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prettywendydolly · 1 year
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guys don't be mean to me... i'll cum
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iralthegreat · 1 year
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I did something a little silly and goofy
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pretty-toastie · 2 years
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Death
The alley is empty. I am alone. The cold concrete wall presses roughly into my back. Blood trickles from my mouth, trickles between my fingers, trickles around the piece of wood protruding from my stomach. Overhead, I can still see the greenish grey storm clouds. Around me, I can still hear the howling wind of the tornado.
I can feel my life slipping away, and I’m not ready. I don’t think I’ll ever be ready. I’ve devoted my life to fighting Death. I became an EMT, and then when I broke my leg, damaged it so badly I couldn’t anymore, I went back to school, studied biology, researched cures for every disease I could. Found a few, even. When the storms began, I organised rescues, slipped back into the role of a first responder—more leader than someone on the ground, because of my leg,  though I did still occasionally find myself in the thick of things. I poured all of my ingenuity, all of my will, every scrap of fight I had in me into overcoming Death, and now I can feel my life slipping away. I am dying. I am dying, and I am alone.
And then I’m not, because then Death is here.
It catches me as my strength runs out and my will fails and I fall. It cradles me in its arms, wraps me in its cloak. It is warm. I didn’t think Death would be so warm. The ebony fabric is soft, and Death pulls me close and pulls its cloak close around me, and I am encased in softness and warmth and darkness.
Death whispers to me, then. Whispers softly in my ear, quietly, kindly.
Oh, child. You did so well.
Its voice is so gentle, so genuine. Its voice seems to come from all around me, from within me.
You were magnificent, child, you were magnificent. Well done.
“I’m not ready,” I say. My voice comes out small, scared.
I know. I know. So few are. It will be okay, though, child. I will wait for you. I will walk with you.
“I still need to do more,” I say.
There is a pause, and then, if possible, the fabric around me grows softer, and Death holds me closer.
Oh, Death says, and its voice is so full of sympathy and kindness that tears prick at the corners of my eyes. Oh, my child. You saved so many. More than you even know, and each person you saved will go on to save others. You did enough. I am so proud of you, my child.
"But-"
Hush, child. You did enough. It’s okay.
I cry. I cry for all the people I wanted to save but couldn’t. I cry for this sudden kindness. I never expected kindness, never felt I deserved it.
And I cry for myself. I cry because I still am not proud, still don’t feel like I did enough, like I was enough.
Death holds me. I always thought it would be busy, it would be quick, but it makes no move to rush me. It just holds me, whispering words of praise and soothing.
You are enough, it says. You did enough. You should be proud. I am proud. Oh, child, I am so, so proud.
When, finally, I quiet, it wipes the tears from my face, kisses my forehead. Waits.
“Thank you,” I say.
“I- I think I’m ready,” I say.
I feel Death take my hand, its cloak shifting around me. I can see now, nestled against its side, peering out from beneath the inky folds of fabric. I can see the stars all around me, the road that stretches out before me, the door at the end. Death rubs its thumb over my fingers, soothing.
Shall we then?
Together we walk until we reach the end of the path, and then I reach out, place my hand on the doorknob, look up at Death. It nods, softly.
Goodbye, child, but not forever. I’ll see you again.
And then I open the door, and I start to step through, and suddenly memories are flooding through me, of other lives, of me and Death walking this path, of me opening this door many, many times- and then I am on the other side, and Death closes the door behind me and walks back alone.
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multilingual-mess · 1 year
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✨ Plans ✨
i guess
So, I should probably make a plan for learning Japanese and Norwegian and reinforcing each area I need to work on. Right now all I'm doing is taking notes, but that's not really helping me absorb the language completely. So here's a list of what I plan to do:
Norsk:
Writing: do some writing prompts, most likely from that one tumblr blog for writing prompts, in Norwegian. Will help with vocab and grammar. Might even post them here :)
Reading: literally just read more books in Norwegian. I have a few already so.
Listening: watch shows in Norwegian, either dubbed or original norwegian shows. I have a plan to watch Ragnarok and The Owl House.
Speaking: ... speak with my family lol
日本語:
Vocab: Study with Anki decks on my phone to study any new learned vocab
Writing: Small writing prompts for A1 level. The usual ones, "what do you like", "describe yourself", etc. Will help with vocab and grammar.
