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I don't think you were being overdramatic or complaining too much, people shouldn't have been rude in the comments, clicking X is the easiest thing in the world and if a person doesn't have anything nice to say, then they should say nothing
If those sort of comments continue, have you considered limiting comments to signed-in users? I think it would help ward them off
Thank you! I appreciate the support.
I have considered that, but I'm not sure how I feel about it. I've also noticed that a lot of questionable/rude comments do come from signed-in accounts, not just guest ones.
My new strategy has been immediately deleting the comments and/or muting the account in question. Trying to reason with people has kind of been burning me out emotionally.
Sometimes I feel like I can either be a writer or a moderator, and not both at the same time. I need to work on that.
#obvs i am writing#but I'm letting a lot of this get under my skin#in a way I think most people would call reasonable#also I thrive on comments with positive feedback#they really motivate me#so when that source of motivation is occasionally filled with off comments#it's hard to get back on track#I know I need to self motivate to write more#but it's hard#everyone is so kind most of the time#and their insights and suggestions make me think deeper about my own story#writing#myfic#personal#mini rant#asks#anon#fic#fanfic#fanfiction#writing things
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so on the subject of the "Crowley is secretly Revaan/Laverne/Levin/please Twst give us his name" theory, I think my feelings are best summed up as "I don't really buy it, but it's funny". like, in all seriousness, I'm not opposed to it; I have enjoyed the writing in Twst so far and I'm willing to trust that whatever happens will, you know, make sense and not be terrible. but I'm just not really convinced by the current evidence! maybe that'll change once we learn more, we'll see!
with that said, may I propose a few alternate theories about the possible Crowley/Revaan connection:
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#on this installment of things nobody asked but i'm going to talk about anyway#disclaimer that this is mostly a joke please don't get mad at me#(legit no shade to anyone) (speculation is one of the fun things about an ongoing fandom and you never know what'll turn out to be true!)#more seriously i do think there may be some connection that just isn't clear yet#but the more little breadcrumbs we get about what revaan was like the more i think crowley just doesn't act like him#i adore crowley don't get me wrong#(yes he's a dipshit. this is a feature not a bug.)#but like.#not to harp on the scene about lilia's nrc invitation (i am absolutely going to harp on it)#i do not believe that crowley would go through the trash to fish out the pieces and put them back together and save them#just because it was lilia's. just because lilia might want it again someday.#crowley can ✨yasashii✨ all he wants but we know what he's like#and i REALLY do not believe that lilia wouldn't recognize him. i didn't believe it before and i extra don't believe it now.#then again i do tend to be incredibly off about speculation so! who knows! i will trust the writing for now!#i do 100% believe that meleanor would fall in love with the world's biggest dumbass and then double down super hard. that part tracks.#that said i have decided that ambrose being revaan is actually the funnier option just because it would make crowley SO mad#it wouldn't make sense for him to be mad about it and that would just make him madder
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so I've started reading Journey to the West, and I more or less knew what to expect from Sun Wukong going in, no surprises there. Tripitaka, on the other hand, completely knocked my feet out from under me... I am enchanted
#who the hell picked this guy to go on a Monster Filled Adventure#journey to the west#jttw#tang sanzang#tripitaka#sun wukong#monkey king#technically i'm listening to an audiobook which was possibly not the best idea it's hard to keep track of the names in audio form#still i've been meaning to learn more about this story since it's one of those Foundational Works Of Classical Literature#and i know shit all about it#and this was the best way for me to jump in and stop putting it off#the version my library had is unfortunately abridged and i'm regretting THAT too#because it's already hinted at adventures they chose to skip and HEY I WANT TO HEAR ABOUT THAT ONE GO BACK#i may have to go back and read some of the missing chapters after i finish this version#either way i'm having a blast#monkey is hilarious#but tripitaka... bud... what is wrong with you#he's gonna have a heart attack before he gets anywhere near the west#this man lives in constant terror as far as i can tell#which like. fair. but also my man you decided to go on a monster filled adventure what did you expect#also listening to him get crabby about being hungry and monkey figuring eh better to get food so he doesn't get hangry#and use that stupid spell on me#amazing. what a little bitch. you're supposed to be a monk sir#my art
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I think the problem to me is that people who are mainly into the fandom side of star wars don't get that Maul is not the loud, dramatic monologuing villain he seems like around Obi-Wan. he is only "overconfident" in battle. every time he takes over a place or organization he has someone else be the public leader while he rules behind the scenes. he's nearly impossible to track down. he doesn't want to be the center of attention. he doesn't like when people pay attention to him. unless he wants to kill them
