#he deserves to be angry

[five-of-cr]

wylan textpost pt. 3

[dirtytransmasc]

atwow hot take:

if jake had said his "son for a son" shit out loud and spider had heard him, he would have been so beyond pissed, he would be seeing red.

spider loved his little siblings so much, neteyam included, even after they grew apart. he loved them like they were his own blood and protected them like they were too (we see a lot more of them together in the comics, where spider is the big brother without a doubt). neteyam's death most certainly rocked him hard, even if he hasn't really been able to show it (how could he? he's already going through all the shit with his dad and the RDA and their nonsense, he can't grieve around neytiri, he's just so tired after it all. he doesn't have the room or the energy to grieve yet)

so if jake had the audacity to say that to/around spider not even a few hours after he watched his little brother get shot after coming to save him, after he stared at the bullet hole in his back, after he watched him take his last breaths, after he watched the light leave his eyes, after he watched his little brother die for him; if he said that while his little brother's body lay in a pool of his own blood not even ten feet away, not even cold yet, blood still clinging to his chest, the scent of it still filling the air: he would have lost his shit.

because the disrespect for his brother is wild.

jake was an active player in spider's neglect and abuse for the last 16 years, he let it happen, he helped it happen. he tried to send spider with the humans, tried to take him away from his siblings, from the forests, from eywa to live with his foster family that didn't love him (not to mention Nash was an asswipe of epic proportions) and the RDA of all people. he had referred to spider as a stray animal since he was little. he was the reason spiders life was hell.

and after all that, years and years of putting him in shit positions and allowing him to suffer the fate of being forever unloved and uncared for (by an adult authority figure, cause I love the kids, but they don't make up for the gap left by a parent), this is what it took for jake to care about him? his little brother had to die in front of him first? he had to be traded out to fill the space of a corpse, to fill in the gap left by his little brother's death?

in canon, spider was in deep in shock with nothing to break him from it, he wasn't in the place to really think about any of it, and I'm sure we're gonna see this anger in the coming movies, but if jake had said it out loud, that would have been enough to snap spider right out of it, and he would have given jake a piece of his mind, I just know it.

[moreau29]

jean moreau was just a child

jean finally admitting to himself that he was just a child who could not have saved elodie or himself is so important to his healing. he tries over and over again throughout the book to convince himself and others that he deserved what he's gone through. that this is simply how his life is and always will be.

it is a lie he has told himself to survive so many times. he told himself this as a way of coping; to help him endure. he had to. how would he ever survive in the nest if he let himself hope, even for a second, that his life might get better one day. how could he ever deal with what he was going through if he admitted to himself that it was unfair. that no one should ever have to endure what he was. admitting to himself that he didn't deserve it would kill him.

it is a lie he has told others to survive so many times. he had to keep it secret in the nest to cover for riko. if he told anyone what was really happening, how riko was treating him, it would only make it worse. the others wouldn't dare try to help him for fear in retaliation from riko. he had to keep his mouth shut and accept it, that was the most effective way to prevent riko from hurting him. "it's boring when he doesn't fight back".

when he gets out of the nest, he doesn't know how to stop telling this lie. he says it like an automated message imprinted in him after years of abuse. this is the only existence he knows. he never dared imagine a life where he didn't have to fight to survive every day. now he's got this second chance and he has no idea how to act. he's not even sure he wants it.

he does. he wants it so badly he never even dared to dream of it; the disappointment would be too crushing. and now his entire world has shifted on its axis and these people who have no obligation, nothing to gain from it, are being so nice to him. they're teaching him what love and patience is. and they tell him over and over again, despite his refusal to accept it, that he didn't deserve what happened to him.

jean has finally reached a point where he can't believe in that lie anymore. he knows jeremy, catalina and laila would never ever lie to him; not about this anyway. they fucking mean it when they say he didn't deserve what he went through; that it should've never happened.

healing is gonna fucking hurt.

[local-redhead-bookworm]

The world needs more of Billy coming back and being angry and resentful that no one tried to save him. I don’t care what his relationship was like with the Party beforehand, he deserves to be angry that the only person who tried to save him was a stranger.

