#i am a ✨poet✨

[bebx]

calling the fact there isn’t a pomegranate emoji as of now a crime

[throwaway-yandere]

(Same 4D chess anon)

I noticed the Al thing due to a video explaining it. But for some reason it didn't fully register in my mind and kept using Al, until I got tired of typing it and just went for Hai 😂

And about Ayato, the reason why you see Inazuman characters with their surname first then their name, is because in Japan they value more the household name as a family rather than by individual (for example, when Kazuha always refer to his family as the Kaedehara Clan) due to pride and honor. That's why Mondstadt characters such as Diluc and Eula, whom are of noble origins but doesn't use their last name as a form of status (Or at least Diluc doesn't. Although Eula mentions it more like the customs of Lawrence family and not as a given) Actually, when you hear the presentation line of Diluc, he says he is from Mondstadt rather than being a *insert his last name bc can't type it*.

Makes sense If you have into account Mondstadt history with nobility!

Oh don't worry I know about how japanese last names work haha :DD was quite the "weeb" before. It's just that I'm not confident on how tumblr works and if people search "yandere kamisato ayato" or go straight to "yandere ayato" lololol. unlike non-inazuma characters, it's really cute how long their names are on screen. Kazuha is my first 5 star so I remember tons of people making memes about his name tag lololol

Euiaiaejwi, we don't know how to really adress alhaitham in my friend group either. He got a couple of nicknames

Al

Haitham

Ham (a personal fave)

Wife (this one's strange to explain so no i will not explain it. and whatever you imagined, that's probably the right answer lmao–)

And oooh, I never noticed that about Diluc! Admittedly, I probably missed that detail cause I was a major Kaeya simp when I first played this game lol– I wish we could really learn more about Mondstadters and their clans. I'm still on copium that Varka is on the Imunlaukr Clan lol (built the premise of an old fic on that so pls be an Imunlaukr)

[flowersinmidgar]

my hand is SCREAMING

[chloeseyeliner]

my sociology professor has been giving off wild mr. Keating vibes from the very beginning of the semester.

last week,he even commented on a girl's tote bag that has "carpe diem" written on it and asked her to tell the whole class what it meant to seize the day for her.

(rip to that girl,I would probably die were I her but she seemed quite fine with it and her answer was really great.

honestly,the way the guy said these two little latin words that made me enter this movie's world in the first place,two and a half years ago,the tone of his voice...was so.mr.Keating.it.hurts.)

so,you can imagine my utter excitement when today,two months in,someone said something (very specific,I know,but I cannot remember what they were talking about now,I am sorry!) and the guy answered,smiling:

"Dead Poets Society it is today, then,guys,okay,I guess!"

like,I was so right about him.

[strawberrybyers]

squishmallows just announced that it’s coming out with a stranger things collection. so when i have mike wheeler and will byers squishmallows and we’re all sitting in a circle in my room listening to the tortured poets department i recommend you mind your business because i am doing healing work 😌✨

[srbachchan]

DAY 5821

Jalsa, Mumbai Jan 25/26, 2024 Thu/Fri 9:16 AM

Happy Republic Day 🇮🇳 .. greetings 🙏🏻

🪔 ,

January 26 .. birthday greetings to the artist Ef Miten Lapsia .. wishes and love specially to his 🖌️ ..

January 25 .. birthday greetings to Ef Priyanka Verma .. and Ef Tilak Rishi ..

💍 .. greetings to Poet Sahab Ef Pravin Ahuja and his better half Shalini .. on the silver anniversary of their wedding .. on January 23 .. happiness and togetherness .. 💐🙏🏽🚩

.. ✨

The Day of the celebration of the Republic 2024 and my wishes first to all on this auspicious day .. prosperity, belief, progress, development, valour and the integrity of a Nation that strides bravely and with immense pride into the year and days ahead ..

My BHARAT .. My PRIDE !!

🇮🇳

Work load for the day of the 25th kept me away from the detailed missive that is rendered each DAY .. but never ever is there the thought of a leave or a miss in the communication with the Ef ..

and the missive from generated opinion strengthens the day of the celebration and the pride of a nation :

" National pride is a profound sentiment rooted in love, loyalty, and attachment to one's country. It embodies a collective identity, uniting citizens through shared history, culture, and achievements. This pride fosters a sense of belonging and responsibility, motivating individuals to contribute positively to their nation's progress. It often emerges during significant events, such as sporting triumphs or patriotic milestones, instilling a deep sense of unity and purpose. While national pride can strengthen a country's resilience, it should be balanced with an open-minded appreciation of diverse perspectives to promote global harmony. Ultimately, national pride serves as a powerful force, driving communities towards a brighter, shared future."

Labour at work cannot be denied and cannot be reasoned as tiring or giving an inkling of disinterest .. NEVER .. when there is work, there is resilience to complete it and give it the very best at all times ..

What goes out for public consumption, must portray the very best effort .. the audience is not interested in your personal discomfort or circumstance during the creativity it has come to witness .. and they should never be given any indication of its presence if there is temperament .. NO ..

You give me love .. you witness and pursue my creativity .. I must give my very best at any cost ..

be in prepare at all times .. in each fresh avatar or change .. yes rehearse, learn, read and re read again and again .. the writer is supreme .. he writes with the passion he expects you to be in when it is activated .. never ignore his work .. he devises, he creates, he evolves .. we merely follow what he has worked .. that respect must never be forgotten or ignored ..

NEVER ..

sincerity can never be miscalculation .. it has the capacity to be noticed and lauded ..

ALWAYS ..

to expect adulation and praise and notice at all times is difficult .. not just for us but for them that wish to do so ..

Value the moment .. but never let it be the cause for arrogance ..

Officious at work is good .. over officiousness can be very painful for all concerned ..

We understand the work also .. that is why we are hired or remunerated .. give some bearing to that as well dear Officious Master 😁

My care and love as ever ..

