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i really need to become less afraid of asking stupid questions
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Ghost Garage
âmechanic!simon riley fucking you in his car garage because you couldnât afford to pay for his services:(( MDNI ofc
âYouâre lookinâ at six thousand for a new engine,â Simon says thoughtfully, scribbling a collection of messy additions in his notebook. âAnd if youâre lookinâ to do just one set of brake pads and rotors,â he says, scribbling some more, âlookinâ at six hundred even for those.â
Your eyes widen at his words because how the fuck were you ever going to be able to afford this? You swallow hard, pondering your following words. âDo you do discounts or something?â Youâre sure you sound like an idiot, but youâre desperate.
The corner of his lip quirks at your question as his eyes stay glued to the notebook paper, still scribbling. âNo. Still no discounts ereâ,â he says, capping his pen, finally looking at you.
You fidget with your hands, eyes on his. âIâumâŚthereâs no way I canâŚâ you begin, turning your gaze away from him, feeling bashful, ââŚafford that.â Even though you had come to Simonâs garage before, this was just the first time you outwardly told him you couldnât afford his services.
He leans back in his chair, the base squeaking a little. âDo yaâknow how dangerous it is to drive with worn-out brake pads?â he states, placing the pen in his mouth, awaiting your response.
âYes. Iâm aware, butââ you begin, only for him to interrupt.
âBut nothinâ,â he calmly says, shifty in the chair, eyes shamelessly dragging down your body. You pretend not to notice even though it invokes an immeasurable amount of wetness to gather in your panties.
He can tell youâre nervousâyour body language says it all. Clammy hands you wipe off on your jeans every so often, youâre avoiding direct eye contact with him, and the fact he can hear your heartbeat from where he sits.
He shouldnât even have unholy thoughts of you come across his mind. But, shocker, he did. Every night from the time you first went to the shop all of those four months ago, he would fist himself in the shower thinking about you.
You, who always had that doe-eyed, glossed-over expression. You, who always had to bring Simon a sweet treat when you came, whether it be candy or some fresh-baked cookies you prepared. Oh, and you, who would hug him after he did your car inspections. Ya, he thought about that one a lot.
He considers your predicament. He has a solution, but itâs riskyâperhaps too risky?
Eh, Fuck it. Whatâs he got to lose?
âTell ya what,â he starts, standing up from his chair and grabbing the notebook paper with the numbers. âIâll throw this ereâ piece of paper in the trashâhell, Iâll burn it,â he cocks a brow, âIf you do somethinâ for me.â He hovers the small, intimidating piece of paper over a small trash can.
âAnything,â you say, desperation coating your voice. He hums, ducking his head to stare at the trashcan.
âI wouldnât say that,â he says, followed by a gravelly laugh. You gulp, waiting for him to explain.
âI want somethinâ from ya,â he finally looks up at you, wiping his mask-less jaw with his hand. âSomethinâ that isnâtâŚmoney.â
You slightly confound your head. âLike I saidâŚanything,â you amend.
He sticks his tongue in his cheek, drops the tainted paper into the trash, and then takes slow, deliberate steps towards you.
You inhale as he stands before you, unsure of his intentions. Exhaling sharply only when he brings his thumb up, dragging it delicately across your jaw, tilting it up so you are looking at him.
âI think we could figure out a way for you to get that work paid in full,â he rumbles, brushing his thumb against your bottom lip. âAnd a way I could feel that pretty pussy around me.â
Your eyes widen at his words, dumbfounded by his sheer bluntness and vulgarity. Though you admit, you feel a knot start to form in your lower stomach and more wetness pool between your thighs.
âUnless you donât want to?â His tone his monotone, no signs of resentment as he drops his hand from your face.
âNoâI do,â you affirm, even grabbing his hand and then dropping it from embarrassment. âI just didnât thinkâŚyou, uh, liked me like that,â you mutter, shifting on your feet and shifting your gaze to the concrete floor you both stand on.
âOh, trust me. I like you like that,â he laughs lowly, stepping closer to you, bringing his hand back to the same spot to brush his finger against your pouty lip. âCan I?â He questions his gaze on your lips. You nod, standing on your tiptoes, gripping his neck, and bringing his lips to yours. You could taste remnants of cigarette smoke and the icy tang of Nicorette mint gum.
The kiss quickly became full of fervent urgency. Sloppy lips sucking your own, hands aimlessly gripping any piece of flesh it could, and teeth frantically clashing with your own.
âYou do this with all your clientele?â you tease as Simon grips the bottom of your shirt and quickly pulls it off your head.
âNah,â he coolly says, hands palming your breasts over your bra. âJust the ones I jerk off to.â You gasp at not only his hands on such a sensitive part of you but also his confession.
âYou jerk off to me?â you tentatively ask, bringing your hands to grip the hem of his shirt, slipping it off his head. His lips instantly connect with your neck.
