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daydadahlias · 1 year
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do you ever reread your fics like months after you posted them and fangirl over your own writing bc idk it seems like something you would do and if you don’t then you really should
no one will ever be a bigger fan of my writing than me
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love-belle · 1 year
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i'd like to hang out with you for my whole life !!!
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which he loves her but so does everyone else. a bit too much.
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for when everybody wanna steal your girl. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
social media au // charles leclerc x fem!reader
warnings - language
author's note - been on my writing grind lately!!! another lando social media au will be posted in a few minutes i swear im working on it <3 i hope you like this, thank you so much for reading!!! i love you <3
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yourusername i'd like to hang out with u my whole life
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username GOODNIGHT.
username NOT STAY STAY STAY I AM NOT STRONG ENOUGH
username oh.
username how the FUCK am i supposed to move on from THIS.
lewishamilton blessings and love 🤍
*liked by yourusername*
username they're so in love im SICK
username i am SO happy for u and ur ugly fucking boyfriend i MEAN it
username i want this oh my god
username they're so parents im in love with them ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
carmenmmundt so cute!! 💗
*liked by yourusername*
username he's so boyfriend coded like
username their love is so pure like 🫤🫤🫤🫤🫤
username i know we highk bully charles about "stealing" y/n but their relationship is so ‼️‼️‼️
landonorris cute ig 🙄🙄🙄
-> yourusername thank u i know that must've made u throw up
username OH MY GOD
username he looks so 😭😭😭😭😭
username god when will it be me
charles_leclerc i don't think i mind that for even one second
-> yourusername i love you <3
-> username OG NY UKF I EILL SCREAMC
username this is me logging off for the day goodbye.
username so close to microwaving a spoon
username PARENTS ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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charles_leclerc i'll never finish falling in love with you
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username THE CAPTION
username im deceased actually
username SHE'S SO
username MOTHER
username charles i seriously need u to square the fuck up
lilymhe the prettiest 💌
*liked by charles_leclerc*
username she's so girlfriend
username *OUR girlfriend
username i will never move on from these pictures 💔💔💔
username *WE'LL
carlossainz55 she just giggled just thought you should know
-> yourusername i will never teehee for a man no matter how big his titties are thank u
-> charles_leclerc it's okay cherié ❤️ you can giggle
-> yourusername i did not GIGGLE
username she's so lana del ray coded like it's INSANE
username lolololol i just fell in love
username my bi awakening ❤️❤️❤️
-> username ur so real for that
username charles is so down bad and i, for one, cannot blame him
username man saw people on twitter talking shit and decided to tell everyone who's ACTUALLY her boyfriend
username she's so AHHHSHSJSJDBXNSJS
username i am in love like no 🧢
pierregasly we know u tell us that everyday
-> charles_leclerc and i will continue to do so ❤️
username im so gay like WOAH
username she's so ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
yourusername u own my entire heart like what. u dumbass i love u SO much like actually im so ❤️❤️❤️ for u
-> charles_leclerc i'm so ❤️❤️❤️ for you too mon amour
username "im so ❤️❤️❤️ for u" CAN U HEAR ME SCREAMING
username they're so in love like i throw up a little
username they really be setting the standards pretty high huh
username if my future relationship isn't like this then i don't want it.
username im a simple girl i just want someone to love me the way charles loves y/n
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chiiyuuvv · 6 months
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heyy can I request xikers reaction to you being insecure about something in yourself(anything, u name it) thank youu and I love your writing 🤍✨
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• PAIRING — xikers x fem!reader
• GENRE — comfort, insecurities, yeah
• WORD COUNT — 695
• AUTHOR'S NOTE — Everything that i have written has been pulled from here so if there was something i didnt name or you'd like to read more about, i highly suggest it :)
• TAGLIST — @lil-elle , @hyunukitty , @cake1box , @mars101 , @nenede , @soul-is-a-strange-kid , @the-lemon-boy , @yuniniverse , @hunchan444 , @s00buwu , @cherrycolaberry
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"I'm not going to get into that college"
First and foremost, minjae understands the pressure to get into a certain college in order to please your parents. But you wanna know whats more important? Why do you wanna go? Other than pleasing your parents. After a long talk and cuddle, you should come into a better sense of whether or not college is something you want to do. But either way, you should always believe in yourself! ♡
"I don't have many followers"
Junmin's going to take away your phone. Not because you did something bad, but so you can take a break. Go outside, turn on do not disturb and take a walk with your lovely boyfriend. Its a win-win for you, him, and his dogs. A win-win-win, technically ♡
"I don't have a good fashion sense"
As someone who likes to dress a certain way, sumin knows what its like, but he has a tip; dress for you. When you wear things that make you happy, you often forget about the others around you, and their opinions. It also helps you stand out from the crowd. Wear what you like ♡
"I cant do any better"
Grabbing both of your hands, jinsik will give them a tight squeeze in front of the mirror, making you repeat the same mantras every morning. They may feel silly at first, but over time they help you convince yourself that you are worthy of whatever you desire ♡
"I dont have many friends"
First, hyunwoo will talk about the importance of friends. Friends that help you grow to become the better you and give you a good laugh. Friends that would never judge you for their own benefit. That being said, you need to eliminate the ones that dont actually care for you. Worry less about the quantity, and more about the quality. Who cares if you only have 3 friends? As long as youre happy and growing, thats all that matters ♡
"I'm not pretty enough"
Beauty is subjective. You may be insecure about one thing, but junghoon, 9 times out of 10, finds it really stinking cute. But what he feels doesnt matter, what others think doesnt matter. How you think matters!! So stop worrying about other peoples eyes and work on your inner self. If youre happy.. youre at peace, and if youre at peace, you start to smile. And thats very attractive ♡
"I'm not that smart"
"Why dont you think youre smart?" Seeun would ask, his chin resting against his hand. "Why do you want to be smart?" These questions may be dumb but they have meaning. We all have the ability to learn something. After all, life is about experiencing things and growing from it. It all just takes time, so dont stop believing in yourself, 'kay? ♡
"No one will miss me when im gone"
Although you may feel alone and think no one would care, yujun would care. Yujun would always care. But, stop worrying about the future, you know? Live your life in the present with no regrets. Every moment spent worrying is a moment spent not really living. When you obsess over that type of stuff, you are missing out on whats in front of you. And when you miss that, you wont realize the people who love and support you ♡
"I feel overweight"
Hunter will take you to the gym, but not just so you become 'thin' and everyone will accept you, to focus on being healthy, mentally healthy too. Focus on getting in shape with a well balanced diet and exercise program. Hunter will help! ♡
"People talk behind my back"
"Do you know that for sure??" Yechan would ask, poking his fork in his salad. "Because most of the time, its just an imaginary conversation you have in your head. Stop worrying what other people think and focus on your well being. But what you said is true, expect to see me at your school." He finishes, shooting you an innocent smile ♡
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gogobo0ts · 9 months
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Hello lovely! I was wondering if one, I could make another request and two, if I could maybe ask your opionion of a lil short story I'm thinking about writing.
