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#i fell inlove with you all over again seeing your smile when i showed these for you on your birthday my loveshine 🥺💓🥹
deadghosy · 2 months
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🪓 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐑|| 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎 𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐃𝐋𝐄 𝐗 𝐆𝐍! 𝐕𝐀𝐌𝐏𝐈𝐑𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑
Diagnosis: fearing to harm your lover, you drink blood from another. Making the riddle himself feel jealous and angry at how you could think he can’t take it.
Warning: possessive behavior, possessive!mattheo, death/blood/killing mentions, slight maybe, suggestive.
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Being a vampire in Hogwarts was and is a dangerous game to play. Especially when you had fallen inlove with a mortal human from a rich Slytherin family. The Riddles. Mattheo Riddle was a Slytherin boy who had taken a liken to your “cold” & “loner” personality. He liked how you kept to yourself when really you were trying not to hurt people.
Mattheo did a slow, and friendly approach. Which slowly but surely turned into flirting banter between you two. Gaining your heart, and gaining your trust after almost a year of dating each other. You finally told him that you’re a vampire. You thought the worst, the worst being that he would tell everyone and break up with you. Only for you to gain the opposite of your imagination. He was supportive and didn’t tell a soul.
But he mostly definitely asked a lot of questions.
But last night, you killed a student. Hungry. You were so hungry you lost control and killed a former Hogwarts student that happened to run into your clutches for it to be a death trap. You were lost in a daze, sinking your fangs into their neck and draining them dry til their life and blood source was destroyed. And gone. You could’ve drunk from Mattheo, he had told you to drink his blood if it was serious. But the thought of harming him made you wanna throw up. You felt terrible, so terrible you didn’t talk at all today. Gaining attention from some students and mostly Mattheo. He walked into your dorm seeing pacing back and forth until you seen him. He stared seeing your slight baggy eyes.
“What’s wrong? You look like you had a crazy night or somthin'” he said jokingly. You stayed quiet before nervously laughing. “Yeah…” Mattheo stopped laughing hearing that laughter. He heard that laughter enough to know something actually did happen. “What happened?” You immediately tried to walk past him. You felt scared, you didn’t want him to know you lost control and killed a student.
He pulls you by your arm, gripping it slightly as his eyes darken at your nervous gaze. He hated how he can tell that you’re lying. “The fuck happened last night?” You kept avoiding eye contact making him pull your face close to his with his other hand. “What. Happened.” Breaking the last thread that held you in, you started to ramble from the events. Closing your eyes shut you spilled it, “I drunk another person’s blood and accidentally killed them because I didn’t think you could handle me sucking your own blood, and I’m so sorry!”
Mattheo let out a deep breath and let your arm and face go. Feeling a bit guilty at how he grabbed your arm and stated to massage the arm he held. Worried it might bruise. “Darling…it’s okay. I’m a Riddle for a reason. I can handle you sucking my blood. Plus killing someone isn’t a shock to me much.” You smiled at his words. “But.” Your smile dropped looking at his darkened eyes. It was like an empty void as he tilts his head at you. “But I’m yours, and you’re mine. I can’t let you drink some filthy blood that’s not mine.” You gulped as he moved his hand towards your lips.
He uses his thumb to pull your lower lip down, showing your bottom sharp fangs. There was emotion hidden behind mattheo eyes. You felt fear for a little before he leaned into your ear. “Drink my blood baby. Drink it til it make us dizzy together.” And there goes that crazed smile you fell in love with as he withdraws from your ear and looks at you. Completely towering over you. Your heart felt it was going to leap.
“Cmon. Don’t be scared love. I promise I can take it.” He smiles again, but this time his eyes are different. They soften as he undo his tie while keeping eye contact with you. With one hand it came undone. You felt your mouth water at the sight of his naked neck. Mattheo smirked seeing your eyes dilate. He knew that you were now hungry. You inch closer, and closer. Leaning your head, but your consciousness kept telling you that you were gonna hurt him.
“I..I can’t—” “but you can.” Mattheo quickly interrupts you. “I know you can. I know you’re strong enough to know you can’t hurt me. I can handle it.” Bringing his hand and caressing your cheek. You nodded, you trusted Mattheo to tell you if you are hurting him. You bit into his neck.
With a hiss, Mattheo puts his hand on your waist. Bring you closer as you sink your teeth in deeper. Breaking the flesh and sucking in his blood. You could hear Mattheo chuckle lowly, but what you didn’t see was the light blush and euphoric look he had on his face. His low eyes as he grips the side of your waist. You hummed at the delicious iron taste. Filling your mouth while Mattheo let out a small moan. “That’s right baby…drink as much as you can. Drink it all..” he whispers as he lowers his eyes at you. You hummed and finished the last drop you could drink.
Your eyes were glossy when you pulled back from his neck. Licking the bites that threaten to spill more from Mattheo. “Sorry if I hurt you…” you say lowly, embarrassed at how you also feel on cloud nine from drinking his blood. “You didn’t hurt me.” He kissed the temple of your head then wipes your red stained lips. “Didn’t even feel a pinch.” He smiled while you just roll your eyes. “Whatever…”
At least you knew how he feels if you don’t drink his blood.
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jammiee097 · 1 month
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Can't stay away
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Warnings: Inexperienced jeongin x reader, boyfr!end chan x reader, threesome, jerking, sucking dick, fucking rough, d0ggy style, Desperate reader, let me know if I forgot some 🙈
Enjoy!! <3
This whole day I had been craving for my boyfriend.. We have been going out for a year now, our anniversary has been 2 days ago and I still can't get enough of him.
He is the sweetest guy I had ever met and I fell inlove with him immediately.. And I still do, I still fall in love with him if he comes home with a bunch of flowers, or when he takes me out for dinner and he acts like im the fucking princess.
but also when we're having sex I still fall in love with him. The way his eyes get big everytime I put on a new set. Or the way he looks at me, litteral hearts in his eyes when he sees how I love feeling him inside of me. Or the raw look he has when he can cum inside of me, the moans he makes when I suck him off. It's just everything.
This all made me more desperate for him. So I decided to text him.
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I know I should just let him work, but at this point I even want to fuck his roommate so desperate I am. But that would be considered cheating, something I really don't like.
He texted me 5 minutes later that he was almost home and before I knew it. He was standing the doorframe of his bedroom. I layed there in my shorts that were a little too small, cause you could see my ass teasing everyone's eyes. As a top I wore just my Bra. The black one with lacy see through he liked.
'Fuck yeah.' He says and puts off his shirt, his abs slightly showing. I giggle a little. He crawls over the bed and places himself between my legs, his hands on my waist and my hands get placed automatically on his cheeks, kissing him directly. Our lips touching making me shiver a little, his lips are so soft, feeling so much like home. It makes me smile into the kiss, he smiles too. 'You're to cute.' He says on his way to my neck.
Little moans escape my mouth when his lips were finally placed on my neck. He rises up to my ear. 'I'm gonna make you feel so good baby.' He whispers into my ear, I smile. He nibbles a little on my ear. 'You would like that mhm?' He whispers again. I nod and mumble 'Yes'. He teases me a little by just breathing in my neck. 'What do you want baby..' He says. 'You..' I say and look him in his eyes.
'Good girl..' He says and squeezes one of my tits. He sucks on the skin softly, making light hickeys. He licks my whole stomach and then sloppy kisses. I moan softly of the sensation. 'Let's get these off mhm?' He says and slowly removes my shorts.. 'Good girl making it easy for me, could just slip inside of you, not wearing any panties.' He says and licks his lips. 'Do you want me to eat you out baby..' He says his voice sounding like a tease.
'No, I want your dick baby, feel how wet I am.' I say and puts his hand on my cunt. His hand feeling a bit cold making me shiver a little, His finger moving over my clit horribly slow. 'Alright if that's what you want..' He says and pulls his already hard dick out of his pants. He positions himself on my entrance, teasing me with his tip. When he finally gives in we both moan out, feeling euphoric. 'Fuck baby, I got hard the minute you sent me that text.' He whispers again, making my walls clunch a little. 'Your so tight, so fucking thight.' He moaned out slowly going in and out of me.
He fasthened his pace by grapping my waist and pushing himself faster and deeper inside of me. Making me moan louder and more desperate, My orgasm building up. We both moan at the sound of our skin getting together.
'Fuck, Im gonna cum baby..' I moan out. He smirks and goes slower. 'Not yet baby.' He pulls out and lets me lay on the bed. He puts on his pants and walks out of the room. 'Hey, what the-' I say and before I know it he is gone, out of his room.
Not 2 minutes later he comes back. I smile, 'Finally, where did you..' I look at the second person coming in. Jeongin. His roommate. 'uhh.. what's going on?' I ask, trying to cover my body with the blanket.
'Oh nothing, He's just gonna give you a good time while I watch.' He says, they both smirk. Jeongin puts off his shirt. 'Jeez Jeongin, since when did you get ripped like that?' I ask. He comes to me slowly. 'Since I started training with that boyfriend of yours..' He says, removing his shorts and boxers. 'This is a one time thing alright..' I say. 'Turn around baby, let him fuck you trust me.' Chan says and jerks off. I turn around, putting my ass up in the air while chan sits against the bedhead pulling me against him. I put my hands on his waist, as jeongin puts his hands on mine.
I attack chan his stomach with kisses, lots of them. making them whimper a little, his hands going through my hair. In the mean time, I can feel Jeongin putting himself close to my entrance. He fills me up, going slowly in and out of me. I moan a little as his dick streches me out. I do not wanna admit it, but I can feel that his dick is a little longer than Chan's.
My head goes up to chan's lips, kissing them while my hands are placed on his abs. The kiss with chan feels good, So good that I stopped moaning because of how slow jeongin was going. Chan stops kissing me. 'Dude, what are you doing?' He says and looks at him. 'Idk..' He says and stops. 'Just go a bit harder, have you really only fucked one girl or something..' Chan says. 'What noo..' jeongin says and fills me up again. I giggle a little.
Chan gets my chin. 'Just pount into her? how hard is it?' He says before kissing me again. 'You know I really don't care.. It's okay.' I whisper to chan. 'No, I arranged this for you, for your pleasure..' He whispers back, but before I could say something back Jeongin starts pounding inside of me. His dick long and deep enough that he touches my G-spot everytime he thrusts into me.
He starts picking up my waist into the air, pounding and pushing himself into me. 'Shit I.N..' I moan out, unable to kiss chan back. 'Mhmm That's a good girl.' Chan says holding my chin. All I do is moan into chan his stomach. 'Fuck, I- I don't know if I can take this any longer. This pussy is so fucking nice..' Jeongin moans and slows down a bit. The orgam started building up again, this time bigger because of the edge.
'I'm, I'm close..' I moan out. 'Fuck..' Jeongin says and goes harder again, getting his confidence back. 'Arggh Fuck!' I scream out loud, legs shaking a little bit. Chan kisses me again. 'Such a good girl..' He says. I smile a little. Jeongin pulls out, I wanted to turn around ask what was happening but he stopped me by slapping my ass. 'Hell nah, wanna cum on that pretty ass..' He says and starts jerking off, by his moans I could know that he was close.
'You really not want me to suck that pretty cum out of your dick?' I ask. His eyes turn bigger. 'If you want too?' He says and I turn around. on my hands and knees I take his dick into my mouth, licking it from his balls to his tip, taking him in one slide into my mouth. 'Shit, your mouth is warm..' He moans out. I start going deep down on him, using my tongue to swirl around his dick while using my mouth. sucking all the air out, making my mouth feel like a tight fucking pussy.
'I'm so jealous of chan. Argh I want this too..' He moans. 'Im close..' He adds to it. I suck him deeper and harder wanting his seed. 'Fuck, Fuck Fuck!!' He loudly moans and fills my mouth up with his cum.
I take him out of my mouth and laugh a little, spilling a little bit of cum out of my mouth. 'Oops..' I say and make myself clean with my fingers, sucking on them making him gasp.
Jeongin puts his pants on again and claps Chan his hand. 'Put your clothes on.' Chan commands. I put them on again and cuddle up against him. 'Why was that baby?' I ask and look at him.
'I just came up with the idea? You didn't like it, Im sorry If I pushed your or something. it was just something to spice up?' He says, instantly worried. I giggle and kiss him. 'No baby, I liked it. But just so you know, You're already spiced enough for me.' I laugh. He tips my nose and kisses me again.
Boy I love this guy..
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connorsui · 18 days
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Wired for you
Billy Kid x Reader
Genre/warning: Fluff, Comedy, shyness factor boosted to a hundred, Billy being a tease, a robot wanting to be kissed by his favorite human (cuz why not), no warnings tho …we don't Rip out wires around here
Synopsis: Billy Kid finds himself falling in love with you repeatedly, captivated by your ability to light up his world. He loves praise.
Note: I fell inlove with him ...and what do I find? ..barely any fics ..so I made my own ..
w.c: 900
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Billy Kid was no stranger to the thrill of a challenge. He had been built to navigate chaos, thrive in the fast-paced rhythm of battle, and laugh in the face of danger. But nothing, nothing, ever threw him off-kilter quite like you.
Your praises were like that first rush of energy when a mission began, crackling in the air between you two. Every word you said seemed to spark something inside him—he couldn’t call it a heartbeat, not technically, but it sure felt like one. It was almost laughable how an AI like him could feel so alive, so human, all because of the way you looked at him.
“You were incredible out there, Billy,” you’d say with a grin that could outshine the sun. His white hair would catch in the wind, and if he had a mouth, you’d see just how wide he'd be smiling. Instead, he had to settle for the flutter in his chest as he tried to play it cool. “You always manage to surprise me.”
