there.
His earpiece crackled to life, a distant intrusion on his terror. "I found her," Sylus said, his voice tight, dangerously low. "Get the medical team at the base. Call the doctor. I'll meet you there. Now."
A primal instinct took over. He couldn't bear to lay her down, to set her aside. He needed to feel her, to hold her close, to keep her from slipping away entirely. With a careful, almost desperate motion, he adjusted her in his arms, cradling her against his chest as if she were a precious, fragile thing.
He moved with a fierce, almost reckless urgency, his movements betraying the normally precise, controlled man. He placed her as best he could within the vehicle, while still maintaining as much contact as possible. One arm stayed wrapped around her, while the other took control of the vehicle. The engine roared to life, tires screeching against the pavement. His free hand tightened around the wheel, knuckles white, his grip a desperate anchor in the storm raging within him.
"Please, just hold on a little longer for me, kitten." he whispered, his voice hoarse, a desperate plea to the fading life in his arms.
Tears welled in his eyes, blurring the road ahead, but he refused to let them fall. He never let them fall but now, they burned, an agonizing ache behind his lids.
By the time he reached the base, the medical team was already waiting, their faces grim, their movements efficient. He didn't waste a second. He carried her inside, laying her down on the cot as the doctors swarmed around her, their voices sharp and urgent. His clothes, his hands, even his neck—everything was smeared with her blood, a stark, horrifying testament to her injuries.
Sylus stepped back as he watched the doctors swarm Leila's barely breathing body, his stomach twisting into a knot of nausea as he watched them work to save her. Her battered body, the deep gashes and cuts, the fresh, brutal wounds—this wasn't the Leila he knew. The Blackthorn Siren had always been a force of nature, a whirlwind of lethal grace. Elegant, precise, untouchable. Every move she made was calculated, a deadly dance of power and control. But now…
Now, she was broken, vulnerable, a shadow of her former self. Her wounds told a story of a fight not fought with her usual precision, a fight where she hadn't cared if she lived or died. Sylus’ breath staggered, a cold dread settling in his chest, a chilling premonition that stole the warmth from his blood.
It hit him then, like a physical blow, a blade sinking into his ribs, twisting with agonizing precision—she had given up. She had stopped fighting for herself. The realization was a crushing weight, a suffocating darkness that threatened to consume him.
His chest tightened, a vice clamping down on his lungs, something sharp and suffocating settling in his throat, a burning ache that made it difficult to swallow. He tore his gaze away, unable to bear the sight of her broken form any longer, the image seared into his mind. Without a word, he turned and walked out of the room, his movements stiff, almost mechanical, like a puppet with its strings cut.
His office door slammed shut behind him, sealing him in a suffocating silence, a tomb of his own making. The silence amplified the frantic pounding of his heart, a desperate drumbeat against his ribs. He lifted his hands, staring at them, at the crimson stains that clung to his skin like a second, horrifying layer. Hands that had shaped an empire, hands that had wielded power without hesitation. Hands that were now painted with her blood, a damning testament to his failure.
"This is my fault."
The realization settled over him like a noose tightening around his throat, choking the air from his lungs, a suffocating darkness that threatened to extinguish his very being. He had betrayed her. He had made her a target. And now, he was an inch away from losing the one person who had dared to see beyond the ruthless facade he had perfected for years, the one person who had dared to see the man beneath the monster.
His fingers curled into fists, trembling with impotent rage, a silent scream against the injustice of his own actions.
For the first time in his life, Sylus felt truly, utterly helpless. He was a man drowning in the consequences of his own actions, a man terrified of losing the light he had so carelessly extinguished, a light that had begun to illuminate the darkness within himself.
---
The days bled into one another, a monotonous cycle of silence and anxious anticipation. Leila remained suspended between worlds, her breaths shallow and even, a fragile rhythm against the backdrop of Sylus's bedroom's unnerving stillness. The rhythmic drip of the IV, a slow, steady pulse, was the only sound that dared to break the oppressive quiet, a constant reminder of her fragile hold on life.
Sylus sat vigil by the bedside, his posture rigid, his gaze fixed on her still form. The room, usually a testament to their shared bond, now felt like a prison, a place where time stretched and distorted, each passing moment an agonizing eternity.
He held her hand, the one encased in a cast, his fingers tracing the childish doodles that Luke and Kieran had surreptitiously drawn. He allowed a ghost of a smile to touch his lips. Those bastards. Even in the face of such grim circumstances, they found a way to inject their brand of irreverent humor. He had half a mind to be annoyed, but the small act of defiant levity was a welcome distraction from the crushing weight of his guilt.
Leila's body was clean now, the crimson stains of battle washed away, replaced by sterile bandages that wrapped around the gunshot wound on her shoulder and the brutal stab wounds on her side and abdomen. The sight of her, so still, so vulnerable, was a stark contrast to the fierce, indomitable woman he knew.
He watched her chest rise and fall, the steady rhythm a fragile beacon of hope in the suffocating darkness. It was even, a testament to the medical team's skill. She was going to make it. He knew it. But the question that gnawed at him, the question that kept him tethered to this sterile room, was when. When would she wake? When would those vibrant eyes open, those sharp, intelligent eyes that held the weight of a thousand untold stories?
He longed for her voice, the sharp wit, the sardonic humor that could cut through his carefully constructed defenses. He longed for the spark of defiance, the fire that burned within her, the fire that he had so carelessly extinguished. He knew he didn't deserve her forgiveness. He knew he had shattered her trust, ripped away her strength. But he also knew, with a chilling certainty, that he would spend the rest of his life trying to earn it back. He would spend every waking moment trying to rekindle the flame he had so foolishly allowed to die.
He tightened his grip on her hand, his touch gentle, almost pleading. "Wake up, Leila," he whispered, his voice rough with unshed emotion. "Please. Come back to me."
The silence stretched on, unbroken, heavy with unspoken emotions and the fragile hope that clung to the rhythm of her breathing. He waited, a silent sentinel in the sterile stillness, a man desperate for a second chance. His thumb traced absent patterns over her fingers. His head was bowed, his jaw tight, exhaustion weighing heavy on his frame.
Then—so faint he almost missed it—her fingers twitched beneath his touch. Sylus stilled. His breath hitched.
His head snapped up, eyes locking onto her hand, willing the movement to happen again. Another slight shift—delicate, weak, but real. His gaze flew to her face just as her eyelids fluttered, the first signs of waking stirring across her features.
He barely breathed as her lashes lifted, revealing dazed, unfocused eyes.
A slow, disoriented awakening.
The world swam into focus for her, a soft, muted blur. She blinked sluggishly, her brows knitting together as she tried to push through the haze clouding her mind. Sylus watched, his grip tightening around her fingers, the relief crashing into him so forcefully it left him unsteady.
"Leila," he murmured, voice rough, barely more than a whisper.
But she was already lost in her own confusion, trying to piece together the fragments of her last memory—the alleyway, the blood, the cold bite of betrayal—before finally, her gaze met his.
A flicker of recognition passed through Leila’s half-lidded eyes, but it was distant, fogged by exhaustion and pain. Her breath hitched as her mind sluggishly fought to bridge the gap between then and now. Sylus stayed utterly still, watching the realization settle, the way her pupils dilated slightly as memories crept back in. He could see it—when she remembered the betrayal. When she remembered the knife in her back, the sting of deception. Her fingers twitched again, but this time not in weakness. In restraint.
She felt the warmth of his hand wrapped around hers, grounding, steady. Yet, Leila didn’t pull away. Not yet. Her lips parted, dry and cracked, but no words came. Sylus reacted instantly, reaching for the glass of water on the bedside table. He slid a hand beneath her head, carefully lifting her just enough to press the rim of the cup to her lips.
"Slow," he murmured, watching the way her throat worked as she swallowed.
A few sips were all she managed before she turned her head slightly, breath shallow, eyes sharpening ever so slightly as they found his. He could see the question forming before she spoke. Could feel it in the shift of her energy, in the unsteady way her gaze darted around Sylus's room. Her voice was barely audible when she finally spoke."Why am I alive?"
Sylus exhaled, a slow drag of breath as he leaned back slightly. He rested his elbows on his knees, hands clasped together as he considered his answer. "Because I wouldn’t let you die."
Leila stared at him, her eyes narrowed, her expression a mask of cold fury. The confusion she had felt earlier was gone, replaced by a burning resentment.
"Are you finished with your knight in shining armor skit?" she said, her voice rough, laced with a venomous edge.
The words were sharp, barbed, meant to wound. All she felt was the sting of betrayal, the agonizing pain of his deception.
Sylus flinched, the words hitting him like a physical blow. He had expected anger, but the sheer intensity of her fury took him aback.
"Leila—" he began, his voice pleading, but she cut him off.
"Don't," she snarled, her voice rising. She tried to sit up further, but the pain in her side flared, forcing her to gasp.
She continued, her voice trembling with rage. "You think this will make up for it? You think that will erase what you did?"
She glared at him, her eyes burning with a hatred that chilled him to the bone. The room was thick with tension, the air crackling with unspoken accusations and unresolved pain. Sylus sat frozen, the weight of her fury a heavy, suffocating presence.
Fueled by a desperate need to escape his presence, pushed herself up from the bed. The room spun, the edges of her vision blurring, but she ignored the dizziness. She had to get out, had to put as much distance as possible between herself and the man who had shattered her trust. She took a shaky step, then another, her legs wobbly and unsteady. The pain in her side, a dull throb until now, flared into a searing inferno. She hissed, her breath catching in her throat, but she pressed on, determined to reach the door.
The sound of her yelp echoed through the room, cutting through the tense silence. Sylus, who had been sitting frozen, his gaze fixed on her retreating back, reacted instantly. He was at her side in a heartbeat, his face etched with concern.
He was there in an instant, his grip firm but careful as he steadied her against him. His warmth was overwhelming, the scent of him—clean, sharp, unmistakably him—flooding her senses. One arm wrapped around her waist, the other supporting her back as he eased her upright.
“Dammit, Leila,” he hissed, his voice rough with something she couldn’t place. “You’re tearing your stitches.”
She struggled against him, pushing weakly at his chest. “Let me go.”
“Like hell I will.” His hold tightened as he lifted her effortlessly, ignoring her feeble attempts to shove him away. The pain in her side flared with every movement, sending another wave of dizziness crashing over her.
“Fuck,” she groaned, her fingers curling into his shirt despite herself.
Sylus exhaled sharply, jaw tight. “This is exactly why you need to stay in bed.”
He carried her back to the mattress, lowering her carefully, his touch gentler than she wanted to admit. The moment he let go, she turned her head away, furious at the weakness in her body, at the way she had to rely on him.
“Why are you doing this?” she muttered, her voice laced with exhaustion and resentment.
Sylus stilled, his eyes unreadable as he looked at her. Then, with a quiet, almost resigned sigh, he murmured, “Because I don’t want to lose you.”
“Then why did you do it?” Her voice was quiet, but it cut through the silence like a blade.
Sylus, who had just been adjusting the fresh bandages over her wound, stilled. Leila turned her head slightly, her gaze locking onto him. “Why did you agree with Dainhart to have me killed? Why didn't you say anything?”
For a moment, he didn’t answer. His jaw tightened, the muscle twitching as if he were weighing his words. Finally, he exhaled, running a hand through his hair before resting his elbows on his knees.
“When the bounty was first placed, I didn’t know who you were,” he admitted, his voice steady but laced with something she couldn’t quite place. “I didn’t care. You were just another name. Another problem to eliminate before it got too big.”
Leila’s breath hitched, but she forced herself to stay quiet, to listen.
“You were becoming a liability,” Sylus continued, his blood-tinted eyes flickering with something unreadable. “Too many contracts turned down because people were too afraid to go after you. Too much noise, too many bodies left in your wake.” His lips pressed into a thin line. “And I don’t allow liabilities to get in my way.”
Leila’s fingers clenched tighter around the sheets. His gaze met hers then, and for once, she saw it in his eyes. Regret.
“But that was before,” he said, quieter now. “Before I actually met you. Before I saw you fight, before I realized how goddamn determined you were. How you refused to break, even when the odds were against you.” His throat bobbed slightly. “Before I knew what it felt like to have you right there beside me.”
Leila’s heart pounded painfully in her chest, her mind screaming at her to look away, to shut him out. But she didn’t.
“Before I felt something different,” he murmured. The words sent a sharp pang through her, something unsteady, something dangerous.
She should hate him. She wanted to hate him but as she lay there, breathing heavily, staring at the man who had once plotted her downfall— She wasn’t sure if she still did. Leila's heart pounded in her chest, a chaotic rhythm against the backdrop of the room's silence. She stared at Sylus, his words hanging in the air, heavy with unspoken emotions. She wanted to hate him. She wanted to cling to the anger, the betrayal, the pain. It was easier than facing the confusing storm brewing within her.
"What are you saying?" she whispered, her voice hoarse, her vulnerability laid bare despite her attempts to hide it.
Sylus's gaze intensified, his eyes burning with a desperate sincerity. "I'm saying… I'm saying that I was wrong, Leila. About everything. About you, about myself."
He moved closer, his hand reaching out to gently brush a stray strand of hair from her face. His touch was hesitant, almost reverent.
"I exist here like a blade sharpened by cold calculation," he continued, his voice low, rough with emotion. "I came to put out a fire, to end a threat before it grew. But you… you weren’t just a fire to be snuffed out or a storm to be calmed. You were something bigger—untamed, unstoppable. A force all your own."
He paused, his throat working. "I've never felt this way before. This… this pull, this need to be near someone. To protect them, to… to cherish them." He looked away for a moment, then back at her, his eyes filled with a pure honesty.
"What I'm trying to say is… You've carved yourself into me in ways I can't undo. No matter how hard I try, I can't walk away—I don't want to. You're in every breath, every thought, every goddamn piece of me."
The words hung in the air, a fragile, terrifying confession, a poetic surrender. Leila's breath hitched. Her heart seemed to stop, then erupt into a frantic rhythm. Love. The word felt foreign, dangerous, and yet undeniably potent.
She wanted to deny it, to scoff, to push him away. But the look in his eyes, the sincerity in his voice, the vulnerability he was displaying, it chipped away at the walls she had built around herself. Tears welled in her eyes, blurring her vision. She wanted to hate him, but she couldn't deny the truth that was echoing in her own heart.
"Sylus…" she whispered, her voice trembling.
He leaned closer, his gaze searching hers. "I know I don't deserve your forgiveness. I know I broke your trust. But I swear to you, Leila, I will spend the rest of my life trying to earn it back. I will spend the rest of my life trying to show you how much I… how much you mean to me."
He moved closer, his hand cupping her cheek, his touch gentle, almost reverent. He leaned in, his lips hovering over hers.
"Can I?" he murmured, his voice a desperate plea.
She didn't answer with words. She leaned in, her lips meeting his in a kiss that was both tentative and desperate, a fragile bridge built over the chasm of their broken trust. It was a kiss of forgiveness, a kiss of hope, a kiss of something that felt terrifyingly like… love, a love that was a dangerous, consuming fire.
The kiss lingered, a fragile truce in the battle raging within her. Leila's eyes fluttered open, her gaze locking with Sylus's. The vulnerability in his eyes, the desperate sincerity, made her heart ache. She wanted to cling to the anger, to push him away, to rebuild the walls he had so effortlessly shattered. But the truth, the undeniable truth that echoed in her own heart, made it impossible.
A small, shaky laugh escaped her lips, a sound that was both fragile and defiant. "That's one poetic way of saying you love me," she murmured, her voice still rough from disuse, a hint of her old sardonic wit cutting through the emotional tension.
The words, though laced with a hint of humor, held a weight that made Sylus's breath catch in his throat. He had laid his soul bare, offering her a confession as raw and unfiltered as the blood that had stained his hands. A faint smile touched his lips, a smile that was both relieved and vulnerable. "Is it too much?" he asked, his voice barely a whisper. "Too dramatic?"
Leila's gaze softened, the anger that had burned so brightly dimming into a fragile understanding. "It's… you," she said, her voice quiet. "It's dramatic, intense, and utterly ridiculous. Just like you."
She reached up, her fingers tracing the sharp line of his jaw, her touch hesitant, almost reverent. "But it's also… affectionate," she admitted, her voice barely audible. "And that, Sylus, is something I never thought I'd see from the leader of Onychinus."
The fragile moment of understanding between Leila and Sylus hung in the air, a delicate balance between vulnerability and hope. Then, the door slid open with a whoosh, shattering the intimacy of the moment. Luke and Kieran stood in the doorway, their expressions a mixture of surprise and something akin to smug amusement.
"Well, well, well," Luke drawled, leaning against the doorframe. "Look who's all lovey-dovey. Sylus and Leila, making up already?"
Kieran snorted, stepping forward. "Yeah, we were expecting a week of brooding and intense staring contests, at least. Guess we were wrong. Did you two finally figure out how to play nice?"
Leila, despite the lingering pain, managed a wry smirk. "You're lucky I'm not mobile enough to kick your asses right now."
"Aw, come on, Leila," Luke protested, but there was a hint of caution in his voice. "We're just messing around. Besides, we brought celebratory drinks." He held up a bottle of something that looked suspiciously like expensive whiskey.
Kieran, ever the instigator, added, "Yeah, you know, for the happy couple. A toast to… whatever this is." He exclaimed.
Sylus didn't bother looking at Luke and Kieran. He simply sat, his back to them, and the air around the door shimmered, a barely perceptible distortion. Without a word, without a glance, the door slammed shut with a resounding bang, the sound echoing through the room, a final, emphatic dismissal. The force of his evol was subtle, but undeniable.
Leila's smile faltered, and Sylus caught it instantly. His sharp gaze flicked to her face, reading the subtle shift in her expression “What’s wrong? What are you thinking about?” he asked, his voice softer now, laced with concern.
She hesitated for only a moment before exhaling. “Dainhart.”
Sylus’s expression hardened, his jaw tightening at the mention of the name. “You don’t have to worry about him. I sent men out in the field, gathering information about his current loca—”
Leila cut him off, reaching out and grabbing his wrist. “What if we do nothing,” she said flatly. “Let the bounty die out. I’m staying here—where no one will find me.”
Sylus’s expression darkened instantly. He turned to face her fully, his eyes burning with something sharp, something barely restrained. “You almost died because of that bounty, Leila,” he said, his voice low but edged with steel. “Because of him.”
She met his gaze, unwavering. “He’s a rat. Cowards like him go into hiding and every time a cat goes near.”
Sylus let out a bitter chuckle, shaking his head. “People don’t forget a price like that. You think if you lay low, it’ll just disappear? That no one will come sniffing around?” His tone was harsh now, but there was an undercurrent of frustration—of something deeper.
Leila’s jaw tightened. “I don’t need you handling my problems, Sylus.”
His eyes flashed. “Handling your problems?” He leaned in slightly, his presence suffocating, the space between them charged. “Do you even hear yourself? You think this is just your problem?”
Leila stared at him, pulse steady despite the shift in the air. “The bounty is on my head, not yours.”
“And who do you think amplified it?” His words landed like a punch, and for a brief second, something flickered in her expression. Sylus didn’t look away. “Dainhart put the target on your back, but I made sure every merc, assassin, and bounty hunter knew exactly how valuable you are.” His voice was razor-sharp now, deliberate. “So no, Leila. This isn’t just your problem.”
Her fingers curled into the sheets, but she kept her tone cool. “And now you want to clean up the mess you helped on making?”
His jaw clenched. “I want him dead.” The words were final, absolute. “And I want the bounty erased. Not left to fade. Not left lingering in the dark where it can resurface when it’s convenient. Gone.”
Leila let out a slow breath, studying him. “So that’s what this is about,” she murmured. “You don’t just want him gone. You want to make a statement.”
Sylus tilted his head slightly. “And you don’t?”
She didn’t answer right away. Instead, she let the silence stretch between them, feeling the weight of it. Then, finally, she sighed, shaking her head. “I don’t like being hunted,” she admitted. “But I don’t want to make a spectacle of it anymore.”
Sylus’s jaw tightened, his hands clenching into fists at his sides. The flickering light above cast jagged shadows across his face, sharpening the fury simmering just beneath his skin. “A spectacle?” His voice was low at first, but the frustration bled into something sharper, louder. “You almost died, Leila, and you’re worried about making a damn spectacle?”
Leila didn’t flinch, but her fingers dug into the sheets, bracing.
Sylus took a step back, running a hand through his hair, exhaling sharply. Then, just as quickly, he turned back to her, ruby-like eyes ablaze. “You think this is something you can just wait out? That hiding here in the base is enough? That people will just forget about the bounty?”