❤️

Amitabh Bachchan

[ethereal-nonsense]

Arthur, gorgeous man.✨

This was a part of a series I did for the Soldier, Poet, King trend on TikTok a couple months ago

My comments wanted me on tumblr so here I am!🤍

[morningstargirl666]

what are your top ten favorite klaroline fics?

Ooooo let me think... in no particular order:

The Lost Prince & The Eternal Queen by @3tinkgemini /3tingemini

Oh this is a beloved favourite. Caroline's a werewolf alpha and Klaus, fresh from breaking his curse, searches her pack out to turn them into hybrids. Instead of forces them to turn, Caroline makes a deal with him, teaching him what it means to be who they are, offering him a place in her pack and if by a certain amount of time her pack want to become hybrids, he may turn as many as he wishes. It's got some great lore and delves nicely into Klaus' werewolf side. I adore it.

The Stubborn Grace of Being Loved Regardless by @helpless-in-sleep / perfectpro

Also an all-time favourite, this fic is beautiful. Caroline isn't turned into a vampire and when Klaus rolls into town, she's still human. That doesn't deter his affections. AND DID I MENTION YOU GET TO SEE HIM IN WOLF FORM? NO? WELL YOU DO AND I AM STILL NOT OVER IT 😭😭😭

Wisteria by @little-miss-sunny-daisy / sunnydaisy

Caroline meets Klaus before he comes to Mystic Falls, without realising he is in fact, The Klaus, The Original Hybrid. A beautiful love story unfolds that leaves you all soft and gooey inside.

The Howling by @bellemorte180 / BelleMorte180

I LOVE the idea of this two-shot. It's a werewolf mate au - wherein both Klaus and Caroline are werewolves. There's also ✨Damon murder✨ Need I say more?

From The Eastern Mountains by @cupcakemolotov / Cupcakemolotov

Read this not too long ago actually and kicked myself for not finding it sooner. In between grieving her mother, travelling and finding her own place in the world, Caroline keeps bumping into Klaus. The scene at the market haS changed me on a fundamental level, i even don't know why that scene's the most vivid for me but it is. There's just something so mundane about it. AND HELL YES WE GET KLAUS IN WOLF FORM!!! Go forth and read.

Their Nightly Ritual by bellamywinchester

A fic from my ffnet days, this has got to be a contender for my favourite kc fic of all time. Again, there's just something so mundane about it, even with all the supernatural shenanigans - I guess I have a type? I NEED THE DOMESTICITY OKAY? Caroline and Klaus exchange phone calls while she's in college, diverging from season 5 canon.

Blood and A Quick Murder (and isn't that how it always is?) by @ks-caster / KS_Caster

A beautiful character study on how Caroline will always come first in Klaus' books. It explores a really unique idea I've never seen before, and if you like this one-shot you should definitely check out ks-caster's Red Queen series too, which diverges from canon at season 4.

Till I Tasted You by @kirythestitchwitch / KiryTheStitchWitch

GOD this fic is a favourite because never have I ever been ruined so severely by one line of dialogue: “As if I could be jealous of a boy who has no concept of what it is like to touch the sun and then spend a millennium looking for daylight in every strangers’ face.” YOU SEE??? HOW WILL I FIND LOVE NOW THIS IS MY STANDARD???

[muffled screaming]

Wicked Schemes by willowaus

This one is probably on every klaroline rec list, but eh, I don't care. It's a good classic. I love that its set in New Orleans and Caroline gets her own powers. It also has Klaus in wolf form and any fic that has that instantly earns my seal of approval, as you should know by now.

the fate makes for a lousy poet by @stars-and-darkness / for_darkness_shows_the_stars

I binged this in a morning and after I finished it I was left shell shocked, in that high state after a fic has completely changed you on a spiritual level where you don't know how to move on with your life. I just remember lying atop my bed and staring at the ceiling like??? What do I do now??? What was I doing before I read this??? Fuck if I know. It's an amazing fic, canon divergent from season 3, a tattoo soulmate au with brilliant appearances from Kol, Elijah and Rebekah as well. And hey, in my shell shock after reading it I left an essay-length comment on the fic and now I'm best mates with the author. Our tastes literally align so perfectly it's like we share the same brain cell, so I could probably make a top ten klaroline fic list out of Ella's fics alone - every fic of hers takes all my hopes and dreams and weaves them into art. So check her stuff out, and not just the popular ones either (she's also got an amnesia au in the works which has me FERAL so come help me pester her to finish it)

[spade-riddles]

Spade… I think something is afoot with this Amazon book, but not in the way everyone else thinks.

When you go to the Amazon page for the “Tortured Poets” - Willow Bowery book (published on Feb 22nd, or the 53rd day of the year — 🎁 anon), there is this description:

The 🎁 anon used the same language of what “this is” and what “this is not” in the clues. So we know what this book is NOT… it’s not the manuscript. It’s not an album or a department. It’s shared musings between an author and their audience. Got it.

Here’s where it gets interesting. While on the page for the “Tortured Poet” book, there was a sponsored ad for another poetry book: “This is a sign.” by Anon. This popped up right below the other book, as an ad, not in the “you might also like” section (so not based on search algorithm, but is a paid ad by the anon author).

Remember on February 20th (2 ✌🏼days before this Willow Bowery book was published to Amazon) when TaylorNation posted the pic of old Taylor from her Funeral in Anti-Hero with the caption “if we won the lotto, we wouldn’t tell anyone. But there would be signs.”

And everyone was all like… wtf? Seemed totally out of the blue.

(🎁 anon mentions PUBLISH and says something about looking above/for the ones the came before it)

Here is the description for This Is a Sign - Anon (published to Amazon on Dec. 20, 2023).

Book overview

“For those of us who are looking for a sign that everything will be okay, this is it.

This is a sign. is a stream of consciousness in the form of poetry and prose collected from journals and phone notes written by anon in “the pond” of her twenties, typed on a 1980s Smith Corona Typewriter, and arranged into this collection. It explores themes of home, heartache, heartbreak, and healing.”

