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falling to the music pt. 3 (jily)
a/n: it’s been a slow sort of week, but we’re making a comeback with another instalment of my silly little jily band au. yay!
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Mr Nice, sensibly, waits for Lily to text him before attempting to call her. She’s calmer when she does so, and about to cook dinner for herself and her roommates in her student flat. It’s something to do with her hands other than holding her phone, or potentially throwing it at a wall if he says anything either too irritating or too attractive. A preventative measure. After explaining the situation to James, she pops him on speakerphone, and props him up on the counter.
‘Hello?’ His voice is slightly tinnier over the line, but it still makes Lily shiver a little. It’s got a richness to it that feels comforting.
‘Good evening, James,’ she calls, slicing her chicken into strips.
‘Lily! Lily Evans, how are you?’ The full name should not have the effect it does. Nor should it send flashing images of the words Lily Potter through her mind. Christ, there’s something wrong with me.
‘I’m okay. Still recovering from the bashing my ego took after being ghosted for almost a full business week, but I’m breathing.’
‘I really am very sorry about that,’ he repeats earnestly.
‘Yeah, well. Just don’t go lobbing your new phone at gaggles of seagulls or whatever, and I’ll let you off.’
‘Duly noted.’ She can hear his smile again. It bleeds into the shapes of the vowels. Diabolical.
‘Enjoy your Saturday?’ she asks, moving to wash her hands.
‘Yes, actually. We had practice in the morning, trying out some new songs. Then I got some work done for school, went on a run, came home. Now I’m talking to you, which is, naturally, the highlight of my day.’
‘You’re a flirt, Mr Potter. What degree do you do?’ Lily’s switched to chopping vegetables now and, against her will entirely, has found herself smiling down at her red peppers.
‘Architecture! It sounds poncey, I know, but I swear on my life it’s interesting.’
‘I’ll believe you. Although I have to say it doesn’t match up very well with the whole lead guitarist thing.’
‘No matter how many cool points those showy riffs might earn me, I am, at heart, a bit of a nerd. Sorry to disappoint you.’
‘I’m not disappointed.’
‘I’ve lucked out then. How about you, what degree do you do?’
‘Hmm. You know what - have a guess. If you’re right I’ll chuck a bit of carrot at my screen as a reward.’ James laughs at that, and Lily feels a sense of accomplishment blooming in her chest. The sound is very easy to listen to.
‘Alright, I love a challenge. Let’s see… something to do with English?’
‘Bloody hell. How’d you figure that one out?’
‘I’m right, then?’
‘Yeah. English Language and Literature.’
‘Score! It was a bit of a guess really. You had a pin on the strap of your bag when you came to talk to me after the show. A proper enamel one, shaped like a stack of books. I remember wondering where you got it from.’ Lily is momentarily baffled at how this man can forget to charge his fucking phone and remember this seemingly innocuous detail about her all in the same day. It’s sweet, though, that he takes an interest. It almost makes her forget the four days spent sans text message.
‘That’s observant of you.’
‘Yeah, I suppose. Where did you actually get it from, the pin?’
‘Oh, it was just a gift from a friend.’
‘The one that came with you to the concert? Or someone else?’
‘No, not Mary, though she is basically unbeatable in the gift giving department. It was from one of my flatmates, Alice.’
‘Mary isn’t a flatmate then?’
‘No, she grew up here, so she’s living with her parents whilst she does her degree.’
‘Nice.’ A short quiet falls then. With any other of her previous interests, it probably would have been awkward, but not with James. It’s just nice. He’s nice.
‘What are you cooking?’ he pipes up after a few minutes.
‘Something simple. Chicken stir fry.’
‘I bet that’ll be great.’
‘Hopefully, yeah. Have you eaten yet, James?’ Lily is surprised at how soft the question sounds when it comes out of her mouth. The bastard’s endeared himself to me, she thinks.
‘Not yet. I’ll message Sirius in a bit, see what he fancies. He’s a shit cook, so it’s either I cook for the both of us or we go out for dinner.’
‘You guys are really close then.’
‘Yeah,’ James says, and he sounds like he’s properly proud of it. ‘He’s basically my brother. We grew up together, you know? And then he lived with us for a few years until the two of us were eighteen, and then we came to the same uni together and everything. We just get each other.’
‘That’s lovely.’
‘Yeah. He’s like, the best thing in my life right now. Him, and the band, and big Tesco’s.’ Lily laughs at that last addition.
‘A respectable top three, to be sure. How did it come about, the band?’
