#how can people still ask this question cmon

[floccusmarimo]

god i hate when people ask "iF a mALe TiTan aTe aNNie, woULd tHe FeMalE TITan becOME MAle TITaN??¿¿" please are you even paying attention? like, it's not that hard to understandd 😭😭... on the other hand, if we talking about another meaning of the word "eating" and Annie in the same sentence... i'm listening 🤔

[eicsferrari]

so high school - cl16

pairing: charles leclerc x princess!yn

requested: yes♡

a/n: sorry for the delay i had this on my drafts almost finished and then i got sick :( but i hope it's what you had in mind <3 since i'm a political science girlie i had to use the aristotle line but i couldn't find a good picture so...close enough ig

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yourusername sweet elegance

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username my god i would kill for her face

username girl we need your skin care routine!

username nvm i probably can't afford it but you are glowing🫶🏼

username royal by birth, majestic by choice

username what is that vroom vroom man doing here?

username idk he's always lurking in those likes

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yourusername monaco race

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charles_leclerc an honor to have you👑

yourusername thank you! and congrats on your win💘

username the heart !! someone check if he's still breathing

carlossainz55 he is (barely) ♥︎liked by yourusername

georgerussell63 hope you enjoyed it!

yourusername i did🎀 thank you georgie boy

oscarpiastri lovely to meet you🧡

yourusername you too osc! good job on p2💪

username see how there's no heart with the other drivers,,,, thinking thoughts

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yourusername cheeks pink in the twinkling lights

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username who is sending my wife flowers? who do i have to fight?

username THE NOTE romance is not dead🥺

username 'anything for you princess' my knees are suddenly weak

username and if i say this is from a certain someone...

username spill what you know

username i know nothing 🙏 but i have my suspicions 🤫

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yourusername truth dare spin bottles

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username ma'am that's a man!

username the question is WHO is that man?

iamrebeccad 😍😍 ♥︎liked by yourusername

yourusername my loveee

username we keep getting people from f1 here, do we think she's soft launching a driver?

username nah maybe they just met her at monaco and became friends, no need to read too much into it

username goddess🛐🛐

username this is gonna sound weird but i never thought about yn dating

username did you think she was going to have some marriage of convenience like the old days?

username i mean,,, yes? i watched the princess diaries 2

username i-

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yourusername are you gonna marry kiss or kill me

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username she's getting bolder with these posts

username cmon princess tag him don't be shy

username so unclassy, as a princess she should know better

username gtfo and get a life

username not to be weird on the internet but they are hot

username you haven't seen his face

username i don't need to, the vibe they give off is hot

username you are so real

username me and who

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yourusername you know how to (ball) i know (aristotle)

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username reading plato? we love an educated queen

username i know monarchy doesn't rule anymore but it's kinda obvious she would have to read the classics

username real question: do you think the political leaders of some countries have read plato? or any book for that matter?

username ...touche

username guess we can rule out any sport that involves a ball bc that man has no ability for football AT ALL

yourusername don't bully him:( i still love him

username she loves him🥺🥺

username i'm obsessed with the concept of princess yn soft launching

username she's everything he's just ken

username i know that middle picture all too well

username spill the beans taylor swift

username no, i'll let them do it

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charles_leclerc full throttle

tagged yourusername

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username WE GOT A HARD LAUNCH

username i mean... we always said he looked like a prince ♥︎liked by yourusername

yourusername i love youuu

charles_leclerc i love you more❤️

yourusername not possible💌

username i can't with their cuteness

yourusername also, for those of you wondering about that last picture, i asked him to describe in extreme detail the first time he saw me🫶🏼

username me as a girlfriend fr

username this is so real lol good to know that even if you are a princess you are still just a girl, standing in front of a guy, asking him to tell her everything about how he fell in love with her

username can't believe he actually pulled it off ... respect

username i called it💋

yourusername thank you for keeping it quiet babe🫶🏼

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yourusername i wanna find u in a crowd just to hide from you

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lando that seems,, pointless

yourusername it's a lyrics silly

lando ik your highness i love taylor swift too

yourusername lando we're friends, we did karaoke last night and you heard me miss every note. stop calling me your highness

lando as you wish princess🙇

yourusername 🤦‍♀️

username yes yes you're happy and in love we get it

username princess wag and prince driver oh the wattpad girlies are gonna eat this up

charlesleclerc and i feel like laughing in the middle of practice

georgerussell63 too many so high school references for my taste considering we all played gta at the hotel the other day

yourusername 🙊🙊

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yourusername no one's ever had me not like you

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username this called me single in eight different languages

username the concept of her relating to so high school bc all her life was full of responsibilities and she never got to be young and normal but now he's making her feel giddy and like a teenager oh yn in love you are so special to me

username hope you know you made me cry

username this is so cute i wished romantic relationships were real

charles_leclerc i love you marry me❤️

yn love you always yes❤️

iamrebeccad charles you can't ask that by instagram omg

charles_leclerc i didn't!!

yn he did't!! it was at the beach and everything was so romantic🫶🏼

iamrebeccad YOU GUYS ARE ENGAGED AAA A A A AA

carlossainz55 congrats guys! but i'm confused, we had to see every part of your relationship so far yet we hear of this on a comment?????

yn what can i say we are quirky like that☺️

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charlesleclerc posted a story

caption: she said yes💍

yourusername replied to your story

↪ yourusername and i always will🤍

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yourusername you know what you wanted and boy you got her

tagged charlesleclerc

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charlesleclerc you already know babe❤️

username @ god when will it be me

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[amoressb]

☆ LOWKEY

pairings : childhood bsf!riki x reader ; friends to lovers

synopsis : in which you and riki have been best friends since you guys were in kindergarten. youre both now in your last year of high school and with all that time together, people would think that you guys were bound to end up falling for each other, right? well, that seems to only be the case for riki. hes fallen in love with you after all this time, especially since you guys tend to flirt constantly, but he knows you dont feel the same. right? either way, he doesnt want to risk losing you so he tries to keep his love for you on the lowkey. will it work?

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hes making moves

smau + written

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putting his phone away, he focused on getting to school. he was only 3 minutes away anyways. he couldnt believe he woke up late even with having his alarm put on. hes heartbroken he couldn’t walk you to school or your first class but he can walk you to the rest so he guesses its fine.

on the way, he started thinking of where hes gonna take you today. “oo i should buy her some flowers, that would be good first hint right??” he thought. either way even if it wasnt a good hint, he was still gonna buy you flowers. maybe moves will happen naturally but theres one thing he wants to make sure he does at the end of their ‘date’. he couldnt stop smiling at the thought.

making his way to class, he spots you through the doors window. you looked so pretty all focused on the teacher and making sure youre taking notes. he started feeling butterflies in his stomach just by looking at you and also remembering hes gotta ask you out.

entering class, he makes his way quietly to his seat next to you. turning over, you spot riki placing his stuff down and getting out things he needed. he turned to you with a smile and you both said hi at the same time which caused you both to start giggling quietly. “i already took notes so ill just give them to you after school okay?” you look over at him only to see him staring at you. “what?” you chuckle confused looking away for a second. “hm? oh nothing um about after school, i was wondering if you wanted to go out?” he rubs his hand on the back of his neck. he seems nervous? “yeah of course!” you smile. “okay perfect ill pick you up at your house then by 4?” he questions. “yeah ill be ready!” you nod.

“btw since we’re gonna go out, ill give you what i was gonna give you when you come pick me up” you grin. “aw cmon why not now” he sulks moving closer. “nope itll stay a little surprise till then” you look away cheekily smiling. he just moved closer to you and continues begging for you to give him the little gift. “riki-“ you were interrupted by the teacher calling out you and his name. “ni-ki y/n, do i need to separate you two..again?” he looks at you two with a straight face already used to you two goofing around with each. “no sir” you both say at the same time and once the teacher turns away you both turn to each other giggling like little kids. just get together already..

coming out if the flower shop, now on his way to your house, riki was getting more and more nervous about how the rest of the day could play out. would you enjoy the day? could something go wrong? he knows he shouldnt worry as he know thats what you always tell him. today will go perfect and hopefully by the end of it he could have given enough hints that he likes love you.

the plan for today was to take you to a little cafe he knows you wanted to go to then maybe an arcade? then end off the night with just a night walk near the lake and look at the city lights then take you home. oh he couldnt wait he was genuinely so excited but still slightly nervous of course.

riki was now standing in front of your door. he took a deep breath and rung your doorbell. putting the flowers in front of his face and once you opened the door you said his name in a confuse yet excited manner, “riki?!” he moved the flowers to the side and his head to the other side and smiled widely. “hi pretty, these are for you m’lady” he hands you the flowers bowing a little and that makes you let out a chuckle at his actions. “aaand these are for you handsome” you said taking out the spiderman keychain you had bought him the other day and hand it to him with a smile. “i bought it the day i hung out with jake and look were matching now!” you bring out your matching keychain attached to you bag. “i love you.” riki let out on accident in a daze. “what.?” you look at him confused genuinely not hearing what he said. “huh oh nothing i said nothing haha..” he quickly realized what he did and tried to play it off which worked. “anyways um lets go yeah?” he points behind him. you nod and he starts leading the way.

after a couple of minutes, you guys finally arrived to the cafe. once there, you both order your drinks and whatever you wanted to eat and went to go sit down. you guys started talking about some things as well as what you think your plans will be for winter break next week. but what you didnt notice was the gaze riki had on you the whole time. honestly you thought he was just really into what you were saying and just letting you talk and he nodded from time to time taking sips from his drinks. in reality riki was hearing you..he was just more focused on you. all around being the ‘you can talk my ear off’ kind if guy as long as he can just hear and look at you the whole time. ever since he started realizing his feeling, its been harder to look away from your beauty. this opportunity right now gave him time to really take it in. you couldnt tell but he was looking at you with nothing but love and adoration.

you guys finished up at the cafe and started making your way to the arcade. it was nice that it was all walking distance, so it gave you more time to really be with each other, as if you guys arent always with each other. at the arcade, you guys had an absolute blast. although for the most part riki won most, if not all the games, but like i said you had fun. what was really cute, was the dedication he had to get you this one specific stuffed animal you wanted. after many tries and lots of quarters, he finally got it and handed it to you. “for my beautiful girl” he handed it to you the same way he handed you the flowers and this made your face heat up a bit. all this name calling was doing something to you but you being oblivious to everything, you brushed it off.

now you guys were just walking around the lake taking in the sights when you feel something grab your hand. you look to your side and see that it was not other than riki. this action that he did made your cheeks heat up even more. thank goodness it was dark outside, so he couldnt catch your face looking like what it was. even though your heart was beating like crazy on the inside, on the outside, you make sure to look calm and collected and continued to take the view. riki on the other hand, couldnt bear to look over to you. worried youre looking at him in a weird way. this was part of his ideas anyway, but actually doing it, he felt his heart jump out of his chest. eventually he turned over to you just to see you calm and looking over the lake. how are you so calm? hes feeling all giddy inside and you? how was he going to do what he was going to do next if this is how hes feeling by just holding your hand?

still hand in hand, making your way home was sad for both of you. you both didnt want the night end. both making their way to your door, riki pulled on your hand gently to make you turn to him. “i had a really fun time with you today and i hope we can do it again soon like this. yk not like I usual hang outs” he states using his other hand to rub the back of his neck. “yeah me too. i loved it. it was very relaxing” you smiled swaying the hand that was holding onto his slightly. “im gonna get going now. msg when you get home okay?” you state. “okay i will” and right there is when riki took his chance and leaned in to give you a simple yet sweet kiss on the cheek. “goodnight pretty” he smiles at you sweetly and begrudgingly lets go of your hand and starts walking away. “goodnight riki” you yell a bit, finally after you stood in shock for a second. your face was so red people would think its because of the cold but no. it was all riki, that..cute..sweet boy named..riki. you smiled softly at the thought.“i just did that omg” riki thought. he honestly couldnt be more proud of himself. he couldnt believe he stayed calm after doing all that because in reality his knees felt weak. he might just drop right then and there. overall he thinks he did pretty good. he went home with the biggest smile on his face. he hopes to be able to do this again.

