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godnectar · 9 months
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bapydemonprincess · 5 months
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Notice how half the time in the fandom Sebastian only gets labelled bottom when specifically it's mlm... like, heaven forbid a lady wants to peg this demon...
Cringe fangirlies: but he's so hoooot and dooominant~ 😫
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the-converse-high-top · 5 months
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i can tell when you all wake up because i left my phone alone for 20 minutes and came back to almost 20 notes
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uplatterme · 1 year
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me when there’s 0 trans fat
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gurugirl · 2 months
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Please tell a little about what BFD!Harry and yn are up to🙏
best friend's dad!harry x you
bfd!harry masterlist
a/n: quick little blurb! this is to connect with what i've got coming in the next update!
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Well, lately you've been contemplating on reaching out to Fae because you want her at your baby shower. This baby will be her half sibling and you want Fae in your life. She doesn't even need to buy you anything! You just miss your best friend. The closer you get to your due date the more you think about her and how close you two had been before you slept with her dad. Before you started lying to everyone. To her.
So when you log into Instagram and realize she's unblocked you (when did that happen?) you feel like this is your chance. You send a simple hi and wait.
You tell Harry about it later when he comes home from work and he's massaging your feet and legs on the couch.
"Oh really?" He says. You can tell he's thinking about that and probably wonders if she's unblocked him from texting her. He'd love to be able to talk to his daughter again.
When you're brushing your teeth and getting ready for bed later that night you look at your phone when you get a notification from Instagram and it says: Fae Styles reacted 👋 to your message.
It's not much but it makes you drop your toothbrush into the sink and open up the message immediately to make sure you weren't seeing things.
"What is it?" Harry's hands on your hips as he looks over your shoulder and peers down at your screen. He sees what you're seeing and it's silent for a few beats.
You can't help yourself when you begin to type i miss you.
Harry pulls your back into his chest and puts his big palms on your pregnant tummy as you both watch the screen on your phone together. He's just as surprised as you are but this is good. This must be a good sign.
But she doesn't respond. Not right away. Harry talks you into putting your phone on the charger and giving it a rest for the night after you've stared at your screen for who-knows-how-long. You know she's seen the message and she still hasn't blocked you so that should be enough for now, Harry tells you. One step at a time.
Harry helps you tuck into bed, stuffing soft pillows behind your back to keep you slightly elevated to help with your indigestion and sore back.
"Try and get some sleep, Y/n. Okay?" He kisses your temple and brushes his hand over your tummy and you nod at him, closing your eyes.
What you don't know yet, as you've finally allowed sleep to take over, is that you'll wake up with a message from Fae in the morning.
i miss you too
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snowyquokka · 6 months
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Hi gorgeous 💞
I honestly love you work, thank you so much ❤️
If it's not too much to ask but my birthday is on 14th March so can you write a hyunjin x f reader smut +fluff with him giving reader his birthday gift for her (surprise me with your writing)?
I would really appreciate it 🥺
Bye 👋
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cw: mature content MDNI, fem reader, oral *f receiving, swearing, friends to lovers, no aftercare shown but is implied
wc: 1.3k
a.n - happy birthday beautiful!! i hope this was a good enough present <3
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12:00 AM
Tons of DMs, calls and texts erupt on your phone simultaneously, wishing you a happy birthday. Everyone but the one you wanted most.
Is it wrong to be in love with your best friend since the sixth grade? To a normal person, maybe, but to you it’s the reality you’re forced to live.
4:00 AM
Did he forget? You can’t blame him; he is an idol after all and he’s probably exhausted. At this point the group chat you are in with all the guys is blowing up to the point where you had to silence it once you realized that Hyunjin wasn’t responding or jumping in the conversation.
CHILDREN OF CHAN
|lixie - happy birthday cutie
|hanji - HAPPY BIRTHDAY
|hanji - get ready to party bitch. it’s on
|seungmo - im not getting stuck with han’s shitfaced ass this time
|minhoe - it’s only like one in the morning and you’re already plotting?
|innie - felix get back on league
|channie - im trying to sleep
|seungmo - put your phone on silent then old man
|seungmo - nvm you probably dont know how at ur jurassic age
You let out a small laugh and bite your lip, contemplating if you should thank them or not. Ultimately deciding against it and telling yourself that you’ll do it when you wake up, you turn off your phone and roll over onto your side, soundlessly falling asleep.
10:00 AM
There’s a knock at the door, startling you out of yet another poor attempt at sleeping. You hop out of bed sluggishly and make your way to the living room. To your surprise, Hyunjin is leaning against the doorway, having let himself in with the emergency key you gave him when you first moved in.
“Just in case,” He insisted, “What if something happens and you need me? Or vice versa.” The fact that you believed that would be the only scenario he used it for seemed a bit foolish as he visited more and more.
You spot a somewhat large box, royal blue with a red ribbon on top, in Hyunjin’s hands. He smiles and pushes off the doorway. “I’m sorry to intrude like that, you weren’t answering your phone.” He says when he reaches you.
You shrug, “It’s okay. I was only sleeping.” Hyunjin nods and places the box in your hands with a sly grin, “Open,” He gestures towards the box. You move to the couch and take the lid off the box. The first thing on top is your very own Jiniret. “So you stop kidnapping my child,” Hyunjin laughs and slides onto the couch next to you. The next thing you pull out is an all black hoodie and when you turn it around you see Hyunjin’s name on the back. The small gesture shouldn’t cause butterflies to emerge in your stomach, but it does to your dismay.
You take out the rest of the stuff (a few small fake plants, Versace perfume that you scold him for buying for you, and a couple of his PCs sprinkled in between everything). You finally reach the bottom and furrow your eyebrows when you pull out a blindfold. You look at Hyunjin whose expression has morphed into something mischievous. He moves the box out of your lap and takes the blindfold out of your hands before tying it around your head, obstructing your vision.
“C’mon, stand up.” You do and Hyunjin slides his hand in yours, guiding you somewhere.
After a few moments you assume you’ve reached your bedroom, the smell of your favorite candle filling the air. The door clicks behind you and now you’re hyper aware of Hyunjin’s presence.
“Why are we in my room, Jin?” Instead of answering you, he runs his fingers delicately down your bare forearms, leaving a trail of goosebumps in his wake.
“I think we can both agree that we have more than just a normal friendship, don’t you think?” Hyunjin’s voice has noticeably dropped, causing shivers to wrack your body. Your heartbeat quickens so much that you wouldn’t be surprised if he could hear it. “I asked you a question, baby.”