Listening: Anime and other Japanese shows. I'll most likely start with kids shows until I have a level where I can understand something (Doraemon rewatch lesgoo)
Reading: again, kids stuff. I'll most likely find short comics and mangas online, if I can. Not sure, it's not a priority right now since I'm not even A1
Speaking: ... talk to myself I guess? I'd love to have a Japanese friend to practice with but I don't know anyone who's Japanese rip
That's pretty much it. I guess these could work as New Year's Resolutions? I don't really have any, but I could just make it an objective to do these things in 2023. This was mainly just something for me to journal down what to do, but feel free to use this lil' plan if it helps :D
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welcometogrouchland · 4 months
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ANOTHER SKETCH DUMP! Featuring more of me playing with lineless art. Batman reborn era trio (dick, damian and steph) I miss you...when will you return from war. Also featuring Steph designs bc I've seen ppl dissatisfied w/ her current look, some good mom Talia, and Jason Todd poetry club. Duke is confused not that Jason would start a poetry club but that he'd have such mid poetry opinions. (ID in Alt)
#dc comics#batfamily#damian wayne#stephanie brown#dick grayson#talia al ghul#duke thomas#cassandra cain#mine#woo new art tag. please god let me keep this up all year#uhh anyway yeah! still a big backlog of sketches but i got burnt out which means i had time to collect some#i feel like my art looks. extremely different w/o lines compared to with? idk i worry that's it weird/off-putting#but hey at the end of the day I'm hardly worrying about my brand integrity on tumblr dot com#duke and cass being at poetry club is based on them canonically being into poetry and for a good while duke and jason got along well#Steph is there for both jason and cass' emotional support (unfortunately there's a design flaw. she can't do both simultaneously)#(which is fine bc cass is fleeing the scene at the idea of having to casually hang out with jason)#(they're the exact amount of similar and more importantly different that it's like putting two firecrackers together. bad)#i really like the steph mask designs... it'd be fun to do something with them but idk what y'know?#I'm just like. if we're assuming that her mask has to be different from both babs and cass then this is what I've got as alternatives#i mostly wanted to practice character interaction with the talia and damian one... and also i love them#looking at james gunns batman movie proposal. you keep your hands OFF HER MR GUNN#please if shes evil in a movie they're never gonna let her be good in the comics again 😭#dc when you inevitably cave and do your next big reboot let the ppl finally have the son of the demon origin (w/ tweaks of course)#idk it's canon in my heart. heartcanon if you will <3#anyway yeah uhhhhhh enjoy?
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redactedcrowart · 5 months
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future-crab · 4 months
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It's been said before, it will be said again, but it's still worth saying: the fact that art centering on straight romance is allowed to just be bad, but art with queer romance in it always has to be indicative of A Serious Problem With the Way We Tell Queer Stories makes being a queer person making queer art deeply stressful
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shimmershy · 1 year
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Chara Week Day 5: Ghost
Every time I see that machine in the True Lab, I wonder if it could possibly be Chara's soul in there? Probably unlikely, but not impossible... It's interesting to think about what the implications of that would be.
A version with no text and then a version with just the machine, because I think it looks pretty cool and ominous alone as well.....
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mikavlcs · 1 year
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Shade Astray
Pairing: Ghostface!Tara Carpenter x fem!reader
Summary: Never in her life had Tara met anyone that made her feel like you did. She would make you hers, no matter what it took.
Warnings: graphic violence(!!!), murder, mentions of drugs and suicide, tara’s like genuinely terrifying here (tarafying? sorry), relatively bad pacing, overuse of the word anger and its various synonyms 
Word count: 6.1k (sorry)
Notes: ...sorry about this, i just needed to get it out of my system. not proofread bc i was tired of looking at this story lol, but i’ll be back to my regularly scheduled wednesday stories in a few days<3
Masterlist | Part 2 | Part 3
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For as long as Tara could remember, she had always struggled with her anger.
It was an issue during her early days. She of course didn’t remember, but her father would always humorously recall how she would scream absolute bloody murder as a baby if she wasn’t fed or if they took her toys from her.
Her patience did grow over time, but her possessiveness only ever got worse.
She treasured the things that she designated as “hers”, always treated them with the utmost care and she hated when others tried to take them from her.
Her family learned very quickly to not touch her stuff without asking. Only a few incidents were needed for them to understand how to respect her things.
Her older sister, Sam, seemed to understand better than her parents, but they learned, nonetheless.
And when she started going to school, it was the same.
Only once did someone make the mistake of taking something of hers. It was first grade. They were out for recess and one of her classmates, Alex, wanted to play with the stuffed animal she brought for show and tell. She said no, but he didn’t listen and snatched it right out of Tara’s hands.
In retaliation, she snapped the action figure he brought clean in half and threw the halves across different ends of the playground. 
Alex wailed; she just snatched her plushie back and went back to her spot on top of the slide.
Her teacher was worried by the display, but her parents wrote it off, saying she would grow out of it. If only she were so lucky.
Over the years, her anger ebbed and flowed and changed as she did, but it never left.
Hundreds of pencils and toys suffered at the hands of her rage, but never another person. That simply felt like a line Tara couldn’t cross.
And she did not cross that line.
Not when her father suddenly left. Not when Sam abandoned her for no reason. Not when her mother started drinking and leaving the house for days at a time.
She stayed firmly on the “right” side of the line, but the anger still persisted, strengthening with each person she watched walk out the door and never return.
It was almost funny how the emotion that haunted Tara was more present in her life than her actual family.
At some point, it became a comfort of sorts. Even on Tara’s worst days, days when she couldn’t feel much of anything, she could still feel that simmering anger within her. It grounded her in a way she knew it shouldn’t.