At the Tribeca Film Festival Q&A, Taylor reveals that Typewriter in the All Too Well Short Film was an Easter Egg — it was the instrument by which the protagonist, Her, would go on to write her book.

The specific typewriter in the ATW short film was a Smith-Corona, sold under the Sears Cutlass brand.

In the author description on Amazon, it says:

“seeking to soothe souls through poetry and prose”

and provides a link to this website: anonpoetryandprose.com

So naturally, I followed the link and it takes you to a very basic webpage with a notice of the book launch, a link back to the Amazon page, and a banner that scrolls “This is a sign. -This is a sign” continuously.

The sidebar menu has only 2 options: Contact (“send me a sign”) by email, and “Postcards from Poet” for $20 with the following description: Randomly chosen poems from This is a sign. handwritten by me on a locally-sourced vintage postcard and sent to you from wherever I am ✨

Sounds like this mysterious Anon is quite the jetsetter, traveling around the world and sending postcards.

If the Willow Bowery “Tortured Poet” book is a callback to this community, and specifically to the 🎃 anon riddles, then I surmise that, with the bizzaro TN “there will be signs” ig post and the ATW short film typewriter Easter egg… perhaps our mystery author is TS herself, and this book of poetry (I’m guessing written while she recorded at Long Pond at age 29), Is a message to “us” who need reassurances that everything will be okay.

Anyway, long story short I ordered the book. And I think I might get a postcard when she starts her tour again… and see where it’s sent from.

[devotedtosadpoetry]

Poet's Masterpost

About Me:

In case you can’t tell I love poetry, I also write fantasy and different forms of fiction which also includes rottmnt ✨fanfiction✨

DOWN WITH THE STOCKHOLM (WIP) Link to Chapter One

Unpredictable posting, but once ready chapters will be posted on the upcoming Saturday

art by my beloved @turtleinsoup

Note on Down with the Stockholm: This fic is very heavy, so mind the tags when going into it. I also sometimes add tags for each chapter for the more specific stuff. Please stay safe while reading and please take care of yourself. Here is the link to an essay on how Dr. Bishop views Leonardo

MY CONSUMPTION (WIP) Link to Chapter One MC does not have much due to Stockholm taking my priority. When Stockholm ends MC will have my full attention.

Stockholm is coming out as quickly as possible while I am taking more of my time with MC and planning it carefully.

look at # down with the stockholm for anything stockholm related, # my consumption or mc au for anything my consumption related, # down with the stockholm fanart for fanart of course, and # inspirational art is for art that inspires me (for both dwts and mc au)

Also here is the link to a gruesome little one-off I did

[ash-says]

hey girl! i hope you're doing well💗

would love some book recommendations from you<33

Hii girl!! I am doing great. Thanks for asking✨

Coming to your question it's kind of difficult to determine which genre you are looking for in recommendations.

I don't read self help books tbh. I am more of a fictional reader and books surrounding the area of my interests like politics, business, etc.

Still I can suggest some classic recs to you and manhuas (If you are into them like me):

1) Gone with the wind (Passionate. That's all)

2) The picture of Dorian Gray (I personally didn't find the story that engaging but it's best for vocabulary building)

3) The Great Gatsby (This one has kind of left me scarred, it's a deep one once you understand it)

4) Wuthering heights (Currently reading it but the pace seems slow in the start)

5) The dead poets society ( I bawled my eyes out for this one. 10/10 recommended)

Manhuas:

1) How to save the female lead's brother( Roxanne the main character is sooo badass. I hope it continues. Speedy recovery to the maker)

2) Beware of the Villainess

3) The Villainess is a Marionette (The art✨✨)

4) The Broken Ring (The emotional rollercoaster is just chef kiss)

5) Noragami (It's a manga but it's my all time favourite)

Non fictional books:

1) The India way

2) Wings of Fire

3) Indian Architecture ( I haven't completed reading this one)

That's all I have to share. Honestly I am a fictional reader at the core. So I hope I was able to suggest something helpful.

[leemillion]

CALLING ALL PRESTON GOODPLAY LOVERS (aka me)

IM MAKING A PLAYLIST

FOR THE ONE AN ONLY 😌

AND I NEED SONGS THAT REMIND YOU OF HIM. WHETHER THAT BE DIFFERENT STAGES OF HIS LIFE (canon or headcanon) OR YKNOW JUST WHATEVER GIVES YOU THE ✨VIBES✨

I’D LOVE SOME OUTSIDE OPINIONS ON THIS

HERE’S THE SONGS I ALREADY HAVE IN ORDER:

Introduction to the Snow - Miracle Musical (gives me the ✨vibes✨)

Look Who’s Inside Again - Bo Burnham (Think it would describe his childhood. At least a part of it)

Am I Supposed To Apologize? - Maria Mena (It’s %90 percent here because of a few short lyrics that would imply him discovering his love of theater. The other %10 is because I have a headcanon he’s a child of divorce parents.)

My Play - AJR (C’mon man it seems pretty self explanatory if you’ve listened to it. Plus it adds onto the divorced parents theory)

The Main Character - Will Wood (It’s literally him. C’mon man. The vibes. Also you cannot tell me he wouldn’t be a huge Will Wood fan.)

Hard to Be the Bard - Something Rotten! (He’s a writer✨ An artist✨ It can’t possibly be easy 😔)

Soldier, Poet, King - The Oh Hellos (Now this one is more the Performance Trio as a whole but still. Preston is the poet, obviously 😌 while Nerris is the soldier and Harrison is the ruler.)

I/Me/Myself - Will Wood (Because he's just so ✨gender✨ Plus if you headcanon him as gender-fluid it makes this even better.)

Oh No! - Marina & The Diamonds (A desire to succeed. To make it big in this world. He knows what he wants and he won’t stop at nothing to get it. He definitely has a fear of failure. And who’s to say he doesn’t feel like he’s the worst? He already acts like he’s the best. Who’s to say that’s not a cover up?)