His voice rose, breaking past the usual cold control he always wielded. “That’s not how this works, Leila! You don’t just disappear and hope the world moves on. As long as Dainhart is breathing, there will always be someone looking for you. Waiting. Watching.” He gestured sharply, his fury crackling in the air. “I refuse to sit back and watch them take another shot at you—watch you bleed out in my arms again!”
Leila’s breath hitched, but she kept her gaze locked on him, unyielding. “Sylus—”
“No.” His voice cut through the space between them, hard and unrelenting. He was breathing heavier now, barely keeping himself in check. “You don’t get to tell me to do nothing.”
Sylus exhaled sharply, dragging a hand through his hair before pinching the bridge of his nose. He stayed like that for a moment, forcing himself to rein in the frustration simmering beneath his skin. When he finally spoke, his voice was quieter, rougher.
“I shouldn’t have snapped at you.” He glanced at her, eyes flickering with something unreadable. “I just—” He exhaled, shaking his head. “I don’t like that you almost died because of this.”
Leila held his gaze, studying him carefully. He wasn’t just angry—he was furious at himself, at Dainhart, at the entire situation. But underneath all of that, there was something else. Something true. A beat of silence passed between them. Then, quieter, more vulnerable, he added, “I was scared.”
It wasn’t an easy admission, but it was the truth. The sight of her bleeding out, of her barely holding on—it had lodged itself deep in his chest, refusing to let go. Leila studied him, the rawness in his voice settling deep in her chest. She could still feel the echo of his earlier anger, but now, stripped of its edge, it left behind something far more telling—something she wasn’t sure how to name.
Leila’s throat tightened, but she forced a smirk, tilting her head slightly. “Didn’t think anything scared the great Sylus of Onychinus.”
He huffed a short, humorless chuckle. “Turns out, I was wrong.”
A humorless smirk tugged at the corner of his lips before it faded just as quickly. “Let’s get you healed up first,” he murmured. “Then we’ll talk about it.”
Leila arched a brow. “You mean argue about it.”
Sylus huffed a quiet laugh. “Probably.” His thumb brushed absently against her bandaged knuckles, a fleeting moment of warmth before he pulled away. “But not now.”
Leila gave a slow nod, her gaze following Sylus as he stood. Her eyes fluttered shut when he pressed a firm, lingering kiss to her forehead. The warmth of it seeped into her skin. When he pulled away, his voice was low, steady. “I’ll get you some food.”
As Sylus turned toward the door, his hand resting on the handle, Leila spoke—soft, hesitant, yet undeniably certain. “Sylus.”
He paused, glancing over his shoulder. She held his gaze, something unguarded flickering in her expression. Then, before she could second-guess herself, she said it. “I love you.”
The words hung in the air between them, quiet but undeniable. Sylus stilled, his fingers tightening around the door handle. For a moment, he didn’t move, didn’t speak—just stood there as if the weight of her words had knocked the breath from his lungs.
Leila swallowed, her heart pounding, but she refused to take it back. She had never needed words to define what she felt, never saw the point in them. But right now, she needed him to hear it. Slowly, Sylus turned to face her fully. His eyes burned with something unreadable, something sharp and consuming. He crossed the space between them in a few deliberate steps, lowering himself onto the bed until they were eye to eye.
His hand lifted, fingers brushing a stray strand of hair from her face before resting lightly against her cheek. He didn’t speak—not yet. Instead, he just looked at her, as if memorizing every detail, as if letting her words settle deep into the parts of him no one else could reach. Then, his thumb traced gently over her cheekbone, his voice rough when he finally answered. “Say it again.”
Leila let out a breath, shaking her head. “You heard it the first time, I’m not repeating it.”
Something in Sylus’s expression shifted. He let out a quiet, almost breathless chuckle, shaking his head as if in disbelief. Then, after a pause, he exhaled and said it himself. “I love you.”
The words came out steady, firm, without hesitation. As if they had always been there, waiting to be spoken. Leila blinked, lips parting slightly, but she didn’t speak. She only looked at him, taking in the way he watched her—like he had just given away something sacred. Sylus leaned in then, pressing his forehead against hers, his hand cupping her cheek with a touch so unlike the ruthless man he was known to be.
“You’re mine,” he murmured, voice quieter now, like a vow. “And I’m yours.”
---
The gym, a cavernous space filled with the rhythmic thump of heavy bags and the metallic tang of exertion, was Sylus's sanctuary. If he wasn't immersed in the labyrinthine workings of his study, he sought refuge here, amidst the controlled chaos of physical discipline. Tonight, the boxing ring, bathed in the harsh glow of overhead lights, was their shared domain.
Leila stood poised before him, her stance a testament to her resilient spirit, despite the lingering fragility of her injured shoulder. After days confined to the confines of her bed, she had finally ventured back into the world of movement, seeking to reclaim the strength that had been so violently stolen. The bandages, a stark white against her skin, served as a constant, unwelcome reminder of her brush with mortality.
Sylus, dressed in a sleek black tank top that accentuated the lean musculature of his arms and a pair of dark, loose-fitting shorts that hinted at the power coiled beneath, observed her with a keen, almost clinical eye. Crimson hand wraps, a splash of vibrant color against his dark attire, encased his fists. He watched as Leila executed a punch, her form precise, yet lacking its usual fluid grace. The moment her fist extended, a sharp intake of breath escaped her lips, her free hand instinctively cradling her injured shoulder.
Sylus exhaled, a low, controlled sound, and closed the distance between them. "You're still compensating," he stated, his voice a low rumble that cut through the ambient noise of the gym. "A proper punch isn't just about the arm. It's a symphony of movement—rotation through the shoulder, engagement of the core, a push from the ground up through the legs. Power stems from control, not brute force."
Leila's jaw tightened, a flash of frustration in her eyes. "I know how to throw a punch, Sylus."
A flicker of amusement danced in his eyes. "Not with a fucked shoulder, you don't."
She huffed, rotating her shoulder in a tight circle before settling back into her stance. "Let me try again."
He hesitated, his gaze lingering on her determined expression, then gave a slow, deliberate nod. "One more. But if you hiss in pain again, we're done for the night."
Leila inhaled deeply, her focus laser-sharp. She unleashed a punch, sharper, more controlled than the last, but the instant the motion strained her wound, a sharp, involuntary gasp escaped her lips, her fingers instinctively seeking the protective embrace of her shoulder.
"There it is." Sylus stated, his voice firm yet laced with a quiet understanding. "Let's call it a night, kitten."
Leila exhaled through her nose, a frustrated sigh. "No, it's fine."
"You said that thirty minutes ago." He crossed his arms over his chest, a single brow arched in silent reproach. "Come on. You need to allow it to heal. Don't push it."
A beat of tense silence hung in the air, then, with a reluctant sigh, she lowered her hands. "Fine."
Sylus stepped forward, his gaze softening, the intensity replaced by a gentle concern. He reached out, his fingers brushing a stray strand of hair from her face, his touch lingering for a fleeting moment before he leaned in, pressing a slow, lingering kiss to her lips. When he pulled away, a ghost of a smirk played on his lips. "You're getting better," he murmured, his voice a low caress.
Leila huffed, a hint of her usual defiance returning. "Not fast enough."
His grip on her waist tightened imperceptibly. "Then we'll continue. But not tonight."
He guided her out of the ring, his touch firm yet gentle, and for once, she offered no resistance. Leila took a long sip of water, the cool liquid soothing her parched throat. She leaned back against the gym wall, her muscles protesting with a dull ache, a reminder of her recent injuries. The exertion, though minimal, had taken its toll. Sylus watched her, his expression softening as he took in her slightly flushed cheeks and the lingering weariness in her eyes. He retrieved a towel from a nearby bench and approached her, his movements gentle.
"Here," he murmured, offering her the towel.
Leila accepted it with a grateful smile, wiping the light sheen of sweat from her forehead. "Thanks."
A comfortable silence settled between them, the only sound the gentle hum of the gym's ventilation system. Sylus sat beside her, his gaze lingering on her face. "You pushed yourself too hard," he said softly, his voice laced with concern.
Leila shrugged, a hint of her usual defiance returning. "I needed to see where I was at."
Sylus reached out, his fingers gently tracing the line of her jaw. "You're healing," he said, his voice a low caress. "But you need to be patient."
Leila leaned into his touch, her eyes fluttering closed. "Patience isn't exactly my strong suit."
A soft chuckle rumbled in Sylus's chest. "I've noticed."
He gently pulled her closer, his arm wrapping around her shoulders. Leila rested her head against his chest, the steady rhythm of his heartbeat a soothing counterpoint to the lingering ache in her body. The silence stretched between them, comfortable and warm, filled with unspoken emotions.
"You know," Leila murmured, her voice soft against his chest, "you're surprisingly good at this."
Sylus chuckled, a low rumble in his chest. "Good at what?"
"Being… gentle," she said, a hint of amusement in her voice. "I was expecting more of the 'you will rest, and you will obey' routine."
Sylus smirked, his fingers brushing along Leila’s jaw before he leaned in, his lips a breath away from her ear. “Oh, kitten,” he murmured, his voice dropping into something dark and teasing. “If you wanted me to make you obey, you’d be too sore to be throwing punches.”
Leila froze for half a second before a slow, knowing smile curled on her lips. “Bold of you to assume I’d obey in the first place.”
Sylus chuckled, pressing a fleeting kiss just below her ear before pulling away, satisfaction gleaming in his red eyes. “We’ll test that theory later.”
He chuckled but didn’t push further. Instead, he straightened, running a hand through his sweat-dampened silver hair before his expression hardened again. “Now, about what we discussed before—Dainhart.”
Leila sighed, already knowing where this was going. “Sylus—”
“No.” His voice was firm, leaving no room for argument. “I’m not letting this die out, and I’m sure as hell not waiting around for him to make his next move.” He turned fully to her, crossing his arms over his broad chest. “I told you—I want him dead, and I want that bounty wiped out. End of discussion.”
Leila tilted her head, studying him. “So, no matter what I say, you won’t let this go?”
“Not a chance.” His eyes burned with resolve. “You’re not walking around with a target on your back. I won’t allow it.”
She let out a long sigh, her shoulders dropping in reluctant acceptance. “Fine,” she muttered, meeting his gaze. “But if we’re doing this, I’m involved in every step. Every decision, every move—you don’t shut me out.” Her eyes narrowed slightly, making it clear she wasn’t asking. “Deal?”
Sylus studied her for a moment, his red eyes flickering with something unreadable. Then, a slow smirk tugged at his lips. “Deal,” he said, his voice low and smooth. “As long as you remember—being involved means following my lead when it counts.”
He reached out, brushing a stray strand of hair from her face before his fingers trailed down to her chin, tilting it up slightly. “Think you can handle that, kitten?” A question to which Leila rolled her eyes to but still nodded.
His tone still carried that teasing edge, but his expression soon sobered as he sat up straighter, fingers tapping idly against his knee. “Since you’re so restless,” he mused, “you can join tonight’s debriefing. My men have gathered intel on Dainhart’s movements—you should hear it firsthand.”
Leila tilted her head. “You’re finally gonna let me sit in?”
He arched a brow. “I figured that now you agreed to my decision, you’d want to hear it firsthand rather than have me tell you everything in bed.” His hand drifted to her waist, squeezing lightly. “And I prefer having you where I can see you.”
She rolled her eyes but didn’t pull away as they left the gym together, heading back toward his study.
When they arrived, the room was already occupied. Several of Sylus’s most trusted men—including Luke and Kieran—stood waiting. But instead of stopping at her usual spot in front of his desk, Sylus pulled her beside him, settling her at his right with his hand resting possessively on her waist.
The subtle shift in position didn’t go unnoticed. Most men showed a curious expression before returning composure, except for Luke and Kieran, who had known about their relationship even before I started. Leila remained impassive, but she could feel the weight of their curiosity pressing in. Sylus, however, was completely unfazed. If anything, the corner of his lips twitched with amusement, as if daring anyone to comment.
"Let’s get started," he said smoothly, his fingers briefly tightening against her hip before he turned his attention to the report.
One of his men, a strategist named Corin, stepped forward. He placed a file onto the desk and flipped it open, revealing a map with red markings. “We’ve confirmed Dainhart’s new location. He’s holed up in an underground facility in the lower district, just outside the city’s main surveillance grid. It’s heavily guarded, but not impenetrable.”
Leila’s eyes flicked to the map, scanning the details. “How recent is this intel?”
“Less than forty-eight hours,” Corin answered. “We intercepted a message between his men—he’s consolidating forces, but he’s also paranoid. He moves locations frequently, though this seems to be his most secure base so far.”
Sylus leaned forward, tapping a finger against the map. “Escape routes?”
Luke stepped in. “There are three primary exits, all leading into different sectors. But there’s also a hidden tunnel system. If he senses a threat, he’ll vanish before we even breach the main entrance.”
Leila exhaled through her nose. “So we have to cut off his escape before we move in.”
Sylus nodded. “Exactly.” He glanced at her. “That’s why we’re not rushing in. We need to be sure he has nowhere to run.” His gaze returned to his men. “We need a full layout of those tunnels, every possible route he could take.”
Kieran crossed his arms. “Already working on it. We’ll have a full report by morning.”
Leila leaned against the desk, her mind already working through the possibilities. “If we wait too long, he might move again. What’s the window we’re looking at?”
Corin hesitated. “Three, maybe four days. After that, it’s a gamble.”
Sylus’s jaw tightened. “Then we make sure we’re ready before then.” His eyes flicked to Leila. “You wanted to be involved in every step—so tell me, what do you think?”
Leila studied the map for a long moment before meeting his gaze. “I think we make sure his paranoia works against him. Let’s give him a reason to stay put.”
A slow smirk formed on Sylus’s lips. “Now we’re talking.”
The session went smoothly as Leila and Sylus asked questions then receiving concise answers. They ended the meeting quickly, a sense of purpose and shared resolve hanging heavy in the air. Back in their shared bedroom, the steam from the shower enveloped them, a warm, humid cocoon. Leila sighed contentedly, pushing her hair back from her face, the lingering scent of sweat finally washed away.
Sylus stood behind her, his arms circling her waist, his body warm and solid against her back. He rested his chin on her shoulder, his breath warm against her neck. Leila chuckled, the sound muffled against his chest. "Can't you behave this time?"
Sylus didn't answer, his lips finding the sensitive skin of her neck. He nipped at her skin playfully, a low growl rumbling in his chest. Leila turned to face him, wrapping her arms around his shoulders, her hands resting on his chest. Their bodies were close, their breaths mingling in the steamy air.
"Do you truly expect restraint when you stand before me all naked?" Sylus murmured, a hint of amusement dancing in his eyes. He closed the distance between them, his lips meeting hers in a kiss that was both tender and possessive. Leila's arms instinctively tightened around his shoulders, her body arching closer as she rose on her tiptoes, seeking a deeper connection.
With slow, deliberate steps, Sylus guided her towards the frosted glass of the shower, the cool surface a stark contrast to the heat that radiated between them. He gently pressed her against the glass, his palm resting beside her head, effectively trapping her, while his other hand traced the delicate curve of her neck. His touch was both firm and gentle, a passion that was about to unfold.
The kiss deepened, becoming more urgent, more demanding, yet still laced with a tender reverence. Leila met his passion with her own, her breath catching in her throat as the intensity of their embrace grew.
A soft gasp escaped Leila's lips as Sylus's kiss trailed down her neck, his warm breath sending shivers down her spine. The delicate dance of his tongue against her skin, the gentle pressure of his teeth, sent a wave of heat through her body. A soft curse escaped her lips, a mixture of pleasure and anticipation, as her breath hitched.
In a swift, almost instinctive movement, Leila's palms met the cool, frosted glass, her fingers splayed against the surface. Sylus, his movements fluid and deliberate, trailed kisses down her back, each touch a spark igniting her senses. He then straightened, his gaze lingering on the delicate curve of her spine.
A soft cry escaped Leila's lips as Sylus pushed against her, the intimate connection sending a wave of heat through her body. A low groan rumbled in his chest, an expression of the pleasure that coursed through him. He moved slowly, deliberately, each movement a sensual exploration. His grip on Leila's waist tightened, a silent expression of the intensity of their embrace.
Leila's fingers curled into tight fists against the cool glass, her knuckles white, as her body swayed with Sylus's pace and rhythm. The warm cascade of water from the shower above mingled with the heat radiating between them, heightening the sensations that pulsed through her.
A low groan escaped Sylus's lips as he reached for her neck, his touch both possessive and tender. A soft gasp escaped Leila's lips as she felt the warm press of his body against her back. He whispered praises in her ear, his voice husky with desire, each word a caress against her skin. "That's a good fucking kitten," he murmured, his voice a low rumble. "Just like that. Fuck."
Sylus watched as Leila's head fell back against his shoulder, her eyes fluttering closed, her breath coming in soft gasps. The sounds that escaped her lips, a mixture of pleasure and surrender, fueled a sense of possessive desire within him. The rhythm of their movements intensified, their bodies moving in a synchronized dance of passion.
His left palm anchored against the cool glass, while his other hand traced a slow, deliberate path down her body, lingering on the delicate curves and sensitive skin. He paused, his touch lingering on the most intimate part of her, his fingers gently exploring the source of her pleasure.
"Oh my god, yes." Leila breathed, her voice a husky whisper, as Sylus's touch in quick circles sent waves of pleasure through her body.
A low growl rumbled in Sylus's chest, his movements becoming more urgent, more demanding. The shared pleasure reached its peak, their bodies shuddering with the force of their release. A soft smile played on Leila's lips as she leaned back against him, her body still thrumming with the aftershocks of their passion. "I can already hear the twins' bickering about not having enough sleep tomorrow morning," she murmured, a hint of amusement in her voice.
Sylus let out a breathy chuckle, his chest still rising and falling to catch his breath. "They’ll survive."
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The dim glow of the monitors cast eerie shadows across the room, amplifying the tension thickening the air. Dainhart sat rigidly at the edge of his leather chair, fingers drumming an uneven rhythm against his knee. His mind, once sharp and untouchable, felt frayed at the edges, gnawed away by an insidious unease.
He had been a step ahead last time. Barely. Celeste had bought him time—her blood had paved his escape. But now, time was running out. His jaw clenched as his eyes flicked to the city skyline beyond the reinforced glass, his own reflection staring back at him, dark and restless. He felt it in his bones: they were coming.
Sylus and Leila. He exhaled sharply, a humorless chuckle scraping his throat. What a twisted turn of fate. Leila should have been dead by now. The bounty on her head should have guaranteed it. He had made certain of that. And Sylus—he had expected Sylus to finish the job when given the opportunity.
After all, they had once been partners. A pairing forged in power, sharpened by ambition. Onychinus and Dainhart—the orchestrators of the underground, the ones who dictated the flow of chaos rather than being swept by it. He had stood beside Sylus in the bloodstained corridors of N109, had trusted in the ruthlessness they both wielded like a weapon.
And yet, Sylus had turned the knife on him instead. Not only had he refused to claim the bounty on Leila, but he had done worse—he had chosen her. Dainhart exhaled slowly, willing the frustration clawing at his chest to settle. Why?
It wasn’t just strategy. Sylus didn’t let sentiment cloud his judgment. If he had seen Leila as a mere tool, he would’ve used her, then discarded her. If he had wanted her dead, he would’ve finished what Dainhart started. So why the hell had he thrown away everything to side with her? The realization struck him like a gunshot to the gut.
Those two are fucking in love with each other.
Dainhart let out a sharp breath, dragging a hand down his face. It all made sense. Sylus wasn’t just protecting an asset—he was protecting her. He wasn’t just hunting Dainhart for revenge—he was making sure she lived. And Leila? She, the infamous Blackthorn Siren, who answered to no one, was fighting beside him.
His stomach twisted, a sharp laugh escaping him. “You’ve got to be fucking kidding me.”
Of all the reasons Sylus could’ve turned against him—money, power, betrayal—he had done it over her. Dainhart pushed himself off the chair, pacing toward the window, his pulse hammering through his skull. He could feel the walls closing in, the inevitable weight of what was coming. Sylus and Leila weren’t just coming for revenge. They were coming for each other.
And that was more dangerous than anything Dainhart had planned for. A knock at the door nearly made him reach for the gun at his hip. He inhaled deeply. Paranoia. It was sinking into his bones like a sickness.
“Enter!” he snapped.