Years began to go by and neither her father nor Sam came back. Her mother’s alcoholism waxed and waned. Eventually, she began to go to rehab, but Tara didn’t really notice anymore. Even when she was sober, she wasn’t really present anyways.
What she did know was that through everything, her anger never faltered. It simply persisted, festering in silence, and at some point, Tara welcomed it.
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As she entered middle school, Tara found herself migrating into a group of friends. The group was on the smaller side, consisting of five other members besides Tara herself.
There was Amber, a rebellious self-described “wild card” who loved parties. Wes, a shy, soft-spoken nerd that crushed on every girl he saw. Mindy, a slightly obnoxious film buff that would talk your ears off about her favorite franchises. Chad, a dumb jock with a heart of (mostly) gold. And Liv, a pretty girl with a startling lack of individual personality.
Tara adopted the role of the good, responsible girl. The one that reminded everyone about homework and urged them to study for tests. It was an easy enough persona to maintain.
They weren’t perfect, but they were more tolerable than the rest of Woodsboro and they were fiercely loyal. And weekly group hangouts were much better than just sitting in an empty house.
But these new friends did complicate Tara’s life a bit. When there was no one else around, there was no need for her to try and hide her anger.
Now, she needed to be cautious around others, to make sure the carefully crafted mask she wore around them never slipped. It was hard at first, but she got used to it with time.
The discovery of the Stab franchise changed her.
It was movie night at Amber’s house, the group favorite since her house was huge and her parents were virtually nonexistent. Amber insisted on them binging the Stab movies because she was obsessed and after enough “my house, my rules”, they obliged.
The group watched, Mindy and Wes pointing out every little thing they deemed ridiculous, but Tara was completely engrossed.
She had known about the movies and how they were based on the various real-life Ghostface killings across Woodsboro, but actually sitting down and watching them was riveting.
The movies themselves were fine, all overplayed tropes and cheesy one-liners, but the kills were another thing entirely.
Something about the brutality of them excited her, a mixture of anger and excitement creating a dangerous high that she was already addicted to.
Tara was immediately obsessed.
Immediately when she got home, she watched them all again. Within weeks, she had read every book and article she could find about the murders, absorbing it all like a sponge. She even joined the stupid Stab subreddits.
Her dreams became riddled with blood and gore and her behind that iconic mask. And from her dreams, it permeated her thoughts during the day. She daydreamed about it during class and when something inevitably angered her, it was the first thing she thought of.
The Line, as she had come to call it, could not be crossed in real life, but there were no boundaries she couldn’t cross in her mind.
If someone stirred that anger within her, she simply imagined herself donning the Ghostface mask and carving out their insides with one of her kitchen knives.
For a few years, that was sufficient, just thinking about the awful things she would do was enough to satiate the darkness within her.
Then you arrived.
You moved to Woodsboro a few weeks before the start of junior year. Tara heard about the new town residents, nothing stays secret for long in a small town, but she didn’t actually see you until the first day of school.
She and her friends were sitting at their usual table outside the school. Mindy and Amber were debating about some horror movie they saw, and Tara had checked out about five minutes ago when something out of the corner of her eye caught her attention.
A car pulled up to the school, grey and sleek and entirely unfamiliar to her. Her interest piqued, she watched on as two figures in the front seats talked. The passenger seat opened, and out of it came someone she’d never seen before. 
You.
All it took was one look and her world stopped. When it started again, it no longer revolved around the sun, but you.
You waved goodbye to whom she assumed to be your father and scanned your surroundings, hesitance apparent in your mannerisms. She intently watched you nervously thumb the strap of your bookbag, a plan to make you hers already formulating.
It began with something innocuous. Throughout the day, she found that your schedule was similar to hers, and in all the classes you two shared, the seat next to hers just happened to be the only one open.
Tara took the opportunity to introduce herself. You introduced yourself, voice soft and melodious, and already, she wanted to hear it again. She offered to show you around, which you shyly accepted. Before she could say anything else, the bell rang, lapsing the class into silence as the teacher began speaking.
Throughout class, she couldn’t keep her eyes off of you. You were everything she could ever want, and she knew then and there that she would stop at nothing to make you hers.
Within a week, Tara being by your side at school became normal. What was once a mere convenience became routine, and your place in class became rightfully next to her. Somewhat awkward small talk became friendly banter. And Tara finally got you comfortable enough to accept her invitation to sit with her at lunch.
Unfortunately, her friends were also there, but meeting them was an inevitability, and you ended up getting along with them pretty well. A bit too well in some ways.
Wes, of course, took an immediate liking to you. His light blush and stuttered words gave him away instantly, and as much as it annoyed Tara, that wasn’t what worried her.
What worried her was Amber’s behavior toward you. She was always talking to you, always grinning with her arm over your shoulders or a hand on your arm. A look in her eyes that Tara couldn’t—or more accurately, didn’t want to—place.
