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gtzel · 4 months

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Help! My classmate is a size shifter!

3.Oh Crap! You're Awake

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I had been scrolling on his phone, trying to distract Myself from the overwhelming panic my brain had resorted to, when I heard my shrunken classmate begin to stir. I immediately froze to see what he was going to do.

the tiny figure of Elijah was laying on top of an old folded up t-shirt, which acted as a make shift blanket as well. he slowly started to wake up, rubbing his eyes. Elijah was so tiny and frail looking, not to mention the lack of color on his skin, which couldn't have been normal. or maybe it was normal, after all, I had only recently met him and his overall complexion was quite pale. anyway, he was waking up, and i just sat there frozen in shock and awe.

he sat up and opened his eyes, the shirt sliding down his bare torso and crumpling in his lap. he seemed dazed at first then began to look around in a panic.

His eyes drifted around the room as he looked around with a confused demeanor. I watched him carefully until his eyes eventually landed on me. When we locked eyes a shock went through the room.

"h-hey....eli" i said softly, raising my hands as a sign of peace. unfortunately for me, it didnt work, as just the entire shock of the situation caused him to shrink back. he clamped his hand over his mouth as he looked at me.

the way his eyes widened with horror as he looked at me broke my heart. i felt so guilty for scaring him. i saw itty bitty tears well up in his eyes, and i started to panic, not sure how to deal with a tiny hysterical person.

"wait wait wait wait wait! hey bro its just me, its okay...im here" i leaned closer to his delicate form reaching out my hand gently.

"w-w-whats....whats going on....why are you- what happened to-" i saw him struggling to stay calm as his tiny form shook with anxiety.

"hey hey, its okay im here to help you" i cooed moving my hand to brush against his tiny arm. he flinched back violently which made me feel terrible. my heart squeezed with guilt as i saw my friend look at me like i was a monster.

i cringed "sorry, do you not want me to touch you?" i stayed still waiting for his response. he pressed his tiny mouth into a thin line and shook his head. i sighed, which ruffled his shaggy black bangs out of his face momentarily, and moved my hand away from him.

"i guess.....your probably pretty confused and scared right now" i looked down at my hand, sadly in awe of how scared he must be of me. for good reason too, i could-not that i would EVER do such a thing- crush him with barely any effort.

"w-what....w-why am i-" he choaked unable to continue the sentence.

"listen, i dont know myself. all i know is we were hanging out one second, then you double down and...you like...started glowing..." i raised my eyes to meet his gaze, my heart twinged as i saw he still was on edge and frantically glancing around. "....and then you just disappeared, and i found you like this in a pile of your clothes. i got scared and brought you to my place, its the only thing i could think to do" i said guiltily.

there was a tense silence that blanketed the room as i waited for eli to calm down enough to talk. i was about to speak when i heard a faint sniffling coming from my nightstand. i looked up to see elijah wiping away tears, his legs curled up in front of him.

"o-oh, eli" i cooed silently "its..its gunna be okay" i said trying to calm him and using all my willpower to not touch him.

"am-am i going to be s-stuck like this f-f-forever?" he looked up at me with terrified tear filled eyes in desperation.

"im-im not sure, but ill do everything i can to help you" i leaned in closer, trying to make him feel better. he scooted back anxiously away from me and looked up at me with fear.

"w-what are....you going to do with me?" the way he phrased it broke my heart. i looked at him sadly, and he returned the gaze with fear.

"eli-" i stopped, feeling my own tears well up at the realization that my friend thought i would do something to harm him, that i would take his free will just because of his predicament "elijah, i would never do anything to hurt you, well find a way for you to be normal again, i promise" i just wanted to scoop him up and cuddle him, assure him that everything was going to be alright. but i couldn't, he was small and scared of ME and i had to get him to trust me before i could help him with anything.

he bit his lip and nodded, hugging his knees tightly. i wanted so badly to hold him again, help him feel better. i wanted to comfort him and hug him and tell him everything would be okay.

"c-can i....can i hold you, eli?" i said softly looking town at him with pleading eyes.

a bead of anxious sweat trickled down my forehead as i anticipated his answer. he looked at me hesitantly and gulped. his eyes wandering up my torso and meeting my eyes as he shuttered involuntarily.

i sighed "i-if you dont want to its fine, i jus thought it might-" i started before he interrupted me.

"okay" one word. but that one word made my heart swell with affection and relief.

"okay" i breathed in eco as i reached out my hand to grab him, then a thought crossed my mind. i changed my hand positioning to be palm upward laying it next to him. "get on when you feel comfortable" i smiled encouragingly.

#HMCIASS #help my classmate is a sizeshifter #cute gt #giant tiny #gt #gt community #gt ao3 #giant/tiny #borrowers #size difference

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mitchmarniesgf · 2 years

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finalized - quinn hughes

word count: 1,231

warnings: kissing

pronouns: she/her

You sat at the end of the dock at the Hughes Cabin, your feet dangling off the edge and splashing the water. You had grown up with the hughes, and yeah you maybe kissed them each few times. Like you four all went to high school together and ended up at the same parties every now and then. But Quinn, oh my god the night you kissed him you knew that it would become a ongoing thing. Both of your families had realized you two got closer as you got older and you started sharing a room with Quinn over the summers when you would go to their cabin for five weeks. You both were 23 now and had your own career paths. You watched the sun set as you reminisced on some old memories from this dock, watching the sunrise and jumping getting pushed into the lake. You couldn't believe that was already about ten years ago when you first kissed Quinn. Suddenly you heard foot steps behind you. “Hey pretty princess.” Jack said, mocking Quinn. “Hi Jack.” You said standing up and hugging him. You got here before anybody else did, you had your own key and since everyone was adults you all drove separately, well except for Luke and Jack. “How've you been?” You asked, smiling and you and him walked back to the house. “Great! Everyone in NJ is amazing, they all love me there.” He winked and you laughed. God how you missed this family.