Everybody Loves Me - OneRepublic (Consider this the beginning of Preston Goodplay’s Good Play. He finally has a performance piece that people seem to like. He’s finally getting the love and attention he so deserves 😌 But at what cost?)

Non-Stop - Hamilton (Turns out his new performance is the only thing people seem to want. So why not just keep writing up new ideas for it? Sure he’ll eventually run out. But right now’s not eventually! He’ll just have to keep coming up with new ideas for it! Thing is it’s getting a lot more stressful than he intended.)

Left Brain, Right Brain - Bo Burnham (Oh Y’know just that one scene where he’s arguing with his own fucking reflection. Unsure whether he should sell out and give the people what they want, or follow what he wants with the risk that no one would like it.)

Show & Tell - Melanie Martínez (Ok this is getting ridiculous. They’ve started showing up to his practices and commenting on HIS writing process. It’s overwhelming. But what can he do about it? They’re his target audience. Well his only audience but still-)

Everyone is Dumb - Mazie x Everybody Likes You - Lemon Demon (Seems self explanatory. Everyone actually pays attention to him now. They’re excited for his performances. Everyone likes him. But they’re also stupid. It’s a stupidly simple performance that’s virtually the same every time. Yet they never get tired of it. Yes they like him, but is it worth it if this is the reason they like him.)

Shine A Light (Reprise) - Heathers (Oh y’know just the silly little nightmare he has :,D And then the hallucinations of his own reflection laughing at him. Plus him pulling out that prop knife uh- was he just being dramatic or??? Like he did have a bit of a psychotic break, man’s was hallucinating. How do we know he didn’t think the knife was real? Like was he actually trying to- y’know? Seriously is he ok-??)

Are You Satisfied - Marina & The Diamonds (He talks to David for a bit. And something’s called to question. Is he satisfied with this? He’s worried about his future yes, but then again what’s the point of making art if he doesn’t actually like it himself. It’s pointless. And he realizes no one else should get a say in what he wants to create. It’s his problem. No one else’s.)

Drama Club - Melanie Martinez (Honestly just doesn’t give a shit about anyone’s opinions anymore and that’s kind of a good thing. Even if they hate it. “Any reaction, positive or negative, is still a reaction :D” As tomatoes are pelted towards him. Honestly a healthier mentality than he had before. And I think that’s the end of the Preston Goodplay’s Good Play section of the playlist!)

Recess - Melanie Martinez (I’m here for Preston’s grandmother raising him and teaching him everything she knows 🗣️🗣️🗣️ Stg every lyric fucking fits. Also I think this could apply to his new mentality of “Fuck you it’s my art not yours I do what I want.” A nice little summary to the fiasco that is Preston Goodplay’s Good play.)

Mirror Man - Jack Stauber’s Opal (Mostly just gives me Preston vibes. His desire to become famous and what not.)

Art Is Dead - Bo Burnham (Vibesss man. “I am an artist, please god forgive me. I am an artist, please don't revere me. I am an artist, please don't respect me I am an artist, you're free to correct me. A self-centered artist. Self-obsessed artist. I am an artist. I am an artist. But I'm just a kid. I'm just a kid. I'm just a kid, kid. And maybe I'II grow out of it”)

Finale (Can’t Wait To See What You Do Next) - AJR (Honestly just thought it’d be cool to have the last song in the playlist be called Finale 💀 But I think it’s a nice little summary of his character. A final bow if you will 😌)

Anyways that’s about it. If anyone else has suggestions or input on the songs already here feel free to! Hell if you happen to disagree with anything feel free to. I love discussions about things I like :D Also feel free to suggest songs that you think I should add 😌 Gonna go pass out now baiiii

[write143]

✨Reading Master List

Here's a masterlist of what I have read and/or am reading on AO3! Currently everything I'm reading is primarily SKZ fics (some have referenced TxT or ATEEZ and it's cute) but I'm generally just reading to read and learn what people are writing/passionate about. It's honestly enlightening, in a good way (most times). Reviews are below the cut. ♥

my ao3: think143 🔖 - unfinished work 📗 - completed work 📖 - currently reading/tracking

My Favorite (Finished) Fics

(In order of completion, not best/worst or anything like that)

hands-on learning 💖 (E) 25.2k Relationship(s): Han Jisung/Lee Minho Notable Tags: Alternate Universe - College/University, Porn with Feelings, Friends to Lovers My Notes: I thought I would have more to say about this one but it's just really really good. A nice quick nighttime read before bed. There's just something about the ones with "feelings revelation" that make me sooooo happy. And yes, all of the smut is *chef's kiss*.

MFA (Most Fuckable Ass) 💖 (E) 53.2k Relationship(s): Han Jisung/Lee Minho Notable Tags: Teacher-Student Relationship, Professor Lee Minho, Student Han Jisung, Slow Burn, Daddy Kink My Notes: I burned through this fic in an evening and I am fanning myself like a Southern woman in the heat of summer on her front porch. So incredibly well-written, and I've found a fic author that I'll be following closely for a long time.

don't leave me tongue-tied 💖 (E) 57.5k Relationship(s): Han Jisung/Lee Minho Notable Tags: Alternate Universe - College/University, Friends to Lovers, Friends With Benefits, Porn with Feelings, Light Angst, Denial of Feelings, Emotional Slow Burn, Misunderstandings, Fluff My Notes: This was honestly really endearing to read and see actual feelings come to light. Author commented to say that it's based on a manga called "My Quiet Best Friend's Just Tongue-Tied", but without the dub-con elements. Well-written and reads easily; comical when it needs to be!