But it was a big deal. Every time you believed in him, even after the smallest victories, it was like that rush of adrenaline, but softer, sweeter. He swore that if he had a pulse, it’d race every time you teased him. Your playful taunts after a rare misstep made him feel seen, like even his imperfections were worth loving.
You had this way of lighting him up, like a fuse to a firework, and it scared him how deep those feelings ran. They didn’t just short-circuit his systems but made him want to give you everything—the world, if he could. He tried to play it off as no big deal with that carefree attitude of his, but the truth? He couldn’t deny how you made his mind race and his processor hum differently when you were near.
“If I could, I’d show you how much I appreciate you every single day,” he’d say, his voice tinged with genuine affection. “I’d take on any challenge just to keep that smile on your face.”
And then there were the small things.
The way you’d laugh, soft and genuine, as you adjusted the collar of his red jacket. The way your fingers brushed the metal of his faceplate, where his lips should be, and how it sent an electric jolt through him.
“Uuughhhhhh—” he’d groan in a mix of frustration and delight, feeling the warmth of your touch.
“Billy, you alright?” you’d ask, concern laced in your tone.
“How much would it be to get a mouth implanted on this face!?” he’d joke, trying to mask his fluster with humor.
You didn’t even seem to realize how much those tiny gestures affected him. It was in those moments, those quiet pauses between the chaos, that he fell in love all over again.
He didn’t know how to express it, not in the way humans did. But he tried, in his own way. When your laughter broke through the noise of a hectic day, he’d turn towards you, eyes glowing with that unmistakable warmth.
“You’ve got a way of making everything better, you know that? I’d fight a hundred battles just to see you smile like that,” he’d confess.
You always made fun of how he’d grip your shoulders with that childlike enthusiasm, like you were the greatest discovery he'd ever made. But to Billy, that’s exactly what you were. His person. His constant.
“I’m not joking, sweetheart!” he’d say with a playful glint in his eyes. “If I had the Starlight Knight power, I’d use it just to make you happy!”
And every single time you cheered him on or smiled in his direction, Billy Kid fell in love again—just like the first time.
He loved, and loved, and loved so endlessly that if his hands weren’t already busy with whatever mission you both were on, he’d pull you close and show you just how much you meant to him. Instead, he opted for those softer moments. When the dust settled, he’d lean in just a bit closer so you could feel the quiet hum of his mechanics, hear the low purr of his systems running smoothly.
“You really are something special,” he’d murmur, his voice soft and tender. “Can’t believe I get to be around you.”
And you’d smile back, brushing your thumb over his faceplate, where his lips would be if he had any. “You’re special too, Billy. More than you know.”
If he could, he'd kiss you right then and there. But instead, he let your touch linger, letting it root itself deep in his core, just as it always did. For now, he settled for that spark between you, the kind that made his world light up in ways no program could ever predict.
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God I wanna kiss him so bad
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tnt-kokoo · 6 months
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Siblings talk
Part two of the chigiri series
paring: Chigiri Hyoma × fem!reader
summary: A girl with a fear of boys is new to the school and her class. As Chigiri sees her he falls head over heels inlove with her but doesn't know just yet the reason for her fear, as well as y/n not knowing the 'pretty girl' she was talking to was actually a boy.
warnings:
masterlist part one ; part three
After school Chigiri could only watch as you keep talking to the girls and completely ignore the guys and even go as far as to walk away (respectfully). He then couldn't help but think about the fact that he lied to you about being a girl. If some people from class tell you the truth, he would not ONLY be called a liar but also a pervert for making you think he was a girl.
Who knows what people will think about, hearing he lied about that.
But what was the red head gonna do now?? It seemed like no one even muttered a word to you about his secret yet but he couldn't keep this up for so long now, could he?
He needed someone's advice and he knew just the right person.
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Opening the front door quickly, he took his shoes of and ran upstairs towards the door he knew all to well (from the outside, he wasn't allowed to enter the room).
Bargening into the room his eyes searched for the only person who was able to help him,
his sister.
"I NEED YOUR HEL-"
"Get out." She said before Hyoma could even finish his sentence.
Without thinking he closed the door right after and went back onside like it was in his muscle memory.
He realized what he did and opened the door again and this time without the intention to get out again without the assistance of his sister.
"Didn't I just tell you, to get put? Don't make me repeat it again, Hyo." She said in a sassy way. That's what makes the two so similar.
"Please.. I've made a big mistake and I NEED your help." Hyoma said in a pleading voice. His sister looked at him for a second thinking whether to help or not. But she decided for the first option.
"What happened." She asked after noticing the younger seemed to still be fidgeting and anxious.
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"So let me get it straight. You fell inlove, she thought you were a girl and then instead of correcting her you agreed?"
"Yea"
....
The older sister started laughing while the red haired boy couldn't help but be embarrassed.
"STOP LAUGHING"
"I am sorry, but it's just so funny seeing you not correct someone on missgendering you, little brother..." She started and her laughing got quieter until she continued on a more serious tone, "But it's kind of sad if I am honest. I mean she must has a reason why she is avoiding guys and while you're making her think you're a girl, she could get seriously hurt or afraid of you when she realizes you aren't a girl."
With a sigh Hyoma knew he had to tell you the truth even if you would avoid him.
With that new idea he went in his own room to do his homework since it's late now. Walking through the door of his own room now, he could see the darkness from outside the window and with that he sat down on his chair and started his school stuff.
Halfway through he got a message from an unknown number.
'Who-'
Unknown
'Hey Chi, it's me Y/n'
'I got your number from a classmate'
'Wanted to ask if you wanna show me around after school tomorrow??'
Seeing you use a nickname on him made his heart swell and texting back he didn't even seem to remember what he promised himself. He quickly changed your name and texted you back.
Chigiri
'Sure y/n'
'Any special places you wanna go to?'
Y/n
'hmmm'
'how about the beach side of Kagoshima?'
Chigiri
'sounds like a plan then, n/n' *deleted*
'sounds like a plan then'
The boy smiled at his phone as the girl he liked texted him a good night.
That night he went to sleep with a smile on his face.
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ᯓᝰ: Okokkk part two is doneee and I also searched everywhere where ethe blue lock boys are from and I saw a reddit post saying he was from Kagoshima 😭😭 I hope it's true
also I didn't check for mistakes, sorry
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cheruverse · 1 year
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who fell first, who fell harder?
ft. wonderlands x showtime
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✦ — SYPNOSIS : what it exactly says on the tin. they're a hopeless romantic to you, or the other way around.
✦ — NOTE : a little rusty at writing since it's been a few months, i couldn't decide for nene and reader so i did both :sob:
✦ — CW : favoritism on rui's part, ooc if you squint, everythings all over the place
✦ — GENRE : fluff fluff fluff!!
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NENE fell first, both fell harder.
just by your presence, NENE feels nervous around you. not the bad way of nervous! though, she usually hides how she feels about you because she thinks that you probably don't like her back:((
she doesn't know how to make the first move since she's quite shy, and might fail.. she loves to overthink a lot, and just like rui, she often rambles about you to her friends!
just by making eye contact with her already makes her smile— wait no, just by everything you do she's already smiling!
but you in the other hand, you smile like a damn fool around her and you're quite bold, so you end up making the first move and when nene notices, she's already over thinking, you're already overthinking— you guys are just pining on eachother while idiots in love!
the group has had enough of you two pining to each other, so they had to matchmake you two.. it does go well!
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you fell first, EMU fell harder.
EMU'S so open to her feelings and an overall wholesome person!! she's definitely the type who makes the first move! SUPER cheesy though, as in VERY cheesy. says a lot of pickup lines.
she loves you a lot, and shows a lot of signs that she has feelings for you, to the point it's so obvious. and she has a big collection of nicknames for you like a REALLY big collection. she often brainstorms show ideas to rui, and inspires it off from you!
whenever she sees you feeling down, she will always be your 1# supporter regardless everything you do, and always reminding you of how proud she is!!
to her, just by seeing you makes her so giddy around you, and it would automatically make her day!
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you fell first, RUI fell harder.
oh dear, where do i start? despite RUI having a teasing nature, he's surprisingly very easy to fluster; he just hides it, REALLY well. he'd never known he'd fall for you this fast. he's bold with what he's doing, and he talks about you a lot during wxs practices.
RUI is head over heels for you, it's driving him jitters. by your presence, the atmosphere around him suddenly gets comfortable. just by hearing your name, he already smiles like an idiot— no, he already smiles like an idiot if you're around!
your smile is super contagious, he swears he forgets to breath just by seeing you smile.
he's pretty observant, so he would probably find out that you both share the same feelings but it depends if you make it a lil obvious, but he ended up making the first move.
there was this one time where you were running your fingers to rui's hair, he slowly opened his eyes and he went red. though, he enjoyed it.
you noticed and as soon as you try to pull your hand back up, rui pinned your hand using his. you weren't expecting him to be so soft, but he just woke up.
"oh uh, good morning.. just pretend that never ha—" "shh.. keep going, please."
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TSUKASA fell first, you fell harder.
TSUKASA is very conflicted with himself. he's in denial about being inlove yet is aware of it at the same time. rui always teases him about it,
TSUKASA'S having a field day!! he's super scared to make the first move, he doesn't want to mess up his only chance of someone he loves!
one of his priorities is to make you smile! he absolutely loves how you smile and laugh, and would kill just to see you smile again! he's absolutely inlove with you,
but you in the other hand, had it even more worse. you were absolutely head over heels for this man and you had no idea why!? you loved how he looked like after show practice and just overall loved how he treated you.
one time when he invited you in an wxs practice, he approached you and asked if he delivered his lines right, but of course, you said yes! without thinking, he blurted something out.
"thank you, my co-star!" ".. eh? d-did you just say co-star?!" "f-forget about it!"
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pomstr4wberr · 1 year
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୧ ‧₊˚ 🍓 INLOVE WITH THE KNIGHT꒱♡ ⌎ ˊᗜˋ
୧ ‧₊˚ 🍭 ꒰ GN reader - they/them ꒱♡ ⌎
୧ ‧₊˚ 🥛 ꒰ Fluff/kinda angsty??꒱♡ ⌎ ˊᗜˋ
NOTE : Silver x Reader [so reader is married to malleus, but inlove with Silver] It's kinda implied with angst??? Silver feels bad (I love malleus too but gonna show love to Silver. <3)
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MARRIED TO him, it wasn't bad, but you didn't love him. You felt trouble that you were married to the dragon prince, Malleus.
He was sweet, but he didn't belong in your heart. You wished you were brave enough to say no.
You were sad at the fact that he was so sweet towards you, you felt so o' trouble when you feel inllive the silver haired knight.
He was sleepy but he was so beautiful, he had helped you i mean of course he did he is a knight after all but it felt different when he did help you with stuff.
You didn't feel that way towards the other knights but only him, you couldn't help but fall inlove with him.
You would look outside the windows staring at him train, even though it is very creepy to watch someone through the window.
You would go outside the palace when he would be asleep. It was a beautiful moment, his lovely face and his lovely hair. You did woke him up because it was weird to see you married to Malleus standing over watching a knight sleeping. Totally smitten was weird.
Today is the day, as he fell asleep once again. You walked over to him and sat down near him. His aura was calming. It was a nice feeling. You felt like you belonged there, it felt warming and love.
You look over to him and smile.
"Silver, wake up. It's time to train" you let out a chuckle as he didn't move until a few seconds later. He was slightly moving around just barely.
You just smiled and heard a sound. You turn your head and saw some animals. You smiled and waited for the animals.
You noticed the animals would stay with him while he was sleeping. You couldn't blame the animals, you would stay with him as well.
He had a good feeling aura, you were jealous by the animals. So carefree and aren't scared to go to Silver, staying around here...
You sighed and turned to wake up silver once again, well trying to do so. Before you do a loud voice is heard.
"SILVER!" The loud voice could only be from the loud mouth green haired knight. He would compliment Malleus very much. He seemed to idolized Malleus very much.
Malleus was like the older brother, and Sebek would be the younger borher who idolized his older brother or role model.
Though he could be annoying, his loud voice would hurt your ears. You were glad that he didn't scream into your ears. You would be deaf.
Sebek bounced you and bowed down. "HELLO! SPOUSE OF WAKA-SAMA!" There was the reminder again. Married to him, and it pained to hear the name spouse of Malleus.
You just smiled and waved to Sebek. "Why, hello, Sebek?" He bowed down once again. "EXCUSE ME, BUT I HAVE TO WAKE UP HIM FOR TRAINING!" It was obvious he was talking about silver. You noticed that it was a one-sided rival we.l that seemed like to you about Silver and Sebek.
You just nodded and left. Maybe one day you can finally be brave enough to divorce Malleus and confess your feelings to Silver.
You can only hope that it can go well...
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hey! So take this draft while I’ve been unmotivated to write, I started writing this while ago when I had a massive crush on chanelle and she was talking to another boy😭
So this is a vent fic.
⚠️Warnings⚠️: self harm (please don’t read if u struggle with this), tickles
Characters: Lee!fem!reader, ler!sam, ler!tara
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𝒞𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊
She messaged you. Your crush messaged you. The pit in your stomach grew. Normally at this notification your smile would be growing and your heart would be pounding with the butterflies in your stomach doing backflips. But your crush was also your straight bestfriend. Who was currently out with another boy who she had been talking and showing and interest in recently and your heart was shattering. Shattering like glass. You felt stupid. Selfish. You knew that she would never like you in any way more then a friend, yet something still drew you towards her. Wanting her. Longing for her company. You were just some weird lesbian and she was straight. A beautiful, model-material, hour glass body straight girl. As if she would ever be attracted to somebody like you, you thought. You knew all of this but yet seeing her slowly fall Inlove with another guy slowly killed you. She was your escape. Your home. Your comfort person and the person you truly loved most in the world. But she had eyes for another. And that other would never be you. How could somebody you valued as your source of comfort also hurt you so much. You felt like your heart was being ripped out form your chest and stomped on. Ofcourse, none of this was her fault. Not at all. You knew that this was your fault, for falling for her again. For letting yourself get so lost that you fall head over heels Inlove with her again. Hadnt you Learnt? The first time you fell for her was when she had a boyfriend. You got over her and then she became single. Even then you knew that you guys had 0% chance of being together but even then, you were her world. Her bestfeiend. The person she focused on. Yeah, you were still her bestfriend but it was obvious that her attention layed somewhere else. You felt so selfish. Selfish for feeling this way. You should be happy for her. Happy that she had moved on and found her somebody else that made her happy. But you wanted the person that made her happy to be you.