“Quinn is on his way, he should be here soon.” He said, checking his watch. Just then Luke ran out of the house. “y/n!” He yelled as you smiled. “Congratulations on getting drafted!” You said, hugging him. “Thanks!” He smiled giddily. “God, now im stuck with him for the rest of my life.” Jack rolled his eyes. “So, tell me all about it.” You said as you three walked inside. “So! First me and everyone was sitting in our living room and we waited and waited. Then the devils were up-” He was cut off by Quinn. “Hello family.” He said lifting his sunglasses and setting down his bags. “Hey Quinn.” You smiled, slowly walking up to him. You hugged him and he rubbed your back, you heard Jack and Luke snickered and Quinn flipped them off. “Hows it been?” You said softly. “Wonderful. How've you been?” He asked. “Good, Luke was just telling me all about his draft.” You said walking back over to him and setting your phone down on the couch. “Ill help with your bags.” You said, grabbing his stuff and walking to your room. You set his backpacks down and he wrapped his arms around your waist. “Oh man I missed you.” He said buying his head into your neck. You hummed and held back. “When are we gonna be officially together.” He mumbled. “When you start acting like a man and stop being scared of your family, im pretty sure they have made bets at this point.” You said and he laughed.

“Ive missed you to Quinn.” You said, kissing his nose and heading back downstairs. Your mother walked in along with the Hughes parents, Jim and Ellen. “Hey mom!” You said, hugging her. “y/n how've you been?” Ellen walked over and hugged you as well. You hugged Jim as Quinn headed downstairs. “Ive been good! What have you guys been up too?” You asked. After some catching up and you finally hearing the end of Lukes story, it had passed eleven. Yawning, you stood up. “Well ill see you all tomorrow, im gonna head up and go to bed.” You said heading up the stairs. “Goodnight!” You yelled before shutting your door an getting changed. You heard more talking as you headed into the bathroom and took off your makeup. You heard Quinn say goodnight and head up the stairs. “Quinny!” You yelled as he entered the room, he walked into the bathroom and smiled. He pecked a kiss to your lips. “So when are you moving to Vancouver so we can live together forever?” He asked and you giggled. “Quinn, we all know how that would play out.” You said stepping out of the bathroom and into your room. The room was small, it had a slanted ceiling and a kings size bed. You and Quinn had decorated it with many pictures of you guys when you were younger. You smiled looking at them and crawled into the bed. “Cmon baby, please. I hate how I only get to see you over the summer.” He said, walling back into the room and crawling into bed with you. “So, this is the year.” You said, sitting up. “This is the year we finally get together and I move to Vancouver and you tell your family.” You said, playing with his hair. “Fine.” He whispered and pecked a kiss to your lips as you fell asleep in his arms.

The next morning you woke up in the same spot you fell asleep in, and Quinn was still there too. You check the time and it was about nine so you shook him awake. “Quinn, wake up.” You whispered as he cracked his eyes open and smiled. “Should we tell them today?” You said and his smiled dropped an he groaned. “Yeah.” He muttered. You laughed as you pushed him out fo bed and crawled out yourself. It was chilly that morning so you put on a University Of Michigan sweatshirt and some sweatpants and headed downstairs. Quinn soon followed and met everyone on the deck. “So, me and y/n have something to tell you all.” He said and you choked on your coffee, you didn't think he'd tell them right away. “what's up sweetie?” His mom asked and yours shot you a look. “We are going to live together, in vancouver. She will move in with me and we will officially be, together.” He said and you smiled, all the heads turning towards you. “Honey? Is this true?” Your mom asked, putting a hand on top of yours. “Yeah, it is.” You said smiling looking up at Quinn who was smiling at you, then you turned to your mother. Her look was shocked but it slowly turned into a smile. Quinn sat down next to you and wrapped his arm around your shoulder. “Jack you owe me fifty dollars.” His mother said, slamming her hand on the table. “Me too.” Luke said, and you laughed. “Don't forget me.” Their father said, chuckling and you all laughed together.

You set the final box down in your new shared apartment. “Its final.” You said, hugging Quinn. “I love you.” He said and you leaned into him. “I love you too, Quinn.” You said, your voice almost a whisper. You looked up to him and he kissed you, a deep passionate kiss that was the first of many. Quinn talked about it nonstop and practice that day, about how you two were official and you'd be given all the personalized sweatshirts and jackets the spouces were given for games. You were brought along to all the charity events, signings, and other events like dinners and stuff. It was all you could've dreamed of, and of course the following year when you two arrived at the cabin for the summer,

You could finally call yourselves a couple.

fin

#quinn hughes #quinn hughes fanfiction #nhl writing #nhl #nhl fic #vancouver canucks #hockey fic #viral #luke hughes #jack hughes #nj devils #new jersey devils #quinn hughes oneshot #nhl smut #nhl fluff #writing #fluff #quinn hughes fluff

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estrophore · 1 year

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Signalis Post (barely coherent thought vomit)

So I finished signalis on Monday and i think ive just about recovered enough for me to make a gush post about it on tumblr dot com, which i think i have to do cause i dont think any other game has really hit me as hard as this one. Spoilers obvs.