The door creaked open, revealing a stiff-backed operative. “Everything is in place, sir. Perimeter’s secure, men are stationed at every entrance. No signs of movement.”
Dainhart nodded, but it wasn’t enough. It was never enough. Sylus didn’t move in ways that could be anticipated. He didn’t strike when you expected him to. By the time you noticed, it was because his hands were already around your throat. His fingers curled into fists. He would not wait for that to happen.
“Double the men,” he ordered, his voice razor-sharp. “I don’t care if you have to pull them from the docks or the warehouses—no one gets through. No one.”
The operative hesitated. “Sir, the resources—”
“I don’t give a damn about resources.” Dainhart shot to his feet, shoving his chair back with a sharp screech. “Do it.”
The man stiffened before nodding and retreating. Dainhart inhaled deeply, trying to ground himself, but the unease never left. He had spent years building himself into the untouchable force of the underground. He dictated the game. He had never been the one running. Yet, here he was and Sylus was closing in.
Dainhart’s gaze swept over the men stationed below, their weapons at the ready, standing like an impenetrable wall of defense. For a brief moment, a flicker of relief settled in his chest—until a faint red dot crept up his torso, catching in his peripheral vision. His breath hitched. Shit.
Instinct took over. He dropped just as the glass behind him exploded, shards slicing through the air. His heart pounded as he pressed himself against the floor, ears ringing from the impact. Slowly, he lifted his gaze—his pulse spiked at the sight. A single, precise bullet hole marred the center of his portrait, right between the eyes.
With a swift, almost frantic movement, Dainhart's fingers found the hidden emergency button beneath his desk. He pressed it, the click echoing in the sudden, charged silence. The room plunged into darkness for a heartbeat, then lurid red lights flickered to life, casting an eerie glow across the space. A deafening wailing siren pierced the air, its shrill cry echoing through the base, a call to arms.
"They're here! Go go go!" Dainhart's men yelled, their voices laced with a mixture of fear and adrenaline. The once-orderly base erupted into chaos, a whirlwind of panicked movement and shouted orders.
Kieran chuckled darkly as he peered through the sniper’s scope, watching Dainhart scramble across the floor before bolting out of his office. "Motherfucker’s a coward!" he barked out, laughter spilling through the comms. His finger hovered over the trigger, itching to take another shot, but he knew better. He followed what Leila asked him to do, take a shot, miss it to scare the already-paranoid. Dainhart. They wanted Dainhart cornered, not dead. Not yet. Pressing a hand to his earpiece, Kieran grinned. "The rabbit has left his hole."
Dainhart’s breathing was uneven as he ran out, his pulse a wild drumbeat in his ears. He had been in high-stakes situations before, but never like this. Never where he felt like the hunted instead of the hunter. "With me," he barked, his voice slicing through the tension like a whip. "We’re heading to the south exit. Move!"
His men snapped into action, falling into formation around him, rifles raised and eyes scanning every shadow. Boots pounded against the marble floor as they hurried through the corridor, the flickering emergency lights casting distorted silhouettes along the walls.
Dainhart gritted his teeth. Sylus was toying with him. The sniper had been a warning, the power outage a second taunt. They wanted him running—wanted him cornered. Not happening. As they reached the stairwell, one of his men pressed a finger to his earpiece. "South exit is still clear, sir. We have a car ready."
Dainhart nodded sharply, motioning for them to keep moving. "Keep your eyes open. If you see so much as a shadow that looks wrong, shoot first." They descended quickly, the stairwell echoing with the sound of their movement. He could already see it in his mind—the black SUV waiting in the alley, the reinforced doors slamming shut behind him as they sped off. He just needed to get there.
As Dainhart reached the final steps of the stairwell, his eyes locked onto the black SUV parked in the alley, engine humming, ready for a quick escape. Relief was a fleeting thing—just as his boot hit the pavement, a violent boom shattered the night.
The explosion tore through the alleyway, a blinding eruption of fire and metal. The force sent Dainhart stumbling back, heat licking at his skin as shards of glass and twisted debris rained down. The deafening blast rang in his ears, drowning out the panicked shouts of his men. Dainhart’s breath came in ragged gasps, his heart slamming against his ribs. That wasn’t just a trap. It was a statement.
A low growl built in his throat as he turned away from the inferno, fists clenching. "We’re changing routes," he snarled. "Move. Now." But the moment they turned back toward the building, the radio on his belt crackled to life. A voice, smooth and edged with amusement, slithered through the static.
“Running already, Dainhart?” It was Sylus.
Dainhart’s blood ran cold. His grip on the radio tightened as he ground his teeth, fury eclipsing the lingering shock from the explosion. The bastard was playing with him. His men were already scrambling, weapons drawn, eyes darting to every rooftop and shadow. But it didn’t matter. Sylus had them exactly where he wanted them—trapped.
He forced his breath to steady before responding, his voice low and venomous. “You’ve made your move, Sylus. Don’t think I won’t return the favor.”
A dark chuckle crackled through the radio. “Oh, I’m counting on it.” Then, the line went dead.
Dainhart’s pulse pounded against his skull. He threw the transceiver to the ground, sending it to shatter at his feet. He didn’t have time to waste. “We’re going for the docks,” he snapped at his men. “Now.”
They moved fast, the scent of burning fuel and blood clinging to the air as they navigated through the alleyways. But the moment they stepped into the open street, something was off. Too quiet. Too empty. Then—click.
A metal clank beneath their feet. Dainhart barely had time to register the tripwire before the streetlights above flickered—then cut to black. A second explosion erupted, this time from behind them. Shrapnel and dust filled the air as one of his men was thrown to the ground, motionless. The others scrambled for cover, but before they could react, a new sound cut through the chaos. Footsteps. Deliberate. Unhurried.
He is no longer the hunter. He is the hunted. Then—he heard it.
A soft, haunting hum, threading through the smoke-filled air like a whisper of death. His blood ran cold. He knew that sound.
The Blackthorn Siren.
Dainhart’s fingers tightened around his gun, his heart hammering. He turned sharply, scanning the shadows, but she wasn’t there. Not yet. But she was near—too near.
The hum continued, low and unhurried, as if she had all the time in the world. His mouth went dry. He had once mocked the rumors, dismissed them as mere theatrics. But now, standing alone in the wreckage of his own undoing, with nothing but that eerie melody wrapping around him like a noose, he understood. This was no performance. This was a death knell, a shift in the darkness, a flicker of movement just beyond the glow of the flames. Then, she stepped into the light. Leila.
She was calm, poised—untouched by the chaos surrounding them. Her dark eyes glowed with something quiet, something lethal. Dainhart swallowed hard and raised his gun. “Where’s Sylus?” He hated the way his voice came out.
Leila tilted her head, the faintest trace of amusement flickering across her lips after hearing the tremble in Dainhart's voice. “Busy.”
The hum was gone now. She didn’t need it anymore. The song had already done its job. Dainhart exhaled through his nose, planting his feet. “You think I’m just going to let you waltz in here and finish the job?”
Her smirk deepened. “No,” she murmured, taking another step forward. “But I do love watching men realize they’ve already lost.”
Dainhart fired. The bullet never met its mark. Leila was already gone.
Dainhart's grip on his gun tightened, as he scanned the chaotic scene, his eyes darting from shadow to shadow, searching for any sign of Leila. He knew better than to waste ammunition on blind shots. "Come out, you bitch!" he snarled, his voice laced with a mixture of fear and rage.
A sudden, piercing scream ripped through the air, startling Dainhart and his men. They spun around, their weapons raised, to see Leila, a figure of deadly grace, withdrawing her dagger from the shoulder of one of his men. The man crumpled to the ground, his scream echoing through the base.
The moment another body hit the ground with a sickening thud, the remaining men faltered. Their breaths came in ragged gasps, their grips on their weapons trembling. Then, one by one, survival instinct kicked in. A gun clattered to the ground as the first man bolted. Another followed, then another. And just like that, Dainhart found himself alone.
His heart pounded as he turned to see his men disappearing into the shadows, their loyalty crumbling under the weight of fear. He couldn't blame them. He wanted to run too. So he did.
Leila saw him move, her focus snapping away from the retreating cowards. Her eyes locked onto Dainhart’s back as he sprinted toward the docks. Without hesitation, she launched after him. Her boots barely made a sound as she closed the distance.
Then—movement. Five men emerged from the wreckage, stepping directly into her path. No hesitation. Just cold, merciless grins as they twirled blades in their hands. Leila slowed, exhaling through her nose.
They knew better than to waste bullets on someone who could weave through gunfire. Up close, with nowhere to vanish, they thought they had a chance. She rolled her shoulders, adjusting her grip on her dagger.
"Really?" she muttered, lips quirking into something that wasn’t quite a smile.
One of them lunged. Leila's response was a blur of motion. The dagger, a silver streak against the backdrop of moonlight, found its mark with chilling precision. The attacker stumbled, a choked gasp escaping his lips before he crumpled to the floor. The others, momentarily stunned, reacted. Steel flashed, a symphony of deadly intent. Leila danced, a whirlwind of motion, her dagger a venomous serpent, striking and retreating, a blur of deadly grace.
One by one, they fell, their surprised cries cut short by the sharp sting of steel. Leila, a whirlwind of motion, fought with a brutal efficiency, her movements honed by years of brutal combat, her every move a calculated strike.
The air grew thick with the metallic tang of blood and the heavy scent of fear. Leila, surrounded by the fallen, stood amidst the carnage, her breath coming in ragged gasps, her eyes gleaming with a cold, predatory light. The fight was far from over, but she had made her point.
She was not to be underestimated. Without pausing to savor her victory, Leila resumed her pursuit, her focus locked on Dainhart's trail. It was a swift chase; she quickly closed the distance, finding him at the docks where his boats rocked idly on the waves. The air was thick with the scent of salt and damp wood, the rhythmic creaking of the vessels a stark contrast to the violence she had just left behind.
Dainhart was just steps away from the boat when a sharp whistle cut through the air.
Pain. A choked snarl ripped from his throat as the blade sank deep into his hip. His legs faltered, his balance snapping like a severed wire as he stumbled forward, barely catching himself on the dock’s wooden planks. The world spun for a fraction of a second, the salt in the air turning acrid with the scent of his own blood.
“Shit—” he hissed through gritted teeth, his hand snapping to the knife embedded in his flesh.
He forced his head up, and there she was. Leila's form illuminated by the flickering dock lights. The Blackthorn Siren—silent, deadly, but utterly human. Dainhart yanked the knife from his hip with a ragged breath, blood trickling down his leg as he forced himself to stand. He kept the knife clutched in his hand, the metal a cold comfort. He didn't need it. Not yet. He still had his gun.
Or so he thought.
Leila moved before he could even raise his arm. A blur of motion, and then—crack! A sharp kick slammed into his wrist, sending his gun skidding across the dock the down to vanish in the water. A second kick followed, aimed at his ribs, but Dainhart twisted, absorbing the impact before lunging at her. She stepped back, fluid as water, avoiding his grasp but he was fast too.
With a desperate snarl, he closed the distance, throwing a wild punch toward her face. She ducked—predictable—but he anticipated it, bringing his knee up. It connected with her torso, forcing a breath from her lips as she staggered back.
Dainhart didn’t let up. He lunged again, and this time, he caught her. His weight slammed into her, and she hit the dock hard. Her vision spun, and before she could react, Dainhart was on top of her, his knee digging into her side.
Leila’s fingers scrambled for a weapon, anything—but Dainhart already had one. Her weapon. Her own throwing knife, still slick with his blood, was now clenched in his fist, its tip just centimeters from her eye.
She grit her teeth, both hands straining against his as she fought to keep the blade away. Her arms trembled with effort, her breath coming in sharp gasps as she pushed back with everything she had. But Dainhart was bigger, heavier, and his strength was fueled by desperation. The blade inched closer.
"You're not winning this," he growled through clenched teeth, pressing down harder. Her arms burned, her weak shoulder screaming under the pressure. A single centimeter was all that stood between her and death.
Then—a powerful force yanked Dainhart back, out of her reach. One second, he was above her, forcing the knife toward her skull, and the next, he was yanked backward with a vicious force that sent him crashing onto the dock.
Leila gasped, scrambling up just in time to see him struggle against the iron grip wrapped around his collar.
He stood there facing his old partner, his expression eerily calm. "Who do you think you are, laying a hand on her?" Sylus murmured, his voice a low, dangerous question.
Then, without warning, he slammed his fist into Dainhart’s face. Dainhart's head snapped to the side with the force of the punch, blood spraying from his lip as he staggered. But Sylus didn’t let him fall. His grip on Dainhart’s collar tightened, keeping him upright like a marionette in his hands.
Leila watched, chest heaving, as Sylus pulled Dainhart. The amusement in Sylus’ eyes was gone now, replaced by something colder, something razor-sharp. "You’ve been running for a while," Sylus said, voice quiet but dripping with menace. "Did you really think it would last?"
Dainhart, still dazed from the blow, let out a ragged breath. "Go to hell," he spat, his bloodied lips curling into a sneer.
Sylus smirked. "Oh, I’ll send you there first."
Then, with brutal efficiency, Sylus drove a kick into Dainhart’s gut. The force ripped the air from his lungs, his body curling in on itself as a choked sound of agony left his throat. Sylus finally let him drop, and Dainhart crumpled onto the dock, coughing violently, his hands trembling as he tried to push himself up.
Leila rose to her feet, wiping sweat from her brow as she stepped beside Sylus. Her gaze dropped to Dainhart’s sprawled form, watching as his breaths came in uneven, ragged pulls. He was done. He had fought, he had run—but there was nowhere left to go.
Dainhart let out a bitter, wheezing laugh, his fingers curling weakly against the wooden planks. "Took you two long enough," he rasped.
Sylus tilted his head, looking almost thoughtful. "We wanted to give you a show."
Leila exhaled, rolling her shoulder to shake off the lingering ache. "And you put up quite the performance," she added, voice smooth but laced with quiet steel. "Too bad the ending was already decided."
Before Dainhart could respond, Sylus’s shoe connected with his ribs, the sickening crunch of bone echoing across the docks. Dainhart screamed, a sound that was cut short as Leila’s dagger flashed across the air sticking the sharp edge on the wood beside his cheek, slicing a shallow cut on the skin. He flinched, his eyes widening in pain and surprise.
Dainhart, his body screaming in protest, tried to defend himself, but he was too slow, too weak. He was a broken toy, a puppet whose strings had been cut.
He spat a mouthful of blood at Sylus’s feet, a twisted grin curling his split lips. "You’ve gone soft," he wheezed, his voice laced with bitter mockery. "All this… sentimentality. For Leila. A woman. The weaker link!"
Sylus’s jaw clenched, his eyes darkening with something lethal. His grip on the gun was steady, but his fury was anything but. Insult him all you want—he didn’t care. But Leila? "Say her name again. I dare you."
Dainhart’s laughter was a wet, gurgling sound. "You were a blade, Sylus. Sharp, merciless. Now you’re dull—rusted—for a woman who was meant to be a corpse."
Sylus clocked his gun, the cold steel a stark contrast to the warmth of the setting sun. "A weapon without an edge dulls," he said, his voice flat, devoid of emotion. "She keeps me sharp."
There was no fear in Dainhart’s face anymore—just the weight of inevitability. He had played his part. The game was over. A single gunshot echoed across the docks. Dainhart fell silent. Sylus withdrew his foot from Dainhart's chest, then nudged his shoulder with a casual kick, sending the body rolling off the dock and into the water with a dull splash. He then reached into his pocket, retrieving the handheld transceiver he'd taken from one of Dainhart's men.
"I know someone on the other end can hear me," he spoke into the device, his voice low and steady. "Your boss is dead. Cancel the bounty he placed on the Blackthorn Siren, unless you want this entire location reduced to rubble with all of you inside, at the push of a button." A calculated bluff.
Silence crackled through the transceiver then followed by a burst of static. A voice, flat and devoid of emotion, replied, "Understood."
Leila glanced up at Sylus, his arm wrapped firmly around her waist, his chin resting lightly on the crown of her head. A soft sigh escaped his lips as he pressed a tender kiss to her hair.
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The rumble of the speedboat’s engine faded as Leila slowed, guiding it toward the dock. The salty breeze tangled in her hair, and she couldn’t help the grin spreading across her face as she glanced at Sylus, who sat blindfolded beside her. “What are you up to this time?” His voice was steady, but she caught the subtle impatience beneath it.
Leila chuckled. “Patience.” She secured the boat, then took his hand, leading him onto the dock. His grip was strong, trusting, and for a fleeting moment, she let herself savor the way their fingers fit together.
“I figured you deserved something after that championship match two weeks ago,” she said as she guided him across the soft wooden planks. “Since you gave me your champion’s ring, I thought it was only fair to give you something in return.”
Sylus tilted his head slightly. “You’re not usually the type for sentimental gestures.”
“True,” she admitted with a smirk. “But I’ve been wanting this for years. Never had a good enough reason to get it… until now.”
She stopped walking, standing just at the edge of the pristine beach. The ocean stretched endlessly before them, waves lapping at the shore with a rhythmic hush. The golden hues of the sunset bathed the landscape in warmth, setting the white sand and palm trees aglow.
Leila reached up and untied the silk necktie that served as his blindfold, slipping it from his face. "Tada!" Leila exclaimed with her arms up in the air.
Sylus blinked as the sudden brightness hit him. His sharp gaze took a moment to adjust, then slowly widened as he took in the sight before him. A private island. Their own paradise.
His lips parted slightly. “You—”
“Do you like it?” Leila asked, watching him carefully. For a moment, he said nothing. Then, slowly, a rare, genuine smile curved his lips.
“You bought an island?”
She shrugged. “Figured you could use a place to disappear when the world gets too loud.”
Sylus exhaled a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “You are completely unpredictable.”
She smirked. “And you love it.”
His gaze softened as he stepped closer. “I do.” Then, with the crashing waves as their only witness, he pulled her into his arms.
Leila felt the warmth of Sylus’ embrace, the weight of his hands at her waist—possessive, certain. For a moment, they simply stood there, the ocean whispering against the shore, the last traces of sunlight painting the horizon in molten gold. Then, with a playful smirk, she pulled away, tilting her chin toward the path leading inland.
“There’s more,” she said, stepping back onto the wooden walkway lined with flickering torches. Palm trees swayed lazily overhead, casting shifting shadows across the smooth stone path. The scent of salt and hibiscus lingered in the air, mingling with something richer.
As they ascended the steps, Sylus took in the architectural marvel before him. The estate was a seamless blend of luxury and restraint—white stucco walls with sleek, dark wood accents, massive glass doors that reflected the fiery hues of the setting sun. The mansion sprawled effortlessly across the land, its open design allowing the sea breeze to flow freely through its halls. The faint aroma of cedar and sandalwood drifting from the open archways of a mansion that seemed almost sculpted from the landscape itself.
Leila took out the keys from her pocket then slid the doors open. “Welcome home,” she murmured, leading him inside.
The interior was a study in contrasts—modern minimalism meeting untamed nature. The living space was vast, lined with floor-to-ceiling windows that overlooked the infinity pool. Soft, sun-bleached linen draped over low-profile furniture, and a statement fireplace of polished black stone stood at the center of the open-concept room. Light fixtures hung like cascading vines, their warm glow casting gentle illumination against textured walls.
Sylus let out a low hum of approval, running his fingers along the smooth marble of the bar. His sharp gaze flickered toward her, unreadable, though she caught the slight upward tilt of his lips. “You did all this for me?”
Leila folded her arms, leaning against the bar. “I did it for us,” she corrected. “Figured we deserved a place that’s ours. No watching eyes. No unfinished business lurking around every corner.”
Sylus exhaled a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “I gave you a ring. You bought me an island.” His eyes glinted with amusement. “Kind of makes me look bad, doesn’t it?”
She tilted her head, eyes glinting. “You spoil me almost every day, Sylus.” She reached up, adjusting the collar of his shirt like she was smoothing out something invisible. “Now it’s my turn.”
A slow, rare smile tugged at his lips as he studied her, the weight of his gaze sending warmth curling in her chest.
“You realize what you’ve done, don’t you?” His voice dipped lower, edged with something unreadable.
Leila arched a brow. “Enlighten me.”
“You’ve made it impossible for me to ever let you go.”
Her smirk softened into something dangerously close to tender. “Good.”
Sylus let his fingers trail over Leila’s wrist as they walked inside, their steps slow, unhurried—like for once, neither of them had to be anywhere but here. The mansion was sleek yet inviting, a perfect blend of indulgence and comfort. The open-concept space held modern furniture softened by warm lighting, and beyond the living area, a grand staircase led to the second floor.