#hm i should make an original post tag#star wars#maul#darth maul#before the siege bo-katan mentions how hard it is to track him down. the inquisitors were surprised to find him in malachor.#he killed black sun's leaders and instead of declaring himself the new leader he put someone else in charge.#he took over mandalore and immediately put someone else in charge.#he took over crimson dawn but had someone else take the public role of leader.#the only time he purposefully shows himself is when he just came back to life and was trying to get obi-wan's attention#he was not the one who sent the message to obi-wan to bring him to mandalore‚ he just allowed it to happen.#he wanted the siege of mandalore to happen but he didn't 'invite' the jedi to the fight himself‚ he just believed they'd come.#and yet. despite all this. despite him being quiet and reserved most of the time. despite being shown many times as a cunning manipulator.#people reduce him to a caricature. he's just that angry dramatic freak yelling kenobi and running to fight him on sight
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#sth#infinite the jackal#sonic forces#maybe#my art#getting back on track#at least i try to#drawing mobians is still SO HARD sobs
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APOLOGIES FOR DISAPPEARING RIGHT AFTER THE SEXYMAN POLLS POSTS I got very sick once again ^^;
BUT I have stuff to post!! I have a project participation announcement, and I have asks/messages to get to, and art and fics to post too. Thank you for your patience as I start things up again ^^
#early stage pneumonia/bronchitis had to be taken care of#lots of sleeping#and then I am trying to take care of a much more serious health issue at the moment#it leaves me very drained at the moment and I am sleeping a lot right now#but I’m hoping to start treating it as soon as possible whatever that will look like#there’s still a lot of unknowns but I just am hoping there is a way to manage it quickly so I can get back to feeling like I’m living!!!!#I now also understand why I feel like I cannot pull my mind together or get anything done#I am not getting what I need for my brain to literally function everything is just so deficient#so that is probably why I am struggling so much to post things that I keep saying are done I can never seem to finish that 5% of uploading#and formatting and posting and AUGH#I will try very hard to get through this until things possibly get easier#and to interact with the community more like I used to#lots of hopes here#hoping I can get back on track
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Wanted to try my hand at a more sort of story book look! Been a minute since I made a piece like this!!!!
Oh I love these three so so much. Dandy sticks out so much compared to the primary colored pair hehe
#welcome home#wally darling#welcome home puppet show#welcome home arg#welcome home fanart#welcome home art#welcome home project#barnaby b beagle#welcome home wally#wally darling fanart#welcome home oc#dandy leon#my art#The homewarming update just has me missing christmas/winter time already#Feels nice to get to back track and make some winter art#don't feel like I drew a lot during winter#maybe I did? Doesn't feel like it#also been a minute since I drew Dandy and Wally together!!!!! awaaaah. Need to get back to drawing Dandy more in general tbh#been hard after that small problem but gotta bounce back!!!!!#dandally🌻🍎
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okay unironically I love so much that porter is like this world SUCKS its BAD here and it HURTS you why do you care abt it!!! and literally every single bad kid is like ngl we just hate ur ass it does not matter what ur philosophy is
#dimension 20#fantasy high junior year#not art#fhjy spoilers#its!!! gods I will Be My Ass in the tags rn. but thats so like. deliciously setting typical#like porter's desire is to transcend and his contempt for the world he's in feels. idk Real#like he plays the game bc he wants to win and be done with it. how do I word this#yknow. being a god would like. be his win state. when he gets that happening thats it his story is done he checks out#meanwhile the bad kids do actually just like playing the game lmao. like they love adventuring!#theyre so solidly Of This World. they carry the values that can only be born of it and they like having mastery over it#its a meta angle that I think is very fun specifically for d20 being in such a unique position in the zeitgeist when it first started#the rat grinders are from DnD Writ Large. porter wants to escape. but this is the bad kids' home its Their Actual Play Show#which makes it so fucking excellent to me that porter's question is somewhat of merit! its their show and it tries very hard to punish them#and they just straight up dont listen to him here lmao bc they hate him but! since the moment the academic track ended its been clear#that they save the world bc they Like Playing. With Each Others#thats what riz thinks the core of adventuring is! thats why fig stayed! and I also think thats why this hovers over elmville now and#a dead god is coming back in the school gym. porter is a shit evangelist but even if hes a good one I dont think it wouldve worked like he#wants it to. the only way he couldve escaped is if he'd not involved elmville at all. thats where the bad kids met dude#its a shitty place that fucks with them but they all come back here bc they wanna play with each others#and in that regard I think thats what the stress tokens ultimately means. Is This Game Still Fun To Play. ITS A RAGEQUIT LIMIT#Im literally running from one end to another of this conspiracy board Ive pulled out of nowhere#Ill draw after this I just wanna get this out. gods this episode has done nothing but furthering my delusion of grandeur actually#Im the hottest smartest manthing on earth Im king fucking midas over here. anyways uh! great ep!