Being pre-transion, with that associated depression and closing off from oneself, ive always found it difficult to get out my feelings, even in private with just myself, and yet signalis has filled me throughout with its beautiful romantic melancholy and left me genuinely sobbing for the gay robot and her space girlfriend (almost worried that if id played this game on estrogen it might actually have just killed me on the spot). the only other times i can think of where i really cried were playing We Know The Devil near the beginning of the year, which really fkin hit the part of me that struggles to accept myself, and that time i rewatched the last episode of she-ra after reading the ‘Word War Etheria’ fanfic, which brings the characters so much more to life i fell for them all over again.

Signalis is a game that calls back to a lot of classic horror like resident evil and silent hill, which i havent got round to playing any of yet, but i think nostalgia works both ways sometimes and i’ll be playing them sooner now. sometimes horror gets stereotyped as all death and violence, some games fill themselves with skulls and corpses, and big ugly monsters and basically shout ‘DEATH!’ in your face repeatedly and it all just comes off as a bit garish and ridiculous and not actually very scary really. Signalis sits at the other end of that scale (with some of my other fav horror games like soma, cry of fear) where its environs are most usually just… quiet. Still. Muffled. Sad. just as often as theres tension or creeping fear because of this i find theres a strange kind of comfort too. Maybe its just that in most other genres of games theres so much of music, UI elements, pickups and interactibles with vibrant design. Here, theres room for your mind to just occupy the space. A soft fog. A dimly lit room. An empty train. Snow out a window. Liminal spaces that dont expect anything from you.

Signalis is a game thats just simply, unapologetically gay, and i dont think i would have been quite so invested in Elster and Ariane’s relationship if they were a straight couple. Its why representation is important, if art’s way for us to explore our emotions then its important to have media that we can relate to. Even Adler’s role isnt typically masculine. Our replika characters are manufactured, designed for certain roles in the base. Notes from the tough Stars and Storchs in the shooting range, the dollish Eules with the fairy lights and music player in the dorm. I couldnt help but think of groups of Eules sat around chatting, together, and im yearning for that feeling of togetherness, of understanding a friend that closely. I somehow missed the couple in the mineshaft (next playthough, ill find you v_v ). Despite the harshness of life in the Eusan nation (especially for the gestalts) the characters in it are defined by their feelings of belonging and hope. With the obvious parallels to east germany, i think of posters of cosmonauts and space travel from the time. Propaganda, sure but also made with the genuine belief in something greater. When the events of the game take this away, well, we find the last Kolibri, whod rather lose herself than lose her [ah. Im not sure theres a word here to properly describe the relationship they embody]. Its a game defined by loneliness.

We dont lie up at night scared by some corrupted android. We arent stuck with horror at the flesh everywhere, not on its own. We lie awake thinking about Elster and Ariane’s love for each other, the horror of their decline, the futility of trying to hold on forever. Its existential horror done perfectly. It shows an ending postponed and stretched far beyond its limits, and so squarely reminds you that you do, in fact, have to die one day. You’ll break down. One day you’ll say your last words to the people you love and you wont even know you have. Ariane’s final few diaries arrive with the full force of the narrative behind it, like a spear through my heart. For the record, I got the promise ending. Im still sad. It's a game about raging desperately against an unfair ending. I might think about this game for the rest of my life. I would sincerely say its an artistic masterpiece, by the sure definition of video games as art.

I like that the story leaves a lot open and abstract. I think it makes the emotional themes takes centre stage more. And i havent had nearly enough time to sift through it and come up with my own takes, we’ll need a few more playthroughs for that. And theres so much more to say that cant go in just these few paragraphs! Signalis is a game about two girls who had to run away from everything to find someone they belonged with. The universe may be cold and bleak, but you have to try, you might just find something beautiful, even if it doesnt last forever. I think if anything, we should all have the chance to find love and happiness like that, and we shouldnt have abandon a world that doesnt work for us to do it.

#signalis #lgbt #lesbian #long ass emotional ramble post #fuck im nearly crying again #horror #liminal #signalis spoilers #elster #ariane yeong

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random-potato-mil · 1 month

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So I watched Asher Gharavi new shorts video about The Mourner and it send my brain in a creative spiral.

I don't write very often and mostly for school, but I felt like writing this down. Dosent have anything to do with the short other than the concept of the mourner and how it works.

So if you wanna read that it's under the cut:

Tw: mention of dead, illness and similar

Sry for spelling mistakes I can't be bothered to fixed them.

They say that stories live forever and i suppose thats the reason im writing this. One last story so there is still a part of me left when im gone.

The stories call it the mourner. A creature with a human like siluote. If you see it from a distance it would fool you, but when it is right in front of you its a diffrent story. Its eyes are long and dripping, red around the edges, with a milky dust color. No iris. And its skin is cracky like old dry wall, its limps seeming unable to hold themselves up. It would look completly dead if not for the slow rythmic moves of its body when it breathes.

You probably already know what it means when someone has seen the mourner, but this is not some heart warming victory story of narrowly avoding my own dead and living to tell the tale. No. The mourner is still here with me as i write.