‘We all went to school together. But like, school’s boring, right? Or at least secondary is. So we needed something to make it more bearable, and there were two typical teenage things we came up with in the end. Pranks - aimed at teachers and cocky year sevens and generally just creating chaos - and starting a band. God, I don’t know how McGonagall put up with us. We’d run round the place like dickheads setting traps for whoever was unlucky enough to be in the Maths department that day, and then spend all our lessons planning stuff to do with the band. What songs we were going to play, what outrageous outfits Sirius could wear next, what we’d call ourselves. And then that never really stopped.’ James has a way of speaking that just puts you at ease, Lily finds. It’s almost like magic.
‘Sounds a lot more eventful than my experience at school.’
‘Yeah. Eleven to fifteen was pretty insane. We calmed down a bit after that - A Levels to think about and all.’
They keep talking for a while, on their cosy little cooking call. The conversation just seems to flow, moving from topic to topic like embroidery thread dipping into silk until Lily is somehow already plating up, five neat portions of food ready to be served. She tells James this, and he congratulates her on a job well done. Then, they say their goodbyes and he leaves her to the rest of her night. There’s a strange sort of emptiness after he hangs up the phone. She didn’t realise just how much she’d gotten used to having his voice chatting away in the background.
#marauders fandom#marauders fanfiction#marauders fic#the marauders era#marauders era#the marauders#marauders#james potter#lily evans#jily#james/lily#james x lily#lily evans x james potter#fanfic#fanfic blog#fanfiction#cel writes fic#i need to write more T-T#i’d like to do a bit of wolfstar next i think#but no promises
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gross stepdad hoon… the kind to invite his friends (heejayke) over n tease you the entire time. it’s humiliating, having your stepdad pat his lap for you to sit on n being treated like his toy :( forced to just accept how he gropes you n makes you grind his thigh in front of them
even worse when they start to join in, suggesting sunghoon flash them your tits or make you drool on his fingers, each one of them staring intensely when you take your stepdad’s digits in your mouth n get a little dumb, moaning n gagging around them
idk .. just.. maybe stepdad sunghoon letting them all jerk off over you.. lets them have their way with his sweet girl n calls you a whore for liking it
#♡.gabi barks#just a thought… idk…#stepdad hoonie.. hes so grossss hes so nasty hes a fucking perv . i want it#LOL#this is me coping with men making me feel gross…. if i Write it I choose when it happens#u know#sunghoon save me#but i will not be getting into that. just now my grocery shopping trip had me ready to sh**t this one man i saw there… shudders#KNOW*** DAMN#ANYWAY SUNGHOON#OFFER MORE STEPDAD HOON PLS#MAKE HIS GROSS AND VILE AND DISGUSTING PLS#biiiiiig fan of him forcing you to be slutty n then blaming You for it… hashtag need#enhypen#park sunghoon#enhypen x reader#enhypen smut#park sunghoon x reader#park sunghoon smut#💌.stepcest
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DAREDEVIL: BORN AGAIN | 1.09
You asked me for a favor. I did it.
#Daredevil Born Again#ddba spoilers#Frank Castle#Karen Page#Kastle#Daredeviledit#Daredevil Spoilers#Not Revolution#GIF set#Mine#He blinked first.#(I JUST WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK? Let them kiss.)#Credit where credit is due - I don't always agree with the creative choices or the writing but the actors all clearly love their characters#and put alot of time and energy into portraying them with a more realism (and sincerity) then you'd expect for a superhero show#And Deborah and Jon go above and beyond for Karen and Frank.#I did not mean to love either of them and I did not know either of these characters before Daredevil was on Netflix but they made me fall#in love with them as individuals AND as a pairing. That whole tortured we can't be happy in this life sh*t is always going to f**k me up.#She challenges him & he meets her beat for beat. He's attentive. Sweet. A little awkward. He's head over heels for this woman who's always#5 minutes from running into danger with little to no hesitance or self preservation. Which is ironic because he doesn't give a sh*t about#his own survival and is merely existing as a form of spiteful vengeance at this point. Hoping to take out as many people as he can on his#way out. And what strikes me about this scene is his need to keep his hands busy. The way he looks up and then away again before deciding#not to let her have the last word. Because letting her walk out - thinking he doesn't care about anyone - would be a mistake.#He never knows the last time he's going to see her. Not the way he lives his life. So it matters. SHE matters.#And she needs to know it.#(But seriously would it kill the writers to just let them makeout once? It's beyond teasing at this point. It's reached bullying.)
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Not too long after Captain Spock's miraculous resurrection, Montgomery Scott approached the freshly-demoted Captain Kirk, PADD in hand.
"What's this?" the Captain asked, taking it.
"It's a wee schematic I was hopin' you'd approve, sir. For the Enterprise," Scotty said. He tried not to look too evasive, but acting was never one of his strong suits, and Kirk had long since grown wise to his tells, so he wasn't terribly optimistic.
Sure enough, "I can see that, Scotty," Kirk said, raising both his eyebrows in mild amusement. "I'd like to know what it's for."