I don't wanna blow up your ask box so i'll just put the request and let you decide on the opion part because I know not everybody likes hearing story lines. xoxoxo
Also my dumbass can't remember if you write for Guns N Roses, so if you don't wanna write this one for Steven i'm fine with Nikki or Tommy <3
Request -
Steven and Sunshine!reader are best friends, and Steven is super protective of her. She's completely unaware that he's head over heels for her (even tho she's in love with him too) and when he gets into a fist fight with Axl for flirting with her he eventually confesses his feelings while she bandages his bleeding knuckles. <33
ofc! if u ever want to discuss ideas for a fic you're writing i'm 100% open <3 xoxo
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND I LOVE STEVIE 🗣️🗣️🗣️i'm begging guys i don't see enough of him !! <3 he's my lil pookie
not proof-read 💀
Axl invited you to his house party, which was a little odd, but not super unusual. you were one of Steven's closest friends, you'd been supporting him since the beginning. everyone in the band knew you steven wouldn't shut up about you , or at the very least was familiar with your name.
so... it made sense. though, you were starting to regret your decision as you watched duff and slash take what had to be their 10th round of shots. you eyed everyone at the party as you sipped your drink. there were girls you'd seen backstage before, either girlfriends or groupies, and plenty of people you'd never met before. izzy was absolutely nowhere to be found, he probably left actually, and you condemned yourself for not doing the same.
you made your way over to steven, a little beacon of light in the dim party. the only saving grace to this party. his curls bouncing as he chatted away animatedly to a guest.
axl stepped in front of you, blocking your path slightly, "You liking the party?" he asked, grinning at you.
you shrugged, "It's kind of loud... a little overwhelming." you admitted a little shyly.
he leaned against the wall, brushing some of your hair back, "well... if you want, i could take you somewhere quieter." his tone told you everything you needed to know.
"I think-..."
you were interrupted by steven's slurred voice, "absolutely fucking not....?!" he shot axl a betrayed look and pushed him back a bit.
jesus... it all happened so fast, they both were already pretty buzzed. steven took a swing and hit the wall, and axl caught him in a headlock. it was like watching two toddlers fighting over something they both wanted.
"alright, alright. Knock it off." IZZY! (huh, so he hadn't left...? it all made sense once you saw the girl hanging on his arm) Thank god. he seemed to knock some sense into the two, who hesitantly stopped fighting.
axl stormed off to god knows where, leaving steven with a furrowed brow.
"Are you alright, Stevie?" you cooed, gently, "Your hand's bleeding...if you hadn't noticed..."
he looked down at his hand, it was scraped up pretty good, red and tender as blood dribbled onto his fingers and wrist, "oh..." he said quietly, "i'll be ok..."
"here... let's go see if there's a first aid kit around here." you led him to the bathroom, which was surprisingly unoccupied, and sat him down on the edge of the bathtub.
you rummaged around the cabinets for a bit, before pulling out a small first aid kit. you looked around for a rubbing alcohol wipe.
"I don't like the way he looked at you." he murmured under his breath, "he was bein' all weird with you."
"Doesn't mean you should try to punch him for it." you countered as you ripped open the wipe.
"he just wants to fuck around. he doesn't even love you." Steven babbled, hissing a bit as you cleaned his knuckles.
"sorry." you whispered sincerely, grabbing the bandage wrappings.
"But I do. I love you a lot." he sighed, a bit sadly, "A little too much maybe..."
you paused, caught completely off guard, "You...You what...?"
"Oops... I uh..." he couldn't really find an excuse, even if he hadn't been drunk, you can't really come back from that.
you couldn't help but feel a little giddy and laugh. his face turned a deep shade of red, and he was worried for a second until you started to pepper his face in kisses. you smoothed his hair out and kissed him on the lips, cupping his cheeks.
you pulled away after a moment, earning a pout from him, "Hey...."
"You're getting blood on your sleeves... just let me finish patching you up..." you grumbled, a light pink dusting your face. he honestly didn't mind the blood. he was the happiest person at the party, scratch that, in the whole goddamn world. but he let you dress his knuckles, just so you were satisfied.
"so does this mean-...?" he started.
"yeah... I love you too." you smiled, giving him another peck, right on the tip of his nose.
a/n: sorry if this feels rushed i'm bad at pacing 🗣️ i just get excited and splurge on writing basically 💀
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tommydarlings · 2 years
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lil elvis | ☁ (dad!austin)
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him desperately wanting to fuck you while you are on your period | ☁ ✰
size kink with him | ♡ ☁️
prof!austin fucking student!reader dumb and some sense into her | ♡
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sameschmidtdiffname · 17 days
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I'm actually desperate to hear your thoughts on the new hunger games book.
What characters do you wanna see? You think there will be a romance aspect? Who's POV should it be in?
Do you think this is Suzanne's final attempt to make it as clear as possible that the games are NOT cool and snow is NOT a misunderstood good guy?
And the movie too!!!! You have any fan-casting ideas?? Think young haymitch is gonna be hot?
Idk no pressure man I luv u :3
I'm excited! I'll actually be completely honest, I seriously didn't think that we were going to get any media about Haymitch's games since we already went over the events in 'Catching Fire.' I would like to apologize to the prophets, clearly I was wrong. Sorry for silently judging your requests by thinking y'all missed the point, I'm sittin' down now.
So, tackling POV first, I personally think it's definitely possible that we're working with a multiple POV situation due to the fact we did already go over the events of the Games in CF. Or, if not multiple POVs, I actually think it'll be retrospective.
