#i honestly dont know how its spelt

[mr-minkles]

Trying to draw them normally... you'll like never see me draw them like this again probably

[amethystfox4]

Heres my tier list!

Explanations below the cut and thanks to @starrjoy for the blank list!

Note: every ship (excluding Knuxuge bc that is the only ship I have zero thoughts about other than "its canon") will have caveats to it.

Most of them being I do not have enough knowledge of the actual source(s) to have an opinion

My other one being I really don't care about the supposed canonisity of a ship so if you're wondering why theres only one ship in OTP its bc most of the others have some sort of hc attached to it (ex : All of Sonic's parings)

I love them!:

Hey look its the individual ships that make up SonAmyShad! In all honesty, I really like these three ships individually too, but I will gravitate towards the Sonic pairings more than Shadamy on an individual basis.

And I'm going to say it here Sonic as a character has two modes for me in a shipping sense- Hes either a disaster biromantic demiace or straight up aroace (no inbeween)

I like Sonamy in sense that yeah I can see yeah it can be cute but only if Amy isn't portrayed as an obsessed stalker. I know shes infatuated with Sonic and the idea of being with him, as shown in multiple games (I don't think its been a thing in recent years but I still feel the need to mention it), but I like to believe as Amy matures she realizes that putting Sonic on such a pedestal wasn't a good thing to do for either of them. I also like to think that as Amy mellows out her friendship with Sonic becomes a lot more solid.

Also if I was on a computer I would definitely put Sonadow between I love them! and I ship them for comedic value, bc you know those two idiots would not handle having romantic feelings in any normal way

Shadamy is interesting to me- I really like it I think its cute (Gives me Grease vibes now that I think of it) but I cannot see it being a thing in actual Sonic canon (honestly this is with most ship excluding a few). I see it in a "canon but to the left" kind of way.

So the next ship is Bunny x Antoine (I think). So my only and I mean only exposure to this ship (and these two characters) is from the fan comic TMOM (The Murder of Me) by Gigi and if their characterizations in there are anything like they are in Archie than yes!

Please do not comment asking for me to read the Archie Comics, I do not want to touch that monstrosity with a 10ft pole. (It scares me./j)

I purely ship them for comedic value!:

Infitgadet, I think is how that ship is spelt, is a funny crack ship that I just laugh at. Its stupid, its dumb, but I see the appeal.

Sonjet, a petty minor rivalry that becomes a bromance.

Sonic x Elise umm in canon: No. But outside of that...Ha ha, One!

Kinda cute sometimes:

Alot of these fall under "canon but to the left"

Shadilver and Sonilver, could work either way but in a similar but slightly different way to ShadSonAmy, I prefer it to be Sonadoilver over the individual ones

Blazemy, not much to say other than I like it.

Silvaze, I can see it better than the other three but not much else.

Tangle x Whisper, now I have not read IDW and I want to, so I don't much about these two other then sure, I'm cool with it.

Not for me but I can see the appeal:

Shadouge, I see Rouge as more as the older sister/wine aunt to Shadow more than anything else

Sonally, never watched Satam or read Archie but I do know of Sally through pop culture osmosis. If we're talking about how 90s American (cartoon) Sonic was than sure I see it. But for current Sonic (even Adventure Sonic) not really but I do see them as friends if she could exist again.

Espilver, dont know why I just like them a little

Sonknux, just a really good bromance, with Sonic being a little shit and sometimes flirting with Knuckles.

Not on the list but Sonouge is similar where I dont see them in a relationship they just like to throw flirty banter at eachother and it just confuses anyone who knows how Sonic normally reacts to being flirted with (even funnier if Sonic is aroace)

Sonaze, um its there, to me they'd just be friends with just a heavy meaning behind holding hands

I have never watched Sonic X but I can see the appeal of Tails being in a relationship but I really strongly see him as being aroace flat out, with strong platonic love for his brother and friends.

Not for me and I CANT see the appeal:

Shadknux, I see we are shipping the lancers together (Shadow and Knuckles are both lancers to Sonic in the five man band trope while Knuckles is the big guy/lancer Shadow is just Sonic's lancer imo). This confuses me I don't hate it I just don't get it.

Vanilla x Vector, huh? I'm not saying its bad just...

Silvamy, um what? I don't see them having romantic feelings for eachother like at all.

Wait this exist?!:

Metadow, Waveouge, and Blaze x Omega (?)...[Confused Laughter] What? Are these crack ships bc I can't wrap my head around them.

Surgeamy, now I have heard of this but why?

Sally x ???? (explains itself)

Shadaze, I see that picture is from Archie right? Uh...

Ian Jr. x Infinite, now thats a crack ship if I ever saw one!

Rouge x Topaz, uh I can't say I didn't know this existed just that I had no where else to put it since I have no idea what Topaz's character is like.

[system-of-a-feather]

this is more of an anecdotal story, but i used to go by a specific common name that's usually seen as being Asian and i'm white, however i was accused of using the Japanese name, but it's also a French name and i'm part French which is why i was using it, so idk i guess my point is like don't assume necessarily that a white person chose the name because it was Asian, like. at least ask first i guess? but also this is a very specific/anecdotal situation

Oh yeah for sure, honestly Id ask when its someone I intend to interact with more (if its not, I might assume dependent on the name but if Im not gonna interact with someone regularly, names are not a topic Id sweat over). I don't know if the person who got upset about that is Japanese themselves, but generally I feel most of the upset on the topic comes from names that are a lot more closer to the "definitely not a shared name with open cultures" than it is those that can be either and/or only clear when spelt (one of our parts goes by Aya which I feel is one of those "could be assumed to be a Japanese only name but its not")

I was also going to say "I feel like most people can have a pretty good guess on names from their culture that might be shared" but I think that might be overestimating how much people pay attention to sounds and names in other languages / cultures just because I find those things Neat (and I have like 300+ named characters atm)

Again the topic has a lot of nuances and specific situations where the brush ober "dont use XYZ name if you arent (ethnicity)" at least within AAPI communities

[just-miru]

Hiiii again-

so update on the new designs!!!!

First off is actually glitch trap (it/he/they)(honestly doesn't know its gender yet) but they're human now, instead of whatever he was before when he was a weasel rabbit thingy. (Btw hes really nice and quiet now, ig the complete opposite of non human him but thats because non human him was supposed to act like Vincent so ya, but glitchy is chill now and really likes frogs idk why-) they need a human name still because i dont have him one yet- (i honestly dont know if that makes sense =/)

Anyway-

heres nyx

(He/they/she)(Genderfluid)

Is currently contemplating whether or not they should be adopted into the family or not, either way he insists that glitchy and them are twins (somehow) oh ya and nyx is also a witch of sorts(currently training, not very skilled tbh) also is delusional (idk if i spelt that correctly-) and idk what else to put here but ya-

Im currently working on Vincent some more so ill probably put the rest of the characters later idk im lazy rn-

Oh ya and the pronouns for glitchy are in no particular order but nyx's pronouns are in order in how much they like them so they prefer they/he but doesn't mind she because hes fluid (also usually they wear bracelets that have the pronouns that they are currently using so its easy to tell)

Sorry for making this so long but i just honestly really wanted to show you the skrunklys and tell you a bit about them =D

howdy! :D

oh my oh my oh my-

love the new silly designs so much!!! :000 i just think they're neat.

i would help you with some name suggestions, but my brain is dead right now asdskks-

can't wait to see Vincent's new design as well asdlskksdasjjdrydafh- have fun while working on it!

