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blearyfaced · 2 years

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#why does it always have to be me #why am i always expected to be the bigger person why is it up to me especially when ive been wronged or hurt #why is it always like that #i thought home was supposed to be safe and its not in fact it all stems from here!!! wtf!!!!#im just so tired #its not my fault and im tired #im not the best at communicating im so aware of that but i did nothing wrong!! and more importantly i never give up i always keep on trying #and it just hurts because its very obvious that if i dont take the first step then things are lost!!! but maybe thats for the best idk #except i live here #i dont know but im tired #this time i refuse to do things about it if its never fixed then so be it #if no one cares and everyone is allowed to be indifferent then so am i #im done caring #i wonder if i just look or behave a certain way that makes others be like this with me #in the end it's like theres no value to anything i do #anything i say anything i am #nothing #so idk im done #no one cares if im hurt and im an idiot because in the end the only one who cares is me and i feel so alone #no ones afraid or worried to lose me or that ill leave because im dumb enough to stay/to ask to talk/to keep it all in and move on #to take on all the work and im always trying to make things right why does no one else care?? i sound so whiny and i hate it but im just so #it hurts????? why am i even here whats the point of me #and omg im not perfect i make mistakes i knowww but at least im here im trying im not giving up i say sorry and i tryyyyy and i keep at it #but what has that ever done for me maybe its time to stop for good #im so tired and no matter how much i care and no matter what i do im always falling short im never enough and things never change #its so unfair the way its almost always onesided always my fault its exhausting #funny how it also maybe feels like not even my family thinks im worth keeping or fighting for except i think i get it now it makes sense #its fine it doesnt matter im just really tired #personal

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isbergillustration · 5 months

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They're talking about the weather.

#sketchbook #drawing #ink #coffee #colour pencil #biblically inaccurate angel #birb #illustration #artists on tumblr #my art #not wtnv it’s never wtnv except the one thing i made that is tagged as wtnv #im just... tired #guess its my fault for saying the word weather

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cynicallyneutral · 9 months

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sasuke wants his new year's kiss :kissing_heart:

#sasunaru #narusasu #naruto #sasuke #my art #my comic #round fox baby #naruto's boyfriend #JKHAJDFKASDFADF FUCKING HELL IM SO TIRED #ASDHAHAHAHAHA I BEEN WORKING ON THIS FO #WHAT??? 10 GODDAMN HOURS IM SO DONE IM SO TIRED #ok tbh its my fault for starting late i literally had 3 days off #AND I DID NOTHING ASJKDFHAHSDFADSF FUCKKK #it took an extra hour bC SASUKE #IDK HOW TO DRAW HIS FUCKIN HAIR #NOR HIS FACE WHYS HE SO HARD TO DRAW IM GONNA CRY #anyway hahaha HAPPY NEW YEAR BABES HAHAHAHAHA FUCK

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hiccuppop · 1 year

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sequal comic to frisk calling chara original neon sweater ugly :)

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yeetushaitus · 16 days

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just a little celebratory drawing for the release of the ace attorney investigations collection!! aai2 is one of my favorite games EVER and im so happy that capcom has FINALLY decided to give it an official localization!!!

funny story about aai2 i started watching an lp of it like 3 years ago but was kinda losing interest in aa in general so i dropped it, came back to the exact same lp in like may-ish and then like 2 days before i finished the lp the collection was announced. LIKE U COULDNT HAVE ANNOUCED IT LIKE A MONTH EARLIER SO I COULD PLAY IT FOR MYSELF COME ON CAPCOM

anyways am currently watching like. SO many aai2 lps its not even funny

#ace attorney #ace attorney fanart #aa #aa fanart #ace attorney investigations #aai2 #ace attorney investigations 2 #my art #justine courtney #sebastian debeste #verity gavelle #eustace winner #ALSO CAN WE TALK ABT JUSTINES NEW OVERRULED.#i will always forever defend the aai collection and all the changes theyre making to aai2 bc tbh i think ppl are overreacting but.#im sorry when i first heard that overruled i had to do a double take #its not the va's fault they were just doing their job but. UGH WHOEVER DID THE DIRECTION. IM COMING FOR YOU #i dont even care that it doesnt sound anything like the original #like neither does rays and his is better now imo #but omg. LIKE I JUST DONT LIKE IT THAT IS NOT MY WIFE #might make a full post abt my opinions on the new voices and names and whatnot but. im dead tired so later

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s0fter-sin · 25 days

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i don’t know how many times i need to say it, tag your reader and self insert fics and imagines as reader and self insert