Remember how Katniss and Peeta end 'Mockingjay' by creating the book of memories? I think it's possible that Sunrise is meant to be Haymitch looking back on his Games. How he survived, maybe who he mentored after. Honestly, this is what I'm hoping for because I admittedly am a desperate whore for canon post-Mockingjay material. (Please, Suzanne. Just a crumb. A CRUMB!!)
I think we're done with Snow's POV. I may be wrong on that, but I'm admittedly hopeful on it. 😭
LISTENNNN I liked Ballad and I think it was WONDERFUL writing, but Jesus fucking Christ was I happy to be away from Snow by the time it was over. He was an asshole, that was the point, I respect it and love it as media but reading it was/is hard, and honestly? That's praise. But besides personal preference, there's also just a straight 'The End' at the end of Ballad. Maybe that's subject to change, but with Suzanne's masochistic level of detail? Probably not. Or maybe I'm stupid and will eat this post in nine months, find out soon!
ANYWAYS. I so want to see Mrs. & Mr. Everdeen in this, as well as Peeta's parents. Give me their fucking names, Suzie. NAMES.
Haymitch's girlfriend is probably gonna be my favorite character. Imma be honest. I know nothing of her, nada, zip, zilch. But I can sense it in the air. There will be kinship, and I will kill myself when she dies.
(Suzanne, please don't make me eat that last statement.)
Romance aspect? Yes. Between Haymitch, his girl, and the Everdeens? Plus if we get Peeta's parents? I think one of the main points of The Hunger Games is love and the different ways it exists, so I think there will 100% be romance.
Hell, maybe Suzanne will throw us a curveball and the POV will be one of Everlarks parents. If so, probably Mrs. Everdeen as that'll give us insight to the merchant part of District 12, Madge's family and what it was like to be of Reaping age in the thick of Snow's reign.
I want Mr. Everdeen confirmed as Covey. This is a demand. I have hostages. (My lawyer wants me to clarify I don't.)
Now, in terms of the books real world meaning, I'm interested to see. I think the safest guess is 100% a commentary on Palestine, Congo, etc. But I am interested to see what else there is to say.
Personally, I think there really is a possibility this book will be centered around healing. Especially if this is Haymitch looking back at his life, it could offer commentary on his recovery from his Games, the war, as well as everyone else's. This perspective is 100% the one I would love to see the most, but we all know imma be a fiend for whatever happens.
And to wrap this up, fancasting? Stanley Tucci. If Caeser comes back and he doesn't, I have fucking hostages. (Again, I don't.)
Imma be honest, to add to your question, yes young Haymitch is supposed to be hot, but I want him to be a kid. I want a teenager cast and I want him to obviously look like a teenager, even if he is handsome. I think that's an important point of the Games people miss.
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I really really really wanna write things about Lucien, but Everytime I start writing I fear that I'm writing something "fetish-y" and I don't MEAN or WANT to, I just wanna write about a cute lil slice of life, romance with a cool demon guy 🥲🥲🥲🥲
[example? I wanted to write about how, my listener was actually a really good cook and likes to feed Luci cuz that's just something they do to show their love with everyone, but when I try expanding on that idea it always ends up sounding like "They like to feed him and he gets fat cuz of it dur dur food kink bullshit blah blah" BUT I DON'T WANT TO SOUND LIKE THAT, MY LISTENER JUST LIKES TO COOK AND LUCIEN JUST LIKES TO EAT WHY AM SO BAD AT WRITING😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭(I do like big guys{and I loved when yuuri said Luci would be a bit more chubby in a Twitter post I can't find but swear exists</3}but I just can't seem to write about without it sounding gross and like a fetish post)]
I'm so sorry for yapping, I just really needed to get this out somewhere, feel free to ignore it<3
Yeah it's a slippery slope that you need to be careful for when your thristing after plus size characters. LIKE LET ME FUCK HIM DAMMIT??? I JUST WANNA TREAT MY MAN FUCK.
Also yes he'd 100% have a food kink. Honestly I think Lucien would consider marring your listener bc they feed him good.
I think you should just write what you want then wait for feed back (lol) for what you wrote! Or even ask like a moot or a friend to read over it for u! I honestly just write and not think about it, but I always if it's like ex Autistic reader I wrote in tags and on the ask that if I ever write something that isn't true to correct me and I'll change it.
Writing things you want to takes trial and error. Just try and how others your writing and if it is fetishy someone will tell you. That's why lots of fanfic writers like when people comment and tell them what they liked or think need to be changed.
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poursomesunaonme · 10 months
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hi i am back with another request for ur promised event hehe. (ty for the first one i treasure it)
but i would like nanami and shape!! really like the endearments sweetheart and baby! u can do whatever u would like with this one!! :-) i’m fine w nsfw or sfw! i love ur writing so i’ll be fine with whatever!!!!
thank uuuu :)
YES IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS ONEEEEE TURN IT UP
cw: angst/comfort, implied suguru x reader in the glory(ish) days
"can you smooth the looping lines / of fingerprints before your time? / patience with the jagged grooves / of relics that i can't remove / one thing washing up to you / kiss me till the cells are moved on my body”
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you’d been reluctant to start seeing kento at first.  the most important reason was that it was satoru’s idea.  
“but you’d be so good together!” he’d practically begged.
you didn’t see the reasoning behind it.
but one day, you finally agreed.  it had been a little awkward, but he was polite, chivalrous, and he was so, so kind.  you felt safe with him; something you hadn’t felt in a long time—not since that year at tech.  a year where everyone was hit by staggering losses.  nothing went unfelt.  yuu dying, suguru dissenting.
but you went unfeeling for years.
years and years and years until satoru called you up, saying that you and kento should go out.  and you couldn’t describe how you felt.  apprehension, sure.  doubt, of course.  excitement… why?
kento had cut himself off after haibara’s death, went off on his own after graduation, swearing off the life of a sorcerer.  you’d accepted that.  everyone had.  but to reappear as a prospect for satoru to play matchmaker was just something so out of the blue and baffling.
you had agreed to satoru’s somewhat blind date out of curiousity, not expecting to be so taken by the way kento had matured.  his time spent outside sorcery had helped in grow in a lot of ways that staying trapped in it would hinder.  you admired him… maybe you were also jealous.
you’re silent, but content, as you lay in bed with him one night, remembering the first time you’d been intimate.  he’d kissed every single scar on your body, leaving no cell untouched.