For a moment, Scotty was silent, debating how to broach the topic. The Captain was much improved now, after Spock's return (and the return of the bulk of his memory), but for a while there-
Well.
Scotty could understand how the death of a husband could tear someone to pieces. The wound was still raw; too recent and too fresh. That kind of grief didn't just up and disappear, even if the cause for it did. It lingered. If one paid attention - as the crew of the Enterprise did - it was easy to catch the deep weariness that crept into Kirk's eyes when he thought no one was looking, or the way he tensed up every time Spock was out of sight.
He'd been avoiding Engineering, too.
Scotty could understand. Sometimes, he wanted to, too, when the memories rose too close to the surface. So many good officers had died down there over the years, and Captain Spock was the best of them all.
Still, as sensitive as the subject may be, this was important.
"It's a proposal for changes to the warp core," he said. He kept his voice steady, hoping it would keep Kirk steady, too. "To make it safer."
For a moment, the Captain just stared at him, a tangle of emotion just barely visible past that mask of command he so often wore.
"This-" Kirk's voice wavered, and he swallowed before continuing. "This is... for Spock?"
"Aye, sir," Scotty said. He'd started work on it the very night of the Captain's death. "No one will e'er have to suffer the same fate. The fact that it happened in the first place-" Scotty shook his head, mournful. "I could hardly forgive myself. I should 'ave seen the risk."
"Scotty," Kirk breathed, "this is..." Awe and gratitude filled his face as he paged through the files on the PADD. His gaze snapped upwards, meeting Scotty's. "Approved, Captain," he said, clapping Scotty warmly on the shoulder. "And... thank you."
If the Captain's eyes were brimming with unshed tears, Scotty politely ignored them.
"Aye, Captain," he said, beaming widely, then went to get started.
#captian kirk captain spock and god dammit scotty's a captain too! there are too many captains on this damn ship!!#star trek#star trek tos#star trek movies#star trek the wrath of khan#star trek the search for spock#james t kirk#montgomery scott#spirk#scotty#tos scotty#captain kirk#tos#star trek twok#tsfs#ficlet#kinda. ish. ficlet lazy-style lmao#i don't have scotty's voice down yet. like for narration more than conversationally. it's a work in progress!#see i don't want to write out too much of his accent but i also want to make it Clear that it's him. i need to strike a balance!#and to learn more scottish turns of phrase and figures of speech to pepper in#anyways i think scotty would try to make the warp core safer after this. he'd get extra hazmat suits and have mccoy provide radiation meds#i think the whole crew probably did everything they could in the wake of spock's death to make sure it never happened again
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AGH FASHION DESIGNER SUGURU AND MODEL SATORU W A NEW INTERN DESIGNER UNDER THEIR WING 😞😞☹️ - 🌺
WAHHHH I LOVE THIS 🥺🥺🥺 the pining and flirting and slowburn of it all… model!satoru and his favorite designer suguru geto, both of them undeniably skilled and born with an eye for fashion….. well-known and adored……..
designer!suguru who gets tasked with showing you the ropes, who’s always so patient and kind despite your inexperience. diligent with his teaching but also so laidback, so easy to talk to… he looks intimidating, but he’s so polite that you can’t help but swoon a little. and he admires your enthusiasm so much…… grows fond of you soooo quickly bc you’re just such a breath of fresh air compared to the divas he’s forced to work with all the time. he thinks you’ve got real potential and he wants to nurture it.
and ofc you end up running into model!satoru eventually…. bc he’s always hanging around suguru whenever he gets the chance. and he’s maybe a little jealous that you’re hogging so much of his personal designer’s attention, but… he also thinks you’re so cute . T_T like a little puppy following suguru around… so excited to be apart of what you’ve dreamed of for so many years……… he looks into your eyes and sees the same sparkle he had before he made it big, and it makes his heart race.
yeah . i’m just thinking abt the peaceful coffee breaks with suguru….. how he’d insist on paying for your drink, ”since he’s your senior” (he wants to be your favorite </3)…… and how he’d just be so protective over his little intern. don’t get me started on the close proximity with satoru when you’re taking his measurements, the glance and smile he sends your way during an impromptu shoot… the way he always calls for you with a sweet coo of ”how’s my favorite intern doing today?”
😔😔😔 yeahhhhhh. they make me feel ill.