Are you dreaming? You must be dreaming. There is absolutely no way you aren’t. He would never say anything like this. Right? Right. You’re pulled out of your thoughts when Hyunjin places his hands on your hips and presses you flush against his body.
Maybe you aren’t dreaming, judging by the very real, sizable erection digging into your stomach. “Hyunjin I-” You aren’t too sure what to say except to agree with him. He walks you back to the bed and gently lets you down, climbing over you soon after.
“Are you sure?” You know for sure that he would never lie about something like this, especially with you. You’re asking yourself more than you are him.
He toys with the hem of your shirt, “May I?” You nod and raise your arms as he lifts it over your head before immediately attaching his lips to your neck. Hyunjin nips at your shoulder and collar bone before making his way down to your breasts. “Do you want this?”
“Yes, please.” You whine. He unclasps your bra and throws it somewhere. His mouth attacks your right breast, his other hand massaging the other. Your back arches in pleasure and you can’t help but let out a groan. How can’t you when Hwang fucking Hyunjin has his pretty pink lips wrapped around your nipple.
“Fuck, baby. You make the sexiest sounds.” Hyunjin drops to his knees, pulling your shorts and panties down with him. His mouth waters at the sight of his index finger being swallowed whole by your tight heat.
“Holy shit,” You say breathlessly. You raise your hands to take the blindfold but he stops you.
“Not yet, baby. Want to make you come first,” With that he adds another finger and watches, mesmerized, as your cunt takes his digits. The lewd sounds filling the room are enough to make him bust right then and there. He manages to pull himself together though. That is, until he gets a taste of you.
Hyunjin’s tongue slides in between your folds in one flat stripe and he groans. The groan is so deep that you feel it vibrate through your entire being. He traces figure eights across your clit and you swear you're in heaven. His tongue is euphoric and the feeling of his delighted groans are better than ecstasy.
“Hyune, please. I’m almost there.” Your fingers tug at his roots so hard you might have to apologize later. Hyunjin doesn’t seem to mind very much.
“You’re so good for me, baby. Come on, finish for me. Let me hear those pretty little symphonies of moans.” You clench around his fingers as he increases the pressure on your clit, giving you a knee buckling orgasm. You crash so hard that Hyunjin has to hold up your waist to prevent you from falling.
He chuckles and licks the insides of your thighs clean before rising to his feet and pulling you into a wet kiss, your own juices invading your tastebuds. Hyunjin finally lets you take off the blindfold after helping you sit up. The man in front of you looks so proud of himself with a lopsided grin, your release glistening on his lips.
“Happy birthday, baby.” He pulls you into another kiss and cups your jaw.
“This gonna happen every year?” You smile. Hyunjin shakes his head.
“This is gonna happen whenever you’ll let me.”
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friend-gif · 27 days
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minors dni - 18+
Cooper Adams who has a breeding kink? fuck yes. It's genuinely spurred on by anything you do but especially when your caring for Riley and Logan does it really show. He won't say anything because your taking care of your kids!! But Jesus Christ the fuck me eyes he's giving you are insane. As soon as you two are alone that night he's slowly pawing at you with his huge hands. Mumbling in your shoulder quietly something intelligible. One hand in his hair as you tell him to speak up and he's pressing his hard-on into your ass. Speaking with an almost snarl "wanna fuck you, sweetheart.."
He is still pawing at your hips from the back as you slowly coo to him how much you love him and how nice he is. He's folding like a house of cards. His pretty chocolate eyes soft but also filling with a dark intent as you slowly lead him to the bed where he comes over top of you and speaks in a very low tone "you're making me too hard, doll.." he's almost pouting, like it was your fault that he was hard, clearly you have to deal with the problem you made in his own mind!
Still you humor him as you found this weak but still very intense side of him very endearing. So you gently pull him down to kiss you as Cooper ruts himself against your clothed cunt.
Soon you can't take just the endless dry humping that Cooper seemed so fine with doing until he came and made a awfully large mess in his jeans but you help him undress and you swear you can feel and see his cock twitch at your initiative, he's helping you as well. He wants to be a good boy for you so he's slowly taking off your clothes before he leans down and kisses down from your chest to your cunt as he speaks up slowly, "I wanna breed this cunt, want more kids.. I know you can give me more.."
Let's just say after that night your gonna have to call out sick to work, because you will not be able to move come the next morning with the way Coopers determination is heading.. But it's okay bc the aftercare is amazing!!!
Authors note: HELLO?? I DIDN'T EXPECT TO GET A LOT OF TRACTION ON MY LAST POST AHAHDSHH HELLO EVERYONE 👋👋
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What if the reader had Mitsuri's demon slayer strength and Tanjiro Kamado's personality?
AND Have you had water yet? Have a great week 😃👋
Here you go. Thanks for your concern. Yes I have water today.
Thank you, I also hope you have a great week 🥰
Reader have Mitsuri's strength and Tanjiro Kamado's personality
Slight! Self-Aware! Fukuzawa Yukichi x GN! Reader x Self-Aware! Fukuchi Ouchi
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Warning: OOC. English is my second language
🐾 Before coming to your world, BSD Cast already knew, that you are kind.
🐾 But, in reality, you were even kinder.
🐾 Your eyes are so soft and gentle.
🐾 You are not afraid of asking for help.
🐾 The Gang already were planning to protect you. Now they are ready to double their efforts.
🐾 Some rascals may take an advantage of you and your kindness, so it's their duty to protect you.
🐾 One time, when you asked them to take a rest and don't worry so much, Junchirou proclaimed that they can't rest. "The strong must protect the sweet" he said.
🐾 How did he? Was it intentional or accidental?
🐾 You did hold yourself together and start laughing only when you were alone in your room.
🐾 At the end, you decide to let them do their thing. It seems, it wasn't really hard for your new friends to help you.
🐾 They saw you as an adorable little bunny.
🐾 Until one day.
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This morning, you woke up because of sounds of arguing.
You yawn and get out of bed. You quickly wash your face, brush your teeth and change into your everyday clothes.
After the that, you finally went to the living room, where the sounds of the argument come from.
Fukuzawa Yukichi and Fukuchi Ouchi were arguing. Sigma was also there, looking for a way to break the argument. You came closer to Sigma, who was nervously looking from one male to another.
"Morning, Sigma. What's going on?" greeted you. Sigma smile at you.
"Good morning, [Y/N]. Fukuzawa-san and Fukuchi are arguing about... some events in the manga." Sigma looked uncomfortable. You rolled your eyes.
One of the first things you did, after BSD Cast got into your world, forbid characters from trying to start a showdown about events that occurred after they gained self-awareness and in which they were not directly involved.
But, you do know, that In case of Fukuchi it might be tricky.
