growing up being told “bugs and lizards and snakes are far more scared of you than you are of them” and then watching everyone telling me this kill the offending bug or lizard or snake..caused me much confusion
if something (unworthy of love) is somewhere it doesn’t belong (or i don’t think it belongs), and I (the bigger/greater/better/purer being) am uncomfortable then I can beat or kill it to affirm my safety/superiority/dominance
it’s more scared of you than you are of it! you have the advantage! launch a preemptive counter strike and crush it first! even though you’re in little to no danger! nono don’t think about its feelings, don’t gently pick it up and let outside what’re you doing? you’re letting it manipulate you, you’re letting them win
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I’m SORRY FOR BEING TOXIC AND ATTENTION SEEKING I WAS THIRTEEN
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Wtf is this.....
Continuation.
Translation of second picture
Help me (repeating)
I can't live without the head
I'm dying
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you made me feel unlovable but thank you for showing me the truth
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journal 5/26/2023
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the mountain goats, "broom people" / flatsound, "you wrote 'don't forget' on your arm"
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having a panic attack is actually so EMBARRASSING especially when they’re rlly loud like afterwards you’ll be sitting there w ur face swollen to mars , snot all over ur hands &’ the ground under u is wet from tears &’ saliva ,,, n u just stare into the void for a bit before going on abt ur day as if u weren’t ripping ur hair out 34 seconds ago
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A poem about a traumatized little girl who got validation
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