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"it's just me."
you barely get a chance to roll onto your back before soonyoung's already climbing onto the bed and somewhat on top of you and your blankets, and it's only seconds later that he crashes. it's far from the first time this has happened (soonyoung is clingy and cuddly, especially when he's sleepy), but he manages to knock the wind out of you nonetheless. he rests his head on your chest, and you wiggle an arm out to curl around him as best as you can in your semi-trapped position.
"soonyoung--"
"just go back to sleep," he murmurs. "everything's fine."
you stroke his hair, thumb dipping down to graze his cheek at one point. "soonie--"
"i mean it," he says, eyes peering up in the low light to see yours. "i'm fine. just need to nap." his hand finds yours, and he wraps your arm around him as he snuggles in. he plants a kiss against your chest before resting his head against it again, eyes fluttering shut. "you can rest a little longer, too."
you settle back down after a moment, arms wrapped around soonyoung as you shut your eyes again. sometimes you swear this tiger is a teddy bear, but regardless of which he is, he's yours.
#nonranghaes.thoughts#seventeen drabbles#seventeen fluff#seventeen x reader#hoshi x reader#hoshi fluff#kwon soonyoung x reader#kwon soonyoung fluff#nonranghaes.svt#hi sorry i just. needed to write something short n soft#tw for medical stuff in the tags but i need to call hospice abt a catheter bc shes... getting weaker ultimately#which. i dont know if i should be Worried or if this is normal for someone in her condition yknow?#we've started tracking how much she eats bc shes never rly ate much like. Ever. and its hard to know when shes fully pulling back from food#most of the time though its just... quiet. she just sleeps a lot. i dont know what to make of it...#anyway sorry for the small vent here im just... getting through it all ig#i need a soonyoung to cuddle with and to help me feel like i can make it through this
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Maybe it is because I've been traveling a lot this year and dealing with visa shenanigans (nothing serious, don't worry), but every so often I think about how the modern world restricts ease of movement.
For example, one of the reasons people find The Return of Martin Guerre to be a fascinating book is because of how much that story couldn't happen now. Early modern people really could just pick up and start life over in another country just because they wanted to. Sure, technology limited how far you could go. But, it was possible.
Now I have to think long and hard about visas and citizenship and how long I've been in any particular place and report all of that to the government. And they can figure that out with the technology in my passport anyway, even if I didn't tell them.
There is much that I don't envy about the early modern world, or even the 19th century (which is my bread and butter), but they really don't make émigré life like they used to.
#my austrian residency permit expires this summer#and im already thinking hard about how to get back to Europe#and it's because i need this for my research#like look#i think both “the past was objectively terrible” and “the past was so much better” are politically loaded tales#but i cannot stress how modern this amount of tracking and being accounted for is
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I JUST FINISHED READING MASTER AND COMMANDER BY PATRICK O'BRIAN AND LORD DOES HE KNOW HOW TO WRITE A BOOK
#master and commander#aubreyad#jack aubrey#stephen maturin#LIKE THE CHARACTERS#AND THE ENDING#I found some of the nautical things hard to follow#Like the terms and such#And when they were watching the battle from the cliff I couldn't keep track of everything#But it didn't really matter because the rest of it was GREAT#There were so many funny parts#And the characters were wonderful like-#We barely knew them but all the little things#Like when Mowett is writing poetry on the back of his court-martial notice thing??#I could go on forever about this book oml#But I won't because it's midnight and I need sleep#Good night#Also Tom Pullings needs to get promoted#tom pullings#anyways BYE
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How does Dipper get his sleep back in reincarnations that follow? Does he get it back at all? Does he just sleep without dreaming? Or does it reset?
It's working on 'sleep is a body part' rules. If Dipper lost a finger in one life, he'd still be born with a full set of ten next time around! Same goes for sleep - he'll get it back in his next life.