Leila guided him through the hall, past the airy living room, and onto a sprawling terrace that overlooked the infinity pool. A plush outdoor lounge was set beneath a wooden pergola draped with sheer, billowing curtains, the soft glow of candlelight flickering against the sleek stone. A tray of wine and fruit was already set out, like she’d planned every detail down to the very moment.
Sylus exhaled, his hand tightening around hers. “You really thought of everything.”
She smirked, nudging him toward the couch. “I didn’t want to half-ass it. This is a once-in-a-lifetime surprise, after all.”
He sat down, eyes never leaving her as she settled beside him, one leg curled beneath her. “I still can’t believe you did this.”
Leila tilted her head, brushing a few strands of his hair. “I told you, you deserve something that’s just yours. A place where you don’t have to be Sylus of Onychinus, just… Sylus.”
His gaze softened. “And what about you?”
She shrugged. “I think I deserve to see you like this. Unburdened. Even if it’s just for a little while.”
For a moment, he didn’t speak. He just reached for her hand, tracing slow, deliberate circles against her palm. “You know,” he murmured, “I used to think I didn’t need a place to escape to. That I could carve out my own peace in the chaos.” He exhaled, gaze dropping briefly to their intertwined fingers. “I could adapt to any location and call it home as long as I'm willing. But now I have a condition, if you're not there, then I'm not interested.”
Leila blinked, her breath catching slightly at the unexpected confession.
He smirked at her stunned silence. “What? Did I finally find a way to shut you up?”
She huffed a soft laugh, shaking her head. “That was unfairly smooth.”
“I meant it, though.” His thumb brushed over her knuckles. “All of it.”
Leila let the moment settle, let the warmth of his words wrap around her like the evening breeze. Then, with a smirk, she leaned in, resting her forehead against his. “I love you, you know.”
Sylus inhaled slowly, his hand cupping the back of her neck. “I know, my beloved.” His voice was quieter now, lower. “I love you. There’s no universe where I’m not yours.” He kissed her then, slow and deep, with the kind of certainty that felt like an unspoken vow.
The waves carried their steady rhythm against the shore, a constant, soothing presence beneath the quiet hum of the night. For once, there were no threats lurking in the shadows, no unfinished business waiting to be settled—just the glow of the sunset dancing across their skin. A bond forged in chaos, tempered in blood, and now, resting in peace. Wrapped in each other’s warmth, in the gentle hush of the sea, they let themselves sink into their quiet promise of forever.
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amica-aenigmata-naboo · 1 year ago
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Astarion x Y/N - drabble - 1K WC
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Warnings: Haarlep using Y/N form, Astarion and Karlach being heroes, Astarion being amazing (as always), hurt/comfort, fluff
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You had been distant for weeks. Hardly talking to him, telling him you needed time to yourself. He was trying to be understanding but it seemed like you wanted to be anywhere but near him. He couldn’t think of anything he’d done to make you act this way, and it was starting to scare him. 
“Darling, may I come in?” Astarion asked from the front of your tent. He could barely see you, curled up in a dark corner of the tent. 
You didn’t respond, he assumed you were asleep. He pulled a blanket over you quietly before he noticed your eyes. They were cracked open a bit, bloodshot and devoid of emotion. 
“Little love?” He cooed, a gentle hand caressing your face. You flinched away. 
That made his undead heart break. “Whatever could be the matter?”
Silent tears fell down your face as you closed your eyes and pulled the blanket over your head. You were shaking slightly and trying not to squirm. 
“Are you ill?” He asked. He wanted to hold you, make you feel better but he held back, not wanting to make you flinch again. A strangled moan left your lips and everything clicked in his mind. 
The incubus. 
“My love… let me help you… please.” He begged.
You lifted the blanket slightly. He heard your quiet sobs as he shifted himself under the blanket, careful not to touch you. He saw your legs rubbing together, how your hands fisted the bed roll. But most of all he saw the endless tears streaming down your cheeks and how your face scrunched up in pain. You let out sobs and moans; he never saw you like this. Your normal calm and happy affect was long gone. 
Astarion kicked at the tent flap, letting light pour in. The thin blanket illuminated with blue light. Your eyes opened at the sudden color change. Astarion held the blanket up, giving you both space to breathe. Your shaking hand reached out to touch it. 
“When Cazador made me use myself… I felt so ashamed and disgusted. It planted this seed inside me that made me repulsed by anything physical… I’m so sorry little love, if I could take this pain from you I would.” Said Astarion in a whisper. 
Your breathing picked up and you squealed, sobbing once more before curling into Astarion’s side. Your hiccups and sobs slowed into sniffles here and there. 
“But… you can survive this. You can love despite this. And I’ll always be here, in any way you need me my sweet.” He whispered into your hair, not touching you but wanting you to know how much he meant it. 
You cautiously wrapped an arm around his waist while you whispered “Sleep… I want the potion of sleep… please.” 
Astarion sighed, his heart cracking in half. He got up and got the potion for you, tilting it slowly so you could drink it. Your body went limp quickly, a deep sleep settling in your muscles. Your cheeks were tear stained, the rims of your eyes were red. He understood now why you had been away from him. The incubus was using you day in and day out, after all, that's all incubus do. He huffed before pulling the blanket back up over you, tucking you in. He marched to Karlach’s tent, a mission in mind. 
She smiled at him, opening her mouth to get a word out but he cut her off before she got the chance.
“I need your help. I can’t tell you what it is, you can never ask me about it later, and were gonna hurt somebody.” his jaw was clenched, his eyes like daggers.
“What portal should we take?” Karlach responded, picking up her axe. 
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Astarion walked into the tent as you rolled over, rubbing your eyes. You looked at him for a moment before looking away, shame and bile rising in your throat. 
“Darling,” Astarion started, sitting near you but not too close. You noticed he was covered in blood and sweat. Did something happen while you were asleep?
“This is for you.” he said, holding out a piece of bloody chain.
You took it, looking at it with confusion. You noticed small infernal writing on the chain. Your eyes widened. This was from Haarlep. 
“They’re dead?” you asked with a shaky breath.
“Yes.” he said gently. 
You crawled into his lap, straddling him. Your arms wrapped around his neck, you hugged him tightly as sobs racked your body. “Thank you.” you whispered.
“I’m so sorry I didn’t kill that bastard sooner. You shouldn’t have had to feel that… any of it.” his arms held you just as tight. He was so worried about you these last few weeks. As soon as it all clicked in his mind he knew he had to do something, he couldn’t stand to think about you suffering like he had for even a moment. 
“You need to wash.” you spoke after a while, still holding him. 
“I can do that later, I want to stay with you.” he spoke as he ran his hands through your hair, massaging your scalp. 
“Can I wash with you? I want to wash them off of me… for the last time…” a single tear left your eye. You were so relieved Haarlep was gone, and yet, something inside you ached. A part of you had suffered and it ached inside you despite the fact that justice was served in the highest form. 
Astarion nodded, kissing your head before he got up and filled the tub. He sunk down, keeping his eyes averted as you undressed. You sunk down across from him, your legs tangled together. 
You took his hands, “I love you.” you kissed his knuckles. 
His face softened, he kissed your knuckles back, “I love you.” 
Astarion washed you with feather light touches, soft kisses placed here and there. He helped you dress, brushing your hair a bit before laying you down with him. Your body felt clean, you felt… restored. Your eyes drooped as Astarion wrapped a blanket around you. He stayed up, listening to your soft, even breaths. He caressed your face every now and then. He knew it would take time to help you overcome what Haarlep had done, and he was going to be there every step of the way.
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Naboo's Note:
Hello all! Sorry I have been away for a bit. The holidays and work have been awful on me and my writing time tbh but I'm getting back into it. I hope this is a fun little piece for everyone, I love me some hurt comfort lol. Thank you all for the support and understanding. Thanks for the likes, comments, reblogs, and requests. TTYLXOX <3
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qin-qin16 · 6 months ago
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cw: Nightmare is here, this is not a sans ship in any sense, character death, graphic violence (?), Killer’s resets, toxic interactions, evil writing come back >:3
note: Since this is quite Nightmare's vision, Killer is refered as "it".
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The black appendage ricocheted through the air, sending a meager trace of the persistent fluid crashing to the ground, some still glued to their tentacle — slowly being absorbed, blending into their sticky mass of tar.
“It's fascinatingly annoying how you always manage to disappoint me,” Nightmare declares, their tongue clicking against the roof of their mouth when no answer comes, “Let me rephrase that: it's frustrating how predictable you are in disappointing me, yet curious how you do it — always managing to surprise me.”
Their turquoise orb slid down the body of their sole servant, a faint malicious gleam appearing in their gaze as the red ring pulsed weakly against the tattered rags it wore — the light it emitted growing fainter as thin cracks emerging from the core of Killer's hybrid soul.
"It’s a shame; a waste of time and effort." Nightmare sighed deeply, before turning their attention to no particular spot in the room; any detail of the space they were in was more interesting — and worthy — of their focus than the body lying at their feet.
The armchair, free of any scratches or dust; the gleaming bookshelf, filled with hardcover books — each with its title displayed on the spine; the clean rug, no stain marking its surface; even the lone window — exposed at the far end of the room, long and with dark glass — was more fascinating to observe than Killer's worn-out body.
A filthy, tattered rag with no dignity left.
Their tentacles trembled slightly; even as a walking dead creature, Killer never ceased to surprise them, making Nightmare hesitate before the skeleton lying on the floor. It was as if every movement of Nightmare's was being watched by those two deep holes, devoid of any gleaming pupils.
"I'm sure the next one will be more competent, more... loyal to my principles." That was their last utterance before finishing the job. A single ricochet of the appendage, and Killer's soul shattered into countless fragments, taking with it the faint light that remained in the room.
It didn’t even let out a final sigh; its bones discarded at their feet had long since surrendered, the spasms from the brief struggle stopping the moment the first cut was made. Not even its pleas for mercy brought Nightmare any pleasure this time — a true waste of time.
Their orb rolls across their face, searching for another temporary distraction before they have to go out and pick up another stray again. 
A soft jingle echoes, like a dead whisper inside their skull — a strange, morbid echo. Quickly, Nightmare’s eyeball shifts to the body in front of them, or rather, to the void it left behind. Not even dust remained, just a dull puddle — the last trace of his determination, the only reminder that, moments ago, Killer had been dead at their feet.
Knocks at the door make Nightmare falter for a moment, their body stiffening, appendages rising and positioning themselves in front of them for a brief instant — shielding their body from whatever lay behind the door not far from them. They knew who it was; they had caught a glimpse of the faint golden star just minutes before both had passed through that door.
Without so much as asking for permission, that thing slowly opens the door, a sound of wood scraping against the floor gnawing at Nightmare’s mind, now unable to tear their attention away from the figure, who gradually revealed itself with the weak, familiar red light — illuminating not only its old clothes but the short path between it and Nightmare.
"Greetings, boss," Killer grins widely, its mouth fixed in a black, toothless curve on its face, the eye sockets even deeper than before. "If I may say, I can still be quite useful to you." The soul before it trembles, struggling to form a single shape.
"You just need to let me show you."
@howlsofbloodhounds @what-have-i-unleashed @justanidiotartist
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meiieiri · 2 years ago
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LATE NIGHT SNIPPETS [FT. JUJUTSU KAISEN]
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❁—CHARACTERS: suguru geto, gojo satoru, nanami kento, megumi fushiguro
warnings: mentions of death and violence in megumi’s part ( T ^ T )
a/n: now this one got so bad it took me two days to write. ALSO, have ya’ll seen the new episode? WASN’T IT SO GOOD? like the symbolisms and the many artistic references to buddhism and enlightenment was just so GLORIOUS??? and yea, my heart hurts knowing what’s about to come. anyway so much for that. here are some new drabbles to keep us relatively happy in the meantime, prompts are open, btw!
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༊*·˚ GOJO SATORU
you think it's charming to see satoru try. he's not as half-assed as people think he is when it comes to devoting his time and effort to the things close to his heart. and for better or for worse, that included you.
his hands gently rakes a hand through your hair, your back pressed to his broad chest. he stops every now and then to untangle the unruly bits with the wide-toothed comb he held between his lips as he painstakingly lathered your locks with the new shampoo he just bought for you, the same one you’ve been eyeing whenever the two of you are out on your supermarket runs.
he treats the entire affair of doting on you, bathing together, as if he were perfecting an art form, and he — a mere blushing apprentice — utterly lost and in ruin in the presence of his ethereal muse. his head drops against your shoulder where a loving kiss makes a picture perfect landing that not even the most proficient trapeze artists can achieve. he cradles you close to his naked form but there was nothing overtly lustful about the entire affair (which is unlike the both of you, by the way, satoru was normally insatiable when it comes to his sexual desires).
there was only an intimate quiet — the kind of passing moment devoid of any unnecessary words and contemplations of love or adoration because there was no need for such futile philosophical bullshit when faced with an absolute truth that needs no explaining, no theorizing, no rationalizing for satoru knew, that in this horrible world riddled with lies, his love for you extends into the limitless void.
“i love you,” he mumbles sleepily into your ear, his eyelids drooping, his breath becoming more even by the second owed to the comforting warmth of the water in the bathtub.
it doesn’t hurt to say it every now and then, though.
༊*·˚ NANAMI KENTO
the warm ambient light of the overhead lamps above you illuminates the dark space of your living room, revealing the adonis-like features of kento, the shadows only seem to accentuate the contours of his defined cheekbones, the slight outline of his perfectly-shaped lips and his masculine jaw. you don’t know how you could have caught the eye of someone so beautiful, so…otherworldly.
he was like a monarch butterfly, a warm ball of fire that danced in an evergreen meadow, so guarded and scarce in his movements in fear that he’d burn the entire valley down with just a subtle flutter of his wings. but since you so desired to burn into cinders, who was he to deny your wishes? a yelp of half-surprise and sheepish laughter slips out from your lips when he suddenly sends you into a romantic dip, catching you by surprise, your heart racing in your chest.
“kento!” you lightly slap him on the arm which only causes him to throw his head back in delighted laughter.
and to the sound of the piano’s crescendo, and the singer’s luscious alto tone, he picks you back up, righting your positions, leading you in a slow dance. he sways both your forms side to side, sometimes hoisting his arm up to allow you enough space to innocently twirl around in time to the climax of the song playing on the vinyl player and in time to the sound of his heart breaking.
oh, how he desperately depended on you and you don’t even know it.
you wouldn’t even understand it if he articulated just how mystified he was to hold your smaller hand in his larger hand, to walk beside you for a thousand miles and not even feel an ounce of fatigue, to naively dance with you like this barefoot in the kitchen at two in the morning, to be able to call you his and him yours.
the song nears its end, the bell-like notes dissipating into the air. you try to pull away, suddenly remembering the dirty dishes from dinner earlier which you so carelessly abandoned in the sink but kento only tilts your chin towards him, his breath hot against your lips, “i’ll do the dishes later. dance with me again?”
༊*·˚ GETO SUGURU
a snort of laughter escapes suguru upon hearing the latest gossip you caught wind of in the teacher’s lounge earlier today . “so, i take it kento has a girlfriend now,” his eyelids flutter close when your dainty fingers lightly massage his forehead with a cool moisturizing balm that smelled absolutely divine with the earthy undertones of tea tree balm and aloe vera.
“engaged, at least that’s what shoko told me,” you correct him and he scrunches his nose in displeasure. you smooth away any of his stray bangs, and the soothing action causes him to sigh contentedly, basking in your butterfly-like touch.
to suguru, this was home — spending the midnight hours braiding one another’s hair, chatting away about anything and everything with your silly little skincare masks on, the humidifier in your room in its maximum settings spewing out the comforting aroma of yours or suguru’s favorite essential oil depending on who wins your little match of rock-paper-scissors, chaste kisses and most of all, you. “what are you staring at?” you ask, breathless, when you notice how his raven eyes stared up at you with so much wonder.
his hand lazily comes up to cup your cheek, memorizing each crack and bump of you as if tonight would be the last time he could ever do so. maybe he was selfish — as many mortals are — to want to beg the gods for time and the stars to stop turning, halting their perpetual orbit, so that he may savor this moment just for a while longer. and a while longer. and a while longer. ‘till eternity herself, in her humiliation, feels cheated.
“my entire world.”
༊*·˚ FUSHIGURO MEGUMI
you were woken up by his shikigami, the arctic dog wagging its tail excitedly as it tries to climb up your bed. you blink away the remnants of your slumber, yawning. “what are you doing here, cutie? where’s your dad?” you affectionately pat the creature on the head and it lets out a happy bark, leaning into your touch. wait a second. if the shikigami had appeared, then, megumi must surely be up and about somewhere in the house. you pull on your silk robe to go look for him when you find only moonlight on his side of the bed.
you eventually find yourself in the living room’s main balcony which functioned as a sun room of sorts. you find megumi hunched over, watering can in hand, seemingly in a daze, he diligently waters the many potted plants you’ve collected over the years. you shake your head, beguiled at the sight, leaning against the glass door.
“your orchids were starting to wilt,” he replies when he senses your presence, a touch of sadness in his voice. he’d gotten you those orchids for your anniversary as the two of you were on your way home from a backbreaking mission in shizuoka. he’d been horrified to see it practically wasting away in the scorching summer heat. “…i…i had to do something,” he swallows thickly, a few tears pooling at the crescent of his green orbs.
you instantly understand. you walk over to him, hugging him from behind as he works. his breath stutters, his grip on the watering can slackening. it falls to the ground in an unceremonious clang! something uncoils within megumi and right then and there…he weeps, falling into the sanctuary of your arms, his tears staining the fabric of your robe, glistening like the most precious of jewels serendipitously unearthed in the forgotten mineshaft that is his heart. “shhh,” you hush him as he continues to cry.
he could have saved that little girl.
if only he’d been faster. if only he didn’t freeze up in front of that curse. if only he hadn’t been his usual second-rate mediocre self even for just a second, maybe she would have lived. “what if it had been you?” his ivy green eyes are filled with abject fear. “what if—?”
“—then, you’ll come get me,” you reply without a second thought, your voice as soft as a spring night’s dewfall, your hand comfortingly raking through his disshelved raven hair. “i know you will.”
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l2vedive · 2 years ago
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GUTS w. sim jaeyun & park jongseong
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scream au + graphic description of violence, murder and mention of character deaths (923)
featuring: park chaeyoung (isa) from stayc, ning yizhuo (ningning) from aespa mentioned, lee heeseung from enhypen
pairing(s): jake sim x fem!reader, park jongseong x fem!reader
note: PLEASE READ AT YOUR OWN RISK !!! in honour of spooky szn, here's something i came up with after a scream binge. might turn this into a series but lmk what u guys think by rbing and liking , enjoy !!!!
you stand there, surrounded by chaos and deception, as the truth becomes clearer and more sinister by the second. jay's unconscious form lies on the floor, a pool of blood forming around him. you can't help but glance at jake, his face twisted in pain and desperation.
"where have you been?" you demand, your voice trembling.
jake winces, clutching his bleeding side. "i got attacked. it was brutal— fuck! — it was so fucking bad, yn." he rambles.
with scepticism still gnawing at you, you hesitate to accept his explanation. the phone rings persistently, a deafening reminder of the danger closing in. jake's voice grows more urgent: "don't answer it. it's ningning, i'm telling you!"
but you can't ignore the ringing any longer. your curiosity gets the best of you, and you reach for the phone. just as you pick it up, the closet door flies open with a loud crash, and ghostface emerges, armed and menacing.
fear courses through your veins as you face the killer, and jake immediately steps forward to shield you. it turns into a frantic, deadly chase through the dimly lit room. ghostface lunges, and you dodge, narrowly avoiding the blade.
desperation surges within you, and you scramble for safety. jake spots the closet nearby, and in a heartbeat, you both rush inside, slamming the door shut. the confined space offers minimal refuge, but it's better than facing ghostface head-on.
darkness surrounds you both, and you're acutely aware of your pounding heartbeats. jake's hushed voice breaks the silence. "stay quiet; they won't find us here."