“seven years,” you whisper out loud, not even meaning to.
“huh?”  he looks over at you from reading his book.
“seven years till all the cells on my body are new.”
“i… i suppose so.”  he turns over on his side, propping himself up on his elbow to look at you.  “what are you thinking about?”
“him.”
kento breathes deeply, reaching out to stroke your hair.  “do you wanna talk about it?”
you shake your head.  “not really.  just saying.  it’s been six years.  soon he will never have touched a single cell on my body.”
“you’re right.”  kento sighs, stooping down from his post on his elbow to press a kiss into your shoulder.  each touch of his lips presses a garden into your skin, a bloom of warmth sprouting from your cells.  “may i hold you?”
you nod and are instantly enveloped in his arms as he presses his face into the crook of your neck.
six years of growing and dying, and growing and dying, again and again and again.  six years of crying into your pillow, of screaming angrily into the sky hoping he would hear you.  six years of cells decomposing and regenerating, over and over to make you new.
and it had been one year of flowering, one year of life, one year of golden sunshine eyes watching over you.  kento’s hands were a river and you were a stone.  he smoothed over those old grooves of suguru’s fingerprints, smoothed over the edges he had forcefully cut into your heart.  he held it gently, caressing it until the cells were shed and life flowed through you once again.  he kissed you until you were new, until you were only his.
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sweet-luv-club · 8 months
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The neon lights of a love hotel beckon you... Will you be staying for the night? ♡
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✎ navigation links coming soon! ૮꒰˵• ﻌ •˵꒱ა
. . . ♡ masterlist
. . . ♡ list of charas i can take requests for + how i would write them
. . . ♡ my tags!! saccha.txt = text posts┆saccha.png = mi art!!
🍓🌸🍓꒰ Saccha┆he/him/hole┆artist n writer!!! ꒱🍓🌸🍓
HIIIHIHIHI my name is Saccha!!! get it bc,.,, Saccha(rine) and… my blog name iz sweet-luv-club, YEAH U GET IT TJBGJHBG,,
JUST A LIL OVEREXCITED TRANSMASC PUP RUNNIN A LUV HOTEL ,, there r a lot of aesthetics i wanna b associated w/, this intro post will prolly change over time lol
i wanted tew stretch out ma writing skillz n i have a lot of ideas i jus wanna throw out in2 da world,, scenarios i hope ppl would also enjoy n such!! ♡♡♡ just wanted to pump out gender neutral x readers for the gayz tbh,,
as much as i love reading fempovs, i want 2 make food for other trans ppl like me ^w^ and also interact w/ other blogz!!! also sorry not sorry of my excessive use of colors and kaomojis lol!!
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dis blog is where i will dump all my horny ramblings about
★⋆ Degrees of Lewdity (mentioning this game alone should indicate i dont mind dead dove stuff hfbhg)
★⋆ Call Of Duty MW2 (im only a very casual fan tho lol look man im a porn blog my content isnt gonna be that deep!!)
★⋆ The Last Of Us (specifically joel content bc im feral 4 him but im also feral 4 ellie,, WRITING ABOUT THEM SEPARATELY THO OFC LMAO)
taking requests for each >w<)b !!!
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♡ ┆ stuff i will write ┆ ♡
★⋆ DRUMROLL PLEASE... THE MAIN REASON I WANTED TO MAKE THIS BLOOOG... transmasc reader content!!! 🎉🎊🥳 with warnings on what terms to be used on the naughty bits, ofc!!
with that being said.... ★⋆ DDLB :3 tee hee!
★⋆gender neutral reader stuff!! no pronouns other than 'you',
★⋆ if i write nsfw with GN reader, i'll have separate sections for when u have afab/amab anatomy and how characters i write with would interact with em !!
so the format would go like
˗ˏˋ ꒰ König with a chubby S/O ♥ nsfw!! ꒱ ˎˊ˗
♡ ┆ headcanon
if you have AFAB anatomy…
♡ ┆ headcanon for how he'd treat u with ur coochie, gender non-specific
if you have AMAB anatomy…
♡ ┆ headcanon for how he'd treat u with ur pp, gender non-specific
most of my fics/drabbles would be gender neutral unless stated otherwise !!
plz note!!! in cases like Ellie who is explicitly and canonically a lesbian i will also only write in fempov, everyone else i write about automatically becomes readersexual meaning theyre attracted to the reader regardless of gender, appearance, etc etc so for example if ur super mad i made your big strong masculine military man a cocksucker das on u, go cry ab it somewhere else thanks (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.)
★⋆ BIG GIRTHY AGE GAPS… but readers in my stories should always b regarded as 20+!!
★⋆ and ofc hand in hand with that comes a corruption kink BAHAHAHA and as a heads up i place a heavy emphasis on virginity !!!
★⋆ yandere/obsessive content bc im a sucker for it :((
★⋆ pet play/hybrid stuff… sometimes human but most of the time it comes w the reader having animal characteristics!! (ex. bunny reader, cow reader, puppy reader etc) ONLY LIMITED TO STUFF LIKE EARS/TAIL/WINGS THO and maybe heat cycle stuff bc im a sucker for that too
★⋆ A/B/O content and dynamics
★⋆ stepcest probably???
STUFF I WONT WRITE ABOUT... no cute format for these ones LMAO 'm just gonna lump all of them together
actual incest | zoophilia content (YES I KNOW DOL IS RIFE W/ THAT BUT I ALWAYS TURN OFF BEAST TOGGLES SJHDS) | scat/piss/basically any bodily fluid aside from CUM LMAO (i'd probably make an exception 4 squirt tho,,,, 👀) | gore
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das about all i can think of for neow heheh!! btw i may like and interact w blogs that have dark content or even the content i said i wont write, please be aware of that in case the posts i've liked show up :<<
i'll eventually come up w/ a list of characters im comfy with writing for, as well as a general idea of how i would write them for requests n such!! if the character u like isnt there, im still looking into how i would write content for them :>
IF U READ THIS FAR ILY BYEEEEE ♡♡♡
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veryinnovative · 3 months
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hi!