#answers#Or who knows!! Maybe the original incarnation gets it back!#Bill might be saving it for an anniversary gift#Pretty hard to track down a transplant befitting his beautiful husband after all
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[🚧 WIP] Don't mind me, I'm just trying to remember how to hold a pen
#destiny#destiny 2#destiny the game#my art#wip#osiris#baby birb osiris 🥺#felwinter#lord felwinter#i normally don't post just lines without at least some toning#seems like it's too boring to look at?..#but i'm not sure i'll do anything else with these anytime soon so yeah#i hate being forced to take such long breaks from drawing#it's so hard to get back on track after that 🤧#traditional art
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Other people's phan dreams are like "oh my god they kissed!" but I had a dream last night Dan and Phil were turned into caterpillars and I was trying to figure out how to turn them back into humans before their next show so I ran around panicking until they randomly became humans again
#why were they turned into caterpillars? unclear. perhaps a spell of sorts#anyways. I would love you if you were a worm. or a caterpillar#and I would try so hard to get you back to normal again#dan and phil#phan#dnp#dip and pip#tit tour#tracking tag
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opinions on eiden taking a shower in a public bathroom with bare feet i couldn't even enjoy the scene because i was so horrified eiden where are your shower slippers Jesus
you bring it up and i realise i had my suspending-disbelief-yaoi-immunity goggles on thru the whole scene believing that essence naturally acts as some sorta full-body magical shield against germs and disease 😅😅 i mean. how else are these mens gonna hoe out that severely and NOT get taken down by the most mundane sexually-or-platonically-transmitted infections
#feesh answer#i was too distracted with my horror at the clothing arrangement#mostly that yakumo was shirtless with pants on#LIKE. I'VE SEEN WHAT YOUR COMPATRIOTS ARE PACKING UNDER THEIR CLOTHES IN THIS EVENT.#WHO ARE YOU TO WALK AROUND IN BORINGASS SEX MAN ATTIRE?#INTO THE SHOWER NO LESS#EITHER GET NAKED OR SHOW OFF SOME IMPRACTICAL LINGERIE#YOU CAN'T BE IMPRACTICAL *AND* LINGIE-LESS#i give eiden a pass on this because i liked looking at him in his black turtleneck all scrunched up#completely arbitary pass. because it is also impractical to go clean yourself off in the shower while still wearing your shirt#these two combined make an entire wearable dry outfit!#SERIOUSLY. WHAT WERE YOU THINKING yakumo. u get in there and your white pants are sopping#you'll have to stay in the shower til it dries (impossible given the humid environment) or make a stealthy dash across campus without pants#eiden at least has some decorative garb to cover his chest if he can't wear his soggy shower turtleneck#but YAKUMO! YOU IDIOT! YOUR POSTNUT CLARITY GONNA HIT SO HARD AND YOU'LL DIE OF EMBARRASSMENT#FROM WET WHITE PANTS and it's not like you can borrow eiden's . fool.#anyway. yeah. magic essence germ shield is the only thing holding back the fungi right now#i wonder where those dark zone mushroom monsters came from? from weaker; less gay; less essence-juiced ppl who tried boinking in the shower#tracked that fungus into the air and it turned into an aggro spore juiced by dark essence and NOW look what we have to do#fight it with 5 stronger;gayer;more essence-juiced ppl who can ANTISEPTICALLY boink in the shower#unfair tbh. they get away with so much. they live in such a footfungofree world.#GAWD YAKUMO . I SAID IT BEFORE AND I'LL SAY IT AGAIN#*points at his Eiden Cleaning Fixation* SHRIMP BEHAVIOUR#feast of roses#intimacy room spoilers
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I seriously do not think the prison-sex scene between Caitlyn and Vi was meant to come off as this climatic loving conclusion for these two amazing character. It could've been but it wasn't.
That scene goes to show how Vi's relationship with Caitlyn will be her new prison, the next relationship defines too much of her sense of self. I don't understand how that scene gets interpreted otherwise besides people already having heavy investment in the CaitVi-Ending as a happy couple.
#hate how the people who interpret that scene as “yay! they are finally endgame” act like they are the type of people who enjoy messy F/F#relationships#bruhh...what is going in that thinking process of yours?#it's like they keep on saying they like spicy food and ya ask what type and they show a cinnamon roll#someone needs to recheck their definition of spicy food bcs that isn't it#anti caitvi#kinda??? I am hoping so hard when they appear again we gets to a much tired and terrible in a human way relationship between those two#they don't deserved it but it is the most likely development#ig im annoyed people took the last scenes of them together as “oh look!! they are healing and going back on the track of being a good coupl#and I look at the same scene “yeah no; there is gonna another development that depicts their as deeply toxic and terrible for each other”#tt.post
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