[straykidsholicleigh]

i do have to ask, is it leigh or leah? ive seen so many variations from you and your friends that its confusing! :)

are you from korea? if you are, then what part? or are you just there for uni?

also how and why is the anon hate so specific? are you sure it isnt someone close to you? they always seem updated on every friend/person that comes into your circle. its scary! kinda feels like it borders on online harassment no?

have you thought about reporting it or seeing what all your friends can do?

hi!! omg finally a nice anon lmao sorry i haven't gotten those in a while lmfao- I'll ans one by one.

Ans 1. my name is actually spelt leah but I found myself writing my name as leigh, so it kinda stuck. the people who I trust and know well call me leah but people who idk and dont trust call me leigh.

ans 2. yes, I'm from Korea! I'm actually half korean from my dad's side. I live in Seoul and have done my kindergarten here too. I was born in canada but moved here at 3, did kindergarten, and moved to singapore at 8. I moved here back to korea at 16 and I'm planning on staying here, so no not only did I come for uni, I wanna make a life here.

ans 3. idk why the hate is very specific honestly bcs none of my friends would do that to me so i too am very confused. according to them I'm faking my life 💀 I think they're stalking me I'm scared too. help me- anyway no I haven't reported but i shud... my bfs uncle is a cop so maybe I shud ask him to track down the anons but I'll see. my friends want to do something about it but I'm stopping them lmao- maybe I shouldn't stop them 👀

anyway thx for asking these questions and being concerned for me no anon has done that in a while 🥲 ily take careee~

[justsomeoneintoomanyfandoms]

...

Should i make this long or short?

I request for a matchup for bsd(bubgo stary dogs.) and genshin, please.

Name: Rieh.

Pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: i.. Honestly don't know, straight? Lesbian? Bisexual-? Ig bisexual, but more on girls.

Zodiac+mbti: pisces and intj

Appearance:hair: medium brown withstreaks of blonde.

eyes: brown.

height: 4'11

Glasses, yes(they're pink btw)

I usually wear like some bunny headband..? Like the one that stretches but on the neck.. Like a choker..??? I also wear headphones went i go out.

Personality: mood swings, whole..some..?(sometimes), childish(sometimes), rude/blunt(mostly)

Likes+dislikes:likes: candy. Fun stuff. (WHAT DO I LIKEE) uhm.. Myself 😃.

Dislikes: dust, stickiness, dirt.

Hobbies: playing genshin with that one song on repeat(like all day-), playing prosekai, practising chess, playing badminton, doing embroidery while watching sxf(spy x family) and kcc(komi can't communicate), sleeping, like literally. Thinking of scenarios or dramas that i could write or make, listening to music, eavesdropping(shh).

Any extra infromation: (finally the part where i can freely say stuff-) im kinda a self-centered girl who loves (mostly) for drama and twists and the fun in life and is kinda careless who doesn't even know what her sexuality. I want people to think im cute so i can have privilage to like ask my classmate for candy or sum shi, thats why i wear a bunny choker-like thingy around my neck. I am.. Very clumsy, even just covering a marker, i can get myself injured and have my finger bleeding. I sometimes just carry my plush anywhere i go. I pretend im like talking to someone all the time in my head. Also when i say 'music' i dont mean like gmfu, or simon says and shi like that, like i lit meant songs like, tondemo wonderz, or theme of niccori, or maybe sweety glitch from prosekai, haha.. I also play those songs like on full volume to make sure everyone around me will be reminded that im the youngest in sophomore year and think I'm cute. I also sometimes think like im in the spotlight, like im in some kind of show, and is the protagonist of the story, is that weird? I sometimes get to impress people with 'magic' and when someone asks me something... I just answer 'magic'. Would knowing my favourite characters in other fandoms work..? My fav character in kny(demon slayer) is Mitsuri and Muichiro, in prosekai probably Emu and Kanade, and like in kcc, in my head, i act like like naruse(how was his name spelt? I dont remember.) my favourite character in kcc is probably najimi and kaede, in oshi no ko probably ruby. ALSO DONT GUESS THAT MY FAVOURITE COLOUR IS PINK WHEN ITS ACTUALLY CERULEAN BLUE-!

Did that 'extra information' help? Anyways thanks for listening, cant wait to see what matchup i got!!

(lit just asked this to you in like midnight.)

Hi Rieh! Thank you for your request! Sorry it took so long. I hope you like your matchups!

In Bungo Stray Dogs, I match you with...

You and Akiko are a powerful and, at times, scary couple. Between your mood swings and her…medical inclinations, a lot people are timid when approaching you.

That’s not to say you won’t make friends though. The rest of the Armed Detective Agency love you and think you balance out Akiko’s intense nature well.

I can see Akiko as someone who is surprisingly into wholesome anime like Spy x Family. She thinks it’s sweet and it’s a nice break from her usual day to day. She especially likes Yor though she’s not sure why…

Due to her medical training, she’s a very neat and tidy person so no need to worry about dust, dirt, or stickiness around home. She’s not fond of them either so the house will always be tidy and clean.

Definitely thinks your cute. She can handle a lot so your mood swings won’t affect her a whole lot. She’s got the training to know how to help your mood swings be a bit more manageable so if you want some tips and tricks, she’s more than happy to help.

In Genshin Impact, I match you with...

Oh, Lisa thinks you’re just the cutest! Sure, she calls everyone cute but she thinks you’re especially adorable.

Don’t think you’re going to be able to easily manipulate her though. She’s seen some things in her time and knows what she’s doing. She won’t be mad that you’re trying to manipulate her but she will suggest you redirect and manipulate people into returning their books on time.

Enjoys taking naps with you. Lisa is already a pretty laid-back person but with you around in the library, the chances of Jean finding her asleep among the books with you next to her definitely increases.

Dust is to a certain extent unavoidable in the library but Lisa’s more than willing to join you in tidying the place up a bit. She’s been meaning to for a while, this is just the push she needed.

Please embroider things for her. Her clothes, her hat, her lunch bag. Anything and everything you want to embroider, she won’t way no to. It’s a little reminder of you when she’s away for a while.

[godlydevastation07]