7:35pm
You finally brought yourself to open the message. And that’s when the pit in your stomach, became a black whole. “Omg! Y/n! I kissed him!!” You eyes became watery very quickly and you forced your thumbs to type back “Omg what! That’s so cute, happy for you”. Everything you said in that message was the opposite of how you felt. You turned off your phone and threw it against your mattress in an overwhelming build up of rage and let the water in your eyes slowly trickle down your cheeks. You mentally slapped yourself for getting so upset about this whole ordeal. But it was useless. Your mind drifting back to the text. The text replaying in your mind. Over and over again. You just gave up. You reached for the scissors on the side of your bed and slid the blade against your thigh. One cut became two, and two cuts became your whole thigh bleeding. The stinging sensation didn’t make you feel any better. You just thought you deserved it. You deserved this pain for letting yourself become so stupid and selfish. Again and again the scissors met with your skin creating red lines to a-pear. Your cries became soft wails and you quietly sobbed into your duvet. Trying to muffle the sounds of your wincing and cries. Getting carried away, you didn’t stop. Your thighs becoming a canvas full of ugly. Well deserving red lines. The healed scars that you promised to stay healed became fresh cuts..over a girl. It was shameful. It wasn’t even her fault. It was yours. This definitely was dramatic, you were being so overdramatic just because your girl bestfriend (crush) kissed another guy? Just because she wasn’t into you. Just because you were unlovable. Just because you loved her so much that it hurt to see her with anybody else. There was only one word to describe you as. Selfish.
You put the scissors away, you let the blood dry and you and pulled up your Pastell coloured pyjama trousers back up. You sniffled and wiped away the tears from your eyes and you started taking deep breaths. Pull yourself together y/n. You thought. And so you did. As quickly as you got into that mess, you got “out of it” acting as if nothing happened and if everything was fine. You let the puffiness in your eyes die down a little before you finally got out of your bed and opened the door. Dragging your feet along as you moped down the stairs and into the living room. Where your two older sisters. Sam and tara sat. Watching tv. Looking up as they hear you walk into the living room
“hey y/n!” Sam said with a warm smile. You forced your lips to move upwards slightly. Trying your best to give her a smile back “hey guys” you said before sitting down on the sofa. Your flat tone prominent in your voice. Tara furrowed her eyebrows slightly. Seeing as you weren’t your usual energetic, bubbly self. “y/n? What’s wrong?” She spoke in a gently and caring voice “I just.. I just had a bad day” you said bluntly. You just felt numb at this point. Sam watched you before sighing a little, not in annoyance, more in sympathy. “Hey, come here” she said as she stood up from her sitting position and walked over before sitting next to you. Pulling you into a hug. Tara wasn’t far behind her. She also stood up and sat on the other side of you. You let yourself fall back into sams hug as you rested your head on her chest and she held you In her arms. Her big sister instinct naturally kicked in and she knew that you needed them right now. And Tara just sat next to her. With a worried expression and her eyes softened. You bit your lip and sniffled. Refusing to let yourself cry again. “Do you wanna talk about what happened?” Tara said calmly. Not trying to force you to talk, but just wanting to get to the root of the problem so she can help you.
“my bestfriend, *bsf name* who is also my crush.. loves another guy.. and she kissed him.” You said, trying to hold back your tears once again. “oh y/n” Sam said as she squeezed you a little tighter. “It’s okay..” she said shortly after. “Your going to be okay.” You let yourself sniffle and wipe the water away from your eyes with your hoodie sleve. “Listen. I know this is going to hurt for a while.. and I know you feel heartbroken and I’m so sorry that this has happened to you, but maybe this is your sign that you need to get over her” she spoke in a reassuring voice as she held you. Like she did when you were 3 years old and when you scraped your knee. “I also know that’s gonna be so hard because it’s obvious how much you love her, but y/n, I promise you when I say you will find another girl who will love you, not platonically, romantically. You will find somebody else who makes you happy” Sam continues as she cradled you slightly. Obviously trying to calm you down. “But i want that girl to be her” your voice wobbling slightly. “We know, but unfortunately y/n it can’t be. And we want you to be happy. But for you to be happy, you need to try your best to move on. Keep her as your bestfriend and don’t loose the friendship you have with her. But you need to let go of those romantic feelings. I know your hurting right now but me and Sam are here with you every step of the way.” Tara always knew how to structure her advice Well, her words comforting you and calming you down slightly. You sniffled again and nodded “I love you guys” you said, still snuggled up against sam. “We love you to.” Sam said back as she began to run her hand through your hair. “Now, as your older sisters it’s our job to try and cheer you up, at-least for a little bit” Sam smiled. “Oh yeah ofcourse!” Tara agreed and then thought of something that made her heart warm
“oh my god y/n! You look like how you did when you was little! Everytime you were sad you would always go to sam and she would pick you up and cuddle you and cradle you to try and calm you down. Wow, things don’t change.” She said with a giggle and the warm, fuzzy childhood memories that you thought about brought a small smile to your face. “There it is! There’s that pretty smile!” Sam grinned down at you. “Now we just gotta find a way to keep it there!” She added. “Hmm.. how were some ways we use to cheer you up as a kid” Tara stared it into space, clearly thinking about any possible answers.
“Oh my god..” Tara giggled to herself. Sam raised an eyebrow in confusion and you were just curious “that’s it!” She said sounding so proud of herself. “What?” Sam said with a small giggle, clearly also curious on what Tara has just thought of. “Do you remember the tickle monster?” Tara said giggling again but with a small smirk on her face. “Oh my god yes!!” Sam said laughing a little louder “that always use to work when you were little! You use to absolutely love it!” Sam joined in, laughing in between her words. Their light teases made your face react with a vibrant blush as you remember all the times they use to absolutely wreck your with tickles when you were younger. “I think she definitely remembers!” Tara says, snickering even more at the blush on your face “oh come on.. I-.. I’m not 5 anymore.. I doubt that will work” you said trying to hide the slight twinge of excitement in your voice. “Well.. you may be older now, but you can’t deny that your probably just as ticklish as you were when you were little!” Tara teased. “No.. I- i don’t think so.. I think I grew out of that..” you tried to deny everything but through your slight stutters and your pink cheeks, your denials seemed useless. “Oh please, as If! You were the most ticklish little girl y/n! There’s no way you have aged a couple of years and your sensitivity has gone away!” Sam giggled, her statement obviously true. You were and still are ridiculously ticklish. It’s no laughing matter (get it?)
You were completely at a loss for words, some even may call it speachless, and you had no real comebacks to give. “I mean, it’s worth a try” Sam snickered, seeing you tense up a little and bite your lip. “Oh my god y/n-… we haven’t even started yet!” Tara started giggling at your state as you we’re still in sams lap as she held you close. Your breathing started to get a little faster as sam lightly got ahold of your arms and held them out of the way so you had no defences or anything to use to try and escape. Tara just sat next to sam, watching your cheeks turn from a peachy pink to a crimson red. Tara then looks at sam before chuckling and saying “how much do you wanna bet y/n still enjoys this?” Sams face turned into a mischievous smirk, her eyes locked on yours. “oh she definitely does, she’s just to shy to admit it!” And with that sam started scribbling her fingers onto your stomach. “BAHAHAHA” you immediately burst out into girlish giggles that bounced of the walls. Sams fingers moved all over your hoodie, causing the material to bunch up a little as her fingers scratched and scribbled at your stomach. “wow y/n, what were you saying about not being ticklish?” Sam teased again, watching as the laughter just freely flow out of your mouth. That’s also when Tara joined in and started spidering her manicured fingernails up and down your sides. Causing your giggles today increase in volume. 20 fingers working their way around your sensitive spots. This was your personal hell but also heaven at the same time. The ticklish sensation coursing through your body. You couldn’t deny that this was helping your forget about your problems as all you could think about was how much it tickled as your mind was focusing on was the warm fuzzy feeling that you felt ontop of laughing like a toddler.
Sam then crawled her fingers upwards to your ribs, digging her fingers in between them “BAHAHAH FUHUCK SAHAM!!” You cursed and squealed while wiggling about as much as you could (out of instinct). And Tara moved her fingers to your hips, squeezing at them slightly. You sucked your stomach in.. and what made this whole ordeal worse was that sam and Tara were directly smiling at you, seeing how happy you looked and just slowly letting your problems melt away. “yup, she’s still as ticklish as when we was as a little kid, and still equally enjoys it as much” Tara said observing you and watching the stupid smile that you couldn’t wipe off of your face. “SHUHUT UHUPP!! HAHAHHAHA!!” You knew everything she said was right, but you would never openly admit that. “I missed tickling you so much!! It’s still so funny to see how you squirm and laugh at the smallest of touches” Sam cooed, you had no real reponses you just kept giggling to your hearts content. You barely ever let yourself be vulnerable, you hated crying, opening up or just even anybody letting you see you as weak. But tickle sessions with your older sisters were different. It was a good kind of vulnerable. The kind that you actually craved. But you’d take that secret to your grave. “Oh trust me, i think y/n missed us tickling her as much as we did!” Taras demeanour was mischievous and very teasing, she always knew how to make you flustered with just a sentence. “Well this is now becoming a regular thing again” Sam stated with a cocky smile. “HEHEHEYY!! NOHO FAHAHAIR!” “Theres no Point complaining if you enjoy it, y/n” Sam snickered. “I- BAHAHA!”
They then both Switched parts so you didn’t get use to the feeling. Sam decided to go for your worst spot. Your armpits. Tara decided to go back to your sides and with this your laughter erupted “PFFFTTT BAHHAAHHAHA FUHUCK!!…SHIHITT!!” you started kicking your legs about and trying to pull at your arms as you just squealed and squirmed in helpless laughter. “y/n your actually so cute!!” Sam cooed again, seeing how much you were laughing “yeah! I mean look at you! I knew this would still work!” “BAHAHHAHAHHAHAH OH MY GOHOHOD!!” You couldn’t even process anything, let alone feel sad, your laughter echoed through the apartment.. that was until your laughter fell silent, with little breaks of squeaks in between. And that’s how sam and Tara knew you were at your limits so they stopped. They lifted their hands off you and Sam let your arms go, but still holding you close. Listening to your rapid heartbeat and your heavy breathing.
“Are you okay?” Tara asked giggling. You simply replied with a sweet smile and nodded. “Good, did that help? It looks like it did” Tara replied with a warming smile. “Yeah.. it really did.. Thankyou guys so much” both Tara and sams hearts melted. “You don’t need to thank us y/n, it’s what we’re here for” Sam reassured as you giggled and rested your head onto sams shoulder “yeah, so if you ever want to be tickled again, all you gotta do is ask!” Tara teased seeing you roll your eyes playfully. She started comfortingly rubbing your thigh, causing you to wince slightly and twitch your leg. “Oh sorry!!.. did i hurt you?” Tara asked becoming concerned. “Nono! It’s okay!” You tried to play it off cool. Tara just nodded, looking a little bit skeptical but decided not to ask any follow up questions as she leaned her head onto sams other shoulder, just placing her hand on your leg
As the moon rised over the city of New York. You 3 all snuggled together and watched tv. You always knew you could count on Sam and Tara to be your shield and comfort after a bad day. All that mattered to them was to see you happy, and they’d do to any length to see that. (even though they had re-discovered their favourite way)
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captains-simp · 4 years
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Wanda Maximoff ~ Bottled Up Feelings
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Wanda Maximoff X fem!Reader Smut
Word count: 3,139
Includes: oral, fingering and scissoring
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"Thank you for this." Your brunette friend said with a small smile for what must have been the hundredth time that night.
The team had been on a long, frustrating mission that had everyone exhausted. All anyone wanted to do was put their feet up or sleep the year away, eventually going off to do just that.
You and Wanda hadn't parted since you got back. You hadn't even needed to suggest a movie marathon as the pair of you went back to Wanda's room almost the moment you landed purely out of habit, after getting popcorn of course, and made yourself comfortable on her bed that had come to be as familiar as your own while Wanda scrolled mindlessly through Netflix.
Once you decided Wanda was taking too long looking for a movie you decided to steal the remote (claiming it was payback for all of the hoodies she had stolen from you) eventually streaming a series of some of your favourite horror films - something Wanda wasn't so keen on.
When you finally decided to call it a night on the movies Want a had been adamant you stay the night with her, telling you if you tried to get up to leave she would keep there with her powers. You weren't entirely sure she was joking.
You hardly needed the persuasion, you were always happy to spend time with your friend and you were glad she felt the same way.
When you came out to her a year ago she had been so understanding and supportive, much to your relief. Nothing changed between you and she never acted weird or uncomfortable around you like you knew some people would. She told you to stay in her room and sleep in her bed just as much as you had before. But that wasn't something you weren't sure if you should be happy about.
You had had a crush on Wanda for the longest time. As time went on you spent considerably more time together it was hard not to crush harder. Everything she did made your heart flutter. And those sleepovers? The way she always cuddled up into your side, the soft smile that played on her lips, the joyful laugh that filled the room (especially when it was from something you said), it had been impossible for you not to fall inlove with your best friend.