#thank you 🌺 anon my beloved….. i am kissing your beautiful brain#😭😭😭😭 now i kinda wanna write this oh no#my anons keep making my wip list longer this isn’t fair T—T#(i love you all very much)#NO BUT THIS IS SO BIGBRAINED IT’S INSANE#fashion designer!sugu the loml…. model!satoru just feels so natural too#i think they’re both very mature!!!!!!!#there are some aus where i think satoru would lean towards his more bratty hs self#but here i feel like he’s similar to the way he is in canon :3 just. silly and goofy and passionate abt what he does#AND very fond of youth. of people with lofty goals and dreams and starlight in their eyes#(<- has gotten carried away)#YOU GET IT THOUGH i know you’ll see the vision 🌺 anon 🫂🫂🫂 we’re holding hands#i need them both#need suguru to buy me expensive coffee while satoru feeds me pieces of a pastry#for some reason i keep thinking of coffee breaks i might. just be hungry 😭😭😭#ask tag ✩#🌺 anon !! ✩#geto x reader#gojo x reader#stsg x reader#satosugu x reader#gojo satoru x reader#geto suguru x reader
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Giants using a magnifying glass and tweezers to play a board game with their tiny.
that’s it, post now
#No but imagine the concentration needed to not only strategize but pick up and move every piece#I also love a good tiny needing to move around to play a board game#Or them dressing up and being the pieces#This is sparking more ideas#Imagine playing something like the game of life and you have a bunch of miniature friends being the pieces#Or for human chess they could have a stage fight before ‘killing off’ pieces#Or it could be a good horror thing too#where you’re forced by giants to follow their commands to kill one another while being in a game of human chess#The possibilities are endless#I’m going to stop yapping now#gt#g/t community#g/t#giant tiny#giant/tiny#size difference#sfw g/t#g/t scenario#g/t idea#g/t writing
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Why were you so disappointed by Rhythm of War?
This has been sitting in my askbox for years. I've taken several cracks at answering, only to get frustrated with the subject matter and burn myself out every time. I didn't like Rhythm of War. More than that, I didn't like it in a way that tainted my enjoyment of the entire series. And despite what it may seem, I don't actually enjoy discussing things which I don't like. I always want to talk from a place of good faith. Which is why now that my feelings towards the series are a little more positive, I think I can finally answer this.
I'm going to try to stay away from specific plotpoints and story beats for this post, because my goal isn't to nitpick (if for no other reason than it would take a week to write this post), I'm just looking to talk about my overall impressions. I think that might mean the only spoilers here will be structural? idk, if you haven't read Rhythm of War yourself then you should probably do that before looking for other people's opinions anyway.
I liked Way of Kings when I first read it. I didn't love it at the time, but I liked it. Certainly enough to keep reading once I'd finished. One thing that made me a bit uncomfy, however, was the war against the Parshendi. They were this unknowable enemy which the book was not interested in knowing. An inhuman army. Their main purpose was to kill Kaladin's friends, or else be killed by Dalinar's armies. And yet the Parshendi, and the parshmen in the form of Shen, did show hints of personhood. And so it bothered me how Dalinar spoke so casually about how the Alethi had decimated their numbers, how the others used the war as a means to amass wealth and power. (It didn't bother me in a "this is a bad book" way but in a "these characters are bad people" way.)
One of my foibles as a reader is that when a book is very clearly treating one side of a conflict with more humanity, I tend to be a bit predisposed towards the other to account for that. And with the Alethi clearly being the invading party and superior military force, there was also some underdog favoritism. I didn't really like how the book treated the Parshendi. This is to say that going forward, the singers would be more important to me than any other through line.
So imagine my delight at reading Words of Radiance and meeting Eshonai, one of the Parshendi, who even gets her own point of view sections! They were no longer being treated as a faceless mass, we were getting to see things from their perspective as well. And it became plain to see the damage the Alethi had done to them. I couldn't really bring myself to root for Dalinar or really any of the humans against the listeners. I couldn't even bring myself to like most of these characters. I still enjoyed the book but once it became clear there wouldn't be a peaceful conclusion, let's just say that I wouldn't have wept for Dalinar and Adolin if Szeth had managed to off them. Like everyone in the book, I assumed that going forward all the parshmen would be turned into evil voidbringers in the everstorm and that the listeners were mostly dead. Except for Rlain, and Eshonai because I'd read or been told that book 4 would be Eshonai's book and thus had assumed she was fine. (Oathbringer spoilers, she was not fine.) So ultimately it was still a bit of a downer way to end the book.
So imagine my delight at reading Oathbringer, where for the first time singers were being treated as people, full and real people, and where the human characters could no longer ignore or dismiss them. We met Khen and the others, common singers who were sympathetic and just wanted freedom from bondage. We see Venli grapple with the loss of her home. We see Leshwi and Moash connecting with and understanding one another. We learn of a history where singers were the original inhabitants of the planet. Parallel to this, Dalinar is having a truly excellent character arc about confronting one's past actions and acknowledging them to move forward and do better. I loved Oathbringer, for some years it was my favorite book, and I was excited as hell to see what came next. At the time, it seemed to me that there is a clear direction the story is going. Two books about needless war, and then a third where the main cast is forced to acknowledge the personhood of their enemies. This was so cool, all of my feelings from the previous installments were being validated, the characters were going to have to face what they've done in the past and outgrow their militaristic mindsets, I was so sure of that.