I got out of work at 11:24 pm. We close at 9. I have pulled 3 doubles back to back after closing the day before the double run started. I work at a Mexican fast food ish restaurant. Literally everything from the very top of my neck down is in so much pain. Moving my arms makes meh wanna die and I keep fucking limping cause both my knees just wanna give out and my feet feel bruised two hell. I got out of morning shift 2 hours after I was supposed two be off even though my general manager(gm) helped meh do fucking chops cause one of my managers is a FUCKING ASSHOLE who ended up staying after my gm left and kept fucking being anal and telling meh two do shit that I'm way to fucking tired to do which fucked one of the night shift rushes cause we had a long ass to go and a fucking line that I would've been able to handle no problem if he didn't make meh LEAVE THE LINE TO DO SOMETHING THEY WERE FUCKING SUPPOSED TO (get water for line (they made meh use the blue bucket that I fucking hate with a passion) ((I have used that thing a total of 2 times the entire time I've worked here)) (((that is how much I hate it))) ) it took all of my fucking will power to keep my mouth shut and not fucking go off on them every damn time they told meh to do shit. I have gotten a total of 6 hours of sleep since Friday, I have barely eaten anything in the past 2 days cause I'm just to fucking tired to be hungry, all I ate today was 2 small tortillas and a tres whatever, (lil cake thing) and I literally forced myself to finish that cause I didn't wanna disappoint my datemate (they get concerned when I don't eat ((it's cute)) ). I'm already overwhelmed af cause of these fucking doubles and I'm supposed to be getting ready to move cause i sign the lease this week and I just know I'm gunna get fucked about shit that has two deal with that but I haven't had anytime to pack or prepare in any way because oF THESE FUCKING DOUBLES which is really stressing meh out so I've been fucking pissed all damn day, to the point that I snapped at a customer actually. They didn't hear meh but other people in line sure as hell did and if anyone makes a complaint about it and I get talked to I'm gunna lose my fucking shit. I have had no fucking physical contact with my datemate since Friday which really isn't helping (not talking about sexually, I mean in general, none at all ((well none that was affectionate)) (I did bop their shoulder at work Saturday) ((cause I needed some contact)) (but I couldn't get a hug or anything cause it was fucking work and I am a goddamn professional dammit) ((we haven't had the s*x either since, well, Wednesday morning)) (which kinda really sucks) ). Not to mention I fucking CLOSE TORTILLA TOMORROW AFTER REPEATEDLY TELLING EVERYONE THAT IM FUCKING DONE DOING THAT which my gm promised to help me with,even though they are supposed to help the new fucking army caller with taco/caller, so i know their help either won't fucking happen at all or if it does it's not gunna fucking do shit and the minute they ask meh if "I'm good" or "feel better" about the tortillas I'm just gunna say yes even though I never am when I fucking do that but I sure as hell isn't gunna make someone stay late af to help my ass do something I don't even wanna be doing when the only consequence of not making them stay is that I end up struggling, so I'm gunna get fucked anyways,no matter what and I know this. Which means I'm stressed about tomorrow to!!!! On top of everything else I gotta deal with!!!!!!! It's gunna be fucking hell. I already know it's gunna be one of the top 5 worst Tuesdays unless some satanic ass ritual happens and we end up dead slow. And you know that's not gunna fucking happen. Cause Taco Tuesday™, where everyone's and asshole and just wants their food. Even at the expense of making the staff cry!!!!!!! Yay me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm fucking crying rn and just realized that I left my phone charger at work.

[bastard-man]

so far the first 2 eps of sunny s13 have made me cry (more like teared up/wanted to cry but i can’t feel enough to do it but same thing bc if i was normal i’d be crying) & this is so unusual for sunny bc only like 4 (?) things (i think) hav made me cry (like not of laughter) throughout the whole show

[lunaflvms]

girl- this is why i take back my apology. i didnt mean it. well, at least not to you.... and maybe i will take off anon, its not like i post anything anyways lmao. ur friends r so much better then you!!! at least they're not much of a bitch as u are. i feel bad for hating on liv, as i realized her heart is so pure to forgive and forget. but now, im realizing, maybe its not liv i should've went after. maybe it was you. your attitude and everything is hideous. so idgaf if u forgive me or not. i was apologzing to liv anyways, not you. ur so nasty and trash like who would even like you. people like u make me want to burn my head off. i hope when u go to bed a monster under ur bed tickles ur feet and drags u under forcing u to eat live cockroaches🤣 and ik u and liv r like "bffs" so after i send this, probably just gonna be more drama w her too. but idc anymore, i tried to be a better person and accept what i did was wrong, but if ur gonna keep being a bitch then i didnt mean shit i said. wash ur filthy mouth out with soap why dont you.

- anon😍💢

hello anon 😋👆 mann u said u realised ur mistake but still send hate on anon 🥺🥺 wow do i piss u off that much do i have that effect on you 🥺🥺 dont worry my parents are the same 🤣🤣🤣 maybe thats why they treat me so bad 😱😱 ik liv is so sweet honestly i dont get how shes so sweet sometimes like all the things youve said to her and her moots, not everyone can forgive and forget you said some really disgusting things like in my previous ask you spelt chohees name wrong like chohehe? which is so easy to get right? seems racially motivated to me 🤨 like are u mocking her name or what, and magic dont even get me started you literally called her disgusting for having he/they pronouns and being a lesbian, that’s homophobic, you expect someone to just forgive you with just one apology? after all you’ve said wow, if only it was that easy, words hurt you know, what if these hate asks actually got to someone and they did k1ll themselves im talking about people like you sending hate on anon, you may not be so bad but other people like you sending hate can effect someone and one simple apology can change all of that? wow u must be so pathetic thinking ur actions wont get consequences im so sorry for being a bitch to you because u sent nasty asks to my moots 🥺 im sorry that i cant put u in ur place cuz people like you are the reason people get hurt on the internet 🥺 just because u can say something rude doesnt mean i cant say something back? you didnt even try to be a better person i didnt even see ur apology until after i posted a response to you, if ur upset about that think about how u sent hate asks to all of us, if u let my response to ur hate ask upset you think about how ur hate asks effected us 🤨 besides i only defended myself and my moots and called u pathetic which you are 🙁 you cant expect everyone to accept ur apology and forgive and forget like liv did, shes just so kind and sweet and you decided to send hate to her for no reason, why dont u wash ur nasty mouth cuz all i remember is you started this and i just responded back the same way you did 😒 if u wanna be the better person why dont u stop sending hate and leave me alone idc anymore

[thoriffix]

14, 21, 28?

14: Who is your favorite villain?

mm maybe barret! (barrett? i still dont know how its spelt) hes so slimy OH OR SHOIN shoin is so fucking funny i do love that arc

21: What mystery are you most excited to figure out? 

oh hmmm... does What Happened To Grizzop's Kids count hajshs (honestly idk!! i forget a lot of the mysteries very quickly i dont have the mental bandwidth for theorising lmao)

28: What’s your favorite emotional moment?

im not like.. that big on zoscar but their scene in last words part 2 does get me it has to be said... or maybe just like all of the garden of yerlik?

[barnesandrogersfanfics]

Ocean Eyes - Part 5

To say i didn't get much sleep last night was an understatement! I had spent a couple hours on the phone to my mom telling her about Chris showing up and now knowing about Mason while having a couple glasses of wine. When i finally did go to bed i couldn't switch my brain off,  the last time i had looked at the time it was nearly 4:30am and i knew Mason would be getting up around 6! It felt like i had just closed my eyes when that darling boy of mine came jumping on the bed to wake me up.

After breakfast we both got ready and headed out to the car, i needed to go to the store to get some groceries (if i had guests coming round i should really have something to offer them).

"Oh nooo.... mom creepy Brian is coming out" Mason said quietly.

"Sshhh i told you not to call him that" i chuckled as we rushed to get into the car before Brian could reach us.

"Thats what you and aunt Hannah call him though" he rolled his eyes like i was crazy as i reversed out of the drive.

"Only when we're inside where he can't hear us. You can't say that while his around baby"

"Fine, i wont say it again" he shrugged "is my dad coming back today?"

"He said he was gonna come see you today"

"I like him, he seems cool"

I didn't know what to say to that so i just kept my eyes on the road.

"Mom, dont you like my dad?...."

"Sure i do bud, i just haven't seen your dad in a long time"

"But he makes you sad"

"Im fine Mace, don't you worry" i forced a smiled trying to put on a brave face for him.

Walking around the store i found myself picking up things i knew Chris and Scott liked.... or at least what they used to like.

I was loading the bags into the car when i got a text message.

Chris: Hey, just checking its still okay if we come over today?

Y/N: Sure

Chris: Thats good because we're at the house but your not home....

Y/N: Im at the store, be back in 5 minutes

Chris: 👍🏻

A thumbs up?? Really Chris??