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[heavenlyraindrops]

smut writing tips (TW: sexual stuff cause like. Cmon. It’s smut)

I did one for character so now I’m doing one for smut what’s wrong with smut huh so what if I’m writing tips on how to make smut so what SO WHAT HUH

Smut scenes aren’t that different from normal scenes. Probably because they’re normal scenes. Remember that.

Therefore, they should have dialogueeee because boy oh boy the amount of smut I have read where they are just dead silent is insane I could rebuild the wall of china with allat

so… dirty talk

BUT DONT MAKE IT TOO LONG! OR TOO WEIRD…

“Do you think they’d watch?” he asks. “Do you think they’d enjoy the sight of your naked flesh on display? Maybe they would get off on seeing your dripping pussy reflected back at them everywhere they look. Or the pretty flush on your chest when you come. I think they’d even enjoy watching your eyes roll to the back of your head when my cock fills you so fully, you can’t fit any more of me inside you.”

That’s from haunting Adeline… and… just.. no. NONONONO ITS DISGUSTING ITS GROSS…. WHO TF SAYS THAT BRO. Why is tHIS BOOK SO POPuLAR

more gross examples: “You want to know what I’d do?” he questions. “I would let them watch. I would let them watch me claim you as mine and own every inch of your body. They would watch my cock fill every one of your holes and then watch you cry because of how hard you came. And then I’d fucking kill them. My cock would still be wet from your cum as I’d slice their throats for even daring to look at what’s mine.”

dont write like that guys… like ew. Just ew

also.. epithets.. ok idk what they’re called because English = not my first language but

like

”his member” “sword” “love button” “seed” “her peaks/ nubs”

look my dude if you can read a smut scene like “he inserted his sword inside her cavern and spewed his seed inside her while fondling her mounds” then sure pop off I guess but tbh

no.

JUST USE COCK DICK AND PUSSY OR SOMETHING IDK WHY U GOTTA DO THIS TO ME I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO SEE CERTAIN THINGS THE SAME WAY EVER AGAIN

“his member” I’m sorry is his dick joining a club?

anywaysysystst

research human body stuff. Like, dicks need to recharge before they get hard again yk

“Recharge” idk bro yk what I mean

cumming more than once for women do be kinda painful unless there’s an amount of time in between the orgasms

like depends on the woman, can range from a couple of hours to at least a whole day

although this doesn’t apply to everyone and some people do just go for it a bunch of times in one session so it’s a very variable thing

so yeah! Make sure to educate urself on biology

spemd more time talking about how they feel physically and emotionally than what they are doing so that the scene actually does have some depth

consistency! I have read shit that goes along the lines of “he grabbed her waist then with his other hand stroked her cheek and then she wrapped her legs around his feet and he pressed his elbow againts her knee flipping her upside down while she nibbled on his ear” how am I supposed to imagine any of that

they keep sprouting a third arm

or do things that completely contradict the position that they are in.. he can’t slap ur ass if ur in the cowgirl position..well, not very comfortably

so. Consistency! :)

that’s all for now ermmmm so yah tell me if this was helpful guys

edit: this post is super old pls ignore its existence

[kaahgyuya]

hello! uh can i request fem!reader who is in a secret relationship with Kinich and was hanging out with the natlan girls plus lumine and paimon practically taking her attention away from kinich making him jealous. No angst just pure fluff. thank you^^

Jelly . ! (FLUFF)

. synopsis ; kinich gets jealous!

. warnings/notes ; fem!reader, Kinich might be ooc... secret relationship, he gets jealous, pet names oneshot, and reader in this might not be a liking for you! (Reqs are open, so feel free to recommend some stuff of your own!)

rahhh!!! Thank you for being one of my first requests after awhile of not posting on Tumblr! Forgive me for not posting a lot last year, but I'll be sure to post regularly. Thank you anonymous for this request! (My apologies if this is not how you like it 🙏)

REQS. are open!!! (Open until 10/3)

Kinich and you started dating around 5 months ago, and ever since then, you wanted to keep it a secret because you didn't know how to explain it to the others.

Its been 5 months though, when will you tell the others?

Besides, Kinich has offered to tell them for you, but you just felt too embarrassed to do so, so he might as well leave it be until you're comfortable. After all, you're his partner.

Lately, Kinich has noticed you haven't been paying much attention to him, so everytime whenever he can't spread his love for you, he gets a little annoyed.

"Cmon, Kinich— you're so pathetic! Stop sulking before ya'lose all of your balls!"

"Shut up, Ajaw." With a snap of his fingers, Ajaw gets sent to the sky, being sent to his timeout.

Kinich sighs as he finishes off his commission and walks off.

He finally sees you, walking to his tribe while humming softly with your hands behind your back, however, they're in public so he can't help but feel a little sting in his chest.

"Y/N." Kinich called out for you, you turned around and waved enthusiastically.

"Hi Kinich! I was just about to look for you." You say as he approaches you.

He walks beside you as you yap your mouth off to him. He wants to hold your hand so badly, he just brushes his hand against yours.

As you and Kinich make it to the top, you still talk to Kinich as he listens to you carefully.

"Is that Y/N? Y/NNN!!!" You heard an eager voice call your name, and you turn around to see Paimon, Lumine, Mualani, and Kachina.

"Huh? Oh hey guys!" You run over to them immediately leaving Kinich on his own. He couldn't help but feel that same sting clench his chest again.

"Hi Mualani! Long time no see huh?" You asked her, she eagerly agreed too as you guys had girl talk... and then there's Kinich.

Kinich noticed that recently whenever he was with you, or about to give you a small kiss, someone always had to come and interrupt you guys. Whether it'd be a friend of yours, or a stranger.

He couldn't help but just stand there for awhile and contemplate. He couldn't help but feel that stinging feeling come back.

Was he jealous? No, no, of course not. The calm and collected Kinich would never, he would never let this stupid emotion take over him right here, right now. He's much more mature than this, he would nev—

"Oh? We should visit by sometim—" you were cut off as you felt arms wrap around your waist tightly, and nuzzling their head in the crook of your neck.

"Huh?"

"Eh?"

There was a long silence.

Kinich pressed a soft kiss on your neck as he kept his head hidden in your neck.

"My love," Kinich mumbled in a low voice."

"Wait— you're dating Kinich?!" Mualani was the first to yell that out loudly as some people nearby looked at them.

Lumine covered Kachina's eyes as she asked, "wait huh? What happened?"

"SHES DATING HIM??" Paimon screeched.

"Hold on, we never knew you guys were dating! How long have you..." Mualani paused and noticed your face was bright red and completely frozen.

Kinich looked up at them and answered her question. "We've been dating for about 5 months." Kinich couldn't help but feel a little guilty after breaking his promise with you, he felt bad because his jealousy took over.

He continued to leave his head nesting in the crook of your neck.

"M'sorry, my love." Kinich mumbled in a low voice.

Paimon waved a hand in front of your face, yet you showed no response.

"I—I, uh... um." The tips of your hands felt shaky and a wave of embarrassment washed over.

"How come you never told us, Y/N?" Mualani asked with a worried smile, you were so red you looked like you had a fever.

"It— I uh, I didn't know how to say it." The redness still bloomed all over your face.

"Trust me, it's easy." Kinich said.

"wh—wait hold on!" Kachina removed Lumine's hands from her face and saw them being all cuddly and close.

"If you guys are dating for real, then kiss!" Kachina immediately blurted out then covered her mouth.

"Sorry!.." She mumbled.

"Cmon, let's go." Kinich immediately scooped you up bridal way and then took his way off.

"Kinich— put me down!" You tried tackling him off but he didn't bother as he still walked off.

Mualani and the others heard you from a distance as you guys got more and more faint.

"Kachina, let's talk about this later." Mualani says with a somewhat concerned smile.

"What just happened?" Lumine and paimon ask.

"Dunno, but I can't help but feel happy for them. At the same time, a little upset because they never told us." Mualani said while putting a hand on her hip.

"Wanna take a bet on who confessed first?" Lumine asked while chuckling.

"I bet Y/N!" Kachina said.

"No way, I think Kinich." Mualani immediately said.

Kinich and you are both somewhere secluded as he put you on top of some boxes.

"M'sorry." Kinich immediately leaned his head on your chest and huffed.

You can suddenly hear the guilt in his voice.

"I was.." He paused.

"I was jealous because lately you haven't been paying much attention to me, so it built up over time and..." He paused again.

"I'm sorry, Y/N." Kinich mumbled as he hugged you tightly again.

"It's fine. I was planning to tell them soon anyways, but the way you did it was so embarrassing." You grumbled.

"Mind if I do it differently then?"

"What do you mean?" You asked.

"What if I just kissed you in front of them instead?" He chuckled while lifting his head up to look at you.

"No!"

@kaahgyuya 9/30/24 6:50 pm

A/n : sorry if there's any sloppy writing or anything like that, I hope you enjoyed reading though! <3

[hypnotizedstarkey]

i’ve been in love..

oblivious!sarah x in love reader

warnings: fluff, making out, fingering, eating, confessions, lmk if i missed any?

i don’t think anybody truly admires how beautiful sarah cameron is. She’s in my car, hair blowing in the wind with her eyes closed, half her body hanging out of the passenger window and singing along to ‘i’ve been in love’ by Jungle.

I can’t keep my eyes on the road cause her beauty keeps captivating me no matter how hard I try to look away from her.

I turn down the music a bit as I turn into the parking lot for the beach. “God i’ve been dying to lay in the sun.” she groaned in relief. “Seriously I needed this. Thanks for bringing me out here, you know me too well.” I gave her a small smile, “Of course I do Sar, we’re best friends.”

We continued our conversation on the way to the beach, talking about the latest gossip and how stupid JJ was acting the previous night at a party and we finally made it to the perfect spot, as I was grabbing our towel, our hands grazed against each other and I swear I felt my heart drop.

Ever since I started having feelings for Sarah, I thought she would catch on and start to distance herself. It was my biggest fear that she might start to realize and be freaked out, but none of that happened. I don’t even think Sarah has a clue.

“Perfect!” she has a beautiful smile on her face like always, showing off the laid out towel like it’s the best thing ever done. All of the sudden she’s taking off her clothes, my eyes widen and I try to make it obvious i’m not staring and start looking everywhere but her. “Cmon, Y/N!” she starts running towards the waves.

Her perfect tan skin looks beautiful against her blue and white bathing suit, her hair laying perfectly against her arms and her smile radiating off the sun and all I want to do is lay in a hole and think about how beautiful she is.

As time passed, me and Sarah grew tired and the sun did too, setting. We watched as the blue sky turned into a pink and purple hue. “hey, y/n?” she asked still looking at the sky. “yeah..?” silence filled us for what felt like 5 minutes. “have you ever thought what it’d be like if we were different people?” I never questioned her, if anything i usually agreed with her but this time something felt as if I needed to hear her out on this one.

“what are you talking about, sar?” she turned her head this time. “Like what if I never dated guys, what if.. what if we liked girls, you know. No girls glaring at us for dating guys they liked, we’re different people in the romantic side.” i didn’t dare to look at her, feeling like I would fold and tell her everything I wanted her to hear. “Well.. I wouldn’t judge you for second whether you liked girls or not.” she let out a small sigh.

“okay what’s up, sarah?” questioning her motive of the question. “what if I do?” “do what?” “like girls.”my heart stops beating for a second. “w-who do you like?” she fully turns her body to me now. “can you look at me?” i turn my head, looking at her face and watching the last bit of sunlight lighten it. Her face has this look of confusion and desperation in her eyes and it makes me melt.

“sarah who do you-“ and im cut off with Sarah kissing me. Sarah Cameron is kissing me and she pulls back immediately when she realizes i’m not kissing back. “i’m so sorry y/n” she can’t stop apologizing and I can’t stop thinking it wasn’t real.

she grabs her stuff and starts to walk away leaving me in such loss, not sure how to process what happened. “Sarah!” i get up and immediately chase after her with all my things in my arms. she’s near my car already and pulls out her phone to call who I assume is Kiara. “sarah..” “i’m so sorry” she’s a crying mess. “sarah it’s okay.” i’m looking at her now with the same desperation and confusion she had on her face before. she walks towards me.