"oh my god, holy shit. fuck, jaeyun, i don't wanna die," your mind races as you try to make sense of the situation. the closet feels cramped, and you're pressed against each other, refusing to fall over and make a sound. in the tense silence, you suddenly feel something wet seeping through your clothes and a sharp, delayed sting.
your eyes widen in shock, and jake's chilling words cut through the darkness: "you really shouldn't trust anyone, princess."
instincts take over, and you push the closet door open, ready to bolt. but you collide with jay, who's bleeding even more now, his eyes fluttering open. a knocked-out ghostface lies just a few feet away, the horrifying truth of betrayal and deception becoming more twisted with every passing moment.
suddenly, jake's hand grips your shoulder tightly, and before you can react, he stabs you. " ah! " pain shoots through your body, and you gasp in shock and agony. weakness overwhelms you, and you slump against the closet door, struggling to breathe.
jake's voice, now devoid of any sympathy, echoes in your ears. "you really shouldn't have trusted anyone."
with trembling hands, he reaches for the light switch and flicks it on. the harsh, fluorescent light reveals the gruesome truth behind the door: chaeyoung's lifeless body lies there, a horrifying testament to the betrayal that has unfolded.
you're standing there, gasping for air, with pain coursing through your body as you clutch your wounds. jay, groggy and confused, finally stirs, his eyes widening as he takes in the bloodstains on your clothes.
"oh my god, are you okay? what happened?" jay's voice trembles with fear and concern.
your words tumble out incoherently as you point shakily to the closet door. " jaeyun. jake's the killer. jay, we need to leave. call the cops."
jay's hands fumble for his phone, shaking uncontrollably as he dials for help. panic fills the room, and you move to help him stand, your trust wavering. but just as you reach out, he stabs you again, the knife plunging into your side with a sickening twist.
pain courses through your body, and you gasp in shock, betrayed once more. your world spins, and you slump against jay, your heart heavy with disbelief and agony.
he takes out a small device, a cruel smile playing on his lips. "surprise, yn. bet you didn't see that one coming."
tears well up in your eyes as you struggle to comprehend the relentless betrayal. "jay, why ? " you manage to whisper, your voice filled with hurt.
but there's no remorse in his eyes. instead, he taunts you, "because i did, baby."
except jay doesn't finish that sentence. the other ghostface, the one who was knocked out earlier, begins to stand up from the floor, making his way towards the scene.
jay presses the knife against your throat, forcing you to watch as ghostface removes his mask, revealing heeseung, your boyfriend, whom you thought you had watched die.
your heart sinks as confusion, anger, and betrayal swirl within you. this nightmarish reality has blurred lines, leaving you grappling with a revelation that defies understanding.
the room definitely feels colder now, and the air is heavy with tension. heeseung, or rather, ghostface, fixes his gaze on you, his voice laced with a chilling calmness. "you thought you'd come out of this on top, baby? think again."
fear grips you as you realise that nothing is as it seems. the person you believed was dead is standing before you, wearing the mask of the very thing that haunted your nightmares.
jay, still holding you hostage with the knife to your throat, smirks. "we planned this all along, babe. a little lesson for you."
your mind races, trying to make sense of the deception. you thought you knew these people, trusted them with your life, and yet here you are, trapped in a web of lies and betrayal.
as heeseung advances, you're left with the sickening feeling that there's no escaping this nightmare.
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esperata · 10 months ago
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I've seen a lot of wonderful artist illustrations of the Stanley Parable Narrator on here. Various forms, otherness, and vibes. It's been making me want to share my own impression but alas, I am a writer not an artist. So I shall just have to use the medium with which I am most familiar.
As soon as you enter the space, your eyes are drawn to the figure waiting. While a glance might suggest 'human', a look reveals the truth. The skin has an unhealthy sheen to it, almost a yellow glow, although perhaps that's only apparent because of the sheer darkness elsewhere in the room.
A step closer shows a certain limpness which is unnatural in a human standing normally. Their gaze has been singularly fixed and unnerving for the very slow blink, almost as though it was a conscious thought. A remembrance of an action it should be performing. They are smiling but it doesn't seem attached to any emotion.
Once you are nearer still you realise the hair is the same colour as the suit. It almost seems the same threads in both. The hands twitch when you are a few steps away and you halt. Although by this stage its the least disturbing thing, you realise the fingers don't all separate.
Instinct makes you step backwards and that's when a movement in the darkness surrounding you both catches your attention. Taking your eyes from the figure in front of you, you finally notice shapes in the blackness. It takes a few seconds for your eyes to adjust from the brightness you had been looking at but then you see what you had missed before.
Limbs. Easily reaching the ceiling, moving with a liveliness devoid from the figure beneath them. Tentacles perhaps, or segmented legs - it's hard to tell through the constant movement and darkness - but your eyes follow them back to what must be a central mass behind the awkward humanoid shape.
Now you're aware of them shifting about, you can hear their faint susurration too. You realise you'd mistaken it for the sound of breathing. Although... something in the noise is rhythmic. Following that sound you fix your eyes at a particularly dark area. The blackness here absorbs more light than the rest.
Then flickers of light reveal themselves and you find yourself staring into a creature's face. A maw opens and shuts with a wet sound before an oh so recognisable voice reaches you, "Stanley"
You look back down at the simulacrum of a human. It still looks at you. The smile hasn't changed but your interpretation has. The smile is an attempt to appear harmless. The figure a form designed to allay fears. You look back up at the rest of the creature.
How big it is, you don't know. How dangerous those limbs are, you don't know. What empathy it can possibly have for something so small and alien to it is impossible to determine. But... it is alone here as you are. And its by far the most interesting development you've encountered.
With a confidence born of countless do-overs and restarts, you face the Narrator and walk forward to know him better.
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the-mountain-flower · 1 year ago
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Erin has a nightmare
Erin was floating in darkness.
Well, "floating” was the wrong word, and so was “darkness”, but they were the only words he could think of to describe the experience. He wasn’t weightless, but nothing was holding him in place. There was simply no surface. Whether or not he was moving or stationary was impossible to determine. His empty surroundings were also devoid of light, blackness the only thing that he could perceive.
Yet when turning his gaze downward, he could see his own form so clearly, pale skin interrupted by the occasional blemish and the intricate tattoos on his arms. How could he see himself if there was no light around?
Where the heck was he?
He quickly deduced that it wasn’t space. It was theorized that space was an emptiness that caused a vacuum, which would fuck him up pretty badly if he was physically in it. Plus, space did have light, mostly from distant stars and-
Oh. Oh no.
In a very real, scientific way, darkness was just the absence of light. What surrounded him, didn't just lack light.
It consumed it.
A cold presence- scientifically nothing more than the absence of heat, why didn’t that help?- made itself known. Black tendrils snaking their way up his legs, then his torso and arms. It covered up his tattoos, preventing any way to protect himself via his own magic. Erin tried to call for help, as if there were anyone around to hear him. No sound came of his attempts, as the void suppressed any noise before it could leave him. The blackness spread to his head, beginning to cover his face.
Gods help him, it was cold.
The Void crept up him until it consumed him.
Erin's eyes flew open. Instead of suffocating void, he was met with dark green treetops interrupting a vast expanse of stars. The present slowly returned to him as he took in his surroundings. He could hear a small, crackling campfire to his side. He felt a pillow behind his head and a blanket draped over his body, which he was clutching with shaky hands. On either side of him lay the sleeping forms of his friends; except for Kendal, who sat still as stone on a nearby tree stump, keeping watch.
Willing himself to relax, Erin released his vicelike grip on the blanket. He held up one hand to see it clearly, closing it into a fist, then opening it so his fingers sprawled apart. He was tired, but in full control of his body.
Perhaps he had subconsciously remembered the last time the Void Dragon took over while he was asleep, and had woken up in response.
It was just a dream. The thought calmed him, but that calm didn't last long. He tensed as a dark, cold presence made itself known again, manifesting as a twisted laugh only he could hear. It told him that this wasn't just the machinations of Erebas; that it was real, and inevitable.
Erin placed both hands over his face and groaned outloud. He was growing more and more impatient to rid himself of that damned presence.
“You alright?” Kendal asked.
“Yeah,” Erin waved away the concern, “just a bad dream.” Mostly.
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maria021015 · 1 year ago
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SPOILERS AHEAD FOR CHAPTER 39
“Here, squeeze in.” Allison nodded towards Zaida, holding a small window half-open - the furthest it would go - on the top floor of the abandoned mall towards the outskirts of downtown Beacon Hills.
“You may be flat enough to fit but my fat ass definitely isn’t going to.” The much curvier girl eyes the window warily.
“Just try, it’s our only way in.” Allison shook her head at her friend, and Zaida slipped her arms through the space first to narrow the breadth of her shoulders and chest, using them to help her crawl through. As expected, her hips were too wide to fit, leaving her partially stuck. “Come on, suck it in!”
“I can’t ‘suck in’ my ass!” Zaida hissed in a whisper, careful to keep their sound to a minimum. This place was probably crawling with alphas. Nevertheless, she wriggled her hips and tensed the muscles to shrink them as much as possible, only just managing to scrape through the window frame. The inside looked far worse than she had expected. It was completely devoid of colour, simply a hollowed-out structure of grey stone pillars and floors. Stiles had discovered this place, and in his research, he’d found the mall apparently never finished construction - the funding had run out and the entire project had been abandoned. It certainly looked like it.
Allison’s lithe form slipped through effortlessly, and the pair slunk through the shadows, finding a position shrouded in darkness perched behind a handrail overlooking the multiple levels of the mall below. The glass pane had been smashed out long ago and the shattered dust was scattered across the ground. They were both careful to avoid it, not only in case of cuts but for fear of making any sound. They both knew how far Scott’s hearing could range and he was just an omega with a makeshift pack of a human, a hunter, a naiad, and whatever the hell Lydia was - a corpse detector, perhaps? Peering through the darkness with the heat-signature glasses Allison had handed her, Zaida could see multiple humanoid masses lighting up behind the glass. Thankfully, there were none near them, but she could see a narrow form behind a column much further down and two broader shapes across the other side. The twins. With a grim nod of her head, Zaida confirmed to Allison that their suspicions were correct. The rest of the alpha pack had shown up against Scott’s instructions to come alone.
Neither of them needed heat signature glasses to see the man standing at the base of one of the multiple broken-down escalators transitioning between levels. He was older than either of them had expected, and thinner, and shorter. In fact, to the naked eye, he didn’t appear very threatening at all compared to his fellow alphas. Especially not when Zaida recognised that long cane that he leant on to support his weight, with dark-tinted sunglasses to boot. Scott had told them Deucalion was blind, but her mind had conjured the terrifying image of ghastly scars across his face and milky-white eyes tinged with that glowing alpha red, instead of…well, this. There was something oddly familiar about what little of his face she could see for such a distance. Something in her knew she had seen him before. There was an energy pulsating from him that was almost recognisable, as if she’d felt it before. From where they were crouched they had a perfect view of Scott strolling out from the entrance opposite the escalators into what used to be the main lobby of the mall, accompanied by a familiar mop of golden brown curls. That wasn’t planned.
“You didn't come alone.” The alpha mused - his voice was far less deep than Zaida had thought it would be as well. All around he really hadn’t met any of her expectations, but she couldn’t shake that ghost of familiarity hovering over her.
“Yeah. This is Isaac.” Scott gestured towards Derek’s beta, who acted as though he was more in their pack than the Hale’s.
“I'm not talking about Isaac.” Deucalion’s tone was even as Derek took his cue to reveal himself, wandering out of the darkness and into the moonlight that streamed from the unfinished roof. It revealed he was already shifted, his claws out and facial features morphed into that animalistic expression.
“You knew I would do this?” Scott looked at the man, utterly appalled. With a stiffening of her muscles and stillness in her heart Zaida came to the same realisation as Scott. Derek had told Scott about their planned attack to get him to lure the alphas out under the pretence of peace only for the pack to swoop in and catch the alphas unawares - only it hadn’t worked. The alphas had either been planning an attack of their own on Scott, or were expecting the Hale pack. “Derek, don't! You can't do this so no one gets hurt. If someone else dies…”
“Him. Just him.” Derek growled in a low voice, only he had no idea that it wasn’t just Deucalion. He had brought back up.
“Just me? Now, how does a blind man find his way into a place like this, all on his own?” The alpha tilted his head, and a scraping could be heard as a woman slid down the column she had previously been hidden behind, her claws leaving deep grooves in the stone. Claws on both her hands and feet. This had to be the wolf that Isaac described who had drugged him at the hospital.
Another man came strolling up the escalator from the floor below - his heat signature had been hidden by the thick level of concrete between him and the glasses. Now he was more the beast Zaida had been picturing, all rippling muscles and viciously sharp features. This must be the wolf that had fought Scott at the hospital. From across the way, shirtless Ethan and Aiden approached the ledge, and at seeing the alpha pack members Boyd and Cora stepped forward from behind Derek. Both Zaida and Allison recognised the girl’s shifted form from the other night. Zaida couldn’t decide if it was a good thing that Derek had come with backup - seeing as the alphas had apparently been planning to attack Scott anyway - or if it had just sealed Scott’s fate.
Derek was first to make a move, headed towards Deucalion but swiftly being intercepted by the female wolf - ‘Toe-nails’, Zaida would call her - who stopped him with a kick to the head. The battle quickly began in full force, leaving Zaida and Allison staring and struggling to follow along. The twins took this as their sign to join the fray, somersaulting from the upper floor and coming into contact with one another mid-air. In a blur of skin, the two landed as one, and merged into a giant, brutal form. Issac charged straight for them. On the other side of things, Boyd was the strongest of the betas and took it upon himself to face against the wolf who had ascended from the lower level. ‘The Brute’ easily dodged the younger male’s blows, but Boyd did manage to land a good uppercut before Cora jumped in to help. It was clear that none of them were equally matched in skill or size with any of the alpha pack. Isaac barely reached the merged twins before being swiftly tossed to the side, forcing Scott to get involved only to be thrown into a concrete wall. Derek was still scrapping with 'Toe-nails', and briefly appeared to get the upper hand by twisting her arm and shoving his elbow into her face before the alpha regained the higher ground. There was a resounding snap as ‘The Brute’ broke Cora’s arm, and Scott cried out when the alpha twins clawed across his lower stomach. This was not going well, at all, and through all of the chaos, Deucalion simply stood serenely at the bottom of the damaged escalator.
“We have to do something.” Zaida urged the huntress, mouthing the words instead of speaking, not even daring to barve a whisper of a breath to avoid being heard. In the seconds that it took for Allison to slip her bow off her shoulder and move it into position, ‘The Brute’ got the better of Boyd. He held the beta down as ‘Toe-nails’ delivered a roundhouse kick, her nails leaving deep scratches in the boy’s chest, blood already blooming across his torn shirt as he collapsed to the ground. Cora rushed to help but the female alpha quickly took the young Hale down, stomping on her neck to pin her to the floor. Scott and Isaac were on their knees, both heavily injured by Ethan and Aiden. They had been overcome within minutes.
“Kill him. The others can go.” Deucalion instructed Derek calmly. “You're beaten. Do it, Derek. Take the first step.”
“Are we serious with this kid? Look at him!” ‘Toe-nails scoffed at the Hale. “He's an Alpha? To what? A couple of useless teenagers?”
“Some have more promise than others…” Deucalion hummed, his head tilting towards Scott’s direction, even though he couldn’t see the boy. He must used smell and hearing to identify people, Zaida thought.
“Let him rise to the occasion, then!” The female alpha growled, flashing her sharp teeth as she pressed down further on Cora’s neck, causing the girl to cry out in pain. “What'll it be, Derek? Pack or family?”
Derek looked as if he was actually considering it for a moment, staring regretfully at Boyd as the beta looked up at him with a pleading expression. “It’s now or never.” Zaida’s eyes communicated with Allison as she lifted her palms to the sky, calling upon the moisture in the damp air. The Naiad summoned the residue and moulded it into knives of water that were aimed straight at Deucalion. With the others distracted it would give them the opening they needed to take him out. Wolves could heal pretty damn fast, but if the man’s head was completely severed from his neck, he’d have no chance. With a slight nod of her head, Allison slowly rose to her feet and aimed her arrow, letting it fly straight over Derek’s head to strike the merged form of Ethan and Aiden, causing them to immediately separate as they fell. When they hit the ground they were two again instead of one. Allison didn’t allow them a moment to rest and took advantage of their surprise, loosing flashbang arrows one after the other.
“Your eyes... cover your eyes!” Deucalion warned his pack as they cowered away from the light, clutching their eyes. Zaida took the opportunity to propel her knives forward, the water solidifying into ice as they travelled through the air at an almost impossible speed. What she didn’t expect was for the blind man to lash out with his cane in a blur of movement, smashing the shards to pieces before they could get too close to him. His head whipped around in surprise, appearing to be searching for the source of the attack. He kneeled, hands feeling out until they landed on the ice. While Scott and Derek rejoined the battle below he began climbing the steps of the escalator, headed up to the level Zaida and Allison were perched on.
“Fuck,” Zaida cursed under her breath and scrambled away from the ledge on all fours - out of sight. “Ali, we’ve gotta go!”
Two hands gripped her from her shoulders and hurled her to her feet as her heart lurched in her chest. One of those hands moved to cover her mouth before she could scream. Allison swiftly shifted her aim away from below, locking her sights on the perpetrator with a menacing frown that softened when she saw who it was. Hot breath hit Zaida’s ear as the man whispered, “Get out of here, now!”
Her wide eyes relaxed when she realised she knew his voice and she pulled his hand away from her mouth and turned to glare at him for scaring the ever-loving shit out of her. She almost didn’t recognise Xander in all-black custom clothing with multiple knives and guns tucked into straps and holsters. He drew sleek double pistols with murder in his eyes and nodded for her and Allison to head in the opposite direction as to where he faced, his jaw locking furiously. Zaida moved to go after him but Allison gripped her by the wrist, shaking her head and tugging her away, back to the window they’d entered through. It was too dangerous for them, and they’d be of no further help to anyone if they were dead. They’d done what they’d come here to do. They’d given their allies the upper hand they needed. Zaida knew that, but she didn’t have to like it.
Allison slipped out of the window first, balancing on the wide ledge they’d climbed up to earlier to help Zaida out without falling off the edge, considering it was a struggle to pull her hips through. Now that they were out in the open, past the heavy walls of concrete, they were safer to talk in hushed tones. “We can’t just leave Xander to face Deucalion alone! He felt my ice shards coming - or he heard them, I don’t know - but he stopped them. There’s no way Xander stands a chance.” She protested in a whisper-shout.
“Xander is a hunter. He knows what he’s doing.” Allison assured her, reading the way back down the scaffolding.
“So are you!” Zaida pointed out whilst following the path the girl laid out for her even though the muscles in her arms screamed from supporting her weight as they climbed across the structure of metal poles
“I’m not fully trained! Xander has got years more experience!” She defended the man’s abilities. “I know you’re worried about him, but he’s going to be okay. I couldn’t say the same thing for us if we had stayed.”
“There was something about that man…” Zaida grumbled, recalling the blind alpha’s face and build and how she was so sure she had seen him somewhere before. The way he had felt the ice shards at his feet and looked up as if he knew exactly what they were unnerved her. That look on Xander’s face as he’d drawn his weapons had also left a mark on her memory. There was such hatred in his eyes. Was he truly that mad that she had gone against what he’d said?
“You mean Deucalion?” Allison clarified which man she was talking about, and Zaida froze, her blood running cold as she made a connection she hadn’t before.
“...We need to get back to the apartment.” She muttered with a newfound sense of urgency.
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“It’s here!” Zaida yelled at Allison, hauling Xander’s box out of his closet and dropping it onto the carpeted floor, kneeling to pull off the lid and riffle through the contents for that stack of photos. She didn’t have to look for long before she found exactly what she’d been searching for. The familiar face was grinning back at her, standing between her mother and father, only here he was over a decade younger and he wasn’t yet blind.
“Oh my God,” Allison’s hand went to her mouth with a gasp. “Deucalion-”
“Duke,” Zaida interjected to correct her. “They knew him as Duke. When I told Xander about the alpha pack…he wasn’t surprised because he’d never heard of them. He was surprised because he knew exactly who they were.”
The leader of the alpha pack had once led her parent’s pack. He was the same man who had killed his own pack members, finally finishing them all off when he took her parents’ lives that fateful summer five years ago. And now because of her, he knew there was another water nymph in Beacon Hills.
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wagmi-mga2023mi6021 · 3 months ago
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The Brief: Solidifying My Story
The Judas Mark
The story begins with an ethereal void, incomprehensible to the human mind. A lone soul—our main character—drifts through this divine space, weightless and disoriented. Around him, other souls gradually appear, trailing in his wake, their movements fluid yet alien. The void itself is an endless expanse of black, an empty negative space incomprehensible to the human mind, devoid of light or form. unbound by the rules of the natural world.