So Tara took a different approach. She started taking pens and pencils so you would ask to borrow hers, and she happily obliged. Then your class notes started going missing, textbooks disappearing between classes, but Tara always let you use hers.
She began inviting you over to her place under the guise of studying, but inevitably you ended up just hanging out. With some gentle coaxing, she got you to open up a bit.
You ranted about anything and everything, she listened, and you thanked her afterward.
She kept doing that until it became a habit. Until you began seeking out Tara to talk about something that was bothering you, which made her happy.
Tara slowly positioned herself to be the person you could rely on most, the one you could go to about anything.
And for a fleeting moment of time, that was enough—to know that you trusted her more than anyone else in the entirety of Woodsboro.
But, of course, it didn’t last. (It never did.)
You had an odd effect on Tara. You were the first person she had ever met that could calm her deep-seated rage. Any fury she felt at an incompetent classmate was washed away by the mere touch of your hand to hers.
But you also exponentially worsened it. Because even if she hadn’t made an official claim on you yet, you were hers. And she began to notice just how many people had their eyes on you.
The boys she caught leering at you in the halls, the jocks she heard having vulgar conversations about you—hell, even the occasional person that asked you for a pen in class. They all awoke an unprecedented amount of ire within her.
Every time Tara saw someone staring at you during lunch, she wanted nothing more than hit them until the skin on all of her knuckles was split and bleeding. Whenever she heard anyone talking about you, she wanted to reach into their throat and tear their vocal cords out.
She never did, she never once laid her hands on any of those people. But she wanted to. Oh, how she wanted to.
Tara quickly found herself inching closer and closer to The Line, using all of her remaining control to stop from crossing it.
All of her remaining self-control and morality went out the window when someone finally asked you out.
Tara was the first person you told. And she didn’t know what angered her more—the fact that someone had the gall to try and take what was hers or the fact that the person that asked you out was Amber.
Boiling hot anger bloomed in her chest and spread through her veins.
Tara’s relationship with Amber Freeman was complicated.
In some ways, Amber was Tara’s closest friend. The whole group shared a love for horror films, it was what initially brought them together, but Amber was the only one whose love for the Stab movies rivaled hers. She had even introduced Tara to the franchise. But that wasn’t what made Tara’s relationship with her so different from the others.
Her bond with Amber was special because Amber was the only person Tara had ever met that was like her.
She saw it most in the way Amber looked when she watched the murders in the films. Sure, Amber always loved the gory kills in slasher movies, but something about the Ghostface kills made her more intense. And it only took one glance for Tara to know why.
The acute passion and almost primitive desire she saw reflected in Amber’s eyes when Ghostface slaughtered someone was something she was entirely familiar with.
In that moment, Tara knew that Amber was capable of the same terrible things that she was. And she knew Amber knew it as well.
They never talked about it, just let it linger in the air between them, open and free. Their special connection brought Tara closer to her than any of the others.
But that also made Amber Tara’s biggest threat. The horrifying potential within her made her unpredictable, and while that had yet to actively oppose Tara’s own wants, it was beginning to become a nuisance now.
Because she had seen the way Amber looked at you, knew what that desire in her eyes meant. She was taken with you the same way Tara was.
And she couldn’t accept that.
She wasn’t able to sleep that night. Her anger was so potent that it felt like it had swallowed her whole. Her fists shook violently, a scream she had been holding back for hours bubbled up again and Tara could only curl into herself and swallow it back down.
It was too hot, sweat coated her skin and soaked her clothes. Her fury was burning her alive from the inside out and she ached for something to take it out on, needed anything—even if it was painful to drown the fire inside of her.
More than anything, she yearned to get rid of Amber. Permanently.
She knew she shouldn’t, but once she thought of it, she couldn’t stop. It would be so simple, to just sneak into Amber’s house and gut her. Hell, she even had a costume, nearly forgotten in the back of her closet from Halloween a few years prior.
And if she didn’t do this, there was a chance that she would lose you.
With that realization, the dam broke, her moral walls crumbling under the weight of her need for you.
The Line was the last thing on her mind that night and before she knew it, her plan was fully formed.
Exactly one week before she planned to kill Amber, Tara invited her over for a Stab marathon. Likely around the twentieth one they’d had over the years, but this one was different.
Watching these movies never got old for Tara, and they were always made better by another person that shared her love for them.
But even with that, it was still less passionate, less enthusiastic than those other times. A melancholy had settled in the air. There was a new finality to the rolling credits, and Tara would be lying if she said it didn’t get to her.
She wondered if Amber could feel it too.
On the walk home, Tara was somewhat conflicted. But then she reminded herself that Amber was trying to take you away from her and that was enough to have her seeing red.
Without anymore hesitation, she took a step over The Line, crossing into that horrifyingly seductive forbidden territory, and firmly planted her feet there.
You were Tara’s and she wasn’t going to let anyone get away with trying to take you from her, not even a friend.
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The kill itself was easy enough to pull off.