âWhat about it?â he murmurs against your skin, dragging his tongue from the side of your neck to your lips.
âI justâŚI finger myself thinking about you,â you admit in between his feverish kisses, which are apparently taking away your sense of shame. He pulls back only a little.
âYouâre tellinâ meâŚâ he reaches down to bring your hand up, grazing your fingers with his own. âYou plunge these in your pussy, thinkinâ about me?â he stares at your fingers, unable to comprehend what heâs hearing. He darts his eyes to yours. âI get you off?â
âOf course you do,â you attest, dragging your hand so it rests on his cock that is tucked away in his greased stained jeans. He groans at your touch.
âNow let me see what Iâve been imagining.â
He wastes no time stripping you bare, throwing your bra and panties off to the side, before he unlatches his belt, roughly yanking his jeans and boxers down just below his thighs.
He grips the back of your thighs before hauling you over to a wood table that currently holds some pens and a toolbox. His lips connect with your collarbone, then to the fat of your breast, as you lazily stroke his cock.
âLittle smaller than I imagined,â you cheekily say before Simon lightly nips at your nipple with his teeth, making you moan. He laughs against your skin, sending vibrations throughout your entire body.
âAnd yet it still makes you fuckinâ wet,â he cockily says as his hand slips to graze your glistening cunt. You donât even talk; you have no breath left to speak. So, you let out a pathetic noise insteadâsomewhere between a moan and whine.
âLet me play with ya for a minute,â he murmurs into your ribs, pointer finger brushing against your labia. You squirm at his touch.
âSimon. I justâŚI need you in me,â you beg, pulling him by the hair so his ear is by your mouth, rocking your hips against his finger in you.
âIâm gonna come as soon as Iâm in you, Sweetheart,â he says honestly, pointer plunging into your cunt, gently touching your clit.
âI donât careâŚjustâŚjust,â you rasp, unable to speak with his hand plunging into you.
âFine, fine,â he says. He gives his cock a tug before he pokes your entrance with the head, gripping your hips before he pushes inside you a little. He grits his teeth at the sensation, and you whine at the slight pain.
âOpen up for me. Come on,â he hisses, throwing his head back as he sinks deeper into you. âThere she goes,â he praises, gripping one of your legs and positioning it so it lies straight up against his body. You both groan at the deeper contact.
âShit,â you curse as Simon starts up a good pace. His cock managed to graze you in all of the right spotsâreaching places you didnât even know was possible.
You knew you both wouldnât last long at this paceâyouâre honestly not so sure he would have lasted at any pace. He was painfully hard when you hadnât even whipped your tits out.
Though you thought the jokes were on him, as soon as he brought his thumb to stimulate your clit, you were skewing curses, tightening around his cock.
âFuck. Thatâs itâŚthatâsââ he panted out as he felt you clamp around him, hearing you yell, âComing,â before he followed with his orgasm.
Once both of your orgasms have subsided, he helps you off the table to grab your clothing. You gently tug on your lip before you speak.
âAlsoâŚabout the payment?â You shyly question as he pulls his jeans up.
âConsider it handled,â he says with a smirk as he zips up his jeans.
a/n: bye once again i abused the italicized button
reblogs & comments are encouraged!
#call of duty#cod#cod x reader#fanfic#simon riley#simon ghost riley#cod mw2#ghost#ghost cod#mechanic!simon riley#blah blah blah#call of duty x you#call of duty x reader#call of duty fanfic#ghost call of duty#call of duty modern warfare 2#call of duty modern warfare#cod fanfic#cod smut#simon riley smut#simon riley x you#simon riley fanfic#simon riley imagine#simon riley x reader#simon riley cod#ghost simon riley#ghost riley#cod ghost#ghost smut#ghost mw2
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if we get Kit calling Jem dad in tlkof i will be sobbing
#this will make my day#i need this#like heâs talking to ty about their life in cirenworth and he said âdad did blah blah blahâ#the shadowhunter chronicles#the wicked powers#kit herondale#jem carstairs#ghosts of the shadow market#kit rook
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stalkerish tim drake is fun. let him be a little deranged!!!!!
snapping pictures of kon from somewhere hidden, knowing kon can hear the shutter but can't react in public, so they can make out about it later. bc kon knew what he was getting into. maybe not completely, but he had an idea. tim keeps planting listening devices in kons room for kon to find. kon comes home to tim on his couch, having gotten past all his security undetected. tim doesn't even pretend to be embarrassed hes been caught, they both know he was waiting for kon to get home and find him there.
maybe kon gets him back now and then and it drives tim wiiild. tim gets home to a small stack of photographs on his bed that kon snapped of him changing through a window. and he's thinking about buying a ring. kisses the hidden camera he finds tucked into a notch on his headboard.