I internally face palmed, he was still a dork.

I spotted Chris's car parked out on the road leaving the drive way empty, once i had parked up he then drove up and parked behind me. Mason was already out the car and running over to see Chris before i even had my belt off!

I got out and walked around to the trunk to get the groceries out.

"Morning Neighbour" i heard Brian approaching.

"God damn it" i muttered under my breath before sticking my head around to see him "hi Brian"

"You need a hand with those bags Y/N?"

"No thanks i'm good, got plenty of help with these two" i threw a thumb back pointing towards Chris & Scott.

"You sure? i don't mind helping you out"

"Its fine, we've got it" Chris said coming to a stop beside me with Scott and Mason either side of him, he reached in and easily scooped up two bags, Scott grabbing the another.

"We're all good, thanks for the offer though"

"Anytime, you know where i am" he smiled and walked back to his house stopping a few times to look back.

"Urghh" i shivered "guy gives me the creeps" i muttered quietly as i shut the trunk and led the way up to the house.

"Is he always like that?" Scott asked his eyes going comically wide at the thought.

"Yeah. He always appears when we're leaving the house or getting back...."

"Thats a little weird"

"Im sure he's harmless...." i shrugged. Chris was being unusually quiet, I didn't ask him what his problem was.

"Mom and aunt Hannah call him creepy Brian but its a secret" Mason said quietly to Chris and Scott even though we were now safely inside.

"Mace, stop it" i laughed shaking my head.

"He can't hear me mom its fine"

"Honestly kid...."

"Wonder where he gets it from huh?" Scott chuckled at me.

"Definitely his dad" i rolled my eyes "i love him more than life itself but he's a pain my ass sometimes" i muttered quietly so Mason couldn't hear.

"Sounds just like Chris" Scott laughed playfully nudging my shoulder with his.

"I heard that!" Chris added just making Scott laugh louder.

I made some sandwiches for lunch and grabbed some drinks taking them all out into the garden where Chris and Scott were kicking a ball around with Mason.

"Foods ready guys" i called out to them once everything was laid out.

"Can i sit next to dad?" Mason asked running over.

"Sure bud, Scott looks like you stuck with me" i shrugged switching their plates around.

"Fine by me sweetheart, id rather sit next to you anyway"

"At least someone wants to sit with me" i joked sticking my tongue out at Mason making him giggle.

"Hey Y/N..?" I heard Brian call from behind me, i sighed closing my eyes before turning around to see him looking over the fence at us.

"Hey Brian, everything okay?"

"Oh yeah! I just wanted to remind you about the BBQ, your friends are more than welcome to join us too"

"Thanks for the invite Brian but i think we're just gonna have a quiet family lunch"

"Okay well if y'all change your mind just come on over"

"Will do" i forced a smiled and turned back around.

"Has he gone?" I whispered to Chris who had the clear view of next door.

"Yeah" he nodded "that guy needs to take a hint".

"I don't think he knows how to" i shook my head before taking a bite of my sandwich.

"Maybe you should give him a shot" Scott teased wiggling his eyebrows.

"No!" Both Chris and I said at the same time.

"Relax i was joking" Scott laughed before shooting Chris a look. Chris looked like he was about say something but his cell phone ringing his pocket drew his attention.

"Sorry i need to take this" he said getting up from the table "hey Lindsey" i heard him say as he walked further down the yard for some privacy.

"Lindsey? That the girlfriend?" I asked Scott quietly, he nodded giving me a sad smile "its fine, i just wondered"

"I don't think it'll last personally"

"He obviously feels differently if he's now wanting that divorce"

"Thats because he's an idiot"

"Not gonna argue with you on that....."

"So what about you? Anyone special in your life Y/N?"

"Yeah Mason" i scoffed "i don't have time for dating. Being a single parent is tough Scott.... most guys run a mile when they hear you have a kid..."

"But you must have dated a bit?"

"Not really" i shook my head feeling my face burn in embarrassment.

"Y/N, there has been someone since my brother right?"

I looked up at Scott slowly shaking my head "no. I've been on a couple dinner dates Hannah set me up on but nothing ever came of it" i shrugged "its fine".

"Jesus woman how long has it been....like 7 years??" He asked looking surprised.

"Something like that" i mumbled picking up my glass of water, my throat suddenly bone dry.

"Girl that is some dry spell, please tell me you at least have a vibrator!" He said quietly so Mason wouldn't hear. I choked on the water that i was swallowing and started coughing before it turned to laugher.

"God i've missed you Scott" i smiled at him.

"I've missed you too! But that doesn't answer my question".

"Whats so funny?" Chris asked as he rejoined us.

"Just Scott being Scott" i rolled my eyes.

"Im finished mom can we go play football again now?" Mason asked looking hopeful.

"In a little bit bud, your dad and Scott are still eating".

Hannah and Lucas turned up unannounced not long after lunch was finished and I was grateful for the distraction. Lucas quickly joined in with Mason, Chris and Scott who were kicking the ball around again while Hannah poured us both a glass of wine.

"So hows it been having him around again?" She asked looking over at Chris.

"Weird. But Mason loves it"

"Your handling it better than i would be!"

"Mason deserves to know his dad, Chris has already been warned that i'll kill him if he does anything to upset him"

"I don't doubt that for a second" she laughed refilling our glasses.

"So..... Friday? I was thinking we start small just hitting some bars then we can end the night at 'Ruby's' for some dancing. I know you need to be wasted before you even consider dancing"

"Han i said id go out for a few drinks not an all nighter!"

"Oh come on! You haven't had a good night out in forever babe, we'll find us some cute guys...."

"Hannah...." i groaned closing my eyes.

"Ooh i heard you mention cute guys" Scott sat down looking very interested in our conversation.

"Im trying to talk Y/N into finding a cute guy to give her some much needed attention when we go out Friday" Hannah told Scott making me roll my eyes.

"Id listen to Hannah, you are in some serious need of male attention"

"But i don't just hook up with strangers guys.... we've talked about this!"

"Well maybe you should! Im just saying you deserve to find someone who makes you happy Y/N. Just because your a mom now doesn't mean you can't find love" Hannah said reaching over taking my hand with a smile. She had a point.... i couldn't sit around waiting for a man who had made his feelings perfectly clear 7 years ago. A man who was in a serious relationship..... maybe it was time to try and move on from him.

"Can i please come with you? I could use a night out" Scott asked looking hopeful.

"Sure, its been a while since you joined us on a night out Scotty" i smiled at him.

"You can help me find this one a man while your at it" Hannah smirked and shared a look with Scott that spelt nothing but trouble.

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[bxstiae]

HOW I RUN MY BLOG

SPEED: fluctuates on my mood. I’m relatively fast? like usually same day reply fast. sometimes it takes me a few days. know that the long it stays in my drafts, the longer i will take on it. my all time record is about 3 years. while granted it doesn’t take that long, don’t be surprised about it. best case scenario, it takes me a couple of weeks, i dont like having things fester. i also sometimes forget too! you are more than welcome to remind me if it seems like i have but please don’t make it a habit. in regards to response time on pms/discord -- short turnover rate. I usually respond to it within the hour. usually within seconds/minutes actually. if i am awake that is. unless im offline and in my happy place, i tend to log out of discord to get away from people when im overwhelmed. blog wise, i dont have him on my app. so messages are only when im on my laptop or have time to check on chrome mobile.  