“I shouldn’t have done that-“ i grab her face and kiss her. God I’m in heaven. her soft face is in my hands and our kiss gets heavier and now she’s taking control sliding her tongue against my lower lip asking for access. “sarah” kiss. “get” kiss. “in” kiss. “the” kiss. “car”.

we both fumble into the back seat and she lays me down harshly in the moment. she detaches her lips from my mouth and starts kissing down my jaw. a whine coming from my lips. I feel like i’m dreaming right now. Her lips make me feel like i’m being kissed by an angel, so soft, so gentle and yet so harsh. “let me take this off” she pulls off my shirt leaving me in my bikini top. latching her lips onto my jaw and kissing down to my shoulder, grabbing the material of the strap between her teeth and pulling it down. her hands roaming my body and unbuttoning my shorts.

“do you want this?” she’s looking up at me and kissing my body, leaving marks of a trail of her mouth. “yes please, sar i’ve been waiting for this” desperately pleading for her to give me what I want.

she rips my shorts from my body, taking off my bikini bottoms and my matching top. feeling exposed, i cover up. “no let me see” she moves my hands. “you’re so pretty” she leans down lapping her tongue around my nipple, my back arches in heat and pleasure. one of her hands feeling my wetness. “Sarah, f-fuck” she nibbles a bit and i shutter. “so wet and pretty”

her mouth trails down to my waist and places a kiss on the mole there, biting it enough to leave a mark. “what do you want?” “sarah please” “say what you want” “want you please baby” i moan, wanting her more than I ever have. her lips latch onto my bud and I moan, grasping onto her hair and tugging. a moan leaves her pretty mouth, her mouth moving up and down my pussy, coating it before she pumps her fingers through me without warning. I feel euphoric, “oh my god” my moans loud and leaving anyone who passes by my car a knowing thought of what’s happening.

her fingers pump through me, curling them every few times. “you taste so fucking good, can’t get enough” massaging my boobs with her free hand. sarah fingers hit a spot i’ve never felt before and my eyes roll back. “feeling so good baby, i know” “you look so pretty fucked out of you mind” “taste so good i’m not letting you go” all things she’s saying as i continue tugging on her hair, i can’t manage to get my words out and im gasping for air.

finally, i’m able to make words, “sar, i’m gonna cum!” my head connecting with the seat again. “cum on my tongue” and i release, my juices on her mouth and moans falling out. she brings my face to her and connects our lips, sloppily, tasting myself.

we’re both out of breath and i flip her over, taking off her clothes now, in a hurry. i’m hungry for her taste and her in general. eventually, she’s completely bare under me and she looks unreal. i waste no time and immediately kitten lick her glistening pussy. she gasps and i’m lost in the moment, tasting her. my eyes are shut and I can’t care enough to listen to my thoughts. “feels s’ good” she bites back her moans. i kiss the inside of her thigh, “this all mine?” she nods her head frantically. “gonna let me take you out after this, yeah?” she can’t focus when i start rubbing her clit, her eyes closed and brows furrowed in pleasure.

“answer me” i rub her clit faster. she’s gasping “yes! yes god y/n” “yes what?” “you can take me out!” her mouth shaped in an ‘o’ and i push my fingers inside her feeling her clench around them. “making such a mess” i slap the outside of her thigh and a throaty moan leaves her lips. i grin up at her while she looks down, looking so fucked out her mind with her hair sprawled out and face flushed. I know she’s going to cum when i feel her clench harder against my fingers.

she’s a moaning mess and i’m never gonna be able to get these nosies out of my head. “i’m close” she moans and shutters when i hit a spot that makes her dizzy. i rub her clit faster and she becomes sensitive, closing her thighs, whimpering. i take my fingers out and lick them clean. i kiss the inside of her thighs then her lips.

i grab her bottoms and shirt then put them on her, kissing her anytime i can and dress myself before hopping into the front seat.

“so sleepover?” i peck her lips

“yeah definitely sleepover” she laughs

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Watching a Horror Movie with their S/O

Included: Genos, Saitama, King, Garou, Metal bat, Zombieman

Some longer headcanons for you guys~

This turned out more chaotic than I had envisioned it, enjoy !

gn!reader

Genos(with a s/o who isn’t scared at all)

Genos was the one to suggest on watching a horror movie together because he wanted to do “Social activities” with you. He once read during his daily web browsing, that watching horror movies with people that are important to you is a nice thing to do in your free time.

You both got Popcorn, snacks and blankets that day and watched “The ring” together at your apartment.

You honestly didn’t really feel like watching a movie, especially since you already watched that movie twice.

But Genos seemed so excited to spend time with you that you just couldn’t say no.

It began pretty chill, you both were looking at the screen while eating your snacks. Genos talked about how he never watched a Horror movie because he didn’t see the point in them.

Later, when the first jumpscare popped up, you weren’t really surprised. Genos on the other hand looked very much confused.

“I do not understand, Why did she jump up to the screen?”

“So that you get scared, silly”

Later, he started asking more questions and you answered them instead of paying attention to the movie. And after a while the “movie night” turned into more of a chit chat since you both lost interest to watch the movie.

“Y/N, I must admit that listening to your soothing voice is better than watching a horror movie. My suggestion wasn’t that good after all”

Saitama (with an S/O who’s scared shitless)

Ever since Saitama got promoted onto rank B, you finally had some time to spend together as he didn’t have to patrol every day.

You decided that watching a movie at theaters would be great and left the ticket purchasing to Saitama as you bought the popcorn and nachos for both of you.

Little did you know that Saitama had gotten tickets for a horror movie. And little did he know that you were frightened by them.

You didn’t realize that the movie you had entered in was a horror movie way until 10 minutes into screening.

Sitting down on the comfortable armchair and munching on your popcorn, the sudden eerie music and the creepy hall made you halt.

“Saitama..what kind of movie is this..?”

“A horror movie.”

“Oh.”

Saitama casually continued eating his nachos when he suddenly felt you grab onto his arm. He looked at you confused.

“No way, are you scared?”

All you could do was nodd as you were closing your eyes.

Saitama felt kind of proud on one hand to have you cling onto him like that, but he set his ego aside.

“We can leave if you want to, I heard this movie is shit anyways.”

You didn’t wanna ruin your movie date like this, but you really couldn’t stand being here for another second.

Once you guys had left the theaters you apologized to him, but all he did was take your hand and give you a small smile.

“It’s fine, cmon. The fact that we left earlier means we can still catch the sale going on at the supermarket.”

King (with a s/o who loves horror movies)

King already shits his pants when seeing a monster, So I guess he Ain’t a big fan of horror movies either.

You asked him once after playing videogames if he wanted to watch a Movie with you and he agreed, not expecting anything.

At that night you both sat down and you decided to watch IT. It hadn’t even gone through your mind that the movie wasn’t watchable because it really wasn’t that scary in your opinion.

And King on the other hand couldn’t say no to watching a horror movie because he would’t want to upset you by showing his weaknesses.

When the movie began he already was shaking inside, and you didn’t notice until the first jumpscare popped up and he began sweating like hell.

“I’ll go to the toilet real quick Y/N”

A good 10 minutes had passed and he still hadn’t returned, which made you realize that he probably had gotten scared.

It was not too long after that he returned, ready to face the next gruesome 2 hours of his life, but there was no horror movie to be found.

Instead, he saw his favorite game playing on the screen, with you laying on your stomach and holding the controller.

“Y/N..what’s this?”

“I didn’t feel like watching the movie anymore. Playing video games is much more fun.”

A little smile crept upon him, he was very grateful to have such an understanding S/O.

“Sure, but don’t complain if you loose for the 2000th Time.”

Garou (with an overdramatic S/O)

You loved to tease Garou any chance you could take.

It was always fun to see him react to situations he’s never experienced before.

That day you begged Bang at the dojo if Garou could take off one day of his training to have a sleep over at yours.

At first he was skeptical, he knew how reckless the youth of today could be.

But you reassured him that it would be a movie night and no more.

With his approval you had your plan rolling.

Garou was never the overprotective type when it came to trivial things, he thought it was too cheesy and knew you were independent enough.

Once at your apartment, you put on the first horror movie you could see on netflix.

Garou made himself comfortable on the couch, spreading his legs and tilting his head back.

You sat next to him, just waiting for the first creepy thing to happen.

You know sometimes in the movie when theres this tension just to turn out that nothing happened? Like when they turn on a light and theres nothing in the room.

At such a moment you decided to go all out, cling your arms onto his waist and close your eyes.

Garou was cleaning his ear when he looked from the tv screen down to you in confusion.

“What the fuck are you doing Y/N. Nothing even happened.”

“It looked like a jump scare..”

He knew damn well you were being overdramatic on purpose again.

“I swear to god if this is one of your stupid games.”

Despite saying that, he still wrapped his arm around your shoulder.

In some scenes where even he got startled a little, he tightened his grip around you.

The plan had worked. And you had to hold back your grin to save your life.

“It wasn’t even that scary- hey, what the hell are you grinning for? You did this on purpose didn’t you?”

Badd (with an S/O who tries to act tough)

It was after school when Metal bat decided to take you out to the movies.

Everyone at school was talking about this new Horror movie that aired and of course as a good boyfriend he would want to spoil you and let you watch the movie so you could feel included at school.

You were indifferent with horror movies, they aren’t your favorites and you didn’t watch them often, but they certainly weren’t ‘too scary’ for you to watch.

As you both took your seats and the movie started, metal bat was already uninterested in what was going on in the movie. He was way more excited to be spending time with you. His gaze stuck on to you, he could see in what moments your eyes widened, when you flinched, when you laughed and when you felt scared.

It seemed like this movie was more scary than usual and it seemed that badd noticed your uneasiness.

His head rested on your shoulder,

“It’s just a movie.”

“I know.”

You knew, and still you felt uneasy. Though Badd’s assurance helped a lot. You combed through his hair as the movie progressed.

In the end, it did feel like the tension was worth it, as the ending of the movie turned out to be really good.

But that wasn’t the end of your date at all. Your boyfriend still had to spoil you rotten.

“Y/N, let’s grab food and go to karaoke afterwards, ya hear me?”

Zombieman (with a S/O who loves Horror Movie marathons)

Watching horror movies with Zombieman was a usual thing for you two to do.

Especially since you two loved the old Halloween franchise. You’d both be on the couch at his crib, him smoking his usual cigarettes, a good whiskey on the table as you two watched and discussed the movie.

It was a nice activity you two shared. And it was obvious Michael myers was Zombieman’s favorite.

The smell of cologne, cigarettes and whiskey, the dim lit living room and the screams coming from the tv. Thats what you liked to call a romantic evening.

Its only when the room is filled with smoke and he sees your drowsy eyes that he decided to finally end tonights marathon.

He put his last cigarette on the ashtray and turned off the tv.

“We’ve watched enough, haven’t we?”

That deep raspy voice could immediately send you to sleep.

“You’re surely different to please, Y/N. But that’s what I like about you.”

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A/N: Hahahaha I won't delete this I won't delete this I won't delete this I won't delete this I won't delete this I won't delete this

A/N: idk how to feel abt this one

Boss!Sukuna Who: Was never fond of love. and never will be. well, unless it came to you of course

"You seriously only dated 3 people in your whole lifetime??"

"I just answered your question. yes, i only dated 3 people, how many more times do i have to repeat myself?"

"Booo you are so boring..."

"Have you dated anyone and stayed with them after a month?"

"..."

"Exactly. get back to work"

"Gee your no fun"

He'd watch as you walked away from him with a pout on your face, when were you suddenly so interested in his love life?

—

"Sooo what's your type in a woman then?"

"Are you just gonna keep following me to ask stupid questions?"

"and plus. why do you care?"

"Welll Valentine's day is right around the corner and you said you never dated anyone before sooo being the good employee I am I'm making sure you have someone to spend the day with !!"

ah, that's why, he never cared for such a useless holiday seeing how his past history with his partners never worked out well the first one cheated, the second one used him, and the third one just straight-up cut contact with no reason whatsoever

maybe that's why he was never fond of the concept of love and never will be, it's a useless thing and all it's gonna do is just hold you back down so why bother.

and plus, with the current generation, he doubts true love even exists.