Simultaneously, in his mind, the character is in an elevator. The confined space feels familiar, even comforting, its metallic walls and faint hum grounding him amidst the chaos. This is not reality, but a manifestation of his mind attempting to comprehend the unfathomable. As his body drifts through the divine void, his mind creates this dream-like construct—a way to process his journey. The elevator interior is blurred, as though viewed through half-closed eyes. The character stirs, his senses struggling to grasp the chaos around him.  The elevator itself feels unstable, vibrating with an energy that contrasts the stillness of the void outside. This chaotic motion mirrors the incomprehensible forces acting on his body as it drifts through the divine emptiness, suspended in a state between reality and the unknown.
The elevator doors slide open, revealing a courtroom unlike anything mortal eyes could ever conceive. The character steps forward, and the familiar confines of the elevator dissolve into an infinite yet finite expanse. The courtroom stretches endlessly, its surreal nature bending the boundaries of logic. Waterfalls flow upward, trees grow with roots where branches should be, and the floor beneath him is made of shimmering glass, offering glimpses of the void below. Eight colossal statues line the edges of the court, each representing a sin: Pride, Greed, Wrath, Lust, Envy, Gluttony, Sloth, and Disloyalty. Their presence is both imposing and otherworldly, their intricate details shimmering with a light that seems alive.
At the far end of the courtroom, three judges stood towering. Their bodies were made of metal, cold and unyielding, yet draped in soft fabric that hung in folds, as if the fabric itself knew the weight of their judgment. The metallic sheen of their forms gleamed beneath the shifting light. They were not to be feared, not in the way the living feared gods or monsters, but they commanded respect. They ruled with an iron fist, their steadfast nature as unchanging as the metal from which they were forged.
The character watches as a soul ahead of him stands in judgment. The process is mesmerizing yet terrifying. The defendant steps forward, trembling under the gaze of the statues and judges. One by one, the statues begin to light up, each glowing in response to a sin committed. The scale tips and the central judge’s gavel strikes, the sound reverberating through the surreal courtroom. Without hesitation, the judges wave their hands, and the soul’s fate is sealed. Heaven or hell. This time, it is hell. The character watches in horror as the condemned soul’s screams echo in the infinite space. An invisible force seizes the soul, dragging it downward into the void beneath the glass floor. The soul struggles desperately, clawing at nothingness with frantic, jerky motions, as though fighting against an invisible hand gripping its leg. Its body twists and writhes unnaturally, the panic in its movements almost painful to witness. It reaches out, fingers splaying wide in a futile attempt to grasp onto something—anything—but finds only emptiness. The unseen force drags it downward by one leg, its resistance growing more frenzied with each passing moment. The scene is disturbing, the soul’s desperation palpable as it arches its back, straining with all its might to break free, yet it remains utterly helpless. It is finally swallowed by the darkness, leaving only silence behind.
The character’s turn comes. His steps are hesitant, his body trembling as he approaches the center of the courtroom. The judges stare down at him, their expressions hidden behind their metallic masks, yet their presence exudes an overwhelming sense of authority. For a moment, nothing happens. The statues remain dark, their lightless forms towering over him. A few flicker faintly, but they do not ignite. Then, suddenly, the eighth statue—Disloyalty—erupts into a blinding glow, its light piercing and cold. The character’s breath catches as the truth dawns on him. The judges exchange glances, their silence more deafening than any words. The scale before them begins to shift, teetering unpredictably. It tips one way, then the other, as if unable to reach a decision. Finally, it settles in the middle, inconclusive. The gavel strikes, echoing with an unsettling finality. The judgment is made, but its meaning remains unclear.
The glass floor beneath the character begins to shift, the swirling images below rapidly changing. Worlds and planets flash by in a blur, vast and small, alien and familiar. The movement slows, finally settling on Earth. The character stares at it, realization dawning. This is his fate. A judge raises their hand, and with a simple motion, pushes the character backward. The invisible force seizes him, pulling him away from the courtroom. As he is dragged, his form begins to shift and change.
A second version of himself splits away—clean, pure, and sinless. This other self turns to face him, reaching out as if to bridge the divide, but it is too late. A sense of betrayal wells up within the character—a bitter realization that his better self, the part of him that once symbolized virtue and hope, is abandoning him in his darkest moment. The one fragment of himself he thought might help him bear this torment instead leaves him to endure it alone, a cruel reflection of the very betrayal that sealed his judgment. He watches helplessly as this pure version of himself recedes, embodying all that he has lost, a poignant reminder that even his own soul cannot escape the consequences of his actions. The character’s own hand reaches back, desperate, but the distance between them grows. A heavy, white smoke exudes from the sinless version, while a black, soot-like cloud emanates from the character. He is marked now, the embodiment of his sins.
The invisible force flings him backward, and he crashes into the elevator. The doors close on him as he struggles to keep them open, but his efforts are in vain. The elevator begins to descend violently, shaking as symbols start to etch themselves onto its walls. In reality, his body is falling through the void, lifeless yet moving. His mind, unable to process the unimaginable, clings to the illusion of the elevator. It becomes his reality, a physical manifestation of his incomprehensible journey.
The descent continues. His body tumbles through the void, wriggling slightly as if in a deep sleep or coma. The dream-like state persists, the elevator shaking, the symbols glowing brighter. The story ends as his body falls deeper into the void, mirroring the rise at the beginning. The character’s journey has come full circle, a tragic loop of judgment and rejection, marked forever by his ultimate sin.
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miss-tina-susanne · 5 months ago
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"If you wanted to give me a lobotomy, an incense stick won't do."
Rooftop Bedroom
   Decorated in shades of forest green and sunshine yellow, this elegant bed chamber is light and airy even without the four windowed walls that transform the room into a looking glass into the outside world. Plush, thick curtains don each row of glass panels, allowing the room to be thrown into pitch darkness should its inhabitants wish. Perhaps the rooms most breathtaking feature is the ceiling that, much like the walls, is made up of panes of glass that allow one to lay in bed and look straight up to the sky, admiring the stars or simply basking in pure, natural light. A sequence of rods allows for similarly mounted curtains to be drawn across the room, the material thick enough to ensure that nothing shines through. The only interruption amidst all this glass is two thick, wooden doors that lead eastward, one into the bathing chamber and the other into a walk-in closet. Placed in the exact center of the room, a giant four-poster bed is affixed to the floor, decorated with thick drapery that allows an occupant to sleep in darkness while others enjoy the beautiful view. Along the north wall, a sliding door opens up onto a terrace, allowing one to step out onto the roof of the cottage and enjoy the fresh air. Underfoot, a thick and fluffy carpet stretches from wall to wall, only broken by a three-foot stretch of hardwood in front of the terrace door, acting as a buffer to avoid any moisture damage from outside.
   Obvious exits: wardrobe, down, terrace and bath.
Kaynik.
Athenais sits up rather abruptly, seemingly a little panicked as she glances around the space. Her eyes dart from corner to corner, then she tilts her head back to look up at the skylight, lifting a hand to press her knuckles into her eye sockets. After a few minutes' digging into her skin, she gulps down a breath, then lowers her gaze to you, brows briefly knitted together. A light, but fond kiss is then proffered upon your cheek, the woman careful to not disturb you, before she slips out of bed, silent in her departure.
Enclosed Narrow Bathroom
   The dimly-lit bathroom of this home is a tight and narrow space, barely large enough to serve its purpose. Despite the fact, it has evidently been well cared for, with white-painted walls and mirrors both serving to grant the illusion of it being wider than it really is. Dark-stained wood floors lie hidden beneath a fuchsia-and-gold carpet adorned in runes from the south, kept clean and devoid of dirt. A singular window sits flush in the centre of the eastern wall, allowing sun or moonlight to pervade the home; upon its sill, a neat line of salt and hematite pebbles no doubt serve some protective purpose. Spanning wall to wall beneath the window, a large copper tub provides the means with which to unwind, with toilet and sink taking up the northern and southern walls respectively. A wide, wood-framed mirror occupies the space above the sink, gleaming with the shine of a good polish. Little copper lanterns are strung overhead to form a dragon's constellation, wires and ropes criss-crossing the ceiling. By night, these provide ample light that casts warmth upon the space, rendering it almost romantic in nature.
   There is one obvious exit: west.
Athenais makes quick work ridding herself of her clothing, peeling off the layers as if struggling to rip the very flesh from her bones. Trembling hands find the faucet, and she turns on the water, muttering under her breath as she gathers her limbs into the tub. A quick hoist over the edge lands her into the water, allowing her to slowly sink beneath the surface, fingers clutching the edge of the tub as her eyes drift shut.
Secretly: Kaynik eyes Athenais. You tell Kaynik: Go back to sleep, dear one. Kaynik tells you: Me? It's so late for you, what could you possibly be running out of here panicked about? To Kaynik, you send secretly: Athenais lets out a quiet, sheepish little breath. "I'm sorry I woke you." A long, pregnant pause follows. "I.. had a dream, I guess. Don't worry about it, I don't want to bother you with it." She swallows. "Go back to sleep, I didn't mean to disturb your rest."
Athenais sits up, the water dripping down her bare form like a crimson waterfall as it brings her hair tumbling about her shoulders, chest, and abdomen. She stares into the distance for a while, blinking the droplets from her eyelashes, clutching the edge of the tub even harder as she barely forms the words, addressing no one in particular, "Please leave me alone. I'm trying to be better, here."
You begin chanting and a fire begins to materialize near the west! A massive wall of fire spreads out in front of the west!
Secretly: Kaynik eyes Athenais.
Athenais lets out a gasping sort of breath, her hands flying to her eyes as she hunches forward. Fingers splay open over her face, her chin dipping closer to the water's edge as sobs begin to rack her frame, pinpricks of gooseflesh adorning her skin. "You cannot fall apart, Tina." She curls her fingers into her skin, nails digging hard into her brow. "Please. Please don't fucking fall apart now."
The wall of flame vanishes, leaving only a scattering of ashes and a stench of burned sulphur on the air.
You begin chanting, eflam pluriba darcey! You raise your hands and a ring of fire surrounds you burning into your enemies! Athenais's ring of fire dissipates.
The wall of flame vanishes, leaving only a scattering of ashes and a stench of burned sulphur on the air.
Roleplay status is: hunched over her knees in the bathtub
Kaynik arrives from the west.
Kaynik says, "Hi, it's me, I'm Kaynik. I don't play silly games, so I'll be here until you wake up and want to discuss or not. We have a bathroom at home, you know."
Kaynik crawls in the bathtub with you.
Athenais gnashes her teeth together, her fingers pinching at the bridge of her nose as she curls further in on herself. "I'm not trying to play games, I told you to go back to sleep." Burrowing her face deeper into her knees, she swallows, evidently having been crying, then sinks deeper into the water, the entirety of her soaked head perhaps a sign that she had been underwater before. "Don't worry. This happens sometimes. I'm trying to deal with it myself, and I don't need you."
Kaynik says, "That's nice, but I'm all wet now."
Kaynik holds you.
Kaynik says, "No going back from my sudsy self."
Kaynik gestures around to the scene, "This part isn't the silly game. It's the 'I'm going to run out and away and pretend like it's nothing' that's the silly part."
Athenais lets out a half-groan, half-sob, her hands coming up to cover her face from you as she lowers herself even further, her breaths blowing bubbles in the water.
Kaynik sinks down with you, pressing a small kiss to your cheek before he murmurs, "Oh good idea," he also blows bubbles in the water.
Athenais lifts her head a bit, so that she can speak without swallowing water. "I'm not trying to get your attention, in case that's what you were wondering. You didn't need to come out here." She spits out some of the water afterwards, her eyes darting to a corner of the room, still unable to meet your gaze as she stares into said corner for a while, as if in an attempt to set it ablaze.
Kaynik's bubbles start to make a rhythm that sounds oddly like Patty Cake.
Enclosed Narrow Bathroom
   There is one obvious exit: west.
Kaynik (also squeezed into the tub).
Athenais swallows deeply, blinking hard for a few short moments, her fingers moving to clutch at the edge of the tub. "I see things, sometimes," She begins, quietly. "And that's when I come back here. It didn't start with you, and I don't need your help to manage it." She reaffirms that last part with an uncharacteristic sternness, as if attempting to reinforce the notion that she really, truly, is not asking for attention. "I'm not trying to be dramatic. I just sometimes have episodes that I don't know how to control, so I remove myself from the situation instead."
Kaynik says, "I know you don't need me to manage them, but if I'm not allowed to go to bed without you following me, you're certainly not allowed to wake up in a panic and run home without saying anything. I do not support double standards, ma'am."
Athenais's brow furrows a touch deeper, as if she had not considered that. After a moment, a quiet 'oh' escapes her, and she sinks into the water once again, until the waves barely touch the bottom of her eyes.
Kaynik blows bubbles directly on your nose.
Athenais's eyes flick to a corner of the room, but she is almost immediately distracted by the bubbles, water splashing as she straightens a bit to sneeze.
Athenais pinches her nose together thereafter, her slightly puffy eyes finally coming up to meet yours. Her voice shaky, but somewhat matter-of-fact, she remarks, "I see my father and baby brother all the time. Only I can't be, they're dead. So if I am not being haunted by ghosts, I am going insane, and when I go insane, I come back home. It usually happens when you're asleep."
You say, "That's about the extent of what I've figured out. It's also what keeps me away from town for extended periods of time. I just.."
Athenais laughs dryly. "Go insane all by myself in various places."
Kaynik holds you tightly, pressing a gentle kiss to your brow, "You realize you've told me about this already, right? Meaning, even more so, that it's not something you need to hide from me?"
In spite of herself, Athenais allows herself to sink into you, evidently having exhausted herself for the time being. Her arms come up to wrap about your middle, trusting you to bear her weight for the brief duration. "I just don't want to get any of my sad on you," She murmurs quietly. "You're so... relaxed. I can't read your mind, so I can't tell where I stand with you, and when I can't tell where I stand with someone, it's just easier to not get any more of the crazy on them. I'm not running away, I just don't know how to deal with it sometimes."
Kaynik looks down at the water, "Well, is that why you ran a bath? To wash the sad off?"
Athenais glances down at her hands. "A bit. But also because it's harder to accidentally set the house on fire when you're underwater."
Kaynik says, "Babe, you're a mage... this tub ain't shit."
Kaynik nuzzles you affectionately.
Athenais lets out an unexpected laugh at that. "Are you insinuating that my tub will not contain my crazy? It does, usually."
Kaynik says, "I'm saying that, if you were gonna set something on fire, this tub would not stop you."
Kaynik nuzzles you affectionately.
Athenais chuckles dryly, leaning into you, evidently having calmed down a touch. "It would not. It would, in fact, boil me alive, considering it is copper. But that's smart. Next time I'll go jump into Lohtsurn lake, hm? Boil fish instead."
Kaynik says, "Boiled fish is the better option."
Kaynik says, "Also, I doubt the fire would stay in the tub, so, I don't think you'd be boiled either..."
Athenais blinks blearily at you, as if attempting to brain the logic. "Yes, but the fire comes from me. And if I'm in the water, then it is contained. Unless you're expecting a much bigger explosion." She lifts a hand, idly rubbing at the bridge of her nose. "I'm sorry I dragged you into this, by the by..."
Kaynik says, "Yes, much better, you did say the house, after all."
Kaynik says, "Bigger, rather."
Athenais shrugs a shoulder thereafter, seemingly content to hide out in her bathtub. "It's worked so far. Though..." She glances up, looking towards the door, where signs of fire are etched into the wooden frame. "...maybe the lake is a better idea."
Kaynik eyes the burn marks, then you... "C'mon, you must have only threw a candle or something."
Athenais bites her lip, cheeks pinking just a touch as a hint of sheepishness creeps into her tone. "Sure. A candle. Yeah, that was it."
Athenais lets out a low, long sigh, then glances up at you, gingerly steeling herself as if to get out of the water. "Shall we head to bed? I feel bad enough that you came all the way out here, and turning you into a prune is the last thing I want to do."
Kaynik splashes you emphatically.
Kaynik banishes you!
Second Floor Bedroom
   Further up into the narrow abode, the sounds of the streets are better muted, lending an air of well-curated serenity to the space. Dark wood floors and gentle sun-blue walls adorn the space, the perfect remedy for worn and weary spirits. For all intents and purposes, the space appears to be the home's designated bedroom, a detail affirmed by the rosewood four-poster bed that sits pressed against the northern wall; rumpled white bedding and a wealth of pillows hint at residents who enjoy their time in bed, whilst two mismatched bedside tables bear aloft a combination of neatly-stacked books, tumblers of whiskey and grog, flower tea, and black coffee. A chest-of-drawers occupies the southern wall beside a well-tended fireplace, while an accompanying standing mirror is relegated to a corner, reflecting the expanse of the space. While wrought iron candle stands give light at night, a singular window in the western wall provides a view of the streets below. A thousand delicate crystals hang from the rafters above: uneven slivers of amber, fire agate, malachite, obsidian, and selenite in various sizes swirl gently in the wind, chiming softly as they clink off one another to play a haunting, and yet soothing melody reminiscent of bells in faraway monasteries.
   Obvious exits: down, up and east.
Kaynik arrives from the east.
Kaynik hipbumps you into bed and hops on you.
Athenais lets out a tired little sigh, wrapping her arms around you and burying her face into your chest for the duration. A brief moment later, she lifts her head, looking up into your eyes, then utters, sounding a little embarrassed, "I am a mess. I'm sorry. You can walk away, if you want."
Kaynik begins to insert in incense stick into your nose.
Athenais lets out a sharp yelp, swatting it away with very little fervour, but simply stares at you thereafter.
Kaynik says, "Deserved it."
Athenais cannot help but chuckle, a touch of resignation in her tone. In spite of that, there are hints of humor in her voice as she remarks, dryly, "If you wanted to give me a lobotomy, an incense stick won't do."
Kaynik flops on you.
Athenais snuggles into the pillows, but takes a moment to press a gentle kiss to your lips.
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Discovering the Enigmatic Beauty of Rothko Paintings
Art has the remarkable ability to transcend boundaries and evoke a wide range of emotions within us. One artist who masterfully achieved this was Mark Rothko, an American abstract expressionist painter known for his captivating and enigmatic artworks. Rothko's paintings, with their profound simplicity and vibrant colors, have left an indelible mark on the art world. In this blog post, we will delve into the world of Rothko paintings, exploring their unique characteristics, the artist's philosophy, and the profound impact his works have had on art enthusiasts worldwide.
A Window into the Abstract:
Mark Rothko's artistic journey led him to abandon figurative representation in favor of a purely abstract style. His paintings are characterized by large, rectangular color fields that often appear to float on the canvas, creating an immersive and meditative experience for the viewer. The color palettes in his works are carefully chosen, with layers of luminous hues that blend and interact to create a sense of depth and emotional intensity. Rothko's signature style often includes soft-edged rectangles, subtly shifting shades, and a remarkable interplay between light and dark.
The Emotional Power of Color:
Rothko believed that color had the ability to evoke profound emotional responses within the viewer. He saw his art as a means of connecting with the viewer's emotions at a deep, subconscious level. Through his expert manipulation of color, Rothko aimed to create an immersive experience, inviting the viewer to contemplate and reflect upon their own inner thoughts and feelings. His paintings, devoid of any representational imagery, become portals to the emotional landscapes within ourselves, opening up a dialogue between the artwork and the observer.
The Chapel of Rothko:
One of the most extraordinary manifestations of Rothko's art can be found in the Rothko Chapel in Houston, Texas. Conceived as a sanctuary for contemplation, the chapel features fourteen monumental paintings by the artist. The dark, somber hues of the canvases, coupled with the ambient lighting, create a space of introspection and introspective reflection. Visitors to the chapel often describe the experience as both deeply moving and spiritually profound.
Rothko's Legacy:
Mark Rothko's impact on the art world cannot be overstated. His works continue to captivate and inspire art enthusiasts, and his artistic legacy lives on. Beyond his contributions to abstract expressionism, Rothko's approach to painting as a medium for emotional exploration and connection has influenced generations of artists. His ability to distill complex emotions into sublime compositions is a testament to the power of art to transcend language and communicate on a universal level.
Appreciating Rothko:
To truly appreciate Rothko's paintings, one must approach them with an open mind and a willingness to embrace the emotional journey they offer. Spend time with each artwork, allowing the colors and forms to wash over you. Notice how your perception of the painting shifts with distance, lighting, and your own state of mind. Allow yourself to be drawn into the depth of the canvas and explore the emotions that arise within you. Remember that Rothko's paintings are not meant to be "understood" in a traditional sense but rather to be experienced and felt on a visceral level.