You had wondered before if Wanda was strictly into guys. It was impossible to tell with her as she never talked about crushes and became closed off when the convosation arrived. For all you knew she could be asexual or aromantic.
You tried not to be disappointed at that thought as you knew you should support her no matter what, but you couldn't shake the feelings you had for Wanda and that filled you with guilt.
It was only out of respect that you never made a move on her. You wanted to know she was open to something with a girl before you tried anything. And you didn't want to throw away what you had. That thought alone was enough to keep you in your lane.
Whenever you voiced these fears to Natasha when she told you to do something about your feelings (because you couldn't keep anything from the superspy) she told you that relationships were like a gamble. You could either throw the dice or skip your turn. It seemed the latter was becoming more likely.
"Stop thanking me!" You exclaimed with a smile as you pulled the duvet back and lay down next to her.
Wanda had often asked you to stay the night with her. A couple of times she had come into your room at ungodly hours of the mornings and asked to sleep in your bed which you always welcomed with open arms.
You knew her nightmares could be unkind, memories from her past resurfacing and her fears being acted out in scarring detail. She never wanted to talk about it though, so you comforted her by wrapping your arms around her tight and letting her know she was always going to be safe with you.
She seemed to think she burdened you with her worries and fears, but that was never the case and it never would be. You loved her and you would do anything for her.
Wanda was laying on her side with an amused grin and propping herself up on her elbow as she watched you get comfortable. She looked adorable. Wanda always did. You mimicked her position to face her and noticed she was studying you.
"Penny for your thoughts?" You asked in a light hearted tone and saw her smile in response.
"I already have plenty of pennies, thanks." She smiled and glanced away. It took everything in you not to kiss her there and then.
"Really, what's on your mind?" Wanda looked at you a little longer, as though contemplating her words, before speaking.
"What happened with that girl you met last week?" She asked curiously.
Now that was new. Wanda knew you hooked up with girls every so often (she didn't know that it was a lame attempt to get over the fact you were deeply inlove with her) but she never asked about them.
"Just the usual stuff." You shrugged as though the question hadn't taken you by surprise.
"What's the usual stuff?" You looked up at her to meet her eyes that didn't hint at any obvious emotion. She had beautiful eyes, they were perfect. Brown swirls that you always thought you could look at for hours, hoping it might really be a window to her soul and you could finally know what was going on in that head of hers.
"We went back to her place and had sex." You said bluntly, not knowing how much detail she wanted.
"Was it good?" Seriously who was she? She never asked you these things.
"Well she didn't need a map." You joked in an attempt to hide your confusion at her newfound curiosity in your sex life. Wanda didn't smile at your words, appearing lost in thought "Why?" You asked curiously.
"Don't you ever get attached? Develop feelings?" She asked, apparently ignoring my own question as she found interest in the pillow you were leaning on.
You could have burst into laughter at her question. You could have just blurted out "that would be kind of hard when I'm already head over heels for you", but you didn't.
"No. I don't see them after." You said, finding an interest in Wanda's pillow too.
The brunette fell quiet, apparently not having anything to say to that, not wanting the rare topic to end you continued.
"Have you been thinking about it lately?" You asked, afraid you were too blunt.
"Yes." She replied clearly. You hesitated for a moment before continuing.
"You want to hook up with someone?"
"Yes- no! I..." She sounded slightly panicked at first, but after a moment her voice dropped and shifted to a undeniably sad tone. Almost hopeless.
"What's stopping you?" You asked gently.
"I just...I don't want it to be with some random stranger." That was understandable. Lot of people felt the same way. Sex could be such a personal and sacred thing to people, something that's held close to their hearts and is purely an act of intimacy. You always thought that was beautiful and whished you coukd experience that. "I want it to be with someone I know... someone I trust and... someone I love." She finally looked up at you again as she breathed out slowly. "The person that I love."
She's in love? It was the only thing you could think. You wanted so desperately to ask who. For how long? When did it start? Why didn't she tell you?
"Who?" You asked. Your voice almost a whisper because you didn't want to risk Wanda hearing it break as you fought back tears.
"You." She replied at the same volume. You froze. Not believing what she said. This was completely uncharted territory for you. You didn't know what you were meant to do. So you did the only thing you knew how to do right. You kissed her.
Your hand cupped her cheek gently as your face became closer to hers, letting her know what you were about to do. She didn't object, instead she closed the distance between you.
Her lips were softer than they looked and felt perfect against your own. It was instantly addicting so you brought your other hand up to cup her other cheek and rolled over so you were partly ontop of her, never once disconnecting your lips.
You kissed her eagerly and longingly in hopes she understood that you had the same feelings for her. You had years of built up feelings to make up for, you were going to make it worth it if it was the last thing you did.
Wanda wrapped her hands around your neck and laced her fingers together as she pulled you towards her more. You happily let her do so and occasionally paused the kiss to let you breathe before going back to her.
You moved your legs so they were straddling Wanda's waist and you could be in the most comfortable position, the very concept of it giving you chills.
Bravely, you swiped your tongue across her lower lip to ask for permission. Although Wanda seemingly didn't understand what you were silently asking for, something that made you smile.
So you gently bit down on her lower lip, causing her to gasp out and moan. You made a mental note of how she responded to slight pain.
You slipped your tongue into her mouth and moaned as you explored it. It was like you needed to memorize every inch of her in case you could never do this again. You needed to treasure the moment and show Wanda just how much you cared.
"I love you too." You finally spoke. You could hear and feel her breath become shaky in nerves and it made you want to hold her close and comfort her forever.
"Show me." She whispered and you smiled.
You kissed her lips again briefly before switching your attention to her jaw. Your hands wandered down to the hem of her shirt and lifted it over her head before throwing it across the room.
Your mouth almost fell to the floor when you realised she wasn't wearing a bra, forgetting you had both changed into pjs. It was dark in the room and you hadn't thought about that fact.
You slowly started to kiss down her neck, along her collarbone and finally planted butterfly kisses on her breasts. You heard Wanda gasp out at the motion and softly moan when you took her left nipple into your mouth.
Softly sucking on the bud gently, you pinched the other then switched, ensuring you gave them equal attention but eventually you felt Wanda push your head lower.
You smirked against her chest and oblidged to her clear wishes by kissing lower down her stomach and hooking your fingers under her waistband.
You pulled the fabric down slowly and kissed every inch of exposed skin before throwing the material to join her top.
Then you softly bit down on small patches of her skin and sucking on them softly to leave small marks along her thighs until Wanda grew impatient with you, groaning at what she thought was teasing rather than you cherishing the moment, you would be sure to clear that up layer.
You pulled her panties down and took a moment to beautiful sight before you and heavenly scent that had your scenes on overdrive. You smiled and instantly flickered your tongue against her clit.
She moaned out in surprise and pleasure, closing her eyes and putting her head back into the pillows as she laced her fingers through your hair.
You took two fingers and stroked them along her folds, smirking when you felt how wet she was against your fingers and relishing under the fact it was a result of your actions.
You moved away from her core to look up at her as you licked her juices off of your fingers with a proud smirk.
She stared down at you with lust in her eyes that made her even more beautiful.
Your mouth returned to her but this time sucked on her outer folds that were also soaked with her juices. You moaned into her when her arousal hit your taste buds again and dipped your tongue into her folds.
You dipped your tongue in further and heard her moan out your name, a sound that made your stomach flip. You took this as encouragement and started thrusting your tongue into her at a faster pace and rubbed your thumb in tight circles against her clit.
Wanda gripped your hair tightly as she moaned out more, her legs wrapping around your head perfectly to keep it securely in place as they began to shake.
Her breathing became fast and shallow as her grip on your hair tightened.
You rubbed harder and thrust your tongue faster until you felt a warm, sweet liquid against your tongue and Wanda screaming out in pleasure.
You looked up at her through hooded eyes as you eagerly licked up the cum she had spilt and moaned at the taste of it, instantly planning to taste it again at some point.
She looked so beautiful blissed out, more tender than you had ever seen her.
You leaned up and kissed Wanda passionalty as she did the same. You knew she could taste herself on your lips as you felt her smile against you at that fact.
"Now let me." Wanda whispered, her hand caressing your bare thigh that wasn't covered by your loose shorts.
"Wanda you don't ha-" Wanda silenced you by placing a slim finger over your lips.
"I want to. I want to make you feel good." She whispered again and pulled you closer by the back of your neck to bring you on for another kiss.
You leaned forward and kissed her passionately, not believing how soft her lips were and how perfect they felt against your own, fitting together perfectly.
She pulled you closer before rolling you over in a playful way that made you smile as she lay ontop of you. She kissed a path down you jaw and neck as her fingers continued to tease your thighs.
Her hand then came up to your waistband, momentarily tracing your hipbones, before slipping beneath the fabric of you shorts and panties.
You gasped out as fingers ghosted over your clit then adventures further to your folds.
Her fingers swiped through your folds a couple of times to gather your wetness on her fingers before slipping inside of you.
You moaned heavily at the feeling as Wanda sighed at the feel of your wet pussy around her fingers.
Her fingers extended fully inside you before retreating only to return again faster. You moaned as Wanda memorized every inch of your core and how it felt around her as she fingered you with earnest.
As her pace increased Wanda's free hand landed on your waist, holding your bodies close together as she leant in to kiss you again.
You eagerly complied as her fingers curled to hit an amazing nerve ending that had you clinging to Wanda's back and moaning the loudest.
"Wan..." You chanted breathlessly.
You squeezed your walls around Wanda's fingers as you approached your high. She took this with a new vigour and rubbed your clit firmly with her thumb, causing you to cum with a cry of her name.
She continued to lay ontop of you while you got your breath back, smiling down at you lovingly.
As she sat up slightly you were reminded of just how naked she was, and how she was right ontop of you. You were aching to feel your bare skin against hers.
You placed your hands on her waist and gently pulled her down onto her back as you sat up and grinned at her and the thoughts playing in your mind.
Wanda smiled back at you as she watched you quickly discard your shirt before pulling off your shorts and panties in one.
She bit her lip at the sight of you completely bare to her but you didn't give her a chance to stare as you were already pushing her legs apart and laying between them as you cupped her face.
"I wanna try something." You whispered, as though the experience was a secret that you two would share forever and guard with your lives. She nodded up at you, keeping eye contact as you lifted her left leg up and spread her other leg further apart, giving you the best access to her still glistening folds.
You could hear your steady breathing as you positioned yourself accordingly so your pussy hovered above Wanda's. You lowered yourself slowly and you both moaned at the contact and friction that was instantly created.
Wanda bucked her hips up when your clit glided over hers and your slick came together to help your movements.
You tried not to get too caught up in the pleasure at first, needing to be able to concentrate your attention on Wanda and the best movements.
You soon fell into the right rhythm, your breathy moans filled the room as you allowed yourself to fall flat against Wanda and kiss her deeply.
You hips rotated perfectly, yours and Wanda's folds glided over one another in was a blissful way you had never experienced.
The movements were making the pair of you breathe faster so you abandoned the kiss to place your forehead against Wanda's as your movements became more erratic.
You didn't want to cum until Wanda did, but the familiar coil in your lower stomach was becoming to tighten.
"Y/n!" Wanda moaned as her hips continued to buck against your own. The movements threw you off at first but your hips soon collided into one frantic movement.
You grinded your pussys together with vigour as you both chased your release with desperation, your combined wetness making the most lewd sound echo throughout the room and amplifying both of your arousals.
With one hard thrust of your hips you both came with a loud moan, clinging to each other and foreheads still connected as you rode out your high together, your hips twitching slightly until you eventually fell down beside Wanda, both of you still swimming in pleasure.
"Wow." Wanda barely managed to speak, exhaustion written into her voice.
"I love you." You muttered as you placed your fingers together.
"I love you too." Wanda smiled tiredly as she gave your hand a loving squeeze.
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evelxtus · 3 years
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I'm inlove with all your content! It's so cute and I cannot get enough. So I made an account to make a request!! What about a Vampire!Scaramouche x Fem!Reader smut? ;;; Only if you want to though! Now have a amazing day! >:D
Vampire!Scaramouche x Fem!Reader Smut.
Warnings: NSFW, Vulgar language, blood mention, fingering, vaginal penetration. Minors DNI.
Words: 1675.
Note: Thank you for your words. <3 I hope you like this as well, I'm not used to writing smut, but I tried my best. Thank you again for requesting. 😫💕
"Hello, is anyone home?" you asked lazily after knocking a few times on the wooden door. "Scaramouche... Tsk, what an idiot. Always believing himself to be the important one. He doesn't even open the door for me for being a simple huma-" You ranted about him as you turned on your heel, only to see the boy from whom you so kindly you spoke.
"Sorry, what were you saying?" even though this boy was more or less your height, a glance from him was enough to make your blood run cold. "Repeat it... I haven't heard you right." he insisted as he took a few threatening steps towards you.
The closer he got, the more you tried to get away. But you couldn't go very far: your back was already against the door.
"Apparently you are now dumb too. I asked you something, answer."
"I-I think you misunderstood. I wasn't talking about you." a nervous laugh left your lips, while your trembling hands felt the wood behind you. The boy laughed.
"As if there are many Scaramouches in the damn town. Are you an idiot? Or worse, do you think I'm an idiot?"
You shook your head quickly. You opened your mouth to apologize, but he stepped forward to speak again.
"Anyway, what are you doing here today? Well, it doesn't matter. Let me feed a little of you, okay?" the boy closed the distance that separated you quickly, with the aim of biting the skin of your neck as soon as possible, but your voice cut him off.
"No, wait!" The vampire rolled his eyes and moved a few inches apart to glance at you.
"Now what?"
"I came here... so you could turn me into a vampire..." the boy blinked several times, dumbfounded.