So, just in case, you've confiscated Shintou Amenogozen from Fukuchi and hide it. You also made Fukuchi to take Holy Sword from the Bram. Stoker, after getting his body back, was exploring your world. (Was browsing The Internet and Watching TV with Aya).
But, even without his sword, Fukuchi still can start a fight. A verbal fight.
It doesn't seem, that Fukuzawa and Fukuchi will stop anytime soon.
You tried to break the fight. You stepped between two men.
"Okay, that's enough, you two. Let's not start the morning with fighting."
Both Fukuchi and Fukuzawa step back, but they still looked mad at each other.
"While I don't want this, [Y/N], but I can't just sit there and not try to settle our conflicts," Fukuzawa looked calmer, than before, but still, looked determined to start a fight.
"Yukichi, please..." you tried to reason with the silver-haired man, when you were interrupted.
"[Y/N], step aside, we will settle this," growls Fukuchi, trying to gently move you out of the way.
"Ouchi, stop, or I will go mad," you threatened, frowning at Fukuchi.
"Little Guiding Light, it's not like you can do anything to... Woah!" Fukuchi didn't expect to be picked up by you. You picked him up with one had and then picked up Fukuzawa with the other.
"I don't have a "Get Along Shirt", so you will have a "Get Along Human". To the dining room!" cheered you, and walked headed to the dining room. Sigma silently walked after you.
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🐾 Let's just say, your entrance was epic. Their Kind, Adorable Little Bunny were holding Fukuzawa and Fukuchi above their head.
🐾 Everyone was shocked.
🐾 You were talking about your strength during breakfast. Yes, you have it from the day you were born. No, It's not an ability. Yes, that's why you eat so much. No, you don't want to start boxing for money.
🐾 Now BSD characters knew, that you can take care of yourself. But still, they want to protect you. They don't want something sweet to be corrupted by someone evil.
🐾 On the side note, now you are training with Fukuzawa and Fukuchi from time to time.
🐾 Some characters may start arguing on purpose, so you will carry them.
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inkmonster21 · 25 days
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Hi there. 👋 I was wondering if I could request something for Noa. The human reader thinks she's not contributing well to the clan and is just in the way. But that shes not good enough for Noa. As shes just an echo, so she leaves during the night. And Noa goes crazy because 1, she left, but 2, SHE LEFT. And he is determined to find her and reassure her that what she does is enough. Enough for him. Even when she refuses. But please make it a happy ending. :)
You are Enough
Noa x Human!Reader!
I may have cried a little… 🥲
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Noa stretches and rolls over, his strong arms encircling you, pulling you close to his chest. He nuzzles his face against your hair, inhaling your scent deeply. The crispness of the morning air contrasts with his warm embrace, creating a comfortable cocoon of warmth and affection.
Noa lets out a soft rumble of contentment as you hum against his chest, feeling the vibrations through his body. He tightens his hold on you, wanting to keep you close for as long as possible. His hand traces small circles against the small of your back, his touch gentle and loving.
He speaks, his voice just above a whisper. "I have to hunt with Anaya," he murmurs in your ear, his touch lingering on your skin. Even with the task ahead, his voice holds a hint of reluctance, knowing he has to leave your embrace.
You smile in his warmth. Running your hands up his neck, you nuzzle into him. “So what you’re telling me,” You wrap your legs around him, “we don’t have a lot of time.” You smirk.
Noa's breath catches in his chest as you wrap your legs around him, your touch igniting a fire within him. He can't help but let out a low rumble of desire, his eyes darkened with a hunger that wasn't just for food. "I suppose you are right," he whispers, his voice hoarse with longing. Noa's hands grip your hips, pulling you closer, his body pressing firmly against yours. He captures your lips in a searing kiss, his desire growing with each passing moment. The knowledge of his impending departure only heightens his urgency, as he devours you.
Noa's love for you was profound, a deep and intense emotion that burned within his chest. He loved every aspect of you, the things that made you human just as much as the parts that mirrored his ape nature. Every laugh, every touch, every moment shared - it all fueled his love for you even further. As you lay together in each other's arms, Noa's heart ached with the weight of his love and devotion. His mind was filled with thoughts of you from morning to night. He wanted nobody else, he needed nobody else. In his heart, you were the only one, a fact he knew with absolute certainty.
Yet despite everyone accepting you to stay, you still doubt yourself. Your feelings of inadequacy. In Noa’s eyes, you were perfect, but he understood that your human nature made it difficult for you to see yourself as an equal to the apes.
With a determined spirit, you leave the safety of the nest. You were filled with determination. You were going to prove your worth, to show that despite being human, you could still contribute to the clan's survival.
You first to go the elders, offering your help to their needs. They kindly dismissed your help, but welcomed you to sit and talk.
You then go to Dar. Asking if she needed any help with the young. She kindly dismissed your request. “You must rest, Echo…” she says softly with a kind smile.
You tried everyone, every job offered, and you got dismissed. Dejection sets in your chest as you are refused time and time again. Was there truly no place for you in this clan?
Your journey throughout the clan only fueled the doubts that had been eating away at you. As each effort to assist was turned away, the thought that maybe you really weren't suited to be a part of Noan's world began to solidify in your mind. The realization that your relationship with Noa might be nothing more than a fleeting fantasy was a bitter pill to swallow.
Your heart feels heavy as lead as you pack your few belongings into a small bag. With a sense of resignation, you mount the horse, a silent determination within you. Despite the hurt and disappointment that weighed heavily on you, you couldn't shake the feeling that maybe, just maybe, leaving was the right decision.
Your thoughts are filled with self-doubt as you ride away. It seemed that no matter how hard you tried, you couldn't find a place within the clan. The realization that you couldn't contribute to the clan's survival, that you couldn't build a future for them, weighs heavily on your shoulders. As you ride into the unknown, a sense of sadness and regret fills your heart, but your resolve to distance yourself from the clan remains strong.
As the trees swallow up the sight of the clan, your heart aches with a deep pang of sadness. You know you're moving further away from the only place you've known as home for some time. Each stride of the horse marks the distance between you and Noa.
Noa dismounts from his horse, a smile of satisfaction on his face from the successful hunt. As he looks around, he doesn't immediately see you, and a pang of worry shoots through him. He scans the surroundings, searching for any sign of you.
He embraced his mother. Asking if she had seen you. Dar furrows her expression. Thinking back she had not seen you since you came to ask if she needed your help. “No, son. She may be resting.” Dar said knowingly.
Noa furrows his brow as his mother responds. He couldn’t understand why you hadn’t been seen by anyone. He wanted to see you, to hold you in his arms and bask in your smile. “Maybe,” he replies, but deep down he has a sense that something isn’t right.