REPLIES: i dont like drafting them. my dash is slow enough that i can scroll down to it. i will draft it though if i need to. length wise, im an avid writer. i write A LOT. they can get very lengthy at times. i write with a bit of prose -- that prose can get very HEAVY depending on my partners as well. i also format as well. i like heavier formatting without losing the quality of the writing. i dont like one-liners. you will see me with at least two paras or more. please know that i am dyslexic though when it comes to writing, and i have a bad habit of rereading my stuff after i post. so mistakes && errors are a thing for me. i try to catch it when i am rereading as im going through to format the posts. but sometimes things get missed. you are more than welcome to fix some if it is a bad spelling mistake ( better to ask first tho cause i spell with a brit keyboard -- and i specifically choose certain words to be spelt a specific way. )

STARTERS: when i post the starter call, any mutual ( && i really mean ANY of you ) can like it. this goes for if you follow me on multiple blogs. we interact already on one blog? by all means we can interact with one another on your other blog. but if you do, it gives me free reign to do whatever i want. look for my tags to see what i say too. they usually are a key factor in regards to my thought process. i try to get everybody done within reasonable time. dont worry i will never not make a mutual a starter if they like the call. i usually go for the first interaction/meeting with the muse though. if that doesn’t float your boat then you can message me about it. i normally don’t message people in regards to starters because A) im tired, B) i expect you to come to me.

INBOX: inbox is absolutely open to anybody! in fact, if i post a prompt, i ask that you send something in. even if we never interacted! im more versed into throwing the muse into a pre-established relationship. with the inbox, i will sometimes go to you because of that. i really do love to write, && the inbox is a perfect way to send something in without having any strings attached in regards to replies. like i said im an avid writer. i always want to write. sometimes people are slow and i get that. since im faster, i have no problem in doing inbox stuff for you to develop interaction ( aside from plotting ). best way to actually enjoy character interaction for me tbh. cause sometimes threading be hard okay?

SELECTIVITY: i am biased, i will say it now. i have preference over people i talk to ( who i consider my friends ), or people that i like. but that doesnt mean i will blatantly ignore you. people should know that if you talk to me, then the chances are i will give you more attention. sometimes i just click or vibe with people okay? in regards to following. i am on the heavy side of mutuals only and i prefer a slower dash. i give about a week for people to follow back, or ample enough time for them to follow. there will be some people that i will be fine if they arent mutuals though as i like their content. that being said, i try to be super fair to everybody. i give people an equal chance. if i follow you it means i want to interact with you ( there are super rare exceptions ). but go too long without interacting, then i will unfollow/softblock. im not a number for you. i have feelings. and, yes, i will, at random, unfollow those who either dont make me comfortable anymore, or i need time away from them. or im just not getting that vibe anymore. 

WISHLIST: see here && here for some stuff i want. i love his pokemon verse i have. i also love his FE verse i have as well. i have a FE3H AU as well but i will naturally throw him into FEH or FE3H for that verse. i have plotted with a friend in regards to an echoes verse as well. honestly. i just want a lot of stuff for him. i want more wolf interactions. i kinda favour his beast forme anyway. but i also want interactions with the language differences. there is a language barrier with him! but i want those interactions cause he understands you! i have that hc somewhere dug in my blog. gotta find it. other interactions? i want a midna to interact with. link && the links AU?? also what does a man gotta do around here to get people to discuss plots.

HONEST NOTE: if you think im an elitist, then find your way out of the door -- youre probably right and i dont want you here. ive been here for a really long time && i know what i want. all jokes aside though, im tired of people being intimidated by me for different reasons. some people think its my aesthetic ( when really im not that bad ). others are intimidated by the sheer amount of writing i do? like okay?? kindly fuck off please. i write for stress relief. i write to have fun. my idea of fun is writing a lot. if you have a problem with that then sorry but i dont want you here. i have a passion for my muses and if you dont want to hear it, then i dont have time for your complaining. theres an unfollow button. i have a journalism degree so... yea. but really. im just really tired okay. im actually a very sweet person and i wear my heart on my sleeve. anybody who knows me well enough can tell you that. i hate being ignored tbh, so if i find energy && time to like talk to you, at least acknowledge me by saying thank you. btw im not really that much of an an elitist -- i just LOOK like i have a hard shell, but im actually super soft and squishy.

Tagged by: nobody I stole from @pristinette​ Tagging: you do you fam. just @ me as per usual cause pretend i tagged you.

[jiilys]

call if you care for me

Sirius Black to goobers: the one day i actually come and school burns down

Remus Lupin: what classes were you in

James Potter: i was in english you Were Not

Peter Pettigrew: or history

Remus Lupin: it doesnt count as attending school if u just lie behind the science block till lunch  

Sirius Black: youre all ruining this fire for me  

/

James Potter to Lily Evans: give back my chocolate shake

Lily Evans: i dont have it

James Potter: i can see u fuckin drinkin it we’re in the same mcdonalds

Lily Evans: everyones saying you did it

James Potter: pardon

Lily Evans: set the fire

James Potter: come off it

James Potter: whose saying that

Lily Evans: everyone

James Potter: ah yes my great mate ‘everyone’

Lily Evans: mary, elliot from science, louise marcot, guy from math whose name i dont know but went to ball with ruby garland, sam roberts, and sushi danny have all told me it was you

James Potter: wow that does seem like everyone

James Potter: now im wondering whether I did do it

/

Sirius Black to James Potter: had a dream i died in a freak pharmaceutical accident last night

James Potter: what is a freak pharmaceutical accident

Sirius Black: i was drunk in a pharmacy and put all their throat lozenges up my nose 

/ 

Marlene McKinnion to Lily Evans: schools on the news

Marlene McKinnon: why tf are they interviewing black and calling him a ‘student’

Marlene McKinnon: dont u need to attend school for at least 3 out of 5 weekdays to earn that title

/

Lily Evans to Sirius Black: saw u on the news

Lily Evans: ur tie was inside out if thats even possible

Sirius Black: all part of My Look which i have now publicised on national telly so eat ass

/

James Potter to Lily Evans: wow is this what happens when u go in the sun what a tan u have

James Potter: and by tan i obvsly mean you look like an overcooked frankfurter

James Potter: clearly u need to be marinating in sunblock like a chicken

James Potter: GOD these similes……… no wonder I won the english prize over you last year

Lily Evans: what a shame ur going to be murdered before you can win it again

/

Remus Lupin to Marlene McKinnon: just checking ur the one called lesbo archilles in the kahoot

Marlene McKinnon: ya

Marlene McKinnon: why

Remus Lupin: wanted to know who was beating me

Marlene McKinnon: up ur classics knowledge lupin  

/

Peter Pettigrew to only smexy activity permitted: holy dick mum got an email the police think the fire was arson  

Sirius Black: confess now james

James Potter: fuck you

/

Peter Pettigrew to James Potter: have u seen beyonce

Peter Pettigrew: i meant beyonce

Peter Pettigrew: why does it keep saying beyonce

/

James Potter to Sirius Black: nice work autocorrecting ur name in petes phone to beyonce

James Potter: however ur less destinys child and more destinys bastard son

Sirius Black: im making that my tinder bio

/

Lily Evans to James Potter: you know what i think ur socks need 2 pulled higher

Lily Evans: fuck the haters pull those things tits high

James Potter: ur late to this sirius already asked me if i knew i was being eaten alive from the foot upwards

James Potter: theyre literally pulled only just above my ankle i hate everyone i know

/

Remus Lupin to James Potter: have u seen this

Remus Lupin: sent a facebook link to jomes potter (general dickhead) deserves medal for burning down school