Imagine my disappointment when that does not even remotely resemble the direction the story went in Rhythm of War. RoW presented a clear, straightforward “us vs. them" narrative, where every character was totally fine with killing singers. Characters aligned with the singers were either flattened into wholly evil versions of themselves (Moash) or were expected to turn on their side in favor of the humans (Venli.) Because clearly there was no reason good people would be on the side that's all former slaves trying to stay free. Maybe there's some sort of accord or understanding between Navani and Raboniel that I might have found meaningful if the seeds of mutual understanding weren't already there in Oathbringer and then apparently ignored for a year by all the characters.
I have a lot of issues with how the listeners are handled in these books. (Here's some elaboration.) Following OB, I had thought that all my concerns were going to be addressed. Following RoW, I knew they never would be.
Which is my main complaint, because that's the thread that matters most to me in this series.
I have a lot of other Things as well. Gonna just talk about a few big ones.
One outsized source of disappointment that may seem a little petty, and which probably is, is that I felt mislead by the premise of the book. It had been announced that this book would center Venli and Eshonai, and I was unbelievably hyped for that. That did not really turn out to be the case. The purpose for their backstory chapters felt less about exploring them as people and contextualizing their arcs, and more about filling in gaps of world history. In the main plot, Venli was a POV character and she certainly played a role, but honestly not a very important one overall. To me she felt like a side character in her own book. I don't think it's controversial to say that the main character of RoW was Navani. A lot of people really like Navani and are happy about that. Unfortunately I'm not one of those people, and I found it all the more difficult to enjoy her when it felt like it was coming at the expense of some of my favorite characters.
This particular gripe somewhat comes down to preference, obviously everyone prefers to read about characters they like more than those they don't, and it can go both ways. (For instance, on a craft/technical level RoW is probably the superior book to W&T, but I liked the latter a lot more because of my stupidly outsized attachment to Szeth and Nale.) But I do think there's something of a real criticism in how the book would rather focus on the feelings of a queen rather than those of a genocide survivor, and how the former's are given significantly more weight and import. It ties in with my main criticism, I think.
And then there's how human/human racism had also been wholly cast aside as a plot point. Jasnah fixed slavery so that's resolved, and the only person who still cares about structural racism is the evil bad bad evil villain Moash/Vyre, who is now wholly irredeemable and who you're allowed to totally write off because he's sold his soul to Odium. I've already talked a lot about this. Other people have already talked about this, probably better than me. The writing was actually on the wall for me in OB, but again, RoW was when I fully accepted that this was never going to be addressed.
There's something else that probably deserves its own discussion rather than being quickly tacked on at the end here, but here we are. This book changed how the series approaches war.
In WoK, war was very clearly portrayed as a bad and inglorious thing. It was brutal, it was painful, those at the bottom died cruelly and unceremoniously and pointlessly while those at the top turned a profit. Every day was a new horror. The enemy were never evil, they were always just more people forced to go through the same thing. Through the next couple books, it felt to me that even if the characters had accepted war as necessary, there was still a tragedy to it. Conversely, in RoW (and W&T) war is basically a series of boss battles, in between which our protagonists can kill dozens of footsoldiers with barely a thought in the same way WoK had criticized.
Final note on all this, it sucks how we have no perspectives from the former-slaves-singers demographic. Those guys are really thrown under the bus, and seemingly get no self-determination now or ever. It was a glaring problem to me in RoW. Conscripted and enslaved humans and singers probably have just as much ground to form mutual understanding as a fused and a queen. (In fact they already had. In Oathbringer.)
In essence, RoW disappointed me because it left me with the distinct impression that none of the series's most important through lines (well, most important to me) were going to be resolved well. I liked W&T, but I haven't revised my opinion very much about the overall handling of these topics across the series. Maybe one of the reasons I was able to enjoy W&T so much more was because I no longer had such high expectations.