i think it's fun, sue me
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i was born to watch my hero academia but made to read the bible instead the world is so cruel. moses was good until the red sea leviticus was ok but now im on joshua and itâs really fallen off again. mha is still better tho imo
you should try the iliad next
#ask#patrochilles truthers rise up#it's like if bakugou died for realzies and then izuku got so upset he went into a depression and refused to eat and properly mourn#and then Inko came and held him and started basically mourning Izuku because she knew without Katsuki he was basically dead too#and says âkilling shigaraki is going to kill you tooâ and then Izuku goes âokay betâ#and then meets back up and rampages at shigaraki who tries to run but it's no use so shigaraki goes âyo... can we at least pinky promise#ânot to desecrate the other's body if we kill themâ and Izuku goes ânah I am going to rip your liver out and eat itâ#and then kills him and drags his body all around the city in right front of the LOV#blah blah blah other stuff#and then in the spin off (odyssey) we see his ghost and he's like âheyyyyy I'm dead now ahahaha I did Not cope with Kacchan's death At All"#and yeah
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I was talking to my mutual about Cole when I had a surge of Thoughts so per usual you all have to hear them now. I was considering a couple things, namely his development and place as the "strong guy" on the team and his masculinity (and how it presents in the show vs in fanon).
Cole's pretty often typecast as the gruff strong guy in a lot of fan-media (from fanfics to fanart etc) which isn't wrong because he was like that, especially within the early seasons. The way he spoke, the way he acted, his place as a sort of leading force. In season three you even see him in that stupid lumberjack fit (said affectionately), it's all very traditionally masculine. Which fits his whole Strong and Big guy of the team role (the five man band archetypes etc etc). However, it's interesting to say because at his core, he's very emotional and very driven by a strong sense of internal compassion (with a canonical affinity to children). Which obviously none of that is opposed to masculinity but these traits begin to show more as the gruffness pulls back. The first real example of that I think is in ToE with his fight with Jay. I don't read him as being invested in their fighting the same way Jay was. Jay was fueled by insecurity and a very strong sense of jealousy and possessiveness. Cole? I think he was just reacting to Jay's aggression, which didn't put Nya in a better position but it is a difference.Â
So when their match rolls around, he's the first one to realize what they're doing is stupid and give in. He reaches out emotionally to Jay. However, Jays still is a friend so that is easy to write off as a symptom of friendship. And then following ToE we have possession and DOTD which I think are where he really begins to develop, and have the strongest examples of what I'm getting at. I'm going out on a limb and saying that I really see his prior gruffness as a sort of armor, to be good enough for the team (insert that one Wu note of him staying up late before missions) and also there his whole rebellious streak against his father trying to force him to be someone he's not. (Note: I wouldn't be surprised if how Lou raised him really had a impact on all this) Then, we get to Possession and both his self worth and self image are shook badly by literally dying. He outright says he's not a ninja anymore, which I think he based a lot of who he was on (<- which is why struggling with it hit so hard).
Finally DOTD comes up and I think we see the strongest example of where his compassion really become a core trait. It's his fight with Yang. He had no reason to reach out to him, to be honest he had the right not to, but he did and it worked! He didn't get out of DOTD in the end with brute force, he got out of it with emotional support (his team showing up), a stubborn adherence to his moral code, and reaching out to Yang with empathy. From that point on, I think he's softer and more prone to being emotional, it's like there was a very real shift. To circle back to Jay, because I think he makes for a good comparison, he does not develop like that post ToE. Actually, the issues carying from s3 (though, they do exist prior just not as starkly) all the way to Skybound where it gets violently (literally) addressed. Jay fans can probably say it better than me but the season is about his insecurity and treatment of Nya and there's a reason both Nadakhan and Cliff are like that (read: they're parallels). It's just interesting because both Cole and Jay have issues with self worth and image but they present and develop very differently.Â
There's also the fanon aspect with those two that's really funny. I think everyone's aware of the infamous fanon-bruise, the 2010s-yaoification. Uwu Jay, Big Strong Man Cole, and how weirdly racist it is. It's just funny to note because the issues projected onto Cole in fanon are ones Jay has, like, in the show. Cole's the more emotional and compassionate one of the two, but because of the strong guy role, it gets flipped around in fanon. Going by the 'traditional' (read: toxic) masculine standards, in terms of personality and character, I think Jay more closely aligns. It reminds me of this post I saw once, it was of Hunted where Jay was making the plane (?) and Cole was with baby Wu. It called Jay the 'mom' and Cole the 'dad' which I find kind of funny because if you look at it through that hetero-normative lense, it really should be the other way around. Cole's the one caring for the baby pretty consistently, Jay's the one making a machine and Working. Did Jay just get called the 'mom' there because people think of him as smaller and weaker and therefore more feminine? Did Cole get called the dad just because he's strong and considered bigger? It's interesting. Fanon does Cole really dirty sometimes.