i have a quick pandemonium question. absolutely zero pressure to answer because i know a lot of authors (me included lmao) like to keep this secret to add to The Experience, but i was wondering — if you are comfortable — if you’d be willing to reveal whether or not jegulus is safe from the mcd tag? i saw the mcd accompanied by the “angst with a happy ending” tag and jegulus as the main pairing, and i know angst with a happy ending can mean different things to different people, so i was curious whether or not them staying alive/together contributed to it.
once again i wanna emphasize that there’s zero pressure on my end for you to answer, and i completely understand and respect your decision regardless. i just think pandemonium is such a fucking amazing concept (especially as a lover of trans regulus and trans mpreg rep!! and a fellow writer who wants to explore being trans in an apocalypse because WOW what would that entail), and following along with wips/theorizing about the unknown as a fic is being published is something i love so much about fandom, but i am in fact one of those wimps who can’t handle mcd unless it’s temporary.
i hope this doesn’t come off as demanding/pushy😭i truly don’t mean to sound rude or like i’m prying into your space, but if i’m overstepping a boundary please let me know. thank you so much!
hii!! ur fine nw :)) ! i actually answered this before but im so shit at tagging so no worries no pushy vibes at all <3
i dont feel like revealing who survives/who doesn't for the sake of immersion as u mentioned! the fun bit of zombie apocalypse/high stakes fics is the fact you're kept on your toes and truly worry for the character's wellbeing. i am, admittedly, still thinking about whether to add the tag regarding jegulus (or one of them maybe even) survives or not. and indeed, 'happy ending' is open to multiple interpretations so i might have to rephrase it as well........
yfwfdgsdgds its so difficult bc u want to be all mean and mysterious saying stuff like 'everyone can die. even ur fav. no one is safe so enjoy every chapter where ur fav chara is alive while it lasts' but at the same time from a reader's pov i would also really want to know if jeggy get to live happy after at the end...... deffo something i really have to firmly decide on when i publish the first chapter of the fic!
ALSO AAAAA! u should deffo explore being trans in the apocalypse!!!!! id love to read more apocalypse fics, especially those WITH trans characters so definitely! no pressure to write anything but if u ever do......tag me.. id eat that shit UPPP
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emlovesstates · 11 months
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California: Oklahoma, what do you call people you go out with but don’t try to sleep with?
Oklahoma: ...People?
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Oklahoma: If it’s any consolation, they got me here on a very misleading text message.
California: Technically, you are about to be screwed in the biology room.
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Oklahoma: I committed all 7 deadly sins in 30 minutes.
California: Wow, I've gotta hear this.
Oklahoma: I was angry and envious of my neighbor so I lazily seduced his wife and ate all his groceries and didn't share.
California: You forgot pride.
Oklahoma: No, I'm pretty proud of this.
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Oklahoma: Hey, wanna take a shower with me?
California: I have a gun in that nightstand beside the bed. If I ever say no to that question, I want you to take it out and shot me because I’ve obviously gone crazy.
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Oklahoma: Bro, I had a dream we fucked.
California: Bro, relax it was just a dream.
Oklahoma: Huh, gay, I wouldn’t fuck you.
California: You wouldn’t?
Oklahoma: I mean, unless you want to-
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Oklahoma: What’s sexting?
California: I'm not having this conversation with you.
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California: Know why I called you in here?
Oklahoma: Because I accidentally sent you a dick pic.
California: *Stops pouring two glasses of wine.* Accidentally?
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Oklahoma: Look, last night was a mistake.
California: A sexy mistake.
Oklahoma: No, just a regular mistake.
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Oklahoma: There are 20 letters in the alphabet, right?
California: Nope, there's 26.
Oklahoma: Ah, I must have forgotten U, R, A, Q, T.
California: Aww, that's cute, but you're still missing one.
Oklahoma: You'll get the D later ;).
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Oklahoma, turning to California: Stop calling yourself hot, the only thing you can turn on is the microwave.
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Oklahoma: We should get you to a doctor for a check up immediately. What if it happens again, and there isn’t anyone around to help you? What if it’s congenital? Oh my God! Was it me? Did I hurt you?
California: …You realize any other person that made their partner pass out on bed would simply feel really proud of themselves,
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California: New York , you'll be working with Georgia and Oklahoma.
New York : Alright! My fantasy threesome!
Everyone else: *blank stares*
New York : ...Of people on a team.
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New York , writing in a letter: "I'm going to kick.. your... ass."
New York : THERE. Now send it.
Oklahoma:: Dude, your handwriting's terrible, are you sure you want to-
New York : JUST DO IT!
later
California: So what does it say?
Georgia , reading the letter: They say they're going to "lick my...."
California:
Georgia :
California: Gross-
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Oklahoma: Is the plural of milf/dilf milfs/dilfs or milves/dilves?
Georgia : Milfs.
New York : Milf/dilf is an acronym, you can't change the spelling to milves/dilves.
Oklahoma: Wait, they're acronyms? What do they stand for???
California: Mom in late forties, dad in late fourties.
California: I learned that from the movie called M.I.L.F that I saw the trailer of in theaters probably 5 to 7 years ago.
New York : Mom/dad I'd Love to Fuck.
Oklahoma: WAIT, WHAT THE FUCK—
Oklahoma: I NEVER REALIZED IT WAS ACTUALLY HORNY!
California: Oh, is it not mom in late fouries?
Georgia : What? No! It isn't!
California: THE MOVIE TRAILER LIED TO ME!
New York : California...
California: THIS IS WHY I DIDN'T THINK CALLING PEOPLE MILFS WAS ALL THAT BAD BECAUSE IT STOOD FOR SOMETHING HARMLESS IT JUST HAD A SLIGHTLY SEXUAL CONNOTATION!
New York : I am entirely unsurprised that this is coming from you.
California: OKLAHOMA, DOES IT MAKE SENSE WHY I CALLED THE DIARY OF A WIMPY KID MOM A MILF NOW BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS LITERALLY JUST A DESCRIPTOR WITH FUNNY CONNOTATION!
Oklahoma: The word milf has been ruined for me.
Georgia : THAT'S ITS DEFINITION, IT CAN'T BE RUINED THAT'S WHAT IT MEANS!
New York : Y'all are dumbasses.
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Oklahoma: So anyways have y'all seen New York ?
California: I think they went in Georgia 's room 'studying'.
Florida : Doubt that. I heard groans there.