"Not interested."

"Awhhh cmon give it a try"

the moment a sound escaped from your mouth he immediately flicked your head

"ouch...."

—

yet despite him not telling you a single thing, you still hadn't given up,

"Nanamii hii !!"

"hm?"

"Sooo you've known sukuna for quite awhile sooo like..."

"hm, what about it?"

"do you know what his type is?"

"...."

the moment the room fell silent you'd look around noticing how everyone just stared at you dumbfoundedly

"wait your serious?..."

"yes...?"

".... how oblivious are you..."

"What is that supposed to mean"

"I'm sure you can figure it out..."

—

Since none was willing to answer you, you just brought matters into your own hands! i mean what better way to look into sukunas past lovers!! maybe it'll help you figure out his preferences,

but oh how wrong you turned out to be...

every woman, even guys... you showed him, he turned down every one of them. how are you supposed to help him find a date if he keeps turning down everyone!

—

You'd be on the rooftop leaning over a railing as you took a puff of your cigarette, eventually, you heard the door behind you open, and when you turned to look who it was, it was no other than sukuna

he stood next to you grabbing out his own pack of cigarettes as he snatched the lighter from your hand and lit his cigarette up while the two of you stared down at the city, admiring the bright lights as the two of you watched in silence

eventually, you decided to speak up,

"how come you keep turning down everyone I set you up with?"

"I told you, I have no interest in them, they don't fit my type"

"See that's the problem! how am I supposed to help if you won't tell me what your type is?"

"i already like someone, so no need"

"what."

"YOU COULD'VE TOLD ME THAT SOONER"

"It's funny messing with you"

"I hate you"

"No, you dont,"

"Tch. whatever. but anyways, who do you even like?"

"You know them,"

"OH OH I KNOW THIS ONE"

with that, he just kept staring at you watching as you named everyone you knew, males included....?

by the time you were done, you were out of breath seeing how you said everything without breathing,

"Okay, so who is it?? I mentioned everyone I know"

"yeah but you didn't mention the person I like"

"I swear if the person you like is yourself..."

"want me to tell you?"

"PLEASE."

"There standing in front of me right now,"

"what? but I'm the one who's standing in front of you??"

"Exactly,"

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LIFE'S HARD WHEN YOU'RE INLOVE ─

─ WITH RIN ITOSHI !!

"Why did you stop?"

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━ 10:00 PM

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"Is she okay..?"

"I don't know."

Your roommates stared out from outside your room, questioning why you were still even awake, what about you? Why are you even awake?

Is it because of what happened today? Or is it because you're finishing your project..

.

.

"She's pulling on her hair.. something is definitely up.. and I don't care, cmon." Reo mumbled, with a Seishiro following behind, still staring at.. whatever you're doing.

They left, without you even noticing that they were even there, there's too much happening in your head right now..

"DID THAT REALLY HAPPENED?"

.

.

"WHY DID I DO THAT?"

With a groan, you threw your head back, landed on the pillow behind you, and shoved your hands in your face, covering your flustered appearance from the world.

How are you going to face Rin tomorrow?

You sighed, rethinking it and then sighed again. During your mini humiliation fit, you accidentally hit your laptop beside you and a random video came on, though the people in the video wasn't..

"Hier ist eine beliebte Frage! Einige Fans in Japan wollten wissen, ob Sie Kinder haben. Einige sagten sogar, sie hätten jemanden mit demselben Nachnamen gefunden! Was denken Sie darüber?"

"Here's a popular question! A few fans in Japan wondered if you have any children? A few even said that they found someone with the same last name! What are your thoughts on this?"

The question caught you off guard, but interested as your head slightly turned in the direction of the laptop, wondering what the answer may be.

The couple who's being interviewed stared at each other for a while, then the man started to speak.

"Nein, wir haben keine, aber wenn wir welche hätten, würde ich mir einen Sohn wünschen, der das Geschäft übernehmen kann. Richtig, mein Schatz?"

"No we don't have any, but if we were to have any I would want a son who can take over the business. Right my love?"

Your face dropped a bit, listening to the words coming out his mouth. Your eyes shifted to the woman besides him, seeing a flash of discomfort yet she masked it. The video went silent for a bit, the interviewer wondering if something was wrong, was about to speak up but the woman did it instead, answering the man's question.

"Du hast recht, mein Schatz. Wenn wir ein Kind hätten... wäre es ein Sohn, der klug genug ist, das Geschäft zu übernehmen."

"You're right love. If we were to have a child.. It would be a son, one who's smart enough to take over the business."

You knew the words that would've came out her mouth yet it still stinged your heart a bit. You turn off the laptop and flipped over, shoving your face into your pillow, maybe a failed attempt in trying to disappear.

You wondered, if love makes you act.. not like yourself, is it worth trying? With your attempts with Rin, have you ever acted like that? The thoughts eat you up as you slowly drifted off to sleep, but you remembered making up your mind.

━ 6:45 AM

"Y/N?"

You were staring at the food on the table, seated at the table with your two roommates. They both knew something was wrong, but who's gonna speak up first?

Reo checked his phone, looking at Seishiro who's literally gaming at the damn table. The purple haired boy sighed, dropping his phone on the table and sighed, taking the lead to start a conversation with you.

"Are you gonna eat..?"

...

"Hello?"

..

He sighed, standing up from the table causing the chair behind him to shift with a sound. The sound broke you out of your trance causing you to look up at the boy, watching as he stared back at you.

"I saw.. the video." Reo muttered.

Seishiro, finally turning off his game, looked at his friends with a hint of confusion.

"What video?"

He asked. His eyes lingered on both you and Reo for a bit, studying your face. The last time you looked this down was when Rin rejected you, but you opened up and got through it, why not now?

He thought long and hard, he was indeed your childhood friend. Sei stared at the table, his food for a bit and went back in memory lane.

When you were younger, you always looked a bit down, everytime he saw you. That feeling left when you moved in with both him and Reo. It left with your parents.

Why is it back? Is it them?

He came back to the present when Reo tapped him on the shoulder, reminding him that it's a school morning.

.

The trip to school was.. okay, honestly it's the same as any other day. Though, it wasn't filled with the random conversations with your roommates. It was just quiet and for once, Seishiro was bothered by it.

Arriving to the building, you separated yourself from the boys as normal, which gave Seishiro the option to finally asked some questions.

His head turned in the direction of his friend beside him and opened his mouth.

"What's happening?"

"..."

Seishiro stopped in his tracks, causing Reo to do so as well.

"I'm guessing it's something with her parents, you met them before." Sei brought up.

"It's just a video."

"Just a video..?"

.

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Poke..

Poke Poke..

..

"Meg.. Obviously she doesn't want to talk." Isagi muttered, staring at your sadden face, resting on your desk.

It caused Meguru to pout. Though, everyone's attention, minus yours, locked onto the door as a student entered in and made their way towards you.

"Y/N?"

Your eyes shifted at the person infront of you, growing a bit when you found out it was Hyoma.

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In the end, your childhood friend was the only one who got through to you, leading you out of your classroom.

But it wasn't a pleasant sight for Rin, as he caught glimpse of you both, hand in hand, walking away from your class.

━ 12:01 PM

"At least smile..." Hyoma muttered, stretching your cheeks a bit.

In response all he got was a small huff from you and a sadden frown.

His mouth was about to open but suddenly closed when he saw Rin making his way towards you both.

"Rin is coming over, I'll leave you two. Don't let your feelings control how you act." He muttered one last time, standing up from the bench and walked back inside the school.

Normally, your face reddens, cheeks hurt and a smile forms whenever Rin is near but now.. you're wondering if it's really worth it.

You rested your chin in the palm of your hand, staring up at the boy who's now sitting infront of you.

Though, as he sat, it was quiet. What did he wanted?

Students walked past, random conversations being heard here and there but not any at the table.

Finally, he sighed, opening his mouth to start a conversation. Finally, you can hear his voice.

"I want to talk to you about something." He started.

Your roaming eyes made it onto Rin, but the feeling deep inside you is no longer there. From the book you read that started it, to the random moments you had, it all came crumbling down when you found out what this love did to you. It was the main reason you ended up alone anyways.

Rin waited for your response, but he got none. He looked down at the table, deep in his mind until he finally made it up.

"Is the project completed?" He asked.

You nodded. His eyes roamed on your face, trying to find s hint of remembrance from last night. If you remembered the moments.

.

.

"Do you remember what happened..?"

.

"..I do."

Now, his heart is racing. He sighed, breaking down his walls for a bit, only this one time. Only for you.

"Y/N, I don't.. know how to say this but, whenever I see you now, there's this dumb feeling I get. It's annoying. But, I also like it.."

.

.

"Though, I watched enough of movies to understand it. I like you, I really do.. This is the only time I'll admit it."

Finally, he looked up at you, for your response, any hints of a mutual feeling but.. there was nothing.

He knows that something is up, he was hoping that maybe.. he would've lightened it up a bit but.. you look worse.

"Why did you say that..?" You finally said.

"..Huh?"

You bit your lip, hung your head down a bit. You're deeply regretting your words. You wouldn't say this. Why let your emotions take over?

"I don't want to have anything to do with this stuff, not now. Not ever." You muttered, hiding the small streams of tears.

If it made your own mother force herself to make him happy, to get rid of you for his own happiness, would you want it?

You got up from the bench, walked away and left him by himself. The one who turned your grey life into color.

Rin Itoshi, who gave you a goal in life, you was the one who walked away and left him.

Alone.

Staring at the seat where you once sat.

## LIFE'S HARD WHEN YOU'RE INLOVE. --

╴“ WITH RIN ITOSHI?? „

ฅ^._.^ฅ : some things about y/n !! she mostly sleeps through the day, only does stuff IF needed !! with her given gift of being effortlessly smart , all she does in her free time is : nap , eat , sleep. hmm what if.. one day y/n develops a crush and now has to ACTUALLY work to achieve a goal ? : date rin itoshi !!

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note: mb bros! ITS NEEDED THO YK CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT ARC or sum..

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⋆. 𐙚 ˚ BLUE SIDE | ron kamonohashi

ʚɞ ron kamonohashi x fem! reader 𓂃 ❪ wc 1k, before you read: manga spoilers, fluff, comfort, BLUE student!ron, ron is whipped for you, love confession, pet names, a lot of teasing ‹𝟹 ❫ 𓂃 ⓘ a/n : okay so . . . i may or may not whipped for this man right there. i also have a huge crush on his BLUE student era, cs cmon he looks so cool in that hairstyle and that stupid confident face (also i’m so desperate for ron x reader fics cs i can’t find a lot of them on tumblr or ao3) ୭˚. ᵎᵎ

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ summary : “ i want to put you in my blue dream,” ron’s voice almost feel like a whisper. you stopped your walk to turn to face him. feeling your heart beating painfully fast, you ask. and he reply,”i want to hold you in my blue dream.”

or a love confession in ron’s way.

the smell of rain and wet trees has been wandering around BLUE academy for a while now. a stunning blue-violet hue in the sky while the rain fog still linger is an enough reason for other students to stay still at their dorm.

well, except for a certain people.

a male student, with his polished and neat hairstyle. eveything about him is perfect, and he knows it. he knows it all too well. and that’s why he’s so annoyingly confident about his attractive appearance and his brilliance mind. that damn smirk when he knows that no one dare to get on his way—

and a female student, you, who’s brave enough to even stand next to him. other students, even the teachers question your sanity everytime you’re together with him. i mean, they prefer eating a burnt expired toast than trapped in a same room with the infamous lone wolf— ron kamonohashi.

and again, you’re an exception for that.

you rather trapped in a same room with the ron kamonohashi, as if it was a normal occurrence.

“this case is strangely interesting,” you hear ron’s mumble that almost feel like an excited shout.

you stopped writing, and then look at him that’s beside you. “mind if i remind you that this is a library? please don’t suddenly shout like that, ron.”

