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medicine-and-molly · 1 year

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i’m such a slut for 1989

#taylor swift #1989 #music #i’m gonna die when 1989tv is released #i have so much #investment #in that album #i think the tv will actually kill me #i will drop dead whenever its announced and die even further when its released #and die again and again and again every subsequent second because there wont be a single moment i’m not listening to it #its perfect its a religious experience its the holy book of pop music #i would give everything for it its my only devotion beyond anything else #i think im going insane

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cybertron-smash-or-pass · 4 months

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TFA Blitzwing

#do you people know how long it took me to figure out how to do the pics for this poll #longer than it should've #but i guess if he has three faces i can justify three pics #bonus poll coming soon so look forward to that #maccadam #transformers #tfa #poll #smash or pass #request #blitzwing #god i love him so much though #literally the robot of all time #hes a tumblr sexyman. hes the only con having a pretty good time on earth. he disses megatron to his face. megs doesnt seem to care.#hes secretly very sad inside and thinks nobody likes him. the cons actually DO like him but he doesnt know that #he tries to kill the constructicons and then probably gets drunk with them #he watches earth movies and tv so he probably figured out how to pirate that shit from the cave base #icy has nearly no sense of self preservation #hothead can actually speak so so gently #random does cannibalism for fun #and he has a whole weird gay thing with lugnut #literally who else is doing it like blitzwing. nobody. hes an icon hes an idol he is the moment

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ccbatman · 4 months

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actually so sick how they made steph into a martyr for everything wrong with gotham when she lived her whole life trying to prove that she was everything right

#im forever thinking about how her autopsy was leaked on live tv. and how babs used her photos to dissuade misfit from picking up a costume #stephanie brown #robin #batgirl #im so conflicted over how her death and rebirth were handled actually. like on one hand i find it so amazing and cool how she came back and #jumped right back into crime fighting no doubts or fear. on the other hearing that my ravaged and tortured body was paraded around as a #symbol for what was wrong with the world and what not to do about it would make me snap. like the babs-misfit thing makes me unreasonably #angry HAHAH they had no right!!!! no right to use her like that when they wouldnt even accept her in life!!!!!!#people are gonna be like 'oh she didnt actually die and it wasnt /her/ body' that's not the point!!!! it's the idea of it!!!!!#even in death! she's just used to say 'it (she) wasn't enough'!!#it drives me insane. insane!!! war crimes is objectively a HORRIBLE story but the concept of this in particular will never leave my brain #i would kill for her to have responded to babs saying that she showed misfit her autopsy photos with 'oh? did you tell her about the teen #pregnancy too?'#freya talks comics

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thedreadvampy · 4 months

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sometimes I forget that my experience has been. um. not 'your experiences are not universal' vibes but more like 'your experiences are EXTREMELY atypical'

#red said #recent events have reminded me that my life has involved like. a LOT of other people's psychosis #like not in a way where i have been Beset By Terrifying Crazies bc that's not like. a thing.#but a lot of people in my life have had a lot of really severe psychotic episodes #and i FORGET sometimes. that actually that is an Unusual Amount Of Experience With Psychosis for someone who's not #for somebody who has not really personally ever had psychotic episodes (unless severe PTSD flashbacks count)#actually i tell a lie i have maybe had One psychotic episode but because it was very situational and i knew what was happening #i was able to ride it out. because i am literally only psychotic Inside Hospitals and so that's all fine #as long as i LITERALLY NEVER HAVE TO HAVE INPATIENT CARE. Very important to me to never ever ever require surgery i think.#i can handle the amount of psychosis i get from a 1-4 hour stopoff in hospital #as long as i know I'm leaving soon then i can just Cope with the fact that the walls are moving and reality is thin #ANYWAY that's not the point the point is i forget! that most ppl i know have experience of at most a handful of severe psychotic episodes #some people i know have experienced more for sure. especially if the episodes were mostly theirs.#but people really seem to expect me to be more freaked out by their symptoms of psychosis than i am #bc i don't think i really register it as frightening unless they're in actual danger or Currently Aggressing Actually At Me #like i WORRY about them bc it can super suck but it's not SHOCKING or WEIRD #there have definitely been times ive been frightened. one time i woke up in the night and my friend was standing over me with a knife #but also like he was still HIM he was just having a moment. and as soon as i got the knife off him he just came back and broke down.#and we were fine and he was safe and i learnt the valuable lesson that even when people seem like they wanna kill you they probably don't #tbf now I'm thinking about it it's honestly a tossup whether he was there to threaten or because he felt a need to guard us #like to be clear probably don't try and take a knife off someone having a psychotic break. i was 17 and it was 3am and i knew him very well #i probably did not make the smartest call but nobody got hurt is the point #anyway you know there's that kind of psychotic episode and my granny got very violently angry a few times. buuuut you know there's also #been plenty of other times I've been with somebody having an episode and it's been chill as hell.#my ex saw and heard monsters so much that eventually she just got sick of being scared. we used to watch TV with them #i would sometimes have to sit on a bit of sofa that wasn't haunted and we might not be able to watch certain things bc they didn't like it #most of the time she was hallucinating there was absolutely nothing to worry about we just had a few extra variables #honestly of everyone i know who's had psychotic episodes or schizophrenia the amount of times it's been a material risk #is like. low single figures? maybe low double if you include self harm but idk what the cause and effect is there.#idk why you would need to be frightened like 99.99% of the time it truly is usually just Oh No That Seems Distressing For You I'm Sorry