The Freemans were almost never home, leaving Amber to roam the house by herself most nights and she was never the best at remembering to lock the windows. She relied mostly on their cameras to alert her of anything, but even those were easy to avoid if you knew where they were.
She slipped in through a window around the back, swift and silent as she made her way through the house, mindful to avoid the inside cameras when she could.
Amber was in the living room, watching some show Tara didn’t recognize. Her phone sat on the couch beside her, and the sight of it nearly made her sigh. She had debated doing the phone call, but she didn’t have the iconic voice changer and thus, was forced to do without it.
She knew that Amber would be turning in for the night soon, so she waited, lingering in the darkness of the attached kitchen for her moment to strike.
That moment came mere minutes later. Amber turned the tv off and stood, stretching for a moment before heading toward the stairs. Tara gripped the hilt of her knife and quietly walked out. Her heartbeat quickened, perfectly matching her footfalls as she came up behind Amber.
One of her last strides had a bit too much weight behind it, causing one of the floorboards to creak. Amber whirled around and only had time to blink before Tara struck.
She buried the knife right between Amber’s ribs then twisted it sharply, finding a sick satisfaction in the way she felt something crack. Her heart raced as she pushed Amber to the ground, settling on top of her as she yanked the knife out and plunged it back into her, slightly lower this time.
Then she did it again and again and again. Tara would admit that she lost herself a bit, the adrenaline pumping throughout her pushing her into almost a frenzied state as she brought the knife down then back up.
Amber, to her credit, didn’t scream. The only sounds that filled the air were the sounds of the knife piercing flesh and Tara’s labored breaths under her mask.
When she finally snapped out of it, all she could see was red. It was everywhere—on her knife, the carpet, the surrounding furniture. Some had even managed to splatter onto the ceiling. It was oddly beautiful.
Knowing her time was limited, she turned her attention back to her victim. Amber remained silent, only the occasional bloody cough escaping her as she stared at Tara above her.
Tara reached into Amber’s pocket and pulled out her phone, holding it briefly in front of her face to unlock it. Once inside, she opened the security app and remotely shut off all of the cameras in the house. She waited for a moment, ensuring they were off before reaching up to pull her mask off.
Amber’s eyes widened slightly when their eyes met but she didn’t look surprised. If it were the other way around, Tara supposed she wouldn’t be either.
In a way, they both knew this would only ever end one of two ways.
They would either wreak havoc on the town of Woodsboro together, or one of them would eliminate the other. And unfortunately, it had to be the latter.
Tara adjusted her grip on the knife handle, careful not to move the weapon as she held her dying friend’s gaze. Neither of them said anything, they just let everything sit in the air around them until, finally, Amber stopped moving altogether.
Once the warmth left Amber’s body, Tara stood and pulled the knife out of her one last time, cleaning the blood off of it with a quick swipe of her hand per tradition.
She stayed there for another minute then left, making sure to lock the window on her way out.
Later that night, as she waited for sleep to take hold of her, she wondered if she regretted what she did, finally crossing that line after all these years of holding herself back. It took only a few moments for her to find that her answer was a firm and resounding no.
She would mourn the loss of a friend but never regret her decision. Tara was going to make you hers, and she was going to make sure that no one stood in her way.
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It took three days for the body to be found.
Considering Amber’s parents were probably somewhere in Europe, they took no notice of their daughter’s sudden silence, but the rest of the group did. They had been on edge since the end of the first day and by the third, you wanted to go over and check on Amber.
Tara stopped you immediately, not wanting you to see what waited in that house, and suggested calling the police to perform a wellness check because “what if it’s something serious?”
Amber’s face was plastered all over the local news within hours. Along with the news that her killer was another Ghostface.
For public safety reasons, the security camera footage was released and immediately caused an uproar. The idiots in the Stab subreddits were clamoring, new theories being posted every hour. Tara ignored them.
Her entire focus after Amber’s death was made public was you.
The entire group was upended by Amber’s passing, but you were distraught. Even if you didn’t return her feelings, Amber was still your friend and her death hit you hard.
She took every opportunity to be there for you. She hung out with you after school when you didn’t want to be alone, invited you over on the weekends when you needed a shoulder to cry on. 
In your eyes, the two of you were grieving together, and in some ways that was true.
When you cried, she would always hold you and cry with you. Sometimes her tears were real, sometimes they were fake, but her concern for you was always sincere. And the way you held onto her like a lifeline made her sure that what she did was more than worth it.
Aside from your sorrow, everything was going relatively well. The fraudulent mask of sadness she needed to sustain almost everywhere she went was exhausting but necessary.
She knew she would have to grieve with the pack, and she did it masterfully while also paying special attention to you and your mental health.
Her ever-present anger had also been noticeably dull. It was always tempered when you were around, but even when you weren’t present it was still anemic.
It was actually somewhat peaceful, and she expected it to remain like that for a while.
What she didn’t expect was her sister to suddenly return to Woodsboro.  