However before going any furtere with my story i need to confess something. I dident belive the mourner was real. I thought it was just some tale told to scare kids or some mass hallucination. It seems more likely that peopel experiencing near death events starts hallucinating and sees the creatures that they have been told would show up. But it does exists. At least i dont want to belive its an hallucination. It calms me. I know i know. Most peopel describe it as beeing scary and feeling fear as they see it. And i understand why someone would feel that way. Beeing scared of the mourner. But you cant really blame it for how it looks.

When it came my first thoughts was something of the lines of "guess its my time now". That might sound very depressing but i have known for a while i dident have a lot of time left. The doctors have increased my medication recently and i am stuck in bed. I do get visits and see the nurse's then and there, but it still feels very lonely. And do know i dont blame anyone for me feeling this way. I know they are sparring all the time they can to come check on me, despite it not beeing a pretty version of me to remember. My grandkid Brielle couldent even regonise me with all the tubes, and hided behind her mom. She is such a sweet little girl, and it broke my heart.

I suppose that might have influenced my reaction to the mourner. Despite its looks it reminded me of some etheral mother forced to see its children pass away. All the stories of survivers telling that the mourner helped them escape their fate made alot more sense after i saw it myself. It looked like it wanted to help. To change my fate. But it was simply unable too.

The mourner took a seat at the bed next to mine, and laid a hand on the blanket that hugged me. Its dripping eyes looking at me sadly. I think it might have been crying for me. Is crying for me. It stayed silent. After a bit i gathered enough strength to say a weak "your real" though a few coughs and give my best smile. A sad smile.

The mourner hasent left my side since then, and i do enjoy the company. I do feel my power weaken and my body giving away to this diseases growing inside of me, but im not scared. I think it will be okay on the other side.

Call me naive but seeing the mourner has given me the belief in the supernatural. If it can exists why not an afterlife?

I suppose the moral of the story is that you shouldent be scared of the mourner. It dosent mean any harm. And to my daughter. I love you. You have grown into a wonderful adult. Im sorry i wont be able to be with you in the future. You got this.

Love

- Gran

#creative writing #writing #short story #ashur gharavi #the mourner #tw dead #tw mention of death #tw illness #tw mention of illness

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skybristle · 9 months

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more sparks please. girl what happened to you and do i have to kill anyone

rbs > likes

These two. dw shes already fucking them up. hashtag feminism! [they are also both women]

these two n what they do to her [i wont go fully into it but just elaborae since i already summarized it here in my post abt maw but]. yeah. When she was constructed she was a very ambitious iterator and very. jittery and eager to help her kind and very very radiant. probably the perfect iterator!

of course.... as ive probably heavily alluded to ash is a POS ! as her senior, and the only one in their group at the time, she looks to him for guidance and feels so terrible finding out how fucked up he is with his own colony and how he is struggling to bear it [he IS depressed and chronically ill however also just. has zero accoutnability or responsibility whatsoever and refuses to recongize his mistakes ever or consider his actions beyond what he receives from them] so of course as they fall for eachther and she helps him shoulder his burden he simply takes it for granted and does little to return the favor. its soo unbalanced and unhealthy but sparks is just trying and trying because god !! she wants to be good !! she wants to help people !!! so fucking bad!!!

but shes left bleeding alone, in an overextended structure as they operate on her while shes awake, overclocking her systems and sendinf electricity like lightning down her puppet, he basically messages maw Once to try and get her to knock it off before falling back into his patter nof laziness like welp! did what i can do ! and has the audacity to whine to sparks about feeling inadequate. and she really has no choice but to get back up and dust herself off and live with this reality, which persists quite literally forever, even if its less stressful when her colony eventually leaves. and she stays stuck in this delusion that ash couldnt have done any more and that it was just unfortunate and.. he still needs her help she cant leave him in the dust [what did he do to her again?].

especially as their local group slowly grows and he kind of refuses to accept the responsibility so sparks is also shouldering mentorship and taking care of them and etc. the only exception really is whispers who isnt allowed to speak to sparks because their colony is an asshole so they grow close to their designated senior and ash actually does take the kid kinda under his wing as much as he sucks, mainly at sparks concerns initially.

shes also. super badly traumatized by maw and a lot of that fear and paranoia echo especially later on when maw *actually hurts another iterator*. shes well aware how much maw resents her and maw is the only thing to really scare her. over time sparks loses her whimsy and just becomes very calcualted and dilligent. takes little pleasure in it anymore but if shes not working shes nothing, even as she makes her issues and overextension worse she hasnt rested in ages.

once mass ascension happens and ash bascialyl goes 'welp im done. see ya'll' now that nobody is literally there to make him do his job and goes into sleepmode completely disregarding all the work sparks has done for their group and for *him* not just to appease his colony on his behalf thats when she finally breaks this delusion she has and fucking snaps. she still is kidn of in the position where now shes FORCED To hold authority because hes gone but doesnt bother to try with those who dont answer to her. shes just so angry and frustrated and just workaholics it all away but its really. its not helpful long term and this anger is just building as things in their group get worse and worse as he sleeps in the distance none the wiser.

and, finally, when whisper's emergency broadcast rings true and all hell breaks loose- and he wakes up and the first thing he does is crawl back to sparks to make her do his shit again without even acknowledging his abandonment for many many kilocycles she just completely fucking loses it on him. dedicates herself to- rather than try to put ehr group back together and aid whispers, she just charges headfirst into hurting everyone whos ever hurt her. im still trying to figure out what goes on with maw but as for ash. she creates the brainiac to steal his seniority but also just hijack his structure in an incredibly painful manner. just so she can feel her pain. oh, and just like her, she wont have anyone to crawl to for sympathy [being needlessly cruel and ignoring others suffering? sounds a lot like maw. disregarding the needs of your group to chase a selfish goal as someone lay dying? sounds a lot like ash. lol. lmao even].