Noa searches high and low throughout the entire camp, his anxiety growing with each passing minute. He asks every ape, but none have seen you since the morning. Panic rises in his chest, fueling the fire in his heart.
Noa approaches your shared nest, hoping to find you sleeping peacefully inside. However, as he enters, he’s met with an eerie silence. The once cozy and comforting space feels vacant. He notices your absence, the lack of warmth that once filled the nest. As his eyes scan the space, he notices that your personal belongings are gone, sending a cold chill down his spine.
Noa emerges from the shared nest with a sense of urgency. His heart begins to race as he calls out for you, his voice desperate and anxious. "Has anyone seen her?" he hollers, his eyes searching the faces of every ape present.
Noa’s heart sinks as no one responds. The silence is deafening, no one claiming to have seen you since that morning. A sense of dread washes over him as he realizes you’re nowhere to be found. Dar’s concern only heightens as she sees her son stumble backward. She rushes to his side, her hands instinctively reaching out to steady him. "Noa, what's wrong?" she asks, her voice filled with worry.
The anguish in Noa’s voice pierces through Dar’s heart as he utters your name, his worry evident. "She's gone...I can not find her," he repeats, his voice trembling slightly. The pain in his words is palpable, and Dar can see the distress etched on his face.
This thought weighs heavily in Noa's mind. It didn't make sense. Why would you just leave? There had been no argument between the two of you, no reason to believe you'd want to leave. Could this be some sort of misunderstanding? A miscommunication? Confusion mingles with the dread that churns in his gut.
Noa turns towards a voice, a new sense of dread washing over him. "A horse is missing," the clan member hollers, his words sending a shiver down Noa’s spine. The realization that you might have left on one of the horses only fuels his worry and confusion more. Noa leaps onto his horse in a single bound, determination etched on his face. His only focus is finding you. Without a moment's hesitation, he urges his horse forward, galloping off into the woods. The darkness doesn't deter him; his determination to find you propels him onward.
Into the darkness of the evening, Noa's voice cuts through the air. He calls out your name again and again, his voice filled with desperation and longing. Each time he yells, his heart pounds in his chest, hoping for a response, a sign that you’re close. But only the silence of the woods answers, the growing darkness adding an element of danger to his pursuit.
Noa's search is further hampered by the sudden storm. As thunder claps loudly overhead, rain begins to fall, soaking him to the bone. But he doesn't relent. He continues to call your name, his voice now battling against the storm. Noa pushes forward through the rain, his body growing cold and weary. The rain only heightens his concern and worry for you. He can’t help but think of how vulnerable you are outside in this storm, hoping that you’ve found some form of shelter.
Noa's eyes widen as he catches sight of you, huddled under a broken tree, soaked and shivering. A mix of relief and worry washes over him, and he quickly dismounts from his horse. He makes his way over to you, moving with a sense of urgency. Noa crouches down beside you, his expression filled with worry. The rain continues to pour around you, but his focus is solely on you. He reaches out a hand to gently touch your shoulder as if to assure himself that you’re really there.
You shake your head, scooting away from his warmth. “And here you are saving me.” You roll your eyes at yourself. “I’m pathetic.”
Noa's heart sinks as you shrug him off and scoot away from him. His concern only grows as you berate yourself, calling yourself pathetic. He can’t help but be hurt by your actions, but more than that, he’s confused. Why are you pushing him away? Why had you left in the first place?
He studies you for a moment, his eyes taking in the sight of you shivering with cold. He wants nothing more than to pull you into his warm embrace, to shield you from the rain and the cold. But he knows something's holding you back, something’s making you pull away.
“Will look at me?” he implores, his voice gentle but filled with a desperate plea.
You sniffle and look at him. Tears in your eyes. “I’ll never be good enough.”
Noa’s heart aches as he sees you sniffle and cry. He wants to argue against your words, to tell you how much value you have, how much you mean to him. But he can see that your feelings of inadequacy are deep-rooted and not easily dismissed. He takes a tentative step towards you, the desire to comfort you growing stronger with each passing moment.
“Why do you think that?” he asks softly, his voice filled with earnest.
“I ask everyone in the clan if you need help and they just dismiss me. I can not do anything as well as an ape. How am I supposed to stand by your side when I am so weak?”
Noa’s heart softens as he hears your words. He can sense the frustration and helplessness you must feel, the feeling of not fitting in or being enough. He wants to reassure you, to tell you that your worth isn’t defined by your strength or abilities.
“You are not weak,” he says firmly, his voice filled with conviction. He closes the distance between the two of you, crouching down once more to look you in the eye. “You don’t have to be like an ape. You are human. You are you. And that is enough.”
Noa reaches for your hands, gently taking them in his. His grip is firm but gentle, a silent plea for you to truly hear his words. “You are loved,” he says, his voice quiet but firm. “You are loved by eagle clan... you are loved by me.”
Noa's plea rings out in the steady downpour. He wants you to come home, back to the safety and warmth of the clan. He wants you to be with him, where he can protect you and care for you. But most of all, he wants you to understand that you belong. "Please," he adds, his voice laced with desperation. "Come home."
As you reach out and take Noa's hand, a wave of relief washes over him. He gently closes his fingers around yours, his grip firm and reassuring. He can feel the coldness of your skin against his and immediately he pulls you closer.
As you and Noa return to the clan, hand in hand, you're met with smiles and open arms. The apes, who had been worried and curious about your sudden absence, are now filled with relief to see you returning unharmed. They gather around, greeting you with hugs and words of concern and worry. Noa keeps a protective arm around you, his presence a constant source of reassurance.
As you stand among the apes, surrounded by their acceptance and warmth, you realize you have a place in the clan. Your fears and doubts slowly start to fade away. With Noa by your side, a sense of belonging washes over you. You’re where you’re meant to be, right by Noa's side.
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Hello 👋 I just wanted to ask if it's ok to request and if it is can I ask for an alpha Jason Todd x Omega chubby female reader smut plz. Also I really enjoyed your Mando and Logan story they were really good.
A World of Colours
Alpha!Jason Todd x omega!reader
Jason thought all the good had been drained from the world, but he has been wrong before
Warnings: smut, unprotected sex (reader is on bc), Jason has a slight fear of pregnancy, pull-out method
WC: 1k
Minors DNI
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When Jason came back from the dead, he thought that everything good in the world died along with him. Everything was bleak and stuck in an eternal grey, the colour drained from his life. He spent his days training, getting bigger and stronger, determined to never be caught off guard again, even by his own family.