"WHAT" he spoke his words giving voice to his unpleasant surprise. "Na-ah. No. No way. My most reliable blood supply would be ruined if you convert."
You shrugged, to tell him that's the point.
"Let me taste you one more time, and I'll think about it. I'm particularly hungry and pissed off today." You didn't resist. Well, it would be the last time he would bite you, wouldn't it?
He pushed your hair back to reach your neck more easily, and you closed your eyes. You were already used to the pain from that boy's bites, which weren't very gentle. You felt how desperately he was sucking your blood, but something was wrong. This time he wouldn't stop, and his body was especially hot against yours despite always being ice cold.
You let out a tiny moan of pain as you tried to pull away.
"A-already... enough already." you complained. The boy finally stopped, not before running a finger over your wound.
He soaked his finger in your blood and showed it to you, without leaving your side. "Are you... are you going to deprive me of this... just because of a whim of yours?"
The words did not come out of your body. God, he was so close. Very, very close.
"Let me show you your taste. And reconsider your request." He licked his finger with your blood, even though it dripped down to the corner of his lips. With a brusque movement he put your lips together in an unexpected kiss.
He took his chance to introduce his tongue in your mouth, and thus feel yours. You felt the metallic taste of your own blood, just like the boy wanted.
He pulled away for a moment to breathe, and at the same time reached for his doorknob to open it. When he did it, you both fell on the floor inside the house causing a crash.
"Oww..." you put a hand on your head, a little dizzy. You came to yourself when you heard Scaramouche —who was in a pretty compromised position on you, he had his crotch on your thigh. And so you realized that he had an erection. "But what the hell are you doing?"
Your face was completely red, and Scaramouche was also quite flushed.
"I didn't think you were going to open the door!" you cleared up as you moved your leg up a bit, making it press against his cock over the fabric of his pants. A sigh left his lips, your eyes widened in surprise.
You moved your leg again.
"Fuck, stop it." the boy snorted, finally sitting up a bit to close the door. When he finished, he got on you again, this time you were the one who was at a disadvantage, because his knee was between your crotch.
Your heart raced even faster than before, knowing what might come next.
"Let's see who gets the last laugh, smartass." he put his knee right between your legs, lifting the pleats of your skirt.
This meant that the only thing separating your helpless throbbing entrance from him were your panties.
"You know what? Fuck it. I don't have the patience for this." After this hasty statement by the boy, you felt how the fabric of your panties was pulled aside, and the tips of the vampire's fingers began to touch your vaginal lips.
"A-ah... Scara-"
You were so embarrassed... Just with the kiss you had already gotten wet.
Well, imagine how he felt when he noticed how quickly you had caused his erection.
"Be quiet, little lamb..." he whispered. The boy bit his lower lip with a slight frown, tucking in two of his fingers suddenly. A gasping moan came from your throat.
"This is what happens when you try to laugh at me."
"Sorry, I-I won't do it anymore. Mmhh... ah... p-please..." your back arched at the constant movement of his fingers into the warmth of you.
"Please what? Are you begging me for more? You WILL have more."
His eyes looking down at you... made you have to look elsewhere. The boy really enjoyed seeing you embarrassed.
"No. Look at me. I'm the one who is giving you pleasure. What less than looking into my eyes while I do it."
His fingers would part when he reached deep inside you, like scissors. He pulled them out and showed you his fingers, which were joined by your fluids.
"Look at me." He ordered you. Without separating your eyes from his, he licked his fingers with your fluid.
"P-p-please..." you begged again, closing your eyes. Your breathing was so irregular... you couldn't even think clearly. Only the word "please" came out of your mouth continuously, afraid of asking for more, no matter how much you wanted it.
"Shhh..." the boy leaned on putting one of his hands on the side of your head, and with the other he lowered his pants and boxers, exposing his hard cock. "Your weakness... makes me so horny. You have no idea." his murmur made you open your eyes, knowing what would come next. "Are you ready? You better be." he warned you while he was taking his cock with one hand, which he started to move up and down a couple of times, that it was already lubricated with the precum that had already started to flow while he was masturbating.
You didn't say anything, you knew that your voice would come out shaky and it would only serve to make his expression and his words towards you become more mocking. You just spread your legs more for him.
"My little lamb giving herself all to me... I love it." He positioned the tip of his cock at your entrance and flexed his arm to reach your neck.
With his other hand he was holding your thigh, with enough force to leave small marks on your skin that disappeared within seconds.
Finally, with one swift movement, his full length had entered you. From a simple hip swing. His fingers made more pressure on his leg and a growl made you understand that he was feeling as much pleasure as you.
"Mhh... Oh fuck. I needed this..." he admitted. His slender fingers went up your thigh, lifting your skirt even more until it was over your abdomen, and thus having in plain sight how his cock entered your sex.
His movements were slow, but every time he entered you he did it with force, completely feeling your entire vaginal wall against his cock, enjoying each thrust as he had never done.
Gasps and sighs came from him, and his warm breath hit the skin of your collarbone and shoulder. You were trying hard not to be too loud, digging your nails into the boy's arm, but he didn't seem to complain.
You were both blinded by pleasure and the simple fact of feeling so close.
The boy stopped holding your leg to run his hand over your breasts, over your shirt, rubbing them and passing his fingers over them, he just wanted to stimulate you more anyway.
His hips movements became faster as he began to feel that he would reach the climax soon.
"S-shit, I'm going to come now." He said against your shoulder.
"M-me too... Ahhh... do it ..." you whimpered. You felt your legs trembling, announcing that you would soon reach orgasm.
The boy couldn't take it anymore. He bit your shoulder, without sinking his fangs and let out a celestial moan, while in one last thrust the warm fluid from him came out of his cock, filling you whole inside.
At the same time, the greatest pleasure also came to you, an explosion of emotions held for so long finally came out.
"Oh my god... oh my..." your chest rose and fell with difficulty, as did the boy's.
Managing to calm his breathing a bit, the boy brought his mouth close to your ear, with a sly smile.
"Now turn around."
Yeah... he wasn't done with his cute little lamb yet.
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The Idol’s Inspiration
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Title: The Idol’s Inspiration
Pairing: Valkyrae || Rachell x Fem! Reader
Summary: In which the international singer find’s her inspiration in a certain brown eyed-often screaming- streamer
Warnings: None? Fluff. Awkward Crushing. Top Rae? (Oh Gosh)
Word Count: 2,905 Words
@short-kid27​ helped me with this one. Go check her out she’s actually great
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You scoffed when you saw what your bandmate tweeted out, tweeting as if he wasn’t using his phone either. Deciding to throw something at him, you spot a plastic perfume bottle, reaching out for it, only for Luna, your other bandmate to slap your hands of her perfume bottle.
“Don’t you dare.” She playfully glares before turning back to her original position, with her hair stylist tending to her long reddish-brown hair.
“Sebastian, you are so lucky you’re on the other side of the room right now or I swear to God, you would have a concussion.” You frowned, before turning back to your phone, further proving Sebastian’s point.
“See?! What are you even doing?” He loudly asks, you barely hearing him from the noise of blowdryers.
“Writing.” You answered, annoyed. It wasn’t a lie tho, You were now writing a new song, since your management once again are rushing you to write at least 12 songs for your new album.
“We wrote 3 songs yesterday. Calm down.” Your bassist, Luna reassured you, who just finished her glams.
“We’re supposed to be finished with this by the end of the month. How am I supposed to calm down?” You complained.
Ever since your band, Coldify, got enough attention, your management barely gave you enough time to just breathe and write like you used to, How were you supposed to produce quality music?
“Choco Milk?” Jace, your drummer offers you his second cup
“No thank you. Hot sweet things stress my throat. Maybe later though.” You stood up, thanking your stylists, before changing into your casual clothes, since you would be doing a Q and A session first as a soundcheck and also for extra fan service before the concert proper.
Once you finished changing, you walked out of your dressing room, only to find that your bandmates are now all set up, all except you.
Jace is fiddling with his drum sticks
Luna is tuning her bass guitar
And Sebastian is playing a random tune on his electric guitar.
You rolled your eyes at them, before slinging your own acoustic guitar over your shoulder, the familiar weight and pressure of it’s strap makes you smile.
“Are we ready guys? We can start now, there’s only 5 minutes left.” You asked them, plugging in your “in-ears”
They all nodded at you and you guys started to do your signature intro, you playing a few notes on your acoustic, followed by Sebastian and Luna, then you all run out, hearing the screams of your fans intensify, before Jace started banging on his drums, ending your intro with all of you guys harmonizing your band name and lifting your right arms up, showing the compass tattooed into the insides of your wrists, symbolizing your band and the friendship that will never grow old.
“What is up LA!?” You loudly said into the mic, chuckling when they screamed louder than your own mic.
“Well, we certainly need to up the mic volume later.” Luna giggled, sitting on one of the chairs positioned in the middle of the stage.
“Mhhmmn. Let’s all calm down first yes? You guys save your energy for later.” Sebastian winked into the crowd, also sitting on one of the chairs, with his mic in his hand.
“Great, great. We’re all settled in, Please sit down and let’s start this 1 and a half hour Q and A? Soundcheck? Fan service? Whatever you want to call this whole shebang.” You joked, thanking the staff that gave you your own water bottle.
“You know the drill, if you don’t that’s fine. My name is Luna and I am the one who plays the amazing silver-gray bass back there.” Luna introduces herself
“That amazing silver-gray bass that you would marry someday. I swear you are inlove with that thing.” Sebastian teased, earning him a loud smack to the shoulder.
“That is animal abuse. Stop it.” You hold in your laugh, but bursted out laughing anyways when you saw the appalled look on his face.
“My name is Jace. And I bang my sticks into a hallow cylindrical thing for a living. I heard they’re called drums but whatever. I also live with these idiots and I, unfortunately, am the one who holds their leashes.” Jace introduces himself, smiling into the crowd
“Okay, Father. My Name is Sebastian. aka the most attractive one in this group. I play the guitarrrrrr. You guys can call me Seb, Sebastian or Daddy. Your choice.” He winked.
“Ew.” All three of you pretended to gagged, before laughing at Sebastian’s pouting face, your audience also laughing at your antics.
“Okay- Okay, Stop. We need to be serious. Gosh. My name’s Y/N! And I’m your local sapphic lead singer. Yes, I need to say that everyday because people still debate that I’m straight. It’s annoying” You introduce, taking a sip of your water
“Right. So this is how it’s gonna work. There are multiple Coldify interrogators, as we call them, roaming around, all you have to do, is raise your hand, first one they see wins the first question. And the cycle continues until we run out of time.” You explained
“HmmHmmn. So are you guys ready?” Luna asks, earning a few “Yes!” and “WHOOOOO” making all you guys chuckle.
“Okaaaay! on 3. 1,2,3! OH! That redhead with the all black attire. I like that.” Sebastian calls, waiting for the guy in the uniform to hand the girl the mic.
“What’s your name love?” Jace asked the now blushing girl
“Ah. Kadie. I just wanna say that I am such a big fan and I wanted to know if, besides the tattoo you guys have right now, the compass, are you guys still planning on getting a matching tattoo?”
“Ooooh. Tattooes. Hmm. I personally would love to have another tattoo. But you see, Sebastian here cried when we first tattoed. And I am not looking forward to that at all.” Luna answered, laughing when Sebastian whined.
“Oh yeah. No. Not again.” Jace agreed, while you just smiled and nodded.
“Next Question Please.” Sebastian interjected before you could even talk
“Hi my name’s Catherine-” You guys interrupted her to say hi
“Hehe. Hi. Uhm, I wanted to know if you guys have like, favourite youtubers or streamers?” She asks shyly, which made you smile.
“Oooooo. Okay, now you guys get to know why I tweeted that earlier.” Sebastian chuckles
“Okay Mr. Snitch. But uhm. I would have to say... Sykkuno. His voice is just the best-”
“Excuse me? Corpse?! Hello? Corpse has the best voice don’t even. He’s my favourite, what you said was just Corpse slander” Sebastian interrupts Luna, to which Luna answered with a glare.
“Uh-huh. Okay. As I was saying, Corpse’s voice is good, but Syk’s is just this wholesome anime type voice that just melt’s your heart you know? He should be a voice actor for like, an anime protagonist. AND HIS PERSONALITY IS SO GOOD AND WHOLESOME LIKE WHAT THE FUCK?” Luna gushes, nodding to Jace before she goes on a full rant
“I’m sure you won’t match with him, expecially since he’s quiet and you’re loud and abnoxious.” Sebastian casually says
“You know what?”
“Pokimane...” Jace speaks into the mic, interrupting the siblings from fighting. “...Because she’s actually a really good gamer, and she also has a cat called called “Mimi” and that’s major points in my book.” Jace says, smiling.
“Hmm. That’s actually a tough choice... I would have to say-” You were interrupted when your phone let out a noise, letting you know you forgot to silent it.
“BABUSHKA!” Your face felt hot as you desperately tried to put your phone in silent, but it was too late.
“My phone just outed me what the hell?” You mumbled into the mic, hiding your face as you hear your fans laugh and coo at your cuteness and embarrassment.
“Anyways, if that didn’t answer your question, I don’t know what will. But uhm, Valkyrae. 100 percent. She’s just really skilled in video games and has probably played more games than me. Also, she’s absolutely fucking gorgeous and I just love her personality and all.” You smiled, still feeling a little bit embarrassed
“I just love her personality- Please, last night you fell asleep to her playing a horror game. She screams alot in that video, I’m just saying. How could you sleep to literally her screaming in your ear?” Sebastian shrugs, ignoring the glares you sent him
“Just this morning, you were frowning because there was another viper on the team Rae was fighting against in Valorant, and you accused that viper of being a copycat.” Jace added
“Or the fact that you always flinch, or dodge and curse whenever someone shoots at Rae-” Luna finishes making you cover her mouth before she says something more
“Okay. I think it’s pretty obvious that I have a crush on Valkyrae but please- Stop.” You grumbled, frowning playfully at your fans when they awed at your band’s interaction.