Haebang 💖 (E) 193.6k Relationship(s): Stray Kids Ensemble/Stray Kids Ensemble Notable Tags: Fluff, Smut, Porn With Plot, Sex Work, Dom/sub Undertones, Daddy Kink, Explicit Consent, Subspace, Porn with Feelings, BDSM, Polyamory, Slow Burn, Hurt/Comfort, Possessive Behavior, Feelings Realization, Safewords My Notes: Okay, hear me out; there is a LOT going on in this fic. A lot. The point of the Haebang retreat is that each member specializes in helping you find liberation with one aspect of sex; be it intimacy, dom/sub, etc, and each chapter follows each member at the start before things start to get a bit more involved. However, any time I try to word why I like this fic so much, I simply cannot. Also Seungmin is a nerd and we love him for it.

instinct 💖 (E) 53.4k Relationship(s): Bang Chan/Reader Notable Tags: Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Mating Cycles/In Heat, Alternate Universe - College/University, Light Dom/sub My Notes:This was the first ABO fic I read and it makes every other one I've read after it pale in comparison. I love how the author describes what's going on in the reader's head without over-explaining or spoon feeding it to us. The relationship between Reader and Chan, plus all of the other housemates, is so so so good.

come on home 💖 (E) 206.7k Relationship(s): Han Jisung/Lee Minho Notable Tags: Angst, Smut, Mutual Pining, Slow Burn, Violence, Strippers & Strip Clubs, Denial of Feelings, Referenced Homophobia, Domestic Violence, Implied/Referenced Cheating, Feelings Realization, POV Alternating, Gangs, Guns, Shitty Exes My Notes: The guns are there for a split second, but this fic is very centered on a incredibly difficult to read domestic abuse situation, and the liberation from said relationship. There's also the orientation realization of another character, but that instills a lot of angst and fear of loss while reading. However, the fic is still incredible, a powerful read, and definitely on the recommended list.

Wannabe Poet 💖 (E) 134.2k Relationship(s): Han Jisung/Lee Minho Notable Tags: Bad Poems, Bullied Han Jisung, Friends with Benefits, Loss of Virginity, Exhibitionism, Smut, Attempted Rape/Non-Con, Sexual Assault. My Notes: I'm all about found family and I feel like this fic really hit the nail on the head for it. I loved the concept of this fic from the beginning. Han texts a bad poem to a random number and makes a friend in Minho. Most of this fic seems centered on Han becoming comfortable with his true self and what he wants, not what his family wants for him. I really love the love that he finds not only in Minho, but in everyone around him. ♥

Five Stars 💔 but 💖 (E) 420.7k Relationship(s): Hwang Hyunjin/Yang Jeongin, Han Jisung/Lee Minho, Lee Felix/Seo Changbin, Bang Chan/Lee Minho Notable Tags: MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH, GRAPHIC DEPICTIONS OF VIOLENCE, DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT, Cannibalism, Dismemberment, Drug Use, Implied/Referenced Self-Harm, Implied/Referenced Child Abuse, Emotional Manipulation, Some Fluff, Explicit Sexual Content, Animal Abuse, Animal Death, Grooming, Murder, Mutual Pining, Minor Choi San/Jung Wooyoung, Implied/Referenced Suicide My Notes: I have to stress so so so so much that the writing on this fic is one of the best I've ever read. HOWEVER, it's also one of the most fucked up pieces of fiction I've ever read. Mental health issues are at the center of this bloody, sexy, kinky fic. It would truly be a horror movie if it were put onto screen. Please please please make sure to read ALL OF THE TAGS on this fic before deciding whether to read it or not. I had to take frequent breaks but it was difficult to make myself look away because I wanted to know what the hell was going on. I have never screamed so much at a fic before in my life. I cried at least six times and four of those were in the last 50k words.

Heart Song 💖 (E) 63.1k Relationship(s): Han Jisung/Lee Minho, Bang Chan/Lee Felix, Hwang Hyunjin/Seo Changbin, Kim Seungmin/Yang Jeongin Notable Tags: Alternate Universe - Soulmates, Soulmate-Identifying Marks, Alternate Universe - College/University, Angst with a Happy Ending, Physical Disability My Notes: I just...I cried so much during this fic. In this universe, soulmates are identified by a dream that people have on the night of their 16th birthday. They dream about a significant memory from their soulmate's life, and when they awaken, their soulmate's first impression appears on their body written in their handwriting. The only problem is that...Han Jisung is blind, so he has never seen anything. Lee Minho leads his whole life thinking that he doesn't have a soulmate, because he saw nothing in his dream. I LOVE the author's storytelling style, the way they use angst in believable ways, and the way that they bring the characters together.

Speak With Your Eyes 💖 (E) 164k Relationship(s): Han Jisung/Lee Minho Notable Tags: Alternate Universe - Space, Hybrids, Androids, Alternate Universe - Science Fiction, Space Corps, Miscommunication, Slow Burn, ONLY ONE BED, Found Family, Smut My Notes: A ROMANCE IN SPACE?! Lee Know is an android hybrid, and unfortunately this universe has a lot of not very nice things that are in place regarding people who are not fully human. Lee Know saves Han's life, then Han saves Lee Know's life, then Lee Know saves Han's life again...you get the picture. It's incredibly well-written, a lovely drop into a different setting than I'm used to, and devourable in a day. Will be following this author for a while!

so sweet like chocolate 💖 (T) 71.7k Relationship(s): Han Jisung/Lee Minho Notable Tags: Alternate Universe - College/University, Strangers to Friends to Lovers, Slow Burn, Fluff My Notes: I cannot stop gushing about this fic. The mutual pining is written incredibly addictingly and just aaaagh! Lee Know is a librarian, Jisung is a student who has never visited the library before, Jisung may have accidently thrown a pencil at Lee Know...it all becomes very fluffy at just the right pace. I read this so quickly and when it was over, and the author's note popped up saying "and that's the end!" I had to check the % progress on my kindle. I would devour any further stories written about this story, but I am also okay with how it ended, and imagining what happens next.