“well, mind if i remind you that there’s no one here beside us? the librarian also left us here alone. no one’s gonna complain about it anyway.” ah, he’s right. you exhale, and then let out a, “sure.”

“what’s the case anyway?” you ask. completely forgetting about your writing and now focusing on whatever ron gonna say.

“about the sun prison case.”

“ah.. the case that no one has solve.”

ron smirk, the damn smirk that you know too well. but you rather refer it as ‘the calm before the storm’ because the next thing he’s gonna say is—

“as my detective partner, shouldn’t you help me solving that case, dear?” —that damn same line.

that nickname he called you always managed to make you blush. “i told you to stop calling me that.” he chuckled, and you never believe that you’ll hear something heavenly before.

“i love seeing that expression of yours.” and he’s confident that he can always make you too stunned to protest.

“if you ever tease me again, i’m not gonna buy you a brown sugar syrup,” you say with a smile. and ron whined in defeat.

“come to think of it, i think you’re more like a whalien 52 rather than a lone wolf,” ron almost choked on the brown sugar syrup he’s drinking. really? that thing? like him?

some students that’s not far from you immediately try to go away from both of you as far as they can. because they don’t want to get splashed by ron’s sacred brown sugar syrup, again.

“now the students don’t want to get near you.” you cross your arm, looking at ron with a bored eye. he remained silent. but it suddenly makes you realized how attractive he is.

“why would i need them when i already have you, anyway?”

now it’s you who choked from the air. “y- you—! ugh..” you try to regain your composure again, but it’s difficult since he just said that casually.

you’re too busy to hide your flustered face when you failed to see his smile. “anyway, let’s go to fin-sensei! she must be waiting for us. also don’t ever compare me to whalien 52 again,” he excitingly said.

ron patted your back, then grabbed your wrist gently. this is a normal thing to you, but never to others. so it’s understandable that the other students who see that was jaw-dropped seeing that scene.

“it’s ron and his... detective partner?”

“how can she get a different treatment?!”

yeah, very understandable.

it’s normal, you think. it’s normal, you try to convince yourself. no, it’s not normal when he only do that to you! your mind shouts, and starting to feel the heat on your face again.

it’s lucky that ron is behind you while holding your hand right now, so he can’t see your flustered face. and you can’t help but feel secure everytime he’s like that. it’s like he got your back.

we’re close, just a few steps to fin fennec’s office. until ron called your name in that unusual soft tone (he always call you softly). you answer his call without stopping your steps, just like you always do.

“i want to put you in my blue dream.” ron’s voice almost feel like a whisper. and you don’t know what’s strange right now; what he just said or his sudden change.

you stopped your walk to turn to face him. feeling your heart beating painfully fast, you reply:

“..what an odd thing to say.” he’s always been like that, too complex for everyone to understand. and even if he got you on all of his exception, you’re still far away to understand him completely.

but as far away as you are, you’re not stupid enough not to notice a faint red hue on his cheek and ears. for the first time, the ron kamonohashi feels like his words stucked on his throat.

“i want to hold you in my blue dream.” your fingers are still linked to each other. everything feels so fast; you open your mouth to ask him what he mean with that, but he already continue—

“in other words, i like you, you idiot.”

oh

oh.

you can’t even think straight anymore. it’s like you’re overheating with all of this things. also, is he trembling now?

“and my perfect deductions said,” he inhales. trying to find his usual confident. “that you share the mutual feelings with me.”

you can’t hold back the smile anymore, so you smile.

“of course the genius ron kamonohashi’s deductions always right,” you immediately hug him. “i like you too.”

“glad to know that my deduction is right again.” he returns your hug, letting himself fall into your embrace. and cupped your face, and with that damn confident of him, he kissed your lips. “my pretty baby got me whipped for her.”

…

….

“seriously?! that damn lovebird just kissed in front of madame fin’s office!” someone shouted inside the office.

“finally that lovesick ron confessed his feelings after these years. you must be happy for him too, shachi.”

[loveparqdise]

⤷ NOT SAYING IT BACK ౨ৎ

summary: chris’s been pranking you a lot lately so you decide to get him back by not saying i love you back.

warnings: none. only fluff!

a/n: this is based on my recent bot, so go check it out! english is NOT my first language.

Chris had pranked you last week, saying that he doesn’t love you anymore and you should break up, it was a harmless prank but when you heard those words come out of his mouth, you cried. So that’s why, now you’re going to prank him back.

You had seen this trend on tiktok where people didn’t say ‘i love you’ back to their partners, and you decided to try it out with Chris. You already knew how he’s gonna act like a literal child when he doesn’t hear you say ‘i love you’ back.

You were sitting in Chris's room, watching your phone, meanwhile he was getting ready to film a car video. He finishes up and grabs his phone and keys from the bedside table. “Okay, ma. M’goin’ to film a video, I’ll be back,” He leans down and places a kiss on your forehead and then your lips.

“Okay be safe and have fun.” You say as you continue going through your phone. “Love you, baby.” He says as he walks towards the door, he’s about to open the door but then he realises you didn’t say it back. “Baby? I LOVE YOU.” He says a bit louder than last time. “Have fun baby,” At your words, he huffs and comes closer to you and snatches your phone away.

“I said, I.LOVE.YOU.” You laugh at his expression and the sternness in his voice. “Be safe, baby.” He scowls and puts his phone on the desk before snuggling in bed with you, his face buried in your neck. You chuckled, “Chris you have to go film!” He shakes his head and says, “M’ not leaving until you say it back.” He pouts, which makes you laugh. “Cmon, Chris you have to go, Matt and Nick are waiting for you. “Don’t care, m’ not leavin’ until you say it back.”

He grumbles as his phone starts to ring, Its Nick. As he ended the call, he got up from the bed with a grumpy look on his face. “What happened?” You asked, questioning his sudden change in mind. “Nicks being fuckin’ dumb and callin’ me to film a fuckin’ car video.” You can clearly tell he’s still pissed about you not saying ‘ily’ back.

“Bye, baby,” He says as he grabs his stuff and again, “I love you,” You’re fighting the urge to say it back. You still don’t say it, he grabs your face and attacks you with kisses, you laugh as his kisses were tickling you. “Chris, stop it!” you exclaimed, “Not until you say it back.” You laughed harder as his hands reached your stomach and started tickling you. “I love you, I love you!” You finally give in, not being able to hold it in longer.

He stops kissing you and pulls in for a deep kiss. “Good to know. I love you too.” He says as he walks away, hiding his smile. He walks out that door and you wonder how lucky you got, finding a man that treats him like Chris, who loves you like him.

divider credits: @bernardsbendystraws

[thecapricunt1616]

Hello all I’m still working on my requests daddy Carmy has just been taking over my fucking brain.

I’ve been seeing the trend on tik tok of wives asking their husbands questions about their babies it just got me thinking how Carmy would KILL this challenge and he would be super proud of himself because he’s so competitive I think it would go something like (Drabble below)

You walk out onto the patio of your gorge house where he’s in sexy daddy mode cooking breakfast on the little black stone grill while he drinks his coffee and you’re like -

“Babe I saw this video about this dad he didn’t know anything about his baby but I know you know cause you’re an awesome dad can we show the people what a good dad you are?”

and ofc he gets all blushy and is like “I’m not a good dad because I know stuff about my kid but I love talkin’ bout’ em so you can ask me questions sure.”

So you start off easy “What kind of formula do we use for cub when I’m taking a break?”

He answers straight away “Yellow one Enfamil neuropro I’m like 99% sure it’s in a yellow container”

“Correct and how many naps does he take a day?” You ask and He chuckles

“Uhm well when he’s bein’ good he’ll take 2 er 3 even if he’s doin’ a lot ‘er he’s sick, but we can usually only get one outta him.” He said while shaping the pancake batter into little Mickey Mouse shapes

“He gets being a bad sleeper from his dad, and what time does he usually nap?”

“Ye’ but he gets the attitude from you. We try gettin’ ‘em down at 12:30ish 1 but he usually fights us and he doesn’t go down until 2” he teased

“What brand and size diaper do we use?” You panned the camera down as he sprinkled blueberries on top of the batter

“Huggies - you like the snug and dry ones - he likes the snug and dry ones cause the box has Mickey on it- and he’s size 4 I think - ye’ 4 now cause the 3’s were lookin uncomfortable - are you filming my hands?”

You laughed, blushing a bit having been caught “sorry you have nice hands, how does he like to be held?” You moved the camera back up

“Uhhh depends? Is he tired is he upset is heee-“ he questioned

“Mm puttin him down f’bed” you said

“Ohh lil’ man likes the football hold” he demonstrates “likes to be all curled up here in my arm like a football and I’ll give ‘em his bottle. But w’you he wants t’fall asleep eating” he said and you smiled big at how attentive he was

“You got an A, I knew you would” you said and he grinned proudly

“That was it? Cmon! Those are easy gimme harder questions then that!” He chuckled

“Hmmm… alright-“ you think for a moment “oh! What’s his favorite movie”

“Monsters inc and monsters university” he said without missing a beat “he goes nuts he loves it he makes us do scary feet with ‘em” he laughs a bit at the thought

“Also correct, what abouttt…his favorite-“ he cuts you off

“Animal? A Bear” he smirks and you both laugh

“Okay what makes him laugh every time?” You asked

“Ohhh hmmmm…” he thinks with a big grin “well there’s a lot- oh well I’m gonna get you that always makes him crack up, also coughin’ if anyone coughs kid is done for” you giggle

“Which is why he is always wakin’ up laughin’ when you cough up a lung in the middle of the night after coming in after a cigarette” you teased and he laughed a bit

“Id rather him wake up laughin’ then cryin it’s easier to go in there and read to em till he falls asleep” he said

“Oh! That’s a good one- what’s his favorite book?” You ask

“Brown bear brown bear what do you see” he smiled “or Goldie locks, but he likes it better when you read that one to him” he said and you heard him squealing over in his playpen happily

“See he agrees doncha little bear?” He coo’d adorably over at him as he bounced up and down

“Dada dada dada dada” he babbled happily and lifted his arms, golden curls like Carmys of course falling over his forehead.

Of course carmen couldn’t deny his little guy so he walked over, picking him up and holding him on his hip and came over to resume cooking

“ you win this challenge bear you crushed it” you told him and your son is just so smitten and happy, cuddling up to Carmy and sucking on his pacifier contently

You post the video ofc it goes viral bc he’s Carmen but also becomes dilf of the year all the ladies in the comments simping over his sexy muscley arms and his tattoos and his ability to hold a baby and flip pancakes at the same time, everyone’s heart melting at the end of the video when your son pointed at the pancakes and went “mi-tee” and Carmy smiling telling him “you’re right cub! Such a smart little man. That’s Mickey Mouse. We gonna watch Mickey house while we have breakfast mm? With mommy?”

[princesachicana]

𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞 pt.2

a/n: it's finally here!! how long has it been?! first things first i want to say thank you to everyone who's been rooting for this fic!! I honestly hit a huge writers block and had no motivation to write!! but all the sweet messages from people saying they enjoyed my work has made me so happy!!! SO ONCE AGAIN THANK U AND I HOPE U ENJOY!! I tried my EXTRA HARDEST SO I HOPE THIS GIVES U THE CLOSURE YALL WANTED I LOVE YOU SM! ALSO THIS IS NOT PROOF READ SO PLEASE EXCUSE ANY MISTAKES!! I JUST WANTED TO FINALLY POST FOR U GUYS!!

It took a lot out of you not to stay in bed the next morning. The softness of your bed wrapped around your body gives you some sort of comfort. But of course, staying in bed would only make you feel worse. At least if you got up it would be easier to fake happiness. To no surprise, your phone was flooded with missed calls and texts from both Steven and Belly. Of course, you only responded to belly telling her that you'll explain your reasoning for ditching your "date" with Steven later.

Why did Steven even bother leaving you so many texts last night? If you were such a bother to him? Annoying. That's what he thinks you are. And what if you never heard those disgusting things he said about you? and went on the date with him? Would he just continue to lead you on?

Steven: waiting for you by the pool.

Steven: ur late

Steven: u look pretty even though i can't even see you. pls im starving

Steven: is belly holding you hostage?