He was distrusting, brutish, violent and a borderline feral alpha. Even his own father was terrified of him (not that he would admit it).
So it was quite the shock when, on a surprise visit to his apartment that totally wasn’t to make sure that Jason was still alive, Dick found the place spotless and with the distinctive scent of an omega soaked into every inch of the small studio.
And even more shocking was his little brother standing in the small kitchenette fucking crooning to the plump woman sitting on the counter as he cooked her breakfast. “Did I have a stroke? Am I stroking out? Does anyone smell toast?” Jason rolled his eyes at his older brother and stepped forward as if to shield you.
“Of course you smell toast Dickhead, I’m making some.” Your laugh carried through through the small space like the ringing of bells and Dick watched as Jason’s posture relaxed and his scent became sweet with absolute love. 
It was then that Dick noticed both their states of undress (him being just in boxers and her in a shirt that must have been his) and the potent smell of sex. “I think I’m just gonna go.” He started backing out of the room.
“Yeah how about you do that?” You slapped Jason’s shoulder and hissed a “be nice”. Still thoroughly freaked out, Dick increased his pace. 
“Just uh, just remember that B wants everyone at dinner this Friday. Bring your girl.” He slammed the front door behind him, fully convinced he was having a very strange dream.
You watched the entryway for a moment before you were distracted by a soft brush of lips against your neck. “Jay.” A moan slipped from you involuntarily as Jason’s huge hands traveled from laying on the countertop to cupping your wide hips, squeezing the already bruised skin. 
“Yes princess?” He mouthed at your sensitive mating gland, applied just enough pressure to the raised skin to make your back arch forward with arousal.
“We just had sex ten minutes ago. Haven’t you had enough?” Offended, he pulled away for just a moment to look into your eyes.
“I could never have enough of you, and right now princess, I’m feeling very greedy.” You yelped when suddenly your ass was hanging off the edge of the counter after Jason tugged you forward. There was a dull thud that you knew was the sound of his boxers hitting the old kitchen tile. 
The musky smell of tobacco and hot chocolate filled the air as Jason’s eyes got darker with desire and you felt his hard cock against the soft skin of your plump thighs. He was already throbbing, with beads of pre-cum bathing on the uncut head. Slick pooled between your legs in response, your omega perfectly happy at the progress of this morning so far.
Reaching between you, you grasped him tightly and guided him to your entrance. “Go on then, alpha. Sate your hunger.”  His massive paws skirted down your body to settle on the small of your back. The tip of his nose brushed against yours in a loving manner.
“Yes, omega.” He answered dutifully and then slammed forward. 
“Alpha!” You mewled. Pleasure shot through you with each roll of his hips. “Feel s’good.” The counter dug into your hips as he thrust into you. 
“That’s it, that’s my girl.” Even though your love had fucked you mere minutes before, your pussy still burned with the stretch of his cock. The thick ring of muscle of his knot pressed tingly to your already stuffed hole whenever the head of his cock bashed against your cervix.
As you wrapped yourself around him, Jason buried his face into your neck. He covered his teeth with his lips so he could bite down on the spot that would bind you to him forever without actually leaving his mark. But it resulted in the same outcome: your body jerked forward and forced his growing knot inside of you.
“Fuck princess.” He growled against your heated skin. “Gonna make me cum already like some fucking teenager.” Your nails dug into his muscular back as your orgasm grew and grew, spurred on by the way the tick patch of hair at the base of his pelvis hit your clit with every thrust.
“‘M close.” You gasped between desperate moans. Jason groaned into your ear as his muscles tightened with his own end.
“Go on, cum for me. Cum for your alpha and I’ll give you what you want.”
“Yes yes yes!” You clamped down onto him as ecstasy washed over you in a huge wave of pleasure. Your vision whited out but he continued to thrust, needing his release.
“Fuuuuuck!” Ripping himself away from you, he pulled out of your warmth just in time to spill his hot cum onto your plush belly. “Holy shit.” 
The massive man slumped into your arms, all the energy suddenly leaving his body. You just chuckled and ran your fingers through his dark hair. “I thought you were gonna make me your twinkie.” You joked, laying a kiss to his head.
He chuckled into your throat, giving you a playful nip. “Couldn’t remember if you took your birth control this morning. Didn’t want to risk it.” Gently cupping his cheek, you guided him up to meet your eyes.
“Jay,” You cooed while debating on bringing up the subject but then quickly decided against it, “Will you at least finish making me breakfast? I’m absolutely starving.” He kissed your cheek. 
“Stay right there princess, I’ll take care of you.” 
The world used to be black and white to the feared vigilante but with you, it was a world full of colours and he wanted to share it with you.
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kojoty · 7 months
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Caboose:
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Caboose: bad at it
Wash: he is kind of bad at it. Lol.
Church: 👍
Caboose: I'd do better
Tucker: yeah I bet you would do better caboose. You have hands.
Caboose: 👋
Donut: 👐 Hi caboose! 😍👋
Doc: oh good morning everyone
Caboose: 💯🫐👫💅🤣👻🤓🫥😍👍❤️👋🍞
Caboose: hi church!
Church: 👍
Caboose: 🧀❣️🌃🍱💪😴🍯🥖😁🥐☕👋👍❣️🌃🌃🌃🌃🌃🌃🌃🌃
Donut: 😇💟♥️💞💕💝🍪💐 lol!