[kittyphoenix12-xx]

ngl i don’t really like harringrove/billy hargrove fics that deliberately write away billy’s anger

not in the way in which he worked through it offscreen but where it was never there at all

[keepthebeanscool]

late night in the archives

[tagerrkix]

rage.

[warlenys]

i actually do not think aziraphale is gonna kiss crowley all tenderly he is gonna rip his glasses off throw them on the floor grab his collar and kiss crowley with the same ferocity he kissed him with. aziraphale is ravenous. he’s already had his first taste. that shit is not gonna be sweet and gingerly. it’s gonna be pornographic. like the ox

[another-goblin]

He's into arts and crafts now. Good for him.

We are having a ladle appreciation party

[queerstudiesnatural]

i'm a firm believer that cas' confession was so so fucked up like you can't tell your best friend with extreme guilt issues that you love him and that's what's gonna kill you and then disappear forever and leave him to deal with that. it's so messed up. and i want cas to be confronted with the consequences of his actions.

so when they finally get cas, after the relieved hugs and "are you okay"s, i want sam to be so mad at cas. i want sam to yell at cas. "i don't know what you said or did to him, but you need to fix it. i want my brother back. dean hasn't spoken a word in months, he's not eating, he's been sick and depressed, he's lost weight, he's not showering, i barely recognise him anymore. dean has been through so much in his life but i've never seen him like this. now i have a feeling i know what happened in that dungeon but it's not my business. all i'm saying is you need to talk to him, and you need to apologise for leaving him like this, and you need to make it better. ok. good to have you back."

[parkercore-69]

The original Saw(2004) script but it’s just the parts that make me furiously upset (aka. bits about Adam that didnt make the final cut):

theres like some mentions of suicde so just look out if that’s something that triggers you

[canisalbus]

I've been following you for years, and I love your art. Seeing you repost your older art pieces reminded me how much I loved the angry, bitter, miserable Machete art and how it resonated with me... but a part of me is also so happy to see the current art of him being happy. Cute art of him as a unicorn, or chilling in a bathtub with Vasco. Like, we're all growing and healing :')

[ohitslen]

Angry Vash for me and myself specifically

also extra Vashwood:

[adelinamoteru]

jason todd and never being enough. jason screaming and fighting to figure out why not one parental figure wants to stay in his life, why not a single one of them will nurse him with a warm touch and even warmer smiles. jason todd and his belief that something must be intrinsically wrong with him, even before he came back to life, because even when he begs for someone to prove him wrong nothing has ever changed. nobody will ever put him first, not willis or catherine or sheila or bruce. he must be fundamentally unloveable.

jason todd and coming back to life, seeing with his own eyes that life can and will go on without him. he is a mere placeholder in people’s lives that can easily, quickly be filled again with something better, more permanent. the worst thing is that he understands it. he carries a never ending anger with him because its true. its cruel and unfair, but its true.

jason todd and losing both the family that he came from, the family he tried to find, and the family that he wished he could go home to.

[speakingviscera]

fundster

[crownspeaksblog]

"He went mad, he tortured the crew, he took my fucking leg, cause i dared to mention your fucking name!"

Goddamn! This line! This line scratches a part of my brain in way that makes me sorta wish we had gotten a full season of angst (I'm glad we didn't though, i wouldn't be able to handle it) but my GOD it's just so good!

Con O'Neills acting and delivery in this scene is just amazing! The way he says "he took my fucking leg, cause i dared to mention your fucking name!" Like the words are seething out of him, he slams the bottle in his hand on the desk, like he can't fucking believe it, can't believe that ed, the man he's probably known from DECADES, would just shoot him, so easily, just for daring to utter fucking stede bonnets, fucking NAME out of his mouth!!

And it's not just cons delivery, it's the ed and stede angst of it all! It's the way ed is caught of guard with izzys audacity to even say "talk it through" the way stede used to say it. It's the way ed wouldn't accept hearing izzy say stedes name or mention eds feelings for stede, let alone infront of the crew. It's the look on eds face and the way he nodes his head like this is what you get, the second he shots izzy!

But yeah, that line is the epitome of brain scratching for me! Go listen to it again. I'm not giving this line the justice it deserves, go listen to it again!! It's glorious!