after she gets the seniority crown she starts having a guilt crisis. then whispers. uhm. Well. Escapes starlight's can and jumps in the void sea [ive been alluding to it this whole time but nobodies said anything so. ill just lay that here and let u guys react] she finally realizes how badly she fucked up [thats what makes her better than maw and ash] and what shes done and how much shes kind of fucked over her bridges with the people who actually cared about her [chimes and ochre especially] and. yeah. i need to piece out what happens after this still but i mean starlight and maw r still kicking around and sparks now has the responsibiltiy to do SOMETHING which would probably resul in violent retallion from at least maw and kick this bs and sparks hurt and anger up all over again. lol. lmao even.

#sky rambles #rain world #rain world oc #oc tag: countless swirling sparks #oc tag: plunging flows of ash #oc tag: erupting maw #story tag: bending horizons #<- just realized i should have a tag like that ill go back and add it to my other posts

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jetammo · 4 months

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hi :]

its what wouldve been my 25th birthday in exactly 23 minutes as of starting this

i used to rlly hate it since obviously im kinda dead and all but its grown on me, i have people to celebrate with that i love so much and will forever cherish

its been almost two years since i formed, i think i formed in late july early august? i was understandably scared and confused, last i checked i was dead. ive had my fair share of ups and downs since then id say. i realized a lot about myself which took a while to accept, hung around with the wrong people, realized more stuff again, found someone i love so much, realized even more stuff for a third time, found the second person i absolutely adore, and now were here

i dont think i wouldve made it this far in this system without the incredible support ive gotten from my friends and partners, and i really want to just give them all the thanks they deserve

syk, im so thankful for all the times our sophomore year you listened to me cry and ramble endlessly and overpowered those cries with endless support and reassurance, its really made all the difference and im proud of the person i am today. i couldnt have done it without you

rowan, thank you for being such an incredible partner and the undying reassurance you gave me regarding all the questions i had and helping me work through my fears and trauma, even if we dont see each other all that often anymore. i love you so very much and you mean more than i could ever express. heres to the years we knew each other in the past and to the years we have ahead of us. happy birthday to your whole system as well, birthday twin

rosie, thank you for being able to always be there when i need you. i still find it hilarious how we met and where we are now. i couldnt imagine in my wildest dreams being here with someone like you. you help me though so much and it means the world to me. i love you so much words fail me and i dont think ill ever be able to form them when im with someone like you

thank you everyone whos stuck by me these wild couple of years, you guys are the best <3

#-🪜

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goremet-chef · 1 year

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just found someone who makes monster hunter lego builds do NOT speak to me im. this. GRGRGRG

anyways heres some gifs i have of monsters cuz im in love with this series forever and always (super long ramble SFJKS ive been writing this for hours)

odogaron + ebony odo is like.... you dont understand. thats me i kin so many monsters from MH its insane like.. thats literally me nothing reflects me better LOOK AT THEM. rathalos, odogaron, nargacuga like any red scary thing i resonate with deep in my soul its insane

this one is one of my headmates favorites. shrieking legi really came thru when he was having a bad time and i love this for him. ITS JUST LIKE... so many of the monsters resonate with us on such personal levels, that its hard to even explain. i am selfish, and i do view monster hunter as my game (got that autism special) like these are my creatures they were made for me

REAL TALK THO, these two were genuinely actually made for me look at this shit

unknown (black flying wyvern) and valstrax my beloveds. fucking god tier

the fact that i already resonate with the rathalos so hard, and it turns out theres a black and red edgier cool version of it/????like are you insane when i discovered this thing i was. SO UNWELL IN MY CHANNEL ON DISCORD i literally rambled about it for AN HOUR STRAIGHT. then when i found out about valstrax i rambled about that one for an hour too SKFJS like wow they are so cool. autism is real

also have this one, xeno'jiiva is so. MHW was my first MH game (say what you will) and god damn. im gonna be real idk if id be so into it if it wasnt for MHW, cuz like.... the main appeal of the entire game series to me is the monsters themselves. like im. when i first started i was TOO SCARED TO FIGHT THE GREAT JAGRAS (yknow. the first large monster you fight 😭😭 like the 3rd quest. insane) because ive never been into fighting games and having something large PURSUE ME didnt sound pleasant

crazy that i went from being too scared to play it again to LITERALLY playing for 72 hours almost STRAIGHT with minimal pee and sleep breaks, and giving myself carpal fucking tunnel cuz i was just. obsessed. AUTISM IS REAL

went from couldnt stand 10 minutes of it to 400 hours in game SKFJSD

and i would do it again bitch!!!