#ship writers do you the courtesy please do the same #and please dont tag your oc’s name instead of original character #no one except you and your readers know who that is and cant black list it #i have black listed a hundred variations on oc and reader and character x reader but that doesnt do shit if you dont tag the post #ive said it before #its not your fault it makes me unreasonably angry #but you do not want me seeing your work just as much as i dont want me seeing it #i am not your target audience #and all youre doing is forcing me to be your audience #ship writers tag stuff to death always have #and idk if its just newer people coming to tumblr not knowing how the tags work #or if you genuinely dont know you should tag it just out of etiquette #but its been an uphill slog of untagged reader posts and im tired of seeing them #coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt #john soap mactavish #soap cod #simon ghost riley #ghost cod #john price #captain price #price cod #kyle gaz garrick #gaz cod #cod mw2 #cod mwii #cod modern warfare #cod x reader #cod oc #cod mw3 #x reader

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luck-of-the-drawings · 1 year

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DISTRACTIONS sometimes its the drive to help and save our friends that pushes us to learn and to succeed. unfortunately its normally ''unethical'' to replicate that in a classroom setting. I ONLY JUST FINISHED THE LAST PAGE HERE, THE FIRST TWO WERE LITERALLY FROM LAST YEAR, N A FEW MONTHS APART. LOOOOK AT MY EVOLUTION. im very proud of this and bled REALLY HARD FOR THE LAST PAGE. PLEASE ABSORB THIS.

#gillion tidestrider #jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #the last page honestly just took super long bc i dropped it for a long while. only recently wiped the dust off o it.#IM RLY PROUD OF ALOT O THINGS ABT THAT LAST PAGE #LIKE THE PERSPECTIVE N THE WIDE SHOTS OR WHATEVER #IT WASNT EASY BUT I MADE IT LOOK GOOD!! IM SO HAPPY WITH IT #I ALSO just really love drawing gillion as soooo small #just a little guy with the weight of the world bolted to his tiny tiny shoulders #n yknow what while im here ill talk abt the first two comics aswell. i like taking inspo from JTHM for this kinda stuff #more specifically SQUEE n the way his dad was just sooo honest and cruel to him. 'yeah its your fault my life sucks' n all that. i imagine #that gillion prolly dealt with alot o that too. i know weve already seen the elders #but i did initially imagine them to be very much like the Tallests from invader zim. they just hate this little guy. hes so small n lame #hes prolly had teachers like that im sure. i like thinkin about gills experience in school!!#i fell in love with him the moment he said that he wasnt good at being a student like girl ME TOOOO WAAAAAA #HE SUCKS In school and everyone is just sooo tired of him but they gotta put up with him bc hes the Chosen One #but GOD they wish they had someone more competent i bet. it was prolly a relief when they banished him #could u imagine being that? someone so insufferable that people sigh in relief when youre gone. poor poor gillion #ANYWAY THATS ALL MY THOUGHTS #TALK ABT UR THOUGHTS IN THE TAGS TOO DIPSHIIITT CMAAAHHNN

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unforth · 27 days

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The attitude toward parents I see on tunglrdotbomb that drives me absolutely most insane is that anything good a child does is despite their parents (and the product of the inate goodness of All Children) and anything bad a child does is because of their parents (and a product of the inherently corrupting nature of the outside world).

Yall gotta knock this Christian nature/nurture shit off. Some kids are little terrors and that's in their nature. Some kids are socialized to be good by the people around them who love them. Most kids fall somewhere in between. It's not ~better~ for kids or their parents to perpetuate this shit. Just let kids be kids even when the kids are shits.

#unforth rambles #momblr #im so tired of wrestling with the feeling that my son is good and thats no credit to me and my daughter is challenging and its my fault #i had a hand in both surely as their mom #but they also had a hand in both #but so many tumblr parent related posts boil down to everything bad a child has done is because their parents were abusive or whatever #even as they say all kids can be reasoned with and quiet patience will always work #tell me youve never actually interacted with a child without telling me

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backfliips · 3 months

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I'm frustrating myself because I know the only way I am going to meet new people and open myself up to romantic possibilities is by getting out of my comfort zone and going to new public spaces and interacting with new people, but I'm so entrenched in my own routine that the idea of going out and doing those things is so incredibly stressful and I sort of shut down

And it's particularly frustrating because I know the only reason I'm so averse to it is because I haven't done it before, and new experiences are really scary, and I will put them off for years just to do it eventually and realize its NOT a big deal in the SLIGHTEST, and that it's fine, actually, and that I LIKE doing the thing, and there was no reason for me to be so stressed in the first place etc. etc. etc.

So I just need to go on my first real date, and I need to suck it up, but it's really daunting and frustrating and I can't seem to figure out how to get out of my doom spiral about it.