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m-o-o-n-f-i-r-e · 6 months

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help i’ve fallen for another ship comprised of two insane autistic queers that want each other dead despite also being willing to do literally anything for the other even at risk to themselves

#nygmobblepot #i literally never gave a shit about the penguin and the riddler #but the moment my brother makes me watch a show where they are portrayed by theatre nerds who care about the characters #i become obsessed instantly #i would watch the show out of the corner of my eye while my brother and dad were watching it and see oswald and id just think #that little weirdo is the only thing that makes me like this show its so fun when hes on screen #then ed starts showing up more and i start to love his autistic ramblings and general energy #then ed kills a guy and i think fuck i love this show so much #then i see them interact and find out that they are semi canon???#like oswald is canonically in love with ed but the show seems to want you to think that ed just doesn’t reciprocate #but he obviously does and just doesn’t realize at the beginning because he thinks hes straight #but by the end that man is NOT hiding how much he loves oswald #like what the fuck was that hallucination scene if not his concince trying to make him realize how much he loves oswald #and there scene in the last episode in the car???#like that man has finally accepted that hes in love and is finally ready to act on it #anyways rant over they are just like hannigram and danbert and i will never change my mind #also their actors fucking killed in their rolls i love them #and fun fact: edward was cory michal smith’s first role outside of theatre and it fucking shows in the best ways #him being a mostly theatre person just adds so much to edward and makes him just so enjoyable to watch #now the rant is actually over #gotham #gotham tv

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owlarchivist · 1 year

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omg happy pride month

#the fruity four have finally been drawn together #this actually killed me omg #four characters and a background what was i thinking (i wasnt)#anywho sorry for disappearing for like several months thats on me #my brain has been absolutely rotting since my tv broke (i cant play on my ps4😔😔) and i got back into Fortnite as a result #i digress i love the four of them so much #i have like relatively solid redesigns for all of them exept brick cause his is already great #but i wanted to change his build cause he looks stupis asf in game💀💀💀#ALSO im working on a rewrite of bl1 so that is something to look forward too #borderlands #borderlands 2 #borderlands 3 #lilith the firehawk #roland the soldier #brick the berserker #mordecai the hunter #owl.archives

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rotisseries · 8 months

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rick riordan dickriders on here will be like "why are you complaining about the pjo tv show, go watch the movies and see what a bad adaptation really looks like" ok well listen to the musical watch it on youtube and see what a good adaptation looks like bitch. it can be done. as a fucking stage musical. what did that 15 million per episode do for disney that chris mccarell couldn't

#this is such a mean post from someone who does genuinely like the show I'm sorry #like there are aspects I really love!! and aspects I really don't!! which makes it mid for me #but I do genuinely like it overall. at least enough to continue watching #it's just that I see sooooo many people who seem to have this attitude like you can't critique it at all??#and their arguments are usually just. “movies were worse” (so we'll take anything now as long as it's not that?)#or “rick was involved in the writing” (<- NOTTT guaranteed to be a good thing lmao)#anyway it's pissing me off. I'm gonna bitch. “if you like the books so much read the books” I WAS PROMISED A BOOK ADAPTATION #AM I WRONG FOR COMPLAINING WHEN I DON'T GET WHAT I WAS PROMISED #“oh but changes are okay as long as it preserves the spirit of the books” since when was the *spirit* of the books a FUCKING BORE🤨#also the cast doesn't deserve this. stick leah and aryan and walker in a better show #pjo #pjo tv show #pjo disney+#percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #the lightning thief musical #anyway all this to say some of the changes and choices are Actually Bad and it won't kill you to admit that I think #rereading this post in the drafts and editing before posting when I was handwringing about how mean it was bitch this is mild