To get back on topic of Cole's narrative development, then we get to MOTM (like a bajillion years later which no I'm not complaining except I am). Cole's characterization in MOTM is so fucking good. MOTM does a fantastic job at tying together several of his strings. It ties in Lilly, his self esteem, his staunch morality, affinity towards leadership, and compassion into one, pretty bow. MOTM puts Cole back into a leading role, and it gives him several groups to reach out to (Vania, the munce and geckle, the uppily). It draws back the insecurity present in him, letting it show again to be addressed. It even ties in his relationship to Wu in a really lovely way to me. MOTM is the season where Cole finds who he is, his identity and his place as his mothers son.
Speaking of that, I have a very strong love for male characters who exemplify who their mothers were and what they taught them. The scenes with Lilly really put his entire character into a different perspective. At the start he was this tough kid fresh off grief and pressurized so strongly by his dad and himself and he goes through loops and hurdles of strength and identity and by the end he finds himself exactly where he needs to be. Where he's the strongest and it's in his mothers footsteps, as someone both emotional and strong. It's a really lovely character arc to take him on, and though I haven't watched DR, I've heard they continue that on.Â
Anyways, consider it positive masculinity, consider it anything else. I just had a lot of thoughts to share and hope I don't sound too 'reading-too-deep' about it. Bye bye Kar ramble over.
#lego ninjago#ninjago#cole ninjago#cole brookstone#ghost cole#<- yes thats relevant#jay ninjago#jay walker#<- he comes up a lot so. thought I'd tag him.#blah blah#kinda nervous to post this#like what if im loudly wrong but. we persist thru the anxiety for the Blorbo#baby's.thoughts
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Crawling out of my hole to bring... OFF fanarts?? In 2024?? The fuck
#OFF#OFF game#off mortis ghost#the batter#zacharie#dedan#enoch#they're half drawn from memory honestly#I like to do that so I can have a bit of my own twist on 'em#Dedan could yell at me and all I'd hear is the blah blah blah from the lego movie#sighs dreamily
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Reaching for the stars
#danny phantom#fanart#danny fenton#danny phantom fanart#ghost king phantom#danny phantom au#finally starting to be happy with my art again#blah blah blah practice
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*something bad happens to me but I believe in something greater* Iâm going to become the hoper
#ghost posts#Iâve never seen the joker movie I donât need to#blah blah society bad blah yeah okay did you say good morning to your neighbor today?#did you greet the sun? kiss the moon?#thank God for when you have a place to sleep and food on your plate?#i get to go outside and breathe fresh air! not everyone can do that!#i get to wake up do my best and keep hoping!
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My friends asked for more of this AU concept from my sideblog, so. Here you go Internet, you get this too dgshfshs
Post Embrace the Void AU where Ghost, the Godseeker, and all the Sibling Shades become a consciousness together within the Delicate Flower after it absorbs all the Void
#hollow knight#little ghost#the knight#hk ghost#hornet#hk hornet#the white lady#hk white lady#hk godseeker#i couldn't be assed to decide what the godseeker would be ranting at hornet about so it's just. blah dgfhsfhshs
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it's so cool how i'm still being followed around by the terrible horrible grades i got in two thousand FUCKING EIGHT
#hopefully everyone who's gonna see my horrendous transcripts will understand that i've come a long ass way since then???#as one tends to do when SIXTEEN!! YEARS!!!! have passed#ghost blahs
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"man, she practically missed the whole show!" "its called being 'fashionably late'." âł "and the winner is" ;; ep. 36
#.gif#dtmg#THEYRE BEATING MY ASS IN THE POLLS#miss blah blah they could never pry u off my cold dead HANDS#ik them gay clubs love u ms g#I WANNA KNOW WHAT HER MUSIC SOUNDS LIKE SO BADDDUHHH#once in a blue moon moment where bjc does not visibly recoil at the sight of her hshshshshhhshh#he respects the craft good on him actually MUAH#lighting is sending me so bad I CANT BRING MYSELF TO FIX IT#HELP!!!!!! SHES ENTERING THE VOID#dude thats my ghost!
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Btw I 100% headcanon the tottmnt boys as autistic... All 4 of them yes...
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fidgety wade is very good imo. wade who holds peters hand in his and faces random shapes on the back with his finger. wade who spins a small knife around in one hand while thinking. wade who steals peter's mask just to run his fingers over the tactile webbing pattern, because his own mask doesn't feel so cool. wade who plays air drums to a song that isn't playing. wade who just needs to keep moving. and peter just likes watching him of course. watching the way he moves when he's not thinking too hard about it. learning when the fidgeting is just comfortable and when it's self soothing; and stepping in for the latter. idk. just tiny visible mental illness things
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beta hi!! if you have the time, energy, and vibes, do you think you could write an agathario + baby nicky fic based on this post?? thank you so much!! đ¤
(side-note: how you feelin after maya in last episode. are you hanging on by your fingernails to the strap visions like i am)
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The post in question:
Alright, I think we've had our fun lately with all the smut...how about we dial it back and get a LITTLE SAD!