“Next Fucking Question Please.” You huffed, closing your eyes and leaning back into your seat, trying to settle your beating heart
Rae will for sure see that. Oh my god. Thoughts of Rae seeing your clip of literally simping for her has your heart running marathons.
“Hi! Uhm, this question is for Y/N”
You hear the gasps of your bandmates, but you pay no attention to it since you were still gay panicking inside
“What will you do if you ever met Valkyrae in person?” a familiar voice echoed in your ears, you of course can’t figure out who it is.
“I honestly don’t know how I would react. Maybe faint? But then probably hug her? I dunno? Kiss her cheek maybe? I mean, how would you react if you meet your long time crush?” You answered mindlessly, chuckling silently knowing that you probably faint and be knocked out for God knows how long. Or maybe you’d fumble and embarrass yourself.
You hear your bandmates join in the laughter with the audience, and that made you open your eyes, throwing a confused glace to Luna who just patted your back and made eye contact with who, you presume, asked the question.
You followed her gaze, eyes widening when you saw the brown-eyed brunette beauty holding the mic. Your brain lagged, trying to comprehend the situation.
“Uhm, I mean- Unless, You know? She’s uncomfortable about it. I don’t wanna make her uncomfy, you get me? First impressions are a thing. I mean- I’m just gonna shut up.” You just spat words out before your brain could even comprehend it.
Come on Y/N keep it together. She gotta think that you’re cool. Not an awkward gay mess.
“Pfft- Little too late for the first impressions that included you being cool.” Jace threw his empty water bottle at you
“...I said that aloud didn’t I?” You asked, now trying to hide your face behind Luna’s back, who’s doubling over from laughter
“Please, someone tag me when you decide to upload this very moment. I wanna blackmail Y/N with it.” Sebastian wheezed out.
“I think we can do something with the hugging thing. Just don’t faint on me.” Your eyes snapped to Rae’s as you see the smirk etched on her face, her hands still holding the microphone
Your eyes widen as your fans, screamed and a series of “OOOOOOHHHH” and “Get it Y/N!” erupted, making your embarrassment amplify even more.
“Is it embarrass Y/N day today? God, please- Next Question please. Oh Jesus.” You put your face in your hands, trying to hide.
Thankfully, they didn’t pry anymore, your embarrassment slowly subsiding as they asked about your daily life, career, albums and upcoming awards. After finishing a couple more questions, you guys sang a couple cover songs, and that’s what concluded your soundcheck. (Sebastian managed to sneak in Janet’s PETTY song, which you rolled your eyes on but sang nonetheless.)
You walked out and to the backstage as you shoved Sebastian playfully for making kissy faces.
“Y/N and Rachell sitting on a tree-” He was suddenly cut off by someone
“K-I-S-S-I-N-G” Your gaze wonders to Pokimane, or Imane who just interrupted Sebastian
“Kissing?! Isn’t it a bit too early for that? Why would they kiss-” Sykkuno says glancing between Rae and I
You wondered if they said anything else because you’re going to be honest to yourself, you were only looking at Rae’s eyes. The deep brown orbs you only ever saw through your screen, was now staring right back at you, her brunette hair tied up in a bun- She’s staring back at you.
Quickly averting your eyes, you felt yourself grow shy, you now also find your shoes very attractive.
“Keep your head up or else you would faint on me and I don’t want that. I prefer to hug a conscious person, Thank you very much.” you lifted your head so fast you could’ve given yourself a whiplash. Darting your eyes around Rae, you quickly find that your friends + Imane and Sykkuno have left the both of you alone.
“Sorry. You just caught me off guard there. Hi! Uhm. I really don’t know what to say to you- Uhm.” You rub the back of your neck, nervously smiling at Rae you in turn smirked at you, raising her brow in the process.
She quietly chuckles before opening her arms, signaling for a hug, to which you launched yourself in, trying not to breathe because that would be so weird.
“Okay so now can you take out your knife and stab me just to make sure that this is real.” You stated, looking directly into her eyes
“...But I’m not the Impostor?”
“...Okay that’s clever-” You laughed, taking a sip out of your water bottle, leading her to your dressing room
“Speaking of, do you mind if I play with you guys sometimes? I’ll find time, I promise.” You say, watching the time considering you only have half an hour to change and get ready, not to mention your crush is right in front of you as well.
“Wait really? Yeah! Just DM me on twitter! I’ll organize a lobby just for you.” She replies, plopping herself on the sofa you have.
“Awe, I feel so... special” You smiled, finally composing yourself, emerging from behind the curtains, already in your performance outfit
“The almighty Creator of the Year, creating a lobby? For lil ol m-” You were greeted with a facefull of pillows thrown at you, just for that statement. Which made you laugh.
“Shut up.” She grinned
“I’m sorry, m’lady” You curtsied playfully, expecting her to start smacking your shoulders, instead when you lifted your head up, she was just sitting there with a soft smile on her face.
“You’re wearing my merch.” She stated
You widened your eyes then looked down, the hoodie that you just randomly picked up was her merch.
“I’m sorry, do you want it back?” You spit the words out before your mind could comprehend how idiotic that sounded
Rae bursted out laughing at your statement, putting her hand over her mouth while doubling over. You rolled your eyes at her and plopped down on the sofa, crossing your arms.
“Yeah, Yeah. Go on. Laugh. At least I can spell broccoli right.” You teased, poking her side
“OKAY! LISTEN HERE HOTSHOT! I-”  she was interrupted by a series of knocks on the door.
“Y/N! PLEASE TELL ME YOU’RE DECENT AND IS NOT SEDUCING RAE BECAUSE THAT’S JUST WRONG” Sebastian loudly asked through the door
“Oh My God. Please just kill me.” You rubbed your face with your hands
“I’m pretty sure I’ll be the one doing the seducing but okay.” You hear her mumble under her breath, making you look at her with a scandalized look on your face
“DOOR’S UNLOCKED SEBASTIAN. DON’T BE AN IDIOT..” You replied
“Don’t mind him Y/N We’re just coming in to say that you have 5 minutes until we have to go onstage.” Luna softly replies, shoving Sebastian out your field of view.
“I’ll be right there Lune.” You stood up, smiling at Rae
“I guess that’s it. I’ll talk to you later? I think? Just check your DM’s soon yeah?” She pulls you into a hug, kissing your cheek as she pulls away.
“Good Luck out there. I know you’ll do great.” She smiles, walking out, leaving you to your thoughts
“Huh?” You touched your cheek, a smile slowly paints itself upon your face
"Come on, lovergirl we're running late." Jace drapes his arm around your shoulder
"She kissed my cheek." You say, still shocked
"Lucky You." Jace says, his ears reddening.
...lucky bastard
"POKI KISSED YOU TOO DIDN'T SHE?!" You screeched
'Hush!" His cheeks are also red now.
"Huh. I guess today's our lucky day." You grinned, now extremely happy and hyped
"Oh, check your e-mail now by the way. Manager says she sent our line up there." he pats your back, getting into his position, as best as he can considering the stage is now pitch black
"Huh. Okay." You pulled out your phone, sending a piece of paper flying. Bending down to pick it up, you feel your heart soften into mush and then it decides to run another marathon.
Just incase my Twitter DM's don't work, or if I'm streaming. xx 09-xxx-xxx-xxx
"Be still, my beating heart." You sighed out
Valkyrae just gave you her phone number
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saturatedboy · 3 years
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Hai! Can i request something can you please do a Donna x gn!reader where donna is a goddess who fell inlove with a cannibal reader ( just love the thought of the reader coming back home with blood still on their mouth and donna would scold them but would find it hot at the same time )
If it's alright ofc
Donna x GN!Reader
-I am more than happy to fill out your request! This was so much fun to write and I really hope you enjoy as much as I did writing it.
-Requests: Open
Trigger Warning: Mentions of cannibalism and blood.
Well, well, well- that was sure an an entertaining fight.
Crouching down, your slightly cherry eyes scanned over the blissful ,now forever sleep, deceased women. Her eyes were left open to become crisp within the open air that casted a spell of arctic weather. Her pale thin lips was slightly agape as she had breathed in her breath of her last. Her dress had became shreds once she was in your grasp, being easily taken down from your weight and height. She looked nothing more than a pile of shredded meat. Although that didn't sound pleasing to a sane mind, you was relishing in the smell of fresh metallic blood. Seeing some of it spill into the snow below had forced a small growl to bubble in your throat. That was good blood wasted, you just had to hope that there was more in her than was spilled. You could've been caught but for now you hadn't. Your animalistic growls had most likely sent a warning towards the village that wasn't even as far as 50 feet away from you and the women.
She had been walking through the gates whilst you had been leaning against them. Back a few moments ago, you were just a normal human. Eating normal food much to your dismay, drinking their berried juice and taking part in their culture towards Mother Miranda. As your eyes gazed over the woman that had walked out, you watched her trip over a rock and smash her knee into the ground. Her soft cries had awoken your true self up. Biting your bottom lip, you looked back at the village and made a choice to follow the woman into the forest, however, her blood was dripping down her leg as she continued her walk, not even getting far away from the village before you had jumped her and clawed her from the back. She had tried to fight back, screaming for someone to help her from your sinful self but you were so caught up in the small smell of blood that you just had to get a taste.
And that is how you had became to straddle the dead woman on the snowy floor. Behind you, you could hear the cheers of shocked children who had heard the woman's cries only to be met with your back faced towards them as you kept her down. At first, the children thought nothing of it. Maybe the woman had been laughing at first but oh no- their innocence would be shattered when they watched you push yourself down so your mouth hovered over her knee. Giving the cut a small kitty lick, you raised your head all the way back and clasp open your jaw, revealing two rows of sharp teeth that had sprouted out from your gums. Saliva had became thick in your mouth, acting as a lubricant so anything that goes into your mouth would easily be swallowed.
Thrusting your head back down, you clamped your jaw around her knee, feeling the pulse of your own heart rate speed up. The distance cries of the children were forgotten by your mind as you clasped shut your eyelids together. Ripping the meat of the woman's leg, you swirled your tongue around it savouring the taste of each second. Swallowing was an easy task for yourself, all you had to do was angle your head fully back so the meat could easily be pushed down your throat and to your stomach. After eating that mouthful, you had went down for another bite, more blood splattering against the ground and your hands as you separated the skin off the bones.
A sudden shot had made you shoot up and look back. There was most of the village watching in horror as you smiled and waved at them. Seeing your blooded state, some men and women had fainted. Mothers had covered their younglings eyes as you flashed and bared your teeth in a teasing manner. The girl at the very front stood with a loaded rifle, pointing it at you with shaky arms. 'No wonder she missed' you thought, being amused at the brave girl who is trying to get revenge on you for murdering her mother.
"Get away from my MOTHER!" She screamed, shooting another shot at you only this time it had pieced your front of the right shoulder. You shrugged and got up, biting the inside of your cheek and tried your best not to whine out in pain. Although in serious pain, your cheeky side was still showing through. Crouching down once again, you dragged the deceased woman from the ground back into the forest with yourself hearing the screaming of the girl more and the villages holding her back telling her to forget about it.
Once far into the snowy forest, you feasted upon the body making sure to leaved just bones. This was the best meal you had ever since you had last feasted which was at least a month ago. Licking your hands clean of the tainted blood, you had threw the bones at a lycan who had came to watch the show. "Maybe next time," You spoke, letting your shark-like teeth sink back into your gums and eyes be glazed over with their neutral colour. Your mind was brought back however after the transformation to the gun-shot wound. Hunching over and grabbing tightly onto your shoulder, you heaved yourself back towards your home that you shared with someone else. You smiled at the though of seeing your lover once again. How mad she would be with you, it just riled you up in a good way. How naughty she could be when she was annoyed or even frustrated and yet just a simple flirt from you would leave her into a stammering mess and forgetting her task on why she was scolding you in the first place.
The manor wasn't too far away from your current spot, maybe another 5 minute walk at most. As you walked, you had tried to experiment by sticking your finger into the gun-shot hole. Never. Again.
After the quick experiment that you had immediately regretted, your eyes went wide as saucers as you looked up ahead and saw the manor looming in the light grey fog. Running and letting you rather long tongue hang from your mouth, you jumped up the steps like a small child and knocked on the door with a fast fist. When you heard movement from within, you stood back and bounced on the heels of your shoes still holding your shot shoulder.
You whine happily as the door opened, revealing a Goddess in your eyes of creativity and masterpieces. "Donna!" You squealed out loud, jumping towards her to hug her only for her to step to the side with a displeased look. You fell inside on your stomach, groaning in pain. The gentle bang on the door had shut it, and the clicking of Lady Beneviento's shoes had forced you to roll onto your back and stare up at the petite woman with a pained grin. "Hey beautiful~" You flirted, sending a wink towards her way. She scoffed with a deep scarlet blush and learned down only to prod at your hand covering your arm.
"Not only have you brought dirt, mud and snow into the home," She said as she forced your hand back away from your shoulder, "You have also gotten yourself hurt. Now c'mon, the quicker you're all fixed up the quicker I can keep a watchful eye on you cannibal." You pouted at her words, being clean wasn't much of your style but if she wanted you to be clean you'll push through your dislikes to impress her.
Pulling yourself off the ground, you followed the Goddess in black to the bathrooms where she had started the shower. She turned back to face you and called for Angie her doll. Soon the doll had swiftly entered the same room with a pout of her own. "Don't make me baby sit them pleaseeee," Angie had cried out, pointing an accusing finger at you. You lightly gasp playfully and pointed back at her,
"Yeah don't leave me in here with her. Ya know she throws toilet paper into the shower-"
"I do not!" She defended, swirling around to stay behind Donna who looked stressed.