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dykesynthezoid · 9 days

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“Armand should get to just kill Marius” tbh if Armand ever killed Marius he would pull a Sada Abe. Who said that

#no but I really do mean this literally bc #her reason for killing her client/lover wasn’t even revenge. at least not really #it was bc her entire life she’d been used and discarded and treated like trash #and she thought the only way she could stop him from abandoning her was to kill him and take a part of him with her #which is. actually very armand.#plus #I mean as someone who’s had the ‘hey wait a minute…. I should totally kill that guy’ thoughts about an abuser #even that for me wasn’t truly about revenge I don’t think #I mean I was angry. am angry #but it was almost like. it felt like the only way I could continue to live was if he didn’t exist #it’s a very dark strange headspace to be in and idk if it can ever really Just be about revenge #bc the relationship w the abuser is always way too complicated for wanting them dead to contain only one dimension #armand #iwtv tv #marius

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ivyinforests · 6 months

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”That’s why I— that’s why you’re you” and “You don’t know how much I love— that” is my favorite category of lines.

#Also representative of both of the things delaying my homework #xena warrior princess #the 100 #It’s not even that hard I just can’t focus on anything except for MADE UP women in MADE UP relationships (tv show characters)#I can’t believe Xena died for me to procrastinate objectively easy assignments #(Not a spoiler as she dies constantly)#Also I’m approximately the same age as Gabrielle and Clarke #Meaning I should be getting into life-changing relationships with beautiful women who have deeply troubled pasts #And convincing them that love is the most powerful thing and also they should kill less people. I should NOT doing these evil things (hw)#Also I can’t believe I actually rewatched the 100 #I should know better #Alas #I was in the woods so I kept thinking about that one episode

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iamnmbr3 · 1 year

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the moment when you realize an ai would've written a better larry show than mike waldron bc an ai would've been trained on previous loki content and thus, unlike mike, would've actually watched the films

#still not over the interview where he didn't even know that loki killed laufey even tho it was a pivotal character moment for him #or how neither he nor kate seem to get that the sylki romance could be read as selfcest or incest bc they thought it was just like #miles/gwen bc they didn't realize “loki” is a name not a title #so sylki isn't like miles/an alternate spider person. it's like miles/an alternate miles.#originally posted this in the discord but im salty so its today its going here too #I genuinely think Mike Waldron is the worst writer I have ever come across. his lack of talent is truly staggering.#Not that the others like Eric Martin are much better #still wild to me that he basically copy pasted his abominable og script and changed a few names and no one cared #or that he could get away with openly messing up basic facts about the character in interviews and showing he never even watched the movies #(The point of this post is to show how abysmally poor the quality of the Larry show was. not to advocate for ai writing)#the point is. mike couldn't even clear that very low bar. the answer is not ai. the answer was hiring actually competent writers #and not making the show with the express intent to undermine loki. bc the show wasn't just bad. it was actively malicious #loki show #loki tv series #loki season 2 #loki tv #loki series #loki tv show #random musings

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pochapal · 8 months

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"the endgame had never been finished" meaning......kinzo died before he could put this plan of his into motion?

#umineko liveblog #kinzo acted hastily and failed to 'win' over nanjo in the end #meaning that the Something was neither exposed or buried before he died #the 'rushed' part is giving me pause because what could kinzo have rushed?#unless of course he didn't plan on the 1986 family conference being the day he spun the demon's roulette #but then given Everything we need to read all post-prologue kinzo scenes as dubiously authentic #which. actually. this is all leading to a very worrying conclusion specifically about kinzo's role in the epitaph ritual #no tvs in the study........his chess game unfinished.....surely this doesn't actually mean what i think it's implying #because why else would these killings even happen and be involved with the epitaph succession riddle if not for kinzo #like this is obviously his machination but. the metaphors are doing a good job of distancing him #unless this is another way to clue in on the 'dead all along' thing which still hasn't been Actually Confirmed True #ie kinzo had other plans but died before he could amend them so genji is acting out the Kill Everyone part of his will instead #but that leaves the question of what kinzo's unfinished plan is and what the 'rushing' actually means. a lot to consider here........