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Lyric Affirmations ✨🪐1🪐✨

Lyrics (Rough Translation) + Affirmation

Some Deep Voice Is Making Waves Through My Heart 🌹 My (insert adjective, e.g, deep, siren, high-pitched - whatever you desire) voice makes waves through everyone's hearts

Your Beauty Is Like Gold, When You Look At Me, It Kills Me 🌹 My beauty is like gold and when I look at people, it kills them (metaphorically)

When I Saw That Glow On Her Face, It Made My Eyesight Brighter And Better Too 🌹 When people see the glow of my beauty, it makes their eyes grow brighter and better because of how stunning I am

What Magic Have You Done? You Have Lit The Candles Of Pain 🌹 I have a certain type of magic within me that just lights a mixture of feelings in the candles of people's hearts around me

He Sits And Writes Poetry, And He Sees Your Face Through The Pages 🌹 People sit and write poetry about me, and they see my captivating face in each and every word they write, in every book they open, and in every page they look at

You've Turned "Lahoriya" Into A Poet, His Heart Doesn't Rest Without Seeing You 🌹 I've turned everyone around me into poets because of my immense beauty - they feel as if they can't rest without gazing upon my face

Tell Us, My Beloved, What This Connection Is. That Girl Has Left After Stealing My Heart 🌹 People are constantly begging me to form a connection with them because their hearts have been stolen by me. I didn't have to do anything. I just had to walk past them and allow them to glance upon my beauty

Song: Wo Noor - AP Dhillon

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All we’d ever need (Part 15)

Tommy Shelby x reader

Series master list

The last part in the bathtub was one of the very first ideas I had 💕

⚠️ ⛔️ 🔞 Warning: Smut

✨A/N: Even though this is not the last part, I have a few thank you I don’t want to miss, first, to the genius behind this idea @lyarr24 all of this started with a “what if Tommy’s girl gets pregnant but she doesn’t feel secure of having a baby because of Tommy being Tommy, thank you for that Lee-Anne and for all the other ideas you shared along the way.

All Gifs by @thesoldiersminute ✨ (Thank you for your constant support through this series, seriously your gifs make a huge difference) 💛

Also big thanks to @theshelbyslimited for the poem!! I loved getting a chance to share this piece of art here, I think Tommy, the poet is a side of him we didn’t get to see on the show 💖

There’s also a line inspired by a @peakypoet quote 🙂

I’m sorry this got a bit longer, but there are so many things happening ☺️

You wanted Y/N to show off the Shelby bump? There you go 😉

Derby Day.

“Your. Body’s. So. Fucking. Hot.” Tommy praised between Y/N’s legs, his fingers moving at speed in and out from her center, over and over again, moving rhythmically just as her heavy breathing. His tongue joining seconds later.

The pleasure blinding her momentarily. “Tooo-oh-my.” Her hips bucked involuntary against him.

Withdrawing his fingers, Y/N lifted her upper body leaning on her elbows to look at Tommy, she puffed. He licked his lips and resumed his previous work.

“Let it go, love.”

Hooking his fingers upwards he smirked lustfully while Y/N couldn’t control it anymore and came hard against his hand and mouth.

“Ah, ah… oh.”

Y/N was still laying on her back, trying to catch her breath.

“You’re turning into a sex machine, I swear.” He chuckled. “Fucking horny all the time.”

“Do I hear someone complaining?” She let a loud sigh out. “I thought you said you’d be my slave?” She meant joking for one of his poems.

Tommy crawled on the bed to kiss her lips. “I am.” He admitted without hesitation.

Hopefully once the baby was born, they’d be able to go back to normal, they were still careful about the baby, even that it seemed lately the pregnancy seemed to be going well. But for now, he was pleased with his job, Y/N had already made him cum, she didn’t stop until he reached his release.

After the extasis they shared, silence overcame around them. Y/N was moving her finger over the sun rays tattoo on his chest. “Tommy?”

Worryingly, he looked down at her.

“I know you’re doing this for us, but please… be careful? We need you.” She couldn’t bear the idea of him getting hurt.

“And I need you to stop worrying about this.” His hands moved down her round stomach, his lips kissing all over. “For me? For this little peanut?” He made a playful attempt to bite her bump. “Cheer up, everything will be just fine, love.”

Hovering over her body, Tommy supported his weight on his arms and knees.

It was easier said than done, of course. She was emotional and couldn’t help the worry. “Just go already.”

He tried to stay positive and pass it on to her, but he couldn’t really blame Y/N, he could only imagine the uncertainty she was dealing with. Kissing her temple, Tommy got up from the bed to get ready for the day.

***

“May I ask what this was about?” James asked as they walked to the car. He only stayed outside for five minutes.

“No.” Tommy chuckled and started the engine. “But I’ll share a secret with you because my woman likes you, James.” He handled James the pin of the grenade. “Do you know what that is?”

“No.”

“That’s called bluffing, when you’re playing cards you bluff so the other opponents think what you want them to think.” James’ features were full of confusion. “I told ‘em you had a wire to blew us all.”

James went pale, while he was enjoying it.

“Why would you do that?”

Tommy couldn’t stop the smirk. “To have things the way I wanted to.”

“And what if it went wrong?”

“They would’ve shot us.” Tommy looked at James. “Don’t get sick in my car.”

***

After Tommy kissed her hair as goodbye, Y/N paced the room, she just wanted the day to be over to see him again. The bath didn’t help to calm her nerves, perhaps she should take her sketchbook outside and make a couple of new jewelry draws to keep her mind off the races.

Taking her tools, she found a note under the pencils case.

“Trust in me and I shall trust in you,

howbeit scattered is your view,

our love forever remains true,

In your hour of need,

On my shoulder you may lean,

When you fall to your knees,

You can always trust in me,

My hand you may hold,

Oh, the way we two mould,

Like two broken pieces from the same jigsaw puzzle,

Although we may struggle,

Through all the shovels and the tunnels,

In my arms shall you fall,

You and me against the world.

Yours, Tommy.

Feeling her eyes watering by Tommy’s words, she changed her mind, a relief sigh escaped her lips, at the memory of a dress that fitted her pregnant figure. Now she realized she made a terrible mistake by sending him to the races without a goodbye kiss. What if that morning was the last time she saw Tommy?

