#im kind of desperate

[vincinder]

life these past weeks has been: wake up, drink coffee, walk dogs, try to study (actually think of jayvik), make lunch (while thinking of jayvik), eating while reading some short fluffy fic about my boys, walk dogs, studying again (or trying because fucking brainrot won't let me), walk my little demons one last time, cook something and read more jayvik fics till time to go to sleep. aaaand repeat.

[zuzypiia]

*slams the table* give me discduo fics

[nomaishuttle]

hmmm does anybody know if dating apps are actually good 4 making friends

[elysiuminfra]

my transfem coworker yesterday said "i can't wait to get on hrt so i can be a lesbian" and i was like hand on her shoulder. girl..... you're already a lesbian. i see you with my dyke eyes. you are already a beautiful lesbian dont let anybody take that from you.

[welcometogrouchland]

[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post

[buwheal]

""Family"" photo

my previous pfps :-3

[peter-pantomime]

i completely agree that the mash laugh track is egregious in many ways, however i do think the fact that it gets quieter and more sporadic over time, not so much suggesting that the situation is getting less and less funny as much as saying that it never really was that funny but we're losing our ability to ignore that now, mirroring the behavior of a certain central harlequin figure who stops making jokes and gets more and more withdrawn over time is... something.

[celestial-castiel]

decided to rewatch an early spn episode and FUCK s1-Dean gives me the craziest gender envy, it's so unfair

like??

the bed-head too omg

why am I not shaped exactly like that man. feels unfair

[b1adie]

I don't fear it, I just... I have some regrets.

— ⟢ The Long Night of Serenity ⟣ —

[pixlokita]

I was crying from pain at the emergency room and the nurses were bitching about me not dying so they couldn’t help right away even if I kept passing out and had been there for a long time, this sweet old Russian lady who was also admitted since earlier stood up and walked next to me and kept comforting me and asking how I was holding up, she kept checking in on me and being so sweet and going around asking if everyone was doing ok or just distracting family members of patients with nice conversations. She called out the doctors and nurses for not caring, she sat next to me and kept making sure I was ok and then gave me her phone number when she got discharged so I’d follow up with her. Honestly my day coulda been hell today but this one lady made it so bearable it’s not going to be remembered as a bad horrible traumatizing time, I got to meet an actual angel and I’m so happy about it.

[itadooori]

hobo era gi-hun my beloved

[mamawasatesttube]

it's just so. tim and kon have so much going for them in the comics - tim taped wendy while kon was in hypertime, their whole fight on apokolips, batman claiming that tim "speaks highly" of kon, kon having the batcave landline in his contact book not long after he first met tim, robin!kon, the "your voice drops an octave when you get all commander-like" line and the Everything before it, the winick closet moment, they were his colors, and so much more. they have such a rich history and relationship across so many comics!! they genuinely have so much going for them!!!!

and then you try to look at the tag on ao3 or tumblr and it's just full of homophobic stereotypes, shovel talks, and the same 2.5 tired jokes about tim/ber or clone babies, maybe with a bit of clark bashing thrown in for flavor, because no one making these posts has fucking read the comics and they don't even know where the ship came from, but god forbid they get out of the comics tags. jesus fucking wept.

[velvetwyrme]

Forgive me i do not know much about jazzprowl,,, who are pterrorgal20 and bugboi 😔😔😔

(Is pterrorgal Prowl’s pterodactyl Green?? But then who is bugboi…. I am not sure 😔)

yes!!!!!!!!! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ur spot on for both 🥹!!! ahrdjfkkengkebgkebfk,,

Green (Prowls pterodactyl/pet flyt) -> pterrorgal20 (Felicity Greene)

Bob (Sunstreakers insecticon) -> bugboi (Bob)

completely useless detail but i did reference/colourdrop this panel specifically LMAO

if u look closely theres also. one more person i hinted at, whos name i was even less subtle with but the placement i WAS subtle with so ill just say outright:

Buster (Thundercracker's dog) is also there EHTJFHRKFJ and she has a silly pic of TC as her pfp LMAO,,

also ur so so valid agrjflfbdkdbfkf,,, im being incredibly biased and self indulgent so it is. a particular niche for sure LMAO. im glad you're enjoying it regardless though :]c!!!

[trans-vincent]

Having thoughts and feelings about Ramil at the moment. He so badly needs someone else in his corner, but the only person he has is Paytai who had even less power to protect them than Ramil does. Khanin who is an explicitly very empathetic and caring character saw them being abused and has never so much as mentioned it since. His father is comfortable abusing him and Paytai publicly like that, I hate to imagine how many more people have seen what happens and done nothing and never mentioned it.

It's truly just Ramil and Paytai against everyone else and despite Ramil being a prince they have no power to do anything.

Ramil makes his speech about domestic abuse, thinks that enough people care to vote for him to win only for his abuser to ruin it by revealing he rigged the vote.

There is no way Ramil comes out of the competition better than he was before. Either he loses and has to deal with his father's wrath, a father who at that point might have less to lose if he goes too far and seriously injures Paytai or Ramil as he can no longer become king. Or he wins he competition and his father is made king and therefore given more power and less oversight, and as a result can abuse Ramil and Paytai more. Plus I would expect that post-competition, especially if Ramil wins, there will be more pressure on him to produce an heir to continue the royal bloodline and considering his relationship with Paytai there is no way that ends well for either of them.

Ramil is the most isolated character in the entire show, the only person he really has is Paytai, wheras Paytai does have other people and is treated relatively well by Khanin, Charan, Ava etc. where Ramil is not offered the same kindness or friendship. And he knows that anything he does wrong will result in Paytai getting hurt, not just him.

When you think about how his life is going its so fucking bleak and there isn't really any way out for him.

[apricustar]

if tomorrow’s episode doesn’t give me buck breaking down in eddie’s arms after the funeral when they get back to their house i don’t want it

[acerunaway]

I NEED YOUR HELP

So I've been away from TTWDFGA for so long bc of full time job/family/zine stuff and now I don't know if I even like the characterization or anything about it?

(I went back to read it so I could remember details and felt mortified and couldn't get far into it)

So idk what to do about it but I thought maybe doodling could help, maybe? Kinda like these ones?

So if you have/had a favorite scene in TTWDFGA/The Things We Do For Gym Access and want to see me doodle it, request it by quoting the scene on this post or in an ask!