#sorry i sorta need to get this stuff off my chest to unpack my feelings about the series.#i hope posting this out of the blue doesn't come across as too mean spirited. my sensitivity reader DID sign off on it.#(that is a joke. although i do let my sister look over any 1000+ word posts ahead of time. and i would respect any disapproval from her.#but normally she just tells me i'm allowed to be more forceful in my opinions without qualifying them or apologizing all the time. pfff.#the reason i've been hesitant to write any especially spoilery w&t meta is mostly because she hasn't read it yet.)#discourse#asks#hey anon if you're still here after all these years. thank you.#at the time i was kinda fishing for an ask like this bc i wanted to vent but it felt mean to do so unprompted#of course this was still really hard to write. mostly because every time i tried i completely spiraled.#the version of this post that was sitting in my drafts was honestly a lot better than this one. in basically every way. except.#except it was nearly the same length and all i'd gotten to was the oathbringer paragraph#below which was a stupidly thorough outline of my itemized complaints#you KNOW i don't care about brevity but my god that would have taken forever to write and finish#and i did not want to spend that sort of time with a book i didn't like. which i would have had to do to get all my planned citations#sorry past self. you were clearly writing from a place of much more passion and that made your work better than mine. and yet.#so as i said. i'm only writing this bc i now like the series enough to talk about it again. sincerely not trying to be a hater.#side note: if any of you have thoughts/opinions about the shift in the way war is used in these books. i would love to hear them. lets chat
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Gaga just put out an all time great album and is number one on Billboard 200... Chappell Roan released a country single about topping with several million streams... Lil Nas X put out like six bangers in a week and a half with a combined couple million streams... if the LGBTs are "just DEI" why do we keep winning
#lady gaga#mayhem#mayhem lady gaga#chappell roan#the giver#lil nas x#hotbox#dreamboy#lgbt#lgbtqia#queer#queer media#queer music#queer art#uspol#us politics#abracadabra#For the T Laura Jane Grace opened for Bernie Sanders - played a song about god's dick - destroyed fox news#but I need more people to stream it#I need to write an essay about it#pop music#music
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I don’t think people realize how freaked out fanfic readers get when their favorite author(s) doesn’t update their ongoing schedule ON TIME.
And it’s not cause we want the chapter…it’s cause we’re so fucking worried about the Author.
Like— OMG ARE YOU OKAY? YOU’VE BEEN GIVING US THE TRAGIC UPDATES OF YOUR LIFE IN THE NOTES THE PAST 10 CHAPTERS?! WHY STOP? ARE YOU DEAD? DID YOU GET STUCK IN THE WALL LIKE YOUR CAT?? HAVE YOU EATEN?? HAS YOUR BRAIN EXPLODED??
Readers no longer care about the story when they don’t get their usual update. We panic and flag S.O.S as we track down our wayward author who has been both blessed by the universe with a creative mind and cursed all the same with the worst luck.
So any authors who are reading this please understand— when we comment ���hey are you okay?” in your comments. No, we are not asking about the chapter.
We are legitimately concerned for your wellbeing. Do not force yourself to shit out a chapter just to appease other ppl when you yourself are not in the mental state to enjoy it or even write it to begin with.
TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF DAMMIT

#yes this is targeted#I hope authors read this and understand that we all care abt you#ao3 fanfic#ao3#ao3 memes#I am frightened by how nonchalantly authors drop the most tragic life changing experiences in the notes and are like#“it might be a day or two late but don’t worry!#wdym don’t worry?#I’m worrying for YOU!#eat something#drink water#cry or something idk#stop writing to runaway from your issues#take care of yourself dammit T^T#don’t let assholes run an author’s comment section#support your authors#they will write when they can#you can wait as long as they need#burnout is very real and very draining#DO NOT pressure authors#appreciate what they’ve done for you so far#authors love to create— they will always give you more if you make sure you water them#with love#and understanding#and maybe some actual water cause who knows when they showered#memes#fanfic#fanfic meme#author awareness
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Ling!!!
#click for better quality blah blah blah if ya want close ups just zoom in turn up ur brightness to notice all my mistakes ect ect <3#anyway LOOK AT MY BOY LOOK AT HIM AAAAAHHHHHHH :DDDDD#i curse him with thick fluffy hair and thers nothing you can do about it#thats why i cant call this a hair study bc canon is a lot more scratchy and straight. it does have a bit of poof but not like this#in the process of writing these tags i noticed several more errors and had to go fix them T^T they were small but i had too!!!!#honestly this was a lot of fun i need to do more doodle pages like this- WAIT I NOTICED ONE MORE THING oh fuck it i cant be bothered#also idk why i gave ling a frog shirt when the rest of it is vaguely canon but uh. idk. amestris tourist fashion maybe. yeah sure#also. spot the greed. its soooooooooo not obvious#but i need a pose that gave off shampoo commercial vibes and ling would never but greed one million percent would and does so constantly#this was also like. a mini expression test. and now that im real deep in the tags i can cry that he doesnt look the same in each doodle#im so bad at faces and i choose to blame my face blindness. inconsistent jaw and chin and facial structure go brrr#my favourites are probably the turned away ling and the lil sleepy one like. im proud of the bottom left and the other is just adorable#second place is top right and greedling#more low quality funnies#my art#ling yao#fmab ling#greedling#fmab#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood#fmab fanart#ling yao fanart#tags my beloathed ;-;#moss' madness
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╰─▸ ❝ satoru gojo ❞ ˋ*ੈ*⁀➷
content: f! reader, stepcest, non/dubcon (not noncom necessarily), dd/lg, possessiveness, overprotectiveness, weird step father behaviours, groping, consent is iffy, petnames (princess, little girl)
im thinking so heavily about being gojo's step daughter rn.