*Meanwhile in Georgia 's room*
New York & Georgia , fighting:
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California: Isn’t it weird that we can’t ride any other animal except horses. Like if horses weren’t a thing, humans would be fucked cause we couldn’t ride any other animals. Like riding animals wouldn’t really be a thing. We should probably be more grateful to horses.
Florida : Elephants.
California: Blocked.
New York : Camels.
California: Extra blocked.
Georgia : Donkeys.
California: Ultra blocked.
Oklahoma: That dick.
California: ...Followed.
Or
Georgia : Isn’t it weird that we can’t ride any other animal except horses. Like if horses weren’t a thing, humans would be fucked cause we couldn’t ride any other animals. Like riding animals wouldn’t really be a thing. We should probably be more grateful to horses.
California: Elephants.
Georgia : Blocked.
Florida : Camels.
Georgia : Extra blocked.
Oklahoma: Donkeys.
Georgia : Ultra blocked.
New York : That dick.
Georgia : ...Followed.
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California: If you had too, what would you give up food or sex?
New York : Sex.
Oklahoma: Seriously, answer faster.
New York : I’m sorry honey, when they said sex I wasn’t thinking about sex with you.
Oklahoma: It’s like a giant hug.
California: Georgia , what about you? What would you give up sex or food?
Georgia : Food.
California: Okay, how about sex or dinosaurs?
Georgia : Oh my God it’s like the movie Sophie’s Choice.
Florida : What about you Louisiana? What would you give up sex or food?
Louisiana: Oh... um... I don’t know, it’s too hard.
Florida : No, you gotta pick one.
Louisiana: Um, food... no, sex... no, food... sex... food. Ugh! I don’t know! I want both! I- I want hot people on bread!
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Cali : Florida kissed me!
New York : Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God!
Cali : It was unbelievable!
New York : Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God!
Louisiana: Okay, we wanna hear everything. New York , get the wine and unplug the phone. Cali , does this end well or do we need tissues?
Cali : Oh, it ended very well.
New York : Do not start without me! Do not start without me!
Louisiana: Okay, alright, let’s hear about the kiss. Was it a soft brush against your lips or was it like a, you know, “I gotta have you now” kind of thing?
Cali : Well, at first it was really intense, you know? And then, oh God, and then we just sort of sunk into it.
Louisiana: Ohh... So, okay, were they holding you? Or were their hands on your back?
Cali : First they started out on my waist and then they slid up and then they were in my hair.
New York and Louisiana: Ohhh.
*meanwhile*
Florida eating pizza in their house: And, uh, and then I kissed them.
Gov : Tongue?
Florida: Yeah.
Texas: Cool.
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New York: Where's Oklahoma, California, and Georgia?
undefined: They're playing hide and seek.
New York: Where?
New Jersey: I don't think you get how this game works.
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vesora · 2 years
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manifesting sp (mirror equation)
HEAVILY inspired by manifestwithpersis
one of the biggest things that hinder SP manifestations are limiting beliefs / opposing thoughts so why don’t we change that together loves!!
(pls read until the end)
first,
grab a paper and treat this as an equation as manifestwithpersis did
(your assumptions towards SP / how you view SP) + (your assumptions of them towards you / how you think SP views  you) = manifestation
right so i want you to write down all the assumptions you have towards your SP (doesn’t matter if they are negative rn, we will change them)
so these can include: 
my SP is a player, my SP is in love with someone else, my SP doesn’t act the way i want him to etc
so now you switch them and persist in the NEW and TRUE story:
my SP would never cheat, my SP is only in love with me, my SP acts exactly the way i want him to etc.
then write down all the assumptions you think theyd have for you,
eg.:
my SP would never choose me, im worthless to my SP, my SP has better things to do than care about me etc.
now FLIP!:
my SP always chooses me, my SP thinks im the best thing ever to him, my SP is in love with me etc.
now combine these thoughts and persist and BAM, you have your manifestation
HOWEVER!!!!
for this, self concept work is important yes yes i know u dont wanna do it but u should i mean might as well LOL
so any thoughts like:
im worthless, im ugly, no one would choose me, everyone hates me etc
FLIP THEM IMMEDIATELY
im amazing, im gorgeous, i love how everyone always loves and chooses me etc
with this, there is no doubt in my mind that u will get what u want instantly because youre persisting in the new story babe!
you like your SP for a reason, everything is meant to happen, have that in mind and persist because your SP is already yours <3
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give-soup-please · 2 years
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So... why do you like the narrator so much?
oh- oh bud, you've opened a can of worms here.
first, his ego. i dunno how it was accomplished, but somehow he comes off as charming more than anyone else. he boasts about how great his own work is, and instead of being repulsed or rolling my eyes (which is usually what happens when i run across egotistical characters) i am thinking to myself, 'yeah! praise your own work! you deserve it!' dude's got an ego the size of a planet, and it's hilarious.
secondly, his earnestness. he wants more than anything else, to pull of a successful story and receive adoration from an audience. if you mess around in the expo long enough he'll talk about how he has so many things he wants to show 'you' (interpretation is in the air on whether or not he's talking to stanley, or us. or both?) he wants this story of his to work so bad, and at his more tender moments (like the memory zone pre... horrors... he genuinely wants to make his audience happy. and speaking of tenderness-
third, that secret hidden side of him. now, this is open to interpretation more than anything else, but there are moments- very small and easily missable moments- that proves this guy has a heart of some kind. when he talks about being happy during the zending, him letting us into an area- THAT HE HID FROM THE DEVELOPERS!!!!!- the fucking french song about the memory zone?????? there is something honest to god tender in him that makes me go feral. i always wonder how he'd operate as a friend to someone outside the context of the parable, which is one of the focus points of the longfic of mine.
fourth, his voice. Kevan Brighting really knocked the performance out of the park, and his range is undeniable. they found a VA who can be sweet, manipulative, malicious, and snarky without overdoing it. he has the range, darling. and uh- y'know,,, i've always loved someone who can rock a nice baritone. goddamn. zoo wee, his voice is lovely, and i could listen to it all day. not everyone liked ultra deluxe for one reason or another, but i was just overjoyed to get more dialogue from him. i think there's two, maybe three hours of extra content, and oooooogh, it really filled a need.