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actions speak louder than words.
levi ackerman x fem.reader
notes/warnings: unedited; reader is around 25-26 while levi is around 30-31 in age; smut with no plot; minors don't interact!
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you felt foolish, losing your squad in the midst of a storm during one of your missions.
and you were sure that levi wouldn't be too pleased with your outcome.
the constant downpour made it difficult for you to traverse through the forest, and you figured that once you found a cave that you could get your bearings straight, dry off, and try to make your way back come the morning once the storm cleared.
your uniform was drenched as you were forced to drag your ODM gear across the muddy land. of course, your captain was going to give you hell for dirtying something so valuable, but you were too exhausted to care.
perhaps it was the heavy rain that made your steps falter, your drenched clothes adding twenty or thirty pounds to your already trembling form. the tip of your boot catches on to a tree's roots, causing you to fall face first into the mud. you groan and turn around, allowing the needle like rain to pelt against your face.
your whole body felt numb, being unable to shiver as your face rolled over to the side. sleep sounded so good to you right now, so good that you never wanted to wake up.
were you going to die? most likely. with this storm, it would be impossible for anyone to find you.
you just wished you could have told him how much you loved him.
as you fell into a dreamless slumber, you were unaware of the man who landed next to you just minutes later. with a gentleness even he didn't think he was capable of, the man frames your face before caressing at your neck, grateful that he still felt a pulse before carrying you off to somewhere safe.
------♡
when you regained consciousness, the first thing you were aware of was how warm you felt. gone was the numbness as you felt yourself shivering, curling up into a ball as you tried to get even closer to the source of warmth.
what you didn't expect was to feel a powerful set of arms wrapping themselves around your back, bringing you closer to a hard wall of muscle as your eyes immediately shot open.
you found yourself in a dark and damp cave with a single lantern lighting up the space. your clothes and ODM were settled several feet away from you along with another set of gear and clothes settled next to it. from the cave's opening, you could still see the rain as the droplets acted similar to that of a waterfall. you could feel the chilly air as goosebumps erupted all across your body-
which in turn made you realize just how bare you were.
you were pretty much completely naked with only a single jacket thrown over your shoulders. but not only were you devoid of any clothing, you realized that you weren't alone, either.
and you were more than a little mortified, since the one who lay below you was known other than captain levi ackerman himself.
if that wasn't enough to take a toll on your rapidly beating heart- not only was the man settled beneath you, but you were sure that he was completely naked as well.
he senses your movements and opens his eyes at you, expression completely unreadable as you struggled to find the words to say.
how did you find me?
how long was i out?
why are we both naked???
you hear levi click his tongue, lifting a hand to gently flick at your forehead. "you're quite the troublemaker, aren't you? getting lost like that and making me come and find you in this disgusting weather."
the way he says your name makes your legs unconsciously clench together as you found yourself straddling his muscular abdomen. dear gods, levi had to be the most beautiful man you had ever laid eyes on. those countless years spent training and slaying titans were worth it as those experiences seemed to shape levi into the god he was today.
feeling your mouth water at the sight of him, you had to swallow your drool and shake your head to snap out of it.
"but why are we both naked?" despite how much you thoroughly enjoyed seeing your captain naked, there was no way you could say the same for yourself. you felt quite insecure when it came to your own body, simply knowing that it was nowhere near perfection like levi's.
upon hearing your question, levi's steel gaze seemed to harden before telling you, "you were close to dying of hypothermia, and the best way to warm up was with skin-to-skin contact."
"oh, right, w-well i feel a lot better now, so maybe we can-" you attempt to move your legs, only to be overwhelmed with the sudden sensation of pins and needles against them. this makes you fall forward, gasping as your hands landed against levi's chest.
your face felt hot, and embarrassingly enough, you could feel the moisture pool between your legs. you were trembling, adjusting your legs so that you were now straddling levi's hips.
it was clear that levi was not immune to you, either. there was a prominent hardness felt poking at your inner thighs as you trail your hands up and down his chest.
"do you want me to stop?" you ask your beloved captain.
"fuck no." was his reply.
and that was all the urging you needed.
with a hunger you had never felt before, you latch on to his skin with your mouth. his body, although beautiful, had been littered with scars due to the many battles he had faced, and you made sure to cherish each and every one of them. you kiss them deeply, running your tongue against the raised grooves all while thanking fate for keeping this man alive despite all of the trials and tribulations he had been through.
you loved him, and if you couldn't convey it with words, then you sure as hell would make sure to convey it with actions.
levi was more than vocal, grunting while moving your hips across his. he purposely places your aching sex over his throbbing erection, desperate to have you when he suddenly flips you. you land on your back with a grunt, breathing heavily as you stared at levi with a half-lidded gaze.
he kneads your breasts, calling you a brat before leaning down to capture one of your hardened nipples in his hot mouth. he began suckling it, forcing a gasp from your lips as you felt his calloused hand play with the other one.
he pinches and rolls the nipple with his fingertips, the sensation of pain coupled with his mouth making you arch your back in response. becoming distracted with his calloused touches against your chest, you were completely unaware of how his hand suddenly slides down your form to stop against the slickness felt between your legs.
only when you felt two thick fingers dip inside your gummy walls did you let out a moan, hands gripping at his biceps as levi moved his digits in and out of your core.
"filthy, absolutely filthy." the way his voice deepened made another onslaught of moisture fall from your core, making it even easier for levi to thrust his fingers in and out of you.
"this little spot right here is getting cold." you hear levi say in an almost nonchalant tone. "it needs to be warmed up."
with those last words, levi pulls his fingers out of you, licking them clean before spreading your legs. your breathing was heavy with anticipation, practically aching for him when he slowly teased your swollen clit with the tip of his cock.
"yeah, this definitely needs some warming up." he pushes himself into you, the entirety of his girth filling you up nicely as you let out a breathy moan in response. you were by no means a virgin, but it had been quite some time since you'd been with a man, and truly there wasn't a man that could match up to levi at this very moment.
you could feel levi touch parts of you that you had no idea existed. you felt him reach so deeply inside of you that you felt your walls fluttering around him, as if trying to bring him even closer to you.
he made you feel so good that you spilled your deepest secret to him.
"levi, i love you, ah, fuck. you feel so good, so big inside of me."
"goddamn, you brat. how dare you do this to me right now?" with a grunt, he tosses one of your legs over his shoulder, purposely fucking himself into you as he elicited several sweet moans from your lips.
"i spent several hours searching for you, not even caring about the storm or the mud until i found you." his thrusts seemed to become more powerful as he angled his length in a way that purposely brushed against your clit, "and when i found you passed out in the rain, i thought i was going to die."
"i can't lose you, i cant fucking lose you!" upon letting out his confession, he pounds himself into you, not caring how much you screamed and convulsed around him.
you cry out his name, clawing at the ground when you felt your release hit you. the sensation takes your very breath away as the red hot pleasure was felt coursing through your veins. levi followed you shortly with one last thrust, keeping his hips still as he allows his cock to spill its seed deep inside of your sex.
you could feel the evidence of your respective releases mix together before spilling out of you. levi rides out his high, never once breaking eye contact with you as you swore you were close to coming again from his gaze alone.
when his cock softened, he pulls out of you and takes a look at your puffy cunt. he notices the mess you both made and shakes his head, "filthy."
even with his harsh words, levi still leans down between your legs, making sure to lick you clean as you moaned from feeling his tongue reaching so deeply inside of you. only when you felt your walls fluttering as levi coaxes out another release from you did he stop.
now in post-lovemaking clarity, levi settles himself back on the ground with you above him. you rest against his chest, basking in the sounds of his heartbeat as you shut your eyes and place a kiss against his skin.
"did you mean it?" you hear levi ask you, to which you responded honestly, "of course. i believe i loved you ever since the day we met, captain."
resting your chin against his chest, you give him a sly smile, making him grunt at you before leaning in to kiss you. he bites at your bottom lip, making you gasp when he slaps at your ass, "wipe that smirk off your face, brat."
giving you one last kiss, he takes the back of your head and presses you against his body. making sure that you were enveloped in his warmth, he presses a kiss against your hair before telling you, "sleep. the rain isn't going to let off anytime soon, so just sleep for now."
being in levi's arms like this, you had never felt so safe before in your entire life. it was like a dream come true, having your feelings returned by the man you had always admired.
now, you found yourself looking forward to the future with him by your side.
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a.n. - just fyi, i was not immune to that shirtless levi scene during s4 of aot 🥵🥵🥵🥵🥵
all stories are written by rei; reposts, translations, and plagiarism are not allowed.
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mostlycompetentwriter · 4 years ago
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Hi hello! So pleased to hear your requests are open! Can I please request for a marriage au mafia style where the reader gets hurt or assaulted by the rival gang in front of him and due to being restraint he can't get to her and he cries and begs for her stop. Then thankfully Chan and the others come to the rescue and you want nothing more than to be in chnagbins arms. Maybe a lot of angst and fluff afterwards too. Can't wait to see what you come up with 💕
Pairing: Fem!Reader x Changbin
Warnings: Mention of violence and blood; cursing and language; lots of angst and some fluff at the end; mature content
Genre: Mafia AU; Established Relationship
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Where are you?
It feels like a dream. The very strange sensation of that in-between state because you were incapable of distinguishing consciousness from something less than. 
Am I alive?
You must be, aware of the sensation of cold, shivers running down your spine, raising little bumps across your arms...
“Princess!”
What? Did you hear that?
“Y/N!” the voice came again. More urgently this time.
You realized then, with the grounding agency of that sound, that your eyes were closed, but it was a struggle to open them, slowly coming back from whatever had sucked you down, wincing at the dull pain in your head.
“Y/N,” the voice sighed this time. Like it was relieved to see you cognizant. “Tell me you’re okay, love.”
Love?
It hit you at that moment, the sound of the voice. One you could recognize no matter the degree of darkness holding you under, and you managed to open your eyes enough to meet Changbin’s gaze from across the room. 
“Changbin?” you questioned. Or, at least, you thought you said his name. You couldn’t be sure since the sounds around you made it seem like your head was underneath water, distorting everything, and the roof of your mouth was dry and tasteless.
“That’s right, love,” Changbin said, and you struggled to keep him in your line of vision, watching his form swim and dance in strange directions.
“I don’t feel good,” you admitted, hearing what might’ve been a sharp intake of breath.
“Where does it hurt?” Changbin asked, and you frowned at how difficult the question was since you weren’t sure how to answer it.
There was too much numbness, and you were far more concerned with restoring your senses, slowly feeling your ears open back up and the things surrounding you come into focus.
Meanwhile, Changbin was still talking. “I’ll kill them all,” he growled. “This was never supposed to happen.”
Them? you thought to yourself vacantly, gingerly turning around as much as your bindings would allow, realizing only after a brief relapse of confusion that your hands and legs were tied to the metal chair you sat on. 
“Where are we?” you asked, finding your voice amidst everything else.
“I’m not sure,” Changbin whispered, and he suddenly sat upright in his chair, eyes narrowing and features taking on that practiced hardening that you associated with your husband at his most dangerous.
But a Changbin bound and tied by seemingly impossible to escape restraints didn’t exactly scream power to you. In fact, it seemed more like a power imbalance, and you were left reeling for answers when the sound of a distant door opening and then closing filled the space between you both.
“I see you’re awake now,” an unfamiliar figure announced, voice slightly accented. He walked with an arrogant swagger, matching the exaggerated steps he took and the smirk he wore on his grizzled features. “We’ve been waiting.”
“Don’t touch her!” Changbin snapped, jerking against his restraints as the veins in his neck visibly popped in response to his obvious anger and frustration. 
“Who? The girl?” the man asked with a lazy gesturing towards you. “Then you’ll give us answers, no?”
“What do you want?” Changbin asked, and you noted how his fingers were clenched tightly against the arm rests attached to his chair.
“The new shipment of weapons,” the man said. “Your men took them from us the other night. Came in and shot my best sniper.”
Changbin sighed, clearly frustrated. “They were originally assigned to us.”
“But then we made a better deal!” the man growled. “It was my name on that contract, and you had no right to interfere.”
“Says who?” Changbin asked, fishing for more information.
“I can’t tell you that,” the man replied. “I’m only the messenger.”
“You act like it’s more than that.”
“Oh?” the man smirked. “Well, I am a big deal.”
Changbin glowered at the arrogance. “I don’t lead the organization.”
“I know, but you’re an important player,” the man continued. “And your name was everywhere when I started investigating.”
“The weapons were a necessary exchange,” Changbin argued.
“But they were ours!” the man declared passionately, and Changbin knew better than to try to argue with someone so overzealous.
“Fine,” Changbin huffed. “I’ll have my men restore the weapons.”
“Wonderful,” the man sighed, tucking his hands into his pocket. “There is one more thing, though.”
“One more?” Changbin snorted.
“I know of your importance, Mr. Seo,” the man said. “I assume that you’re someone in possession of good information.”
“Like what?”
“Like that little bar you opened downtown,” the man continued, taking another step closer. 
You froze when he pulled a knife from his pocket, studying the way the light reflected off the harsh metal. “What about it?” Changbin grumbled, eyes focused on the obvious danger in the room.
“I’m curious about its sudden success,” he said, and you shivered when he started circling your chair. “Seems like something is missing.”
“Just good business,” Changbin said, but you could tell he was trying to get one step ahead of the guy - discerning the meaning of this unexpected conversation.
“Or, you figured out how to delegitimize the competition,” the man harshly exhaled, and you whimpered when you felt the cold blade of the knife tease the sensitive skin of your neck. 
Changbin sat up just a little higher, biceps flexing against his restraints. “What the hell are you talking about?”
“Obviously,” the man hissed, digging the blade just enough to draw a tiny pinprick of blood. “You’ve sent your men undercover to spy on my business! To spread rumors and lies and turn my clientele away!”
Changbin chuckled at the outrageous claim, but it was devoid of any humor. “You probably fucked your business over yourself.”
“Do you think I’m a fool?” the man growled, searing metal against flesh. “I know men like you, Mr. Seo, and I’m willing to bet that you’ve played a bigger part than what you’ve let on.”
“I have better things to do than fuck with some second rate booze club,” Changbin growled. “We’ve got clubs all over downtown. They’ve all been successful, and it has nothing to do with sending off the competition.”
Changbin smirked then, something harsh and mocking. “Maybe you’re just a really bad businessman.”
But it was the wrong thing to say, and you withheld a scream of terror when the man suddenly wrapped biting fingers into your hair. “You want to save your cocksleeve?” he growled, gripping even tighter to your aching scalp and wrenching your head back to expose your throat and the small laceration he had left there on the smooth skin. A puddle of red amidst the rest. “Tell me why you did it!”
“I can’t!” Changbin snarled in return. “My guys never stepped foot in your territory.”
“LIES!” the man roared, and you were teetering precariously in your chair, back legs lifted from the safety of the floor.
“If you hurt her,” Changbin said, and his tone was staggered and weak. “I will make sure you suffer a thousand times worse.”
The man laughed, incredulous as he looked around the room. “And what do you plan to do about it?”
Silent tears fell down your glistening cheeks as you felt the man’s warm breath against the side of your face. “Maybe violence isn’t enough for you. Maybe I need to get what I need by other means.”
Your stomach dropped at the guttural tone, trying to meet Changbin’s eyes from across the room. “You’ve been warned,” Changbin said. “The grave you’ve dug for yourself is deep enough.”
“Oh?” the man laughed. “Well, since you think you’re in such control here, let me remind of you of the reality of the situation...”
“Changbin!” you cried when you were abruptly lifted from your chair, knife cutting through the ropes binding you, sending you colliding back against the solid mass of an unfamiliar form, loose hands roaming across your torso. 
“Stop!”
Changbin’s voice was just veering on the edge of desperate, recognizing that you were in no position for him to sound anything less than serious. 
“Stop?” your captor repeated in a mocking tone, and you felt the blade of the knife return to your throat, slicing down harder and finally triggering the hair-raising scream that you had been suppressing. Trying to be brave for Changbin.
“You can’t do this!” Changbin cried, and you were amazed to see the faint rivulet of a tear stain - the mark of weakness that your husband tried so hard to suppress in this violent line of work.
If you thought about it, there were only a handful of times that you had ever seen Changbin cry.
“I’ll do anything,” Changbin whispered. “I’ll even take her place! Just don’t hurt her anymore.”
“Hmmm?” Your captor relinquished his threatening attack, and you could breath a little easier when he turned his attention back to Changbin.“What if I offer you a compromise? Tell me how you’ve managed your business affairs, and I won’t kill your little plaything.”
Changbin inhaled sharply, gaze full of a sinister rage you knew was reserved for his greatest enemies. “You’ll be screaming for a death of your own by the time I’m done with you.”
“You still don’t understand,” the man sighed, and you gasped when chapped lips brushed against your cheek. “Maybe I’ll fuck her first...”
“You won’t have the time.”
“Says who...”
He trailed off then. The last words you ever heard from your captor before an enormous explosion interrupted the tension, walls and floors shaking as dust and debris fell from the ceiling overhead.
You could feel the body behind you trembling as well, but you knew that it wasn’t from the explosion. It was from fear, and in a split second of panic, the man shoved you to the ground, and you yelped when your head collided hard against the concrete. 
You attempted to pull yourself back up, but there was something numbing and weighty keeping you on the floor, darkness swimming threateningly in front of your eyes once again.
There were familiar sounds: the sharp click of a gun, the whizzing of bullets flying overhead, and the cacophony of screams and yells.
The pain was keeping you from focusing, aware of vague figures passing in and out of your periphery, running and moving in all sorts of directions. It was chaos at its finest, and you were incapable of comprehending any of it. Instead, you could only focus on two things: the pounding of your pulse against your eardrums and the intermingled buzzing of familiar tones.
There was a hand on your shoulder, but you were incapable of responding to their call, succumbing to an irrefutable and dreamless sleep.
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The first thing you noticed when you were capable of understanding your surroundings, was the silky fabric of the bed sheets.
They were smooth to the touch and you flexed your fingers around them, humming in contentment when you silted open your eyes just enough to confirm that they belonged to you and Changbin. The ones you used on the King-sized bed in your shared room.
But therein lay the problem: you were alone in the bed, and the only voices you could hear certainly didn’t match the same tone of your husband.
You swallowed hard, flinching when the motion brought attention to the thick bandage around your neck, and upon touching the material, you were bombarded with a barrage of images reminding you of everything that had happened the previous night. 
It was enough to leave you shaking, seeking some form of comfort as you roused your body just enough to turn around to the sound of those voices, recognizing Chan, your husband’s boss, and Seungmin, the residential healer.
“Chan?” you groaned, grimacing at the dryness in your mouth.
“Y/N,” he acknowledged you, rushing over to your bedside in an instant. “How are you feeling?”
“Okay,” you said, watching as he lifted a bottle of water to hand to you.
“Drink this.”
You nodded, taking it from him. “Where’s Changbin?”
The question was met with silence, and you frowned when Chan and Seungmin exchanged quick glances. “Well, if nothing hurts, then I have other appointments,” Seungmin said, hurriedly dismissing himself from the room.
“Coward,” Chan muttered, but he was nothing but smiles for you, coming to sit down at your bedside. “Changbin...he’s busy.”
The answer wasn’t satisfactory, and your heart started beating a little faster. “Where?”
“Downstairs,” he said, and you knew exactly what that meant. 
“He brought him here?” you muttered, hating the idea of having someone like that under the same roof you called home. 
“Changbin insisted,” Chan replied, and you realized that he disapproved as well, but it still didn’t help your tender sensibilities, and you were ready to implode from the inside because you needed Changbin’s comfort.
“I need him,” you said, fixing Chan with a stern look. “Can you ask him to come up here?”
“He won’t be convinced until he’s done,” Chan said, but his gaze was soft as he leaned in closer. “I can help, if you’d like.”
It was a nice gesture, and normally you might take him up on an offer of comfort, but Chan wasn’t going to heal the turmoil bubbling inside of you.
The emotions burst forth, and your eyes had already glossed over from tears shedding themselves like dead leaves falling from a tree in the middle of a windstorm. “I just want Changbin,” you sobbed, and Chan was barely perceivable through the mess of your tears. 
You could tell Chan was upset by your dismissal, even as his fingers tried to brush away the wetness dotting your cheeks. “I’m sorry, Y/N,” he said, and it spoke to a history between the two of you that often when unsaid.