Tucker: 😵🔫
Grif: can I opt out of messages please
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thelambliesdown1974 · 2 months
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Okay but like walking across 🚶‍♂️ the sitting room 🐒🪑 I turn the television 📺 on 🔛 sitting beside you I look into your eyes 👁️ as the sound 🎼 of motor cars 🚗 fade in the night time 🌝 I swear I saw your face change 😲 it didn’t seem quite right 🤔 and it’s hello babe! 👋 with your guardian eyes so blue 👀 hey my baby 👶🏼 dont you know our love ❤️ is true 🫂 coming closer 👬 with our eyes 👁️ a distance falls around our bodies ⬅️➡️ out in the garden 🪴 the moon 🌙 seems very bright 💡 six 6️⃣ saintly shrouded men ✝️ move across the lawn 🏡 slowly the seventh walks in front 🚶‍♂️🚶‍♂️🚶‍♂️ with a torch 🔦 held high in hand 🤚 and it’s hey babe! 👋👶🏼 your suppers waiting for you 🍝 hey my baby! 👋👶🏼 don’t you know our love ❤️ is true 🫂 I’ve been so far from here 🌄 far from your loving arms 😘 it’s good to feel you again 🥰 it’s been a long long time ⏳⌛️… hasn’t it🤔…………………… I know 🤓 a farmer 👨‍🌾 who looks after a farm 🌾 with water clear 💧 he cares for all his harvest 🥕 I know 🤓 a fireman 👨‍🚒 who looks after the fire 🔥… cant you see he’s fooled you all 😈 yes it’s him again 🤯 can you see he’s fooled you all 😢 share his peace ☮️ sign the lease 📑 he’s a super sonic scientist 👨🏻‍🔬 he’s the guaranteed eternal sanctuary man 🙏 look! 👀 look into my mouth 👄 he cries 🗣️ and all the children 👧🏼 passed down many paths 🛤️ I bet my life you’ll walk inside 🚶‍♂️ hand in hand 🧑‍🤝‍🧑 gland in gland 😵‍💫 with a spoonful 🥄 of miracle 🕊️ it’s the guaranteed eternal sanctuary 🙏 (we will rock you 🪨 rock you 🪨 little snake 🐍 we will keep you snug ☺️ and warm 😊…………………… wearing feelings 😁 on our faces 💁‍♂️ while our faces took a rest 😴🛌 we walked across the fields 🌾 to see the children 👦🏼 of the west 🧭 but there was a host of dark skinned warriors 🤺 standing still below the ground 👇🏻 🌎 waiting for battle! ⚔️ fights begun they’ve been released 😡 killing for for peace ☮️ bang bang bang! 💥 bang bang bang! 💥 and they’ve given me a wonderful potion 🧪 but I cannot contain my emotion 😭 and even though I’m feeling good 😌 👍 something tells me 🧐 I better activate my prayer 🙏 capsule 💊 todays the day 📆 to celebrate 🎉 the for have met their fate 🪦 the order for rejoicing 🥳 and dancing 🕺 has come from our warlord 🤴…………………… wandering through the chaos 🥾 the battle has left ⚔️ we climb up the mountain of human flesh 🗻 to a plateau of green grass 🏞️ and green trees 🌳 full of life 🕊️ a young figure 👦 sits still by a pool 🌊 he’s been stamped human bacon 🥓 by some butchery tool 🔪 he is you 🫵 social security 🧑‍⚖️ took care of this lad we watch 👀 in reverence as narcissus 😌 is turned to a flower 🌸 a flower? 🌸 …………………… if you go down ⬇️ to willow farm 🌳 to look for butterflies 🦋 flutterbyes gutter flies 🪰 open your eyes 👁️ it’s full of surprise 😲 eye one lies like a fox 🦊 on the rock 🪨 in the musical box 🎶📦 there’s mum and dad 👨‍👧👩‍👧 and good and bad 😇😈 and everyone happy to be here 😋 there’s Winston Churchill dressed in drag 👠 he used to be a British flag 🇬🇧 plastic bag 🛍️ what a drag 🙄 the frog was a prince 🫅 the prince was a brick 🧱 the brick was an egg 🍳 the egg was a bird 🦅 have you heard 👂 yes! We’re happy as fish 🐟 and gorgeous and geese 🦢 and wonderful clean in the morning 🧼 we’ve got everything 🤑 we’re growing everything 🌱 we’ve got some in ⬅️ we’ve got some out ➡️ we’ve got some wild things 👹 floating about 🕴️everyone 👦👩🧑 we’re changing everyone 😧 you name them all we’ve had them here 👈 and the real stars are still to appear! ⭐️🤩 feel your body melt 🫠 mum 👩 to mud 🪱 to mad 😡 to dad 👨🏻 dad diddly office ✏️ dad diddly office ✏️ you’re all full of ball 🏀 dad 👨🏻 to dam 🦫 to dumb 😛 to mum 👩 mom diddly washing 🧽 mom diddly washing 🧽 you’re all full of ball 🏀 let me hear you lies 👂 we’re living this up 🆙 to the eyes 👀 mama I want you now! 😩
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geonwooz · 1 year
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♡ DATING HEADCANONS — KIM GUNWOO
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bf!gunwoo x reader | wc : 0.7k words | content : possible grammar and spelling mistakes, lowercase intended, domestic fluff, established relationship, swearing | request — hello👋 if it's not a bother for you can i pls request dating and jealousy headcanons for geonwoo and woojin? it's alright if you don't. thank you anyways
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gunwoo is such a soft boy like he’s so taylor swift song coded
not even a specific song, like if all her pretty love songs were made into a person; it’d be kim gunwoo
even though gunwoo is literally an almost six-foot muscle man built like mike tyson, when you first met him, the urge to protect him was saur bad
like you two would be the epitome of that hyper gf x calm bf meme pic
even if you are the biggest introvert ever, being with gunwoo makes you tap into that 1% extrovert in you which makes him so happy because it means you comfortable with him and that makes him so 🥺😭🥺😭
when you first starting dating, he was so pleasantly surprised by everything because this was a new territory for him
his lifestyle before you was just eat, train, sleep, and repeat — so this man had the shock of his life when dating you
the “good morning” and “good night” texts and the texts informing him what you were doing throughout the day + texts asking him what he was doing
he loved the way you’d always text him, even if it was like just a shower thought off the top of your head
literally everyone around him knew he was dating because bro kept using every free second of his to use his phone and the nonstop smiling at his phone like an idiot was a big giveaway
gunwoo is a selfless guy, meaning he’s always putting his loved ones before himself — and while you loved that for him, you always made sure to let him know when he needed to take care of himself
or you’d just take care of him yourself because you loved doing that
if he gave you flowers, you’d do the same after a couple of days, just wordlessly letting him know you loved him just as much as he loved you
even when you did something for him, he’d return the gesture, acknowledging your love for him and showing his love for you
as i said earlier, you are the hyper gf to his calm bf so one agenda i would like to touch on is how at one point you’d definitely be his curse dispenser of sorts
we know how gunwoo is a respectable gentleman who treats people with respect even in circumstances he doesn’t necessarily need to
so that’s where you come in, adding swear words between his sentences to make his words sound fiercer even tho manz probably has his polite smile on his face the entire time
“listen here-” “-you fucking asshole.” “just tell us what kim myeonggil is upto or-” “-we’ll shove your head so far up your ass, you’ll be able to eat your own shit.”
ok so maybe sometimes you have a little too much fun, which results in both your boyfriend and his woojin-hyung just staring at you, completely concerned
but they both love you, so a win is a win
honestly, gunwoo’s mama absolutely adores you and woojin feels the same, both of them just glad that gunwoo now has someone to take care of him and love him just like he takes care of others and loves them
you are always spending whatever free time you have with gunwoo’s mum and it warms his heart to see you two getting along together because honestly that’s all he needs in his life
if his loved ones adored you as much as you adored him, then that was it; he was indeed the happiest person in the world
it doesn’t take you long into the relationship for you to be comfortable with gunwoo, and he absolutely feels like he’s on cloud nine every time you mention how comfortable you are with him
like you can behave like an absolute madman, and he’d just love you harder — i don’t make the rules, it is what it is
so you best bet you sometimes leave your manz so bamboozlingly confuzzled by the most out of pocket questions you ask him because you have a curious mind
“why are buildings called buildings if they are already built?” “jagiya, please, it’s two in the morning.”
you two are a force to be reckoned with, i swear i feel bad for woojin already
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yawntutsyip · 2 years
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shenanigans with the avatar kids:
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warnings: cussing(?)
characters include: mostly Ao’nung and Lo’ak (mentions of Neteyam, Tsireya and Kiri)
this is my first time posting on here, ahaha 🧍‍♀️I hope you guys enjoy it. I just randomly came up with this in my head so it’s kinda random ig.
context: y’all are in high school, probably junior year.