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spocks-kaathyra · 8 months

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"ur repressed" okay well have u even considered that emotions r purposeless and only serve to cause harm to those around u and I have achieved a unique transcendent state beyond them. have u considered that

#joking but like. am I wrong though #yeah no one is able to overcome the inherent human flaw of emotion and anyone who thinks they can is in fact mentally unwell #except for me I'm built different I have actually managed to transcend emotion. this is a good thing and not a problem #I saw my father's anger and my mother's discontent and my brother's self loathing and my friend's yearning.#and I saw how it only made everyone more unhappy. and I decided I would be above them all and never let my emotions rule me.#I was scared of the dark until I realized that fear wasn't useful to feel. so I stopped feeling it #this is a good thing and I am a paragon of mental health I think #mmm alternatively I was made to play mediator in a family of traumatized ppl and learned to repress my emotions to the point of dysfunction #but I prefer to think I'm enlightened and have no problems. this is fine and will not blow up in my face #anyways. just now realizing that this might stem from my childhood. oops #also realizing that I'm probably not aro and I just learned to turn off romantic attraction bc I saw how miserable it made my friend??#well. I still don't experience romantic attraction. but probably I should and I will if I ever sort out this repression thing. whoopsie #really she was ready to kill herself over some white guy and I looked at that and was like. nope. I'm never stooping to that level #mm might not help that my parents never loved each other and I never had a healthy romantic relationship modeled for me as a child #but still like really like what is the point. of having emotions. they're just not useful #oh hurr durr I'm angry at my friends for talking over a tv show. there is no way to act on this without damaging ppl and relationships #ohh I'm in love with this guy who will never love me back. THERE IS NO PRODUCTIVE WAY TO ACT ON THIS #literally emotions can only be destructive and I'm a better person for opting out of them #there are no downsides to being repressed! I can still feel positive emotions. I'm happy sometimes. sometimes I'm excited. it's fine #guy who is Unpacking Things live on ur dash. sorry #narcissus's echoes #vent

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coffeeandcalligraphy · 1 year

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BODY BACK x Netflix

what if I... transported back to 2020 and made writeblr netflix edits for my book :)

Show summary: It’s 2005 in Las Vegas and Harrison is on a mission to move past a complicated breakup–and he’s come to the right place.

Episode 1 - Living Pictures: After a breakup leaves him destabilized, Harrison breaks into a wealthy couple’s backyard pool to decompress—only to be caught by the owners.

Episode 2 - Immaculate Mary: In need of a wake-up call, Harrison is confronted by his mother Suzanna who is hesitant to provide one.

Episode 3 - 24-Karat Harrison: After an argument with his mother draws him much too close to the past, Harrison turns to Jeremiah to help him develop a gilded persona.

Episode 4 - No Christ: When the effects of 24-Karat Harrison wear off, Harrison searches for even more reckless reprieve.

#writeblr #writing #writerblr #amwriting #bodyback #logline for all of these: so in this episode harrison is an IDIOT #<3 #love him sm lmao #SOOOOOO HYPED FOR MY NO CHRIST ERA #(lmao oops already in it) << LONANCODED TAGS #but yes this chapter is going to be...... SO FIRE #STEAL PERRY'S MOPED HARRISON GO AHEAD AND DO IT #THEN GIVE JEREMIAH ATTITUDE FOR NO REASON #pspspspsps NETFLIX #ALSO I DO NOT THINK THIS WOULD BE TV-14 LMAO I WAS TOO LAZY TO CHANGE IT #anyway harrison is a cringefail loser washup babygirl lost cause who wants to date him #actually sv harrison would kill me for what I've done to BB harrison BUT TO BE FAIIIIRRR #HE SET ME UP!!!#BABE YOU WERE A DISASTER!!!! SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO REALIZE!!!!

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takaraphoenix · 6 months

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I know once upon a time, you watched 9-1-1. Do you still keep up with it or did your interest in it die? I'm asking because I haven't seen you post or reblog anything about it recently but was curious if you've seen the news about it.

Due to the writer's strike, the break between seasons was so long, I decided to rewatch the last season first before starting the current season!

But yes, I'm still very much watching, I love that show. Rare for me to love canon pairings and I adore Bobby/Athena and Karen/Hen, so this show would have to fundamentally fuck up for me to drop it! (Still sad about Michael being written out, though I understand the IRL reasoning.)

I have seen the news about it though, or I think I know what you're referring to, at least, and I'm... already exhausted because the way I learned about it, of course, was by shippers treating this as Step One to getting their ship be canon. And I think that canon queer rep should be celebrated about being canon queer rep and not be used as stepping stones to get your non-canon ships canon. So that's, I don't know, disappointing behavior.