You had been given to Chan, your organization’s leader, as a peace offering from a rival mafia group. It was a cruel trade, and you resisted as much as you could, especially since, at first, you were meant to be his betrothed.
And you came into the Miroh Group with a determination to resist them to the very end.
Until Changbin stole your heart.
From there, you couldn’t believe that you had gotten so lucky, falling in love whole-heartedly, capable of forgiving Changbin’s worst sins.
Including his more sadistic tendencies.
“You can try to see him,” Chan said, seemingly satisfied after wiping away most of the evidence of your internal breakdown.
You nodded immediately, even though you understood that what you might find downstairs wouldn’t be anything comforting.
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You felt a little unsteady on your feet, even with Chan helping you down the concrete steps descending into a place you tended to avoid.
The smell of alcohol and blood were both overwhelming, and you stumbled on the final step, rearing back at the sound of a truly gruesome gurgle that reminded you too much of drowning. 
In the middle of the room you managed to make out Changbin, wearing dark pants and a white t-shirt, allowing you to see all the blood painting the texture in ugly patterns.
But then your attention wandered over to the poor soul strapped to the chair, barely recognizable because of the damage caused by your husband, the one who was gaping at you while holding a knife in one hand and scissors in the other.
"Y/N,” Changbin whispered. “Why aren’t you resting?”
You shook your head, looking past the gruesome, mangled damage to see the pained expression of your former captor. 
Changbin had made good on his threat to tear the asshole apart, and your stomach rolled at the awful display of violence.
Done at the hands of the man who made the sweetest love to you in the dark recesses of your bedroom.
Still, you craved his presence, falling into his open arms as he held you close after tossing aside his tools. “Shhh,” he whispered to calm your tears.
“You weren’t there when I woke up,” you sniffled.
“I’m sorry, love,” Changbin said, soothing your cries with soft cooing. 
You savored his closeness, tucking your chin over his shoulder and opening your eyes to look upon the decrepit appearance of your former captor. “What are you doing to him?” you asked, and you felt Changbin sigh as he pulled back from you.
“I know you don’t approve, love,” Changbin said, and he glanced down at his ruined t-shirt and jeans, drenched in blood. 
Under most circumstances, you would agree, but you felt your hand jumping to your throat, wrapping around the bandage covering your wound. 
Changbin frowned at the movement, likely remembering the events that led to your injuries. “Kill him,” you said, and both Changbin and Chan seemed taken aback by your response. It was completely out of character, coming from someone who often disapproved of the murderous part of their work. 
“Y/N,” Chan whispered, and you could see that he wore wariness on top of his horrified expression.
“Come upstairs soon,” you said, squeezing Changbin’s hand with your own. “I need you.”
Your husband nodded, looking at you with something akin to awe as you left the downstairs basement with Chan hot on your heels and torturous screams assaulting your ears. 
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Chan only left your bedroom once Changbin arrived, showered and clean, wearing sweatpants and a t-shirt. 
“Careful,” Chan whispered to him on the way out, and you shivered.
But there was nothing that could warm you up more than Changbin, and you even managed a smile when he climbed into the bed behind you, wrapping a strong arm around your waist to pull you closer. “Hi, princess,” he whispered, and you felt like bathing in the sensual tone of his voice.
“Changbin,” you sighed in return, turning around so that you could face him.
“It doesn’t hurt too much, does it love?” he asked, reaching out to tenderly stroke his fingers across your bandages. 
“Not anymore,” you said. “Seungmin did a good job.”
“He better,” Changbin rumbled, and you tried not to roll your eyes at your husband. 
“I was really upset earlier,” you said. “When I couldn’t find you.”
“That’s my fault, princess,” Changbin said. “I didn’t know you would wake-up so soon....and there were things I needed to take care of.”
You sighed, closing your eyes hard against a distant image of your mind conjuring the bloodied and ruined form of your captor. “Did you find out who he belonged to?”
“Yeah, a small organization under Park,” Changbin said. “He was more than willing to talk after I took one of his fingers.”
Your heart twisted at his nonchalant tone. “I guess you silenced him.”
Changbin hesitated, pausing to look at you with concern. “Are you mad at me?”
“Just...disappointed,” you said. “I couldn’t hold myself together.”
“It would’ve torn me apart,” Changbin replied. “If I let him go without making him suffer for touching my princess.”
You closed your eyes, feeling Changbin trail his fingers across your arm. “But you’re here now?”
“Of course,” Changbin agreed, leaning in to kiss you gently. “I’m yours, love. For as long as you need me to hold you.”
“Might be all night,” you said, moving up to kiss under his jaw. “I need you in a lot of ways.”
Changbin chuckled at your implications, leaving nothing to be imagined as you grazed one finger over the front of his sweatpants where his cock lay flaccid. He titled your chin at a better angle, a glaze of lust darkening his eyes. “When you feel better,” he purred. “I’ll take care of your little pussy.”
You shook at his seductive promise, curling even closer to him as Changbin’s thudding heart lulled you into a comfortable peace.
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The Supernatural Finale’s Nullification of the Symbolism of the Road: Dean Winchester lived as a progressive hero and dies as a static shadow
During the emotional height of its grand finale, Supernatural’s Dean Winchester ensconces the show’s earlier themes as a road narrative by showing an elongated montage of him driving his classic car along an endless, American road. By returning to the original mythic and intertextual narratives from which Supernatural was born, the finale entrenched within its themes the grand myth of the freedom of the American road. However, this grand myth and symbol, representing the traveller’s metaphorical journey towards inner freedom and self-discovery whilst exulting their newly found connection to the beatific landscape on Earth, placed within the context of heaven - is rendered redundant.
Without canonical material to provide a true world-building of this new heaven, we must rely on the idea of heaven from previous seasons, as well as extratextual narratives of heavenly realms. The audience is told that in this new heaven, souls have freedom and new memories may be created. The vision we see of the finale’s heaven is glowing, sanitised, and idyllic. Coupled with the general Western audience’s presupposition that heavenly realms within texts will be devoid of true horror or suffering, we are to assume these new memories and freedoms will also be heavenly and devoid of suffering. This assumption is bolstered by the appearance of The Roadhouse, Bobby Singer, and Baby, all representative of ‘good times’ and shot with soft lighting (peaceful), then juxtaposed against Dean’s dark, gritty, violent, and horror-filed final moments on Earth. This entrenches the message that Supernatural is sending: Dean is at peace and saved from his suffering.
This disallowance of suffering in Dean’s heaven is antithetical to the myth of the road: the metaphorical journey towards inner-freedom, ‘self-display, and self-discovery’[1]. Conflict, suffering, and trials are essential towards self-discovery and character development, and this is truer for the ‘hero’ protagonist than others. Dean, our hero, in his sanitized heaven is now in stasis. His external goal of defeating god is destroyed, and his internal journey (created by reacting and responding to the trials and tribulations of a varied life) is curtailed. His symbolic drive through Americana heaven has been stripped of its meaning. Our hero is no longer a hero of the road and his journey of self-discovery is terminated.  Kris Lackey in RoadFrames: The Amerian Highway Narrative, writes that ‘Car voyaging remains a symbolic gesture, describing in spatial terms a character’s education in or flight from domesticity’[2]. Whilst Dean is spatially driving away from home/Earth, his character is deprived of the ability to progress or to be educated by his surroundings, and therefore Dean’s drive through this physical space has been stripped of its metaphorical meaning. The physical road of heaven is illusory: it’s symbolism only taking on meaning and worth when the traveller changes in tandem with the view from the car window. The view from ‘Baby’ may change, but Dean cannot.
American road narratives have long set themselves against the urban. Following in the footsteps of Transcendentalism, in particular Thoreau’s Walden, the road symbolises a rejection of materialistic and capitalist society and a return to the land. The urban and the road are set in comparison: the urban taking on meaning as a place where one lives as a shadow and lives a half-life in a modern hell, stripped of connection to the Self and to others. The road thus takes on the meaning of a place where one can live fully, where, as Thoreau writes, one can ‘live deliberately, to front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had not lived.’ [3] The road is thus an allegory for living with heightened experiences, living life fully, and rediscovering a more meaningful human experience through a greater connection to the land. Dean’s heaven road is not in opposition to the urban. Heaven is not a place where one can live deliberately and learn from the joys and pains of human life. The land, a peculiarly Earthly notion, can only ever be absent in Heaven. The essential nature of Heaven and Earth is that they are wholly separate. Each of their meanings is derived from the fact that they are not the other. The myth of the road is so inherently connected to the land on Earth, that transmogrifying it into a realm which has always defined itself as ‘not of Earth’ yet again nullifies any symbolic meaning attributed to ‘the road’.
This inability for character development, an inability to learn from the land, and an inability to learn from the suffering of an Earthly road renders our hero stuck, with his life suspended. In On the Road, ‘Kerouac’s Sal Paradise and Dean Moriarty… exemplify the surviving type - outsiders whose hardscrabble road-lives fit them for roles as satirists and enemies of settled bourgeois life.’[4] Dean, whose character is based on Dean Moriarty, whilst visually drives a car in heaven and is seen as always moving forwards, Dean himself is completely settled in his current reality – unable to move forward in any way other than physically. Whilst Sam and the people left behind on Earth are able to move on, Dean, as he ironically speeds through heaven’s roads is now stuck in the same place forever.
On the Road’s message is one of a rejection of a settled, domestic, and stultifying bourgeoisie life. The semi-autobiographical nature of the work allows us to interpret the text in connection to Kerouac and Cassady’s real life. Whilst this anti-domestic theme is ingrained in Kerouac’s text, Kerouac himself ended his years living with his mother, having stopped travelling. When comparing Kerouac’s later life with his protagonist’s youthful life in On the Road, we can make a case that youth is inherent to contextualising the book’s central themes, most importantly: the theme of freedom. With the characters and writer in their 20s, this novel resonates with the youth. Their youth calls for a rejection of the domestic and of the settled. Likewise, Sam and Dean’s earlier years before they move into the bunker are, and should be, seen as a rejection of the domestic and settled. Thoreau’s Walden, Krakauer’s Into The Wild, Ruess’ A Vagabond for Beauty, Kerouac’s On the Road, Cheryl Strayed’s Wild, Ben Reitman’s Sister of the Road – these, along with the majority of road narratives (both literary and on-screen) are populated with protagonists in their 20s. Had these seminal road narratives had protagonists in their 40s, as Dean Winchester is in the finale, the message of a life on the road would be incalculably altered. Whilst the youthful Sal and Dean in On the Road choose to reject a settled life for a vagabond’s, the middle-aged Dean Winchester is forced from a settled life in the bunker (a home that he cherishes) into a vagabond’s life on the road. He is thrown into a road narrative which brings joy to younger protagonists as it did for him in his 20s, however since the age of 34 (roughly) when him and Sam find the bunker, he as a character no longer sought out this life of the road. Their father’s (John Winchester’s) nomadic life which moved him from one dark and dingy motel room to the next was portrayed as somewhat sad, a sacrifice, and a life he was forced into once his domestic life literally went up in flames. John Winchester’s nomadic life started when he was 29 years old and has never been representative of the careless freedom of the road. Like John, symbolising Dean as being back on the road is somewhat sad and reads as a form of hollow nostalgia for the freedom of youth. Dean’s drive on heaven’s road and its rejection of the domestic no longer reads as youthfully liberating and bold, but tragic that he is forced from his age-appropriate domestic home into an unsettled life that he wilfully moved on from in season 8. As viewers, we must ask ourselves if it is still freedom if one is forced to be free? Whilst I could delve into the writings of Isiah Berlin or Rousseau’s writings on the ‘social contract’, Supernatural in many ways answers this question itself. In the fight against an interventionist god, our characters (self-named as ‘Team Free Will 2.0’), believe that one’s ability to choose their path in life is the ultimate freedom. If god had forced their freedom, they would not consider that as true freedom. Therefore, the symbolism of the writers forcing Dean from the domestic and back onto the freedom of the road cannot be read as true freedom. He had no choice.
Supernatural’s finale aimed at recapturing the tone and themes of its pilot episode, and consistently mirrored shots, costume, locations, dialogue, and themes of the pilot. It used visual signifiers to play into the show’s earlier mythology. However, the unintended consequence of this visual and narrative symbolism forced the character of Dean into trying to recapture his youth. Dean had moved on from the open road since the pilot, however the resounding mythic image during Dean’s final screen-time is him on the road. In the end, ‘Carry On’ unintentionally satirises its own mythology. It is less like On the Road, and more like Easy Rider. David Laderman writes of Easy Rider, ‘At a certain point down the road, the road movie’s glorified mobility seems to yield a disillusioned attitude in the protagonists, who have been unable to truly escape, and who have internalized the pressures of conformist society.’[5] Easy Rider’s protagonists, maddened by consistently defining themselves by the road realise that the search for such a freedom from a violent and conservative nation is futile. The hippie dream, in the context of the Martin Luther King assassination as well as the other assassinations and the war in Vietnam, was dead by 1969. After the traumas faced on the road, the protagonists are confronted with the knowledge that ‘the initial promise and thrill of mobility gradually turns sour.’[6]So too is Dean now unable to escape his previous life on the road and his new life on heaven’s road.
As a character who canonically repressed emotions and played into hyper-masculine traits at the expense of the catharsis of emotional vulnerability, like Easy Rider’s protagonists, Dean never escaped his internalised ‘pressures of conformist society’ before his death. With no trauma or challenges to confront on heaven’s road, Dean can never go on the internal journey to free himself from his repression. Heaven’s road will never help him free his Self. On the Road’s protagonist, Dean Moriarty is based on Neal Cassady who was a bisexual man and his relationship with poet Allen Ginsberg was written about within Ginsberg’s work. Dean Winchester was also based on Neal Cassady, giving some credence to viewers of Supernatural who have long read Dean through a queer theory lens, and presented him as bisexual. Through this bisexual reading, Dean’s inability to find true freedom on heaven’s road becomes allegorical to his inability to free himself from his repressed sexual desires. Like On the Road’s omission of Dean’s bisexuality, Supernatural can be read as doing the same. Increasingly, freedom is stripped from the symbol of heaven’s road. Both Neal Cassady and Dean Winchester die at the same age of 41.
Road movies and their mythology combine both conservative and progressive ideologies, and many try to walk this line without politicization. The myth of the road can be read as inherently conservative and patriotic as it plays into the American ideology of frontierism and individualism. Yet the mythology of freedom from the suburban/urban and the incorporation of road narratives into progressive counterculture (such as the Beats and the Hippies) makes the genre appear liberating. By setting itself in juxtaposition against capitalist and urban life, road narratives appeal to the progressive, and many of the genre’s protagonists are indeed progressive.
As outlined earlier, Dean’s return to the road does not feel freeing or liberating. His journey on the road does not include a Merry Prankster-esque or Easy Rider LSD binge, nor a stop for a wine-heavy jazz night, nor a Neal Cassady-esque exploration of his sexual needs and desires. Like heaven itself, this road trip montage is sanitized, pure, and holy. This sanctity and purity of heaven’s road highlights the nationalistic mythology of America as a promised land, anointed by god himself, and above all others – the Pilgrim’s ‘city on a hill’. Whilst the audience can assume that heaven is supremely American because it is Dean’s heaven, it is difficult to intellectually separate your thoughts from what Supernatural is so powerfully visually telling us: heaven is America. By placing such strong (even if unintentional) nationalistic symbolism alongside the knowledge that John, Mary, and (soon) Sam will be central to Dean’s heaven, Supernatural marries two resolutely conservative American values: the heterosexual nuclear family, and god’s promised land of America – his heaven on Earth. This firmly aligns the mythology of the road closer to its conservative symbols, than its progressive ones. Perhaps such patriotic symbolism wouldn’t read as harshly when the pilot aired in 2005. Yet during the staunchly bipartisan Trump years where examples of white supremacy, violent jingoism, and xenophobia are rife, a departing message of an American heaven and the importance of a heterosexual nuclear family can be easily politicized and be seen as bolstering the patriotic symbolism which it draws upon.
A large majority of Supernatural’s fanbase (as oppose to general audience) is composed of young, progressive, and queer women. Supernatural’s narrative themes of found family and Castiel’s declaration of homosexual love engendered a sense within its audience that the series was narratively leading towards the progressive finale. Yet the patriotic road trip montage, the knowledge of Dean’s return to his nuclear family, and Sam’s montage of living out his life in an apple-pie, baseball throwing, middle-class house, heterosexual nuclear family lifestyle sans his deaf love interest (a montage more akin to the Raegan-era nostalgia films of the 1980s than anything made in 2020), tonally, visually, and symbolically reads as a finale steeped in conservative and Republican mythos. These are particularly tonally jarring for Supernatural’s progressive audience, especially after the promise of queer representation, disabled representation, and themes of a found family that were prevalent just two episodes previously.
In conclusion, Supernatural returned Dean Winchester to his road trip routes, yet divorced from his youth or an ability to progress as a character, the progressive symbolism of the road was nullified. By ripping him away from his desired domesticity and forcing him onto the freedom of the road, his deepest desires of a settled life and the freedom of choice were also destroyed, therein destroying his character arc. Supernatural, therefore, strips the progressive symbolism of freedom associated with the road and further sanitises and sanctifies it by placing ‘the road’ in heaven. We are left with a pure road, America as god’s land, the elevation of the importance of a nuclear family, and a nostalgic montage of Sam’s conservative life. Dean’s road is now imbued only with the conservative aspects of it the symbol’s mythology. For an audience in 2020 seeking progressive representation in the jingoistic years of Trump, to be confronted with staunchly conservative ideologies and symbols (which appear even more extreme than when first broadcast in the Bush years of 2005) there is no cathartic nostalgia to be had.
‘We laugh, at the [road trip] movies, at the frequency with which the hero goes ‘out there, away from all this’ to ‘find himself,’[7]but there is nothing for Dean to find at the end of heaven’s road. He is frozen forever in unchanging happiness – a hero deprived of a journey. And so Supernatural ends with Dean on the road, the camera portraying with powerful imagery a hollow and tragic myth, completely stripped of its progressive meaning. With socio-political and character context changed, Supernatural’s return to the pilot unintentionally satirises itself, and alienates a fan base who define themselves against the ultimate message of the finale: heterosexual nuclear family, and white national chauvinism.
I finish with Allen Ginsberg’s words in his poem Elegy for Neal Cassady, written after hearing news of Neals death at the age of 41.
OK Neal aethereal Spirit bright as moving air blue as city dawn happy as light released by the Day over the city's new buildings --
[...]
Sir spirit, forgive me my sins, Sir spirit give me your blessing again, Sir Spirit forgive my phantom body's demands, Sir Spirit thanks for your kindness past, Sir Spirit in Heaven, What difference was yr mortal form, What further this great show of Space? Speedy passions generations of Question? agonic Texas Nightrides? psychadelic bus hejira-jazz, Green auto poetries, inspired roads? Sad, Jack in Lowell saw the phantom most -- lonelier than all, except your noble Self. Sir Spirit, an' I drift alone: Oh deep sigh.
[1] Leed, Eric., The Mind of the Traveler, (1991), p. 13.
[2] Lackey, Kris., RoadFrames: The American Highway Narrative, p. xi.
[3] Henry David Thoreau, Walden and Other Writings, p. 172.
[4] Lackey, Kris., RoadFrames: The American Highway Narrative, p. 8.
[5] Laderman, David, Driving Visions; Exploring the Road Movie, (Austin, University of Texas Press, 2002), p. 76.
[6] Laderman, David, Driving Visions; Exploring the Road Movie, (Austin, University of Texas Press, 2002), p. 76.
[7] Lackey, Kris., RoadFrames: The American Highway Narrative, p. 92.
If you would like to read more about my writings on Beat literature and Supernatural, you can find them listed under my tag ‘Cas x Ginsberg x Buddhism’ . If you would prefer to have a PDF version of the above essay (is this an essay? i feel like it accidentally became one lol), then just let me know and I can send you that file. I wrote this this afternoon and feel like I have a lot more to say on this whole thing and barely touched upon lots of ideas that arose when I was writing this. I decided to stick firmly to the road symbolism stuff rather than bombard you with more than 3000 words in one go.
Thank you to @drsilverfish and this post of theirs which inspired me to revisit my Supernatural/The Beats tag, so thank you and you should all read that wonderful post. 
I started off rambling with this and then I decided to turn into into something of hopefully some worth and put effort into thinking over what I was trying to say. Do let me know if you want to to expand on anything I wrote here, and my asks are always open for questions. Let me know if more of this may be of interest. 
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