Part two • masterlist
Getting in trouble with Ao’nung and Lo’ak:
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Hey! Guys can you help me with the homework from Tuesday?” Lo’ak asked trying to get yours and Ao’nung who was sitting in front of you attention.
You both ignore him. You were busy texting Tsireya, Tsireya was ranting you about this girl in her class that she had to get partnered up with but she hates.
Ao’nung on the other hand was actually doing the work the teacher assigned because them basketball players gotta have good grades to play. (💪😨) plus his mom is scary asf.
“I know you two dumbasses can hear me, please helppppp. I’ll pay for lunch!” Lo’ak whines, again tries to get both y’all’s attention.
it’s the money he stole from Neteyam’s wallet this morning.
At this point you actually weren’t ignoring him but you were so invested in this gossip convo with Tsireya you had blocked out any surrounding sounds. (ppl with loud families would understand this lmao)
Lo’ak being fed up and tired he literally grabs his water bottle from his desk and chucks it at your head not giving a care if he hurt you or not.
With the gods on your side you lean over in time having to grab something out of your backpack and so the bottle ends up hitting Ao’nung in the back of his head.
Eyes widen you look at Lo’ak with a ‘WTF DID YOU JUST DO?!’ he’s like ‘BITCH WHAT DID I DO!?’
when you both look back at Ao’nung who looked mad asf. You immediately put your hands in surrender and point to Lo’ak
You ain’t about to feel that boy’s rath he’s evil, he got him mothers temper.
“Thanks a lot snitch- anyways this wouldn’t have happened it you guys would’ve payed attention when I was calling you. I need your guys help on Tuesday homework!”
“Lo’ak it’s literally Monday- that’s from last week…..”
“Oh…we’ll at least I’m still turning it in 😒”
“That’s your problem” Ao’nung says and grabs the water bottle and throws it back at Lo’ak which hit him in the face- like straight up smack in the forehead.
You cover your mouth as you were wheezing trying to hold back your laugh.
Lo’ak gets up and walks to Ao’nung grabbing his backpack, opening it going through every pocket and folder looking for the homework
“I know you have it in here”
Ao’nung is like “bro wtf give me my backpack do your own work”
Then now you have them playing tug-of-war with Ao’nung’s backpack.
They ended up pulling too hard and the bag rips open with everything flying out, papers, pencils, he’s probably got like 6 water bottles in his backpack. Idfk why, ask him not me-
The teacher gets mad- yells at them to clean everything up and go to the principals room.
At this point everyone’s eyes were on you three. How awkward 🧍‍♀️
You being the good friend you help clean up everything that fell putting it back in Ao’nungs backpack.
You smirk and wave bye 👋 😘 but then they both glare and then look at each other.
uh oh.
“Teacher, (Y/N) was on her phone this time. She wasn’t even doing the assignment.- Yeah she actually was the one who threw the water bottle” they both tattled on you.
You stand there mouth wide open, astonished. flabbergasted. shocked.
them bitches got you in trouble. The audacity.
Teacher is like “this so the 5th time that this has happened. go with them.”
So here you guys are now. In the principals office while the principal is not even surprised at this point, just deeply disappointed and tired.
Last week Lo’ak actually pulled the fire alarm so he could get out of a test. (Jake beat that boy’s ass ong)
Then there was the time (like just the other day tbh.) You were already having a bad day and that one bitch knew how to press your buttons and she finally set you off once she said something about Tsireya and Kiri.
You ain’t gonna let anyone talk bad about your girls. Ao’nung and Lo’ak + Neteyam all had to pull you off the girl.
Kiri and Tsireya were low key hyping you up to beat her ass
Neteyam is like “DON’T ENCOURAGE THIS BEHAVIOR?!?”
You did a pretty decent job on her, let’s just say she stopped bothering you, Tsireya and Kiri after that.
As for Ao’nung- well surprisingly he just gets in trouble because of you and Lo’ak making him mad or smth. Quote from him : I don’t start anything
For some reason if one of you get in trouble- it’s all your faults. “Well even if it wasn’t you who did it you should’ve been there to stop him” type stuff.
Principal is like “hey y’all who did it this time”
You and Ao’nung just sit and point at Lo’ak “it was him.”
This happened countless of times so Lo’ak already knows the drill
Lo’ak is pointing at himself as well
“Yeah yeah yeah It was me.”
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sugar-omi · 1 year
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Hi Naeomi 👋
Thank you for replying to my inquiry so diligently (omg, me trying to sound like Baxter XD dead)!
For my Baxter request, I want to understand his character more, so I wanna pick ur brain for some ideas 😄
He is a very considerate person as his approach to the MC's comfort level changes between nervous, relaxed, and direct (i think 🤔😅). I just want to know how he reacts with an MC (on crush/love) who is only anxious around him but relaxed with everyone else. MC would be trying to fluster the crap out of Cove and talking excitedly about nerdy stuff (anime/manga, video games, books, random facts on their interests, a tv series, etc.), but when Baxter comes around they simmer down and smile all giddy his way and talk about stuff they he may like or be interested in.
Honestly, my MC would feel a bit unsure how to act around Baxter at first, but eventually, they become more comfortable over time as he is revealed to be easygoing and welcoming to MC's quirky side. Makes my heart flutter just thinking about it, so cute~ 🥰☺️
hii !!! omg your mc sounds so cute n honestly like me when I was younger lol, so sweet<33 excuse to the format I'm on mobile rn and I'll fix text color n format n stuff once I'm on my computer😎👍👍👍👍honestly i had fun writing this, two darlings taking their time to open up n love each other, embracing each others quirks... its so sweet, pls i feel like i could write another lil drabble abt how happy n cute baxter would be w a playful reader like this, mmm many thoughts
tags : fluff, nervous crush/love status w baxter, multiple choice text, headcanons/drabbles
*edited for format
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this man is too cocky for his own good, baxter can easily tell how someone feels about him.
but I think that excludes people he has a crush on, as you couldn't possibly like/love him back.
he has some shame! although it's only enough to not assume everyone is in love with him or likes him in any capacity...
anyway, we'll get to that later~
at first he thinks it's because you want to impress him or maybe you don't want to bore him with what you think is brain rot to someone so mature and elegant as him.