James Potter: this is getting out of control I DIDNT DO IT

James Potter: this page has 137 likes and theyve spelt my name wrong i wish i was dead

James Potter: ok why are you and sirius admins

/

Marlene McKinnon to Lily Evans: they know how the fire started

Marlene McKinnon: or mum knows cause shes sleeping with that police guy

Marlene McKinnon: lit cigarette by the languages block between 11-11:15

Lily Evans: fucking pardon

Lily Evans: are you sure

Marlene McKinnon: course i bloody am

Marlene McKinnon: whats the problem

/

Lily Evans to James Potter: james

Lily Evans: not to be drama but i think i fucking burnt down the school

Lily Evans: literally call me asap

/

James Potter to Remus Lupin: hypothetically in a hypothetical situation if someone was hypothetically smoking in the languages block and threw it on the ground at the exact hypothetical time a fire had hypothetically started what would one hypothetically do

James Potter: hypothetically

Remus Lupin: jfc what have u done

James Potter: genuinely not me this time come to lils pls

/

Sirius Black created the group save lily from arrest

Sirius Black added James Potter, Lily Evans, Remus Lupin

Lily Evans: sirius this isn’t funny i could’ve really hurt someone

Sirius Black: senorita blanco failed me in fourth year spanish so you could say it was karma

Sirius Black: also relax evans ur not guy fawkes u only maimed several expensive smartboards  

Remus Lupin: guy fawkes was famously unsuccessful ur reference is shite

Sirius Black renamed the group blow me lupin

/

Remus Lupin to Sirius Black: james has it so bad its embarrassing hes followed all her playlists on spotify

Sirius Black: hes making his bed cause shes coming over who is he

Sirius Black: like evans makes her damn bed

/

Peter Pettigrew to James Potter: marnie attkins just told me theres £120 on when youll confess u set the fire  

Peter Pettigrew: can u tell me when ur planning 2 so i can win i promise to split it  

James Potter: pete are you kidding me

/

Sirius Black to Lily Evans: stop looking at the languages block and being a sad sack  

Lily Evans: you mean where the block used to be before i burnt it down

Lily Evans: where are you anyway i cant see you

Sirius Black: on the roof of the bio building i have a deck chair here

Sirius Black: also dont be a drama queen youre not a bad person

Sirius Black: you hurt no one and cant change what happened by blaming urself

Sirius Black: now come 2 the science block and bring those twix in ur bag

/

James Potter to Lily Evans: nice tights

Lily Evans: i think you mean nice legs

James Potter: that too

/

Peter Pettigrew to reese witherhoon: we are go

Remus Lupin: godspeed boys

Peter Pettigrew: wait i left my wallpaper glue in the loos we’re not go

Sirius Black: im keeping one of these fake moustaches i look manly

/

Lily Evans to blow me lupin: sirius can i have the crisps in ur bag

Sirius Black: no

Remus Lupin: lily said to tell you shes lost her phone and cant see ur response so has started eating the crisps

Sirius Black: die evans

/

James Potter to Sirius Black: yeah every time i said I was over lil was a bold faced lie why is she the funniest prettiest best girl alive

Sirius Black: ur pathetic

Sirius Black: whats brought this honestly on

James Potter: she was laughing and i wanted 2 kiss her so bad i gave myself a headache

Sirius Black: i said you were pathetic 2 soon i shouldve said it here

/

Lily Evans to James Potter: i know u don’t think i shouldnt but im going to say it was me

Lily Evans: i mean i know mum cant afford the damage but im sure minnie would help me figure smth out where i could pay it back like over time i mean im just

Lily Evans: it was stupid smokings stupid and i miss it but im never fucking doing it again

Lily Evans: i did a bad thinhg

Lily Evans: i hate wine and its late and im masd u didnt come to this party i want u here

James Potter: dont say anything to anyone im going to ring you

/

Sirius Black to Marlene McKinnon: did you take my deck chair from the bio building roof

Marlene McKinnon: who is this

Sirius Black: come of it mckinnon i know u have my number

Sirius Black: i want my chair back

Marlene McKinnon: sorry was always taught not 2 talk to strangers

/

Mum to James Potter: school called and wants to interview you about the fire

James Potter: brilliant

Mum: bring milk home

/

Remus Lupin to Peter Pettigrew: are you with sirius

Peter Pettigrew: yeah

Remus Lupin: tell him i took his lunch and he wont get it back till he gives me my calculus homework

Peter Pettigrew: sirius says he has ur wallet and is now buying himself lunch

Peter Pettigrew: he said to ask if you wanted anything

/

Sirius Black to blow me lupin: so when is minnie taking u to jail james

James Potter: imminently  

Remus Luping: can we pls change the group name my mum saw these alerts

Sirius Black renamed the group fuck me lupin

James Potter renamed the group raw me behind the nice thai place lupin

Sirius Black renamed the group lupin rim me in ur mums home office

Remus Lupin: too fucking far leave mums home office out of this

Lily Evans: whats this abt james going to jail

/

Lily Evans to James Potter: cant believe you didnt tell me about mcgonagall interviewing you

James Potter: dw the police think its me lol

James Potter: i guess everyones been sharing their theories and that that fb page now has over 200 likes

James Potter: they dont have anything on me though so ur still good  

Lily Evans: they seriously consider you a suspect

Lily Evans: thats a big fucking deal james what the fuck  

James Potter: lily its fine

James Potter: lily

James Potter: jesus dont do anything stupid

James Potter: lily pickup

/

Peter Pettigrew to brats (not the dolls we’re barbie loyalists): omg guys lily just confessed she set the fire who knew!!!!!

Peter Pettigrew: guys

/

Marlene McKinnon to Lily Evans: baller of u to burn down the school and not tell me

Marlene McKinnon: is it cause im gay

Marlene McKinnon: homophobe

Marlene McKinnon: but seriously if you don’t call me in 24 hours im just gunna turn up to your house

/

Sirius Black to Lily Evans: fucking hell evans

/

Remus Lupin to Lily Evans: dont talk to the police without a lawyer

/ 

James Potter to Lily Evans: lily please call me

/

Lily Evans to rim me in ur mums home office lupin: im suspended for two weeks and have to pay off half the damage but not getting charged or expelled

Sirius Black: stunning job on not getting expelled or going to jail

Sirius Black: and a two week holiday!!! im going to burn down the english block

Lily Evans: black ur an ass

Lily Evans: also

Lily Evans added Marlene McKinnon to the chat

Remus Lupin: congrats lil glad 2 have u still with us

Marlene McKinnon: lupin what the hell is happening in ur mums home office

/

Lily Evans to James Potter: before you go getting all drama i didnt come forward because of you

Lily Evans: i did a bad thing and when you do bad shit ur not supposed to own up and say so

Lily Evans: i was being the kind of thing i hate and was sick of it

Lily Evans: but in the interest of honesty thinking about you in serious trouble makes me sick

James Potter: i understand

James Potter: i kinda always thought you would tell youre kind of like that

Lily Evans: like what

James Potter: good all the way through

/

Sirius Black to James Potter: love of ur life is pretty fucking ethical

James Potter: i know shes the best

Sirius Black: wait till i tell her abt that time u took that magazine from the doctors office

James Potter: we were literally seven how do u remember that  

Sirius Black: crimes are immortal 

/

Sirius Black to suck me off at the old quarry lupin: in lilys memory we should hold a bonfire vigil