Can't attest to how well it was handled though because I haven't seen it yet. I hope it's actually handled. I hope there is actual... consideration. The character considering his sexuality, I mean. We so rarely get self-finding stories when it comes to queerness, too often we're just the side-characters who are already fully in their identity when they step onto our screen and considering that he has never shown any interest in men before, a retcon of "yeah no he's been bi all along" would be wild. Which, also, I hope that consideration of his sexuality leads to explicit labeling, something that's also too often hand-waved and you get to guess the sexuality by what partners a character is shown with.

So, yeah! Once I finish my rewatch, I'll get onto the current season and see how they handled it for myself and see if I like how they handled it. If I do, you can expect a delighted rant here. If I don't... well, I hope I do.

#9-1-1 #9-1-1 Spoilers #I guess for those who aren't caught up either?#but gosh I just rewatched the Hen/Karen episode todayyy #where we get all the flashbacks on how they got together #and the angst about Karen nearly dying and I'm just !!!#I love them sm #I think that the show doing sth to them #would be the grave offense to make me drop it #like deadass the first time around this episode had me AFRAID #because this has become a bit of a trope in TV #where relationships only get that flashback and depth #in the episode where one of them gets killed off #to make the killing pay off emotionally but it just SUCKS #so this show actually NOT killing Karen and JUST #giving us all that relationship juiciness was a DELIGHT #...watch me go off-topic in the tags into what I really care about on this show xD"

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a-url-that-exists · 1 month

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hot take Deadpool and Wolverine wasn't that good it was sort of just Ryan jacking off about how much money Disney was giving him, fanservice, and comic book/tv show references that only the most hardcore nerds would get.

#cannoli all over the keyboard #nothing wrong with being a hardcore marvel nerd however i think if it's gonna be a movie it should make sense to an uninformed person #not even uninformed in the sense that i haven't seen the other two Deadpool movies. i have.#but i don't have the time nor any interest in watching the marvel tv shows or hunting down comics #from what i understand i would have enjoyed the movie if i had watched Loki and wandavision and maybe the new dr strange thing #maybe it's my fault i fucking suck at being a nerd #<- to be fair i was forcefed Harry Potter and Star Wars as my only nerd content as a child #Harry Potter fucking sucks and i have no interest in ever revisiting it #and Star Wars is great in theory but there's so much content I'd need to consume to like get caught up #plus i struggle to watch it because it reminds me of my dad too much #i would make a great LOTR fan though. i wish i had grown up with LOTR. i need to get the books. and rewatch the movies. and everything else.#like even just watching the first movie of lotr tickled my brain so much and made me so happy #in a way that Star Wars and Harry Potter never did and never could #idk this is why i stick to smaller and newer fandoms. there's not nearly so much hollow knight content #and no one's gonna kill you for not knowing something #and no one calls you a fake fan #anyways I'm just rambling #turtlemagnum ass behavior but this is actually really fun

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missrosegold · 18 days

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Looks like I just lost another close friend to guy who isn't worth a pile of dog shit. 😊

#my best friend no less #i cried about this shit practically all afternoon but i'm all out of tears and now i'm just pissed off.#this shit has been going on for a long ass time but i've finally reached my breaking point with it #i love her #but she is delusional #and it kills me to say that #but that whole “relationship” (if you even want to call it that) is fake. all he cares about is money not her #the worst part is that she knows it too #oh but she “loves him” and “wants to give him one last chance” girl what the fuck?#oh but better yet he dumped her once 2 years ago already and i've hated his punk ass since #never should've gotten back tother after that and i told her as much even back then #all he does is make her cry #not do anything arount their town house #and sit on his ass and watch tv or sleep when he's not working #that's the tame stuff too i could say sooo much worse but i'm actually not trying to air her dirty laundry out her #i'm just pissed off #but suddenly IM the bad guy when tell her i won't support her or this “relationship” when she told me they were getting back together today #this is after i helped her and her parents ans brother move all her stuff out of the town house last Monday and back to her parents place #after she told me they were done for good #but IM the bad guy for bringing up all of fhe reasons listed above and all of the REALLY bad things about the relationship #when i tell her i won't be supporting her any longer and that i'll be walking away if she goes back to him #best part is her family agrees with me and they tell her all the things i say about him and then some #but when i go out on the line and put my heart down on the table for her and all i get back is a text saying:#“i don't really like how you're texting right now so we'll talk about this later.”#girl #i don't know whether or not i want to cry harder or strangle her #i think it's both #so yeah i think i just lost my best friend to a guy who doesn't remotly deserve her and everything kicks rocks rn #it's just like my other friend all over again #why do my friend have such dog shit taste in men

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