fifth, his snark and sarcasm. i could talk at length all day about this aspect of him. he's so goddamn funny. the way he repeatedly roasts us is fantastic, and driving him off script again and again is a never ending source of entertainment for someone who tends to overreact to characters getting 'burned'. you should have seen me the first time i read pride and prejudice, there are some delicious moments of snark that i used to shout about.
sixth, he's a fucking dork with a poor understanding of humanity. from the uranium line in the demo to the guitar song when you fall out of a window, this dude is a dramatic dork, and i love him for it. this goes hand in hand with his people pleasing tendencies, and i just wanna hug him so bad.
seventh, his relatability. i write a lot, and some struggles are universal among writers. his desire for praise, his frustrations when a script doesn't go to plan, and at the end of the figurine ending, when he talks about his need for companionship and loneliness? as someone who doesn't socialize IRL that often, and who has used fictional characters as both a means of escape and as company during rough times in my life, i've never felt a click that strong with a character before. i felt like i understood him so well in that moment.
eighth, (8!) i just empathize with him so much. the poor bastard is stuck in an eternal loop, doomed by the narrative that he himself constructed. this dude desires freedom so much but can never quite have it due to the structure of his story and his own flaws of being unable to let go- (both his story and negative feedback)- he's an utterly tragic character which is why my fic focuses on giving him an actual happy ending.
anyway, there's eight reasons for you. give me a few hours and i'm sure i could come up with eight more.
someone needs to give this dude a blanket and a hot drink. he's been through too much. and truth be told, besides his overly antagonistic side which crops up in a few endings, i don't think there's a single aspect of him i don't like. i dunno man, i'm pretty soft hearted, and there are days i just want to give him a hug and say, 'you are so loved, you have no idea. you have millions of fans, and i'm one of your biggest'
he's my blorbo, my scrungly, my scrimblo, my beloved, my anchor. 10/10, best boy.
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kooktrash · 11 months
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OMGGGGGGGGG
just reached 8k followers literally 5 seconds ago
I just wanna say thank you to everyone who reads and acknowledges my blog it really means a lot to me. I used to be so insecure about my writing but all the positive feedback has really helped me out. I’ve always loved writing and to know that other people enjoy it too is literally so heartwarming 🥺
I write bc it’s fun and I don’t think your follower count should change that but I’m never gonna deny the fact that all you readers are what makes writing so much more fun bc it’s like a little reward 😭 and I also don’t want it to seem like I don’t appreciate you all and all the nice things you say.
that’s why I rant on here so much bc you guys are so fun to talk to
anyways thank u everyone and esp those who’ve been reading my work since I pretty much started writing 🖤
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I’m working on possible two new Jungkook series that I’m really going to try and compl te so keep an eye out for those and also sugar daddy Taehyung of course
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sehrgefaelltmir · 2 months
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Hey any fic recs? I really like yours so I figured you'd have good recommendations. I'd read just about any ship
hi!!! aw thank you so much, that means a lot. i haven’t had a lot of time to read lately (also i have the attention span of a gnat lmao) so i’m just gonna list all the best fics that i can think of,,, theres no real theme theres no criteria lmao. i kinda just like stuff w good writing. all of these are amazingly written i wish i could write something half as good as these 😭😭
my favourite fics (off the top of my head) are:
UEFA High by maxevader / @liverpool-enjoyer (i feel like anyone who hasn’t read this is living under a rock sekskjdbd but i gotta mention it anyway cause i adore it) it’s a high school au, literally EVERYONE is in it. well not everyone but,,, a lot. theres a load of different ships (i came for müllendowski ofc but im kinda pulling for alisson/vvd rn they’re really cute i’m rooting for them) and some really sweet friendships too (thomas & manu, robbo & trent, gavi & pedri are my favourites) honestly i don’t wanna spoil it just go in blind if u haven’t read it already cause it’s so so worth it, it’s so funny and so sweet and also very relatable and ughhhhh man i could talk abt it forever
while we’re at it i want to be loved (not to be touched) (also by maxevader) is also really fucking good, it’s gavi-centric, very angsty, SO well-written, the stars aligned or some shit and i read it at exactly the right moment in my life and it made me cry a bit (a lot)
how long could we be a sad song? by moonwedes / @tchouameninga, it’s a suuuuper super angsty müllendowski fic about lewy’s decision to leave bayern and what led up to it. the writing is incredible n it made me so fucking sad. i cannot recommend this one enough it is SO good, just. man the characterisation and the little details and how inevitable and tragic it feels,,, ughhh it’s amazing
Another Plane of Shambles by fipsareyougay,,, again i kinda feel like anyone who likes my fics has probably read this already cause it’s like. THE bayern/german nt fic lmao sorry. but i gotta mention it anyway cause it’s one of my favourite fics ever. it’s like 600k words and kinda intimidating to get into cause theres like a million characters and ships and subplots but it is so. so fucking good. off the top of my head the main ships are neuller, mesut/sami, schweinski, götzeus, toni/jonas hector (random ahh ship but it works lmao), leno/ter stegen, but there’s like 183737 other ships too. it’s hilarious but also like,, really really sad. like EVERYONE is going through it, it gets quite dark sometimes. also it’s not finished lmao like i don’t think it’s been updated for like a year at this point, but.. i honestly don’t think it matters?? like it’s so fucking good as it is i fr don’t mind if its not updated, whats there is enough (for me at least). its SUCH an experience i love it so much and i will recommend it to literally everyone, whether ur a german nt fan or not
domestic pressures by fivesecrets is also really REALLY fuckin good. the main ship is lewy/b**teng, which… yeah it’s not a ship i like for… obvious reasons lol but this fic is so well-written that i just can’t not include it. id actually feel bad if i didnt include it cause the writing is so SO fucking good,, i don’t think i’ve read any of this author’s other fics now that i think of it, but i really should. i feel so inadequate every time i think about this fic cause the writing is just that good. like,, the prose. if i ever write something as beautifully as this its all over for u bitches. it also has bravertz as a background ship which i LOVE. (SIDE NOTE DOES ANYONE HAVE ANY MORE BRAVERTZ RECS PLS I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER 👉👈)