Lily Evans: sirius im suspended not dead

Marlene McKinnon: rip evans (some fucking year – now)

Lily Evans: u rlly couldnt figure out the year i was born mar

Remus Lupin: gone but never forgotten

Remus Lupin: also stop it with these group names

Sirius Black renamed the group lupin pull me off at the gas station by the crisps

James Potter renamed the group lupin take me from behind in the girls loos at noon

Remus Lupin: hell has nothing on this

/

Lily Evans to James Potter: am very bored and out of oreos

Lily Evans: been considering dying my hair black just for something to do

James Potter: youd look shit with black hair

Lily Evans: youd know

Lily Evans: HA set you up for that id never dye my hair. u fool

James Potter: so rlly what youve been doing all day is thinking of that bit

Lily Evans: not just that i also finished the oreos

/

Sirius Black to Remus Lupin: are you asleep

Remus Lupin: its 4am so you know im not

Sirius Black: i have potters keys wanna get mcdonalds

Remus Lupin: ill meet you outside

/

James Potter to Lily Evans: school is shite without you im coming round

Lily Evans: its 11am

Lily Evans: park down the street i have nosy neigbours

/

Remus Lupin to lupin bum me at nasa: for my birthday i want no one to throw up in my shoes

James Potter: it was fucking ONCE

James Potter: im hosting the damn party i wont b ridiculed like this

Sirius Black renamed the group lupin jerk me off while wearing james’ vomit shoes

Sirius Black: two birds one stone

/

Lily Evans to James Potter: have fun tonight tell remus his gift is late but coming

James Potter: we’ll miss you

Lily Evans: nah youll b fine

James Potter: i wont be

/

Sirius Black to Remus Lupin: 2 protect ur shoes i put them inside the upstairs loo bowl no need to thank me

/

James Potter to Lily Evans: i know its late and ur going to think im drunk but ive only had one beer

James Potter: im interested in you

James Potter: so interested

James Potter: romantically

James Potter: earlier sirius struck out with some random girl marlene is now making out with and all i want is you here to laugh with us abt it

James Potter: cause youd say smth funny and good that would make everyone laugh

James Potter: also youre so pretty i couldn’t figure out how to work that in there but you are

James Potter: sorry if this makes you uncomfortable and fucks everything i just had to say

/

Lily Evans to James Potter: when you wake up you should probably come round

James Potter: im awake now

Lily Evans: wow an early one

Lily Evans: how was last night

James Potter: well four glasses are broken and peter slept on the dishwasher so standard but i also said how i feel about you to you so incredibly not standard

Lily Evans: yeah about that

Lily Evans: how do you feel about me now your single beer has worn off and the nights over

James Potter: the same

Lily Evans: well you should def come round then

Lily Evans: quite hard 2 kiss u dramatically if ur not here

James Potter: i know ur againist breaking the law and all but you cant say smth like that and expect me not to speed

/

Sirius Black to when will someone offer to eat LUPINS ASS at the museum holiday party c’mon guys he has needs: turns out lily was lighting fires in james heart all along

Lily Evans: jfc

Remus Lupin: i mean what is the correct reaction to that

Marlene McKinnon: removing him from the chat

[dat-is-chill-ghafa]

Holy shit I just watched Dark Phoenix and it was so much worse than I thought it was gonna be so here’s a big fat rant.

My entire thoughts about this movie can be summarised by this picture:

But since I need to get some agression out, ladies and gentlemen and whoever and whatever else, here we go:

- FIRST OF ALL, what the hell was the relationship between Scott and Jean in this movie? Was there any sort of chemistry that i missed in this movie because if there was I did not see a damn spark. While in the previous movies I actually liked the romance between them this movie tried to make the romance seem like it had progressed without actually making any progression to actual maturity. You have to choose one of the other

- the mystique “x women” like was probably a good example of one of the worst and crunchiest ways to include feminism into the film and took place after nightcrawler saved someone so retrospectively it just didn’t make sense

- how are you just going to completely ignore quicksilver character who is the fan favourite of the entire franchise basically. Quicksilver was there for approximately 2 seconds and him yeeting away was not thoroughly explained

- again THE REASON FOR quicksilver not being there is that he is injured... r you fucking kidding me, this is a prime example of quite possibly the laziest writing on earth to the most fan favourite character, how did you think you would get away with this?

- it is so clear to me that this movie is a giant and physical representation of everyone who has ever been part of this franchise remake being so over it

- didn’t jean already show ... that she had.. these powers... in x men apocalypse... u know what whatever let’s just move past this major plot hole it seems like we have been doing that so ok (PLEASE CORRECT ME IF IM WRONG I GENUINELY NEED TO KNOW)

- this entire movie passes on information to the audience by telling instead of showing which is the exact opposite of what a movie is supposed to do. Also this telling takes place over every cheesy and cliche dialogue with extensive narration and exposition.

- Jessica chastains character is supposed to be important and drive her and jean’s actions but like honestly super dull and non threatening and nothing was convincing

- the worst part of this film is the untapped potential it could have had with its amazing actors and the storyline of the Dark Phoenix. They could have delved furthers into more risky and morally grey areas such as jean being something other than like a countdown on a Grenade... some IDK CRaZy ThOuGht dOnT miNd mE buT deVeloPmeNt??

-there wasn’t that much that was actually “dark” to me like the title tries to imply. Yeah sure she caused a lot of property damage and killed like a few people but so what.

-the timeline and lack of actual continuity within these movies shows that the people who worked on this film just did not give a crap about this. I’ve tried to ignore the timeline in the past x men films and just enjoy them for what they are but it’s kind of gotten past the point of subtle. This makes the film infuriating.

-the ending train sequence was to me probably the most exciting and well done scenes in that movie but honestly at that point I just didn’t care. Like I loved magneto just killing people but then was like oh never mind you have just completely destroyed his character yet again

-Charles Xavier was endlessly frustrating and literally not a single ounce of the character I actually loved was in this film

-we don’t need every single thing spelt out to us in pure narration and exposition Jesus Christ it was exhausting

-if you are going to completely destroy any characterisation of the actual mystique that comic fans know then you sure as hell better make it work (it hasn’t) and when the character dies you better make sure it has some impact. Oh never mind, the death had no eotiomal weight to it... whatsoever

-magneto has the same arc in every film and it felt super tired despite the supreme acting that we know that fassbender can actually do and the entire film resulted in him not actually having an arc and making sure to destroy every chance of that

- so beast.. the new headmaster is the school who’s entire plot and decision of going against Xavier was driven by mystique’s death and then when it comes to renaming the school, names it after jean instead of mystique who has been portrayed as a symbol in the movies and apparently some sort of moral compass. Again, a pattern is coming through... none of this movie being necessary or making sense

-cyclops (Scott) has no actual personality to him in this entire movie, in fact the directors seem to have done a movie ginny Weasley on him and essentially made him a poster card declaring his undying love for jean grey (which btw again was a really flat Romance) with nothing else and no character development in this film and I mean seeing that Jean is “dead” wtf is this supposed to mean for him

- SO MANY PLOTHOLES

-quicksilver would have been able to resolve this entire plot 2 minutes into this film.. why didn’t he teleport back into the shuttle with jean and Kurt... therefore having time to get the last astronaut

- the scene with nightcrawler where he literally just massacres a bunch of people while ngl kinda cool to see destroys the entire pacifier nature of Kurt that is essential to him and I really don’t get why they felt the need to do this. You killed azazel off screen like they r different characters stop mixing them