so what im SAYING. alright. is that im not a fighter in games (well NOW i am, but before i super wasnt) but what drew me in was how i could just.. watch. how i could see all the big scary monsters sleep and eat and walk around and fight eachother. how i could get their tracks, listen to their sounds, ETC. like it was so. IT WAS THRILLING and ive never been more in love

like for context my first special interest is fnaf and i wouldnt be anything like myself if i never got into fnaf like life changing shit. but i gotta say, i mean. ive played the fnaf games and i love the story and EVERYTHING this is not a diss on my first home!!!! but i played MHW to the point of exhaustion, to where i needed to have an arm brace and even then despite the HORRIBLE PAIN in my wrist, i still kept playing

i played so much i literally managed to rub the s and w letters of my siblings keyboard KSJFSF like it was for real. i miss that, like a lot. i dont play as much anymore because i mean. i have it on my laptop. my laptop is a gaming laptop and it can run!! but its better for my

yknow i dont think i have an actual reason and im literally about to cry thinking about it SKFSFJ the good computer with the good graphics and running is my siblings and id need permission, yknow how it is. PLUS im a bit stuck? i need an urugaan ruby for my barioth mission lmao but ill get there

monster hunter world is so beautiful. the environments are fucking stunning, the visual upgrade for the monsters was INSANE and just watching them be animals? it brings me so much joy KSJSJSJ

one of my favorites is the rotten vale, which is funny cuz i remember the first time i ever went there i was so. PARANOID. i use sound with pretty much everything i play since my eyes might not track everything thats happening, so hearing the ambience for the vale freaked me out so much, i stayedat the camp for SO LONG and good thing too cuz the radobaan makes its way down that path and i was shook SKFJSF

also the big fucking dalamadur skeleton in the vale is so. UGHHHH

i love horror and rot and decay!!! its frightening its unsettling but even still the vale is such a necessary part of the ecosystem!!! like wow monsters come there to DIE? are youINSANE

(dalamadur is like one of the biggest monsters for reference. the whole upper part of the vale is made of its skeleton cuz its a big snake its so UGHHH)

also the???? STOMACH ACID POOL?

they were cooking bro,,,,, such a gorgeous and unsettling environment goddd

like GOD i cant think of anything better, the story for MHW is so good man. the tracker said "its an ecological marvel" and i took that personally (i repeat that so much about random shit its not even funny how long ive been doing that for)

or how like... any of the docile monsters (tobi kadachi, banbaro, kulu ya ku, ETC) i genuinely if i go on expedition, and i see theres a docile monster in one of the locales, ill go there and just follow them around the ENTIRE TIME SFKSFS

heres SEVERAL pics of me with banbaros at different times KSJFS

that isnt even all of them with JUST banbaro 💀💀💀 its my favorite activity

and sometimes i get hit with the banbaro / nightshade paolumu / coral pukei combo!!!! thats a triple docile whammy!!!!! thriving

also heres a cute viper tobi shot :] love viper tobi

also also i cant believe i never said anything yet but VAAL HAZAK??? my actual liege look at this mf

MY LORD!!! vaal is so fucking cool man. and the KICKER??? DOCILE

whenever i do this quest i do just follow it around for a while (which. ive had to do this quest A LOT cuz i thought i get vitality crystals from it (yknow cuz i got some from it) so i have probably 100% killed more vaal hazak than any of the other elder dragons SKFJSF

vaal hazak is so cool cuz its covered in rotten meat and uses the effluvium (corpse gas) as its like. life source. it pulls excess effluvium from the vale into itself and expels it when theres not enough, so its keeping the ecosystem tame its so cool UGHH

also one of its moves it plays dead its so fucked up itll fall over like you've knocked it over and then just lay there but you hear its inhale and it looks up and BLASTS YOU with its effluvia gas beam (WHICH. THAT THING HURTS!!!!!! for real the effluvium attack is so. plus it also halves yr health? like if vaal hits you with that shit itll give you miasma or whatever and it HALFS YR HEALTH BAR and you gotta eat a nulberry to negate it

im not one for switching shit around in my like item bar tho (MAINLY cuz most the time ive played MHW was with my siblings mouse and its scroll bare was broken so swapping items was hard) so i just put on like 3 effluvia resistance gems and it cant give me miasma. problem solved SKFSJF

i did get so tired of fighting it cuz yknw its a hard fight its an elder dragon, but i will say like the MUSIC? thats one of the things like. when we fought megan in the forest, they gave us battle music and THAT is why i kicked ass and abandoned all my fear, monster hunter instincts kicked in and i tanked alright like it was NOTHING, battle music just hits different

vaal hazak theme is so fucking good!!!! "keeper of hades" ARE YOU INSANE? HAVE YOU LOST YOUR MIND????? i cant believe this shit!!!!!!!!

youtube

monster hunter stop being the coolest franchise ever challenge KSFJSF

i did do vaal hazak fight with no music before cuz i was trying to see and. THE MUSIC DOES SO MUCH? literally there was like no adrenaline without the music it was just. :| oh. im in the vale. thats the dragon. hes gonna breath attack. okay LIKE IT WAS SO LACK LUSTER IT WAS INSANE

i never realized how much the music did for fights but its so.. vital bro like it gets you in the fighting mood it compliments the monster and the area its !!!GRAAAAHHHH

monster hunter soundtrack is literally so fucking good. BANGERS back to back literally every song is so fucking cracked its epic

dont even get me STARTED on "proof of a hero" that song makes me stim so fucking hard man it makes me feel so fucking good. my sibling made his ringtone for me that song and AUGHHH crying sobbing

like yeah this is proof that im a hero!!! literally makes me feel so proud and FOR WHATTTT

idk im such a firm believer in the importance of sound design, sound design is EVERYTHINGGG and MH does such a good job with that shit, the monster roars and environmental ambience, audio cues to what attack is gonna happen, the music its all. perfect 10/10 godtier shit

anyways this is my monster hunter ramble, it most likely will happen again. love this game with all my heart