"Mama! Stop!"
That tiny little voice of his rang through the room and shook Agatha to her core. Her son was still out there; out of her grasp but clearly somewhere that existed. That plane of being with Rio. Not alive and no exactly dead. Her little boy had come through with a disconnected voice through a stupid board game made by Hasbro.
'Mama stop' was something Agatha had heard from her son many, many moons ago. Too many now that she couldn't really pinpoint the time and place. When he was still alive for sure. When he was walking through those woods with her day in and day out as they tried to survive.
'Mama stop' was the only time he really ever pleaded with her for anything. Sure, he was like all children who wanted shiny and expensive things. Wanted food and shelter and love that Agatha could give him to some degree. But what he really wanted, was for her to stop.
Stop surviving the only way she knew how. Stop surviving the only way that made her feel alive and full.
The only other people who knew about this way of being was her mother and, Rio.
The need to consume power of other witches came upon Agatha very early on in her life and maybe at a point where she was too young to fully understand the extend of her power. Taking and taking until people were no more; dried out husks and not even witches any longer. She absorbed as much as she could; too much, until she drained them completely and walked around like she had gained another life.
And she did gain another life each time; living longer and stronger and passing many milestones that would deem her too old and yet.
She was young.
Young enough to be a mother well into her human years of 70. Young enough to have her first born son under the shade of a beautiful tree beside a body of water. Young enough to plead for her sons life when Rio appeared in her beautiful and tragic green dress that meant she was there to help someone pass over.
Her son. Their son. Not even born yet Nicholas was supposed to be crossing over into the next life and Agatha wouldn't have it.
She knew she had to fight tooth and nail for herself but for her son? Their son? A son born of a witch and Death itself was something special, something to be saved and coveted and it pained Agatha to know that Rio didn't see it that way.
His death was a natural event; meant to be in the cosmic balance of the universe.
Agatha couldn't and wouldn't allow the cosmos and the balance to have what wasn't theirs.
And when that little boy of hers grew and grew and fed from her; the power of other witches, he was always sick. She couldn't understand it; believed that her son would crave the sort of power she did. Taking and taking until groups of women were left dead in the woods and she, powerful than ever, still had a crying baby boy tied tight to her breast.
Her mother, she knew, would have told her she was a terrible mother. Harming this little baby boy under her prowess; under her desire to be satiated by someone else's magic. She didn't really need food to keep herself going; could by-pass it if necessary but, Agatha quickly came to learn, her son was different.
Maybe that was what Rio had contributed to making him. More human in the sense; more a child of living and dying. She could not provide for her son in the ways she understood but that didn't mean she didn't try. She'd become a beggar of food until he could walk and talk and then, she instructed him to use his charm to get what he wanted.
"Use that smart brain and adorable little face of yours, Nicky. Women will give you whatever you ask of them since you're just a sweet little boy."
And they would. They would fall for his charms and his smarts and give whatever food they could. They'd give and give and Nicky was scared to take. Was she a bad mother for that? Or, was she teaching him the art of survival?
Maybe, that had all changed when she instructed him differently at one point in his life.
"Use that smart brain and adorable little face of yours, Nicky. If you see the opportunity, take it. Take what should be yours and let those women chase you back to me...they will, because they'll see a sweet little boy and wonder how someone like you could steal from them?"
And it worked. Each and every time. Those poor young and old witches would fall into Nicholas' trap and follow the boy to Agatha. Before they knew it, they were drained of their power among having their food and goods stolen right before by Nicholas' young hand.
Agatha hated how natural Nicky was at this; scheming and stealing and using his wits and charm to lure women. He was her son, no doubt. Did Rio approve of this? Did she disapprove? Was she allowing all of this to continue on and on because she knew, at the end of the day, she would come to take Nicky home?
She had to understand, Rio did, because she knew where and how Agatha had grown up as a young girl. Had been there since day one when her mother contemplated killing her after her birth. Rio lingered in the shadows of the baby girl and watched over her closely until Evanora decided against the killing of her own child. She would have some purpose to her, even if it was nothing more than being a maid or servant to her and her coven.
Life was never kind to Agatha Harkness but Death was.
After the death of her coven, Agatha was never truly alone. Rio followed her everywhere she went as she continued to train and explore her powers. She killed almost anything and everyone in sight; scared of men taking advantage of a young girl and, scared of women who may be witches trying to defend Evanora's murder. She killed left and right and never thought anything of it. She was surviving. She was capable. Rio cleaned up after Agatha and silently thanked the young woman for all these souls she had to reap.
So many souls, Rio lost count in those early years.
Agatha kept her full and in return?
Rio turned her grace towards Agatha and made her feel like she wasn't alone in her need to survive.