he's in a loveless marriage with your mother (who you hate) and she's never around so gojo learns how to take care of you, putting all the energy he should be putting towards his wife towards you.
he gets so attached to you. he obsesses over you in such an intense way and makes sure that no harm ever comes to you, he watches over you and cooks for you and drives you everywhere you need to go, even though you are old enough to learn to drive yourself around—"there's no need for you to get a licence princess, that's what im here for."
but he also crowds you. touches you in places that would make your skin flush if someone saw. he holds you by the waist when he stands next to you in the kitchen. he makes you sit in-between his legs when the two of you watch a movie. he palms your tits through your clothes when he thinks you're about to go outside without wearing a bra (but he'll always forgive you when you give him a kiss). and when he takes you shopping he keeps a tight hold of your hand the entire time, and when you find a nice dress or a tshirt or a bra that you think you'd like to try on, he follows you into the changing rooms.
"you wouldnt want a stranger to accidentally stumble in, would you princess?"
he refuses to acknowledge you unless you address him as daddy at the beginning of your sentence, and if he's ever mad at you the best way to get him to forgive you is to put on his favourite black and white pleated skirt, your mesh black bra and tights (that ideally already have a perfect gojo-shaped hole at the crotch).
he does everything for you, you're his baby, and just because he didn't get to raise you doesn't mean he doesn't want the very best for you.
you learn very quickly not to bring any dates home. the very first time gojo watched a boy try to kiss you on the doorstep he had chased the boy all the way down the street—uncharacteristically quiet, but moving as a predator does after its prey when it knows the prey stands no chance—and didn't stop until the boy had verbally promised to never lay a finger on you again.
that night gojo had treated you so sweetly, as if you had been forced to go on a date with that boy, and you had been given ice cream even though it was after 10pm and you had been allowed to watch a movie that gojo previously forbade you from watching because "it wasn't suitable for his little girl".
you felt him get hard when the sex scene came on, and when his hand slipped beneath your pj shorts he whispered in your ear, "let me make sure you're enjoying the movie properly princess. you wouldnt want me to think you were ungrateful, would you?"
divider by @/saradika
#oh....... yeah <3#i think... I think i need to write this in d e p t h#i cannot think more about this right now or I'll die but#yeah i need this badly#stepcest cw#dubcon cw#oh im so sick for this rn#jfc#satoru gojo x reader#satoru gojo fic#gojo satoru x reader#gojo satoru x you#gojo satoru fic#sage.txt
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Drawing of Kieran I was working on! Of course I’m not an artist so don’t mind any mistakes you definitely see-
But uhhh I might change his design later, I have no idea but this is some-what what he looks like! And the little stick figure is Devon just because why not :D (extreme size difference my beloved)
Kieran is around 650 feet (okay if you watch movies almost all Kaiju are taller than a skyscraper) and he has reaaaaaaly good hearing and sight, so Devon is perfectly fine!
#G/t#g/t art#g/t community#sfw g/t#giant/tiny#oc: Kieran#I think this came out decent#Then again I’m not an artist#But I did surprise myself with how it turned out-#But yayyy Kieran#I’m hoping to do more art#Just because I was in the mood today#But I need to write chapter 2 because the first one wasn’t enough#It need to fuel my brainrotttt#Aghhh#love you guys ❤️
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Gt mecha ideas that aren’t morally bankrupt please enjoy
Hello everyone it’s come to my attention that there’s a cunt in the community and as such I am creating this series where I post ideas for gt mecha AUs that 1) aren’t GTMS bc why would anyone fucking do that (CASTS A WITHERING GAZE TOWARDS NORA) and 2) are entirely free to use.
I have like more than a few ideas abt gt mecha. Because I think about gt mecha every damn day I’m always on that gt mecha grind and unlike some people I’m normal about it
1. Huge mecha built from seafaring vessels in a post apocalyptic giant ocean monsters setting that sync so well with their human pilots that they can sometimes develop their own consciousness built off of the brains of said pilots, especially during and directly after traumatic events that hurt or kill the pilots. In the case that a pilot is killed oftentimes these mechs retain an uploaded intelligence and oftentimes this goes completely unbeknownst to Fucking Everyone. Anyway this brings up a bunch of super fun subscenarios like
a) what sort of feelings might someone who remembers their own death in vivid detail have about it now that they’re trapped in the body of a 400 ton robot?
b) do they need to grapple every day with whether or not they should reveal themselves to the humans around them?
c) would the humans accept them? Do the people in charge of the mech program know that their technology can do this?
d) what would a new human pilot feel like in their system now that they are a fully formed UI? Is it a struggle being hooked up to another separate brain?