#monster hunter #MHW #MH #monster hunter world #another love letter to this game #even tho ive written like 50 things like this in other places #JUST AS LONG TOO SFKJSF #Youtube

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fucked around and assigned mario kart mains for some ff7 characters. ill do more if anyone truly wants it but here we go

ill explain these as shortly as possible here so bare with me. if these dont make sense im sorry

- these arent chosen by stats mainly just by Feeling . my gut feeling

- characters are mainly chosen bc of how they act/who i think they’d like. I feel most confident in those ngl

now that those 2 main points have been stated ill just. ramble on about my thoughts for this:

sephiroth would cry and throw up over rosalinas backstory so of course he’d main her. why wouldnt he. thats their girl they love her so much

(not in a weird way need to preface that)

mashing other hcs in here as well I think seph would dabble in playing videogames in general, so they’d kinda care about stats? but not too much. theyre not like rlly rlly serious about mario kart but when they are He’d have a completely different loadout lol.

genesis would absolutely not gaf about stats he just chooses what represents him most or some other bullshit reason like that. king boo bc hes a KING , fire motorbike because hes COOL, and bowser glider because hes SUPER STRONG!! pretty straightforward. he would be horrible at mariokart btw . he normally falls into 6th place or under

hes such a sore loser he blames every single bad thing on everyone else he plays with EXCEPT himself

zack is so obviously a yoshi guy that i didnt even have to think about it. he’d love yoshi!!! so ofc hes gonna play as him!!! likes the buggy and glider bc it looks funny.

genesis gets pissed off over the fact zacks better at mario kart than him. how could I get beat by a guy with THAT loadout? Unbelievable . hes just super jelly of his awesome skills

id feel like angeal would want to make his loadout match, he’d choose matching vehicles and tires as much as he can. Yes he chooses the mercedes benz No i will not explain this you just have to get it. Also! yeah he plays as himself. Self explanatory i think he just would play as his mii. He’d be alright at the game, not too good not too bad.

LAST ONE!!! cloud. he chooses toad not only to annoy everyone else but also bc zack said toad reminds him of cloud and he forever stuck with it because of how absurdly dumb that is. OF COURSE he’d choose the badass motorbike with a black and gold glider. all bc he thinks it makes him look cooler, despite being a TOAD MAIN… whatever . he plays this game so much, yet has the worst fucking luck EVEERRR. he would get red shelled 4 times in a row and then slip on a banana peel as he gets struck by lightning back to back

would they all play with eachother? maybe. genesis and sephiroth cannot play competitive games with eachother because they always end up fighting the entire time but other than that im SURE THEYD ALL HAVE A GREAT TIME… hopefully

anyways i apologize for the length of this post i put a lot of thought into this can you tell. im trying to get used to sharing my own headcanons publicly 😭😭😭 scared to tag this but whatever.

#genesis rhapsodos #zack fair #sephiroth #cloud strife #angeal hewley #ff7 crisis core #droplets of sweat forming as i add these #lets hope i dont delete this one #dont tag this as ship. adding this just in case ok

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fallingfor-fics · 2 years

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Teachers Pet- chapter 69: Nights

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Chapter 68

I had fallen asleep at some point on the dingy beds provided, Harry and I had been up all night trying to find a way to get out, but with no hope left we gave up. We were awoken by a loud banging on the door, both of us jumping up quickly. The door opened and a masked man tossed two trays in and then shut the door right after, Harry soon got up walking over to grab them.

He handed me one and I thanked him. It was a couple slices of sausage and a cheese sandwich along with a glass of pumpkin juice. Harry began devouring his, clearly starving but I stared down at my food, feeling nauseous and lightheaded. I got up and went to the bathroom. Looking in the mirror at my pitiful appearance, frizzy hair stuck to my sweaty face, I was pale as a ghost with dark circles under my eyes. I lifted up my shirt and l let out a sigh looking up and away from the sight, the torn material was completely soaked in blood. Unwrapping it I held in a loud cry at the pain. The blood running down my torso and seeping into my pants. The cuts were not clotting and there was double the amount i'd fallen asleep with. I had never seen this before and panicked a bit on the inside, I didnt want to scare Harry and figured there was nothing he could do. I re wrapped them up wincing once again at the freezing pain of tying it off.

A few hours later and the familiar masked men came to fetch us both. We followed them down the halls this time and they brought us to what looked like a dining room, a table and chairs sat there with Voldemort at the head. "Please sit down." he said and Harry and I abided sitting down slowly. "I think before we make any major decisions, we do a little test to see what you two need to work on before we launch our attack." he grinned proud of himself for his little plan. "No I already told you, Im not helping you." I stated back and Harry just nodded in agreement. "And I told you, you had no choice. You can fight me on it and look just like your friend here, or you can just accept the inevitable." he sneered and I scoffed at him, "Beat me up all you want, ill kill you before you get the chance to use me as a weapon." he didn't like this comment at all and his eyes flickered, "What do you think you were made for? You are my weapon, and like it or not you both are at my disposal." I glared at him, refraining from trying to fight with the powerful man. I could press the limits since we both knew he couldn't kill me if he had hopes of using me in the war that was to come. He dismissed us saying he was doing us a favour by giving us a couple days to get used to our new residence before testing and training was to begin.