A more human form; gentle and sweet and understanding, Rio became someone that Agatha trusted with her life and then some.
Souls for love and love for souls.
Rio understood that Agatha was flighty and lied and manipulated people and situations to suit her needs. Maybe, she was selfish at best in her need to survive. But Rio, could not hold that against her soon-to-become lover.
Agatha's desire to live was greater than her desire to die. Even when, she coupled and went to bed with Death itself.
That was were Rio found it possible to waive for their sons life for just a little big longer; even if it meant he would die of sickness. His body too frail and too weak to contain the multitudes of power Agatha fed him and maybe even, the heavy burden of being born from Death itself.
If Rio knew anything, it would be that her and Agatha's son would be safe in Agatha's care. That woman, that witch, would never hurt their son the way she had been hurt. Evanora's scorn and displeasure; her wish to have killed Agatha at birth did not pass down to Nicholas.
Agatha held him higher than herself and even, without a doubt in Rio's mind, her.
Nicholas was higher than Death itself.
But, that little boy was smart and knew that after his passing, Agatha didn't need to kill all those witches to survive. She had more than enough to survive comfortably. This hunger that gnawed inside of her was the result of severe loss. Her mother dead, her son dead, her hatred for her wife was strong and blinding. Alone in the world once more drove her to merciless killing sprees that both Rio and Nicky took note of.
"Mama's killing witches again."
And all Rio could do was nod her crowned head solemnly at their son. Wise beyond his years; all he wanted was for his mother to stop. Stop and, eventually come home to them.
"Mama! Stop!"
From beyond the grave in Rio's realm made Agatha run from the trial and from leaving Alice in cold blood. The power that surged inside of her felt good for all of two seconds until she realized, as she watched her fingers, that power fizzled out into nothingness.
Nothing that could fill the hunger but also, nothing that would stop her from trying again and again. The desire to be stronger, better, more powerful than any other witch that ever was was a bigger, louder, roaring voice than the little one of her son pleading her to stop.
She didn't stop; couldn't stop because of him. Because of her son, their son.
Her failures needed to be atoned for; unable to keep her son alive and her relationship flourishing, the solution was to keep herself afloat.
Bodies and souls would pile up and Rio, always Rio, would be there to pick up the pieces after Agatha's mess.
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So I sat down the other day and went through the crane wives albums and some other songs to assign to Ninjago characters and I've finally sat down and decided to write the post out. The content are going to be under cut because this post will certainly be too long. I'm going to go album by album here starting with Coyote Stories and ending Here I Am: From The Listening Room.
(any and all "(X)" are simply links to the songs <3)
okay, here we go!
Coyote Stories
Keep You Safe: in some ways, I like to interpret part of this song as relating to Nya's perfectionism, especially within Possession. The bridge especially and lines "What if the steps I take turn out to be mistakes? How can someone like me learn to say "come what may"?" (X)
Allies or Enemies: this is Jay and Cole to me from Rebooted to ToE. Specifically, from Cole's perspective. The song has a lot of regret and bitterness in it that I just think fits so well. The first verse and second verse ("you owe me ears from dropping eaves"), and the bridge are all so clear to me. The bridge, "what happens now? do we have another go (oh) do we bow out and take our separate roads, I'll admit I've had my doubts (oh) but I want to be let in not out (oh) I want to be let in now out", reads to me like Cole's sudden giving in and desperation in their match in ToE. (X)
Hard Sell: this one's a little loser but it reminds me of Lloyd struggles to keep himself strong and straight with everything that gets thrown at him, all the stress. To be The Green Ninja (X).
Little Soldiers: Young Garmadon and Wu, I think. It's their doomed brotherhood, the way they loved each other clearly as impulsive youth ("on the broken backs of all the words we spared, like little soldiers in the trenches, it was a march we made through ruin and despair but we held hands all the while") but ultimately Wu couldn't keep his brother. The bridge reminds me of the war. (X)
Metaphor: Harumi, obviously. There's really no debate, it's her fake mask as the Jade Princess, it's her relationship to Lloyd even. "I've gotten good at leaning on metaphors, I've gotten good at leaning on someone else's page, I cut my teeth on second hand sentiments, you can't trust a single thing I say" -> princess era. It's a sweetly bitter song, chalk full of implications of trauma. The line "but I always dig up bones in your sympathy, I can't trust a single thing you say" is relevant to her relationship with Lloyd, I feel. (X)
Of Everlong: This is a lovely and very soulful song, short and sweet. It's reminiscent of Pixane, to me, specifically from Pixal's perspective. There's a certain connectiveness in being in someone's head. "and if my lover will not hear it take my voice and take my spirit leave weakened and dig my hole only my lover not I can keep my soul" vs "I do not know if there is anything after this life for beings such as you or I, but if there is, I will find you there. Goodbye my Zane." (X)
New Discovery: Fairly simple and not to deep, but this is a Misako song. Adventurer and explorer, and all (X).