“Isaiah, can you help me and get the car ready?”

“Where are we going ma’am?”

Looking into the boy’s eyes, she answered: “To the races.”

***

“Look at her! Hello, hello, hello.” He walked towards his horse, gently caressing between the forehead and the muzzle, whispering Romani words of encouragement: “It’s okay… you will win another races Princess.”

“After the race I’ll change in the horse box and come and join you with the toffs. What do you say?” He could feel May’s eyes on him.

Looking around he nodded. “Hmm. Yeah.”

There it was again, no matter what she did. He kept rejecting her. “You don’t want me to join you.” It wasn’t a question. “It’s fine, I’ll sit here in the mud.”

Shaking his head, Tommy sighed, debating whether to tell her or not.

“I’m sorry, May… for involving you in this. I’m really sorry for the damage I’ll cause.”

“I asked John about her. The woman who hurt you, I will help you forget about her.”

“She’s in the past, now. That no longer hurts, I’ve other things on me mind.”

“I don’t understand then.”

Looking at his watch, he sighed. “You’ll probably hate me for this.”

“Tommy…”

“I’m with someone, we’ve been together for a while.” He finally let everything out, he couldn’t allow his lies to keep growing, making May think that she had a chance.

One of her hands came up to her mouth, she was in shock.

“That’s why you evaded me, every time I tried to get close to you…”

“Like I said, I’m sorry that was a low thing to do to you.”

“You should’ve told me.” She reproached in a low voice. “I would’ve never get involved with a married man.”

They weren’t married yet, but he decided to not correct May.

Hiding his hands in his pockets he admitted: “You wouldn’t have helped me then.”

“I wouldn’t.”

“You don’t have to keep helping me, I’ll understand.”

May seemed to think of it for a while. “You’re paying me to train your horse… and that’s what I’ll do.”

He knew he shouldn’t ask for anything else, but he couldn’t stop himself. “And the licenses?”

“We’ll see about that.” Without much thinking, she decided to accept his honesty, that was all she could get from him after all.

“You can join us up there later.” When he saw her nod, Tommy touched her arm. “Bye.”

After stalking Russell around the area where people placed their bets, Tommy followed him to the private are reserved for only a few people, there was a waiting list of over a year, but of course with his contacts, being at the top of that list wasn’t a real problem.

“I’ve to talk to you.”

The problem was that while waiting on the queue, Grace appeared out of the blue.

“Grace, what are you doing here?” His eyes moved around.

“I have to talk to you.” She repeated.

Looking up to keep an eye on Russell, he spoke again: “Grace. This is not a good time.” Taking a long puff of his cigarette, he walked down the stairs pulling her by the arm. “Let’s go this way. Excuse us.” Breaking through a group of people, he guided her around the stairs. What the hell was she doing there?

“Whatever it is, Grace, it’ll have to wait.”

“I can’t wait.” She demanded. “It wasn’t me who is at fault, I found my husband’s medical records, he can’t have children.”

He looked up again, he didn’t give a fuck about her husband. He needed this to be done at the right time and place.

“I can fill for divorce, we can finally get back together.”

“Grace, I seriously have things to do.”

“It’s not worth the toss of a coin this time?”

His patience running low. “Grace, I have things to do. When they are done, I will decide.” She just didn’t understand.

“When will that be?”

“After the race.” He snapped.

She couldn’t believe that. “After the race?” Was she less important than that? “After the fucking race, Tommy?”

Russell was being walked inside. “When the race is over, I will decide what to do. What to fucking do, all right?”

“But Tommy… tell me there’s a chance for us.” She pleaded. “Just tell me that I was right by coming here today.”

“Grace.” How far was she willing to take this?

“Because the thing is… I love you, not him.” She confessed.

He finally had her where he wanted her to be. Begging for something she wouldn’t have back. “That is a thing.” He let her touch his face, but this time, it did nothing to him, she finally didn’t hold any power over him, like she used to do.

He agreed to see her where they lay the bets, and that would be his last move on her.

He enjoyed a lot driving Campbell nuts with the thought of Grace and him together, the face the prick made after he rubbed Grace’s words in his face, it was a priceless moment he would never forget, this would be the last time they would see each other and he had so many reasons to hate him; for hurting Polly, Michael, sending a traitor into his life… Oh, but today, he would get revenge. He was so sure of his strategy that when he looked into his eyes, Tommy found fear in them. For a mere second, but it was there.

***

May walked out of the box she used to change her clothes to have one last look at the horse, she didn’t win. But as she walked closer, she found someone caressing the horse’s neck.

“Who’s she?” She asked the man who was taking care of Hope.

“She says she owns the horse.” He removed dust from his pants. “Said she’s with Mr. Shelby. Be careful on the way out, some gypsies are burning the licenses.”

May stared at her, as the woman walked to the front, her bump was evident. Tommy not only loved another woman, he was going to have a baby with her.

And now she understood everything, Tommy wasn’t interested in winning the race, he wanted everybody to lose their pitches. And he had been using her. She needed to clear her mind.

“Y/N!” Polly finally found her and grabbing her by the arm, she tried to take her out of the ring.

“Godmother, wait… I forgot to give you this.” Y/N took a small box from her father’s jewelry brand, a beautiful pair of earrings made with pearls and crystals were about to decorate her naked ears. “For good luck… even though we lost the race.”

“My girl, thank you so much, but you shouldn’t be alone here.” Things could go wrong at any time.

“I won’t stay, just wanted to see Tommy, I know he’s busy.”

“Goodness, and you couldn’t just tell one of the boys? Let’s find him and get you out of here.”

Tommy was still shaken by the events with Lizzie and Russell, he should’ve moved faster, he shouldn’t have wasted so much time, he genuinely felt sorry for her, but there was nothing he could do about it now. In the end Russell was dead and his part of the job was done.

Now, he needed to do one more thing and he would be done for real, piss off Darby Sabini, just for the pleasure of fucking him over. To prove him wrong, to make it clear that a gypsy with nothing in his pocket could take him over. And while he got that for dessert after a successful day at the races, his boys would be taking over the gaming licenses.