We spent the next couple of days here, I lost track of the days, but surely it was Sunday or Monday, time for everyone to be back at the school. And Harry and I grew worried. I worried for Severus everyday, knowing he was beating himself up somewhere, not being able to locate me and staying up forever until he did. I was only getting worse, not sure how I hadn't passed out yet. With each day, more cuts appeared on my torso and chest, bleeding endlessly. I think the only thing that kept me from bleeding out was the shirt I tied around me and my sister's power coursing through my veins. The curse had brought many abilities and no doubt it was the glue keeping my fragile heart beating

Snape POV

Severus was definitely a wreck, hair a mess, skin pale as ever as he wandered aimlessly looking for you, never stopping. No one had expected it would take this long to search for you. Albus grew more worrisome about the things Voldemort would awaken in you. Severus disliked the group he was searching with but had grown a tolerance for Hermione. She seemed to be the only one as dedicated to finding you both. Sure Remus and Sirius were searching just as hard, but they took time to rest along with Ron, but Hermione powered through that, never stopping for a breath. "Look up there!" Hermione shouted and the rest of the group watched the metal blue ball zip through the air towards them, "They found it!" Ron said smiling and they all apparated quickly to the location. 'Finally' Severus thought, feeling the weight lift a little bit off his back, but he wasn't going to be at peace until he saw you safe and sound. They approached the land meeting with the other members of the order. It was a big stone building along the cliffs by the shore. Severus had only been to this area a few times over the years but could see why it took so long to find, a shimmering barrier could be seen around it, no doubt a spell to keep others out. "Whats the plan?" Hermione asked and Severus stood thinking for a moment. "Everyone stay put, Lupin and Black will come with me." he said not waiting for a confirmation before heading over to the side of the building. The night was on their side, the dark concealing them from first glances. As much as Severus despised the two men, they were talented enough and cared about Harry and you enough to give you two the best chance at success.

Y/n POV

I layed there looking up at the ceiling, contemplating everything I'd done up until this moment. I was so tired but not just from exhaustion, the gashes on my stomach had spread to my chest and now made their way around me, bleeding endlessly. "Y/n look!" I heard Harry whisper loudly and I sluggishly, using all my energy, sat up. I got up faster when I saw what it was. A patronus. The blue light shining from it and casting onto everything in the room. It was a large black dog and I looked over at Harry. "Its Sirius Blacks patronus!" he quipped excitedly and I examined it as it ran around and out of the room through the wall. "A-are you sure?" I asked in a tired voice, and he nodded quickly. "Looks like the dark lord is going to have to find other kids to beat up." he said as he readied himself for a fight. "How are they going to get through all the guards?" I asked, clutching my side and walking to the door. "I'm not sure but I know they can do it." he said staying positive.

Snape POV

"Wait Severus," Sirius held the man's arm back and Snape gave him a glare, "You shouldn't come in, your position will be compromised." Sirius stated and Remus nodded along. Severus had been so worried about getting to you he'd forgotten about not being able to be the one to actually save you. He wanted nothing more than to argue with the two men, but he knew, bottom line, they were right. "Just wait back at the Grimmauld. We will apparate straight there once we get them." Remus suggested and Severus looked over at the man hesitantly. "I wont let anything happen to her." Remus reassured him and the tall dark man questioned his sentence, reading the mans mind he kept his shock hidden at the fact Remus knew a bit about you and him. But time was of the essence so he reluctantly made his way back to the rest of the Order.

"You two come with me." He pointed at Ron and Hermione, "where?" the smart girl asked before budging, "Back to Blacks house." Ron nodded, walking over to Snape, "No I'm going to stay and help." Hermione stated and Severus shook his head, "Hogwash, come on." the man drawled out in his strict deep tone. "No." she said apparating across the hill down next to Remus and Sirius, Severus watched as they argued with the girl as well but they gave in much quicker, Ron gave a sympathetic look to Severus and made his way down the hill to his girlfriend's side. Severus huffed watching as the four coincided about their plan. This was the worst thing imaginable to the gloomy angry many.The only one smart enough to handle something like this and he couldn't do it.

Y/n POV

Harry and I stood ready at the door, soon we heard a thud, looking at each other we waited. Hearing a few grunts and zaps from the other side of the door. "That's gotta be them." Harry chirped up and I nodded standing back from the large wooden door that rattled with the sound of someone being thrown against it. "How on earth are we supposed to find out which room they are in?" I could hear a muffled Hermione ask, Harry and I both jumped to the door, banging on it and yelling. "IN HERE IT'S US!" I yelled as we continued to knock on it hard with closed fists. "WE ARE IN HERE!" I yelled and soon I heard a zap hit the door. It opened up and I was met with a very relieved Remus and Hermione, both of them running up to hug Harry and I. "Are you two alright?" Remus asked, cupping our faces and giving us a quick glance over. We both nodded and we heard Ron call out, "Guyssss!" We all looked out and saw a group of death eaters ready to stop us from leaving. I felt the room spin a bit as I moved quickly and pulled out my wand. All of the sudden spells were being cast out left and right, flashes coming from all around. We were all backs together fighting off the surrounding Death eaters. "Cruico!" I heard Sirius yell swiftly pointing his wand and hitting one of the Death eaters, he fell to the ground moaning in pain from the curse. That was one down I thought as we deflected spells coming towards us. I felt so weak but I fought through it not wanting to shut my heavy eyes until I was out of these godforsaken walls.

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a/n omg sorry I havent updated chapters here on tumblr in awhile but remember you can read it on wattpad too and its way ahead over there!

#snape imagine #professor snape #severusnape #severus snape #severus snape x reader #severus x reader #Snape slowburn #severus x reader slowburn #slytherin #hogwarts

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