"Yes. you. do" You called back, sticking your tongue out. Angie growled and pushed Donna towards you, playfully winking at you. You held Donna in your arms as she tried to wriggle out your grip.
"Let. me gooo," She whined out, twisting left and right and tried to push herself away from you. Angie laughed and called some other of Donna's creations into the bathroom to watch the playful scene. They clapped and jumped about, getting excited at the new game it seemed you and Donna was playing. Forcing Donna to stop squirming, you held her close and leaned your head to rest on her shoulder. "You're going to get blood on me..."
"Oh I know sweetie," A fast reply came from your mouth as you kissed her under her jaw making her gasp slightly at the contact. Her hands bad tightened on your biceps as she shook slightly. You let out a breathy chuckle as you let her go and backed away giving her space. "So, imma get cleaned now," You said whilst walking around the frozen Goddess licking your lips slightly s you got rid to the best of your abilities the dried up blood. However once coming back to reality, Donna huffed and turned to face you about to give you a scolding as she normally did until she saw you licking the blood off your lips.
Walking quickly, she grabbed the cloth that rested in the sink and made her way back to the shower to rinse the cloth under it. After she squeezed and twisted the cloth till all excess water had dripped out, she then followed up to your figure as you were trying to get Angie to point out where you missed licking the blood. Donna had grabbed you by your left shoulder and turned you around to face her briskly. As you turned, you was met with a damp cloth on your lips, the occasional movement of Donna's fingers brushing your cheek as she did so. She moved the cloth in circular motions, staring at your lips as she bit her own gently. You loved her touch, it was so soft and gentle. Being in her arms every now and again was worth any bullet to the shoulder. Once done, she gently took the cloth off your face and let her dainty thumb brush along your bottom lip.
"Get a room you two," Angie said as she watched the whole thing go down. She was sat on the sink edge, holding her head in her hand as she rested her elbow on her knee. She looked half asleep, most likely from working all day or playing with the other puppets. Donna coughed to cover up her embarrassment and took a step back placing her hands neatly folded in front of her.
"I'll be going now, get cleaned please." She left with Angie following her however just as Angie rounded the corner of the door, she popped her head back through and blew a raspberry at you. You laughed and strolled towards the door to shut it. Placing the lock on, you stripped bare and got pumped to go in the shower. You already knew the pain you were going to suffer from this.
The day had turned to night and you were bundled up in the kitchen working over a pot of stew. You had a loose shirt on covering your bandages around your right shoulder. It was a pain to get in the shower, your shoulder had felt like it was on fire and you hated every second of it. However luckily for you, Donna had some ointment for you to use after to be able to have a quicker healing wound. You swatted away the sweat that had slipped down your forehead and went back to stirring the pot. It was your night to cook for your family and for once you weren't going to use human meat like you had before- actually that's how Donna found out that your perfect figure in her eyes was a cannibal. She was shocked at first but got used to the smell of blood that had normally lingered on your lips after a meal outside. Angie on the other hand was enthusiastic at the new claim that you loved eating your own flesh. She kept asking if you were to bite into someone would they become a vampire? Or if when your eyes turned their cherry colour would you see the world in red? So many questions yet boring answers to each one, her words not yours.
You felt a pair of arms snake around your waist as you continued cooking. You felt a weight lean against your body as you placed the wooden spoon down off to the side. Turning around, you held Donna in your arms. "It smells good," She spoke, keeping her head in your chest. You lightly laughed and pattered her back, using your other hand to hold her head close to you. Slowly you both had started to sway enjoying the warmth of each other.
"It smells good because I cooked it," You smiled at her, chuckling at her reaction which was a raised eye brow and a smug smile.
"Yes, obviously it's because of that," She remarked, letting you go and giving you a short pec on the lips. She backed away from you and turned her attention to the table which was set for two. A candle was lit and flowers in a pot where placed in a vase in the middle. "Where did you get those flowers from?" She asked, turning to look at you with hands on her hips. You sheepishly smiled and rubbed the back of your neck, making your own move of going back to stirring the pot of stew.
"Definitely not your garden,"
"...You're lucky I love you dear." The sound of a chair being pulled out made you smile sweetly at yourself with closed eyes.
Yes, you were very lucky to have her.
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miyams · 3 years
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SERENADE : INUMAKI TOGE IMAGINE 𔘓
• pairing : inumaki x f!reader
• summary : inumaki is your suitor and inlove with you however, he has a speech disorder which makes him unable to say words he meant for you.
• long imagine ahead
a/n : pls i hc just want to hear toge singing me to sleep :( ++ i also wrote a song he'll sing but there is an absence of melody, enjoy <3
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TINK !
Y/N grunted at the sound of pebble hitting her windowpane. she tossed to the side and cover her face with blanket. it probably was just the wind.
TINK !
"Pst! Y/N..."
"Wha...?"
Slowly opening her eyes, she sat up and looked around the dark. She caught glimpse of the wall clock telling her that it was 12 midnight. Y/N heaved herself out of the bed and flinched as another pebble hit the thick glass.
"Damn kids..." She groaned, throwing it open.
"Screw you-" She paused midway as she saw who was standing outside.
Inumaki, her suitor, was smiling shyly, rare sight to see. He looked adorably gorgeous in his white oversized shirt and skinny jeans, while a blue jacket's hood is resting on his upper head. Apart from that, he was holding a guitar, strapped securely across his torso. Y/N blinked confusingly.
"When did you learn to play guitar huh?" She whispered but enough for him to hear.
He show her his fingers forming into a peace sign and simply answered, "...months."
"Ok but, what are you doing?!" She half-yelled, trying not to wake the neighbours.
As an answer, he strummed his guitar. 
"I love you b-bitch.."
"What?!"
"I ain't never gonna stop loving you...B-bitch." Inumaki stammers as if he is not sure at what he's saying.
"I will literally punch Itadori if he's the reason why you're being a dork right now!" She hissed. "Go home! I don't have time for this!"
"No! L-listen...p-please!" Inumaki panicked.
Y/N crossed her arms and sat on the sill. Inumaki took this opportunity to show why he was actually adjusting the guitar strap, he strummed a few chords until it turned into a lulling sound.
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Everynight without a sound
The stars climb up to the sky
Your eyes that holds the whole galaxy,
My heart grows when I look at you
I feel awkward from head to toe
I've been a fool for so many times
I'll brighten up your days
If that means I can make you stay
I may look so lost, but believe me it's true
That my heart only sees you
That I will only fall for you
Eventhough struggling to say every lines, he strummed again. Y/N hugged her knees, immersed and impressed to his song. Unknowingly, she was smiling at the guy. For long enough, she couldn't believe he never gave up just to hear her say 'yes' And if she were to be honest, she was actually falling too. She was just too shy admit.
Can we play Nintendo and cuddle till two?
I may be bad at games, but I'll never lose you
The shampoo that tickles on the tip of my nose
I wanna reach you until we're only an inch close
I'll take out the books for you
Just tell me and I'll hold you
If you need someone by your side unconditionally
Just look over at me
Because you're the only one I see
I may look so lost, but believe me it's true
That my heart only sees you
That I will only fall for you
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It was short song; too short that she actually craved for more. Inumaki held his guitar tightly and stared at her with hopeful eyes. The girl's smile grew wider.
"Wait for me."
She hurriedly but quietly made her way downstairs, went out and opened the gates to see him up close. Inumaki blushed and slightly averted his gaze at the ground as Y/N approached. When she was standing in front of him, he rubbed his nape and chuckled.
"I'm.. I'm not that good at writing songs."
"It's perfect." She beamed.
Inumaki's sincere eyes met hers. His cheeks flushed even more. Y/N laughed at him since he looked like a freshly picked tomato.
"I..Ah..." He lightly grunted, not knowing what more to say.
"You know, you should be sleeping at this hour but you chose to come around and sing for me."
"It's.. It's pretty dumb, I know." He gulped. "I'm really sorry for waking you."
Y/N cackled and held her waist. "Why are you sorry? It is rare to hear you sing a whole song. You should be thankful that my ears were blessed!"
"R-really..?"
She nodded. "I like it Inumaki."
"I like you.."
"I know."
He smiled lightly. "Of course.. I do hope you feel the same because this.." He pointed at his chest. "I-it's been here for so long. Remember when you chased those guys who said I am a f-freak?"
He paused, gathering his words. "I fell for you because of that. It's pretty shallow but no one has ever stood up for me before until you came.. You..You're an amazing person."
"Are you sure that's how you feel? You might just be overwhelmed, Inumaki."
"If I were just overwhelmed, would've gotten over you these past few years. You know a lot of girls confess but it's really you. It has always been."
"Inumaki Toge..."
"I know...You never thought a friend would come courting you for half a year...I-I'm sorry if ever I made you feel uncomfortable..."
"I feel loved." She stated, staring at him. "I feel worth it it. It was never uncomfortable."
"That's nice..."
"And I want you to feel the same."
"Huh...?"
Without hesitation, Y/N stepped in and engulfed him in a big, tight hug. Inumaki, in a state of shock, widened his eyes as he tried to hug her back with shaking hands. The smell of his fruity and soft cotton candy cologne wafted inside Y/N's nose, making her bury her face in his apparel. Inumaki recovered and slowly made delicate strokes on her silky hair.
"Y-Y/N...is this.."
"Yes. I'll be your girlfriend."
He paused. The fact that she didn't stutter made him want to think that it was all a dream.
"C-can you say that again? I...I must've misheard."
"I said," The lady pulled away and locked gaze with him. "I'll be your girlfriend."
It was now or never. Inumaki immediately cupped her face and leaned in to share with her their first kiss. Y/N kissed back, wrapping her arms around his neck. There was a burst of butterflies inside them and it felt nice. Everything was so blissful until the lights in Y/N's house went on and out came her mom with a slipper.
"Y/N L/N!"
The new couple frantically parted. Y/N chuckled nervously and so did Inumaki. She knew she was doomed for sneaking oit late but it was worth it. With one last chaste kiss, she waved at her boyfriend goodbye.
"Hey.." Inumaki called her one last time.
She stood still, waiting for what he is gonna say, but the boy didn't open his mouth. Instead he show her his hand with a raised index finger and pinky (little) finger and an extended thumb.
Y/N smiled at him as she got what he meant. Her heart felt light. She felt good.
"See ya." He smiled as the gates closed.
It was a sign language saying that the person loves you.
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marvelita85 · 3 years
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Pepper was exited to invite Bucky formally into her house, your father was not very happy but knew better than to say no to his wife and it was an excuse to have you there too because he missed you very much
Ever since you've moved with Bucky you both have been working very hard and have very little time to enjoy eachother so as holidays were coming and Sam had return to Lousiana to spend it with his family Pepper thought it was a great idea to invite you both to the lake house to spend holidays together
Morgan was the first one to open the door and get to you hugging your legs
-hello you... you are bigger everytime I see you sis...
- I've missed you
- me too Moguna...
- you brought your prince charming, hello Bucky
- hey beautiful... is been a while y/n is right you are practically a lady now
- always the charming one
-hey Pep... -you never called her mum because you were 10 when she came into your dad and yours life but you always felt her like one
- thank you for inviting us Pepper...- Bucky gave her the flowers you've chosen on your way there
So is true what they says they don't make man like you anymore James... thank you - Bucky blush a little and you smile grabbing his hand - come on in
Morgan went inside followed by Pepper and you after spotting your dad talking to Peter aparently on the phone
- hey kid my daughter is here talk to u later
- alright mr Stark happy holidays
- hey you...
- hi dad...- you hugged him closing your eyes for a second that fear of almost losing him clouded your mind but he was there alive and real and that was enough for you
- hey Barnes...
- Stark...- he said neutral, their relationship was never easy but they got along because of you and Morgan because Tony realised both his daughters were totally inlove with the soldier, sometimes he thought Pepper loved him too
Bucky offered his help in the kitchen while you and Morgan were around your father, youbtried to enjoy him as much as you could even you didn't live anymore you were so glad he was alive and everytime he looked at you and your eyes met you knew exactly what he was thinking and how greatful he was to be alive to be able to be Morgan's dad as well as he was yours
- you loved him...
- I'm amaze you just realised now
- in Halloween he asked for your hand - you looked shocked and surprise but inside you you were just hopefull he would have say yes
- what did you say?
- that I could never give something it doesn't belong to me but he showed me he is the only man in this world I could let go of you to
-you wont lose me even if I become a married woman...
- just look shock when he asked u I kind of spoil his show here
- honestly I always wait for it unconciensly he is the man I want to spend the rest of my life with
-I'm glad you found your person kid - you were all so confortable around the house Bucky wanted to help in anything he could and you felt you fell in love with him everyday over and over again
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- doll can we go have a walk....
- of course...
- can I go with you? - Morgan asked in her innocence and your dad heard
- Moguna I've been working something in the Garage do you want to come see it so they can have their moment, then you can hang out with them... - Tony winked at Bucky and he extended his arm for you
- is there a reason why my dad took Morgan so she couldn't come with us
- well there is something I wanted to ask you and I wanted us to be alone for that
- alright...- you almost wispered you just coudln't believe what was happening...
- most of my life I spend frozen or controled, you were the first person except from Steve I could open up and trust and for me it was so easy to fall for you but I never imagined you could feel the same, the first time you told me you love me I had to hide tears because I was overwhelmed with my emotions and I knew you were the one the only one it took me almost a 100 years to find you but you had to be born first and I'm so glad you did and accept me with all my bagage so I wanted to ask you - Bucky bend on one knee in front of you showing a little box between his hands - will you marry me ?