But as he was moving around to get into the suites area, Y/N’s voice made him stop on his track.

“Are you all right love? What happened?” He looked at her worryingly, Polly behind her with the same look of worry he had on his face, she shouldn’t be here today. “It’s alright Pol, just go.” She still had one thing to do.

“Nothing.” She followed him through the crowd. “I just found your poem.” He tried to walk her to another place.

*

Grace just had an unpleasant encounter with May Carleton, did she sleep with Tommy? She assured her being his horse’s trainer, were they close? She had so many questions, but she would wait for him.

She loved him.

Wandering around to find a place to sit, she had to stop by the sight in front of her; Tommy was holding a woman close to his body, and his hands were moving from her face, to her shoulders and then down… to her bump. She had to blink a couple of times.

*

“Where’s your tie? And what happened to your face?” He was bleeding.

“I didn’t see a branch, it was torn.” Just looking at her and he could feel the calmness.

Tommy couldn’t keep his hands to himself. Leaning her face against his palm, she knew it was ridiculous, but she couldn’t keep it from him.

“I love you, Tommy… and I trust you.” Looking into his eyes, they were so blue like the sky. Pulling him down by the neck, she owned his mouth, his soul and body.

Tommy gave in, because in that very moment, Y/N’s kiss was all he needed.

*

Grace felt as if a horse had kicked her in the stomach when she saw the way Tommy smiled at that woman after pulling apart. She wanted to scream and curse, he made her believe there was an open door for them, she said she loved him! How could he forget about her just like that?

*

“I love you too.” He couldn’t stop the smile spreading on his lips, she placed his peaked cap in place, her eyes shining. “And you came all the way here just for a kiss?”

“I needed to kiss you and I’m sorry Hope lost.” Tommy stole another one.

“Will you go back to the chalet?” She nodded. “I will see you later.”

*

Polly’s mind went blank as she walked out of the phone cabin. The look Campbell gave her the instant she fired her gun would forever be in the back of her mind. But he deserved for taking advantage of her and hurting her son. She felt disgusted by the memory of his hands on her, but it made her feel much better to know he wouldn’t be around anymore.

Y/N’s earrings definitely gave her the luck she needed in order to be brave and fearless and finish with that bastard.

She walked around the place with her perfect white and expensive suit stained with blood.

***

But later turned into dark and Tommy was nowhere to be seen, Esme tried to convince her to join everybody in the pub where they would be celebrating but Y/N refused the invitation. It took her a long time to accept Jeremiah’s advice to go with him and wait at the betting shop, that would be better than waiting for Tommy at the chalet alone.

He was nowhere to be seen and even though she should be used by now to constant worry, but being honest she would only feel calm when she could see him in one piece.

His mind was working at speed, still trying to process everything.

He wanted to go to the chalet to be with Y/N, but first, he needed a drink, to bring his heart rate back to normal.

Tommy couldn’t believe he was that close to be dead.

Finally all his dreams would take off.

“I’ve got some ideas, Michael… for the future of the company. And also…” Looking at the ceiling, there was one thing he couldn’t keep out of his mind.

“I’m planning on getting married.”

Storming into his office without knocking, she could only focus on Tommy. “You’re here, you’re alright.” She cried touching his face, the cut on his temple seemed bad. His arms were around her, pulling her as closer as the bump allowed.

Tommy waved Michael goodbye with his hand.

“I’m sorry for worrying you, I just needed a fucking minute.”

Kissing her deeply, hard, devouring all of her.

“I was so worried, nobody knew where were you.”

Tommy stopped her worries by kissing her lips, his voice soft when he spoke. “Sorry… I went for a walk.”

“First the branch, now the walk… you’ve blood, Tommy. And I don’t believe you.” He chuckled.

“One of these days, I will tell you. But not today, my love, not today.” In her eyes, he found all the love he didn’t know he was looking for.

“Oh Tommy, sometimes I think I’m just giving you bad ideas.” He chuckled. “Jeremiah says when I found you… that woman saw us, together.” Tommy smile grew bigger.

“I made sure Campbell went straight to hell thinking we were back.” He kissed Y/N’s nose. “Your ideas are the greatest, keep them coming.”

Y/N was too tired to go back to the chalet, her back was killing her, the baby had been moving all day long inside of her.

Once Tommy closed the door and poured the last bucket of water into the bathtub in front of the fire, Y/N got up gloriously naked in front of him, the flames lighting her bump. With wet fingers, she started to undo Tommy’s buttons in silence. Helping her down again, he joined inside the bathtub, it was small for the two of them, well, three. But he enjoyed the closeness.

Using a clean cloth, she wiped away the blood from his temple gently to not hurt him. But Tommy had other ideas and as Y/N was focused on taking care of him, his wet hand moved around the back of her head to pull her for another kiss, she lost balance and the bump ended crashing against him, the water splashing to the floor. Y/N pulled away breathless, she could feel something different in him, something bigger than Tommy. She asked him to turn around to wash his back and shoulders, his body felt so tense, feeling his skin she moved the soap and sponge around his neck to remove the blood, then with a small bowl she let the water run from behind down his chest, her hands running up and down his back.

“You’re so quiet.”

Blinking a couple of times, he realized he would be able to see his child grow up, he would be there to hold the baby’s hand, he would get to show his boy or girl how to ride a horse, his last name would be passed from one generation to another, and his children would get the chance to enjoy the empire he was building.

“Just thinking.” He replied in a low voice.

For someone who was constantly facing death, this was a chance he wouldn’t let go.

“About?” Y/N passed her arms around his torso, Tommy covered her hands on his chest.

“Us. The future.”

Kissing his shoulder, Y/N smile at the thought of it. “Tommy?”

“Hmm?”

“I think you’ll be a great politician one day.”

Staring into some point on the wall, Tommy smiled.

“I will.”

***

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