The Moon Will Sing: I want to preface two things, A) this interpretation is very much looser and a little less connected t the full original meaning of the song and a little more based in reworking it to fit the characters and B) Wu haters will be stabbed by my mighty and large sword. This is Morro and Wu, on a level. "I shine only with the light you gave me", the light here i the green ninja prophecy,something Morro latched onto to prove his wroth, who is, who is to Wu. The entire song as an air of bitter grief I think fit's Morro and Wu's story. Morro could've grown up and been something more than a half baked angry ghost chasing a dream from 40 years ago, but he wasn't, "I could've been anyone, anyone." (X) (X) (<- an extra link to the demo of the song!! I find it rather lovely)
(Extra note on The Moon Will Sing, I could also see this being a song about Zane/The Ice Emperor and Vex.)
Rockslide: this is about to be very unsurprising, I associate this with Cole! There's obviously the title but generally I think the energy of the song is very Cole-like, in the fun sense. There's also the lines about feeling the "quakin honey I feel it deep" which is rather self explanatory. (X)
The Hand That Feeds: I'm shaky on this one simply because I don't remember or know her character very well, but Akita. Has a lot of mention of wolves and is a very angry song against systemic oppression (though, in the song it's anti-capitalism lol). (X)
Sleeping Giants: another Cole song, mostly based on the presence of mountains, and the 'calling' aspect of the song. I also tend to associate songs with strong drums like in this with Cole (like Drumming Song by Florence and the machine) (X).
Never Love An Anchor: I've seen this song go around actually, mostly with Misako. Which, I agree with! However, I consider it a dual song with her and Garmadon. Specifically, their season one selves. It's Misako leaving Lloyd at that boarding school, it's Garmadon being so absent even though he so clearly loves his son (and despite his evilness, he doesn't seem to wish Lloyd to follow in his footsteps). The first verse really resonates with me as being Misako, clumsy hands and trying her best, and all. The last verse however, is Garmadon ("I am selfish I am broken I am cruel") and so is the line "With this heart of mine that's guilty not remorseful." If you haven't heard this song, I truly, truly recommend it, it's gut wrenching imo. (X)
Okay! We've reached the end of Coyote Stories. That's 11/12 songs out of the albums, the best ratio we have on this listing I believe. Moving onto Foxlore now!
Foxlore:
Nothing At All: when I was looking at this song, trying to decide who to apply it to, I ended up getting kind of emotional. It's Zane, post Ice Emperor specifically. In his self-dehumanization. I'm just going to list out the lyrics that made me incredibly sad lol. "Happy is the man who wants for nothing happy is the lair happiness itself is desire", "heart broken men long to feel nothing to free themselves from strife handle pain, pain doesn't define a man it sure lends an hand getting measured in the sweeter parts of life". (X)
Down The River: Lloyd, post Garmadon revival and Crystallized. All his bitter feeling towards his father, and the angry abandonment issues. The first verse ("I've been wishig that you'd prove me wrong, that you'd come clean and rue the damage done, restore my faith in you, but you've got no reaosn to") and fifth ("Now, tell me, when you start again where will you house your skeletons? Or will they stay behind? Your settlement in kind?") especially. (X)
Can't Go Back: Zane, post Ice Emperor, again. It's that guilt man, I don't really have more to explain but know it makes me Sad. (X)
Turn Out The Lights: Jay, this is mostly about an anxiety head-canon lol, considering the song is about a racing mind. (X)
Ribs: this song is so Nya it hurts. It pretty strongly connects to her arc over the seasons about self independence, identity, and misogyny. It's her finding her place as who she is, and taking back things as her own ("It is mine, it is mine). Verse three I like to connect to her element being of Wojira's and how that is so symbolic of her place in the team (and why she reflect Morro so well in a lot of ways but I won't get into that), "time has changed the metaphor, now, dust is not the orgin of bone, little girl don't let them sell you any armor all your ribs are still your own". There's also the main chorus, which, god I got sad when I looked at it from the angle of Seabound. "The dark doesn't frighten me I chose to close my eyes, it is mine, it is mine, the night doesn't frighten me I chose to let it thrive, it is mine, it is mine." (X)
Not The Ghost: perhaps a little literal but, Cole in his Day Of The Departed era. Though, it connects to his feelings at the time more than his literal ghost-hood. It pretty strongly captures the depression, low self esteem, and growing urgency (around the Latter half of the song). You could also read some of the lyrics as paralleling the events of DOTD itself. (X)
And that's it for Foxlore, that is...6/10 I think, so not the worst either. Fun fact, this next section is my favorite album as a whole :)!