Steven: it's been 18 minutes cmon.

Steven: the guys are going to laugh at me for being stood up I'm getting nervous.

Steven: did something happen are you okay?

Steven: belly is worried as well lmk.

You laughed at the messages blinking back angry tears that threatened to fall. Gosh! he was so fake. You could only imagine how relieved he must have been to not hang out with you.

Belly: have funnnn

Belly: no funny business!!

Belly: wait where did you go?!

Belly: Steven keeps pacing back and forth waiting for u

Belly: what’s going on?

Belly: just let us know ur okay

Belly: y/n ??!?!??

Y/n: hey, something came up last night sorry I had you worried. can u come over?

Belly arrived 20 minutes later. You spent the time together watching reruns of your favorite Disney show. “Do you want to talk about it?” Belly asked after a while, noticing something was bothering you.

“I overheard the guys talking about me last night.” You fiddled with the throw blanket that was on your lap. “At first it was just them teasing Steven about our date or whatever.” You took a deep breath upset that you felt like crying. “But Steven only agreed to hang out with me…” You paused blinking back tears. Belly moved closer immediately pulling you into a hug. “He only agreed to hang out with me…so I could stop annoying him! I honestly don’t know what I did wrong?” You pulled away from belly’s arms wiping your tears that had fallen.

“Maybe I was too forward? but I just wanted to see if he felt the same way…it was dumb.” You shrugged. Belly shook her head “Nope my brother is a fucking idiot!” she stood up taking your hand in hers and pulling you up. “I won’t let you mope around all day because of him!” You sighed “I don’t even have a choice do I?” Belly laughed shaking her head. “What do you say we go to the boardwalk? Taylor’s coming in today too” she smirked.

“And maybe someone would be happy to see you I don’t know” she whispered with a grin. “What are you talking about?” You questioned. “Well you know Xavier..the one that works the lemonade stand?” You nodded your head yes. “Well, he totally has the hots for you.” You cringed at her word choice. “He does not!” You laughed. “Oh, he does! you were too busy ogling my brother last summer you didn’t notice him ogling you.” she poked your side teasingly.

“Now let’s go!”

~

“Stay still before I poke your eye out” Taylor groans finishing up your eyeliner. You were now at the Fisher’s beach house getting ready to go down to the boardwalk. You laugh pulling away “I think that’s enough…if you make my eyeliner any thicker I’d cry!” Taylor playfully pushes your head away. “Sorryyyyy i want to make Xavier fall to his knees when he sees you!” You frown when she brings that name up. Sure, Xavier was a nice guy…and he was cute…but he wasn’t Steven.

You’d always imagined Steven being your first everything. First kiss, first date, first time. It was something you’d dreamt of all this time.

“Yeah…im going to get a snack before we head out do y’all want anything?” You ask heading towards the door. Both girls gave you a sympathetic smile shaking their heads no.

As you reached the kitchen you stopped in your tracks. Steven turned from looking into the fridge. You made eye contact for about 5 seconds before you beelined for the cabinets. “Hey,” Steven broke the silence as you pulled out a granola bar. You felt the warmth of his stare and turned finding him now leaning against the counter. “Hey…” you whispered looking anywhere but his face. “So you gonna tell me what happened last night?” Steven crossed his arms around his chest.

“Just didn’t feel up for it anymore ..” You shrugged nonchalantly. “That’s it?” Steven scoffed. “Yeah…that’s it” you whispered about to walk away. “What’s going on? I’m like so confused right now.” Steven gently gripped your arm. “Nothing just forget it…it’s not like you wanted to go anyways.” you rolled your eyes. “And what makes you think that?” He muttered eyes scouring your face for the truth. “Um, I don’t know let’s see …you quite literally ignored me this entire week!” You responded sarcastically.

“I didn’t mean to. I had a lot of shit on my mind alright?” Steven uttered softly. It almost felt genuine. The words he spoke just last night almost became liquid. “Yeah like what?” You whispered eventually looking into his eyes. “You can tell me..” You spoke gently stepping into him closer. No matter how much he’s hurt you. Steven would always make you melt. “Nothing let’s just forget about it…he pulled away opening up the fridge once again.”

It was like a switch was flipped. How he went right back to that cold shoulder he had been giving you all week. “You're a fucking asshole” You spewed, already ready to walk out of the kitchen. “Where are you going?” He abruptly spoke again. “The boardwalk…you know? so I won’t annoy you here.” With that, you left a confused and remorseful Steven behind.

~

“Hey, look y/n why don’t you go get a lemonade?” Belly suggested with an eyebrow raise. Shit. you were hoping they forgot about that. “Guys I don’t feel up for this..” You pouted looking between both Taylor and Belly. “Noooo go talk to him! you look hot as fuck.” Taylor gently grabbed your face giving you a mini pep talk.

“What if Xavier wants to hang out..I cant just ditch you guys?!?” You were stalling and they knew it. “We’ll be here waiting for you” Belly smiled. “Just try to have fun alright? But hey if you don’t really want to do it …we’ll back off” She narrowed her eyes at Taylor. “No…I’ll go” You laughed giving both of them a hug “Thank you guys.i really appreciate this.” You’d definitely still be moping around in your room about Steven if it wasn’t for Belly and Taylor. They both wished you luck as you headed straight for the lemonade stand.

As soon as he spotted you. The biggest smile spread across his face. “y/n? damn, it’s been so long” Xavier greeted you with a hug. “It’s only been a year!” You playfully ruffled his curly hair that sat atop his head. “That’s way too long…I enjoy seeing pretty girls year-round.” He spoke smoothly, he definitely knew how to talk to girls. “Shut up” You laughed pushing him away with not that much force.

“I have an hour lunch break…you up for arcade games?”

~

“So…you seeing anyone?” Xavier asked as he ate a scoop of his mint chocolate chip ice cream. You thought about it for a moment. Technically no you weren’t seeing anyone. But you knew you were still hung up on Steven. A day at the boardwalk with Xavier wouldn’t change that. “It’s complicated…I guess” Xavier sighed “I've been there…it’s rough” You nodded you were curious as to what he meant but you didn’t want to be nosey.

“Hey, look they have street fighter..” Xavier smirked. “Want to go a couple of rounds?” You nodded immediately pulling him towards the game. “Mhhm loser buys the winner a funnel cake!” You suggested with a chuckle. “Ouuu im so down y/n” Xavier squeezed your hand that held his quickly striding towards the arcade game.

Just two more steps, Just two more steps and you’d be fine. The rowdy yelling completely threw you off. You stopped in place looking behind you where the voices were coming from. You had no time to move out of the way, no time to prevent this from happening.No time to stop the trio of boys that you knew all too well. Suddenly a body collided with Xavier, the force immediately making your intertwined hands lose. “Dude, what the fuck?” Xavier groaned. It was then that you snapped back into reality. Eyes wide when you noticed Xavier’s ice cream now all over his shirt.

“What’s up? how are we doing?” That voice full of humor made you scoff. Steven stood tall a smile on his face. You hated that it kind of made your heart flutter. “Steven, what is your problem?” You gestured towards Xavier’s now ice cream stained shirt. “He’ll be fine y/n it’ll wash out.” Steven laughed, but once he noticed you didn’t find this funny at all he frowned. “I’m sorry man, I just came over to say what’s up..” You ignored Steven’s apology not believing he meant it. “Hey want me to help you get cleaned up?” You asked Xavier voice full of concern.

“No.I got it…I’ll see y’all later.” Xavier spoke nonchalantly as he walked away. When he was out of eyesight you brushed past steven heading out the door.

“Y/n” Steven immediately followed behind you. His long legs make it easier for him to catch up with you. “You embarrassed me” You stopped outside the arcade, letting him pull you to the side. “Embarrassed? sorry to interrupt your little date” Steven scoffed. “It's not a date we were just hanging out, why do you care?” You groaned running your hands down your face. “Maybe because just yesterday you were supposed to hang out with me?” Steven spoke definitively.

“Oh my god, just earlier you agreed to forget about it,” you said with an eye roll. “It was dumb, stop acting like you care just go home Steven I did you a favor.” He shook his head “What are you talking about right now?” Steven pulled you in closer, one of his hands placed on your waist. The other coming to the side of your face, willing you to look at him.

“I heard you.i heard everything,” you spoke up voice hoarse. Steven’s heart carried pain at the tears that stood brimming in your eyes. The realization was clear when he made the connection. “And you know..who cares what Jeremiah and Conrad think! what hurt the most was you.” You shrieked. You hated that you were crying in front of him. You hated that when he hauled you against his chest you felt secure.

“I'm sorry baby... I'm sorry” Steven sounded voice vulnerable. Leaving kisses atop your head. “Why would you say that?” you sobbed breaking down in front of the boy who caused it. “I didn't mean any of it” Steven brought your face between his hands once again. “But you said it..it still fucking hurts Steven.”

You wiped your face getting prepared to pull away and walk back home.

“Wait, please let me talk to you.” Steven begged. “okay” you replied being prepared to cry all over again. “My head has been all fucked up..and that isn't an excuse I know” Steven looked down as if he couldn't construct the next words. “Please don't shut me out.” you pleaded gently. “I want you...i have all this time.” Steve confessed for the first time.

“—And I didn't want to fuck anything up we've..been so close all our lives if I ever messed that up I would never forgive myself.” It's as if you were dreaming, the boy you loved stood in front of you disclosing his feelings for you. “And what? this whole week of you acting cold towards me, were you trying to avoid your feelings?” Steven bobbed his head “Yes, if I lied to myself it would make lying to everyone else easier because the fucking truth is I want you so bad” You didn't tell him but at that moment you forgave him.

“And you called me the annoying one?” You giggled pushing on his chest gently. “Right now we could have been making out on the beach….but noo you had to be a brooding boy” Steven tickled your side, causing you to squirm in his arms. “Yeah, my fault can I kiss you now? been practically wanting to my whole life.” Steven threw his head back fake pouting setting one hand over his chest. You figured you'd throw his words right back at him. “You're so desperately desperate”

Steven smirked “Yeah for you? I am” Those words welcomed a whole lot of beautiful feelings. At that moment is when Steven bent down bringing his lips down onto your own. As your lips moved together, butterflies erupted in your belly. You smiled against his lips when you both needed a breath. “Hey, by the way, your not off the hook.. I'm still sort of pissed at you.” You declared pointing a finger into his chest.

“Yeah, I figured” He laughed wrapping his arms even tighter around you. “How about I make it up to you this whole week? I'm taking you out on dates…ill even get on my knees if I have to. I'm going to follow you around like a puppy.” Steven rambled on. You laughed out loud covering your mouth with your hands. “Oh, it's funny?” Steven raised an eyebrow suggestively. “Yeah, you're such a loser.” You joked.

Before Steven could respond you tugged him into another kiss. Perhaps everything wasn't one hundred percent fixed. But you and Steven were finally here together. You and Steven were finally in each other's arms that's all that mattered. You’d figure out the rest together.

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[bambi-kinos]

Would you like to answer a few questions about you opinions about Paul. Peoples read him very different and of course as a human he too has good and bad sides. What are the things that stands out to you the most: pros and cons besides being icon and music genius. Not from beatle historians or anyone else's opinions just your personal views? In the Beatles, pre and post Beatles. How do you view him today vs from decades ago? (Don't know how long you've been a fan) do you think he's mostly happy or sad in private. I'm asking you this because to me you seem like the one on line blogger that seem to "get him". Also would you say that you are attracted to him? Have you seen him live? What are you favourite songs by him both as a Beatle and beyond. I'm a super-Paul-stan fan and proud of it and nothing you say can change my own opinions of Paul but because nobody is perfect. Ok I'll let you go now.

Had to think about this one for a couple of weeks.

My opinion about Paul is that most of positive and negative feelings towards him are earned. He deserves the reverence but sometimes people take it too far like when his stepsister Ruth called him a god with feet of clay or whatever lmao. That kind of behavior is incredibly cringe and its very embarrassing that people can talk that way about Paul. But I think that he's busted his ass for over 60 years so truthfully he's earned the accolades and praise that he gets. There are some people that get really pissy and mad that he's revered so much and the only thing that we can say to them is "get a fucking life." Paul McCartney has been working his shapely ass off for decades to get where he is and is still slamming out music at in his fucking 80s. When you accomplish half as much as he has than you can think about whining that he's too revered and too worshipped.