2. MASSIVE planet-sized mecha that has tons of drones ranging from huge maintenance ones to smaller minigiant-sized drones meant to interact with organic life is just sitting in disrepair floating thru space like a freaking idiot. Until a scavenger comes along looking for parts! Many possibilities here.
a) Does the scavenger know what they’re looking at or are they just like cool! Now I have TONS of parts to sell
b) is the robot so damaged that not even it knows what’s up with its internals and it just uses one of its drones to be like Repairs Needed. Please.
c) would the scavenger bring others to help take the vessel apart? What if they figured out it was sentient and still alive somewhat after bringing others in?
d) what if the robot is more conscious than just broadcasting SOS and its need for repairs and tries to assign its drones different personalities so the scavenger just thinks they’re competing with other robotic scavengers until the ehe. Big reveal?
3. Minigiant mech built to protect a small human outpost on a previously uninhabited moon dealing with the daily humdrum of human researcher life after being an active combat fighter for a very long time. Much to discuss. Such as.
a) Robot PTSD.
b) Can robot and human ever truly be friends when they both fought in,,,,,,The War™️. jk they become lovers.
c) what if some aliens showed up. Wouldn’t that be fucked.
d) What are the humans researching and does it have ramifications for the robot ?
4. Whatever the hell bang bravern had going on.
a) please
b) please
c) please
d) it would be so funny
5. Small robot built to be companion to larger organic species witnesses the end of that species and comes across a cosmic entity that offers to take them away from the hollow shell of the planet they once knew to be home
a) robot ptsd (again!)
b) was home good? Was home ever good? Did they resent their creators?
c) are they reluctant to go? Do they think maybe if they wander the scorched and barren world they could maybe find another survivor like them?
d) what does the cosmic entity think about all this? Are they normally a passive observer? Did something motivate them to step out of that role? What are their fucking intentions?
6. Robots that was originally a huge war mech gets repurposed into a smaller model meant for educational playtime or whatever by the enemy. Fun things can occur here like
a) teaching kids about how to sabotage supply chains in subspace.
b) getting much more invested in the kid’s imaginary playtime world than they thought they would
c) adoption. That’s the robot’s organic freak of a child now.
d) how to teach your baby warmonger advanced robotics.
Feel free to take these and run with them in any direction you see fit, if u wanna @ me abt it that would be cool!
#giant/tiny#bestie I’m so sorry they’d do you like this#g/t idea#g/t#g/t writing#I guess?#anyway we need more gt mecha that’s not. Yknow. Like That.#niting#please enjoy my robot brainrot on full fucking display#I should draw some giant robots later
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Nightmares (8)
"Dammit"
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PS: secret poll under readmore!!
#giant/tiny#g/t#gt community#g/t writing#gt art#giant tiny#size difference#gt#gt fluff#sfw gt#nightmares#my art#wholesome gt#giantess#wholesome giantess#gentle giantess#gentle giant#gentle gt#giant neko#neko#neko girl#gt angst#gt fearplay#alllllso if anybody is reading this...#i made some art of maya and misho species swapped!#just needs a couple more touches- but ill probably upload it after the main comic is done to not cause any confusion!#unless people really want it- also any other cute or quick drawings with these two you want me to draw- please ask me!! id love to try it!
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i want to kiss you until i lose my breath
i cannot thank @harumeau beloved enough for this gorgeous art!! based on a scene from a fic of mine (x)
#ffxiv#y'shtola rhul#oc: corisande ymir#ffxiv art#corishtola#corishtola art#i have never in my life been more that gif of a cat biting someone's arm alkjdfldjlskajf#TOO STUNNED TO SPEAK !!!!#the lighting...their hands...their hair!!!!!!!!!!#shtola's expression and the glimmer of cori's eye#AND SHTOLA'S DRESS!!!!!! PERFECT!!!#ough i had such a specific image of this scene that drove me to write the fic and this is SO perfect. even better than i imagined#im so sorry friend that her dress is so complicated kdsjfsl#i need time to recover from this im unwell ldf;saf#this is all im gonna think about forever. shtola's tail curled around their leg included.#ty for indulging me when i asked you to do a shtola t*ts out piece friend kladsfjdksdsf#and she looks so good 😳😌#comm
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I ! just finished the first draft of a fanfic for the first time!
It contains 3,2k words and is spirk whump if I understand the term correctly
It still needs some work before it can see the light of day, but it exists! I am very proud of myself!
#it is weirdly painful for being the thing I think about to fall asleep#this is the first piece of writing I actually finished in the last 6 months#i started many more#and it's the first piece of writing I really care about that I finished in...a long time. probably years#I will need beta readers because I do not trust myself that I'm using all the words correctly#fanfic#writer#star trek#spock#spirk#james t kirk#kirk x spock#writers on tumblr#writeblr#ao3#i do plan to upload it to ao3....hopefully
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