(+ a "small" but darker part of him thinks you might hate him, that you don't want to show a piece of yourself to this weird stranger on your block. he squishes the thought)
so he finds out your interest through terri/terry and by spying on snippets of your conversations with your family or with cove.
and even though he will only admit it if you threaten him with something terrifying, like angry dragons, early mornings, or worse- color. then and only then will he admit he wants you to tease him the same way you do with cove.
you're so close with him, snuggling up to cove's side, and you smirk so tantalizingly as you lean i. close to whisper it in his ear, and you say something dirty or perhaps its something cove finds especially scandalous but now cove is blushing and he's pushing you away with a chastising "y/n!"
and baxter wishes it was him...
he wants you to curl up behind him and blow on his ear the way you do cove. he wants you to pinch his butt as he walks by and he wants you to flirt with him.
and he wants you to show up on his temporary doorstep to show him your favorite volume of a manga that you finally got your hands on.
and when baxter is a hopeless romantic because he's so vulnerable under the blanket of night, he imagines you laying next to him in this big bed and he imagines the music is blending in with your voice as you babble on about something before it drifts off into your soft breath when you fall asleep due to the late hour.
but time goes on and his vacation nears the quarter mark and whenever you two talk he notices that you are getting into some of the things he likes, like rock music, and when you see him walking lazily back to his condo you come rushing off the steps of your porch, abandoning your snickering moms, and showing baxter the new song you found that he had not listened to before.
you light up at the praise in a way that makes him wish he could capture it forever...
finally baxter comes to the conclusion that he should speak to you about the things you like, and the first time he mentions something about your hobby you clam up a bit.
you don't want to bore him or scare him off with your excitement but in the end you're showing him your craft/collection and telling him every shiny detail and he's so happy to watch the light in your eyes as you speak.
eventually though you two get to the point where you try to fluster him.
it's not often, baxter makes you far too nervous and he can see anything coming from a mile away. he's so cool and you love him for it but God is his smirking face irritating when you just want him to blush, giggle and kick his feet like a love sicken school girl.
but you finally get him to flush. it takes more than half his vacation for it to happen but you're standing behind him as he works away at plating the dinner you two cooked up together.
it's simple, both of you combined have the cooking skills of a sea turtle but it's good enough for one night and it's edible.
it's good enough, you know your way around a stove well enough not to burn the house down and with baxter as your assistant you're more focused on how fun it was than anything.
it's perfect, you know how to whip up something delicious and baxter did more chopping and passing of the seasonings than anything.
he doesn't process it at first but then it hits him like a ton of bricks.
you just... said something flirty?
he's short circuting and his ears are red, and baxter pretends that his blush isn't spread down to his neck.
it's such a reward for you, you can't help but gape for a moment because baxter alexander ward is walking away from you with a blush from his ears to below the collar of his shirt and he definitely squealed a bit when he beckoned you to the living room.
it takes a whole summer of talking to you about things you like that he has little or no knowledge in, doing an activity that caters to/is apart of your interest, and soothing you when you cut yourself off when talking (it's okay, he does want to hear whatever you're looking to ramble about, be it something exciting, something that happened when practicing your hobby, or venting about something you thought was terrible or sad in a show/comic you saw earlier that week.)
and he finally gets to a point where you're teasing him a bit more often, even if you don't get the flustered reaction you want, and you're taking a page out of cove's book and the two of you spent a secret night in baxter's condo, talking about everything and nothing all at the same time.
but then he leaves, and he let's you down gently but his rejection stabs like a knife anyway.
so when you meet again, half a decade later, baxter feels his heart fall out his stomach so bad he sucks it in to try and make up for the way his heart clocks out and air leaves his lungs...
you look sad. this wasn't what you either of you were expecting to be faced with and having no time to prepare yourself to face the man who ended your relationship that summer has your eyes glassed over and your fingers dig into your skin to ground yourself.
you look indifferent. somehow that hurts more than if you were sad or angry at him, not that he'd prefer it but the smaller part of him thinks that your empty gaze shows he's lost any part in your life and you stare through him like you can see the rawness of his heart...
your face is schooled into a stony expression and you've folded your arms to match the rest of tour cold posture. he can't tell what you're thinking even though he's searching your eyes and this time baxter can't tell if you want to cry, scream at him, or if you're looking past him to the scenic view. but he sees your fingers twitch, like you want to either grab him by his tie or run.
you look angry. you try to mask it, not wanting to display the unadulterated rage you feel but your lip quirks up and your eyes are sharp and the words that escape your lips lick at baxter's ears like fire. if your thunderous glare could kill a man he'd be a goner..
he knows he's fucked up either way.
and the whole time you're working together, you're distant. although sometimes you snap back, you confront him and you joke with him sometimes.
you're both too nostalgic, you're both too in love.
somehow, you let him start over.
perhaps its the nostalgia and sentiment that came from making the groom cake together, or how beautiful scott and jude's wedding went, or perhaps its the way the other person laughs and smiles that has you drunk.
but now you two are sitting on baxter's couch and you're letting him start over.
he messed up, it's something hard to move past. something you did, for better or for worse but now it's for the better and you're moving on together.
and you're almost as nervous as you were when you first met but this time it's more that you're reserved than anything else.
sometimes he thinks he's fucked up too much, that when you cut yourself short while rambling and when you take more interest in his hobbies than your own, baxter puts a stop to it quickly.
it takes while. you both try too much to insert yourself into the other person's likes, as if that will make the comfortable relationship you had once come back quicker.
but finally, you and baxter are sharing a bed in the middle of your new apartment, and you're laughing about something funny Miranda sent you earlier that day and in the morning you two are spinning around your new kitchen in a guideless dance with your hands intertwined and you're laughing...
and baxter loves both versions of you.
the version of you that's so in love with him you quiet down, letting him take up all the space in the world and the other version of you that rants about something stupid in an anime and pinches his pale thigh when he's searching through his messy pile of clothes for that one specific shirt.
and he's so happy you opened up to him and you still open up to him everyday, loving him the same no matter how shy you are that day <333
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