Tara swore she had never been more surprised when she answered the door, expecting it to be the police, and saw instead her sister standing there. She was taller, a bit rougher around the edges, but she was still the Sam that Tara tried to forget about over the years.
She let Sam in more out of curiosity than anything. Tara wanted—no, needed to know why her own sister had to abandon her for years without even attempting to contact her.
And, admittedly, the explanation was worth her time.
Turned out that her sister was actually her half-sister. They had the same mother but different fathers. Sam’s father was Billy Loomis, one of the original Ghostface killers. Sam ran away because she was scared that she would end up like her father, that she would somehow hurt Tara if she stayed.
So she left and ended up getting mixed up in all kinds of bad shit. (She didn’t specify, but the track marks on her arms told Tara everything she needed to know.) But she heard about the rise of another Ghostface and that convinced her to finally return, for good.
Throughout Sam’s explanation, Tara bit her cheek until she bled and gripped her chair until her knuckles were white.
It was all she could do to not laugh in her sister’s face.
The “darkness” inside of her that she was so afraid of amused her because she knew it didn’t exist. She couldn’t see the potential that either she or Amber held in her sister’s eyes, and that made the entire situation laughable.
Tara couldn’t help but wonder how frightened Sam would be if she found out about what she did, how terrified she’d be if she knew about the things that Tara thought about doing.
Part of her was jealous, to come from such a profoundly blood-stained family legacy sounded incredible, but she knew it was for the best that it was Sam and not her. It would only make her a prime suspect.
So she flooded her eyes with tears and feigned understanding, allowing her sister to hug her for the first time in years.
The words “I forgive you” tasted like ash in her mouth, but the act needed to be upheld.
Sam expressed her want to move back into the house, something Tara was immediately against. But as she thought about it more, she found herself allowing it.
For insurance mostly. If there were more victims, Sam would be able to back up Tara’s alibis about being at home. She would also serve as her backup plan in case things went south.
After all, if the police were to ever suspect her, it would be so easy to implicate the ex-addict daughter of Billy Loomis in her place.
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The following months were an adjustment period.
Tara having to relearn how to cohabitate in her house with her sister, the group learning to function without Amber, and the town having to deal with the fact that there was another Ghostface on the loose all at once proved to be…a lot. For everyone involved.
Naturally, Tara managed just fine. She dealt with the hurdles that came with her sister’s constant presence as they appeared and found a rhythm to fall into relatively quickly.
Things with her friends were similar. With more practice, her persona got easier to maintain and as the group began to accept and move past Amber’s death, it became effortless.
You had grown much closer to Tara over the past months. It was obvious that her insistence to be there for you when needed had paid off. You naturally gravitated toward each other, spending nearly every moment together at school.
You were also doing much better, smiling and laughing again like you did before. The effervescence you usually exuded was back and Tara couldn’t be happier.
There was just one problem.
Amongst the chaos, Tara found that the calm that settled in after Amber’s death slowly faded, her anger returning to her with a fiery vengeance.
But her rage was never more apparent than when she was with you at school.
Those guys that ogled you in the halls didn’t simply disappear (as much Tara wished they did). If anything, they only got bolder without Amber’s presence. Some of the stares she saw them giving you were downright disturbing.
And that wasn’t even mentioning the vulgar conversations she overheard about you.
Every disgusting word she overheard in class or in passing while she searched for you in the halls made her fingers twitch toward her side, looking for a weapon she didn’t have.
It was like before, but now that she had crossed The Line it was so much worse.
Now she didn’t simply want them to hurt, she wanted them to die by her hand, slowly and painfully. She wanted to watch the life slowly drain out of their eyes, for them to die with the knowledge that you would never be anyone else’s but hers.
Tara could only hold back for so long, especially when it came to you.
She gave in four months after Amber’s death, almost to the day.
Her second victim was Daniel Holmes, a lanky art club snob that had a crush on you. During Calculus, Tara would see him drawing pictures of you in his notebook.
His older brother found him on his bed with 11 stab wounds and no fingers. He would never draw you again.
Her third victim was Rowan Morlow, your tall and endlessly arrogant chemistry partner who took every opportunity to make you uncomfortable. He flirted with you relentlessly, ended up giving you a stupid poem about how you were “his sun” that always managed to light his world up.
Tara burnt him alive. The police could only identify him through his dental records.
Her fourth, and (for now) final victim was Jason Lowry, a linebacker for the school’s football team. Tara hated him. He was a repeat offender, ogling you in the halls, saying disgusting things about you in class, and always trying to get your attention. He was always on her list, but the others distracted her from dealing with him.
She finally snapped when she overheard him talking to his friends about wanting to drug you at a party you planned to go to that week.
That same night, she stabbed him 43 times and then slit his throat with so much force that she nearly decapitated him.
(Later that week, she convinced you to not go to the party and stay with her for a movie night. Just in case.)
After Jason’s murder, she had to take a step back from Ghostface and lay low for a bit. The media coverage was picking up and the sheriff was getting more and more intense about finding the killer. Especially after Jason’s (deservingly) brutal death.