- yes...- you had tears in your eyes your whole body felt like jelly and you were smiling like crazy as tears fall freely down your cheeks you grab his hand and he put the ring on your finger - I'm so inlove with you Buck...- you were sitting on the sand watching the lake by the house watching the sunset he was hugging you both hands circling around you and you were in the safest place in the world
- I love you too doll.... thank you for saying yes to spend a life with me
- did you really asked him my hand in marriage?
- yes... in my time we were suppose to tall with the father and ask permition
- you are a dream come true
- you are the dream doll... I'm just glad I'm finally awake to enjoy it - you kiss his lips and stayed there hugging eachother
Thank you so much @nixakimbo for the fanart of Bucky and reader inspired me everytime
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shigarakislittlepet · 3 years
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Hiiiii can I please request shigaraki being insecure and the reader finds out and showers him with love, btw please make it super fluffy
I will take any and EVERY opportunity to show this man my undying love and adoration so yes
tw: FLUFF!!! tooth rot, seriously get checked for cavities after this one guys its disgusting <3 some sads too bc i can, very negative self-talk, a very brief mention of death, hurt/comfort
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You had always looked up to him. 
In your eyes, there was no reason not to. He was motivated, passionate, and cunning. He had big plans and he knew how to get things done. He was a strong and confident leader that was going to change the world. There was a fire in his eyes that you knew came from deep within his soul and it made you weak in the knees when you saw it. It was beautiful. HE was beautiful. To you, he was perfect.
And so, one night while you were both alone at the bar and Shigaraki had had probably one too many drinks, when he started asking you about love... you weren’t really sure what to say.
“Y/N... Haveyou ever been inlove beforee?” He gazed over at you with a goofy drunken smile, words softly slurring together. It was kind of cute. He was never like this, he was always so calm and composed, and he was hardly ever chatty. Kurogiri had warned you that your boss had had a particularly bad day before he went to bed for the night, and you weren’t really sure what to make of the odd mood your leader seemed to be in.
“Uh, no... I don’t think so? Why do you ask?” you smiled and cocked your head to the side, nervous and hoping he would explain.
He grumbled as his smile fell, “I don believeyou.” Frowning, he turned back toward the bar and took another swig from the bottle he'd been nursing, grimacing at the strong taste of the whiskey.
You laughed a bit at the way he seemed to be pouting, “What do you mean?”
He continued to grumble, more at the bottle in his hands than you it seemed, “Withyour looks, ’m sure iss nothard to find love... Guys prolly throw thmslves atyouu ev'ry chance thy get.” You were silent, unsure how to respond or why he was being so... strange. He was usually so composed and sure of himself. Why did he seem so... Off?
“Imean,” he continued, “People muss fawn over you allthe time! I can’t imagine what it must be like for people to wanna lookat you like that...” He looked so... sad? No, you knew this feeling. He was... insecure?
You couldn’t believe it. Or, you supposed, you just wouldn’t have guessed. He carried himself with such pride and intent that he seemed untouchable, almost inhumanly so. But now, as you watched his sullen face glare at his reflection in the bottle, the look in his eyes made you want to reach out and hold him.
“All right, boss. You’re done.” You took the drink from him and helped him to his feet, grabbing a bottle of water from the mini fridge before helping him to his room. Kurogiri must have just cleaned up, because his room was surprisingly spotless.
Shigaraki allowed your help, something you were sure he never would have tolerated while completely sober. You sat him on his bed and gave him the water bottle, instructing him to drink it. You waited, sitting in his gaming chair while he sipped at the water. You took the chance to look around a bit, he had a pretty cool gaming setup. All of it was most certainly stolen, which only made you smile. While you were looking through his games, you heard soft sniffling coming from his direction.
When you looked over at him, you were stunned to see tears flowing gently down his face. He made almost no sound, just occasionally sniffing and hiccuping, his gaze firmly fixed on the floor.
You moved without thinking. Suddenly you were kneeling in front of him on the floor and cradling his face in your soft hands. He reluctantly met your eyes, and that seemed to break him. His cries were still quiet, as if he didn't want to disturb the silence that had wrapped around the two of you. You recognized it. It was the kind of cry you learn as a child when making noise or being noticed in any way would absolutely result in more pain. It broke your heart to watch his whole body shake and jerk from the strength of his silent sobs, and he couldn't seem to look at you anymore.
“Tomura, please look at me,” using his first name felt more appropriate than anything else given the circumstances. You wiped your thumbs through the stream of tears, trying to lift his face. “Tell me what I can do to help? Tell me what’s wrong.”
“P-please...” was all he could seem to get out in between his chest heaving. He lifted his arms before hesitating briefly, before fully reaching for you.
You instantly understood what he needed. Something about this should have probably felt uncomfortable to you, but you couldn't seem to feel anything other than an all-encompassing need to comfort him. You helped him to his feet for the second time that night, and he swayed weakly. You pulled the covers back on his bed and you helped him lie down, carefully following him. You tucked the covers back over the two of you and when he reached for you again you let him pull you to his chest. He buried his head in your neck, and you wrapped one arm around his waist and the other cradled the back of his head. You just... held each other while he shook.
It seemed like the more time that passed, the tighter he held you. As if he were afraid that you would disappear if he let you slip through his fingers. You stroked his hair gently and rubbed slow circles into his back. By the time his tears stopped falling, the pillow and your shoulder were both damp with them. “Talk to me?” you whispered, worried that if you spoke too loudly, you might frighten him.
He took a deep breath and his chest seemed to revolt against it. “I’m sorry,” he choked out. “You can-,” he heaved, “You can leave. I don’t want to...” He took another deep breath, “Keep you.” He didn’t lift his head, but he did reluctantly release his vice grip on you.
You shook your head, snuggling closer to him and tightening your hold on him. He pulled his head back, finally looking at you again, his face full of confusion. You stroked his cheek softly with your thumb, “You’re not a burden, and I want to be here with you.” You smiled at him softly, and his face contorted into a pained sob as he shook again. He wrapped his arms back around you and laughed, but it was a small, broken sound. “You better be careful, if you keep talking like that I might never let you go.” If he meant it as a threat, it sounded more like a promise. “I’m counting on it,” is all you said.
It was a while before he spoke again, and when he did it still sounded pained, “Why... would you want to be here? With me?” he didn’t look at you, but you could hear the furrow in his brows. “I don’t understand the question,” still quiet, still running your fingers through his hair. The broken laugh came again, “Oh come ON, you’d never look at me with anything other than pity, right? I’m so sad, and pitiful, and hideous. No one could EVER look at me with anything other than fear, or pity. Or disgust.” By the end, his voice was full of malice and bitterness, but it wasn’t directed at you. He just held you closer, clutching you like a life-line. “And the worst part is that I don’t even blame you! I can’t stand to look at myself in the mirror. I look like a zombie, like a dried-up corpse that clawed it’s way from the grave because it was too stubborn and stupid to just DIE when it had the chance.” You listened in stunned silence as he dug into himself, his body shaking with hatred and anger now. You ran your hand up and down his back in an attempt to calm him.
“I don’t see you that way,” you kept your voice soft and even. In this moment, he reminded you very much of a wounded animal. And you knew better than to startle him or back him into a corner.
He snorted, “Oh really? And how is it that you see me?”
“You are... Everything.” You said simply.
He hesitated, pulling away once again to look at you. “I don’t... I don’t understand.”
You smiled, “To me, you are everything. I see you in everything. You are the moon and the stars, you are the sound of ocean waves, you’re the smell of the air after it rains, you're the glow of city lights in the middle of the night, and you’re the wind during a storm. You're strong and brilliant and beautiful and I have never seen you as anything other than absolutely, awe-inspiringly perfect.”
You watched the look on his face shift several times in the next few moments. From shock to confusion, to disbelief, to something that might have looked like hope if there wasn’t so much pain there too. Fresh tears welled up in his eyes. “Don’t fuck with me. Please. I physically won't be able to handle it.” His eyes didn’t leave yours, looking for any sign that you were lying or making fun of him. You just smiled at him and stroked his face gently. “You’re not... You’re not fucking with me?” You shook your head.
“Oh,” was all he seemed to be able to say for a minute as he watched you just... look at him and touch his face. All he could see in your eyes was adoration where the disgust should have been. You were touching his face like it was precious. You were conflicting with everything he knew to be true about himself. And it felt... oddly comforting. He couldn’t begin to understand what you saw in him that made you look at him like that, but he could see that what you felt was genuine. The look in your eyes made him feel just a little bit... loved?
There was a sudden urgency in his chest that he felt he had to act on, but it also made him incredibly nervous. “C-can I... uh,” He looked away, but put a hand on your cheek. “’ Can you... uh’ what?” and you were blushing when he looked back at you.
“Can I... kiss you? Please...” when you smiled, he thought he might melt.
When your lips finally met, his were quivering slightly, like he was afraid he might enjoy it too much and then you'd rip it away from him. You kissed him gently, trying to put all the love you had into it so he could feel it. He balled his hands into fists in the back of your shirt and kissed you back with more intent, and you matched his intensity.
When you both pulled away for air, you took a deep breath, “I love you. I always have.”
His eyes went wide and he thought his heart might beat completely out of his chest. He actually smiled, and it made your heart swell. “I love you too.”
You smiled, reached behind you to turn off the lamp, and snuggled into his chest. You held each other until you fell asleep, and for the first time in his life, Tomura Shigaraki fell asleep with a smile on his face.
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lovelysugawara · 4 years
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7 years with kuroo (last part)
yes, luvs I heard you about the frustrations we had on  7 years with kuroo. and I can say, I also wanted for y/n to be happy always. hope you guys will like it.
7 years with Kuroo (last part)
Part 1: https://lovelysugawara.tumblr.com/post/640222672722247680/7-years-with-kuroo
Part 2
There’s always that one stupid mistake that changes everything.
I wish I could go back in time.
Month’s after I broke up with y/n, I have to admit that I felt free. Not hiding anything and being with the woman I thought I love. I live my life perfectly, or so I think.
Days passed, even weeks, the passion I have for this woman fades. I didn’t know that it’s just so temporary. 
That I’ll grow tired of her and everything.
When I’m still with y/n, she didn’t let me down, she always supported me.
When I come home, dinner and bath are ready. She also waits for me to be home after an over-time, and still cooks dinner.
But now, I always come home, with cold leftovers or take outs. Where is she? I don’t know, my new girl is always out, partying. 
She said she’s not into housewife stuff. And then she leaves me. Ironic isn’t?
I laugh at how miserable I am today.
“Do you love her, Tetsu?” I can still hear y/n’s question, where I didn’t even blink and falter to answer her that I love the new one.
She didn’t stop me, as I walked away from her life. She didn’t ask me a question, just a simple why? Which I didn’t even answer.
Why indeed, why I decided to break her when all she did is to trust me and my love for her. But I took her for granted, and left her.
Now I just wish she asked me more back then. 
I wish she would accuse me more, I wish I heard her voice trying to stop me from what I’m about to do. But that’s very stupid of me.
Will I do differently if she tried to stop me?  Of course not, because I’m a total jerk.
2 years have passed.
How is she today? 
I guess she’s having the best day of her life.
“Kuroo, hey!” 
“Yo, Bokuto!” 
“It’s been a long time, how are you doing?” Bokuto is as loud as ever.
“Still fine, I’m getting by.” I answered.
“Come on, you should marry. You’re not getting younger. Look.” he suddenly showed me a red box and opened it to reveal a diamond ring.
“I’m going to propose to my girl. Haha!” Bokuto happily exclaimed.
And I know my world already fell apart.
“Congratulations, Bo!” I said smiling at him.
“Though, I hope it’s alright with you, I mean she’s your ex-girlfriend.”
I smack his back, “What are you talking about, of course it’s okay. Y/n and I, we’ve separated years ago. Go marry her, she deserves a great guy like you.” I assured him.
Telling him to marry the girl I still love, is like telling him to kill me.
But of course I would never let them know it.
“Well then, wish me luck that she will say yes, Kuroo.” he said excitedly.
“Of course, goodluck.”
“Thanks man,” he’s smiling and I thought would I feel the same happiness as he is right now, if I didn’t leave y/n?
“Kou!” 
We both looked to where the familiar voice came.
It’s her, y/n.
She walks as if she’s holding the whole universe, and I came back to the days back when I fell inlove with her.
She’s more beautiful now, and so happy.
“Hey, my little owl,”
“I’ve been looking for you, you suddenly vanished after winning the game.” she said with the sweetest smile and gentle voice i missed the most.
That should be me she’s holding right now.
“I’m sorry, it’s because I wanted to talk to Kuroo here.”
Hearing my name, she automatically looked at me and smiled gently.
So gentle that I can feel my heart breaking. 
I still love you, y/n.
I really wanted to tell her.
“Hey, Kuroo-san,” she said.
I only wish she could call me Tetsu once again, but I know it’s impossible.
“H-hey,” I’m still awkward in front of her. But I know she’s fine even  though I’m here.
“We’ll keep going then, Kuroo. See you around.”
Bokuto put her hand on y/n shoulder.
“S-sure, see you.” I said.
Y/n bows a little and walks with Bokuto while she puts her hand on his waist.
I saw them in a bliss of happiness while they were talking. 
Contented.
Hey, I love her, can I get her back?
I turned my back, and walked away.
How much time will I need to cure this loneliness and regret?
I might dwell with lots of our memories I wish I can forget.
But then I realized, memories are the worst form of torture, that will hunt you down forever.
I can only wish to say a proper goodbye, so that I can smile and be happy when the day she said I do to the guy she deserved better. 
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A/N: thank you for liking the first one, I didn’t know you’ll like the drama and even asked me about my past lovelife. but I’m fine right now. I also found a guy who will love me and flaws forever. just like y/n here. i hope you guys enjoyed reading.
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