one of my all-time favourite fics is Lunar by Redbull_gave_me_wings. (this is the fic that made me finally decide to start properly writing n posting instead of just writing random paragraphs in my notes app. so i’ll love it forever for that reason alone) i don’t rlly know how to explain this one lmao it’s kinda complicated, it’s… basically a werewolf au?? which seems really random for a football fic lmao but it works. i adore this fic. just,, the characterisation and the world-building and the memories i have of reading it (spring 2022 when i was supposed to be studying for my leaving cert lmao) and the relationship between the 3 main characters (thomas, lewy and marco, müllendowski are an established relationship and theres also kinda hints of götzeus if you squint??) i just love the story, all the side characters, the world and the lore,,,, dldkdkdj i need to reread it omg
the next one is UNFINISHED 😭 but i want to include it just cause i love it so much: welcome to the underworld by bibliophile357. another one that i rlly don’t know how to explain lmao. it’s basically a greek mythology au w müllendowski as the main ship, lewy is hades and thomas is persephone. there’s also a few other ships, i think seriker is kinda the biggest secondary one tho?? (i might be wrong lmao i read it aaages ago. like before i even had an ao3 account i think 😭) the greatest (greek) tragedy of them all is that this fic was never finished. like i got to the last chapter and was genuinely heartbroken that there was no ending cause the writing and the development of the main ship was so beautiful. i don’t think it ever will be finished either bc it hasn’t been updated since 2017 lmao but still it’s one of my favourite fics
also there’s a few other oneshots that i rlly rlly love, all soooooo so well-written: (also all müllendowski now that i think abt it 😭😭 im too loyal to them sjdkskdjjd im a one-club player. thomas müller just like me fr)
at night i think about you by restless5oul
must mean it’s the low season by ssilverarrowss
History Has Its Eyes On You by thomasmxller
n the last ones i can think of are kinda just like. short lil meet-cute aus. yknow for someone who has never even considered writing an au there sure are a lot of aus on this list 😭😭 i just have thing for them ig
the first one is Kawiarnia by lesbleusthroughandthrough, it’s a coffee shop au, lewy/szczęsny, which,, i can’t see them as anything but friends when i write them but like,, in this au it just works (you gotta read that in a todd howard voice) i WISH there was more of this au cause it was so funny and so cute, i reread it sometimes when i need a laugh
and the second one is (darling so it goes) some things are just meant to be by bleedingdaylight. its,, idk, a not-footballers au?? idk what to call that 😭 it’s a rlly sweet götzeus fic abt mario having a lil crush on marco, v sweet v funny 10/10. i ADORE götzeus they’re so cute in this fic (also theres a dog. named borussia)
thats,,, a really random list lmao sorry 😭😭 it’s kinda just all my favourites. i fr need to get back into just reading fics, i kinda just write in my spare time i barely read anything anymore. also i probably missed some other really good fics so if anyone wants to add anything pls do!!!
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Whenever people on YouTube talk about Affirm and persist I literally roll my eyes so hard.
They talk about how they learn from Neville and his stories/teachings but bruh every single one of his stories even the first about Barbados, was him ASSUMING and persisting. Anytime I see a law of assumption person say affirm and affirm, it convinces me that they read Neville but they didn't understand him/his teachings at all.
Neville was a states man, he literally learned it from the original states man Abdullah(if you don't get what I mean, he told Neville, "you ARE in Barbados," because Neville didn't feel like he was in Barbados. His entire teachings isn't dedicated to affirming and persisting like Scammy and other people like her want you to believe.
It pisses me off whenever someone attacks states people for being states people. That's the entirety of Neville's teachings, anything else like "affirm and persist," is not it.
Also I don't think people realize how easy it can be to affirm from a state of lack. Everything you say or think is either felt with relief/conviction or lack.
It's like crying about not having something and affirming you have it anyway, you don't need to say you don't have it while affirm because you damn well feel like you don't. You're not stupid and everytime I see someone saying affirming with lack doesn't exist, I'm like "do you think your mind/body is THAT stupid?????" You know yourself more than anything and I know damn well you know you're in a state of lack, NO MATTER how much these people wanna say stuff like "affirming from a state of lack doesn't exist," then why the hell don't you feel like you have what you want yet?? Then why don't you feel like you're completely fulfilled??
Whenever you have a thought it's common sense that a feeling comes with that thought, so whenever you say something like "I need money so badly," there's a feeling of yearning. A good example is you can affirm 10k times a day and then you think to yourself "do I need to affirm more? Should I affirm for 15k?," Or if you affirm 4 sentences less, there's a thought of "it's not gonna work now that I didn't affirm enough." Law of assumption isn't supposed to be tiring BRUH, it's supposed to be easy, and all of these people are making it so hard for themselves.
If you have a thought your immediate feeling/STATE should be relief or just a normal feeling of being. You already have what you want right?? What's the point of feeling anything but that, what's the point of constantly affirming if you are supposed to already have it???
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anyway Rem, hope you're doing well my love🥺🥺🥺 and anytime I wrote "you," or "people," I'm obviously not referring to you, I know you probably know that but just Incase, I don't want to sound rude🙃
exactly! sadly it's gotten to a point now where (on loatwt) we say that states is what neville taught and the people who preach affirm&persist are like "fuck neville why do u worship a dead white man" and it's like ???? first of all, incredibly disrespectful considering if neville didn't spend his life teaching the law and writing books and testing it out for himself, pretty much none of them would know about the law. and it's even richer knowing that the thing THEY preach (dominant thoughts manifest) was made up by a random white bitch who hasn't had one credible success story. and tbh most of them hate her, yet they still preach her word like it's gospel. it's so frustrating & hypocritical.
also when you said 'You're not stupid and everytime I see someone saying affirming with lack doesn't exist, I'm like "do you think your mind/body is THAT stupid?????'" !!!! exactly! it reminds me of this thing i tweeted once (i'm copying and pasting it lol):
"everyone goes around saying "your subconscious mind is SO smart it's YOU" etc and then turns around and says "how would my subconscious know if im affirming from lack or not"
....is your subconscious smart or stupid hurry up and pick one babes
i think it's cuz we say your subconscious is blind that people think it can't tell if you're affirming from lack, but that doesn't make any sense? your subconscious is blind which means it can't see your 3D. but your subconscious doesnt need eyes to know what state you're in.
anways! it's been a pleasure as always, 🥺💖! i always love seeing you in my inbox. i'm doing super well and i hope you're doing good as well!! <3
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