The police were really starting to crack down, patrol cars were on nearly every street and Tara couldn’t afford to take any chances.
So, begrudgingly, she locked her Ghostface costume away and took a break from the killings.
Her hands still itched for the hilt of her knife when she saw someone’s eyes on you, but you made it manageable. And now that she wasn’t planning murders, she had more time to spend with you.
You seemed just as eager to see her, which pleased Tara. Biweekly hangouts became you coming over nearly every day to watch movies and just spend time together.
You admitted how terrified you were about the Ghostface killer running around Woodsboro and she nearly said that “she would never hurt you” before she caught herself.
It was the truth. Tara would kill herself before she laid a hand (or knife) on you. But she couldn’t say that outright.
Instead, she offered to drive you home after school every day.
And that’s where she was now.
Classes for the day had ended only twenty minutes ago, so there were still tons of students there waiting for buses and parents. She sat in the parking lot, blaring music in her car while she watched for you to appear at the entrance.
Two songs later, you finally walked out the doors. She perked up, about to get out the car to wave you down, but stopped when she saw who walked out with you.
Wes.
He was matching your strides, pulling you to a stop before you could look out to find Tara in the lot. 
Leaning forward, she watched him step close, much too close for her liking, and ghost a hand over your arm. Every time you went to look away, to look for her, he pulled your attention back to him.
It made her want to tear his insides out, but she held herself back. So far, the killings had been deemed random. Two murders within the same friend group would look suspicious. Not to mention the fact that Wes was the sheriff’s son. If she killed him, there would be a manhunt.
Before her thoughts could go forward, you looked over and saw her. The way your expression brightened almost made her forget about Wes, but he remained there. Even after you started making your way to Tara, Wes stood and watched you go.
Tara’s palms itched.
The passenger seat door opening brought her back to the present. She turned to see you already looking at her with a beautifully bright smile that she couldn’t help but return. 
Momentarily forgetting about Wes, she put the car in reverse then paused. “Mine or yours?”
“Yours.”
Tara nodded. It was the same answer you always gave, and she forced herself to swallow the lingering question of why.
She turned the music down and handed you the aux before she sped off toward her house. The drive was spent with Tara listening to you ramble about your day, your music playing softly in the background.
But even the melodic sound of your voice couldn’t distract her from the nagging thought of Wes and his stupid crush.
She lasted a few more hours before she finally cracked.
The two of you were in the living room lounging on the couch in front of the tv. Sam was out, thankfully, so Tara didn’t need to keep you holed up in her room to avoid her.
Some movie Mindy recommended was playing on the tv, but Tara had long since stopped paying attention, instead focusing on the feeling of your head on her shoulder.
But again, Wes and his stupid blonde hair invaded her thoughts. He was so close, looked so hopeful about whatever he was talking about. She couldn’t help herself.
“So, what was Wes talking to you about earlier?” She tried for a casual delivery and given the way you answered without hesitation, she succeeded.
“Oh, he just wanted to know if we could study for the chem test together. I told him I’d have to check my schedule,” you said, and she could hear the smile you inevitably had in your voice.
A growl bubbled up in her throat, but she forced it out as a breathy laugh. “He totally likes you, you know.”
You only hummed in response. Tara didn’t like that. She needed a definitive answer to how you felt. So she took a more direct approach.
“Do you like him?”
This time, you sat up straight, putting a bit of distance between you to her displeasure. She tried to meet your eyes, but you stayed quiet, not quite looking at Tara. She clenched her fist, nails digging into her palms so hard they nearly drew blood.
“Because if you do, you could always go hang out with him. I wouldn’t mind,” she lied, unable to keep a touch of bitterness out of her voice. 
She absolutely would mind. If you left her for him, she wasn’t sure if she’d be able to stop herself from slitting his throat—sheriff’s son or not.
You looked at her then, eyes wide, “No, I don’t want to leave. I’d rather be here, with you. I feel safe with you.”
Tara’s fists relaxed, pride swelling in her chest at your admission.
“Besides, I like someone else.”
Surprised, Tara froze. Her anger flared again but she tempered it immediately. She knew she shouldn’t ask, that hearing you say anyone’s name but hers would send her on a rampage, but she couldn’t help herself.
“Who?”
You glanced away, lips pursing as you fiddled with your finger. She couldn’t be upset with you for your lack of answer when she saw the subtle shaking of your hands.
“I can’t say,” you eventually said.
Tara’s jaw clenched, but she kept her voice soft. “Why not?”
You brought your eyes up, not making eye contact but close enough, and bit your lip. Tara could barely tear her attention away from it to hear you whisper, “Because it would ruin things.”
“What?” Tara asked, confusion drawing her brows together. What did that mean? What exactly would you ruin?
Again, you stayed quiet, but a deep blush was rising on your cheeks. Your eyes traveled the length of her face as you stuttered something too soft for her to hear. 
Finally, you looked up and met Tara’s gaze and she understood.
“It’s me?” she whispered, her disbelief more than apparent in her tone.