The Fool In Her Wedding Gown:
Icarus: now who else would this be about if not the doomed siblings of the series? Of course it's Wu and Garmadon. I think of this pretty strongly as paralleling their 'adventures' as young children, and then the war. "Oh my brother, oh my brother, oh my brother, who have you become in the wake of all that's happened here", yeah. The entire energy of the song has that weird sad, yet hopeful regret Wu seems to carry around with him in regards to Garmadon, it's a very loving song. (X)
Fangs: Nya, the entire song carries the desperate anger she has, the longing for independence and strength. It's bitter too, in a way that reminds me of her from Rebooted to Skybound. "I am not your highness, a damsel left helpless by fright, I am a lioness, fierce as I walk through the night", "a man will never know his bride"...and well, she was a bride once, wasn't she? (X)
That's it for TFIHWG actually, I know, sad sad ratio but I am also not suprised because a lot of the songs on this album are rather specific.
Safe Ship, Harbored:
New Colors: this one is really simple, Lloyd, and only because it reminds me about how consistently stressed he is lol. (X)
The Crooked, The Cradle: This is a Morro song, to me. The idea of were you doomed from the start (the cradle), or was this purely because of the choices you made? The line "can anyone hear me? The crooked are smiling, they know me the best" strongly reminds me of him and the Preeminent. (X)
(Additionally, this came to me as i was writing this section but I could also see this song being Garmadon coded.)
Caleb Trask: Oni Lloyd! The entire song is about the concept of having 'bad in your blood' and how you simply have to embrace it. That you cannot let it chain you, that love will bring you back. Reminds me of him. (X)
I Ain't Done: if you look at this from a purely conceptual level and energy wise, this song is very Morro. It's got his vengeful, jealous and vicious return from the dead to wreck havoc vibes lol, the lyrics in a literaly sense, however, do not fit. (X)
We're nearing the end now! kind of! 4/12 ratio.
Here I Am: Live From The Listening Room:
High Horse: Jaya, actually. From Rebooted to Skybound, from Nya's pov. Mostly, I connect it to that weird, unhealthy desperation Jay had for Nya and Nya's desire to be free of it, her own self. "You're a sweet heart, you're a curse, you're a passing grade on a low, low bar, you've got your eyes open, I know your worth, but I've got so many things in my hungry, hungry heart", sums it up pretty well. (X)
Here I Am: This one's Cole, but it's a bit of a mixture on why. First up, it's again DOTD era Cole with all his being forgotten angst and anxiety. Secondly, and maybe more painfully, it really reminds me of his and Lou's relationship early on. Neglected child core, and all that ("I promised myself I'd learn to be the one who leaves, with no more roots to tie me down, it's just a different kind of lonely"). The last verse is strongly reminiscent of his pure stubbornness, too. (X)
Queen Of Nothing: Solidly Harumi, a lot on vibes and mood. It's got a dark, sort of unsatisfied sound to it. The chorus screams her , "Isn't this what you wanted? Time sure feels like it's running out, just finish what you started, queen of nothing wearing such a heavy crown." (X)
Sowing Seeds: this one's a bit more general, it reminds me of Possession, the season. It's also a very moody song, having a tired, haunted sort of energy. It also fits nicely into the theme of consequences in Possession. The first verse ("still as a lake long after the wind is gone, in the face of a thief mashing ground to mud, still as a street long after the work is done, as he gnashes his teeth, as he cuts it up, cuts it up") heavily reminds me of Morro. (X)
Hollow Moon: fairly simple, Hollow Moon reminds me of Cole's fear on DOTD. It's got that spooky and paranoid sort of energy. (X)
The Wolf: this both a Harumi and Morro, bearing that bitter, self destructive energy. (X)
Now, that concludes all the albums thus far, and I know I sad we'd leave off on HIA:LFTLR, however, I am a lair. There's a couple songs that aren't on albums that's be a shame not to mention.
Margaret: this is Misako, in her loss of her husband, and her trails to find a way to fix things. "She's breaking her knuckles on truths that keep her awake, and she's tired but her jaw is set, she won't lose any more of the heart she still has left, so she says a prayer pulls the covers near and waits, Margaret won't sleep tonight." Lovely song. (X)
Scars: this is a newly released song! I believe it connects back to Never Love An Anchor, and as such, it fits Lloyd very well. Specifically in relation to Garmadon, post revival. It so so fits all that anger in him at his dad ("cause I was born with a whole in my heart, yeah, we were fucked from the start, tell me it's inevitable I'd end up with scars from falling down, down, we were always meant to fall apart"). (X) (X) (<- the second is a live audio recording that is personally my favorite!)
Okay, no we're done! Anyways, if you read all the way down here I hope any of this made sense. This is a little bit of a love letter to The Crane Wives and Ninjago, I spent hours doing this lol. If you haven't heard any or some of these songs, please do listen to them!! Every song mentioned should have an accompanying link. Anyways, time to end this stupidly long post, please share if you have any thoughts or connect songs differently!!!!!!!!
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