- I’m so sorry to the actors and actresses in this film, almost all of whom have shown (Sophie turner, Nicholas Hoult, James Mcavoy and Michael fassbender in particular) that they are some of the most talented people in cinema and you can see that they tried but like how much can you actually do

- and not a single fuck was given about this movie

-what was the ending scene

-surprised that the movie broke even ngl

-you could have done so much better

[hubofinsanity]

hey bro. i saw that u said ur struggling with being alone in college. while i dont know exactly how it feels, im currently a highschool freshman struggling with being alone so i kind sorta not really get your pain. being alone sucks and it sucks even more when we see others who arent and i Get That. you just gotta remember that, despite how it may feel, youre not really all that alone. and i KNOW that like 'uR NoT ReaLLY AlOne" sounds like bs and that im invalidating ur loneliness (1/2)

(2/2) but when i say that i mean that theres potential to not feel alone. if i just told you to 'go out and talk to people' and 'its not that hard' id be a hypocrite and i am many things but i try not to be a hypocrite. i fucking get how hard it is to talk to people but i believe in you. colleges are fucking huge i think. i bet you'll find people. i believe in you. and for now, know that there are plenty of people who know how you feel.we're here. its gonna be fine

I have so many things to talk about with this just because i enjoy pulling out everything and responding to it because I’m on my medication (medical cannabis, fight me PTSD) basically don’t feel the need t read all of this hoenstly im just going to ramble for half of this prolly. 

1. YOU’RE A  B A B E Y 

2. hey man sometimes you gotta pull a ‘Do as i say not as i do’ hypocrisy is part of life sometimes. like i’ll probably tell you not to worship my cat as a god. but i do. she’s fucking adorable and could eat me and i’d thank her. also why the fuck is it spelt hypocrisy that just look like it should be pronounces like hypocrispy but without a p which kinda sounds right but it’s not they should have spelled it hypocrasy because that makes fucking sense when you sound it out. (told you i’d ramble, watch out kids oldie andy is comin out) 

3. my college is p. small actually b/c there’s a big one like 3 blocks away. plus i don’t live in that part of town because i have ptsd and my mom lives in suburbs so i go to suburbs. basically, here’s some advice for if you do want to have freinds in college - live nearby, actually ask for people’s numbers and text them when you get their numbers (shout out to the guy i like that i ramble about to my friends that i just never talk to b/c im scared ill annoy him) and uhhhh idk be an interesting person? 

4. i personally don’t think people will really want to be my friend because of a stigmatized mental illness i have that like if you know what it is it’s clear i have it and if you don’t know anything about it you’ll still not like me because honestly it can make me a little weird but like people think it’s all these big bad type of people and i don’t do that type of stuff and it’s hard to find people who would try to be my friend despite everything. i also just havent had actual good friends and have issues with relationships due to childhood trauma and haven’t been able to form a long lasting connection of any variety for over a decade and i’m only 18. 

sorry for the rambling TL;DR uhhhh hypocrisy is sometimes needed and is also spelt stupid community colleges right next to universities are good for transferring and finances, not for having people close to my age at school, actually text people, i have issues with building relationships and thus have issues making friends and haven’t had a long lasting connection literally all my life. 

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The Stars Around Us

Characters: Jensen X Reader

Word Count: 797

Warnings: Anxiety/panic attack, fluff (i think thats it)

A/n#1: this is fic 1 of 3... (I may a a few other ideas in mind so...) for @waywardrose13 2K Follower Challenge Prompt Card. I used Jensen, Airplane, constellation.

A/n #2: i know that they couldn't possibly see the constellations mentioned but I really dont care.

Also I love Danneel, so no hate towards her or the Ackels family. For this Jensen is with Reader. This is fiction

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You were sitting on the edge of your bed, in your Vancouver apartment. Your bags were packed and waiting behind you. Even after all of these years, all of the Traveling you do. You still absolutely hate flying. Well late airplanes.

You didn’t realize you were shaking until you felt hands on your knees.

“Y/n?”

You looked down to see Jensen kneeling in front of you with worry in his eyes.

“Hey, what’s wrong? I’ve been trying to get your attention for like 5 minutes.”

“I’m alright. I just kinda zoned out.”

“Sweetheart, you were shaking and mumbling to yourself.”

“What No I wasn’t. I’m fine.” You look at your watch, “Hey we should get going.”

You get up quickly, leaving Jensen still kneeling in front of your bed, to walk around the bed grabbing your bags. You look over at Jensen. “Are you ready?”

He slowly got up, “yeah my bags are already in the car. Cliff is waiting for us.”

“Alright we should get going.”

Jensen made his way over and grab your suitcase, before heading towards the door. You did a quick check making sure things were unplugged, turned off and windows were locked.

After driving to the airport. You had to wait a little while. No matter how many times you flown, you don’t ever think you would get used to it.

As you were sitting waiting for your flight to be called, you could feel your anxiety building up inside. Your hands were starting to sweat and your leg was bouncing fairly quickly. Your heart felt like it was going to pump right out of your chest.

You were trying so hard to calm yourself down but no matter what you tried, nothing was working.

Jensen was watching you closely. At first he didn’t really understand what was going on. He soon realized he’s only seen you act like this when you guys were flying.

As you guys start boarding, Jensen wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you closer to him.

“It’s okay y/n. I’m here for you no matter what.” He leaned over and kissed your temple

You looked up at him and gave him a small smile before reaching the doors that lead to the plane.

Once you were in your seat, everything was rushing back to you. You were starting to breath quicker. You leaned forward putting your head in your hands.

“Y/n, I need you to look at me.” You shook your head. Jensen was trying to move your hair out of the way to see your face.

“Sweetheart, I cant help you if you don’t look at me. It will be okay I promise.”

You slowly turned your head to see Jensen staring back at you.

“There they are, those big y/e/c eyes that I love. I need you to breath with me okay?”

He started breathing slowly, you tried your best to follow with him. Slowly but surely your breathing was back to normal.

“Thanks Jens”

“No problem”

Now the plane was getting ready to take off. Jensen could see that you were going to have another attack. So he had to think fast on what to do.

“Y/n”

“Yeah”

“you like astrology right?”

“what?” you were confused why he was bringing this up.

“You know stars, the different constellations that stuff.” He still didn’t know where he was going with this yet. At least you weren’t thinking about the plane.

“Yeah, I love the stars. Ever since I was a kid they have been my favorite thing. Why?”

“so if I were to show you a constellation would you be able to tell me which one it is and why?”

“most likely”

“challenge accepted”

Jensen leaned over you towards the window and pointed, “what’s that one?”

You moved closer to see what he was pointing at. “that’s Cassiopeia. It was named after a vain queen, she boasted about her unrivaled beauty.”

“Okay, what’s that one?” pointing to another one.

“That’s Cepheus. Its named after a king of aethiopia in Greek mythology.”

You and Jensen played his game the entire flight. Only stopping when you were making the descend into Colorado.

“I knew absolutely nothing about astrology. For all I know you could have been lying to me.”

“Well then google it. If you need help with how to spell them, let me know.”

“wow, I’m hurt that you don’t think I would be able to do it.”

“Okay, spell Camelopardalis.”

“o-k, c-a-m-e-l-o……s” he started mumbling towards the end.

“Yea, that’s exactly how its spelt, mumbles and all”

“shut up, so you doing better?”

“yeah, thank you Jensen. I honestly don’t know how I would have survived that flight without you.” Giving him a quick kiss, “I love you.”

“I love you too sweetheart.”