A sharp inhale, then you nodded, slow and shy. That was all she needed.
Without another word, Tara surged forward and crashed her lips into yours, kissing you fiercely. You were surprised at first, but you reciprocated with the same urgency, hands rising to her face. At the feeling of your hands
Tara lifted you onto her lap, slowly running her hands from your thighs up to your hips, slipping her fingers beneath the fabric of your shirt to graze your bare skin. A soft yelp escaped you, but you only moved closer, both of you losing yourselves in each other.
You stayed pressed against her until long after the movie ended.
That night you fell asleep in Tara’s arms. She laid awake, barely able to close her eyes with the overwhelming amount of emotion running through her. You had always heightened her emotions, but now that she’d kissed you, claimed you it was different. More intense. A type of euphoria she’d never been privy to.
But the anger still remained, still thrummed at the very thought of someone else touching you now. Unconsciously, her arms tightened around you.
You were finally hers.
And if needed, she would kill every single person in that godforsaken town to make sure it stayed that way.
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pinacoladamatata · 1 month
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quick Maximus sketch my beloved
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luna-lovegreat · 9 days
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I love Legend sick fics because they all boil down to: "no amount of emotional stress will make him crack so let's give him a fever and see how that works"
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mrkgrl · 9 months
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Can I still tag it with TW movie--- or uh... TW movie The Aftermath, maybe. I have so many more of these doodles/comics.
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royalarchivist · 2 months
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[A sad violin song plays over an image of a sad hamster]
Pac: This doesn't have anything to do with me – I wear a blue sweatshirt, you're crazy, this mouse doesn't even have a sweatshirt, this hamster! [Reading chat] Am I a depressed hamster?
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[ Transcript continued ↓ ]*
Pac: Actually– that's fine! I embrace that idea – of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy? [He hits his desk, then starts counting off people on his fingers] Fit is gone, Richarlyson is gone, Ramon is gone, Bagi and Empanada who were always there when we were there are also gone, I haven't seen them! It's just me and Tubbo, and sometimes Philza shows up.
Pac: I lost Chume Labs, I lost the Favela, I lost Murder Mystery, I lost Ilha Chume Labs, it's crazy! Look at how much I've lost, and I've gained nothing! Of course I'm going to be depressed, are you crazy?! How am I supposed to be happy?!
Pac: [Reading chat] "You have us Pac," that's true, thank you. No, that's true, sorry.
* NOTE: Please note that this is an incomplete transcript, as I was primarily relying on Aypierre's translation mod at the time and if I am not confident of the translation, I do not include it. As always, please feel free to add on translations or message me corrections.
#Pactw#QSMP#Pac#March 18 2024#As much as I love keeping people updated about Pac / the other Portuguese-speaking creators#I think I might not make as many transcribed posts for their clips anymore#I just don't think I'm qualified enough to be transcribing things for a language I don't know#like yeah we have the Qlobal Translator and Aypierre's translators to rely on#And I'm always upfront when I'm not 100% sure about a translation#but I've been thinking about it a lot and it kinda makes me feel a bit icky. Idk.#I might be overthinking this but I just I don't want to spread around translations I'm not super confident about#esp. since I know a lot of people cite my clips in analysis posts or link them to other people as resources#and 90% of the time I'm like ''Hell yeah I love seeing people getting a lot of use out of the archive''#but sometimes I get a bit anxious like ''Did I do a good enough job translating this''#''Am I ruining someone's entire perception of a conversation or character because I left one word out or mistranslated something?''#And like I said that's normally not a HUGE concern since if I'm not certain about a translation I just won't post a clip. but you know#idk it might just be the anxiety talking but I really really don't want to spread bad info#Happy to hear other folks' perspective#I'm really grateful for people like Bell and Pix and others who translate clips and I always try to reblog those#but we don't have a ton of people posting clips & translating things on Tumblr since we're so English-centric#which is part of the reason WHY I like sharing clips of the non-English-speaking CCs#but at the same time I want to do an accurate job representing what they're saying#Maybe I'll just start posting things and give a TLDR context of what they're talking about but not a transcript#that way native-speakers can hop in and add translations if that's something they're comfortable doing#and if not then well. at least I'm not sharing something that isn't super accurate#idk I'm just thinking out loud a bit in the tags#But I'm open to hearing other people's thoughts on the matter#Anyways giant rant aside. q!Pac is NOT doing ok rn
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coolsvilleprincess · 19 days
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Cleaned up some sketches cause I need to post and also I miss them terribly 13 ghosts come home pleaseeeeee!!!
There were Shaphne ones too but they took up their own page so I'll clean them up later.
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khaotunq · 7 months
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i'm your hell, i'm your dream; i'm nothing in between
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welcometogrouchland · 6 months
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[ID in ALT] Steph and Damian doodle! This taps a bit into their pre-52 dynamic so that's what I was thinking design wise at first but I wanted to draw it w their more recent designs as well to stay hashtag current and topical, so you get both/a fusion, lol
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