#im almost 24 and ive never gone on a date or had a real kiss like #this is terrible #and im tired of it #but im also so hopeless at getting out of my routine #so i just sit here and beat myself up about it #its nobodys fault but my own but god its hard

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skitskatdacat63 · 5 months

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2024 Chinese Grand Prix - Fernando Alonso

#hello here are your daily old man gifs!!!#every time im like no no i shant gif this no one will care #he always sucks me back in w his cute face #i just love his polite listening smile ITS SO CUTEEEE #this is MY race debrief #anyways about the race itself #im still a bit sad about the whole strat thing like agh idk if he could have done any better if not #but it was really so much fun to see him cut thru the pack like that at the end with fresh tires #it just felt so effortless and it was so hot. especially that part where he almost completely wiped out but saved it so easily???#but ofc the best part was the unintentional war criminal lockup #apparently it wasnt fully his fault but nah im blaming it on him cause its so funny #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #we do a little bit of f1 #2024 chinese gp #also man aston takes so long to upload their fernando debrief vid #i wanna stay up for it cause i missed the other one and it was too far gone to gif #so i wish i could catch it but ah i gotta sleep its so late

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aroace-poly-show · 2 months

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(walks out of ableton covered in blood) hi guys

#mono’s stuff #mono’s covers #???i guess???#im so fucking tired #i promise it wasn’t meant to be this off timing it was good on the timing at least before i swear somehow exporting it #and ableton fucked it up so bad especially the last bit forgive me its not my fault #it was perfectly fine in open utau please. sobs.#anyway. if the link doesn’t work let me know

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the-meme-monarch · 3 months

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"i didn't have a horrible horrible cavity pain moment today :) that's great they hurt really really bad so I don't like when they happen" <- doesn't know they're about to brush their teeth and have a horrible horrible cavity pain moment

#usually it is Food that will just caught in yhe cavity. so i am training myslef to not eat on that side of my mouth. but in this inst #instance it was. Im Pretty Sure. my toothbrush bristles poking it.#it. do you knowhow it feels to be a zero on the pain scale and then have it shoot up to 10 in an instant and its In Your Head. its like that #HXBDGDHDHSJIHD #also like i knew that Pain Makes You Tired. Physical Pain Exhausts You. but oh my god. oh my god .#it makes me lightheaded and dizzy and i Shake. and no amount of Holding On Tightly makes it any more bearable.#and im genetically predisposed to cavities according to my dad. ill never be over that. i bet he thinks this is my fault still.#words from the monarch #tooth trauma #jic #i think thats usually applied to like. tooth pulling. tooth gore and whatever. but jic

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sodrippy · 1 year

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EVERY DAY WITH THE COOKING

#is it my fault for going on a one hour walk without prepping dinner?#no...its the cooking thats wrong #whatever im so tired i dont WANNA prepare potatoes and chicken ):<#also just been so not into eating lately its so unappetizing the payoff is simply nonexistent

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consult-sherlockholmes · 11 months

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You're welcome, sweetie. I saw you working (i guess) and I didn't want to bother you (I can't concentrate knowing that you're only wearing a sheet Christ God)

And err... I left my phone number in one of the bags, you know... in case you need m-... in case you need to bring you more groceries, yes.

Get better soon! 💋

At least someone brought me food while John was replacing me eating food with someone else while I was suffering all on my own abandoned. How dare this Steven seduce him and steal him away from me this vulture snake, carrion eater. So this is a rare occurrence, I don't say this often, but thank you. Just take this that my brain is already influenced by it all. And the sheet is a necessity my temperature has been increasing since hours and I won't put my suits through that abuse of disease ridden body fluids. Easier to wash and handle as well, and I started freezing inbetween so I can wrap myself in a blanket interchangeably. I have to try to work as much as I can before I am completely incapacitated, it feels as if it's getting worse every hour.

#tiping at the laptop starts to feel exhausting #if i start making more mistakes know its because im bed bound and on my phone and getting worse #roleplay #rp #sherlock roleplay #sherlock rp #tw covid #sherlock covid crossover #this is all stevens fault i bet #he probably poisoned and infected me somehow to get john to himself #god damn steven #i will get my revenge steven #i know it i deduce its all his fault i will show him whose John is #i feel so tired but at the same time i cant sleep

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prettyboykatsuki · 11 months

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bnha is so overhated bro boooo

#aristotle.txt #im tired of pretending its bad man i just dont think so #bnha is for the most part a thematically consistent series #you can disagree with the moral choices of the characters or the direction #but the story itself is well structured #the main ensemble is fleshed out and so is the world building #the biggest issue is pacing and some of the side character arcs #but the main characters are well integrated. the narrative foils of heros and villains is there #there is a lot of things i am critical of in the series and openly voice #but the story itself is overall better than it is worse and i am tired of pretending it is not !!!!#it gets so much shit on twitter like jhkjfdjksdkj #a lot of the hate feels so contrived and based solely on the anime production its not my pookies fault bones dgaf

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just-some-random-blogger · 3 months

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I’m tired Hani…

Same my Pinterest is cursed. I'm afraid I will simply perish once he assumes his role as Loki in the sandman.

#and there is no one to blame but me im afraid 😔#YOU KNOW WHAT ACTUALLY ITS ALL HIS FAULT #FREDDIE WHEN I CATCH YOU FREDDIE #ask #liv is tired my beloved #barbieaemond cutie #beloved mooties #i am rocking back and forth in the corner of my room #And see i read the comics so if you think he's a bad as gwayne HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAAHHA

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