On the other hand Paul has done a good job of earning all the negative emotions directed at him. He's egotistical and isn't graceful about wearing that praise. He tries to pretend he doesn't care but it's so transparent and see through that it's actively irritating, I think it's this more than anything that can get people to bitch. There is a phony veneer to Paul where he's clearly doing a bit of some sort and it's aggravating because it's not entirely clear what the bit actually is. Like all the posts making fun of him for pretending to be """normal""" are not coming out of no where, it's real aggravation that he's worked his whole life to get where he is and he tries to go "heehee I don't actually want it I'm just a guy like you <3~" like cmon dude really. For fuck's sake.

When it comes to Paul himself, my take on him, idk. I identify with Paul heavily. I like to think I'm more aggressive than he is but who actually fucking knows. I went through a life changing trauma at a similar age. (I was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes when I was eleven years old which is the insulin dependent diabetes that you hear about a lot on social media. BTW if anyone else has diabetes type 1 or 2 I'm available to talk, my dad and my partner are both type 2 and I know a lot about both.) I can identify with how your life is heavily bifurcated between Before and After. I also identify with how Paul really struggles to come to grips with his family life, while it's clear Jim and Mary did love him a lot they also simply were not stellar parents and a lot of their success with Paul and Mike lies in the fact that they gave their sons a steady home life without chaotic disruptions more than that they navigated the trials of parenthood well. I identify with that as well because diabetes makes my life very chaotic, and my parents did work to smooth those things over; but on the other hand my folks also had nasty and ugly moments with me just like Jim did with Paul. So I know what its like to love your parent immensely and be loved by them and still have a deeply resentful and distrustful relationship with them. And I never had a John Lennon in the mix to disrupt things.

I think it left me and Paul in similar places though our birth order is reversed with him being the oldest and me being the youngest. I realized a long time ago that I was completely on my own in terms of my diabetes and the rest of my life (my mother made some treatment decisions about my diabetes that nearly killed me a few times before I took control of it completely.) A parent can love you immensely, try to do everything right, and still damage you profoundly. With Paul having to endure physical blows and attempted emotional manipulation from his father, I think he too realized that he was totally on his own and that Jim could not give Paul what he needed. That is why Paul has such a strong self preservation instinct and why he comes off as two faced and why MLH remarked that he did not want to be in a dark alley with Paul if Paul did not like him. I've had to do some nasty things for self preservation and I think Paul has had to do it too. Some of them we know about but the majority we never will.

I think that it's hard to be the first born or the last born kid. You get so much of your parents attention but they screw you up in so many ways. I know middle children tend to feel ignored but I'm going to tell you right now, you're being shielded from a lot because you're not getting the Eye of Morder trained on you. Maybe we should all be thankful for what we have, idk. I have a lot more in common with my oldest sister than any of my middle siblings.

Paul is ruthlessly out for himself. I think John dying actually changed that a bit, it made him somewhat less vindictive and he was more open to letting people in but he's never not going to protect himself first. Or else he wouldn't have married Nancy in the first place, Nancy's first cousin was Barbara Walters and through Nancy Paul has a direct line to the news media which means he has yet one more string of influence so that he can control his public image. Nancy and Paul like each other a lot and their relationship is sincere, but Paul also benefits greatly by it. Do you see how this goes with him lol, he can invest in sincere relationships (and to be clear he does love Nancy) while still benefitting from it materially and immaterially. Note that a lot of the negative stuff about Paul started fading out of the press after he married Nancy.

Other fans often think I'm being negative and hateful about Paul when I point out that he is a manipulator and that he has a ruthless streak in him but that can't be farther from the truth. I sincerely admire Paul's ability to arrange his life in such a way that he is safe from most tangible threats and that he has such a way of moving chess pieces so that his hand isn't visible. I find that a great deal more admirable and amazing than John's bluntforce "let me squawk like a chicken to a reporter and they'll shit on Paul for me because I took a photo with them" thing. John was very blunt and clumsy with his sledgehammer and that did get results but I think that Paul is a great deal more artistic and beautiful with his media manipulation. The fact that he can carefully line up his pieces, get the results he wants, and then his influence is never seen (unless you extrapolate your way backwards from the results) is, to me, a great deal more elegant and sophisticated than the Lennono approach to bloviating during interviews.

Paul learned this during the initial Beatlemania rush when he had scads of heterosexual men all on their hands and knees begging him to let them fuck him. He does things exclusively through dangling something people want in front of them and then lets them take a course of action that suits him. And despite the fact that he is the architect of these movements you can never trace anything back to him because he does everything through influence and suggestion, not by out and out coercion or bribery. It's actually kind of incredible. Last week my friend remarked "I think Paul could pull off a bank heist and never get caught" and she's right.

That's what I admire about Paul. That is what I think is beautiful about him. Not necessarily the music or the lyrics or the insane life. Just the fact that he is a very patient and careful human being that doesn't lose his cool easily. I want to know more about him because I want that, you know? Being able to control facets of my life with that much care and harmony.

But that wasn't always the case. Paul was very clumsy during the 1970s because he let his feelings rule him when he should have crushed John like a bug. It wasn't until after John died that Paul started building the fortress, that was when he finally realized "oh shit, I need to build a persona for PR. I can't just be me anymore." Wings Paul is in some ways the most honest Paul, he vomits his feelings everywhere and we get a lot of insights into his mind and home life. That was before he had formed his own network of influence and political chicanry. 1980s Paul is when he's investing in that network finally and then 1990s Paul is when he started putting it into motion culminating in the divorce with Heather Mills. All in all I find it fascinating that Paul was not able to pull these disparate parts of himself together until he was in his 40s and Linda died. What is to be done with such a man?

I think that Paul has always had disparate parts of himself that he hasn't been able to reconcile. This is of course not unusual, it is the work of our lifetimes that we must see, accept, and internalize our contradictory natures. It's Paul's bad luck that he has to do this all in the public eye. No one envies him that. It's hell on earth and my heart breaks for him sometimes.

When it comes to Paul's moods in private, I think he is more or less "happy." Paul himself has said that he doesn't overthink his actions, he just decides what he wants to do and does it and whether it pans out or not is a different matter. I think that he's the kind of person that doesn't ruminate and he doesn't overthink what he's doing. And if he does do that then he goes to his guitar and does the "tell it all my problems" thing which is actually music therapy. It clearly helps him a lot and it clears his head so that he can keep his problems in perspective. I do that with journaling and my common place book, and I should do it more. It clearly helps Paul which is a good habit to have. All in all during his day to day life, Paul is happy and accomplished and has a big family with lots of grandchildren. Clearly loves Beatrice to bits and would do anything for her. The fact that we never hear anything bad about Beatrice is proof that she inherited all the right things from Paul lmao, she knows better than to get in trouble. Interestingly I think Beatrice is Paul's mini-me and considering Heather Mills is the same kind of personality as John Lennon, it makes me think that John and Paul having children together would actually have worked out very well for them.

On the other hand we know that Paul carries his share of anger and bitterness and old grudges. "No one knows the real me, do they." We're lucky that we live in a time where we can be relatively open about our personalities as well as our wants and needs. Paul did not grow up with such privileges and is only just recently starting to feel his way to the place we have inhabited our entire lives. He's suffered greatly for it. He's a naturally reticent person but I think John Lennon is the only person in the world Paul could fully express himself with; even Linda did not get full access to Paul considering comments made by others about Paul's controlling nature which belies anxiety. Why was Paul anxious around Linda, his soul mate? Because there were still parts of himself he didn't want her to know. And so on.

I think that in some ways Paul's lack of rumination and cheeriness is a choice that he's made for himself. He's been "tired" of negativity and hurtfulness for pretty much his entire life, he's always wanted to bring light into the world. John once said that Yoko painting "yes" on the ceiling of her exhibit was what he liked about her because it was positive, unlike the self absorbed 'woe is me' bullshit exhibits other avante garde people put up. I think John was attracted to Paul for similar reasons. Paul tries to take the sad song and make it better. Paul transformed John's life and he saved John from a much harder and painful path like the common belief that John would have landed himself in prison if he hadn't met Paul. I don't think it would have happened precisely that way but it was certainly a distinct possibility that John was aware of and he knew that Paul saved him from it.

Paul does it for himself as much as anyone else. I think he's actively trying to avoid the traps that many of us fall into. Rumination, bitterness, regrets. These are things that poison a person's life and even without therapeutic language Paul realized that he didn't want his life to be consumed by it. That doesn't mean he doesn't have his well of pain to tap into but he wants to live and be happy. He said once that John wouldn't want him to be hurt and depressed and he was right. I think if we all approached our lives with that kind of attitude, "I deserve to be happy and I'm going to do what it takes to get there," we would all be much better off. Paul is a role model in more ways than one.

Paul is a sport, a one off. There is no one else like him and when he dies there will never be anyone like him ever again. Treasure him now while he is here.

I have never seen him perform. When he has his next US tour then I'll go, I don't care what it costs.

Am I attracted to him: yes and yes. I find it more like an aspirational attractiveness but I think he's intensely beautiful and he became more beautiful as he aged (though there is something very special and breedable about 22 year old Paul McCartney. It's deeply depressing that he never got pregnant.) That's different from being handsome, all of the Beatles were handsome but Paul is intensely beautiful. It's the kind of thing that gets memorialized in Sumarian poems. If we were told he was descended from swan maidens or something like that, it would not be a shock. There's a story in that somewhere lol, imagine Paul bathing in a lake and John steals his feathered coat so that Paul will marry him or something like that. IDK. Paul is very intense.

Beauty is sovereign. Beauty triumphs over all things. Paul is one of those rare people that handles (almost) all of his affairs adroitly. Every little thing he does is magic.

I'm a big fan of all of Paul's work, I genuinely enjoy London Town for instance and I don't get why some circles make fun of it. Synth owns what is the problem here. Some of my favorite Paul songs:

With a Little Luck

Probably my favorite "John, I love you, I'm sorry, please come home" song. It's just very Paul, the very carefully arranged harmony, the minor key in an upbeat tempo, with the almost mismatched lyrics before Paul brings it back to a major key resolution. It makes me want to find my partner and kiss them on their lower lip. (My partner has a very pouty lower lip, easily one of their best features.)

Let 'em In

I have an entire animated music video in my head about this song. I've actually been looking up how to teach myself art because I want to pursue it. First learning to draw, then learning to animate and all because I want to animate this sequence I have in my head. Oh Paul. I adore you.

Rock Show

This one actually made me stand up and dance around my house which never happens anymore. I just love the energy and Paul's silly voices. And Paul's platonic fascination with axe wielders rears its head again! I wonder if Paul ever fantasized about killing people with an axe.

Another Day

This is the anthem of my life lmao. At least I have a romantic partner but we're long distance until I can emigrate to the United Kingdom so again I identify very heavily with this Paul piece. Ahhh…

When it comes to Paul's Beatle work, I don't really want to reference anything there because Beatles music was such a community effort, even Paul's songs aren't fully his once the other three got their hands on it. That's not a bad thing but it does mean the Beatles were an engine unto themselves. Paul never had full control of his songs. My choices are not particularly enlightened but they are true which is all I can provide.

This was a really great ask to get, thank you for sending it in. Very flattered if I'm someone who "gets" Paul. I think it's more like he makes a lot of sense to me and it's very rare that he does something that does not make sense to me. I'm probably projecting a lot but we all do that so who cares?

[twisted-wonderland-but-gayer]

I was the anonymous one who asked the question about the manga. What I meant was that I find it very strange that they didn't have the flirting scene with Yuuken but did have it with Yuuna (the female yuu). There was also no flirting scene with Yuuta, the third Yuu... don't you think that's unfair? And the first encounter with Malleus ALSO happened with a female Yuu! and although Yuuka didn't give him input or anything like that...(in fact, she seemed indifferent) still...and not only that, have you seen how Jamil corners Yuuna to hypnotize her? It looks like a scene straight out of a yandere shoujo manga or something. My question is...why does this happen with a female Yuu (even in-game Yuu) but not a confirmed male Yuu?

Oh no I get you, sorry if I came off mean.

Though I still do somewhat stand by her actually having more personality to her compared to the others still but also let's be real we know the real reason: most the twst Fandom is cishetwomen yumeshippers.

A lot of people in the Yumeshipper/ x Canon have been known to be unbelievably toxic. People were angered when Yuuken first came out because they thought it crushed their dreams of a female Yuu/OC so they can ship their OC and also "they can't be gay!!!" And all. Which is funny given most villians were made by fruit cakes but I digress.

I have gotten harassment for being a masc blog before. I have seen anons harassing people shipping their ocs because THEIR oc is dating them and also they wouldn't like their oc!! And if the Yuu is male/trans they'd prob add "they won't like boys anyways" or "why would they date a trans person" << actual stuff I've seen when i was new to the fandom

Then all the OC shippers that basically say "MY OC is the best for this character no one comes close!!" The POC Yuu dislike. People harassing Yuus for being Mary Sue's (and if so who fucking cares jesus). Or a lot of puritan fans that can't belive you made deuce curse (even though the JPN version has a lot of cursing). Or make Ace say some dumb middle school level flirt/sex joke without people calling you weird or clutching pearls.

Yuuma having more chemistry with these characters helps ensure the majority of the fandom that their ocs are fine.

Seriously. This is someone coming from the mother fucking Transformers Fandom. The fandom that thrives and encourages self shipping. The series that regularly has self inserts by the authors (and the fact they're so good the fandoms loves them and is happy for the author). I love seeing self ships and x ocs. I think it's nice.

If you're genuinely getting jealous over pixels, I think you may need to unplug for a bit examine yourself. Especially if you're harassing people over them. At what point do you realize the insanity of what you're doing.

Shit likes this kills fandoms and it's content makers. Good luck getting fics and art in an environment like it.

Anyways this got ranty my bad and you're free to disagree. I'm just a bit tired of modern fandoms and the influx of fandom police.

I hope to see more boy kissing implications in the future and if not fandom exists

Also can we stop tagging x oc as x reader. Cmon man

[mina-posts-nonsense]

rin & ness’s doomed unconditional love (p1 rin)

i think it’s interesting how the itoshi brothers & kainess both break up because one part of the duo puts their “person” over football:

football to rin & ness simply becomes a means to be close to someone they love, but just by doing that they’ve driven away that precious person:

this will probably be like 2 or 3 parts because of the image limit, gonna begin with rin and his love first!!

rin and that snowy night:

rin originally wanted to be the world's best striker yet limits himself to second best, because that’s what sae wants from him:

he loves sae so fiercely that even if sae is showing him the ultimate faith, and willing to support his ORIGINAL dream- he wholeheartedly rejects it.

(side note: it’s CRAZY how sae said there’s people more awesome than him, so he revised his dream, yet still had faith in RIN to be the best regardless of what he saw in spain!!!!!)

think about it, isn’t it much better for rin to be the world’s best striker rather than constantly being overshadowed by his brother in second place? isn’t it better for him if sae simply acts as support ? yet even if this is a better deal for him, sae once told him that anything less than a striker is worthless :

so by sae’s own metric, rin doesn’t want his brother to be worthless (or “less”) than him, because he loves him and treasures him above himself, he’s okay being “less” but he’ll never accept his brother being “less”.

next, sae tells him to not give up on their dream just because it’s hard without sae, which he tries reminding sae of in that same conversation:

so he doesn’t want sae to give up on himself, because again he firmly believes that sae is capable of the best, he’s just wondering why this is all happening, throughout the conversation we see him ask questions because he’s trying to understand the change he sees, like why are you suddenly putting yourself down?

why do things have to turn out like this when i did what you told me to, when i tried my best for you all these years?

like cmon everyday he trains hard, to the extent where his teammates know his habits!

he just constantly making sae aware of how much sae means to him, how much he believes in sae and he never wanted to put their dream at risk in the slightest:

so this whole scene is how rin loved sae enough to advocate better for him, it’s how rin believes that sae is the most deserving of being the best and how rin will even fight sae over that belief even if sae shows that same belief in him !

i started with night snow because it’s something that rin gets mischaracterised to hell and back for, when it’s literally an example of his devotion and unconditional love for sae, yet he’s accused of “not caring” or being wrong or disregarding sae’s feelings and causing the fight.

WHEN THROUGHOUT THE CONVERSATION ALL HE’S TRYING TO DO IS UNDERSTAND SAE, he wants to know what’s wrong with his weight loss, he wants to know why sae changed his mind, he wants sae to stop putting himself down and giving up on their dream, even after the 1v1 he tries again to bargain and reason with sae, there’s not a doubt in my mind that he would have come around to sae being a midfielder.

but sae putting himself down, sae giving up on being the best, sae coming home changed and exhausted, sae not explaining anything beyond “you don’t know the world”, it’s not anything that rin can agree with.

rin’s love for sae vs his perception of sae’s love for him:

it’s immediately clear that rin loves sae beyond football, just notice how the smile disappears from his face when he sees sae’s exhaustion

how he praises him (showing that he kept up with sae’s career) then notices AND worries about his weight loss, because he cares about him more than his football successes- what he wants to talk about is sae’s health !!! yes he’s brillant and amazing at football, but how is his health ? ( which sae sadly brushes him off ...)

here’s that same scene from the light novel:

“

“Wasn’t that shot naive?”

While he was entranced by the fluttering snow, he heard a familiar voice from behind him.

“Ah.” When he turned around, Sae was there. The falling snow reflects the lights on the ground and sparkles. In the snow that shimmered beautifully, as if like an illusion, Sae was standing. His heart leaps. It wasn’t an illusion. He was carrying a large suitcase, and he could tell he had come here straight from the airport.

“Nii-chan……”

He thought he would just shout out loud “I'm the best in Japan!” and hug him, but in reality, that didn't work out that way. Sae's expression was grim and looked terribly worn out. He wasn't the kind of person to smile, but even so, he had never shown this kind of face to Rin.

“Welcome… back…”

“Yeah… I’m back.”

He wonders what's wrong. Is he tired from the plane ride? Or is he not feeling well?

“It’s been four years, huh… but weren’t you supposed to return tomorrow?”

…….He wonders if he isn’t glad to see him after so long.

“Yeah. I came ahead of schedule.”

The snow continues to fall. He doesn't know why, but his brother seems so far away. It’s sad and scary.

”

so yeah, he loves sae more than football and that is the exact problem!

even after that snowy night, he STILL keeps up with sae’s news:

the first image is directly after their fight and the second is after u20, so even when he thought sae threw him away and didn’t love him (or never loved him in the first place), he STILL keeps up with him.

even crazier is that he once jumped in front of a moving car to save sae’s ticket:

so that’s why it hits so hard when he thinks sae only used him for football, because he used football for sae:

this is a crazy statement considering that rin has his own desires to play football! he has a destroyer ego that sae has nothing to do with, yet his love for sae outweighed his initial impulses to play, that’s why it’s a doomed sort of unconditional love.

love -> (supposedly) hate aka the crashout scene:

the specific trigger for it is him thinking that his entire life was a lie, that all the love his brother had for him was false and simply because he was worth using:

he’d rather not have played at all if everything was false, if he was being used, if the sae he loved simply never existed, but the thing that send him over the edge is his experiences being invalidated:

(fun fact: that specific frame he’s looking at is his favourite picture

“His favorite photo is the one taken when they won the junior competition. Rin is in the third grade and Sae is in the fifth grade. Sae is in the middle of their team, with a bored look in his face like it’s just natural to win. Next to him is Rin holding the trophy high in the air because Sae, the ace who was supposed to hold it, let Rin do so.”

mentioned in the rin light novel!!)

the sae he loved and who loved him wouldn’t have given up on their dream, that sae would never have given up on his ego or said such cruel things to him. in a weird sort of way, he’s trying to give value to their bond by destroying sae- because he’s refuting the fact that everything they had was a lie, he genuinely loved sae and he practically built his whole life around him-and that’s why he won’t forgive the fact that sae is supposedly invalidating everything.

remember because all his life he’s wanted to be by sae’s side, he’s continually bothered by how far sae is:

throughout the light novel, he basically talks to sae’s picture and it’s emphasised how lonely he was without sae and how much he struggled and also constantly worried about being left behind. yet he didn’t tell sae a thing as to not burden him with it.

remember they equate their personal relationship with football, it’s not just about “far” in terms of skill level but also emotional distance:

rin is just continually yearning for his brother, he wants to be good enough to be by his side and the reminder of how far sae is keeps sending him into despair- right after this scene, he says this:

consider the prior context- he crashed out because sae invalidated their brotherhood so here he’s stating to himself that they ARE brothers, thus he refuses to be less than sae to prove that !

you could even argue he's fighting so hard, specifically dedicating every minute to football for the purpose of defeating sae because he thinks this will repair their relationship (aka “defending their brotherhood, making sae see that everything wasn’t a lie”):

(side note: it’s almost like he’s denying any change in their relationship, because he doesn’t want to believe things have changed or that everything was a lie!)

hence why he melts immediately at recognition even if he didn't get to enact his revenge of hurting sae as much as sae hurt him:

for a second, he thought he finally proved himself enough to get his brother back.

like cmon rin scored this match and sae didn't say a word, rin was also n1 of bllk and captain and helped create chances for everyone to score, it's only fair that sae takes back his words because they clearly aren't true, yet even the most basic form of recognition makes rin soften up like that and he just gets his heartbroken again.

desire for validation:

prior to pxg vs bm football was basically a way to bond with sae and get him back, [i think we’ll see him focus on his destructive impulses now that he understands his true ego (in the light novel he uses horror movies to cope after sae leaves)] and a core part of that was looking for validation.

he changes himself so that he can stay by sae’s side, this later becomes "how can i make him approve of me"? which unfortunately translates to "im not enough unless he approves of me":

he’s quite literally haunted by not being good enough for sae, when rin finds himself lacking he uses sae’s insult of “lukewarm”, it’s most clear in pxg vs bm, he literally conjured phantoms of sae and despair at not surpassing his phantom's expectations! he only receives "pleasure" from a goal when he defeated sae's phantom (after isagi took its place)- so in a way, he's almost trying to as working to shape his destroyer ego into something that sae approves of.

rin also has this negative self image of himself, remember he was told that his worth depended on football by the person he loved the most, and he seems to have internalised this:

if his body breaks, that’s all his worth is as a football player, he doesn’t value his body it’s just a tool for him to use to prove to sae that he’s not worthless! an incredibly destructive mindset that you see later on too:

so yeah, unconditional means unconditional, he will act in practically self harming ways to get good enough for sae, even if it’s his own phantom of sae- he will do anything and everything for that validation/approval/love. it’s not that he loves sae if sae loves him (otherwise night snow would have turned out differently) but he loves sae ABOVE himself, that’s why he can easily put his body at risk and why he’s so opposed to sae being a midfielder.

abrupt conclusion:

i had more to say buuuuut i ran out of pictures🫠 so im gonna conclude this part here, i still have to talk about his destroyer mode and what sae said during night snow too, but basically the main points of this post are that:

rin loves sae selflessly and unconditionally, he is fine being lower than him even if his dream was to be the world’s best striker yet he will not allow sae to be lower than him, he believes so strongly that sae can be the best that he’s willing to fight him over it, which dooms him in a series about being an egoist and ruthlessly climbing over people to be the best. (also rin genuinely worries and tries to understand sae in night snow, just please re read the thing if you still think he was some heartless prick, because the entire time he was questioning, bargaining and always mentioning how highly he thinks of sae.)

rin used football to be close to sae, yet he believes that sae used him for football, but even after, thinking that he still keeps up with sae’s career and admires him and immediately melts when he thinks sae will recognise him 

a more destructive side to his love is how willing he is to hurt himself to evolve/beat sae(hence get him back)/train because he was told his worth to sae as a brother comes from his football skills. he literally jumps into a moving car for sae! he’s incredibly desperate for validation.